All language subtitles for The.Presence.Of.Love.2022.

"Behold her,

"single in the field.

"Yon solitary Highland lass,

"reaping and singing by herself.

"Stop here, or gently pass.

"Alone she cuts and binds
the grain,

"and sings a melancholy strain.

"Oh listen,
for the Vale profound

"is overflowing with the sound.

"No sweeter voice was ever heard

"in springtime
from the cuckoo-bird.

"Breaking the silence
of the seas

"among the furthest Hebrides.

"Will no one tell me
what she sings?

"Perhaps the plaintive
numbers flow

"for old unhappy far-off things
and battles long ago.

"Whate'er the theme,
the maiden sang

"as if her song
could have no ending.

"I saw her singing at her work
and o'er the sickle bending.

"The music in my heart I bore,

"long after it was heard
no more."

It's crazy, I have read that
poem a million times

and it's now only just
coming to life.

Well, that's Wordsworth for you.

This is what I meant
about his connection

to the natural world.

He believed that poetry should
be written to provide pleasure

through a rhythmic and
powerful expression of emotion.

It's risky to say
what we're feeling.

Scary, even.

Well, I have to admit,
I was a little scared about

taking this class,
but I've actually really enjoyed it.

Are you coming back
next semester?

Dr. Tompkins will be back
from sabbatical,

but I am... I'm working on it.

Well, I hope so,
you have been incredible.

Great example of hyperbole.

You've clearly been
paying attention.

And as a thank you,

I got you some of that
British chocolate that you love.

My friend brought it back
from her studies abroad.

You're my favorite student.

I try.

- See you later.
- Bye.

Next.

Dr. Lambert?

Dean Grant.

May I?

Please.

Looks like you've made
a lot of fans here

over the last three months.

Well, luckily I happen to be
teaching my favorite subject.

Well, it shows, Joss.

Well, hopefully it will give me
a better shot

at my interview next month.

I know that tenure track positions
are extremely competitive

so if there's anything else
I can do to stand out...

Well, getting the interview
in the first place

is half the battle.

But...

I just heard from
the Literary Review.

They kicked your paper back.

You're kidding.

They're intrigued by your dissection
of Wordsworth's work,

but they're not feeling like
you're saying anything new.

Something is missing.

Also your lack of published work
is a problem.

I've been published.

But it hasn't been cited
or won any awards.

Department funding is vital
for this.

Funding...

You know I'm on your side.

Yes, I'm sorry.

They're giving you two weeks
to re-submit.

You know, when I was your age,

there were a lot of roadblocks,
and I pushed through

and I worked hard.

Sometimes I thought
I couldn't do it, but I did.

And I know you can too...

Joss?

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

Two weeks. Okay?

- Okay.
- Okay.

I don't get it, you've taught
at five different universities.

Sure, places that are smaller,

and where your teaching ability
matters more

than how many books
I haven't published.

Yes, but you served on the
faculty committee at this one.

And you organized that week-long
reading retreat last year,

which was incredible,
by the way.

I wish that mattered, Gwen,
but you know the saying.

It's publish or perish.

That mentality
is too intense for me.

That's why I love being a librarian.

The most pressure I face
is collecting late fees.

Which you are horrible at.

I know, I'm a real softy.

I just wish I knew how to
get out of my head about this.

Actually,

I've been carrying this
around all week

just waiting for the right time
to give it to you.

What's this?

It's a present.
From your mom.

When was this?

About a year ago, when her health
started taking a turn.

You know Carol,
always putting everyone else first.

Open it.

She gave me specific instructions
to give this to you

two weeks before
your 35th birthday.

Cornwall...

It's my job to make sure you go.

This was the year I promised
we would finally

go visit her family farm,
the one that she grew up on.

She wanted to show me
the literary festival.

She thought of everything.
Airfare, taxi, train fare.

This ticket is for Monday.

Better start packing.

I can't just pick up
and go to England.

What better place to write
a paper about English poets

than England?

What do I tell the dean?

You could come up with a million
reasons not to do this,

but you made her a promise.

You've barely done anything
for yourself

since she passed away.

She wanted this for you.

What if something happens?

Like what?
Killer sheep?

You know what I mean.

What if my anxiety
gets really bad over there?

Then you use the techniques
your doctor gave you.

In the meantime, eat right,
exercise, and take your meds.

You can call me anytime
you want.

In fact, you should
call me often

so I can live vicariously
through you.

Go, Joss.

You need this.

Tegan, love,
I think the chickens have had

quite enough breakfast
for the moment.

They're looking quite plump
as it is, sweetheart.

Tegan?

Penny for your thoughts?

I just don't know why they're
making us read our poems

at the festival.

Because you've been
working hard on them,

and letting the kids read one
of their poems at the festival

is a tradition.

We're not even done
with them yet.

What if I don't finish?
What if I mess up?

Hey.

That's the beauty
of creative writing.

You can't go wrong, 'cause
anything you say is original.

Okay?

- Okay.
- Yeah?

Come one.

There we go.

Right. Now nip inside,
grab your backpack

before Gran realizes we
haven't left yet, all right?

Forgetting something, are we?

Good girl, okay.

Thanks, Gran.

Glad I could be of service.
You two should be long gone.

It's my fault,
I was feeding the chickens.

It was my fault, I was stripping
the bed in the guest cottage.

Just trying to keep on top
of the bookings.

You're trying to drive me mad
is what you're doing.

I already changed them.

Right, well then.
Just making double sure.

I don't know why I bother.

If that next booking
ever turns up, I'll be amazed.

They reserved it nearly a year
ago and never confirmed.

At least they paid in full.

