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We're not set up to break you.
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We're here to rehabilitate.
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But ultimately,
it's up to you how it plays out.
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You've had plenty of time in solitary
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to think about how we want you to behave.
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But again, I can only strongly
suggest that in the end,
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it all lies with you.
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You have certain choices.
Others have to be made for you.
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This one, for instance. A new cellmate.
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You can't live a solitary life
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in the way that you necessarily want.
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You have to acknowledge that
you have a debt to pay society
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and it will be paid in
the manner we choose.
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Good behaviour.
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You've given your counsellor your word.
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Keep it.
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Last chance.
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Be nice.
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Bottom shelf, Wainwright, yeah?
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Get it sorted.
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She's ready.
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Committed.
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There are a few rudimentary
but necessary amendments
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to the paperwork, but once
they're cleared, it's up to you.
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Your decision is the final one.
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I want you to understand that, Steve.
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This will not happen unless you clear it.
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If you're not ready,
if you're not comfortable,
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we can postpone indefinitely, if need be.
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Twenty years is a long time.
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She's a woman now.
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From what we know, she claims
she doesn't expect anything from you.
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It's just about her closure.
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Her forgiveness, perhaps.
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But she may be looking for something more
than she's confiding in us.
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She may be angry. She may want answers.
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I need you to have an
inkling of how you feel
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before you subject
yourself to the situation.
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How you want it to pan out.
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But you should know there is a possibility
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that Karen's mother could be there.
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Steve?
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We know you're a fucking grass!
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You're a fucking dead man!
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You're fucked!
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Boys!
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- You're fucked!
- Boys!
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Thanks for the tea.
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The showers that way?
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Scotty Turnbull's in the southeast!
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Psst! Come here.
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Marcus Wainwright?
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- Yeah.
- I know your cousin, Ifbra.
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- Yeah?
- Yeah. Good geezer.
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You stand like a hard-man, don't ya?
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All puffy chest. You a hard-man, son?
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- I ain't after...
- After what?
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Eh?
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You can hold of yourself, can ya?
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This ain't no fuckin'
street fight no more, kid.
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You're on the fuckin' wing now.
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Your cousin can, hold himself.
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I'm good.
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What?
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- I'm good, man.
- You're good?
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You puttin' on me?
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You offerin' a poof cunt?
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- You're fuckin' dead now.
- Don't you fucking move.
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All right, all right!
Let it lie, let it lie.
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Sorry, Steve. Sorry, okay?
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It's me and him, man.
His cousin's a grass.
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That's all I got. That's it.
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Don't you ever fuckin' bring it here,
you understand me?
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Do you fucking understand me?
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Yes.
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Now fuck off.
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Yeah.
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That was all him. All him.
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- We all good?
- Yeah.
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So, how is he?
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He's green.
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Tell him to get it down on
the early. Might be beneficial.
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He probably wants the wing, Scotty.
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Have a tool handy.
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Don't do the walkabout with it,
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because you'll get a random
and then you're in the hole.
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Have one stashed.
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If someone makes a move,
you'll get a mark or two.
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Just keep them away from the vitals.
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If you're tooled up,
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at least one of you
is going to the burner.
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But chances are you'll take a sting
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and you'll get out of it.
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Let it settle, then have your go.
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Chances are slim that
you'll keep out the lineup.
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So use it, knowing that
you'll have to be okay
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with your own company for a bit.
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But the mug you want will be off guard.
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That's the time to take him.
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Up!
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Fuck. What time is it?
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6:30. Get up!
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Breakfast at seven?
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You sleep deep for a new boot. Up!
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What's the breakfast like here?
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How long'd they give ya?
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Seven.
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You'll be sick of it in two.
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What, was you armed, yeah?
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Yeah.
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They threw assault at me.
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Was it worth it?
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Is it ever?
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It is, if it's an earner.
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Ten large.
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Well, there's your answer.
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Bird's a cunt, right?
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Everyone around here. Everyone in here.
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And everyone who runs,
controls, and visits. All cunts, yeah.
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You just gotta decide early on
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what type of cunt you wanna be.
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I ain't a funny cunt.
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There are two types of inmates.
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Someone that the courts are mad at,
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so they throw him a sentence.
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To me, well, they're
half the fuckin' problem.
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Should've been given cleanup
duty on the M25 for six months.
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Stop anyone from acting up.
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Instead, it costs them 100 grand up,
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just to keep them in a ten-by-eight.
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The other is someone who
is a danger to society.
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Those are the ones who deserve to be here.
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Locked in, locked up.
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I deserve to be here and by
the sounds of it, so do you.
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Know that.
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You know that and you're halfway done.
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Suss it out. Get a feel for the place.
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There's plenty to keep your mind right.
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Plenty of places to find the poison.
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But if you wanna do it right,
once you're legit, ask away.
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You don't have to be a cunt in this cell.
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Use common sense if you
need to take a smash.
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Always check it first.
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Make sure there's nothing being stored.
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Shit when I'm not here
and I'll do the same.
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We're not animals.
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Look out for me and I'll look out for you.
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Deserve it?
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I won't bring it in here.
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What?
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I need to shit.
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Wait till the morning.
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I don't know if I can though, man.
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You will.
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Lights out!
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The fuck are you doing?
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What the fuck are you doing?
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- Please!
- Dirty cunt!
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Are you a fucking animal?
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Eh?
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You fucking listen to me!
You listen to me!
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Get your fuckin' head down there.
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What're you doin', man?
What're you doin'?
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Filthy little cunt!
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You dirty, rodent cunt!
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Fucking dirty...
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I see you hesitate, I'll take you down.
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I knew it was a strong hit
by the colour of his blood.
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You come at me with your aggression,
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you come at me with your bottle,
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you have to fuck me off,
otherwise I'm gonna come on,
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and I'm gonna end you.
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I will stab the shit out of
you until you stop moving.
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Incarcerate a toe-rag
and turn him into a dangerous man.
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Incarcerate a dangerous man?
Well, this is your doing.
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Here.
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Hands behind your back, Mackelson.
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Where is it, Steve?
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Did you flush it?
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The cunt flushed it.
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Got an inmate with half
a fuckin' nose out there!
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I couldn't care less how he
feels about that, but I will
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lock you up for the fuckin'
peace, do you hear me?
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Where is it?
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I ain't got nothing.
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Okay.
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Okay, chuck him in.
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You see who did it?
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No.
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You were standing right there.
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You've started early, haven't you?
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Fuckin' shit breeds quickly in here, eh?
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I know one of you two chomped his nose.
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I didn't do anything, sir.
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Well, one of you did.
If you didn't, did he?
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Nah, he was with me.
I just heard it kick off.
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Don't even fuckin' bother, okay?
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Your friend here,
he's done a lot of his bird in solitary
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so we know he can take it.
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But can you, hm?
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'Cause if I don't get an
answer from either one of yous,
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you're the one taking the fall.
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You've got ten seconds to tell us,
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or get yourself ready for an hour's recce,
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a day, for the next three months.
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One.
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Two.
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Three.
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Four.
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Five.
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Six.
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Oh, you know what?
Fuck it, get him out of here.
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You're really gonna let him take that?
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What a fuckin' man.
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Closing 1887!
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Of course, it's concerning.
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Is this something you don't want, Steve?
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'Cause if that's the case,
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if there are any more incidents,
allegations,
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any reports...
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Yeah? They'll do what?
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- Then we call it quits.
- This is a way of life.
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I chose it. I live it and I accept it.
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Allegations are just that. Alleged.
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You won't sit opposite...
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And you'll never hear me admit it.
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I took Scotty's nose off, yeah.
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Is that understood?
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And I'll take his fucking
throat out next time,
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if he don't drop it.
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The courts will take
this into consideration
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when they are reviewing your...
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Consideration.
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They wanna stop her from seeing me.
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Well, let 'em.
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I'm here and this is it.
I don't get a parole hearing.
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- Are we clear?
- I don't get a release date.
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I'll die in here.
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- No more incidents.
- I'm up against it.
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A bird cage story.
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So they can do whatever
they fucking please.
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- Now...
- Yeah, I done her.
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Took the life right out of her.
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An act so vile,
but I did it, just like that.
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It's amazing how easy it was.
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No more incidents.
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You think you know my crimes. You don't.
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You know I killed her
and that cunt she left me for,
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but you don't know how,
you don't wanna know how.
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You can't take it to know how.
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See you then, Steve.
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Don't tell me not to defend and survive
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in a place where my life
can end in an instant.
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Don't pretend to understand that.
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Because the truth is,
this is all their doing.
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Yours.
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Mine.
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Ours.
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You mix violence with violence,
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you watch for the outcome.
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I mean, what do you expect?
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You take away a man's civility
and he adjusts to it.
264
00:25:53,685 --> 00:25:55,145
Yeah, you keep him locked up.
265
00:25:56,020 --> 00:25:57,105
Good for you.
266
00:25:58,815 --> 00:26:01,276
You keep smiling at the
monsters that you create.
267
00:26:03,903 --> 00:26:06,823
'Cause eventually they're gonna
fucking chew you to the bone.
268
00:26:10,410 --> 00:26:11,744
She wants to meet with me?
269
00:26:13,496 --> 00:26:14,330
Fine.
270
00:26:16,374 --> 00:26:17,333
She doesn't get to?
271
00:26:19,752 --> 00:26:20,962
No skin off my nose.
272
00:26:22,964 --> 00:26:26,009
Wainwright's behaviour
needs constant monitoring.
273
00:26:26,092 --> 00:26:28,344
Seems he feels unheard, unsafe.
274
00:26:29,429 --> 00:26:30,847
His father has issued a complaint
275
00:26:30,930 --> 00:26:33,016
into the blackmail allegations
he's been receiving
276
00:26:33,099 --> 00:26:35,351
from Scott Turnbull's family members,
277
00:26:35,435 --> 00:26:37,645
seemingly offering their
coercion as protection
278
00:26:37,729 --> 00:26:39,522
from gang-affiliated inmates.
279
00:26:41,232 --> 00:26:43,485
Unfortunately, these things
do take time to investigate
280
00:26:43,568 --> 00:26:46,488
and that time only puts
his son in further danger.
281
00:26:46,571 --> 00:26:49,115
For now, keep him segregated.
282
00:26:49,199 --> 00:26:51,201
Let's make Mr. Mackelson
understand that we are
283
00:26:51,284 --> 00:26:54,329
the only ones who can offer
full protection on the inside,
284
00:26:54,412 --> 00:26:56,998
and that his indemnity's no longer needed.
285
00:26:57,081 --> 00:26:59,250
Our rules, our discipline.
286
00:27:00,752 --> 00:27:01,920
And make it stick.
287
00:27:06,424 --> 00:27:08,051
We told you to fucking behave.
288
00:27:09,385 --> 00:27:10,678
Night night, sweetheart.
289
00:27:19,812 --> 00:27:21,564
All cunts, the lot of them.
290
00:27:21,648 --> 00:27:23,191
All on the fucking take.
291
00:27:24,692 --> 00:27:26,402
I'll have every fucking one of ya.
292
00:27:36,329 --> 00:27:37,413
It's wild in there.
293
00:27:38,581 --> 00:27:40,917
It'll make a man out of you, but still...
294
00:27:47,257 --> 00:27:48,258
Thanks, Steve.
295
00:27:49,926 --> 00:27:51,886
I know why you let 'em put me in there.
296
00:28:05,149 --> 00:28:06,317
Is he out?
297
00:28:06,401 --> 00:28:07,735
No, transferred.
298
00:28:09,362 --> 00:28:10,863
But it won't be done with Scotty, though.
299
00:28:10,947 --> 00:28:12,031
Yeah, I know.
300
00:28:14,701 --> 00:28:15,827
They got to you.
301
00:28:18,037 --> 00:28:19,956
It was coming, with or without ya.
302
00:28:20,039 --> 00:28:21,416
It was a muscle move.
303
00:28:21,499 --> 00:28:22,875
I ain't holdin' onto it.
304
00:28:26,671 --> 00:28:27,505
Yeah.
305
00:28:28,798 --> 00:28:29,632
Thanks.
306
00:28:39,767 --> 00:28:41,811
She wants you to have these.
307
00:28:41,895 --> 00:28:44,147
Again, your choice to view them or not.
308
00:28:45,148 --> 00:28:46,941
Unfortunately, you can't keep 'em, but,
309
00:28:47,025 --> 00:28:48,359
feel free to rifle through.
