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- Do you really not
see how sick this is?

- I really don't.
- That you would appropriate

a missing child's
thoughts, his fears

for your career advancement.

- How many times do
I have to say this?

We were working on an essay.

- But why didn't you
tell Nora and Leonard

that Vincent was
having these feelings?

Why didn't you tell the police?

- I wrote the letters.

Donya, are you hearing me?

Donya?

Not Vincent.

- You wrote what he was
saying and feeling and...

- What I perceived him to
be feeling and thinking.

- You said you drew on him.

And for some of this stuff,
he did write them, okay?

This is his handwriting,
okay? For fuck's sake, Zack.

- We worked on an essay for
his college applications.

I asked him to dig
into himself, he did.

How many times do I
need to tell you this?

- Yeah, then you dug into him.

- Meaning what exactly, huh?

- Meaning that you had
knowledge of his despair,

his urge to run away.

And you didn't tell his parents?

You didn't tell the detective?

- The detec... that detective
didn't earn my trust.

- Didn't earn your trust?

Are you kidding?

Vincent could be out there
lying in a ditch somewhere.

You withheld information.

I mean, you're
still withholding.

I mean, what the fuck, Zack?
- I did not and do not

have any actual information.

I have my perception
of what was going...

- Oh, cut the shit!
- Let me finish!

Do you have any idea the
pressure of fatherhood...

The oppressive fear of failure,

the... the desperation
that comes along with that?

- Yeah. It can make you
wanna fuck me in the bathtub.

- That was a mean thing to say.

And you're not a mean person.

- Vincent's missing.
He could be dead.

But hey, if it helps
your writing...

- Shut the fuck up!

I do not like where
you and I are at.

- Vincent appeared.

He came to me.

- Did he tell you where he is?

- Okay, we have looked
at every security camera

on the route to
Vincent's school, right?

The cameras show he walks
the same route every day.

But not this day.

My feeling is that Vincent
never left that building

on Tuesday morning.

He's contained,
maybe still in there,

alive.

Perhaps not,

but there.

- And you got all
of that from this?

- I felt from the start that
the building is speaking to us.

We need to search it.

- Ah, and we've
arrived at the Avi

the captain doesn't
want you to emulate.

- You're gonna need a warrant,
which this won't get you.

Though it is lovely.
What is that? A pike?

- Captain, I feel
strongly that I'm right.

- Well, Avi, for now,

let's just check our
feelings at the door.

Next time, bring
me some evidence.

- It is a bit bat shitty.

And should you turn
out to be right,

it's even more
bat shitty, right,

that you found the truth
in a... is it a cod?

It looked like a cod.

- You have to
allow for the truth

to take unconventional paths.

You've read "De Anima"?
- Aristotle, yeah, in college.

- It talks about
the five senses.

Well, he was wrong.

There are scientists today
that say we have more than 20.

Some say more than 30.

Tongues can smell,
our noses can taste.

Our eyes can hear,
but we need to listen.

And we need to
search that building.

- Well, we don't have
enough for a warrant.

So we could try for
a consent search.

- Yes. We'll get the
occupants to invite us in.

I'm a nice person.

You're a nice person.
- Okay, seriously,

do you think he's in there?

- All I know is the
building speaks to me.

I'm Detective Avraham.

We met on Wednesday.
- I remember.

- Do you know where Vincent is?

- Uh... if I did, why
wouldn't I tell you?

- My sense is, you can
choose not to be heard.

When your husband spoke
of Vincent's father,

calling him
mercurial, aggressive,

you neither agreed
nor disagreed.

You stayed quiet.

You're not keeping
anything from us?

- Detective, if you have
something to ask me, ask it.

- Why did your husband
stop being Vincent's tutor?

- I'm not exactly sure.

Eh... neither is Zack.

- Mrs. Miller, a
boy is missing.

And for some reason, people
who are close to him,

people who care about
him, are withholding.

- According to Vincent,

his father had questions
about Zack's sexuality,

which, of course, is ridiculous.

It...

He also had questions
about Vincent's sexuality.

This, again,
according to Vincent.

And he was worried about
Zack's possible influence.

- These questions
regarding his sexuality,

do you share them?

- About Zack?
- Uh, Vincent.

- Uh, not really.

- You know, I sit
in Vincent's room,

which helps me to feel him,

which I hope will
help me to find him.

- What do you mean?

- I can't explain
the science of it.

