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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:30,096 --> 00:00:32,196 I could tell you about the first time 2 00:00:32,198 --> 00:00:34,098 I committed armed robbery. 3 00:00:34,100 --> 00:00:35,967 Put your hands on your fucking head! 4 00:00:35,969 --> 00:00:37,935 I'm not fucking with you! 5 00:00:37,937 --> 00:00:39,937 Open the register! 6 00:00:39,939 --> 00:00:42,440 Get the money, get the money! 7 00:00:44,344 --> 00:00:47,445 I'll blow your fucking head off! 8 00:00:50,583 --> 00:00:51,682 Things didn't get bad 9 00:00:51,684 --> 00:00:54,419 until I started doing heroin 10 00:00:56,523 --> 00:00:58,156 with her. 11 00:01:01,327 --> 00:01:03,728 I think you mentioned her at a meeting. 12 00:01:03,730 --> 00:01:05,530 What happened with her? 13 00:01:10,136 --> 00:01:14,305 Fuck. You just never think it's gonna happen to you. 14 00:01:15,708 --> 00:01:16,808 Do you? 15 00:01:18,812 --> 00:01:21,379 That things could get that bad. 16 00:01:22,682 --> 00:01:23,848 That dark. 17 00:01:23,850 --> 00:01:28,286 You're my sponsor, so I guess I'll just tell you everything. 18 00:03:24,304 --> 00:03:29,607 I'd just got back a from three month North American tour with my band. 19 00:03:41,888 --> 00:03:42,653 Partying hard 20 00:03:42,655 --> 00:03:44,956 in a different city every nigh. 21 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:55,466 I was burnt out. 22 00:03:59,772 --> 00:04:02,473 My aunt had just retired and moved to Mexico for a year. 23 00:04:02,475 --> 00:04:06,344 She let me stay in her cabin while she was gone. 24 00:04:06,346 --> 00:04:09,780 Just off the Fraser River, with the endless farmlands 25 00:04:09,782 --> 00:04:11,482 of the delta to the south. 26 00:04:11,484 --> 00:04:15,519 I thought it'd be a great place to dry out after the tour. 27 00:04:28,334 --> 00:04:29,667 Holy! 28 00:04:31,804 --> 00:04:33,437 This place is the shit. 29 00:04:33,439 --> 00:04:35,072 Cole was the first friend I made 30 00:04:35,074 --> 00:04:38,409 when I moved to Vancouver for high school. 31 00:04:45,251 --> 00:04:46,617 Yes. 32 00:04:47,253 --> 00:04:49,287 It's all fuckin' trees! 33 00:04:49,289 --> 00:04:50,688 Yeah man 34 00:04:52,091 --> 00:04:52,657 Ah. 35 00:04:52,659 --> 00:04:54,258 I think I'm gonna hold back on the partying 36 00:04:54,260 --> 00:04:55,192 for a little while. 37 00:04:55,194 --> 00:04:57,461 This tour was intense. 38 00:04:57,463 --> 00:04:59,830 Going fucking crazy every night. 39 00:04:59,832 --> 00:05:00,831 Way too much blow. 40 00:05:00,833 --> 00:05:02,867 Yeah, I haven't been drinking much lately 41 00:05:02,869 --> 00:05:04,769 now that I'm in training. 42 00:05:05,371 --> 00:05:06,537 If you wanna come by the gym sometime 43 00:05:06,539 --> 00:05:09,140 and get back in shape just let me know. 44 00:05:09,142 --> 00:05:10,074 Sick, yeah. 45 00:05:10,076 --> 00:05:11,042 Yeah, I might do that. 46 00:05:11,044 --> 00:05:13,444 Hey, did Jonesy come back into town with you guys? 47 00:05:13,446 --> 00:05:16,247 I texted him but the prick never got back to me. 48 00:05:16,249 --> 00:05:18,816 Jonesy actually picked up a roadie gig in Boston 49 00:05:18,818 --> 00:05:21,419 so he's touring the States for a few months. 50 00:05:21,421 --> 00:05:22,853 Nice. 51 00:05:22,855 --> 00:05:24,088 Good for him. 52 00:05:24,090 --> 00:05:25,056 Oh yeah, I might be having 53 00:05:25,058 --> 00:05:26,490 a little get-together here next week. 54 00:05:26,492 --> 00:05:29,727 Nothing crazy, just, you know, just chill. 55 00:05:29,729 --> 00:05:32,063 But I'll let you know what night. 56 00:05:32,732 --> 00:05:34,098 Nothing crazy? 57 00:05:34,100 --> 00:05:35,266 Nah. 58 00:05:35,268 --> 00:05:37,768 Sounds good, sounds good. 59 00:05:38,137 --> 00:05:40,538 I started getting up early. 60 00:05:40,540 --> 00:05:42,606 Eating only healthy foods. 61 00:05:43,643 --> 00:05:44,542 I had a new routine. 62 00:05:44,544 --> 00:05:48,479 After my morning smoothie, I'd meditate for half an hour. 63 00:05:50,216 --> 00:05:52,083 Then I'd go for a run. 64 00:05:58,224 --> 00:06:01,592 Some days I'd train with Cole at his gym. 65 00:06:04,163 --> 00:06:07,865 Then I'd spend the rest of the afternoon reading. 66 00:06:30,723 --> 00:06:33,124 In the evenings I'd go down to the lookout 67 00:06:33,126 --> 00:06:36,026 on the dock with my notebook. 68 00:06:41,401 --> 00:06:44,902 Write lyrics and watch the sunset. 69 00:07:05,758 --> 00:07:07,057 Hey. 70 00:07:07,894 --> 00:07:09,493 You're in my spot. 71 00:07:11,297 --> 00:07:12,563 Am I? 72 00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:15,499 'Fraid so. 73 00:07:15,501 --> 00:07:18,669 Well, I guess that's too bad for you. 74 00:07:19,172 --> 00:07:20,237 I haven't seen you before. 75 00:07:20,239 --> 00:07:21,806 You live around here? 76 00:07:22,942 --> 00:07:24,275 Maybe I do. 77 00:07:24,277 --> 00:07:25,776 Maybe I don't. 78 00:07:26,045 --> 00:07:27,044 Oh, I see how it is. 79 00:07:27,046 --> 00:07:29,513 Okay, well if you don't, maybe you should get the fuck 80 00:07:29,515 --> 00:07:31,015 off this lookout. 81 00:07:31,017 --> 00:07:32,216 Locals only. 82 00:07:32,952 --> 00:07:33,684 Well maybe... 83 00:07:33,686 --> 00:07:35,853 you should go fuck yourself. 84 00:07:36,088 --> 00:07:37,521 Maybe I will. 85 00:07:38,024 --> 00:07:40,257 Okay, have fun with that. 86 00:07:40,259 --> 00:07:42,760 Oh, it's gonna be a blast. 87 00:07:43,896 --> 00:07:45,896 Oh shit, you're reading Bukowski? 88 00:07:45,898 --> 00:07:46,864 I have that exact same edition. 89 00:07:46,866 --> 00:07:50,034 He's, like, one of my all time favorite writers. 90 00:07:50,036 --> 00:07:51,702 You know, for an asshole, 91 00:07:51,704 --> 00:07:54,205 you have pretty good taste in authors. 92 00:07:54,207 --> 00:07:56,006 I'm actually not an asshole. 93 00:07:56,008 --> 00:07:57,475 My name's Travis. 94 00:07:57,477 --> 00:07:58,209 Zoe. 95 00:07:58,211 --> 00:07:59,844 Nice to meet you. 96 00:08:00,046 --> 00:08:01,145 What do you got there? 97 00:08:01,147 --> 00:08:03,948 This is a notebook. 98 00:08:04,016 --> 00:08:04,615 Wow. 99 00:08:04,617 --> 00:08:07,918 Yeah, I usually come out here every evening alone, 100 00:08:07,987 --> 00:08:09,854 chill out and write. 101 00:08:09,856 --> 00:08:11,355 What are you writing? 102 00:08:11,357 --> 00:08:12,823 Mostly song lyrics. 103 00:08:12,825 --> 00:08:13,757 Read me some lyrics. 104 00:08:13,759 --> 00:08:15,059 You never answered my question. 105 00:08:15,061 --> 00:08:16,260 Do you live around here? 106 00:08:16,262 --> 00:08:16,994 No, I don't. 107 00:08:16,996 --> 00:08:19,463 I actually live in the United States of America. 108 00:08:19,465 --> 00:08:20,831 Shit, you're American? 109 00:08:20,833 --> 00:08:21,532 Yeah. 110 00:08:21,534 --> 00:08:22,666 So, what are you doing in Canada? 111 00:08:22,668 --> 00:08:25,503 You know, how 'bout let's play a little guessing game? 112 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:26,203 Sure. 113 00:08:26,205 --> 00:08:30,808 Either A, I'm here to legally marry my lesbian lover, 114 00:08:30,910 --> 00:08:31,842 B, I'm visiting a friend, 115 00:08:31,844 --> 00:08:36,146 or C, I'm here to pursue my career in porn. 116 00:08:36,816 --> 00:08:37,381 Okay. 117 00:08:37,383 --> 00:08:38,649 First impressions, I'd go with C. 118 00:08:38,651 --> 00:08:39,783 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 119 00:08:39,785 --> 00:08:42,119 But I'm gonna go with B, visiting a friend. 120 00:08:42,121 --> 00:08:43,320 Is that your final answer? 121 00:08:43,322 --> 00:08:45,456 I would like to lock that in. 122 00:08:45,458 --> 00:08:46,023 Bingo. 123 00:08:46,025 --> 00:08:48,459 I'm just visiting a friend who lives up the road. 124 00:08:48,461 --> 00:08:49,026 Cool. 125 00:08:49,028 --> 00:08:50,361 So, what part of the States do you live in? 126 00:08:50,363 --> 00:08:53,731 Right now I'm in Brooklyn, but I travel a lot. 127 00:08:53,733 --> 00:08:54,298 Nice. 128 00:08:54,300 --> 00:08:55,599 Yeah, me and my band were just playing a show 129 00:08:55,601 --> 00:08:56,667 in New York last month. 130 00:08:56,669 --> 00:08:57,401 Really? 131 00:08:57,403 --> 00:08:58,435 Yeah. 132 00:08:58,437 --> 00:09:00,204 Oh shit. Sorry, one sec. 133 00:09:02,275 --> 00:09:04,041 Hey, what's up man? 134 00:09:04,043 --> 00:09:05,743 You're here already? 135 00:09:05,945 --> 00:09:08,178 Yeah, yeah, I'll be right there. 136 00:09:08,180 --> 00:09:09,613 All right, bye. 137 00:09:09,949 --> 00:09:10,848 Sorry about that. 138 00:09:10,850 --> 00:09:12,149 Me and my buddies are actually planning 139 00:09:12,151 --> 00:09:14,151 this little get-together tonight. 140 00:09:14,253 --> 00:09:14,952 Cool. 141 00:09:14,954 --> 00:09:16,320 Hey, if you're not doing anything, 142 00:09:16,322 --> 00:09:17,187 do you wanna come by? 143 00:09:17,189 --> 00:09:19,023 Um, I don't know, I'll have to see 144 00:09:19,025 --> 00:09:20,157 what my friend is up to. 145 00:09:20,159 --> 00:09:21,625 You can bring your friend if you want. 146 00:09:21,627 --> 00:09:23,227 I mean, you did promise me you'd read me 147 00:09:23,229 --> 00:09:24,962 some of your lyrics, so... 148 00:09:24,964 --> 00:09:26,964 You gotta show up first. 149 00:09:27,300 --> 00:09:27,998 We'll see. 150 00:09:28,000 --> 00:09:29,466 I live three houses up River Road. 151 00:09:29,468 --> 00:09:31,969 It's the big cabin there on the right. 152 00:09:31,971 --> 00:09:33,304 Come by any time. 153 00:09:36,008 --> 00:09:37,308 Fuck, I gotta go. 154 00:09:37,476 --> 00:09:38,842 I'll see you later? 155 00:09:38,844 --> 00:09:40,077 Maybe. 156 00:09:40,079 --> 00:09:42,346 Hey man, what's up? 157 00:09:45,051 --> 00:09:47,017 Yeah, yeah, just come by. 158 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:48,552 What? 159 00:09:48,554 --> 00:09:49,119 No, no. 160 00:09:49,121 --> 00:09:50,387 I told you, we're not having a party. 161 00:09:50,389 --> 00:09:51,755 It's just gonna be a chill get-together. 162 00:09:51,757 --> 00:09:52,990 'Cause I'm taking it easy right now 163 00:09:52,992 --> 00:09:55,292 and that means don't bring any fucking cocaine. 164 00:09:59,398 --> 00:10:03,367 Let's get fucking weird! 165 00:10:35,735 --> 00:10:36,834 You're up. 166 00:10:36,836 --> 00:10:38,168 Thank you. 167 00:10:39,572 --> 00:10:41,372 Good to have you back. 168 00:10:41,374 --> 00:10:42,039 Whoo! 169 00:10:42,041 --> 00:10:43,107 It is good to be back. 170 00:10:43,109 --> 00:10:46,677 - Oh, that is some fire shit. - Hey. 171 00:10:46,679 --> 00:10:47,378 Oh, shit. 172 00:10:47,380 --> 00:10:49,313 I didn't know if you were gonna come. 173 00:10:49,315 --> 00:10:50,014 Here I am. 174 00:10:50,016 --> 00:10:51,248 I tried to get my friend to come by 175 00:10:51,250 --> 00:10:52,883 but she's not feeling very well tonight. 176 00:10:52,885 --> 00:10:55,953 Oh, it's all good, I'm just glad you came. 177 00:10:56,188 --> 00:10:57,254 Oh, this is Zoe. 178 00:10:57,256 --> 00:10:59,857 Oh hey, Katie, nice to meet you. 179 00:10:59,859 --> 00:11:00,557 Likewise. 180 00:11:00,559 --> 00:11:01,992 Me and Katie went to high school together. 