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Transplant surgeons
typically transport

donor organs by carefully
packing them on ice

and racing as fast as they can
to the recipient.

The organ can only survive
a certain amount of time

until it's placed into its
new body.

Oh!
Oh!

At best, the heart and lungs

only have four to six hours.

Link!
Jules?

Hey, uh...

Hey.
Yeah.

I said I would call, and... and I
meant to, but...

Oh, it's okay.
No, I'm not here for you.

Um, I actually just... I work here now.

Don't suppose you could point
me to the scrubs?

Actually, never mind.

I recognize her from the interviews.
Bye.

Hi. Hi.
I'm Jules Millin.

Mika Yasuda.

Think I might have, um,
accidentally slept

with an attending already.

You work fast.

But recently, scientists
have developed machines

that can improve these odds.

Oh! I really needed coffee.

Essentially, certain organs
can now travel in a box

that continuously perfuses
them with nutrients,

preserving their viability.

Hey.
I'm Lucas Adams.

Or Luke.
Just don't call me Skywalker.

First day. Who's nervous?

Wow, who is a ten but
he won't shut up?

What was that?

Nothing.
What'd she say?

What was so funny?
Nothing.

Now, come on.

Just... sizing up the
competition and liking my odds.

Because I said hello?

Don't worry, Skywalker.

Jules here already slept with
an attending.

Wow.

You didn't say it was a secret.

This innovation has allowed us
to increase

the number of organs available
for transplantation.

Hey, Dr. Griffith.

Slow down.
You're creating a safety hazard.

Sorry... Late... Tornado.

The tornado was yesterday.

Yes, sir.

Alright.

Uh, the door.

And for over a hundred thousand
people in this country

who are currently waiting
for an organ...

...it's a chance at a new life.

Congratulations.
You all made it.

You're here.

I know this O.R. looks like a
high-tech fever dream,

but it's all real and very expensive,
so don't touch...

that scanner cost as much
as my house.

I see and appreciate your awe,

but all of this high-tech equipment
is useless

without highly skilled surgeons
to operate it.

It's useless without you.

You will use it to save lives.

You will use it to end them

because that's the game we're in.

When we have a bad day,
we end a life.

You knew that and you went
to med school anyway,

and that makes you brave.

We didn't pick you for your grades.

We picked you for your fight.

We're all getting a second chance
here today.

We're...

Griffith.
Thanks for joining us.

I'm not sure interrupting my
opening speech

is a great way to start off.

Do you want to explain yourself?

The tornado created
a family situation, Chief Grey.

I assure you, won't happen again.

Meredith: Let's allow for some
extra time in the morning, Griffith.

If you want to succeed here,
learn to expect the unexpected.

That goes for all of you. Hmm.

Now a bit about...
Bailey!

Are you back?!

Do I look like I'm back?

No.
No, I heard about the new class,
the new OR.

Couldn't resist coming to
see for myself.

Oh, looks like we all
had the same idea.

Okay, I see baby surgeons.

I see an attending surgeon.

Where are the senior residents?

Well, we're still working
on recruiting senior residents.

Our prior class are all happy
in their new residencies.

Push! Push! Push!

Ah. Okay.
Okay, Dr. Schmitt,
don't forget to brace the head.

Oh.
Fix your face, Schmitt.

Okay.
Okay, Radha,
one more big push.

And... let's go.

One.

Okay, oh!

I...
No.

I'm sorry. I have to.
You promised!

I vouched for you!
I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

Schmitt!

You went gallivanting
around the world

while your wife threw a mountain
of money

at new surgical equipment.

Then you opened up the
residency program

six months before you should have.

You made a residency class from
the bottom of the barrel...

the rejects.

Yeah, that smacks of desperation.

I will not cosign.

Well, look, they are
an excellent group, Bailey.

They are a carefully cultivated group.

We got hundreds of applications,

and we combed through them
to find the gems.

This class... they may not have
gotten straight A's like you,

but they have stories and
they have heart.

They have empathy.

And when you're trying to build
a solid surgeon,

that counts for a lot.

And I would highly recommend
gallivanting around the world.

It changes your thinking.

It just... It opens up your...
your mind.

You're telling me I'm closed-minded?

I... I did no such thing.

Dr. Webber!

I promised Jo Wilson that if she
got me a spot in OB-GYN,

I would see the residency through,

no matter when the surgery
program opened back up.

