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-- Captions by vitac
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narrator: These 12
"naked and afraid" veterans
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took on an impossible challenge
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to endure 40 days
and 40 nights...
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If that's an anaconda,
I'm gonna lose my [bleep]
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[ Shouting ]
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Narrator: ...Stranded in
the badlands nice! Yeah!
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...no water... I need
something to drink immediately.
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Narrator: ...And no clothes.
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Chris: I'm getting
eaten alive by ants.
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Oh, this is hard.
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This thing's kicking my ass.
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Narrator: The
brutal temperatures,
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relentless hunger...
Shane: I hate being so weak.
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Narrator: ...And
vicious in-fighting...
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[ Voice breaking ] I'm
feeling very attacked.
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You've been
bitching for an hour!
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Narrator: ...Forced four
survivalists out of the quest.
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I just want to go home.
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[ Yells ]
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Narrator: To make it out alive,
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the eight who remain push
the limits of human endurance...
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Oh, my god.
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[ Grunts ]
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...finishing the challenge
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with a grueling
two-day extraction...
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Everything you've got.
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...across one of the most
dangerous rivers in the world.
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[ Cheering ]
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We're really here.
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Congrats.
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[ Cheering ]
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Narrator: Now,
for the first time sin
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the 12 survivalists
have come together.
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Some people think they
know what it's gonna be like,
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and they have no idea.
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Yeah!
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Narrator: We'll take
an exclusive look
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at never-before-seen footage...
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Ow. Ooh [bleep] bee stung me.
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...get unique insight into
their survival strategies...
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Jeff: Eva, you actually
did teach me a lot.
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I was walking different.
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It's how you use your feet.
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...and confront
lingering resentments...
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I'm saying we don't
need your help.
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[ Voice breaking ] I just
really hate that everyone
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thinks I'm just an ass[Bleep]
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You don't need to act like
you were trying to help us.
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[ Sniffles ]
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Don't sit here and tell me
that my ideas were bad ideas.
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I'm hurting, and I got to
carry your weight and mine?
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What the [bleep] is
wrong with you guys?
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Narrator: ...On
"naked and afraid: Xl."
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Eva: Be prepared to
face all of your demons.
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Narrator: Now,
for the first time
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since their adventure in
the badlands of Colombia...
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Luke: What? Look at these guys.
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...12 "naked and afraid"
veterans come together...
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-Team bromance, what up?
-Hey, you.
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Narrator: ...To talk about
their harrowing experience.
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Yeah, so there.
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You guys look totally
different with clothes on.
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Ej: Yeah, I think I've seen
enough of Luke's balls.
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[ Laughter ]
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Luke: But have you? But really?
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Is there such a thing?
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When I first got back,
I don't know about th
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but I mean, like, Luke and I
were together from day one,
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so I'd be, like, looking for him
to, like -- and he's not there.
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Jeff: Like, I remember
getting home,
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and I'm, like,
texting ej all the time,
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like, "dude, like, what's up?
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Like, I'm eating
breakfast," you know?
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You know, not
having that, you know,
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companionship when we got
home was kind of weird, you know?
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Those are those little
rituals and routines
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and things that, like -- I
mean, you hang on to those.
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Like, those are the
things you appreciate.
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It's like, "okay, we're
gonna go out lizarding.
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Okay, we're gonna drink water."
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Like, it's those little things
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that we do every single
day that keep us going.
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No one knows misery.
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Like, you think you know
hunger, you think you know pain,
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you think you know bug
bites, you don't know [bleep]
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Everything that happened
was 100% in that moment,
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feeling it so intensely.
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-And no break.
-And no break.
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It never stopped.
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You go to sleep, you're
just feeding the mosquitos.
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I feel like you
can get by 21 days
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with a really strong
mental attitude
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and a little bit of skill.
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40 days is different.
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You have to give it
everything that you have,
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or you're not making it out.
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Narrator: The "naked
and afraid" veterans
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began their 40-day
challenge in 4 groups of 3.
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Jeff: Got to get some water.
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I know, man. I'm feeling you.
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Scattered across a
blistering Savanna,
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each location presented
different challenges
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for scarce resources.
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All right, so, it's dinnertime.
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Day two.
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There we go. Look
how delicious that looks.
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It's just -- ah, you don't
know what you're missing.
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Just picking the spine out.
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The ribs you can chew
up 'cause they're so little.
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Mmm.
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Mmm.
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I think butter just
oozed out of this thing.
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It's a little bitter.
-Is it?
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If you were at home
eating lizard, Chris,
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what condiment would
you put on your lizard?
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I would ranch or mayonnaise,
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'cause it tastes
just like chicken.
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It really does.
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[ Laughter ]
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Shane: I don't think
that the fans understand
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exactly how difficult
it is to be dropped
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into an absolutely
foreign environment.
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We had a brutal
winter for us this winter.
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Like, when I flew out of
Philly, it was negative-20.
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We got to Colombia, it was 130.
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That's a 150-degree
temperature swing.
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I had an idea of
what I was going into.
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I knew it was gonna
be really difficult
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and everything was gonna suck,
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but until you're
actually doing it,
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there's so many things
that you don't even think of.
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I mean, anybody can
make a fire in their backyard,
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but, you know, after
three weeks of starving
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and 120 degrees and
mosquito bites out the wazoo,
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you know, then the
struggle becomes real.
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There's a vulnerability that
comes with being naked,
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where I remember just
waking up sometimes at night,
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and I'm, like, reaching for this
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phantom blanket
that's at my feet.
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It's not there, you
know, but it just feels --
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you don't realize it, you
know, in everyday life.
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It's that little bit of
psychological protection.
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Exactly, it's just
like I have a layer
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between me and the elements,
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and that may not do anything.
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Plus, when you're naked,
the bugs have no boundaries.
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Like, they can
bite you anywhere.
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They're all up in it.
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-Personal space.
-That's terrible.
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Tell me about it --
remember that night
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I got bit on the
[bleep] by a spider?
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You remember
what that looked like?
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Why do you keep reminding me?
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Who was on poison
detail for that one?
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I was worried, man.
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Not gonna happen, bro.
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Ej looked at it.
He shook his head.
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He says, "dude, you need a
medic," and he walked away.
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[ Laughter ]
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[ Buzzing ]
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The bugs in this spot are hell.
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I got consumed last night.
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Covered -- seriously
covered in bug bites.
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And they're just sitting
there, like, chewing on me.
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Ow! Ooh, right on the balls.
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Luke: You all right?
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[Bleep] Bee stung me.
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That's what it was.
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That's my first bee
sting on my nuts,
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so Chris -- zero, bee -- one.
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[ Laughter ]
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The difference in
surviving nude and surviving
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with clothes is
astronomical, I think.
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I would give up tools
for a pair of shoes
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on any one of these challenges.
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-Oh, yeah.
-I really don't like shoes.
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I feel like it's how you walk.
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It's not the
toughness of your feet.
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It's, like, how you walk.
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Eva, you actually did teach
me a lot in Madagascar,
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because I was walking different.
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When you're walking, you
know, when we have big shoes on,
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we tend to, like, clomp around
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with our feet all
over the ground,
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but it's just so much
better if you take your foot
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and you take that,
like, split second
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to feel the ground
in front of your foot
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and then transfer
your weight onto it.
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When you feel the ground,
I'm not putting any weight on it.
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I'm standing on my back foot.
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We would walk
these long stretches,
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and if you're just
plodding along,
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one foot after the next,
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you're just tearing
up your feet.
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If I could've, you
know, protected my feet
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or, you know, toughened
up my feet more,
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I would have had
a much better time.
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So I had to build a
box in my apartment,
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and I filled it with seashells
and crushed bluestone.
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All right, so, this is what
I've been walking around in.
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It's a box full of
shells and stones.
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And I literally walked
around barefoot in it
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for like 15 minutes
4 times a day until --
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I started out like 2
minutes at a time,
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and then by the time I
left, I could walk around
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inside of it for
like 15 minutes.
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It was cutting and ripping
up the bottom of my feet
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the first couple
days, and I was like,
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"no, I'm gonna get through this,
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'cause I am not crying
and suffering for 40 days."
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I'm like, "I'm gonna make sure
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my feet are good
before I get out there."
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Do you think a vegetarian
could survive out here?
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Shane: Not a chance in hell.
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Are you a vegetarian? You are?
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Yep.
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Wow.
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How do you feel about that?
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I don't know.
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Like, what are you gonna eat?
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I hope that doesn't,
like, worry you.
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Not a chance at all. Nope.
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I'm not worried about it.
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I was a vegetarian for 10 years.
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-Oh, really?
-Yep.
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I missed barbecue ribs too much.
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[ Laughs ]
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Being a vegetarian
going into this,
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I did not expect to maintain
my vegetarian beliefs,
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just because that's a
long time -- 40 days.
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So, this time around,
I was really trying
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to mentally prepare myself
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to hunt, kill, and
consume an animal.
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Luckily, I basically
lived like a squirrel
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and harvest nuts and fruits.
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You see what happens
to squirrels out there.
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[ Laughter ]
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Jeff: You know, if
there's people out there
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thinking that they're
gonna go do this
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[chuckles] They probably
shouldn't, you know?
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Ej: Yeah, yeah.
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We were the best-prepared
12 people on the planet,
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and we were shocked
and surprised daily
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on the crap we faced.
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Damn, it is hot.
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Hakim: It sure is.
