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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:13,622 --> 00:00:15,972 ♪ It gets harder to carry 4 00:01:47,977 --> 00:01:49,544 Oh, not today, asshole. 5 00:01:56,551 --> 00:01:59,119 ...your neck areas and all that kind of stuff... 6 00:01:59,162 --> 00:02:00,859 You're killing me, Karen. 7 00:02:00,903 --> 00:02:01,991 Goddamn. 8 00:02:04,602 --> 00:02:07,170 No, don't do it agai-- 9 00:02:07,214 --> 00:02:08,998 He's just gonna cheat on you again. 10 00:02:09,520 --> 00:02:10,608 Ugh. 11 00:02:11,435 --> 00:02:12,697 You never listen. 12 00:02:14,873 --> 00:02:16,266 She never listens. 13 00:02:27,669 --> 00:02:29,497 Please. Come on. 14 00:02:30,411 --> 00:02:32,282 Jordan Tyler is a hack. 15 00:02:33,065 --> 00:02:35,590 The guy doesn't even write his own music. 16 00:02:38,593 --> 00:02:41,639 ♪ 17 00:02:54,174 --> 00:02:55,218 Today's the day. 18 00:02:57,046 --> 00:02:58,134 I can feel it. 19 00:03:00,789 --> 00:03:01,964 I can do this. 20 00:03:03,792 --> 00:03:05,097 Today's the day. 21 00:03:06,273 --> 00:03:07,361 I can feel it. 22 00:03:09,014 --> 00:03:11,843 I can do this. It's gonna be today. 23 00:03:13,193 --> 00:03:14,324 Oh, yes. 24 00:03:16,152 --> 00:03:17,240 I can do this, right? 25 00:03:18,241 --> 00:03:21,201 Yeah. Yeah. I can do this. 26 00:03:22,506 --> 00:03:24,334 I can do this. I'm gonna leave, 27 00:03:24,378 --> 00:03:25,683 I'm gonna leave, I'm gonna leave, 28 00:03:25,727 --> 00:03:26,815 -I'm gonna-- 29 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:37,739 Hello? 30 00:03:39,306 --> 00:03:42,352 Hello? Mr. Williams? 31 00:03:44,049 --> 00:03:45,877 I have some deliveries for you! 32 00:03:48,358 --> 00:03:50,317 You're supposed to leave them at the door. 33 00:03:51,318 --> 00:03:52,667 Oh. 34 00:03:52,710 --> 00:03:54,886 Sorry! I'm new. 35 00:04:18,170 --> 00:04:20,303 Left specific instructions... 36 00:04:25,177 --> 00:04:27,223 I left specific instructions. 37 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:31,314 -You just leave... 38 00:04:31,358 --> 00:04:34,361 ...the groceries by the door. 39 00:05:00,387 --> 00:05:02,563 Your fearless leader, Becky. 40 00:05:02,606 --> 00:05:04,521 -Now, for my serious face. 41 00:05:06,480 --> 00:05:09,309 It's been five years since the genius 42 00:05:09,352 --> 00:05:12,747 that is Tucker Stills was taken from us. 43 00:05:12,790 --> 00:05:14,792 Five years. 44 00:05:14,836 --> 00:05:17,578 Now, this groundbreaking musician 45 00:05:17,621 --> 00:05:20,232 deserves a second chance, right? 46 00:05:20,276 --> 00:05:23,192 Right. So a group of us most dedicated fans-- 47 00:05:23,235 --> 00:05:25,760 you know who you are-- have made it our mission 48 00:05:25,803 --> 00:05:28,632 to find him and return him to his music, 49 00:05:28,676 --> 00:05:31,853 for us, for him, for the world, okay? 50 00:05:31,896 --> 00:05:34,769 So if you've seen anything, if you know anything, 51 00:05:34,812 --> 00:05:37,902 if you know anyone who's seen anything or knows anything, 52 00:05:37,946 --> 00:05:40,209 DM me. And in the meantime, 53 00:05:40,252 --> 00:05:43,299 don't forget to like, comment, and subscribe. 54 00:05:43,343 --> 00:05:45,170 Calm down, Benji. 55 00:05:45,214 --> 00:05:47,172 How the fuck are you gonna tell me to calm down? 56 00:05:47,216 --> 00:05:49,305 They're looking for me out there. 57 00:05:49,349 --> 00:05:51,525 I can tell you no one will find you. 58 00:05:51,568 --> 00:05:53,570 You're safe. Just take a deep breath. 59 00:05:54,441 --> 00:05:56,660 You think I'm paranoid. 60 00:05:56,704 --> 00:05:58,793 I think you had a very traumatic experience 61 00:05:58,836 --> 00:06:00,795 a few years ago, and you're still dealing 62 00:06:00,838 --> 00:06:03,101 -with the fallout from that. -Traumatic's an understatement. 63 00:06:03,145 --> 00:06:04,451 I lost my mind. 64 00:06:05,495 --> 00:06:07,149 Well, that's a little extreme. 65 00:06:07,628 --> 00:06:10,195 The breakdown in the Chinese restaurant? 66 00:06:10,239 --> 00:06:13,068 -Right. -Attacking that photographer? 67 00:06:13,111 --> 00:06:15,244 -Yes-- -Freezing on stage? 68 00:06:15,287 --> 00:06:17,768 Okay, I get it. Not your finest moments, 69 00:06:17,812 --> 00:06:20,118 but you shouldn't dwell on any of that. 70 00:06:20,162 --> 00:06:21,816 Easy for you to say. 71 00:06:21,859 --> 00:06:23,600 You're a very sensitive, anxious, 72 00:06:23,644 --> 00:06:24,906 and private person, Benji. 73 00:06:24,949 --> 00:06:26,690 Fame was not made for you. 74 00:06:26,734 --> 00:06:28,170 You need to forgive yourself for everything 75 00:06:28,213 --> 00:06:30,302 -that happened that year. -I have. 76 00:06:30,346 --> 00:06:32,217 But you still haven't left the house. 77 00:06:32,261 --> 00:06:33,654 Hey, I can forgive myself 78 00:06:33,697 --> 00:06:35,830 and still wanna stay safe in my own home. 79 00:06:35,873 --> 00:06:37,440 It's not healthy, Benji. 80 00:06:37,484 --> 00:06:39,311 Who are you to tell me what's healthy? 81 00:06:39,355 --> 00:06:42,184 A doctor. Your doctor? 82 00:06:42,227 --> 00:06:45,056 I mean, the real world sucks. 83 00:06:45,100 --> 00:06:47,494 Why would I wanna leave my personal bubble anyway? 84 00:06:47,537 --> 00:06:51,367 To live. To grow, to socialize. 85 00:06:51,411 --> 00:06:53,978 You realize I hear sirens outside my window every night? 86 00:06:54,022 --> 00:06:56,764 -You live next to a hospital. -It's dangerous out there. 87 00:07:00,550 --> 00:07:02,160 Go answer the door, Benji. 88 00:07:02,204 --> 00:07:04,293 Wasn't the door. Something just fell. 89 00:07:06,251 --> 00:07:08,515 Confront the door, Benji. 90 00:07:08,558 --> 00:07:09,646 Oh, God. 91 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:27,534 You know I can hear you on the other side of the door, right? 92 00:07:38,022 --> 00:07:41,765 Oh-kay. Well, uh, I'm your new neighbor, Sylvia. 93 00:07:41,809 --> 00:07:43,811 That's my name. Which was obvious. 94 00:07:43,854 --> 00:07:45,203 I didn't need to say that. 95 00:07:45,247 --> 00:07:47,771 Anyway, I'm bringing you a welcome basket, 96 00:07:48,250 --> 00:07:50,687 um, which, technically, you should be bringing to me. 97 00:07:50,731 --> 00:07:52,733 But I'm kind of weird! 98 00:07:52,776 --> 00:07:53,908 But not in a bad way. 99 00:07:54,691 --> 00:07:56,214 Not in a good way either. 100 00:07:57,128 --> 00:07:59,783 People don't generally like me. I'm a lot. 101 00:08:00,305 --> 00:08:03,047 Okay, I'm gonna stop talking now. 102 00:08:04,788 --> 00:08:07,574 Oh, okay. Uh, enjoy the basket! 103 00:08:10,054 --> 00:08:13,841 ♪ 104 00:08:30,901 --> 00:08:32,990 Aw. Well, that was sweet of her. 105 00:08:33,600 --> 00:08:34,905 -Jesus! 106 00:08:35,993 --> 00:08:37,604 How the hell did you get in here? 107 00:08:37,647 --> 00:08:41,085 Well, technically, I'm not really here. 108 00:08:41,129 --> 00:08:44,349 I'm more in here. 109 00:08:44,393 --> 00:08:46,395 What the fuck does that mean? 110 00:08:46,438 --> 00:08:48,397 Short version? Psychotic break. 111 00:08:48,832 --> 00:08:50,660 I'm not buying that. Try again. 112 00:08:50,704 --> 00:08:53,228 Fine. You wanna go there? 113 00:08:53,663 --> 00:08:55,752 I'll tell you a little bit about yourself. 114 00:08:55,796 --> 00:08:59,843 Hmm. Where to start? 115 00:09:01,584 --> 00:09:02,977 Please don't touch that. 116 00:09:03,630 --> 00:09:05,849 Your dad was an abusive drunk, 117 00:09:05,893 --> 00:09:08,330 but your mom tried to shield you from him, 118 00:09:08,373 --> 00:09:10,941 which makes you feel so guilty. 119 00:09:11,638 --> 00:09:14,423 You even wrote your first song for your mom 120 00:09:14,466 --> 00:09:16,251 after your dad beat her bloody. 121 00:09:16,686 --> 00:09:18,122 Stop. 122 00:09:18,166 --> 00:09:21,082 You wet the bed until you were 14 123 00:09:21,125 --> 00:09:23,084 because of your massive anxiety issues. 124 00:09:23,127 --> 00:09:24,912 I said you can stop now. 125 00:09:24,955 --> 00:09:27,523 Your first kiss resulted in you throwing up on her after 126 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:30,091 because you were so nervous. 127 00:09:30,134 --> 00:09:31,788 I said you can fucking stop now. 128 00:09:31,832 --> 00:09:33,137 Your middle name is Connor. 129 00:09:33,877 --> 00:09:35,792 Your first pet was a dog named Wiggles. 130 00:09:35,836 --> 00:09:39,579 And your greatest fear is... 131 00:09:40,971 --> 00:09:42,059 well, everything. 132 00:09:42,103 --> 00:09:43,191 Did I leave anything out? 133 00:09:49,589 --> 00:09:53,201 Oh, no. No. Oh, no. 134 00:09:53,244 --> 00:09:56,204 No, no, no, no, no, no, no. 135 00:09:57,292 --> 00:09:58,728 How? 136 00:09:58,772 --> 00:10:00,121 Magic. 137 00:10:01,775 --> 00:10:03,515 I've really lost it now, haven't I? 138 00:10:04,212 --> 00:10:05,779 You've never had it, dude. 139 00:10:08,433 --> 00:10:10,261 Are you supposed to be me? 140 00:10:10,305 --> 00:10:13,221 -Do I fucking look like you? -No, like, are you supposed to 141 00:10:13,264 --> 00:10:15,919 be some sort of manifestation of me or something, somehow? 142 00:10:16,659 --> 00:10:19,314 Wow. This is why you failed Psych 101. 143 00:10:21,838 --> 00:10:23,710 Hey, you can't smoke that in here, dude. 144 00:10:24,580 --> 00:10:25,625 I'm in your head. 145 00:10:27,017 --> 00:10:28,540 Fuck. This can't be real. 146 00:10:29,237 --> 00:10:30,586 Define real. 147 00:10:34,459 --> 00:10:36,897 -Jesus! What the fuck, dude? -You don't have any ashtrays. 148 00:10:36,940 --> 00:10:38,420 That's my mom, asshole. 149 00:10:38,463 --> 00:10:40,422 Yeah, I know. 150 00:10:41,641 --> 00:10:43,077 Hey, Debbie. How's it hangin'? 151 00:10:45,035 --> 00:10:46,863 -Get out. -You first. 152 00:10:47,342 --> 00:10:48,648 No. Fuck this. 153 00:10:49,692 --> 00:10:51,259 I'm just hallucinating. Too much Red Bull. 154 00:10:51,302 --> 00:10:52,390 No such thing. 155 00:10:54,566 --> 00:10:55,742 I just need some sleep. 156 00:10:56,220 --> 00:10:57,352 You'll be gone in the morning. 157 00:10:59,354 --> 00:11:00,442 See you tomorrow. 158 00:11:07,841 --> 00:11:09,146 -No. 159 00:11:27,338 --> 00:11:29,036 Morning, Mom. 160 00:11:30,298 --> 00:11:31,560 Sorry about last night. 161 00:12:22,002 --> 00:12:23,699 Wow, you are a mess. 162 00:12:25,962 --> 00:12:29,096 -What the fuck, dude? -Is this all true? 163 00:12:29,139 --> 00:12:32,839 Can you-- can you even be going to the bathroom? 