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[gentle instrumental music playing]
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[man] It's not a cool thing.
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It's not a fashionable thing.
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You ask me about what I would say
to people if they've never been to gaol…
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what it would be like,
and I've had a think about it.
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Just laying there in my cell.
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You're restricted in your movements.
You're restricted in what you say.
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You're restricted in everything.
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So, it's a lot more than just not
being able to go to the shop.
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It's something you have
to really adjust your life
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and learn to be told what
to do and when to do it.
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You've got to be answerable
to a really dogmatic system.
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And it's just in the- will be,
strategically designed
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to supress what you have
as an individual person.
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And you've got to learn to be able to…
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to cop, cop a lot of shit.
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[gentle music playing]
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[indistinct background chatter]
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[Uncle Jack Charles voice over]
Art remains as one of the most purest
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and accessible ways of our
people to connect with culture.
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Those inside have not let the
prison walls stole their creativity.
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[gentle music continues]
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The incarceration rate of our
people is a national crisis.
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Currently, Indigenous Australians make up
less than three percent of the population,
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but 27 percent of the
adult prison population.
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Our youth make up 55 percent
of young people in custody.
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And after 40 years of advocacy
from the Victorian community,
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prisoners can now sell
their art through The Torch.
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The money provides them
with a chance on the outside.
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But to what extent can our
people truly find their culture
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whilst behind bars?
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[parrots screech in the background]
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[unsettling music playing]
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[indistinct conversation]
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[Uncle Jack] Paul McCann has
come to speak with Indigenous artists
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about the upcoming Confined exhibition.
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[Paul] Hello! It’s very dark in here.
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[Christopher] Did you get onto Munnings?
Did ya see Munnings?
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Your Munnings?
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Yeah. Here. Phil Munnings.
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Oh yeah, Phil. Sorry, yeah.
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Ooh!
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-You say it. You say it.
-I'll see him today.
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[Uncle Jack] Christopher Austin is a
Gunditjmara Keerraaywoorrong man.
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He has spent 37 years within
the youth and adult prison system.
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His offending behaviour
began with minor offences,
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and eventually escalated
to armed robberies.
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It's in January,
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at St. Kilda Town Hall,
and it’s Indigenous art,
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created by Indigenous
prisoners and ex-prisoners.
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It shows people out there that
we’re not all just…
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drug addicts, alcoholics and crooks
and bad people, you know.
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We have got something
good in us, you know.
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It gives you another direction to go down.
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You don’t have to choose
one way, you know?
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Most people go straight back to crime,
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go straight back to what they
were doing when they come here.
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You know,
this does give you a new direction.
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[indistinct background chatter]
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[Christopher] There’s no exact
plan at the start. It just…
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as I'm painting, it just keeps coming.
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It’s like I've got
the two different frogs.
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One’s just like painted normal,
one’s got Koori designs in it,
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just like my Mum and Dad.
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Two different cultures.
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And yeah, it’s using the bright colours.
I like the colours.
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[clap sticks]
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[Paul]
So I want to set two different prices.
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I have to rub all this shit out.
This crappy bit.
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Yeah, um, just erase that out.
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[Paul] So, um, for this one…
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is there a specific price that
you had in mind for that?
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[Andrew] I don't know how
to work the prices out on them.
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[Paul] Give me one second.
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How’s it going, Troy?
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-How’re you goin, bruh?
-Hey. Paul McCann.
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Good to meet you.
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Yeah, I've heard a lot about you in you
know, getting into the art or whatever.
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-Yeah.
-So come out,
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come down and suss what you're up to and
what you want to put in for Confined eh?
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-Yeah, cool
-Yeah, you got something on the go?
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-Yeah.
-Let’s find a table,
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bit of a spot, have a look.
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[Uncle Jack]
Troy Brabham is a Wemba Wemba man.
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Troy states he has spent nine years
within the prison system.
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His offending behaviour is centered around
violence, drug and alcohol addiction.
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My connections, um, is my birthright
through my father and my mother.
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She um, I have Aboriginality
stemming from both sides of my family.
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But my connection to it
is I've lived it all my life.
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That’s… I know my Aboriginal side more
than I know my white side of the family.
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I was trained at the ABC,
Crows Nest, 2003,
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and I worked for most of the channels in
Australia as a freelance photographer.
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and I've worked for Reuters in Germany,
the BBC in London, Canwest in Canada.
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And now I'm here. [laughs]
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The point is, even the
best of us can muck up…
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and come to grief,
and end up in an institution like this,
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where identity and hope and…
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freedom to express your individualism
is very much important.
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Keep your sanity as well
as to keep your belief…
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that you're gonna get out,
and you're gonna get back in society and
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reinforcing the facts that we can do well,
with a kinship.
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-What’s the story behind it?
-[Troy] Oh, that’s the Murray River.
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-Murray, okay.
-Snake Island, just off Swan Hill.
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Okay, yep.
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Yeah, growing up we used to swim
out there as kids and shit and…
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[Paul] Plenty of snakes, is there?
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[Troy] Yeah. But that’s the
Murray River there. That’s the banks.
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-This is the bush…
-[Paul] Yeah.
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…outside in the sandhills and that.
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With your art practice,
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if there’s something you want
to continue on the outside,
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we do have a post-release program
where we can send you art supplies,
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no matter where you are,
within the state of Victoria,
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and just see how you're traveling.
You know that way in creating more art,
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you know, and staying out of trouble.
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-We’d love to see you at the exhibition.
-Yeah, well I'll be at the exhibition
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because I'm out in 29 days.
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Oh, okay. Awesome.
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[Paul] Where’s everyone else?
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Oh, hello. This is my cousin.
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-Where’s your painting?
-Yeah, I didn’t know. I'll go grab em all.
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I've got two in the office there
and I've kept the rest here.
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Okay.
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[gentle music playing]
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The increasing incarceration rate
of First Nations People
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is economically unsustainable.
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The average cost to lock
someone up for a year in Australia
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is 110,000 dollars.
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Fifty eight percent
of Indigenous Australians
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return to jail within one year.
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[critters chirp]
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[wind howls]
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[Uncle Jack] Robby Wirramanda
has returned to Wergaia country
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in North-Western Victoria.
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He has served a four-year prison
sentence for drug trafficking.
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He was raised amongst
poverty and domestic violence.
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He began committing crime at the age
of seven and using drugs by the age of 12,
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although he is now sober.
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[gentle music playing]
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[Uncle Jack] Robby’s grandmother passed
on her knowledge of art and culture to him
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when he was a child.
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During his prison sentence,
he reconnected with his passion for art.
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He is currently on parole.
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[Robby] All good.
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[man] This way a bit. That’s right.
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We’re gonna do our first-
first photo shoot, out at Lake Tyrell.
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And then we’re going to take
some in some sandhills as well.
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But the first one is the most important.
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We’re going to focus
on is Lake Tyrell itself.
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In the last probably eight to ten months,
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this is all we’ve been doing is just…
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working up to get this
piece done on the lake.
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On my grandmother’s country.
Wegaia people.
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And that’s the power
of this piece, because,
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Lake Tyrell was somewhere where
our people used to go to collect energy.
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[Robby] Hop in fellas.
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[Troy] You step back and look at it.
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That’s what I'm going through
with my incarceration, too,
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stepping back and looking at myself.
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And seeing what I see with
clearer perspective and clearer eyes.
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It’s an emulation that I find with this.
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And everything that’s rough in life,
is rough like this,
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but I'll be refining it
and making it better.
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I was physically violent.
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[clears throat]
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I was untrustworthy as a friend,
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because mixed with my
alcohol addiction at the time,
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when I was younger, I was very off-tap.
