All language subtitles for Sex And Violence s02e06 Shelter.eng

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♪♪ When you go,

♪ you leave me like
a boxer in the ring. ♪

♪ Who doesn't know
that he's too old to win. ♪

♪ And when you go, I'm left
like an actor on the stage. ♪

♪ Who doesn't know that
he's too old to act his age. ♪

♪ Who doesn't know that
he's too old to act his age. ♪

Your heavy horses
run through my stream. ♪

♪ Unbridled in the moonlight,
they break the back of winter. ♪

[panting, moaning]

[Emcee introduces performers]

[applause. cheers and
whistles from the audience]

[applause. cheers and
whistles from the audience]

♪

♪

♪ And when you go, I'm left like a widow of the war. ♪

♪ Who sits and waits
for no one at the door. ♪

♪ And when you go, I'm left
like a junkie on the floor. ♪

♪ Who prays to be invisible
so she can't be ignored. ♪

Thanks so
much for this.

We raised
800 dollars tonight.

Only 200 more of these
and we'll have all the money.

[laughs] Thank you.

You're welcome sweetheart.

♪ Unbridled in the moonlight,

♪ they break the
back of winter. ♪

I love you.

♪ Be kind to me, I want to ease
into this heartache tonight. ♪

♪ Every great love
passes and so must time. ♪

♪ I have the wisdom of
the staircase tonight. ♪

♪ It only takes a
pinhole to upset the dark. ♪

[Emcee introduces Alex
and her shelter fundraiser]

♪ You donate your time
but I donate my heart. ♪

[audience cheers and applauds]

Can you go
for breakfast? Unless I get a call.

You can call me
if you wanna come. Okay.

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[traffic noise]

[sighs and yawns awake]

You stayed the night?

I did.

You can't do that.

Didn't say in my
contract either way.

This is a women's shelter.
I fucked up. I'm sorry.

I won't tell anyone.

Put on your clothes,
start repairing things.

Pretend you came early.

I did cum too early.

I'm not complaining.

So what should I fix?

Dunno, the kitchen
sink, the bathroom toilet,

everything's
broken around here.

It's my dream house.

Ellery.
Yeah?

[sighs] Thanks.
You're a good man.

Yep.

Ellery!
Yeah?

Uh, do you drink?

Well it's a
bit early for me.

Well uh, when you leave,
take that stuff with you?

And um, could you
carry her up to bed?

You'll hafta get her feet.

CHANEL! [sighs]

Do you think I should do
something about this scar?

I could do
you a tummy tuck.

Do you think I should?

Well... it
would be a new scar.

We could monitor the
scarring very closely.

Or we could try to minimize
the scar that's already there.

If it bothers you.

Does it bother you?

Mm, nope.

But it's what you do.

What would you do?

[sighs]

Well.

Hmm.

We take out some fat here
and pull this nice and tight.

Do a little lift here, and
here, suck out some cellulite.

Well, hmm, we're
a little lopsided.

So implants and a lift,
good and round, no sagging.

And implants here for
some dramatic cheekbones.

Break the bridge
for a button nose.

The hair, hmm.

Black hair with tight,
tight curls. A little fro.

You fuck.

Mmm. [laughs]

You're such an ass.

You're perfect.

Hmm.
Hmm?

You jerk.

[chuckles]

So what about friends?

I met a guy at a café.
He was reading Moby Dick.

We hung out for awhile.

Not anymore?

He had a bald spot and
his body was a little soft.

He got a little weird on me.

Weird how?

Needy. Judgey.

He kept getting close then
pulling away. Trust issues.

We weren't really into the
same things; nothing in common.

Specifically.

I don't really like Moby dick.

He was boring.

He lived with his mom, y'know.

That would do it.

[inhales] Don't
get too discouraged.

Sometimes it takes a long
time to find somebody to love.

Where are you living now?

Still couch surfing.

How are your nightmares?

Still got 'em.

Still... wake up
gasping for air sometimes.

You been checked for apnea?

But you're sleeping?

Plenty of sleep.

What have you decided
about your birth parents?

I registered and neither of my
birth parents were registered.

So...

They may register. They
may try to find you someday.

I thought I was
holding out, y'know.

Not registering to find them.

Making them wait,
making them suffer

and it turns out they
weren't looking for me at all.

Y'know, you
shouldn't try to imagine

your birth
parents' circumstances.

I'm not.

The one thing I
really know about them

is that they
never looked for me.

Miss Mackay.

Hi?

Finn?

Oh my God.

Look at you. I
haven't seen you in--

I aged outta the system,
six or seven years ago.

How are you, Finn?

Really good.

Yeah?

Yeah.

I'm so happy to hear that.

You getting therapy too?

Uh, nope. I'm
here with a client.

Well, it was nice
to bump into you.

Yeah, you too.
All grown up.

