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Look, I know
How overwhelming

The college application
Thing can be.

But the way
I got through it

Is to take it
Step by step.

So, let's
Just take a step

Over to the college-bound
Reference section

And start
Pulling down
A few books.

Yeah.

Hey, you know
What might be fun?

Uh, what?

Start focusing
On schools

That are in new york
Since it's
Your old hood.

Oh, I don't know.
I just spent 3 years

Trying to flush
The big apple
Out of my system.

Yeah, but haven't you
Recently decided

You might
Wanna go back?

Huh! Well,
As you're so fond
Of pointing out,

I--I haven't
Recently decided
Anything.

Well, what
About your rush

To rejoin the gang
At the, uh, haunt?

Has drew
Been whispering
In your ear?

Well, actually,
We did have
A little confab

At the yacht club
Last week.

He was telling me
All about you
And your social set

And how you guys
Used to spend
All of your time

At the haunt
Dancing and drinking

Until the wee hours
Of the morning.

According to him,
It was a non-stop
Ball of fun.

Mm. Well, "According
To him" would be
The key phrase.

He's the dark prince
Of revisionist
History.

I found you. Ok,
I'm glad you're
Still here.

Why?
What's going on?

Oh, nothing much,
Actually.
It's just, uh--

Well, there's
This one thing--

Uh,
There's something
Waiting at the house

For you all day,
And, uh,

Actually, you know,
It's not really
That important.

It's just
A little letter
From a know-nothing

Nor'eastern school.

So, you know,
You might wanna
Take a glance at it.

It's from some place

Called, um, harvard.

Ohh! Harvard!
Oh! Oh, my gosh, ok!

Um, this is future
In an envelope.

Oh, god, or not!

If it was a yes,
It would be bigger,
Right?

I mean,
This is a case

Where size really
Does matter, right?

Well, I think
That size
Only matters

When you have
A full view

Of the entire
Package, really.

So, I have to open it
In order to find out.

Uh-huh.

Come on.
They'd be fools
Not to take you.

They would,
Wouldn't they?

Will you open it?

Ok.

"Dear ms. Mcphee,

"Harvard college
Is pleased to inform you

"That your application
For early action

"For the fall of 2001
Has been accepted,

"And we are
Looking forward
To having you

As a member
Of the freshmen class."

Yes! You're in,

You're in!

I'm in!

Hey, congratulations!

Oh, my god!

Hey, everybody!
My sister just
Got in to harvard!

If you're looking
For something new
And different,

May I suggest
Morcheeba?

Morcheeba.

They're
A little herbie hancock,
A little biz markie,

And just a touch
Of poe tossed in
For good measure.

Several more artists
Not currently
Represented

In my cd collection.

You've at least
Heard of them.

Uh...

Oh, dawson.

Heh heh!

Thanks.

Is that
A party invite?

Oh, not
Just a party,
A rave.

A rave in capeside.

Well, I guess
Even suburban,

Rhythm-impaired
Youths need
An outlet, right?

Sure. Hey,
It does a body good

To just let loose
Once in a while.

Besides, raves aren't
Just an outlet for dancing.

They're sort of
A declaration
Of independence.

Yeah, right up there
With the boston
Tea party.

Hey, every generation
Has its rebel subculture
Experience,

And this is ours.

You know,
Our attempt to define
Who and what we are

And to make a statement
About how we're gonna
Live our lives.

And our statement
Is that we can keep
Tedium at bay

By wearing glitter
And jumping around
To techno pop?

It's called fun.
And I think you need

To come with me
And check it out.

To a rave?
Not really my scene.

Well, I'm guessing
You haven't actually
Been to one,

So how would you know?

Instinct, you know?

I've never been
Two-stepping either,

But somehow
I know better
Than to run out

And buy a pair
Of cowboy boots.

Yeah, well,
Two-stepping
Isn't all the rage

With the nation's
Youth.

But, if you
Were so inclined,

I would love
To intro you
To something that--

Is completely foreign
To everything

I've ever known
In my entire life.

Ok, well, consider it
One of the terms
And conditions

Of our new friend
Agreement.

You know?
"Must challenge
And expose other party

"To experiences
He or she

Would otherwise
Not indulge in."

