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[Beloved Life]

[Episode 09]

Time to breastfeed.

Please bring me the baby.

Here. Here.

Lady.

In the fridge,

there is breast milk I sucked and saved.

Please give it to my mom.

Your breast milk is not much.

Just barely enough for your own baby.

Why did you suck it?

Feed my grandson first.

Mom, you've been feeling bad lately.

It's hard to get milk.

You should let him have first.

Give it to him.

Okay.

Sister Lan, you're here?

Yeah.

How's today?

I'm telling you.

You can't imagine.

Daughter-in-law gives birth

with mother-in-law.

And they are even

in the same ward.

Holy crap!

Oh, my gosh!

The brother-in-law and his own nephew

gonna grow up together.

For people who don't know,

they're gonna think they're blood brothers.

Yeah, in my view,

why did she have a baby

at 48-years-old?

She can't even have milk. Shame on her.

Totally agree.

What are you talking about?

You freak me out.

Dr. Du,

please don't be so horrid.

Did you finish your work?

Talking nonsense here.

How could you say that?

Who were talking nonsense?

You can't even do a good job as a carer.

Uneducated and gossipy.

Leave now if you don't want to work.

You're educated.

But nobody wants you.

You're so mean.

No wonder Li Xiaojun dumped you!

Li Xiaojun!

What's wrong with you?

Even the new carer knows

we broke up.

Can't you shut your mouth up?

The new carer?

The carer who always

warms up your food.

So ill-mannered.

She was gossiping about the patients.

When I stopped her, she mocked me

and said you dumped me.

What exactly did you tell the others?

Ill-mannered?

Yes.

It's this ill-mannered carer

who calls you every week,

asks if you eat well,

and wear enough clothes.

It's this ill-mannered carer

who uses her hard-earned salary

to buy local speciality

and couriers to your family

every month.

It's this ill-mannered carer

who cried day and night

at home

after knowing we broke up.

And then she went out to earn more money

and came back to ask me

if the reason you broke up with me

was because I came from

a poor family.

Du Di, are you heartless?

This ill-mannered carer

you mentioned is the one

who called you for several years.

You've also seen

her photos.

And now she has worked here

for over a month.

You really don't know?

You really can't tell

she is my sister?

I've already told my sis.

So she knew we broke up.

Of course.

Breaking up is quite normal.

I won't say anything bad about it.

It's not that I am shamed of it,

it's because I don't think

having a relationship with you

is something

to be proud of.

Are you okay?

The bin was tipped over

by accident.

Dr. Wu,

you can't do this.

If your uniform gets dirty,

you need to disinfect it.

It's okay.

I can't believe that such a clean

and pretty doctor like you

is doing this for us.

Don't mention it.

You helped me a lot.

Thank you.

Sis, this bin is okay.

But that one

contains medical waste.

So be careful.

It's dangerous.

You must be cautious.

I know.

You learn quite fast.

I am leaving.

Sis, I am sorry.

Don't call me sis.

I can't afford it.

How could an alliterated

and uneducated person like me

deserve being a sister

of a doctor like you?

I'm really sorry.

I don't know you would come.

So what if you knew

I would come?

You look down on people like us.

You wouldn't change your attitude.

That's not the truth.

Let me treat you to dinner.

You always take care of me.

I haven't got the chance

to thank you.

Who cares about your dinner?

I sincerely apologize.

Can you forgive me?

I didn't mean it.

Forgive?

I can't do that.

I think the worst thing

my brother did in his life

was to choose you instead of

Dr. Wu

when he was in college.

What's wrong with you?

I am okay.

You don't look good.

What's up?

What are you peeking at?

Nothing.

Give it to me.

Sis.

How could you have a hard temper

and a hard head?

My fault? Why are you hiding?

My fault. My fault.

By the way, Wu Nan comes.

Oh, yeah?

How is the baby?

Director Huang said he is good.

The hospital performed

a brain test on the fetus.

And it shows that the malformation

was reversed.

The back of its brain was also restored

to its normal appearance.

So Feng Yuanhang's intrauterine surgery

was very successful.

When the baby would be due?

C-section is due tomorrow afternoon.

Great!

Luckily, she was persuaded to keep the baby.

Vital signs are good.