Sometimes it works,
sometimes not.

Vincent spent a lot of
time in your apartment

during his tutoring.

Would you mind if I come
and sit for a few minutes?

- Uh, I'll talk to Zack.

- Could Vincent have had
a relationship with Zack?

- Donya just said that
Leonard had concerns

about Zack's sexuality
and also about Vincent's.

- Okay, and why didn't
she say anything before?

- Well, she didn't
think it was relevant.

- Wouldn't it just be easier
if people told us everything

and let us decide
what's relevant?

- You would think.

- Avi, can I ask you something?

- I'll just be a minute.

- Okay.

- This store is
on the same block?

- About 300 yards from
his apartment building.

And look, you can
see they're clearly

having a conversation,
right there.

And then...
- What's the book?

- I... I can't tell. I can
make out the word "push."

That's it.

- So Wentworth and
Vincent know each other?

- Yeah.

After he told me
they'd never met.

- And he's in interrogation now?

- He is. And I'd like to
have a go at him first.

Avi can come in
after, if we need him.

This guy lied to me.

Thank you.

- He wants to come here?

- He says it might
help to feel him,

which in turn could
help to find him.

He's a very odd person.

- He suspects me of something.

- My guess is, he
suspects everyone.

His process.

- Right.

And your process?

- I have a hard time reconciling

you sitting on information,

however much it helps
your creativity.

- We have a class tonight,

where guests are invited to
come listen to our readings.

I'd really like you to come,

if we can find a sitter.

I'd like you to actually see

what my creative world is about.

Donya, one reason that
people start to grow apart

and get lonely is that they stop

making a concerted
effort to get each other.

Sometimes it doesn't
come naturally.

Sometimes it takes
work and effort.

My life is you, Luke,

and my writing.

I'd really like for you to
come to my class tonight.

- Sure, I'll come.

- What did the minyan say?

Are we getting any closer?

- I actually do have
a sense of humor,

but not when it comes to

making fun of a
person's religion.

- First of all, you need
to get over yourself.

And second of all,

we've pulled over
twice, and counting,

on this case alone,
so that you can pray.

So you kind of opened
the door for me.

Is there a melding
between Judaism

and Aristotle's sensorium
that I didn't know about?

- You mean to be funny now?
- No.

I'm trying to better
understand my partner.

And I'd like to
visit your temple.

- It's a shul, not temple.

- Okay, shul.

Take me.

- The men worship
separately from the women,

so you'd need a
woman to take you.

You'd also have
to dress modestly,

covering your arms and legs.

The service is in Hebrew, and
there is no participation.

You still wanna go?

- I'm sure there are
less strict shuls

you could take me to,
if you really wanted.

- If I wanted, but I don't.

- But you have to
want to take me.

You're commanded to
care for the stranger.

It's the most repeated
commandment in the Torah.

36 different times
the Torah says,

"You must welcome,

"feed, love, teach,

and worship with the stranger."

And here I am, a stranger.

So are you going to
do the right thing

as commanded by God or not?

Hm.

- This is exactly why
I prefer to work alone.

- Mm.

- This pisses me off.

- So I encountered
him in a store.

We live in the
same neighborhood,

patronize many of the
same establishments.

- Oh.

- What's the big deal?

- You met Vincent Conte,
and you told me you didn't.

You even bought him a book.

- I'd like a lawyer.
- Yeah, I didn't hear that.

'Cause if I did, I'd have
to stop all this right now

and get you a lawyer and
you know what'd happen then.

Your lawyer, he or
she, would come in here

and tell you not to talk to us.

And that would leave
us with the following:

We've got a 16-year-old
missing boy,

last seen with
you, a homeless man

of questionable mental health,

someone who was broomed from
his previous teaching career

for teaching Heidegger
and being a Nazi.

You don't exactly
present well, John.

You see, when a
child goes missing,

we have to offer up a suspect,

any suspect, if
it comes to that.

And I got news for you, bro.

You'll do.

And if you lawyer up
and you stop talking,

guess what?

You become the suspect.

- I'm exercising my right
to have an attorney present.

- Hang tight.

- Olivia.

I was hoping to see you here.

- I was hoping you'd be
looking for my brother.

- I am, in fact. Do
you know where he is?

- My dad thinks
you're hot for my mom.

Is that true?
- It isn't.

What I am is drawn.

I get drawn to
compelling people.