So, presently, I'm risking not
only my job,

but also my friendship.

That being said, I hate it.

I hate it so much.

You need senior surgical residents.

I... I might so far as to say you
need a Chief Resident.

And if you make me him, I will
be mean.

I will be bossy.

And if I'm ever tempted to
go soft,

I will picture a return to OB, and
I will get stronger.

Stronger like a vagina, which I've
been forced to learn

can stretch to 200 times its
natural size

and lift a 30-pound weight just
by flexing.

I'll be the vagina...

of the program if you'd let me.

Or, um, you might, um, prefer
the term backbone, sir.

I wish you all the best of luck.

You'll need to speak to
Chief Grey, Schmitt.

And, um, I would suggest you...

modify the... the speech there.

Yesterday's tornado
came out of nowhere

and blew a bus off a cliff.

The bus flipped over and landed
after a 20-foot drop,

and because many of the passengers

were not wearing seatbelts,

we have an inordinate number
of patients

who may have experienced
catastrophic brain injury.

How do we declare brain death?

Dr. Kwan.

Numerous criteria
must be met

before determination of brain death,

including at least two clinical exams

and a confirmatory test such as
a brain scan.

Correct.
How many are there?

We raise our hands and we wait
to be called on, Dr. Adams.

It may seem infantilizing,
but it maintains

a necessary pecking order
that keeps people alive.

Dr. Adams.

How many are
potentially brain-dead?

14.
Whoa.

Adams: Well, how many are donors?

Dr. Griffith.
How many of those 14

are potential organ donors?

Nine.
Whoa. Organpalooza.

I can't overstate
how inappropriate that is.

I have a dark sense
of humor.

You don't get to talk
for the rest of the day.

I was just...
I mean it.

Every one of those organs
came from a person

who was living their life yesterday.

A person with family and friends
who are devastated today

and praying for a miracle.

I'm so sorry. I...
Don't be sorry.

Just don't talk.

We'll ask the families to move
to the waiting room

while we run confirmatory tests.

We have already alerted the OPO
for potential donors.

We have transplant surgeons
on standby

from all over the country
to make sure

that not one precious, life-giving
organ goes to waste.

This just got super real.

No blood flow on the
transcranial Doppler.

Adams, his mother is in the
waiting area.

Uh, you want me to
tell her that her son is brain-dead?

You will take time and care.
You will be kind.

You will be gentle, and you will
be clear.

That goes for all of you.

No spontaneous respiratory effort,

hypercarbia, and no ocular reflexes.

She's gone.

Griffith, her husband was also
in the accident.

He is a post-op surgical patient.

No cough reflex.

Kwan...
On it.

Her eyes are tracking.

She still has some brain activity.

She's not brain-dead.

She is not dead.

Oh, thank God.

Mm-hmm.

Hey, I rounded on
your post-ops,

and Mrs. Shaughnessy says her
incision hurts,

but there's no sign of infection,

so I just upped her morphine for today.
Okay.

Oh, and Mr., uh, Mulligan asked me

to thank you again for...

Why... Why are you pacing?

Oh, ‘cos, um, I think we have
a match for Howard.

And I love Howard.

And, um, you know, I'm just
bursting to tell him,

but it's not official yet.

And I also don't want it to seem like

I'm rooting for somebody's death,
so...

I'm not.
Uh, Dr. Pierce?

Yes.

I recognized you from that article
you wrote

about racial disparities in outcomes
after bypass surgery.

Well, wasn't a great picture.

Okay.
I'm saying that I recognized you

even though that photo looks
nothing like you

because I am a huge fan of
that paper.

I read it through three times.
You are brilliant. Oh.

And, uh, I'm Dr. Jules Millin.

I'm a first year surgical intern.

Dr. Millin, are you
just fangirling

or did you come here to tell
her something?

Oh, sorry. Yes.

Um, I was told to tell you that
we got a call from UNOS...

You have a heart
for Howard?

Is Howard Mr. Jones?

Yes!

Yay! Yay, yay!

Winston, will you...
Yeah, I'll... I'll...

I'll start the paperwork. Yeah.

Oh, my gosh.

Uh, Dr. Pierce, um,

can I please join you?

I just had to tell a family the
worst news of their life,

and I could really use some
of the opposite.

Ms. Milton, I'm Dr. Yasuda.

Your daughter Marina
is showing distinct signs

of brain activity.

Her eyes are fixating on
stationary objects.