Surgery time is 16:00 sharp.

Be ready to get the baby.

One minute. Rated 7.

Not bad.

Honey.

Do you think

we were cheated by the doctor?

Why?

The scar is so big.

We don't even know

how the brain is.

The doctor said before that

there was no cure

for spina bifida,

right?

Now our baby is quite small,

we can't see it.

But who knows what will be wrong

in the future?

I also searched

on some online forums before.

Many babies who were found

with spina bifida

were all aborted.

Why this hospital tried all the way

to persuade us to have the surgery?

Do you think they want us to pay the surgery fee

or something else?

Miss.

You've seen a lot of babies here.

Could you tell if our baby

is healthy?

Well...I...

Please do me a favor. Please. Please.

Come. Come.

How could I tell you

anything about that?

It's okay.

Just say whatever you think.

The baby looks quite sallow.

Unlike

other babies

who look chubby.

Honey, you see.

Even a random person can

tell something is wrong.

We must be cheated.

One of my friends said that

there is no need to have

the intrauterine surgery.

The doctor was just practicing.

What can we do?

I'll get back to work.

You may accompany the family out.

Brother.

What did I say at home?

Dr. Li.

I heard from Wu Nan that

they are gonna do something.

What are they going to do?

I don't know the detail.

Then what are you worrying about?

We saved their baby.

What else they can do?

You are right.

They can't

abandon their baby,

right?

Have you eaten yet?

There is no food in canteen now.

Shall I buy you something?

No, I have box lunch in my office.

It must be cold already.

Let me heat it for you.

How could a carer heat food for a doctor?

What if people see it?

Don't mind such stuff.

If you keep doing this,

you should leave.

What's up, Dr. Li?

Nothing. Let's go.

Let's grab a bite.

Okay.

Are you leaving?

Yes, I am leaving.

This carer is so weird.

Is she working well?

If not, you should talk with her supervisor

to fire her.

It's okay. She is new here.

She doesn't know a lot,

so she asked a little more.

The director is making the rounds.

[Department of Neurosurgery]

[Section Director Office]

Director. Be careful.

Director Liu.

You leave first.

Are you okay?

I am good. No worry.

Okay.

Congratulations to you on the recovery

and coming back to work!

Thanks.

Director Tian.

What brings you

to my office?

Nothing special.

Just come to say hello.

It's impossible you come for nothing.

Just say what you want.

It's about bed allocation in the old building.

The hospital has already decided that

40% for neurosurgery,

30% for O&G,

and 30% of the ground floor

for hepatology.

Then I heard you

wanted all when you came back.

And no concession.

So I think...

Neurosurgery has recently obtained

a national-level lab.

I do need more wards.

I know.

Everyone has difficulties.

And we need to overcome them.

More and more elderly women

are having their second child.

The length of stay is extending.

And their cases are complicated.

Our O&G wards have both

a low turnover of ward usage

and the burden of

maternal safety.

To be honest,

even if you give me all the wards,

they are not enough.

30%

is a concession already.

We work together.

Why don't we take one step for each?

Also, the hepatology

just saved your life.

And you want to take all

30% from them.

It doesn't make sense

in any way.

That's another matter.

You are right.

They saved my life.

But I've expressed

my sincere gratitude

in many ways

both in public and in private.

For the benefits of my department,

I still need to fight.

Okay.

So you just won't compromise?

No.

Then I'll also

go fight for ourselves.

Scientific research is also an important

competitive indicator in our hospital.

I heard

after Director Zhang left,

several of your major research projects

have been at a standstill.

In that case,

why don't you

compromise a little?

The projects you mentioned

could be restarted soon.

I am talking with the lab of

Johns Hopnews University

about cooperation now.

And

your son is the matchmaker.

He is the normalized trainee

in O&G now.

He works very hard

and diligently.

What?

You don't know about it?

How could he not tell you that?

If my project

goes well,

I am not sure

who would get those wards.

But I suggest, Director Liu,

don't be so exclusive.

We all work for the hospital.

We should respect and

be courtesy to each other.

What do you think?

I am leaving.

Go ahead.

Tell me.

How much do you need to go back?

Why do you laugh?

All these years,

no matter what kind of trouble I got into,

you always paid.