Does this agreement
Have a rain check
Clause?

Yes, but
Just this once.

Ok, I promise
I'll take you up
On it next time,

If and when
I'm ready for you
To see

How insufferably
Uncool I can be.

Oh! You don't
Give yourself
Enough credit.

I mean, at worst,
You're just
Mildly uncool.

Well, thank you.

Will you
At least give
This disc a try?

Yeah. Right now?

Mm-hmm. Come on.

Ok.

This town
Is sorely lacking

In post-meridian
Activities.

We could always do
A bonnie and clyde.

What, like, hit a bank
And go on the lam?

Well, it's
A practical solution

To 2 of our
Biggest problems,
You know--

Money and boredom.

Yeah, that's good,
Actually.

You know,
We can get ourselves

One of those big
Honking sedans.

I can get myself
A fedora.

You can get yourself
One of those
Kodak box cameras.

Then we just head out
Across the heartland.

You know,
Thumb our nose
At authorities,

Stopping occasionally,
I guess,

To take cute pictures
Of the loving
Gangster couple.

Do you wanna
Burn some time
Spinning some discs?

Oh, nah,
Not right now.
Come on.

My father gave that to me

The summer I got in.

And I've been saving it,
Hoping for this moment.

You look perfect in it.

Daddy,
I'm not perfect.

Not by a long shot.

You know, andie,

Wearing the crimson
Signifies excellence.

In fact, I remember
When the boys and I

First got
To the yard--

You think
This is exciting?

You wait till
The course book arrives.

We're gonna see

If some of the old
War horses are
Lecturing this fall.

And then, you know,
There's a summer session--

Dad!

All right, all right,
I'm getting
Ahead of myself.

It-it's just--

This is the greatest moment
Of your life, andie.

I have never been
More proud of you

Than I am right now.

Well, just remember
I want that same speech

When I get
Into clown college.

All right, you have
To excuse me.

I have a phone book
Full of calls
To make

To some
Of my fellow alum.
Heh heh!

Ohh. It's a big
Sweater to fill, huh?

Well, don't let him
Get to you,

But don't freak
Yourself out, either.

I'm not freaked out.
I'm not anything.

In a way,
I wish I were.

You heard him.
This is
Supposed to be

The greatest moment
Of my life.

You know, I mean,
I should feel

Amazing or happy
Or something.

You're telling me
You don't feel anything?

No. One big
Fat empty.

It's probably
Just the medication,
You know.

It keeps me
From feeling
The lows,

But the side effect
Is it keeps me

From feeling
The highs, too.

But you don't
Have to worry
About me.

I'm sure
I'll be bouncing
Off the walls

In a few days.

Uh, I totally forgot.

Speaking of
Bouncing off the walls,

I got
This e-mail invite.

There's a rave
Going on tonight.

What better way
To celebrate?

Right? You just
Got into harvard.

I think you deserve
A night of wild,
Reckless abandon.

What do you say?

Ahem.

Drew, one more time

And I'm gonna
Feel compelled

To accidentally
Smash your fingers
In the doorjamb.

Come on. Think back
To your halcyon heyday.

You were
The uber-raver.

Your love for the scene
Was world-renowned.

Hmm-hmm!
Another part
Of my reputation

I was
Really proud of.

You, my dear,
Are a pod person.

The jen I once knew
Thrived on that
Reputation.

She personified fun.

That jen is m.I.A.

Heh!
-college seeker.
-net?

Oh, come on,
Jen. How bottom
Of the ninth is it?

Oh, it's coming
Back to me.

Yeah, I remember
Why my skin crawls

Every time
You're around me.

Your skin crawls
Because I remind you
Of what you're missing.

Come on, jen, face it.
You need stimuli.

Too long without it

And the little voices
Inside start
To ask for it.

And you've been here
For a while,

And I bet
Your little voices
Are screaming.

Oh, by the by,

Uh, that night
I went back

For the, uh, ecstasy
I gave you--

It's a funny thing.

Both you and it
Were gone.

Now, I know
Where you are--

You're
Such a bastard.

You know, it's
Not surprising to me
That you wavered.