181 00:11:01,994 --> 00:11:03,360 He was a little shit disturber 182 00:11:03,362 --> 00:11:04,862 when he first moved here. 183 00:11:04,864 --> 00:11:07,498 Oh, I can see he hasn't changed at all. 184 00:11:07,500 --> 00:11:09,500 Oh, I like this girl. 185 00:11:09,502 --> 00:11:13,137 You have to be careful with these rock musician types. 186 00:11:13,139 --> 00:11:14,805 Especially the guitar players. 187 00:11:14,807 --> 00:11:16,940 Whatever, you used to date a hip-hop producer. 188 00:11:16,942 --> 00:11:18,642 Yeah, and it was fucked. 189 00:11:18,644 --> 00:11:20,544 No, we're still good friends though. 190 00:11:20,546 --> 00:11:22,746 Have you heard of Cash Dirty? 191 00:11:22,748 --> 00:11:25,215 He has a couple songs on the radio. 192 00:11:25,217 --> 00:11:26,050 I don't think I have. 193 00:11:26,052 --> 00:11:29,119 Hey, do you want a beer, vodka, wine? 194 00:11:29,121 --> 00:11:30,187 Vodka's good. 195 00:11:30,189 --> 00:11:31,155 Vodka it is. 196 00:11:31,157 --> 00:11:32,856 Do you take soda or... 197 00:11:32,858 --> 00:11:34,224 No. 198 00:11:34,293 --> 00:11:35,292 Shit, okay. 199 00:11:35,294 --> 00:11:36,360 Straight from the bottle. 200 00:11:36,362 --> 00:11:37,428 Holy shit. 201 00:11:37,430 --> 00:11:38,696 Dang, you're a champ. 202 00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:40,798 Power stance. 203 00:11:42,001 --> 00:11:43,300 Oh shit, what's up? 204 00:11:43,302 --> 00:11:44,134 Hold on one second. 205 00:11:44,136 --> 00:11:45,402 Sorry, I'll be right back, okay? - Okay. 206 00:11:45,404 --> 00:11:46,570 What's up, man? 207 00:11:46,572 --> 00:11:48,205 You want a line? 208 00:11:48,207 --> 00:11:49,840 Fuck yeah. 209 00:11:52,478 --> 00:11:54,478 So, what do you do in Brooklyn? 210 00:11:54,480 --> 00:11:56,580 I just graduated from art school 211 00:11:56,582 --> 00:11:59,383 and so now I'm taking a year off and traveling. 212 00:11:59,385 --> 00:11:59,950 Cool. 213 00:11:59,952 --> 00:12:01,251 Where have you been so far? 214 00:12:01,253 --> 00:12:03,287 I was in Europe a few months ago, 215 00:12:03,289 --> 00:12:05,322 and kind of went all over. 216 00:12:05,324 --> 00:12:06,857 Nice, I love Europe. 217 00:12:06,859 --> 00:12:08,392 I think Croatia's my favorite. 218 00:12:08,394 --> 00:12:09,393 It's so beautiful. 219 00:12:09,395 --> 00:12:10,561 Yes, absolutely. 220 00:12:10,563 --> 00:12:12,162 Hey, sorry about that. 221 00:12:12,164 --> 00:12:12,863 Oh, hello. 222 00:12:12,865 --> 00:12:14,965 Hey, let me introduce you to a few people, okay? 223 00:12:14,967 --> 00:12:15,933 Okay. 224 00:12:15,935 --> 00:12:16,900 Bye. 225 00:12:16,902 --> 00:12:18,202 Bye. 226 00:12:29,248 --> 00:12:30,447 Hey Laz, what's up man? 227 00:12:30,449 --> 00:12:31,582 Trav man. 228 00:12:31,584 --> 00:12:32,983 Wicked party bro! 229 00:12:32,985 --> 00:12:35,552 Laz is a DJ, he plays keyboards. 230 00:12:35,554 --> 00:12:37,254 Gimme some skin. 231 00:12:37,256 --> 00:12:37,955 Hey, Zoe. 232 00:12:37,957 --> 00:12:39,423 She's visiting from Brooklyn. 233 00:12:39,425 --> 00:12:40,324 Fuck yeah. 234 00:12:40,326 --> 00:12:41,759 View the world, man. 235 00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:42,960 Yeah we met... how did we meet? 236 00:12:42,962 --> 00:12:48,499 At the smoke pit at that Tragically Hip concert, man! 237 00:12:48,501 --> 00:12:49,099 Yeah. 238 00:12:49,101 --> 00:12:51,268 Got inspired, started a band. 239 00:12:51,270 --> 00:12:52,236 The rest is history, baby. 240 00:12:52,238 --> 00:12:54,271 The rest is history, man. 241 00:12:54,273 --> 00:12:55,139 Take it easy, brother. 242 00:12:55,141 --> 00:12:57,741 - What's up, how you doing? - What's up, man. 243 00:12:57,743 --> 00:12:58,976 Fuck, I missed you. 244 00:12:58,978 --> 00:13:00,144 I missed you too, man. 245 00:13:00,146 --> 00:13:01,845 This guy is fucking insane. 246 00:13:01,847 --> 00:13:02,679 Tell me about it. 247 00:13:02,681 --> 00:13:03,814 Okay, when he moved from Ontario 248 00:13:03,816 --> 00:13:06,183 this guy would drink in the middle of the fucking day. 249 00:13:06,185 --> 00:13:08,318 One time he ran naked 250 00:13:08,320 --> 00:13:12,022 fucking holding a fire extinguisher 251 00:13:12,024 --> 00:13:13,190 running through the school 252 00:13:13,192 --> 00:13:16,226 with the fire extinguisher above your head 253 00:13:16,228 --> 00:13:17,761 and everybody just stopped 254 00:13:17,763 --> 00:13:18,929 and they just fucking looked at you. 255 00:13:18,931 --> 00:13:20,497 Recreate that tonight maybe? 256 00:13:20,499 --> 00:13:22,466 Yeah, tonight is the night. 257 00:13:22,468 --> 00:13:23,867 I like her. 258 00:13:28,574 --> 00:13:29,940 Destroyed it! 259 00:13:29,942 --> 00:13:31,475 Destroyed it. 260 00:13:31,477 --> 00:13:32,276 Drink up. 261 00:13:32,278 --> 00:13:33,410 Oh, what's up, dude. 262 00:13:33,412 --> 00:13:34,111 What's up, man? 263 00:13:34,113 --> 00:13:35,712 Hey, this is Jason, he's the lead singer of our band. 264 00:13:35,714 --> 00:13:36,980 This is Zoe. - Hello. 265 00:13:36,982 --> 00:13:37,981 Oh, hey Zoe, how's it going? 266 00:13:37,983 --> 00:13:38,949 She's visiting from Brooklyn. 267 00:13:38,951 --> 00:13:42,152 So this is, fucking, a bad-ass guitar player. 268 00:13:42,154 --> 00:13:43,120 I just want to let you know. 269 00:13:43,122 --> 00:13:44,788 Although he's kind of the looks in the band. 270 00:13:44,790 --> 00:13:48,225 Like, we're the talent, I'm the talent, he's the looks. 271 00:13:48,227 --> 00:13:49,693 - Right. - Even though I write 272 00:13:49,695 --> 00:13:50,394 all the lyrics? 273 00:13:50,396 --> 00:13:52,029 Okay, his lyrics are pretty fucking good. What can I say? 274 00:13:52,031 --> 00:13:53,764 He's got the talent and the fucking looks. 275 00:13:53,766 --> 00:13:54,464 What can I say? 276 00:13:54,466 --> 00:13:56,166 Alright, you guys have a good night. 277 00:13:56,168 --> 00:13:57,134 Cheers, I'll talk to you later. 278 00:13:57,136 --> 00:13:58,669 - Yeah, see ya bro. - Are we gonna rehearse 279 00:13:58,671 --> 00:13:59,369 a bit later? 280 00:13:59,371 --> 00:14:00,871 In like a month? - Yeah, a month. 281 00:14:00,873 --> 00:14:04,474 You gotta recover from the tour you motherfucker. 282 00:14:14,353 --> 00:14:16,920 Yeah, so those are the guys I was on tour with. 283 00:14:16,922 --> 00:14:17,588 Cool. 284 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:19,623 I wish you could meet my best friend, Jonesy, though. 285 00:14:19,625 --> 00:14:20,324 He's our roadie. 286 00:14:20,326 --> 00:14:21,592 He's on tour with another band right now. 287 00:14:21,594 --> 00:14:23,160 You guys must be doing pretty well 288 00:14:23,162 --> 00:14:25,229 if you have a roadie who tours with you. 289 00:14:25,231 --> 00:14:26,196 Yeah, we're not doing too bad. 290 00:14:26,198 --> 00:14:27,631 Our label let's us put out whatever music we want 291 00:14:27,633 --> 00:14:29,433 and we have enough fans that follow us around, 292 00:14:29,435 --> 00:14:31,268 so yeah, we're doing okay. 293 00:14:31,270 --> 00:14:32,669 Speaking of music... 294 00:14:32,671 --> 00:14:36,006 I think it's time you read me some of your lyrics? 295 00:14:36,008 --> 00:14:37,441 Yeah, my notebook's in my bedroom 296 00:14:37,443 --> 00:14:39,309 if you wanna go check 'em out? 297 00:14:39,311 --> 00:14:40,310 Bedroom, huh? 298 00:14:40,312 --> 00:14:42,479 Moving a little quick there, rock star. 299 00:14:42,481 --> 00:14:44,348 No, I didn't mean that. 300 00:14:44,350 --> 00:14:46,884 I'm just fucking with you. 301 00:14:46,886 --> 00:14:47,718 Let's go. 302 00:14:47,720 --> 00:14:49,519 You are trouble. 303 00:14:49,989 --> 00:14:51,288 Come on. 304 00:14:54,159 --> 00:14:55,425 Oh. 305 00:14:55,561 --> 00:14:56,760 What's up, guys? 306 00:14:56,762 --> 00:14:58,395 Oh, shit! 307 00:15:00,332 --> 00:15:01,365 You need the room? 308 00:15:01,367 --> 00:15:02,199 No, it's all good. 309 00:15:02,201 --> 00:15:03,467 Just grabbing something real quick. 310 00:15:03,469 --> 00:15:04,268 Oh, okay, great. 311 00:15:04,270 --> 00:15:05,869 This is Zoe, she's from Brooklyn. 312 00:15:05,871 --> 00:15:08,138 Hi Zoe from Brooklyn. 313 00:15:08,140 --> 00:15:08,906 Hi. 314 00:15:08,908 --> 00:15:10,841 - You kids have fun. - We will. 315 00:15:10,843 --> 00:15:12,075 Bye. 316 00:15:12,077 --> 00:15:15,445 Hey, I've got some blow from a friend of mine 317 00:15:15,447 --> 00:15:16,647 if you want some. 318 00:15:16,649 --> 00:15:17,481 Yeah. 319 00:15:17,483 --> 00:15:19,016 Yeah, I'm down. 320 00:15:24,256 --> 00:15:26,857 I wrote something you might like. 321 00:15:26,859 --> 00:15:28,458 Tradesies? 322 00:15:29,662 --> 00:15:32,262 "Under the surface we're skin deep. 323 00:15:32,264 --> 00:15:35,799 "Like twisted ivy crawling up our hands and feet. 324 00:15:35,801 --> 00:15:38,869 "Do you feel like a fortune you can't steal 325 00:15:38,871 --> 00:15:40,971 with a golden remedy?" 326 00:15:40,973 --> 00:15:42,472 You like that? 327 00:15:52,051 --> 00:15:56,353 Are you gonna grab my tits or just be a little pussy? 328 00:16:08,033 --> 00:16:10,667 It's supposed to be really good shit. 329 00:16:10,669 --> 00:16:12,369 - Yeah? - Yeah. 330 00:16:22,748 --> 00:16:25,282 What the fuck? 331 00:16:26,685 --> 00:16:28,118 That's not blow. 332 00:16:28,988 --> 00:16:30,053 Ugh 333 00:16:34,860 --> 00:16:37,060 Shit, it's H. 334 00:16:37,963 --> 00:16:38,795 What? 335 00:16:38,797 --> 00:16:39,496 Fucking heroin? 336 00:16:39,498 --> 00:16:41,331 Yeah, it must have got mixed up. 337 00:16:41,333 --> 00:16:42,899 It happens on the east coast. 338 00:16:42,901 --> 00:16:44,401 All the time. 339 00:16:48,807 --> 00:16:49,639 It's okay. 340 00:16:49,641 --> 00:16:50,474 I've done it before. 341 00:16:50,476 --> 00:16:52,275 You just have to embrace it. 342 00:16:52,277 --> 00:16:53,877 Don't try and fight the high. 343 00:16:56,181 --> 00:16:56,980 It's okay. 344 00:16:56,982 --> 00:16:59,349 I've done it before. 345 00:16:59,518 --> 00:17:01,018 You have to embrace it. 346 00:17:16,235 --> 00:17:18,435 They always say that the first time 347 00:17:18,437 --> 00:17:20,704 you try heroin is the best. 348 00:17:25,177 --> 00:17:27,711 After that, you're just forever chasing 349 00:17:27,713 --> 00:17:29,813 that initial feeling. 350 00:17:32,451 --> 00:17:35,419 It felt like all of my best friends 351 00:17:35,421 --> 00:17:38,422 were hugging me at once. 352 00:17:42,127 --> 00:17:44,828 And for the first time in my life 353 00:17:44,830 --> 00:17:47,697 everything was gonna be alrigh. 354 00:17:58,944 --> 00:18:00,677 I was in love. 355 00:18:07,686 --> 00:18:10,587 With Zoe or with heroin? 356 00:18:14,293 --> 00:18:15,926 Both. 357 00:18:17,763 --> 00:18:20,230 I'd never met someone so alive. 358 00:18:26,405 --> 00:18:28,772 Great sense of humor. 359 00:18:31,710 --> 00:18:33,643 Always fucking with me. 360 00:18:38,650 --> 00:18:42,119 She was so free and unafraid. 361 00:18:52,364 --> 00:18:57,334 At night, we'd drink wine and make love. 362 00:19:33,605 --> 00:19:36,306 I didn't really think about where it was heading. 363 00:19:36,308 --> 00:19:37,707 There was a chance it was temporary 364 00:19:37,709 --> 00:19:39,376 because she was just visiting. 365 00:19:39,378 --> 00:19:42,646 We were living every day in the moment. 366 00:19:44,082 --> 00:19:44,981 What about the heroin? 367 00:19:44,983 --> 00:19:48,818 It didn't even come up again until after a couple weeks. 368 00:19:51,523 --> 00:19:56,159 Hey, so my flight back to New York is for Monday. 