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[Song: What's wrong with being imperfect? Singer: Huang Yali]

♫ In the crescent moon lives a daydreaming girl ♫

♫ In dreams smiling sweetly like cotton candy ♫

♫ Ignite the fairy stick and close your eyes, wait for him to appear ♫

♫ A boy shared his thoughts to the tree hole ♫

♫ Fall down and get back up, look up to the blue sky ♫

♫ Put on a suit and become the knight she wants ♫

♫ Who hasn't been hurt before? ♫

♫ Wounds can turn into strength ♫

♫ What's wrong with being imperfect? ♫

♫ After rain it becomes sunny, meeting the light ♫

♫ Being imperfect is also beautiful ♫

♫ With half a pair of wings can also soar high ♫

♫ What's wrong with being imperfect? ♫

♫ As long as there is a future with full of expectations ♫

♫ There is always a place for love ♫

♫ We're not perfect, but we are meant for each other ♫

[My Girl]

[Episode 23: The scar on your face, the wound in my heart]

During this time, I often think back at when we first met.

These ten years, I kept letting myself believe

that I don't have any feelings for you

but I know I still love you.

Y-You also love me, right?

No matter what happens,

I'll still love you.

Then, I can't abandon you even more and go to England myself.

We already missed out on each other for ten years.

During these ten years, each day,

I was doubting your feelings towards me.

I was afraid that you felt guilty so you were together with me.

I often throw tempers with you

and I want you to argue with me.

I just want to see if you still care about me.

You won't blame me, right?

I'm not a good wife or lover.

I only cared about myself and left you out.

I'm sorry, I really think I'm so useless.

Compared to you, the scar is considered nothing.

I'm not going to England.

I want to stay by your side and take care of you.

I don't need you to take care of me.

I can take care of myself.

But I can't be at ease with you.

Your PTSD can get triggered again at any time.

I can go with you.

Then, what about your company? You worked so hard to created LS Company.

The company can't do without you, right?

- Also, what about the scar fading serum?
- The company has Jiang Jiang, Da Shu, and Xiao Mei.

If it doesn't work then there's still my dad.

Don't worry. The company will keep running even if I'm not there.

Shen Yi, I really don't care about this scar anymore.

But I care!

Do you know why I have PTSD?

Since I was young, how many accidents have I experienced?

It was only that time.

How many times do I have to experience pain

for me to develop PTSD?

That scar, it's that scar.

Do you think it's on your face?

It's actually in my heart.

Everytime I see this scar,

my heart really aches.

Do you know when you

tell me that you want to do that recovery surgery,

how happy I was?

It can finally be even with us.

I finally won't owe you anymore

but you suddenly said you're not doing it anymore.

Do you want this scar

to delay me for ten more years?

Shen Yi.

Meng Hui,

let's divorce.

When I first started pretending to have PTSD, I didn't intend for this to happen.

At the start, I was just thinking

of letting her wake up and know her feelings about me. Do you understand?

I didn't expect that she would let go of our opportunity to do the surgery.

Why is she like this?

You're saying that you want to divorce with Meng Hui?

I was wrong.

At the start, I thought

as long as she can be by my side

then she can be blissful.

I didn't think that for me, she would

give up an opportunity to recover the scar.

I really did go overboard.

I am believe the lies that I said.

I even lied to her saying that I forgot what I wanted the most.

At the start, she just wanted to divorce me.

I agree.

When she recovers, she'll then know

the surgery is the most important.

Are you letting go like that?

It's such a rare opportunity.

Sui An used five years to exchange for this surgery

and she gave up like that.

Divorce and let Meng Hui do the surgery.

That way, perhaps, she can recover

from PTSD.

The bride does her makeup at five o'clock.

- The makeup artist—
- No need. Our Meng Hui knows how to do makeup more than anyone else.

- Okay.
- Yes. That's right.

In that case, we don't need to spend money on a makeup artist. At seven o'clock, we'll decorate the wedding car.

- I—
- That, our President Shen will provide the car.

Although Ferraris require a lot of fuel, he is willing to spend the extra money.

We're saving the money for the car as well?

At eight o'clock, the videographer and photographer will arrive at the venue.

They will cover the whole wedding. Afterward–

For the videography, we have a professional team.

President Shen used to do a reality show. He has funds.

Guess we can save money on that as well.

As for the fresh flowers,

it is currently the peak wedding season. If we transport them from nearby cities,

we can only get 25,000 or so. It'll be a bit difficult to get 30,000.

There's no need.

No, President Shen. You've misunderstood me.