Do you think I'm still a spoiled child?

Don't imagine you could

piss me off

just because you work in O&G.

You are an adult now.

You need to be responsible for your own future.

Your mentor is a

world-leading genetic scientist.

Do you think he trained you for years

so that you can deliver babies?

I don't think delivering babies

is something low.

Do you think so?

Nonsense.

As a world-class scientist,

he trains every student

to make greater contribution

for medicine.

Don't let him down.

You've got his best interests at heart.

I don't think you are a good father,

but might be

a good teacher.

Leave tomorrow.

No.

I've officially decided

to stay in O&G.

Do you know what you're talking about?

At first, I did

come here

for my mother's belongings

and to piss you off.

But now I am in O&G

welcoming

one baby after another everyday

and helping one mother after another

to get their babies.

I have learned the value and meaning

of being clinical.

Also...

Forget it. You don't understand.

Anyway, I am going to stay.

Can you be a man?

A man?

Like you?

Like what you did to make your wife suicide

and leave your son abroad alone?

If you define that

as being a man,

then I prefer

not to be a man.

You shouldn't

talk to him so harshly.

Why is Dr. Lin,

who isn't interested in anything

so nosy now?

You think I am interested in that?

I just think sometimes,

there are things you don't cherish

and one day

you'll feel regretful when you lose them.

Gone.

What gone?

Mr. and Mrs. Wu Nan.

Discharged?

No. Liu Nianbai.

Did he tell you anything?

Nothing.

He just said they recovered well.

They left and abandoned the baby.

They didn't even pay the bill.

What happened?

Mr. and Mrs. Wu ran away

without the baby.

We worked a lot to keep the baby.

So heartless.

Some people want to have a baby and can't.

They got the baby

but chose to give her away.

How is

the abandoned baby now?

We've called the police.

The police want us

to take care of the baby first

and make sure she's safe.

The publicity department

also asked the media

to report the news

and put some public pressure

on them.

Here it is.

According to the regulation in our hospital,

if a patient runs away

without paying the bill,

the doctor in charge should pay half.

Another half would be

equally split

among the others in the department.

So,

everyone's bonus should be

reduced this month.

That's unfair.

When patients run away,

it's the doctors who are in trouble.

Now,

we have another problem.

Actually, the baby

is quite healthy.

She doesn't need treatment.

So there's no reason

to keep her in the neonatology,

taking up the wards.

However,

we don't have enough hands

to feed and take care of her.

So neonatology asked us

what can we do?

They asked us?

They're making it difficult for me.

I need to find a temporary mum

for her.

That means a lot.

Where can I find such a woman?

Who can do that?

Me.

You?

You are a doctor.

Do you have time to take the baby?

Yes, I do.

In the daytime,

I can take the baby with me

to the hospital for work.

After work, I'll take her

back home.

I promise I will

take good care of her.

Good idea.

I don't think so.

Congrui is a doctor.

She is the best choice.

And she can take the duty.

If by any chance someone

inquires about the baby's

health issues,

there is no loophole.

You agree?

How about others?

I agree.

Okay.

Then you take the duty.

But I have to tell you.

You must strictly follow

the workflow of nurse

to take care of the baby,

especially concerning the diet and disinfection,

which must be scientific.

Nothing can go wrong

with this baby.

Director Tian, don't worry.

I'll take good care of her.

Okay.

La La La La.

See, how cute

Calabash is.

She is not Calabash.

I know she is not.

But this is an existing name.

I don't feel like to get another one.

This is the time

to give the baby a name

so she can identify herself.

Then you make a name.

I'll think tomorrow.

She needs to be fed again.

You go to sleep first.

Calabash boys. Calabash boys.

Great skills.

Sis.

So is this baby soon

to be discharged?

Raised in incubator for a month.

The mother also recovered.

Mother and baby could be discharged together.

Du Di,

may I have a talk with you

if you are available?

Go ahead and

discharge the mother.

Sure.

Which baby do you come for?

The one that was born ten weeks prematurely

and the mother had her uterus removed.

That baby has gained a kilo

in a month.

He is very resilient.

You came to me

is not for the case, right?

I want to talk with you

about Congrui and the baby.

Anything wrong?

Is Congrui okay?

