All language subtitles for Station 19 s06e17 All These Things That Ive Done.eng

♪ La, la, la, la, la, la

♪ You been running circles,
jumping hurdles ♪

♪ And ya never gonna stop now

♪ No, no, no, no

♪ Won't let it get ya down
or spinning round ♪

♪ You're in control,
you never fall down ♪

♪ You gotta break away

♪ Go chase the day

♪ You gotta get a taste

♪ Of whatever it takes

♪ You gotta break away

♪ Go chase the day

♪ You gotta get a taste

♪ La, la, la, la, la, la

♪ Too fast for life

♪ Like dynamite

♪ Don't wanna take it slow

♪ Go get it, go, go, go

Thanks for performing
your civic duty.

So much better
than jury duty.

No, Peggy, that's important,
too. Thank you for voting.

I mean,
- please attend jury duty. - Of course.

And what inspired
this initiative?

Fire stations
are a safe haven,

so I thought,
why not designate one

as a voter drop-off
and information center?

That doesn't sound like the work
of someone who's resigning.

That's because I have no plans
to do so.

Oh.

Let's get a few shots
of Herrera

in our new female
firefighter turnouts.

- Looks great.
- Feels great.

You have no idea
how much better these fit.

When are the rest of these
coming in?

Yeah, we've been begging
for these for years.

Why now?

I was saving up my discretionary
fund for a rainy day,

but now [sighs]
well, it's pouring.

Ooh!
You look festive.

I'm off to another
organizer event for Robel.

Mm.
Is Eli gonna be there?

You know, he's doing
voter drop-off all day,

so I don't think
I'm gonna run into him.

So, how much of your commitment
to Robel

is actually
about getting back on

Eli's good side now
that he works for Robel, too?

We both know that Robel
has to win.

That's why I'm speaking
at organizer events

all across town today
to save the city

we both live in
from Dixon.

I'm probably gonna
lose my voice.

[ Clears throat ]
Oh.

Okay, did-- did you do
any vocal warm-ups?

Does screaming into your pillow
all night count?

It doesn't.
You're supposed to do the...

[ Lips buzzing ]

I'm not doing that.

[ Lips buzzing ]

Yeah.
That's ridiculous.

I'm leaving.
Put that on.

Oh, go get him.

Go get your man,
- Travis Montgomery. - Travis: Oh, that's not nice.

[ Door opens ][ Sighs ]

Well,
Beckett just got back,

and he's already calling in sick.

Did he say when he was
coming back?

No, with everything
going on,

I-I didn't ask
follow-up questions.

Well, he's not quitting, right?

- Why would he be quitting?
- I don't know.

A friend got in an accident
at work.

It's probably my fault.

I will not be seeking
my captaincy back.

I'd like you to have it.

Um, you know what,
Theo?

I just got a text from Diane
asking where I am.

We were supposed to do
a peer review today,

and I totally forgot.

Oh, come on, Vic.

You know, I let you dedicate
time for your classes

and the Crisis One
expansion--

Oh, you "let" me?
Okay.

I'm gonna be late.
I gotta go.

Hey.
Hey.

- Aren't you on desk duty?
- Oh, I am.

I'm just helping out
with Election Day.

Just like you,
and those two out there,

who are
your responsibility today.

They're volunteers,

and there are
full-time workers supervising.

How much trouble
can they get into?

They just attacked that
poor girl with stickers.

Only one sticker per voter.
That means 18 and over.

We're nurturing the future
voters of this country.

Sorry.
Mm-hmm.

You were saying?

I love that.

Damn it!

Hey. Maya told me about
the Medal of Valor.

It's a huge deal, right?
Congratulations.

No, no,
it's not a huge deal.

I just--
Miranda saves lives every day.

You save lives
every day.

My whole team saves lives
every day.

I didn't save lives.

I saved one person,
and barely.

So, no congratulations, then?

[ Sighs ]

Well, what about you two?
Hmm?

Uh, no. Living with Maya
started to feel

just like living
with my father,

and I've learned not
to come second to chaos.

Yeah, well, she seems
pretty peaceful to me.

And she's been seeing
Diane regularly, so...

Right. Doesn't mean
that I'm moving back in, though.

This is not a checklist,
and I'm not a reward.

I need to make sure
her priorities have evolved

and she won't
hurt herself again if--

when things don't go
the way she wants.

I need proof that she won't go
back to her old ways.

Well,
she hasn't so far,

and that deserves
some acknowledgement.

So does saving
someone's life.

♪

Marsha?
[ Laughs ]

What are you doing here?

