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What's up?
I came over as soon
As I got your message.
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I'm freaking out.
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Why? What's the problem?
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It's almost midnight.
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Yeah,
It's your birthday.
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In a couple of minutes,
You're gonna be 16.
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Congratulations, man.
This is a major
Turning point.
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Yeah. And I'm eternally lost
As a species on this planet.
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Oh, this is
Gonna be bad.
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I'm about to be 16 years old
In a matter of minutes,
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And I'm still...Me!
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The same whiny,
Adolescent,
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Big-talking,
Little-doing loser
That I was a year ago.
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Come on, dawson,
That's not true.
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It's absolutely true.
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Every single person
That I know
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Is growing up and
Moving forward in some way.
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All right? Joey is busy
Finding herself.
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You've got this
Whole stable, do-gooder
Boyfriend thing happening.
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Jen is...
Not necessarily
Moving forward,
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But at least
She's moving.
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Even my parents are
Starting new lives.
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Me? I'm in the exact same
Place I was last year
At this time.
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Uh...Uh...
Yeah, but you're
Turning 16, dawson.
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Rejoice, this is a good thing.
You're getting older.
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But there doesn't seem
To be anything ahead of me
But more of the same.
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I'm stagnant.
No wonder joey dumped me.
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I mean, the only thing
I accomplished last year
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Was realizing
My feelings for her,
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And I couldn't
Even hold onto her.
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And she dumped me...
For a gay guy.
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Could we please talk
About this whole
Gay man-straight woman thing?
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There's gotta be
Something going on there
That we're not seeing.
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You're right, dawson.
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It's all part
Of the evil gay plan
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To keep the species
From repopulating.
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I would keep a close eye
On andie if I were you.
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Come on, dawson.
You need to stop
Looking to the movies
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For answers to all
Of life's questions, ok?
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What you need to do...
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Is figure out what it is
That you want
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And make it happen. Ok?
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Be definitive.
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You're right.
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I need--I need ans--
Definitive answers.
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Joey is the answer.
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I had her, I lost her,
And now I'm gonna get her back.
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How's that for definitive?
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Mitch?
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Hey. You remember
My tradition
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Of cooking dawson breakfast
On his birthday, right?
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Well, of course.
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I just thought
That--
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Dad.
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You didn't expect me
To forget, did you?
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The usual,
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For our regular customer.
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Thank you.
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I must say,
It's nice to have
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A bit of tradition
This morning.
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Uh, speaking of which,
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I have to talk to your mom
In private for a second.
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It's, uh,
Birthday present stuff.
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Highly classified.
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Look, I know we haven't
Discussed it
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In light of the events
Of the past year,
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But we usually do give
Joint birthday presents,
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Ohh!
And I had an idea.
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You know, you're a little late
For this, mitch.
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I've already bought
His present.
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I'm giving dawson
His first car tonight.
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An explorer.
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Well, that's
A big decision, gale.
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Well, don't you think
It's one
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We could've made
Together?
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...For instance, um,
The bills, which, believe it or
Not,
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Despite the fact you
Don't live here anymore,
Keep coming.
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I know...
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That I should
Contribute more
Financially,
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And I've put
The restaurant plans
On the back burner,
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And I've looked
Into substituting
At the high school.
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I will help out more
As soon as I can.
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But still,
A new car?
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That's a pretty
Extravagant gift
For a 16 year old.
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Let's go over this
One more time.
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Ok. I invite
Dawson out to dinner
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With andie and me
Tonight,
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We keep him occupied
Till about 9:00,
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At which point we make up
Some lame-ass excuse
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As to why we have to
Call it an early night.
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Then we drive him back
To his place, where...
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I'll have set up
The most fabulous
Surprise party ever.
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I hope.
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I'm sure it'll be fantastic--
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A testimonial
To true friendship,
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The party to end all parties.
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From here on out,
The leery household's
Gonna be known
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As the delta house
Of capeside.
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Thanks.
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I don't know
Why I'm so nervous.
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I've never organized
A party before.
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Listen, joey,
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Not to pry or anything,
But...
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How are you doin'...
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With the whole jack thing?
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I mean, now that you've
Had some time to process.
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God.
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Everyone keeps asking me that
In these solemn tones,
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Like I've just come down
With a terminal disease
Or something.
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Pacey, the fact is
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Jack is the one who's
Going through something.
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And, yeah, I admit,
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At first it was
Obviously a shock,
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But, look, I'm fine.
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Really, it's...
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Hey, jack!
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You guys serving
Lunch yet?
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Yeah. In about,
Uh, 10 minutes.
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Hey, here's some, uh,
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Some menus you guys
Can look over in the meantime.
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Great.
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We're completely
Starving.
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Are--are you
That guy?
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What?
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Yeah, the first guy
To ever come out
At capeside.
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He--he was the one
That wrote the poem.
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In the flesh.
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Oh, my god,
You're the gay guy.
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Tracy, kelly,
This is jack mcphee.
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Capeside's no longer
Ambiguous resident.
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Oh.
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You know, I think
It's so great
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That you came out
And you're only 16.
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You know, I totally
Watched ellen
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Through that whole
Tumultuous year,
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And, well, she didn't
Even come out till
She was, like, 40.
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Uh, c-can I get you guys
Something to drink
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While you're looking
Over these menus?
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You know, I just realized
You're the first
Gay person I've ever met.
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It is such a waste,
Actually,
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Because you are
A total babe.
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Uh, yeah,
Well, you know,
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I'd take that
As a compliment
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If it wasn't
Coming from satan.
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Jack! You have
Got me all wrong.
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I'm not even
One of his helpers.
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Then I should compliment you
On that clever disguise
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You've been wearing
For months.
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We got started off
On the wrong foot.
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True, I may have been
Flawed in the past,
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But...Sometimes people
Can surprise you.
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I mean, you should
Know a little bit
About that yourself.
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It sounds like you've had
A lot on your shoulders
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For a 16-year-old girl.
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Yeah.
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Well, um,
After tim died
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And my mother,
You know...
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Um...It felt like there
Needed to be someone
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To be the glue holding
The family together.
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And I guess I was
The likely candidate.
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It's not a big surprise
That you started
To feel overwhelmed.
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Yeah, um...
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I felt like I was
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Juggling all these
Balls in the air
At once, you know,
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And if I dropped one,
Then they'd all come
Crashing down,
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And, um, then I'd just
Start thinking about
Everything all at once,
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And--and I'd get
These panic attacks
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Where I'd start feeling
Like my heart was racing
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And I couldn't breathe,
And--
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Andie, andie,
Tell me something.
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Forget about saving
Everybody else
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And even forget about
Your family for a minute.
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What is it
That you want?
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What do you wish for?
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For yourself?
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I wish I could get rid
Of all my worries,
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You know, and--and
Be one of those people
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Who just sails
Right through life.
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You know, and they do
What they wanna do,
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What makes them happy,
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And don't care
What other people
Think about them.
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Why couldn't you?
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I'm going to give you
A prescription, andie.
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But not for a drug.
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I prescribe for you
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One night of imperfection.
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Here. You can get
Out of here early.
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I'm sure you wanna
Get changed
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Before going to dawson's.
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Believe me, it's not
Gonna take me long
To get dressed.
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It's not like I have
To get all gussied up
For anybody,
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Seeing as though
I've turned jack off
To women completely.
