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("Get Along" by Kenny Chesney
playing)
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♪♪ Get along on down the road ♪♪
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♪♪ We've got
a long, long way to go ♪♪
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♪♪ Scared to live,
scared to die ♪♪
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♪♪ We ain't perfect but we try ♪♪
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♪♪ Get along while we can ♪♪
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♪♪ Always give love
the upper hand ♪♪
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♪♪ Paint a wall, learn to dance ♪♪
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♪♪ Call your mom,
can't we all get along? ♪♪
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♪♪ ♪♪
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(knocking)
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(chuckles): My God.
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Sam.
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This is a surprise.
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Yeah.
I guess I should've called.
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Are you okay?
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Yeah. I j... I...
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I'm in therapy,
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and my therapist said
that I should...
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come and talk to you.
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You're in therapy?
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Mm-hmm.
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♪♪ ♪♪
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(clicks tongue)
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H-How's Hara doing?
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She just turned 12 last month.
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Mm.
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Her reading's getting better.
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It turns out she's pretty fast.
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She likes running races
against the boys.
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(chuckles softly)
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Have you heard
of panta bhat and fuchka?
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No.
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That's what she eats.
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Her favorites.
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I'm surprised
you haven't heard of those,
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with all the...
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places you eat.
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Did you tell her about us?
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That's against the rules.
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You don't tell them
about divorce or anything...
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upsetting in your family.
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Mm. Right.
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I actually have
another one now, too.
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Muntaha.
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(chuckles softly)
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Wow.
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Do you want to see a picture?
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-(chuckles)
-Sure.
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(chuckles)
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Wow.
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She's cute.
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Yeah, and she also likes
panta bhat and fuchka.
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ELIAS:
Alan, can you
come closer to the door?
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(chain jangling)
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I'm here.
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Listen.
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Your hands are free, right?
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Yeah.
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And you said you have...
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like, meetings with him.
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Appointments?
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-Sessions.
-Sessions.
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Do you think you could have one
with him here now?
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We... actually do.
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We do have them here.
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Great.
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That's weird. Right?
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Yeah, it's weird.
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I don't really have a choice.
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We're both prob-probably going
to be dead soon.
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I say we go down swinging.
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Next time you have
one of your sessions,
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I want you to convince him
to bring me in.
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Make up some...
good therapy reason.
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(panting)
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And once I'm there,
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you jump him.
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And I'll, like...
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throw my body on him, too.
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Did you see Kenny last summer?
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Mm-hmm. Twice.
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Raleigh and Chicago.
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Chicago was...
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What did your therapist
want you to talk to me about?
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I don't know. He just said
I should come talk to you.
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So...
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You never picked up
your La-Z-Boy.
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Do you still want it?
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(whimpers)
Okay.
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-All right?
-Mm-hmm.
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All right.
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Okay, just try and get it in.
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All right, go. One, two, three.
(grunts)
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-(groans) That's...
-No? Okay.
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-No. (chuckles)
-All right.
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Okay.
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(grunts)
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Go.
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Thanks.
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♪♪ ♪♪
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(urinating)
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(zips)
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(chain jangling)
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Elias?
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ELIAS:
Yeah.
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You gave me a message
for your family.
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But you may be the one
who gets out of here. So...
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I'd like to give you a message
for mine, too.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Tell my daughter, Shoshana,
that I love her.
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And that I treasured
our life together.
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And that...
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I want her to find a way
to move on.
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Ezra, my son--
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tell him I loved him very much
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and that his mother
loved him, too.
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Even when it was difficult
between them.
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And that I'm...
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sorry that there was so much...
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conflict in the family
when she was dying
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and that I...
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That's a lot to remember.
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Um, just...
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Just tell them
what you can remember.
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Can you k...
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keep talking?
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Please?
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When Ezra went to college...
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...he fell in with one of
those rabbis with the black hats
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and...
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suddenly he's an Orthodox Jew.
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No parties.
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Doesn't turn the lights on
or off during the Sabbath.
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Beth, my wife...