Oh,
dropping off my ballot,

hoping to get my eyes
on my favorite boy.

Don't think I don't know you
well enough

to distinguish
your smiles.

That is a stomach-in-a-knot
smile.

Yes, it is.
Mm-hmm.

I took half my shift off

so that I could go meet
a new bio sibling.

Why are there so many?

But things are going well
with Brooke.

Yeah.

Yeah, I mean, we have trouble
connecting sometimes.

I mean, she-- she-- she
has friends that she's known

since first grade,
and I am... Yeah.

You didn't get a chance
to stick around

anywhere long enough
to make any.

Look, Jack, I know it'd be
great to have a sibling

who understood
the stuff you went through,

but this is the hand
you were dealt.

This is your family.

You, Lila, and Cal,

y-you're the closest thing
to a real family I've ever had.

I never understood
that stupid saying--

um, "bl-blood's thicker
than water".

You know, because hanging out
with Brooke,

it just makes me miss
my foster family that much more,

and then of course,
Cal doesn't even remember

who I am, so that's--
that's nice.

Jack, you've had a tough year,
a tough life,

but, you know,
give your bio sibs a chance

to show you they can add
to the family you already have.

19! Can I talk to you
all in the beanery?

[ Sighs ]

Good luck tonight.

Thank you.

So, what's the dress code
for the fireman's ball, anyway?

I hope it's just
our Class A's.

Don't you wanna dress up?
Show off a bare shoulder?

Can I show off
two bare shoulders?

Hey, Warren, congratulations
on the Medal of Valor.

- Yeah! Yeah!
- No, stop it.

Stop. Seriously,
seriously, stop.

Stop.

Yes, congratulations, Warren.

So, 19, one of the things
on my to-do list

is to choose
a permanent captain

now that Beckett has
officially stepped down.

So, before I make my decision,
if any remaining lieutenant

wants to be considered
for captain,

please step forward.

Ruiz.

♪

[ Clears throat ]

Herrera.

♪

Sullivan.

♪

Alright, well, I will take
you three into consideration,

and I will be making my decision
in the coming days.

Have a good shift.

♪

[ Door opens ]

♪

Ruiz!

I want you to know
that me stepping forward

wasn't anything personal.

Y-You've been
killing it.

Yeah. It's all good.
I expected you to.

So, we cool?

Of course. Alright.

I mean, let's be real--
it's really between you and me.

No way would Chief Ross
be bold enough

to promote Sullivan again.

Yeah.

But just so you know, I'm not
gonna just hand it over to you.

Well, I mean, it's no secret
that I want to be captain

more than anything,
but I'm gonna earn it.

Good.

'Cause I worked hard to repair
the mess that Beckett made,

a job
you wouldn't even take.

So I'd say I deserve
a chance.

Alright, well, l-l-let me

let me remind you
that I did my time, too,

cleaning up messes when
I was interim captain at 23.

Yeah, well, you did more
than clean 23 up.

You wiped it out.[ Klaxons sound ]

Dispatch: Ladder 19, Aid Car 19
requested to Homestead Road.

[ Thunder rumbles ]

♪

Beckett?

[ Breathing heavily ]

Beckett?

Oh, God.
Beckett, are you here?

Are you breaking
into my house?

Uh, no, I wasn't.

I wasn't not breaking
into your house.

Um, I'm here to do
a peer-to-peer check-in.

Do a what?

Diane and I are
implementing check-ins

with FD as a part
of Crisis One.

So I'm just here
to make sure

you're adjusting back
to everyday life, you know, after...

I'm fine.

Thank you.

So you're not sick, then?

You called in sick.

Yeah, well, I needed a day to--
to get things in order.

Oh, okay.
You moving?

Uh, organizing.

Tell you what, the station
could use an air fryer.

It's a good one. Oh.

You could probably
bring that by

on your next shift,
though, right?

You know, I'll just bring this
to the shelter.

Mm.
Thank you for checking in.

That was fun.

Well, um, I just want you
to know that I'm here

if you need any help navigating
this transition back--

I don't need help
navigating anything, Hughes.

I'm good.
Okay. Great.

I still, um-- still gotta
do the assessment, though.

That's part of
the check-in, so...

[ Thunder rumbles ]

♪

[ Sirens wailing ]

♪

I just came back from my break
and the car

is just s-stuck in there.

Uh, can you shut it down?
Is it automatic?

Dude, I don't-- I don't know.
I just work here.

Is there a manual
or an on-site map anywhere?