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Joey, you know
That's not true.
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Yeah, I know.
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It's not true.
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I mean, intellectually,
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I know that it has nothing
To do with me.
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It's...
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Bessie...
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What am I supposed
To do now?
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You paint.
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You concentrate on
Your art and yourself.
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You broke up with dawson
Because you wanted to
Find yourself,
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Then you went straight
Into a relationship
With jack.
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Maybe this is a chance
For you to do what
You set out to do.
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I mean, look, any woman
Would be feeling
The way you do right now
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Under the circumstances.
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I think
You're handling it
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With an amazing level
Of maturity.
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Thanks.
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Joey...
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Hey. I need to talk
To you.
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Sure.
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What's up?
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Well, looks like we
Can add arts and crafts
To your list of talents.
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Ha ha.
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I can feel that.
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Feel what?
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You.
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Watching me.
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I mean, you think
You're crafty,
But I know.
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How?
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Well, I can feel
Your eyes on me.
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You cannot.
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Sometimes.
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Can't you?
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Uh, nah...
I don't know,
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I-I've never really tried.
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Close your eyes.
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There.
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Can you feel me
Looking?
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No. Not yet.
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Now?
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N...Nope.
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Mmm.
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I was peeking.
Uh-huh.
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Mmm, ok, whoa. Uh,
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Morning, kitchen,
Uh, grams.
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God, it's freezing out.
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00:11:04,247 --> 00:11:05,582
I just wish
It would snow already.
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I know.
Ohh.
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Hey, remember
What we always did
When we were kids?
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Make a wish on
The first snowfall?
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Uh-huh.
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Heh.
It always came true.
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2.
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Well, except for
The time I wished
For the horse,
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A million dollars,
And a trampoline
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All in
The same year.
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I was greedy,
What can I say?
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Thank you.
252
00:11:25,268 --> 00:11:26,436
Well, snow is--
253
00:11:26,478 --> 00:11:29,022
It's so...Hopeful,
254
00:11:29,063 --> 00:11:30,231
You know?
255
00:11:30,273 --> 00:11:32,442
Yeah.
256
00:11:32,484 --> 00:11:33,652
Hope is good.
257
00:11:35,195 --> 00:11:37,864
So what are you
Hoping for?
258
00:11:40,534 --> 00:11:43,453
I'm hoping that
We can get back
To the way we were.
259
00:11:46,206 --> 00:11:47,832
Me, too.
260
00:11:47,874 --> 00:11:49,543
And I've really
Been trying
261
00:11:49,584 --> 00:11:51,252
To get our friendship
Back on track.
262
00:11:51,294 --> 00:11:52,962
I'm not talking about
Just a friendship.
263
00:11:53,004 --> 00:11:55,590
Look, I can't deny
The truth,
264
00:11:55,632 --> 00:11:58,468
Which is plainly
And simply I want more.
265
00:11:58,510 --> 00:11:59,886
I want you back.
266
00:11:59,927 --> 00:12:01,095
Dawson--
267
00:12:01,137 --> 00:12:02,138
I--I was--
268
00:12:02,180 --> 00:12:04,307
I was so confused
Last night,
269
00:12:04,349 --> 00:12:06,560
And then I finally
Realized
270
00:12:06,601 --> 00:12:09,270
That the only thing
That makes sense to me
Is you.
271
00:12:09,312 --> 00:12:11,730
And I know that it's
Still there between us.
272
00:12:11,772 --> 00:12:14,025
I felt it during
The whole jack saga,
I feel it right now,
273
00:12:14,067 --> 00:12:15,318
And I know
You feel it, too,
274
00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:17,153
Because we're soul mates.
275
00:12:17,195 --> 00:12:20,407
Joey, you and I
Are meant to be.
276
00:12:20,448 --> 00:12:23,493
Period. The end.
Cue happy-ending
Music.
277
00:12:23,535 --> 00:12:24,911
No.
278
00:12:24,952 --> 00:12:27,163
Look, dawson,
279
00:12:27,205 --> 00:12:29,123
Do you remember
Why we broke up
In the first place?
280
00:12:29,165 --> 00:12:31,167
It wasn't about you
At all,
281
00:12:31,209 --> 00:12:32,919
And it certainly
Wasn't about jack.
282
00:12:32,960 --> 00:12:34,212
It was me.
283
00:12:34,254 --> 00:12:36,089
I had things that
I needed to figure out.
284
00:12:36,130 --> 00:12:38,425
That you were willing
To figure out with
Jack, but not me.
285
00:12:38,466 --> 00:12:39,800
No. Dawson...
286
00:12:39,842 --> 00:12:42,136
We can't talk about this.
You know why--
287
00:12:42,178 --> 00:12:44,013
Joey, if you and I
Are not meant to be
Together,
288
00:12:44,055 --> 00:12:45,348
Then I don't know
Anything.
289
00:12:49,018 --> 00:12:51,104
I wouldn't count
On snow today.
290
00:13:05,410 --> 00:13:07,328
I can't believe I'm
Throwing a surprise party
291
00:13:07,370 --> 00:13:09,038
For someone who hates me
Right now.
292
00:13:09,080 --> 00:13:11,999
Just relax.
I'm sure everything
Will work itself out.
293
00:13:12,041 --> 00:13:14,835
I mean, dawson's out
With pacey right now,
Enjoying his birthday.
294
00:13:14,877 --> 00:13:16,045
By the time
He gets here,
295
00:13:16,087 --> 00:13:17,756
He'll probably be
In a great mood.
296
00:13:23,261 --> 00:13:24,845
I have always wanted
297
00:13:24,887 --> 00:13:27,432
To sit in the back seat
Of a cop car.
298
00:13:27,474 --> 00:13:28,849
Hey, I know!
299
00:13:28,891 --> 00:13:32,061
Let's turn on the sirens.
300
00:13:32,103 --> 00:13:34,105
I don't think that's
The best idea,
Sweetie.
301
00:13:35,607 --> 00:13:38,610
Whoo-whoo-whoo-whoo!
302
00:13:38,652 --> 00:13:40,737
Book 'em, danno.
303
00:13:40,779 --> 00:13:42,238
So this is what it's like
304
00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:44,240
When they cart you off
To prison, huh?
305
00:13:44,282 --> 00:13:45,992
Depends. There's more
Than one kind of prison.
306
00:13:46,033 --> 00:13:47,744
There are
The state-regulated ones,
307
00:13:47,786 --> 00:13:50,204
Then ones
You get trapped in when
Your life is going nowhere
308
00:13:50,246 --> 00:13:52,540
And everyone else
Seems to be moving forward.
309
00:13:52,582 --> 00:13:54,250
Took a happiness pill
This morning, did we?
310
00:13:54,292 --> 00:13:56,795
No, just a strong dose
Of bleak reality.
311
00:13:56,835 --> 00:13:59,297
No offense,
But have you noticed
My only birthday plans
312
00:13:59,339 --> 00:14:01,840
Are to play third wheel
To my friend and his girlfriend?
313
00:14:01,882 --> 00:14:03,176
Ok, listen, buddy,
314
00:14:03,217 --> 00:14:04,761
On any other day
Of the year,
315
00:14:04,803 --> 00:14:06,845
I'd be more
Than happy to talk
To you about this,
316
00:14:06,887 --> 00:14:08,598
But seeing as today
Is your birthday,
317
00:14:08,640 --> 00:14:10,600
Why don't we try
And concentrate on
The positives?
