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♪
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[ bell rings ]
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[ crowd shouting,
punches landing ]
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LIBBY: A fair question
one could have is--
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how did our Toby Fleishman--
devoted friend,
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healer of the ill,
registered feminist ally--
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end up in
a Staten Island basement
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betting odds on a midnight
supermodel fight club?
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Well... after his breakdown
at the hospital,
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he was suddenly all cried out.
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[ mid-tempo music plays ]
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♪
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And in the vacuum
of the silence that remained,
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his loneliness became a void.
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Except instead of an absence,
it was a presence.
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♪
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Oh.
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[ horns honking in distance ]
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Oof.
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I hate this place.
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[ bed springs squeaking ]
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♪
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Even doing some of his
favorite activities
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didn't help.
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Excuse me, sir.
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Oh, hi, yeah.
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Um, can I get
the chopped salad--
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Yeah, I-I'm so sorry.
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Would you mind
moving to the bar?
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I have a party of four waiting.
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Yeah, I ju-- um...
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I hate eating at the bar.
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Yeah, of course. Sure.
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Thanks. Yeah, I can do it.
Thank you.
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Yeah, thanks.
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And you're sure I can't--
Yeah.
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Fine. Okay.
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Right this way.
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♪
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He tried going
to his favorite place.
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♪
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There was an exhibit there
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he'd been looking forward to
all summer.
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AUTOMATED VOICE:
Welcome to the American Museum of Natural History.
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LIBBY: Vantablack was
a lab-created material
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that was said to be
the darkest black in existence.
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This way, please.
It was created for the military
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to help hide satellites
and jets from detection,
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and it is so dark
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that you're not even allowed
to use it, legally.
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What was--
that was crazy.
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MAN:
I did not expect that.
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It is the closest you can get
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to a physical manifestation
of the void.
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[ ominous music plays ]
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♪
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♪ Ah, ah ♪
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♪ Ah-ah-ah ♪
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How was it still July?
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♪ Ah ♪
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How many more days
until the fall?
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How many more days
until his kids returned?
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You can see the--
Finally, it was the work week.
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And finally, finally, he was
too busy to feel anything.
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But when the day came
to an end,
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as it always eventually did,
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he was left to face
another endless night.
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[ indistinct conversation ]
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Ooh!
Well, I just think--
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Guys. Hey.
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Oh, hey.
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Hi.
JOANIE: Hi.
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You know, you guys have been
doing, uh,
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such a great job lately,
I was thinking I'd like to
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engage in--
in an age-old tradition
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and take you out
for a drink tonight.
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I have a date. Um...
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And I have to--
I'm studying for boards.
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And I'm in Clay's
study group.
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No, that's cool.
So, I'll be, uh--
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Yeah, maybe, like,
another time or whatever.
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Doesn't matter. Yeah.
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Yeah.
WOMAN: Code pink-- third floor.
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Code pink-- third floor.
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LIBBY: Toby's loneliness
was now a monster.
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[ cellphone button beeps ]
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The story is,
they get to the glacier...
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[ cellphone ringing ]
...and the karate master,
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who's like a Yoda figure,
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but is also somehow
the tango champion of Spain--
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Hang on.
My man!
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Hey. Yeah, no,
I was just wondering
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what you're doing tonight.
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Well, my boy Brian
just got dumped,
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so we're taking him out
for a drink.
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Oh, okay.
That's too bad.
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Yeah, you should come.
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I don't think
I know Brian.
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Of course you do.
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Do you have a pen?
Take this down.
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[ crowd chanting "Toby!" ]
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[ laughter ]
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A little closer.
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[ indistinct conversations ]
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Keep your left arm straight.
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Giddy-up!
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[ cheers and laughter ]
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That was exhilarating.
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I can't believe they have
a whole gym just for golf.
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And it's huge.
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We probably could have
just played, you know,
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like, real golf.
It's time?
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Ah!
Come on.
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What?
What are we doing?
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Annual Britney/Justin dance-off
re-enactment.
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Wait. What?
Come on.
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[ Nelly's "Hot in Herre" plays ]
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MAN:
Come on, Britney!
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WOMAN: Let's go, Britney!
MAN #2: Whoo!
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I don't really understand
how you, like, win a dance-off.
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Is it who dances better or,
like-- or, like, feistier?
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MAN #2: Whoo!
SETH: It doesn't matter, Toby.
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I always thought
the Justin/Britney dance-off
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was an urban legend.
Are you kidding?
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This was a defining moment
in American pop history.
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♪
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What time is it?
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Uh, 1:37.
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Shit!
We're late.
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Wait.
Late for what?
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[ punches landing,
crowd cheering ]
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[ grunting ]
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Come on!
Get up! Get up!
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Oh, shit!
Choke her!
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Is this totally kosher, like,
watching two women--
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- Toby!
- Yes.
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Do you not have
enough problems?
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No, no,
I have enough problems.
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Enjoy this.
It's one of the solutions.
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Okay.
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[ women grunting ]
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Yes!
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MAN:
Get up! Get up!
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Okay. Oh! We gotta go.
We gotta go.
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I don't know
if my guy won yet.
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What's happening?
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[ muffled conversations ]
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What is wrong with seeing
what you're eating?
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It's a sensory experience.
It's to feel the food,
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to really experience the moment,
you know?
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Well, you know,
I have a shellfish allergy.
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Do they know that?
I mean, who do I tell?
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You're thinking too hard.
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You've never experienced
anything like this.
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Yeah, you've never
experienced anaphylaxis.
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Try to enjoy it.
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I am.
I am enjoying it.
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I'm enjoying it.
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Oh, no.
What?
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I-I gotta pee.
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I have not been up this late--
or this early--
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since medical school.
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Wait.
So, let me just get this.
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So, that-- When you say
that you're just, like,
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going out for a drink, like,
that's what happens?
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Sometimes.
Amazing.
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Oh, hey, one sec.
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What?
Hey, man.
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Can I grab two of those
off of you?
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Sure.
$10 cool?
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Thanks.
Thank you, sir.
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That is so cool.
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All right,
so what now?
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Now we go home. Okay.
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You want to end this
before the joggers come out
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and you start questioning
how you're living your life.
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Okay.
All right.
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I'll see you later?
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Yeah. Good night.
Thank you.
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[ down-tempo music plays ]
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Oh, um, sorry.
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I can't actually eat this,
but thank you.
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Okay, you got it.
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♪
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LIBBY:
It was never clear to Toby
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how long you were supposed
to watch a sunrise for.
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And without thought,
the loneliness returned.
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The moment was gone.
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He couldn't even hold on to it,
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because you hold on to it
by sharing it.
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He still had so much love
and nowhere to put it.
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TOBY: U up?
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[ text message whooshes ]
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♪
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So, what were you doing out
so late?
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TOBY: Well, you know,
I have this, uh,
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friend, Seth,
and he, um...
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[ chuckles ]
You know, actually, my--
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my kids are away, and, um,
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I've been having, like,
a tough time just--
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just lately, actually.
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Turn over.
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Just do it.
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Okay.
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[ clears throat ]
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Okay, what is that?
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Now, tell me
what I'm spelling.
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[ laughs ]
Okay. Um...
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I think that--
I think that's a "T."
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Later, he wouldn't remember
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what she spelled out
on to his back.
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That's either an "A"
or an "H."
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He would only remember
thinking how strange it was
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for someone to be doing
something like this for him,
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something nice,
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where he was the only recipient
of the niceness.
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That's definitely
an "A."
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He couldn't remember one time
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where that had
ever happened to him.
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♪
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So, I guess we're not
going out to eat.
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I gotta be somewhere.
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Okay. I kind of just
want to know
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what I'm getting into here.
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We're having fun,
aren't we?
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Yeah, we-- It's fun.
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You know, it's weird.
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Okay, listen.
Yeah?
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My husband is an anchor
on a conservative news network.
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You would know him.
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Is it Tucker Carlson?
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Uh, it doesn't matter.
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You can look it up.
I am not allowed to say.
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All right, fine, but were you
married to Tucker Carlson?
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Because--
Just listen.
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I was married,
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and we always had
this weird relationship.
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He was a very religious Christian.
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I was Jewish.
My parents are conservative.
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Lower-case "C,"
but also upper-case, you know?
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Mm-hmm.
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And my parents,
when they came from Iran,
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they had all these ideas
of what a girl should be.
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She should be shy,
never let anyone touch her,
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never touch herself.
Sure, yeah.
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You know?
Yeah.
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And my husband
hated sex.
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I was a virgin
when I married him.