But... but I saw everyone.

I saw all the other parents.

You're... You're saying there's
a chance she might live?

She might live through this?

We're continuing to
make adjustments

to her ventilator and her medications

and hoping the brain swelling
comes down.

And, yes, there is a chance
that she might live.

I'm...

too afraid to hope.

Okay.

I get that.

How about if I hope for you?

I have seven sisters, and one of
them is around Marina's age.

So I will hope for Marina

the way I would hope for
my own sister.

Um, I'll keep you posted.

Don't mind him.
He's a cry baby.

I am.

It's okay.
I'm emotional, too.

You've waited so long for this,
Howard.

I honestly didn't think this day
would come.

Dr. Millin, why don't you check

Howard's blood pressure
while we're here?

What is it... “Bring
Your Kid to Work” day?

Our surgical residency
program just opened back up today,

so we finally have interns again.

You look 12.
Are you 12?

Uh, no, sir.

We're just old, babe.

We're so old that the young
adults look like children.

And now you'll get to grow
even older together.

Oh, no.

He had just stopped.
Sorry.

Yay! They're here!

The black scrubs are here!

Who are the black scrubs
for?

Uh, for me, for OB.

The female body has become
a war zone in this country,

and pink is a peacetime color.

Got it.
So it's a statement.

No, it's more a state of mind.
Yeah.

Need some help?

I'm good. You?

Actually, yeah, I do.

Um, do you remember that girl
from Saturday night?

Um, the blonde?

No, that was Thursday.

Oh, um...
Oh, oh, yeah!

The one that kind of looks
like the Snow White

to your Prince Charming?
Yeah.

And she had a Disney princessy
kind of name.

Jules.
Yes!

Yeah. Turns out she works here now.

Doing what?

Surgical intern.

Oh my god!

I'm... I'm fired, right?

I should just go pack my things?

You didn't know when you
brought her into our home

that she was an incoming resident?

Well, there were drinks.
The bar was loud.

She might have said it, and
I might have nodded

like I heard it.
With your old man ears?

That hurts. Okay, so what am I
supposed to do?

Get ahead of it.
Talk to the chief.

Woman on P.A.: Dr. Coen
to PEDs ICU.

Dr. Coen, report to
PEDs ICU, please.

Oh, hey, man.
Hey.

Hey.
How’re you doing?

Good.
Good, good, good.

Hell of a day, man.

Yeah, yeah.

It's been a while since I've seen you.

Yeah.

do we do now?

Dr. Ndugu, may I join you?

I would love to see what's
involved with procuring

an organ for a transplant.

Yeah, I guess that's fine.

Yeah.
What, me too?

O... Okay. Yeah.

Man, I've never seen
a line like this.

Yeah, it's pretty crazy.

I've never heard of eight donors
in one hospital in one day.

Freak storm, you know?
Terrible day.

40 lives.
You said what?

It's the worst math.
It's transplant surgeon math.

We do it to comfort ourselves.

8 deaths saves up to 40 lives,

and that's not including
skin and corneas.

So, yes, it is a horrible day,
but it is also a beautiful day,

and it all coexists.

That is a little comforting.

So how's everything been here,
uh, since the shut down?

Honestly,
man, it's been awful.

I mean, a teaching hospital
with no residents?

You know who ends up with
all the scut?

The junior attending.
Mm.

You know who ends up
holding the clamps?

The junior attending.

And you know when that starts
to feel like hell?

When the woman you love
is your boss.

So it's been rough.

I honestly just think I was asking
how Meredith's been.

Oh. Oh, yeah.
Okay. Um, good.

She's a...
She's a good chief.

So she made that job
official, did she?

Her title is interim chief,

but, you know, six months in,
feels pretty official.

Got it. Yeah.

Yeah.

I do, I understand.

It's just my patient has been
waiting longer,

and her cardiac and liver function
are deteriorating fast.

Also, the donor is in this hospital.

Yes, I will hold.

Um, I need you alone.
Link was here first.

Oh, uh, yeah,
I... I just...

I slept with an intern.

But I didn't know she was an intern.

It was... It was before.
It was not today.

It was...
Wow. This is awkward. Um...

I'm in no position
to judge you on this.

I do recommend you stay away
from elevators

for the foreseeable future.

Go to HR. They have paperwork
for this kind of thing.

Thank you. Mm.

Good luck.

Nick's here.

He's here.