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(chuckles softly)
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...this all...
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just drove her crazy.
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Everybody following
their own paths
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wasn't exactly her cup of tea.
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I did my best
to help her with it, but...
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...Ezra did not make it easy.
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His family could not
even come over to our house
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without bringing their own food.
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You know about kosher food?
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It's regular food
with a thousand rules.
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This one birthday party
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for Ezra's son...
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she wanted to bring some...
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(vehicle approaching)
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He's back.
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-(engine shuts off)
-(car door opens)
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(car door shuts)
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(gate creaks)
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(footsteps approaching)
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(grunts)
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(Sam exhales)
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I got my chair back.
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So you saw her?
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Yeah.
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What did you talk about?
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(sighs)
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She's got these kids...
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...who we adopted in Bangladesh.
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We adopted 'em from this...
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organization.
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I mean,
we-we adopted one of 'em.
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She just got another one.
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And...
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she loves them a lot.
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How did it feel seeing her?
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Yeah.
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I liked it.
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Mm.
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But I don't think
it accomplished
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what you were hoping.
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Like, diverting me.
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These kids of Mary's
and yours...
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...when they grow up,
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I bet you want them
to be responsible
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for the things they do in life.
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It has to be hard in Bangladesh.
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You want them to overcome,
not...
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blame everything
on their circumstances
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or the people who hurt them.
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That's part of what
we're talking about here, Sam...
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Can you imagine me beating
the shit out of those kids?
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Like...
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punching 'em, hitting 'em
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like they're
worthless pieces of shit?
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How can anybody...
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Yeah, I'm gonna do this now.
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Wait. Wait. Wait! Sam!
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-No. Listen to me!
-This guy's gonna get it.
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-He's gonna get it right now.
-Candace! Get down here!
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Get down here! Right now!
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-We have a problem down here!
-No! No! (whimpering)
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-CANDACE: Sam?
-(grunts) No! No, no, no...
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No, please. (whimpers)
Please.
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-Oh, Sam, stop!
-ELIAS: Wait, please, please.
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-Wait, wait.
-Mom, go back upstairs.
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No. You listen to me.
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Stop right now.
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You are supposed
to be protecting me
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by not doing this.
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-(clapping)
-Get back here!
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What?
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Go to your room.
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Right now.
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-I don't want to.
-CANDACE: Sam.
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You need
your good night's sleep.
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You know, sometimes
you feel better after that.
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♪♪ ♪♪
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(lock clicks)
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(door opens)
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(door slams)
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("I Go Back" by Kenny Chesney
playing over stereo)
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SAM:
Fuck!
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(quietly): I'm okay.
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(volume increasing)
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♪♪ "Jack and Diane"
painted a picture of my life ♪♪
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♪♪ And my dreams ♪♪
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♪♪ Suddenly this crazy world ♪♪
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♪♪ Made more sense to me ♪♪
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♪♪ Well, I heard it today
and I couldn't help ♪♪
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♪♪ But sing along ♪♪
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♪♪ 'Cause every time
I hear that song ♪♪
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♪♪ And I go back to a two-toned
short-bed Chevy ♪♪
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♪♪ Driving my first love
out to the levee ♪♪
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♪♪ Living life
with no sense of time ♪♪
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-♪♪ And I go back to the feel
of a 50-yard line ♪♪
-ELIAS: Alan?
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-♪♪ A blanket, a girl,
some raspberry wine ♪♪
-Yeah.
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♪♪ Wishing time would stop
right in its tracks ♪♪
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ELIAS:
They gone?
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-♪♪ Every time I hear that song ♪♪
-ALAN: Yes.
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-(Elias shuddering)
-♪♪ I go back... ♪♪
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(grunts, panting)
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-♪♪ I go back ♪♪
-His mother. (panting)
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His mother-- sh-she seems okay.