Have a good one.

Bye.

Dear Jacob, I hope
they have X-box in heaven

and Sweetie Smash
and Bang Star.

I miss you.

Out of our whole
family I loved you best.

I love Dad and
Mom and Jeremy too

but you were the only
one who was smaller than me

and the only one who
ever really needed me.

I had to help
you learn to walk.

I had to slow down so you
could walk to school with me.

I helped you learn
to tie your own shoes.

I made Jeremy include
you in cops and robbers

and blind mans
bluff and all that,

so you didn't
have to be alone.

And now I'm alone.

I would've taught you to
play hockey and crazy eights.

[voice cracking]
I was really looking forward to

you being worst
than me at stuff,

at everything,
cause you were littler.

I would've won at everything.

[sobs] But I woulda
let you win sometimes

or else you'd give up.

So why do you wanna
open a women's shelter?

Why do you want to
counsel abused women?

Alex, I've had such
a shitty week. Month.

If you want me to
authorize this as a shelter,

you're gonna need to
give me a straight answer.

Look I'm not asking
you for permission.

I'm opening this shelter.

I need a letter from you, making
me eligible to apply for grants.

Well you can't ask
Neville 'cause he fired you.

Why did he fire you?

He said I was old.

Is that all?

Ask him and tell me
what he says, I'm curious.

Look, that money has
been sitting in there

since the last
shelter closed.

Everyone is after that money.

Both women's shelters
and the teen shelter

wants letters from me.

They are not what
that money is for!

That money is
for short-term,

emergency shelters,
with no wait!

Alex, being a lawyer made
you a good victims advocate.

That's not the right
background to run a shelter.

A shelter needs
a softer touch.

How the fuck would you know
what a women's shelter needs?

You're gonna have to
find your letter elsewhere.

[pours drink and
ice cubes rattle]

[pours drink and
ice cubes rattle]

Thank you.
You're welcome.

Hey!... I was thinking.

Maybe I should
stay home for a while.

Not work. Stay
home with the kids.

You love your job.

Yeah, no, I do,
I absolutely do

but those kids
need attention.

I can go back in
a year, six months.

Well, I've been thinking
of taking some time myself.

Sabbatical to
upgrade my laser.

I could stay home.

To be perfectly
honest I'm kinda burnt out.

[laughs] You want to
stay home with the kids.

Yeah! We could get a
sitter one afternoon a week.

Could we? On a
social workers salary?

We um, rent out the house,
get a smaller place in town?

Isn't that a little
counter-intuitive,

to grow a family and
downsize at the same-time?

Well, I think a lot of people
do that, kids are expensive.

Yeah.

Too expensive to raise
on a social workers salary.

I think I have to be
the one to stay at home.

You go out and keep enjoying
the benefits of patriarchy.

[scoffs] Wait, so you
stay home from a job you love

and I have to go
out to a job I hate,

and that constitutes you being
oppressed by the patriarchy

and me
benefitting from it?

[chewing] Yeah,
ghastly, isn't it?

[laugh of disbelief] But we
both don't get what we want.

Why is that a
benefit to me, exactly?

'Cause I work helping
people heal from trauma,

and I earn in
the low five figures

and you work helping
people heal from trauma,

and you earn what--
five times as much?

Or, I put in ten years of
schooling and got three degrees.

I put in seven
and have two degrees

so that's not great math.

Plus your parents pushed
you to go to med school

and they paid for it.

Mine told me
to marry a doctor.

[sarcastically]
Yeah, exactly. [scoffs]

Well, I wouldn't want
to disappoint your parents,

you know... if you
ever speak to them again.

Look.

Is there a woman surgeon on your
ward who earns more than you do?

Mm, no... I don't think so.

Are there any male surgeons?

Of say, all European descent,
who earn more than you do?

Yes.

Huh. Weird.

We think you
should move in with us.

Into your house?

We have room.

You're... tolerant.

It was my idea.

So... what's in it for you?

My husband's happiness.

I mean you can pay what you
can afford or nothing at all.

I mean, I really
don't want you to leave.

We don't want you to leave.

Like a threesome?

No, like Mormons.
You'll be my sister wife.

Hmm.

Okay. All choked
with belts. Right?

It's uh, that's a
lot in common, right?

They gotta be
connected. These two here.

[sighs] So, a bunch of guys who
strangled themselves, were gay.

That makes you think homicide
instead of accidental suicide.

Three victims,
no connection.

M.E. doesn't
even say murder.

There's nothing here.

I know though,
I-I'm sure of this.

There's something here.

You can't go around
calling murder investigations

on your gut constable.

So how are you
coping with your loss?

What happened to Manuel?

I already talked to
him about all this stuff.

Well, this is
grief counseling.

Oh God.

So, this is a
step up for you,

it's a step closer
to closing your file.

Your partner died.

