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LAUREN SHAPIRO: Being in
nature is where I feel the most
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authentically who I am.
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When I'm in the mountains,
when I'm by myself,
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when I'm on a hike,
when I'm on a walk
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like I'm hiking up a trail and
I can hear my own breathing,
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I just feel the most connected
to who I am a 1,000%.
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I'm Lauren.
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I live in Los
Angeles, California,
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and I have a cabin in Idyllwild.
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It was built in the '50s.
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I call it the Cedar Rock cabin
because there's a lot of cedar.
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And it's also, I want
to say like knotty pine.
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And the fireplace
is all river rocks.
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There's one big room up top.
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It's a big loft open
floor plan bedroom.
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And then downstairs,
there's a dining area,
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living area, the
main bathroom down
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here and then a small kitchen.
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Upstairs is my favorite,
the high-beam ceiling,
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the skylights and waking
up there, all the windows,
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it's like sleeping in the trees.
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The front deck, I feel,
is a very peaceful place.
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I meditate there, I read there,
I've fallen asleep there.
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In the mornings, it's nice
to go out there and just
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enjoy my morning rituals.
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I can see Tahquitz peak, which
is a huge rock that people hike
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and they climb it.
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When I first got this
cabin, there was just
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like ugly carpeting, a
lot of holes in the walls,
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there was a smell
that was happening.
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But I mean the bones of
this house are amazing.
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It just needed some TLC.
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I zhuzhed, yeah.
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But like in a
really modern way, I
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feel like, because there's still
a lot of the charm of the 1956
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cabin, like it's a log cabin.
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But it has some newer modern
touches, which I think
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sort of come together nicely.
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We're two hours
out from LA, East
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up in the San
Bernardino Mountains.
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It's very hidden.
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It's like cozy tucked
away community.
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There are musicians,
and there are poets,
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and there are writers, and
there are people who choose not
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to live in an urban
city for whatever reason
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that have gathered here
and formed a community.
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And it's very sweet.
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Most people who live here have
lived here for 50 plus years.
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I came into this
community as an outsider.
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And so I treat it
like I am a visitor.
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When I go to the hardware
store, when I go to the market,
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I'm just always
sure to try to get
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to know the residents
a little bit better,
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but also to just be
respectful of where
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I am and show care to the
land that I'm settling in on.
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[wind chimes]
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The ritual that I
consider most important
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here is to reconnect
with myself,
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and that's why I come here.
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I'm a costume
designer on TV shows.
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TV production is really intense.
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It's intense what I do, it's
intense industry to work in.
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When I feel like I'm
really overwhelmed
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and work has just bogged
me down, I come up here
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and I just feel calm.
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This cabin's given me a
nice respite from city life.
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A lot of the things, even
if they weren't handmade,
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have been gifted to
me over the years.
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And when I was thinking about
how to furnish this place,
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I gathered a lot of
my favorite things
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that I've been saving for this.
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And now I can walk
around the cabin
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and be like, oh, you know,
Michelle gave me that, Sam gave
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me that, Lisa gave me that.
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Just creates a very
loving place for me.
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Surrounding myself
with things that I
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love that come from people
that I love feels safe to me
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as well.
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Leah is a friend of mine
who is a well known artist,
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came up here for
a weekend, getaway
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alone, and spent a lot
of time on the deck
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reading and just
connecting with herself.
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And she spent a lot of time
looking out at that peak.
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She gifted me this
really beautiful
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watercolor that she did sitting
from the deck of Tahquitz peak.
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Just that it inspired her to
make that, it's special to me.
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I have this really
beautiful space that I enjoy
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so much I want to share it.
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When I do have a friend
over, it's just casual.
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We'll make something
light and eat outside
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while it's still
light out on the deck,
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and just talk and catch up.
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I also have the luxury
of sharing it with them.
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If my friends are really
stressed out or going
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through a hard
time, I've been able
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to offer this space to them to
just go and unwind, and relax,
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and take time for
themselves, and
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everybody is so appreciative.
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And they love this
place as much as I do.
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Feels good to be able to
give that to somebody else.
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I really wanted this to
be a comfortable place.
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I had a lot of
friends growing up
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who had like don't touch
houses where you would walk
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into their space and you
couldn't sit on a couch,
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because it was reserved for
like the special guests.
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And I feel like this was
the place where it needed
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to be comfortable, and
you could just make
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yourself at home immediately.
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Whether it's the
mountains or the oceans,
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that's where I feel best.
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In my late '30s, I began
to really understand
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that about myself, and the more
time I spent in these places
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the more I felt that it
was where I needed to be.
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I was very much into material
things and relationships,
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and I definitely
prioritize those things
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over being alone with myself
and connecting with the worlds
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at large.
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I just didn't understand
how important it was.
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I created this space
with intentionality
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and love and care, and
it's just been that for me.
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I was just getting emotional.
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It's just been that.
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I open the door, and immediately
like my heart feels joy,
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and I feel excited to be here.
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And I feel excited to make a
fire, and to put on a record,
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and to make a cup of tea
like I get truly excited
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and I feel joyful about it.
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At the end of the
day, I get to come
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here and just get
away from anything
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that I want to get away from.
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It's not a case of running
away from something.
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It's just a case of
reconnecting with myself
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and just finding my spirit
and calming my spirit.
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