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[Beloved Life]

[Episode 35]

Li Junxiao was fired.

Lin Wei left.

Du Di's disciplinary action hasn't been removed.

Director Zhang left me in charge.

I failed him.

I think you should take over

as the head of the department.

You wanna leave this mess

to me?

Think about the old days with Director Zhang.

He always knew a way

to deal with an awful mess.

And you?

You're always groaning.

Li Junxiao just reported

Kaiming Hospital.

The biggest tumor in the medical system

was uprooted by him.

It caused an uproar in the city.

People admire him as a hero.

I was hoping to take this opportunity

to get him back.

But it turned out that

he insisted on going back to his hometown.

What a headache!

I'm quite happy for him.

I watched this young man

grow more and more mature

from a man who used

to be preoccupied with fame,

fortune and rank.

And now,

he finally figured out

the goal of his life.

Let him work in the grass-roots hospital

for some time.

It's good for him.

Maybe one day,

he'll come back.

Now he's gone.

We lost another candidate

for the chief resident.

Yeah?

Then find a way

to get Du Di back.

Reported by her own father.

It's by no means easy.

Oh, no.

It's a real thorn.

So Congrui has to take over all their work, doesn't she?

♫Behind this door♫

Yanya, right?

-I feel good, doctor.
-Do you feel unwell today?

No, all good.

I feel good in the abdomen.

♫It's bustling people day and night♫

Hi.

Your family is not with you?

Did you have a good night?

Not feeling well? I'm gonna feel it with my hand.

♫They're waiting for miracles♫

Don't be afraid.

OK, thank you.

♫They shoulder pressure and lives♫

♫The warmest hands in the world♫

All right.

♫Always by your side with care♫

Here.

They're all here.

Thank you, doctor.

Bye-bye!

Bye-bye!

♫You make it easy to be happy♫

♫Every soul is different now and dreaming about the distance♫

Thank you, doctor.

Bye-bye!

Say goodbye to the doctor.

Bye-bye!

It's the 8th baby.

♫The last item on life's list♫

Awesome!

Call from Bed 20.

♫Luckily I have an angel like you♫

♫To complete it with♫

You've made a spurt

of progress in skills.

I'm really impressed.

This is probably

bouncing back from the bottom.

So dramatic.

Did Mengmeng cry today?

No.

She looked serious

when they gave her

the vaccine shot.

But she didn't cry.

You haven't improved a bit

in giving

names.

How can you call my sister Mengmeng?

You have this rigid personality

because of your name.

You know what? Our names

shape our personalities without being noticed.

Your name is Di, the supremacy.

So you dream about dominating the world every day.

Your sister's name is Mengmeng.

She will definitely be a cute girl.

What kind of sophistry is it?

This is the truth.

OK.

It's the truth, all right?

What do you want to say?

Have you been in touch

with Li Junxiao?

No.

Are you really breaking up?

I haven't agreed anyway.

Honestly,

in the past,

I wouldn't understand.

However,

after what happened in the last few months,

I kind of understand

Li Junxiao right now.

In the past,

I had a very clear goal of my life.

I believed that

the success in career

was the only goal of my life.

Only when I get the best position

in the best hospital

can I realize

my life dream and values.

Now that I think about it,

maybe

I was possessed by vanity.

After I was suspended, I realized that

except for those,

I had a lot more.

I have your friendship,

and Liu Nianbai's love.

I realized that

as a doctor,

our first priority is to cure and save lives.

As for on what platform

and in what position you do it,

it's not important.

Perhaps Li Junxiao

felt the same way

so he made his decision.

Du Di, you have changed.

You've become mild,

not so aggressive anymore.

You've changed too.

How?

You've become more confident,

unlike before when you thought all about

your own happiness

and often cried

like a pampered girl.

Is this good?

Of course it is.

Hello?

Is this Ms. Wu?

Yes.

Mr. Li Junxiao ordered

a one-carat diamond ring

from us.

It was out of stock.

Now we have it.

But I can't get through to him.

The emergency contact he left

is your number.

Would you like to come and pick it up?

A one-carat diamond ring?

Yes.

He said it was for proposal.

I suppose he's gonna propose to you.

Congratulations!

Li Junxiao.