How you got me playing
chambermaid, I shall never know.

I think it rather suits you.

I'm sure you're tickled pink.

Now it's your turn to play chauffeur

and get this little princess
to school.

Right, come on, you.
With pleasure.

Your grace.

Your lordship.

Good boy.

Hey!

You okay?

You were looking the wrong way.

Wish I could say it was the
first time it's happened here.

You all right?

Yeah.

Can I have my arm back?

Of course, I'm sorry.

I can help you with that.

Are you my driver?

Only if you're Jocelyn Lambert.

Everyone calls me Joss, but yes,

yes, that's me.

Welcome to Cornwall.
I'm Daniel.

What are you smuggling in here?

- Books.
- Books?

We've got libraries
full of them here.

Actually, we're quite well-known
for our written word.

All right, party is over.
In the back with you.

Come on, Samson, in the back.

It's okay,
I can sit in the back.

He's just being stubborn.
He'll get there.

Come on, Samson.

I prefer it, actually.

Real classy, mate.

Direct route or scenic?

I'll let you choose.

It's a no-brainer for me.

Is it ready?

Patience, my lovely.
You have to let it brew.

Why don't you use a teabag
like dad?

Because ladies use loose leaf,
like the queen.

Daddy just presses on the bag
with a spoon.

So does Tarzan, I suppose.

But if you want to do it properly,
you'll do it as I've shown you.

Now you always put
the milk in first.

Before you fill the teacup.

Not everything can be done
on a whim

no matter what your father
tells you.

What about jam and clotted cream?

Jam first, of course.

Felix!

Just finish your scone.

Hello, Felix.

Mrs. Carter.
You're looking lovely today.

May I ask why
you're disturbing my sheep?

I take it Danny failed
to mention

that I would be
stopping by today.

He most certainly did.

Brilliant.

If it's about those monstrosities,

you can save your breath
and my time.

They're wind turbines,
Mrs. Carter, not Voldemort.

It's all right to speak of them.

I know what they are, Felix.
I just don't want them.

Well, shall we go in for a cuppa

and have one of your famous
scones?

I don't remember inviting you
to tea and scones.

Come on, look,

she's holding them up in the window,
isn't she?

That's my granddaughter.

She's having scones.

Here's Danny now.

Do you want to tell me
what this is all about?

Hi, I'm sorry, I'm Joss.

I'm staying at the cottage.

Well, that's lovely dear,
but I'm not talking to you.

I'm talking to that
driver of yours.

I asked Felix to come by
to explain our options.

It's a great opportunity
in a growing industry.

We have an industry, sheep.

You've already turned my
mill house into a cheap motel.

Forgive me if I don't want
the rest of the farm

looking like an Orwell novel.

I'm sorry about my mother,
she's in one of her moods.

I take it you didn't
talk to her, then.

I was working up to it.

You're not just my driver,
are you?

I wear many hats.

Too many, if you ask me.
Right, I'll be off.

It was lovely to meet you, miss.
Hope you have a pleasant stay.

And give me a buzz.

Excuse me for not introducing
myself properly.

I'm Daniel Carter.

Some say I run the farm
around here.

I say the farm runs me.

Right this way.

So you have your own
washing machine downstairs.

That's great.
Do you have a printer, by chance?

No, not here,
but we have one in the house,

so just knock
and you can use it anytime.

Which is also where
breakfast is served,

- usually by my mother.
- Oh, okay.

I know she comes off a bit gruff,
she doesn't mean anything by it.

I did appreciate the Orwell
reference, though.

Yeah, she's very well-read, but
sharp minds have sharp tongues.

Consider yourself warned.

Well, I'm sure your knackered,
so I'll let you settle in.

And if you need the Wi-Fi code,

it's in the guest book
under my mobile number.

If you have any questions,
best to ask me.

And if you want to stretch
your legs,

the sea is up and
over the hill a bit.

You can't miss it.

Thank you.

"Flopsy and Mopsy and Cottontail

"had bread and milk
and blackberries for supper."

"The end."

So, do you want to tell me
about your day now?

It was fine, dad.

Fine?
That's all I get?

Okay then.

Well, you should get to sleep.

So, good night, good night,

mind the bedbugs don't bite.

Dad, stop!

Okay, okay.
Suit yourself.

I love you.

I love you too.

What if something happens?

They're giving you two weeks
to resubmit.

Okay, Mom.

I'm here.

Now what?

Felix is coming by today.

I thought we'd settled
that matter.

We're just having a coffee.

Good. Try to keep your
grand ideas to a minimum.

I'm trying to put my
business degree to work out here.

You traded in livestock futures.

And what's that supposed
to mean, exactly?

You were hardly the Wolf
of Wall Street, were you?

More like the sheep of Southampton.

I can still hear you.

All I'm saying is the country
suits you.

Hi there, buddy!

Sampson, no!

It's okay, we've met.

But I haven't met you yet.
I'm Joss.

I'm Tegan.

Dad says I'm not supposed
to bother the guests.

You're not bothering me.

Tell me, Tegan, has he
ever eaten your homework?

- No.
- No?

Well, maybe he could eat mine.

You have homework?

Sort of,
I'm just writing a research paper,

which is proving trickier
than I thought.

I find writing tricky, too.

Is it?

Sometimes.

Well, I'm a teacher,
so if you ever have any questions

or you need any help,
feel free to ask, okay?

Thanks!

As long as it's okay
with your mom and dad.

It's just my Dad.
Well, and Gran, of course.

Okay, well, make sure
you ask her too, yeah?

Are you afraid of her?

What, of your Gran?

It's quite all right.
My friend Lily is afraid, too.