318
00:14:10,642 --> 00:14:11,726
Hey! Stop the car!
319
00:14:13,102 --> 00:14:15,146
What? What?
What did we hit?
320
00:14:15,188 --> 00:14:18,024
Nothing. Just make a u-turn.
I saw a really cool place
Back there.
321
00:14:20,067 --> 00:14:21,402
Ok, uh...
322
00:14:21,444 --> 00:14:22,612
Andie...
323
00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:24,447
Could we please keep
This impulsive streak
324
00:14:24,489 --> 00:14:26,282
That you're trying
To indulge tonight
325
00:14:26,324 --> 00:14:28,284
From killing everybody
In this car? Please, honey?
326
00:14:28,326 --> 00:14:30,119
Uh...Doctor's orders.
327
00:14:30,161 --> 00:14:31,204
Remember, pacey?
328
00:14:31,245 --> 00:14:33,832
You promised I could
Cut loose tonight.
329
00:14:33,872 --> 00:14:35,834
Yes, I did,
Didn't I?
330
00:14:35,875 --> 00:14:37,460
Mm-hmm.
331
00:14:37,502 --> 00:14:39,462
Ok.
332
00:15:00,567 --> 00:15:01,860
Oh, my god.
333
00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:04,111
I mean, jack,
You look amazing.
334
00:15:04,153 --> 00:15:07,198
Wow, it's like
The transformation
From john-boy to john-john
335
00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:09,075
Was all in a jar
Of dippity-doo.
336
00:15:09,116 --> 00:15:11,202
It's no big deal.
I put a little gel in my hair.
337
00:15:11,244 --> 00:15:12,662
That's pretty much
The extent of it.
338
00:15:12,704 --> 00:15:15,832
I guess you get gay,
You get style.
339
00:15:15,874 --> 00:15:19,377
I wish I had nabbed you
One sexual preference
Ago.
340
00:15:31,431 --> 00:15:32,931
Hello, ty.
341
00:15:32,973 --> 00:15:34,058
Excellent.
342
00:15:34,100 --> 00:15:35,393
You're learning.
343
00:15:35,435 --> 00:15:36,436
Uh-huh.
344
00:15:36,477 --> 00:15:38,104
Mmm.
345
00:15:43,693 --> 00:15:45,069
Ok.
346
00:15:45,111 --> 00:15:46,446
Explanation.
347
00:15:46,487 --> 00:15:48,072
What?
348
00:15:48,114 --> 00:15:50,700
Well, first this morning
And then right now,
349
00:15:50,742 --> 00:15:53,160
That's 2 kisses that you've
Bailed out on today.
350
00:15:53,202 --> 00:15:56,915
Ok, it's just that
We've been getting
Closer, you know?
351
00:15:56,955 --> 00:15:58,917
I know,
It's called dating.
352
00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:02,253
I realize that,
But when does it stop?
353
00:16:04,046 --> 00:16:05,465
You're kidding, right?
354
00:16:05,506 --> 00:16:08,718
Jen, uh, you...
355
00:16:11,137 --> 00:16:12,680
You turn me on.
356
00:16:12,722 --> 00:16:16,810
And the closer we get,
The more you turn me on.
357
00:16:16,851 --> 00:16:18,519
Is that such a bad thing?
358
00:16:18,561 --> 00:16:20,271
A-all I'm saying is
359
00:16:20,313 --> 00:16:22,982
Is that it's possible
That things could get
Out of hand.
360
00:16:23,023 --> 00:16:25,318
Really?
361
00:16:27,153 --> 00:16:28,571
How out of hand?
362
00:16:28,613 --> 00:16:29,739
Look, I'm serious.
363
00:16:29,781 --> 00:16:31,240
We've barely made out,
364
00:16:31,282 --> 00:16:33,785
And you're already
Worried about things
Going out of hand.
365
00:16:35,369 --> 00:16:37,121
It's sweet.
366
00:16:37,163 --> 00:16:40,500
In a very 1956
Sort of way.
367
00:16:40,541 --> 00:16:41,918
Oh, yeah?
368
00:16:41,960 --> 00:16:44,712
Well, how 1956
Is this?
369
00:16:55,556 --> 00:16:58,142
Whoa. Who are you,
370
00:16:58,184 --> 00:17:00,144
And what
Have you done
With my girlfriend?
371
00:17:00,186 --> 00:17:02,396
She's been here all along.
372
00:17:02,438 --> 00:17:07,025
Just trapped beneath
The bondage of gap clothing
And a good-girl complex.
373
00:17:07,067 --> 00:17:10,321
Why,
The good-girl complex
Was part of your charm.
374
00:17:10,363 --> 00:17:12,323
part of my charm.
375
00:17:12,365 --> 00:17:13,741
Not all of it.
376
00:17:13,783 --> 00:17:15,785
Remember, we're having fun.
377
00:17:15,827 --> 00:17:19,288
Besides, marlie said I have
To learn to let my id out
378
00:17:19,330 --> 00:17:22,458
To breathe some fresh air
For an evening.
379
00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:25,336
What exactly are you letting
Out for an evening?
380
00:17:25,378 --> 00:17:28,422
It's what freud
Calls your id.
381
00:17:28,464 --> 00:17:32,176
It's the part of you
That holds your purest
Impulses and desires.
382
00:17:32,218 --> 00:17:35,179
And it doesn't judge or
Care what anyone thinks,
383
00:17:35,221 --> 00:17:37,306
It just...
Wants what it wants.
384
00:17:37,348 --> 00:17:39,183
And what do you
Think it wants?
385
00:17:39,225 --> 00:17:42,562
Well, it's about
Letting go of all
Your preconceived notions
386
00:17:42,603 --> 00:17:45,189
Of how you're
Supposed to talk
387
00:17:45,231 --> 00:17:47,567
Or how you're supposed
To behave and...
388
00:17:47,608 --> 00:17:49,903
Just letting loose
For once.
389
00:17:49,944 --> 00:17:52,822
I could certainly
Learn something
About letting loose.
390
00:17:52,864 --> 00:17:55,909
Look at me, I'm sitting
In a bar, I'm drinking
A straight coke.
391
00:17:55,950 --> 00:17:59,245
Well, we could do it
Together, if you want.
392
00:17:59,286 --> 00:18:02,874
I mean, it might be good
For both of us to get
A little wild tonight.
393
00:18:04,333 --> 00:18:06,419
Just try not
To get too wild
394
00:18:06,460 --> 00:18:07,837
While I'm away
At the washroom, ok?
395
00:18:09,505 --> 00:18:11,173
Can I get you guys
Anything else?
396
00:18:11,215 --> 00:18:12,884
Uh, yeah.
397
00:18:12,926 --> 00:18:14,635
I'll have another coke,
398
00:18:14,677 --> 00:18:16,637
And could you tell
The bartender
399
00:18:16,679 --> 00:18:19,849
To put a little more rum
In it this time?
400
00:18:19,891 --> 00:18:22,685
Yeah, me, too. I can barely
Even taste the rum in mine.
401
00:18:22,727 --> 00:18:24,645
Oh, sorry about that.
402
00:18:24,687 --> 00:18:27,147
I'll have him double
The shots in the next round
To make up for it.
403
00:18:27,189 --> 00:18:28,274
Thank you.