369 00:19:56,161 --> 00:19:57,027 Shit. 370 00:19:57,029 --> 00:19:58,662 Can you stay longer? 371 00:19:59,097 --> 00:19:59,796 I don't know. 372 00:19:59,798 --> 00:20:01,464 I don't know if I can stay with my friend anymore. 373 00:20:01,466 --> 00:20:03,800 She has someone moving in with her. 374 00:20:04,770 --> 00:20:05,902 Stay with me. 375 00:20:05,904 --> 00:20:07,370 Really? 376 00:20:07,372 --> 00:20:07,938 Yeah. 377 00:20:07,940 --> 00:20:10,307 Come on, you've been at my house almost every night anyways. 378 00:20:10,309 --> 00:20:11,741 Yeah, but it's different when you live together 379 00:20:11,743 --> 00:20:13,810 and there's no where to give each other space. 380 00:20:13,812 --> 00:20:15,445 And I don't know if you can handle me. 381 00:20:15,447 --> 00:20:19,015 I'm a passionate, vivacious woman who doesn't take any shit. 382 00:20:19,017 --> 00:20:21,017 Oh I can handle it. 383 00:20:21,019 --> 00:20:22,652 Can you handle me? 384 00:20:22,654 --> 00:20:24,688 'Cause I'm a fucking wild man. 385 00:20:25,457 --> 00:20:28,325 Did you like it that first night we met? 386 00:20:29,394 --> 00:20:30,827 The heroin? 387 00:20:30,829 --> 00:20:33,330 Yeah, it was fucking amazing. 388 00:20:34,499 --> 00:20:37,601 I wasn't really planning on doing it again. 389 00:20:38,470 --> 00:20:41,504 It's the last of it from that night. 390 00:20:43,141 --> 00:20:45,075 Maybe just a little bump. 391 00:21:54,212 --> 00:21:57,280 When we finished up Zoe's stash we had to find a new dealer 392 00:21:57,282 --> 00:21:59,082 'cause her friend said she couldn't remember 393 00:21:59,084 --> 00:22:00,150 where she got it. 394 00:22:00,152 --> 00:22:01,418 So who'd you go to? 395 00:22:01,420 --> 00:22:03,887 Well I had never been around much heroin. 396 00:22:03,889 --> 00:22:06,690 But I knew one guy who had. 397 00:22:11,730 --> 00:22:13,697 Sorry I couldn't make it to your get-together, man, 398 00:22:13,699 --> 00:22:17,200 I had some shit going on I couldn't get out of. 399 00:22:17,202 --> 00:22:18,268 How was it? 400 00:22:18,270 --> 00:22:19,669 It was dope. 401 00:22:19,671 --> 00:22:21,638 Yeah, it was more of a full-on party. 402 00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:23,039 Heh. 403 00:22:23,041 --> 00:22:23,840 I met this girl. 404 00:22:23,842 --> 00:22:25,909 I fucking knew it when you rolled up today 405 00:22:25,911 --> 00:22:27,310 looking all smitten and shit. 406 00:22:27,312 --> 00:22:28,044 Yeah, yeah. 407 00:22:28,046 --> 00:22:30,847 Yeah, she's fucking awesome, man. 408 00:22:30,849 --> 00:22:32,182 She's American. 409 00:22:32,184 --> 00:22:33,483 American? 410 00:22:33,485 --> 00:22:34,484 Oh, shit. 411 00:22:34,486 --> 00:22:36,886 Well, that's a whole different ballgame. 412 00:22:36,888 --> 00:22:38,188 She's a bit wild. 413 00:22:38,190 --> 00:22:39,456 A bit wild, hm? 414 00:22:39,458 --> 00:22:40,857 She's American. 415 00:22:42,361 --> 00:22:44,761 But she's so much fun to be around. 416 00:22:44,763 --> 00:22:46,429 Well good for you. 417 00:22:49,634 --> 00:22:50,633 Hey, I was gonna ask you, 418 00:22:50,635 --> 00:22:52,202 we're looking to get a little weed tonight. 419 00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:54,537 What's up with that dealer you used to work for? 420 00:22:54,539 --> 00:22:56,339 Who, Fresno? 421 00:22:56,341 --> 00:22:57,073 Yeah. 422 00:22:57,075 --> 00:22:57,907 Could I get his number? 423 00:22:57,909 --> 00:22:59,943 Nah, I don't talk to that guy anymore, man, 424 00:22:59,945 --> 00:23:01,277 after I quit dealing for him. 425 00:23:01,279 --> 00:23:04,748 Some shit went down and things didn't end well between us. 426 00:23:04,750 --> 00:23:06,549 And you don't wanna get involved with him, man. 427 00:23:06,551 --> 00:23:08,618 He's a pretty fucked up dude. 428 00:23:08,620 --> 00:23:09,853 I met him a couple times. 429 00:23:09,855 --> 00:23:10,987 It'll be chill. 430 00:23:10,989 --> 00:23:11,921 No, fuck all that, man. 431 00:23:11,923 --> 00:23:15,058 Why don't you just go to a dispensary? 432 00:23:15,060 --> 00:23:15,625 Yeah. 433 00:23:15,627 --> 00:23:17,160 Yeah, I'll probably just do that. 434 00:23:17,162 --> 00:23:17,727 Yeah. 435 00:23:17,729 --> 00:23:20,029 One on every fucking corner, man. 436 00:23:24,836 --> 00:23:27,003 - Hey. - Hey, what's up? 437 00:23:27,005 --> 00:23:28,004 That party was fun. 438 00:23:28,006 --> 00:23:31,174 You still seeing that Zoe girl? 439 00:23:31,176 --> 00:23:31,741 Yeah. 440 00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:33,943 Yeah, it's actually going really well. 441 00:23:33,945 --> 00:23:36,045 Yo, Travie! 442 00:23:36,047 --> 00:23:37,046 How you livin', dog? 443 00:23:37,048 --> 00:23:38,681 What's up, man? How you been? 444 00:23:38,683 --> 00:23:39,716 Yo, I'm just killing it. 445 00:23:39,718 --> 00:23:40,850 When's the last time we kicked it? 446 00:23:40,852 --> 00:23:43,720 We were partying at that music festival in Montreal? 447 00:23:43,722 --> 00:23:46,990 Right, man, you had some hell a hot groupies backstage. 448 00:23:46,992 --> 00:23:47,957 Like, all over your dick. 449 00:23:47,959 --> 00:23:49,426 I'm talking next level puss. 450 00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:50,927 You know, Cash, not everybody just 451 00:23:50,929 --> 00:23:53,863 hooks up with groupies backstage. 452 00:23:53,865 --> 00:23:54,731 Why you hatin'? 453 00:23:54,733 --> 00:23:56,199 That's how I met you, isn't it? 454 00:23:56,201 --> 00:23:56,900 Fuck you. 455 00:23:56,902 --> 00:23:58,568 Yeah, that's why we're not together anymore. 456 00:23:58,570 --> 00:24:01,004 You can't keep your dick in your pants. 457 00:24:01,006 --> 00:24:02,505 Why would I wanna do that? 458 00:24:02,507 --> 00:24:05,341 Can't contain this beast, it needs to feed. 459 00:24:05,343 --> 00:24:06,242 Mm, okay, yeah. 460 00:24:06,244 --> 00:24:10,780 I'm just gonna let you guys do whatever you gotta do. 461 00:24:12,851 --> 00:24:14,517 We totally had sex earlier. 462 00:24:14,519 --> 00:24:15,885 Fed the beast. 463 00:24:15,887 --> 00:24:17,353 But what's up with you though? 464 00:24:17,355 --> 00:24:19,022 Yeah, so I'm playing with this Irish band 465 00:24:19,024 --> 00:24:20,190 and they're looking for some H. 466 00:24:20,192 --> 00:24:21,791 Told them I'd get 'em a hook-up. 467 00:24:21,793 --> 00:24:22,725 You sell any of that shit? 468 00:24:22,727 --> 00:24:24,060 Nah. I only fuck with blow, dog. 469 00:24:24,062 --> 00:24:26,329 H is Hell's Angels and Triads shit. 470 00:24:26,331 --> 00:24:27,831 And I aint white and I damn sure 471 00:24:27,833 --> 00:24:29,299 ain't Chinese neither. 472 00:24:29,301 --> 00:24:30,099 But you know what? 473 00:24:30,101 --> 00:24:32,335 My Boy, Fresno, is affiliated with H-A. 474 00:24:32,337 --> 00:24:33,336 He slangs that shit. 475 00:24:33,338 --> 00:24:35,405 You know, I'll just give you his number. 476 00:24:35,407 --> 00:24:36,139 Yeah? 477 00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:37,240 Yeah, I got you. 478 00:24:37,242 --> 00:24:38,208 I got you, I fuck with you, man. 479 00:24:38,210 --> 00:24:40,477 Yo, you want some waffles or some shit? 480 00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:41,411 Yeah. 481 00:24:41,413 --> 00:24:42,011 Hey! 482 00:24:42,013 --> 00:24:43,913 Where the fuck is the syrup? 483 00:24:43,915 --> 00:24:47,150 She be hiding the syrup on me and shit. 484 00:24:47,552 --> 00:24:48,151 Oh! 485 00:24:48,153 --> 00:24:49,486 Big T in the motherfucking house. 486 00:24:49,488 --> 00:24:50,653 What up, bro? - What's up, man? 487 00:24:50,655 --> 00:24:53,056 Man, I was real touched you hollered at me. 488 00:24:53,058 --> 00:24:54,557 Come on in. 489 00:24:54,559 --> 00:24:56,092 You want a Freezie? 490 00:24:56,094 --> 00:24:58,228 No, I'm good. Thanks. 491 00:24:58,230 --> 00:24:59,629 You still in that band? 492 00:24:59,631 --> 00:25:00,930 Yeah, we just got off tour about a month ago. 493 00:25:00,932 --> 00:25:03,366 We're gonna start recording a new album here pretty quick. 494 00:25:03,368 --> 00:25:04,167 Fuck yeah, man! 495 00:25:04,169 --> 00:25:06,002 Cole took me to a show you guys played a while back. 496 00:25:06,004 --> 00:25:09,639 Those songs were catchy as tits, y'all. 497 00:25:09,975 --> 00:25:11,574 This here Travis. 498 00:25:11,576 --> 00:25:13,042 He a rock star. 499 00:25:13,044 --> 00:25:14,611 Hey, what's up guys? 500 00:25:14,613 --> 00:25:15,478 'Sup? 501 00:25:15,480 --> 00:25:17,113 Well, where you living at these days? 502 00:25:17,115 --> 00:25:20,083 I'm back in Delta at my aunt's place on River Road. 503 00:25:20,085 --> 00:25:21,017 You right on the river? 504 00:25:21,019 --> 00:25:22,585 Yeah, close, it's like five minutes 505 00:25:22,587 --> 00:25:23,920 from Pike Lookout. 506 00:25:23,922 --> 00:25:26,289 Hm, I know the spot. 507 00:25:27,459 --> 00:25:29,459 Yo, you wanna chill out and smoke a bowl? 508 00:25:29,461 --> 00:25:32,028 We gonna put on a Bruce Lee movie or some shit. 509 00:25:32,030 --> 00:25:33,663 Maybe a little of that Chuck Norris. 510 00:25:33,665 --> 00:25:38,401 Nah, Patrick Swayze, "Road House", motherfucker. 511 00:25:38,403 --> 00:25:39,168 Ha-ha! 512 00:25:39,170 --> 00:25:40,503 Put that shit on repeat. 513 00:25:40,505 --> 00:25:41,871 I would, I actually gotta head out though. 514 00:25:41,873 --> 00:25:43,907 Do you have the stuff we talked about? 515 00:25:43,909 --> 00:25:46,109 Oh, it's all ready for you, homie. 516 00:25:47,178 --> 00:25:49,946 And just for your peace of mind, 517 00:25:50,115 --> 00:25:52,115 we only sell clean shit here. 518 00:25:52,117 --> 00:25:53,783 We the only motherfuckers in town 519 00:25:53,785 --> 00:25:55,985 who don't cut our shit with fentanyl. 520 00:25:55,987 --> 00:25:57,754 We like to keep it safe. 521 00:25:57,756 --> 00:26:00,390 For the wellness of the community. 522 00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:01,991 Thanks, man. 523 00:26:02,193 --> 00:26:03,192 Appreciate it. 524 00:26:03,194 --> 00:26:04,894 Peace, homie. 525 00:26:23,114 --> 00:26:27,083 How did you end up so fucking rad? 526 00:26:27,886 --> 00:26:29,986 Tell me about your parents. 527 00:26:30,055 --> 00:26:32,488 You wanna have the parents talk? 528 00:26:32,490 --> 00:26:33,056 Yeah. 529 00:26:33,058 --> 00:26:37,827 I wanna know more about you, where you're from. 530 00:26:37,829 --> 00:26:41,064 I don't really talk about it that much. 531 00:26:41,466 --> 00:26:45,201 Us Canadians like to keep everything bottled up. 532 00:26:47,205 --> 00:26:49,639 Maybe you should go first. 533 00:26:49,641 --> 00:26:53,142 Fine, I'll go first. 534 00:26:54,779 --> 00:26:58,748 My dad is actually pretty square. 535 00:26:58,984 --> 00:27:01,951 He's just a businessman. 536 00:27:01,953 --> 00:27:04,387 Traveled a lot for work. 537 00:27:04,556 --> 00:27:07,890 My mom is a full-out hippie. 538 00:27:09,628 --> 00:27:12,895 I guess you could say she was pretty cool. 539 00:27:13,231 --> 00:27:14,897 I don't know how they ever got together. 540 00:27:14,899 --> 00:27:21,971 They were so opposite, but they divorced when I was 12. 541 00:27:22,774 --> 00:27:26,109 My mom kinda went crazy for a bit. 542 00:27:26,111 --> 00:27:28,411 Shit, I'm sorry. 543 00:27:28,713 --> 00:27:30,079 Thanks. 