And what I find most
compelling about your mother

is that I sense she wants
to tell me something

she's not telling
me.

And I find you to be a bit
compelling too, Olivia.

- What the hell's
wrong with you?

We're worried sick about
our son, her brother,

and you come here... go ahead.

You come here and you taunt her,

and you bait us?

I think you're a sick person,
Detective, sadistic even.

- A feeling I know, Mr. Conte.
- I've had enough.

I want you off
this investigation.

- It's not your
case. It's mine.

If you'll excuse me,

I have an appointment
with the Millers.

- Can I get you a
water or some coffee?

- No, thank you.
I'm just gonna sit.

- So you're looking
to feel exactly what?

- Vincent.

- Okay.

- It helps to close my eyes.
I don't mean to be rude.

Got it.

- So did you feel him?

- Some.

Mainly, I felt that
she's still withholding.

- Donya?
- Mm-hmm.

- Hmm.

- Thank you.

- At the risk of pissing you off

and getting to know you better,

have... have you always
been super religious?

- That question is
not suitable for work.

- I wanna learn how you do
your job, how you think.

- I think like a cop.

You know, I'm not the only
orthodox Jew in the NYPD.

- Why did you become a cop?

You know my origin story,

"Law & Order."
- Mm-hmm.

- So what's yours?

- I'm a Jew.

I was taught my job on
Earth is to do mitzvahs.

- Hmm.

- Good deeds help
repair a broken world.

Tikkun olam.

So I became a police
officer to do good deeds.

It's not the only reason.

My father was murdered.

It was never solved.

- Yeah, I get the link
between genius and madness.

But he's always drawing fish.

- Well, those drawings
aren't really about fish.

Van Gogh used to paint flowers.
They were never about flowers.

- Van Gogh chopped
his own ear off.

Yeah.

- So do you agree
that Avi's crazy?

- No, that's not
what I'm... um...

Mortals like us aren't
meant to understand it.

He's not divining
anything. It's intuition.

He's got no direct line to God.

- Yeah, well, I bet Avi
would beg to differ.

- My wife dragged me to The Met

to see this artist,
Caspar David Friedrich.

And, uh, his art
supposedly is about God.

But in looking at it,
I... I don't know,

I didn't see a whole lot
of God going on, all right?

But he uses his
art to express Him.

And Avi uses his art
to discover shit.

- That doesn't strike you
as a form of insanity?

Everybody's insane.

Come on, you know that.

- "My earliest memory
was wanting to fly,

"like a bird,

"to soar above and
just feel the air.

"I think it was my first
construct of joy... flight.

"And as I grew,
desire became need.

"Need became compulsion,

"which became freedom.

"Fly, little bird, fly.

"I am free.

"Pain gives way to flight.

And I am free, at last."

- So this boy, he took his life?

- That's one interpretation.

- Well, is there another?

- Not to me.

He talks about
flying and freedom.

He jumped.

- I'm not sure I like
this piece anymore.

It's upsetting.

- Why did you lie to us about
never having met Vincent?

I asked you a question,

and I think I'm
entitled to an answer.

- I lied because
of the very bigotry

your detective colleague
tried to weaponize.

If I'm so much as
deemed a suspect,

that's a bell that
never gets unrung.

- You have made yourself
a suspect by lying.

- You people have to stop

putting these
thoughts into my head.

- What was the book?
You gave him a book.

We could make out
the word "push."

There was a movie of
that book, "Push."

It was called "Pressure as a
Child of Abusive Parenting,"

as I recall.

- Such splendid detective work.

Pushkin.

I gave him a book by
Alexander Pushkin.

I'll probably get cancelled
for teaching him as well.

- I like Pushkin.

He wrote a lot about revenge

and death.

- And sympathy.

You left that out.

- Hello?

Hello?

Donya?

Zack.

You scared me.

- What are you doing?

- I just...

While I was feeding Luke,
I thought about this book

that I had started
and hadn't finished.

Just came down to look for it.

- What book?

- What are you doing?

- I woke up and you
weren't in the bed.

I came out, and you were
nowhere to be found.

So I came looking for you.

- And you knew to look for
me in the storage unit?

- What book?

- "The Game" by Ken
Dryden. It's a sports book.

- The hockey goalie.

- It's partly about hockey,

more about the pathology

of people who play
professional sports

and how some of the
people we admire,

sometimes even love,

how they can be
pretty fucked up.