404
00:18:28,315 --> 00:18:29,442
Yaagh!
405
00:18:29,483 --> 00:18:30,693
Have you ever drank
Before?
406
00:18:30,735 --> 00:18:32,862
Never.
Me, neither!
407
00:18:38,242 --> 00:18:41,203
So, how does it feel
To be the one
408
00:18:41,245 --> 00:18:43,247
Who set this little
Hamlet on its ears?
409
00:18:43,289 --> 00:18:45,041
Why do you keep
Talking to me?
410
00:18:45,083 --> 00:18:47,167
I don't like you, abby.
411
00:18:47,209 --> 00:18:49,420
Well, that's 'cause
No one likes me.
412
00:18:49,462 --> 00:18:51,839
I'm an outcast.
Welcome to the club.
413
00:18:51,881 --> 00:18:53,257
Heh.
414
00:18:53,299 --> 00:18:56,427
This whole thing
Is just so ridiculous.
415
00:18:56,469 --> 00:18:59,639
There's no such thing
As gay, anyway.
416
00:18:59,680 --> 00:19:02,182
Just this weird label
People came up with
417
00:19:02,224 --> 00:19:03,893
To persecute
The normal inclination
418
00:19:03,935 --> 00:19:05,269
To go both ways.
419
00:19:06,938 --> 00:19:08,355
What do you--
What you mean?
420
00:19:08,397 --> 00:19:11,567
Well, we're all bisexual,
Don't you think?
421
00:19:11,609 --> 00:19:14,570
We're all just
Sexual animals
Under god.
422
00:19:14,612 --> 00:19:17,364
This puritanical society
Would make you think
423
00:19:17,406 --> 00:19:20,284
Our natural impulses are
Something to be ashamed of.
424
00:19:20,326 --> 00:19:22,703
When it's really
Those kinds of attitudes
425
00:19:22,745 --> 00:19:24,163
That are the embarrassment.
426
00:19:24,204 --> 00:19:25,790
Don't you think?
427
00:19:27,207 --> 00:19:29,961
♪ chicks were born
To give you fever ♪
428
00:19:30,003 --> 00:19:33,756
♪ be it fahrenheit
Or centigrade ♪
429
00:19:33,798 --> 00:19:37,217
♪ they give you fever
When you kiss them ♪
430
00:19:37,259 --> 00:19:39,804
♪ fever if you
Live and learn... ♪
431
00:19:39,846 --> 00:19:40,930
How you guys doing?
432
00:19:40,972 --> 00:19:42,515
I think we're ready
For another round.
433
00:19:42,556 --> 00:19:43,766
Sounds good to me.
434
00:19:43,808 --> 00:19:45,768
2 more coming up.
435
00:19:45,810 --> 00:19:47,770
How many cokes are you guys
Gonna swill tonight?
436
00:19:47,812 --> 00:19:50,481
♪ what a lovely way
To burn ♪
437
00:19:55,778 --> 00:19:58,197
Well, all right.
As you can probably tell,
438
00:19:58,238 --> 00:19:59,740
It's open mike night
Tonight.
439
00:19:59,782 --> 00:20:01,951
So who wants to come up here
And sing the blues for us?
440
00:20:01,993 --> 00:20:03,953
I know a little something
About the blues.
441
00:20:03,995 --> 00:20:05,788
All right. Come on,
Then, let's go.
442
00:20:05,830 --> 00:20:08,041
I don't think that's
The best idea,
Do you, sweetheart?
443
00:20:08,082 --> 00:20:09,333
Sure, it is.
444
00:20:11,002 --> 00:20:12,336
Oh, boy.
445
00:20:12,378 --> 00:20:13,546
Guys, blues riff.
446
00:20:13,587 --> 00:20:14,964
You got it.
447
00:20:21,428 --> 00:20:22,847
Heh heh.
448
00:20:24,807 --> 00:20:28,019
♪ my name is dawson leery ♪
449
00:20:28,061 --> 00:20:30,688
♪ I'm feelin' kinda weary ♪
450
00:20:30,730 --> 00:20:33,649
♪ today is my birthday ♪
451
00:20:33,691 --> 00:20:37,070
♪ y'all look
A little bleary ♪
452
00:20:37,111 --> 00:20:42,616
♪ the girl that I care for
Left me and ran away ♪
453
00:20:42,658 --> 00:20:45,619
♪ straight into the arms ♪
454
00:20:45,661 --> 00:20:48,372
♪ of a guy who turned out
To be gay! ♪
455
00:20:48,414 --> 00:20:51,876
♪ I got the blues ♪
456
00:20:51,918 --> 00:20:53,419
♪ yeah ♪
457
00:20:53,460 --> 00:20:57,757
♪ today I woke up feelin' like
I was born to lose ♪
458
00:21:00,093 --> 00:21:06,099
♪ yeah, I got the blues ♪
459
00:21:06,140 --> 00:21:09,476
♪ some days
You were born to lose ♪
460
00:21:09,518 --> 00:21:12,188
♪ and my friend andie,
She's gonna sing a song ♪
461
00:21:12,230 --> 00:21:13,564
♪ 'cause she's got
The blues, go ♪
462
00:21:15,357 --> 00:21:18,444
♪ my name is andie ♪
463
00:21:18,485 --> 00:21:21,530
♪ and my brother's
The one who's gay ♪
464
00:21:21,572 --> 00:21:24,575
♪ my other brother died ♪
465
00:21:24,617 --> 00:21:27,620
♪ and my daddy went away ♪
466
00:21:27,661 --> 00:21:30,790
♪ but I'm still andie ♪
467
00:21:30,831 --> 00:21:34,293
♪ and my boyfriend
Makes me randy ♪
468
00:21:34,334 --> 00:21:37,296
♪ his name is pacey ♪
469
00:21:37,337 --> 00:21:40,424
♪ and my mom's gone
Completely crazy! ♪
470
00:21:40,466 --> 00:21:42,135
♪ I got the blues ♪
471
00:21:42,176 --> 00:21:44,262
Oh, that's right.
You sing it, sister.
472
00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:50,476
♪ yeah, sometimes you swear
You were born to lose ♪
473
00:21:51,936 --> 00:21:56,398
♪ oh, we got the blues ♪
474
00:21:56,440 --> 00:22:01,988
♪ now it's time to put on
My dancin' shoes ♪
475
00:22:02,029 --> 00:22:03,948
♪ whoo ♪
476
00:22:05,199 --> 00:22:06,867
♪ whoo ♪
477
00:22:06,909 --> 00:22:08,661
All right.
478
00:22:18,129 --> 00:22:19,797
All right.
479
00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:24,844
♪ I been restless,
Hopeless, and confused ♪
480
00:22:24,885 --> 00:22:27,638
♪ this girl that
I told you about ♪
481
00:22:27,680 --> 00:22:30,724
♪ she's been on the move ♪
482
00:22:30,766 --> 00:22:34,103
♪ she's at
My surprise party ♪
483
00:22:34,145 --> 00:22:36,689
♪ where everyone I know
Is right now ♪
484
00:22:36,730 --> 00:22:40,276
♪ when I show up
Late there ♪
485
00:22:40,318 --> 00:22:42,360
♪ they're all gonna
Have a cow! ♪
486
00:22:42,402 --> 00:22:47,200
♪ yeah, I got the blues ♪
487
00:22:47,241 --> 00:22:51,287
♪ you swear sometime
You were born to lose ♪
488
00:22:51,329 --> 00:22:54,372
♪ ow, no, brother man,
We got the blues ♪
489
00:22:54,414 --> 00:22:55,582
♪ yeah ♪
490
00:22:56,625 --> 00:22:58,919
♪ we got the blues ♪
491
00:22:58,961 --> 00:23:00,420
♪ yeah ♪
492
00:23:00,462 --> 00:23:02,548
♪ sometimes you know ♪
493
00:23:02,589 --> 00:23:06,093
♪ you were born to lose ♪
494
00:23:06,135 --> 00:23:08,095
♪ oh, yeah ♪
495
00:23:13,767 --> 00:23:16,145
Whoo-hoo, dawson!