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♪♪ I used to rock
all night long ♪♪
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♪♪ To "Keep On Rockin' Me,
Baby" ♪♪
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♪♪ Frat parties, college bars ♪♪
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♪♪ Just trying
to impress the ladies ♪♪
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♪♪ Well, I heard it today and I
couldn't help but sing along ♪♪
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♪♪ 'Cause every time
I hear that song ♪♪
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♪♪ And I go back to the smell
of an old gym floor ♪♪
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♪♪ The taste of salt
on a Carolina shore ♪♪
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♪♪ After graduation and drinking
goodbye to friends ♪♪
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-(computer chimes)
-♪♪ Every time ♪♪
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♪♪ I hear that song ♪♪
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♪♪ I go back... ♪♪
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♪♪ I go back. ♪♪
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♪♪ I got a feeling ♪♪
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♪♪ Are you feeling it, too? ♪♪
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♪♪ I guess
I've all but said it now ♪♪
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♪♪ So much for hoping
you'd go first ♪♪
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♪♪ Say you couldn't
sleep last night ♪♪
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♪♪ Swore that
you could feel me breathe ♪♪
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♪♪ Had you wanting me there
by your side ♪♪
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♪♪ Yeah, baby,
I know what you mean ♪♪
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♪♪ I got a feeling ♪♪
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♪♪ My head's reeling ♪♪
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♪♪ My heart is screaming ♪♪
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♪♪ I'm about to bust loose ♪♪
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♪♪ Bottled-up emotion ♪♪
267
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♪♪ It's more than a notion ♪♪
268
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♪♪ It starts with an I
and ends with a you ♪♪
269
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♪♪ I got a feeling ♪♪
270
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♪♪ You're feeling it, too. ♪♪
271
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♪♪ ♪♪
272
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BETH:
♪♪ Ma yafeh hayom ♪♪
273
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♪♪ Shabbat shalom ♪♪
274
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-♪♪ Shabbat ♪♪
-EZRA: Mommy! Mommy!
275
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-♪♪ Shabbat shalom ♪♪
-Mommy! That's my mommy!
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-Shh. (chuckles)
-Mommy!
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♪♪ Shabbat ♪♪
278
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-♪♪ Shabbat shalom ♪♪
-Mommy! Mommy!
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-Mommy.
-♪♪ Shabbat ♪♪
280
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♪♪ Shalom. ♪♪
281
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-I'm a cantor, but I'm also
a mommy. This is my son Ezra.
-Mommy.
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Here, come sit with me
over here.
283
00:17:57,463 --> 00:18:00,804
Why don't we play one
of your favorite songs, then?
284
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What song should we play?
285
00:18:02,808 --> 00:18:04,444
-What's your favorite song?
-"Got That Shabbat."
286
00:18:04,511 --> 00:18:05,980
"I Got That Shabbat Feeling"?
287
00:18:06,047 --> 00:18:07,584
Okay. Here we go.
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(playing guitar)
289
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♪♪ I got that Shabbat feeling ♪♪
290
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♪♪ Up in my head ♪♪
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(chuckles): Head.
292
00:18:15,032 --> 00:18:17,036
♪♪ Up in my head ♪♪
293
00:18:17,103 --> 00:18:18,839
♪♪ Up in
my head ♪♪
294
00:18:18,906 --> 00:18:21,979
♪♪ I got that Shabbat feeling ♪♪
295
00:18:22,046 --> 00:18:24,050
♪♪ Up in my head ♪♪
296
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♪♪ Up in my head today. ♪♪
297
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♪♪ ♪♪
298
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(groans softly)
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♪♪ ♪♪
300
00:18:55,146 --> 00:18:56,582
(door opens)
301
00:19:01,693 --> 00:19:03,361
(chain jangling)
302
00:19:13,248 --> 00:19:14,684
Come, sit down.
303
00:19:32,821 --> 00:19:34,892
(inhales deeply)
304
00:19:34,958 --> 00:19:37,296
(exhales)
305
00:19:39,300 --> 00:19:42,741
You told me
that you get very angry
306
00:19:42,808 --> 00:19:45,312
with people
who treat you rudely.
307
00:19:46,514 --> 00:19:48,485
That everyone you hurt
308
00:19:48,553 --> 00:19:51,659
somehow deserves
what happens to them.