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[ Exhales sharply ]
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-Hold up for a second, ej.
-Yeah.
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Whew.
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You doing all right?
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[ Sighs ]
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Yeah, I just need a breather.
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Hakim: Colombia's a beast.
255
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The heat is killer
out here, you know?
256
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It will suck the
life right out of you.
257
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I mean, I am beyond
dehydrated right now.
258
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The way this thing is going on,
259
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these cramps are so insane.
260
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The best thing that I
could do for you guys
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was to step away
from that thing.
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You know, not to have
you guys just sitting around
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trying to do what
you can to help me,
264
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but really -- this was
such a big challenge.
265
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The ego in me says "I
just want to push through
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and stay here until I die."
267
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My problem is I never quit.
268
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This is the same issue
that I always have.
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I never give up, you know?
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Well, man, you'll be a
friend for life, you know?
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You guys, too.
272
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The greatest lesson I learned
out there is love is sacrifice.
273
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This was such a big challenge,
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and I mean, I love
you guys for that.
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Luke: Oh, man.
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[Bleep] This [bleep] bitch.
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I don't feel sorry one bit,
278
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because Chris is
a chauvinistic pig.
279
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What the [bleep] is
wrong with you guys?
280
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I'm saying we don't
need your help.
281
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I don't see anything other
than a [bleep] you moment.
282
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Alana: Just got about
one minute of battery left.
283
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I thought it was really
exciting to see y'all roll up.
284
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Narrator: "Naked and
afraid" has a strict policy
285
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that survivalists cannot
interact with the crew,
286
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and it was no different
on the "xl" challenge.
287
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However, as this
unseen footage shows,
288
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on rare occasions,
it's unavoidable.
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Ironically, it was the crew
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that needed help
from the survivalists.
291
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Now you guys get to
come. I want to see that.
292
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Yeah, who's got the camera now?
293
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You want a hand?
294
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Laura: Oh, the suspense.
295
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It's funny that Luke's
naked right now.
296
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Da-na-na-na
da-nanana Dan-Dan-Dan
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-thank you so much.
-You're welcome.
298
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He's going in. He's going in.
299
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Ohh!
300
00:11:02,462 --> 00:11:05,441
Yep.
301
00:11:05,465 --> 00:11:09,045
Yep, Chris fischer
dive and salvage.
302
00:11:09,069 --> 00:11:10,569
That was exciting.
303
00:11:16,476 --> 00:11:18,321
Oh [bleep] is that a snake?
304
00:11:18,345 --> 00:11:19,589
There's a snake, snake,
snake, snake, snake.
305
00:11:19,613 --> 00:11:21,057
Shall we make this
quick and painless?
306
00:11:21,081 --> 00:11:23,793
-Yeah.
-Thank you, snake.
307
00:11:23,817 --> 00:11:27,330
We were definitely in
a state of pure survival.
308
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And as much as you want to
take care of everyone's needs,
309
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there's also a part of you
that has to self-preserve.
310
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You think I ought to share
some of this with Shane?
311
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Guess it's your call.
312
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At this point,
salvaging a relationship
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with him is not my priority.
314
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Feeding myself is a priority.
315
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Shane: Right
now, I'm just trying
316
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to get some body
heat and walk in place.
317
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Your brain is atrophying,
318
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and you're under a
tremendous amount of stress
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that most people could
never comprehend.
320
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And some people do
snap and lose their cool,
321
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and you do worry about that.
322
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Luke: She's walking
around pissed off
323
00:12:02,856 --> 00:12:05,769
with a machete in her
hand -- what could be better?
324
00:12:05,793 --> 00:12:07,903
We talk about all
these hard skills
325
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that we've kind of
reconnected with as humans --
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so making fire and
learning how to build shelter
327
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and reconnecting
with these hard skills,
328
00:12:13,967 --> 00:12:16,513
but we neglect those
soft skills a lot of the time,
329
00:12:16,537 --> 00:12:17,580
which is that interaction.
330
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'Cause we should
work as a tribe,
331
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you know, speaking of humans.
332
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But we often
aren't good at that,
333
00:12:23,143 --> 00:12:25,055
'cause we haven't
lived in a community,
334
00:12:25,079 --> 00:12:26,990
let alone a community
in the wilderness
335
00:12:27,014 --> 00:12:28,925
looking for your own food
with all these, you know,
336
00:12:28,949 --> 00:12:30,593
factors on it, so it
definitely makes it hard.
337
00:12:30,617 --> 00:12:32,862
So, when I first realized
that I was gonna be
338
00:12:32,886 --> 00:12:35,131
out there with more
than one person, I mean,
339
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I'm not gonna lie, like,
I wasn't happy about it.
340
00:12:37,691 --> 00:12:38,868
[ Laughs ] You know?
341
00:12:38,892 --> 00:12:41,004
Because I can survive the wild,
342
00:12:41,028 --> 00:12:43,806
but surviving the people is
a whole nother challenge.
343
00:12:43,830 --> 00:12:45,742
I was scared. I was terrified.
344
00:12:45,766 --> 00:12:47,811
I'm like, "I hope I don't
see a single person."
345
00:12:47,835 --> 00:12:50,013
I was hoping I was gonna
be alone on day one.
346
00:12:50,037 --> 00:12:55,218
I just don't want that
every time I kill something,
347
00:12:55,242 --> 00:12:59,756
people expect me to
share between 10 people.
348
00:12:59,780 --> 00:13:02,491
I mean, it was hard enough
sharing a lizard with ej
349
00:13:02,515 --> 00:13:04,961
or sharing a snake
with Eva in Madagascar.
350
00:13:04,985 --> 00:13:07,697
That was tough enough,
but when we have to split it,
351
00:13:07,721 --> 00:13:10,700
you know, 10 ways or something,
that's a whole different story.
352
00:13:10,724 --> 00:13:13,503
But at the end of the day,
I would have rather split
353
00:13:13,527 --> 00:13:16,706
everything up six ways than
to not have my group out there
354
00:13:16,730 --> 00:13:19,709
at the end who
had my back, who --
355
00:13:19,733 --> 00:13:20,977
you know, we were
there for each other.
356
00:13:21,001 --> 00:13:23,446
And even if it meant
divvying up resources,
357
00:13:23,470 --> 00:13:26,449
for me, it was awesome
to have you guys there.
358
00:13:26,473 --> 00:13:28,784
You know, this challenge
was so much different
359
00:13:28,808 --> 00:13:30,320
than our, you know,
21-day challenge
360
00:13:30,344 --> 00:13:32,389
because of that social
dynamic, and, you know,
361
00:13:32,413 --> 00:13:34,523
I think the social dynamic
was the best of times,
362
00:13:34,547 --> 00:13:36,548
you know, and it was
the worst of times.
363
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Narrator: At cao verde,
364
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Chris, Luke, and honora's
relationship began to unravel.
365
00:13:46,093 --> 00:13:47,837
Honora: If someone
was really daring,
366
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they could climb up this tree
367
00:13:49,430 --> 00:13:51,207
and get to that big
branch up there.
368
00:13:51,231 --> 00:13:53,543
Chris: You got to weigh
the risk-reward thing.
369
00:13:53,567 --> 00:13:56,479
The risk outweighs
the reward by a lot.
370
00:13:56,503 --> 00:14:00,182
After days of battling
hunger and fatigue,
371
00:14:00,206 --> 00:14:03,086
honora felt marginalized
and disrespected.
372
00:14:03,110 --> 00:14:04,487
I went across the river
373
00:14:04,511 --> 00:14:06,956
and found two trees
that were a little bit lower,
374
00:14:06,980 --> 00:14:08,824
and I climbed, like,
a 30-foot sapling
375
00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:11,627
to grab a piece of fruit.
376
00:14:11,651 --> 00:14:14,364
Eh.
377
00:14:14,388 --> 00:14:16,922
It's just...
378
00:14:19,726 --> 00:14:21,104
[ Sighs ]
379
00:14:21,128 --> 00:14:23,328
Kind of bitter.
380
00:14:25,131 --> 00:14:27,109
[ Honora laughs ]
381
00:14:27,133 --> 00:14:29,111
Like, I understand if
you don't want to eat it,
382
00:14:29,135 --> 00:14:32,648
but I had even, like,
said that I had climbed
383
00:14:32,672 --> 00:14:36,185
30 feet up a
sapling to grab this
384
00:14:36,209 --> 00:14:38,455
hanging from another branch.
385
00:14:38,479 --> 00:14:41,457
And knowing that I
did that, you still, like,
386
00:14:41,481 --> 00:14:43,993
chucked half the
fruit into the dirt.
387
00:14:44,017 --> 00:14:45,929
And what does that mean?
388
00:14:45,953 --> 00:14:48,920
It's like I literally
don't exist.
389
00:14:52,959 --> 00:14:54,670
It wasn't ripe.
390
00:14:54,694 --> 00:14:56,539
It didn't taste good,
so I chucked it.
391
00:14:56,563 --> 00:15:00,143
I didn't realize that just
because you get something
392
00:15:00,167 --> 00:15:03,680
that's not ripe that it
warrants a pat on the back.
393
00:15:03,704 --> 00:15:05,214
It didn't to me.
394
00:15:05,238 --> 00:15:06,883
And, then, as far
as your freak-out,
395
00:15:06,907 --> 00:15:09,085
that had nothing
to do with the fruit.