Nick Marsh!

Don't try to be calm, and don't
try to be chiefly.

The man you love is here,

waiting for an organ in the
surgical corridor.

Of course he is.
Half the transplant surgeons

in the country are here.

Well, then go talk to him,
Meredith.

I'm on the phone with UNOS.

There's a triple organ match
for Sarah Martinez.

They're saying someone's
in line ahead of her.

Meredith, you have been sad
for six months.

Even Zola has noticed.

Last week, she asked me for
Nick's phone number

so that she could call him
and explain to him

why you never went to Minnesota

and that maybe he would
understand and come and visit.

And now he's here.

And you love him.

Don't be an idiot.

You never told me
that story.

Yes, I'm here.
Yes! Thank you so much.

Thank you.
Dr. Grey.

Um, sorry to interrupt.
Yes.

Uh, I have carefully considered,
and I feel...

You hate OB.
More than I hate war.

You'd make a good
chief resident.

Seriously?

Hi.
Hello.

Dr. Adams.

Did you bring the patient
down... Liam Collins?

Yes, Chief.
They're prepping him now.

Dr. Marsh?
Mm-hmm?

I just got off the phone with UNOS.
Uh-huh.

I have a triple organ transplant
match for my patient,

Sarah Martinez.

It's the first day of the new
residency program,

and I can't really disappear
into an OR for 25 hours.

So if you'd be willing to take
point on this,

then I can find someone to
transport your organ

back to Minnesota?

A triple organ transplant,
that's what we're talking about?

Those are super rare, yeah?

Uh, ok...
Um, do you feel comfortable

taking the liver back to Minnesota?

It's for Chen. It's his patient.
He's doing the transplant.

No problem.
Okay.

I will scrub in.

Great.
This is... very helpful.

Good.
Shall we go and meet

Sarah Martinez and her family
and deliver the good news?

Let's do it. Okay.

Dr. Ndugu.
Dr. Grey.

That is not how I thought
that would go.

No.

Who has patient
number 35467, Liam Collins?

Oh, that's me.
Or, um...

I just sent him off to pre-op.

Why didn't you talk to his family?
I did.

You didn't.
His mom is in the ICU,

screaming at Dr. Shepherd.

What? No, I...

Okay, I know I definitely spoke
to somebody's mother.

Congratulations on
your first day...

I...

...and also your last.

Gotta be some sort of record, right?

I really am so sorry.
I don't know how this happened,

but I w... I will...
You will what?

What can you possibly do
to fix this?

Mrs. Collins,
I know that you have suffered

the worst loss of your life today,

and my intern made
a terrible mistake

in speaking to the wrong parent,

but I did do the final round of
tests on your son.

I did declare him brain-dead.

How am I supposed to trust you?

I wasn't given the chance to say
goodbye to my child.

How am I supposed to trust your tests

when you and your staff
are capable

of making this kind of mistake?!

Oh, my sweetheart. Okay.

Oh, my sweet love.

Ma'am, I am so sorry.

Mrs. Collins, uh, would you
like me

to run the last test again?

I would like you to run
all the tests again.

This is Dr. Grey's
triple organ match.

Then you had better go talk to
Dr. Grey.

Go with him, please.

Make sure he doesn't screw
this up, too.

Group hug!

Everyone joins.

Oh, everyone join.

I don't know who you are,

but those are the rules of group hug.

Davis, you're
embarrassing yourself.

I can live with that.
And it's all three organs?

She's getting all three of them?

Today?
Yes.

Well, if you don't crush her
surgeons first.

Oh, jeez.

Oh.

Say it again. I want
to make sure I understand.

I spoke with the wrong
family, and so Liam's mom

almost didn't get a chance to
say goodbye.

And so she's... she's upset.

I'm sure upset doesn't
begin to cover

how that woman feels right now.

Okay. Is she saying goodbye
to him now?

No.
No?

I need more, Adams.
Uh, I... I'm sorry.

I'm... I'm so sorry.
Dr. Adams, save your shame

for after your shift.

Your shame spiral is about you,
and right now,

we need it to be all about our patients.

You understand?
Griffith?

The mom asked
Dr. Shepherd to run all of the tests again.

Is she doing that?
It felt like if she didn't,

the organs would not be donated.

Okay, what's the patient's status?

He's brain-dead.

I... Yes, I understand that,
but were his vitals stable?

Do you understand
why he's asking that?