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I was such
a good little girl.
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And so I just thought there
was something wrong with me
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that I wanted
to have sex so much.
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Anyway, I came home
one day early
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from some dumb fundraiser,
and I walk in,
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and his assistant is
giving him a blow job.
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Wow.
His male assistant.
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Ah. I see.
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So, his job has
a morality clause,
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and being gay is immoral.
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Oh, yikes.
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This is them, not me, obviously.
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Yeah, no, right.
262
00:11:16,418 --> 00:11:20,359
And so he pays for my life
and all of this,
263
00:11:20,359 --> 00:11:22,999
and I still, on occasion,
have to go with him
264
00:11:22,999 --> 00:11:25,971
to events
and awards shows.
265
00:11:25,971 --> 00:11:27,975
I'm not really divorced.
266
00:11:27,975 --> 00:11:29,579
Not technically.
267
00:11:29,579 --> 00:11:32,417
But we're-- we're done.
268
00:11:32,417 --> 00:11:34,488
Yeah, but, I mean,
is it worth it,
269
00:11:34,488 --> 00:11:37,460
not having your freedom,
not being able to start over?
270
00:11:38,931 --> 00:11:40,734
And you're so free?
271
00:11:40,734 --> 00:11:42,003
Yeah.
I'm divorced.
272
00:11:42,003 --> 00:11:43,239
I signed the papers.
273
00:11:43,239 --> 00:11:44,742
I have the freedom
to move on, yeah.
274
00:11:44,742 --> 00:11:47,113
[ scoffs ]
275
00:11:47,113 --> 00:11:49,952
Being divorced doesn't make you
any less married.
276
00:11:53,493 --> 00:11:55,029
[ sighs ]
I gotta go.
277
00:11:55,029 --> 00:11:57,200
Yeah. Oh.
Yeah, me too.
278
00:12:05,751 --> 00:12:08,122
[ indistinct
background chatter ]
279
00:12:15,570 --> 00:12:18,008
[ dog barking in distance ]
280
00:12:24,255 --> 00:12:26,660
What's up, man?
What's up?
281
00:12:26,660 --> 00:12:28,262
Aww.
282
00:12:31,970 --> 00:12:34,341
[ barks and whines ]
283
00:12:34,341 --> 00:12:38,717
♪
284
00:12:38,717 --> 00:12:40,486
Hello. Hi.
285
00:12:43,226 --> 00:12:45,531
Okay, that's good.
Now stay with me.
286
00:12:45,531 --> 00:12:47,033
Stay with me.
287
00:12:47,033 --> 00:12:48,604
This was what he needed--
288
00:12:48,604 --> 00:12:49,972
someone loyal,
289
00:12:49,972 --> 00:12:51,709
someone to bring
the family together
290
00:12:51,709 --> 00:12:53,880
and replace what they had lost.
291
00:12:55,517 --> 00:12:57,353
What he'd lost.
292
00:13:00,259 --> 00:13:01,830
It's like I have this book, right?
293
00:13:01,830 --> 00:13:06,305
And it's, like, right beyond
my fingers, in my head, but...
294
00:13:06,305 --> 00:13:08,911
I never actually do anything
about it.
295
00:13:08,911 --> 00:13:10,814
Well, what's it about?
296
00:13:12,450 --> 00:13:14,487
Maybe it'll be
about smoking.
297
00:13:14,487 --> 00:13:16,391
I'd read that.
[ scoffs ] Yeah.
298
00:13:17,628 --> 00:13:20,967
You know, I read once
that people who have affairs--
299
00:13:20,967 --> 00:13:23,039
they're not really trying
to betray their partners
300
00:13:23,039 --> 00:13:25,042
and they're not really in love
with someone else,
301
00:13:25,042 --> 00:13:27,180
but they're trying to find
who they are again.
302
00:13:27,180 --> 00:13:28,449
They're trying to go back
to the moment
303
00:13:28,449 --> 00:13:30,554
when they were
last themselves.
304
00:13:30,554 --> 00:13:33,593
That's what I think
about your smoking.
305
00:13:33,593 --> 00:13:35,129
Hmm.
306
00:13:35,129 --> 00:13:38,002
That's actually a very
insightful thing to say.
307
00:13:38,002 --> 00:13:39,471
I'm a very
insightful guy.
308
00:13:39,471 --> 00:13:41,809
I guess so.
309
00:13:41,809 --> 00:13:43,012
Hello.
310
00:13:43,012 --> 00:13:44,314
What is this?
What did you do?
311
00:13:44,314 --> 00:13:47,053
This is Bubbles,
Bubbles Fleishman.
312
00:13:47,053 --> 00:13:48,422
Bubbles, say hello.
313
00:13:48,422 --> 00:13:50,359
You felt like you finally had
an empty house
314
00:13:50,359 --> 00:13:52,831
and a few weeks of freedom,
and it was just too much.
315
00:13:52,831 --> 00:13:54,167
It was.
It was overwhelming.
316
00:13:54,167 --> 00:13:55,604
Yes, say hi to Seth. Hi.
317
00:13:55,604 --> 00:13:57,307
And say hi to Libby,
who we love, too.
318
00:13:57,307 --> 00:13:58,443
Mm-hmm.
319
00:13:58,443 --> 00:14:00,246
You're a very nice person.
320
00:14:00,246 --> 00:14:02,718
Yes, you know, the kids have
wanted a dog for a long time.
321
00:14:02,718 --> 00:14:04,889
Hannah always said she wanted
a dachshund named Bubbles
322
00:14:04,889 --> 00:14:06,292
since she was like 3.
323
00:14:06,292 --> 00:14:07,494
And I think I can have
the dog house-trained
324
00:14:07,494 --> 00:14:08,897
by the time
they get back home.
325
00:14:08,897 --> 00:14:10,634
Such a divorced-dad thing.
326
00:14:10,634 --> 00:14:12,204
I am such a divorced dad.
327
00:14:12,204 --> 00:14:15,110
You realize that that's
a lifelong commitment, right?
328
00:14:15,110 --> 00:14:18,850
Like, you have to take care
of that or it dies.
329
00:14:18,850 --> 00:14:21,288
Yeah, I know.
I know. I hear you.
330
00:14:21,288 --> 00:14:23,527
I'm sorry I was, like,
shitty to you, okay?
331
00:14:23,527 --> 00:14:25,029
What is going on?
332
00:14:25,029 --> 00:14:27,434
Can I just say, you will never
believe what we did last night.
333
00:14:27,434 --> 00:14:30,206
Oh, last-- Another night that
I didn't get invited to.
334
00:14:30,206 --> 00:14:31,543
Awesome!
It was incredible.
335
00:14:31,543 --> 00:14:33,378
Like, we owned the city.
We went everywhere.
336
00:14:33,378 --> 00:14:35,116
I think we ate
an endangered species.
337
00:14:35,116 --> 00:14:36,586
- Ew.
- No, no, no, it was amazing.
338
00:14:36,586 --> 00:14:38,557
It was like-- like the world
existed just for us.
339
00:14:38,557 --> 00:14:40,694
It's weird.
I never, like-- I never, like,
340
00:14:40,694 --> 00:14:42,965
understood that life,
but now I think
341
00:14:42,965 --> 00:14:44,735
I want every night
of my life to do that.
342
00:14:44,735 --> 00:14:46,371
It was glorious.
343
00:14:46,371 --> 00:14:48,109
Yeah. What?
Right, Seth?
344
00:14:48,109 --> 00:14:50,079
- I don't know.
- What-- what do you mean?
345
00:14:50,079 --> 00:14:51,315
We had a time.
Did we not have a time?
346
00:14:51,315 --> 00:14:52,651
Yeah, no, no, no.
We did, we did.
347
00:14:52,651 --> 00:14:54,788
I don't know.
I'm just kind of depressed.
348
00:14:54,788 --> 00:14:55,925
Y-You?
349
00:14:55,925 --> 00:14:57,494
Really?
You're depressed?
350
00:14:57,494 --> 00:14:58,764
I can't be depressed?
351
00:14:58,764 --> 00:15:00,366
Yeah, I don't know.
You have this, like, great life.
352
00:15:00,366 --> 00:15:02,471
Okay.
What happened?
353
00:15:02,471 --> 00:15:04,942
What happened is,
I got fired.
354
00:15:04,942 --> 00:15:06,579
What happened is that
I wear a suit all day
355
00:15:06,579 --> 00:15:08,215
because I might get
a job interview
356
00:15:08,215 --> 00:15:11,488
and I'm 41
and I have no one to cry to.