496
00:23:20,149 --> 00:23:21,984
What do you say
We end this evening
On a high note
497
00:23:22,026 --> 00:23:24,320
And get off to that
Not-so-surprise party?
498
00:23:24,362 --> 00:23:27,240
I think we're having
A dirty, low-down time
Right here.
499
00:23:27,281 --> 00:23:28,699
Hear, hear.
500
00:23:28,741 --> 00:23:30,659
What's gotten into
You two tonight?
501
00:23:30,701 --> 00:23:32,328
It's his birthday.
That's right.
502
00:23:32,370 --> 00:23:33,453
So, what do you
Wanna do next?
503
00:23:33,495 --> 00:23:35,081
Mmm...
504
00:23:35,122 --> 00:23:38,334
Ahh...You guys have
Been drinking.
505
00:23:38,376 --> 00:23:39,835
Excuse me, waitress.
506
00:23:39,877 --> 00:23:41,379
Make this one
A double this time
507
00:23:41,419 --> 00:23:43,381
With just
A splash of coke.
508
00:23:43,421 --> 00:23:45,591
Actually, you know what?
A splash is too much.
509
00:23:45,632 --> 00:23:48,344
How about just a spla?
No "Sh" at all.
510
00:23:48,386 --> 00:23:49,678
No "Sh." heh heh.
511
00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:51,805
Before I bring you
Anything else,
512
00:23:51,847 --> 00:23:54,100
The bartender asked me
To check your I.D.S.
513
00:23:54,141 --> 00:23:56,269
Check our I.D.S?
514
00:23:56,310 --> 00:23:58,396
Ok, you should've
Done that 5 drinks ago,
515
00:23:58,436 --> 00:24:01,732
Because you know what?
We are 16 years old.
516
00:24:01,774 --> 00:24:03,483
No, we are.
And you know what?
517
00:24:03,525 --> 00:24:05,903
You, little missy,
Have just broken
The law.
518
00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:07,238
You could lose
Your job over this.
519
00:24:07,280 --> 00:24:08,739
Not only could you
Lose your job,
520
00:24:08,781 --> 00:24:11,200
But you could lose
Your liquor license.
You know what?
521
00:24:11,242 --> 00:24:13,744
This is my boyfriend,
And his father
Is the town sheriff.
522
00:24:13,786 --> 00:24:16,205
Dawson, now. Up, up.
Now. Help me out.
523
00:24:16,247 --> 00:24:17,957
Hey, listen,
She's kidding.
It's a joke.
524
00:24:17,998 --> 00:24:19,541
I'm not.
My I.D.'s here.
Wanna see it?
525
00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:21,001
I'll show it to you.
I'll show it.
526
00:24:21,043 --> 00:24:24,255
What are you thinking,
Huh? 16 years old.
527
00:24:28,968 --> 00:24:33,306
So, I was out in the garage.
Saw the explorer.
528
00:24:33,347 --> 00:24:35,099
Very beautiful.
529
00:24:35,141 --> 00:24:36,434
Quite a gift.
530
00:24:36,474 --> 00:24:38,936
Of course, I always thought
That dawson's first car
531
00:24:38,978 --> 00:24:41,355
Would be something like I had
When I was a boy, you know,
532
00:24:41,397 --> 00:24:43,607
Some old jalopy
Or something.
533
00:24:43,649 --> 00:24:45,859
Of course,
It's your decision.
534
00:24:45,901 --> 00:24:49,905
Mmm. Well, it seems that
A lot of things that
Came with this marriage
535
00:24:49,947 --> 00:24:51,531
Are my decision
These days.
536
00:24:51,573 --> 00:24:55,119
Except, of course,
The decision about
The marriage itself.
537
00:25:15,513 --> 00:25:17,557
Ok, we have to stop.
538
00:25:17,599 --> 00:25:19,768
I can't do this.
539
00:25:24,231 --> 00:25:25,983
I'm sorry, jen.
540
00:25:26,025 --> 00:25:28,027
You should be.
541
00:25:28,068 --> 00:25:31,322
Well, it's not
Entirely my fault.
542
00:25:31,364 --> 00:25:35,659
Oh, really? What role
Am I playing in your
Personal inner struggle?
543
00:25:35,701 --> 00:25:37,953
Y-y-you're tempting me.
544
00:25:39,497 --> 00:25:41,123
That's a load of crap.
545
00:25:41,165 --> 00:25:42,166
I'm sorry, jen.
546
00:25:42,208 --> 00:25:45,461
But as attracted
As I am to you,
547
00:25:45,503 --> 00:25:48,088
I don't believe
In premarital sex.
548
00:25:48,130 --> 00:25:50,257
And no matter what
You say or do
549
00:25:50,299 --> 00:25:51,967
Is not gonna convince me
That it's right.
550
00:25:52,009 --> 00:25:53,802
Who said anything
About sex?
551
00:25:56,347 --> 00:25:58,556
Jen, I just mean that
It's perfectly clear
552
00:25:58,598 --> 00:26:00,642
That with your history,
Kissing isn't just kissing.
553
00:26:00,684 --> 00:26:02,353
It leads to other things.
554
00:26:02,395 --> 00:26:03,812
My history?
555
00:26:03,854 --> 00:26:06,690
Jen...
556
00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:09,276
We're types of people.
557
00:26:09,318 --> 00:26:11,529
And just as I'm likely to be
Found in church on sunday...
558
00:26:11,569 --> 00:26:13,406
I'm more of
A saturday night slut.
559
00:26:13,447 --> 00:26:14,614
I didn't say that.
560
00:26:14,656 --> 00:26:16,783
How come I have never
Felt more like one?
561
00:26:29,213 --> 00:26:32,216
His own party, and he's
Not even here yet.
562
00:26:32,258 --> 00:26:33,509
What a guy.
563
00:26:33,551 --> 00:26:35,302
Do you really
Think it's true,
564
00:26:35,344 --> 00:26:38,514
What you said earlier
About everyone having
Bisexual inclinations?
565
00:26:38,556 --> 00:26:39,765
Oh, absolutely.
566
00:26:41,308 --> 00:26:43,601
You know, the joey
And dawsons of this world
567
00:26:43,643 --> 00:26:45,687
Are pretty advanced
For their age in other ways,
568
00:26:45,729 --> 00:26:48,941
But with
All the time they spend
Contemplating their navels,
569
00:26:48,982 --> 00:26:51,485
You'd think
They'd be a little more
Open to the possibilities.
570
00:26:55,573 --> 00:26:58,367
Yeah. Yeah. You know,
You're right.
571
00:26:58,409 --> 00:27:00,244
There's a whole world
Of possibilities in there.