164 00:12:32,882 --> 00:12:35,319 Anything you can do, I can do better. 165 00:12:35,363 --> 00:12:37,104 Ugh. You know what, I did not need to hear that. 166 00:12:37,147 --> 00:12:38,235 Wait-- wait a minute. 167 00:12:39,106 --> 00:12:41,456 -Where'd you get that? -Your closet. 168 00:12:41,499 --> 00:12:44,764 I-- Just-- How can you even be holding that? 169 00:12:46,722 --> 00:12:47,810 Yeah, I don't get the question. 170 00:12:47,854 --> 00:12:49,116 You're not even real. 171 00:12:49,594 --> 00:12:51,074 Oh, I'm very fucking real. 172 00:12:51,118 --> 00:12:52,989 You know what? Fine. Just-- 173 00:12:53,033 --> 00:12:55,252 Can you let me finish my shower in peace? 174 00:12:55,296 --> 00:12:56,776 I'm not done yet. 175 00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:02,782 How is-- how is that even possible? 176 00:13:03,608 --> 00:13:05,872 Well, you see, when you eat food, 177 00:13:05,915 --> 00:13:07,351 -the digestive system starts-- -Oh, fine. 178 00:13:07,395 --> 00:13:08,744 You know what, just shut up, okay? 179 00:13:08,788 --> 00:13:10,311 Just shut up. All right? 180 00:13:11,138 --> 00:13:12,922 Just let me finish my shower in peace, please? 181 00:13:14,837 --> 00:13:17,797 Wow. So they actually had to drag you off stage 182 00:13:17,840 --> 00:13:19,015 at that awards show? 183 00:13:22,671 --> 00:13:25,195 -Oh, my God. 184 00:13:36,903 --> 00:13:40,080 -Don't sweat. 185 00:13:40,820 --> 00:13:43,126 You think it's hot enough out for me to ditch the shirt? 186 00:13:43,170 --> 00:13:45,563 -Could I stop you? -I mean, you could try. 187 00:13:45,607 --> 00:13:47,957 Well, you do love to show off, so... 188 00:13:48,001 --> 00:13:49,654 Hey, I put in the work. 189 00:13:49,698 --> 00:13:51,178 I might as well get some validation from it. 190 00:13:51,221 --> 00:13:52,875 I already give you too much validation. 191 00:13:52,919 --> 00:13:54,703 -There's no such thing. -Uh-huh. 192 00:13:55,269 --> 00:13:57,575 -Once around the park? -Yeah. Loser buys dinner! 193 00:13:57,619 --> 00:13:58,707 Hey! 194 00:14:00,143 --> 00:14:00,622 -Come back here! 195 00:14:02,189 --> 00:14:03,668 That's not super creepy stalker-y or anything. 196 00:14:03,712 --> 00:14:04,887 Fuck. 197 00:14:04,931 --> 00:14:05,975 Good to see you too, buddy. 198 00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:10,501 Can't get rid of you, can I? 199 00:14:10,545 --> 00:14:13,287 I'm like a bad kisser, or herpes. 200 00:14:22,122 --> 00:14:23,210 Okay. 201 00:14:24,515 --> 00:14:26,474 There's one thing that's been bothering me. 202 00:14:26,517 --> 00:14:28,519 -One thing? -Fuck you. 203 00:14:30,260 --> 00:14:33,089 How did you know about the song that I wrote for my mother? 204 00:14:35,613 --> 00:14:37,311 Do we have to go over this again? 205 00:14:37,354 --> 00:14:38,573 I know what you know. 206 00:14:39,617 --> 00:14:41,402 Yeah, but I didn't even remember it 207 00:14:41,445 --> 00:14:43,143 until you mentioned it. 208 00:14:43,186 --> 00:14:44,840 That's because I have access to parts of your brain 209 00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:46,189 that even you don't know about. 210 00:14:47,321 --> 00:14:49,758 -That's scary. -You're tellin' me. 211 00:14:51,368 --> 00:14:53,805 Your subconscious is starting to look like a... 212 00:14:54,937 --> 00:14:57,418 -never-ending warehouse. -Fuck you. 213 00:14:57,461 --> 00:14:59,028 It's gonna get old quick. 214 00:14:59,072 --> 00:15:00,987 What do I have to do to get rid of you? 215 00:15:01,465 --> 00:15:02,597 I leave when you leave. 216 00:15:03,119 --> 00:15:04,468 What the fuck does that mean? 217 00:15:04,512 --> 00:15:06,253 It's not a fucking coded message. 218 00:15:06,296 --> 00:15:08,124 I'm here because you're a lonely bastard. 219 00:15:08,603 --> 00:15:10,692 Leave the house, get a life, and then I'm gone. 220 00:15:10,735 --> 00:15:12,650 That is not going to happen. 221 00:15:14,043 --> 00:15:15,218 There has to be another way. 222 00:15:16,654 --> 00:15:19,570 Hey, this is your show. I'm just along for the ride. 223 00:15:24,401 --> 00:15:25,489 You're right. 224 00:15:27,230 --> 00:15:28,492 I'm in charge. 225 00:15:30,755 --> 00:15:33,149 If I just ignore him, he'll go away. 226 00:15:35,673 --> 00:15:37,849 Don't talk about me like I'm not here. 227 00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:28,813 ♪ Whoa, whoa, yeah 228 00:16:28,857 --> 00:16:31,773 ♪ Whoa, whoa, yeah 229 00:16:32,556 --> 00:16:34,167 I know you know this one, buddy. 230 00:16:34,210 --> 00:16:36,473 Jump in at any time. 231 00:16:36,517 --> 00:16:39,389 ♪ From Chicago To Atlanta 232 00:16:39,433 --> 00:16:41,739 ♪ San Francisco Bay 233 00:16:41,783 --> 00:16:43,611 ♪ We don't care, yeah 234 00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:48,616 Okay, this one's pretty simple. Go to the right. 235 00:16:48,659 --> 00:16:50,183 Get to the right. Right, right, right, right, right. 236 00:16:50,226 --> 00:16:51,749 Get on the-- The guy on the right, get the guy-- 237 00:16:51,793 --> 00:16:53,447 No, right. That's the le-- No, no, no. 238 00:16:53,490 --> 00:16:55,101 That's the left, go to the right. Get to the right. 239 00:16:55,144 --> 00:16:56,798 Is this your first day playing? 240 00:16:56,841 --> 00:16:58,278 You look like you have a lot of stars, 241 00:16:58,321 --> 00:16:59,975 so play this game right-- 242 00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:02,108 Don't be a baby. You're not-- you're not done. 243 00:17:02,151 --> 00:17:03,674 This is fucking dumb. 244 00:17:05,459 --> 00:17:06,547 Okay. 245 00:17:10,464 --> 00:17:11,726 Your controller's dead. 246 00:17:12,379 --> 00:17:13,554 That's why you suck. 247 00:17:20,430 --> 00:17:21,518 Leave. 248 00:17:23,346 --> 00:17:25,218 Don't smile at me. Leave. You saw her work out. 249 00:17:26,480 --> 00:17:27,785 You getting your summer bod ready? 250 00:17:29,004 --> 00:17:30,614 Looking fit, looking hot to leave the house? 251 00:17:31,485 --> 00:17:32,660 Deb want you to leave. 252 00:17:33,965 --> 00:17:35,837 Don't get mad at me. You're doing sit-ups. 253 00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:40,537 ♪ 254 00:17:46,195 --> 00:17:49,111 -Good morning, sunshine. 255 00:17:52,897 --> 00:17:55,813 You realize this doesn't count as human interaction, right? 256 00:18:05,171 --> 00:18:08,348 So, how did you get those chopsticks 257 00:18:08,391 --> 00:18:10,306 to stick into that dude's leg? 258 00:18:13,266 --> 00:18:14,528 It's an honest question. 259 00:18:17,574 --> 00:18:19,620 Come on. I can do this. 260 00:18:19,663 --> 00:18:20,751 Here we go. 261 00:18:21,187 --> 00:18:22,797 Okay. If I leave, he leaves. 262 00:18:24,451 --> 00:18:25,974 Are you talking to yourself again? 263 00:19:12,803 --> 00:19:15,066 Yes! 264 00:19:22,987 --> 00:19:24,250 Did you miss me? 265 00:19:24,859 --> 00:19:27,470 -Oh, no. -No? Okay. 266 00:19:27,514 --> 00:19:29,298 -Aww. 267 00:19:30,386 --> 00:19:31,474 You should. 268 00:19:35,870 --> 00:19:36,958 Rude. 269 00:19:44,792 --> 00:19:46,315 Just because there's no room in there for me 270 00:19:46,359 --> 00:19:48,187 doesn't mean I'm gonna stop trying. 271 00:19:56,238 --> 00:19:57,326 Hey, someone's here. 272 00:19:57,892 --> 00:19:58,980 I don't care. 273 00:20:00,590 --> 00:20:02,201 But what if it's your neighbor? 274 00:20:15,736 --> 00:20:17,651 Mmm. Grumpy. 275 00:20:26,790 --> 00:20:30,272 Hey, can I borrow that screwdriver I gave you? 276 00:20:30,316 --> 00:20:32,143 I made the mistake of buying IKEA furniture, 277 00:20:32,187 --> 00:20:34,885 and now I'm playing this big ol' game of Tetris. 278 00:20:40,151 --> 00:20:42,893 Hey! Ah-- Oh, sorry. I'll back up. 279 00:20:47,985 --> 00:20:49,987 There you are! 280 00:20:50,031 --> 00:20:51,859 You know, I was starting to think this place was haunted, 281 00:20:51,902 --> 00:20:54,296 and I don't do well with creepy neighbors. 282 00:20:56,559 --> 00:20:57,908 Thanks. 283 00:20:58,909 --> 00:21:00,650 -Benji. -Benji! 284 00:21:01,216 --> 00:21:02,348 Nice to meet you, Benji. 285 00:21:04,045 --> 00:21:05,438 You too. 286 00:21:05,481 --> 00:21:11,270 ♪ 287 00:21:11,748 --> 00:21:12,923 You need to say more than 288 00:21:12,967 --> 00:21:14,534 three words to her next time. 289 00:21:14,577 --> 00:21:16,144 What makes you think there will be a next time? 290 00:21:16,187 --> 00:21:17,798 Oh, she'll be back. 291 00:21:19,234 --> 00:21:20,888 There are six things left in the basket. 292 00:21:20,931 --> 00:21:24,805 ♪ 293 00:21:42,388 --> 00:21:49,264 ♪ 294 00:21:56,619 --> 00:21:57,881 You need to get rid of her. 295 00:21:58,578 --> 00:22:02,973 Look at all of the dust that she's spreading. 296 00:22:05,411 --> 00:22:06,934 She's an ash whore. 297 00:22:07,413 --> 00:22:10,372 Yeah, please don't refer to my dead mother as a whore. 298 00:22:13,157 --> 00:22:14,376 Fuckin' shit. 299 00:22:19,947 --> 00:22:22,776 Ooh, that looks expensive. 300 00:22:22,819 --> 00:22:24,343 Please don't touch that. 301 00:22:25,169 --> 00:22:27,389 I said don't touch that. 302 00:22:28,042 --> 00:22:29,391 When was the last time you played? 303 00:22:29,435 --> 00:22:30,740 -No, no, no. Wait. -Stop. Stop, stop. 304 00:22:30,784 --> 00:22:32,612 -No, no, whoa, no. -Put it down. 305 00:22:32,655 --> 00:22:34,004 I will not put this down. 306 00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:38,052 Oh, God. 307 00:22:44,450 --> 00:22:45,538 That's not right. 308 00:22:48,715 --> 00:22:51,195 If you're supposed to be me, why do you suck so much? 309 00:22:51,848 --> 00:22:52,936 That's rude. 310 00:22:55,069 --> 00:22:56,723 I've always wanted to be a rock star. 311 00:22:57,550 --> 00:23:01,118 Have you ever smashed one of these on stage? 312 00:23:01,162 --> 00:23:03,599 Stop. Dude, what the fuck's the matter with you? 313 00:23:03,643 --> 00:23:05,427 It's good to see a guitar in your hands again. 314 00:23:05,471 --> 00:23:06,515 How does it feel? 315 00:23:08,212 --> 00:23:10,606 You know, you're a manipulative little asshole, you know that? 316 00:23:12,869 --> 00:23:15,002 I said, "How does it feel?" 317 00:23:22,139 --> 00:23:23,227 Good. 318 00:23:23,706 --> 00:23:25,273 I will make you a deal. 319 00:23:25,316 --> 00:23:27,536 I'll leave you alone for the rest of the day 320 00:23:27,580 --> 00:23:29,799 if you play me a little bit. 321 00:23:29,843 --> 00:23:31,714 It doesn't even have to be one of your songs. 