309
00:19:51,725 --> 00:19:53,662
And...
310
00:19:53,729 --> 00:19:55,065
I'm starting to think that
311
00:19:55,131 --> 00:19:58,939
that's not actually
what's going on, Sam.
312
00:20:02,146 --> 00:20:03,883
What do you mean?
313
00:20:04,985 --> 00:20:08,793
What I mean is, after everything
you went through as a child,
314
00:20:08,860 --> 00:20:09,961
you are angry,
315
00:20:10,028 --> 00:20:12,901
as anyone would be
who experienced that.
316
00:20:12,967 --> 00:20:16,107
And that anger
has made you violent.
317
00:20:16,174 --> 00:20:18,813
Which is also very human. So...
318
00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:20,115
really, Sam,
319
00:20:20,182 --> 00:20:23,522
you are just looking for people
320
00:20:23,589 --> 00:20:25,860
who will serve as an excuse
321
00:20:25,927 --> 00:20:28,899
for you to act out
those feelings.
322
00:20:30,135 --> 00:20:32,239
And the people
that you choose--
323
00:20:32,306 --> 00:20:35,045
I-I think it's almost random.
324
00:20:35,813 --> 00:20:39,053
If you run into someone when
you are in that state of mind,
325
00:20:39,119 --> 00:20:42,794
I think you will find a way
326
00:20:42,861 --> 00:20:46,201
-to be offended by them.
-No, you're wrong.
327
00:20:46,268 --> 00:20:48,706
Those people, each and every
one of those people
328
00:20:48,773 --> 00:20:50,810
is a fucking asshole.
You weren't there.
329
00:20:50,876 --> 00:20:53,315
You were never there.
That piece of shit,
330
00:20:53,381 --> 00:20:55,085
he acts however he wants.
331
00:20:55,151 --> 00:20:56,521
He treats people like shit.
332
00:20:56,589 --> 00:20:58,860
I understand why
you feel that way.
333
00:20:58,926 --> 00:21:00,663
I know
334
00:21:00,730 --> 00:21:03,268
that is what
you are experiencing.
335
00:21:03,335 --> 00:21:05,338
But part of therapy
336
00:21:05,405 --> 00:21:09,514
is finding a way to look beyond
337
00:21:09,582 --> 00:21:12,352
what you are experiencing
in the moment
338
00:21:12,419 --> 00:21:15,492
and to search more deeply.
339
00:21:16,427 --> 00:21:19,500
Sam, I think this
is a great opportunity
340
00:21:19,568 --> 00:21:21,705
for you to search more deeply.
341
00:21:21,772 --> 00:21:24,043
I know it's what you want.
342
00:21:24,109 --> 00:21:27,917
I know it's why we are
both here right now.
343
00:21:30,089 --> 00:21:33,762
I want you to consider
what I just told you.
344
00:21:36,234 --> 00:21:38,404
May I tell you something more?
345
00:21:39,608 --> 00:21:41,211
I don't know.
346
00:21:41,277 --> 00:21:43,247
I think you are angry
347
00:21:43,314 --> 00:21:47,522
because of what your father did,
like you always said.
348
00:21:47,590 --> 00:21:49,527
But I think it connects
with your father
349
00:21:49,594 --> 00:21:51,163
on deeper levels as well.
350
00:21:51,230 --> 00:21:54,103
You said that he would beat you
351
00:21:54,170 --> 00:21:56,307
if you didn't do
352
00:21:56,374 --> 00:21:58,613
exactly what he said instantly.
353
00:21:58,679 --> 00:22:01,218
If you even took a moment
to think about it.
354
00:22:01,284 --> 00:22:03,388
Isn't that what you said?
355
00:22:03,455 --> 00:22:05,860
Mm-hmm.
356
00:22:05,927 --> 00:22:08,198
So that was, like, his reason
357
00:22:08,264 --> 00:22:10,837
to hurt you, in his mind.
358
00:22:10,904 --> 00:22:12,506
But then that
got into your mind.