572
00:27:00,286 --> 00:27:03,205
Heh heh. In here, too.
573
00:27:03,247 --> 00:27:04,831
Heh heh heh.
574
00:27:07,293 --> 00:27:09,878
Maybe you're not satan
After all.
575
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:14,883
Of course, I don't think
Satan has a bellybutton.
576
00:27:14,925 --> 00:27:17,761
Well, us outcasts
Have to learn
To stick together.
577
00:27:25,018 --> 00:27:26,604
Surprise!
578
00:27:26,644 --> 00:27:28,021
Hi.
579
00:27:28,063 --> 00:27:31,191
Happy birthday!
580
00:27:31,233 --> 00:27:33,277
You're late. This party
Is a complete disaster.
581
00:27:33,319 --> 00:27:34,861
I know.
Don't get me started.
582
00:27:34,903 --> 00:27:36,113
Are they?
583
00:27:36,155 --> 00:27:38,532
Yes, they are. Rum and cokes.
They got past me.
584
00:27:38,574 --> 00:27:39,866
Ahh...
585
00:27:39,908 --> 00:27:41,494
Whoo-hoo.
586
00:27:41,535 --> 00:27:44,246
Whoo! Heh heh heh!
587
00:27:49,793 --> 00:27:51,253
Whoo-hoo.
588
00:27:51,295 --> 00:27:53,339
Come on. Ok, guys,
Come on.
589
00:27:53,380 --> 00:27:54,340
You wanna dance?
590
00:27:54,381 --> 00:27:55,673
What?
591
00:27:58,385 --> 00:28:00,346
Hey, it's my birthday.
I can do whatever I want.
592
00:28:00,387 --> 00:28:02,848
Shh. No, we have to get
You upstairs before
Your parents see you.
593
00:28:02,889 --> 00:28:05,309
Come on.
594
00:28:05,351 --> 00:28:06,852
What's up!
I'm gonna
Sit you down,
595
00:28:06,893 --> 00:28:08,354
And get some coffee
Into your system.
596
00:28:08,395 --> 00:28:10,564
God knows, it probably
Won't do much to help,
597
00:28:10,606 --> 00:28:12,525
But it's the only thing
I can think of right now.
598
00:28:12,566 --> 00:28:14,360
I got the blues, jo.
599
00:28:14,401 --> 00:28:16,403
Do you know anything
About the blues?
600
00:28:16,445 --> 00:28:18,197
More than I care to.
601
00:28:22,618 --> 00:28:24,286
Ha ha ha ha ha!
602
00:28:27,331 --> 00:28:28,541
♪ the guy I was
Talkin' about ♪
603
00:28:29,958 --> 00:28:31,502
♪ who said he was gay ♪
604
00:28:32,794 --> 00:28:34,213
♪ got a new hairdo ♪
605
00:28:34,254 --> 00:28:36,423
♪ and he decided
To swing both ways ♪
606
00:28:36,465 --> 00:28:37,508
♪ I got the blues... ♪
607
00:28:37,550 --> 00:28:38,758
Joey...
608
00:28:38,800 --> 00:28:40,844
I can't deal
With this, ok?
609
00:28:42,346 --> 00:28:44,306
♪ yeah, sometimes ♪
610
00:28:44,348 --> 00:28:47,643
♪ you were born to...Lose ♪
611
00:28:49,311 --> 00:28:50,270
Joey.
612
00:28:51,313 --> 00:28:52,272
Joey.
613
00:28:53,315 --> 00:28:54,274
Joey!
614
00:28:55,693 --> 00:28:57,444
Not so gay
Anymore.
615
00:29:01,281 --> 00:29:02,824
More gay than ever.
616
00:29:07,621 --> 00:29:09,206
Ah, perfect timing,
Honey.
617
00:29:09,248 --> 00:29:10,708
I was just
Gonna call you
To come down
618
00:29:10,749 --> 00:29:12,167
After I lit
The candles.
619
00:29:12,209 --> 00:29:13,835
Is it time
To make a wish?
620
00:29:13,877 --> 00:29:16,880
Dawson, honey,
Have you been drinking?
621
00:29:16,922 --> 00:29:18,965
Time to make
A wish, ok.
622
00:29:19,007 --> 00:29:21,594
Let's make a wish.
623
00:29:21,635 --> 00:29:22,678
A wish.
624
00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:24,346
I wish...
625
00:29:24,388 --> 00:29:27,391
That my mom
Never slept with
Her co-anchor.
626
00:29:27,433 --> 00:29:30,143
I wish that
My father...
627
00:29:30,185 --> 00:29:32,438
Would stop talking
About getting a job
628
00:29:32,479 --> 00:29:34,648
And actually go out
And get one...Heh heh...
629
00:29:34,690 --> 00:29:37,693
And I wish that the
Two of you would stop
Your petty bickering
630
00:29:37,735 --> 00:29:40,279
And at least pretend
To be the adults
Around here.
631
00:29:41,655 --> 00:29:43,073
I wish that
My best friend, pacey,
632
00:29:43,115 --> 00:29:45,367
Would just end
This transformation
633
00:29:45,409 --> 00:29:48,454
Into do-gooder, "A" student,
And all-around sanctimonious
Teen angel
634
00:29:48,495 --> 00:29:50,163
And just go back
To what he does best,
635
00:29:50,205 --> 00:29:51,915
Which is make me
Feel good about my life
636
00:29:51,957 --> 00:29:55,168
Because his
Is supposed to be worse.
637
00:29:55,210 --> 00:29:59,881
And there's jen lindley,
With her drunkenness and
Her revolving boyfriends
638
00:29:59,923 --> 00:30:02,884
And her wild, wicked ways.
639
00:30:02,926 --> 00:30:06,054
I wanna party with you.
640
00:30:10,225 --> 00:30:12,394
Ah, and there's
Jack mcphee--
641
00:30:12,436 --> 00:30:15,272
Jack mcphee, who likes guys,
But doesn't mind stealing
My girlfriend.
642
00:30:15,314 --> 00:30:16,774
Tonight,
Ladies and gentlemen,
643
00:30:16,856 --> 00:30:19,610
Starring in his very own
Version of in and out.
644
00:30:19,652 --> 00:30:24,197
He's in. He's out!
645
00:30:24,239 --> 00:30:27,242
In. Out. Nice hair,
By the way.
646
00:30:27,284 --> 00:30:29,995
Heh heh heh...
647
00:30:30,036 --> 00:30:33,165
And then, of course,
There's my joey.
648
00:30:36,209 --> 00:30:40,506
My sweet...
Precious joey...
649
00:30:40,547 --> 00:30:44,384
The only 16-year-old
In the world who needed
To find herself.
650
00:30:44,426 --> 00:30:45,594
You know--
You know what?
651
00:30:45,636 --> 00:30:49,181
That's--that's ok.
I accept that.
652
00:30:49,222 --> 00:30:52,768
You need to find yourself...
And I accept it.
653
00:30:52,810 --> 00:30:55,187
Right? So, joey?
654
00:30:55,228 --> 00:30:58,315
J-j-joey? Wh-where's--
Where's my--excuse me.
655
00:30:58,357 --> 00:31:01,777
Joey? Joey?
Joey? Excuse me, mom.
656
00:31:01,819 --> 00:31:03,153
Joey, are you..?