357
00:15:11,488 --> 00:15:13,292
I don't know,
I turned around and realized
358
00:15:13,292 --> 00:15:15,163
that the brokers who are
15 years younger than me
359
00:15:15,163 --> 00:15:16,933
are the only friends I had.
360
00:15:16,933 --> 00:15:18,336
- What about us?
- Yeah.
361
00:15:18,336 --> 00:15:19,872
Yeah, I know. Like I said,
can't I just be depressed?
362
00:15:19,872 --> 00:15:21,576
Wait. But we, like--
We had the night of our lives.
363
00:15:21,576 --> 00:15:22,879
Did we not?
I don't know, dude.
364
00:15:22,879 --> 00:15:23,948
That was like a Monday
for me.
365
00:15:23,948 --> 00:15:26,686
Oh, my God.
366
00:15:26,686 --> 00:15:28,155
What the hell is that?
367
00:15:28,155 --> 00:15:30,493
It's just incense, Dad.
Don't worry about it.
368
00:15:31,361 --> 00:15:33,199
My job was supposed
to be failsafe.
369
00:15:33,199 --> 00:15:34,969
Nothing--
Nothing is failsafe.
370
00:15:34,969 --> 00:15:37,173
Yeah, but I didn't
do anything.
371
00:15:37,173 --> 00:15:39,512
If you didn't do anything,
then you should sue.
372
00:15:41,282 --> 00:15:42,685
I don't want
to talk about it.
373
00:15:42,685 --> 00:15:43,920
Did you tell Vanessa yet?
374
00:15:43,920 --> 00:15:45,356
How can I tell Vanessa?
It's too late.
375
00:15:45,356 --> 00:15:46,826
- Oh.
- I have to break up with her.
376
00:15:46,826 --> 00:15:48,096
Are you crazy?
377
00:15:48,096 --> 00:15:50,734
Well, I would have to admit
I lied.
378
00:15:50,734 --> 00:15:52,538
I would have to apologize.
379
00:15:52,538 --> 00:15:54,675
Love means never having
to say you're sorry.
380
00:15:54,675 --> 00:15:56,378
Actually, in my experience,
it's divorce
381
00:15:56,378 --> 00:15:57,881
that means never having
to say you're sorry, yeah.
382
00:15:57,881 --> 00:15:59,217
- Oh.
- Yes, he's right.
383
00:15:59,217 --> 00:16:00,587
Every relationship
I've ever had
384
00:16:00,587 --> 00:16:03,392
is a girl asking me
to apologize all the time.
385
00:16:03,392 --> 00:16:05,597
Mm, kind of a strange way
of maybe looking
386
00:16:05,597 --> 00:16:08,603
at your ongoing issues
with women, but sure.
387
00:16:08,603 --> 00:16:11,141
I don't want to talk about it,
like I said.
388
00:16:13,211 --> 00:16:15,216
Oh, shit.
I have to go.
389
00:16:15,216 --> 00:16:17,087
My flight leaves
in like four hours.
390
00:16:17,087 --> 00:16:18,690
Oh, you are gonna have
a great time.
391
00:16:18,690 --> 00:16:19,992
Where you going?
392
00:16:19,992 --> 00:16:21,863
- [Bleep]
- Oh, I love it there.
393
00:16:21,863 --> 00:16:23,767
Mm-hmm.
Bye, guys.
394
00:16:23,767 --> 00:16:26,071
The multinational mass media
and entertainment
395
00:16:26,071 --> 00:16:28,475
conglomerate that features
several amusement parks
396
00:16:28,475 --> 00:16:30,179
as its profit center
would rather
397
00:16:30,179 --> 00:16:31,583
I didn't mention it by name.
398
00:16:31,583 --> 00:16:33,519
ADAM:
Come on, in the car.
399
00:16:36,491 --> 00:16:40,266
Thank you.
I'm sorry.
400
00:16:40,266 --> 00:16:41,602
I've just got to get
a few things, okay?
401
00:16:41,602 --> 00:16:43,439
- I did it. You're late.
- I know. I just--
402
00:16:43,439 --> 00:16:44,809
- Let's go!
- I'm gonna run upstairs.
403
00:16:44,809 --> 00:16:46,212
I'm gonna do deodorant.
I'll be right back.
404
00:16:46,212 --> 00:16:47,347
I had this timed
to the minute, Lib.
405
00:16:47,347 --> 00:16:48,650
LIBBY:
I'll be right back!
406
00:16:49,719 --> 00:16:52,558
I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
407
00:16:52,558 --> 00:16:53,693
That's okay.
408
00:16:53,693 --> 00:16:56,899
At least you got
the restaurant reservations.
409
00:16:56,899 --> 00:16:58,737
Right.
410
00:16:58,737 --> 00:17:01,274
[ engine starts ]
411
00:17:01,274 --> 00:17:03,178
DRIVER:
Newark Airport, right?
412
00:17:05,049 --> 00:17:07,722
The multinational mass media
and entertainment
413
00:17:07,722 --> 00:17:10,292
conglomerate that features
several amusement parks
414
00:17:10,292 --> 00:17:11,963
as its profit center
would rather
415
00:17:11,963 --> 00:17:14,869
I not depict scenes
from this vacation.
416
00:17:14,869 --> 00:17:17,875
So instead of telling you
about my trip to there,
417
00:17:17,875 --> 00:17:22,585
I will use this time to tell
you about my trip to here,
418
00:17:22,585 --> 00:17:26,593
meaning how I got here
to this place in my life.
419
00:17:26,593 --> 00:17:28,295
I worked at a men's magazine,
420
00:17:28,295 --> 00:17:30,366
the only place
I ever wanted to work.
421
00:17:30,366 --> 00:17:31,603
It's really ingenious.
422
00:17:31,603 --> 00:17:33,205
MAN: Masterful.
MAN #2: Killed it.
423
00:17:33,205 --> 00:17:34,876
I loved it there.
424
00:17:34,876 --> 00:17:38,482
I was an editorial assistant,
then a news assistant.
425
00:17:38,482 --> 00:17:40,788
Hey, you're taking notes, right?
426
00:17:40,788 --> 00:17:42,791
Yeah.
427
00:17:42,791 --> 00:17:46,899
All I wanted was to be a writer
with my stories up there.
428
00:17:46,899 --> 00:17:48,837
To write those stories
seemed to me
429
00:17:48,837 --> 00:17:53,212
to be the closest approximation
of actually living.
430
00:17:53,212 --> 00:17:54,716
Or, more specifically,
what I wanted
431
00:17:54,716 --> 00:17:57,387
was to be Archer Sylvan,
our most marquee writer,
432
00:17:57,387 --> 00:17:59,692
who wrote bombastic,
wild stories
433
00:17:59,692 --> 00:18:01,495
that stopped the world
for a week
434
00:18:01,495 --> 00:18:03,099
after they were published.
435
00:18:03,099 --> 00:18:04,602
Archer spanned the globe
436
00:18:04,602 --> 00:18:06,673
digging up
unbelievable characters
437
00:18:06,673 --> 00:18:09,044
and telling a story that felt
like you were being gripped
438
00:18:09,044 --> 00:18:11,582
by the lapels and shouted at.
439
00:18:11,582 --> 00:18:13,587
Of course,
The Heart is a Lonely Dinner
440
00:18:13,587 --> 00:18:15,790
was his most famous story.
441
00:18:15,790 --> 00:18:17,761
It won
the National Magazine Award
442
00:18:17,761 --> 00:18:21,267
the year it was published
and was a Pulitzer finalist.
443
00:18:24,474 --> 00:18:26,646
My favorite of his books, Decoupling,
444
00:18:26,646 --> 00:18:29,718
was a National Book Award-
winning scandal,
445
00:18:29,718 --> 00:18:31,990
a gonzo account of a year
in the life
446
00:18:31,990 --> 00:18:33,760
of a divorced man in 1979.
447
00:18:33,760 --> 00:18:35,395
You like that one, huh?
Okay, good.
448
00:18:35,395 --> 00:18:37,300
As the years went on,
though, Archer,
449
00:18:37,300 --> 00:18:39,404
who had once been
everyone's delight,
450
00:18:39,404 --> 00:18:42,143
became the subject
of evermore controversy.
451
00:18:42,143 --> 00:18:43,613
Well, what would you say
to people
452
00:18:43,613 --> 00:18:46,853
who thought that only showing
one side of the divorce
453
00:18:46,853 --> 00:18:48,455
gave women short shrift?
454
00:18:48,455 --> 00:18:50,059
[ chuckles ]
I mean, come on, Jake.