Not that I know of. No.

Alright, Gibson, Bishop,

cut the utilities
into the car wash.

Sullivan, Herrera,

standby to extricate
whoever is in that vehicle... Matt: Help, please!

...but I want the power cut off
before anyone goes inside.

Uh, with all due respect, Captain,

those scrubbers could lead
to more injuries.

We should just go in and make
sure everyone is stable.

No, not while it's on.
Stand down.

Matt: Help! Help!

Please! Please!

No--
Help!

Ah, she's playing captain already.

Damn it, Herrera.

Go with her.

Ah.

Hey.
I'm Lieutenant Herrera.

That's Lieutenant Sullivan.
We're with Seattle Fire.

We're gonna get you out, okay?

I'm-- I'm Matt.
This is my wife, Laura.

Are either of you hurt?

Uh, baby, baby,
are you alright?

Don't "baby" me.
Of course I'm hurt.

You're cheating on me,
and I still wa--

- wa-- want a divorce.
- I told you, I'm not cheating.

Her head is bleeding.
You have to help her.

Captain,
we have two civilians,

one with significant
head trauma.

We need spine boards
and gurneys for extrication.

Copy, Lieutenant,
but like I said,

I'm not sending anyone in there
until the power is cut off.

Hold off on extrication.

Game on, Herrera.

Ruiz is already
pulling rank.

What's your move?

Alright, the car's
pretty wedged in there.

Let's just get ahead
and get this rear window off

until they cut off the power.

You know, Ruiz prioritizes
the safety of his team

because he lost someone
the last time he was captain.

You can't fault him
for that.

But we can.

Because you and I,
we see the whole picture.

If you think Chief Ross
is gonna make you captain,

you're delusional.

Like I always say, a little
ruthlessness goes a long way.

Defying the captain like that?
[ Laughs ]

Come on!

Ruthless?

I'm efficient,
and, most importantly, honest,

a quality
you could work on.

I don't need tactics to prove
I'm worthy of being captain.

You and I both know you're
a wolf in sheep's clothing.

You know what they say--

you gotta dress
for the job you want.

So be the wolf, or you'll be
the one getting eaten.

Do you feel like
you have the tools

to adjust back
to everyday life?

The union sent me plenty
of outpatient resources.

How often do you have
negative thoughts about the job?

All the time.

Did you memorize these questions
off a-a psych textbook, Hughes?

Oh, God, even if I did,
that doesn't make them

any less effective, Beckett.

Well, if you're gonna go off
a pamphlet,

you might as well
- just hand me that instead. - What's that?

What is that?

Beckett: What is what?

That's not your business, Hughes.

Just leave
- that stuff alone. - This says "1995 West Coast

[ Thunder rumbles ]

- Wait a sec.
- Get out of my stuff.

There is a lot of trophies
in here, Beckett.

What is this?

Who are
the Evergreen Strikers?

If I tell you, will you get
the hell out of my house?

The Evergreen Strikers is
[sighs] what the team's called,

or was called.
Mm-hmm.

The team we formed at the
first station I ever joined.

Six-time
regional champions.

Nicknamed me the Kingpin.

Okay, I have no idea
what that means,

but I do know you cannot
give this away.

You can't throw this out.
Do you call these guys?

Are these your--
your friends?

You gonna get that team
back together?

It would be a great idea, Hughes,

except half of them
are already dead.

Thank you very much.

Will you just--
just get out, alright?

Please go.

Okay.[ Box thuds ]

Okay.

I mean, I-I could
just call Diane

and have her finish
the assessment.

I'm sure you'd love
to catch up with DeeDee.

♪

Okay, next question. Okay.

♪

There's one for you
over here.

Thank you for coming in,
by the way.

Thanks for making
a difference.

The city appreciates you.

Oh, man.
Today's been so hectic

with all
the Election Day events.

Yes, I know how hectic the
campaign schedule's been today,

because I work for Robel now
thanks to you.

Can we just talk?

I have to go pick up
more voters.

Okay, if you won't talk to me,
can you at least talk to Robel

about securing
Chief Ross' job?

That might've been a strategy
we could've executed ourselves

before you dropped out.

He still mad about you
dropping out of the race?

Yep.

I'm sorry, by the way.

You stuck your neck out
for me,

publicly endorsing
my campaign.

- I really appreciate it.
- You represented SFD well.

And, you know,
dropping out early,

that doesn't change the fact
that you made

a lasting impact
on this city.

Kitty:
Oh, Dick, please.

Nope. I'm not doing
that today.

I've got another event
to go to.