Yeah, we, we'd been
partners for a couple weeks,

we weren't like, well
actually, just a couple months.

Okay, and in
those couple of months

did you form
any kind of bond?

[sighs] I liked Hilliard.

Okay... do you
ever think about him?

What about Constable Downey,
who was also your partner?

I liked Downey too.

And do you ever,
ever think about him?

I think about putting
their killer away for life.

I tried to save
them, alright, I failed.

They're dead.
What more is there?

Why do you think that
you lived, and they died?

What do you think?

Hilliard was huge.

He was on the driver
side, same side as the gunman.

I'm short. The
man couldn't see me.

So, you didn't survive
because you're smart--

[sniggers]

--or you're brave,
or you're well trained,

but because you're short?

I'm not, I'm
not better trained.

I'm not smarter.
I'm not braver.

Hey but,
Downey's dog survived,

maybe she's the
fucking smart one.

What? Alright no, I don't
think I deserved to die, okay?

Receptionist on phone:
Alex? Neville's still on the other line.

He said he'd fire me
if I keep bothering him.

Alright? I'm going
to have to let you go.

He's in the third seat.
You didn't hear that from me.

What, are you
stalking me now?

I called you at your office.

And I didn't take your call.

I was actually a little
surprised to hear from you.

I want to open
a women's shelter.

I need a letter from
a social service agency

to apply for a grant.

You know me, I'm determined.

Oh, determined?
What about obtuse.

Manipulative, self-serving,
egotistical, sex-addicted--

All right.

Look. Everyone
wants that money.

I know. People will be
calling you for a reference.

You're my last employer.

What am I going to tell them?
You lose victims, lie to police,

sleep with witnesses all a
little bit drunk on tequila?

No. I'm not even going to
tell them that you got fired.

I'm going to say that you
were shot at a women's shelter

protecting your clients
because you, are a hero.

And it's going to look
really good on my organization.

You little bitch.

I know! I'm really
enjoying the last laugh.

I told him-- he
should let it go.

Warn Walter and move on.

I told him--

I never wanted to see
him or his family again.

But, about the
police Miss Kim.

I tol-- I told Andrew that what
my husband did was unforgivable.

Not... what he did to
my face. Killing a child.

Killing a bunch of strangers.

He deserved to die,
and the police killed him.

And, did you tell him what
you saw at the women's shelter?

When your husband was
apprehended by Constable Roach?

Objection.

Look, I'm just asking the
witness to relay her statements

to the defendant your honour.

Constable Roach was cleared
by a police investigation.

And I'm not asking about
the internal investigation.

The witness gave the
defendant direct information.

I'll allow it.

I told Andrew the
police took Walter.

Took away his gun and put
him down like a rabid dog.

And I was glad,
because it had to be done.

You're serious?

Isn't this what you wanted?

You told me it wasn't likely.

It wasn't, but,
you know, you did it.

[exhales] I stopped trying!

I hear that a lot.

[sighs] I just
filed a petition to adopt.

I heard that too.

I just--

Do you still
want the pregnancy?

It's very early on,
since you were paying

such close attention.

I was paying attention
to perimenopause,

that's where
you had my head!

Well, you're
still perimenopausal.

Does that make it riskier?

At your age you're at risk
for a bunch of different things.

Like down syndrome,
genetic disorders,

pre-eclampsia,
even miscarriage.

We'll watch you closer
than if you're thirty,

but you've got
nothing to worry about.

You're perfectly healthy.

[exhales]

Here?

You can take either room
but this one's more private.

Diarmuid would hear less.

Wow.

I know, just being practical.

So, y'wanna break 'er in?

Um, I'm going to err on the side
of caution here. Let's defer.

Hm. No. I'm not moving in
here to not have sex with you.

Mr. Cellophane can handle
it, then he can handle it.

If he can't,
then I'm not stayin'.

Um. Hold on.

[laughter, moans and thumping noises from bedroom]

[ice cubes rattle in glass]

Hey!
Hey!

Everything alright?
Yeah!

Where are the kids?

I got a sitter.

A sitter?
[mockingly] What the--

I know. I
figured it was time.

I thought you might
want to grab some dinner.

If I'd known it'd
get me a date night

I'd a brought home some
stray kids a long time ago.

If you have the time?

Yeah, yeah, yeah! Thai,
Indian, what do you want?

Hmm... hmm...

I do have a
particular craving.

Yeah? For?

Pickles and ice cream?

[exhales]

[water drips in shower]

Hello?

Do you have any
uh, pimple cream?

Why would I
have pimple cream?

You don't get pimples?

Not since the '90s.

Lucky you.

What if I uh,
borrow this alcohol?

Help yourself.

Thanks bro.

Okay.

This is
where my mom lives?

Yeah.

Come here.

You don't really want him living
in a rooming house with you?