455
00:18:50,059 --> 00:18:53,232
Have you ever asked a woman
what her divorce was like?
456
00:18:53,232 --> 00:18:55,270
How do you mean?
[ mimics snoring ]
457
00:18:55,270 --> 00:18:56,773
[ laughter ]
458
00:18:56,773 --> 00:18:58,075
I don't get the joke.
459
00:18:58,075 --> 00:19:00,747
All right, well, I'm saying
it's the same old thing,
460
00:19:00,747 --> 00:19:01,949
the same story.
461
00:19:01,949 --> 00:19:04,121
Uh, "He did me wrong.
He cheated on me.
462
00:19:04,121 --> 00:19:06,158
He doesn't respect me."
463
00:19:06,158 --> 00:19:07,628
I'm tired of that story.
464
00:19:07,628 --> 00:19:10,400
I wanted to write the story
of a person's soul.
465
00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:13,039
So a woman
doesn't have a soul?
466
00:19:13,039 --> 00:19:14,609
I didn't say that.
467
00:19:14,609 --> 00:19:17,446
I'm saying that you can't get
to the truth of a thing
468
00:19:17,446 --> 00:19:18,716
if you ask her.
469
00:19:18,716 --> 00:19:20,285
So women don't
tell the truth?
470
00:19:20,285 --> 00:19:22,223
Now, see, this is
what critics take issue with
471
00:19:22,223 --> 00:19:23,492
about you, Archer.
472
00:19:23,492 --> 00:19:25,163
You wrote about
a man's divorce,
473
00:19:25,163 --> 00:19:26,599
taking his word
for everything,
474
00:19:26,599 --> 00:19:30,172
never interviewed the woman
to verify anything.
475
00:19:30,172 --> 00:19:32,243
It's not the same thing.
476
00:19:32,243 --> 00:19:33,747
Well, they're reissuing
the book, Jake.
477
00:19:33,747 --> 00:19:35,684
That's got to count
for something.
478
00:19:35,684 --> 00:19:37,855
[ laughter ]
479
00:19:37,855 --> 00:19:41,495
Some of the lines that were
now considered unspeakable
480
00:19:41,495 --> 00:19:43,600
were edited out
of later editions,
481
00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:46,840
but they didn't fix
its iconic last line.
482
00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:50,547
"The bitch will try to get you
every time."
483
00:19:50,547 --> 00:19:52,183
But I didn't care.
484
00:19:52,183 --> 00:19:55,490
I forgave anything that was
as exciting and angry
485
00:19:55,490 --> 00:19:57,226
and urgent as this.
486
00:19:57,226 --> 00:19:59,263
[ laughs ]
Hey, Archer.
487
00:19:59,263 --> 00:20:00,901
Hey.
I work, uh--
488
00:20:00,901 --> 00:20:02,637
I work at the magazine.
489
00:20:02,637 --> 00:20:04,608
I've never seen you there.
490
00:20:04,608 --> 00:20:07,480
Oh, well, I'm--
I'm such a huge fan of yours.
491
00:20:07,480 --> 00:20:09,083
I had to just come
and hear you--
492
00:20:09,083 --> 00:20:10,587
see you--
see you speak.
493
00:20:10,587 --> 00:20:12,724
Right.
That piece that you wrote
494
00:20:12,724 --> 00:20:16,498
about the Fountain of Youth
in the Andes-- that story--
495
00:20:16,498 --> 00:20:19,638
it completely changed my life
when I read it.
496
00:20:19,638 --> 00:20:22,143
It was, um--
What's your name?
497
00:20:22,143 --> 00:20:23,547
Libby Slater.
498
00:20:23,547 --> 00:20:25,717
[ pen scribbling ]
499
00:20:25,717 --> 00:20:27,286
Here you go.
Thank you.
500
00:20:27,286 --> 00:20:28,990
- Hey.
- Hi.
501
00:20:29,525 --> 00:20:31,929
WOMAN: Good night, sweetie.
Sorry. Good night.
502
00:20:31,929 --> 00:20:32,998
MAN: This way.
503
00:20:32,998 --> 00:20:34,300
[ clears throat ]
504
00:20:34,300 --> 00:20:36,237
Hi.
505
00:20:38,175 --> 00:20:39,779
Almost 15 years later,
506
00:20:39,779 --> 00:20:43,987
I was still jogging in place
at the magazine.
507
00:20:43,987 --> 00:20:48,763
And the magazine
was still celebrating Archer.
508
00:20:48,763 --> 00:20:50,667
It was always the next story
for me
509
00:20:50,667 --> 00:20:52,938
that was going to be
the big one.
510
00:20:52,938 --> 00:20:54,708
I was always just about
to break out.
511
00:20:54,708 --> 00:20:57,080
My fingers attracted
the blood--
512
00:20:57,080 --> 00:21:00,386
you know, attracted
the tiger sharks.
513
00:21:00,386 --> 00:21:01,923
And I kept telling them,
514
00:21:01,923 --> 00:21:03,994
"I didn't mean to run
with the bulls.
515
00:21:03,994 --> 00:21:06,665
I was doing a story on these
bank robbers
516
00:21:06,665 --> 00:21:09,572
when they started
getting chased by the cops."
517
00:21:09,572 --> 00:21:11,207
That's when I saw
the most beautiful woman
518
00:21:11,207 --> 00:21:12,577
I'd ever seen before.
519
00:21:12,577 --> 00:21:13,913
Don't ask me
how old she was.
520
00:21:13,913 --> 00:21:16,285
She lived outside
the realm of time.
521
00:21:16,285 --> 00:21:18,122
[ laughter ]
522
00:21:18,122 --> 00:21:20,927
[ crowd chanting "Read it!" ]
523
00:21:20,927 --> 00:21:22,029
All right, all right!
524
00:21:22,029 --> 00:21:25,269
If you insist!
I'm gonna read one page.
525
00:21:25,269 --> 00:21:27,039
[ indistinct conversations ]
526
00:21:27,039 --> 00:21:28,509
We should be thinking that
for you,
527
00:21:28,509 --> 00:21:29,812
because she's a child star,
528
00:21:29,812 --> 00:21:32,383
but she's not really
a girl, right?
529
00:21:32,383 --> 00:21:33,753
I don't know, Glenn.
530
00:21:33,753 --> 00:21:35,524
I mean, why can't I do
something more like
531
00:21:35,524 --> 00:21:37,995
what Archer does?
532
00:21:37,995 --> 00:21:39,898
Archer is Archer.
You know that.
533
00:21:39,898 --> 00:21:41,635
- I know.
- Everyone wants to be Archer.
534
00:21:41,635 --> 00:21:43,172
He's the house style.
535
00:21:43,172 --> 00:21:44,775
Let's get you
something good.
536
00:21:44,775 --> 00:21:46,646
Um, uh...
537
00:21:46,646 --> 00:21:50,152
NFL cheerleader coaches.
538
00:21:50,152 --> 00:21:52,591
NFL cheerleader coaches?
539
00:21:52,591 --> 00:21:53,927
- Tony Bennett?
- Tony Bennett?
540
00:21:53,927 --> 00:21:56,131
He's turning 85.
It might be surprising.
541
00:21:56,131 --> 00:21:57,433
Surpri-- Like what?
542
00:21:57,433 --> 00:21:59,470
He-might-die-during-the-
interview surprising?
543
00:21:59,470 --> 00:22:00,774
It's the legend.
544
00:22:00,774 --> 00:22:02,845
Lib, you killed
that Instagram story.
545
00:22:02,845 --> 00:22:04,214
- Thank you.
- Killed it, murdered it.
546
00:22:04,214 --> 00:22:05,717
Destroyed.
I'm in awe.
547
00:22:05,717 --> 00:22:09,090
Steiner was just sent to Cuba
on a Castro story.
548
00:22:09,090 --> 00:22:11,762
You're kidding.
549
00:22:11,762 --> 00:22:13,332
- Steiner!
- Hey, buddy.
550
00:22:13,332 --> 00:22:15,369
That guy has been here
for six months!
551
00:22:15,369 --> 00:22:16,471
He came over from GQ.
552
00:22:16,471 --> 00:22:17,675
He was there
for two years.
553
00:22:17,675 --> 00:22:19,444
He's got a voice.
554
00:22:19,444 --> 00:22:21,916
I have a voice.
555
00:22:21,916 --> 00:22:23,553
You know what I mean, Libby.
556
00:22:23,553 --> 00:22:27,928
So, you have a dinosaur
whose work has aged like milk,
557
00:22:27,928 --> 00:22:28,930
and you're what?