Well, maybe I wanna vote
for the other guy.

You know, this is
voter suppression.

Not now, Kitty.

Chief Dixon,
Mrs. Dixon, uh...

can I help you
with your ballot?

Yes, I need
a replacement ballot

since my husband
can't take a joke.

I've already cast my ballot
by mail.

I'm just here to make sure
everything's running fairly.

Right.

Well, um, I can help you
with that, Mrs. Dixon.

Wait, I know you
from somewhere.

Uh, yes, yes.

Um, uh, good to see you
again?

[ Gasps ] Right.

We went to high school
together, didn't we?

You look great.

[ Machinery powering down ]

Maya: Captain,
we've cut the power. Theo: Copy.

Wiggins, Cutler, get in
and help get them out.

Yo, this what
you're looking for?

Are you gonna get them
out now?

'Cause I really need it to look
like none of this happened.

What's this room here?
It's not in my site map.

Dude, I told you,
I don't--

Alright, is there
an emergency power source?

- Your boss mention anything?
- Nope.

[ Sighs ]

[ Slurred ] Don't touch me.
I don't want you to touch me.

Get back.
I don't...

Lieutenants, hold off
on the extrication.

We just found out there
may be a backup power source.

We need to finish
assessing the scene.

Captain, the power's off now.
We shouldn't wait any longer.

I have a patient with
a bleeding head injury.

She's speaking erratically.

We need to get her out.

And we will when I make sure
the scene is secure.

Power's going to his head already.

Stop instigating.

Copy, Captain.

I'll update you with any status
changes on the patients.

- There's nothing going on.
- Don't mop to me.

I want to know where the hell
you go every day.

Because I've borrowed you
in the mornings,

and you're not going
to work.

Honey, honey,
you're not making sense.

Hey, is she gonna
be alright?

It's your call, but we gotta
do something now.

She's slurring her words.

Laura, stay calm.
We're gonna get you out.

Captain,
I'm starting extrication.

Theo: Stand down!
I said stand down, Lieutenant.

♪ Temperatures rising

♪ I don't want to feel

♪ I'm in the wrong place
to be real ♪

- Hughes?
- You can't give this away.

This is actually--Look, if you can't stay out
of my stuff--

- You know what?
- This is probably worth something.

♪ Kissing and hugging

My dad used to play this record
for me over and over

when I was growing up.

I wouldn't take you for
an Earth, Wind Fire fan.

This is...

♪ Reasons

♪ The reasons
that we're here ♪

♪ The reasons
that we... ♪

♪ Fear our feelings won't... Beckett, just...

Beckett.

This is the only thing
my ex-wife left me

in the divorce,
and I asked you--Okay. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I asked you
not to touch anything.

I'm sorry.
You need to go.

We haven't finished
the assessment yet, I--

J-Just ask me what you came here
to ask me, Hughes!

Just ask it.

[ Thunder rumbles ]

♪

Did you skip shift...

♪

Did you skip shift today
because you were thinking

about killing yourself?

♪

Photo? Shall we?
Yeah.

Excuse me.
You mind?

I didn't even have to do anything.

You went to the union
on your own.

What were you thinking,
Natasha?

That I wasn't gonna let
a scumbag like you

determine
how I go down.

You can keep smiling
if you want to...[ Camera shutter clicking ]

...'cause you don't have
a chance in hell

of becoming mayor
of this city.

If I win, you're out
and so is Crisis One.

And if Robel wins,
you're out,

'cause he's not going to
keep somebody as radioactive

and polarizing
as you around.

If you win
and I'm gone...

that makes me
a civilian again, Dixon.

That means that I can talk to
who I want,

when I want,
how I want.

Pushed out of SFD,

failed the academy entrance exam twice,

an expunged DUI,

and kicked off your high school
marching band.

Wow.

Well, you didn't think you were
the only one

that did recon
on your enemies, did you?

You better learn to watch
your back, Dick.

♪

Hey. These are your
favorite bagels, right?

Got them for you.
Look at this one--

no cream cheese,
just the way you like it.

You got those for free
at a campaign event.

Yes, I did.

Okay, you hate me,
but at least can you find it

in your heart to save
Chief Ross?

I mean, Crisis One might not
be able to survive

without her long-term.
Eli!

She should be around
to see it through.

This election is bigger
than saving your boss' job.

Dixon, who is essentially
a supervillain,

is on the verge
of winning.

Even you can't inspire us
out of the reality of that.

You think I'm inspiring?

[ Sighs ]

Don't even think about
ratting me out to Diane.