322 00:23:58,349 --> 00:24:05,269 ♪ 323 00:24:15,018 --> 00:24:16,846 I'm trying my hardest, okay? 324 00:24:17,368 --> 00:24:20,023 It's not an easy situation. It'll happen when it happens. 325 00:24:21,764 --> 00:24:23,549 You're supposed to be my friend. 326 00:24:36,866 --> 00:24:38,520 What am I gonna do about her, Mom? 327 00:24:49,705 --> 00:24:51,228 It's been two weeks since you've seen Sylvia. 328 00:24:51,272 --> 00:24:52,926 When are you gonna come up with a plan? 329 00:24:52,969 --> 00:24:54,493 Over. Let it go. 330 00:24:55,276 --> 00:24:56,973 It never even started. 331 00:24:59,019 --> 00:25:00,629 You know, can you not be a dick tonight? 332 00:25:01,108 --> 00:25:03,676 I feel bad enough without you psychoanalyzing me. 333 00:25:03,719 --> 00:25:05,068 Then do something about it. 334 00:25:05,721 --> 00:25:07,070 She has a boyfriend. 335 00:25:07,114 --> 00:25:08,724 Doesn't mean you can't take your shot. 336 00:25:10,160 --> 00:25:12,075 I mean, even if I did do something, 337 00:25:12,598 --> 00:25:14,251 I can't even leave the house. 338 00:25:14,295 --> 00:25:15,862 What kind of life would that be for her? 339 00:25:15,905 --> 00:25:17,820 Maybe she's worth leaving the apartment for. 340 00:25:17,864 --> 00:25:19,561 Please. 341 00:25:19,605 --> 00:25:20,997 If I didn't leave the apartment to get rid of you, 342 00:25:21,041 --> 00:25:22,825 nothing's gonna blast me out of this place. 343 00:25:23,391 --> 00:25:25,872 Wow. You are such a fucking coward. 344 00:25:25,915 --> 00:25:27,395 Just leave me the fuck alone! 345 00:25:27,438 --> 00:25:29,223 Sure, right after you grow up 346 00:25:29,266 --> 00:25:31,225 and realize that your fear does not come from out there. 347 00:25:31,268 --> 00:25:32,574 It comes from in here. 348 00:25:33,314 --> 00:25:34,968 You know nothing about my fear. 349 00:25:35,011 --> 00:25:37,579 Seriously? I literally live in your head. 350 00:25:38,275 --> 00:25:39,929 Feel free to leave at any time. 351 00:25:39,973 --> 00:25:42,758 Why? Because I'm making you face your shitty life? 352 00:25:42,802 --> 00:25:44,630 Hey, I didn't have a shitty life, okay? 353 00:25:44,673 --> 00:25:46,588 My life was fine before you showed up. 354 00:25:47,110 --> 00:25:51,071 Really? Is that why you cry yourself to sleep every night? 355 00:25:51,898 --> 00:25:54,117 -Shut the fuck up. -You don't have a life. 356 00:25:54,161 --> 00:25:55,597 You have a coping mechanism. 357 00:25:55,641 --> 00:25:57,164 -Shut up. -You just can't admit 358 00:25:57,207 --> 00:25:59,079 -to yourself that you're... -Shut up! 359 00:25:59,122 --> 00:26:01,211 -...a fucking coward. -Shut up! Shut up! 360 00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:23,669 Hey, it's Sylvia. Are you okay? 361 00:26:24,757 --> 00:26:26,672 Yeah, I'm fine. 362 00:26:29,326 --> 00:26:31,459 Okay, great. Can you open your door so I can make sure 363 00:26:31,502 --> 00:26:32,765 someone's not holding a gun to your head 364 00:26:32,808 --> 00:26:34,070 and making you say that? 365 00:26:36,725 --> 00:26:38,640 Benji, I have dialed nine and one. 366 00:26:38,684 --> 00:26:40,773 You cough if you want me to hit that last one. 367 00:26:44,907 --> 00:26:46,735 Okay. 368 00:26:46,779 --> 00:26:49,085 All right. no visible cuts or bruises, that's good. 369 00:26:52,001 --> 00:26:56,049 Um. I'm sorry, I was just having a bit of an argument. 370 00:26:56,571 --> 00:26:57,616 With... 371 00:26:59,792 --> 00:27:01,358 Oh, uh, my-- my dad. 372 00:27:02,316 --> 00:27:04,535 Ooh, yeah. Parents are the worst, right? 373 00:27:04,579 --> 00:27:06,015 My mom is always texting me pictures 374 00:27:06,059 --> 00:27:07,321 of her friends' grandkids, and I'm like, 375 00:27:07,364 --> 00:27:09,628 "I get it, Mom, back off." 376 00:27:10,106 --> 00:27:11,194 Right. 377 00:27:16,765 --> 00:27:18,201 You don't talk much, do you? 378 00:27:19,899 --> 00:27:22,249 N-- No, I-- I don't. 379 00:27:22,292 --> 00:27:23,424 It shows. 380 00:27:29,082 --> 00:27:30,692 I'm-- I-- I don't-- 381 00:27:31,432 --> 00:27:33,173 I don't really leave the house much. 382 00:27:33,652 --> 00:27:35,871 I think-- I'm sorry, that's not something you need to know. 383 00:27:35,915 --> 00:27:37,568 No, no, that's okay. That sounds really rough. 384 00:27:37,612 --> 00:27:38,918 Is there a reason? 385 00:27:40,528 --> 00:27:41,964 It's a tough world out there. 386 00:27:43,923 --> 00:27:46,142 Yeah. I get that. 387 00:27:50,799 --> 00:27:53,193 So, where's my welcome basket? 388 00:27:54,455 --> 00:27:56,805 Oh. Yeah, right. Um, sorry. Let me go get that. 389 00:27:56,849 --> 00:27:58,154 No, no, I meant, um, 390 00:27:58,894 --> 00:28:00,417 why haven't you made me one yet? 391 00:28:00,461 --> 00:28:03,072 Oh, right. Um, yeah. 392 00:28:03,116 --> 00:28:05,640 Uh, I-- I can do that. 393 00:28:06,075 --> 00:28:07,381 Uh, it's just, um, 394 00:28:08,208 --> 00:28:09,862 I-- I-- 395 00:28:10,906 --> 00:28:12,908 What should I put in it? 396 00:28:12,952 --> 00:28:14,431 Surprise me. 397 00:28:14,475 --> 00:28:15,911 I don't really like surprises. 398 00:28:15,955 --> 00:28:17,304 Well, lucky for you, I do. 399 00:28:18,609 --> 00:28:21,308 Well, it was good to see you again, Benji. 400 00:28:21,961 --> 00:28:24,398 Yeah, it was good to see you too. 401 00:28:28,663 --> 00:28:30,926 -It wasn't that bad. 402 00:28:31,622 --> 00:28:32,928 You'll do better next time. 403 00:28:40,980 --> 00:28:42,459 What the fuck, dude? 404 00:28:43,547 --> 00:28:44,810 It worked, didn't it? 405 00:28:57,039 --> 00:29:03,959 ♪ 406 00:29:17,756 --> 00:29:18,800 Any ideas? 407 00:29:31,030 --> 00:29:32,771 What the fuck am I gonna put in this thing? 408 00:29:47,742 --> 00:29:48,830 Hey, dude? 409 00:29:50,614 --> 00:29:52,051 Where'd you go? 410 00:29:54,096 --> 00:29:55,184 Ah, fu-- 411 00:29:55,881 --> 00:29:57,970 Look, buddy, I need your help, okay? 412 00:30:02,235 --> 00:30:05,586 Fine. I need you, man. Lo-- 413 00:30:05,629 --> 00:30:08,676 You're the best ghost or imaginary friend 414 00:30:08,719 --> 00:30:11,418 or whatever I've-- I've ever had. 415 00:30:12,941 --> 00:30:14,334 Can you please help me? 416 00:30:17,206 --> 00:30:18,294 I need you, man. 417 00:30:21,036 --> 00:30:22,124 Can't leave me now. 418 00:30:24,997 --> 00:30:27,303 Fuck. It took you long enough. Shit. 419 00:30:27,347 --> 00:30:29,349 What the fuck, dude? Where have you been? 420 00:30:29,392 --> 00:30:30,611 Oh, you miss me? 421 00:30:32,265 --> 00:30:34,615 You didn't hear any of that, did you? 422 00:30:35,964 --> 00:30:37,574 How could I? I was chillin' in the fridge. 423 00:30:43,102 --> 00:30:44,190 Thanks, man. 424 00:30:45,626 --> 00:30:47,193 -Any time. 425 00:30:52,285 --> 00:30:53,721 Okay. Basket time. 426 00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:55,288 Basket time. 427 00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:58,247 Gonna get a Red Bull first. 428 00:30:59,031 --> 00:31:01,207 -She deserves a big one. -Good shit. 429 00:31:01,250 --> 00:31:03,035 -Get the gummies. -You know what else? 430 00:31:03,078 --> 00:31:04,558 Gummy bears. 431 00:31:04,601 --> 00:31:05,864 You have good ideas, don't you? 432 00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:07,909 -Nope. -Here you go. 433 00:31:08,562 --> 00:31:09,955 Obviously no. 434 00:31:12,261 --> 00:31:14,046 Good call. It's cute. 435 00:31:14,568 --> 00:31:15,656 A fork! 436 00:31:28,364 --> 00:31:32,020 -The crème de la crme. -Ah! 437 00:31:32,064 --> 00:31:34,631 ♪ You're down on your knees 438 00:31:35,719 --> 00:31:38,722 ♪ In over your head 439 00:31:43,684 --> 00:31:44,772 Good. 440 00:31:46,295 --> 00:31:47,644 You know what the last thing you need to add is, right? 441 00:31:48,254 --> 00:31:49,995 -What? -Music. 442 00:31:50,038 --> 00:31:51,779 Music is your way of communicating. 443 00:31:51,822 --> 00:31:52,998 You need to make her a mix. 444 00:31:53,041 --> 00:31:54,434 Of what? 445 00:31:55,087 --> 00:31:57,393 Your favorite songs, dumbass. 446 00:31:57,437 --> 00:31:59,178 And there needs to be a Tucker Still song on it. 447 00:32:00,048 --> 00:32:01,832 No, I-- I can't. 448 00:32:01,876 --> 00:32:04,183 It's the best way for her to get to know you. 449 00:32:05,749 --> 00:32:08,230 -But then she'll know. -She knows you as Benji. 450 00:32:09,362 --> 00:32:10,798 That's not a far leap. 451 00:32:10,841 --> 00:32:12,321 For you. 452 00:32:12,365 --> 00:32:13,932 But for her, she'll never even have a clue. 453 00:32:14,715 --> 00:32:15,934 I mean... 454 00:32:19,285 --> 00:32:21,026 -Fine. -Great. 455 00:32:21,069 --> 00:32:24,725 ♪ And heaven only knows 456 00:32:24,768 --> 00:32:28,250 ♪ How far it's really gone 457 00:32:28,294 --> 00:32:29,991 ♪ You're down on your knees 458 00:32:32,037 --> 00:32:34,430 ♪ And heaven only knows 459 00:32:45,050 --> 00:32:48,662 ♪ It's a car crash every day 460 00:33:06,723 --> 00:33:07,811 Okay. 461 00:33:09,944 --> 00:33:13,034 It's been an hour. 462 00:33:13,904 --> 00:33:15,384 You need to do this. 463 00:33:17,038 --> 00:33:19,084 I don't do too well leaving the apartment. 464 00:33:21,173 --> 00:33:24,524 It's across the fucking hallway. 465 00:33:24,959 --> 00:33:27,005 And we watched her leave a half an hour ago, 466 00:33:27,048 --> 00:33:28,615 so she's not even home. 467 00:33:29,485 --> 00:33:33,141 So you don't need to try to string any words together. 468 00:33:36,579 --> 00:33:37,841 Okay. 469 00:33:39,539 --> 00:33:41,062 Okay. It's across the hall. 470 00:33:41,106 --> 00:33:42,411 -It's across the hall. -It's across the hall. 471 00:33:42,455 --> 00:33:43,543 Please hurry up. 472 00:33:56,512 --> 00:33:58,427 Why the fuck did you just hold your breath? 473 00:34:00,995 --> 00:34:02,170 I don't know. 474 00:34:03,084 --> 00:34:04,999 I-- I don't know. 475 00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:06,870 Dude, you got issues. 476 00:34:09,395 --> 00:34:11,614 Okay, now that you're a little less hostile towards me, 477 00:34:11,658 --> 00:34:13,225 I was wondering if we were gonna talk about this. 478 00:34:16,054 --> 00:34:17,272 Nope. 479 00:34:20,754 --> 00:34:21,842 Okay. 480 00:34:39,729 --> 00:34:40,817 Nice! 481 00:34:42,210 --> 00:34:47,346 Um, so, what do you do for-- for like, a living? 482 00:34:47,389 --> 00:34:49,130 Um, I'm a bartender. 