558
00:22:28,930 --> 00:22:31,467
Like, grooming
a baby dinosaur?
559
00:22:32,972 --> 00:22:35,076
Let's get you
on a new story.
560
00:22:35,076 --> 00:22:50,172
♪
561
00:22:50,172 --> 00:22:52,644
I had first read Decoupling
in college.
562
00:22:52,644 --> 00:22:54,815
In fact, I had given it to Toby
in Israel,
563
00:22:54,815 --> 00:22:58,690
and he'd become an
Archer Sylvan obsessive, too.
564
00:22:58,690 --> 00:23:02,664
That night, I reread
Archer's collection.
565
00:23:02,664 --> 00:23:06,104
I'd been at the magazine
for 15 years by then.
566
00:23:08,810 --> 00:23:11,816
It had taken me
to right exactly that party
567
00:23:11,816 --> 00:23:14,922
to realize that I was
no longer moving forward.
568
00:23:14,922 --> 00:23:17,026
I was completely stalled.
569
00:23:17,026 --> 00:23:21,535
♪
570
00:23:23,004 --> 00:23:24,741
What's going on?
571
00:23:27,413 --> 00:23:29,050
I don't know.
572
00:23:31,956 --> 00:23:35,162
I'm lost.
I don't know what I'm doing.
573
00:23:35,162 --> 00:23:37,300
Why?
What happened?
574
00:23:38,402 --> 00:23:44,046
I just was rereading
The Heart is a Lonely Dinner.
575
00:23:44,046 --> 00:23:45,416
[ sighs ]
576
00:23:45,416 --> 00:23:46,752
I just-- I don't know.
577
00:23:46,752 --> 00:23:49,057
I always thought,
like, I--
578
00:23:49,057 --> 00:23:51,996
If I write good stories,
if I proved myself...
579
00:23:53,966 --> 00:23:55,737
...then one day,
they're gonna send me
580
00:23:55,737 --> 00:23:56,972
to the top of the mountain
581
00:23:56,972 --> 00:23:59,845
to eat the still-beating
heart of the ox.
582
00:23:59,845 --> 00:24:02,049
And I'll know
the secret to life.
583
00:24:02,049 --> 00:24:03,586
You'll get there.
You will.
584
00:24:03,586 --> 00:24:05,222
I won't, I won't, I won't.
I won't. I won't.
585
00:24:05,222 --> 00:24:06,892
I'm not even close.
586
00:24:09,263 --> 00:24:13,171
Oh, God, I can't believe
I'm saying this, but...
587
00:24:15,577 --> 00:24:18,348
...I think
I have to leave.
588
00:24:18,348 --> 00:24:19,651
Listen.
589
00:24:19,651 --> 00:24:20,653
Come here.
590
00:24:20,653 --> 00:24:24,227
[ sighs ]
Listen.
591
00:24:24,227 --> 00:24:27,166
Those guys who embody
the ethic of the magazine--
592
00:24:27,166 --> 00:24:29,337
they're blowhards.
593
00:24:29,337 --> 00:24:31,509
They come to you
when they want a good story
594
00:24:31,509 --> 00:24:33,579
without the pages
soaked in blood.
595
00:24:33,579 --> 00:24:36,519
They come to me
when they want a story
596
00:24:36,519 --> 00:24:39,958
that's filed on time.
597
00:24:39,958 --> 00:24:43,900
They do. I want to soak
my pages in blood.
598
00:24:43,900 --> 00:24:46,104
You know, I want people
to read my stories
599
00:24:46,104 --> 00:24:48,677
and cry
and rend their garments.
600
00:24:48,677 --> 00:24:49,945
- They will.
- They don't!
601
00:24:49,945 --> 00:24:52,751
They don't.
They don't!
602
00:24:54,387 --> 00:24:55,857
God.
603
00:24:55,857 --> 00:24:58,596
I just feel so stupid.
604
00:24:58,596 --> 00:25:01,034
I was never in the game.
605
00:25:01,034 --> 00:25:03,840
You could be a great writer
at a men's magazine,
606
00:25:03,840 --> 00:25:05,610
but no matter
how hard you work,
607
00:25:05,610 --> 00:25:07,113
if you're a woman,
you can't be a man.
608
00:25:07,113 --> 00:25:09,518
It's like I don't even feel
like anybody reads anything
609
00:25:09,518 --> 00:25:11,822
I write
unless it's about a man.
610
00:25:18,670 --> 00:25:20,239
I'll write a novel.
611
00:25:20,239 --> 00:25:22,343
[ down-tempo music plays ]
612
00:25:22,343 --> 00:25:25,717
♪
613
00:25:25,717 --> 00:25:27,821
But now it's two years later.
614
00:25:30,359 --> 00:25:33,265
I haven't once even opened
a blank page
615
00:25:33,265 --> 00:25:35,102
and made an attempt.
616
00:25:35,102 --> 00:25:37,507
And here's the secret
of my vacation--
617
00:25:37,507 --> 00:25:40,212
that while we were on the rides
and standing in lines
618
00:25:40,212 --> 00:25:43,919
and taking pictures,
I wasn't really with my family.
619
00:25:46,425 --> 00:25:48,128
I wasn't in Florida.
620
00:25:50,366 --> 00:25:52,102
I wasn't on an airplane.
621
00:25:52,102 --> 00:25:54,374
I wasn't at a themed
restaurant, begging a hostess
622
00:25:54,374 --> 00:25:56,244
for a reservation
everyone in the world
623
00:25:56,244 --> 00:25:58,949
knew to make weeks before,
but not me.
624
00:26:03,459 --> 00:26:06,264
I wasn't even at home,
unloading the car.
625
00:26:08,636 --> 00:26:11,041
I don't know what to do
with you.
626
00:26:11,041 --> 00:26:22,196
♪
627
00:26:22,196 --> 00:26:23,398
I was with Toby.
628
00:26:23,398 --> 00:26:26,103
[ cellphone ringing ]
629
00:26:31,448 --> 00:26:33,485
[ dog whines ]
630
00:26:33,485 --> 00:26:35,222
Oh, shit!
631
00:26:35,222 --> 00:26:36,725
Come here.
632
00:26:36,725 --> 00:26:38,061
Okay.
Here we go.
633
00:26:38,061 --> 00:26:39,731
Okay.
634
00:26:39,731 --> 00:26:40,867
[ ringing continues ]
635
00:26:40,867 --> 00:26:42,670
Okay, come on.
636
00:26:44,742 --> 00:26:46,178
Okay.
It's okay.
637
00:26:46,178 --> 00:26:49,551
Go pee. Go pee.
Go pee. Go pee.
638
00:26:49,551 --> 00:26:51,556
Okay, there you go.
Go pee.
639
00:26:51,556 --> 00:26:52,858
Come on. Okay.
640
00:26:52,858 --> 00:26:54,460
- She's so cute.
- Oh, hey.
641
00:26:54,460 --> 00:26:55,462
Thank you so much, yeah.
642
00:26:55,462 --> 00:26:56,732
What's her name?
643
00:26:56,732 --> 00:26:58,135
Oh, it's actually, uh--
it's actually a boy.
644
00:26:58,135 --> 00:26:59,738
People do think it's a girl,
but it's actually a boy.
645
00:26:59,738 --> 00:27:01,340
- Oh.
- Uh, Bubbles.
646
00:27:01,340 --> 00:27:02,978
Maybe that's why they think
it's a girl.
647
00:27:02,978 --> 00:27:04,815
[ cellphone ringing ]
Yeah, maybe.
648
00:27:04,815 --> 00:27:06,886
Shit.
Sorry.
649
00:27:06,886 --> 00:27:08,656
Shit.
It's my kids' camp.
650
00:27:08,656 --> 00:27:09,925
Hello.
Dr. Fleishman.
651
00:27:09,925 --> 00:27:12,163
Are the--
Yeah, are the kids okay?
652
00:27:12,163 --> 00:27:14,835
Wait. No. Sorry.
You have to tell me.
653
00:27:14,835 --> 00:27:16,437
Now? I'm sorry.
I have a job.
654
00:27:16,437 --> 00:27:18,876
But can you please just at least
tell me, like, the nature--
655
00:27:18,876 --> 00:27:20,846
Yeah, I don't even have a car.
How am I supposed to--
656
00:27:20,846 --> 00:27:22,651
Yeah, fine.
That's fine.
657
00:27:22,651 --> 00:27:24,788
I'll-- I'll be in
as soon as possible.
658
00:27:24,788 --> 00:27:25,957
Yeah, thanks.