I mean, here it is,

Fall quarter, senior year,
And you still don't know

What you wanna
Do with your life,

Where you wanna go,
Who you wanna be,

It would sure be nice
To escape those questions

For a little while,
Wouldn't it?

Drew, I'm no longer
14 and naive.

And if you're gonna
Try and convince me

To screw up my life
Again, you're
Gonna have to do

A hell of a lot
Better than that.

Ok. How's this?

You're afraid that
If you admit to yourself

How much
You loved feeling good,

You'd have
To admit that you wanna
Feel that good again.

If you're
Gonna take one,

Tonight's
The perfect night.

"Congratulations"?
Did, uh,

Publisher's
Clearing house
Stop by today?

Oh, dawson,
No, uh,

Honey, I thought
You were going
To be working

At the restaurant
Tonight.

It was
A little slow.

They said
They didn't need me.

Well, we're glad
You're here

Because, um,

We havesomething to tell you.

Ok.

Uh, we have spent

A lot of time
Thinking about this.

And, uh, despite
All the logical reasons

Why we shouldn't,

Our, uh, hearts

Say that we should
Have this baby.

I'm so happy for you,
This is--

This is amazing.

This is really
How you feel,
Huh?

Yes, absolutely,
Completely.

But...

Wow!

Yeah. Wow!

Wow.

Oh, honey, we were
Just gonna sit down

And have dinner.
Let me get you a plate.

Uh, you know what?
Don't worry about it.

I already ate,
And, uh,

There's this thing
I was invited to,

So think I'm gonna
Go upstairs, change,

And then I will be
Out of your hair.

You guys
Have a good night.

You know what I love
About that kid?

Everything.

Yeah, well,
That and...

He can totally
Take a hint.

I've been to
At least a dozen raves,

And they've
All been great.

Oh, yeah. Hundreds
Of sweaty strangers

Packed together,
Being blasted

With potentially
Ear-damaging
Decibels?

Oh, sounds great.

Ha! Hey, I thought
You were gonna
Give this a chance.

I am. I'm actually
Really excited

To check out
This new revolution.

No.

Aren't raves just like
High school dances,

But 10 times longer?

Oh, I used to love
High school dances.

Well, duh,
You were the queen

Of every one
You ever went to.

Well, duh!
Why do you think
I loved them?

Hey, if you
Don't wanna come,

We are totally fine
Leaving you here.

You'll finally have time
To clean the bathroom.

Did I say
I didn't wanna come?

All of a sudden,
I'm starting to see
The upside here.

Good!

Dawson? Whoa.

You actually
Decided to come.

Uh, yeah.
I'm cashing in
My rain check.

Come in.

Hey, guys,
Look who's joining us.

Heh.

All right.
The mitch mobile

Is gassed and ready
To go. Who's coming?

Let's go, pace.

We're gonna be late
Picking up jack.

His meeting
Ends by 10:00.

I know, I know.
I just--

I gotta
Find directions
To the map point.

What's a map point?

Um, it's, uh,

It's like a buffer zone
For undesirables.

If they don't like
The way that you look,

You might not
Get directions
To the actual location.

But--but how do you
Know if you're
Undesirable?

Andie, it's a rave
On the outer banks
Of civilization.

Anybody who shows up
With money is desirable.

Oh, there we go.

Don't worry. Heh!
Within an hour,

You will be grooving
To the point
Of exhaustion

With the capeside
Version

Of its disenfranchised
Youth.

Are you sure
You wanna go,

Because I'm starting
To feel really guilty

About twisting your arm,
And if you don't wanna go,

I totally understand.

Mm-mmm. No, no,
I want to celebrate
With you.

Good, because I think
We're gonna have
So much fun,

And I think that is
Exactly what we need--

Is to have fun.

But first,
The facilities.

Figured while I'm in there,
I might as well

Slap on a little bit
Of that lip--

Ahem.

Are those
Some kind of pills?

Yeah. Um,
Some kind of pills.

We're not talking
Aspirin, are we?

You know what just
Went through my mind?

That fourth of july
In cohasset.

That was the last time

All of us were
In a car together.

God, you guys
Were such babies.

How old
Were you, pacey?