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I used to be quite physically violent
and I learnt to box at a young age,
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so I carried that through
for my state of reasoning
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which was quite unfair
and quite abusive to any sort of,
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and I was destructive to any sort of…
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friendship or parallel of friendship
that I might run with people,
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or even loved ones and that, you know.
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I look back on that as wasted time,
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and wasted energy and me being
in that much fear of self-loathing.
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That was a conduit for it.
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[Alex] Was your photography--
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-Oh, yeah.
-Yeah.
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-[Alex] That's all.
-Yeah.
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-We’ll pick it up later.
-Yeah, cool.
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-I'll be back.
-[Alex] You gotta get to the court.
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-Gotta go and get this sorted.
-[Alex] Yeah, good luck man.
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Cheers.
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I'm gonna be heard today.
Find out if I've got extra time or not.
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[indistinct chatter]
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[gentle music playing]
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[Christopher]
Probably been in jail about 30 years.
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-[Alex] How old are you?
-[Christopher] Fifty four.
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Started when I was 11.
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[Uncle Jack]
After being raised on a mission,
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Christopher contracted the white man’s
disease known as tuberculosis,
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and was moved to the city for treatment.
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He was first incarcerated
at the age of 12.
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[Christopher]
Back then, I'd say for Koori kids,
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if you went to court once or twice,
that was determined they put you in there.
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Made you a ward of the state
for being uncontrollable.
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Pretty scary at first,
and yeah, pretty daunting.
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It’s like taken away from
everything you know, cos…
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I think back then, too, there’d only
be a couple of Koori kids there,
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so you're getting taken right away
from your culture, your people.
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Never grew up with white
people before, you know.
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Next minute you've gotta
live with everyone's white.
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There was, like probably
in the unit that I went to,
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there wasn't another black kid there.
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So it was like pretty bad.
It was pretty scary.
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[Uncle Jack] From here, Christopher’s
37-year cycle of incarceration began.
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From the age of 12 to 46,
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the longest Christopher spent
in society was nine months.
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He states that he was first exposed
to drugs inside prison at the age of 17.
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To this day,
he is still struggling with addiction.
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[Alex] When you think about
your first few days outside of here…
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-[Christopher] When I get out?
-[Alex] Yeah.
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I'll be with a four-year-old
that just won’t leave me alone,
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so I'll be pretty happy.
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It’ll be alright. That’s part of it, too.
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My Missus and that, nuh, saying,
‘I've gotta paint.’
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I've always had lectures
on it about painting outside.
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Only coming to jail and paint.
‘You don’t paint outside.’
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My Mum used to tell me that all the time.
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Yeah, not coming back to jail.
I know I'm not coming back to jail.
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[Didgeridoo playing]
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That’s all they are,
just made out of paddle pop sticks.
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Got nothing to work with,
to still capture his culture.
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Bang, straight out of icy-pole sticks.
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So you know what I mean.
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I don't know.
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[gentle music playing]
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[sighs] Once you take-
get put on this roundabout…
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it is a very hard thing to get off it,
you know?
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You can keep coming back.
You go out with your mates on the weekend,
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you have a little snort
or a little bit of a pill, you know,
235
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just to have that little party.
236
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You know how when they go out
and like the party drug, you know.
237
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And that makes you feel good and all that.
And you do that a few times.
238
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And then you get there one time
and you're having a bad trot.
239
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You're going through like a week,
two weeks, or month of feeling down
240
00:20:48,160 --> 00:20:49,880
or feeling pretty shit and all that.
241
00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:52,960
'Hang on a second,
I know what can make me feel good.’
242
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And start taking that drug again.
243
00:20:54,720 --> 00:20:56,480
And then you'll take
it the next day again,
244
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because you know that
it made you feel better,
245
00:20:58,480 --> 00:21:01,600
and then they’re back
onto that roundabout,
246
00:21:01,760 --> 00:21:05,720
which is a cycle that is very hard
to get off, for a lot of people.
247
00:21:06,120 --> 00:21:09,720
Same goes with coming in,
committing a crime and coming to jail.
248
00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:12,160
It’s very addictive, you know.
249
00:21:12,280 --> 00:21:17,280
It’s very easy for people to come
here and live here, than it is outside.
250
00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:23,320
And to go back out there, it’s yeah,
you don’t want to start on it.
251
00:21:33,720 --> 00:21:37,480
[Uncle Jack] Robby is a traditional
owner of the Wergaia land.
252
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That’s history that spans
well over 80,000 years.
253
00:21:43,480 --> 00:21:48,040
The sculptures represent Robby’s
reconnection with his family,
254
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and above all, his spirituality.
255
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[gentle music playing]
256
00:22:18,360 --> 00:22:24,000
Straight out and you sit it
down beside the tent there.
257
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[gentle music continues]
258
00:22:55,320 --> 00:22:56,640
[man] That’s a good one.
259
00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:10,880
[gentle music continues]
260
00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:36,840
[man] We’re almost there.
261
00:23:54,200 --> 00:23:57,560
[gentle music continues]
262
00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:29,480
Very good.
263
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As long as it captures the imagination.
264
00:25:00,520 --> 00:25:01,840
Come on, boys.
265
00:25:02,120 --> 00:25:05,120
[gentle music continues]
266
00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:27,560
[indistinct chatter over car radio]
267
00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:42,120
[Uncle Jack] Kent has come to collect the
final artwork for the Confined exhibition.
268
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[indistinct conversation]
269
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[indistinct conversation continues]
270
00:25:52,880 --> 00:25:57,840
[Uncle Jack] Kent has discovered that his
cousin, an artist in The Torch program,
271
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has died in prison.
272
00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:03,160
[indistinct background chatter]
273
00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:16,000
-Good. I'll be back in a minute.
-Okay.
274
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:19,960
-How are ya, fella?
-How are ya?
275
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:21,360
-Good to see you too.
-Been a while, eh?
276
00:26:21,560 --> 00:26:23,600
Been a long time.
Got something paintings for ya.
277
00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:25,320
I've heard you've
been painting up a storm.
278
00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:28,440
[indistinct background chatter]
279
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:39,080
[Paul] That a big one, eh?
280
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[Joseph] Like fingerprints.
None of them are the same.
281
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:44,200
I done that in one day.
282
00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:46,960
[Paul] Yeah?
And what’s the story there for that one?
283
00:26:47,080 --> 00:26:51,000
That’s like, uh,
water going down the drain.
284
00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:52,880
-Yep.
-Yeah.
285
00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:54,560
Washing the blood off your hands.
286
00:26:54,720 --> 00:26:57,400
-Oh yeah, yeah, yeah.
-So you can move on with your life.
287
00:26:57,560 --> 00:27:01,120
Bit of a cleansing, yep.
What about this one?
288
00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:02,760
-That's like…
-This one looks really interesting.
289
00:27:02,880 --> 00:27:04,920
-That’s the first…
-It’s very retro.
290
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:10,400
First… Like you know,
when blokes wear pink shirts?
291
00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:12,160
-Yeah.
-Yeah, first um,
292
00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:16,800
I've worn one pink shirt in my life,
and I done one pink painting.
293
00:27:16,960 --> 00:27:18,960
-[Paul laughs]
-And…
294
00:27:19,080 --> 00:27:22,960
And not…
not too good with the pink, but yeah.
295
00:27:23,040 --> 00:27:24,200
I had to do it.
296
00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:27,000
I'm gonna probably send
that one to my daughters,
297
00:27:27,120 --> 00:27:30,680
and yeah,
and they make of it what they want.
298
00:27:30,840 --> 00:27:32,040
[Paul] Exactly, yeah.