But she's really lovely to me.

I'm sure she is.

First bell is in 15,
are you ready?

Yeah.

How'd you sleep?

Okay.

That doesn't sound very convincing.

Sorry, no,

I can't even blame it
on the jetlag.

I'm just not a great sleeper.

It has nothing to do
with the cottage.

Maybe the fresh air
will help with that.

Any plans?

No, I just have this
research paper to work on.

You flew all this way to work?

Big deadline coming up.

Well, good luck.

- Thank you.
- Come on, you.

Your turn to drive, Teeg.

Really?

Yeah! No, no.
Not really.

"Let's get out of this mizzle

"and have one
of your famous scones,"

and she said,
"You're not invited!"

- No...
- Yeah!

I mean, I've jumped
that fence 1,000 times.

Who knew that this was going
to be the final straw, eh?

Where is she, anyway?

Out with her precious sheep.

Great,
so we can talk more freely.

Every month, it gets more strained.

Every suggestion I make,
she hates.

I thought she would have been
thrilled to see you

and Tegan at the farm.

Tegan, yeah, but she treats me
like the Spanish invading Cornwall.

I mean, a little warning
would have been nice.

Come on, you know my mum.

I do, she acts tough,
but we both know

that I've been her favorite
since primary school.

- Debatable.
- Come on!

Look, I'm sorry, but all these
half measures you're doing

to try to diversify
the farm, well,

we know they're not going to make
much difference, are they?

This... this is your long-term.

What, leasing my land to you?

Not me.
These beauties.

I mean, she does have a point,
they do look rather dystopian.

More science fiction,
if you ask me.

Don't look at me like that.

It was your idea
in the first place.

I know. But I also know
what she's going to say.

That we're sheep farmers,
that's who we are,

that's who we've always been.
And that they're going to ruin

the landscape she built
with my father.

- Not totally.
- No, not totally.

I just need to find
the right time.

All right, well, they're not
gonna wait around much longer.

They'll simply just offer
the contract to someone else.

So can I check in next week?

- Yeah.
- Right.

Am I going to see you at
Harbor's Head this weekend?

Two o'clock? Lily is requesting
Tegan's presence.

No, I've got so much work
to do on the farm.

We'll be there.

Good lad.
See you soon.

"Behold her,
single in the field.

"Yon solitary Highland Lass.

"Reaping and singing by herself.

"Stop here, or gently pass."

Mom?

Hey there, buddy.

What are you up to?

Not much, he hasn't lifted a paw
to help me.

Quite the wall.

It's built the Cornish way.

You put mud between the stones

so the plants can grow
between them.

Fascinating.

And very tedious.

I've been at it a year and still
haven't fixed half the problems.

Sounds a bit like
my research paper.

A bit mucked up, then?

So what brings you out here?

Just stretching my legs,
ruminating.

Procrastinating.

Do you want a hand?

I'd rather build a wall
than bang my head against one.

All right,
but you will get dirty.

It's okay,
my B&B has a laundry machine.

Posh.

Here.

And you use this.

Thanks,

So, you're a literature professor?

What got you into that?

Well, my Mom and my grandparents
introduced me to the classics

when I was, well,
probably Tegan's age.

Is that why you bring
all your books with you?

It's for my research
on Wordsworth.

The footballer.

The poet.
He's English.

Don't tell me
you haven't heard of him.

Of course I've heard of him.

"Nature never did betray
the heart that loved her."

Mick Jagger.

Stop it.

So,

why here?

Why, on this whole island,
you chose this bit?

This farm?

Because this is where
my mom grew up.

You're kidding.

No, believe it or not,
my grandparents,

Pat and Colin Penberthy,

are the ones who sold the farm
to your parents.

That's fascinating.

We always wanted to come here,
my Mom and I.

- Oh, yeah?
- Yeah.

We planned on it,
but time just...

Ran out.

She passed away last year.

I'm so sorry.

Me too.

You know,
having grown up here myself,

I can say she was a lucky woman.

It's a beautiful place.

Have you been here
your whole life?

No, I went to uni in London.

I did my master's in business.

Actually, I used to work
in global markets.

Futures, mainly.

And you gave all of that up to
come back and work on the land?

How romantic of you.

No, I came back to help my Mum
sort things out.

She won't admit it,
but she's older than she thinks.

And, yeah.

Unfortunately, it's more work
than even I can handle.

Well, we should get busy then.

Hey, Gwen,
sorry I missed your call again.

I was out building a rock wall.

I will tell you about it
when we connect,

but until then, tag, you're it.
Okay, bye.

Hi.
Is everything okay?

Gran said I have to do some
homework before training today,

and I still might need a
little bit of help if that's okay.

Of course.

It's just a silly short poem,
but every year,

they make the year two kids
read them at the festival.

Have you gotten any feedback yet
from your teacher?

We have to read in front
of the class, so no, not yet.

I asked to go last.

Well, I would be happy
to take a look.

I haven't gotten very far.

That's okay.

But so far, is it right?

There's no right or wrong
in creative writing.

That's what my dad says.

Well, I agree.

Have you tried mind-mapping?

I don't know what that is.

It's a really useful tool,

and I would be so happy
to show you.

Okay.

But I've got to go to training now,
so maybe tomorrow?

I'll be here all day,
so anytime.

Thank you.

- Bye.
- Bye.

Hi, Lily!

Using the family door now,
are we?

I'm sorry, I didn't...

No, no, no, don't worry.

You are technically our guest,
I suppose.

How can I be of service?

Sorry.

Thank you, Mrs. Carter.

Is Daniel back from the field?