483 00:34:50,610 --> 00:34:51,741 What about you? 484 00:34:52,264 --> 00:34:54,962 Oh, um, uh, it's kind of complicating. 485 00:34:55,005 --> 00:34:56,572 Um, I mean-- 486 00:34:57,617 --> 00:34:59,706 I mean, I'm kind of a writer. 487 00:35:01,186 --> 00:35:03,144 Oh. Uh, nice. 488 00:35:03,188 --> 00:35:04,232 Like, books? 489 00:35:04,711 --> 00:35:07,888 No. Um, more like websites and stuff. 490 00:35:08,628 --> 00:35:11,413 Nice. Anything I would have seen? 491 00:35:12,371 --> 00:35:13,459 No. 492 00:35:13,981 --> 00:35:15,548 It's all pretty generic stuff. 493 00:35:19,334 --> 00:35:21,206 Oh, so close. 494 00:35:22,729 --> 00:35:24,687 -Favorite color? 495 00:35:25,558 --> 00:35:27,690 Uh, blue. 496 00:35:33,522 --> 00:35:34,654 Iceland. 497 00:35:36,395 --> 00:35:37,961 Drunken pickle ball. 498 00:35:39,224 --> 00:35:40,486 A penguin in a suit. 499 00:35:42,444 --> 00:35:45,143 -Naked jumping jacks. 500 00:35:46,405 --> 00:35:49,147 Lighting a candle underwater. 501 00:35:52,541 --> 00:35:55,544 Um, who's that guy that's... 502 00:35:56,589 --> 00:35:58,373 who's always over at your apartment? 503 00:35:59,157 --> 00:36:00,767 You mean my brother Daniel? 504 00:36:03,248 --> 00:36:06,468 Ohh. He's your brother. 505 00:36:06,512 --> 00:36:07,817 Yeah, he is. 506 00:36:09,297 --> 00:36:11,517 He's had a really rough go of it, actually. He, um... 507 00:36:12,561 --> 00:36:14,084 Well, my parents kicked him out of the house 508 00:36:14,128 --> 00:36:15,825 when he came out when he was 15, 509 00:36:16,652 --> 00:36:18,741 and I said, "If Daniel goes, I go." 510 00:36:19,916 --> 00:36:22,310 And my parents never really liked me that much. 511 00:36:22,354 --> 00:36:23,833 You know, I was always annoying them, 512 00:36:23,877 --> 00:36:25,966 so, no argument there. 513 00:36:27,054 --> 00:36:28,142 So we left. 514 00:36:30,057 --> 00:36:32,668 Um, that sucks. I'm-- I'm sorry. 515 00:36:32,712 --> 00:36:34,017 It did, for a while. 516 00:36:35,715 --> 00:36:37,934 But it was kind of nice having our freedom, you know? 517 00:36:37,978 --> 00:36:40,894 And Daniel's always stood by me. 518 00:36:41,721 --> 00:36:45,203 He's the only one that can tolerate my extra-ness. 519 00:36:55,822 --> 00:36:57,606 Biggest accomplishment? 520 00:36:57,650 --> 00:37:00,392 -Platinum record! -Oh, um, being able to survive 521 00:37:00,435 --> 00:37:04,178 in the house for so long without, um, going crazy. 522 00:37:04,222 --> 00:37:10,793 ♪ 523 00:37:10,837 --> 00:37:12,752 -Not quite. 524 00:37:17,322 --> 00:37:18,540 Do you have any friends? 525 00:37:19,411 --> 00:37:20,542 Uh... 526 00:37:22,588 --> 00:37:24,372 No, not-- not really. 527 00:37:26,418 --> 00:37:27,506 Well, you do now. 528 00:37:30,378 --> 00:37:33,468 That is, until I annoy you into ghosting me. 529 00:37:39,213 --> 00:37:42,390 So have you really not left the apartment in five years? 530 00:37:43,609 --> 00:37:45,915 Um-- Yeah. 531 00:37:47,526 --> 00:37:48,831 It doesn't feel that long, though. 532 00:37:49,310 --> 00:37:50,877 It never does, right? 533 00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:53,183 When one day just kinda blends into the next. 534 00:37:53,967 --> 00:37:55,751 You make it sound so depressing. 535 00:37:56,317 --> 00:37:57,362 Isn't it? 536 00:37:57,840 --> 00:37:59,538 Sometimes. 537 00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:02,454 Sometimes, though, it can feel safe. 538 00:38:03,411 --> 00:38:04,586 It can feel warm. 539 00:38:05,935 --> 00:38:08,503 You know, I'm most creative when I'm by myself. 540 00:38:08,547 --> 00:38:10,288 Well, what kind of creative stuff do you do? 541 00:38:10,897 --> 00:38:16,294 Uh, usually just, um, you know, just writing, stuff like that. 542 00:38:18,774 --> 00:38:20,994 So, what do you do... 543 00:38:21,821 --> 00:38:23,736 for, like, fun? 544 00:38:26,391 --> 00:38:27,479 Wait here. 545 00:38:27,522 --> 00:38:32,266 ♪ 546 00:38:43,712 --> 00:38:44,800 Um... 547 00:38:46,324 --> 00:38:47,629 Is this supposed to be 548 00:38:47,673 --> 00:38:49,501 some sort of magic trick or something? 549 00:38:49,544 --> 00:38:51,720 No. Better. 550 00:38:56,769 --> 00:38:58,684 -Hmm. -Okay. 551 00:39:01,556 --> 00:39:02,731 Aces or wild? 552 00:39:17,964 --> 00:39:19,052 That looked like fun. 553 00:39:21,228 --> 00:39:22,316 It really was. 554 00:39:22,969 --> 00:39:25,493 So, are you gonna ask her out? 555 00:39:26,973 --> 00:39:28,453 Isn't that what we just did? 556 00:39:29,279 --> 00:39:30,846 Yeah, that doesn't count. 557 00:39:30,890 --> 00:39:34,197 Plus, you actually have to leave the apartment 558 00:39:34,241 --> 00:39:35,416 at some point. 559 00:39:36,852 --> 00:39:38,332 You know, why do you have to Eeyore my night? 560 00:39:40,160 --> 00:39:41,422 I'm here for the tough love. 561 00:39:42,031 --> 00:39:43,076 Come on. 562 00:39:43,511 --> 00:39:44,599 I'll help you figure this out. 563 00:39:52,172 --> 00:39:54,217 You know what your problem is? 564 00:39:59,962 --> 00:40:01,311 Are you drinking rosé? 565 00:40:02,487 --> 00:40:04,184 Red Bull and white wine. 566 00:40:05,838 --> 00:40:06,926 You're gross. 567 00:40:08,318 --> 00:40:11,931 Go on, tell me my problem. 568 00:40:12,888 --> 00:40:15,282 You're a nosy bitch and you're always up in my shit. 569 00:40:15,325 --> 00:40:17,763 I mean, why do you even care, anyway? 570 00:40:18,285 --> 00:40:19,808 -Because I'm you. -No, no. 571 00:40:19,852 --> 00:40:21,375 -That's not true. 572 00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:23,943 Because-- because I don't care. 573 00:40:23,986 --> 00:40:25,292 You obviously do. 574 00:40:25,988 --> 00:40:27,337 You know nothing about me. 575 00:40:27,381 --> 00:40:28,991 I know everything about you. 576 00:40:30,123 --> 00:40:33,822 You know, you always have to get the last word in, huh? 577 00:40:33,866 --> 00:40:35,476 I can never win a fight with you. 578 00:40:35,520 --> 00:40:37,347 It's very, very frustrating. 579 00:40:37,391 --> 00:40:39,088 You're only fighting with yourself. 580 00:40:39,132 --> 00:40:40,481 Somewhere deep inside your brain, 581 00:40:40,525 --> 00:40:41,787 you are desperate to leave this place. 582 00:40:42,744 --> 00:40:44,354 Why? Huh? Tell me why. 583 00:40:44,790 --> 00:40:47,662 It's warm. It's comfortable. It's safe. 584 00:40:48,315 --> 00:40:49,708 Why would I ever want to leave? 585 00:40:49,751 --> 00:40:51,013 You really wanna know? 586 00:40:51,057 --> 00:40:52,885 Bring it on, fucker. 587 00:40:52,928 --> 00:40:56,889 You are a lonely bastard who buries that loneliness so deep 588 00:40:56,932 --> 00:40:59,805 that you need to create an imaginary friend 589 00:40:59,848 --> 00:41:00,936 to help you deal with it. 590 00:41:01,502 --> 00:41:04,113 Fuck you. You know nothing about me. 591 00:41:04,940 --> 00:41:06,855 You seriously want to take a spin on that block again? 592 00:41:08,378 --> 00:41:11,773 You think you're so smart, that you know everything. 593 00:41:11,817 --> 00:41:13,558 Huh? Well, you know nothing. 594 00:41:23,611 --> 00:41:25,744 Hey, man, I know you're drunk and you don't care, 595 00:41:25,787 --> 00:41:28,660 but I really am just trying to help you. 596 00:41:28,703 --> 00:41:29,835 Well, you suck at it. 597 00:41:31,750 --> 00:41:32,838 You know what, fine. 598 00:41:34,404 --> 00:41:37,277 You wanna fall deeper into your lonely hole until you get 599 00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:39,801 so depressed that you send a bullet through your brain? 600 00:41:40,976 --> 00:41:43,022 -Do it. -I'm not depressed. 601 00:41:43,065 --> 00:41:45,546 You don't know what not being depressed is like anymore. 602 00:41:45,590 --> 00:41:47,983 You've wasted the last five years 603 00:41:48,027 --> 00:41:49,942 in this goddamn prison, and for what? 604 00:41:49,985 --> 00:41:51,683 To not deal with the horrors of the world? 605 00:41:51,726 --> 00:41:53,380 -Exactly. -Well... 606 00:41:54,337 --> 00:41:55,643 I have news for you. 607 00:41:56,252 --> 00:41:58,124 That when you block out the horrors of the world, 608 00:41:58,167 --> 00:42:00,866 you block out the good shit, the shit that makes you happy. 609 00:42:01,344 --> 00:42:04,043 Look at you. Your life sucks. 610 00:42:12,225 --> 00:42:13,661 Fuck you. 611 00:42:14,357 --> 00:42:15,881 All right, fuck you too. 612 00:42:24,280 --> 00:42:26,282 What are we gonna do about him? 613 00:42:36,249 --> 00:42:37,555 You're gettin' fat, Deb. 614 00:43:08,455 --> 00:43:09,935 -Hi. Hi. -Hi. 615 00:43:10,631 --> 00:43:12,372 Oh! I am so sorry. 616 00:43:12,415 --> 00:43:14,330 It's okay, you were obviously asleep, so... 617 00:43:14,374 --> 00:43:17,072 I-- um-- Yes, um, we were. 618 00:43:17,116 --> 00:43:18,944 Oh. "We." 619 00:43:19,553 --> 00:43:20,989 -Oh, I-- I'm sorry. -I'm sorry. 620 00:43:21,033 --> 00:43:22,469 -I mean me. -You have someone over-- 621 00:43:22,512 --> 00:43:23,383 -I was asleep. No-- -No, I'm-- 622 00:43:23,426 --> 00:43:25,515 Um, please, uh, come in. 623 00:43:26,604 --> 00:43:27,692 Are you sure? 624 00:43:27,735 --> 00:43:31,217 Um... uh, yes... 625 00:43:38,224 --> 00:43:41,357 -Uh, Sylvia, this is-- -Oh, no, don't do that. 626 00:43:42,532 --> 00:43:44,186 ...a surprise. 627 00:43:44,230 --> 00:43:46,449 Yeah, well, I know how you love surprises, so. 628 00:43:48,538 --> 00:43:50,540 You, uh, got anything to eat? 629 00:43:50,584 --> 00:43:52,673 Um... 630 00:43:53,805 --> 00:43:55,328 Just talk to her. 631 00:43:55,371 --> 00:43:56,634 -Shh. -She can't hear me. 632 00:43:56,677 --> 00:43:58,461 She can't hear me. Look. Hi. Hello. 633 00:43:58,505 --> 00:43:59,767 -Wow. -She can't hear me. 634 00:43:59,811 --> 00:44:01,682 Your fruit snack game is strong. 635 00:44:01,726 --> 00:44:03,815 Ah, sorry, that makes me seem a little psycho, doesn't it? 636 00:44:03,858 --> 00:44:05,512 No! No, I love it. 637 00:44:05,555 --> 00:44:07,557 -She loves it. -Shut up. 638 00:44:07,601 --> 00:44:10,386 -What? -Oh, it-- it's nothing, sorry. 639 00:44:10,952 --> 00:44:12,084 Are you sure you're okay? 640 00:44:12,780 --> 00:44:14,695 Um, yeah. 641 00:44:14,739 --> 00:44:17,437 Sorry, I'm just a little-- a little hungover. 642 00:44:18,003 --> 00:44:19,874 We didn't drink that much. 643 00:44:19,918 --> 00:44:21,833 I had a little more afterwards. 644 00:44:21,876 --> 00:44:24,792 Uh-oh. You know that binge drinking alone 645 00:44:24,836 --> 00:44:26,141 is a cry for help, right? 