544 00:27:30,582 --> 00:27:32,649 It's okay though. 545 00:27:34,419 --> 00:27:38,054 It was hard for me in high school. 546 00:27:38,723 --> 00:27:43,092 I turned inwards, I got up in my head 547 00:27:43,094 --> 00:27:45,428 and started acting out. 548 00:27:46,431 --> 00:27:50,199 Typical weird teenager shit. 549 00:27:51,336 --> 00:27:52,168 What about you? 550 00:27:52,170 --> 00:27:57,407 Are your parents really friendly Canadian folks? 551 00:27:59,511 --> 00:28:01,310 No. 552 00:28:01,613 --> 00:28:02,578 No. 553 00:28:02,580 --> 00:28:07,784 My dad was your average, Ontario, blue-collar drunk. 554 00:28:07,852 --> 00:28:12,155 Got hammered every night and was pretty much a real dick. 555 00:28:14,159 --> 00:28:18,127 One day when I was eight, I came home from school 556 00:28:18,129 --> 00:28:21,998 and my mom told me he just packed up and left. 557 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,033 Wasn't coming back. 558 00:28:25,336 --> 00:28:26,903 Fuck. 559 00:28:26,905 --> 00:28:27,570 Yeah. 560 00:28:27,572 --> 00:28:30,440 Being that age, I didn't really understand. 561 00:28:30,975 --> 00:28:32,341 I didn't believe her. 562 00:28:32,343 --> 00:28:35,511 Then after a few days when he still didn't come back, 563 00:28:35,513 --> 00:28:38,815 I ran out of the house when mom was sleeping 564 00:28:38,817 --> 00:28:43,853 and I snuck down to the bar that he'd usually hang out at. 565 00:28:44,055 --> 00:28:46,055 I walked in the door and he was sitting 566 00:28:46,057 --> 00:28:48,324 at the bar drinking a beer. 567 00:28:48,993 --> 00:28:51,094 Laughing with his friends. 568 00:28:53,932 --> 00:28:57,333 When they saw me the laughter stopped. 569 00:28:58,103 --> 00:29:01,337 I asked him if he was ever gonna come home. 570 00:29:01,639 --> 00:29:05,141 And he turned his head and looked away. 571 00:29:06,244 --> 00:29:10,546 His friend, Jimmy, told me, "Go on home. 572 00:29:10,548 --> 00:29:12,982 "Go on home to your mom." 573 00:29:12,984 --> 00:29:17,286 And I started crying and freaking out. 574 00:29:17,422 --> 00:29:21,190 So Jimmy and this other friend dragged me outta the bar. 575 00:29:23,261 --> 00:29:26,162 My dad never even looked back. 576 00:29:29,100 --> 00:29:30,666 They took me home. 577 00:29:30,668 --> 00:29:33,035 My mom gave me shit. 578 00:29:33,037 --> 00:29:35,571 And after a couple days I went back to the bar 579 00:29:35,573 --> 00:29:39,408 and he was not there. 580 00:29:40,345 --> 00:29:43,112 I haven't seen him since. 581 00:29:46,751 --> 00:29:47,784 Oh fuck. 582 00:29:47,786 --> 00:29:51,254 I'm sorry that I asked about your parents. 583 00:29:51,856 --> 00:29:53,422 I'm a fucking idiot. 584 00:29:53,424 --> 00:29:54,991 No, it's all good. 585 00:29:54,993 --> 00:29:56,993 You didn't know. 586 00:29:58,163 --> 00:30:02,932 I think the hardest thing I've had to deal with is, 587 00:30:04,035 --> 00:30:06,602 you know, the one question. 588 00:30:06,604 --> 00:30:07,870 Why? 589 00:30:10,308 --> 00:30:14,277 Why didn't he ever wanna see me again? 590 00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:16,779 It fucks with you. 591 00:30:16,781 --> 00:30:20,449 Did you ever try to track him down again? 592 00:30:20,451 --> 00:30:21,050 No. 593 00:30:21,052 --> 00:30:25,955 No, I was so fucking pissed at him for years after that. 594 00:30:25,957 --> 00:30:29,826 I wanted to smash his fucking head in. 595 00:30:31,496 --> 00:30:34,897 So then how did you end up here? 596 00:30:36,601 --> 00:30:38,868 When I was in my early teens, 597 00:30:38,870 --> 00:30:42,572 I started drinking and hanging out with a rough crowd. 598 00:30:44,242 --> 00:30:49,045 We skipped school and we vandalized. 599 00:30:49,214 --> 00:30:50,413 We stole some shit. 600 00:30:50,415 --> 00:30:53,082 Caused a bunch of mischief. 601 00:30:53,284 --> 00:30:58,988 And apparently, my mom couldn't handle me 602 00:30:58,990 --> 00:31:02,491 so she sent me to Vancouver to live with my aunt. 603 00:31:05,196 --> 00:31:07,463 It was probably for the best. 604 00:31:08,366 --> 00:31:09,599 My aunt's cool. 605 00:31:10,068 --> 00:31:12,368 She taught me how to play guitar. 606 00:31:12,370 --> 00:31:16,305 And I channeled all that crazy energy into music 607 00:31:16,307 --> 00:31:17,874 and here we are. 608 00:31:18,643 --> 00:31:19,575 Here we are. 609 00:31:19,577 --> 00:31:23,880 Just two fucking losers with mommy and daddy issues. 610 00:31:24,983 --> 00:31:26,048 That's right. 611 00:31:26,050 --> 00:31:27,984 We're the perfect couple. 612 00:31:34,025 --> 00:31:39,962 As soon as I'd get high, all my worries would float away. 613 00:31:41,966 --> 00:31:46,135 It seemed like those moments you only felt as a child. 614 00:31:46,371 --> 00:31:49,405 Care free, no stress. 615 00:31:49,707 --> 00:31:51,407 No guilt. 616 00:31:52,343 --> 00:31:55,244 It was everything you'd imagine the feeling 617 00:31:55,246 --> 00:31:57,313 of real happiness to be. 618 00:31:58,816 --> 00:32:02,051 And you wanted to feel that way every moment 619 00:32:02,587 --> 00:32:04,553 of every day. 620 00:32:39,390 --> 00:32:42,725 I started waking up in cold sweats. 621 00:33:01,679 --> 00:33:03,579 Fuck. 622 00:33:13,825 --> 00:33:17,326 Hey, I think we should cut back on this for a little bit. 623 00:33:17,328 --> 00:33:19,662 I'm kinda running low on cash. 624 00:33:21,566 --> 00:33:24,266 You wanna stop doing it? 625 00:33:26,437 --> 00:33:29,271 I can stop if you want to. 626 00:33:29,907 --> 00:33:32,108 I don't really have any cash. 627 00:33:32,110 --> 00:33:35,444 Can't really work in Canada as an American citizen... 628 00:33:35,446 --> 00:33:37,546 I'd have to get a work visa. 629 00:33:37,548 --> 00:33:41,083 No, we don't have to completely stop. 630 00:33:41,252 --> 00:33:45,621 Just... maybe slow down a little bit? 631 00:33:46,691 --> 00:33:48,024 Yeah? 632 00:33:48,893 --> 00:33:53,095 I do know a way we could get more out of it. 633 00:33:53,097 --> 00:33:54,897 What's that? 634 00:33:54,899 --> 00:33:57,700 Well, when you smoke it, you're wasting... 635 00:33:57,702 --> 00:33:58,834 you know, half of it. 636 00:33:58,836 --> 00:34:01,170 Even more sometimes. 637 00:34:03,708 --> 00:34:06,042 We could shoot it. 638 00:34:09,781 --> 00:34:11,747 Are you serious? 639 00:34:11,749 --> 00:34:13,382 Yeah. 640 00:34:14,252 --> 00:34:16,852 I can't put a needle in my vein. 641 00:34:16,854 --> 00:34:17,686 That's like, 642 00:34:17,688 --> 00:34:19,855 that's like full-out junkie shit. 643 00:34:19,857 --> 00:34:20,589 No, no, no. 644 00:34:20,591 --> 00:34:21,991 You don't have to stick it in your vein. 645 00:34:21,993 --> 00:34:24,727 You can stick it into your muscle. 646 00:34:25,730 --> 00:34:27,830 It's not that bad. 647 00:34:28,566 --> 00:34:30,499 It sounds pretty fucked up. 648 00:34:30,501 --> 00:34:32,802 That's how Keith Richards used to do it. 649 00:34:32,804 --> 00:34:37,406 How do you think he stayed alive for all of the 70s? 650 00:34:37,809 --> 00:34:40,309 It's just like getting a flu shot 651 00:34:40,311 --> 00:34:44,513 or you know, a vaccine when you travel. 652 00:34:45,183 --> 00:34:48,184 You know, it's... 653 00:34:48,619 --> 00:34:52,688 I just don't think I can do that. 654 00:34:58,563 --> 00:35:01,197 Turns out I could. 655 00:35:44,842 --> 00:35:46,442 This is sounding pretty good. 656 00:35:46,444 --> 00:35:47,376 Dude, that's sick. 657 00:35:47,378 --> 00:35:48,277 Let's pop to the chorus. 658 00:35:48,279 --> 00:35:50,880 I just wanna make sure that kick is fully locked in 659 00:35:50,882 --> 00:35:51,882 with that bass. 660 00:35:57,822 --> 00:35:58,954 Hey. 661 00:35:58,956 --> 00:35:59,955 Oh, hey man. 662 00:35:59,957 --> 00:36:00,656 What's up? 663 00:36:00,658 --> 00:36:03,259 Hey man, you're like two hours late, dude. 664 00:36:03,261 --> 00:36:03,993 What's up? 665 00:36:03,995 --> 00:36:06,162 Yeah, sorry man, I just got this crazy flu. 666 00:36:06,164 --> 00:36:07,563 I'm sick as fuck. 667 00:36:07,565 --> 00:36:09,832 Yeah, you look like shit, dog. 668 00:36:09,834 --> 00:36:11,600 Shit, are you all right? 669 00:36:11,602 --> 00:36:12,434 Yeah, yeah. 670 00:36:12,436 --> 00:36:13,302 Yeah, I'm good to go. 671 00:36:13,304 --> 00:36:14,837 Dude, check out these synth parts 672 00:36:14,839 --> 00:36:16,605 that Laz just laid down, man. 673 00:36:16,607 --> 00:36:17,540 It's so dope. 674 00:36:17,542 --> 00:36:18,974 Oh yeah, you gotta check this out. 675 00:36:18,976 --> 00:36:20,276 Have a listen. 676 00:36:25,016 --> 00:36:26,048 It's good, right? 677 00:36:26,050 --> 00:36:27,883 Yeah, that's great. 678 00:36:27,885 --> 00:36:28,885 Listen to that swell. 679 00:36:33,558 --> 00:36:35,591 That's where you're gonna pop your guitar in 680 00:36:35,593 --> 00:36:36,458 for the pre-chorus. 681 00:36:36,460 --> 00:36:37,693 You got that part, right? 682 00:36:37,695 --> 00:36:38,894 Yeah man, let's do it. 683 00:36:38,896 --> 00:36:40,095 Yeah, you can plug in right here 684 00:36:40,097 --> 00:36:43,365 we've got the amp mic'ed and set up in the other room. 685 00:36:43,367 --> 00:36:45,501 Just give me a second here. 686 00:36:46,537 --> 00:36:48,637 Wanna give me a little bit of level? 687 00:36:50,374 --> 00:36:52,641 Nice, that's sounding good. 688 00:36:52,643 --> 00:36:54,710 That tone's tight. 689 00:36:54,712 --> 00:36:55,477 We good? 690 00:36:55,479 --> 00:36:56,779 Awesome. You ready? 691 00:36:56,781 --> 00:36:57,813 You ready to crush it? 692 00:36:57,815 --> 00:36:59,181 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 693 00:36:59,183 --> 00:37:00,883 Okay, here we go. 694 00:37:09,493 --> 00:37:10,192 Fuck. 695 00:37:10,194 --> 00:37:11,627 One sec, it's uh... 696 00:37:11,629 --> 00:37:13,128 Do you remember the part? 697 00:37:13,130 --> 00:37:14,530 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got it. 698 00:37:14,532 --> 00:37:15,464 One sec. 699 00:37:15,466 --> 00:37:16,065 It's... 700 00:37:16,067 --> 00:37:17,967 It's all good, man. We'll just do that again. 701 00:37:17,969 --> 00:37:19,368 Here we go. 702 00:37:26,210 --> 00:37:27,276 - Fuck. - No, no, no. 703 00:37:27,278 --> 00:37:30,579 Dude, it goes:. 704 00:37:33,651 --> 00:37:35,317 - Yeah, that's right. - Yeah, like you played 705 00:37:35,319 --> 00:37:36,585 in rehearsal. - Yeah, that's right. 706 00:37:36,587 --> 00:37:37,820 Yeah, just feel it out, dog. 707 00:37:37,822 --> 00:37:38,520 You got it. 708 00:37:38,522 --> 00:37:39,488 Yeah, no, I got it, I got it. 709 00:37:39,490 --> 00:37:40,990 Yeah, you're just warming up. Let's try it again. 710 00:37:40,992 --> 00:37:42,258 Let's do this again. 711 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:43,859 Here we go. 712 00:37:49,934 --> 00:37:51,033 Fuck! 713 00:37:51,202 --> 00:37:53,302 Why don't we just stop for a quick second. 714 00:37:53,304 --> 00:37:56,605 And do you wanna just rehearse it a couple times 715 00:37:56,607 --> 00:37:58,507 before we start going? 716 00:38:02,613 --> 00:38:03,579 Dude, dude, so check this out. 717 00:38:03,581 --> 00:38:06,448 Check this out, it goes:. 718 00:38:06,450 --> 00:38:08,317 So that ending, when it hits the change, 719 00:38:08,319 --> 00:38:09,885 you gotta hit that. 720 00:38:09,887 --> 00:38:12,087 Yeah, yeah, that sounds right. 