That boy does what he likes
when he likes.

May I ask why?

I have a question for him.

Is this about your
accommodation?

I told him people would expect
a fancy resort.

Not a drafty old mill room.

No, it's actually...
it's about Tegan.

You have a question
about my granddaughter?

No, not exactly, I...

I found her notebook.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

I'm sure she'll be quite pleased.

Is that all?

That's all, yes.

Very well.

Okay.

Daniel?

Daniel! Good morning.

Wasn't expecting to see you out
this early morning.

Doing some early morning
procrastination?

I actually wanted
to ask you something.

Has Tegan been struggling with
reading and writing for awhile?

What makes you say that?

She asked me for some help
with a poem.

She shouldn't have been
bothering you, I'm sorry.

Oh, no, I offered.
But I noticed her notebook,

and I saw something
that concerned me.

Concerned you how?

I think she may be
showing signs of dyslexia.

Has her teacher mentioned
anything?

Just that she might need
some extra help reading.

She's had a tough time
with the move,

she's fallen behind
a little bit.

She's had to put up with more
than her fair share in life,

but she's smart,
she makes great art.

That makes sense,
'cause most people with dyslexia,

they're highly intelligent.

Because they excel in
other areas,

it can be really hard to spot.

My Mom had it.

She struggled a lot
when she was a kid,

but she learned
how to manage it.

Look, I'm sorry to hear
about your mother,

but I think you're making
a bit of a leap here.

I know this is overwhelming,

but there's people
who specialize in this.

And I would also be happy
to help.

Thanks, but we're sorted.

Samson, come here.

Come on.
Come on, you.

That's beautiful, Tegan.

What's it called?

It's called Sampson the Mighty.

Perfect.

Why don't you write it
up here at the top?

Well, it's you're choice,

you're the artist.

Be back in a mo'.

Well, what do you think?

I think the professor is poking
her nose in where she shouldn't.

What if she's right?

Maybe I should take her to the doctor
to at least rule it out.

This is the last thing
she needs.

What is that supposed to mean?

She's already drawn
a short straw.

What kind of mother
leaves her child?

I warned you about Catherine,
from very the beginning,

that she was no good for you,
But you wouldn't listen.

Do you want to rehash my failed
marriage or talk about Tegan?

We're going to tuck in Polly,

and we're going to tuck in Laney,

and we're going to
tuck in Dougie.

Good night,
good night, good night!

And you.
There we go.

Hey.

Why didn't you tell me
that you were struggling?

I didn't want you to worry.

I'm not worried.

Is this the face
of a worried man?

You know you can tell me anything.

We're a team, right?

Okay, Dad.

Is Joss going to help me
with my poem?

Joss is a guest so we
shouldn't be bothering her.

But I'm going to talk
to your teacher

and we're going to get
everything sorted out at school.

Make a plan, yeah?

Okay. I just like talking
to her, she's nice.

Yeah, she is nice.

Sleep tight.

Don't tickle me!

I wouldn't dare.

Okay.

Does it go away?

Does what?
Dyslexia?

No, it doesn't go away,

but there's loads that we can do

to make sure it gets
a lot better, all right?

Okay.

Yeah.
I love you.

I love you too.

Tegan hasn't made many
connections since we got here.

But she really likes you.

You know, I don't know
what we're dealing with exactly,

but... I want to help
however we can.

So, if your offer still stands?

Of course.

Goodnight, then.

Goodnight.

I love what you're saying here.

About the river?

Yeah, about how
it makes you happy.

Do you want to try
reading the mind map,

see how it sounds to you?
Let's start here, okay?

I ran to the river.

Good, good.
Keep going.

I can't remember
what comes next.

Well, whatever you want
to be next is next.

Do you know what I do
when I get stuck?

I sing.

Okay, not well.

But it helps me find
the rhythm in the words,

so I try to sing the poems,

and sometimes...

I dance them.

Are you serious?

Yeah, of course, it helps
the words just flow out of you.

Do you want to see?

Okay. I'll do it,
but just for you. Ready?

♪ I went out alone ♪

♪ To sing a song or two ♪

♪ My fancy on a man ♪

♪ And you know who ♪

It's silly,
but do you want to try?

Yes.

Alright.

♪ I ran to the river ♪

♪ To splash around ♪

♪ Then up the hill to see ♪

♪ What could be found ♪

♪ When I reached the top ♪

♪ I reached to the sky ♪

♪ And the next thing I knew ♪

♪ I learned how to fly ♪

Yes!

Yes! See?
Look at that!

Writing doesn't have
to all be hard work.

It should be fun, too.

Says the woman who would
rather mend a granite wall

than write her paper.

Sorry, I didn't mean
to break it up.

No. That's alright I think
we're almost done for the day.

Don't you think, Tegan?

Besides, I should get back
to writing my own paper.

I'm still quite stuck actually.

Did you try dancing?

You know, I'm not sure
that would work for

the research paper,
but I should try it, huh?

What you need is a pasty.

Yes!

Actually, Felix and his wife
Isabelle are taking

their daughter Lily
to the harbor head,

and the puppet show.
We're gonna get pasties after.

You should come along.

Yes! You must.

I really shouldn't.

But maybe a change of scenery
would do me good.

I would only stay
for an hour, though.

We'll take it.

Alright.

Okay, but what is a pasty?

Well, let me tell you.

Behind you!
Behind you!

Lovely to see you again, Joss.

How are you enjoying Cornwall?

It's beautiful so far
from what I've seen at least.

Surviving Mrs. Carter I presume?

Easy!

Fell free to ignore him.

- I'm Isabelle.
- Hi.