I don't know,
I don't remember.

We were 11.
You were 14.

And you were
Wearing something red.

Is it possible
That I remember that?

Unfortunately,
Yeah.

Ecstasy, wow!

So have you done
A lot of it?

Yeah, in new york.

I never went
To a rave
Without it,

And I went
To a lot of raves.

Mm-hmm!
So you must've liked
What it did for you.

I mean, otherwise,
You wouldn't have
Kept taking it, right?

Well, yeah, I mean--

First few times,
It's amazing.

It's hard
Not to love
The x-effect.

Which is what,
Exactly?

Whew. Heh!
What's with
All the questions?

I'm just curious.

You know, a way
To pass the time

Until jack gets out
Of that never-ending
Meeting.

All right. Um, god.

The first time
You do x,
It's really good.

You get this feeling
Of loving everybody

And everything,

And everybody
Loves you and...

That can be
Really powerful.

X just made me
Happy. It just...

Provided a pleasant vacation

From my usual spot
Under the bell jar.

So x makes you happy?

Heh heh!
Mmm, all kinds
Of wonderful.

That doesn't
Sound so bad.

Yeah, it's
Not at first.

See, it lasts
About 6 hours
And then it's gone.

And afterward,
Ironically,

You're
More depressed than
When you started.

The worst thing, though,
With x,

Well, with any drug,

Is you lose
Your inhibitions.

That's why
I stopped. I just--

I just didn't know
Who I was anymore.

Can I see it?

Come on, I'm just,
You know, I'm curious.

I wanna see
What they look like.

Heh!

Andie, you're
Way too interested.

I'm just interested
In feeling happy.

Wait a minute.
Didn't you just
Get in to harvard?

Yep.

And one would think
That finally getting

The one thing
That you wanted
Your entire life,

You'd experience one moment
Of sheer joy, but--

No moment?

You wanna talk
About what
You are feeling?

Nope.

Because that's all
I ever do is talk and talk.

Tonight, I just
Wanna have fun.

I wanna leave
My problems behind
In a little field

And pick them up
Tomorrow.

I don't know. I--

I'm sure it's
Just some kind of weird

Delayed reaction
Thing,

And I'm gonna feel
Happy soon. Yeah.

It's just--

You will.

Oh, my god.
Insufferable.

I cannot
Wait to dance
This soccer stuff

Right out of my head!

What, did I, uh,
Interrupt something?

No. Uh,
Just girl talk.

Mm-hmm. Well,
I'm glad you stopped
When I got here.

Shall we, uh,
vamanos?

Yeah.

Okay, come on.
Not here.
Later, later.

Could they
Make this any creepier?

I'll be
Your map point
Buddy.

Come on.

When did they become

Going-out-together
Buddies?

I believe this
Is the inaugural event.

So, then of all
The guys in capeside

That wanna
Befriend her,
She picks dawson.

That doesn't
Bother you at all?

Pace, he's
The only person
Close to her age

Working at the restaurant.

Makes perfect sense
That they'd become friends.

No. I asked
If it bothered you.

No. It doesn't
Bother me.

Tsk! It bothers you.

Heh! No,
It doesn't bother me.

It--

Bothers you.

You just want it
To bother me, too.

So then
What's bothering you?

You.

Now, why
Are you here?

To have
A great night?

Exactly! Right on!

All right, um,
5 bucks a body.

We'll take 4.

Follow the yellow
Brick road.

Now that I
Have you alone,

Tell me,
Is it just a front,

Or are you really ok

With the joey-paceycomponent of the evening?

Uh, it's
A little awkward,
I'm not gonna lie,

But you know what?
I'm in too good
Of a mood

To let it bother me.

Is that why you
Changed your mind?

Uh...Yeah.

Actually, um,

My parents decided
To have the baby.

Wow! Oh, dawson,
That's incredible.

Good, good. I wanted
To tell you right away,

But in light of--

You know, I--I didn't
Wanna ruin the evening.

Oh, no. No,
You can absolutely

Talk to me about this.
You have to.

Ok. Good,
Because I--I--

I really wanted
To share it
With somebody, and--

I am so excited
About this.

As you should be.