299
00:27:32,120 --> 00:27:35,440
As long as they can touch it and
know that Dad done it for 'em and…
300
00:27:35,560 --> 00:27:38,440
[Paul] That’s special.
Yeah, exactly. Good one.
301
00:27:38,520 --> 00:27:40,200
-[Paul] That's amazing
-It's time…
302
00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:42,680
-time versus patience.
-That's it, yep.
303
00:27:42,800 --> 00:27:44,760
-Half the time you haven’t got the time.
-And head space as well.
304
00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:46,600
Half the time you
haven’t got the patience.
305
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:47,560
Yeah.
306
00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:50,120
-Well we’ll do some paperwork then.
-Yep.
307
00:27:50,240 --> 00:27:53,040
And I'll get these two off and…
308
00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:56,200
my boss’ll pick which one,
you know, will probably go in.
309
00:27:56,320 --> 00:27:57,720
Yeah, definitely.
310
00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:00,920
I don’t do em.
They’re already done in my head,
311
00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:05,640
and it mixes with emotions
in my heart that I feel at the time,
312
00:28:05,760 --> 00:28:08,040
and my hands just take over.
313
00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:10,200
And then I blink, and they’re done.
314
00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:12,680
It's…
315
00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:18,720
And it helps me relieve myself and
my brain from being not just in here,
316
00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:22,040
but to help me express
myself in other ways than…
317
00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:25,240
other ways than talking
and or violence, yeah.
318
00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:29,080
It really, really helps me
get along with everybody.
319
00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:33,960
[Paul] Right.
We’ll do some paperwork, then.
320
00:28:34,200 --> 00:28:35,360
Alright then.
321
00:28:35,440 --> 00:28:37,000
I feel really great.
322
00:28:37,120 --> 00:28:42,600
I feel blessed to do it
and have the opportunity to…
323
00:28:43,440 --> 00:28:47,240
compare notes with all the other guys,
324
00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:55,080
and it’s basically as an
individual doing a group activity.
325
00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:58,040
It’s like being in a team.
326
00:28:58,760 --> 00:29:05,760
It’s like, oh,
playing football again, yeah.
327
00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:10,080
It’s… it’s really good.
328
00:29:10,520 --> 00:29:15,080
Yeah, and um… like… you know,
329
00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:20,080
you don’t get the opportunity
every day to do something as a team.
330
00:29:21,120 --> 00:29:28,080
So that’s why I just… I feel that this
is really, really, really, really good
331
00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:29,840
for personal growth,
332
00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:36,120
and growth as,
you know, as a group, yeah.
333
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:41,480
[Joseph] The name,
the original name it gave me…
334
00:29:41,640 --> 00:29:43,320
-[Paul] Yeah, what was it?
-[Joseph] …was…
335
00:29:43,920 --> 00:29:48,800
-…grey. Grey Area. In life.
-[Paul] Oh yeah, I prefer that.
336
00:29:48,880 --> 00:29:51,960
When we’re caught, when we’re
caught in between black and white,
337
00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:54,040
we’re in the grey area of life.
338
00:29:54,520 --> 00:29:57,120
[Paul] And that’s got a grey area.
That’s much better.
339
00:29:57,840 --> 00:29:59,440
That’s what it told me.
340
00:30:03,240 --> 00:30:07,280
That’s much better.
And we got Fingerprints over here.
341
00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:08,480
Yeah.
342
00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:23,840
Here’s the book we made on Wemba Wemba.
343
00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:25,480
-Oh, yeah.
-The history.
344
00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:28,400
Got some creation stories here,
a bit of lingo if you want to…
345
00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:30,600
-Yeah, yeah.
-…make that story in your own language.
346
00:30:31,240 --> 00:30:32,400
Um.
347
00:30:32,880 --> 00:30:35,120
Obviously, those are significant
places for your mob as well.
348
00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:38,760
Yeah, my aunty is in that lake.
And my grandmother.
349
00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:41,480
-Yeah, yeah. It’s beautiful up there, eh.
-Yeah.
350
00:30:50,200 --> 00:30:52,000
[Kent] Yes, of course. That’s fantastic.
351
00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:53,800
It’s got the Murray River.
It’s got the banks.
352
00:30:53,920 --> 00:30:55,720
-Yeah, so you got your linework going on.
-Yeah.
353
00:30:56,360 --> 00:30:57,200
-[Kent] Fantastic.
-Yeah.
354
00:30:57,280 --> 00:30:59,200
-That’s really fantastic.
-I keep it simple.
355
00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:01,440
-Yeah, great.
-Yeah.
356
00:31:02,160 --> 00:31:06,080
Really good. Alright.
That’s coming with us.
357
00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:07,080
-Yeah, no worries.
-[Kent laughs]
358
00:31:09,440 --> 00:31:12,800
And it’ll look fantastic, once it’s put
together as one canvas and stretched.
359
00:31:12,960 --> 00:31:16,720
-Yeah.
-In the gallery that’ll be absolute gold.
360
00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:18,920
Well that’s my first
real attempt at it, so…
361
00:31:19,040 --> 00:31:20,040
-Is it? Like…
-Yeah.
362
00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:22,480
-It’s great to see works like this.
-Yeah.
363
00:31:22,560 --> 00:31:25,800
It’s very… it’s very unique.
It’s very contemporary as well.
364
00:31:25,960 --> 00:31:29,320
You're kind of looking at the landscape
and what’s always been there.
365
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:30,920
-Yeah.
-And the markings that you've made
366
00:31:31,040 --> 00:31:32,080
-are contemporary.
-So yeah,
367
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:34,680
it’s important to have the meaning
behind it and what the story tells
368
00:31:34,760 --> 00:31:37,600
itself as the picture
depicts my individuality.
369
00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:39,360
-Yeah, yeah. No, great job mate.
-Yeah.
370
00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:41,000
-Yeah cool, mate.
-[both laugh]
371
00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:43,120
Right.
372
00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:50,720
-[Kent] Right, I'll see you.
-Yeah.
373
00:32:03,920 --> 00:32:05,000
[Troy] Yeah, I don't know.
374
00:32:05,240 --> 00:32:07,200
My court case last week
didn’t go too well,
375
00:32:08,080 --> 00:32:09,520
and I might be looking at more time.
376
00:32:11,400 --> 00:32:15,320
I don't know yet.
I put in for another indicator.
377
00:32:16,520 --> 00:32:19,600
Fingers crossed I might be able to
go home before Christmas, but…
378
00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:21,800
if I can’t, I can’t.
It is what it is.
379
00:32:21,880 --> 00:32:23,880
We weren’t built to drink.
380
00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:28,480
We don’t process alcohol as
well as what Anglo Saxons do.
381
00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:31,960
So we’re all more or less topping
up every time we drink,
382
00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:33,280
and just through my own experiences,
383
00:32:33,400 --> 00:32:36,160
I know that alcohol was one of
the biggest crutches for me.
384
00:32:36,280 --> 00:32:38,200
That’s why I've been in and out of jail.
385
00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:45,960
And social aspect,
of course we have that racism,
386
00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:49,120
but I've got a little bit of
a different sort of twinge on it,
387
00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:53,600
because I've had reverse racism as well,
from both sides of the fence.
388
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:59,560
And I struggled with my cultural identity
and who I was, because of that,
389
00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:02,120
trying to be blacker than what I was…
390
00:33:03,160 --> 00:33:07,480
and understanding that I had
both white in me and black.
391
00:33:08,760 --> 00:33:11,600
So they’re the social divisions
I had to cross myself,
392
00:33:11,720 --> 00:33:15,840
and to be accepted in
those sort of things that I do
393
00:33:15,960 --> 00:33:19,120
that I shake my head to now,
as an older fella.