310
00:28:49,694 --> 00:28:51,404
They're how she appears currently.
311
00:28:52,363 --> 00:28:54,407
And there are pictures of her child.
312
00:28:54,866 --> 00:28:55,950
Your grandchild.
313
00:28:58,703 --> 00:29:00,914
Different people, different reactions.
314
00:29:01,956 --> 00:29:04,042
You may not feel anything
when you look at her face,
315
00:29:04,125 --> 00:29:08,504
having not known her,
but sometimes they stir up
316
00:29:08,588 --> 00:29:10,965
emotions that are biological.
317
00:29:13,009 --> 00:29:14,052
How do you feel?
318
00:29:16,346 --> 00:29:17,764
How much does she know?
319
00:29:17,847 --> 00:29:19,057
Everything.
320
00:29:20,141 --> 00:29:22,685
I'm not entirely sure if every
detail has been discussed,
321
00:29:22,769 --> 00:29:25,063
but she knows the case and the sentencing.
322
00:29:25,146 --> 00:29:27,231
Do you think it's important
she knows the details?
323
00:29:27,690 --> 00:29:28,566
To who?
324
00:29:28,650 --> 00:29:30,985
Well, I'd like to know
if I was meeting a monster.
325
00:29:31,778 --> 00:29:33,363
Is that how you see yourself?
326
00:29:33,446 --> 00:29:34,864
Does that matter?
327
00:29:35,365 --> 00:29:37,075
That's how most perceive me.
328
00:29:40,036 --> 00:29:41,913
Twenty years ago, maybe.
329
00:29:41,996 --> 00:29:43,331
She knows what I did.
330
00:29:44,290 --> 00:29:46,918
Are you telling me she's
never been curious as to how?
331
00:29:47,293 --> 00:29:48,836
I'm not sure she would
want to know those details.
332
00:29:48,920 --> 00:29:49,921
Well, I would.
333
00:29:50,046 --> 00:29:51,214
Right, well, she's her own person.
334
00:29:51,297 --> 00:29:53,341
Yeah, but she's done her work,
she's done her research.
335
00:29:53,424 --> 00:29:54,550
Perhaps.
336
00:29:55,385 --> 00:29:57,220
Does that make you feel uneasy?
337
00:29:57,303 --> 00:29:58,221
Do you?
338
00:29:59,097 --> 00:30:00,056
Do I what?
339
00:30:00,139 --> 00:30:01,099
What I just said.
340
00:30:01,182 --> 00:30:02,934
Do you feel uneasy, knowing what I did?
341
00:30:04,102 --> 00:30:06,479
- Are you suggesting I should?
- No.
342
00:30:06,562 --> 00:30:08,439
I'm just saying, you know, being a woman.
343
00:30:09,065 --> 00:30:10,650
How do you feel, being around a man
344
00:30:10,733 --> 00:30:12,485
who committed such a horrendous crime?
345
00:30:17,073 --> 00:30:19,325
How about I keep my feelings to myself?
346
00:30:19,784 --> 00:30:21,369
They're not important
and we are off topic.
347
00:30:21,452 --> 00:30:22,620
No, we're not.
348
00:30:23,663 --> 00:30:25,415
'Cause we're talking
about a 20-year-old girl
349
00:30:25,498 --> 00:30:27,250
who wants to meet her father,
350
00:30:27,333 --> 00:30:30,253
who butchered her mother while
she slept in the same house.
351
00:30:31,504 --> 00:30:33,631
And you're a 30-year-old
woman who's now spending time
352
00:30:33,715 --> 00:30:36,676
with that man, one on one, 20 years later.
353
00:30:39,637 --> 00:30:43,182
And I'm curious to know
the depths of your feelings,
354
00:30:43,266 --> 00:30:45,059
so that I can navigate the depths of hers.
355
00:30:46,519 --> 00:30:47,854
Have you got any interest?
356
00:30:48,813 --> 00:30:49,772
No.
357
00:30:52,817 --> 00:30:55,695
These things usually bring
both parties closure, Steve.
358
00:30:57,155 --> 00:30:59,490
Being forgiven can release
you of many burdens.
359
00:31:02,910 --> 00:31:04,704
If you have any questions,
relay them to your SO,
360
00:31:04,787 --> 00:31:06,831
and I will do my best
to get them answered.
361
00:32:40,633 --> 00:32:42,301
Psst! Bounce brother.
362
00:32:52,019 --> 00:32:54,188
There are certain things
you need to keep your bead on.
363
00:32:55,982 --> 00:32:58,860
On a calm day,
everyone has their comforts on.
364
00:33:00,611 --> 00:33:02,947
You start to see trainers laced up,
it's coming.
365
00:33:04,365 --> 00:33:06,117
Broken glass and broken bones hurt less
366
00:33:06,200 --> 00:33:07,702
when you've got your leather on.
367
00:33:08,995 --> 00:33:12,748
So, if you have to strap up,
know you're going toe-to-toe.
368
00:33:13,499 --> 00:33:14,917
Do what you have to.
369
00:33:15,418 --> 00:33:16,878
Survive how you can.
370
00:33:18,588 --> 00:33:21,716
Just know that anything that's
brought in here has risks.
371
00:33:21,799 --> 00:33:24,218
Someone will sniff it out
and wanna turn you over.
372
00:33:26,721 --> 00:33:29,599
This is our Wailing Wall,
our Geneva Convention.
373
00:33:31,017 --> 00:33:33,728
Throw down anywhere you like,
but leave this place be.
374
00:33:35,855 --> 00:33:36,856
Leave this place be.
375
00:34:23,694 --> 00:34:25,780
Your safety is a concern of ours.
376
00:34:26,405 --> 00:34:29,825
As are the ongoing retaliations
that I'm sure are imminent.
377
00:34:33,454 --> 00:34:34,997
Can we rule out another attack?
378
00:34:35,873 --> 00:34:36,999
I ain't worried.
379
00:34:38,167 --> 00:34:39,001
I'm sure.
380
00:34:40,711 --> 00:34:42,213
Well, we can't take that risk.
381
00:34:44,131 --> 00:34:46,008
We're transferring you to segregation,
382
00:34:46,092 --> 00:34:47,802
until this whole thing calms down.
383
00:34:49,804 --> 00:34:50,846
What about the boy?
384
00:34:52,890 --> 00:34:54,225
He'll adjust on his own.
385
00:34:55,351 --> 00:34:57,228
It's a life he has to experience.
386
00:34:58,479 --> 00:35:00,898
It isn't about his safety
and it isn't about yours, either.
387
00:35:00,982 --> 00:35:03,401
It's about theirs, Mr. Mackelson.
388
00:35:03,484 --> 00:35:05,778
I need you to take
a beat and let this simmer.
389
00:35:08,281 --> 00:35:09,740
Then I'm the mug, yeah?
390
00:35:10,658 --> 00:35:12,910
Going to the hole for them cunts.
391
00:35:13,995 --> 00:35:15,538
It don't simmer a man.
392
00:35:17,665 --> 00:35:19,125
It only begins to boil.
393
00:35:21,711 --> 00:35:23,337
Just remove the bedding, Marcus.
394
00:35:23,421 --> 00:35:24,880
We need to come inside, mate.
395
00:35:26,257 --> 00:35:28,342
Look, you fucking tell
the governor I won't move
396
00:35:28,426 --> 00:35:30,594
and if any of you try to come,
if any of you fucking try it...
397
00:35:30,678 --> 00:35:32,179
- Marcus...
- Fuck that!
398
00:35:32,263 --> 00:35:35,558
I'll open you up! I'll open you up,
I'm fucking telling you!
399
00:35:35,641 --> 00:35:37,935
- Pricks!
- Just remove your bedding.
400
00:35:38,019 --> 00:35:39,437
Make sure you're not injured.
401
00:35:39,520 --> 00:35:42,523
And that it's safe for us
to come in and talk, okay?
402
00:35:42,606 --> 00:35:43,733
Fuck off!
403
00:35:43,816 --> 00:35:46,193
You come in, I'm telling
you, if you fucking come in,
404
00:35:46,277 --> 00:35:48,571
I'll open you up, I'll open you up.
405
00:35:48,654 --> 00:35:50,865
So you get the fucking
governor down here now!
406
00:35:50,948 --> 00:35:52,491
The governor's on his way, son.
407
00:35:52,575 --> 00:35:54,368
Just remove the shield, come on.
408
00:35:57,538 --> 00:35:59,623
The fuck are you on about, man?
409
00:35:59,707 --> 00:36:01,459
Fuck!
410
00:36:02,877 --> 00:36:04,170
We can talk this out, all right, Marcus?
411
00:36:04,253 --> 00:36:06,339
Come on, just open the door, please.
412
00:36:07,131 --> 00:36:08,424
- You come in-
- Come on, open the door!
413
00:36:08,507 --> 00:36:11,052
Fuck that! You can't,
fuck you, you can fuck off, yeah?
414
00:36:11,135 --> 00:36:14,722
I will stab the first
one who enters, yeah?
415
00:36:15,806 --> 00:36:18,434
Fucking test me. Fucking test me.
416
00:36:26,275 --> 00:36:27,610
What's going on?
417
00:36:31,238 --> 00:36:32,073
Marcus.
418
00:36:32,907 --> 00:36:33,741
It's Steve.
419
00:36:35,201 --> 00:36:36,035
Steve.
420
00:36:39,789 --> 00:36:42,333
You gotta act out
to get me out of solitary?
421
00:36:45,586 --> 00:36:47,046
Sorry, man, I didn't mean for them...
422
00:36:47,129 --> 00:36:50,299
Don't be sorry. It's good to stretch.
423
00:36:54,553 --> 00:36:56,722
- They want me to talk you down.
- Nah, man.
424
00:36:57,556 --> 00:37:00,643
If I open these doors,
I'll be back on the wing in a month.
425
00:37:00,726 --> 00:37:02,645
Listen to me, at this rate,
426
00:37:02,728 --> 00:37:05,189
you're gonna be my neighbour
for the rest of the year.
427
00:37:05,272 --> 00:37:08,901
Come on, kid. Look, they want you
to take down them sheets.
428
00:37:10,444 --> 00:37:12,279
No, I ain't doin' this, Steve, man.
429
00:37:12,363 --> 00:37:14,990
They ain't helping me,
so I ain't making it easy for them.
430
00:37:15,074 --> 00:37:16,325
What's going on?
431
00:37:17,827 --> 00:37:20,246
Lost my fucking mind ever
since you've been gone, man.
432
00:37:20,871 --> 00:37:22,540
I'm on lockdown most of
the fucking time today
433
00:37:22,623 --> 00:37:24,458
'cause I'm a fucking target!
434
00:37:24,542 --> 00:37:27,253
- For who?
- The usual pricks, man!
435
00:37:27,336 --> 00:37:30,089
Look, I need a transfer.
I need a transfer.
436
00:37:30,172 --> 00:37:32,508
My dad is dishing out
a bag a month to them,
437
00:37:32,591 --> 00:37:34,135
and he can't afford it.
438
00:37:35,010 --> 00:37:38,514
And the boy don't give a fuck,
so I've gotta make a move.
439
00:37:43,686 --> 00:37:45,396
- Steve?
- I'm here.
440
00:37:45,479 --> 00:37:47,481
I'm just asking this lot if it's true.
441
00:37:47,565 --> 00:37:49,483
Of course, it's fuckin' true, man!
442
00:37:49,567 --> 00:37:50,734
Of course, it's fuckin' true, man!
443
00:37:50,818 --> 00:37:53,154
I'm watching myself
every day in here, Steve.
444
00:37:54,155 --> 00:37:56,907
I'm taking a hiding
and my dad is getting threats.
445
00:37:57,992 --> 00:38:00,995
And these pricks ain't doing
nothing to help nothing!
446
00:38:01,078 --> 00:38:02,288
Do you wanna let me in?
447
00:38:11,589 --> 00:38:13,007
I can't, man.
448
00:38:13,090 --> 00:38:14,884
It's so fucked.
449
00:38:14,967 --> 00:38:18,846
Listen, mate.
You have to do this, all right?
450
00:38:18,929 --> 00:38:20,764
The governor ain't coming in.
451
00:38:20,848 --> 00:38:23,851
These fucking rules
means he can't bend them.
452
00:38:23,934 --> 00:38:26,896
He shows up for you,
the next geezer's gonna throw his lug.