Felix's incredibly
tolerant wife.

Nice to meet you.

Isabelle runs the marketing
for the literary festival.

Let's hope you've heard of it.

Of course, my mom grew up here,
she used to go to it as a child.

Is that so?

Yeah, she even volunteered for the
festival when she was in her 20s.

Did she ever submit?

Not original work.

She wasn't much of
a writer herself,

but she did
memorize all the greats

and she would recite one
at the final event.

How lovely.
What's her name?

I bet my mother
will remember her.

- She remembers everything else.
- Oh, shush.

Carol Lambert.

Well, Carol Penberthy
was her maiden name.

That sounds familiar,
but I'll ask her.

Joss is a professor
of romantic literature.

So, connection.

- That's brilliant.
- Romantic eh?

Danny boy over here is
a hopeless romantic himself.

- Aren't you?
- That so?

I never answer such questions
on an empty tummy.

Well, Ashton's mum is taking
the girls for ice cream.

Right, well, that just means
one thing, doesn't it?

To the pub.
Come on.

How do they even think of this?
This is, like, genius.

The tin miners used to take
this down the mines with them,

and they would
never eat the crusts

because their hands were dirty.

- I never knew that.
- Is that real?

So what's the verdict?

Traditional or veg?

Traditional, definitely.

All your meat
and veg in one bite.

How can you go wrong?

Hey, are we still on for Monday?

The surveyor? Yeah.

Must we talk business?
We're having such a good time.

You don't have to decide yet,
but we will need to know how

much, you know,
land you'll have to swap out

if you decide to go that way.

Who wants another beer?

Yeah.
I will, yeah.

I should actually...
I should get going.

I've just...
I've slacked off enough.

Yeah, we can go.

No. That's okay.
You stay.

Have fun.
I can walk by myself.

Just point me
in the right direction.

Okay, em, we came
the more direct route.

If you want
a more scenic version,

then just turn left,
and you can't miss it.

It's very easy to do.

Okay.
Thank you.

- Bye.
- Bye.

Hey, Joss.

Thank you for today with Tegan.

Of course.
We can do more, too.

You sure you don't want to stay?

Next round's on Felix.

I think I should just get back.

Right.

Or left, it's prettier.

It looks like there's four
candidates in the running now.

Four, how am I supposed
to compete with four?

I didn't mean to worry you,
I just thought you should know.

What am I going to do?

I only have a week to make
this what they want.

The paper?

Your research is impeccable.

I'm sure it just needs
a good edit.

You'll figure it out.

But what if I don't?
What if I can't?

Joss, I know how much
this means to you,

and, honestly,
you're the best teacher I have.

I don't want to lose you.

One step at a time.
Get the paper in.

When you get back,
we'll talk about what else

you can do to impress
the board, okay?

Okay.

We'll talk soon.

This will pass.

"And in life's noisiest hour,
there whispers still

the ceaseless love of thee,

the heart's self-solace
and soliloquy."

Promise you. Alex.
Best surveyor in the country.

So, what does he think?

A good 40%, at least.

You know, to allow for
the number of wind turbines

to satisfy the contract,
but once they're in...

They take care of themselves?

Guaranteed income.

As long as the wind blows,

and in Cornwall,
she always blows.

Alright, so what else
do you need from me?

Nothing much, just an answer.

End of week?

Yeah.

Alex!

Looks like
you're already coming, great.

How you been standing there?

Long enough.

Mum!
Let's talk about this.

Why? You seem to have made up
your mind for both of us.

We agreed that
I would take over the farm.

To preserve it, not carve it up.

You don't understand
what I'm dealing with.

If it's too much for you,
hire some hands.

It's not that simple.

The markets are changing.

England is changing,
the whole world in fact.

We can't keep
holding on to the past.

I agreed to
the bed and breakfast.

Isn't that enough for you?

No.

I'm doing everything I can.

I promise you,
I won't make a final decision

without your approval.

Good.

I'm going to the cove.
Will you watch Tegan?

Be right there.

Are you busy at the moment?

No. Not at the minute, no.

Come on a drive with me.

I actually...
I'm not busy right now

but I really should
be getting back to it.

I just...
I'm so behind and so uninspired.

What was that line
from the Wordsworth poem?

He wrote a lot, which one?

The one you quoted me.

"Nature never did betray
the heart that loved her."

That's the one.

What don't we get you
out to nature?

I tried that yesterday
and she wasn't very hospitable.

Doesn't sound like her.

Maybe you need
a proper introduction.

You mean like a wingman?

I don't know what that means, but
if you'll come with me, then yes.

To be honest,
I could use the company.

Feeling a bit unmoored
at the moment.

I'll let you sit in the front.

Must get my coat.

I'm feeling pretty
lucky that I peeled you

away from that paper.

Please, don't remind me.

I'm having enough guilt
as it is.

- My apologies.
- It's just up this way.

Wait a minute,
I recognize this place

from my mom's old home videos.

Really?

She used to talk
about this all the time.

She would climb to the clifftop
and sit there for hours

when she was young, just waiting
for the sunset, reading.

Taking pictures.
It was calming for her.

Yeah, we do have proper sunsets.

Okay, it's just
a little bit further.

It doesn't really look safe.

You coming?

- This will pass.
- It's okay. This will pass.

You alright?

Get the paper in.

But what if I don't?

It's okay.
This will pass.

Almost there.

I can't.

Of course you can.

You got this.
Just down the path.

No, I can't.

Okay, we'll turn back.

Sorry about that, back there.

Nothing to be sorry about.
It's my fault for pushing you.

I've been dealing with them,
anxiety attacks,

since I was young.

How young?