I mean, hey,
As irritating
As they are,

Younger siblings
Do have
Their pluses.

You know,
They're good
For doing chores,

And there's always
Someone to blame

If anything
Gets broken.

Um, thank you.

For sharing
What you went through.

It really
Helped me understand

What my parents
Were going through

From the right
Perspective.

Yeah, well,
If there's anything
I'm good for,

It's a little
Attitude adjustment.

Heh heh heh!

Come on!

Aw, man,
This is awesome!

Rave time
Has arrived!

Hey, andie, um,

Were we done
Back there
At the park?

Totally done.

All right.
So, you're ok?

I am so ok.
Actually, I feel
Really great.

Well, why don't you
Give me back the x?

Jack won't see.

Um, jen?

Don't be mad,
But I sort of
Took one.

Andie, no. W-when?

Well, before we
Got back to the car,

I just decided--
You know,
carpe diem.

Andie, no, this is
So not good for you.

But you said
It was amazing
The first few times.

And I think
I've earned

An amazing night,
Right?

I'll pay you back.

I mean,
Whatever it cost.
Is it a lot?

No, andie,
I don't care
About the money.

I care about you.

That's so sweet,
Jen.

But I told you,
I'm feeling fine.

Um, look, can we
Not tell jack
About this?

Because I don't think
He'd approve.

Yeah.

Ok, come on.

Ha ha!
Right on!

You guys are
So not the squares
I thought you were.

Hi there.
We haven't met.

I don't have
A problem with that.

Ho ho ho!
Ooh! Ouch!

Is it weird that we're all here,
Or what?

Somebody's out
Celebrating.

Yep!

What are
We celebrating?

Andie got
Into harvard.

Which explains
Your sudden,
Desperate need

To focus
On your future.

I really don't
Need you tonight.

You did it,

Just like
You always said
You would.

Wow, potter.
How cool are you?

You don't mind
That lasted

Just a split second
Longer

Then the ex-guidelines
Allow?

Who is that guy?

Did you ever meet
Abby morgan?

Wow, jen!

This place
Is so beautiful!

Wow.

Whoo!

Ok, um, andie,
Petting joey?

Not a good way
To maintain
A low profile.

I want you
To enjoy this,

But you're
Gonna have to try
And maintain,

Especially around the people

That you're gonna see
Come monday morning.

I'm ok, jen, really!

You don't have
To worry about me.
I'm feeling fine.

I'm sure you are.
Listen, andie,

I really wanna keep
An eye on you tonight,

So you're gonna
Have to work with me

And stick by me.

You're
The best, jen!

Ooh! I never
Knew your hair
Was so soft.

Ok, andie. Again,
Not in the realm
Of maintaining.

You've gotta try
Harder for me, please?

There are wild people
Everywhere.

This is exactly
The kind of reckless
Abandonment you need.

Which of you mcphees
Is going to dance?

Me! I wanna!

Right on, sister.
Come on this way.

Um, do me
A big favor?

I want you
To keep an eye

On drue and andy
For me, all right?

Why?

Just trust me.
He's not
The kind of guy

That you leave
Your sister with.

I'm sorry
About the dawson snafu.

When I invited him,
He said no.

It didn't
Even occur to me

That he would
Change his mind.

That's ok. I'm--
I'm kind of glad

That we all ended up
Together.

I mean, accidental
Or not, things have
Been getting better.

Slowly.

I'm glad
To hear that.

The three of you
Have so much history.

And dawson's
Such a great guy.

Speaking of dawson, um,

And I know this is
None of my business,

Is there possibly,

Even in
The vaguest way, um,

Well, something
Happening with you
And dawson?

Heh heh! Where exactly
Did that come from?

Well, obviously
You're aware

Of his incredibly
Infamous crush
On you.

Yeah, the one that ended
When he was, like, 12.

Well, um, you see,

Gretchen, um,

Dawson has
This, um, way

Of hanging
On to things

Since he was,
Like, 12.

You know,
I mean, sure
He outgrows them,

Puts them
In their proper
Perspective,

But that
Doesn't always mean
That they're gone.

Sometimes I think
They're just
Waiting around

For the right moment
To come out
Again and...