721 00:38:12,089 --> 00:38:13,022 I got it. 722 00:38:13,024 --> 00:38:14,490 No worries, man. 723 00:38:14,492 --> 00:38:15,958 All right, let's just try it again. 724 00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:18,627 Here we go. - You got it, dude. 725 00:38:23,634 --> 00:38:24,833 Fuck! 726 00:38:24,835 --> 00:38:26,068 No, dude. Dude. 727 00:38:26,070 --> 00:38:27,236 This is your part. 728 00:38:27,238 --> 00:38:28,070 Like, you wrote it, man. 729 00:38:28,072 --> 00:38:29,204 I thought you were ready to record. 730 00:38:29,206 --> 00:38:30,472 You called me to set up this session... 731 00:38:30,474 --> 00:38:31,173 Yeah, I know. 732 00:38:31,175 --> 00:38:32,241 So we could record the part. 733 00:38:32,243 --> 00:38:33,042 Yeah, I know. 734 00:38:33,044 --> 00:38:33,909 Gimme a second, okay? 735 00:38:33,911 --> 00:38:35,678 I told you... I'm sick today. 736 00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:36,979 Just one sec. - All right. 737 00:38:36,981 --> 00:38:39,148 - Let me figure it out. - Okay. 738 00:38:43,821 --> 00:38:46,622 Here, let me have a look at that. 739 00:38:48,726 --> 00:38:49,525 You remember... 740 00:38:49,527 --> 00:38:50,759 what he played in rehearsal. 741 00:38:50,761 --> 00:38:51,460 You were there. 742 00:38:51,462 --> 00:38:53,862 Yeah, I think I got an idea of what you're doing, man. 743 00:38:53,864 --> 00:38:54,463 Here. 744 00:38:54,465 --> 00:38:56,432 So it's something like this, alright? 745 00:39:02,907 --> 00:39:04,606 See that's it. 746 00:39:04,608 --> 00:39:06,442 Travie you got this, man. 747 00:39:06,444 --> 00:39:07,876 You got it. 748 00:39:10,281 --> 00:39:11,547 Oh shit! 749 00:39:11,549 --> 00:39:13,148 What the fuck? 750 00:39:13,150 --> 00:39:15,884 This is my fucking bedroom, man! 751 00:39:15,886 --> 00:39:16,585 Oh, fuck! 752 00:39:16,587 --> 00:39:18,921 Go use the toilet if you gotta puke. 753 00:39:18,923 --> 00:39:19,788 Uh-uh, nasty, dude. 754 00:39:19,790 --> 00:39:21,690 Oh my God, guys. Get your shit together. 755 00:39:21,692 --> 00:39:22,891 Come on, let's go. 756 00:39:22,893 --> 00:39:24,226 Here, man. Here we go. 757 00:39:24,228 --> 00:39:26,895 Right to the bathroom, dude. 758 00:39:28,866 --> 00:39:29,665 I'm sorry, man. 759 00:39:29,667 --> 00:39:31,133 I'm just feeling like shit today. 760 00:39:31,135 --> 00:39:32,401 Dude, don't even worry about it. 761 00:39:32,403 --> 00:39:34,803 You just gotta go home and you gotta go to bed, man. 762 00:39:34,805 --> 00:39:36,605 Like, I can work on my vocals tonight. 763 00:39:36,607 --> 00:39:38,507 We'll record your guitar another time. 764 00:39:38,509 --> 00:39:39,508 Thanks, man. 765 00:39:39,510 --> 00:39:40,376 It's all good. 766 00:39:40,378 --> 00:39:41,910 Oh yeah, I was wondering if I could get some 767 00:39:41,912 --> 00:39:43,278 of the advance for the album? 768 00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:44,113 Yeah, of course, man. 769 00:39:44,115 --> 00:39:46,148 We should be getting it from the label in a couple weeks. 770 00:39:46,150 --> 00:39:49,184 Actually, I was wondering if I could get it tonight. 771 00:39:49,186 --> 00:39:49,852 Tonight? 772 00:39:49,854 --> 00:39:52,488 Well, I mean I don't have it yet. 773 00:39:52,490 --> 00:39:54,223 And we just got paid from the tour. 774 00:39:54,225 --> 00:39:57,459 Yeah, I had to pay off a credit card and some debt. 775 00:39:57,461 --> 00:39:58,394 Some bullshit. 776 00:39:58,396 --> 00:39:59,561 Maybe you could front me the advance 777 00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:02,898 and just take it out of my cut when you get the cash? 778 00:40:03,567 --> 00:40:05,934 Dude, are you sure it's the flu? 779 00:40:05,936 --> 00:40:08,036 Or have you just been partying a bit too hard 780 00:40:08,038 --> 00:40:09,271 with the nose candy? 781 00:40:09,273 --> 00:40:10,739 We've all been there, man. 782 00:40:10,741 --> 00:40:11,573 Like, after the tour 783 00:40:11,575 --> 00:40:12,975 I stayed in bed for four days straight. 784 00:40:12,977 --> 00:40:15,744 Lived off coconut water and cheese. 785 00:40:15,746 --> 00:40:16,979 Yeah, I'm all good, man. 786 00:40:16,981 --> 00:40:17,813 I just woke up sick. 787 00:40:17,815 --> 00:40:19,782 Yeah, I was just fucking with you, dude. 788 00:40:19,784 --> 00:40:21,216 Can I get the money? 789 00:40:21,218 --> 00:40:22,084 Oh, yeah. 790 00:40:22,086 --> 00:40:24,853 Um... let's see what I got here. 791 00:40:25,222 --> 00:40:25,921 Here's 100. 792 00:40:25,923 --> 00:40:29,191 I could transfer you, like, another 100 tonight. 793 00:40:29,193 --> 00:40:29,792 500 794 00:40:29,794 --> 00:40:32,161 would be awesome if that's possible. 795 00:40:32,163 --> 00:40:34,096 500? Um... 796 00:40:34,098 --> 00:40:35,898 Yeah, yeah, it's all good man. 797 00:40:35,900 --> 00:40:36,999 I'll send that to you. 798 00:40:37,001 --> 00:40:37,733 Thanks, man. 799 00:40:37,735 --> 00:40:38,867 You gotta just take it easy. 800 00:40:38,869 --> 00:40:40,102 Get some rest. Alright? 801 00:40:40,104 --> 00:40:41,637 Yeah, will do. 802 00:40:43,874 --> 00:40:48,844 We needed to be closer to downtown where the dope was. 803 00:40:48,846 --> 00:40:50,446 So I messaged Jonesy... 804 00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:52,848 and asked him if I could stay at his place 805 00:40:52,850 --> 00:40:55,517 while he was away. 806 00:40:58,222 --> 00:40:59,855 I lied to Katie. 807 00:40:59,857 --> 00:41:02,891 Got her to lend me some money.. 808 00:41:03,027 --> 00:41:05,027 But it went quick. 809 00:41:05,029 --> 00:41:07,863 Soon, I pawned all my guitars.. 810 00:41:10,734 --> 00:41:13,669 And we still needed more. 811 00:41:16,841 --> 00:41:19,908 We started doing petty crime. 812 00:41:28,285 --> 00:41:32,621 By this time, we were using every day. 813 00:41:48,806 --> 00:41:49,538 Cole. 814 00:41:49,540 --> 00:41:50,372 Hey what's up, man? 815 00:41:50,374 --> 00:41:52,140 You're 20 minutes late, bro. 816 00:41:52,142 --> 00:41:53,408 What the fuck? 817 00:41:53,410 --> 00:41:54,776 Oh shit. 818 00:41:55,179 --> 00:41:56,311 Fuck. 819 00:41:56,313 --> 00:41:57,145 It's Tuesday. 820 00:41:57,147 --> 00:41:58,280 Yeah, it's Tuesday, bro. 821 00:41:58,282 --> 00:41:59,882 What the fuck's been going on with you lately? 822 00:41:59,884 --> 00:42:02,117 You don't even know what day it is? 823 00:42:02,119 --> 00:42:02,818 Oh, sorry man. 824 00:42:02,820 --> 00:42:04,186 I just, I passed out last night. 825 00:42:04,188 --> 00:42:05,687 I was up really late. 826 00:42:05,689 --> 00:42:06,688 I'm heading to you right now. 827 00:42:06,690 --> 00:42:09,391 Alright, I'll be waiting here but hurry the fuck up. 828 00:42:09,393 --> 00:42:11,493 I'm going dirt-biking at two. 829 00:42:11,495 --> 00:42:12,861 Alright. 830 00:42:35,352 --> 00:42:39,454 On the days we didn't have enough to score... 831 00:42:39,456 --> 00:42:42,324 it got bad. 832 00:42:45,663 --> 00:42:47,963 Well, what the hell took you so long? 833 00:42:47,965 --> 00:42:50,866 I had to book it from the cops. 834 00:42:52,536 --> 00:42:55,237 So what are you saying? 835 00:42:55,239 --> 00:42:56,972 I couldn't get any. 836 00:42:58,409 --> 00:42:58,974 What? 837 00:42:58,976 --> 00:43:01,009 I just told you, I had to run away from the cops, okay? 838 00:43:01,011 --> 00:43:04,680 They saw me breaking into a fucking car. 839 00:43:05,416 --> 00:43:06,982 What the fuck! 840 00:43:08,152 --> 00:43:09,017 What the fuck, Travis? 841 00:43:09,019 --> 00:43:10,319 I've been here dying all day waiting for you 842 00:43:10,321 --> 00:43:12,955 and now you tell me you couldn't even fucking get anything? 843 00:43:12,957 --> 00:43:14,323 What do you want me to do, Zoe? 844 00:43:14,325 --> 00:43:16,758 Okay, I've been out there busting my ass all day. 845 00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:18,627 We probably would a got some if you came with me. 846 00:43:18,629 --> 00:43:21,496 I told you I was too sick to go out today! 847 00:43:21,498 --> 00:43:24,199 What the fuck do you want me to do? 848 00:43:26,503 --> 00:43:28,270 Let's sell the TV. 849 00:43:28,272 --> 00:43:29,738 That is Jonesy's TV. 850 00:43:29,740 --> 00:43:32,140 Well, you can pawn it and get it back tomorrow 851 00:43:32,142 --> 00:43:33,308 when we have some cash. 852 00:43:33,310 --> 00:43:34,009 Are you crazy? 853 00:43:34,011 --> 00:43:37,079 Okay, I'm not gonna start pawning my friend's shit. 854 00:43:37,848 --> 00:43:39,214 Travis. 855 00:43:39,283 --> 00:43:41,550 I need it fucking bad. 856 00:43:41,552 --> 00:43:42,851 Okay? 857 00:43:44,088 --> 00:43:45,187 So do I Zoe. 858 00:43:45,189 --> 00:43:45,787 Okay? 859 00:43:45,789 --> 00:43:47,222 You're gonna be fine until tomorrow. 860 00:43:47,224 --> 00:43:50,559 I promise you, I will get you some shit in the morning. 861 00:43:50,561 --> 00:43:54,029 - I need it fucking now! - Fuck, Zoe, calm down! 862 00:43:58,068 --> 00:44:01,570 I don't know what's wrong with me. 863 00:44:04,174 --> 00:44:06,274 I'm just so fucked up right now. 864 00:44:06,276 --> 00:44:07,275 Hey, hey. 865 00:44:07,277 --> 00:44:08,644 It's okay. 866 00:44:10,347 --> 00:44:12,781 I'm feeling rough too, okay? 867 00:44:12,783 --> 00:44:14,416 We're gonna get through this together. 868 00:44:16,186 --> 00:44:18,153 I love you so much. 869 00:44:18,155 --> 00:44:20,322 I love you too. 870 00:44:20,324 --> 00:44:22,424 We'll be okay. 871 00:44:41,779 --> 00:44:42,611 Oh-ho. 872 00:44:42,613 --> 00:44:44,680 Yo, Travie, my guy. 873 00:44:44,682 --> 00:44:45,380 What's up, man? 874 00:44:45,382 --> 00:44:48,450 Hey yo, you end up getting that shit from my boy? 875 00:44:49,920 --> 00:44:50,952 Business? 876 00:44:50,954 --> 00:44:52,521 Hell yeah, we can talk business. 877 00:44:52,523 --> 00:44:54,623 Bro, I love business. 878 00:44:54,625 --> 00:44:58,694 I'm not a businessman, I'm a business, man. 879 00:44:58,696 --> 00:44:59,561 So yo, check this out. 880 00:44:59,563 --> 00:45:01,730 I'm doing this thing in the studio tonight, you know? 881 00:45:01,732 --> 00:45:04,066 Cranking out bangers like a fucking pimp, 882 00:45:04,068 --> 00:45:04,900 'cause that's what I do. 883 00:45:04,902 --> 00:45:07,736 So, why don't you come through, let's say around eight? 884 00:45:07,738 --> 00:45:10,172 And we can talk all the business you want. 885 00:45:10,174 --> 00:45:12,207 Alright cool, I'll see you tonight. 886 00:45:12,209 --> 00:45:14,109 Alright, peace. 887 00:45:22,352 --> 00:45:24,119 Oh yeah! 888 00:45:24,888 --> 00:45:27,989 Yo, this shit is a fucking banger, Buggs. 889 00:45:27,991 --> 00:45:30,625 This is a motherfucking banger. 890 00:45:30,627 --> 00:45:32,461 Oh, you did it again, baby. 891 00:45:32,463 --> 00:45:33,261 You did it again. 892 00:45:33,263 --> 00:45:35,397 You're a fucking genius, bro. 893 00:45:37,301 --> 00:45:37,866 Oh shit! 894 00:45:37,868 --> 00:45:40,802 We got a rock star in the motherfucking building. 895 00:45:40,804 --> 00:45:42,571 Yo, what's up? - How you been, man? 896 00:45:42,573 --> 00:45:45,574 Yo man, livin' large like Biggie Smalls, man. 897 00:45:45,576 --> 00:45:47,943 Yo Buggs, turn that track down. 898 00:45:48,912 --> 00:45:49,511 Buggs! 899 00:45:49,513 --> 00:45:51,213 I said turn down that motherfucking track 900 00:45:51,215 --> 00:45:52,881 you deaf ass bitch. 