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i'm hoping that i can someday feel like

i'm hoping that i can someday feel like
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you do inside i've never been the type

you do inside i've never been the type
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to have but i'm looking out from behind

to have but i'm looking out from behind
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the slider door

the slider door
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and i'm stuck

and i'm stuck
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everyone's got a new way to do

everyone's got a new way to do
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everything life is color-coded and i'm

everything life is color-coded and i'm
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still standing by t-shirts and dresses

still standing by t-shirts and dresses
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and contemplating oh

and contemplating oh
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it's getting hot in here

it's getting hot in here
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no one ever tries to find me they run

no one ever tries to find me they run
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around the house and wondering where

around the house and wondering where
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i've been finding myself i am between

i've been finding myself i am between
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the mothballs and sunday best

the mothballs and sunday best
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have you ever seen that skirt hung and

have you ever seen that skirt hung and
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faded in closets with me for months

faded in closets with me for months
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watching the kids grow up knocking and

watching the kids grow up knocking and
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knowing you'll never think of me insane

knowing you'll never think of me insane
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[Music]

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you you see me like a ghost

you you see me like a ghost
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stuck in my own closet goes

stuck in my own closet goes
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i'm not

i'm not
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ashamed of my sexuality

ashamed of my sexuality
just

just

just
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puzzled and curious

puzzled and curious
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and i'm always in this state of limbo

and i'm always in this state of limbo
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comfortable

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or fulfilled

or fulfilled
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athlete

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or poet

or poet
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pessimist or optimist

pessimist or optimist
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my head or my heart

my head or my heart
but

but

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why choose one when you can have it all

why choose one when you can have it all
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and i don't want to be all over the

and i don't want to be all over the
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place i just

place i just
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i want

i want
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i really wish i had some vodka to go

i really wish i had some vodka to go
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with this right now

with this right now
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it's 11 a.m day drinking is a thing yeah

it's 11 a.m day drinking is a thing yeah
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and so are alcoholics old enough to know

and so are alcoholics old enough to know
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better young enough not to care uh

better young enough not to care uh
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poison enough to lose a liver yeah well

poison enough to lose a liver yeah well
yellow

yellow

yellow
stop

this weather is

this weather is
gorgeous

gorgeous

gorgeous
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we should totally go up to my grandma's

we should totally go up to my grandma's
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lake house over the weekend we could lay

lake house over the weekend we could lay
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out make omelets and listen to sad music

out make omelets and listen to sad music
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till i finally get over kyle drunk the

till i finally get over kyle drunk the
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whole time obviously

whole time obviously
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where would we even get alcohol from

where would we even get alcohol from
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there's a gin under the sink it'll be

there's a gin under the sink it'll be
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perfect

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i deserve better than him don't i

i deserve better than him don't i
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our whole relationship was a lie it's no

our whole relationship was a lie it's no
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wonder i cheated on him

wonder i cheated on him
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if you think about it

if you think about it
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he was holding me back the entire time

he was holding me back the entire time
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i should have broken up with him a long

i should have broken up with him a long
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time ago

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i don't know why he didn't you know i

i don't know why he didn't you know i
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just couldn't

just couldn't
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i think for a while i was just afraid to

i think for a while i was just afraid to
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break his heart

break his heart
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oh i'm such a heartbreaker

oh i'm such a heartbreaker
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oh well

oh well
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lesson learned though

lesson learned though
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never let anyone hold you back from

never let anyone hold you back from
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being you

being you
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it just leads to hurting other people am

it just leads to hurting other people am
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i'm so

i'm so
brilliant

brilliant

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i learned a hard way but

i learned a hard way but
whatevs

who are you

who are you
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i'm robin

i'm robin
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and who are you

and who are you
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i'm tara

i'm tara
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hi tara it's nice to meet you

hi tara it's nice to meet you
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so i was just noticing you over there

so i was just noticing you over there
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and i thought i'd die if i didn't at