453
00:38:35,654 --> 00:38:36,739
- What's he doing?
- Eh?
454
00:38:36,822 --> 00:38:38,991
- What's he doing?
- I'm fucked if I know.
455
00:38:41,702 --> 00:38:42,536
Marcus.
456
00:38:43,454 --> 00:38:45,331
How do you see this playing out, pal?
457
00:38:48,918 --> 00:38:50,169
He's gone mute.
458
00:38:54,757 --> 00:38:56,467
Marcus, open it up, will ya?
459
00:38:59,470 --> 00:39:00,679
Open it up.
460
00:39:00,763 --> 00:39:02,097
Marcus, I'm coming in.
461
00:39:02,181 --> 00:39:03,807
And I'm fucking warning ya,
462
00:39:03,891 --> 00:39:06,143
you chuck piss on me,
I'm gonna knock you fucking spark out.
463
00:39:09,855 --> 00:39:11,106
Fuck, fuck.
464
00:39:11,190 --> 00:39:13,484
No, no, no, no, no!
465
00:39:49,562 --> 00:39:52,231
He'll be back once his
medical evaluations are complete.
466
00:39:53,524 --> 00:39:54,358
A week or two.
467
00:39:55,985 --> 00:39:57,653
Think we can count on you, Steve?
468
00:40:01,865 --> 00:40:03,409
He feels safer with you around.
469
00:40:04,577 --> 00:40:06,870
Maybe this could be
your calling, Mr. Mackelson.
470
00:40:10,958 --> 00:40:13,294
Looking out for him does not
mean causing others harm.
471
00:40:13,377 --> 00:40:14,920
It does not give you any power.
472
00:40:15,921 --> 00:40:18,924
But perhaps starts the paying
off your debts to our society.
473
00:40:20,926 --> 00:40:22,803
Can you be forgiven? Of course.
474
00:40:23,804 --> 00:40:25,306
Trusted?
475
00:40:25,389 --> 00:40:26,223
Well...
476
00:40:27,141 --> 00:40:27,975
We shall see.
477
00:40:42,197 --> 00:40:44,074
- You wanted a word?
- Yeah.
478
00:40:44,783 --> 00:40:46,160
Thanks for coming. Sit down.
479
00:40:54,043 --> 00:40:56,170
Do me a favour and leave him alone.
480
00:40:56,837 --> 00:40:58,255
What are you, his old man?
481
00:40:59,590 --> 00:41:02,468
Kid's got a seven stretch.
He can be done in four.
482
00:41:02,551 --> 00:41:04,136
He's got no weight on your game.
483
00:41:05,554 --> 00:41:06,930
Let it slide.
484
00:41:07,014 --> 00:41:09,767
He gets gear bought in,
he's up against me.
485
00:41:09,850 --> 00:41:12,019
He gets fucking gear
off of one of your lot.
486
00:41:12,102 --> 00:41:14,772
Then you turn him over.
The kid's getting double fucked.
487
00:41:14,855 --> 00:41:17,232
Oh, it's funny, yeah?
488
00:41:17,316 --> 00:41:20,694
Look, bruv. He knows how it goes,
you know how it goes.
489
00:41:20,778 --> 00:41:22,863
The fucking SOs know how it goes.
490
00:41:22,946 --> 00:41:24,990
You gotta earn your muscle.
491
00:41:25,074 --> 00:41:27,576
He gives Scotty the push,
he's gotta have accountability.
492
00:41:28,243 --> 00:41:29,828
I'm asking you to leave it be.
493
00:41:31,038 --> 00:41:33,082
- Why should I?
- Because I'm asking ya.
494
00:41:34,875 --> 00:41:36,877
You're a geezer, Steve,
I respect you, bruv,
495
00:41:36,960 --> 00:41:39,046
but this, this ain't about you.
496
00:41:39,588 --> 00:41:40,798
This ain't for you, blood.
497
00:41:41,799 --> 00:41:43,467
I'm asking you to leave it alone.
498
00:41:43,842 --> 00:41:46,845
And I am telling you as
nicely as I'm willing to be.
499
00:41:46,929 --> 00:41:49,765
He gets up on my business,
then he's gotta take the cons.
500
00:41:53,435 --> 00:41:55,229
Who's putting the squeeze on his old man?
501
00:41:56,814 --> 00:41:58,482
Someone's gotta big mouth.
502
00:41:58,857 --> 00:42:01,860
Look, Danny, you know me.
You know where I'm from.
503
00:42:02,069 --> 00:42:04,029
A long time ago, Steve. Things change.
504
00:42:04,113 --> 00:42:05,614
I know, but I still know the flats.
505
00:42:06,156 --> 00:42:09,702
I'm sure you do but everyone
you knew left with the fires.
506
00:42:09,785 --> 00:42:12,955
The old block of tenements went up
and now with the rebuild,
507
00:42:13,038 --> 00:42:14,665
it's looking like the fucking docklands,
508
00:42:14,748 --> 00:42:16,667
so no, I don't think anyone there told you
509
00:42:16,750 --> 00:42:18,836
about the extortion from Papa.
510
00:42:20,379 --> 00:42:22,423
I think you're trying to protect a grass.
511
00:42:25,175 --> 00:42:26,593
I told you.
512
00:42:26,677 --> 00:42:29,888
I came here out of respect
for you, Stevie.
513
00:42:29,972 --> 00:42:33,225
But I got no debt to you. I got no fear.
514
00:42:34,059 --> 00:42:36,603
You love to carve people up,
that used to go a long way,
515
00:42:36,687 --> 00:42:37,938
but I've got as much bottle
516
00:42:38,021 --> 00:42:40,858
and my fear factor is fuckin' zilch.
517
00:42:42,234 --> 00:42:45,028
Your reputation,
it deserves a conversation,
518
00:42:45,696 --> 00:42:49,616
but when it's affecting my business,
or slowing my days,
519
00:42:51,076 --> 00:42:53,078
you ain't gonna fuckin'
hear what you want to.
520
00:42:54,371 --> 00:42:55,539
How old are you now?
521
00:42:56,123 --> 00:42:57,791
That don't even fuckin' matter.
522
00:42:57,875 --> 00:43:00,335
Stand up.
523
00:43:00,419 --> 00:43:01,295
Nah.
524
00:43:01,378 --> 00:43:03,130
- I said stand up.
- Why?
525
00:43:03,213 --> 00:43:05,591
'Cause I want you to do
something I'm telling you to do.
526
00:43:05,674 --> 00:43:06,800
Now, stand up.
527
00:43:06,884 --> 00:43:08,385
All right, listen.
528
00:43:08,469 --> 00:43:13,140
I swear to you,
I will stand, and I will leave,
529
00:43:13,807 --> 00:43:16,435
'cause this will get to a place
you don't want it to go.
530
00:43:16,518 --> 00:43:19,772
You don't wanna see the
fuckin' darkness, all right?
531
00:43:19,855 --> 00:43:21,356
So, next time, I'm telling you now,
532
00:43:21,440 --> 00:43:23,567
you're gonna fuckin' ask nicely.
533
00:43:23,942 --> 00:43:25,778
This is the fucking nicest I'm gonna be.
534
00:43:25,861 --> 00:43:28,322
I'll take your fucking head right off,
do you understand me?
535
00:43:28,405 --> 00:43:29,281
Do you understand me?
536
00:43:29,364 --> 00:43:30,616
You're gonna have to fucking kill me.
537
00:43:30,699 --> 00:43:32,493
You leave a mark on me and I'll have ya.
538
00:43:33,952 --> 00:43:35,287
The fuck you doing?
539
00:43:35,370 --> 00:43:37,581
You had your chance,
now I'm gonna fucking take mine.
540
00:43:43,545 --> 00:43:45,339
Better not have AIDS, you cunt.
541
00:43:52,012 --> 00:43:52,846
Frank!
542
00:44:01,313 --> 00:44:02,856
Fuck sake.
543
00:44:02,940 --> 00:44:03,941
Bin these.
544
00:44:10,489 --> 00:44:11,615
Brooks!
545
00:44:11,698 --> 00:44:12,866
SO!
546
00:44:12,950 --> 00:44:14,326
- He went for me!
- Who?
547
00:44:14,409 --> 00:44:16,453
- The big fella!
- Who is it?
548
00:44:16,537 --> 00:44:19,540
Wilson!
Be on your toes, he's sharp!
549
00:44:19,623 --> 00:44:21,500
Don't fucking move, Mackelson!
550
00:44:21,583 --> 00:44:22,835
I ain't going nowhere.
551
00:44:23,460 --> 00:44:25,003
Am I, sweetheart?
552
00:44:25,087 --> 00:44:26,463
Do you have a weapon on you?
553
00:44:26,547 --> 00:44:28,048
No, just his tool!
554
00:44:28,131 --> 00:44:30,050
Step off! Get on the ground!
555
00:44:31,260 --> 00:44:33,303
Wish you could see this.
556
00:44:33,387 --> 00:44:35,764
- Jeff, on me, now.
- Use your good eye.
557
00:44:56,368 --> 00:44:57,703
What is it with this kid?
558
00:44:59,413 --> 00:45:01,206
He just reminds me of me.
559
00:45:03,500 --> 00:45:05,085
Kid from the estates.
560
00:45:06,878 --> 00:45:09,381
You know, becoming
a product of your environment,
561
00:45:09,464 --> 00:45:11,383
it is hard and it becomes your reality.
562
00:45:12,676 --> 00:45:13,927
And it either fires you up,
563
00:45:15,345 --> 00:45:18,223
or it makes you lash out,
down to the lack of opportunity.
564
00:45:20,976 --> 00:45:22,311
And I see that.
565
00:45:23,103 --> 00:45:24,104
I see that in him.
566
00:45:27,149 --> 00:45:28,150
Opportunity.
567
00:45:30,485 --> 00:45:32,029
No one ever gave me a look out.
568
00:45:34,364 --> 00:45:35,282
That's why I took this path
569
00:45:35,365 --> 00:45:37,200
and I ended up here, the same as you.
570
00:45:37,284 --> 00:45:38,785
Maybe it's his path to take.
571
00:45:39,494 --> 00:45:40,329
Maybe.
572
00:45:41,246 --> 00:45:44,333
If you could change yours now, would ya?
573
00:45:46,293 --> 00:45:47,419
Takes time, right?
574
00:45:48,211 --> 00:45:49,755
Comes with age, Steve.
575
00:45:50,088 --> 00:45:51,089
Kid's a pup.
576
00:45:52,507 --> 00:45:53,800
He ain't listening to you.
577
00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:57,054
Now it's on you.
578
00:45:58,221 --> 00:46:00,557
Little fuckers wanna take their shot.
579
00:46:00,724 --> 00:46:02,643
Give it the big 'un when they get out.
580
00:46:04,144 --> 00:46:06,188
It's a badge of honour, to wear.
581
00:46:07,481 --> 00:46:09,941
Taking a pop at Steve Mackelson?
582
00:46:11,151 --> 00:46:12,527
Instant status on the out.
583
00:46:15,322 --> 00:46:16,740
You don't wanna be the weak one,
584
00:46:16,823 --> 00:46:19,159
not in the way you go out,
I get that, but...
585
00:46:20,911 --> 00:46:24,998
just saying, it's a risk
right now and for what, hm?
586
00:46:25,832 --> 00:46:26,917
For what?
587
00:46:27,459 --> 00:46:28,627
Kid's opportunity?
588
00:46:30,087 --> 00:46:31,630
I don't even think it's about him.
589
00:46:32,923 --> 00:46:34,633
I mean, I've got 30 odd years on the boy.
590
00:46:34,716 --> 00:46:36,051
I've got a daughter his age.
591
00:46:36,134 --> 00:46:37,844
I mean, that makes little sense.
592
00:46:41,139 --> 00:46:42,265
I'm a violent man.
593
00:46:44,518 --> 00:46:45,977
I got ire in the blood.
594
00:46:46,395 --> 00:46:50,315
Part of me thinks I'm just
a fucking no-good toe-rag
595
00:46:50,399 --> 00:46:52,651
who loves cracking cunts in the jaw.
596
00:46:52,734 --> 00:46:54,778
But I don't give a fuck about the tear up.
597
00:46:56,196 --> 00:46:57,572
I got no red zone.
598
00:46:57,656 --> 00:46:58,740
I'm here...
599
00:46:59,825 --> 00:47:01,660
so I might as
well be in contention.
600
00:47:02,327 --> 00:47:04,579
The difference with me
is I could go further.