646 00:44:26,968 --> 00:44:30,015 Um, yeah. Yeah. 647 00:44:31,364 --> 00:44:34,454 And that banter is a team sport? 648 00:44:34,497 --> 00:44:37,022 -Right. Um... 649 00:44:41,200 --> 00:44:42,375 Wait, no, no! 650 00:44:46,684 --> 00:44:51,340 Um, sorry. Um, the social skills are a little rusty. 651 00:44:51,384 --> 00:44:53,081 Or did they ever exist? 652 00:44:53,125 --> 00:44:54,213 Shh! 653 00:44:55,518 --> 00:44:56,737 Are you sure that there's no one else here? 654 00:44:56,781 --> 00:44:59,000 Uh, positive. Check the whole place. 655 00:44:59,044 --> 00:45:03,135 No, I didn't mean-- I'm sorry. I'm being extra again, huh? 656 00:45:03,178 --> 00:45:05,050 No, no, no. Um, you're fine. 657 00:45:05,093 --> 00:45:06,616 Well, I just wanted to stop by and see 658 00:45:06,660 --> 00:45:08,662 if maybe you wanted to watch a movie later. 659 00:45:09,184 --> 00:45:11,012 Um, depends. 660 00:45:11,056 --> 00:45:12,666 -Oof. -Wrong answer. 661 00:45:12,710 --> 00:45:14,581 Oh. I mean, yes. 662 00:45:15,103 --> 00:45:17,149 Whoa, don't sound too excited. 663 00:45:17,192 --> 00:45:18,411 I'm sorry. 664 00:45:18,454 --> 00:45:20,935 Um, just me and, um... 665 00:45:21,675 --> 00:45:23,155 surprises. 666 00:45:23,198 --> 00:45:25,244 Right, well, you don't have to do anything. 667 00:45:25,287 --> 00:45:26,941 Okay, I'll plan the whole thing, 668 00:45:26,985 --> 00:45:28,813 and all you have to do is be at your door at seven. 669 00:45:29,291 --> 00:45:31,903 Uh, we're not going anywhere, are we? 670 00:45:32,773 --> 00:45:34,732 Oh, my God. Would I do that to you? 671 00:45:35,254 --> 00:45:36,777 I mean, yeah, I guess I totally would. 672 00:45:36,821 --> 00:45:38,561 But that's not what's going on, I promise. 673 00:45:40,128 --> 00:45:41,869 Um, okay. 674 00:45:41,913 --> 00:45:44,567 -"Great. I'm in." -Great. I'm in. 675 00:45:44,611 --> 00:45:46,700 Great. Tonight. 676 00:45:47,135 --> 00:45:48,310 Seven. 677 00:45:48,354 --> 00:45:50,051 Okay. Um... 678 00:45:51,052 --> 00:45:53,185 -Sounds... -Lovely. 679 00:45:53,228 --> 00:45:54,316 ...lovely. 680 00:45:54,360 --> 00:45:55,448 Okay. 681 00:45:56,231 --> 00:45:59,017 -Bye. 682 00:45:59,060 --> 00:46:00,496 You are useless. 683 00:46:05,066 --> 00:46:06,633 Goin' on a date tonight, Mom. 684 00:46:08,722 --> 00:46:11,159 Never thought I'd say that again. 685 00:46:13,858 --> 00:46:15,381 I know we haven't talked in a while, 686 00:46:16,382 --> 00:46:17,470 but, uh... 687 00:46:22,997 --> 00:46:25,521 I just hope I don't mess this one up, you know? 688 00:46:27,610 --> 00:46:28,698 You've been there. 689 00:46:30,396 --> 00:46:31,963 Been with me by my side. 690 00:46:32,006 --> 00:46:33,703 I haven't had the best track record. 691 00:46:41,886 --> 00:46:42,974 Wish me luck. 692 00:46:43,975 --> 00:46:45,063 Love you, Mom. 693 00:46:50,155 --> 00:46:51,286 I can't do this. 694 00:46:53,288 --> 00:46:55,813 Look, I don't think I can do this. 695 00:46:56,814 --> 00:47:00,600 I really like you, but I really can't leave this place. 696 00:47:00,992 --> 00:47:02,950 I just-- 697 00:47:03,603 --> 00:47:05,344 Oh, okay. 698 00:47:09,783 --> 00:47:12,786 You're great, um, and it's not you. 699 00:47:13,482 --> 00:47:14,788 It's me. 700 00:47:14,832 --> 00:47:16,921 I-- 701 00:47:17,225 --> 00:47:18,879 Please don't make me do this. 702 00:47:20,620 --> 00:47:22,013 Oh, boy. 703 00:47:31,979 --> 00:47:34,852 ♪ Stormy nights don't stay 704 00:47:41,728 --> 00:47:44,383 ♪ You were worth the wait 705 00:47:50,519 --> 00:47:52,304 ♪ That I'll ever know 706 00:48:25,163 --> 00:48:26,599 ♪ That I'll ever know 707 00:48:51,493 --> 00:48:52,581 Are you good? 708 00:48:56,368 --> 00:48:57,543 You see that ship? 709 00:48:58,587 --> 00:49:01,155 -It's the best. -It's so nice. 710 00:49:16,301 --> 00:49:19,782 You know, we sound pretty good together, actually. 711 00:49:20,696 --> 00:49:21,959 Maybe we should write something. 712 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:25,484 No, I'm-- No, I can't. 713 00:49:27,051 --> 00:49:29,705 I bet you have hundreds of these songs 714 00:49:29,749 --> 00:49:32,056 just floating around in the back of your head. 715 00:49:34,275 --> 00:49:36,364 Don't you pretend that you don't know that I do. 716 00:49:37,887 --> 00:49:39,106 Yeah, that's a good point. 717 00:49:49,160 --> 00:49:50,770 I hate it when you do that. 718 00:50:05,785 --> 00:50:09,832 ♪ 719 00:50:26,893 --> 00:50:28,025 I'm proud of you. 720 00:50:29,069 --> 00:50:30,418 Door closed and everything. 721 00:50:32,899 --> 00:50:34,944 Thanks. That's kind of sad, isn't it? 722 00:50:34,988 --> 00:50:36,337 No, it's great. 723 00:50:36,946 --> 00:50:38,992 Uh... 724 00:50:40,124 --> 00:50:43,170 Uh, do you-- would you like to, uh, 725 00:50:43,214 --> 00:50:45,303 watch a movie out in the hall tonight? 726 00:50:46,478 --> 00:50:49,350 Actually, not to push you too hard or anything, 727 00:50:49,394 --> 00:50:52,179 but since now you've technically left your place 728 00:50:52,223 --> 00:50:54,703 and I've technically also been inside... 729 00:50:55,487 --> 00:50:58,359 do you think that we could move our hangouts into your place? 730 00:50:58,794 --> 00:51:01,580 Don't get me wrong, I love this hallway. 731 00:51:02,233 --> 00:51:04,409 But my ass is starting to get a little flat 732 00:51:04,452 --> 00:51:06,063 from sitting on the concrete all the time. 733 00:51:06,106 --> 00:51:08,108 -Um... -Please, please, 734 00:51:08,152 --> 00:51:10,719 say yes, you fucking coward. 735 00:51:11,198 --> 00:51:14,593 -Are you okay? -Um, uh, yeah. Um. 736 00:51:16,247 --> 00:51:17,639 Y-- Yes. 737 00:51:17,683 --> 00:51:21,078 We can hang out at my place tonight. 738 00:51:21,556 --> 00:51:23,471 Great. You won't regret this. 739 00:51:27,432 --> 00:51:28,998 You regret this, don't you? 740 00:51:29,782 --> 00:51:32,959 Um, no, I-- I'm just-- I'm sorry. 741 00:51:33,002 --> 00:51:34,787 This is all, uh-- this is all very new to me. 742 00:51:34,830 --> 00:51:37,442 I'm just, um-- I have to get used to it. 743 00:51:38,312 --> 00:51:39,835 Well, is there anything I can do to help? 744 00:51:42,925 --> 00:51:44,579 Actually, could-- could you just give me one second? 745 00:51:44,623 --> 00:51:45,841 It'll be quick. 746 00:51:55,634 --> 00:51:57,114 Do you take a lot of those? 747 00:51:58,724 --> 00:52:00,421 Only when I get stressed out. 748 00:52:00,943 --> 00:52:02,075 Thanks. 749 00:52:02,554 --> 00:52:04,425 No, no, no, it's-- It's seriously not you, 750 00:52:04,469 --> 00:52:05,513 I just-- 751 00:52:06,471 --> 00:52:08,516 I'm sorry, I'm just... 752 00:52:09,648 --> 00:52:11,215 going through a lot right now, 753 00:52:11,258 --> 00:52:13,782 um, but I know I can do this. 754 00:52:14,870 --> 00:52:17,003 I really also like spending time with you. 755 00:52:17,525 --> 00:52:19,092 I like spending time with you too. 756 00:52:19,701 --> 00:52:21,007 I'm gonna have to get used to that. 757 00:52:21,050 --> 00:52:22,269 Sorry. 758 00:52:22,313 --> 00:52:23,923 Oh, God. It's okay. 759 00:52:23,966 --> 00:52:25,446 No, it's okay. It's all right, it's all right. 760 00:52:25,490 --> 00:52:27,231 It's not a big deal, it's fine. 761 00:52:27,274 --> 00:52:30,408 You know, talking to me like I'm a child doesn't help. 762 00:52:30,973 --> 00:52:32,540 I don't know what you want me to do, Benji. 763 00:52:32,584 --> 00:52:33,976 Can you cut me some slack? 764 00:52:35,630 --> 00:52:36,718 I'm sorry. 765 00:52:37,719 --> 00:52:38,807 It's just-- 766 00:52:39,895 --> 00:52:42,376 I'm really stressed out tonight. 767 00:52:44,378 --> 00:52:45,466 I better go. 768 00:52:45,945 --> 00:52:47,512 I gotta get up early for work. 769 00:52:49,296 --> 00:52:51,516 Well, that's bullshit. 770 00:52:53,344 --> 00:52:54,606 Excuse me. 771 00:52:56,129 --> 00:52:57,391 What kind of a bar opens early in the morning? 772 00:52:58,087 --> 00:53:01,047 -Right. Inventory. -Oh. 773 00:53:02,396 --> 00:53:04,833 Well, I mean, you really don't have to go. 774 00:53:04,877 --> 00:53:06,792 No, it's okay. You know, we'll pick something easier 775 00:53:06,835 --> 00:53:08,402 next time, like a movie. 776 00:53:08,446 --> 00:53:12,363 But I-- I-- Please, I didn't mean-- I-- 777 00:53:19,196 --> 00:53:20,240 That went well. 778 00:53:21,067 --> 00:53:22,982 Shut up, it was a start. 779 00:53:24,026 --> 00:53:25,376 You like her a lot, don't you? 780 00:53:28,379 --> 00:53:31,164 Yeah, well, she's pretty awesome. 781 00:53:31,817 --> 00:53:33,688 She's definitely an improvement. 782 00:53:34,559 --> 00:53:37,475 You've had a pretty crappy track record. 783 00:53:38,215 --> 00:53:39,216 Yup. 784 00:53:40,608 --> 00:53:42,828 Never really been one with the girls, have I? 785 00:53:42,871 --> 00:53:44,308 No, you have not. 786 00:53:45,352 --> 00:53:46,701 You know, my first girlfriend 787 00:53:46,745 --> 00:53:47,920 had to trick me into kissing her. 788 00:53:47,963 --> 00:53:49,661 Yeah, Amy. 789 00:53:50,879 --> 00:53:53,273 And don't forget about the fire starter in college. 790 00:53:53,317 --> 00:53:56,145 -Chloe? -And then there was Rachel. 791 00:53:56,189 --> 00:53:58,800 Who darted after I wasn't famous anymore. 792 00:54:00,106 --> 00:54:01,412 -You have not had 793 00:54:01,455 --> 00:54:03,109 any luck in this department. 794 00:54:05,503 --> 00:54:07,287 No, the only luck I've ever really had 795 00:54:07,331 --> 00:54:08,941 was with my music, and... 796 00:54:10,334 --> 00:54:12,292 somehow I managed to fuck that up too. 797 00:54:16,731 --> 00:54:18,559 Hey, if you don't mind me asking, 798 00:54:18,603 --> 00:54:19,865 what happened with that? 799 00:54:21,606 --> 00:54:23,434 You remember Chloe but you don't remember 800 00:54:23,477 --> 00:54:24,783 what happened with my music? 801 00:54:25,784 --> 00:54:27,438 It might help to talk about it. 802 00:54:33,270 --> 00:54:34,662 I-- Truthfully, 803 00:54:34,706 --> 00:54:36,447 I-- I don't know. You know? 804 00:54:37,186 --> 00:54:39,101 I mean, one minute I'd written this song 805 00:54:39,145 --> 00:54:41,321 that I was physically in love with, you know, 806 00:54:41,365 --> 00:54:42,583 and then the next? 807 00:54:43,584 --> 00:54:45,238 The whole world was in love with it. 808 00:54:45,282 --> 00:54:46,935 I don't know, maybe... 809 00:54:46,979 --> 00:54:48,589 I wasn't ready to share it. 810 00:54:48,633 --> 00:54:50,156 -I don't think that's true. -I-- 811 00:54:56,597 --> 00:54:58,164 It all just happened so fast. 812 00:54:58,207 --> 00:55:01,341 And before I could even wrap my head around 813 00:55:01,385 --> 00:55:02,647 recording an album... 