You've bought the ring.

You still want to break up with me?

Where are you?

I need to talk to you.

Are you hungry?

Shall I cook some noodles for you?

No, thanks.

I need to get my resume done quickly

and start to

look for a new job.

Luckily, I passed the residency training exam.

I wish a small hospital

would take me in.

No rush.

After so many years of hard work,

you finally have some time of your own.

Take a break.

Your professional skills

will not get rusty due to a few months

out of practice.

No.

I can't live a day

not checking medical records,

observing surgeries

or making ward rounds.

And,

the diapers, formula

and other stuff

my sister needs everyday

cost too much.

I have to start earning money.

You have me.

If I don't squander,

I can support you two.

If that's not enough,

I can sell my shoes.

It is said that some of my shoes' prices have increased

by hundreds of times.

Sell shoes?

Are those shoes?

They're your life.

You are my life.

That makes it hard for me.

Why?

Because I'm going

to put on a big show

and ask you this question at a critical moment,

"Do you want me or the shoes?"

Now that you've made

your choice,

the show is just impossible.

I will not give you a chance

to do that.

I also got a question for you.

Is the scalpel more important

than me?

I won't give you

the chance, either.

You're cheating.

What day is tomorrow?

Tomorrow?

Today is Saturday.

Tomorrow is Sunday.

What's wrong? Am I wrong?

By tomorrow, we'll have been in love

for 100 days.

There's an anniversary for that?

Who made it?

I'm so mad.

I don't care.

The 100-day anniversary is important.

We're going to celebrate it.

Let's go out for a big dinner.

Western food?

Japanese?

Huaiyang cuisine?

I have to take care of my sister.

I don't have time to go out.

Forget about the big dinner and celebration.

We can celebrate at home.

I'll arrange it.

You're so busy.

And I think

the ceremonial stuff

is unnecessary.

It's important to have ceremonies in life,

OK?

We can't neglect

a beautiful anniversary

due to work and worries in life.

Anyway, I'll make the arrangements.

All right.

It's time to shave and insert the urinary catheter.

What do you mean "shave"?

It means...

Oh, I see.

Then I'll draw the curtain.

OK.

It's gonna be uncomfortable when the urinary catheter is being inserted.

All right.

I wonder

if those who destroy others' marriage

will be punished in their next life.

Having a child without a dad

and to deliver without her husband's company,

oh, my poor daughter!

Three things before the surgery.

I remember them.

This is the first time I've seen you

in surgery.

You have to make so many preparations

before surgery.

Yes.

Because throughout the surgery,

it's critical to keep the urinary canal unobstructed

and the bladder empty.

Otherwise,

once the bladder accumulates a lot of urine,

it will form a bulge in front of

the uterus.

It's possible that

our scalpel would cut through the bladder

before we make an incision on the uterus.

Then the baby would be still in the uterus

when it is flooded by urine.

And it can make sure

no urine

is retained in the bladder

before the anesthesia effect wears off.

Having a baby is so hard.

Exactly.

In the past, there was a saying,

giving birth is like going through the jaws of death.

In the old days, the mortality rate of pregnant women was very high.

Fortunately,

after the founding of our country, the government paid close attention to

maternal health and safety.

That's when people began to realize

that having a baby is easy.

Honey, you're under local anesthesia.

So you'll feel

a little bit of a tug.

Now we're close friends in the real sense.

You'll see everything

in my belly.

Let's get started.

Time of surgery,

13:27.

Yunling,

do you think it's a boy

or a girl?

Do you want it to be a boy

or a girl?

Both are good.

If it's a girl,

I'll tell her to be wise

in choosing a husband.

Marry a good man or don't marry at all.

If it's a boy,

I will teach him

to respect

and love his soul mate.

Soon we will know.

Scalpel.

Moment of truth.

Let me see this little baby.

Congratulations, it's a boy.

Let me see.

Congratulations!

Take a look.

The baby weighs 3,440 grams.

That's great.

It's a 7.5-pound young man.

He looks like me.

My son.

What's this? Who are you?

It's me.

Take it.

You look like you're wearing

roses.

Come on, put them on the floor.

These are 520 roses

standing for my love.

How can I put them on the floor?

Then where do you want to put them?