Well, maybe
If he thinks

There's
The slightest
Chance--

You know what I think?

If dawson is waiting
For some childhood crush

To come around again,

He's not waiting on me.

Andie mcphee,
You are so high.

Me?! No, I'm not.

Yeah. Really?

Yeah, feels good,
Don't it?

No, shh!
I'm supposed
To be maintaining.

Nobody knows
Except jen,

And she's
Gonna make sure
I'm ok tonight.

Yeah, andie, look.
Honey, take my word
For this, ok?

I am a far,
Far better guide
Through the looking glass

Then jen lindley
Could ever be.

Ok? Come on, ivy league,
Let's have fun.

You know
You're violating

The sacred
Buddy system.

No one ventures out
Alone, remember?

Yeah, well,
I would've
Stayed in there,

But I was
Really intimidated

By all the intricate
Steps necessary

To enjoy the most
Tuneless music
Known to man.

I, too, felt
A little out of place,

You know,
Not having dressed

In what could only
Be described

As an homage
To japanese animation.

So, why are we here?

We're trying
Something new.

Yeah, which only
Really serves

To let me
Know how much
I enjoyed the old.

Hmm! Me, too.

But I am glad
We came.

I mean,
If nothing else,
To witness

The wasted youth
Of america firsthand.

And it ain't pretty.

But you, madame,
Most certainly are.

Mmm!

Heh heh heh!

Remember how
We used to play

Barnacle for your thoughts?

Yes.

Well, I don't exactly
Have a barnacle on me,

But I could offer you
This lovely glow necklace.

Oh, which I would
Gladly accept.

Oh! Gives you that
Whole caesar look again.

So, I did my part,

And I think now you're
Supposed to tell me

Something deep
And profound.

You wanna hear
Something deep
And profound, huh?

I miss true love,
Joey.

I mean, right now,

Sitting under the stars,

My arm around you,
Let me tell you...

I miss true love
Something fierce.

I miss her, too,
Pacey.

Hmm.

Hey. Glow necklace?

All the cool kids
Seem to be wearing them.

No? If you
Don't like the color,

I'd be more than happy
To exchange it.
They've got others.

No, it's great.
Thanks.

Is something wrong?

Ok. There's
No easy way
To say this,

So I'm just gonna
Put it out there.

Is it possible,

Even in
The vaguest way,

That you're here
Because you think
There's a chance

Something might be happening
Between us?

I think there is
Something happening
Between us.

It's called friendship.

And that's
All you expect?

Did I do something
To make you think
I expected more?

No. No, sorry.

This is
So out of the blue,

I feel ridiculous
That I even
Mentioned it.

Don't feel ridiculous.
It's no secret that
At one point in my life

I would have killed
For you to even acknowledge
That I was in a room,

Let alone hang out
With you. But, uh...

I don't think that's
Where either one of us
Are at right now.

So where are we at?

Um...

Well...

When that boat sailed
Last summer,

I didn't just lose joey.
I lost my 2 best friends.

But, you know,
You move on, and...

And if you're lucky,
You make new friends
Like you.

You're easy to talk to.
You give really good advice.

But, uh...
I don't expect anything,

You know? It's just
The opposite, really.

It's just...
God, it's really nice

To just be in the present
With somebody.

Ok.
Ok?

Dance or bounce?

Bounce?

Oh, my god! Hi!

It's you guys!
I love you guys!

Mmm!

She's feeling
The love.

Apparently.

Yeah, andie, I think
You've done enough
Hugging tonight.

I just wanted
To show you guys
How much I love you both.

You guys are
So good together!

And, joey,
You are so nice!

Well, except for the time
When you dumped dawson
For pacey.

That was pretty cold.
But, really,
Who can blame you?

I mean, it's pacey.

I pretend not to care,

But I have to admit, pace,

You are the love
Of my life,

And I am
So not over you!

I hope it's ok
That I said that.

I mean, we're all
Really good friends,
So it shouldn't be

That big
Of a secret, right?

It's news to me, andie.

You totally
Don't have to worry.
Pacey is so over me

And such
The faithful type.

If only I had been--
Maybe we'd still
Be together.

Andie, are you
Feeling ok?