They started when I was nine.

I was in a car accident
with my dad. He died.

I'm so sorry.

I was always
a reserved kid before,

but afterwards the fear just...

Just took root and never left.

Mom always encouraged me to
push past it, take some risks.

She actually still is.

This whole trip is
a birthday present from her.

When was your birthday?

It's coming up,
it's on Saturday.

Great!
Any fun plans?

Well, at the moment,
quietly contemplating the course

of my life,
whether it was a mistake

to come here when I should be

focused on
my professional goals.

Is that before
or after the cake?

Here, this is what
I wanted to show you.

Why does this make me so happy?

I know you're a book worm,

but you really take it to
the next metamorphosis.

What would that be?
A book butterfly?

If you're calling me a nerd,
I'm totally okay with that.

I love this quote
by Oscar Wilde.

"It's what you read
when you don't have to,

that determines who you will
be when you can't help it."

For those of us without
a degree in English literature,

what does that mean?

What you choose
to fill your mind with...

...has a huge impact
on who you are as a person.

So, you are what you read.

Essentially.

That is a scary thought.

Which way is
the comic book section?

I'm going to get us a table
at my favorite little cafe.

Why don't you find yourself
a birthday gift from me?

You don't have to do that.

I know, but I'm English,

being a gentleman
comes naturally.

Thank you.

Gran! I scored a...

No boots in the house, dear.

Door!

That's my girl.

Now what were you saying?

I scored a goal
at training today.

That's wonderful!

Where's dad?
I want to tell him.

Your father is out
at the moment.

That's okay.
I can tell Joss then.

I'm afraid he's out with Joss.

I believe he's driven her
to the cove.

I'm sorry, dear.

That's okay, I like Joss.

Do you?

Daddy does, too.
I can tell.

Is that so?

I don't know if he fancies her,
but he definitely likes her.

What do you think?

I assure you,
I don't know what to think.

Off you go.
To the bathroom.

I don't want you stinking
at the dinner table.

I am so excited to read this

as soon as I get a chance
to pleasure read.

Thank you.

My pleasure.
More tea?

As long as you don't
have to get back.

Soon, but I'm lucky.

My mother makes an amazing gran.

We've become quite
the team raising my daughter.

Tegan mentioned
it's just the two of you.

Must be hard.

Is that your clever way
of asking if I'm single?

It wasn't,

but now that you mention it.

I am,
and have been for a long time.

Catherine, and I met in London.

We got married
right after graduation,

against our parents' wishes.

I was in business school
when Tegan was born.

And things changed quickly.

Her parents cut her off,
and we started arguing.

A lot.

It was difficult.

One day, I came home after class
and Tegan was with a babysitter.

I never saw her again.

She just left?

She left a note saying that
it had gotten too much for her.

And...

Tegan doesn't remember,
though, luckily.

In her mind,
it's just been the two of us.

I'm so sorry.

Don't be.

It's in the past.

Where it belongs.

You have an uncanny ability
to live in the present.

I'm always going over
what happened in the past

and worrying about what's
going to happen in the future.

Life's too short to deal
with all that stress.

All we can do is deal with the
problems right in front of us

and choose what
brings us the most joy.

That's beautiful.

It's a Carter original.

I thought so.

Are you okay?

All this talk about
"joy" and "reading"

has me worried about my Tegan.

She's going to be alright.

I have a meeting
coming up with her teacher.

Could I trouble you to join me?

You make me feel
much more comfortable.

Of course.

Of course.

Today we're going to try
something a little different.

Alright, I'm going to
read you the words

to one of my very
favorite Wordsworth poems.

What's a Wordsworth poem?

Well, Wordsworth was a man
who wrote spectacular poetry.

So, you're going to
listen to the words,

and then you're going
to write the words,

but with pictures.

Sounds hard.

Sure, but it's good
to have a challenge,

you know,
like in soccer practice.

You mean football?

Yes. Yes, I mean football.

Okay, should we try it?

Here's your pencils.
Alright.

I wandered lonely as a cloud.

That one's easy.

That floats on high
o'er vales and hills.

What's a vale?

It's a valley.

When all at once I saw a crowd,

a host of golden daffodils.

Slow down!
I can't draw that fast!

It's alright. Just try not to be
intimidated by the words,

listen to them and think about
how they make you feel,

what they remind you of.

Think about the lyrics
to your favorite song.

The lyrics don't always make sense,
but they feel right.

Alright, keep going.

Beside the lake,
beneath the trees,

fluttering and dancing
in the breeze.

Continuous as
the stars that shine

and twinkle on the milky way,

they stretched
in never-ending line

along the margin of a bay.

Ten-thousand saw I at a glance,

tossing their heads
in sprightly dance.

Her symptoms were subtle.

I wouldn't have noticed
if I hadn't seen it before.

I appreciate your notes,
Dr. Lambert.

Of course we will need to get
a full evaluation done,

starting with our
occupational therapist.

I did see signs, I just...

I thought she was adjusting
to her new life here.

I thought it was a phase.

It's difficult to fully diagnose
it unless you know

what you're looking for,
but early intervention is key.

Yeah, I just don't
want her to be labeled.

That isn't going to happen here.

Mr. Carter, it doesn't do us any
good being hard on ourselves.

We are only responsible
for how we handle this

with Tegan moving forward.

What do we do
about the festival?

That is completely up to Tegan.

If she wants to
read her poem, great.

Or she can read
something else she likes.

Or, nothing at all.

That's okay too.

She can lead
the charge on this one.

There are no labels here.
Only support.

You should've just
left it up to the teacher.

I did.
Joss was only there to help.