President Shen, what I meant is give me some more time.

Once I think of a method then we'll have it. We'll definitely have it.

There will definitely be a solution.

But there's no bride anymore.

Why?

- The wedding is canceled.
- Canceled?

Director Shen, this...

Director Shen.

The wedding is canceled?

Shen Yi, this is...

You also know my situation.

It's a bit special. The divorce papers will take a bit longer.

Let's live separately first.

I'll move away tonight.

Where are you going?

I'm going to move to Sui An's house. Don't worry,

I will take care of myself.

There won't be anything that happens so you won't have to be worried.

Do you have to be like this?

You already said it very clearly before.

You wanted to divorce me. I did this

just to fulfill your wish.

I know I didn't take good care of you

but I really don't want to leave you.

But I must leave you.

I can't see the scar on your face anymore.

Only if we completely separate

then we can live better.

Okay, I will let go.

Don't worry, I will also take care of myself.

I already let Wei Lei come to keep you company.

I'll get going then.

Do you want me to send you out?

Wei Lei.

Shen Yi has left.

Men are all bastards. Scars recover but they forever the pain.

Enough, don't cry.

H- He didn't recover.

Shen Yi said that his heart will hurt once he sees me.

Okay.

Who would've expected that

Director Shen just wanted to get married and it ended up like a mess.

I think the road to happiness is strewn with setbacks.

Maybe relationships are like doing business.

The more you give the more you gain.

That might not be the case. Think about it.

Before Director Shen knew Director Meng, he didn't take things seriously.

So you are saying there is a sum you must pay?

Life is like this. If you owe a debt on the East then you have to make up for it on the West.
(T/N: Saying if you owe something, you must pay it elsewhere.)

Perhaps, in the past, Shen Yi was too fussy over other matters and took advantage of it

so he has to suffer more when it comes to the wedding.

So you win and suffer. It makes sense.

Then, can they still be saved? Will Director Shen and Director Meng divorce?

How about we come up with another plan to get them back together?

I don't think there's much hope.

I also feel like it's unnecessary. It's over for them.

That's so sad then.

D- Director Shen?

You scared me. Why are you sleeping there?

Thank you guys. Don't worry about me.

Boss, don't give up.

Just treat it like I'm dead.

He was kicked out of the house.

Is this a divorce by agreement?

I heard that after people get their hearts broken, they will use work to numb themselves.

Will that mean our workload will be...

I heard that someone's personality will have a huge change after they've been heartbroken.

Will he be more strict than before?

But, Boss already changed once.

From petty to outgoing, if he changes again then he'll just go back.

He'll go from being generous to extremely petty again.

What are you looking at?

He clearly loved me so much before.

It's actually quite hard for Shen Yi to make his heart feel moved by someone.

During that time, I tried so hard

and he wasn't moved at all.

Maybe I just don't have much persuasiveness.

After all,

I used a lot of efforts on Sui An

and he didn't put me in his heart.

I never took the initiative.

It was always Shen Yi giving me things.

I was thinking that Shen Yi has another reason why he's separating from you.

Don't think nonsense first.

Actually,

Shen Yi is actually a good person.

After so many years, I don't know how many kids he has helped.

Then, you said you cared about the scar on your face,

are you being serious or lying to him?

I also don't know.

But what is important now is that Shen Yi cares.

Promotion strategy?

Then let's...

just lower the prices and offer discounts. All the products that Meng Hui and I developed together,

put all them on discount and all the samples that I prepared for her,

give them out for free.

But if you randomly put products on discount then people will doubt that there's a problem with them.

Can't I decide what to do for my own marriage?

Can't I decide on my own company?

But, you at least need a reasonable explanation.

Just tell them that the boss's wife ran away. The boss doesn't want to do this anymore. A clearance sale.

Boss, we're a high-end skincare and top-selling cosmetics brand. We're not a two dollar store.

Be more clear-minded. You have to raise all of us.

I wonder what they are talking about in there.

She's out.

Right now, I feel like

love is something really scary.

Let's think of another way. It can't just continue like this.

All right. Let's discuss how we can throw our boss back into the fire pit of love.

Okay.

I was thinking the key to this problem...

We can just eat out home. I'm not in the mood even if you invite me out.

I didn't invite you out but them.

They sent me news

saying that they helped you invited someone and you had to meet that person no matter what.

Who?

Do you still remember her?

Xiao Ba, how come it's you?

I have a name. I'm Xia Yan. You're not allowed to call me Xiao Ba anymore.

Come on and talk about it.

Why didn't you do your makeup today?