814 00:55:03,648 --> 00:55:05,302 you know, my face was everywhere. 815 00:55:05,867 --> 00:55:07,347 You know, cameras were following me. 816 00:55:07,391 --> 00:55:09,218 Executives were asking me for my next album. 817 00:55:09,262 --> 00:55:11,612 -Yeah, that sounds like a lot. -It was! You know? 818 00:55:11,656 --> 00:55:14,702 Like, I remember the moment I snapped. 819 00:55:19,316 --> 00:55:20,926 I was leaving after a show, 820 00:55:21,927 --> 00:55:23,320 and instead of my car, 821 00:55:25,060 --> 00:55:26,453 it was a mob of fans. 822 00:55:27,454 --> 00:55:30,805 And they were just pushing me and shoving 823 00:55:30,849 --> 00:55:32,807 and trying to touch me 824 00:55:32,851 --> 00:55:34,679 and reach their arms out for selfies and-- 825 00:55:40,467 --> 00:55:41,642 Something broke in me. 826 00:55:44,428 --> 00:55:45,907 I've never been so scared. 827 00:55:46,604 --> 00:55:49,215 I couldn't breathe. 828 00:55:49,258 --> 00:55:50,825 I passed out, next thing I know, 829 00:55:50,869 --> 00:55:52,261 I woke up in the hospital 830 00:55:53,611 --> 00:55:54,699 with this... 831 00:55:56,178 --> 00:55:59,399 irrational fucking anger. 832 00:56:00,661 --> 00:56:02,184 That anger never left. 833 00:56:05,318 --> 00:56:06,711 Any time I'd feel like that again, 834 00:56:06,754 --> 00:56:08,452 I would just lash out, become violent. 835 00:56:08,974 --> 00:56:10,584 And people thought I was fame-crazed. 836 00:56:10,628 --> 00:56:11,977 It was the exact opposite. 837 00:56:13,065 --> 00:56:15,850 And I don't know. My mind just shut down. 838 00:56:20,768 --> 00:56:23,380 -The freezing onstage. -Freezing on stage. 839 00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:28,080 Even if I wanted to come back from that, 840 00:56:28,123 --> 00:56:29,386 how could I? 841 00:56:30,125 --> 00:56:32,693 So-- so naturally, I just locked myself up 842 00:56:32,737 --> 00:56:34,391 and threw away the fucking key. 843 00:56:42,442 --> 00:56:43,617 I know, buddy. 844 00:56:43,661 --> 00:56:49,014 ♪ 845 00:57:54,296 --> 00:57:55,646 Are we ever gonna talk about the fact 846 00:57:55,689 --> 00:57:57,299 that I look like Jordan Tyler? 847 00:57:59,563 --> 00:58:00,651 No. 848 00:58:07,353 --> 00:58:08,659 What do you want me to say, okay? 849 00:58:08,702 --> 00:58:10,356 He's just some guy. 850 00:58:10,399 --> 00:58:13,098 He's obviously more than just some guy. 851 00:58:15,840 --> 00:58:19,626 I mean, so he was-- he was good at life. 852 00:58:19,670 --> 00:58:21,933 I sucked at it, you know? So what? 853 00:58:22,716 --> 00:58:24,979 -So, jealousy. 854 00:58:27,982 --> 00:58:30,942 More like inadequacy. 855 00:58:31,638 --> 00:58:33,118 No. You know what? Fuck you. 856 00:58:33,161 --> 00:58:35,120 We're done talking about this, all right? 857 00:58:44,608 --> 00:58:45,826 Just so we're clear. 858 00:58:46,566 --> 00:58:49,090 You sucked at living his life, not yours. 859 00:58:55,967 --> 00:58:58,665 You know, all this insightful bullshit's getting old, right? 860 00:59:02,234 --> 00:59:03,627 All right. Dump in that sugar. 861 00:59:03,670 --> 00:59:05,280 -You sure? -Yes, I'm sure. 862 00:59:05,324 --> 00:59:07,500 Are you kidding me? This is gonna be so good. 863 00:59:07,544 --> 00:59:08,849 -Like that? -Yeah. 864 00:59:08,893 --> 00:59:10,372 I made this recipe up. 865 00:59:10,416 --> 00:59:11,983 Dude, you're getting better at this game now. 866 00:59:12,026 --> 00:59:13,637 -I know, right? -Just kidding. 867 00:59:13,680 --> 00:59:15,552 -Oh, fuck man. -Fuck you, dude. 868 00:59:16,422 --> 00:59:17,728 -No. -Dude. 869 00:59:17,771 --> 00:59:19,077 Fuck you, fuck you. 870 00:59:21,949 --> 00:59:23,037 Yup. 871 00:59:24,386 --> 00:59:26,650 -That sounds good. -That sounds fine. 872 00:59:27,651 --> 00:59:28,695 Is it straight? 873 00:59:30,305 --> 00:59:31,393 Yup. 874 00:59:31,437 --> 00:59:33,004 Nice. Okay. 875 00:59:38,400 --> 00:59:40,620 What is this? You shouldn't have. 876 00:59:41,490 --> 00:59:43,318 You are somethin' else, you know that? 877 00:59:44,842 --> 00:59:46,670 You are so great. 878 00:59:47,105 --> 00:59:48,454 What the hell? 879 00:59:48,497 --> 00:59:50,456 That's exactly what-- What am I doing? 880 00:59:50,499 --> 00:59:51,849 What am I doing? What are you doing? 881 00:59:51,892 --> 00:59:53,067 -That was a waste of money. -I-- 882 00:59:53,633 --> 00:59:54,678 What the fuck? 883 00:59:56,767 --> 01:00:00,031 ♪ Bring it on, yeah 884 01:00:00,074 --> 01:00:02,033 ♪ Bring it on 885 01:00:02,076 --> 01:00:03,425 ♪ The rain 886 01:00:16,700 --> 01:00:19,224 ♪ You got mystic 887 01:00:19,964 --> 01:00:21,530 ♪ Rays of light 888 01:00:23,228 --> 01:00:25,056 ♪ Leads you through 889 01:00:26,623 --> 01:00:28,233 ♪ The darkest night 890 01:00:29,756 --> 01:00:30,844 Bathroom. 891 01:00:51,386 --> 01:00:52,953 What the fuck are you doing with my phone? 892 01:00:52,997 --> 01:00:54,085 It went off. I'm-- 893 01:00:54,912 --> 01:00:56,304 Don't look at my shit, okay? 894 01:00:56,740 --> 01:00:58,785 Geez, okay. Um... 895 01:00:58,829 --> 01:01:02,615 Who's-- who's Becky, and what-- what does she mean? 896 01:01:02,659 --> 01:01:04,661 You know what? I think it's time for me to go. 897 01:01:04,704 --> 01:01:06,097 No, you-- you don't have to go. 898 01:01:06,140 --> 01:01:07,272 No, no, no, no, it's okay, 899 01:01:07,315 --> 01:01:09,056 I, um-- um-- I'm just tired. 900 01:01:09,100 --> 01:01:11,058 I swear. I'll see you tomorrow. 901 01:01:11,102 --> 01:01:12,799 But-- 902 01:01:14,845 --> 01:01:17,108 ♪ Will you lie here 903 01:01:17,151 --> 01:01:20,328 ♪ Under star drowned skies 904 01:01:25,856 --> 01:01:29,729 ♪ These are hard times 905 01:01:36,693 --> 01:01:37,781 That's a new one. 906 01:01:40,305 --> 01:01:42,437 Let's just say I was inspired. 907 01:01:43,743 --> 01:01:44,875 What's it called? 908 01:01:49,880 --> 01:01:50,968 Coward. 909 01:01:55,363 --> 01:01:57,365 -No? -Yeah. 910 01:01:59,585 --> 01:02:01,500 Hey! I was writing that too! 911 01:02:02,109 --> 01:02:06,374 ♪ 912 01:03:02,866 --> 01:03:05,216 Yeah. Teamwork. 913 01:03:05,259 --> 01:03:06,521 Dream work. 914 01:03:18,142 --> 01:03:19,491 It's time, buddy. 915 01:03:21,885 --> 01:03:23,190 No fucking way. 916 01:03:28,761 --> 01:03:31,198 You've been social. You're dating Sylvia. 917 01:03:31,242 --> 01:03:32,678 You're writing and playing again. 918 01:03:32,721 --> 01:03:34,811 You wrote an awesome song. 919 01:03:34,854 --> 01:03:36,638 It's time to take the bigger step. 920 01:03:36,682 --> 01:03:38,466 -No. -Why? 921 01:03:38,510 --> 01:03:40,294 -Because. -Really? 922 01:03:40,338 --> 01:03:41,643 Because I don't want to. 923 01:03:41,687 --> 01:03:44,385 It was her last wish. 924 01:03:44,908 --> 01:03:47,214 Don't you fucking dare. 925 01:03:51,349 --> 01:03:53,873 You do realize the door does not need to be open 926 01:03:53,917 --> 01:03:55,179 for me to get in, right? 927 01:03:56,745 --> 01:03:58,269 You know, we're finally getting along. 928 01:03:58,312 --> 01:03:59,705 Why do you want to ruin that? 929 01:03:59,748 --> 01:04:01,663 I am not here to get along with you. 930 01:04:01,707 --> 01:04:03,796 I'm here to kick your ass out the door! 931 01:04:04,492 --> 01:04:06,146 I'm making progress, aren't I? 932 01:04:06,190 --> 01:04:07,844 Why can't I do it at my own pace? 933 01:04:07,887 --> 01:04:09,367 Just to remind you that I am you 934 01:04:09,410 --> 01:04:11,412 so there's a part of you that wants to do this. 935 01:04:11,456 --> 01:04:13,327 Yeah, but not the same part of me that wants 936 01:04:13,371 --> 01:04:16,069 -to get rid of you right now. -Why are you being so scared? 937 01:04:16,113 --> 01:04:17,766 Fuck! 938 01:04:21,422 --> 01:04:23,381 Look, get this through 939 01:04:23,424 --> 01:04:26,079 your thick, stubborn head, okay? 940 01:04:26,123 --> 01:04:29,648 I'm not ready, so back the fuck off. 941 01:04:29,691 --> 01:04:33,086 Not ready because you don't want to leave the apartment 942 01:04:33,130 --> 01:04:35,654 or not ready because you don't want to say goodbye? 943 01:04:35,697 --> 01:04:37,656 Get the fuck out of my head! 944 01:04:45,969 --> 01:04:47,318 Hi. Can I come in? 945 01:04:47,361 --> 01:04:49,886 Um, yeah. Are you sure? 946 01:04:49,929 --> 01:04:51,278 Yes. Please. 947 01:05:04,378 --> 01:05:05,466 Want another beer? 948 01:05:06,728 --> 01:05:08,252 No, I'm still working on my first. 949 01:05:08,295 --> 01:05:10,907 Are you sure you're okay? You seem really tense. 950 01:05:14,649 --> 01:05:16,216 First time out of the apartment. 951 01:05:16,738 --> 01:05:18,349 Yeah, but you're just across the hall. 952 01:05:18,392 --> 01:05:20,917 I mean, my apartment's almost identical to yours. 953 01:05:22,092 --> 01:05:24,224 Unfortunately, that's not how my brain sees it. 954 01:05:27,358 --> 01:05:30,448 Well, not to encourage more drunkenness 955 01:05:30,491 --> 01:05:33,625 but what about a game of drowning fruit snacks? 956 01:05:40,023 --> 01:05:41,111 What's bothering you? 957 01:05:41,763 --> 01:05:44,070 It's, uh, it's my mom. 958 01:05:45,158 --> 01:05:46,681 I thought your mom was dead. 959 01:05:46,725 --> 01:05:48,335 She is, um, 960 01:05:48,379 --> 01:05:50,120 it's just that, uh... 961 01:05:51,860 --> 01:05:54,559 I, uh-- I have her ashes on my coffee table. 962 01:05:55,299 --> 01:05:57,649 Oh, I was wondering what that was. 963 01:05:58,084 --> 01:06:00,304 Bit of a long story. 964 01:06:00,347 --> 01:06:02,132 Uh, short version. 965 01:06:05,265 --> 01:06:06,832 I missed her funeral 966 01:06:06,875 --> 01:06:08,486 because I wouldn't leave the house. 967 01:06:10,618 --> 01:06:14,274 My father informed me that her final request 968 01:06:14,318 --> 01:06:17,408 was that her ashes be scattered at our old summer home. 969 01:06:18,191 --> 01:06:19,845 But that would mean leaving the house. 970 01:06:19,888 --> 01:06:22,152 -Right. -Right. 971 01:06:23,327 --> 01:06:25,329 How long have you had the ashes? 972 01:06:26,069 --> 01:06:27,113 Three years. 973 01:06:28,071 --> 01:06:29,507 So what's different now? 974 01:06:31,857 --> 01:06:33,728 An annoying little voice in my head 975 01:06:33,772 --> 01:06:36,209 that's pressuring me into doing it. 976 01:06:37,471 --> 01:06:40,170 -I could do it for you. -I'm just not ready. 