394
00:33:19,200 --> 00:33:20,560
Oh, just trying to fit in.
395
00:33:21,680 --> 00:33:24,000
Fighting. Drinking.
396
00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:26,360
Some of the things that make me shudder.
397
00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:28,640
[laughs] Some of the things I've done…
398
00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:32,960
…just crazy, to be accepted…
399
00:33:33,400 --> 00:33:38,200
to work out my fear
of self-loathing that I did have.
400
00:33:39,440 --> 00:33:45,320
What I've come to know is what
my insecurities were growing up,
401
00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:48,200
and what I've gone through and…
402
00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:52,400
…domestic violence, the onset of that.
403
00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:59,120
How my mentors, growing up as a kid.
404
00:34:00,760 --> 00:34:05,200
It was socially acceptable in Australian
conditions as to how you drink and,
405
00:34:05,360 --> 00:34:07,680
you might bash your wife
or whatever, you know.
406
00:34:07,880 --> 00:34:10,560
Those were all things that
were hidden in the closet
407
00:34:10,679 --> 00:34:13,360
when I was growing up as a 70's kid.
408
00:34:14,600 --> 00:34:18,159
And those mentors that we take on.
409
00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:21,560
I always said,
‘I'll never end up like my old man.
410
00:34:21,679 --> 00:34:23,400
I'll never end up like me Dad’ you know.
411
00:34:24,880 --> 00:34:29,520
Even my father, he worked his guts out
and you know, I tip my hat for that.
412
00:34:29,639 --> 00:34:33,280
But socially, he was… he was… numb.
413
00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:36,679
He didn’t have mentors to roll off.
414
00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:38,800
What we know as today
as acceptable behaviour,
415
00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:41,760
I had no idea of, growing up.
416
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:47,120
And I ended up emulating my father in so
many ways that I don’t care to remember.
417
00:34:47,679 --> 00:34:48,760
Wish to forget.
418
00:34:56,639 --> 00:34:59,360
[indistinct background chatter]
419
00:35:00,400 --> 00:35:01,440
Just gonna sign it.
420
00:35:02,680 --> 00:35:04,520
-I finished the painting.
-[Alex] After how long?
421
00:35:06,360 --> 00:35:08,200
Between five and six months.
422
00:35:21,600 --> 00:35:24,640
[indistinct background chatter]
423
00:35:34,960 --> 00:35:36,360
No, it’s good. I like it.
I like the yellow.
424
00:35:36,600 --> 00:35:39,360
It’s me, you know. I made it.
That’s what I done, you know.
425
00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:41,760
I suppose it’s unique for me.
426
00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:42,760
Yeah, yeah.
427
00:35:44,320 --> 00:35:49,960
When I am eventually freed,
I will continue to do my artwork,
428
00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:54,160
it’s brought me culturally
closer to understanding myself
429
00:35:54,280 --> 00:35:56,040
and my tribal grounds and…
430
00:35:56,360 --> 00:36:00,520
where I'm from and how they
depicted their artwork back in the day,
431
00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:03,880
so, with my own individual twist.
432
00:36:06,720 --> 00:36:09,440
[indistinct background chatter]
433
00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:34,080
Black makes me look slimmer.
434
00:36:34,240 --> 00:36:36,640
[laughter]
435
00:36:37,880 --> 00:36:39,040
Come help us cuz, hey?
436
00:36:47,320 --> 00:36:50,560
[indistinct background chatter]
437
00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:05,080
-[Jim] You right, mate?
-[man] You right?
438
00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:10,240
[Jim] This way.
439
00:37:16,760 --> 00:37:19,760
[indistinct chatter]
440
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:24,520
The diamond’s for Guna/Kurnai,
the land we’re on.
441
00:37:25,560 --> 00:37:27,520
We all just add our own little bit,
like the black there,
442
00:37:27,640 --> 00:37:30,800
for one of the brothers
from Alice Springs.
443
00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:36,280
The red there, like my people
are Tassie, so we use red.
444
00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:39,080
And all the other brothers
with the white and that.
445
00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:42,040
We not doing the dances all different mobs
we’re doing the dance as one mob.
446
00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:57,480
[indistinct chatter]
447
00:37:57,560 --> 00:38:00,760
[Didgeridoo playing]
448
00:38:48,480 --> 00:38:51,480
[clapping, applause]
449
00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:10,200
[laughter]
450
00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:12,760
Ours is the creation dance, you know.
451
00:39:12,880 --> 00:39:17,280
I was Bundjul the eagle, the creator,
and yeah, the boys just…
452
00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:18,960
we just went through,
you know the animals.
453
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:21,880
The first one was the kangaroo,
then the emu,
454
00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:25,240
and then we all done
Bundjul together, the eagle.
455
00:39:25,520 --> 00:39:27,200
So yeah, that’s the creation dance.
456
00:39:27,760 --> 00:39:30,720
-[indistinct background chatter]
-[gentle music playing]
457
00:40:32,600 --> 00:40:35,360
[Christopher]
This year is bigger than last year
458
00:40:35,440 --> 00:40:39,880
as in participation, and the people
wanting to get more involved in it,
459
00:40:40,000 --> 00:40:44,120
being in Confined.
So even next year,
460
00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:48,040
if some of these boys will be still here
and for the people that are coming,
461
00:40:48,160 --> 00:40:49,960
it’ll be even bigger.
462
00:40:50,080 --> 00:40:55,200
So I think Kent needs to hire some people.
I'm putting my hand up.
463
00:40:55,880 --> 00:40:59,600
And my cousin Bungeye’s coming,
I hope. That’s him.
464
00:41:01,240 --> 00:41:04,600
See youse all there. More the merrier.
465
00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:09,200
[gentle music playing]
466
00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:26,760
Okay, here we are. [laughs]
467
00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:42,080
[Christopher] To see all them people there
walking around, looking at people’s art.
468
00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:46,160
And I like hearing the comments and
all that, and just seeing people.
469
00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:51,200
It’ll be pretty cool. Be a tremendous
feeling, I think it’d give ya.
470
00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:53,960
[Damien] I just want to see
me painting get out there.
471
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,120
For me, I put so much time into it.
472
00:41:58,520 --> 00:42:02,040
I've had everyone say, ‘Yeah, it’s
a good painting, this and that’ but,
473
00:42:02,160 --> 00:42:04,640
I want to see actual other
people outside of jail
474
00:42:04,760 --> 00:42:08,840
know that it’s come from a prisoner and
sit there and still enjoy the painting.
475
00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:12,240
[Joseph] That’s what
brought us together as a group,
476
00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:16,160
and given us experiences that
no one can take away from us.
477
00:42:16,320 --> 00:42:18,680
No matter how dark the times get,
478
00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:22,880
no one can take away Confined 8,
art exhibitionists.
479
00:42:23,000 --> 00:42:26,120
We’re all together as one brotherhood.
480
00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:29,280
[gentle music playing]
481
00:42:45,720 --> 00:42:48,440
[indistinct chatter]
482
00:43:03,600 --> 00:43:06,520
[gentle music continues playing]
483
00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:10,480
[indistinct chatter]
484
00:43:38,960 --> 00:43:40,000
Look at that!
485
00:43:43,520 --> 00:43:46,560
-[gentle music continues]
-[indistinct background chatter]
486
00:43:49,920 --> 00:43:54,360
Five-hundred-dollar cash award
and it goes to Robby Wirramanda.
487
00:43:54,480 --> 00:43:56,320
So Robby, if you could come here please.
488
00:43:56,440 --> 00:43:59,440
[applause]
489
00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:17,520
[laughter]
490
00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:25,080
Never.
491
00:44:25,160 --> 00:44:28,480
Five hundred bucks, mate. I'm rapt.