659
00:27:25,957 --> 00:27:27,528
You need to clean up
that dog shit.
660
00:27:27,528 --> 00:27:29,196
What?
661
00:27:32,504 --> 00:27:34,340
Shit. Uh...
662
00:27:38,949 --> 00:27:40,753
[ dog barking ]
663
00:27:44,628 --> 00:27:45,830
TOBY: Hi.
- Hey.
664
00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:46,966
Thank you for coming, truly.
665
00:27:46,966 --> 00:27:48,536
I was taking
the day off anyway.
666
00:27:48,536 --> 00:27:49,938
Oh, yeah?
Everything okay?
667
00:27:49,938 --> 00:27:51,340
I don't know.
That douchebag camp director
668
00:27:51,340 --> 00:27:53,445
wouldn't tell me anything.
It's Bubbles!
669
00:27:53,445 --> 00:27:54,948
I'm sure everything's fine.
670
00:27:54,948 --> 00:27:56,217
How could it be fine?
How could anything be fine?
671
00:27:56,217 --> 00:27:57,521
Do you remember
the times a parent
672
00:27:57,521 --> 00:27:58,556
had to pick up a kid
from camp?
673
00:27:58,556 --> 00:27:59,859
Michael Goldstein?
674
00:27:59,859 --> 00:28:01,862
When he urinated
on Scott Messinger.
675
00:28:01,862 --> 00:28:02,998
Yeah, exactly.
676
00:28:02,998 --> 00:28:05,368
Don't worry.
Children are resilient.
677
00:28:07,674 --> 00:28:09,277
He wondered why
people say that.
678
00:28:09,277 --> 00:28:11,748
Children are actually
not resilient.
679
00:28:11,748 --> 00:28:13,184
They're children.
680
00:28:13,184 --> 00:28:14,755
Just because they don't
jump off a bridge
681
00:28:14,755 --> 00:28:16,858
doesn't mean they're resilient.
682
00:28:19,263 --> 00:28:21,568
RACHEL PLATTEN:
♪ This is my fight song ♪
683
00:28:21,568 --> 00:28:25,242
♪ Take-back-my-life song,
prove I'm alr-- ♪
684
00:28:25,242 --> 00:28:28,148
[ Calum Scott and Tiesto's
"Dancing on My Own" plays ]
685
00:28:28,148 --> 00:28:30,352
♪ And I'm giving it my all ♪
686
00:28:30,352 --> 00:28:35,128
♪ But I'm not the guy
you're taking home ♪
687
00:28:35,128 --> 00:28:37,166
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
688
00:28:37,166 --> 00:28:40,139
♪ I keep dancing on my own ♪
689
00:28:40,139 --> 00:28:41,374
CAMP DIRECTOR: Mr. Fleishman.
TOBY: Mm-hmm.
690
00:28:41,374 --> 00:28:44,480
Everything's fine.
Hannah's fine.
691
00:28:44,480 --> 00:28:47,019
But she did take, uh,
692
00:28:47,019 --> 00:28:49,791
an unfortunate picture
with her phone,
693
00:28:49,791 --> 00:28:52,663
and she shared it
with a young man.
694
00:28:52,663 --> 00:28:54,868
What?
What kind of picture?
695
00:28:54,868 --> 00:28:56,972
Well, it was a very
suggestive picture.
696
00:28:56,972 --> 00:29:01,582
Um, the boy shared it
with his friends.
697
00:29:01,582 --> 00:29:03,318
He shared it
with his friends.
698
00:29:05,122 --> 00:29:07,426
And what does
"suggestive" mean?
699
00:29:07,426 --> 00:29:10,766
Well, it was, uh--
It wasn't appropriate.
700
00:29:10,766 --> 00:29:13,539
Um, I'll let you discuss it
with Hannah.
701
00:29:13,539 --> 00:29:14,941
But suffice it to say,
702
00:29:14,941 --> 00:29:17,113
it violated our
camper code of conduct.
703
00:29:17,113 --> 00:29:19,685
Yeah, I'm not really interested
in the camper code of conduct.
704
00:29:19,685 --> 00:29:20,853
Is she okay?
705
00:29:20,853 --> 00:29:21,923
Oh, yeah. Yeah.
706
00:29:21,923 --> 00:29:23,158
I-I said that.
She's fine.
707
00:29:23,158 --> 00:29:24,661
Where is she?
I want to see my daughter.
708
00:29:24,661 --> 00:29:26,698
- She's packing up her things.
- Right. And, um--
709
00:29:26,698 --> 00:29:28,101
And what's happening
to him?
710
00:29:28,101 --> 00:29:29,638
- To?
- To the kid.
711
00:29:29,638 --> 00:29:31,675
- Well, Mr. Fleishman--
- Actually, it's Dr. Fleishman.
712
00:29:31,675 --> 00:29:36,217
Okay. Well, he's not the one
that took the photo, so--
713
00:29:36,217 --> 00:29:37,754
Right.
So nothing's happening to him.
714
00:29:37,754 --> 00:29:39,958
He didn't violate any of your
policies or any of your rules?
715
00:29:39,958 --> 00:29:42,129
- Well, right now, um...
- Yeah.
716
00:29:42,129 --> 00:29:43,565
...h-his parents are
in Switzerland,
717
00:29:43,565 --> 00:29:44,701
so we talked to him.
718
00:29:44,701 --> 00:29:45,970
How nice.
How nice for them.
719
00:29:45,970 --> 00:29:47,907
Okay, where is she?
720
00:29:47,907 --> 00:29:50,178
[ Hannah sniffling ]
721
00:29:57,125 --> 00:29:59,263
- Hannahbear.
- [ sobs ]
722
00:29:59,263 --> 00:30:02,971
Come here.
Come here, come here.
723
00:30:02,971 --> 00:30:04,507
Oh, honey.
724
00:30:05,743 --> 00:30:08,850
I know there's so little
I can say to make this better,
725
00:30:08,850 --> 00:30:10,686
but... here.
726
00:30:10,686 --> 00:30:12,089
Listen to me.
Listen to me.
727
00:30:12,089 --> 00:30:15,095
Honey, it won't always
feel this bad, okay?
728
00:30:15,095 --> 00:30:16,965
[ crying ]
I just want to go.
729
00:30:16,965 --> 00:30:18,068
Yeah, no, I understand,
I understand.
730
00:30:18,068 --> 00:30:19,170
We'll go, we'll go.
731
00:30:19,170 --> 00:30:20,907
Hey, where--
where is Solly?
732
00:30:20,907 --> 00:30:23,344
He's in Chipmunks.
[ sobs ]
733
00:30:24,581 --> 00:30:25,950
I was having
a great time.
734
00:30:25,950 --> 00:30:27,687
I know, but your sister
had some problems,
735
00:30:27,687 --> 00:30:28,956
and I can't leave you here,
736
00:30:28,956 --> 00:30:30,626
not with the way
they handled it.
737
00:30:30,626 --> 00:30:31,929
Wait.
I forgot.
738
00:30:31,929 --> 00:30:33,164
I have to get something
from the art room.
739
00:30:33,164 --> 00:30:34,367
Yeah, go ahead.
740
00:30:34,367 --> 00:30:37,005
[ children playing
and laughing ]
741
00:30:38,910 --> 00:30:41,849
BOY: Throw it!
742
00:30:41,849 --> 00:30:43,351
Go, go, go!
743
00:30:43,351 --> 00:30:44,722
Mm.
744
00:30:44,722 --> 00:30:46,157
Go to the car, honey.
745
00:30:46,157 --> 00:30:48,228
Actually, give me your phone
and then go to the car.
746
00:30:48,228 --> 00:30:49,564
Mm.
747
00:30:49,564 --> 00:30:51,669
[ down-tempo music plays ]
748
00:30:51,669 --> 00:30:57,012
♪
749
00:30:57,012 --> 00:30:59,752
Um, one minute.
One second.
750
00:30:59,752 --> 00:31:02,189
Um, Mr. Fleishman.
751
00:31:02,189 --> 00:31:04,594
Mr. Fleishman.
TOBY: Hey!
752
00:31:04,594 --> 00:31:05,930
One day, you will understand
the breadth
753
00:31:05,930 --> 00:31:07,834
of what a piece of shit
you are.
754
00:31:07,834 --> 00:31:08,903
And I hope I'm there
to see you
755
00:31:08,903 --> 00:31:10,405
when you realize
you're worthless.
756
00:31:10,405 --> 00:31:11,374
Um, Mr. Fleishman--
757
00:31:11,374 --> 00:31:12,978
It's Dr. Fleishman,
you dipshit.