977 01:06:41,214 --> 01:06:42,781 So what are you gonna do? 978 01:06:44,957 --> 01:06:46,002 Feel guilty. 979 01:06:50,093 --> 01:06:51,529 Hey, I thought it was my turn. 980 01:06:51,572 --> 01:06:53,052 You weren't going. You forfeited your turn. 981 01:06:55,054 --> 01:06:57,752 So are we ever going to talk about why you're a shut in? 982 01:06:59,928 --> 01:07:02,540 That's, um-- that's not really something 983 01:07:02,583 --> 01:07:04,672 I care to talk about. 984 01:07:04,716 --> 01:07:05,804 Obviously. 985 01:07:09,416 --> 01:07:10,504 Well... 986 01:07:11,984 --> 01:07:13,768 would it help if I, um, 987 01:07:14,813 --> 01:07:17,076 if I told you that I know you're Tucker Stills? 988 01:07:17,772 --> 01:07:19,078 How? 989 01:07:19,122 --> 01:07:21,341 Wasn't that hard. I have the Internet. 990 01:07:22,299 --> 01:07:23,778 When? When did you know? 991 01:07:23,822 --> 01:07:24,953 Not right away. 992 01:07:24,997 --> 01:07:26,955 Um, I kind of got my first hint 993 01:07:26,999 --> 01:07:28,914 when I heard the Tucker Stills song 994 01:07:28,957 --> 01:07:31,090 -that you put on that playlist. -Bastard. 995 01:07:31,134 --> 01:07:32,657 And it sounded so much like you. 996 01:07:32,700 --> 01:07:35,181 Not just the voice, but the words. 997 01:07:35,529 --> 01:07:37,488 So a couple of weeks in, I guess. 998 01:07:38,924 --> 01:07:41,405 So I take it, then, you read about the, uh-- 999 01:07:41,448 --> 01:07:42,754 the photographer. 1000 01:07:43,798 --> 01:07:44,886 Yeah. 1001 01:07:47,933 --> 01:07:50,805 -About the Chinese restaurant. -Oh, yeah. 1002 01:07:53,678 --> 01:07:55,506 You think I'm psycho, don't you? 1003 01:07:55,549 --> 01:07:57,943 No. I-- I didn't know what to believe at first, you know, 1004 01:07:57,986 --> 01:08:01,599 'cause the-- the violent, fame-crazed man they were 1005 01:08:01,642 --> 01:08:04,341 describing just did not jive with the man that I know. 1006 01:08:05,124 --> 01:08:07,735 The gentle, quiet, funny man 1007 01:08:07,779 --> 01:08:09,607 who's afraid of his own shadow. 1008 01:08:12,175 --> 01:08:14,351 But then I read about the awards and I got it. 1009 01:08:16,657 --> 01:08:18,703 I get why you closed yourself off from the world. 1010 01:08:20,618 --> 01:08:21,793 They broke you. 1011 01:08:23,621 --> 01:08:26,102 -Who broke me? -Everyone. 1012 01:08:27,190 --> 01:08:29,844 The press, the fans, the industry... 1013 01:08:31,194 --> 01:08:32,369 the world. 1014 01:08:34,110 --> 01:08:35,154 Wow. 1015 01:08:37,069 --> 01:08:39,680 No one's ever put it like that before. 1016 01:08:42,205 --> 01:08:43,467 You're right. 1017 01:08:45,643 --> 01:08:46,992 They-- they broke me. 1018 01:08:48,646 --> 01:08:51,779 S-- so why the fuck have I been blaming myself all this time? 1019 01:08:52,476 --> 01:08:54,304 'Cause the whole world blamed you. 1020 01:08:54,347 --> 01:08:57,481 And it's kinda tough to argue with the whole world. 1021 01:09:00,092 --> 01:09:03,182 Look, Benji, I'm not here to tell you what's right or wrong 1022 01:09:03,226 --> 01:09:06,794 or who to blame or even how to heal. 1023 01:09:07,839 --> 01:09:10,015 I can't possibly imagine what you've gone through. 1024 01:09:11,799 --> 01:09:14,280 And we can take this as slow or as fast as you want. 1025 01:09:15,238 --> 01:09:16,543 I just want you to know that 1026 01:09:16,587 --> 01:09:18,632 even if you never leave the house again... 1027 01:09:19,720 --> 01:09:21,896 -I'm here for you. 1028 01:09:26,292 --> 01:09:27,728 You would never be happy with somebody 1029 01:09:27,772 --> 01:09:29,339 who can't leave the house. 1030 01:09:29,382 --> 01:09:31,123 But we don't have to be dating for-- 1031 01:09:31,167 --> 01:09:32,907 for me to be here for you, you know? 1032 01:09:32,951 --> 01:09:35,301 We don't have to define anything. 1033 01:09:35,823 --> 01:09:37,173 We can just take it day by day 1034 01:09:37,216 --> 01:09:39,436 and see if we're friends, 1035 01:09:39,479 --> 01:09:42,830 or support systems, or soulmates. 1036 01:09:43,440 --> 01:09:45,964 Whatever it is, is fine with me. 1037 01:09:53,276 --> 01:09:55,278 You know, I pay $200 a session. 1038 01:09:55,321 --> 01:09:57,889 My therapist has never put anything that good. 1039 01:09:58,759 --> 01:09:59,978 You should charge. 1040 01:10:03,503 --> 01:10:05,026 Hey. Sorry about yesterday. 1041 01:10:06,158 --> 01:10:08,378 -Nah, you were right. -Excuse me? 1042 01:10:09,030 --> 01:10:10,902 Hey, don't get too excited, all right, buddy? 1043 01:10:11,990 --> 01:10:15,211 But, uh, I think you're right, it is time. 1044 01:10:15,863 --> 01:10:17,387 I don't even know... 1045 01:10:18,301 --> 01:10:19,563 how to respond to that. 1046 01:10:20,128 --> 01:10:23,436 You don't have to say anything, just help. 1047 01:10:24,263 --> 01:10:25,873 What about Sylvia? 1048 01:10:27,005 --> 01:10:28,093 We're cool. 1049 01:10:29,181 --> 01:10:30,443 She's helping too. 1050 01:10:35,318 --> 01:10:36,362 I don't-- 1051 01:10:40,192 --> 01:10:41,367 I'm gonna handle my shit. 1052 01:10:42,281 --> 01:10:44,544 -I appreciate that. -Yeah, you should. 1053 01:10:49,201 --> 01:10:51,029 It got really hot in here all of a sudden. 1054 01:11:03,084 --> 01:11:04,172 How you doin'? 1055 01:11:05,913 --> 01:11:07,611 ♪ It's hard to know 1056 01:11:21,102 --> 01:11:22,800 ♪ I've been close 1057 01:11:33,941 --> 01:11:35,987 ♪ I get lost 1058 01:11:36,030 --> 01:11:39,077 ♪ Looking for you out there 1059 01:11:40,513 --> 01:11:41,862 I can't do this. 1060 01:11:43,908 --> 01:11:45,431 It's a process. You'll get there. 1061 01:11:46,084 --> 01:11:47,390 What if I don't want to get there? 1062 01:11:48,739 --> 01:11:49,957 Hey, you don't mean that. 1063 01:11:51,916 --> 01:11:53,396 I mean, she's my mom. 1064 01:11:53,439 --> 01:11:54,919 Why can't she just stay with me, you know? 1065 01:11:54,962 --> 01:11:56,050 Be with me? 1066 01:11:56,573 --> 01:11:58,052 That's not what she wanted. 1067 01:11:58,096 --> 01:11:59,445 What about what I want? 1068 01:11:59,880 --> 01:12:02,013 Yeah, that doesn't matter in this case, man. 1069 01:12:10,804 --> 01:12:14,460 I mean, you know your mom is dead, right? 1070 01:12:15,113 --> 01:12:16,419 Those are just ashes. 1071 01:12:21,162 --> 01:12:22,338 Holy fuck. 1072 01:12:24,992 --> 01:12:27,081 If you're supposed to be me, why are you so good at life 1073 01:12:27,125 --> 01:12:29,997 and I fucking suck at it? Goddamn. 1074 01:12:30,041 --> 01:12:32,739 -No, man. Don't do that. -Fuck. 1075 01:12:33,218 --> 01:12:35,829 -Oh, man, oh, God, oh, God. -Don't go there. 1076 01:12:35,873 --> 01:12:38,223 -You don't suck at life. -Fuck, I can't. 1077 01:12:38,266 --> 01:12:41,444 -You're good at your life. -I can't, I can't, I can't. 1078 01:12:41,487 --> 01:12:43,054 Can you say it with me? 1079 01:12:43,097 --> 01:12:45,012 -I can't-- Fucking sh-- -Hey, stop. 1080 01:12:46,274 --> 01:12:50,801 Say it with me, "I am good at my life." 1081 01:12:50,844 --> 01:12:52,150 I am good at my life. 1082 01:12:53,847 --> 01:12:57,198 You don't sound convinced. Get up. Come on. 1083 01:12:59,592 --> 01:13:00,724 Say it with me. 1084 01:13:01,942 --> 01:13:04,771 "I am good at my life." 1085 01:13:05,337 --> 01:13:06,947 I am good at my life. 1086 01:13:07,644 --> 01:13:08,819 Louder. 1087 01:13:10,298 --> 01:13:11,648 I'm good at my life. 1088 01:13:11,691 --> 01:13:13,389 Louder. Make me believe. 1089 01:13:13,432 --> 01:13:15,434 -I'm fucking good at my life. -Good. You got this. 1090 01:13:15,478 --> 01:13:16,566 -I've got this. -Good. 1091 01:13:16,609 --> 01:13:17,958 Now go find Sylvia and do this. 1092 01:13:18,002 --> 01:13:19,307 Good, now go find Sylvia and do this-- 1093 01:13:19,351 --> 01:13:21,875 No, fuck. We are done repeating. 1094 01:13:22,398 --> 01:13:25,009 -Oh. -Go find Sylvia and do this. 1095 01:13:25,052 --> 01:13:27,403 -Fucking moron. 1096 01:13:41,329 --> 01:13:42,766 All right, let's open the door. 1097 01:13:44,202 --> 01:13:45,551 All right. 1098 01:13:48,598 --> 01:13:49,686 Relax. 1099 01:13:58,521 --> 01:14:00,523 A little forward, stop. 1100 01:14:00,566 --> 01:14:03,787 ♪ In a foreign world 1101 01:14:13,753 --> 01:14:15,668 ♪ I was made 1102 01:14:16,626 --> 01:14:20,543 ♪ To fall in love with you 1103 01:14:24,155 --> 01:14:25,852 ♪ I was made 1104 01:14:26,984 --> 01:14:30,901 ♪ To fall in love with you 1105 01:14:55,360 --> 01:14:56,622 ♪ I was made 1106 01:14:57,971 --> 01:14:59,320 Step down. 1107 01:14:59,364 --> 01:15:02,236 ♪ To fall in love with you 1108 01:15:03,107 --> 01:15:04,195 One more. 1109 01:15:15,423 --> 01:15:16,512 Okay. 1110 01:15:21,734 --> 01:15:23,431 Taking the blindfold off now. 1111 01:15:25,738 --> 01:15:26,826 Wait, wait. 1112 01:15:35,052 --> 01:15:36,140 You can do this. 1113 01:15:54,854 --> 01:15:56,029 Wow. 1114 01:15:57,640 --> 01:15:58,728 How you doing? 1115 01:16:00,077 --> 01:16:01,557 It's so beautiful. 1116 01:16:02,732 --> 01:16:04,647 It's a good place for your mom to rest. 1117 01:16:13,569 --> 01:16:15,266 I'm not sure I'm ready to do this. 1118 01:16:16,354 --> 01:16:17,747 It's not about being ready. 1119 01:16:19,183 --> 01:16:20,576 Nobody's ever ready. 1120 01:16:21,664 --> 01:16:23,230 It's about deciding that it's time. 1121 01:16:32,196 --> 01:16:33,589 -Do you need my help? -No. 1122 01:16:35,982 --> 01:16:37,070 No. 1123 01:16:40,334 --> 01:16:41,422 I can do this. 1124 01:16:55,480 --> 01:16:56,568 Well, this is it, Mom. 1125 01:17:03,923 --> 01:17:05,011 Thank you-- 1126 01:17:06,709 --> 01:17:09,059 Thank you for always being my biggest fan. 1127 01:17:18,155 --> 01:17:20,026 And for always believing in me. 1128 01:17:27,555 --> 01:17:29,470 I promise I'll come visit you... 1129 01:17:32,430 --> 01:17:33,518 all the time. 1130 01:17:36,521 --> 01:17:43,441 ♪ 1131 01:17:57,063 --> 01:17:58,674 You'll always be with me. 1132 01:18:34,100 --> 01:18:35,275 I love you. 1133 01:18:49,420 --> 01:18:51,552 Can't believe I spent so much time... 1134 01:18:53,554 --> 01:18:56,383 hiding from all of this. 1135 01:19:01,345 --> 01:19:02,520 Jordan was right. 1136 01:19:04,174 --> 01:19:06,350 I wasted so much time. 1137 01:19:08,526 --> 01:19:10,049 Well, now you can make up for it. 1138 01:19:15,315 --> 01:19:18,710 I was lost for so long. 1139 01:19:21,104 --> 01:19:23,019 Well, you know, someone smart once told me 1140 01:19:23,062 --> 01:19:26,196 that to get lost is to find the way. 1141 01:19:47,870 --> 01:19:49,001 Who's Jordan? 