396
00:15:09,109 --> 00:15:10,487
It's because you
kept putting words
397
00:15:10,511 --> 00:15:12,288
in my mouth and Luke's mouth,
398
00:15:12,312 --> 00:15:16,159
and you freaked out because...
399
00:15:16,183 --> 00:15:17,693
I don't even know
why -- you're bipolar.
400
00:15:17,717 --> 00:15:19,050
Whatever the
[bleep] I don't know.
401
00:15:20,454 --> 00:15:22,231
I didn't even get
to finish the fruit
402
00:15:22,255 --> 00:15:24,099
that I climbed 30 feet to grab.
403
00:15:24,123 --> 00:15:25,235
I'll cut the [bleep] tree down.
404
00:15:25,259 --> 00:15:25,969
Then you can have 100 of them.
405
00:15:25,993 --> 00:15:27,370
Stop [bleep] bitching.
406
00:15:27,394 --> 00:15:29,239
-I'm over it. I don't care.
-I'm not bitching.
407
00:15:29,263 --> 00:15:31,241
You've been
bitching for an hour!
408
00:15:31,265 --> 00:15:32,664
[Bleep] You.
409
00:15:36,870 --> 00:15:38,203
She's got your knife.
410
00:15:41,141 --> 00:15:43,319
Shane: Oh!
411
00:15:43,343 --> 00:15:46,111
[Bleep] Both of you.
412
00:15:47,747 --> 00:15:49,526
What the [bleep] man?
413
00:15:49,550 --> 00:15:52,261
This is what I get for
trying to talk to my partners.
414
00:15:52,285 --> 00:15:54,663
They tell me I need to tap out.
415
00:15:54,687 --> 00:15:57,800
Luke: That's a sabotage
if I've ever seen one.
416
00:15:57,824 --> 00:15:59,268
This [bleep] bitch.
417
00:15:59,292 --> 00:16:02,137
Why it went in the river,
machete went in the river,
418
00:16:02,161 --> 00:16:04,207
those guys can go
[bleep] themselves.
419
00:16:04,231 --> 00:16:06,476
Honora: I felt very bullied.
420
00:16:06,500 --> 00:16:10,880
And yes, that was very childish,
but I was pulling my weight.
421
00:16:10,904 --> 00:16:14,350
It's just that you refused
to acknowledge it.
422
00:16:14,374 --> 00:16:16,286
You put yourself
in that situation.
423
00:16:16,310 --> 00:16:17,620
We didn't pick on you.
424
00:16:17,644 --> 00:16:19,622
We didn't blame
you for anything.
425
00:16:19,646 --> 00:16:21,758
You got mad because
Luke said, "you know what?
426
00:16:21,782 --> 00:16:22,959
We have an agenda.
We need to work,"
427
00:16:22,983 --> 00:16:24,360
and you wanted to sleep in.
428
00:16:24,384 --> 00:16:27,964
Jeff: This is the one
thing I wanted to avoid.
429
00:16:27,988 --> 00:16:29,699
We knew it was
inevitable, right?
430
00:16:29,723 --> 00:16:32,302
I mean, when we heard that
there were 11 other people coming,
431
00:16:32,326 --> 00:16:35,037
did we not know that
[bleep] was gonna hit the fan?
432
00:16:35,061 --> 00:16:37,974
Yeah, from what I remember,
we had a conversation.
433
00:16:37,998 --> 00:16:39,642
You said, "can I sit
another 30 minutes?"
434
00:16:39,666 --> 00:16:40,844
I said, "yeah,
that's totally fine."
435
00:16:40,868 --> 00:16:42,579
But I think if we
kind of zoom out
436
00:16:42,603 --> 00:16:45,248
and look at the big picture,
what it really felt like to me
437
00:16:45,272 --> 00:16:47,584
was [bleep] going to go
wrong in our situations,
438
00:16:47,608 --> 00:16:49,052
whether that be socially,
439
00:16:49,076 --> 00:16:50,586
whether that be
survival wise -- whatever.
440
00:16:50,610 --> 00:16:52,721
You get rained on,
you don't have food.
441
00:16:52,745 --> 00:16:54,190
What you, to me,
442
00:16:54,214 --> 00:16:56,259
demonstrated every single
time when things went wrong is
443
00:16:56,283 --> 00:16:57,994
that you went to a
place of victimhood,
444
00:16:58,018 --> 00:16:59,729
and it was always
someone else's fault,
445
00:16:59,753 --> 00:17:02,197
and I never saw any
ownership on your side.
446
00:17:02,221 --> 00:17:05,735
What are you -- honora,
what are you doing right now?
447
00:17:05,759 --> 00:17:06,735
I'm trying to help you.
448
00:17:06,759 --> 00:17:08,071
You're not trying to help me.
449
00:17:08,095 --> 00:17:09,472
I'm trying to have a
conversation with you guys,
450
00:17:09,496 --> 00:17:10,739
and you guys are
just like tap out.
451
00:17:10,763 --> 00:17:11,741
[Bleep] You're a bitch.
452
00:17:11,765 --> 00:17:13,209
Did I say that? Did I say that?
453
00:17:13,233 --> 00:17:14,611
That was uncalled for. I agree.
454
00:17:14,635 --> 00:17:16,345
I never said any of
those things, honora.
455
00:17:16,369 --> 00:17:18,881
I have tried to hard
to be -- so hard.
456
00:17:18,905 --> 00:17:21,751
[Bleep] Supportive. I
have been trying to be
457
00:17:21,775 --> 00:17:24,420
how is this helping
the problem, though?
458
00:17:24,444 --> 00:17:26,155
Um, it's gonna
make me feel better
459
00:17:26,179 --> 00:17:28,880
knowing that Chris doesn't
get out of here in 40 days.
460
00:17:31,184 --> 00:17:32,494
I was really pissed,
461
00:17:32,518 --> 00:17:34,630
and I don't mean to
sound like a victim,
462
00:17:34,654 --> 00:17:36,699
but I'm being
completely [bleep] honest.
463
00:17:36,723 --> 00:17:39,235
I felt judged right off the bat,
464
00:17:39,259 --> 00:17:45,574
and to keep me in a survival
situation with an [bleep]
465
00:17:45,598 --> 00:17:48,845
Who treats me with
absolutely no respect,
466
00:17:48,869 --> 00:17:50,379
I had absolutely no regrets.
467
00:17:50,403 --> 00:17:52,248
Again, you're just
gonna make excuses
468
00:17:52,272 --> 00:17:53,849
and point fingers like
it was a witch hunt.
469
00:17:53,873 --> 00:17:55,518
It wasn't.
470
00:17:55,542 --> 00:17:58,454
Like I said, you had a
bad idea, we shot it down,
471
00:17:58,478 --> 00:17:59,922
and if you're a survivalist,
472
00:17:59,946 --> 00:18:01,991
you don't need
permission to do anything.
473
00:18:02,015 --> 00:18:05,662
Don't sit here and tell me
that my ideas were bad ideas
474
00:18:05,686 --> 00:18:07,463
from a survivalist
point of view.
475
00:18:07,487 --> 00:18:09,865
No, they were bad ideas
'cause I am a woman
476
00:18:09,889 --> 00:18:12,402
and I had those
ideas -- straight up.
477
00:18:12,426 --> 00:18:14,404
Five other female partners
had never had a problem.
478
00:18:14,428 --> 00:18:17,873
I value my time and energy,
479
00:18:17,897 --> 00:18:22,067
and I'm not gonna waste
it on this chauvinistic pig.
480
00:18:24,972 --> 00:18:27,883
I can't believe she called
you a chauvinistic pig, Luke.
481
00:18:27,907 --> 00:18:29,285
That's [bleep] up.
482
00:18:29,309 --> 00:18:32,287
[ Laughter ]
483
00:18:32,311 --> 00:18:34,757
Yeah!
484
00:18:34,781 --> 00:18:39,962
Me and ej -- we're
here on day 40!
485
00:18:39,986 --> 00:18:41,230
Yes!
486
00:18:41,254 --> 00:18:42,765
[ Grunts ]
487
00:18:42,789 --> 00:18:44,901
Narrator: Jeff and ej
showed what happens
488
00:18:44,925 --> 00:18:46,703
when a team works well together,
489
00:18:46,727 --> 00:18:50,974
like-minded in attitude
and in survival techniques.
490
00:18:50,998 --> 00:18:52,175
Victory!
491
00:18:52,199 --> 00:18:53,909
-Victory, baby!
-Yeah!
492
00:18:53,933 --> 00:18:55,778
Narrator: However,
when the whole group
493
00:18:55,802 --> 00:18:57,714
came together at piranha lake,
494
00:18:57,738 --> 00:19:00,583
Jeff and ej chose
not to join the others,
495
00:19:00,607 --> 00:19:03,786
and tensions flared
over scarce resources.
496
00:19:03,810 --> 00:19:05,577
[ Grunting ]
497
00:19:08,014 --> 00:19:09,859
Ej: You need help?
498
00:19:09,883 --> 00:19:11,794
No, man.
499
00:19:11,818 --> 00:19:15,331
I got this one, buddy.
500
00:19:15,355 --> 00:19:16,999
Cool. Congrats.
501
00:19:17,023 --> 00:19:18,067
Thanks, man.
502
00:19:18,091 --> 00:19:21,070
[ Grunts ]
503
00:19:21,094 --> 00:19:23,806
Yeah, baby!