492
00:44:28,600 --> 00:44:31,560
That’s like, I didn’t even get
a Christmas present this year.
493
00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:37,640
Jackie said I'm too old. She said, ‘No,
you're too old. Present’s for the kids.'
494
00:44:38,240 --> 00:44:39,920
Thanks, mate.
This is my Christmas present.
495
00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:43,640
[applause]
496
00:44:53,120 --> 00:44:56,120
[gentle music playing]
497
00:44:58,680 --> 00:45:05,280
[Troy] I got out December 20 and I've been
out for approximately four months now.
498
00:45:06,160 --> 00:45:09,640
This is my court date that
was set before I was released.
499
00:45:10,040 --> 00:45:14,040
Yeah, I've been keeping up the program.
I've been doing, ticking all the boxes.
500
00:45:14,600 --> 00:45:17,960
Crossing the Ts, dotting the Is.
Staying out of trouble.
501
00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:23,440
Doing all the right things that
both society and this court room
502
00:45:23,560 --> 00:45:25,280
suggest we live by.
503
00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:29,560
I want to try and get onto
as much art as I can because it’s…
504
00:45:29,720 --> 00:45:32,720
it’s lit a fire of inspiration under me,
505
00:45:32,840 --> 00:45:38,680
so it’s maybe something that
I never knew was down there
506
00:45:38,800 --> 00:45:40,680
that I've been able to connect with.
507
00:45:41,640 --> 00:45:44,440
[Alex] And what are some of the possible
outcomes of today, do you think?
508
00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:48,000
Um… obviously, incarceration.
509
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:53,960
Idealistically, I'd like to get an
extension of my corrections order,
510
00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:57,560
um, because that’s going so well.
511
00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:01,520
But fingers crossed, it all depends.
512
00:46:01,640 --> 00:46:04,680
The matrix of the court system
on the day is on the day.
513
00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:15,840
[Uncle Jack]
When entering back into society,
514
00:46:16,000 --> 00:46:18,080
the struggle continues.
515
00:46:18,440 --> 00:46:20,680
[man] Any spare change, please?
516
00:46:20,760 --> 00:46:24,040
[Robby] Being a convicted drug dealer,
517
00:46:24,120 --> 00:46:26,440
is that gonna stop me
from training a fighter,
518
00:46:26,560 --> 00:46:28,320
and getting a job as a personal trainer?
519
00:46:28,400 --> 00:46:30,680
It’s not just for me.
It’s for a lot of, you know,
520
00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:32,520
brothers and sisters
getting out of prison.
521
00:46:33,280 --> 00:46:37,840
Um, you can’t just keep being punished,
you know what I mean?
522
00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:39,920
You go through, you do your time.
523
00:46:40,000 --> 00:46:43,720
You can turn around, understand
yourself, assess your life and think,
524
00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:45,480
‘Okay, now I've gotta move on.’
525
00:46:45,600 --> 00:46:49,040
And you go to move on after healing
yourself, and you get stopped again.
526
00:46:49,120 --> 00:46:51,680
Say, ‘Oh no, we can’t hire you,
because you're a criminal.'
527
00:46:51,760 --> 00:46:53,920
‘Hang on, I went to prison for that.'
528
00:46:55,040 --> 00:46:56,720
So let’s move on,
529
00:46:57,120 --> 00:47:03,240
otherwise they fully need to understand
the word and what recidivism means.
530
00:47:08,400 --> 00:47:10,120
I'll give you a hug to start with.
531
00:47:11,720 --> 00:47:13,240
-How’s it going?
-Very good.
532
00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:36,800
[Troy] Justice prevailed,
finally, for a black man.
533
00:47:37,640 --> 00:47:40,480
I'm actually not even going
bother saying never say never,
534
00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:46,200
because I refuse to actually ever be
on the wrong side of this setting again.
535
00:47:46,880 --> 00:47:52,440
Because in order for me
to not be a hypocrite…
536
00:47:52,880 --> 00:47:56,960
or not carry any conviction
in any of our interviews,
537
00:47:57,520 --> 00:48:00,160
then I would end up back here.
538
00:48:00,360 --> 00:48:05,040
But, I want to stay fat
to what I do and stay who I am,
539
00:48:05,520 --> 00:48:10,280
and learn out of this something that
I can give as a gift to the universe,
540
00:48:10,400 --> 00:48:13,360
the positive, that it’s given me.
541
00:48:31,480 --> 00:48:33,680
[Uncle Jack]
A private art dealer in Melbourne
542
00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:38,360
has commissioned an installation
of Robby’s sculptures.
543
00:48:38,800 --> 00:48:41,400
[Robby] This is the type
of door that art opens.
544
00:48:41,600 --> 00:48:43,960
You know, it can open for anyone.
545
00:48:44,360 --> 00:48:49,600
It’s just a matter of pushing through and
really believing in what your product is.
546
00:48:50,080 --> 00:48:52,400
All wise men, or wise women…
547
00:48:53,160 --> 00:48:56,880
would definitely create more
opportunities than they find.
548
00:48:59,560 --> 00:49:05,880
Well for me, it’s just how glad I am
and how grateful I am to be able to be
549
00:49:06,560 --> 00:49:09,640
with my family, you know. It helps
you sort of realise what you've got.
550
00:49:10,600 --> 00:49:14,000
So they say you don’t know
what you've got till you lose it,
551
00:49:14,120 --> 00:49:18,440
well, when you've lost it
and you get it back again,
552
00:49:18,800 --> 00:49:23,800
you make sure you treat it right and make
sure everything works how it should
553
00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:26,240
when you,
when you're back in that environment.
554
00:49:26,320 --> 00:49:28,680
This is called the ‘Brighton blazer.’
555
00:49:28,800 --> 00:49:29,840
Helps me blend in.
556
00:49:30,280 --> 00:49:33,520
But I just, I have to pull these,
pull it down like that.
557
00:49:34,720 --> 00:49:38,560
I just walk around like that,
so no one can see the hands.
558
00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:42,120
The Brighton blazer. Look at that.
559
00:49:44,880 --> 00:49:46,240
Smartarse.
560
00:50:03,880 --> 00:50:09,120
[Uncle Jack] Troy has been using
hard drugs since his release from prison.
561
00:50:09,560 --> 00:50:12,640
In particular methamphetamine.
562
00:50:16,200 --> 00:50:18,680
[Troy] This here is my country,
where I was born.
563
00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:22,360
And the gold is my aura,
the red is my blood.
564
00:50:22,440 --> 00:50:27,480
Here is Djukuba from my language,
dreaming.
565
00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:30,040
And that’s the representation
of the other tribes,
566
00:50:30,160 --> 00:50:36,160
and the circles being tribal,
radial boundaries.
567
00:50:36,240 --> 00:50:41,440
I was given the opportunity,
or actually now I look at it as a gift,
568
00:50:41,760 --> 00:50:45,520
to meet a cousin of mine,
Robby Wirramanda.
569
00:50:45,640 --> 00:50:46,840
How’re you doing, bruz?
570
00:50:47,040 --> 00:50:52,280
But I spoke to him for the first time,
and we not only touched base,
571
00:50:52,400 --> 00:50:56,560
we were able to ascertain that
we are very close blood related.
572
00:50:57,280 --> 00:51:00,320
Hopefully Robby when he comes,
my cousin, when he comes to see it,
573
00:51:00,440 --> 00:51:04,040
will enjoy what he’s looking at.
574
00:51:04,160 --> 00:51:06,520
It’ll be appeasing to his eyes.
575
00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:12,200
So that’d be…
it’s all coming from good energy.
576
00:51:12,320 --> 00:51:16,920
That’s the one and only basis
or start that I care about.