You shouldn't involve her
any more than you have.

It was the right move.

Everything is always a brilliant
idea with you, isn't it?

Until it's not.

Excuse me?

You always lead with your heart

at the expense of
everyone around you.

Are we done here?

Doesn't look like you are.

I've seen your plans.

You look through my things?

You left them out.

Were you going to
talk to me about this

or just leave me to
wake up to the apocalypse?

Nothing has been decided yet.

Then how do you explain this
perfect little map of yours?

It's all planned out is it?

Just my thoughts
on where they should go.

I don't want to hear it.

You promised me.

Imagine how your father
would feel if he knew this is

what you were going to do
to his farm when you took over.

And imagine how your mother
will feel when she watches her son

give his heart away to another
woman who is bound to leave.

And then he let me pick out

- a book for my birthday.
- Okay, I think I'm done.

With what?

Living vicariously through you.

I want to browse old books

with an Englishman.
No fair.

So, he's cute?

It doesn't matter because
he lives in England,

and I'm leaving on Sunday.

Still could be fun.

You know what would be fun
is if you got on the redeye,

and you came
and met me at the festival.

That'd be fun.

I wish.

You know I wish.

Did you get your paper in?

Nope, nope, nope.
No, I did not.

What? Why?
I thought you needed this.

I do or at least, I don't know,

everyone keeps
telling me that I do,

but it's like every time
I open my laptop,

just this wave of exhaustion

just flows over me.

Burn out.
Do you remember Gareth?

The guy I who trained me?

He just up and quit.
No job, no plan, no nothing.

That is terrifying.

Or is it brave?

I'm sticking with terrifying.

Well in that case,
you might want to stock up on

some Galaxy bars and take
another crack at that paper.

In that case,
I'm going to stay here forever.

Love you.

Love you, too.
Bye.

Hi, there.
May I use your printer, please?

Of course.

So sorry to bother you.

You're very welcome
as long as you know how it works.

I'm rather old fashioned,
I'm afraid.

Oh, well.
So am I, believe it or not.

It's actually why I need it.

Most people prefer to make notes
on a computer these days,

but I actually like
the hardcopy with a red pen.

You should see my manuscripts.

All the notes in the margins

they just look
like hieroglyphics.

Probably hard to decipher them,

but you know, it's my process.

It's on the desk in the corner.

Thank you.

Carol Lambert.

She made your reservation,
didn't she?

My mom.

Yeah.

What was her maiden name?

Penberthy.

You know, she actually
grew up in this house.

My grandparents are
the ones who sold it to you.

Would you excuse me a moment?

Of course.

Joss.

I have something for you.

I found this box
about a year ago,

when I was
clearing out the mill.

I assumed it must've
been left by your...

By your mother.

It just looked like
some old trinkets,

and that tattered book.

But I remember
thinking at the time,

I can't just throw them away.

They're someone's treasures.

It's from my grandma to my mom.

She memorized all these poems,
she would recite them to me.

I wonder if she knew
this was here.

Ever since she died,
I feel like...

something important
has gone missing.

I keep searching for her,

as if she's just out of sight,

and if I just
look hard enough...

That I can find her, again.

Loss is a terrible thing.

It never completely goes away.

I miss her so much.

Ah, love.

She's still with you.

Her love lives inside of you,

and you carry her in your heart.

I'd give anything
to see her again.

You will.

I'll leave you to it.

Take as long as you need.

Thank you.

The Presence of Love.

Oh, mom.

Okay, shouldn't be
a long meeting.

They're just gonna go
over the testing with you

and introduce you
to some key people. Alright?

Okay.

I know it's not easy.

You mean, reading?

Just life, in general.

There are so many emotions
we have to navigate.

But...

You have me,

and you can talk to me
about anything, yeah?

I know, Dad.

Yeah, and it's not just me.

There's so many people
in your life that love you.

You have Isabelle
and Felix and Lily,

and your Gran, of course.

You can talk to any of us
about anything whenever you want.

I'm glad we came here.

To the farm.

Me, too, love.

Alright.
Let's get in there

and show them
what the Carters are made of.

Come on.
Let's do it.

Someone is still hard at work.

No.
Not really. Hi!

Hi, Joss.

No?

Yeah. At this point, I'm
just reading for pleasure.

I hope it's your birthday book.

It's your birthday?

Tomorrow.

Hang on.
If you're out here, relaxing,

does that mean you
turned in your paper?

- No.
- No?

Because I withdrew
my application for tenure.

- I thought that was the goal.
- It was, but I realized

that all that tenure is
is professional security.

I think I confused
a secure job with safety.

There's no guarantees.

Life's a risk.

I think I have to embrace it.

Really?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

I didn't quit my job, though, if
that's what you're asking.

No.

I requested to stay on
as an adjunct professor for now.

The dean already ask me if I want
to teach the summer term.

Well, this sounds like a decision
worth celebrating.

I think.

Tegan... I have something
I want to give you. Come here.

- It's for you.
- What is it?

It's a book of poetry that
my grandparents gave to my mom.

She had dyslexia, too.

Your mom?

Yeah.

You'll see all of her notations,

that she saw the poetry
differently than I do,

but a beautiful way
that's all her own.

You'll see.

There's no wrong way.

- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

I'm going to go tell Gran.

Okay.

Thank you.

It's nothing.

No. We both know
it's everything.

I know you were planning
on attending anyway,

but, we'd really love
for you to ride along with us.

To the festival?

I'd love to.

Okay. Brill.

- Brill.
- Yeah.

Do you have everything?

- Yes.
- I've already checked twice.

Third time's a charm.
Now, remember,

when you're up there,
just see how you feel, okay?