504
00:19:23,830 --> 00:19:25,675
[ Grunts ]
505
00:19:25,699 --> 00:19:27,543
I speared it, and I
was super happy.
506
00:19:27,567 --> 00:19:30,279
You know how I get when
I kill something, you know?
507
00:19:30,303 --> 00:19:32,682
And I'm just so jacked
up on adrenaline
508
00:19:32,706 --> 00:19:35,218
and, like, being a
man and everything.
509
00:19:35,242 --> 00:19:37,953
That's the first real
moment of the challenge
510
00:19:37,977 --> 00:19:40,622
when I was a complete
jerk, you know?
511
00:19:40,646 --> 00:19:43,692
Before Chris showed up,
I was thinking in my head,
512
00:19:43,716 --> 00:19:46,162
"okay, I can sneak
this through the jungle,
513
00:19:46,186 --> 00:19:48,030
back to me and ej,
and we could eat it.
514
00:19:48,054 --> 00:19:49,899
And nobody would
ever know, right?"
515
00:19:49,923 --> 00:19:51,767
It was like, you know, the
devil sitting on this shoulder,
516
00:19:51,791 --> 00:19:53,035
you know, god
sitting on this one.
517
00:19:53,059 --> 00:19:55,438
And, so, I had to
make the decision.
518
00:19:55,462 --> 00:19:57,373
Eva: I feel like we
have such a close bond
519
00:19:57,397 --> 00:19:59,041
from our time in
Madagascar together,
520
00:19:59,065 --> 00:20:01,911
and to think, like,
"wow, Jeff would sit there
521
00:20:01,935 --> 00:20:04,046
and eat that
whole eel to himself
522
00:20:04,070 --> 00:20:06,515
and not share it,
not, like, with me,
523
00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:08,117
but, like, with anyone."
524
00:20:08,141 --> 00:20:10,052
Because that's not you.
525
00:20:10,076 --> 00:20:12,789
If I had not shared the
eel, it would have been
526
00:20:12,813 --> 00:20:15,391
the worst decision of the
whole challenge for me.
527
00:20:15,415 --> 00:20:17,259
But we had already
found ourselves
528
00:20:17,283 --> 00:20:19,595
in two different
groups, and I was trying
529
00:20:19,619 --> 00:20:21,597
to avoid the drama
that was building,
530
00:20:21,621 --> 00:20:23,466
and I wanted no part of it.
-Right.
531
00:20:23,490 --> 00:20:26,602
I just think, because there
was two distinct groups
532
00:20:26,626 --> 00:20:28,337
at that point,
that it was harder.
533
00:20:28,361 --> 00:20:30,539
I think that was
part of my frustration
534
00:20:30,563 --> 00:20:32,941
was I felt like you're
a very caring person,
535
00:20:32,965 --> 00:20:35,611
and you are a natural
leader, and it was something
536
00:20:35,635 --> 00:20:37,380
that was surprising for
me after going through
537
00:20:37,404 --> 00:20:38,948
the experience in
the Amazon with you.
538
00:20:38,972 --> 00:20:41,483
And we had each other's
backs that entire time.
539
00:20:41,507 --> 00:20:43,553
You know, if you're
someone who views yourself
540
00:20:43,577 --> 00:20:45,555
as, like, a strong person
and a strong leader,
541
00:20:45,579 --> 00:20:47,489
like, you want to be pulling
everyone along with you
542
00:20:47,513 --> 00:20:48,891
so that you're all strong.
543
00:20:48,915 --> 00:20:51,093
And you bring up a great
point for me personally.
544
00:20:51,117 --> 00:20:53,295
As I reflected back
on this thing here,
545
00:20:53,319 --> 00:20:56,899
my personal regret
through this whole process
546
00:20:56,923 --> 00:20:59,902
was that I feel I
missed an opportunity --
547
00:20:59,926 --> 00:21:02,238
that I should have
been the uniter
548
00:21:02,262 --> 00:21:03,439
and the bonder of everybody.
549
00:21:03,463 --> 00:21:05,107
And I'm sorry, and I apologize
550
00:21:05,131 --> 00:21:06,575
to the group for
not being that guy.
551
00:21:06,599 --> 00:21:07,810
That's not me.
552
00:21:07,834 --> 00:21:11,402
So, you know how
I am, so I'm sorry.
553
00:21:14,140 --> 00:21:15,251
Luke: Everyone's
gonna make mistakes
554
00:21:15,275 --> 00:21:16,585
when you're under
those situations,
555
00:21:16,609 --> 00:21:18,254
and I think we all did
in one way or another.
556
00:21:18,278 --> 00:21:20,945
Wrong, I'm gonna say
I'm wrong, and I'm sorry.
557
00:21:22,415 --> 00:21:25,328
His mental state,
he's better off isolated.
558
00:21:25,352 --> 00:21:27,864
That does hurt me to
hear you say that, Dani.
559
00:21:27,888 --> 00:21:28,998
And I'm saying we
don't need your help.
560
00:21:29,022 --> 00:21:31,800
Everyone thinks
I'm just an ass[Bleep]
561
00:21:31,824 --> 00:21:35,527
I had no idea it was
that taxing on you.
562
00:21:49,509 --> 00:21:51,420
Honora: We're still
getting just as much U.V.
563
00:21:51,444 --> 00:21:54,624
It's the heat what [bleep]
gives you the headache.
564
00:21:54,648 --> 00:21:56,893
You're put in one of
the harshest climates
565
00:21:56,917 --> 00:21:58,961
and environments in
the world, but it's just
566
00:21:58,985 --> 00:22:01,164
what you go through
mentally and emotionally --
567
00:22:01,188 --> 00:22:03,299
you really find what
you're truly made of.
568
00:22:03,323 --> 00:22:05,501
[Bleep] Flies. I'm
tired of feeding these
569
00:22:05,525 --> 00:22:07,370
Luke: Everything's
eating except us.
570
00:22:07,394 --> 00:22:10,306
In a lot of ways, I
think it is inevitable.
571
00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:12,775
You put strangers
together in a hard situation,
572
00:22:12,799 --> 00:22:16,045
conflict is gonna arise one
way or another, no question.
573
00:22:16,069 --> 00:22:19,047
It's just a matter of, you
know, how do we get through it?
574
00:22:19,071 --> 00:22:20,672
How do we handle it?
575
00:22:43,697 --> 00:22:49,278
You guys clicked, and
I was really hurt by that,
576
00:22:49,302 --> 00:22:50,946
to be honest with
you, that, you know,
577
00:22:50,970 --> 00:22:54,417
once you guys had
clicked and we established
578
00:22:54,441 --> 00:22:57,352
that our survival styles were
not gonna mesh very well,
579
00:22:57,376 --> 00:22:59,110
I was really hurt,
'cause I was the outsider.
580
00:23:01,781 --> 00:23:04,627
There's a definite
rift here, man.
581
00:23:04,651 --> 00:23:09,254
The wall between us is making
me want to not be here anymore.
582
00:23:13,526 --> 00:23:16,105
Eva: I think a lot
of us spent time
583
00:23:16,129 --> 00:23:18,774
mentally preparing for that,
you know, group dynamic.
584
00:23:18,798 --> 00:23:21,710
That's as uncharted as
what happens after day 21.
585
00:23:21,734 --> 00:23:25,114
For me, surviving every day,
waking up seemed kind of easier
586
00:23:25,138 --> 00:23:27,182
than having to
try to mentally --
587
00:23:27,206 --> 00:23:29,718
after being depleted
of food and tired,
588
00:23:29,742 --> 00:23:32,655
how was I gonna
relate to somebody?
589
00:23:32,679 --> 00:23:35,591
And if you get upset
with somebody out there,
590
00:23:35,615 --> 00:23:37,727
that's magnified
tenfold, I found.
591
00:23:37,751 --> 00:23:40,296
It was very difficult for me.
592
00:23:40,320 --> 00:23:43,733
To try to understand what
each other's idiosyncrasies
593
00:23:43,757 --> 00:23:45,401
are and try to work
and build each other up
594
00:23:45,425 --> 00:23:47,536
through those idiosyncrasies
when I just met them
595
00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:50,673
under this pressure
cooker, it's difficult.
596
00:23:50,697 --> 00:23:52,408
It was difficult for me, anyway.
597
00:23:52,432 --> 00:23:55,010
Narrator: In the dense
jungle of Colombia,
598
00:23:55,034 --> 00:23:57,679
Alana, Danielle, and
Shane quickly learned
599
00:23:57,703 --> 00:23:59,548
how clashing survival strategies
600
00:23:59,572 --> 00:24:02,084
could drive tensions
to the boiling point
601
00:24:02,108 --> 00:24:04,219
and ultimately
shatter the group.
602
00:24:04,243 --> 00:24:05,821
I think you're lazy.
603
00:24:05,845 --> 00:24:08,424
Survival has to be lazy.
604
00:24:08,448 --> 00:24:10,226
You don't go the first week
605
00:24:10,250 --> 00:24:12,962
climbing trees and chopping
down every other tree you see.
606
00:24:12,986 --> 00:24:14,964
That's expending your energy.
607
00:24:14,988 --> 00:24:16,432
Agreed. We have
different views on survival.
608
00:24:16,456 --> 00:24:18,968
I'm lazy, but I
work. I work smart.
609
00:24:18,992 --> 00:24:22,504
That's fine. Well, you
know, now you can earn it.