577
00:51:17,000 --> 00:51:21,160
This now is the survival that
I've had to adapt to and change to,
578
00:51:21,280 --> 00:51:26,680
and put to rest those still waters
that made me the violent…
579
00:51:27,880 --> 00:51:31,400
unaccepting and…
580
00:51:33,840 --> 00:51:36,880
dangerous person to be around,
when I was younger,
581
00:51:37,000 --> 00:51:41,800
which led me to be
incarcerated for nine years.
582
00:51:43,400 --> 00:51:44,600
So enough of that.
583
00:51:45,720 --> 00:51:48,720
[gentle music playing]
584
00:52:06,120 --> 00:52:08,400
I've had an authority
problem my whole life.
585
00:52:09,680 --> 00:52:11,120
And gone against the grain.
586
00:52:12,440 --> 00:52:18,880
This, and the years of mistakes
and the good things that I've done
587
00:52:19,200 --> 00:52:25,920
over 45,
have all combined to conjoin to this.
588
00:52:28,720 --> 00:52:29,800
[Tania] Come here.
589
00:52:31,560 --> 00:52:34,480
Here we go. Here. Come on.
590
00:52:35,720 --> 00:52:39,040
[Troy] I'm a bush black anyway.
This is comeback country for me.
591
00:52:39,560 --> 00:52:42,800
I'd forgotten what you can
get out of it, you know.
592
00:52:43,120 --> 00:52:44,040
Wood.
593
00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:45,560
-No, not just wood.
-Heat.
594
00:52:45,720 --> 00:52:48,800
-You do that. But the thing is…
-I do that. [laughs]
595
00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:52,240
…up here for me,
so I'm not away from you for another year.
596
00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:54,480
Mm. No way. Never again.
597
00:52:55,760 --> 00:52:58,960
You know how long it took me
to get back into the groove of society.
598
00:52:59,080 --> 00:53:00,640
-Mm, four months.
-Hey? Shit yeah, man.
599
00:53:02,480 --> 00:53:04,960
Nine years of your
life’s a long time to be…
600
00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:06,880
Just need to be loved, baby.
601
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:12,000
Love myself and be honest with myself
and be courageous enough, firstly.
602
00:53:12,280 --> 00:53:13,640
-Mm.
-Absolutely.
603
00:53:14,720 --> 00:53:17,760
A lot out here in this bush
that white man don’t know about.
604
00:53:17,880 --> 00:53:20,120
Yeah, I know.
You're proud of me, aren’t you?
605
00:53:20,240 --> 00:53:22,080
I had eight frogs
and I let them loose again.
606
00:53:22,360 --> 00:53:23,800
Yeah, and I bet you
they spoke to you, too.
607
00:53:23,920 --> 00:53:26,520
-No they didn’t, that’s true.
-[both laugh]
608
00:53:26,960 --> 00:53:29,680
-She loves her animals.
-That’s why I'm with you, baby.
609
00:53:30,680 --> 00:53:32,040
I'm just a gorilla, mate.
610
00:53:36,680 --> 00:53:39,680
-[gentle music playing]
-[magpies sing]
611
00:53:42,800 --> 00:53:47,000
You get one shot,
but you get plenty of chances.
612
00:53:47,880 --> 00:53:54,800
And to be not able
to envisage what they are,
613
00:53:54,920 --> 00:53:59,160
to grab onto them, is where we need help.
614
00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:04,160
Not only in the Aboriginal sector, but
in the human relations sector of society.
615
00:54:05,120 --> 00:54:10,320
So people can see with their own eyes and
their own way that there is a chance,
616
00:54:10,440 --> 00:54:12,400
and things do get better.
617
00:54:12,880 --> 00:54:15,440
Like a phoenix from the ashes,
you can rise,
618
00:54:15,560 --> 00:54:20,280
and make a lot calmer
your waters that you traverse.
619
00:54:27,280 --> 00:54:30,120
[sorrowful music playing]
620
00:54:45,080 --> 00:54:48,080
[gentle country guitar playing]
621
00:54:50,120 --> 00:54:53,080
♪ As I stood at the crossroads of life ♪
622
00:54:53,320 --> 00:54:54,880
♪ My Nan said ♪
623
00:54:55,120 --> 00:54:59,760
♪ Son, don't take the road
Where the tears have been shed ♪
624
00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:04,840
♪ It'll lead you to sadness
And take you through pain ♪
625
00:55:05,680 --> 00:55:10,000
♪ Please son, come back home again ♪
626
00:55:10,600 --> 00:55:15,000
♪ Black man, black woman
Oh where are you going ♪
627
00:55:15,280 --> 00:55:19,280
♪ It's times just like these
Make me feel so alone ♪
628
00:55:19,680 --> 00:55:23,800
♪ Oh I wish I could find
Your face in the crowd ♪
629
00:55:24,240 --> 00:55:27,800
♪ Black man, black woman, call out ♪
630
00:55:32,040 --> 00:55:34,080
Sometimes I think it sort
of hits home with that one,
631
00:55:34,200 --> 00:55:39,080
when you're coming out of prison,
so many people have died.
632
00:55:39,800 --> 00:55:41,560
So many people are gone.
633
00:55:42,120 --> 00:55:48,600
And sometimes when I get,
like been away for years like that…
634
00:55:49,040 --> 00:55:53,920
when you see a brother or a sister,
you're afraid to ask how their Mum is,
635
00:55:54,040 --> 00:55:55,680
how their brother is.
Oh, ‘How’s your brother?
636
00:55:55,800 --> 00:55:57,800
How’s brother-boy going,
sister-girl there?
637
00:55:58,800 --> 00:56:01,320
In case the answer comes back,
'Oh, she passed away.’
638
00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:06,200
You know, and it’s something
you have to sort of tiptoe around.
639
00:56:06,720 --> 00:56:09,000
‘How you been?’ You know.
640
00:56:09,760 --> 00:56:13,640
You're frightened to ask, you know,
how’s someone going.
641
00:56:13,720 --> 00:56:16,520
One of the big parts of that song is…
642
00:56:17,360 --> 00:56:22,440
You know, a crowd of people and sometimes
you expect to see their face in the crowd.
643
00:56:23,360 --> 00:56:25,680
With a crowd of people and it’s like…
644
00:56:26,560 --> 00:56:29,480
you just expect to see certain
people there but then you realise,
645
00:56:29,600 --> 00:56:30,960
oh they’re gone, you know.
646
00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:34,360
They’re gone now, so, yeah.
647
00:56:37,840 --> 00:56:40,840
[Uncle Jack]
Christopher was released four months ago.
648
00:56:41,560 --> 00:56:43,760
He is currently on parole.
649
00:56:44,520 --> 00:56:48,960
He has never successfully
completed parole before.
650
00:56:49,800 --> 00:56:52,480
[Christopher]
This whole time getting out is
651
00:56:52,560 --> 00:56:55,120
a lot different to every
other time I've got out.
652
00:56:56,480 --> 00:57:00,000
Every other time I've gotten out before,
I knew I was going back.
653
00:57:00,400 --> 00:57:02,160
Now I don't want to go back.
654
00:57:03,440 --> 00:57:05,720
It’s a big difference.
655
00:57:07,840 --> 00:57:12,360
You know, I didn’t think it’s just in our
community, but in like a jail community,
656
00:57:12,560 --> 00:57:16,520
a lot of it is, it’s not my fault.
657
00:57:17,040 --> 00:57:19,280
Alex has basically helped
me to do this for me.
658
00:57:19,400 --> 00:57:22,000
He didn’t do it, so I didn’t
know I had to it you know.
659
00:57:22,120 --> 00:57:24,040
And so you go down that road.