Oh, yeah.

I feel great.

And I just
Got into harvard!

Oh! We're
Gonna go bounce.

Come with us!
Come on!

No. You guys
Go ahead.

Ok! Ok.

Let's go!

Jack.

Jack!

What, what?
Hey.

Hey, where'd
Everybody go?

Jen, I want you
To meet holly
And liz.

Right. Hi.
Listen, can you

Just point me
To where andie went,
General direction?

I don't know.
I lost track of her

When I started
Hanging out
With these guys.

I asked you to do one thing--
One little thing.

I don't know.
Come on, we're
Gonna go find her.

I-
See you guys later.

Hey, what, uh,
What is with you?

I thought
You were like
This major raver.

All you
Seem to be doing
Is monitoring andie.

I'm just making sure
She's all right.

Why wouldn't
She be?

Let's just find her.

Ha ha ha. Whoa!

Whoa!

Hey, this is
A no-parking zone,
Buddy. Move it.

Here.

Hey, you guys,
Can we come bounce?

Yeah.
Plenty of room.

Thanks!

Whoo hoo hoo!

Hi there.

Wow, this is so much fun!
It's like a big gang bounce!

I'm having so much fun
With drue and you and dawson!

You ok?

You don't look
So good, andie.

I'm getting a little bit
Of a headache.

Let's sit
This one out.

Drue?

Rest for a minute.
You'll be fine.

Dawson, I'm
Not feeling so--

Andie? You all right?
Andie? God.

Andie--andie!

Dawson,
What happened?

I don't know.
She just collapsed.

Andie, come on!
Wake up! Please
Don't do this!

Come on! Please don't
Do this, andie!

Somebody help us!

Andie! Come on!

Come on, wake up.
Wake up.

We need
Some help here.

It's my sister.

We were in the moon bounce,
And she just collapsed.

What's she on?

Uh, an antidepressant,
Nardil, I think.

No. What
Is she on?

X. She took
A tab of ecstasy.

With nardil?
How bad is it?

Temp's 103.
Bp 190 over 110.

We gotta get her
To the hospital
Like 10 minutes ago.

On my count. 1,

2, 3.

If anyone's
Gonna ride, get in.

Yeah, that's me.

Jack--
Not now, jen.

Please let me
Come with you.

I think you've done
Enough for tonight.

No, you don't understand.

I didn't know she was
On her medication. I--

What does it matter?
You gave my sister
Drugs, jen!

Should be you
In this ambulance.

Do you, uh...

You need a ride
To the hospital?

No. No, I should
Probably just go home.

Ok.

Let's go, guys.

How is she?

Not good.

Really not good.

Come on.
I'll take you home.

At the park,
All the warning signs
Were there.

I don't know
Why I didn't see it.

She took the stuff.
It's not your fault.

Drue, I practically
Stamped a-m-a approved on it.

I should have known better.

I mean,
Forget her medication,

She could have gone down
For any number of reasons,

And it still would
Have been my fault.

Andie is responsible
For her own choices,
Even her bad ones.

Why are you
So interested in
Playing the martyr here?

Does nothing faze you?
Andie's my friend,

And she's in the hospital
Right now because of
Something she got from me,

And you don't think
That I should feel bad?

You want something
To feel bad about?

How about the way your
"Friends" iced you?

I hate...

I hate the way
You twist everything.

Hate it all you want.
The truth still is,

No matter what
Andie tells them,
Monday at school

They're gonna treat you
Like this is your fault.

You came here
The banished
Bad seed, jen.

That's all
You'll ever be to them.

You know what?
They want you
To play that role

So that they
Can feel better about
The pathetic, plastic,

Mayberry existence
They're living.

And I thought
That I was damaged.

You are. So am I.
And that's why
We need each other.

We're coming from
The same place
Here, jen.

No, drue.
We came from
The same place,

But now
We're miles apart,

And I intend
To keep it that way.

I'm gonna call my friend
And see how she's doing.

You get him?

Taken care of.
Thanks.

How's andie?

Uh...She's, uh,

She's stable now.

They said that she
Went into some kind
Of hypertensive crisis.