610
00:24:22,528 --> 00:24:25,107
[ Chuckles ]
611
00:24:25,131 --> 00:24:28,177
Dani b.: The worst thing
to do in a survival situation
612
00:24:28,201 --> 00:24:30,446
is to separate.
613
00:24:30,470 --> 00:24:33,315
Shane: I'm gonna make the
40 days -- no doubt in mind.
614
00:24:33,339 --> 00:24:36,719
I would bet my
[bleep] life on that fact.
615
00:24:36,743 --> 00:24:40,389
[ Exhales sharply ]
616
00:24:40,413 --> 00:24:42,992
Shane: Yeah, I mean, obviously,
I didn't make the 40 days,
617
00:24:43,016 --> 00:24:45,528
so, you know, it was
probably a poor choice --
618
00:24:45,552 --> 00:24:46,996
a decision that I made.
619
00:24:47,020 --> 00:24:49,598
I am gonna stick by
what I said, that I felt
620
00:24:49,622 --> 00:24:52,334
that the tension level
was beyond the point
621
00:24:52,358 --> 00:24:56,004
that I was willing to
hash out the details of it.
622
00:24:56,028 --> 00:24:58,340
I know my personality
is incredibly raw
623
00:24:58,364 --> 00:24:59,475
and difficult to deal with
624
00:24:59,499 --> 00:25:01,344
in that I have these
ebbs and flows,
625
00:25:01,368 --> 00:25:03,012
and if I'm not explaining them,
626
00:25:03,036 --> 00:25:04,747
then it is difficult
to deal with me.
627
00:25:04,771 --> 00:25:09,018
But honestly, I didn't think
that any amount of conversation
628
00:25:09,042 --> 00:25:10,352
was gonna alleviate
that pressure.
629
00:25:10,376 --> 00:25:11,486
So I was like, "you know what?
630
00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:12,755
I'm gonna leave
them on their own.
631
00:25:12,779 --> 00:25:14,290
They're gonna have
a great time together.
632
00:25:14,314 --> 00:25:16,691
I'm not in this group,
and I don't see anything
633
00:25:16,715 --> 00:25:18,427
other than a [bleep] you moment,
634
00:25:18,451 --> 00:25:20,563
and I never wanted
that with you.
635
00:25:20,587 --> 00:25:22,631
I never wanted
that unbelievable,
636
00:25:22,655 --> 00:25:24,233
cataclysmic moment again.
637
00:25:24,257 --> 00:25:26,701
So, that's how I
handled the situation.
638
00:25:26,725 --> 00:25:28,304
And how you feel
is how you feel.
639
00:25:28,328 --> 00:25:29,571
I mean, there's no necessarily,
you know, right or wrong.
640
00:25:29,595 --> 00:25:30,972
I mean, your
perception is your reality.
641
00:25:30,996 --> 00:25:32,308
If you were feeling
that, you know,
642
00:25:32,332 --> 00:25:33,776
we were having a great
time and leaving you out,
643
00:25:33,800 --> 00:25:36,178
then in your perception,
644
00:25:36,202 --> 00:25:37,646
that is exactly what
was happening.
645
00:25:37,670 --> 00:25:39,715
Maybe for us, we were
trying to make the best
646
00:25:39,739 --> 00:25:42,251
of a struggling situation,
and you didn't want to join us.
647
00:25:42,275 --> 00:25:44,575
I mean, there's so many
different ways to look at it.
648
00:25:48,614 --> 00:25:51,360
Shane: Danielle, can I
borrow the fire starter, please?
649
00:25:51,384 --> 00:25:52,727
-Sure.
-Thanks.
650
00:25:52,751 --> 00:25:54,396
Narrator: But after
splitting off on his own,
651
00:25:54,420 --> 00:25:58,189
Shane soon realized he
would need help to survive.
652
00:25:59,692 --> 00:26:01,092
I can't do it alone.
653
00:26:04,497 --> 00:26:07,076
Shane: I do think that
we can be successful,
654
00:26:07,100 --> 00:26:10,145
the three of us, and I
would like to work together.
655
00:26:10,169 --> 00:26:12,281
I want to know what
these tasks are at hand
656
00:26:12,305 --> 00:26:14,349
that you think we
should all be doing.
657
00:26:14,373 --> 00:26:15,884
Well, I mean, I
think it's gonna take
658
00:26:15,908 --> 00:26:17,486
more than one of us to
get fish at the other hole.
659
00:26:17,510 --> 00:26:19,221
That's a task that I
would like help with.
660
00:26:19,245 --> 00:26:20,756
Again, I'm offering to help you
661
00:26:20,780 --> 00:26:23,225
for whatever you need,
because I do need the fire starter.
662
00:26:23,249 --> 00:26:25,026
Have we asked for
help once since you left?
663
00:26:25,050 --> 00:26:27,829
No, I wanted to offer my help.
664
00:26:27,853 --> 00:26:30,499
I'm not sure how many
times I have to say that to you.
665
00:26:30,523 --> 00:26:32,701
And I'm saying we
don't need your help.
666
00:26:32,725 --> 00:26:35,638
Okay, then this
conversation is over.
667
00:26:35,662 --> 00:26:36,572
All right.
668
00:26:36,596 --> 00:26:38,240
[ Thunder crashes ]
669
00:26:38,264 --> 00:26:42,044
I just really hate that everyone
thinks I'm just an ass[Bleep]
670
00:26:42,068 --> 00:26:46,037
I give everything
I have all the time.
671
00:26:50,209 --> 00:26:54,990
I had no idea it was
that taxing on you.
672
00:26:55,014 --> 00:26:58,327
You see, you put up
a pretty strong front.
673
00:26:58,351 --> 00:27:00,929
You know, the impression
that I was getting
674
00:27:00,953 --> 00:27:02,798
was that you were
trying to kind of show
675
00:27:02,822 --> 00:27:05,134
how nice of a guy you
were by coming to help us.
676
00:27:05,158 --> 00:27:06,602
And, you know, it
got me defensive,
677
00:27:06,626 --> 00:27:08,604
and it was like, "no,
we don't need your help.
678
00:27:08,628 --> 00:27:10,739
You don't need to act like
you're trying to help us."
679
00:27:10,763 --> 00:27:14,432
I had no idea it affected you
that deeply at that moment.
680
00:27:18,905 --> 00:27:20,549
For me to leave you,
681
00:27:20,573 --> 00:27:23,685
that was a really
hard moment for me.
682
00:27:23,709 --> 00:27:26,422
And for me to humble myself
and come back and say,
683
00:27:26,446 --> 00:27:28,290
"yeah, I do need your help,
684
00:27:28,314 --> 00:27:30,626
but I'm not here
to take from you
685
00:27:30,650 --> 00:27:32,027
without offering anything back."
686
00:27:32,051 --> 00:27:33,829
And that was what I
was trying to get at.
687
00:27:33,853 --> 00:27:35,964
It didn't go over well,
and so I was like, "all right.
688
00:27:35,988 --> 00:27:38,167
She's heated, I'm heated,
and this is not going well."
689
00:27:38,191 --> 00:27:39,969
So I'm like, "this
conversation is over,"
690
00:27:39,993 --> 00:27:43,105
rather than sit there
and scream at each other.
691
00:27:43,129 --> 00:27:47,843
I think his personality,
his mental state,
692
00:27:47,867 --> 00:27:50,379
he's better off
isolated, like he said.
693
00:27:50,403 --> 00:27:54,116
But as far as his
survival skills go,
694
00:27:54,140 --> 00:27:57,408
he really doesn't have any.
695
00:27:59,612 --> 00:28:00,923
That does hurt me,
696
00:28:00,947 --> 00:28:03,124
to hear you say that on
the diary camera, Dani.
697
00:28:03,148 --> 00:28:06,128
Well, I'd said that because
you had specifically told me
698
00:28:06,152 --> 00:28:07,796
that you did not
have survival skills.
699
00:28:07,820 --> 00:28:09,264
I don't have the best of them.
700
00:28:09,288 --> 00:28:11,600
It's not like if you put
me out there, I can't do it.
701
00:28:11,624 --> 00:28:13,401
'Cause there are things
I don't know, of course.
702
00:28:13,425 --> 00:28:15,004
And that's why I love
working with you guys
703
00:28:15,028 --> 00:28:18,095
and doing these shows,
because I like learning.
704
00:28:19,365 --> 00:28:22,077
Oh, look. Hey!
705
00:28:22,101 --> 00:28:23,345
Narrator: On day 20,
706
00:28:23,369 --> 00:28:26,282
Shane joined forces
with ej and Jeff.
707
00:28:26,306 --> 00:28:28,216
Oh, damn.
708
00:28:28,240 --> 00:28:29,818
Dude!
709
00:28:29,842 --> 00:28:31,753
Jeff: He dug us a freaking well.
710
00:28:31,777 --> 00:28:33,288
That's awesome, dude.
711
00:28:33,312 --> 00:28:35,557
-I love you guys.
-Good job.
712
00:28:35,581 --> 00:28:39,562
But you at piranha
lake really showed
713
00:28:39,586 --> 00:28:42,497
some solid survivability skills.
714
00:28:42,521 --> 00:28:43,899
So don't sell yourself short.
715
00:28:43,923 --> 00:28:45,501
I know you.
716
00:28:45,525 --> 00:28:48,503
You're as good a survivalist
as anybody sitting here.
717
00:28:48,527 --> 00:28:50,639
[ Voice breaking ] I was
so thankful that you guys
718
00:28:50,663 --> 00:28:52,841
were willing to bring
me into your group.