I wasn't.

But I could.
[ Sighs ]

There's nothing wrong
with asking for help.

Beckett, more of us die
by suicide

than in
the line of duty.

We see the worst tragedies
of humanity

and that can take
a toll.

Yeah, I just got back
from a rehab clinic

for first responders.
I know the spiel.

Then you know you could be
dealing with compassion fatigue

- or PTSD or moral injury.
- Oh, yeah?

These gonna be on
next week's psych exam?

I just want-- Please, just
let me finish the assessment.

I don't need a diagnosis.
Just give me the box!

[ Sighs ]

Is this what you do in these
peer-to-peer assessments, huh?

You break people's stuff
and talk their ear off?

Well, you know what?

Full disclosure--
this is my first one.

- Oh?
- I basically just made it up

because I was worried about you,
and you know what?

It was a good idea.

- I could report you.
- Yeah.

You could.

Do you play?

Uh [chuckles]
been a while.

Tell you what--
game of H.O.R.S.E.

- I win, you leave.
- Mm.

You know, how about this--
how about every time I score,

you have
to answer a question.

Yeah?

That was-- Come on.

- That was too easy.
- Alright.

Everything okay, Chief?

Oh [chuckles] yeah.

Nothing I can't handle.

Hey, congrats again
on your award.

I actually wanted to talk
to you about that.

Um... I can't accept it.

We have an extraordinary department.

We save lives every day.

I-I don't think I deserve
an award

for a call
where I lost a life.

You know, you're right.

Everyone who works here
is extraordinary.

So how dare you not celebrate
the wins when they come.

I don't feel right
about it.

Look, the guy that I was able
to save,

he's still in the hospital,
and he--Reggie: Hey.

Uh, sorry to interrupt.

I just wanted to introduce
my wife to the man

who saved my life.

Kathy.
Hi.

Uh, Reggie, right?

- Uh, black widow spider bite.
- Ah.

How are you?

Doing great.

Took your advice and stopped
letting life pass me by.

I don't know what you said
to him, but thank you.

We finally took that vacation
to Italy.

- So, thank you.
- Oh. Uh...

I could never repay you
for what you did.

But it's a small token
of my appreciation.

You saved my life,
Dr. Warren.

Thank you for this, Reggie.

- You bet.
- Have a good day.

Thank you.

Like I said,
take the wins.

♪

I should have listened
- to my father! - Matt: I'm sorry, Laura!

He never coffee'd to you!

- Laura!
- He said you smile too much!

You're either selling something
or you're not too bright!

It's gonna be okay!
I'll see you at the hospital!

I'm so sorry, Laura!
- I'll be right there! - Andy: Hey, I understand

and we're gonna
get you out next,

but you have to let us
do it properly.

I don't know how it got
- this bad. - Sullivan: Matt.

We were running errands
like we do every week,

then out of nowhere,
she says she wants a divorce.

I was so shocked,
- I hit the gas and crashed. - Okay, it's alright.

I gotta get out of here![ Alarms blaring ]

No, no.
You have to sit still, Matt.

[ Machinery powering up ]
It's alright. Hey, Matt, Matt, no, no, no, no!

[ Grunting ]

Stand clear, everyone.

The back-up generator
just kicked in.

Aaaah!
We need backup now!

Copy.
Sending Bishop in now.

This time, no one steps
out of line.

Bishop, I need you to help
get this scrubber off him.

I thought he turned
the power off!

We did, okay?! He's looking for
another generator!

[ Gasps ] Help!
Little help here!

Captain, Bishop is caught
in the scrubber.

Help me! How the hell
did that happen?

Get it off of me!

We need extra hands now.

Oh, God!
Someone cut me out of this!

Theo: Gibson, what's up
with that generator?

Jack: Turning it off now, Captain.

If orders were followed
the first time,

this could have been avoided.[ Sighs ]

♪ You look so pretty
on that stage ♪

♪

Let's go, let's go.
Hurry up!

♪ And you don't even
have to think about it ♪

♪ And if you do, it doesn't
show everywhere you go ♪

Hey.
Hey.

- Are you okay?
- Yeah. [ Sighs ]

♪ I'm in love
and in envy of you ♪

♪ Ooh-ooh, I'll adore you Missing limbs folks...

Yeah, I don't--
I don't have any of those.

- Careful.
- Hold his arm.

Get the patients out safely.

♪ I adore you

Okay. Okay.
[ Grunts ]

♪ And I pray, pray you
never lose your star ♪

♪ I'm so proud,
proud of all that you've won ♪

♪ I wish it was me

- Oh!
- Oh-ho-ho-ho!