359
00:22:12,574 --> 00:22:15,412
So you-you think
that there is a reason
360
00:22:15,478 --> 00:22:19,053
that all of these people are
behaving this way towards you,
361
00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:20,690
when in reality,
362
00:22:20,757 --> 00:22:23,294
they're just
going about their business.
363
00:22:24,063 --> 00:22:27,837
They didn't do anything
to provoke your attacks
364
00:22:27,904 --> 00:22:30,075
any more than you did
to provoke your father.
365
00:22:30,142 --> 00:22:34,517
He was just a violent,
out of control abuser.
366
00:22:34,585 --> 00:22:38,392
You weren't responsible.
367
00:22:38,458 --> 00:22:40,830
You were just a little boy.
368
00:22:42,299 --> 00:22:44,404
Elias Petraki in there...
369
00:22:45,172 --> 00:22:48,144
...he didn't do anything
to deserve this either.
370
00:22:48,211 --> 00:22:52,086
He's just a guy who cooks,
manages a Greek restaurant,
371
00:22:52,152 --> 00:22:53,656
makes food that you like.
372
00:22:53,722 --> 00:22:56,060
He got into a little tangle
with you
373
00:22:56,127 --> 00:22:58,633
over an inspection,
374
00:22:58,700 --> 00:23:00,870
and he might have
looked at you funny
375
00:23:00,937 --> 00:23:03,576
or been obnoxious
or disrespectful.
376
00:23:03,643 --> 00:23:05,445
He looked at me...
377
00:23:06,281 --> 00:23:08,284
He looked at me like I was...
378
00:23:08,351 --> 00:23:11,659
I was... a son of a bitch.
379
00:23:11,726 --> 00:23:13,028
You know,
it doesn't-it doesn't...
380
00:23:13,094 --> 00:23:14,664
-it doesn't-it doesn't matter.
-Sam.
381
00:23:14,731 --> 00:23:16,400
-He's-he's... he's...
-Sam.
382
00:23:16,467 --> 00:23:19,240
I want you
to bring Elias out here
383
00:23:19,306 --> 00:23:20,442
so the three of us can talk.
384
00:23:20,509 --> 00:23:22,580
(scoffs)
385
00:23:23,448 --> 00:23:25,152
What would the point
of that be?
386
00:23:25,219 --> 00:23:27,724
You seem to think that
he is such a horrible person
387
00:23:27,790 --> 00:23:30,296
that he doesn't deserve to live.
388
00:23:30,362 --> 00:23:32,700
Let's see
389
00:23:32,767 --> 00:23:34,938
-if there's more to him.
-I don't want to.
390
00:23:37,510 --> 00:23:39,213
-I want him dead.
-I know you do,
391
00:23:39,280 --> 00:23:41,651
but I think
392
00:23:41,718 --> 00:23:44,023
the three of us talking
could be an important
393
00:23:44,090 --> 00:23:46,027
-part of our work.
-These aren't his
therapy sessions. These are
394
00:23:46,094 --> 00:23:48,331
-my therapy sessions.
-I'm not suggesting that
395
00:23:48,398 --> 00:23:50,302
we do this for him.
396
00:23:50,368 --> 00:23:52,239
This is your therapy.
397
00:24:06,636 --> 00:24:09,073
(door opens)
398
00:24:11,945 --> 00:24:13,883
-(Sam speaking indistinctly)
-(clattering)
399
00:24:13,950 --> 00:24:16,220
-(duct tape ripping)
-(Elias grunting, whimpering)
400
00:24:26,808 --> 00:24:29,848
(Elias panting)
401
00:24:29,915 --> 00:24:31,685
(grunts)
402
00:24:51,625 --> 00:24:55,098
I've gotten to know Elias some,
403
00:24:55,165 --> 00:24:58,138
and I think he's
a good young man.
404
00:24:58,204 --> 00:25:02,680
And I think
if you get to know him,
405
00:25:02,747 --> 00:25:06,287
you will feel differently
about him.