657
00:31:04,446 --> 00:31:06,156
Joey? Joey?
658
00:31:06,198 --> 00:31:08,742
There she is.
659
00:31:08,784 --> 00:31:10,786
There she is.
It's my joey.
660
00:31:10,828 --> 00:31:12,204
Joey!
661
00:31:14,872 --> 00:31:16,916
Cut it out, dawson!
662
00:31:34,601 --> 00:31:38,480
Ohh...Ohh...
Oh, god...
663
00:31:38,522 --> 00:31:41,567
Pacey's right.
It's all my fault.
664
00:31:41,608 --> 00:31:46,363
Ohhh...Ghaaa...
665
00:31:46,405 --> 00:31:48,490
Or is it
My id's fault?
666
00:31:50,325 --> 00:31:53,286
id it my fault?
Ohhh...
667
00:31:54,621 --> 00:31:57,499
I've learned one thing
From my initiation
668
00:31:57,541 --> 00:31:59,459
Into the evils of alcohol...
669
00:32:01,127 --> 00:32:02,671
That is
Be careful what you eat
670
00:32:02,713 --> 00:32:04,464
Because you're gonna
See it again.
671
00:32:04,506 --> 00:32:08,719
Oh, and again...
And again...
672
00:32:08,761 --> 00:32:10,804
And again.
673
00:32:10,846 --> 00:32:14,474
Oh, god...Ohhh...
674
00:32:14,516 --> 00:32:18,854
I swear...
I am never
Drinking again.
675
00:32:18,896 --> 00:32:21,857
Oh, god,
I am so mortified at
My behavior tonight.
676
00:32:21,899 --> 00:32:25,026
And to think
That your parents
Saw me this way.
677
00:32:25,068 --> 00:32:29,448
God...If I survive
This night...
678
00:32:29,489 --> 00:32:32,868
If anybody in my life
Ever speaks to me again,
679
00:32:32,910 --> 00:32:37,205
I swear I'll never let
Another drop of alcohol
Touch my lips.
680
00:32:37,247 --> 00:32:41,209
And if you ever
See me pick up
A drink,
681
00:32:41,251 --> 00:32:44,630
please remind me
Of how I'm feeling
Right now.
682
00:32:44,671 --> 00:32:46,047
Deal.
683
00:33:10,781 --> 00:33:13,450
Have we
Completely screwed up
Our son's life?
684
00:33:15,494 --> 00:33:19,080
No. He's 16 years old.
685
00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:25,838
You remember
Being 16 years old,
Don't you?
686
00:33:25,879 --> 00:33:27,255
All too well.
687
00:33:29,758 --> 00:33:33,303
Well, I'm taking
The explorer back to
The dealer tomorrow.
688
00:33:33,345 --> 00:33:35,305
His behavior tonight
Proves to me
689
00:33:35,347 --> 00:33:38,391
He's not ready for
The responsibility
Of a new car.
690
00:33:40,686 --> 00:33:43,062
It was, I admit,
Possibly not
691
00:33:43,104 --> 00:33:46,900
The soundest decision
I've ever made.
692
00:33:46,942 --> 00:33:52,531
We could, uh...
Go in on some old car
Together for him,
693
00:33:52,572 --> 00:33:54,115
If you want.
694
00:33:55,951 --> 00:33:57,494
Sounds like a plan.
695
00:33:59,371 --> 00:34:01,289
Maybe we could cover
The down payment,
696
00:34:01,331 --> 00:34:04,501
And then he could work
To pay off the rest.
697
00:34:04,543 --> 00:34:07,462
You know, maybe learn
Something about
The value of money.
698
00:34:09,130 --> 00:34:10,757
And mistakes.
699
00:34:14,636 --> 00:34:17,180
I guess we're all
Still learning
About that.
700
00:34:33,989 --> 00:34:35,198
Hey.
701
00:34:36,825 --> 00:34:37,993
Hey.
702
00:34:40,996 --> 00:34:42,789
You know, it's--
703
00:34:42,831 --> 00:34:44,791
It's bad enough
That I organized
704
00:34:44,833 --> 00:34:48,169
The world's worst
Surprise party, jack,
But, um...
705
00:34:48,211 --> 00:34:52,215
Abby?
706
00:34:52,257 --> 00:34:56,386
I mean, after what she
Did to your family and
Everyone else, I...
707
00:34:59,014 --> 00:35:00,933
I don't know.
I guess I just thought
708
00:35:00,974 --> 00:35:03,268
That if you were gonna
Go straight again,
709
00:35:03,309 --> 00:35:05,979
You would've chosen
Someone like...
710
00:35:06,021 --> 00:35:07,773
Cindy crawford
Or something.
711
00:35:10,442 --> 00:35:12,652
Everyone's been
Telling me...
712
00:35:12,694 --> 00:35:16,990
How ok they are
713
00:35:17,032 --> 00:35:19,200
You...
714
00:35:19,242 --> 00:35:20,619
Pacey...
715
00:35:20,660 --> 00:35:23,580
That overzealous
Guidance counselor.
716
00:35:23,622 --> 00:35:25,707
Sorry for being
So accepting.
717
00:35:25,749 --> 00:35:27,793
Would you rather
Everyone just turned
Against you?
718
00:35:27,834 --> 00:35:30,087
No. It's just...
719
00:35:30,127 --> 00:35:34,007
It's just that...
She was saying some
Things tonight
720
00:35:34,049 --> 00:35:36,718
That made me feel
I was just like
Everybody else.
721
00:35:39,429 --> 00:35:43,141
I guess I saw what I
Could've become from
This whole thing.
722
00:35:43,182 --> 00:35:44,768
Somebody on
The fringes
Like abby.
723
00:35:44,810 --> 00:35:47,395
So, if we hadn't
Walked in...
724
00:35:47,437 --> 00:35:50,107
I still would've
Stopped it.
725
00:35:50,189 --> 00:35:53,610
I realized from
The minute that I
Started, that I was...
726
00:35:59,616 --> 00:36:02,285
That I am gay.
727
00:36:07,373 --> 00:36:10,752
You know, jack,
It...
728
00:36:10,794 --> 00:36:16,466
I think everyone feels alone
And wants to be normal,
729
00:36:16,508 --> 00:36:19,970
And I don't think anyone
Ever really does.
730
00:36:22,305 --> 00:36:26,267
But...I don't wanna
Be singled out...
731
00:36:26,309 --> 00:36:30,772
You know, like I
Have some scarlet "G"
On my chest,
732
00:36:30,814 --> 00:36:34,026
You know? Like
I'm the "Ellen"
Of capeside.
733
00:36:34,067 --> 00:36:36,611
We're all going through
The painful process
Of growing up.
734
00:36:36,653 --> 00:36:40,073
You just have
This extra layer
Of difficulty.
735
00:36:40,115 --> 00:36:44,327
But...You're incredibly
Lucky to have people
Who support you.
736
00:36:46,913 --> 00:36:48,665
Just don't lose sight
Of that.
737
00:36:53,170 --> 00:36:55,172
Yeah.
738
00:36:58,133 --> 00:36:59,926
I...
739
00:36:59,968 --> 00:37:04,848
I guess the thought
Of being gay just...
740
00:37:04,890 --> 00:37:06,892
Seemed like such
A lonely thought.
741
00:37:10,770 --> 00:37:12,480
I just don't wanna
End up alone.