1142 01:20:21,904 --> 01:20:23,862 -Hey, Benji. -Yeah? 1143 01:20:24,689 --> 01:20:26,212 I need to tell you something. 1144 01:20:26,256 --> 01:20:27,953 Okay. 1145 01:20:27,997 --> 01:20:30,695 I wasn't completely honest about the way that we met. 1146 01:20:31,870 --> 01:20:33,872 -Okay. -Oh, my gosh, Sylvia, 1147 01:20:33,916 --> 01:20:35,439 I've been waiting for you for, like, three hours, 1148 01:20:35,482 --> 01:20:36,919 -and I definitely ran-- -Becky, no. 1149 01:20:36,962 --> 01:20:39,399 Oh, my gosh. It's Tucker Stills. 1150 01:20:39,443 --> 01:20:40,748 -Oh, my God-- -Benji, I'm so sorry. 1151 01:20:40,792 --> 01:20:41,880 You look just like your pictures, 1152 01:20:41,924 --> 01:20:43,664 and that doesn't always happen. 1153 01:20:43,708 --> 01:20:45,188 You know what, I am so excited to meet you in person. 1154 01:20:45,231 --> 01:20:46,580 -Becky-- -I'm a huge fan. 1155 01:20:46,624 --> 01:20:48,191 -Listen-- No-- -Sylvia has told me 1156 01:20:48,234 --> 01:20:49,888 so much about you, but also, most importantly, 1157 01:20:49,932 --> 01:20:51,716 I hope you guys don't mind, I did bring some friends. 1158 01:20:51,759 --> 01:20:53,587 -They really wanna meet you. -What? Becky, no. 1159 01:20:53,631 --> 01:20:55,633 -I know. -You guys, please. 1160 01:20:55,676 --> 01:20:57,374 Oh, my God, oh, my God! 1161 01:21:02,945 --> 01:21:04,120 That's my bad. 1162 01:21:44,421 --> 01:21:46,031 -Benji-- -No. 1163 01:21:46,771 --> 01:21:48,729 Okay. Fuck you. You don't get to talk. 1164 01:21:48,773 --> 01:21:50,079 I wanted to tell you. 1165 01:21:50,122 --> 01:21:52,298 I ju-- What did I just say? 1166 01:21:52,951 --> 01:21:54,213 Okay, you used me. 1167 01:21:54,257 --> 01:21:55,867 You used me to get to Tucker Stills. 1168 01:21:55,911 --> 01:21:57,347 No, not anymore. 1169 01:21:57,390 --> 01:22:00,567 Stay the fuck away from me, okay? 1170 01:22:00,611 --> 01:22:02,047 No, I did try to find you. I did. 1171 01:22:02,091 --> 01:22:03,919 But then I met you and you were nothing like 1172 01:22:03,962 --> 01:22:05,703 I thought you would be, and I really did fall for you-- 1173 01:22:05,746 --> 01:22:06,834 No! 1174 01:22:08,401 --> 01:22:09,533 Fuck you. 1175 01:22:40,956 --> 01:22:42,435 Victory! 1176 01:22:43,959 --> 01:22:48,050 ♪ If you wander back again 1177 01:23:02,499 --> 01:23:06,677 ♪ We both know I'm to blame 1178 01:23:21,257 --> 01:23:25,435 ♪ If you wander back again 1179 01:23:39,971 --> 01:23:43,496 ♪ We both know I'm to blame 1180 01:23:43,540 --> 01:23:44,932 A packet of cigarettes, please. 1181 01:23:45,498 --> 01:23:46,717 $11. 1182 01:23:55,682 --> 01:23:56,901 Thank you very much. 1183 01:23:58,642 --> 01:24:02,820 ♪ We both know I'm to blame 1184 01:24:10,697 --> 01:24:11,785 Mr. Williams. 1185 01:24:15,224 --> 01:24:16,877 -After you. 1186 01:24:17,226 --> 01:24:18,314 Thanks. 1187 01:24:19,793 --> 01:24:21,186 So you really think he's gone? 1188 01:24:23,493 --> 01:24:24,929 It's been six months. 1189 01:24:25,886 --> 01:24:27,149 You don't sound happy. 1190 01:24:28,715 --> 01:24:31,544 I feel more alone now than when I was shut in. 1191 01:24:32,980 --> 01:24:35,200 I mean, Jordan's gone. 1192 01:24:35,940 --> 01:24:37,289 My mother's gone. 1193 01:24:37,333 --> 01:24:39,204 You know, Jordan was always with you. 1194 01:24:39,248 --> 01:24:40,901 You can visit him whenever you want. 1195 01:24:40,945 --> 01:24:42,816 -The same with your mom. -It's not the same, though. 1196 01:24:44,775 --> 01:24:46,081 Have you seen Sylvia? 1197 01:24:49,475 --> 01:24:51,347 Why the fuck would you ask that? 1198 01:24:51,390 --> 01:24:53,740 Hey, what she did was horrible. 1199 01:24:53,784 --> 01:24:56,265 But she was the one that got you to leave the house. 1200 01:24:56,308 --> 01:24:58,093 There must be something good there. 1201 01:24:58,136 --> 01:24:59,790 Jordan got me to leave the house. 1202 01:24:59,833 --> 01:25:01,966 Jordan forced you to look at your life. 1203 01:25:02,009 --> 01:25:04,142 Sylvia was the catalyst for you to leave. 1204 01:25:04,186 --> 01:25:06,275 -You should talk to her. -Why? 1205 01:25:07,189 --> 01:25:09,147 She may have a good reason for what she did. 1206 01:25:09,191 --> 01:25:12,846 She may feel bad. She may actually love you. 1207 01:25:15,197 --> 01:25:17,634 Well, let's focus on better thing. 1208 01:25:18,113 --> 01:25:20,115 You're slowly rejoining the real world. 1209 01:25:20,158 --> 01:25:21,942 You're even doing that songwriter showcase. 1210 01:25:21,986 --> 01:25:23,466 I am very proud of you. 1211 01:25:23,901 --> 01:25:25,729 Thanks. 1212 01:25:26,730 --> 01:25:28,949 It could be really good for me, in a way. 1213 01:25:30,125 --> 01:25:33,519 I just want to do what I love without the fame. 1214 01:25:34,477 --> 01:25:36,043 Sounds like a good compromise, 1215 01:25:36,087 --> 01:25:37,436 and I'm sure people will be clamoring 1216 01:25:37,480 --> 01:25:39,090 -for new Tucker Stills-- -No, no, no. 1217 01:25:40,265 --> 01:25:41,571 No more Tucker Stills. 1218 01:25:42,093 --> 01:25:44,965 All right? This time I'm doing this as me. 1219 01:25:46,228 --> 01:25:48,143 I think that's very healthy. 1220 01:25:49,231 --> 01:25:51,407 Just so long as I don't freeze on stage. 1221 01:25:52,234 --> 01:25:54,410 I'm really nervous about this, actually. 1222 01:25:56,238 --> 01:25:58,327 Just close your eyes when you're on stage 1223 01:25:58,370 --> 01:26:00,633 and imagine you are alone in your living room. 1224 01:26:00,677 --> 01:26:01,939 No, I mean, it's not that. 1225 01:26:01,982 --> 01:26:05,943 I mean, it is that, but also... 1226 01:26:10,077 --> 01:26:11,775 Jordan won't be there to see it. 1227 01:26:36,234 --> 01:26:38,149 I need you, buddy. Where are you? 1228 01:26:52,294 --> 01:26:54,121 You know, I never got to say goodbye. 1229 01:27:02,652 --> 01:27:04,349 If it weren't for you, I-- 1230 01:27:05,220 --> 01:27:07,787 I'd probably still be in that damn apartment. 1231 01:27:10,094 --> 01:27:11,487 And I probably have would never left. 1232 01:27:17,057 --> 01:27:19,756 Of course, you're a horrible wing man. 1233 01:27:24,543 --> 01:27:26,719 I wouldn't have had the balls to do this without you, buddy. 1234 01:27:37,948 --> 01:27:39,036 I miss you. 1235 01:27:42,779 --> 01:27:43,910 I love you, man. 1236 01:27:47,697 --> 01:27:50,439 -Cheers, buddy. 1237 01:27:50,482 --> 01:27:53,529 Welcome to the Songwriters Showcase, 1238 01:27:53,572 --> 01:27:55,618 Benji Williams. 1239 01:28:20,556 --> 01:28:23,994 ♪ 1240 01:28:53,371 --> 01:28:56,069 ♪ Now I can't stop 1241 01:29:42,725 --> 01:29:46,250 ♪ Oh 1242 01:30:46,615 --> 01:30:48,878 Are you gonna knock or should I just open it? 1243 01:30:57,321 --> 01:30:58,757 Do you want any fruit snacks? 1244 01:31:09,115 --> 01:31:10,203 How have you been? 1245 01:31:12,118 --> 01:31:14,947 All right, I guess. 1246 01:31:28,047 --> 01:31:29,919 Can I please apologize to you? 1247 01:31:35,664 --> 01:31:37,666 I never meant for any of this to happen. 1248 01:31:42,845 --> 01:31:44,411 I was looking for Tucker Stills, 1249 01:31:44,455 --> 01:31:45,674 but then I met you... 1250 01:31:47,414 --> 01:31:49,416 and I just felt so connected to you. 1251 01:31:52,594 --> 01:31:55,074 Tucker Stills or Benji Williams? 1252 01:31:59,252 --> 01:32:02,517 Well, it's true, I was a fan of Tucker Stills... 1253 01:32:03,953 --> 01:32:06,085 but now I'm a fan of Benji Williams. 1254 01:32:12,178 --> 01:32:14,833 Okay, yeah, I heard that as it was coming out of my mouth. 1255 01:32:16,400 --> 01:32:19,055 But seriously, that's-- that's why I felt 1256 01:32:19,098 --> 01:32:22,537 such a connection to the words in your music. 1257 01:32:23,799 --> 01:32:25,191 It was so personal. 1258 01:32:26,845 --> 01:32:30,588 And I really, really felt a connection to the music, 1259 01:32:30,632 --> 01:32:31,937 a connection to you. 1260 01:32:33,243 --> 01:32:34,810 It's just music. 1261 01:32:34,853 --> 01:32:36,681 It's music that you wrote. 1262 01:32:46,648 --> 01:32:47,997 Can we start again? 1263 01:32:49,607 --> 01:32:52,697 You think you can ever forget Tucker Stills? 1264 01:32:55,134 --> 01:32:57,310 -I can try. 1265 01:33:03,665 --> 01:33:04,840 So what does that make us? 1266 01:33:05,449 --> 01:33:07,843 Friends? Soulmates? 1267 01:33:11,411 --> 01:33:14,284 How about support systems? 1268 01:33:20,203 --> 01:33:21,683 So, uh... 1269 01:33:25,425 --> 01:33:27,253 You're not really a bartender, are you? 1270 01:33:28,211 --> 01:33:30,300 I book bands for the Fillmore. 1271 01:33:30,343 --> 01:33:31,649 Hmm. 1272 01:33:31,693 --> 01:33:33,520 That's actually how we first met. 1273 01:33:34,043 --> 01:33:35,827 Um, I didn't personally book you, 1274 01:33:35,871 --> 01:33:37,307 I was doing marketing at the time 1275 01:33:37,350 --> 01:33:38,787 but I was at your show. 1276 01:33:39,918 --> 01:33:41,354 And I was working in the back. 1277 01:33:41,398 --> 01:33:44,401 And as soon as you started playing, 1278 01:33:44,444 --> 01:33:48,057 I just stopped what I was doing. 1279 01:33:48,492 --> 01:33:50,102 I couldn't focus on anything. 1280 01:33:50,929 --> 01:33:52,801 I just sat there listening. 1281 01:33:55,630 --> 01:33:57,501 ♪ Let's just start again 1282 01:33:59,416 --> 01:34:01,026 ♪ Oh 1283 01:34:02,593 --> 01:34:05,248 ♪ Whoa-o-oh, yeah 1284 01:34:09,731 --> 01:34:11,994 ♪ Let's start again 1285 01:34:12,037 --> 01:34:15,475 ♪ Uphill, uphill 1286 01:34:16,912 --> 01:34:19,349 ♪ Start again 1287 01:34:19,392 --> 01:34:22,613 ♪ Uphill, uphill 1288 01:34:24,049 --> 01:34:26,356 ♪ Let's start again 1289 01:34:26,399 --> 01:34:29,533 ♪ Uphill, uphill 1290 01:34:31,230 --> 01:34:33,406 ♪ Start again 1291 01:34:35,191 --> 01:34:37,149 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh 1292 01:34:41,110 --> 01:34:43,503 ♪ Whoa 1293 01:34:45,288 --> 01:34:47,769 ♪ Whoa-o-o, yeah 1294 01:34:49,509 --> 01:34:51,120 ♪ Yeah 1295 01:34:52,948 --> 01:34:54,776 ♪ Let's start again 1296 01:34:54,819 --> 01:34:58,040 ♪ Uphill, uphill 1297 01:34:59,606 --> 01:35:01,870 ♪ Just start again 1298 01:35:01,913 --> 01:35:05,134 ♪ Uphill, uphill 1299 01:35:06,788 --> 01:35:08,877 ♪ Let's start again 1300 01:35:08,920 --> 01:35:12,097 ♪ Uphill, uphill 1301 01:35:13,664 --> 01:35:16,014 ♪ Start again 1302 01:35:17,494 --> 01:35:19,670 ♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh 84176