901 00:45:57,054 --> 00:45:57,652 Ha-ha. 902 00:45:57,654 --> 00:45:59,087 You know I'm just playing with you, Buggs. 903 00:45:59,089 --> 00:46:00,722 Yo, this is my boy, Travie. 904 00:46:00,724 --> 00:46:03,091 He's a dope-ass, guitar-playing motherfucker. 905 00:46:03,093 --> 00:46:05,460 Yo, Travie, this is my boy, Buggs. 906 00:46:05,462 --> 00:46:06,928 What's up? 907 00:46:06,930 --> 00:46:08,530 Hey, man. 908 00:46:08,532 --> 00:46:09,564 Oh shit, hey. 909 00:46:09,566 --> 00:46:11,366 Yo, you wanna do a line? 910 00:46:11,502 --> 00:46:13,168 Yeah, sure. 911 00:46:13,670 --> 00:46:15,670 Ah-ha-ha. 912 00:46:15,672 --> 00:46:17,439 Yo, that's the rock star I remember. 913 00:46:17,441 --> 00:46:21,476 Yo, this guy has hell a-hot groupies snacking on that D. 914 00:46:21,478 --> 00:46:23,178 You ever get your D snacked on? 915 00:46:23,180 --> 00:46:25,680 Yo, this guy gets his D snacked on like Pac-Man. 916 00:46:28,118 --> 00:46:29,317 That's him getting his D snacked... 917 00:46:29,319 --> 00:46:31,553 You got it, you got it, Buggs. 918 00:46:32,923 --> 00:46:33,922 Yo, I got a question for you. 919 00:46:33,924 --> 00:46:35,423 How come every single time I hang out with your band, 920 00:46:35,425 --> 00:46:37,959 it's almost always just white girls backstage? 921 00:46:37,961 --> 00:46:39,361 You know I mean? Like, I get it... 922 00:46:39,363 --> 00:46:40,796 It's mostly these college white girls 923 00:46:40,798 --> 00:46:42,664 that like this indie rock stuff but like, I'm saying, 924 00:46:42,666 --> 00:46:44,533 it's just white girl, white girl, white girl. 925 00:46:44,535 --> 00:46:45,934 You gotta switch that shit up, man. 926 00:46:45,936 --> 00:46:47,903 Get some new flavor in your life, you know? 927 00:46:47,905 --> 00:46:49,504 Get some more color around there. 928 00:46:49,506 --> 00:46:51,039 Like, have you tried Chinese? 929 00:46:51,041 --> 00:46:53,441 Yo, have you tried Caribbean? 930 00:46:53,443 --> 00:46:54,309 Spicy, bro. 931 00:46:54,311 --> 00:46:55,777 I don't know what to tell you, man. 932 00:46:55,779 --> 00:46:57,179 I got a serious girlfriend right now, 933 00:46:57,181 --> 00:46:59,581 so I'm kinda out of that scene. 934 00:46:59,583 --> 00:47:00,282 Yo, I get it. 935 00:47:00,284 --> 00:47:01,516 Yo, I respect that, you know I mean? 936 00:47:01,518 --> 00:47:02,484 I feel you, I feel you. 937 00:47:02,486 --> 00:47:03,351 But I'm just saying... 938 00:47:03,353 --> 00:47:05,120 have you been with these new white girls? 939 00:47:05,122 --> 00:47:08,290 Yo, in the bedroom they get freaky, bro, 940 00:47:08,292 --> 00:47:09,491 and I'm freaky as the next guy 941 00:47:09,493 --> 00:47:11,059 but the shit they say to me? 942 00:47:11,061 --> 00:47:14,462 Bro, it's damn near fucking disgusting. 943 00:47:14,464 --> 00:47:15,764 I get offended sometimes. 944 00:47:15,766 --> 00:47:16,665 I'm like, "What? 945 00:47:16,667 --> 00:47:17,666 "Bitch, you say that shit to me? 946 00:47:17,668 --> 00:47:19,835 "Where the fuck did you learn that shit?" 947 00:47:19,837 --> 00:47:21,603 All that profanity? 948 00:47:21,605 --> 00:47:22,304 Unappealing bro. 949 00:47:22,306 --> 00:47:24,172 It's motherfucking unappealing. 950 00:47:24,174 --> 00:47:25,974 Maybe it's 'cause it's the first generation 951 00:47:25,976 --> 00:47:28,210 that grew up with online porn. 952 00:47:28,212 --> 00:47:30,612 Yo, I never even fucking thought about that shit. 953 00:47:30,614 --> 00:47:33,949 Yo, you are one genius-ass, motherfucking rock star, 954 00:47:33,951 --> 00:47:34,850 you know that? 955 00:47:34,852 --> 00:47:35,851 But here's the thing... 956 00:47:35,853 --> 00:47:38,553 now, if I was to bring a girl home to meet my mom, 957 00:47:38,555 --> 00:47:41,289 and moms ain't with us no more... 958 00:47:43,026 --> 00:47:45,827 but if I did bring a girl home to meet my moms, 959 00:47:45,829 --> 00:47:49,464 it damn sure wouldn't be no freak-ass white bitch. 960 00:47:49,466 --> 00:47:51,166 It's all I'm sayin'. 961 00:47:51,168 --> 00:47:53,435 Oh yo, play that beat we made for Drizzy. 962 00:47:53,437 --> 00:47:55,704 I wanna play it for Travie right here. 963 00:47:55,706 --> 00:47:56,304 Yeah. 964 00:47:56,306 --> 00:47:58,306 I know Drake is gonna throw down heavy on this beat. 965 00:47:58,308 --> 00:48:00,642 You got Drake on one of your tracks? 966 00:48:00,644 --> 00:48:01,343 Yeah. 967 00:48:01,345 --> 00:48:02,177 I'm from "the 6ix", man. 968 00:48:02,179 --> 00:48:06,348 Yo, I knew Drake back in his Degrassi wheelchair days. 969 00:48:06,350 --> 00:48:07,015 You know? 970 00:48:07,017 --> 00:48:08,750 So every time I go back to "T-Dot", him and I kick it. 971 00:48:08,752 --> 00:48:10,752 We go to parties, we club, all that shit. 972 00:48:10,754 --> 00:48:13,021 That's sick, man. 973 00:48:16,026 --> 00:48:19,060 Yo, this the wrong-ass fucking beat, Buggs! 974 00:48:19,062 --> 00:48:21,363 Man, if this was the 90s on Death Row, 975 00:48:21,365 --> 00:48:22,931 you would get your ass stomped out. 976 00:48:22,933 --> 00:48:23,765 Yo, Dre would say... 977 00:48:23,767 --> 00:48:26,735 that if the engineer rewound the track too far back, 978 00:48:26,737 --> 00:48:28,303 Suge Knight would beat his ass personally. 979 00:48:28,305 --> 00:48:30,005 You lucky we digital Now, Buggs. 980 00:48:30,007 --> 00:48:32,173 You lucky as fuck! 981 00:48:35,646 --> 00:48:37,679 Oh, Buggs. 982 00:48:37,881 --> 00:48:39,514 Ah! 983 00:48:39,816 --> 00:48:42,350 I can't stay mad at you. 984 00:48:47,057 --> 00:48:49,424 What's this business you wanna talk to me about? 985 00:48:49,426 --> 00:48:50,759 So, me and my girlfriend just moved 986 00:48:50,761 --> 00:48:52,894 into this new pad in East Van. 987 00:48:52,896 --> 00:48:53,595 Sketchy as fuck. 988 00:48:53,597 --> 00:48:55,931 There's crack-heads and junkies everywhere. 989 00:48:55,933 --> 00:48:57,732 I'm just looking for a gun for protection. 990 00:48:57,734 --> 00:48:59,200 I thought you could hook it up? 991 00:48:59,202 --> 00:48:59,768 Yeah! 992 00:48:59,770 --> 00:49:01,069 Yeah, you came to the right place, bro. 993 00:49:01,071 --> 00:49:02,971 What do you need, nine, Glock, Magnum? 994 00:49:02,973 --> 00:49:05,907 Something small, that'll get the job done. 995 00:49:05,909 --> 00:49:06,741 Yeah, no problem. 996 00:49:06,743 --> 00:49:08,176 But here's the thing, man. 997 00:49:08,178 --> 00:49:11,546 I only have, like, 100 bucks for it. 998 00:49:14,251 --> 00:49:16,217 Yo, Buggs, cut the beat. 999 00:49:16,586 --> 00:49:17,385 Buggs! 1000 00:49:17,387 --> 00:49:20,388 Cut the motherfucking beat! 1001 00:49:27,531 --> 00:49:32,033 You know, if there's one thing I fucking hate in this world, 1002 00:49:32,269 --> 00:49:35,303 it's a motherfucking low-baller. 1003 00:49:35,305 --> 00:49:38,139 Yo, I invite you to my fucking studio. 1004 00:49:38,141 --> 00:49:39,240 I give you blow. 1005 00:49:39,242 --> 00:49:42,944 I let you listen to unreleased music. 1006 00:49:42,946 --> 00:49:44,446 And you low-ball me? 1007 00:49:44,448 --> 00:49:45,947 Travis, what the fuck? 1008 00:49:45,949 --> 00:49:48,550 Hey man, I didn't mean any disrespect. 1009 00:49:48,552 --> 00:49:49,284 Disrespect? 1010 00:49:49,286 --> 00:49:50,285 This is worse than disrespect. 1011 00:49:50,287 --> 00:49:52,754 This is low-balling, pussy-ass shit. 1012 00:49:52,823 --> 00:49:54,322 You know what I do to bitch-ass, 1013 00:49:54,324 --> 00:49:55,623 low-balling motherfuckers like you? 1014 00:49:55,625 --> 00:49:59,127 Do you know what I fucking do to them? 1015 00:50:00,397 --> 00:50:04,332 Hey man, you do what you gotta do. 1016 00:50:12,609 --> 00:50:13,608 Yo! 1017 00:50:13,610 --> 00:50:14,509 Holy shit, yo! 1018 00:50:14,511 --> 00:50:16,144 I'm just fucking with you, bro. 1019 00:50:16,146 --> 00:50:16,811 Holy shit. 1020 00:50:16,813 --> 00:50:19,414 You are one tough rock star motherfucker, you know that? 1021 00:50:19,416 --> 00:50:21,683 Oh my god, you didn't even flinch. 1022 00:50:21,685 --> 00:50:22,717 Hey man, that's fucked up. 1023 00:50:22,719 --> 00:50:23,852 Yo, I'm just playin'. 1024 00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:24,586 I'm sorry, yo. 1025 00:50:24,588 --> 00:50:26,988 Holy shit, you're tough, bro. 1026 00:50:26,990 --> 00:50:27,756 Yeah, of course. 1027 00:50:27,758 --> 00:50:29,124 Of course I can get that for you. 1028 00:50:29,126 --> 00:50:30,725 Yo here, yo, don't even worry about the money. 1029 00:50:30,727 --> 00:50:32,093 I'll give you a piece, right? 1030 00:50:32,095 --> 00:50:35,030 And you just play some fucking guitar on my next beat. 1031 00:50:35,032 --> 00:50:36,364 You know, lay down some fucking vocals. 1032 00:50:36,366 --> 00:50:38,533 Yeah. Yeah, I can do that. 1033 00:50:38,535 --> 00:50:39,968 Yeah, hey, here we go. 1034 00:50:39,970 --> 00:50:40,902 Here, yo, you know what? 1035 00:50:40,904 --> 00:50:43,505 I'll fucking get it for you right now. 1036 00:50:45,776 --> 00:50:46,841 Yo, yeah. 1037 00:50:46,843 --> 00:50:47,542 Yeah, what's up? 1038 00:50:47,544 --> 00:50:48,910 Remember that Smith and Wesson piece 1039 00:50:48,912 --> 00:50:50,045 we picked up like a month back? 1040 00:50:50,047 --> 00:50:52,847 Yeah, bring that shit down to the studio. 1041 00:50:52,849 --> 00:50:54,649 Yeah, I need it for my boy. 1042 00:50:54,651 --> 00:50:55,683 All right, hey, and yo. 1043 00:50:55,685 --> 00:50:56,951 I'm looking around this place 1044 00:50:56,953 --> 00:50:59,687 and I don't see no motherfucking snacks here. 1045 00:50:59,689 --> 00:51:01,423 I need some chips and dip. 1046 00:51:01,425 --> 00:51:02,624 Yo Buggs, what kinda dip do I like? 1047 00:51:02,626 --> 00:51:04,993 Oh, I'm good with just a root beer. 1048 00:51:04,995 --> 00:51:07,195 You know, you're one useless-ass piece of shit, 1049 00:51:07,197 --> 00:51:08,229 you know that? 1050 00:51:08,231 --> 00:51:11,699 Yo, just get me cool ranch. 1051 00:51:12,002 --> 00:51:15,036 I want cool ranch chips and I want cool ranch dip. 1052 00:51:15,038 --> 00:51:16,171 What the fuck? 1053 00:51:16,173 --> 00:51:16,871 Hey, yo Travis, 1054 00:51:16,873 --> 00:51:18,940 what kind of snacks you like? 1055 00:51:18,942 --> 00:51:20,141 Oh, whatever man. 1056 00:51:20,143 --> 00:51:20,909 Alright, yo. 1057 00:51:20,911 --> 00:51:24,212 Pick up some vegan shit for my boy, Travis. 1058 00:51:24,414 --> 00:51:24,979 Yo, pi... 1059 00:51:24,981 --> 00:51:26,981 Listen, 'cause he's a fucking white boy, 1060 00:51:26,983 --> 00:51:28,349 he likes white boy shit. 1061 00:51:28,351 --> 00:51:31,586 So pick up some fucking vegan crisps 1062 00:51:31,588 --> 00:51:32,687 or some fucking celery. 1063 00:51:32,689 --> 00:51:34,989 Yo, what do you fucking people eat? 1064 00:51:34,991 --> 00:51:37,792 Yo, get some like Kraft... get Kraft Dinner 1065 00:51:37,794 --> 00:51:39,894 and chop up some hot dogs in it. 1066 00:51:39,896 --> 00:51:41,729 That happens, right? 1067 00:51:41,731 --> 00:51:42,730 Yeah, yeah. 1068 00:51:42,732 --> 00:51:46,267 Yeah, and cheese, you guys like a lot of cheese, right? 1069 00:51:46,269 --> 00:51:48,236 Yeah, get like cheese and shit. 1070 00:51:48,238 --> 00:51:48,937 And also... 1071 00:51:48,939 --> 00:51:50,271 I'm looking around over here 1072 00:51:50,273 --> 00:51:51,239 and I don't see no bitches. 1073 00:51:51,241 --> 00:51:54,542 And you know I like bitches in the studio by nine o'clock 1074 00:51:54,544 --> 00:51:56,010 or my ass starts getting lonely. 