♪ I wish it was me

♪ Ooh, I adore you

♪ Ooh, I adore you

Yeah, I mean,
rehab was great.

Good food, hot staff,
fluffy pillows.

Five stars.

♪ And I pray

So why'd you cut out
early?

♪ Never lose your star

Uh, I just couldn't stand
all the group talk

and the group therapy.

Nobody shut up about
the worst day of their life.

It was depressing.

♪ I wish it was me

Did you talk about
your worst day?

- That's three questions.
- Oh, come on.

Just answer me, Beckett.

How's Captain Boyfriend?

♪

We can always count
on Grey-Sloan

to donate
medical supplies,

but I would like
to start paying, uh,

the volunteers
a small stipend soon.

- I can't always be here.
- Yeah.

I'll start figuring that
into the budget.

No problem. Great.

Well,
you wanted your proof.

What-- Warren? What?

Uh, I'm sorry, Chief,
but, uh,

Carina wants proof that
Bishop is doing better,

and I think you can
give it to her.

Well, uh, your wife just turned
down the opportunity

to be considered
for captain of 19.

W-- Sorry-- Wait. She did...
No, no.

No, no. There is nothing
she wants more

than her captaincy back.

Mm, you're wrong,

'cause there's something
she wants more.

Dayna: Oh, my God!
- Help, please, somebody! - Now you have your proof.

Anybody?! Over here!
Please help!

Hey, you guys. Hi.
Hey, hey, help, help, help.

How bad is it?

Oh, my God.
I mean, i-it-- You're okay.

You look great.

May-- May I? Okay.

It looks like you
knocked out a tooth.

Any chance either of you
picked it up?

We need to reinsert it
as soon as possible.

We'll find it.
- We'll find it. Come on. - We will?

Okay, be careful
not to touch the root.

Don't forget--
- don't touch the root. - What-- What happened?

We were racing each other
to come drop off our ballots,

but we crashed into each other
and flew off our scooters.

And of course,
you weren't wearing helmets.

Where would we
find helmets?

That wouldn't have
helped my knee. Right?

It really hurts.

Oh, my God, Javi!

Is that my kneecap?

What's it doing over there?

Natasha: You dislocated it.
Don't worry.

We'll get you fixed
right up, okay?

Let's get them
into reception.

Ben: Put your arm around me.
And up we go.

Here we go. Easy.
Kelsey: My head.

[ Sighs ]

Hey.

You doing okay?
'Cause you look like hell.

[ Laughs ] Thanks.

I was cleared,
so I'm all good.

This day has been insane on,
like, all the levels.

Yeah, what could
be more insane

than getting stuck
in a running car wash?

Uh, yeah, how about not
stepping up as captain?

What alternate universe
is this?

Hopefully one where I'm not
the epicenter of drama anymore.

Or, you know, uh, the one where
I don't self-destruct

every time
I meet a new sibling.

That'd be nice.

I thought everything was good
with Brooke?

No, no.
It is, it is.

She just had to,
you know, go and ruin it

by springing her family up
on me now.

Now, it's the sister
tonight, you know,

so we'll see
if that's where that ends.

I'm just gonna bail, right?

Gibson, just show up, okay?

You show up and you'll laugh
at the possibility

that you will meet someone
who might someday matter to you.

Just let life do its thing, okay?

Don't try to control it.
You have been through a lot.

This is nothing.
Just be there.

[ Sighs ]
Alright.

Speaking of drama...

It kinda feels good
to not be involved

in that
three-way pissing contest.

- It does.
- You two need to shut up.

Yeah, but you gotta admit,
it's kinda funny, right?

A little bit?
Little funny?

Not as funny as "Maya versus
the spinning scrubber,"

- but it's right up there.
- Oh.

It's high
on that funny list. Yeah?

- Ha-ha.
- Okay, bye!

Alright. Let's get him
to the hospital.

What's taking so long?

First he says
we're moving too fast,

- then we're moving too slow.
- Look, I need to see my wife!

Okay, okay, we're gonna
get you to the hospital,

make sure the damage
- isn't serious. - No, no, no, no!

Just-- Just--
Just give me a sling, whatever.

- I-I just need to go see her.
- Okay.

God,
I-I should have told her.

It's never too late
to come clean.

I'm not cheating.

Alright?
I-I just-- I lost my job.

I-I pretend to go to work
every day because I'm a failure.