601
00:47:05,747 --> 00:47:08,959
I don't feel nothing. I don't feel shit.
602
00:47:10,794 --> 00:47:13,964
I can stab ya, cut ya,
603
00:47:14,047 --> 00:47:16,216
slash ya, and hack ya,
604
00:47:17,759 --> 00:47:19,511
and I don't feel a thing.
605
00:47:19,594 --> 00:47:20,554
Nothing.
606
00:47:23,348 --> 00:47:26,518
I've tried to feel something, anything.
607
00:47:28,562 --> 00:47:30,856
But I would take a life
like you jump the queue.
608
00:47:34,401 --> 00:47:35,736
Maybe that's my penance.
609
00:47:37,529 --> 00:47:38,989
You know, maybe that's why I'm doing it.
610
00:47:45,746 --> 00:47:47,080
Were you born this way?
611
00:47:48,874 --> 00:47:50,083
Must've been.
612
00:47:52,169 --> 00:47:53,545
Did you kill at my age?
613
00:47:54,921 --> 00:47:56,590
No, no, no, no.
614
00:47:58,300 --> 00:48:03,221
I wasn't one of them horrible
geezers who set cats on fire.
615
00:48:07,058 --> 00:48:11,646
I remember once,
at school, back in the fields,
616
00:48:14,065 --> 00:48:17,736
some kids, they found
a rabbit caught in a fence.
617
00:48:19,738 --> 00:48:22,115
It was already dead but
it had been there a while.
618
00:48:24,159 --> 00:48:25,619
And we all just stared at it.
619
00:48:28,330 --> 00:48:30,916
And that was the first time
that I'd seen anything lifeless.
620
00:48:35,545 --> 00:48:38,006
And after a while,
a couple of the boys, they, um,
621
00:48:39,466 --> 00:48:40,967
started poking it with sticks.
622
00:48:42,219 --> 00:48:44,137
Sorta kicking it, you know?
623
00:48:44,221 --> 00:48:45,597
Timidly at first.
624
00:48:48,433 --> 00:48:51,645
But then after a while,
it got harder and heavier.
625
00:48:52,646 --> 00:48:54,147
And harder.
626
00:48:54,231 --> 00:48:57,734
And I'm standing there
and I'm watching these cunts
627
00:48:57,818 --> 00:49:01,863
fucking kick and stamp
on this dead rabbit's head.
628
00:49:04,533 --> 00:49:06,117
And I heard that skull crack.
629
00:49:08,328 --> 00:49:10,288
And the skin split from the bone.
630
00:49:11,915 --> 00:49:13,041
Claret everywhere.
631
00:49:14,459 --> 00:49:17,087
And they're all laughing
and egging each other on.
632
00:49:17,170 --> 00:49:19,548
Living in it, loving the carnage.
633
00:49:24,052 --> 00:49:26,388
Then they kicked that rabbit
until its head come off.
634
00:49:30,475 --> 00:49:31,977
And that was the first time...
635
00:49:34,896 --> 00:49:36,731
The first time that I felt true rage.
636
00:49:38,650 --> 00:49:40,151
You gonna die in here?
637
00:49:42,153 --> 00:49:43,405
I don't know. Probably.
638
00:49:45,156 --> 00:49:46,408
Do you care?
639
00:49:47,117 --> 00:49:48,368
What, about her?
640
00:49:49,786 --> 00:49:50,620
No.
641
00:49:51,872 --> 00:49:53,415
No, I fucking hate her.
642
00:49:54,624 --> 00:49:56,835
She betrayed me, she betrayed you.
643
00:49:59,337 --> 00:50:00,463
And that cunt with her.
644
00:50:02,007 --> 00:50:04,467
He fucking got it as well. He got it.
645
00:50:05,468 --> 00:50:08,138
I showed you, bruv, didn't I?
646
00:50:08,221 --> 00:50:09,931
I showed ya.
647
00:50:14,519 --> 00:50:16,521
Do you wanna meet her?
648
00:50:23,820 --> 00:50:26,448
Fuck, no,
it's hard. No, I don't know.
649
00:50:28,283 --> 00:50:29,868
I mean, you imagine...
650
00:50:31,703 --> 00:50:35,790
You imagine a girl grows
up with no mom, nor a man,
651
00:50:38,793 --> 00:50:40,503
and the little girl gets butchered.
652
00:50:42,505 --> 00:50:43,506
Fucking butchered.
653
00:50:44,966 --> 00:50:46,551
Fucking stabbed, you cunt.
654
00:50:47,844 --> 00:50:50,138
Fucking hacked and fucking stabbed
655
00:50:50,221 --> 00:50:51,932
and fucking hacked, you...
656
00:50:54,851 --> 00:50:56,061
Fuck you!
657
00:50:56,144 --> 00:50:57,520
Fuck you!
658
00:50:57,604 --> 00:50:58,939
Fuck you!
659
00:50:59,022 --> 00:50:59,856
Fuck! Fuck you!
660
00:51:07,447 --> 00:51:08,281
Fuck you.
661
00:51:27,258 --> 00:51:28,969
I can't do this anymore, man.
662
00:51:34,182 --> 00:51:36,309
In here, I'm fucked.
Out there, I'm fucked.
663
00:51:37,310 --> 00:51:39,604
Screws don't even let me
on my four hour in seg.
664
00:51:43,024 --> 00:51:45,110
I can't do this for another four, man.
665
00:51:46,111 --> 00:51:49,614
And I fight back, it's not like
I'm weak, but the more I do,
666
00:51:49,698 --> 00:51:51,950
the more my family's getting
pressured on the estate.
667
00:51:55,036 --> 00:51:56,705
If I turn up against it in here,
668
00:51:56,788 --> 00:51:58,248
then I'm just gonna get extended
669
00:51:58,331 --> 00:51:59,541
and that ain't a option, man.
670
00:52:02,919 --> 00:52:04,170
The only way I can get it done
671
00:52:04,254 --> 00:52:06,589
is if I keep on selling their gear.
672
00:52:06,673 --> 00:52:08,675
At least then I'll still have some value.
673
00:52:11,553 --> 00:52:13,847
The system wins,
then I just start kind of...
674
00:52:13,930 --> 00:52:15,557
I'm just tired of it, man.
675
00:52:18,727 --> 00:52:20,270
'Cause I can't have you
steppin' up for me all the time
676
00:52:20,353 --> 00:52:21,563
'cause eventually you're
gonna get tired of it
677
00:52:21,646 --> 00:52:23,106
and then what, where to then?
678
00:52:24,441 --> 00:52:25,734
I've gotta get out, right?
679
00:52:26,234 --> 00:52:28,820
Either through a cracked neck
or through the courts.
680
00:52:31,531 --> 00:52:33,366
I ain't ever killed no one,
I ain't ever opened anybody up.
681
00:52:33,450 --> 00:52:35,368
I don't know what to do
or how that's done.
682
00:52:41,875 --> 00:52:43,334
Sound like a fuckin' cry-baby, man,
683
00:52:43,418 --> 00:52:45,045
but those are my options, right?
684
00:52:46,129 --> 00:52:48,131
Either stab them up or take what's comin'.
685
00:52:49,299 --> 00:52:50,633
Fuckin' screws don't give a fuck.
686
00:52:50,717 --> 00:52:52,427
Another blood of their streets.
Place is full of us.
687
00:52:52,510 --> 00:52:53,928
Why they comin' after me?
688
00:52:56,389 --> 00:52:57,807
Why they comin' after me, man?
689
00:53:00,101 --> 00:53:01,895
I gotta start stabbing 'em up
and take the extra years?
690
00:53:01,978 --> 00:53:04,981
Fuck, what choice is that?
What fuckin' choice is that, man?
691
00:53:17,660 --> 00:53:19,329
You are not allowed to crack.
692
00:53:19,412 --> 00:53:20,580
Smarten up.
693
00:53:42,602 --> 00:53:45,855
Then I hope you can forget
the suffering you've endured.
694
00:53:47,232 --> 00:53:48,900
The suffering they've caused you.
695
00:53:51,152 --> 00:53:51,986
But...
696
00:53:53,071 --> 00:53:55,990
If you are guilty and you know...
697
00:53:56,908 --> 00:53:59,285
and this
earthly justice hasn't got you yet,
698
00:54:01,412 --> 00:54:04,290
then I hope you own
that guilt for your sake.
699
00:54:06,209 --> 00:54:09,295
Because your life ends with a final trial.
700
00:54:10,672 --> 00:54:11,506
No revisions.
701
00:54:12,590 --> 00:54:13,508
No parole.
702
00:54:14,759 --> 00:54:16,136
No hope.
703
00:54:17,220 --> 00:54:19,430
I gave up on hope a long time ago.
704
00:54:19,639 --> 00:54:20,473
Sorry?
705
00:54:22,058 --> 00:54:24,936
Oh, no, no.
Nothing, sorry, I was just, uh...
706
00:54:25,728 --> 00:54:26,563
Nothing.
707
00:54:27,605 --> 00:54:28,690
Are you okay, Steve?
708
00:54:31,067 --> 00:54:32,610
You know, part of me sees it.
709
00:54:33,778 --> 00:54:37,031
Sees the good in it.
The healing of it, the...
710
00:54:38,491 --> 00:54:40,160
The closure, whatever you wanna call it.
711
00:54:44,122 --> 00:54:44,956
And?
712
00:54:50,503 --> 00:54:52,297
I don't think I can do this.
713
00:54:55,008 --> 00:54:56,259
I mean, I can...
714
00:54:57,760 --> 00:55:00,054
I can do most things, but this is, uh...
715
00:55:01,347 --> 00:55:02,640
This is...
716
00:55:02,724 --> 00:55:04,684
It's bound to be uncomfortable.
717
00:55:06,436 --> 00:55:07,979
It's bound to be unfamiliar.
718
00:55:09,939 --> 00:55:12,525
Unfamiliarity is a trigger for anxiety.
719
00:55:14,068 --> 00:55:15,028
The unknown, right?
720
00:55:15,111 --> 00:55:16,905
Why put us both through something
721
00:55:16,988 --> 00:55:18,615
as uncomfortable as this?
722
00:55:20,325 --> 00:55:21,910
I mean, what is the endgame?
723
00:55:23,328 --> 00:55:25,955
It's not like we get something
out of it, is it? It's...
724
00:55:27,415 --> 00:55:29,334
You know, not like a relationship.
725
00:55:30,668 --> 00:55:31,502
A future.
726
00:55:36,090 --> 00:55:37,926
It's all just a fucking show-and-tell.
727
00:55:39,344 --> 00:55:40,887
It's a run-around, it's a getup.
728
00:55:43,806 --> 00:55:45,850
I mean, what does she want out of this?
729
00:55:45,934 --> 00:55:47,185
You know what she wants.
730
00:55:47,268 --> 00:55:48,353
Do I?
731
00:55:48,436 --> 00:55:49,604
Yeah.
732
00:55:49,979 --> 00:55:51,773
She either wants a start
or she wants it finished.
733
00:55:51,856 --> 00:55:53,233
A start to what?
734
00:55:54,317 --> 00:55:55,610
A tick on the visitors list?
735
00:55:56,653 --> 00:55:58,363
And if she wants it finished,
then she should let it lie.
736
00:55:58,446 --> 00:55:59,489
Close the door on it.
737
00:56:00,365 --> 00:56:02,617
I mean, I'm up for it.
I'm fucking banged up.
738
00:56:06,120 --> 00:56:07,538
Let her live with the story,
739
00:56:08,957 --> 00:56:10,041
and put it to bed.
740
00:56:11,125 --> 00:56:13,920
As someone who had no say
741
00:56:14,254 --> 00:56:16,422
in how her formative years were presented,
742
00:56:16,506 --> 00:56:17,590
that's a tough ask.
743
00:56:21,010 --> 00:56:22,303
We're here to protect you.
744
00:56:24,138 --> 00:56:25,890
If you say no, we say no.
745
00:56:27,308 --> 00:56:29,894
But you do have to take
ownership of the fact
746
00:56:29,978 --> 00:56:31,771
that you do have a daughter, Steve.
747
00:56:31,854 --> 00:56:32,772
Flesh and blood.
748
00:56:33,648 --> 00:56:34,941
And she wants to meet you.
749
00:56:35,942 --> 00:56:36,859
Her father.
750
00:56:39,779 --> 00:56:41,447
What is your fear?