758
00:31:12,978 --> 00:31:52,489
♪
759
00:31:57,900 --> 00:32:00,171
[ coin clinks ]
760
00:32:02,209 --> 00:32:04,614
[ can falls ]
761
00:32:04,614 --> 00:32:07,352
SOLLY: Are we going to
your or Mom's house?
762
00:32:07,352 --> 00:32:09,558
Um...
763
00:32:09,558 --> 00:32:12,363
Hey, guys, could I, um--
Can I talk to you for a second?
764
00:32:12,363 --> 00:32:13,700
Could we go sit down, actually?
765
00:32:13,700 --> 00:32:14,868
What is it?
766
00:32:14,868 --> 00:32:17,440
Uh, well, it's--
it's your mother.
767
00:32:17,440 --> 00:32:19,043
I mean, she's fine.
She's fine.
768
00:32:19,043 --> 00:32:21,314
Or at least
I think she's fine.
769
00:32:21,314 --> 00:32:22,550
But, um--
No, it's fine.
770
00:32:22,550 --> 00:32:24,219
Here, come here,
come here, come here.
771
00:32:24,219 --> 00:32:28,261
But, um... well, she's having
some issues, okay?
772
00:32:28,261 --> 00:32:30,666
And she's taking some time
right now.
773
00:32:30,666 --> 00:32:32,135
Here, sit down.
774
00:32:32,135 --> 00:32:34,407
What--
What does that mean?
775
00:32:34,407 --> 00:32:36,277
Well, it means you'll be with me
full-time
776
00:32:36,277 --> 00:32:39,083
for the foreseeable future.
777
00:32:39,083 --> 00:32:41,722
W-What does that mean?
778
00:32:41,722 --> 00:32:43,526
Um...
779
00:32:43,526 --> 00:32:47,032
Your mother has decided
to, like,
780
00:32:47,032 --> 00:32:50,038
not be in our lives
so much.
781
00:32:50,038 --> 00:32:51,440
She's not
on a business trip.
782
00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:53,646
She, um...
783
00:32:53,646 --> 00:32:55,783
She, uh--
She dropped you off that day
784
00:32:55,783 --> 00:32:58,956
and she doesn't appear to be
coming back to pick you up.
785
00:32:58,956 --> 00:33:00,358
Mnh-mnh.
No.
786
00:33:00,358 --> 00:33:02,262
[ voice breaking ]
No, she wouldn't do that.
787
00:33:02,262 --> 00:33:03,632
No, I know
it seems impossible.
788
00:33:03,632 --> 00:33:06,772
I mean, no, it seems
that way to me, too.
789
00:33:06,772 --> 00:33:08,843
But I just, like--
790
00:33:08,843 --> 00:33:11,113
I don't know how to, like,
protect you from this.
791
00:33:11,113 --> 00:33:12,382
I tried.
I sent you to camp.
792
00:33:12,382 --> 00:33:14,721
I thought it would resolve, but...
793
00:33:14,721 --> 00:33:17,159
I can't keep lying to you, okay?
794
00:33:17,159 --> 00:33:20,766
[ crying ]
795
00:33:20,766 --> 00:33:22,904
LIBBY: The children reacted
the same way they did
796
00:33:22,904 --> 00:33:25,275
when they told them
about the divorce--
797
00:33:25,275 --> 00:33:28,982
with questions
about survival.
798
00:33:28,982 --> 00:33:31,454
He tried to answer honestly.
799
00:33:31,454 --> 00:33:33,993
Yes, you will probably
see her again.
800
00:33:33,993 --> 00:33:35,996
Yes, they'll manage.
801
00:33:35,996 --> 00:33:38,001
Yes, he's sorry.
802
00:33:38,001 --> 00:33:39,571
He's so sorry.
803
00:33:39,571 --> 00:33:52,830
♪
804
00:34:03,719 --> 00:34:06,324
SOLLY:
♪ Like a small boat ♪
805
00:34:06,324 --> 00:34:08,094
♪ In the ocean ♪
806
00:34:08,094 --> 00:34:10,699
♪ Sending big waves ♪
807
00:34:10,699 --> 00:34:13,104
♪ Into motion ♪
808
00:34:13,104 --> 00:34:15,208
BOTH:
♪ Like how a single word ♪
809
00:34:15,208 --> 00:34:18,114
♪ Can make a heart open ♪
810
00:34:18,114 --> 00:34:21,086
♪ I might only have one match ♪
811
00:34:21,086 --> 00:34:23,926
♪ But I can make an explosion ♪
812
00:34:23,926 --> 00:34:27,132
♪ All those things
I didn't say ♪
813
00:34:27,132 --> 00:34:29,904
♪ Wrecking balls
inside my brain ♪
814
00:34:29,904 --> 00:34:32,743
♪ I will scream them
loud tonight ♪
815
00:34:32,743 --> 00:34:35,582
♪ Can you hear my voice
this time? ♪
816
00:34:35,582 --> 00:34:38,454
♪ This is my fight song ♪
817
00:34:38,454 --> 00:34:41,361
♪ Take-back-my-life song ♪
818
00:34:41,361 --> 00:34:46,337
♪ Prove-I'm-all-right song ♪
819
00:34:46,905 --> 00:34:49,410
♪ My power's turned on ♪
820
00:34:49,410 --> 00:34:53,218
♪ Starting right now
I'll be strong ♪
821
00:34:53,218 --> 00:34:56,892
♪ I'll play my fight song ♪
822
00:34:56,892 --> 00:35:02,704
♪ And I don't really care
if nobody else believes ♪
823
00:35:02,704 --> 00:35:08,883
♪ 'Cause I've still got
a lot of fight left in me ♪
824
00:35:10,152 --> 00:35:15,829
♪ 'Cause I've still got
a lot of fight left in me ♪
825
00:35:16,665 --> 00:35:19,369
[ muffled television playing ]
826
00:35:19,369 --> 00:35:21,140
[ dog barking ]
827
00:35:21,140 --> 00:35:23,044
Wait.
You didn't.
828
00:35:23,044 --> 00:35:24,881
[ laughing ]
No way!
829
00:35:24,881 --> 00:35:25,984
Oh!
830
00:35:25,984 --> 00:35:27,787
Hi! Hi! Hi!
831
00:35:27,787 --> 00:35:29,023
Oh, my goodness!
832
00:35:29,023 --> 00:35:30,760
Hi! [ laughs ]
833
00:35:30,760 --> 00:35:33,866
You named him Bubbles,
didn't you?
834
00:35:33,866 --> 00:35:37,640
- Hi, Bubbles. Oh!
- Hi, Bubbles!
835
00:35:37,640 --> 00:35:39,844
- Oh, who's a good girl?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
836
00:35:39,844 --> 00:35:41,246
Oh!
837
00:35:45,523 --> 00:35:46,792
People always say to use
the pasta water,
838
00:35:46,792 --> 00:35:48,127
but I'm never sure
what that means.
839
00:35:48,127 --> 00:35:49,263
Like, when do you
put it in?
840
00:35:49,263 --> 00:35:50,733
I just put the sauce on.
841
00:35:50,733 --> 00:35:52,937
It smells really good.
My dad never makes pasta.
842
00:35:52,937 --> 00:35:54,073
SETH:
You doing okay?
843
00:35:54,073 --> 00:35:55,910
I'm better.
844
00:35:55,910 --> 00:35:58,114
VANESSA:
Okay, dinner!
845
00:35:58,114 --> 00:35:59,483
Mm. Great.
846
00:35:59,483 --> 00:36:00,919
May a pox break out
at this summer camp
847
00:36:00,919 --> 00:36:03,391
that's only ever outdone
by a concurrent plague
848
00:36:03,391 --> 00:36:06,097
of termites
and venereal disease.
849
00:36:06,097 --> 00:36:08,869
TOBY: Termites?
- Yes.
850
00:36:08,869 --> 00:36:10,405
SOLLY:
Can you pass the spaghetti?
851
00:36:10,405 --> 00:36:12,644
SETH: All right! Looks good.
TOBY: Thank you.
852
00:36:12,644 --> 00:36:15,381
You know, I knew your dad
when he was your age.
853
00:36:15,381 --> 00:36:18,087
He was very short.
And he was really fat.
854
00:36:18,087 --> 00:36:19,958
- I know.
- That's not nice.
855
00:36:19,958 --> 00:36:21,795
Yeah, you were still my friend, though.
856
00:36:21,795 --> 00:36:23,431
SETH: I was.
VANESSA: We have salad, too.