Look. Could we get a move on?

- I want to be right at the front.
- I'll meet you in there.

- I just need a minute, alright?
- Let's make that

a British minute, shall we?
Not the American interpretation.

Of course.

I wonder that you
will still be talking.

Signior Benedick,
nobody marks you.

What, my dear Lady...

There's an exclamation mark.
Disdain!

...and the door of your heart.

May the road rise up...

There was once a day
that owed time.

With their trouble
behind, side by side,

then the wolf and the rabbit
pushed off to sea

and traveled to the one place
they could run free.

Alright, everyone.

It looks like we have
one more reading.

Hi.
I wrote a poem for today,

but I'm not going to read it.

It wasn't ready.

I'm going to read a poem

that somebody else wrote instead,

a special one from a friend,

"The Presence of Love"
by Samuel Coleridge.

"And in Life's noisiest hour,

there whispers still

the ceaseless Love of Thee,

The heart's Self-solace
and soliloquy.

You mould my Hopes,

you fashion me within...

And looking to the Heaven,

that bends above you,

How oft! I bless the Lot,
that made me love you."

You did so good!

I'm so proud of you.

You must thank Ms. Lambert
for all her help.

Thank you so much.

Of course.

You were fantastic,

and you do know that's
my very favorite poem?

I didn't have a present to give you,
so I wanted

to read the poem at the festival
for your birthday.

Gran helped with the cards,
so it's partly from her, too.

It was perfect.

Now, let's get you a cake.

That's a brilliant idea.

I don't need a cake.

It's your birthday.

I know, but it's not a big one.

Still, we should go out.

Every year should be celebrated.

And you, little missy,
have your own party to go to.

So you should go
and join your classmates.

- Yes!
- Yeah.

I'll take her to the party.

You two should go out.

Tegan, your fans await you.

Should we walk around?

Yeah. Sure.

I still got to get you
that cake.

It's just a silly birthday.

I don't need anything special.

This view is enough.

What if I want to do more?

There's so much I can show you.

I'd like that, but...

I'm leaving in the morning.

Can't believe it's
almost been two weeks.

Then stay longer.

Don't tempt me.
I have to get home.

Then let's celebrate right now,
tonight.

I feel like I already did.

Right here.

This place that she always
wanted me to see.

The festival
we planned to attend.

It's easier if I go back now.

Can I at least take you
to the station tomorrow?

Everything has all been
so perfect.

I think I'd rather
just end on this.

This?

This sounds 19th century...
and not very promising.

"You lie in all
my many thoughts."

Okay. Make sure to
get the mill in it, yeah?

Thank you.

- Thanks.
- Okay.

Hey.

I'll miss you.

So will I.

I'm so glad
you got to see this place.

Me, too.

I'm not sure the experience was

quite what you wanted it to be.

It was so much more.

You give your dad a hug for me.

Okay.

Thank you.

What?

I have to tell you something.

Your tea method is
far superior to mine.

I'm glad you've finally
come around.

Thank you.

What about the turbines?

Any chance you've
come around to those?

We have to address it.

So let's address it.

They are hideous and noisy.

They'll be on the far
west pasture on the hill.

- The noise will be minimal.
- And what about the sheep?

- What about the sheep?
- They won't like it.

Well, they told you that,
did they?

I know this is hard for you.

But it's an opportunity
that would really help us.

I think we should do it.

Very well.

Go ahead.

You have my blessing.

It must feel like you're losing
everything you hold dear,

but I promise you
I'll never let that happen.

I love this place, too.

So does Tegan.

We're doing it for her,
too, Mum.

Come here.

Forgive me
for what I said to you.

It was wicked,

and I've regretted
it ever since.

Your father would be
very proud of you, my boy.

You're a wonderful man
and an excellent father.

And you deserve to be loved

by someone who cares
as deeply as you do.

Train to Paddington
leaves in two minutes.

Joss!

Hey.

What are you doing here?

I need to stop you
from getting on that train.

- But I...
- Please, I've got two minutes

to say this to you,
so let me just say it.

You came to Cornwall
for many reasons,

and I know
that I wasn't one of them.

In fact, I'm probably to blame

for constantly distracting you
from your research paper

and... and stopping you
from achieving

the thing you most
wanted to achieve.

But in the words
of the great English poet,

"You can't always
get what you want."

I repeat. "You can't
always get what you want.

But if you try sometimes,
you just might find..."

"You get what
you need."

That's the one.

Don't leave, Joss.

Use the cottage as a base.
Travel the world.

Fill up that passport of yours.

Eat every single piece
of chocolate you can find

and... and read every single
book that you wanted to, twice.

You're an expert
in Romantic literature.

Don't you think it's time
you did something

perfectly romantic?

I have a life back in Boston.

An apartment, friends.

A professor once told me
that life is a risk.

You just have to embrace it.

Do you know how scary
that would actually be?

I know,

but you'll have
the best wingman.

Okay.

You sure about this?

No.

I'm not,
but I've been banging my head

against the same rock wall
for years.

May as well try a new direction,
see how that goes for a bit.

You want to give me a ride back?

Direct or scenic?

What do you think?

You secured a luncheon
with Dylan Turner?

Well, the kids are so excited
he's reading,

I just wanted to make
the most of it.

I mean, between that
and the panel of writers

you pulled together,
you realize this festival

is going to market itself?

I'm just happy
to be a part of it.

Not as happy as I am.

Although I doubt
I'm the most excited one here.

I know this is your noisiest hour,
but I was wondering

if you had the time
to take a walk with me.

Always.

FIXES-SYNC
by VaVooM