1075 00:51:56,012 --> 00:51:58,146 And when I start getting lonely, I start getting sad. 1076 00:51:58,148 --> 00:52:01,749 And if I get sad, I start fuckin' people up! 1077 00:52:01,751 --> 00:52:04,853 Oh, and make sure that they're freaky, white-girl bitches 1078 00:52:04,855 --> 00:52:07,989 that talk dirty and, like, with profanity and shit. 1079 00:52:07,991 --> 00:52:09,357 Yeah, that's the shit I like. 1080 00:52:09,359 --> 00:52:10,558 Alright, cool. 1081 00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:12,093 You're my boy, dog. 1082 00:52:12,095 --> 00:52:14,095 Alright, see you soon. 1083 00:52:14,097 --> 00:52:14,963 Boom! 1084 00:52:14,965 --> 00:52:16,164 Just like that. 1085 00:52:16,166 --> 00:52:18,700 No fuss, no muss. 1086 00:52:18,702 --> 00:52:19,467 Buggs! 1087 00:52:19,469 --> 00:52:20,768 Turn that track up. 1088 00:52:20,770 --> 00:52:22,637 We celebratin' tonight. 1089 00:53:06,016 --> 00:53:08,183 Put your hands on your fucking head. 1090 00:53:08,185 --> 00:53:09,050 Oh Jesus. 1091 00:53:09,052 --> 00:53:11,786 Put your hands on your fucking head. 1092 00:53:12,022 --> 00:53:14,522 I'm not fucking with you. 1093 00:53:14,991 --> 00:53:16,591 Open the register. 1094 00:53:18,328 --> 00:53:20,595 Open the fucking register! - I'm trying. 1095 00:53:20,597 --> 00:53:22,864 Hurry the fuck up, let's go! 1096 00:53:22,866 --> 00:53:25,633 Get the money, get the money. 1097 00:53:26,703 --> 00:53:27,969 Hurry, hurry. 1098 00:53:28,271 --> 00:53:29,204 Gimme your wallet. 1099 00:53:29,206 --> 00:53:30,738 Oh, come on. You got all the money, 1100 00:53:30,740 --> 00:53:32,140 what do you need a wallet for? 1101 00:53:32,142 --> 00:53:34,943 I'll blow your fucking head off! 1102 00:53:36,179 --> 00:53:37,145 Fuck. 1103 00:53:37,147 --> 00:53:39,113 I know where you live, motherfucker. 1104 00:53:39,115 --> 00:53:40,415 You tell the cops I had an Indian accent 1105 00:53:40,417 --> 00:53:44,252 or I will come to your house and I will fucking kill you. 1106 00:53:51,461 --> 00:53:54,596 Holy shit, that doesn't sound amateur. 1107 00:53:54,598 --> 00:53:55,463 You got away with it. 1108 00:53:55,465 --> 00:53:58,132 Yeah, we had enough money to last us a little while 1109 00:53:58,134 --> 00:54:00,134 without having to hustle. 1110 00:54:00,136 --> 00:54:02,303 But soon after that, 1111 00:54:03,173 --> 00:54:06,007 that's when I found out. 1112 00:54:07,177 --> 00:54:09,444 Found what out? 1113 00:54:09,446 --> 00:54:13,715 Something that would change everything. 1114 00:54:28,865 --> 00:54:32,667 At this point we were mainlining. 1115 00:54:39,609 --> 00:54:43,411 It was 10 times more intense. 1116 00:55:18,948 --> 00:55:20,848 Jonesy, what's up man? 1117 00:55:20,850 --> 00:55:21,683 Travis. 1118 00:55:21,685 --> 00:55:23,117 How are you, buddy? 1119 00:55:23,119 --> 00:55:23,751 Great. 1120 00:55:23,753 --> 00:55:25,053 Just getting some groceries. 1121 00:55:25,055 --> 00:55:27,088 Ooh, domesticated. 1122 00:55:27,791 --> 00:55:29,891 How's the place working out for ya? 1123 00:55:29,893 --> 00:55:30,692 Oh, we love it. 1124 00:55:30,694 --> 00:55:32,760 Yeah, the apartment's so great. 1125 00:55:32,762 --> 00:55:33,461 Good man. 1126 00:55:33,463 --> 00:55:34,629 So, I'm just calling to let you know 1127 00:55:34,631 --> 00:55:36,497 that the last show of the tour is on Friday. 1128 00:55:36,499 --> 00:55:39,967 So I should be coming home early next week. 1129 00:55:41,404 --> 00:55:42,503 Yeah, that's cool man. 1130 00:55:42,505 --> 00:55:45,273 We'll just move our stuff out over the weekend. 1131 00:55:45,275 --> 00:55:47,041 Right on, man, we gotta chill when I get back. 1132 00:55:47,043 --> 00:55:49,510 I still need to meet this new girlfriend of yours. 1133 00:55:49,512 --> 00:55:50,511 Yeah, yeah, she's really cool. 1134 00:55:50,513 --> 00:55:54,148 Oh, she better be if I'm gonna allow her into our lives. 1135 00:55:54,851 --> 00:55:56,584 Hey man, you should send me a pic right now. 1136 00:55:56,586 --> 00:56:00,154 I wanna see what the hussy that locked you down looks like. 1137 00:56:00,156 --> 00:56:01,589 Yeah, one sec. 1138 00:56:06,062 --> 00:56:07,062 You get it? 1139 00:56:08,164 --> 00:56:09,697 Nice. 1140 00:56:09,933 --> 00:56:11,032 Oh. 1141 00:56:12,335 --> 00:56:12,900 Oh shit. 1142 00:56:12,902 --> 00:56:16,304 I didn't know it was Zoe from the Manhattan show. 1143 00:56:16,306 --> 00:56:16,871 What? 1144 00:56:16,873 --> 00:56:19,640 No, I met her in Delta by my aunt's place. 1145 00:56:19,642 --> 00:56:21,876 Dude, I met her backstage at that show 1146 00:56:21,878 --> 00:56:25,113 at the um... at the Mint club. 1147 00:56:26,383 --> 00:56:27,448 No man, you must... 1148 00:56:27,450 --> 00:56:29,016 you must be thinking of someone else. 1149 00:56:29,018 --> 00:56:30,351 She wasn't at that show. 1150 00:56:30,353 --> 00:56:31,686 She would a told me that. 1151 00:56:31,688 --> 00:56:33,020 Trav, what the fuck, man? 1152 00:56:33,022 --> 00:56:33,821 That was 100% her. 1153 00:56:33,823 --> 00:56:35,923 She was backstage 'cause she knew the guys 1154 00:56:35,925 --> 00:56:36,924 from one of the opening bands. 1155 00:56:36,926 --> 00:56:39,093 We hung out, we smoked a joint in the alley, man. 1156 00:56:39,095 --> 00:56:41,662 We fucking talked for a bit. 1157 00:56:41,798 --> 00:56:42,964 Nah, it wasn't her. 1158 00:56:42,966 --> 00:56:44,031 Yes man, I fully remember. 1159 00:56:44,033 --> 00:56:45,900 She asked me what you guys were doing after the show 1160 00:56:45,902 --> 00:56:47,402 but you had already left. 1161 00:56:47,404 --> 00:56:48,269 Fuck, dude. 1162 00:56:48,271 --> 00:56:49,203 Now that I think about it, 1163 00:56:49,205 --> 00:56:53,808 she was asking me a lot of questions specifically about you. 1164 00:56:58,515 --> 00:56:59,580 You alright man? 1165 00:56:59,582 --> 00:57:00,615 Trav. 1166 00:57:00,617 --> 00:57:01,482 Travis. 1167 00:57:01,484 --> 00:57:03,084 I gotta go. 1168 00:57:06,823 --> 00:57:08,790 So tell me. 1169 00:57:08,792 --> 00:57:11,325 How did you first meet Travis? 1170 00:57:16,433 --> 00:57:20,735 I was at a friend's show here in New York. 1171 00:57:20,737 --> 00:57:23,471 Travis's band was on tour from Vancouver. 1172 00:57:23,473 --> 00:57:28,209 They were headlining, but I'd never heard of them before. 1173 00:57:29,112 --> 00:57:31,546 The moment I saw him on stage, 1174 00:57:31,548 --> 00:57:35,783 I knew that he was someone... special. 1175 00:57:38,588 --> 00:57:41,689 There was something about him. 1176 00:57:41,691 --> 00:57:42,723 When you first see someone, 1177 00:57:42,725 --> 00:57:47,061 you can just tell if you're meant to be together. 1178 00:57:54,337 --> 00:57:58,239 I tried to meet him backstage but he'd already left. 1179 00:58:01,711 --> 00:58:02,677 Over the next few weeks, 1180 00:58:02,679 --> 00:58:05,680 I listened to his music all the time. 1181 00:58:14,357 --> 00:58:15,423 I knew that I had to meet him. 1182 00:58:15,425 --> 00:58:19,727 All of my instincts were telling me that he was the one. 1183 00:58:49,792 --> 00:58:52,093 So you flew all the way to Vancouver 1184 00:58:52,095 --> 00:58:56,731 to see someone you never met or communicated with before. 1185 00:58:56,733 --> 00:58:59,367 I know, it sounds crazy. 1186 00:58:59,369 --> 00:59:00,868 Zoe, it's okay. 1187 00:59:00,870 --> 00:59:02,069 I'm not here to judge you. 1188 00:59:02,071 --> 00:59:05,239 I know how powerful infatuation can be. 1189 00:59:05,241 --> 00:59:07,942 It wasn't just infatuation. 1190 00:59:07,944 --> 00:59:09,810 It was something more. 1191 00:59:09,812 --> 00:59:12,547 And yes, it was nuts to fly out there, 1192 00:59:12,549 --> 00:59:14,882 but I didn't care. 1193 00:59:15,351 --> 00:59:17,952 I just had this strong, overwhelming intuition 1194 00:59:17,954 --> 00:59:19,987 that we were meant to be together. 1195 00:59:19,989 --> 00:59:24,292 It sounds fucking crazy but I was right. 1196 00:59:24,894 --> 00:59:27,695 We did fall in love. 1197 01:00:28,124 --> 01:00:30,057 I knew it was fucked up to lie 1198 01:00:30,059 --> 01:00:32,126 but I also knew he wouldn't take me seriously 1199 01:00:32,128 --> 01:00:35,196 if he thought I was just some obsessed fan. 1200 01:00:35,198 --> 01:00:38,032 Did you end up telling the truth? 1201 01:00:38,234 --> 01:00:39,567 I was planning to 1202 01:00:39,569 --> 01:00:42,069 but he ended up finding out. 1203 01:00:44,374 --> 01:00:47,141 What the fuck, Zoe? 1204 01:00:48,645 --> 01:00:52,747 Why didn't you tell me you'd seen me in New York? 1205 01:00:52,749 --> 01:00:53,581 Hm? 1206 01:00:53,583 --> 01:00:56,651 I was going to but I figured if I told you, 1207 01:00:56,653 --> 01:00:58,219 you would a thought I was some crazy groupie 1208 01:00:58,221 --> 01:01:01,422 who stalked you outside your house. 1209 01:01:01,624 --> 01:01:02,957 Yeah. 1210 01:01:02,959 --> 01:01:07,395 That's exactly what you fucking did! 1211 01:01:09,599 --> 01:01:12,533 I can't even believe this shit. 1212 01:01:12,535 --> 01:01:14,435 Zoe, you... 1213 01:01:14,704 --> 01:01:17,204 So everything we had was built on a lie? 1214 01:01:17,206 --> 01:01:18,239 No. It isn't. 1215 01:01:18,241 --> 01:01:20,307 I-I knew we had a connection 1216 01:01:20,309 --> 01:01:22,176 and I was fucking right, okay? 1217 01:01:22,178 --> 01:01:23,010 You can't deny it. 1218 01:01:23,012 --> 01:01:25,579 No, Zoe, this is fucked up. 1219 01:01:25,581 --> 01:01:27,348 You... 1220 01:01:27,350 --> 01:01:29,617 you were at my show in New York. 1221 01:01:29,619 --> 01:01:33,054 Why didn't you just come up to me then, huh? 1222 01:01:33,056 --> 01:01:38,259 We could a started off like two normal fucking people! 1223 01:01:39,295 --> 01:01:40,327 Normal. 1224 01:01:40,329 --> 01:01:41,362 You want normal? 1225 01:01:41,364 --> 01:01:44,165 I'm the last thing from normal and you fucking love it! 1226 01:01:44,167 --> 01:01:46,167 This is fucked up. 1227 01:01:46,169 --> 01:01:46,834 Oh yeah? 1228 01:01:46,836 --> 01:01:49,036 How many sluts message you while you were on tour? 1229 01:01:49,038 --> 01:01:50,738 I bet there's all sorts of groupie whores 1230 01:01:50,740 --> 01:01:53,174 that try to fuck you after your shows. 1231 01:01:53,176 --> 01:01:55,276 Just like what I did to be with you. 1232 01:01:55,278 --> 01:01:56,310 So, is that what you do? 1233 01:01:56,312 --> 01:01:59,180 You just stalk bands and you fuck their guitar players? 1234 01:01:59,182 --> 01:02:00,781 How many musicians have you fucked? 1235 01:02:00,783 --> 01:02:02,817 How the fuck could you say that to me? 1236 01:02:02,819 --> 01:02:04,685 You're just the same as all those other musicians 1237 01:02:04,687 --> 01:02:07,421 going from town to town fucking anything that walks 1238 01:02:07,423 --> 01:02:08,255 and then you leave. 1239 01:02:08,257 --> 01:02:10,424 And you go to the next town and you do it again 1240 01:02:10,426 --> 01:02:11,992 and it goes on and on and on. 1241 01:02:11,994 --> 01:02:14,295 Zoe, what are you even talking about? 1242 01:02:14,297 --> 01:02:15,129 You fucking know. 1243 01:02:15,131 --> 01:02:17,231 It's because you're so insecure with yourself, 1244 01:02:17,233 --> 01:02:18,265 you need constant validation. 