We can all relate
to that, can't we?

People in our lives we love

that turn out to be...

compromised.

- It's very strange,

you being in the storage unit

in the middle of the night.

- Well...

maybe I was also
looking for Vincent.

- I really do not like
where you and I are at.

- Avi, I wanna ask you about...
- Oh, God.

- It's not about God, and
it's not about religion.

It's about Nora.

- What about her?

- Well, what she admitted,

the connection she
feels with you.

In my experience, connections
tend to be bilateral.

So it's more likely than not
she felt something from you.

And at the risk of getting
my head chopped off...

Even though beheading is not
in keeping with Judaism...

I feel a connection
between you two.

- You're wrong.
- Really?

- Really.
- Well, have you ever had

a girlfriend or a
significant other?

- Janine, do you wanna
work with me or not?

Because this conversation
is out of line.

- Avi, we are behavioral
scientists at our core,

and I'm just...
- My behavior is not

the object of your focus.

Do I make myself clear?

- Let's go.

- What is this? I'm under
some kind of surveillance now?

- Why would you be
under surveillance?

- Well, you showed up
at the park, now here.

- Where's Zack?

- He's upstairs, watching
Luke while I go to the market.

- I was wondering if
we could talk further.

- Here?

- Actually, maybe
at the station.

- The police station?

- Would that be
too much trouble?

- Do I need a lawyer?

- I wasn't expecting
that question.

- We just wanna talk.

About Vincent.

- She's in there?

Why?

- We'll give her some time,

a chance to call her husband,
should she choose to do so.

Roe is getting her some tea.

- What's the plan here, Avi?

- It'll come to me.

- You suspect this woman?

- It's more like I
don't unsuspect her.

And there is something
she's not telling us.

- Hey. Here you
go. A white tea.

Which is a form of
black tea. Don't ask me.

But it's low in caffeine,
okay? I know that.

- Thanks.
- You're welcome.

- Hey, um, can you tell
me what this is about?

- Oh, Avi will be right in.
Yeah, he's on a phone call.

As soon as he wraps
up, he'll be right in.

All right? Hang tight.

- I really don't understand
why I've been brought here.

- I can see that
you're very nervous.

I just wanna collect
some more information,

maybe gain some more clarity

on why people haven't
been totally forthcoming.

Tell me about your
relationship with Vincent.

- My relationship?

- Mm-hmm.

- As good as he closes,
he opens better.

- Shh.
- Uh, he's my husband's pupil,

or was.

Do you seriously need
to write that down?

- Does that fully
describe the relationship,

your husband's pupil?

- He's also our neighbor

and a boy who we're
both very fond of,

which we told you.
- Yeah.

I'd like to focus specifically
on your fondness for Vincent.

Do you recognize this person?

- Yeah, I've...

I mean, I've seen
him on the street.

I think he's homeless.

- You've never met him?

- No.

- Has Vincent ever met him?

- Not that I'm aware.

- You've never
seen this man, say,

sitting on a park
bench with Vincent?

- No.
- Would it be possible

that this man saw you sitting
on a park bench with Vincent?

Did you not hear my question?

- Uh, I've encountered
Vincent in the park before.

Sometimes we've sat and chatted.

I mean, we're neighbors.

Is... what's so
unusual about that?

- You texted him,

"If you ever need to talk."

You also texted
him on Sunday last,

"That never should
have happened."

It seems Vincent told his
friend Benjamin what happened.

I would like for you
to give me your version

as to what happened, Donya.
- I really don't

understand what... I don't
know what's going on.

- I would like for you to
give me your version, Donya.

- Any idea where he's...
- None.

- What did this Benjamin say?
- Mm-mm, mm-mm.

I'd like for you to
give me your version.

I already know the what.

I wanna know the why.

Donya,

I'm a firm believer

that everybody,

every single one of us,

at some point in our life,

has a "what do I do?" moment.

What... do... I... do?

This would be your
moment, Donya.

- He...

I...

I could see that
he was so upset.

- Vincent?
- Yeah, last Sunday.

He had this upcoming
date with a girl

who he thought liked him.

And it turned out to
be a lark on her part.

He was beyond devastated.

- Where was Zack at this time?

- Uh, he went to get takeout.

- So it was just
you and Vincent?

- Hey, can you look at me?

Yes.

Any girl would be
lucky to date you.

Trust me.

It was nothing,

like how a mother
would kiss a son.