751
00:56:48,663 --> 00:56:49,998
We responded around 21:10
752
00:56:50,081 --> 00:56:51,499
on the evening of March 4th.
753
00:56:53,668 --> 00:56:56,004
A horrendously
gruesome amount of blood
754
00:56:56,087 --> 00:56:57,171
pooled on the floors.
755
00:57:00,258 --> 00:57:01,968
A viciously malicious attack,
756
00:57:02,051 --> 00:57:04,804
void of all human compassion or emotion.
757
00:57:06,180 --> 00:57:07,598
Danger to society.
758
00:57:10,393 --> 00:57:11,728
We find the defendant guilty
759
00:57:11,811 --> 00:57:13,313
of murder in the first degree.
760
00:57:14,188 --> 00:57:15,815
And so you fucking should have.
761
00:57:40,632 --> 00:57:41,758
What're you doing here?
762
00:57:45,345 --> 00:57:46,888
Got friends in high places.
763
00:57:48,431 --> 00:57:50,183
I said what're you doing here?
764
00:57:54,687 --> 00:57:56,856
They wanted me to have a
word about you. Sit down.
765
00:57:58,858 --> 00:58:01,569
Well, I'm not sure this
has fuck-all to do with you.
766
00:58:10,536 --> 00:58:12,246
Her grandmother never moved out.
767
00:58:13,456 --> 00:58:14,707
So we see your kid a lot.
768
00:58:16,125 --> 00:58:17,835
Some logic in there somewhere.
769
00:58:21,714 --> 00:58:22,715
Do you want a tea?
770
00:58:25,051 --> 00:58:26,761
I see they've given you privileges.
771
00:58:27,804 --> 00:58:29,639
Trust me, I've had to earn 'em.
772
00:58:29,722 --> 00:58:31,307
After all you've done.
773
00:58:33,518 --> 00:58:35,728
You know,
that's the good thing about time.
774
00:58:37,772 --> 00:58:38,648
It passes.
775
00:58:40,566 --> 00:58:43,069
And prison loosens
the noose after a few years.
776
00:58:45,029 --> 00:58:47,615
You know, it's more forgiving
in some ways than out there.
777
00:58:50,034 --> 00:58:51,994
As long as you keep your
murders to one every few years,
778
00:58:52,078 --> 00:58:53,246
they're lenient, right?
779
00:58:59,043 --> 00:59:00,628
I was having a look at the poem.
780
00:59:01,796 --> 00:59:03,423
- Is it yours?
- No.
781
00:59:04,507 --> 00:59:06,843
The Argyllshire Highlanders.
782
00:59:07,552 --> 00:59:08,803
What's it about?
783
00:59:09,554 --> 00:59:10,763
The Glencoe murders.
784
00:59:11,639 --> 00:59:13,099
I don't know what that is.
785
00:59:13,182 --> 00:59:14,559
Well, look it up.
786
00:59:14,642 --> 00:59:15,893
I mean, you with your Irish links,
787
00:59:15,977 --> 00:59:18,688
I thought you'd be double
polished up on your Celtic roots.
788
00:59:20,565 --> 00:59:22,358
So that's how you pass your time, is it?
789
00:59:22,442 --> 00:59:24,235
Reading and poetry?
790
00:59:24,318 --> 00:59:26,988
Well, it's better than sucking cock
and doing the fucking laundry.
791
00:59:29,157 --> 00:59:30,658
I'm walking out of here a man.
792
00:59:32,243 --> 00:59:34,245
So I might as well be a well-versed one.
793
00:59:35,413 --> 00:59:37,749
It's interesting that you
think you'll be leaving.
794
00:59:39,375 --> 00:59:40,877
You know that's not an option, right?
795
00:59:40,960 --> 00:59:42,086
I mean, I hope you know.
796
00:59:42,545 --> 00:59:43,463
Lying in your coffin's
797
00:59:43,546 --> 00:59:44,964
the only way you get past these walls.
798
00:59:45,047 --> 00:59:47,925
You are a ray of sunshine, aren't ya?
799
00:59:50,970 --> 00:59:52,096
That's why I think
you owe it to the kid.
800
00:59:52,180 --> 00:59:54,348
What the fuck do you know about the kid?
801
00:59:55,850 --> 00:59:57,852
I know she's got her mother's genes.
802
00:59:57,935 --> 00:59:59,645
Oh, she's a cunt an' all, is she?
803
01:00:09,363 --> 01:00:10,907
I don't get it, the poem.
804
01:00:10,990 --> 01:00:12,283
I don't need you to.
805
01:00:14,702 --> 01:00:16,287
You don't need much. Never did.
806
01:00:18,664 --> 01:00:20,875
But I am glad to see you
putting your mind to something.
807
01:00:21,751 --> 01:00:23,753
At least scraping the wall
will keep your head right.
808
01:00:23,836 --> 01:00:24,879
How long you staying?
809
01:00:26,088 --> 01:00:27,215
That's down to you.
810
01:00:40,603 --> 01:00:41,604
How's Mom?
811
01:00:44,649 --> 01:00:45,817
Gettin' older.
812
01:00:48,653 --> 01:00:50,655
So she gave up on the visits then, yeah?
813
01:00:51,864 --> 01:00:53,199
Her son's a nasty cunt.
814
01:00:54,575 --> 01:00:56,327
She gave up on him a long time ago.
815
01:00:57,328 --> 01:00:58,371
She blames herself.
816
01:00:59,622 --> 01:01:00,790
It's not her fault.
817
01:01:02,083 --> 01:01:03,793
Well, it's fair, I mean, you were a...
818
01:01:05,920 --> 01:01:07,421
An unhealthy kid.
819
01:01:08,005 --> 01:01:09,048
Lost kid.
820
01:01:09,799 --> 01:01:12,009
Angry all the time, angry at time.
821
01:01:13,970 --> 01:01:16,514
You've been pissed off
since you were 14 years old.
822
01:01:18,057 --> 01:01:20,601
She holds onto that. Feels accountable.
823
01:01:22,311 --> 01:01:24,313
She can wipe her hands of it.
It's not her fault.
824
01:01:25,898 --> 01:01:27,149
I'm here on my own merit.
825
01:01:28,693 --> 01:01:29,902
Still doesn't keep you from repeating
826
01:01:29,986 --> 01:01:31,279
your actions, though, does it?
827
01:01:31,362 --> 01:01:34,282
- What is this, a lecture?
- Just stating facts.
828
01:01:34,365 --> 01:01:35,199
Well, don't.
829
01:01:36,409 --> 01:01:38,119
Because in here, I survive.
830
01:01:39,287 --> 01:01:43,040
Her accountability ended
the moment I got free will.
831
01:01:43,207 --> 01:01:45,543
What happened out there,
I can't help her with that.
832
01:01:46,961 --> 01:01:47,962
But in here?
833
01:01:49,714 --> 01:01:51,215
In here, it's a rebirth.
834
01:01:52,884 --> 01:01:54,719
You know they want me to kiss arse?
835
01:01:54,802 --> 01:01:55,928
But you know what they say.
836
01:01:56,012 --> 01:01:58,681
You kiss too much arse,
you end up chokin' on shit.
837
01:01:59,682 --> 01:02:01,267
Well, I ain't going that way,
838
01:02:01,851 --> 01:02:05,062
because I belong to no man and no one.
839
01:02:08,316 --> 01:02:10,109
For a reason I can't understand,
840
01:02:13,279 --> 01:02:15,823
I picked up a knife
and I cut up someone who was...
841
01:02:17,617 --> 01:02:18,910
Who had no respect for me.
842
01:02:21,454 --> 01:02:23,039
And for another reason I can't understand,
843
01:02:23,122 --> 01:02:26,500
I can't stop myself from
doing it again and again.
844
01:02:27,293 --> 01:02:29,921
The shrinks can't work it out.
You can't work it out.
845
01:02:30,004 --> 01:02:31,339
I can't work it out.
846
01:02:36,552 --> 01:02:37,970
So do yourself a favour.
847
01:02:39,513 --> 01:02:43,059
Don't waste your time trying
to convince yourself otherwise.
848
01:02:45,853 --> 01:02:47,688
Now drink your tea. It's getting cold.
849
01:02:54,862 --> 01:02:56,072
- What happened?
- For fuck sake.
850
01:02:56,155 --> 01:02:58,115
- I'm just asking.
- Asking what?
851
01:02:58,783 --> 01:03:01,661
It ain't your fault, Dad,
and it ain't Mom's fault.
852
01:03:01,744 --> 01:03:03,120
And it ain't entirely mine.
853
01:03:07,124 --> 01:03:08,834
She fucking started it, she did.
854
01:03:10,169 --> 01:03:13,172
It all went into a situation
where I had to kill the geezer.
855
01:03:14,048 --> 01:03:16,634
I'm not talking about
just fucking hurt him,
856
01:03:16,717 --> 01:03:18,135
stab him a couple of
times and sayin' to him,
857
01:03:18,219 --> 01:03:20,930
"We're all good, brother, all sorted."
858
01:03:22,723 --> 01:03:23,557
No.
859
01:03:26,435 --> 01:03:28,270
I stabbed the living life out of him.
860
01:03:29,855 --> 01:03:32,733
I showed him what happens.
I showed him who the geezer was.
861
01:03:35,361 --> 01:03:37,863
She was just a fucking by-product.
862
01:03:40,658 --> 01:03:42,994
If she weren't there,
she'd still be alive now.
863
01:03:44,286 --> 01:03:45,871
Her timing was shit, that's all.
864
01:03:47,164 --> 01:03:49,208
It was her fucking fate
and you can't put that on me
865
01:03:49,291 --> 01:03:51,252
because that ain't planned.
866
01:03:56,382 --> 01:03:57,383
And that was that.
867
01:03:59,677 --> 01:04:01,012
And then it was done.
868
01:04:03,305 --> 01:04:04,140
I was done.
869
01:04:06,350 --> 01:04:08,769
As soon as I knew what it meant...
870
01:04:10,229 --> 01:04:11,856
and how it made me feel,
871
01:04:13,607 --> 01:04:15,067
I didn't give a fuck anymore.
872
01:04:17,778 --> 01:04:18,988
Life weren't important to me.
873
01:04:21,449 --> 01:04:23,159
And that is why I'm in here,
874
01:04:23,826 --> 01:04:25,411
and the rest of you are out there.
875
01:04:27,455 --> 01:04:28,998
I know you've done your bird,
876
01:04:30,708 --> 01:04:32,752
but you always knew you were getting out.
877
01:04:33,919 --> 01:04:35,629
I know I'm not leaving this place,
878
01:04:36,547 --> 01:04:37,590
and I'm good with that,
879
01:04:38,507 --> 01:04:40,217
'cause my legacy will be left here,
880
01:04:41,886 --> 01:04:45,222
and I am gonna make it
as memorable as possible.
881
01:04:47,975 --> 01:04:50,102
Do the right thing and see the kid.
882
01:04:50,186 --> 01:04:52,605
Say her name.
Go on, say her fucking name.
883
01:04:52,688 --> 01:04:53,606
You know it.
884
01:04:53,689 --> 01:04:54,899
Do you?
885
01:04:56,108 --> 01:04:57,610
When was the last time you said it?
886
01:04:58,903 --> 01:05:01,322
When was the last time
you looked into her soul
887
01:05:01,405 --> 01:05:03,532
and offered any kind of
healing for what you did?
888
01:05:07,369 --> 01:05:09,997
Don't you dare sit there
and have the fucking audacity
889
01:05:10,081 --> 01:05:12,083
to pick me apart for not
having a relationship with her,
890
01:05:12,166 --> 01:05:14,335
'cause you took that away
from the lot of us, you cunt.
891
01:05:16,378 --> 01:05:18,339
Snatched away any resemblance of humanity
892
01:05:18,422 --> 01:05:20,091
from my side of the family.
893
01:05:22,593 --> 01:05:24,762
That child, Steve...
894
01:05:26,388 --> 01:05:28,224
Stripped of any connection to the two...
895
01:05:29,517 --> 01:05:33,854
fuck heads that brought her
into this mess of a life.
896
01:05:36,232 --> 01:05:38,400
You're going to hell
for what you did, son.
897
01:05:40,653 --> 01:05:42,863
That poor kid didn't
stand a fucking chance.
898
01:05:47,243 --> 01:05:49,370
But you know what? Hm?
899
01:05:51,330 --> 01:05:53,541
She's got more courage
than the pair of ya.