On the dining table.

It's dinner time soon.

The tea table then.

It's covered by Mengmeng's stuff.

In the middle of the living room.

It's gonna be in our way.

There will be pollen everywhere.

What if Mengmeng is allergic to pollen?

I can't hold them any longer.

Let's put them here for now.

Didn't you just say

you can't put them on the floor?

I held them all the way back home.

That's what I meant.

Why did you have to

buy such a big bouquet?

Aren't you touched?

Shouldn't you be like, "Wow!"

You don't even do that.

The problem now

isn't that I'm not excited.

Where are we going

to put so many roses?

In an aquarium?

These roses don't need a vase or anything.

You just admire them.

Just admire them?

They'll rot and stink in a few days.

Admire them before they do.

Can you return them?

Why do you have to be a killjoy?

520 roses.

520 means

I love you.

This is my gift to you

for the 100-day anniversary of our love.

But to me, it's nothing but

a nuisance.

1, 2,

3, 4,

5, 6, 7.

Why don't we turn off the lights and light some candles?

Let's have

a candlelight dinner at least.

This takeaway hotpot sucks.

In candlelight,

you might not be able to find

what you put in the pot

and you might put food in your nose.

Right.

It's spicy.

All indicators are very good.

But she's still underweight.

But I can't do anything.

She has a poor constitution

and no breastfeeding.

I'll figure out something

to give her more nutrition.

And help her gain some weight.

Come back next month for a review.

Thank you.

How is Congrui recently?

Not bad.

I'm going to see her later.

Do you wanna say something to her?

No.

Actually, I do.

If she mentions me,

tell her for me that

I will always love her.

Next.

Isn't this Dr. Du?

I'm no longer a doctor.

I was only abroad for an exchange program for a month.

What happened?

It's such a pity

that you can't be a doctor.

I didn't handle

my family affairs well.

That means

I'm not qualified

to be a doctor in some way.

That's not an excuse.

Whenever

there's a scandal in the hospital,

all they know

is to make peace as soon as possible.

The hospital leaders

worry only about their jobs.

They have little sense of responsibility.

Listen,

I have a student

who's now the vice president

of the No. 2 Women and Children's Hospital,

a specialized hospital for women and children.

My student went there only a while ago.

He's ambitious

and determined to improve the hospital's

clinical and academic competence.

He needs talents like you.

If you don't mind

it's a Grade-B tertiary hospital.

I can recommend you to him.

Really?

Can I still be a doctor?

There's no evidence to support the complaint

about fetal gender identification.

The hospital is afraid that the scandal

will impact their fame.

Do you think

they'll spread this scandal?

Thank you, Professor Lu.

As long as you have passion for medicine,

you must stick to it.

I believe that

you will become

a great doctor.

I will do my best.

So cute!

Little hands.

By the way, I have a gift

for the baby.

You don't have to do that.

It's not something expensive.

What is it?

These socks are so cute.

I knitted them myself.

It's cashmere. It doesn't prickle skin.

Help me put them on him.

OK.

Come on, baby.

-Auntie is gonna put the socks on you.
-Son.

-So beautiful.
-Cute.

Aren't they?

Ying, look who is here.

Honey.

What are you doing here?

Didn't your mom say

the baby was unhealthy

so you aborted it?

Who told you I was here?

Get out of here!

Ying, I told him to come.

Mom, are you crazy?

I'm not crazy.

Zilu told me

he made a stupid mistake.

You need to give him a chance

to make up for it.

He has abandoned

that woman a long time ago.

Mom.

My son doesn't even need

a dad like him.

Tell him to leave.

Son?

I have a son?

Get out of here!

Come on.

Get out!

What's going on?

What's all the noise about?

Nurse!

Nurse, this man is not my family.

Please ask him to leave.

I'm the baby's dad.

Go.

Sir,

-I don't care who you are.
-I'm the baby's dad.

The patient has just had a surgery.

Irritation is bad for her wound to heal.

-Guo Caiting!
-Please go.

Calm down.

Let's talk nice and easy.

Mom.

Mom, you can go.

Don't come anymore.

What are you talking about?

You're such a fool

to bring that wicked man here.

I told you before that

my son doesn't need

a dad like him.