Like, just...

I could see how
devastated he was feeling.

And I just meant to
bolster him some.

And then I...

Hey.

- This was not how a
mother kisses her son?

- No.

I was as surprised as he was.

I never made a
decision to kiss him.

It just happened.

- You were sexually
drawn to Vincent?

- No, not at all.

I mean, I...

I didn't think so.

I can't explain it.

- Try to explain it.

- Um...

I think,

in the moment, I was so...

Struck by his... tenderness...

His vulnerability

at a time I was getting
neither from Zack.

I had been so fragile.

And I saw this fragile boy.

And I think it...

maybe caused...

this, like, intense
feeling of connection...

That I confused...

For desire.

Also, uh...

- Also what, Donya?

- Also what, Donya?

- I might have kissed him again.

The first time was
because he was so lonely.

The second time
was 'cause I was.

Oh, my God.

- I would really appreciate

none of this getting out.

- Donya,

because of what transpired
between you and Vincent,

he could have very
well run away.

I will have to bring this
to his parents' attention.

- Oh, my God.

- How'd you know that Donya
Miller sent those texts?

- I didn't know.

I had a feeling.

Benjamin seemed certain that
Vincent had been kissed.

Haley Townsend said
it wasn't by her.

I had an uneasy feeling
from the beginning.

I didn't know if it was
about Zack or Donya or both.

- Okay. So where
does this get us?

Are you one bit
closer to finding out

what the hell happened
here? 'Cause I'm not.

- I am closer.
I'm almost there.

- Well, hurry up.

- Did you arrest her?

- Not yet.
- Why not?

He's 16. It's sexual assault.

- It may come to an arrest.
For now, we have leverage.

There may be more information
to be gleaned from her.

- I can't believe it.

All this time, I
thought it was him.

- Excuse me?
- Her husband, the tutor,

he's always given
me the willies.

But I thought she
was the normal one.

I... I can't believe this.

- As I said, there's still
information to be learned,

including from Olivia.

- But you already spoke to her.
- Briefly, not in depth.

- She's not in a good
place to be interrogated.

- You know, she's
blaming herself already.

And you made her feel this.

You just have a way to
make people feel guilty,

even when they're
not, and I'm not gonna

let you do that to her.
She doesn't deserve it.

- Yeah, we need to protect her.

- And believe me,
if she had anything

to say of meaning,
we would know.

- And you would tell me?

- What's going on?

What's going on?

- It had more to do with,

I think, with our estrangement

than any attraction I had
for Vincent, which is none.

I... I mean, I
have no attraction.

It just happened.

I wish I could explain it.

It just happened.

Can you please say something?

- What do you expect me to say?

"Honey, I French
kissed your student.

We made out while you
went and got us takeout."

You expect me to have
some kind of articulate,

coherent response to that?

- I expect you to have
at least a question.

- Questions I have,

like, why weren't you arrested?

Why the fuck...
What the fuck is...

Questions, I have plenty, Donya.

- I never said I...
French kissed Vincent...

Or that I made out with him.

I said I kissed him.

Did the detective tell
you I French kissed him?

Vincent told you.

You knew.

You've known.

Oh, my God.

You have done something.

Well played, Donya.

For you to accuse me,

that would certainly preempt

my suspicion of
you, wouldn't it?

Very well played.

- You know, the fact that she's
downstairs just a floor below,

I am tempted to go down there.

- And do what, Leonard? What
are you gonna do to her?

- She knows more than she says.

If they were close,
if they were intimate.

I knew something
depraved was going on.

I just assumed it was him.

- You're a hypocrite.

What are you, if not depraved?

We stand here like this
in all our grief and fear

and a fucking whore
with our son gone,

at least in part
because you're vile!

- Okay, well, why
not arrest her?

If she has more to tell,

there's no better
way to squeeze her.

And the boy is underage.

So at a minimum, we can search
incident to arrest, right?

- Not the whole building,

only the area
within her control.

- Well, what about if we
can show the magistrate

that Vincent never
left the building?

- We can't because we can't
rule out the back entrance.

- What are you doing, Avi?

Are... are you drawing
your little fish again?

- Please, Janine, I'm
trying to concentrate.

- Uh, yeah, so am I.

- Certainly, there must be

an episode of "Law &
Order" you can watch, huh?

- You know what?

- I do know what.

I know I hurt your
feelings is what.