We're broke and it's my fault,
and I just--

I just couldn't tell her,
so I lied.

Now she wants a divorce.

You know, Matt, sometimes
a lie blows up

and destroys everything.

It's better to face things
head on.

We owe people the common decency
of not lying to their faces.

I'm gonna tell her.
I'm gonna tell her the truth.

Okay, we're gonna get
this put back

into place
as soon as possible,

but if it doesn't go
in immediately,

they're gonna have to do some
X-rays at the hospital, okay?

I am always telling my boys how
dangerous those scooters are.

Yeah, I saw a guy lose a nipple
once in a scooter accident.

Don't worry.

I've done this in the field
many times.

Just hold still.

I know we shouldn't have been
going so fast.

It's just-- we were so excited
to vote.

It's our first time.

We raced here
after our lecture.

We just wanted
to leave tracks.

- To leave tracks?
- It's a quote.

Uh, the Notorious RBG.Mm-hmm.

Um, "Whatever you choose
to do, leave tracks.

You will want to leave the world
a little better

for your having lived."

Wow.
Thank God for you.

I mean that.

Thank God for your
whole generation,

'cause we wrecked everything.

We pretty well wrecked
the whole country.

We wrecked the planet.

Not completely,
'cause of you.

'Cause of your generation.
Racing to vote.

They were literally racing
to vote.

How is everyone not racing
to vote?

The planet is boiling.

Yeah, like, do they want
to keep having

to run active
shooter drills at school?

I am so sorry--[ Screams ]

[ Cracks ]

I'm sorry for that, too.

I'm never getting
on a scooter again.

But please, God, don't quite
racing to vote, alright?

Here's to making tracks.

Peggy: We found it!

We found it.
We found the tooth.

[ Laughs ]

- Oh!
- Looks like you lose, Hughes.

Time to go.

Oh, come on, Beckett.
Come on.

We're not done yet.
Let's go.

We had a deal.
We can...

Okay.

Alright, why don't
you just...

[ Ball thuds ]

Why don't you tell me
about your worst day?

That's why you left
the Excellence Center, right?

Why don't you just tell me?
Tell me.

Okay.

Alright, there was
a blizzard one year,

and there was a man
living out of his car

down the street
from the station,

and we went to check
on him,

and [sighs] he was frozen
to death in the back seat

with a picture of his wife
and his kid,

and when we took him
to the hospital,

they couldn't even
declare him dead

because he had
to thaw out.

God, can you imagine that?
That...

God, I had nightmares about that
for months.

For me, it was
the quiet ones.

I can--
I can handle a call

when we're anticipating
horrific casualties.

A few years back,
we got called

to an apartment building
on Sycamore.

The tenants had reported
the smell of gas.

Woman was on the couch.
She was dead.

And then we found
a bedroom door

with sheets stuffed
under the sill.

They had little... blue
racing cars on them,

the sheets.

That woman had wanted
to take her life,

but she didn't want the gas
to get into her kids' bedroom.

When we found the kids
in their bunk beds...

♪

...they were dead, too.

♪

I can't even drive down
that road anymore.

♪

This the part where
I'm supposed to feel better?

Wow.
Hmm.

Eventually, I mean,
you just gotta--

you gotta sit
in that pain you buried--

No, I don't wanna--
I don't wanna sit in this pain.

I don't want to feel this, Hughes.

I said I didn't want to talk,
didn't I?

I mean, if I want to feel pain,
I can just go back to rehab.

I had a plan.
I felt better. I felt relief.

Why are you still here?

I'm not leaving, Sean.

♪

[ Sobbing ]

♪

I don't--
[ Sobbing ]

♪

Has anyone heard
from Vic?

I haven't seen her.

As captain, isn't it your job
to know where your team is?

I know I would.

Yeah, as captain, I expect
my team to follow orders.

I called Grey-Sloan.

The civilian
had a brain bleed.

If we hadn't acted when we did,
she could have herniated.

You should be written up
along with Hughes.

The car wash was chaos,
and if Bishop had gotten hurt,

- it'd be on you.
- I'm fine.

It'd be on all of us,
'cause we're a team,

and you should trust
what your team tells you.

And you should trust
- what your captain tells you. - Oh, I get it.

You, uh, feel threatened, huh? I feel threatened?

If you think Chief Ross
is gonna give you a nod... Andy: You know, you are so determined to play it safe...

...you're out of your mind....you're gonna get somebody killed.

I'm telling you that
- right now. - Alright, that's enough.

Not one of you is acting
like a captain right now.

I thought I had made a decision, but...

maybe I need to rethink it.