406
00:25:11,998 --> 00:25:13,802
Elias,
407
00:25:13,869 --> 00:25:17,744
we want you to show
your full self here
408
00:25:17,811 --> 00:25:21,417
so he can see you
as something more
409
00:25:21,484 --> 00:25:23,088
than he does right now.
410
00:25:23,956 --> 00:25:25,994
Do you think that
you could tell him
411
00:25:26,060 --> 00:25:29,133
a little bit about yourself?
412
00:25:29,200 --> 00:25:32,272
I know how hard this is,
given the circumstances,
413
00:25:32,339 --> 00:25:35,813
but... do your best.
414
00:25:36,582 --> 00:25:38,251
(sniffles)
415
00:25:39,087 --> 00:25:42,192
Okay. Um...
416
00:25:42,259 --> 00:25:44,030
♪♪ ♪♪
417
00:25:44,096 --> 00:25:46,802
Why don't you tell him
about the pastitsio,
418
00:25:46,868 --> 00:25:49,974
and how you
came up with that idea.
419
00:25:52,312 --> 00:25:54,517
O... Okay.
420
00:25:54,584 --> 00:25:56,254
Um...
421
00:25:56,321 --> 00:25:58,559
(whimpering)
422
00:25:58,625 --> 00:26:02,132
It's okay.
I know this is hard.
423
00:26:02,199 --> 00:26:04,972
Tell him about it.
424
00:26:05,038 --> 00:26:07,276
How you were in Asia.
425
00:26:07,343 --> 00:26:11,083
Okay.
Yeah, I...
426
00:26:11,150 --> 00:26:12,720
(exhales sharply)
427
00:26:12,787 --> 00:26:16,494
Okay.
(clears throat)
428
00:26:16,561 --> 00:26:17,864
I work in a restaurant
429
00:26:17,931 --> 00:26:21,906
with... with my parents.
(sniffles)
430
00:26:21,972 --> 00:26:25,111
They-they came from Greece.
431
00:26:25,178 --> 00:26:27,215
All that way.
They...
432
00:26:27,282 --> 00:26:28,819
they had a-a dream to...
433
00:26:28,886 --> 00:26:33,261
What? What? Wh...
434
00:26:33,327 --> 00:26:34,831
Should I, uh...
435
00:26:34,898 --> 00:26:37,269
I-I... Okay.
436
00:26:38,037 --> 00:26:39,875
So, I-I had this idea
437
00:26:39,942 --> 00:26:42,346
-to com-to combine
udon noodles...
-I...
438
00:26:42,412 --> 00:26:44,985
-No, no. No, no, no!
-(whimpering, screaming)
439
00:26:45,051 --> 00:26:46,589
-Alan!
-No, no, no! No.
440
00:26:46,656 --> 00:26:48,625
No! Candace!
441
00:26:48,692 --> 00:26:51,230
ELIAS:
No! (coughs) Don't...
442
00:26:51,297 --> 00:26:53,301
No, God. Candace!
443
00:26:54,704 --> 00:26:57,476
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
444
00:26:57,543 --> 00:27:00,616
-(Elias gasping)
-Oh, God, no!
445
00:27:00,683 --> 00:27:05,058
No. Oh!
446
00:27:05,125 --> 00:27:07,128
No!
447
00:27:13,408 --> 00:27:15,279
No! No, God!
448
00:27:15,345 --> 00:27:18,719
No, no, no, no!
449
00:27:18,786 --> 00:27:20,489
No!
450
00:27:20,556 --> 00:27:22,827
(gagging)
451
00:27:24,530 --> 00:27:26,300
No.
452
00:27:34,082 --> 00:27:36,353
-(whimpering)
-(Sam continues panting)
453
00:28:02,641 --> 00:28:04,209
(door shuts)
454
00:28:31,430 --> 00:28:33,501
♪♪ ♪♪
455
00:29:00,623 --> 00:29:02,893
♪♪ ♪♪
456
00:29:21,397 --> 00:29:23,467
♪♪ ♪♪
457
00:31:18,698 --> 00:31:20,969
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