That's exactly what I want.

Two months ago
you said you're not ready.

Now I am.

You're reacting because I
asked you about adopting Kai,

we don't need to
pursue that I can foster him.

You should go wash your
hands for mommy, okay? Go on.

Thanks. You can go.

You have to stop and
think about what's best for Kai.

That's all I do.

A rooming house isn't
the best place for him!

That's not up to you.

Actually, it is.

You're not a
social worker anymore.

I talked to your
bosses and to a judge.

You don't get to be the social
worker and the foster mother.

Nice try.

No one else would take him.

Your family's too
violent! Is it even safe here?

You can go now.

I have to say goodbye!
NOW!

He'll be
confused! You're confused!

This is wrong.

Get your own fucking kid.

[door slams]

Maria Roach?

Yeah.

I'm arresting
you for murder.

You have the right to retain and
instruct counsel without delay.

You also have the right to
free and immediate legal advice

from duty counsel.

You also have the right to
apply for legal assistance

through the
provincial legal aid program.

You need not say anything.

You've nothing to hope
for from any promise or favour

and nothing to fear from
any threat whether or not

you say anything. Anything
you say may be used as evidence.

Do you understand?

Yeah.

Let's go.

Anything else I
could do for you?

I could think of
one or two things.

I'm getting off in an hour.

You could too.

[music plays in kitchen]

Oh, hey.

Hey.

Cooking in your underwear?

No. Baking.

Cookie? You
know you want one.

Cookie? You
know you want one.

I can get used to this.

Me too.

Thank you for meeting me.

So, uh, how can I help you?

You uh, you were there when
my son's husband was shot.

My, my son-in-law.

You were shot
by the same man.

I was shot at
the women's shelter.

Your son-in-law was killed?

He was the foster father?

Yes, did you know him?

I think I saw him.

Men weren't
normally allowed.

Well, why did they
allow the shooter in then?

They didn't.

Um, last month my
son killed himself.

I'm so, I'm so sorry.

My son, Stephen, he uh, I
think he wasn't coping well

with the loss
of his husband.

He uh, I know that
he blamed himself.

It made me think about you.

I remembered reading
there had been survivors.

People who has been
shot that day and survived.

Did you ever feel
like killing yourself?

Fuck no, but I
wanted to kill someone.

I wanted to
beat-up on someone.

I don't know why I lived.

Those young parents...
died, that little boy--

I should have died but I
lived and I wanted to live.

What about money?

I didn't get anything.

My, my insurance
was worthless.

I wasn't going to
sue a women's shelter,

I'm trying to raise money
to open a women's shelter!

That's what you're doing?

I got more time.
That's what it feels like.

There's just me now.

My son, had a-- well
they, had a house, big house.

My son-in-law had insurance
and that's all passed to me.

That's why I
wanted to check on you

and, and some of
the other families too,

I wondered if there was anybody
who might need some, some help.

But you... that's
a good thing to do.

Take the money
and open your shelter.

Your son-in-law wanted
you to have the money.

I never even met him.

I don't deserve his money.

Do something good
with it... Please?

How was your day?

Suckfest.

That's it? You
don't wanna know why?

I knock on the door,
I don't pry it open.

Do you even care?

I dunno, it's
hard to tell. Do I?

Fuck you.

Ow!

I'm not your
fucking punching bag!

You need to leave me.

[ice cubes rattle]

Can we have sex?

Mm, yeah.

I want you to have your fun but
I don't want to not have mine.

I'm not a cuckold.

Getting off on the idea
of you banging another guy.

I said okay.

And, okay is an
acceptable answer,

but "Great! I'd
love too! I love you!",

would be even better, hm?

Great. Love to. I love you.

[playfully] Huh?

[playfully] Yeah!

You've been working out!

Yeah, just trying to
get noticed around here.

Awwww. I'm sorry.

Don't pay you
enough attention.

[laughter]

Just don't
forget I'm here everyday!

Mmm. I love you.

[kisses and moaning]
Fuck me!

Can I watch?

Yeah. Sure.

You might learn something.

[kissing continues]

[heavy panting]

[heavy panting]

[choking, grunts in pain]

[choking, grunts in pain]

[choking, grunts in pain]

[choking, groans in pain]

[crashes into bed frame]

[both coughing]

[furniture crashing]

[grunting and fight ensues]

[dishes break]

[fight noises]

[fight noises]

[fight noises]

[cupboards crash]

[both are grunting
as fight continues]

[picture falls]

[fight continues]

[fight continues]

Ooh-ugghh!

Ahh!

[fight continues]

[emits small screams]
Ahhhhshit!

Ahh!

[fight continues]

[fight continues]

[strangling sounds]

[fight continues]

[screams in pain and coughs]

[pained moans]

Sonofa-- Fuck!

Hi!

[sighs] Hm.

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