Don't come here

in the short run

to see your grandson again.

How could you say that?

I'm doing it for your good

and for your son's good, OK?

Just go.

Caiting.

Caiting,

we have to think of something

to change a ward.

He won't just let us go.

Let's have some milk,

OK?

Here you go.

All right.

I'm gonna burp you.

OK?

Let's burp you.

Burp.

What's that look on your face?

I was in a trance for a second.

I thought we were a family of three.

The image of you holding the baby

is so beautiful.

In your dreams.

Am I right?

In his dreams.

Is it Congrui?

Go open the door.

Coming.

Mr. Du,

why didn't you give me a call before you came?

Come on in.

I remember

we're running out of diapers.

I'll go down to buy some.

Your grandma...

What?

She told you to come?

What are her instructions

this time?

She passed away.

I'm sorry.

Over the years,

I cursed you every day.

I blamed you for being too tough,

for not having any human touch,

for offending all our relatives and friends.

I blamed you

for not supporting us to give you a brother.

But now,

I wonder,

does what I do

make me a decent man?

I only have one daughter,

but she's not close to me.

I insisted that my wife gave me a son

despite her age.

I knew my mom

had given up years ago,

yet I gave her hope

of having a grandson.

Now that I think about it,

I should really scold myself.

I was hotheaded

when I reported you

in the complaint.

I thought

you fooled us around for so long

with a lie.

I'm sorry.

Now

I want to

apologize sincerely.

I'm sorry.

I don't care if you apologize to me

or not.

You owe this apology

to my mom.

Yes.

I...

Take me

to mourn her tomorrow.

I won't let you take her away.

She doesn't want to go back home with you.

Home?

Home is not only the root

but also the bond.

I won't bring her there.

I know she doesn't like my hometown.

But I only have one request.

If I die one day,

please put me by her side,

OK?

OK.

I promise you.

Honey.

Let me take care of your sister.

You?

Will you give her the best of everything?

Honey,

I was wrong before.

I thought

I had fulfilled my duty

to feed you

and pay your tuition

all the way to doctoral study.

Not until

Liu talked to me

did I realize

it had been so hard for you

in the past years.

If it weren't for my preference for boys,

you wouldn't have suffered so much.

Don't worry.

I won't let my second daughter

go through the same hardship.

I promise.

Do you mean what you said?

After your grandma

and your mom passed away,

I've realized one thing.

Sons

or daughters

are all family.

When

a person kicks the bucket,

none of this will matter.

I valued my dignity more than anything.

Over the past years,

I've been troubled

by the relatives' gossip

and have caused you and your mom

a lot of grievances.

I...

I've

sold the ancestral house

in our hometown.

I'm going to live with my second daughter

in the city.

I won't go back anymore.

I insisted

to have this baby.

Trust me.

I won't let your sister

become a burden to you.

But I don't trust you.

Right.

I understand.

Talk is cheap.

It's of no use.

So,

I'm gonna prove it with my actions.

I beg you.

Give me one more chance.

OK?

I'm begging you.

I will visit my sister regularly.

If you mistreat her,

I'll bring her back immediately.

OK.

Mr. Du.

You two talked?

Tomorrow,

I'll go mourn Du Di's mom.

Then I'll come to pick up her sister.

Tomorrow?

Thank you

for lately.

We can raise the baby

until she grows up.

But you're her father.

We have no right to refuse

to give her back to you.

To my eldest daughter,

I'm already

not a good dad.

God gave me another daughter

probably to

give me a chance to make up for my mistakes.

I'll give her all the love

she needs to grow up.

That's for the best.

And the complaint about Du Di...

I've withdrawn it

and apologized to the hospital.

Really?

I withdrew it before I came.

That's great.

She's asleep?

It's gonna be fine.

When we miss her,

we can go to see her anytime.

From now on,

my dad will raise her on his own.

It'll be very difficult for him, right?

Love

conquers all.

She's awake.

Look at her big eyes,

and her chubby cheeks.

Remember

how cute she is

when she smiles at you?

Your dad will love her.

Never mind.

Let's drop this.

I'll pack up her stuff

in a while

and see if she needs anything else.

I have to buy everything today.

I think I need to buy at least

the necessities for the next two years.