Don't ask. There's a time difference. You don't need to know.

I'm sorry about what happened before

but I didn't want to do those things. I was Xu Xing Yao who told me to do it.

Xu Xing Yao?

She said she would give me money to go to work at Shen Yi's company

and put a scar sticker on my face.

Shen Yi misunderstood and thought I was you.

He thought that he made the scar on my face so he feels guilty

and wanted to use all methods to make it up to me.

He's so thoughtful and perfect

so without knowing, I treated it like it was real

and ended up liking him.

If there wasn't me then perhaps you guys would've been together long ago.

Because of your scar, he will have no restraints when it comes to you.

It's not like that.

He said something to me once.

I've never told you.

He said he can give everything I want because of this scar

but except for love.

Guilt and love are two different things.

He doesn't want to deceive me or his own heart.

What? You don't believe it? I don't have to come so far

to tell you these lies.

I believe you and also him.

Actually, I thought about this for a long time.

I think I don't really like him.

After some time, I didn't want to think of him.

Guilty and compensation are not everything to me.

I don't have to keep yearning for him.

I just like the feeling of being in love.

Whether it's a handsome guy who has no restraints when he's with me.

I can get everything that I like.

Also, these people...

they told me that you're separating from Shen Yi.

I was surprised when I heard. Are you certain?

If you don't want this a man then perhaps... I might have a chance.

Oh right. This.

I forgot to give it back to him when I left.

Help me give it back to Shen Yi.

Hurry.

Director Meng, we know that there's a small problem with your guys' relationship recently.

It's not easy to make this step so we helped you invited Director Shen.

Meet at your old place at six o'clock. Be there or be square.

You must go.

Is he still willing to meet me now?

Director Shen is just stubborn but he feels so bad inside.

Recently, he can't eat or sleep well.

He's been relying on melatonin to keep going,

and he's been eating bitter melon while reminiscing the past.

If you guys don't get back together, our company is going to become a two dollar store.

Please.

Please. Please.

Boss, 6 o'clock at the Observatory. I'm giving you and Director Meng one last chance.

How come it's you?

That's right. How come it's me?

- Do I changed my shoes?
- No need.

This is for you.

Did you come especially to give me this?

No.

[Love House]

Hello.

Hello, Meng Hui. Shen Yi is drunk.

Okay, I'll bring him over right now.

Come on.

- I can still drink. I can still drink.
- Shen Yi.

It's just being heartbroken.

Who hasn't been heartbroken? It's not a big deal

But this is a divorce.

I don't want to have a divorce.

What are you doing? What are you doing?

I'm not drunk.

Let go of me.

Come on.

Meng Hui, can you forgive me?

Go with me to get this surgery.

Okay?

Shen Yi.

Coming!

- Meng Hui.
- Whats wrong?

It's hard to explain.

He's drunk and wanted to sleep on the streets

so I can only bring him back here.

Are you okay?

Shen Yi?

Meng Hui, I have to go to the airport.

I'll have to trouble you with him. I won't bother about it.

Help me carry him to the bed.

Shen Yi!

Let me help you pour a glass of water.

- Shen Yi.
- Meng Hui, you clearly know that I can't catch you

and you want to hide inside.

Meng Hui. Meng Hui, come out.

Shen Yi, I'm right here.

You're not. Meng Hui is inside.

Meng Hui thinks I don't love her

and think I only feel guilty towards her

so she's hiding.

I'm not hiding inside.

I know you don't felt guilty towards me.

No, you don't know.

You told me to prove that I love you.

But how I do prove it?

Switch it around. You said, you love me

and I trusted you.

I don't want to trust that you don't love me.

I-I love you.

Then, prove it to me.

Just right here. Prove it to me

that you love me.

You teach me. How do you prove you love me?

Once I learn,

I will prove to you, okay?

Say,

the two of us

started from the scar

but I love you.

It wasn't making it up to you.

Do you think that I wanted to fall in love with you?

I can't control myself.

I didn't want to.

I wanted you to heal your scar

that way I won't owe you and it's even with us. How great is that?

But you didn't go do it. You didn't even go the second time either.

Now, until now I still owe you.

What is unlucky

is that I still fell in love with you.

Say, did you do it on purpose?

You purposely made me pay attention to you.

But now you're denying it, right?

Enough, enough.

How much didn't you drink?

One can beer.

One can beer and you're this drink?

One bottle of red wine.

One bottle of white wine.

That's not right.

Half of bottle of white wine.

Shen Yi,

do you believe that you will definitely regret when you wake up tomorrow?