Rethink everything.

♪

Bishop, take the rest of shift
off, make sure you're alright.

Copy that, Captain.

♪

[ Door opens ]

Hey.
Hey.

I'm going home.

I know,
and I'm coming with you.

You're coming with me?

You turned down the opportunity
to become a captain.

Yeah.

Then I'm coming home, bambina.

♪

For good?

For better or worse.

For richer or poorer, I...

♪

[ Both laugh ]

Okay, now put
some clothes on

so I can take them off of you
when we get home.

Reporter:
The race of Seattle's next mayor continues to be tight,

as Election Day
comes to an end.

Tapping into the
too-close-to-call competition

to be the next mayor
of Seattle,

take a look at the turnout.

City Councilman Robel Osman
and Police Chief Michael Dixon

are neck and neck...[ TV clicks off ]

By the way, I saw
what you did back there.

The whole lying thing.

It's my way
of apologizing.

[ Sighs ]

I know how deep it goes
for you.

Your parents lied to you
your whole life.

I lied to you
about Natasha.

I know lying is a trigger,
and I'm sorry.

Apology accepted.

[ Chuckles ]

Look at us.
[ Chuckles ]

Yeah, we've come a long way, huh?

[ Chuckles ] Yeah.
Hmm.

We might've even
traded places. What?

[ Scoffs ]

Look who's the ruthless one now.
[ Laughs ]

What?

"As captain, isn't it your job
to know where your team is?"

[ Laughs ]
Alright, that-- you-- your impression of me sucks.

It's terrible. Ah.

I miss this.

How easy things are
when we're good.

The good times are few
and far between with Natasha,

and sometimes I wonder
if we're wasting our time.

I thought the beginning
of a relationship

was supposed to be easy.

Ha.
It was with us.

No.
Don't idealize us, okay?

You're--

I avoided you for months instead
of fighting for what we had,

and now-- now you're running
from the love you have.

Don't.

Don't do that.

♪

Oh, my God. Oh, my God!

- Montgomery, get in here!
- Oh, oh!

Come in here! Quick!

With 63% of the votes counted,

the next mayor of Seattle
is projected to be...

Robel Osman.

Theo: Alright! Yeah!

Montgomery,
you did it!

That's right.

Dixon out.

Yeah,
we got that fascist out!

We did it, Chief.
We did it.

- Andy: Yeah, love it!
- Yeah, yeah.

We did.

Montgomery, you did it!

[ Laughs ] We did it!

We did it!
We did it!

♪

Wipe that smile off
your face.

Yes, the right man for the job
won today,

and the fate of Seattle
is intact, no thanks to you.

You have-- You have
this brave, noble act down,

and that is
the most dangerous part--

to be the most compelling person
I've ever met...

and it's all been
an act.

Do you have nothing to say
for yourself?

I'm sorry.
It's all the talking.

How convenient.
You've lost your voice.

♪ If you're not brave enough
to call ♪

♪ If you can't find the words

♪ To say I'm broken

Glad you're gonna go back
and finish the program.

♪ If you can't stand
the face that fall ♪

My-- My union rep's
gonna be here any minute.

You can...

You can go.

♪ Your wounds wide open

I'll wait.

♪ I won't desert you

Oh, come on,
hug me back, Kingpin.

This is all I got, Hughes.

♪ Counting the seconds

Brooke: I have a surprise
for you.

♪ Let it go by, let it go by,
let it go by ♪

Thanks.

Don't be nervous.

I'm-- I'm good.

♪ Let it go by, let it go by,
let it go by ♪

Do you know
who that is?

♪ Let it go by,
let it go by, let it go by ♪

[ Laughs ]

[ Indistinct chatter ]

♪ Let it go by, let it go by,
let it go by ♪

♪ Let it go

♪ Till you reach
the other side ♪

♪ And when it's heavy
on your chest ♪

♪ And you can't find the word

♪ To say I'm sorry

♪ I will wait the time
it takes ♪

♪ Till hurt starts to fade

♪ Let it go by, let it go by

[ Sobbing ]

♪ Let it go by, let it go by,
let it go by, let it go by ♪

♪ Let it go by, let it go by,
let it go by ♪

♪ Let it go by, let it go by,
let it go by, let it go ♪

♪ Till you reach
the other side ♪

♪ Till you reach
the other side ♪

[ All cheering ]

♪

♪ Till you reach
the other side ♪

If you or someone you know
needs support now,

call or text
the Suicide Crisis Lifeline.

♪

♪

♪

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