900
01:05:57,002 --> 01:05:59,672
It's the only decent thing
she got from the merging of two
901
01:06:01,090 --> 01:06:02,383
complete wastes of matter,
902
01:06:02,466 --> 01:06:04,218
and that makes me so fucking proud.
903
01:06:06,846 --> 01:06:09,890
I want her to meet ya.
I don't want her to forgive ya.
904
01:06:11,100 --> 01:06:14,728
Because I know that'll
be more painful for you
905
01:06:14,812 --> 01:06:16,147
than for her to hate you.
906
01:06:17,898 --> 01:06:20,651
You're comfortable with hate.
It's how you function.
907
01:06:21,861 --> 01:06:24,780
And I want her to see what
a miserable excuse of a man
908
01:06:24,864 --> 01:06:27,032
you truly are and that
she's missed out on nothing.
909
01:06:29,660 --> 01:06:33,205
And I pray, Steve,
for your own sake, I pray,
910
01:06:34,957 --> 01:06:36,834
that you have an aching in your being.
911
01:06:38,085 --> 01:06:39,712
Something you can't hide from.
912
01:06:40,713 --> 01:06:42,131
Something you can't fight against.
913
01:06:45,342 --> 01:06:48,470
Because I have a feeling
that'll be the only time
914
01:06:49,680 --> 01:06:50,848
that you'll have a reason
to leave this world
915
01:06:50,931 --> 01:06:52,474
with any kind of grace.
916
01:06:57,313 --> 01:07:00,149
And you'll deserve every single
piece of that discomfort.
917
01:07:04,862 --> 01:07:07,990
I just wish it would scar
visibly as a daily reminder
918
01:07:08,908 --> 01:07:10,159
of who you are.
919
01:07:14,872 --> 01:07:16,457
I'm my father's son.
920
01:08:06,215 --> 01:08:07,466
You got the bottom bunk?
921
01:08:08,676 --> 01:08:10,010
Power position, bruv.
922
01:08:11,845 --> 01:08:12,763
Where's your cellmate?
923
01:08:14,390 --> 01:08:15,349
He's coming back.
924
01:08:15,432 --> 01:08:18,686
Aren't we nervous, cuz?
I'm just walking the wing.
925
01:08:18,769 --> 01:08:19,603
You know me.
926
01:08:23,732 --> 01:08:25,484
Street geezers tell me you're marked.
927
01:08:26,068 --> 01:08:27,695
Tell me you're on a payment plan.
928
01:08:29,780 --> 01:08:32,283
Bird's rough, init?
Makes you jumpy and shit.
929
01:08:33,659 --> 01:08:34,660
What you got on you?
930
01:08:35,828 --> 01:08:37,705
Look, I don't wanna strap up, man.
931
01:08:37,788 --> 01:08:38,831
What?
932
01:08:39,164 --> 01:08:41,125
Serious, bro. I'm not tightenin' up.
933
01:08:41,208 --> 01:08:43,002
Won't have to,
if you tell me what you got.
934
01:08:43,085 --> 01:08:45,087
- Ain't got nothing.
- Huh?
935
01:08:45,879 --> 01:08:47,798
I said I don't have anything.
936
01:08:47,881 --> 01:08:49,008
Come on, little man.
937
01:08:49,091 --> 01:08:51,093
You're forcing the
brothers to shake you down.
938
01:08:51,176 --> 01:08:52,219
We knows you got weed.
939
01:08:52,303 --> 01:08:54,388
We knows you got peas in from your granny.
940
01:08:54,471 --> 01:08:56,640
Your family don't wanna see you
with your teeth knocked out.
941
01:08:57,349 --> 01:08:58,976
Probably best if you call your Nan again,
942
01:08:59,059 --> 01:09:00,853
and tell her you need some
more bread brought in.
943
01:09:01,395 --> 01:09:02,604
Where's your phone card?
944
01:09:07,526 --> 01:09:10,738
He won't be back for a bit.
They got him on mop-up.
945
01:09:10,821 --> 01:09:12,656
He's knee-deep in suds.
946
01:09:12,740 --> 01:09:13,699
And you know what happens to a grass,
947
01:09:13,782 --> 01:09:15,242
so you're saying nothing, bruv.
948
01:09:16,201 --> 01:09:18,537
Can't help you anyway.
He's got his own coming.
949
01:09:19,997 --> 01:09:22,791
Grab your phone card,
give the old girl a bell.
950
01:09:22,875 --> 01:09:23,876
I'll be right next to you,
951
01:09:23,959 --> 01:09:25,711
make sure you sound legit and that.
952
01:09:25,794 --> 01:09:28,005
Bro, I'm not calling my
fam while you're here, man.
953
01:09:28,797 --> 01:09:31,258
You'll do exactly what I tell you, cuz.
954
01:09:31,342 --> 01:09:34,303
Yeah, boss. Game ain't based on sympathy.
955
01:09:34,386 --> 01:09:35,804
Fuck do I have to lose?
956
01:09:37,389 --> 01:09:38,891
Yeah, you in it now.
957
01:09:38,974 --> 01:09:40,809
Play it or don't.
958
01:09:40,893 --> 01:09:42,436
You're in the fuckin'
lineup till you strap up
959
01:09:42,519 --> 01:09:43,979
and knock somebody out.
960
01:09:44,063 --> 01:09:46,940
Lined up. Beat down after beat down.
961
01:09:47,024 --> 01:09:49,735
Next bam, next bam!
962
01:09:51,528 --> 01:09:52,404
Yeah, pussy.
963
01:09:52,488 --> 01:09:55,115
White boy can't protect you.
964
01:09:55,199 --> 01:09:58,077
That's what happens when
you turn from your own.
965
01:09:58,160 --> 01:10:00,621
I ain't turned, bro. I never turn.
966
01:10:00,704 --> 01:10:02,790
Want it to stop? Stop it.
967
01:10:03,916 --> 01:10:07,419
Tool up, start carving, prove your stones.
968
01:10:07,503 --> 01:10:09,880
Until then, grab your card,
969
01:10:09,963 --> 01:10:11,715
and go and get me some money, cunt.
970
01:10:12,591 --> 01:10:14,301
If not, it's gettin' worse.
971
01:10:14,385 --> 01:10:17,096
I'll send some boys over to
gangbang her 90-year-old snatch
972
01:10:17,179 --> 01:10:18,764
and you can spit out your teeth.
973
01:10:19,848 --> 01:10:21,100
I play dark, bruv.
974
01:10:25,396 --> 01:10:26,730
Please, man.
975
01:10:26,814 --> 01:10:27,815
What you say?
976
01:10:28,690 --> 01:10:29,858
Nothin'.
977
01:10:29,942 --> 01:10:31,693
You fuckin' beggin'?
978
01:10:32,152 --> 01:10:33,695
- Please, man.
- "Please, man", what?
979
01:10:33,779 --> 01:10:35,239
Fuck you!
980
01:10:40,536 --> 01:10:41,620
Fuck.
981
01:10:41,703 --> 01:10:43,247
What the fuck?
982
01:10:54,633 --> 01:10:55,467
Fuck.
983
01:10:58,095 --> 01:10:59,513
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
984
01:12:09,291 --> 01:12:10,709
I heard you got extended.
985
01:12:16,381 --> 01:12:17,799
Charging me with attempted.
986
01:12:24,181 --> 01:12:26,266
You might've been better
if you'd have killed the geezer.
987
01:12:28,644 --> 01:12:31,021
Well, not like I didn't try.
988
01:12:32,940 --> 01:12:34,107
It were close, I guess.
989
01:12:37,486 --> 01:12:39,071
Well, he's a cabbage now.
990
01:12:39,613 --> 01:12:41,114
You could say you done enough.
991
01:12:43,784 --> 01:12:44,785
Now's the hard part.
992
01:12:46,912 --> 01:12:47,829
Yeah.
993
01:12:47,913 --> 01:12:50,123
They're gonna be
waiting on ya, you know that?
994
01:12:51,208 --> 01:12:52,709
And I told the governor to transfer you
995
01:12:52,793 --> 01:12:54,086
or to keep you segged.
996
01:12:55,754 --> 01:12:57,798
He thought this was the wise move.
997
01:13:00,676 --> 01:13:01,510
And do you?
998
01:13:04,137 --> 01:13:06,181
I think you've got some
serious decisions to make.
999
01:13:09,309 --> 01:13:12,479
Look, I know I'm a dead man walking.
1000
01:13:15,190 --> 01:13:17,234
I'm just trying to come to terms with it.
1001
01:13:18,360 --> 01:13:19,319
And have ya?
1002
01:13:20,862 --> 01:13:21,738
What?
1003
01:13:21,822 --> 01:13:23,615
Come to terms with it.
1004
01:13:26,743 --> 01:13:27,619
I'd rather they kill me
1005
01:13:27,703 --> 01:13:29,538
than have them push my family around.
1006
01:13:33,250 --> 01:13:34,835
My dad's stopped payin' 'em.
1007
01:13:36,044 --> 01:13:37,671
Told him there was no more need.
1008
01:13:40,632 --> 01:13:41,800
I'm good now.
1009
01:13:42,301 --> 01:13:43,885
So you've knocked the gear on the head?
1010
01:13:45,178 --> 01:13:46,805
Security's all over my post.
1011
01:13:46,888 --> 01:13:49,349
Anything that comes in is
just gettin' pulled apart now.
1012
01:13:52,269 --> 01:13:54,438
- I'm on amber alert.
- Well, lie low.
1013
01:13:56,023 --> 01:13:57,608
Get yourself a job somewhere busy.
1014
01:13:58,483 --> 01:14:00,277
You're gonna get a bit more
respect on the yard now.
1015
01:14:00,360 --> 01:14:01,778
That comes with a violent act.
1016
01:14:02,529 --> 01:14:03,363
Use it.
1017
01:14:06,116 --> 01:14:08,535
Anyone who laces up, puts it on ya,
1018
01:14:09,661 --> 01:14:11,246
is gonna need their head examined.
1019
01:14:12,914 --> 01:14:15,125
What you've got to worry about
now is Dwayne's little lot.
1020
01:14:17,252 --> 01:14:19,755
Expect retaliation,
'cause it's gonna happen. Trust me.
1021
01:14:22,549 --> 01:14:24,259
Your only decision from now on
1022
01:14:25,510 --> 01:14:27,179
is what type of prisoner you wanna be.
1023
01:14:28,639 --> 01:14:30,432
Whether you take the lumps
and you get out in ten,
1024
01:14:30,515 --> 01:14:32,267
or you become institutionalised.
1025
01:14:38,190 --> 01:14:41,151
The system's got ya.
It's down to you to see how tight.
1026
01:14:46,907 --> 01:14:48,533
I never wanted the fucking child.
1027
01:14:51,286 --> 01:14:52,245
Right.
1028
01:14:57,751 --> 01:15:00,128
What's this supposed to do?
Stir up emotions?
1029
01:15:01,672 --> 01:15:02,506
Maybe.
1030
01:15:04,216 --> 01:15:05,634
Well, it doesn't.
1031
01:15:05,717 --> 01:15:06,718
It just doesn't.
1032
01:15:09,471 --> 01:15:10,681
But by taking away her mother,
1033
01:15:10,764 --> 01:15:14,267
you have a certain
responsibility, morally.
1034
01:15:16,728 --> 01:15:18,438
And what would
happen if I pulled out on this?
1035
01:15:23,402 --> 01:15:26,029
Well, it's all arranged, Steve.
1036
01:15:26,113 --> 01:15:27,406
Doing that now, last minute,
1037
01:15:27,489 --> 01:15:29,991
it will not be looked upon
favourably by the court.
1038
01:15:30,075 --> 01:15:31,034
You'll drop points.
1039
01:15:34,413 --> 01:15:36,790
There's no shame in
feeling nervous and scared.
1040
01:15:36,873 --> 01:15:38,709
It's perfectly normal.
1041
01:15:38,792 --> 01:15:39,626
Human.
1042
01:15:47,592 --> 01:15:48,844
Yeah, I'm scared.
1043
01:15:53,265 --> 01:15:54,099
Okay.
1044
01:15:59,646 --> 01:16:00,731
You should care.
1045
01:16:03,066 --> 01:16:04,234
You should live in your feelings,
1046
01:16:04,317 --> 01:16:06,319
of course, experience them.