and i thought i'd die if i didn't at
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least get your name oh

least get your name oh
wow

are you two no

are you two no
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oh wait gosh i'm sorry

oh wait gosh i'm sorry
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so you're not a lesbian

so you're not a lesbian
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oh that is rich

oh that is rich
well

well

well
uh

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yeah i i am

yeah i i am
oh

are you single

are you single
yeah

yeah

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so uh then can i give you my number

so uh then can i give you my number
yeah

call me if you want

call me if you want
bye

but they were afraid that there would be

but they were afraid that there would be
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a riot if they arrested it

a riot if they arrested it
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all right all right so now i'm going to

all right all right so now i'm going to
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break you up into groups okay i want

break you up into groups okay i want
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circle now is the time to live life

circle now is the time to live life
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together y'all right

together y'all right
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okay so now i'm going to ask you my

okay so now i'm going to ask you my
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favorite question

favorite question
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how can we be expected to live as a

how can we be expected to live as a
community

community

community
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if we can't be honest with one another

if we can't be honest with one another
right

right

right
right

right

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okay now go share

okay now go share
brother

brother

brother
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can i just be real with y'all for a sec

can i just be real with y'all for a sec
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yeah man be real man you know who had

yeah man be real man you know who had
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the greatest brotherhood of all who

the greatest brotherhood of all who
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jesus man jesus and his disciples those

jesus man jesus and his disciples those
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were some solid dudes man you are so

were some solid dudes man you are so
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right man and they were fishers of men i

right man and they were fishers of men i
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mean they were probably covered in fish

mean they were probably covered in fish
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yo yo guys

yo yo guys
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speaking of fish

speaking of fish
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what is it man

what is it man
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i gave into my temptation this week

i gave into my temptation this week
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i watched porn and i masturbated dude

i watched porn and i masturbated dude
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sorry to hear that

sorry to hear that
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it was it was just calling to me you

it was it was just calling to me you
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know man

know man
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the boobs they were

the boobs they were
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calling to me

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i want to be a proverbs 31

i want to be a proverbs 31
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told me all favorite passage i'm serious

told me all favorite passage i'm serious
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i feel so attached to this passage

i feel so attached to this passage
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like it's god's gift to women everywhere

like it's god's gift to women everywhere
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it's like

it's like
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a life raft for us

a life raft for us
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what do you mean

what do you mean
well

well

well
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proverbs is the book of wisdom right

proverbs is the book of wisdom right
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right well this wise

right well this wise
passage

passage

passage
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can keep us afloat amidst all the

can keep us afloat amidst all the
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challenges that we face every day what

challenges that we face every day what
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do you mean well

do you mean well
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it's just so hard to be white in today's

it's just so hard to be white in today's
culture

culture

culture
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i mean feeling beautiful in general has

i mean feeling beautiful in general has
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become near impossible when with beyonce

become near impossible when with beyonce
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and j.lo and kim kardashian and don't

and j.lo and kim kardashian and don't
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look up to her she made a sex tape

look up to her she made a sex tape
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veronica you're missing the point

veronica you're missing the point
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i'm not looking up to these women

i'm not looking up to these women
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i'm just not feeling beautiful maybe

i'm just not feeling beautiful maybe
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i got invited to sit in on the diversity

i got invited to sit in on the diversity
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student council at school the other day

student council at school the other day
why

why

why
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i don't know but i did nonetheless

i don't know but i did nonetheless
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because i felt like god had called me to

because i felt like god had called me to
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do so

do so
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anyway we were talking about body image

anyway we were talking about body image
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and a lot of the girls who aren't white

and a lot of the girls who aren't white
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were saying how they felt uglier because

were saying how they felt uglier because
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of that

of that
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that's ridiculous

that's ridiculous
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i mean i've always felt women who were

i mean i've always felt women who were
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black or bi-racial or you know any other