He's asking you that because
if the patient codes...

if the patient's heart stops

before Dr. Shepherd's finished
running the tests,

then you get to be the one
who goes in

and tells that family that their
one-in-a-million match

just got wasted because of your error.

Stop looking at me like that.

Go help Dr. Shepherd!

Mrs. Collins has her
family doctor here now,

and she wants him to sign off
on the tests.

She does not trust us as far as
she can kick us,

and I cannot blame her.

Dr. Griffith.
I'll go get him.

Mm-hmm.

They had the same name.

And Mrs. Collins, her first name is Jane,

and I said, Are you Jane?

And the other lady,
she said yes,

and I guess they had the same name.

You used the first name.

Well, I was trying to be more personal

because I was about to tell her
her son was brain-dead.

Yeah, but you can see now
why we don't do that.

Yes.

Meanwhile, who did
you talk to?

Is there someone named Jane
walking around now who...

who thinks that her child
is brain-dead...

No, no.
...and he isn't?

No. I checked.
Her name is Jane Miller

and her son is brain-dead...
too.

Mrs. Collins?
Dr. Shepherd sent me.

This is our family doctor,
Dr. Shagrin.

Dr. Shagrin, I'm Dr. Griffith.

We're hoping we could get
your opinion.

I know time is of the essence.

Lead the way.

Oh, sorry. Coming through.
Thank you so much.

Oh, yield, please!
On your right. Excuse us.

Just gonna...
Thanks so much.

And corner!
Coming in hot!

Old guy, sorry.
Don't got time.

Oh, gotta part the sea, y'all.
Thank you.

Oh, sorry. Excuse us
on the right, or the left.

Excuse... Dr. Shepherd!

Crap, wrong floor.

Mrs. Collins...

I am so deeply sorry for your loss,

but Dr. Shagrin has confirmed...

Mrs. Collins...

my name is Dr. Benson Kwan,

and I lost my brother in an accident...

...when he was only 16.

It was devastating, and my life
was never the same.

And there is nothing anyone
can say

that can take your pain away,

but the lives my brother saved
when he donated his organs?

I think about them.

I still think about the little girl
who got his heart,

the teenage boy who got his kidney,

and the grandmother who
got his liver.

Because those people give his death

some little bit of meaning.

And I cling to that.

I cling to it after all these years.

Tell Dr. Shepherd I consent.

Thank you. Your brother
just saved

a whole bunch more lives.

Never had a brother, but
you're welcome.

I want in on a triple organ transplant.

What does your gut say?

My gut? Uh...

My gut says she's getting
her organs today.

Yeah?
Mm-hmm.

Well, I don't know.
Sometimes my gut is wrong.

I shouldn't have told you
to go back to Minnesota.

I called after you.
You didn't hear me.

Oh, I... I heard you.

You did?
Yeah, I heard you.

Yeah, but...

I was hurt. I was.

I wanted you to do more than
call my name.

I wanted you to put in
some effort.

It was a bad day.

It's been six months.

It's been a very difficult six months.

Mm-hmm.

And you know how I'm so
stubborn and so proud.

Same.

Uh, you got approval.
I got approval.

Okay.
Excuse you?

We both got approval. Yeah.

Okay, well, you both
can be in the surgery.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
I thought I was lead surgeon.

You are. Okay.

Yes. He...

You can both be in the surgery.

Okay, let's go.

Let's go.
Yeah.

I read that they can turn
your body into a pod

and plant you as fertilizer
for a tree,

and that's what I want.

What?
Mom, don't be morose.

It's not morose.
It's what I want.

I want to be a tree that you and
the kids

and all the grandkids can
picnic under.

I want to make oxygen and
fight global warming.

I don't want to become pollution,

and that's what a casket is,
and that's what cremation is.

It's land pollution, and it's air pollution.

If I die today, or when I die whenever,

just remember, sweetheart,
I want to be a tree.

I want to watch over our family.

Forever.

You ready?

I'm ready.

It's a no.

Uh, you said it's a no?

Dr. Millin, would you like
to close the chest?

What?
The heart has hematomas everywhere.

It is not usable for transplant.

I can close, Dr. Pierce.

Nonsense. She knows how to do
a running subcuticular stitch.

I'm sure she's practiced
on a thousand oranges.

Human flesh is a little bit firmer.

You're gonna have to pull
a little bit harder.

Uh, what about Howard?