1047
01:16:09,865 --> 01:16:11,241
And then let that young woman
1048
01:16:11,324 --> 01:16:13,410
finally have some sense of her own life.
1049
01:16:24,838 --> 01:16:26,006
Hello, lad!
1050
01:16:27,799 --> 01:16:28,800
You all right?
1051
01:16:31,219 --> 01:16:32,304
Got a hat for ya.
1052
01:16:33,597 --> 01:16:34,723
What the fuck is this all about?
1053
01:16:34,806 --> 01:16:36,224
Try the hat on, you'll suit the hat,
it will look good on ya.
1054
01:16:36,308 --> 01:16:38,143
- Get that away from me, man.
- What're you doin', lad?
1055
01:16:38,226 --> 01:16:39,811
I said put the fuckin' hat on.
1056
01:16:39,895 --> 01:16:41,688
What the fuck are you doing, man?
1057
01:16:44,649 --> 01:16:47,444
Put the fucking thing
on your head. Hurry up!
1058
01:16:48,069 --> 01:16:50,405
Bash his head in now! Hurry up!
1059
01:16:53,158 --> 01:16:55,243
- Again!
- Whoa, whoa, whoa.
1060
01:16:57,120 --> 01:16:59,331
You're gonna have to be
smarter than that, son.
1061
01:17:00,165 --> 01:17:01,833
It's not about you, Steve, mate.
1062
01:17:01,917 --> 01:17:02,876
Yeah, it is.
1063
01:17:03,835 --> 01:17:04,669
Now take it off.
1064
01:17:09,633 --> 01:17:10,675
Take it off.
1065
01:17:19,851 --> 01:17:21,436
Head bleeds like a cunt, right?
1066
01:17:22,562 --> 01:17:23,855
I wanna give you two choices.
1067
01:17:25,732 --> 01:17:29,194
You can either have a break, or a cut.
1068
01:17:33,949 --> 01:17:36,201
This is about him and Dwayne, all right?
1069
01:17:36,284 --> 01:17:38,453
No, no. This is about me and you.
1070
01:17:38,537 --> 01:17:40,163
And since you're the
one with all the mouth,
1071
01:17:40,247 --> 01:17:41,665
I take it that he's the hard cunt.
1072
01:17:41,748 --> 01:17:43,416
Are you the hard cunt?
1073
01:17:45,001 --> 01:17:46,670
He doesn't fucking
speak English, Steve, so...
1074
01:17:46,753 --> 01:17:47,879
Really?
1075
01:17:47,963 --> 01:17:49,965
You'll go a long way
and that could be in your favour.
1076
01:17:52,050 --> 01:17:53,176
Now, what arm?
1077
01:17:53,885 --> 01:17:55,595
- What?
- What arm do you want broken?
1078
01:17:56,930 --> 01:17:58,765
Fuckin' try it, Steve. Go on.
1079
01:17:58,849 --> 01:18:00,100
I will. Now, what fuckin' arm?
1080
01:18:00,183 --> 01:18:02,936
Either that or it's an artery.
So, pick one.
1081
01:18:03,812 --> 01:18:06,022
At least let me go and get
a fuckin' tool so we're even.
1082
01:18:06,106 --> 01:18:07,816
- Init?
- No, mate.
1083
01:18:07,899 --> 01:18:09,109
You had your chance.
1084
01:18:09,192 --> 01:18:10,861
I wouldn't fuckin'
dream of jumpin' someone
1085
01:18:10,944 --> 01:18:12,904
in their cell without a fuckin' tool.
1086
01:18:12,988 --> 01:18:14,948
- You, Frank?
- Cunt's a mug.
1087
01:18:15,031 --> 01:18:16,449
Cunt's a mug.
1088
01:18:16,533 --> 01:18:18,326
Now get down on the fucking
floor and put your arm out.
1089
01:18:18,410 --> 01:18:19,661
You're gonna have to
fuckin' kill me, lad.
1090
01:18:19,744 --> 01:18:21,329
You're gonna have to fucking kill me!
Do you hear me?
1091
01:18:23,665 --> 01:18:26,251
- Get off me now, fucking cock!
- Put your fucking arm out!
1092
01:18:26,334 --> 01:18:27,544
Stretch it out!
1093
01:18:27,627 --> 01:18:30,088
You haven't got the fucking balls,
you little pussy cunt!
1094
01:18:30,171 --> 01:18:31,381
Do it.
1095
01:18:31,464 --> 01:18:32,632
You want some of this?
1096
01:18:33,717 --> 01:18:35,427
- Fuck off!
- Big man, get up here.
1097
01:18:35,594 --> 01:18:39,139
Fucking stamp on his arm like
you mean it and use your heel.
1098
01:18:39,222 --> 01:18:40,765
No, please don't!
1099
01:18:40,849 --> 01:18:42,851
Fucking do it like you mean it!
1100
01:18:43,018 --> 01:18:44,060
Come on!
1101
01:18:44,144 --> 01:18:44,978
Do it.
1102
01:18:45,061 --> 01:18:48,064
Don't. Oh, my God,
don't, don't, don't, don't.
1103
01:19:18,970 --> 01:19:20,513
They come in waves.
1104
01:19:21,806 --> 01:19:25,352
Sometimes you're in a storm.
Every night they hit ya.
1105
01:19:25,936 --> 01:19:27,812
Then after a while, they slow down.
1106
01:19:28,521 --> 01:19:29,606
Less frequent.
1107
01:19:32,192 --> 01:19:35,362
When they hit, they still hit big.
1108
01:19:37,572 --> 01:19:40,367
Slowly over time,
they get smaller and smaller.
1109
01:19:41,576 --> 01:19:44,955
The water's calm. They mean less and less.
1110
01:19:45,914 --> 01:19:48,708
Sometimes, you welcome them
in to break up your days.
1111
01:19:51,127 --> 01:19:52,295
I kill in dreams.
1112
01:19:54,130 --> 01:19:55,048
I kill awake.
1113
01:19:57,300 --> 01:19:58,301
It makes no difference
1114
01:19:58,385 --> 01:20:00,261
as they've become
the same thing to me now.
1115
01:20:05,767 --> 01:20:07,811
Her grandmother will be there.
1116
01:20:07,894 --> 01:20:10,105
A formal request was granted yesterday.
1117
01:20:12,315 --> 01:20:13,817
So what happens if I say no?
1118
01:20:15,026 --> 01:20:15,860
Nothing.
1119
01:20:17,112 --> 01:20:18,989
You don't have to do anything further.
1120
01:20:19,531 --> 01:20:20,991
Signature in a document.
1121
01:20:23,493 --> 01:20:25,370
I think you should only subject yourself
1122
01:20:25,453 --> 01:20:28,498
to this particular situation
if you have any remorse,
1123
01:20:28,581 --> 01:20:30,750
or want any kind of forgiveness.
1124
01:21:02,824 --> 01:21:04,200
I gotta earn.
1125
01:21:04,284 --> 01:21:05,118
Okay.
1126
01:21:07,537 --> 01:21:09,122
I won't bring it here.
1127
01:21:09,205 --> 01:21:10,040
Well, it's hard not to, init,
1128
01:21:10,123 --> 01:21:12,333
when you're using
the gaff as a storage facility.
1129
01:21:13,543 --> 01:21:15,295
We get spun, you're back in the dark.
1130
01:21:15,378 --> 01:21:16,296
We won't.
1131
01:21:17,589 --> 01:21:19,340
Why don't you liven yourself up?
1132
01:21:19,924 --> 01:21:22,260
Hire yourself a lookout.
Use the shower stalls.
1133
01:21:22,343 --> 01:21:25,263
- Look, I know what I'm doing.
- I don't doubt that.
1134
01:21:26,931 --> 01:21:28,641
So, let me ask you,
who's giving you advice?
1135
01:21:28,725 --> 01:21:30,268
Someone who benefits.
1136
01:21:35,774 --> 01:21:36,691
An SO?
1137
01:21:43,531 --> 01:21:45,825
- Who told you?
- Well it's obvious, init?
1138
01:21:45,909 --> 01:21:47,035
SO.
1139
01:21:47,827 --> 01:21:48,912
Support Officer.
1140
01:21:49,621 --> 01:21:52,499
"There to correct of
or relating to the punishment of
1141
01:21:52,582 --> 01:21:56,586
criminals in a way intended
to rectify their behaviour."
1142
01:21:56,669 --> 01:21:57,712
I mean, nowhere.
1143
01:21:58,588 --> 01:22:01,341
Absolutely nowhere does it say
that they're there to help.
1144
01:22:01,424 --> 01:22:02,634
What? And you are?
1145
01:22:05,553 --> 01:22:07,180
You think they're on your side?
1146
01:22:09,724 --> 01:22:15,021
As soon as you miss a payment,
get caught, or get robbed,
1147
01:22:15,105 --> 01:22:17,607
they're gonna make sure you
say fuck-all to the higher-ups,
1148
01:22:17,690 --> 01:22:19,859
then they're gonna get
a sniff of it on the yard.
1149
01:22:19,943 --> 01:22:20,777
Then what?
1150
01:22:22,153 --> 01:22:24,280
- I'll work it out.
- You'll work it out.
1151
01:22:24,364 --> 01:22:26,699
Listen to yourself. Listen to yourself.
1152
01:22:26,783 --> 01:22:28,785
You're the geezer who just
turned fucking four years
1153
01:22:28,868 --> 01:22:30,328
into a ten-stretch.
1154
01:22:32,956 --> 01:22:35,542
Mark my words,
I'm telling you now, if you get caught
1155
01:22:35,625 --> 01:22:38,044
with a bit of fucking puff
or spice wrapped round ya,
1156
01:22:38,128 --> 01:22:39,879
they're gonna keep you in here,
behind doors,
1157
01:22:39,963 --> 01:22:42,340
well into your fucking 30s.
Now work that one out.
1158
01:22:42,423 --> 01:22:43,758
- Oh, what do you want, Steve?
- What do I want?
1159
01:22:43,842 --> 01:22:44,676
Yeah, what do you want?
1160
01:22:44,759 --> 01:22:45,677
I'll tell you what I fucking want.
1161
01:22:45,760 --> 01:22:48,721
I'm sitting here
and I'm looking at you and you look like
1162
01:22:48,805 --> 01:22:50,890
the geezer on the verge of
another fucking cell breakdown.
1163
01:22:52,225 --> 01:22:54,352
You think you're being extorted.
1164
01:22:54,435 --> 01:22:57,021
You're being fucking manipulated,
do you understand me?
1165
01:22:57,105 --> 01:22:58,773
And you're being taken for a mug.
1166
01:22:59,607 --> 01:23:02,527
A mug by inmates and screws.
1167
01:23:02,610 --> 01:23:03,903
Well, I can handle it.
1168
01:23:03,987 --> 01:23:04,821
Yeah, really?
1169
01:23:05,780 --> 01:23:07,198
Yeah and I ain't no fucking mug.
1170
01:23:07,282 --> 01:23:09,450
You wanna fucking calm it down, son?
1171
01:23:09,534 --> 01:23:11,703
Don't start with the fucking mouth,
not in here.
1172
01:23:11,786 --> 01:23:13,913
Fuck off, man! What do you want?
1173
01:23:34,893 --> 01:23:36,311
Look, I'm sorry, man.
1174
01:23:38,021 --> 01:23:40,064
I'm really fucking sorry, bruv.
1175
01:24:24,067 --> 01:24:26,527
A lot of time and effort
has gone into this, Steve.
1176
01:24:26,611 --> 01:24:29,155
It benefits more than just you, you know.
1177
01:24:29,239 --> 01:24:30,531
And although the deciding factor
1178
01:24:30,615 --> 01:24:32,492
does indeed lie with yourself,
1179
01:24:32,575 --> 01:24:34,869
these kinds of opportunities are rare.
1180
01:24:35,286 --> 01:24:37,705
Any form of future decrees
1181
01:24:37,789 --> 01:24:39,791
will be presented in a firmer manner.
1182
01:24:47,882 --> 01:24:48,967
You should try and make this easier,
1183
01:24:49,050 --> 01:24:51,803
'cause you have many changes
coming up to contend with.
1184
01:24:54,555 --> 01:24:55,848
We'll be transferring Mr. Wainwright
1185
01:24:55,932 --> 01:24:57,600
into a different wing on Tuesday.
1186
01:25:02,063 --> 01:25:03,439
They'll kill him.
1187
01:25:03,523 --> 01:25:04,941
It's his choice. Not ours.