660
00:57:24,160 --> 00:57:29,120
It’s like making excuses for you to
continue the other behaviour, you know.
661
00:57:29,440 --> 00:57:31,480
Everyone always blames someone else.
662
00:57:37,560 --> 00:57:40,200
If I was in Fitzroy and all that,
all the same.
663
00:57:41,680 --> 00:57:47,680
I'd be using drugs every day and then your
cognitive thinking goes out the window.
664
00:57:47,800 --> 00:57:52,360
You know, you don’t fuckin' sit there and
weigh things up and think about things.
665
00:57:52,440 --> 00:57:53,760
You just go and do it.
666
00:57:55,800 --> 00:58:01,680
With The Torch program, started…
I come home and I give her a cheque
667
00:58:01,800 --> 00:58:05,280
with the money that I had saved
up from The Torch program.
668
00:58:06,120 --> 00:58:08,520
And she’s like, she can’t believe it.
669
00:58:09,160 --> 00:58:12,440
She didn’t think there’d be like
people to pay for my paintings.
670
00:58:13,320 --> 00:58:19,680
So yeah, it’s… it does some
good things for ya, you know.
671
00:58:20,080 --> 00:58:24,160
Doesn't just give you the money,
it gives you a self-worth…
672
00:58:24,600 --> 00:58:27,200
that you are worth something.
You can contribute.
673
00:58:28,400 --> 00:58:30,320
That’s what it shows ya, you know?
674
00:58:44,800 --> 00:58:47,360
[gentle music playing]
675
01:00:08,080 --> 01:00:10,840
[indistinct background chatter]
676
01:00:34,360 --> 01:00:39,400
[Uncle Jack] Robby is now employed
by The Torch as a Regional Arts Officer.
677
01:00:39,640 --> 01:00:43,160
mentoring artists
recently released from prison.
678
01:00:44,280 --> 01:00:48,880
This is the first time a former
participant in the program
679
01:00:49,000 --> 01:00:51,560
has become a Torch employee.
680
01:00:51,920 --> 01:00:53,400
[Robby]
We’ll just chuck it in the boot here.
681
01:01:02,600 --> 01:01:05,600
-[indistinct chatter]
-[laughter]
682
01:01:10,120 --> 01:01:11,560
[man] Welcome to our world.
683
01:01:13,240 --> 01:01:14,800
I've done nothing wrong.
684
01:01:15,040 --> 01:01:18,040
[indistinct conversation]
685
01:01:29,360 --> 01:01:34,480
Watch television and you’ll see Scaley and
Jacko there, pulling in the biggest carp.
686
01:01:34,600 --> 01:01:35,440
That’s about it.
687
01:01:38,080 --> 01:01:39,120
[man] That would be fun.
688
01:01:45,800 --> 01:01:46,960
Thanks, my brother.
689
01:01:50,280 --> 01:01:51,400
[man] Showtime.
690
01:01:51,960 --> 01:01:54,640
We can go down this river
any time and get a feed.
691
01:01:56,520 --> 01:01:59,200
Head down to the bush, get a feed.
692
01:02:00,080 --> 01:02:04,440
Never go hungry here, because
we’re surrounded by the river, see?
693
01:02:04,760 --> 01:02:06,760
The Murray. Mm.
694
01:02:08,000 --> 01:02:11,400
Plentiful, when it comes to tucker.
695
01:02:16,080 --> 01:02:17,040
[man] Wanna get out?
696
01:02:18,840 --> 01:02:19,680
[horn toots]
697
01:02:20,680 --> 01:02:21,560
[Robby] We’ll go out this way.
698
01:02:21,640 --> 01:02:23,640
-How’re you goin, mate?
-Good.
699
01:02:23,720 --> 01:02:25,320
He had long there down like…
700
01:02:26,600 --> 01:02:28,520
[Jackson laughs]
All the way down here.
701
01:02:29,240 --> 01:02:30,240
Yeah.
702
01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:32,240
[Alex] What happened to your hair, Robby?
703
01:02:33,400 --> 01:02:36,080
Jackie cut it off because all the
other women wanted to brush it.
704
01:02:36,320 --> 01:02:39,120
[laughter]
705
01:02:39,200 --> 01:02:42,320
[Robby] Scaley, and Gundi.
What happened to Gumby?
706
01:02:42,560 --> 01:02:43,600
[man] Gundiwindi.
707
01:02:43,680 --> 01:02:46,240
-[Roby] What happened to Gumby?
-[Gundi] They still call me…
708
01:02:46,360 --> 01:02:47,880
[Robby]
They still call you Gumby sometimes?
709
01:02:48,000 --> 01:02:49,000
[Gundi] Yeah.
710
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:09,920
Wait for him now. Boom-boom.
711
01:03:16,560 --> 01:03:17,560
[Robby] Yeah.
712
01:03:17,640 --> 01:03:21,840
It’s a good place for me and
a good place for the people
713
01:03:21,960 --> 01:03:23,200
who are part of the program.
714
01:03:24,760 --> 01:03:26,880
I wouldn’t want to be catching
up to everyone inside.
715
01:03:27,480 --> 01:03:31,320
I'd rather catch up to the
fellas out here, you know?
716
01:03:31,400 --> 01:03:35,560
That’s what it’s about,
so we can sit out here and have a yarn.
717
01:03:36,440 --> 01:03:37,520
Have a relax.
718
01:03:38,360 --> 01:03:40,880
Catch a fish. There you go.
719
01:03:42,320 --> 01:03:43,320
Nice one.
720
01:03:44,880 --> 01:03:47,160
-[man] Yeah, Robby's on too.
-Robby] Nah, he got off.
721
01:03:49,760 --> 01:03:52,840
[scraping]
722
01:04:05,440 --> 01:04:09,680
[Jackson]
Next few years I gotta just progress.
723
01:04:09,800 --> 01:04:14,720
I've gotta climb that ladder
of opportunity, that ladder of…
724
01:04:15,840 --> 01:04:18,440
awesome.
That’s all I can think, really.
725
01:04:18,840 --> 01:04:20,600
So, yeah.
726
01:04:20,840 --> 01:04:24,680
[sighs heavily] The next few
years are gonna be pretty good.
727
01:04:27,840 --> 01:04:28,760
Yep.
728
01:04:36,680 --> 01:04:39,200
-[Amelia] Bloody goggles!
-[Kim] Yeah, bloody goggles.
729
01:04:39,360 --> 01:04:40,480
[both giggle]
730
01:04:40,600 --> 01:04:43,320
-Mum laid on here before.
-[woman] Did she?
731
01:04:43,440 --> 01:04:44,840
-Yeah.
-Did she get wet? Did she fall in?
732
01:04:44,920 --> 01:04:46,640
-Well done!
-[Amelia] Thank you.
733
01:04:47,080 --> 01:04:48,440
[Amelia] I'm doing a number one.
734
01:04:51,400 --> 01:04:55,000
[Christopher] I can do something. I can
make a living if I wanted to, you know.
735
01:04:55,080 --> 01:04:57,400
I've got,
I could do things that people like.
736
01:04:57,760 --> 01:05:00,200
I can achieve something, you know.
737
01:05:00,520 --> 01:05:03,200
Whereas before, it was like…
738
01:05:03,720 --> 01:05:07,760
full on, commit crimes, the only
way I'm gonna get money, you know?
739
01:05:08,320 --> 01:05:10,880
And that’s all I know is just do that.
740
01:05:11,200 --> 01:05:17,280
Now I have another avenue,
another road I can go down and that,
741
01:05:17,400 --> 01:05:21,360
make money and do something
that I enjoy, you know.
742
01:05:21,480 --> 01:05:23,240
I never had things like that before.