You'll explain to Howard and
his husband

that Howard will remain
on the transplant list,

but today was not his day.

B... But his husband couldn't
stop crying.

I know. It sucks.

But we take the good with
the bad here, Dr. Millin.

Schmitt, keep an eye.

O... Okay.
Um, 4-0 Monocryl, please.

You say please to Bokhee!

I did.

Right here. There.

They just keep getting younger.

Right?

Adams, what are you doing?

I screwed up. I just want
to make sure she's okay.

You want to scrub in?
For real?

‘cos I'm pretty sure I'm getting
fired later.

Well, if they haven't fired
you yet, you still got a shot.

Look, here's the deal.

We all have bad days.
We all make mistakes.

You just got to learn from them.

You learn from them, you're good.

Right?
What'd you learn today?

Uh.

Raise my hand before talking,

save the shame for the end
of the day,

and use full names when speaking
with next of kin.

Yes. Okay.

That's good.

Come on.

End your day better than it started.

Okay? Let's go.

Come on, let's go!

Okay, so this is going to be
a long, arduous surgery.

Let's pace ourselves.

And say a prayer now
if you're the praying kind.

The donor is Liam Collins.

He loved rugby, and he loved science.

The recipient is Sarah Martinez,
and she loves nature,

and she's about to be a grandmother.

It's a beautiful day
to save lives.

It's a beautiful day
to save lives.

Derek was a God to him

I know.
Scalpel.

and Lucas was Derek's
favorite nephew,

and I do love him, so I hate to
keep saying this,

but I don't think he has
what it takes.

I know you don't.
He's a mess.

He doesn't follow instructions.

He has to do everything
his own way.

Did you hire him because he
reminds you of Derek?

No. Not Derek.

He is a mess. He does need
to do things his own way.

Mm-hmm.
But he also has a stroke of the family genius.

And he's a bit of a black sheep.

You don't see it, do you?

Is that why he drives me crazy?

He's me.

Yes, he's you.

He's got the spark.

He's got the drive.

He just needs a chance.

I had to be watched
very closely at that age.

Great. Are you
volunteering?

Because I accept.
No, I was not volunt...

Too late.
I already accepted.

We have a heartbeat.

Yes!

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Whoo!
Alright!

Weaning off ECMO.

Vitals are stable.

Whoo-hoo!
Alright!

Whoo!
Yes!

Oh, hey.

Hey.
Hey, how's the first shift
going?

It's endless.
I mean, it's exhilarating.

It's devastating.

I... I told a person that his wife
was dead today,

and then another man that his
husband wasn't getting a heart.

But I also sewed human flesh
on a living human being,

which was nothing like an orange
and different from a cadaver,

and I think I'm in love
with the whole thing.

That's great.
That's great.

Hey, uh, listen,
this is a little awkward,

but, uh, would you mind
signing this?

What is it?
This is HR paperwork.

It's just so things don't get muddy.

It just says that our relationship

pre-exists your employment here.

Uh, what... what relationship?

Uh, well...

Oh, Link.

Link, you're a nice guy, and...
and we had fun,

but we don't have a relationship.

I don't...
I... I don't want a relationship.

Okay, then why are you
waiting outside

the intern locker room like a stalker?

I'm...

Okay, y... you're a nice guy, Link,

so let's, um... let's be friends, hm?

Oh my god.

Oh my god.

Ms. Milton!
Mm-hmm?

Ms. Milton,
Marina is awake.

You did it!

You hoped.

I hoped.

Oh, baby.

Oh.

Oh.

It's okay.

How's that dark sense of humor
working out, Yasuda?

Okay, good.
Good, good, good.

Okay, good.

Am I a tree?

I'm sorry, are you a what, now?

Uh, not yet, Sarah.

Can I see my kids?

Uh, no, Sarah, not yet.

Y... You need to rest and recover,

and in a couple days, we can
talk about it.

Okay?

Mm-hmm.
...family.

Someone's child died.

I want to tell them I know
what they lost.

Of course.
I understand, but really...

you do need to rest.

And then we'll talk about it more.
Oh.

Okay?

Okay.

Uh, you feel alright,
Dr. Griffith?

My mom died.

Um, I'm so sorry, um...

do you need a grief counselor,
a pastor, or...

She died when I was born.
Oh.

In this hospital, so I haven't been
here since then.

Since you were born?

I haven't been here since the
birth of me

killed my mother somewhere
in one of these rooms,

which is why I was late my first day.