742
00:37:32,584 --> 00:37:34,920
I don't think we should
See each other anymore.
743
00:37:37,422 --> 00:37:39,925
So, you waited on a
Freezing cold porch
744
00:37:39,966 --> 00:37:42,677
To tell me what
Was perfectly clear
2 hours ago?
745
00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:45,889
I just need
To explain myself.
746
00:37:45,931 --> 00:37:50,227
You know what?
You don't. It's simple.
747
00:37:50,268 --> 00:37:52,229
You have natural,
God-given impulses
748
00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:54,814
That everybody
In your life has told
Are wrong to follow.
749
00:37:54,856 --> 00:37:56,691
And so,
Instead of growing
Your own conscience,
750
00:37:56,733 --> 00:37:58,568
You prefer to drag me
Through your grief
751
00:37:58,610 --> 00:37:59,819
And I'm not going
To stand for it.
752
00:37:59,861 --> 00:38:03,448
Jen, jen, you need
To understand
753
00:38:03,489 --> 00:38:06,409
That all of my life
Has been about the church.
754
00:38:06,451 --> 00:38:09,121
The teachings, the beliefs,
They're all I know.
755
00:38:09,162 --> 00:38:11,623
Ok, so let me see if
I have this straight.
756
00:38:11,664 --> 00:38:12,749
You're a christian,
757
00:38:12,791 --> 00:38:14,584
But you like
To booze it up,
758
00:38:14,626 --> 00:38:15,961
And you like to party.
759
00:38:16,002 --> 00:38:18,171
Right? And you judge
People for being gay.
760
00:38:18,213 --> 00:38:21,007
You go around acting
Like heterosexual sex
Is the way of the lord,
761
00:38:21,049 --> 00:38:23,384
But you won't actually
Have heterosexual sex.
762
00:38:23,426 --> 00:38:28,056
Look, I--I know
It sounds complicated.
763
00:38:28,098 --> 00:38:29,307
I am struggling
With the fact
764
00:38:29,348 --> 00:38:30,892
That I am a teenage guy
765
00:38:30,934 --> 00:38:33,186
With all of the desires
That go along with that.
766
00:38:33,228 --> 00:38:35,230
Desires that are in
Direct opposition
767
00:38:35,272 --> 00:38:38,650
Of everything that
I've--I've ever been
Taught to believe.
768
00:38:38,691 --> 00:38:41,778
And when I'm with you,
All sense of reason
Just flies out of my head.
769
00:38:41,820 --> 00:38:44,656
Because you're so beautiful
770
00:38:44,697 --> 00:38:46,449
And sexy
771
00:38:46,491 --> 00:38:49,202
And I want you so badly.
772
00:38:50,787 --> 00:38:55,250
I am so sorry that I hurt
Your feelings tonight.
773
00:38:55,292 --> 00:38:56,960
Please understand
That this is about me,
774
00:38:57,002 --> 00:38:59,045
And it has nothing
To do with you.
775
00:39:01,006 --> 00:39:05,051
Ty, this has everything
To do with me.
776
00:39:05,093 --> 00:39:06,011
I liked you.
777
00:39:06,052 --> 00:39:07,345
I know.
778
00:39:07,386 --> 00:39:08,387
No, you don't.
779
00:39:08,429 --> 00:39:10,265
No, I mean
I really liked you.
780
00:39:10,307 --> 00:39:13,726
And--and despite what
You may think about
My past experience,
781
00:39:13,768 --> 00:39:15,728
When I kissed you
Tonight,
782
00:39:15,770 --> 00:39:17,605
That wasn't my desire
For something more.
783
00:39:17,647 --> 00:39:18,982
It was for
Something pure.
784
00:39:19,024 --> 00:39:20,608
Something that I haven't
Felt in a long time,
785
00:39:20,650 --> 00:39:21,567
But you ruined that.
786
00:39:23,195 --> 00:39:24,904
Maybe--
787
00:39:24,946 --> 00:39:27,532
Maybe--maybe some day,
When I deal with my baggage,
788
00:39:27,573 --> 00:39:29,159
Then maybe
This can work out.
789
00:39:29,201 --> 00:39:30,702
Anybody who can
Make me feel like this
790
00:39:30,743 --> 00:39:31,870
Doesn't deserve a maybe.
791
00:39:44,966 --> 00:39:47,969
Hey.
792
00:39:48,011 --> 00:39:49,762
How you doing?
793
00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:52,473
I'll be fine...
794
00:39:52,515 --> 00:39:54,475
Once the room
Stops spinning.
795
00:39:57,187 --> 00:40:00,815
I'm sure you'll be
Better in the morning.
796
00:40:00,857 --> 00:40:05,653
God, joey,
Whatever I said,
I am so sorry.
797
00:40:05,695 --> 00:40:07,613
Don't worry
About it, dawson.
798
00:40:07,655 --> 00:40:10,075
Dawson,
I forgive you.
799
00:40:10,116 --> 00:40:11,576
I mean, even you
Are allowed to make
800
00:40:11,617 --> 00:40:12,952
A few mistakes
In this world.
801
00:40:12,994 --> 00:40:14,913
And I'm sure that
Everybody else
802
00:40:14,954 --> 00:40:17,040
Will forgive you
Eventually, too.
803
00:40:18,457 --> 00:40:20,668
You pretty much told
The truth, anyway.
804
00:40:20,710 --> 00:40:22,254
Oh, but the way
I did it was--
805
00:40:31,388 --> 00:40:33,056
I'm so lonely.
806
00:40:35,392 --> 00:40:39,187
I'm 16 years old and
I'm so hopelessly lonely.
807
00:40:44,025 --> 00:40:45,610
Is that why
You got drunk?
808
00:40:47,112 --> 00:40:48,571
Yeah.
809
00:40:53,243 --> 00:40:55,120
Jo, why did you
Break up with me
810
00:40:55,161 --> 00:40:56,704
And run straight to jack?
811
00:41:00,499 --> 00:41:02,585
Because he wasn't you.
812
00:41:03,628 --> 00:41:07,006
Look, it was never about
813
00:41:07,048 --> 00:41:09,968
Looking for something
Better, dawson.
814
00:41:10,009 --> 00:41:14,013
It was about looking
For someone who...
815
00:41:14,055 --> 00:41:16,641
Wasn't so close to me.
816
00:41:16,682 --> 00:41:19,269
So I could tell where
I ended and he began.
817
00:41:19,311 --> 00:41:22,314
I mean, our lives
Have always been
So intertwined
818
00:41:22,355 --> 00:41:23,940
That, in many ways,
819
00:41:23,982 --> 00:41:26,776
I feel
Like you partially
Invented me, dawson.
820
00:41:29,404 --> 00:41:31,572
And that scares me
So much.
821
00:41:34,075 --> 00:41:37,662
I need to find out
If I'm capable
822
00:41:37,703 --> 00:41:40,165
Of being a whole
Person without you.
823
00:41:42,167 --> 00:41:46,754
I need to find out if I
Can be a whole person...
824
00:41:49,090 --> 00:41:51,301
Alone.
825
00:41:52,802 --> 00:41:57,265
Do it quickly. Ok?
826
00:41:57,307 --> 00:41:59,476
Because...
827
00:42:01,227 --> 00:42:03,896
God, I love you.
828
00:42:21,622 --> 00:42:24,209
I love you, too, dawson.
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