Is it too hard

to look after the baby?

I wondered before how could she deal with

working in daytime and

taking care of the baby at night?

No.

She is quite happy now.

And she takes good care of the baby.

But just because she is too happy

and does the job too well,

it's not normal.

After her abortion,

I always worry about

her mental condition.

First, she took the baby's stuff

for the cat,

and cuddled the cat to sleep.

And she took someone else's

child home,

and name the child after her own child.

I think this is transference.

But other people's child

can never be hers.

Legally speaking,

she is not the child's

guardian.

Sooner or later,

she'll have to step out of it.

I'm worried

that she'll suffer from the pain

of losing a child again.

By then, she'll collapse emotionally.

You're telling me this,

what do you expect me to say in return?

After all, I caused her

miscarriage.

Also, she hasn't fully

forgiven me yet.

I'm in no position to tell her

to accept the painful fact

that she has lost her child.

Now, you're her husband,

you two live together.

You should be very clear

that she wants a child.

So I think the most important thing

for her is to have

a child of her own

as soon as possible, isn't it?

Can you try to convince her

from this perspective?

OK.

When she's in good shape,

I'll talk to her.

Dr. Huang,

when did you come?

I have been here for a while.

I thought you'd be busy, so I didn't come in.

What can I do for you?

The press is here.

Get the child out.

If you ask me,

why bother looking for them?

They heartlessly

abandoned the child.

Even if we put it on the press,

they won't be back.

Every child

needs to be with their own parents.

Or how do they live their future lives?

Come on, let's go.

Have the parents of the child

contacted the hospital?

Not yet.

As the director of Obstetric and Gynecologic Department,

I'd like to tell

the biological parents of the child.

We have been looking

after this child.

Her surgery scars

have healed,

and she is gaining

weight during this time.

She's been eating well.

Her parents thought

the surgery

would affect the child,

but the fact is, it didn't.

We have designated

a female doctor

to look after

this child

in order to make sure

of her health.

Look how cute Calabash is.

You named her Calabash?

Yes.

I hope she'll be like the Calabash Brothers.

Cute and strong

and smart.

Calabash's parents,

are you watching this?

Calabash is getting prettier

and healthier,

but she has yet to meet

her real parents.

Hope you contact

the hospital as early as possible.

So you'll reunite as a family.

Baby.

She's so cute.

What if Calabash's parents

never come back?

What then?

You can take care of her for a while,

but you can't keep her forever, right?

Why not?

I'll adopt her if I must.

You are such a loving person.

But

we still hope

the child's parents will come around.

Or else, when she grows up

and finds out that her parents

abandoned her,

her heart would break.

Well, hope so.

Calabash Brothers...

Morning, Weiwei.

Did you apologize to your dad?

Why should I?

He didn't respect my choice,

and he won't get my respect, either.

You keep acting like that.

You'll regret it someday.

Dr. Lin, Dr. Liu.

You don't know?

What's the matter?

Why are you all secretive?

What's up with the crowd over there?

Wu Nan, the mother who ran away,

has come back for the kid.

She's having a fight with Dr. Du.

Why?

I'm her mother!

You abandoned your child.

I can't believe you call yourself her mother.

I didn't abandon her.

I just went out for a walk.

I had two operations throughout the birth-giving,

what, I couldn't get some rest?

You owe the hospital

a medical bill of over 30,000.

And you left your child for a month.

That was a long rest, wasn't it?

30,000, huh?

I'll pay the money.

Now,

give my child back to me.

Fine.

Please pay off

the medical bill now.

Parenting

means responsibility.

The hospital held the press conference

and asked us to come back.

Now here we are.

Where's my daughter?

Yeah.

Did something happen

to my daughter?

Speak.

Where's your supervisor?

Get your supervisor here.

Get your supervisor here.

Coming. Coming.

The supervisor is here.

Who are you?

What's your title?

Hold on a minute.

Let me take a good look

at the parents

who abandoned their child.

Hey, watch it!

Well, bring it on.

Use your brain.

Why would the supervisors

work in the impatient department office?

Go to the administration building.

What's the point

of yelling at us here?

Good.

Just wait.

If anything happens

to my daughter,

I'll make you pay.

Xiaowei, let's go.