1188
01:25:06,526 --> 01:25:09,404
Like I said,
many things for you to get used to.
1189
01:25:09,487 --> 01:25:11,239
Taking your mind off it might help.
1190
01:25:12,073 --> 01:25:15,410
I expect to see you groomed
and ready to go tomorrow AM.
1191
01:25:15,493 --> 01:25:17,620
We'll make it as delicate as possible.
1192
01:25:17,704 --> 01:25:20,164
But we need you to play
a part here, Steve.
1193
01:25:20,248 --> 01:25:21,582
It'll be far more comfortable for us all.
1194
01:25:21,666 --> 01:25:24,168
I mean, what happened
about this being my choice?
1195
01:25:27,171 --> 01:25:28,881
You gave up those
rights a long time ago.
1196
01:25:28,965 --> 01:25:31,551
We let you have certain
ones up until a point.
1197
01:25:34,012 --> 01:25:35,179
And that point is here.
1198
01:26:33,404 --> 01:26:34,489
I heard you're leaving.
1199
01:26:36,908 --> 01:26:37,742
Yeah.
1200
01:26:41,412 --> 01:26:42,246
Everything all right?
1201
01:26:43,831 --> 01:26:45,041
Yeah, I just...
1202
01:26:46,501 --> 01:26:48,127
I just feel like I need
to hold myself, Steve.
1203
01:26:48,211 --> 01:26:49,420
- You know what I mean?
- And can ya?
1204
01:26:52,131 --> 01:26:53,174
Yeah.
1205
01:26:54,384 --> 01:26:56,928
If you say you're there,
well, then you're there.
1206
01:26:58,221 --> 01:26:59,180
Yeah.
1207
01:27:00,515 --> 01:27:02,016
They're getting me out of the wing.
1208
01:27:02,934 --> 01:27:05,269
You know?
Give me a chance to start afresh.
1209
01:27:05,978 --> 01:27:07,105
Lace up straight off.
1210
01:27:07,271 --> 01:27:08,773
They're gonna be coming at you.
1211
01:27:10,566 --> 01:27:11,526
Yeah.
1212
01:27:12,985 --> 01:27:13,820
I know.
1213
01:27:15,571 --> 01:27:17,532
At least I can see it coming this time.
1214
01:27:19,492 --> 01:27:20,743
Part of the process, right?
1215
01:27:22,829 --> 01:27:25,581
I've taken my hours
and lumps in this place.
1216
01:27:26,999 --> 01:27:28,376
I'm not scared anymore, man.
1217
01:27:30,711 --> 01:27:32,630
But at least it keeps
it from coming in here.
1218
01:27:32,713 --> 01:27:34,215
You know, gives you some calm.
1219
01:27:36,300 --> 01:27:38,136
So when you leaving? They said Tuesday.
1220
01:27:39,512 --> 01:27:41,347
Yeah but I'm trying to keep it quiet.
1221
01:27:41,431 --> 01:27:44,016
I don't wanna give anyone
the chance to have a one-up on me.
1222
01:27:44,100 --> 01:27:47,061
Well, you know, you might get lucky.
You never know.
1223
01:27:47,145 --> 01:27:49,981
Get yourself a single,
shit when you want, do what you want,
1224
01:27:50,064 --> 01:27:52,984
and get yourself a lovely, sexy SO,
y'know what I'm sayin'?
1225
01:27:53,067 --> 01:27:55,111
Start fucking,
start on gunning, son.
1226
01:27:56,404 --> 01:27:58,364
Aww, I need it, man. I need it.
1227
01:28:02,785 --> 01:28:03,703
You tried, man.
1228
01:28:06,873 --> 01:28:07,874
I know you tried.
1229
01:28:15,089 --> 01:28:16,716
So what about you?
You gonna see your daughter?
1230
01:28:20,344 --> 01:28:22,138
Surely you can get out if you wanted to.
1231
01:28:22,722 --> 01:28:23,556
Yeah.
1232
01:28:25,349 --> 01:28:26,517
There's always a way.
1233
01:30:20,589 --> 01:30:22,758
One of us has to start the conversation.
1234
01:30:32,643 --> 01:30:34,478
Am I gonna have to carry this through?
1235
01:30:38,733 --> 01:30:41,068
You look younger than your pictures.
1236
01:30:41,152 --> 01:30:42,528
I look like my mom.
1237
01:30:43,362 --> 01:30:44,196
Yeah.
1238
01:30:48,743 --> 01:30:50,202
So where's your gran?
1239
01:30:50,286 --> 01:30:52,330
I decided to do this on me own.
1240
01:30:53,539 --> 01:30:54,915
They're outside.
1241
01:30:54,999 --> 01:30:56,208
There if I need.
1242
01:31:04,467 --> 01:31:07,219
I heard that you don't
speak to your mom anymore.
1243
01:31:09,847 --> 01:31:10,848
It's a shame.
1244
01:31:12,516 --> 01:31:13,809
'Cause she's a sweetheart.
1245
01:31:26,697 --> 01:31:28,657
You look younger than I thought, too.
1246
01:31:29,116 --> 01:31:30,368
Look like my mom.
1247
01:31:38,459 --> 01:31:39,710
I thought I'd lose it.
1248
01:31:42,380 --> 01:31:43,464
I thought if I met you,
1249
01:31:43,547 --> 01:31:45,341
I wouldn't be able to keep it together.
1250
01:31:49,678 --> 01:31:51,764
It's funny to see you in the flesh.
1251
01:31:55,601 --> 01:31:57,853
Makes me realise how
human you are in a way.
1252
01:32:01,941 --> 01:32:03,818
I wanted to see what that looked like.
1253
01:32:07,822 --> 01:32:09,698
Because I've been told for years that
1254
01:32:10,533 --> 01:32:12,618
you were just a troubled soul, but...
1255
01:32:14,495 --> 01:32:17,498
I couldn't get me head around
that because I came from you.
1256
01:32:20,501 --> 01:32:21,919
From your troubled soul.
1257
01:32:30,719 --> 01:32:32,471
I promised myself that
this wouldn't be a meeting
1258
01:32:32,555 --> 01:32:34,598
of two strangers who sit in silence.
1259
01:32:37,017 --> 01:32:38,936
I wanted to go straight in, head first,
1260
01:32:39,019 --> 01:32:41,522
and see what was I made from.
1261
01:32:45,317 --> 01:32:47,528
So is there anything
that you want to ask me?
1262
01:33:04,920 --> 01:33:07,506
How many times did you think
about calling this off?
1263
01:33:09,842 --> 01:33:10,676
And meeting me.
1264
01:33:12,428 --> 01:33:13,804
Do you mind if I roll up?
1265
01:33:27,860 --> 01:33:29,570
'Cause I thought about it loads.
1266
01:33:30,988 --> 01:33:32,781
Everyone kept asking me
why I'd wanna meet you
1267
01:33:32,865 --> 01:33:35,743
and my answer changed each time,
but I guess the real truth
1268
01:33:35,826 --> 01:33:37,620
was that I wanted to see your eyes.
1269
01:33:38,704 --> 01:33:40,831
The ones you can
barely lift to look at me.
1270
01:33:43,834 --> 01:33:45,628
You don't owe me anything, you know.
1271
01:33:47,421 --> 01:33:48,964
I'm not here for your sake.
1272
01:33:50,591 --> 01:33:51,842
For your discomfort.
1273
01:34:07,691 --> 01:34:09,818
- Then why are ya?
- 'Cause you're my dad.
1274
01:34:10,945 --> 01:34:12,738
And neither of us can run from that.
1275
01:34:13,989 --> 01:34:17,076
That's the simple truth. We are blood.
1276
01:34:18,077 --> 01:34:19,328
And I've sat with that.
1277
01:34:20,788 --> 01:34:22,164
I've sat with that knowledge
1278
01:34:22,248 --> 01:34:24,375
and every time
I've felt anger swell inside,
1279
01:34:24,458 --> 01:34:26,377
I'm acutely aware of where I came from,
1280
01:34:26,460 --> 01:34:27,962
but you know what the thing is?
1281
01:34:28,671 --> 01:34:30,381
The thing that I've come to learn.
1282
01:34:31,840 --> 01:34:33,842
I did come from you, Steve.
1283
01:34:35,302 --> 01:34:38,097
I came from this animal
1284
01:34:39,348 --> 01:34:42,685
that fuelled such anger
and hatred and violence
1285
01:34:42,768 --> 01:34:44,270
and what I know is this.
1286
01:34:45,271 --> 01:34:46,564
I am beautiful.
1287
01:34:48,941 --> 01:34:51,527
I am a kind, caring, beautiful woman,
1288
01:34:51,610 --> 01:34:54,029
and if I'm part you,
that shows me that somewhere
1289
01:34:54,113 --> 01:34:57,992
inside this horrifically
violent, angry person,
1290
01:34:58,075 --> 01:35:02,788
is a man who is capable of
bringing in good into this world.
1291
01:35:06,584 --> 01:35:08,502
Look, I'm sorry that you did what you did,
1292
01:35:10,713 --> 01:35:13,090
and I'm sorry that your path
has led you here to this place
1293
01:35:13,173 --> 01:35:15,342
that feels so real to you.
1294
01:35:16,969 --> 01:35:18,012
So normal.
1295
01:35:19,388 --> 01:35:20,389
So home.
1296
01:35:24,560 --> 01:35:26,562
But I'm also grateful
1297
01:35:27,521 --> 01:35:28,939
that I was brought into this world,
1298
01:35:29,023 --> 01:35:30,983
however warped the circumstances.
1299
01:35:36,196 --> 01:35:37,531
I won't be a victim.
1300
01:35:41,285 --> 01:35:42,703
'Cause I can look into my child's eyes
1301
01:35:42,786 --> 01:35:44,705
and know that I've done okay.
1302
01:35:53,505 --> 01:35:54,715
I loved your mom.
1303
01:35:58,594 --> 01:36:00,179
And I doubt if you would've known that.
1304
01:36:03,140 --> 01:36:05,768
And you were brought into
this world within that love.
1305
01:36:10,606 --> 01:36:12,191
But if you're not here for my apology,
1306
01:36:12,274 --> 01:36:15,277
then the sad fact from me is
that's all I've got to offer you.
1307
01:36:18,781 --> 01:36:20,074
I'm not a good father.
1308
01:36:21,950 --> 01:36:23,202
And I'm not a good man.
1309
01:36:25,287 --> 01:36:28,248
I don't know how to be a good man.
1310
01:36:31,502 --> 01:36:32,336
But I'm glad.
1311
01:36:35,422 --> 01:36:37,174
I'm glad you realise your beauty.
1312
01:36:39,510 --> 01:36:40,552
And your light.
1313
01:36:43,639 --> 01:36:45,057
And I'll take solace in that.
1314
01:36:46,600 --> 01:36:48,394
Knowing that I done something right,
1315
01:36:49,561 --> 01:36:50,854
even without my knowledge.
1316
01:36:55,234 --> 01:36:57,152
But I won't lie to you, because...
1317
01:36:59,154 --> 01:37:01,073
I have been nervous about meeting you.
1318
01:37:03,200 --> 01:37:04,660
And I don't usually get nerves.
1319
01:37:05,452 --> 01:37:06,328
It's new to me.
1320
01:37:08,414 --> 01:37:12,126
And trust me,
I can make eye contact all day long.
1321
01:37:13,627 --> 01:37:15,379
I don't know what good that's gonna do.
1322
01:37:17,840 --> 01:37:19,800
'Cause you're gonna walk out that door,
1323
01:37:20,759 --> 01:37:22,177
and you're gonna feel relief,
1324
01:37:23,971 --> 01:37:25,848
or sadness, or happiness.
1325
01:37:25,931 --> 01:37:26,890
I don't know.
1326
01:37:28,642 --> 01:37:30,227
But eventually, all that's gonna do
1327
01:37:30,310 --> 01:37:32,896
is just lead to more and more questions.
1328
01:37:35,149 --> 01:37:37,735
And then I don't want you
to see into that dark place
1329
01:37:40,320 --> 01:37:41,530
that I know you'll see.
1330
01:37:49,455 --> 01:37:51,999
Because all I can do
is give you false hope.
1331
01:38:01,300 --> 01:38:02,801
And I'll be back in my world.
1332
01:38:04,762 --> 01:38:06,805
And my duty to you will be done.
1333
01:40:34,326 --> 01:40:39,326
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