It had nothing to do with
the tornado.

I had a... panic attack,

and then I saw the color of
the walls.

I've been...

picturing this place my whole life.

When I think of my mother
and the walls are beige,

and then I get here and they're blue,
and it's just...

...disorienting, disappointing.

Got it wrong all this time.

Well, they only painted the walls
blue a few years ago.

You got it right.

Makes me feel so...

so much better.

Thank you.
Thank you, Dr. Webber.

Of course.

And I'm sorry that I was late
on my first day

and I lied about why.

It's understandable, Dr. Griffith.

It won't happen again.

You waited outside
the intern locker room?

Uh-huh. Mnh. Alright.

You... You set me up, didn't you?

I mean, you did this on purpose.

Don't hate me. I needed a laugh.

So glad I could provide it.

Hi.
Keep walking, Schmitt, we're
not on speaking terms.

Harsh.

Yeah, well, I can be mean
when I want to be.

Oh, I know.

Okay.

Come in.

Hey. Uh...

Hey.
Thank you for that.

I... I've been at this a long time,

and I've never done a triple,
so thank you.

How's Sarah?

Well, she's not a tree.

Sorry, yeah, she's good.
She's good.

S... She's awake, and she's grateful.

That's excellent news.
It is.

Okay, I'm gonna go.

Or don't.

Or don't.

I need a
residency director.

New beginnings
aren't always easy.

You're the best
teacher I know.

This class is a lot like you were
at their age.

They either didn't match anywhere
else

or got kicked out of their programs.

So, they're... they're diamonds
in the rough...

is that what you're saying?

Yes, and I think that I would
have never hired them

if I didn't know you and I didn't
know your story.

I think you inspired this whole thing.

And I need a residency director.

It's excellent pay, and you wouldn't
have to travel as much,

and I...would love it

if you would just at least consider it.

When you get a new organ,

you spend your life on
medications

designed to suppress your
immune system

so that your body won't
reject it.

Hi.

Hey.
Hey.

You're here.
Yeah, you called, and we came.

Hey.

Right, but, I mean, I...
I did call you three weeks ago.

Well, I couldn't work
three weeks ago, but now I can.

Sort of.
Not sort of. I can.

Well, he has to be supervised.

You don't have to say it
like that.

Well, how do you want me
to say it, Owen?

You're very tanned.
Well, yeah,

Thank you.
...because he's been
surfing every day

with a 24-year-old named Stella

while we've been paying out
our entire life savings

to a $1,700-an-hour attorney.

Yeah. And she's been
drinking rosé angrily all day,

but you don't see me
criticizing her, so…

Wow.
Uh, I'm gonna go.

But you will think about it?

Yeah, I'll think about it.

But at least you have a life
to spend...

Let's sit down. Great.

Yes, yes.
...and a body to medicate.

So, the attorney got
all criminal charges dropped.

For the low, low price
of a quarter million dollars.

Wow, okay.

So do you have a medical license?

W...
A suspended medical license.

I just have to be supervised
for a little while.

How long is a little while?

Not that long.

Six months.
It’s that long, Owen.

Yeah, six months.

Second chances can feel
like an insult

if you can't get over what you
lost the first time around.

My eyes hurt.

Everything hurts.

I think my fingernails hurt.

Not mine. I feel high.

Saving lives is the most epic high.

That's adrenaline.
Plus dopamine.

Eh, I prefer to
think of it as magic.

What do they call you, Griffith?

Simone.

What, no nickname?

Like, uh, Simmy or Simsim?

I am truly stunned that you
still work here.

Dude. One day you're
gonna screw up, too,

and I'm gonna
remember this.

Doubtful.

You want to know what they
call me, Skywalker?

Mm?
They call me Blue.

As in the color?

As in the ribbon because I
always win.

That's embarrassing.
I'm embarrassed for you.

You definitely don't
always win,

‘cos this is a program for rejects
and losers.

Well, that's not how I identify.

Uh, me neither.
Me neither.

Okay, fine, me neither.

Eh, it's kind of how I identify,

but I intend to prove myself wrong.

I still can't believe
you lied to that mother.

I comforted that mother.
It was a win-win.

So, what'd you do to get in here?

Oh, wouldn't you
like to know?

Or, it can feel like a miracle...

like a hard-fought victory...

Sheesh.

...a chance to live the life
you always wanted.

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