Go ahead.

Talk to our supervisor.

Leave us humble doctors alone.

They're unbelievable.

They left their child here

and ran away.

They didn't even

leave her a diaper.

And now,

this?

What a pair

of role-model couple.

I'm completely amazed.

That's understandable, actually.

Because it's quite unlikely

for them to have another child.

Why?

Wu Nan's husband has low sperm motility.

She got pregnant

after many test tube attempts.

In the past month,

I think they

went to other hospitals

for more checks,

and I bet they have been told

that their hope of pregnancy becomes slimmer.

And they heard from the news

that the child is healthy,

so they came back for her.

It's good

if they

will treat the child nicely.

But I believe someone

will go through hell.

She won't give

the child to those two.

I won't let them

have Calabash back.

Dr. Wu.

I've been trying

to convince you for over an hour.

My mouth is dry.

You still don't understand me, do you?

It's their child,

not yours.

You are temporarily looking after

her on behalf of the department.

Now, we're only asking you

to give her back to her biological parents.

She isn't your child.

You are not related.

Do you understand me?

Yes.

But I won't do it.

Dr. Tian,

calm down.

Congrui,

I know you care about the child,

and think that her parents are unreliable,

but don't worry.

She is the only child

they'll ever have.

I believe they'll treat her nicely

no matter what.

Low sperm motility.

You never know.

Maybe the guy will produce a strong sperm someday.

And Calabash

will be abandoned once again.

They are selfish,

callous people.

Calabash deserves

parents better than them.

They're related by blood.

Blood is thicker than water.

Only kind-hearted fools

will believe this.

Dr. Huang,

I suggest you stop.

She's not listening to anything.

Let's just call the police.

Call the police on our doctor?

The press just reported

her as a Merit Doctor last month,

and now, you want to call the police on her?

What were you thinking?

What do we do then?

How do we persuade her

to give the child back to her parents?

Stop.

I have got a lawyer representing me.

No matter what happens,

I'm keeping the child.

I'll sue them.

We didn't abandon the child.

What's going on?

We just went to borrow money from our relatives

to pay for the medical bill.

Correct me if I'm wrong.

Would they let us

take away our child

if we didn't pay off the medical bill?

No!

But after we have

managed to scrape the money together，

they told us

they wouldn't give our child back.

This is kidnapping.

Shengji Hospital, give my child back to me!

Give the child back to us!

Give the child back to us!

Give the child back to us!

Give the child back to us!

Give the child back to us!

Give the child back to us!

Give the child back to us!

Dr. Wu.

Hello. Hi.

I'm Mr. Feng, the lawyer.

Hello.

I'm sorry,

she's making noises.

She's not feeling well lately.

You can hear me, right?

It's fine.

As long as you hear me clearly.

So…

We can win the lawsuit, right?

I gotta say, the chance is slim.

The parents

have paid off the medical bill,

and they denied

that they abandoned their child.

Whether from

a perspective

of civil affairs or from legal,

the child can't be defined as an orphan.

In addition,

you and your husband

aren't qualified to adopt children.

Even if she was an orphan,

you wouldn't be able

to win her custody.

But they did abandon her.

For a whole month!

This is a fact.

The hospital

never stopped calling them.

They even changed their phone numbers.

Tell me if it's not abandonment.

Dr. Wu,

here's the thing.

Emotionally and morally,

I'm on your side.

But this lawsuit

may cost you a lot,

and it probably won't end well.

The public opinions

are not all in favor

of the hospital.

The parents now claim

the hospital's medical treatment was excessive.

They said

the intrauterine surgery

was unnecessary

and the doctor

convinced them

into agreeing to it

so she could gain more fame.

This is nonsense!

If the hospital hadn't done the operation,

she would have already been dead.

We made it very clear!

A medical dispute can be even trickier.

It'll take a lengthy investigation.

I suggest you

reach a settlement with them.

That won't happen.

I swear

I'll win the lawsuit one way or another.

If you can't help me win it,

I'll have you changed!

Please calm down.

I know how you feel.

How can you possibly know how I feel?!

♫Maybe someone's thinking of you♫

My baby.

Stop crying.

♫Maybe he'll never talk about it♫

Stop crying, honey.