719
00:28:52,865 --> 00:28:54,576
I didn't know what else to do.
720
00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:56,044
I didn't know how
to say thank you
721
00:28:56,068 --> 00:28:59,714
because I knew you guys,
you know, would help me hunt.
722
00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:01,116
And, you know,
I'm a big boy, man.
723
00:29:01,140 --> 00:29:03,252
I'm 6'5" for a reason,
you know. I need protein.
724
00:29:03,276 --> 00:29:04,920
In that moment, with
the kind of energy
725
00:29:04,944 --> 00:29:07,056
that I'm exerting, I
need more than that.
726
00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:11,126
And I didn't know
what else to do to say
727
00:29:11,150 --> 00:29:14,330
that I was really appreciative
of everything that you guys did.
728
00:29:14,354 --> 00:29:15,731
You know, helping
me catch the fish
729
00:29:15,755 --> 00:29:17,399
when we first got
there and, you know,
730
00:29:17,423 --> 00:29:19,467
trying to take care
of all of that stuff.
731
00:29:19,491 --> 00:29:21,604
And then, just your
friendship was just amazing.
732
00:29:21,628 --> 00:29:23,538
It just -- it -- it
was so amazing
733
00:29:23,562 --> 00:29:26,208
to spend 12 days with you guys.
734
00:29:26,232 --> 00:29:27,932
[ Sniffles ]
735
00:29:30,703 --> 00:29:34,015
Right now, I just want to
give Shane a hug, honestly.
736
00:29:34,039 --> 00:29:35,951
Can I give you a hug?
-Yeah, sure. It's all good.
737
00:29:35,975 --> 00:29:37,686
Thank you.
738
00:29:37,710 --> 00:29:39,154
[ Applause ]
739
00:29:39,178 --> 00:29:41,023
Eva: You know, she
likes to lie about things.
740
00:29:41,047 --> 00:29:43,025
Yeah, she's probably
one of those pathologicals.
741
00:29:43,049 --> 00:29:44,626
Little bit of
sociopath in there.
742
00:29:44,650 --> 00:29:45,894
[ Voice breaking ] You guys said
743
00:29:45,918 --> 00:29:47,251
some really [bleep]
hurtful things.
744
00:29:49,389 --> 00:29:50,521
[ Sighs ]
745
00:29:59,065 --> 00:30:00,909
Eva: I can't write off the fact
746
00:30:00,933 --> 00:30:02,310
that we've had a
really solid water source
747
00:30:02,334 --> 00:30:04,046
to get us started
on this challenge.
748
00:30:04,070 --> 00:30:06,648
But if we're gonna continue,
it can't continue like this.
749
00:30:06,672 --> 00:30:08,850
It can't be this
constant struggle
750
00:30:08,874 --> 00:30:10,919
every day for these small meals.
751
00:30:10,943 --> 00:30:13,389
Luke and Chris have
a lot more resources.
752
00:30:13,413 --> 00:30:15,658
We can go down that
way and just stop in
753
00:30:15,682 --> 00:30:18,594
and see what kind of resources
they really have around them.
754
00:30:18,618 --> 00:30:21,463
Narrator: During
the "xl" experience,
755
00:30:21,487 --> 00:30:23,932
it's what the environment
did not provide
756
00:30:23,956 --> 00:30:26,735
that often created
tension within the groups,
757
00:30:26,759 --> 00:30:30,071
and even caused doubt in
the most confident survivalists.
758
00:30:30,095 --> 00:30:31,607
There's no way we're
gonna make it in time.
759
00:30:31,631 --> 00:30:32,674
It's so [bleep] hot out today.
760
00:30:32,698 --> 00:30:34,409
[ Sighs ]
761
00:30:34,433 --> 00:30:36,411
Dani j.: In survival,
762
00:30:36,435 --> 00:30:38,146
I am at the very
beginning stages.
763
00:30:38,170 --> 00:30:39,414
I have not been practicing
764
00:30:39,438 --> 00:30:41,150
for nearly as long
as either of you.
765
00:30:41,174 --> 00:30:43,686
So I am still in the beginning
of all that and learning,
766
00:30:43,710 --> 00:30:46,955
like, "oh, I can do this" or,
you know, "could work on that."
767
00:30:46,979 --> 00:30:49,023
I'm still figuring all that out.
768
00:30:49,047 --> 00:30:51,693
So, Dani, I just got
to -- I just got to say.
769
00:30:51,717 --> 00:30:55,030
I feel like your mood's
been really heavy lately,
770
00:30:55,054 --> 00:30:56,698
and I just got to let you know
771
00:30:56,722 --> 00:30:58,033
it's been pretty
much weighing on me.
772
00:30:58,057 --> 00:31:00,769
Dani j.: I think
played a large role
773
00:31:00,793 --> 00:31:02,771
in my self-doubt and
my confidence levels.
774
00:31:02,795 --> 00:31:06,041
I was by myself for
the first four days,
775
00:31:06,065 --> 00:31:09,645
and that actually
took a lot out of me.
776
00:31:09,669 --> 00:31:10,846
Eva: You know, out there,
777
00:31:10,870 --> 00:31:13,248
if it's not shelter,
water, fire, and food,
778
00:31:13,272 --> 00:31:15,350
and if not everybody
is on that same page,
779
00:31:15,374 --> 00:31:18,387
we're just all chemical -- it's
hormones, it's pheromones.
780
00:31:18,411 --> 00:31:20,856
And we're not, like,
above and beyond
781
00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:22,313
the animal kingdom in anyway.
782
00:31:24,684 --> 00:31:25,994
Narrator: After starting
the challenge alone,
783
00:31:26,018 --> 00:31:30,065
surviving in a group
was tough for Dani.
784
00:31:30,089 --> 00:31:33,402
Dani j.: I'm gonna
walk on the Savanna.
785
00:31:33,426 --> 00:31:36,338
Her reclusive nature
ostracized her from the group
786
00:31:36,362 --> 00:31:38,207
and made her a target.
787
00:31:38,231 --> 00:31:40,342
I tried to understand her
and give her a chance,
788
00:31:40,366 --> 00:31:44,546
but...just she's
such a roller coaster.
789
00:31:44,570 --> 00:31:46,681
You know, she likes
to lie about things.
790
00:31:46,705 --> 00:31:48,950
Yeah, she's probably
one of those pathologicals.
791
00:31:48,974 --> 00:31:50,552
Little bit of
sociopath in there.
792
00:31:50,576 --> 00:31:52,621
So, maybe she
should just tap out.
793
00:31:52,645 --> 00:31:54,823
I'm just [bleep] over her.
794
00:31:54,847 --> 00:31:56,847
I don't even want
to, like, talk to her.
795
00:32:03,989 --> 00:32:05,434
[ Exhales sharply ]
796
00:32:05,458 --> 00:32:07,236
Hakim: It's okay. Say
what you got to say.
797
00:32:07,260 --> 00:32:08,837
I don't want to say anything.
798
00:32:08,861 --> 00:32:11,573
Dani, this is just my opinion,
799
00:32:11,597 --> 00:32:15,144
but I do think that
it's, like, human nature,
800
00:32:15,168 --> 00:32:17,446
even though we need
these group dynamics,
801
00:32:17,470 --> 00:32:20,048
to almost kind of
cannibalize your partners.
802
00:32:20,072 --> 00:32:22,718
Luke: I talked to her last
night about -- she was asking
803
00:32:22,742 --> 00:32:25,053
if there's anything she
could do, you know.
804
00:32:25,077 --> 00:32:28,056
She felt like she
wasn't doing much.
805
00:32:28,080 --> 00:32:29,658
Chris: 'Cause she ain't.
806
00:32:29,682 --> 00:32:30,926
I'm not a wheelbarrow
807
00:32:30,950 --> 00:32:32,928
to carry somebody
through this challenge.
808
00:32:32,952 --> 00:32:35,330
I got to carry [bleep] the
160 pounds left of me still.
809
00:32:35,354 --> 00:32:37,199
Chris: Bottom line is
810
00:32:37,223 --> 00:32:39,468
we were trying to
live as a community,
811
00:32:39,492 --> 00:32:42,270
where she basically
shunned herself
812
00:32:42,294 --> 00:32:45,007
and was having a
parasite-host relationship.
813
00:32:45,031 --> 00:32:47,409
She brought nothing
to the table. No offense.
814
00:32:47,433 --> 00:32:51,079
And that's why it made it
easy for us to turn our back.
815
00:32:51,103 --> 00:32:54,416
It wasn't nothing personal.
I'm sorry if you felt that way.
816
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:56,151
But I was just the
one that said it.
817
00:32:56,175 --> 00:32:59,555
I think it was most unfortunate
that it wasn't said to me.
818
00:32:59,579 --> 00:33:01,557
There was so much going on,
819
00:33:01,581 --> 00:33:03,892
and I had no idea that you guys
820
00:33:03,916 --> 00:33:07,362
were so upset
about little things
821
00:33:07,386 --> 00:33:09,097
that could have
easily been fixed.
822
00:33:09,121 --> 00:33:10,365
Dani j.: I feel like
823
00:33:10,389 --> 00:33:12,501
this entire group is
working against me.
824
00:33:12,525 --> 00:33:16,972
And it is hard enough to
be in this position as it is.