See, andie's
On this older type

Of antidepressant,

And it turns out
It's, you know,

It's a time bomb
When it's mixed
With the wrong thing.

So, uh...

In a way I guess, uh,

We're pretty lucky
The way things turned out,

That she didn't, um...

God, she could
Have died.

They want to, um,
They want to keep
Her overnight,

So...I know she
Appreciates you guys

Being here and
Everything, but...

I don't think
She's in the mood
For visitors right now.

So maybe you should
Just go home, give her
A call tomorrow,

See how she's feeling.

You're right.
I'm sure she needs
Her rest.

I think we do, too.

Yeah. So...I'll see
You guys tomorrow.

Are you ok, pace?

No.

No. I should
Have known that
Something was wrong.

I mean, I knew.

I just didn't know
How bad it was.

Even if you
Had realized,

There's
Nothing you
Could have done.

Yeah.

I think I want
To stay here
Tonight...

If that's ok.

Completely.

You want company?

No, I'll just
Give you a call
When I get home, ok?

Here.

In case you need
Something to rest on.

Not exactly the evening
I had in mind
When I invited you.

Well, I don't think
Anybody had this evening
In mind.

But, uh...

I'm glad I went.

Me, too.

So, uh...

Good night.

See you at work.

All right.

Dawson.

Yeah?

Your friendship means
A lot to me, too.

Coming back here
Has been really hard,

And somehow you've
Made the transition
A lot more enjoyable

Than I ever thought
It could be.

Good. That's
What friends are for.

Well, good night.

Good night.

Weird night, huh?

Yeah.

I'm not even tired.

How 'bout
Hungry?

I'm sorry, daddy.

I really am.

I'm not mad, andie.

I am.

The--the three
Of us, we, um...
We need each other.

You can't do stupid
Things like this, andie.
You just can't.

I mean, think about
What our family's
Been through already.

I know.

I'm sorry.
I know it was stupid.

It's the stupidest thing
I've ever done.

I don't know. It's just...

I wanted to feel
Something, you know?

Anything.

It's ok.

We'll get
Through this

As long as we
Can communicate,

You know, as...
A family.

You have to tell
Us what you're
Going through.

No more secrets.

Ok.

Hey.

It's a...25-cent coffee
From the machine,

So don't get
Your hopes up.

Thank you.

You stayed.

Well, you know, I didn't
Have anything better to do,

So I figured I'd
Just stay and bug you.

You're not bugging me.

About the things
That I said, pacey...

Hey, don't worry
About what you said.

Doesn't matter.
What matters now
Is that you're ok.

Thanks.

I can't shake the way
That andie looked

When they put her
In that ambulance.

It's scary how things
Can turn so bad so fast.

It's scary how real
Everything's been
This year, you know?

Jen and pacey
In the storm,

And andie tonight...

Does make you
Kinda realize
That any one of us

Could go at any moment
For the stupidest
Of reasons.

Yeah.

I remember when
Parties used to be

Bowling and birthday
Cakes, you know?

Now they're high-risk
Adventures that can
Actually kill you.

Another perk of growing up
In the new millennium.

You know,
Less than a year,
Dawson,

And we'll all
Be outta here.

Yeah.

It's really sad
To think that
After 18 years

Of living down
The creek
From each other,

There's gonna
Be no one rowing
Our boats anymore.

Well, I wouldn't put
Our boats in dry-dock
Just yet.

You have plans
For our boats?

I do. I think you should
Give yours to alexander,

Because I'm gonna
Be giving mine to my
New brother or sister.

That's why gale's
Been so sick lately?

She's pregnant?
Mm-hmm.

Congratulations!
Oh, my god!

Well, you know,
Capeside wouldn't
Be capeside

Without a little
Leery running around.

Or rowing
Across the creek
To get to your house.

Sounds weird,
But hearing that,

Makes me feel--

Old?

How'd you know that?

It's the way I felt.

Nothing--ha--propels you
Into adulthood faster

Than the next generation
Nipping at your heels.

You know,
Dawson, um...

I think about it
Sometimes,

And...

Wherever we go next,

It's hard to imagine
Life without you.

You did pretty well
For 3 months.

I think you know
What I mean.

Yeah.

Yeah, I do.