I won't leave you.

Mommy won't leave you.

♫You think you aren't special♫

♫But you bloom in his heart♫

Mommy has

to keep you with me.

No one will take you away.

♫Happiness can be overlooked♫

♫One needs to look for it with care♫

♫You have no idea of a lonely island far away♫

♫You're making his heart warm♫

♫Maybe it's drizzling gently♫

♫Maybe the stars are seeing you home♫

♫Your emotions are watched by angels♫

♫Make a dream, or enjoy a breeze♫

♫Yesterday's pain hurts once more♫

Are you here

to ask me to give back the child?

Feng Yuanhang was rebuked by the leadership.

♫Unknown fear seizes the sky♫

Director Tian told me

that if you don't give back the child,

you'll both

be fired,

and you'll take legal responsibility.

♫Please wait, just wait♫

He had no choice.

The director forced him

to fetch the child from home.

♫The dying ember will be re-lit in time♫

When they arrived

at your home,

you weren't there.

They were going to call the police,

and Feng Yuanhang called

me immediately.

I told him

♫My dear, you are being loved♫

that you were taking a walk with me

and would be home soon.

And then,

he and I came to find you.

How did you know I was here?

You always

come to the old house left by your grandma

whenever you have something on your mind.

You have kept

this place tidy over the years.

You asked me a while ago

if you should put the house up for rent

because it was a waste to leave it unoccupied.

Always stay on guard against the besties.

I'm not here to convince you.

I, too, think

they have no right to have the child back.

It's been days.

You are

the only one

who thinks in my shoe.

Thank you.

You know, I feel guilty.

I think the reason why you insistently

keep the child

is that you lost

your own child.

Congrui,

Calabash is a poor girl,

but she isn't your biological daughter.

Do you honestly think

that she can fill

the hole inside you?

There's no hole to fill.

I simply don't want her

to be taken away by irresponsible people.

Give me a minute.

Sorted?

How much longer do you need to

change this situation?

What am I supposed to do?

Can't you just tell her explicitly

that you'll have

a child of your own

very soon?

You know she's in a bad state.

You asked for help everywhere.

And yet, you didn't

make any efforts.

It's not certain

that we'll have our own child very soon.

Yeah, I see you're very precise,

but we're not doing research here.

It's a humanity thing.

Could you please

be less stern?

Do you want her to be fired

and pointed at by the netizens

and eventually lose the child?

Could you please

be vague about it?

This isn't

about being vague.

What is this, then?

Whatever it is,

she'll lose

this child.

Just rip off the band-aid, will you?

Logical, huh?

Very logical.

You take turns to urge me.

Try to wear me out?

Congrui,

I…

You what?

You are afraid to be fired.

I don't want to adopt someone else's child.

We'll make our own baby

as soon as possible, okay?

Sorry.

I'm sorry.

It's not like I must keep the child.

It's just she

really makes me happy.

I really want a child.

I want to be a mom.

Our child…

It was a poor baby.

She, too, is a poor baby.

I don't understand

why those who want a child

can't have one

whereas someone would

throw their own child away.

I'd like to say sorry

on behalf of her parents.

How about you be her godmother?

You can supervise her parents

and make them good parents.

How about that?

There, there.

You must

grow up as

a happy girl.

A girl who won't rely on any men.

Dr. Wu.

Dr. Wu.

Let them have the baby.

What's the meaning of this?

There are a few things

that I want you to know.

She has a narrow throat,

so she's a slow drinker.

When you feed her,

you have to be very patient.

After the feed,

it takes a long time to burp her.

She craves milk recently,

but she drinks slowly.

So when you feed her,

be extra patient.

And you need to shorten the time

between two feeds.

Noted.

Here.

She's caught a cold.

She hasn't got a fever yet,

but she hasn't been

sleeping well.

Mind the temperature

in the room.

It shouldn't be too hot

or she'll have rashes on the head.

Not too cold, either,

or she'll get feisty in sleep.

OK.

Also…

What else?

She's allergic

to certain types of body lotion.

So some brands are forbidden.

I have written them all

down on a notebook.

She enjoys baths.

She enjoys good-smelling cream.

She likes to seize mommy's hair

when she sleeps.

Mommy?

Oh, sorry.