825
00:33:16,996 --> 00:33:19,908
But to have
teammates that hate you
826
00:33:19,932 --> 00:33:22,578
makes it so much [bleep] harder.
827
00:33:22,602 --> 00:33:27,449
It's really been nothing
but you focusing on yourself.
828
00:33:27,473 --> 00:33:29,918
It all just seems to
come from a place
829
00:33:29,942 --> 00:33:32,854
that isn't really
genuine and caring
830
00:33:32,878 --> 00:33:34,189
and committed to the team.
831
00:33:34,213 --> 00:33:36,458
It comes from a place of, like,
832
00:33:36,482 --> 00:33:39,193
showboating and,
like, self-indulgence.
833
00:33:39,217 --> 00:33:43,198
And it becomes nothing
but the Dani pity party.
834
00:33:43,222 --> 00:33:45,734
Ej: I know, from my vision,
835
00:33:45,758 --> 00:33:48,737
I wasn't at the conversations
to know the whole story.
836
00:33:48,761 --> 00:33:51,139
So, you develop a
certain perception
837
00:33:51,163 --> 00:33:53,875
about what you're
seeing, and I felt helpless
838
00:33:53,899 --> 00:33:55,077
'cause I didn't feel
I could help, right,
839
00:33:55,101 --> 00:33:56,411
'cause I didn't
know all the facts.
840
00:33:56,435 --> 00:33:58,213
There wasn't an easy fix.
841
00:33:58,237 --> 00:33:59,948
There wasn't, like, a band-aid
you could put on the situation.
842
00:33:59,972 --> 00:34:01,683
I think that was a problem
that it didn't happen
843
00:34:01,707 --> 00:34:03,352
in one instant and it couldn't
be fixed in one instant.
844
00:34:03,376 --> 00:34:06,021
And at that point in the
game, when you're that far in
845
00:34:06,045 --> 00:34:08,556
and you're that deep, how do
you come out of that and say,
846
00:34:08,580 --> 00:34:10,425
"okay, like, we're
gonna, like, have --"
847
00:34:10,449 --> 00:34:12,961
[ voice breaking ] You guys said
some really [bleep] hurtful things.
848
00:34:12,985 --> 00:34:15,697
[ Sniffles ]
849
00:34:15,721 --> 00:34:18,833
What the [bleep] is
wrong with you guys?
850
00:34:18,857 --> 00:34:21,836
Are you [bleep] kidding me?
851
00:34:21,860 --> 00:34:25,373
Like, what is wrong with you?
852
00:34:25,397 --> 00:34:28,243
I'm obviously really hurt.
853
00:34:28,267 --> 00:34:31,113
Obviously I'm really
hurt by the whole thing.
854
00:34:31,137 --> 00:34:33,137
[ Sniffles ]
855
00:34:35,273 --> 00:34:37,719
Luke: It's a rough [bleep]
situation we're in, you know.
856
00:34:37,743 --> 00:34:39,054
You can't hide from it.
857
00:34:39,078 --> 00:34:41,456
We strip all of these
layers of comfort away
858
00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:44,259
out in this wilderness,
and our raw self comes out.
859
00:34:44,283 --> 00:34:46,995
And if those -- that raw,
you know, surface is rough.
860
00:34:47,019 --> 00:34:49,464
This is a scary, vulnerable
thing we're doing right now.
861
00:34:49,488 --> 00:34:52,801
And, so, it's like, how do
we handle that situation?
862
00:34:52,825 --> 00:34:54,803
Do we shy away from it?
Do we run away from it?
863
00:34:54,827 --> 00:34:57,472
Or do we embrace it and
say, "yeah, guess what?
864
00:34:57,496 --> 00:34:58,807
I did some [bleep]
stuff to Dani,
865
00:34:58,831 --> 00:35:00,341
you know, and I'm gonna own it."
866
00:35:00,365 --> 00:35:04,012
And that's all we can do,
and say, you know, I'm sorry.
867
00:35:04,036 --> 00:35:05,146
Thank you.
868
00:35:05,170 --> 00:35:07,215
[ Eva sighs ]
869
00:35:07,239 --> 00:35:09,418
I didn't realize
this until just now,
870
00:35:09,442 --> 00:35:12,621
but what I owe
you is an apology.
871
00:35:12,645 --> 00:35:14,690
And I'm really
sorry for anything
872
00:35:14,714 --> 00:35:19,962
that I did to hurt you,
and -- unequivocally.
873
00:35:19,986 --> 00:35:21,630
-Thanks, mama.
-Yeah.
874
00:35:21,654 --> 00:35:23,354
Aww.
875
00:35:26,859 --> 00:35:29,837
[ Voice breaking ] Thank you.
876
00:35:29,861 --> 00:35:33,975
He just said he's sorry
makes the world of difference.
877
00:35:33,999 --> 00:35:35,777
We all did [bleep]
stuff, and it's just --
878
00:35:35,801 --> 00:35:38,246
I know, and I'm so sorry
for the [bleep] stuff that I did,
879
00:35:38,270 --> 00:35:39,914
and I'm sorry I
didn't pull my weight.
880
00:35:39,938 --> 00:35:41,516
I wasn't gonna impose it on you.
881
00:35:41,540 --> 00:35:43,051
I'm so sorry for
-- I'm just sorry.
882
00:35:43,075 --> 00:35:45,120
[ Sniffles ]
883
00:35:45,144 --> 00:35:46,988
And I appreciate the apology.
884
00:35:47,012 --> 00:35:48,456
I really do.
885
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:50,658
So, I appreciate it.
886
00:35:50,682 --> 00:35:52,126
[ Sniffles ]
887
00:35:52,150 --> 00:35:55,130
[ Sighs ]
888
00:35:55,154 --> 00:35:57,865
For every one of those 40
days, you are immersed in it.
889
00:35:57,889 --> 00:35:59,534
You are in the thick of it.
890
00:35:59,558 --> 00:36:02,070
And then, all of a sudden,
on day 40, it's over.
891
00:36:02,094 --> 00:36:04,261
Together: Colombia!
892
00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:15,217
Yeah, baby!
893
00:36:15,241 --> 00:36:17,419
Yeah!
894
00:36:17,443 --> 00:36:20,222
Yeah!
895
00:36:20,246 --> 00:36:22,424
When I think back to my
experience in Colombia,
896
00:36:22,448 --> 00:36:26,694
a lot of it is laughing
at ej and Jeff
897
00:36:26,718 --> 00:36:28,363
yelling about everything.
898
00:36:28,387 --> 00:36:29,631
Yeah!
899
00:36:29,655 --> 00:36:30,966
Yeah!
900
00:36:30,990 --> 00:36:32,034
Yeah!
901
00:36:32,058 --> 00:36:33,435
Take that, Colombia!
902
00:36:33,459 --> 00:36:34,836
Yeah!
903
00:36:34,860 --> 00:36:38,040
It was like watching two
little kids play in the woods.
904
00:36:38,064 --> 00:36:39,240
Yeah!
905
00:36:39,264 --> 00:36:41,776
-Yeah!
-Whoo!
906
00:36:41,800 --> 00:36:43,845
'Cause we're coming for you!
907
00:36:43,869 --> 00:36:46,447
Dani b.: Jeff and ej
are all about hunting
908
00:36:46,471 --> 00:36:48,650
and pounding their
chests and screaming.
909
00:36:48,674 --> 00:36:51,586
They brought a lot of
happiness and positivity.
910
00:36:51,610 --> 00:36:54,990
We're eating tonight, baby!
911
00:36:55,014 --> 00:36:57,459
And it was kind of
cute and endearing,
912
00:36:57,483 --> 00:36:59,394
and also slightly
annoying sometimes.
913
00:36:59,418 --> 00:37:01,730
-Yeah!
-Yes!
914
00:37:01,754 --> 00:37:03,998
-Yeah! Yeah!
-Yeah!
915
00:37:04,022 --> 00:37:06,056
[ Echoing ] Yeah! Ej:
916
00:37:15,768 --> 00:37:19,548
Alana: I'm concerned
about my team.
917
00:37:19,572 --> 00:37:21,883
[ Sighs ]
918
00:37:21,907 --> 00:37:25,086
Danielle's obviously not
in good shape right now,
919
00:37:25,110 --> 00:37:26,555
so I'm really
concerned about her.
920
00:37:26,579 --> 00:37:30,625
It's really important
to find something
921
00:37:30,649 --> 00:37:33,161
of actual sustenance
for Danielle.
922
00:37:33,185 --> 00:37:35,119
[ Breathing heavily ]
923
00:37:37,857 --> 00:37:40,958
Got a piece of fruit if
you want to try to eat it.
924
00:37:43,862 --> 00:37:45,963
It's right here, whenever
you're ready for it.
925
00:37:47,732 --> 00:37:50,312
Dani b.: It was very difficult,
926
00:37:50,336 --> 00:37:52,436
and I don't even know
how I got through that...
927
00:37:57,075 --> 00:37:58,920
...because every single day,
928
00:37:58,944 --> 00:38:01,055
I could get an
infection or something.
929
00:38:01,079 --> 00:38:03,781
I was always trying
to be aware of that.
930
00:38:09,088 --> 00:38:11,266
I think some people
think they know
931
00:38:11,290 --> 00:38:14,736
what it's gonna be like,
and they have no idea.
932
00:38:14,760 --> 00:38:16,071
Yeah, yeah.