I don't believe that my dad is a thoughtful man.

OK, I'll help you.

Hello?

Yes, this is Du Di.

Hello, Director Li.

I happen to be free this afternoon.

I can go visit you.

OK.

Thank you.

Professor Lu is so efficient.

The No. 2 Women and Children's Hospital asked to interview me.

Please don't go.

Your dad has

withdrawn the complaint.

I'll go beg Director Tian

to let you go back to Shengji.

He has indeed.

But what's done

cannot be undone.

I don't want to make things difficult for Director Tian.

Job opportunities are rare.

I have to grab it when I can.

[Gynecologic Ward]

[521]

[Beds 5-8]

Caiting.

I'm sorry.

It's my mom's fault.

We used to have

a cozy double room.

Now we have to move into the quadruple room.

Are you afraid of disturbing others

so you don't scream?

It's OK, Ying.

It'll pass.

How is she?

It hurts.

Yeah?

Let me check it.

I was gonna give you Oxytocin fluids intravenously.

But your contractions

came all of a sudden.

Your cervical orifice is 2 mm wide.

It hurts so much.

I can't do anything.

Although the cervical orifice isn't wide enough,

uterine contractions

vary from person to person.

I'll be back later

to check your condition.

When it's 6 mm wide,

I will transfer you to the delivery room.

Then you can choose

painless delivery.

Thank you.

Caiting.

Let's go out for a walk.

Maybe some walk

can ease the pain.

OK.

Let's go.

Nice and easy.

You're not a doctor in our department.

Can I help you?

I'm an intern

from the Neonatology Department.

I'm on my first night shift today.

My director asked me to come and check on

a newborn baby.

A new intern?

Come on.

Easy.

How do you feel? Better?

Much better.

Keep walking slowly for a while.

I have to go to the bathroom.

OK, go.

Be careful.

You dropped something.

Baby?

Zhang Zilu!

Stop right there!

Somebody! The man stole a baby!

Put the baby down!

Put the baby down!

Get out of my way!

Don't stop me!

Move!

This is my child.

Get out of the way!

Guo Caiting!

Let go!

Let go!

If you don't, I'll hurt you.

Let go!

Step aside. Step aside.

Baby.

Step aside!

Stop!

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

Don't move!

What are you doing?

This is my child.

I'm the baby's dad.

Baby.

Let go of my son!

Zhang Ying! Zhang Ying!

My child!

My child!

Don't move!

Stay still.

Don't move!

I'm the baby's dad.

Stay still.

Don't move!

Stay still.

Let go of me!

Caiting.

My son!

My son!

Stay still.

Are you OK?

Caiting.

I'm the baby's dad!

Caiting.

The fetal heart stopped.

Roll her to the large operating room.

And call Dr. Huang.

The patient has abdominal trauma.

The baby's heart stopped.

My preliminary diagnosis is placental abruption.

Prepare for C-section immediately.

Get the blood.

Give her 8 units of blood

and 4 units of plasma.

OK.

Oh, my God.

Please,

you have to save her.

She was hurt

when she tried to save my baby.

Dr. Wu,

how is she?

It took us 10 hours

to save her life.

She's alive.

Thank you.

Thank you.

What about her baby?

She had massive placental abruption,

secondary post-natal hemorrhage

and secondary DIC.

It happened so fast.

The baby was already dead when we brought it out.

Come on.

Drink this chicken soup.

The doctor said

you could eat now.

You have to eat more.

I know that

it took a lot of courage

to have the baby.

The baby was innocent.

But his dad...

His dad didn't give him

a chance to live.

It's not your fault.

You can't do this.

If you don't eat or drink anything,

you'll collapse.

Come on. Have some.

No.

It's my punishment.

I wanted to marry a rich man

who could give me a comfortable life.

But I didn't know

I wrecked another woman's marriage.

And I insisted to give birth

to this baby.

Now that the baby is gone,

what is the meaning of my life?

Caiting.

That's not true.

Look.

Hey.

Look.

You still have him.

Because of you,

he's still alive.

I'll tell him

you're

the heroine who saved him

and you lost your baby

because of him.

I'll make sure that my baby

will be grateful to you.

Look,

look, he's smiling.

Look.