black or bi-racial or you know any other
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type of skin color to be more beautiful

type of skin color to be more beautiful
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than myself i agree there's this

than myself i agree there's this
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mysterious quality that white women just

mysterious quality that white women just
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can't attain and don't forget biblical

can't attain and don't forget biblical
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heroines were dark-skinned

heroines were dark-skinned
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ruth

ruth
esther

esther

esther
mary

mary

mary
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it's true

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so that's why i feel proverbs 31 is

so that's why i feel proverbs 31 is
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god's affirmation to women everywhere

god's affirmation to women everywhere
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it doesn't mention physical beauty once

it doesn't mention physical beauty once
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to god

to god
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we're all beautiful

we're all beautiful
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and we're all his children

and we're all his children
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that is so

that is so
powerful

i know

i know
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since we're all confessing something

since we're all confessing something
here

here

here
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i struggle with masturbation still too

i struggle with masturbation still too
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jake what about you

jake what about you
what

what

what
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what are you struggling with

what are you struggling with
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um uh

um uh
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come on jake

come on jake
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you can tell us yeah you can tell us

you can tell us yeah you can tell us
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it's the truth circle it's the

it's the truth circle it's the
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brotherhood i struggle with masturbation

brotherhood i struggle with masturbation
too

too

too
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yeah

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sometimes i just

sometimes i just
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all right come on guys

all right come on guys
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dear god

dear god
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we ask that you help each and every one

we ask that you help each and every one
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of us with our faults mistakes and sins

of us with our faults mistakes and sins
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you're broken and we need you to help us

you're broken and we need you to help us
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we thank you for this brotherhood

we thank you for this brotherhood
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keep us pure lord

keep us pure lord
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what'd you do at church today truth

what'd you do at church today truth
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circle oh god those are so hopelessly

circle oh god those are so hopelessly
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pathetic let me guess all the guys were

pathetic let me guess all the guys were
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complaining about how difficult it is to

complaining about how difficult it is to
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not masturbate and wait till marriage

not masturbate and wait till marriage
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pretty much

pretty much
kristy

kristy

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we missed you at teen service yeah i

we missed you at teen service yeah i
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thought jesus would appreciate me

thought jesus would appreciate me
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helping the kids making sure they're not

helping the kids making sure they're not
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completely brainwashed too early what

completely brainwashed too early what
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does that mean

does that mean
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means that god's really big and i don't

means that god's really big and i don't
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want her to get stuffed into a box

want her to get stuffed into a box
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interesting view

interesting view
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you sure you're not hungry

you sure you're not hungry
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yeah i'm sure

yeah i'm sure
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i promised myself i'd cut back on

i promised myself i'd cut back on
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caffeine but i want a soda so bad oh and

caffeine but i want a soda so bad oh and
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your mom invited me over to dinner next

your mom invited me over to dinner next
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week she did

week she did
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when your sister's back home

when your sister's back home
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oh cool

oh cool
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hey and you need to sign that petition

hey and you need to sign that petition
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that i'm doing to get the art class in

that i'm doing to get the art class in
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the senior center it's really important

the senior center it's really important
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to keep their minds alert and active you

to keep their minds alert and active you
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know it's not like once you're 55 you're

know it's not like once you're 55 you're
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dead they still have a lot of life to

dead they still have a lot of life to
give

okay i can't take it anymore

okay i can't take it anymore
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got your soda yeah it's my addiction

got your soda yeah it's my addiction
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hey and me and my mom aren't getting a

hey and me and my mom aren't getting a
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pedicure anymore she's blowing me off to

pedicure anymore she's blowing me off to
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hang out with the women's group

hang out with the women's group
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apparently they're going to some floral

apparently they're going to some floral
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i'm blinking like

i'm blinking like
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just to know that it's got proof know

just to know that it's got proof know
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and i'm focused on the center of your

and i'm focused on the center of your
chart

chart

chart
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