933
00:38:16,095 --> 00:38:17,738
I've heard, and I'm
sure you guys all heard --
934
00:38:17,762 --> 00:38:19,474
the people come up to
you, and they say how,
935
00:38:19,498 --> 00:38:21,877
like, awesome it is and
how they just want to do it.
936
00:38:21,901 --> 00:38:24,346
And you're like,
"no, you don't."
937
00:38:24,370 --> 00:38:25,413
[ Laughter ]
938
00:38:25,437 --> 00:38:28,338
These cramps are so insane.
939
00:38:29,975 --> 00:38:31,753
Eva: Oh, my god.
940
00:38:31,777 --> 00:38:34,756
Stitches without
anesthesia -- pretty hardcore.
941
00:38:34,780 --> 00:38:36,557
Shane: Oh, this is hard.
942
00:38:36,581 --> 00:38:39,561
Whatever is making
this paw print, man,
943
00:38:39,585 --> 00:38:42,430
is what's stalking us at night.
944
00:38:42,454 --> 00:38:44,699
You know, if somebody
was at home thinking
945
00:38:44,723 --> 00:38:47,235
that they're gonna go out
and do the 40-day challenge,
946
00:38:47,259 --> 00:38:49,504
I think -- I think you
better have some skills.
947
00:38:49,528 --> 00:38:55,243
My one piece of
advice would be, uh...
948
00:38:55,267 --> 00:38:56,911
Kind of stay humble.
949
00:38:56,935 --> 00:38:59,581
Better bring your "a"
game, 'cause this is real,
950
00:38:59,605 --> 00:39:01,382
and it's not for
the faint of heart.
951
00:39:01,406 --> 00:39:05,720
I would say, be prepared
to face all of your demons,
952
00:39:05,744 --> 00:39:07,389
whether you know
they exist or not.
953
00:39:07,413 --> 00:39:10,057
Be prepared for demons that
you had no idea were there.
954
00:39:10,081 --> 00:39:13,061
And [ Laughs ] um, yeah.
955
00:39:13,085 --> 00:39:15,597
Just be ready to
see a side of yourself
956
00:39:15,621 --> 00:39:17,198
that you didn't know existed.
957
00:39:17,222 --> 00:39:20,334
I'm not fulfilling my
potential right now,
958
00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:22,204
and it's really frustrating.
959
00:39:22,228 --> 00:39:25,073
I don't have enough food.
960
00:39:25,097 --> 00:39:26,808
I've been looking everywhere.
961
00:39:26,832 --> 00:39:28,342
I'm frustrated with myself.
962
00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:30,946
[ Voice breaking ] I just
feel like I'm failing right now.
963
00:39:30,970 --> 00:39:33,948
Congratulations, you
guys that made it the full 40.
964
00:39:33,972 --> 00:39:36,083
That is such a huge
accomplishment,
965
00:39:36,107 --> 00:39:38,152
and I'm so proud of all of you.
966
00:39:38,176 --> 00:39:40,844
Like, I -- seriously,
it's amazing.
967
00:39:46,718 --> 00:39:48,964
Ej: Dude, there's our boats.
968
00:39:48,988 --> 00:39:50,898
-Come on!
-They're coming this way!
969
00:39:50,922 --> 00:39:52,901
[ Cheering ]
970
00:39:52,925 --> 00:39:56,438
I felt like an NFL running back
when I seen those boats coming.
971
00:39:56,462 --> 00:39:59,507
I've never seen a man
this size run that fast.
972
00:39:59,531 --> 00:40:01,376
Hey! Holy [bleep]
973
00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:04,045
-Hey! Hey!
-Hey!
974
00:40:04,069 --> 00:40:06,380
Boat! Boat!
975
00:40:06,404 --> 00:40:09,384
Alana: When I saw the
extraction boat, my jaw dropped.
976
00:40:09,408 --> 00:40:11,786
Oh, my god, when
I got on that boat,
977
00:40:11,810 --> 00:40:13,321
it was like the most
amazing feeling,
978
00:40:13,345 --> 00:40:16,791
knowing that all
the suck was over.
979
00:40:16,815 --> 00:40:20,061
It was just a mind-blowing,
like, life-changing moment.
980
00:40:20,085 --> 00:40:21,885
[ All cheering ]
981
00:40:24,023 --> 00:40:25,822
Shane: Oh, my
god, there's so many!
982
00:40:27,826 --> 00:40:30,405
Look at those fruit.
983
00:40:30,429 --> 00:40:32,673
Do you realize
what we all just did?
984
00:40:32,697 --> 00:40:35,543
You -- holy hell, man.
985
00:40:35,567 --> 00:40:39,147
The amazing rush of emotion
of completing the challenge,
986
00:40:39,171 --> 00:40:40,882
I didn't want it to go away.
987
00:40:40,906 --> 00:40:45,219
And so, like, the night,
you know, like, of 41 --
988
00:40:45,243 --> 00:40:47,288
stayed up all night,
didn't go to bed.
989
00:40:47,312 --> 00:40:50,558
Just eating oreos
and peanut butter.
990
00:40:50,582 --> 00:40:53,695
Jeff: This is one of the
greatest days of my life.
991
00:40:53,719 --> 00:40:57,565
And I do not want it to end,
so I am not going to bed.
992
00:40:57,589 --> 00:40:59,300
[ Laughs ]
993
00:40:59,324 --> 00:41:00,902
I absolutely miss it.
994
00:41:00,926 --> 00:41:03,104
I mean, if somebody
came to me now and said,
995
00:41:03,128 --> 00:41:06,507
"hey, would you like to go
back," I would love to go.
996
00:41:06,531 --> 00:41:08,809
Like, I wish we could all
hop on a plane right now
997
00:41:08,833 --> 00:41:11,645
and go back and, you
know, like -- have fun.
998
00:41:11,669 --> 00:41:13,982
[ Laughter ]
999
00:41:14,006 --> 00:41:16,450
Just landed in salt lake city.
1000
00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:18,653
About to see my girl.
1001
00:41:18,677 --> 00:41:21,255
I haven't seen her
in over 50 days.
1002
00:41:21,279 --> 00:41:24,459
This might be a
little shocking for her.
1003
00:41:24,483 --> 00:41:28,062
[ Voice breaking ] Oh, my god.
1004
00:41:28,086 --> 00:41:29,664
[ Speaking indistinctly ]
1005
00:41:29,688 --> 00:41:31,599
Ah, it's scratchy.
1006
00:41:31,623 --> 00:41:32,934
[ Smooching ]
1007
00:41:32,958 --> 00:41:36,004
Oh, oh!
1008
00:41:36,028 --> 00:41:38,540
It doesn't really
sink in until you leave
1009
00:41:38,564 --> 00:41:41,542
and you can look back and you
can reflect on what happened.
1010
00:41:41,566 --> 00:41:44,145
Oh, oh!
1011
00:41:44,169 --> 00:41:45,747
There she is.
1012
00:41:45,771 --> 00:41:47,415
My baby!
1013
00:41:47,439 --> 00:41:49,350
[ Voice breaking ] I missed you!
1014
00:41:49,374 --> 00:41:51,086
Nothing else matters
except for the fact
1015
00:41:51,110 --> 00:41:52,954
that we can look around
and look at each other
1016
00:41:52,978 --> 00:41:55,890
and say "we did that."
-Totally.
1017
00:41:55,914 --> 00:41:58,426
The one thing that
I've gained from this --
1018
00:41:58,450 --> 00:42:01,896
besides life-long friendships
-- was a sense of family.
1019
00:42:01,920 --> 00:42:05,033
You know, I wasn't sitting
there with six other survivalists.
1020
00:42:05,057 --> 00:42:06,634
I was sitting there
with, you know,
1021
00:42:06,658 --> 00:42:08,570
another brother and
a couple more sisters.
1022
00:42:08,594 --> 00:42:10,905
And that, for me, was
just, you know, truly epic,
1023
00:42:10,929 --> 00:42:13,307
to have shared and, you know,
1024
00:42:13,331 --> 00:42:15,376
gained friends
and family for life.
1025
00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:17,779
For every one of those 40
days, you are immersed in it,
1026
00:42:17,803 --> 00:42:19,514
and you are in the thick of it.
1027
00:42:19,538 --> 00:42:22,250
And then, all of a sudden,
on day 40, it's over,
1028
00:42:22,274 --> 00:42:24,318
and it's done, and
you're looking back on it.
1029
00:42:24,342 --> 00:42:27,122
And that's a metaphor for
life, because all of a sudden,
1030
00:42:27,146 --> 00:42:28,723
you're laying there at
your end of your days,
1031
00:42:28,747 --> 00:42:30,592
and you better look
back and think that you
1032
00:42:30,616 --> 00:42:32,460
gave it your all and
you worked 100%,
1033
00:42:32,484 --> 00:42:34,996
and that you left
it all on the field.
1034
00:42:35,020 --> 00:42:38,132
-Whoo!
-All right.
1035
00:42:38,156 --> 00:42:41,002
1, 2, 3. Together: Colombia!
1036
00:42:41,026 --> 00:42:42,470
[ Cheering ]
1037
00:42:42,494 --> 00:42:45,339
Jeff: Nice job, nice job.
1038
00:42:45,363 --> 00:42:47,742
Who wants a cheeseburger?
1039
00:42:47,766 --> 00:42:48,809
[ Cheering ]
1040
00:42:48,833 --> 00:42:51,479
-Whoo!
-Yeah!
1041
00:42:51,503 --> 00:42:54,504
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