857
00:36:23,431 --> 00:36:24,601
Ah, that's great. Thank you.
SETH: Dry lettuce.
858
00:36:24,601 --> 00:36:26,470
Oh, yeah?
And there's no dressing?
859
00:36:26,470 --> 00:36:28,307
VANESSA: No dressing, no.
- Thank you.
860
00:36:28,307 --> 00:36:30,111
SOLLY: Did you guys really
meet at camp?
861
00:36:30,111 --> 00:36:31,347
SETH: Sure did.
862
00:36:31,347 --> 00:36:33,986
Your dad was very
into astronomy.
863
00:36:33,986 --> 00:36:35,388
Looks delicious.
864
00:36:35,388 --> 00:36:38,060
Get some pasta.
Eat up.
865
00:36:38,060 --> 00:36:40,432
It looks beautiful.
Could I-- could I tr--
866
00:36:40,432 --> 00:36:42,135
No, I'll just--
Pass?
867
00:36:42,135 --> 00:36:43,606
Yeah, sure.
Yes, please.
868
00:36:43,606 --> 00:36:45,643
SOLLY: Oh, this is really good.
SETH: Thank you.
869
00:36:45,643 --> 00:36:47,178
Really?
870
00:36:47,178 --> 00:36:49,049
Are you sure
you don't want some?
871
00:36:49,049 --> 00:36:51,889
[ indistinct conversation ]
872
00:36:51,889 --> 00:36:53,391
SOLLY:
Ooh, maggots.
873
00:36:53,391 --> 00:36:55,328
Oh, come on.
874
00:36:55,328 --> 00:36:57,099
Don't bring up maggots
while we're eating.
875
00:36:57,099 --> 00:36:59,170
This is very good, Vanessa.
876
00:36:59,170 --> 00:37:01,207
VANESSA: Really?
HANNAH: Yeah.
877
00:37:01,207 --> 00:37:03,044
And then they were gone.
878
00:37:03,044 --> 00:37:06,752
And he could no longer pretend
what happened didn't happen.
879
00:37:06,752 --> 00:37:29,096
♪
880
00:37:29,096 --> 00:37:32,570
How could Hannah be these
two people, Toby wondered.
881
00:37:32,570 --> 00:37:34,708
She was a person who,
just a few hours ago,
882
00:37:34,708 --> 00:37:36,979
had a global humiliation,
883
00:37:36,979 --> 00:37:39,050
then learned that her mother
had abandoned her,
884
00:37:39,050 --> 00:37:41,722
and then, in a minute,
was on her knees,
885
00:37:41,722 --> 00:37:44,961
unmoored by her new puppy.
886
00:37:44,961 --> 00:37:48,301
For a few years, Hannah would
straddle being both people,
887
00:37:48,301 --> 00:37:49,871
and that was just the worst--
888
00:37:49,871 --> 00:37:52,209
both for her to endure innocence
889
00:37:52,209 --> 00:37:54,180
and maturity in the same body
890
00:37:54,180 --> 00:37:57,185
and for him to watch
her innocence vanish
891
00:37:57,185 --> 00:37:59,023
in drips until it was gone.
892
00:37:59,023 --> 00:38:02,462
I have to run out for an errand
for a minute.
893
00:38:02,462 --> 00:38:06,237
Will you be okay if I--
if I leave here real quick?
894
00:38:06,237 --> 00:38:07,740
Mm-hmm.
895
00:38:07,740 --> 00:38:09,944
Okay.
Call me if you need me, okay?
896
00:38:13,384 --> 00:38:15,422
Growing up was disgusting.
897
00:38:15,422 --> 00:38:35,830
♪
898
00:38:35,830 --> 00:38:37,800
Long time, no see,
Dr. Fleishman.
899
00:38:37,800 --> 00:38:39,704
Is she up there?
She just got home.
900
00:38:39,704 --> 00:38:40,906
Should I tell her
you're coming?
901
00:38:40,906 --> 00:38:41,708
No, no, no, no.
902
00:38:41,708 --> 00:38:44,446
Uh, she's expecting me.
903
00:38:44,446 --> 00:38:46,317
[ elevator bell dings ]
904
00:38:46,317 --> 00:38:56,069
♪
905
00:39:06,357 --> 00:39:10,633
There was no confrontation
that would make this better.
906
00:39:10,633 --> 00:39:12,937
The decision was made.
907
00:39:12,937 --> 00:39:14,640
It was over.
908
00:39:23,023 --> 00:39:25,262
That weekend,
Toby, Hannah, and Solly
909
00:39:25,262 --> 00:39:28,468
embarked on their new life
as a family of three
910
00:39:28,468 --> 00:39:32,544
that was no longer waiting for
their former fourth to show up.
911
00:39:32,544 --> 00:39:34,881
Do you think it will
ever not be hot?
912
00:39:34,881 --> 00:39:37,051
Uh, like I said, you won't
always feel this way.
913
00:39:37,051 --> 00:39:38,688
Nothing lasts forever.
914
00:39:40,057 --> 00:39:41,661
But it wasn't all he was
thinking about right now.
915
00:39:41,661 --> 00:39:43,297
Look at that giant lizard.
916
00:39:43,297 --> 00:39:45,503
God help him, he was thinking
that he was so happy
917
00:39:45,503 --> 00:39:47,539
to not be alone anymore.
918
00:39:49,376 --> 00:39:52,517
He didn't want to make peace
with his loneliness.
919
00:39:52,517 --> 00:39:54,521
Let's go.
Come on.
920
00:39:54,521 --> 00:39:55,889
How's it so dark?
921
00:39:55,889 --> 00:39:57,660
It kind of freaked me out
when I first saw it,
922
00:39:57,660 --> 00:40:01,433
but I knew
you'd find it interesting.
923
00:40:01,433 --> 00:40:03,972
Now he didn't have to.
924
00:40:03,972 --> 00:40:05,743
You ready?
925
00:40:05,743 --> 00:40:08,314
Come on. Okay.
926
00:40:08,314 --> 00:40:11,654
[ soft rumbling ]
927
00:40:33,464 --> 00:40:34,734
SOLLY:
I need to leave.
928
00:40:34,734 --> 00:40:37,339
We have to leave!
929
00:40:37,339 --> 00:40:40,144
Oh, hey, hey, hey.
Yo, Solly.
930
00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:43,017
Solly.
931
00:40:44,453 --> 00:40:46,456
Solly. Solly.
932
00:40:46,456 --> 00:40:48,294
Hey, Hannah, come on.
933
00:40:48,294 --> 00:40:50,031
[ Calum Scott and Tiesto's
"Dancing on My Own" plays ]
934
00:40:50,031 --> 00:40:54,172
♪ Somebody said you got
a new friend ♪
935
00:40:55,643 --> 00:40:57,379
HANNAH:
Solly, wait.
936
00:40:58,481 --> 00:41:03,124
♪ Does she love you better
than I can? ♪
937
00:41:03,124 --> 00:41:12,042
♪ And there's a big black sky
over my town ♪
938
00:41:12,042 --> 00:41:20,158
♪ I know where you're at,
I bet she's around ♪
939
00:41:20,158 --> 00:41:28,340
♪ And, yeah,
I know it's stupid ♪
940
00:41:28,340 --> 00:41:32,950
♪ But I just gotta see it
for myself ♪
941
00:41:32,950 --> 00:41:35,287
♪ I'm in the corner ♪
942
00:41:35,287 --> 00:41:37,359
♪ Watching you kiss her ♪
943
00:41:37,359 --> 00:41:39,195
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
944
00:41:41,067 --> 00:41:43,671
♪ And I'm right over here ♪
945
00:41:43,671 --> 00:41:45,676
♪ Why can't you see me? ♪
946
00:41:45,676 --> 00:41:47,946
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
947
00:41:49,651 --> 00:41:51,888
♪ And I'm giving it my all ♪
948
00:41:51,888 --> 00:41:56,665
♪ But I'm not the guy
you're taking home ♪
949
00:41:56,665 --> 00:41:58,669
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
950
00:41:58,669 --> 00:42:03,378
♪ I keep dancing on my own ♪
951
00:42:03,378 --> 00:42:05,782
♪ Oh ♪
952
00:42:05,782 --> 00:42:07,854
♪ The lights come on ♪
953
00:42:07,854 --> 00:42:09,958
♪ The music dies ♪
954
00:42:09,958 --> 00:42:14,600
♪ But you don't see me
standing here ♪
955
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:18,908
♪ I just came to say goodbye ♪
956
00:42:18,958 --> 00:42:23,508
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