What's wrong with you?

Who bullied you?

I'll go beat them up!

Don't.

Don't.

Meng Hui, let me ask you one more time.

Do you love me?

As long as you say it then I'll believe you.

I love you.

Do I feel guilty towards you?

- No.
- Is it the scar that I love?

Shen Yi.

Shen Yi, what's wrong? Shen Yi, don't scare me.

Shen Yi.

Shen Yi, don't scare me.

Shen Yi.

Meng Hui.

Shen Yi.

Y-You guys, why are you looking at me like that?

Meng Hui did I get drunk and argue?

It's fine. I already thought it through.

Since you want me to go do the surgery then I'll go.

T- Then, you're fine with leaving me?

You'll go to England with me.

Then, what about my company?

There's Jiang Jiang, Xiao Mei, Da Shu, and all them at the company.

Then, are we still going to divorce?

No, we're not divorcing.

Then,

can my PTSD be cured?

You have to see what you want the most.

Perhaps, what we think you want

is not what you truly want.

Only the person themselves will truly know what they want then that will do.

You're getting closer now.

Sui An,

we've been brothers for so many years.

You know my personality

so don't hide it from me.

Did I get an illness so everyone is...

Don't worry, I know I've experienced a lot recently.

I have the ability to handle it.

Just tell me.

Acute alcohol poisoning?

This is the second time I'm delaying my flight.

Meng Hui, called me in the middle of the night saying that you fainted.

If you can't drink then drink less.

It's in the middle of the night and everyone is here to sleep with you. You're amazing.

You were the one who brought him along to drink.

I couldn't stop him.

Oh right Jiang Jiang.

- The wedding can be held again.
- Good.

I'll contact the wedding company right now.

Hello, this is the wedding company. Who is this?

Hello, I'm LS Company's Jiang Jiang.

I have some goods news over here that I want to tell you.

Our Director Shen's wedding can be held as planned.

I want to ask if you have time to come to the company

to reconfirm the wedding's order of events?

That's right, then—

- Do it again.
- He hung up. Call again.

Okay, I'll call again.

Hello, the person is not by the phone, I'm a voicemail.

This is a wedding planner who has changed careers. If you would like me to resume my previous job,

please pay in full beforehand.

If it's full payment then do it.

Director Shen.

I heard you two have gotten back together.

Congratulations!

- Okay, we'll meet at the company then.
- Okay.

Sui An!

Why did you come out?

You're not going to keep Meng Hui company some more?

When are you leaving?

Are you really leaving?

When is the flight?

The flight has already been delayed.

Since Shen Yi and Meng Hui have made up,

then I'll tell them over in England.

I'll leave after they get married.

Don't you have anything to tell me?

I'm sorry.

So beautiful.

Meng Hui looks so beautiful in the wedding dress. I also want to wear it.

Meng Hui, I made a big sacrifice for you.

Its been so many years. Who has seen me without makeup?

In order to be your bridesmaid, I'm giving it my all.

Miss Wei Lei said that in order to contrast Meng Hui, she won't be wearing makeup today.

Do I look good?

I think...

You call this not wearing makeup?

It's semi-permanent makeup.

Director Shen, Doctor Sui.

- Hello.
- Of course, I have a red envelope. Director Shen.

You're here.

Come on. Come and sign in.

- Come on.
- Let's take a photo.

Come on. It's not appropriate for me to stand in the center, right?

Okay, come on. Hurry up.

Okay.

Okay.

- I'll show you around.
- Okay.

Take a look around.

It's so beautiful.

Director Xu!

Why did you come today?

I've been Shen Yi's coworker for so many years.

Coming here to drink some wine isn't going overboard, is it?

Why did you bring her here?

You guys are so inefficient.

Yes, yes.

Can I not enter?

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We gave up the most valuable thing for each other.

Only the person we love can receive the gift we gave.

♫ Unable to escape, unable to retreat ♫

♫ I have long been used to this chaotic world ♫

♫ But I can feel you here in this world ♫

♫ Before approaching you, I secretly counted down the time ♫

♫ I want to find you; I want to hold you tight ♫

♫ For this, I would wait another thousand years until I meet you ♫

♫ Unbelievably beautiful and incomparable ♫

♫ Your eyes shines like diamonds captivating me ♫

♫ You're the most dazzling spark in this darkness ♫

♫ Don't let me wander the world ♫

♫ Leading me ♫

♫ Like the North Star protecting all the corners ♫

♫ Please let me be loved, too ♫

[Song: My Polar Star by Chen Xueran]