743
01:05:24,280 --> 01:05:28,080
And that’d be the same for
a lot of the boys in there.
744
01:05:29,280 --> 01:05:33,240
[Uncle Jack] Christopher is making
progress with his addiction issues,
745
01:05:33,480 --> 01:05:36,320
and has not used drugs in several months.
746
01:05:40,200 --> 01:05:44,200
His daughter, Amelia, was four months old
747
01:05:44,320 --> 01:05:47,600
when he was last
incarcerated for four years.
748
01:05:49,320 --> 01:05:52,360
-[Christopher] Can I get some chips?
-You only get ice cream!
749
01:05:52,520 --> 01:05:54,720
Ice cream? Oh well,
I want some ice cream then.
750
01:05:54,880 --> 01:05:58,320
[Kim] Come on, get with the program.
It’s only ice cream today.
751
01:05:58,440 --> 01:06:01,000
-Here's… here's bark!
-[Christopher] Ah!
752
01:06:01,920 --> 01:06:04,280
-[Kim] Not too high.
-Higher!
753
01:06:04,400 --> 01:06:05,480
[Kim] Use your legs.
754
01:06:06,800 --> 01:06:08,000
[Amelia] Woohoo!
755
01:06:08,440 --> 01:06:09,280
[Kim] Use your legs.
756
01:06:09,360 --> 01:06:11,680
[Uncle Jack]
Christopher and his partner, Kim,
757
01:06:11,800 --> 01:06:14,160
have known each other
since they were children,
758
01:06:14,320 --> 01:06:16,680
and have maintained their relationship
759
01:06:16,800 --> 01:06:21,000
throughout Christopher’s life
of regular imprisonment.
760
01:06:21,760 --> 01:06:24,880
If Christopher can sustain his freedom,
761
01:06:25,000 --> 01:06:29,240
this could be the longest
time they’ve spent together.
762
01:06:47,440 --> 01:06:50,440
[gentle music playing]
763
01:07:16,680 --> 01:07:18,440
[Robby] I gave Troy a buzz.
764
01:07:19,360 --> 01:07:23,040
We had a quick yarn and
then I realised he’s me cousin.
765
01:07:23,760 --> 01:07:27,240
Just having a talk about maybe some,
you know, some future projects.
766
01:07:28,400 --> 01:07:31,600
And uh… I was waiting for him
to give me a call back,
767
01:07:31,720 --> 01:07:34,880
and then I heard that he’s passed.
768
01:07:35,040 --> 01:07:39,960
So, you know, that was the reason
why he’d never called me back.
769
01:07:46,800 --> 01:07:49,640
You know, people have said to me,
‘How did you change, bruz? How did you…
770
01:07:49,720 --> 01:07:54,760
‘You know, how’d you change?’
I said, ‘Well I dove in to my problems.’
771
01:07:56,000 --> 01:07:57,320
It’s like this river.
772
01:07:59,160 --> 01:08:01,160
You're looking at this river,
we’re right here.
773
01:08:02,040 --> 01:08:04,080
Just say this river is all our problems.
774
01:08:05,880 --> 01:08:08,800
Fuck that. We want to hump
it that way through the bush,
775
01:08:08,920 --> 01:08:13,000
as far away from it as we can,
so you don’t want to even look at it.
776
01:08:13,080 --> 01:08:16,720
If someone’s in there with you,
well obviously they want to fix them too.
777
01:08:17,560 --> 01:08:21,920
So, that's, that’s how I looked
at it in prison for myself.
778
01:08:22,080 --> 01:08:24,960
Being locked down 16 hours
a day in Barwon…
779
01:08:25,880 --> 01:08:27,279
there's a lot of time to think.
780
01:08:30,600 --> 01:08:32,800
For me, I had to go
right back to the start,
781
01:08:32,920 --> 01:08:36,600
then start addressing all
the issues, key, you know,
782
01:08:36,720 --> 01:08:38,680
pivotal points in my life where
783
01:08:38,800 --> 01:08:42,960
certain things made me think
or feel or act a certain way.
784
01:08:43,040 --> 01:08:47,279
And each, each time I dove in,
it’s painful.
785
01:08:47,560 --> 01:08:49,560
You don’t want to deal with it,
but you can’t get out.
786
01:08:49,680 --> 01:08:52,080
You have to stay there until that’s fixed.
787
01:08:53,680 --> 01:08:57,160
It’s up to you. That’s the only way
you're gonna fix them. Dive in.
788
01:08:58,399 --> 01:09:00,920
[gentle music playing]
789
01:09:29,560 --> 01:09:32,680
-[leaves rustling]
-[water trickling]
790
01:09:41,200 --> 01:09:43,840
♪ This is how we do it ♪
791
01:09:46,240 --> 01:09:48,760
♪ This is how we do it ♪
792
01:09:51,040 --> 01:09:54,040
♪ This is how we do it ♪
793
01:09:55,760 --> 01:09:58,640
♪ This is how we do it now ♪
794
01:10:02,280 --> 01:10:04,760
[clapping, applause]
795
01:10:08,040 --> 01:10:11,080
[gentle guitar music playing]
796
01:10:15,440 --> 01:10:20,200
I first met Christopher Austin
in Pentridge in 1996.
797
01:10:20,280 --> 01:10:25,160
I too was taken from my people
and made a ward of the state.
798
01:10:25,680 --> 01:10:31,240
I too was incarcerated as a child
and imprisoned as a man.
799
01:10:31,920 --> 01:10:36,680
Who would have thought that
we would survive to tell our story?
800
01:10:43,040 --> 01:10:46,680
[gentle guitar music continues]
801
01:11:19,240 --> 01:11:22,240
[inaudible chatter]
802
01:11:43,480 --> 01:11:46,360
-["Coming Home, Again" playing]
-♪ Every now and then ♪
803
01:11:49,400 --> 01:11:53,080
♪ I get as lonely as I've ever been ♪
804
01:11:55,240 --> 01:11:59,760
♪ And I look around and
I'm my only friend ♪
805
01:12:01,880 --> 01:12:04,760
♪ Now I'm on the road again ♪
806
01:12:06,200 --> 01:12:09,920
♪ Oh, my friend ♪
807
01:12:12,320 --> 01:12:15,280
♪ I'm coming home again ♪
808
01:12:17,520 --> 01:12:21,760
♪ Oh, my lover and my friend ♪
809
01:12:22,640 --> 01:12:26,160
♪ I'm coming home again ♪
810
01:12:39,760 --> 01:12:42,600
♪ Every now and then ♪
811
01:12:45,200 --> 01:12:49,000
♪ I get as sad as I've ever been ♪
812
01:12:51,200 --> 01:12:55,840
♪ I look around
Can’t find my only friend ♪
813
01:12:57,320 --> 01:13:00,200
♪ Please come take me home again ♪
814
01:13:01,760 --> 01:13:05,320
♪ Oh, my friend ♪
815
01:13:07,360 --> 01:13:11,240
♪ I'm coming home again ♪
816
01:13:13,000 --> 01:13:16,920
♪ Oh, my lover and my friend ♪
817
01:13:18,080 --> 01:13:21,320
♪ I'm coming home again ♪
818
01:13:34,080 --> 01:13:37,480
♪ Just around the bend ♪
819
01:13:39,840 --> 01:13:43,120
♪ I see the sun is on the rise again ♪
820
01:13:45,400 --> 01:13:48,600
♪ Before this daylight ends ♪
821
01:13:50,800 --> 01:13:53,800
♪ I should be back at home again ♪
822
01:13:55,480 --> 01:13:59,120
♪ Oh, my friend ♪
823
01:14:12,200 --> 01:14:15,200
[ethereal music playing]
66039
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