1245 01:02:18,267 --> 01:02:20,000 Okay, I know you're fucking type. 1246 01:02:20,002 --> 01:02:22,269 You're fucking insane, do you know that? 1247 01:02:22,271 --> 01:02:24,872 You're fucking crazy! - Fuck you. 1248 01:02:24,874 --> 01:02:27,308 I hope you get a disease from some dirty bitch 1249 01:02:27,310 --> 01:02:29,210 and your fucking dick falls off. 1250 01:02:29,212 --> 01:02:30,945 What about the fucking heroin, huh? 1251 01:02:30,947 --> 01:02:33,581 You tricked me into doing that on purpose? 1252 01:02:33,583 --> 01:02:34,882 No. 1253 01:02:35,485 --> 01:02:37,017 Oh shit. 1254 01:02:37,019 --> 01:02:37,718 Oh fuck. 1255 01:02:37,720 --> 01:02:40,354 You tricked me into doing it so I could get fucked up 1256 01:02:40,356 --> 01:02:42,957 and you could control me, didn't you? 1257 01:02:42,959 --> 01:02:44,158 Yeah. 1258 01:02:44,160 --> 01:02:46,927 You're actually a fucking psychopath, Zoe. 1259 01:02:46,929 --> 01:02:48,596 You're actually a fucking psychopath. 1260 01:02:48,598 --> 01:02:51,899 The shit has taken over my fucking life! 1261 01:02:51,901 --> 01:02:54,902 I just, I just wanted you to feel it, okay... 1262 01:02:54,904 --> 01:02:57,905 to see the beauty in how we could be together. 1263 01:02:57,907 --> 01:02:59,273 It was only supposed to be one time 1264 01:02:59,275 --> 01:03:00,674 so you could have the experience 1265 01:03:00,676 --> 01:03:03,410 and it was fucking amazing, wasn't it? 1266 01:03:09,519 --> 01:03:13,087 Just get the fuck out of my house. 1267 01:03:15,958 --> 01:03:20,394 Just get the fuck out of my fucking house! 1268 01:03:22,565 --> 01:03:26,233 Fuck you, you fucking asshole! 1269 01:04:05,208 --> 01:04:08,409 And... that's when you got into the program 1270 01:04:08,411 --> 01:04:11,445 and started getting sober? 1271 01:04:11,581 --> 01:04:13,914 Not quite. 1272 01:04:15,585 --> 01:04:19,119 After a fight like that, the best way to cure the pain 1273 01:04:19,121 --> 01:04:21,155 is to take a hit. 1274 01:04:21,224 --> 01:04:22,256 We said it would be our last 1275 01:04:22,258 --> 01:04:26,227 but once you're high, there is no pain. 1276 01:04:26,662 --> 01:04:28,762 There are no worries. 1277 01:04:28,764 --> 01:04:32,266 Everything is beautiful again. 1278 01:05:32,295 --> 01:05:34,061 The next time we ran out of money... 1279 01:05:34,063 --> 01:05:37,531 is when we did the dumbest thing ever. 1280 01:05:38,567 --> 01:05:44,571 Cole told Travis, Fresno kept his stash in the oven. 1281 01:05:46,042 --> 01:05:47,574 Oh, Big T! 1282 01:05:47,576 --> 01:05:48,742 What up bro? 1283 01:05:48,744 --> 01:05:50,311 - What's up man? - What up man? 1284 01:05:50,313 --> 01:05:52,513 I ain't seen you in a while. 1285 01:05:52,515 --> 01:05:53,547 You must be buying straight 1286 01:05:53,549 --> 01:05:55,983 from my homies off the street, huh? 1287 01:05:55,985 --> 01:05:56,550 Yeah. 1288 01:05:56,552 --> 01:05:58,485 And what do we have here? 1289 01:05:58,487 --> 01:05:59,920 This is my girlfriend, Zoe. 1290 01:05:59,922 --> 01:06:03,190 Oh damn, T, you never said she was this fine. 1291 01:06:03,192 --> 01:06:04,325 I've heard a lot about you. 1292 01:06:04,327 --> 01:06:06,894 It's a real pleasure to meet you, mama sit a. 1293 01:06:06,896 --> 01:06:08,829 My name Fresno. 1294 01:06:08,831 --> 01:06:10,264 Come on in. 1295 01:06:12,201 --> 01:06:15,502 A'ight. 1296 01:06:15,938 --> 01:06:19,573 A'ight, listen up you motherfucking degenerates. 1297 01:06:19,575 --> 01:06:22,943 This here's Zoe, Travis's girl. 1298 01:06:22,945 --> 01:06:23,844 What's up? 1299 01:06:23,846 --> 01:06:27,715 She's the one that locked down the motherfucking rock star. 1300 01:06:27,717 --> 01:06:30,117 You're one special lady, huh? 1301 01:06:31,821 --> 01:06:33,354 You got the shit? 1302 01:06:33,356 --> 01:06:36,457 That depends homie, looking for the usual? 1303 01:06:38,461 --> 01:06:39,393 Don't you fucking move! 1304 01:06:39,395 --> 01:06:40,661 Get on the fucking ground! 1305 01:06:40,663 --> 01:06:42,262 Ah shit, you're rolling with a piece now. 1306 01:06:42,264 --> 01:06:43,697 This aint a fucking joke, Fres. 1307 01:06:43,699 --> 01:06:44,665 Get on the fucking ground! 1308 01:06:44,667 --> 01:06:46,533 - What the fuck? - Now motherfucker, now! 1309 01:06:46,535 --> 01:06:47,801 This shit for real? 1310 01:06:47,803 --> 01:06:49,403 - Shut the fuck up! - Whoo! 1311 01:06:49,405 --> 01:06:50,604 You know what you're fucking doing, 1312 01:06:50,606 --> 01:06:52,873 you fucking junky bitch? - Shut the fuck up! 1313 01:06:52,875 --> 01:06:55,309 Bit T, stepping up. 1314 01:06:55,311 --> 01:06:58,612 Ha-ha-ha, this shit is fucking funny, dog. 1315 01:06:58,614 --> 01:07:00,414 Shut the fuck up! 1316 01:07:01,951 --> 01:07:03,517 Ow, motherfucker. 1317 01:07:04,253 --> 01:07:05,519 He fuckin' shot me! 1318 01:07:05,521 --> 01:07:06,720 You skinny-ass motherfucker. 1319 01:07:06,722 --> 01:07:09,156 I'm gonna fuck you up real good. 1320 01:07:09,158 --> 01:07:12,393 Move again and I'll blow your fucking head off. 1321 01:07:14,230 --> 01:07:15,929 Oh, oh I like this one, T. 1322 01:07:15,931 --> 01:07:20,501 You found a real bad-ass bitch, huh? 1323 01:07:25,207 --> 01:07:28,575 Oh, motherfucking piece of junkie shit! 1324 01:07:28,577 --> 01:07:30,677 Shut the fuck up. 1325 01:07:34,150 --> 01:07:35,449 Fuck. 1326 01:07:38,921 --> 01:07:42,623 Travis, get the shit and let's get the fuck outta here! 1327 01:07:42,625 --> 01:07:43,624 Hey yo, T? 1328 01:07:43,626 --> 01:07:45,392 Maybe you don't understand. 1329 01:07:45,394 --> 01:07:47,494 I'm having fucking fun right now. 1330 01:07:47,496 --> 01:07:48,595 Shut the fuck up. 1331 01:07:48,597 --> 01:07:50,431 Ooh, I love this shit. 1332 01:07:50,433 --> 01:07:51,565 Here's the thing, bitch. 1333 01:07:51,567 --> 01:07:52,633 I don't give a fuck. 1334 01:07:52,635 --> 01:07:53,600 I'm having fucking fun right now 1335 01:07:53,602 --> 01:07:56,003 'cause I know you aint gonna kill my ass. 1336 01:07:56,005 --> 01:07:58,105 - Travis! - Whoo! 1337 01:08:01,077 --> 01:08:02,476 Oh fuck. 1338 01:08:03,145 --> 01:08:04,478 Oh fuck. 1339 01:08:04,814 --> 01:08:08,215 Want a Freezie? 1340 01:08:17,893 --> 01:08:18,492 Yo, T! 1341 01:08:18,494 --> 01:08:19,860 Here's the one thing that's for real. 1342 01:08:19,862 --> 01:08:23,297 You just shot my boy which means I get to hunt you down, 1343 01:08:23,299 --> 01:08:26,033 I'm a kill you and I'm a fuck your bitch! 1344 01:08:26,035 --> 01:08:27,134 Shut the fuck up! 1345 01:08:27,136 --> 01:08:28,368 Oh yeah, and I'm gonna love fucking 1346 01:08:28,370 --> 01:08:30,571 that little junkie bitch too and so will my homies. 1347 01:08:30,573 --> 01:08:32,506 And we're gonna take turns on that ass 1348 01:08:32,508 --> 01:08:33,307 and you know what? 1349 01:08:33,309 --> 01:08:34,608 Oh, she probably gonna come back for more 1350 01:08:34,610 --> 01:08:35,776 'cause I'm a treat her real good. 1351 01:08:35,778 --> 01:08:37,878 I'm a give her all my best shit. 1352 01:08:37,880 --> 01:08:38,545 Shut up! 1353 01:08:38,547 --> 01:08:39,713 And the next time she's fiending, 1354 01:08:39,715 --> 01:08:41,515 she knows what she has to do! 1355 01:08:41,517 --> 01:08:43,817 She just gotta take all our dicks. 1356 01:08:43,819 --> 01:08:44,685 All of 'em. 1357 01:08:44,687 --> 01:08:45,786 And you know it's true, T. 1358 01:08:45,788 --> 01:08:48,722 'Cause that's what junkie bitches do. 1359 01:08:48,791 --> 01:08:50,724 Slanging day to day gets boring. 1360 01:08:50,726 --> 01:08:52,192 Let's go, let's go. 1361 01:08:52,194 --> 01:08:53,260 I love this shit. 1362 01:08:53,262 --> 01:08:54,461 I owe you, T! 1363 01:08:54,463 --> 01:08:57,431 And I'mma pay you back real soon! 1364 01:09:09,512 --> 01:09:12,212 Let's go get these junkie motherfuckers. 1365 01:09:16,752 --> 01:09:17,451 Whoo! 1366 01:09:17,453 --> 01:09:19,052 Holy fucking Christ! 1367 01:09:20,089 --> 01:09:20,988 Holy shit. 1368 01:09:20,990 --> 01:09:22,623 Babe, you were fucking amazing! 1369 01:09:22,625 --> 01:09:24,458 You were fucking amazing. 1370 01:09:25,161 --> 01:09:25,993 Oh fuck, okay. 1371 01:09:25,995 --> 01:09:27,327 Alright, they're gonna be on our fucking asses. 1372 01:09:27,329 --> 01:09:29,496 Let's just, let's fucking concentrate. 1373 01:09:29,498 --> 01:09:30,864 We gotta stick to the plan. 1374 01:09:30,866 --> 01:09:32,199 You gonna make the call? 1375 01:09:32,201 --> 01:09:32,833 Yeah. 1376 01:09:32,835 --> 01:09:35,536 Fuck, I just hope he's up for it. 1377 01:10:29,425 --> 01:10:31,225 Travis, just come with me. 1378 01:10:31,227 --> 01:10:32,993 When we sell this shit, we'll have enough money. 1379 01:10:32,995 --> 01:10:34,261 We can go wherever we want. 1380 01:10:34,263 --> 01:10:35,796 I don't wanna always be living in fear, 1381 01:10:35,798 --> 01:10:37,197 looking over my shoulder. 1382 01:10:37,199 --> 01:10:38,098 Okay? 1383 01:10:38,100 --> 01:10:38,765 Please? 1384 01:10:38,767 --> 01:10:39,967 Okay, this plan is too dangerous. 1385 01:10:39,969 --> 01:10:42,369 We can leave together right now. 1386 01:10:42,371 --> 01:10:43,503 Hey. 1387 01:10:43,505 --> 01:10:45,072 I gotta do this, okay? 1388 01:10:45,074 --> 01:10:47,007 You know where to go. 1389 01:10:49,178 --> 01:10:50,811 I love you. 1390 01:10:50,813 --> 01:10:52,813 I love you too. 1391 01:10:52,815 --> 01:10:53,880 Go, go. 1392 01:10:56,852 --> 01:10:58,752 I'll be there. 1393 01:12:23,305 --> 01:12:26,039 Shoot me, motherfucker? 1394 01:12:26,041 --> 01:12:28,408 You wanna shoot me? 1395 01:12:41,890 --> 01:12:42,923 Whoo! 1396 01:12:49,331 --> 01:12:49,896 Travis! 1397 01:12:49,898 --> 01:12:52,299 I got somethin' for your ass. 1398 01:12:52,301 --> 01:12:53,934 Yeah, I see you. 1399 01:12:53,936 --> 01:12:55,969 I see you. 1400 01:13:00,642 --> 01:13:02,175 Yo, T. 1401 01:13:02,177 --> 01:13:05,746 You little PC, rat skinner, motherfuckin' goof! 1402 01:13:05,748 --> 01:13:07,881 Oh, you fucked up now, huh? 1403 01:13:07,883 --> 01:13:11,752 T, come on baby, this is fun for me! 1404 01:13:12,121 --> 01:13:13,220 Get on out here! 1405 01:13:13,222 --> 01:13:14,020 I'mma take you... 1406 01:13:14,022 --> 01:13:15,822 I'mma take you to Chuck E. Cheese, bitch! 1407 01:13:15,824 --> 01:13:19,059 Got some chicken nuggets for that ass. 1408 01:13:19,061 --> 01:13:20,961 I know you hungry! 1409 01:13:20,963 --> 01:13:22,496 Come on out, homie. 1410 01:13:22,498 --> 01:13:25,899 I got a fucking kiddie meal for ya! 1411 01:13:27,136 --> 01:13:28,268 Yo T! 1412 01:13:28,270 --> 01:13:30,570 Get the fuck out here! 1413 01:13:30,572 --> 01:13:32,005 Come on baby. 1414 01:13:37,212 --> 01:13:40,547 You're only making it worse, you little pussy. 1415 01:13:40,549 --> 01:13:45,185 I can smell that fucking man-Gina from here, bitch! 1416 01:13:46,622 --> 01:13:49,122 This shit is fun for me, motherfucker. 1417 01:13:49,124 --> 01:13:50,424 This shit is fucking fun. 1418 01:13:50,426 --> 01:13:54,828 I'm having a motherfuckin' happy meal day, bitch! 1419 01:13:55,731 --> 01:13:57,931 What up, T, you scared? 1420 01:13:57,933 --> 01:14:00,567 Ha-ha-ha, you fucked up now. 1421 01:14:01,003 --> 01:14:02,836 Come on out. 1422 01:14:02,905 --> 01:14:05,105 Come on the fuck out! 1423 01:14:07,443 --> 01:14:09,876 Just making it harder on yourself. 1424 01:14:11,246 --> 01:14:12,979 Come on, T, You scared? 1425 01:14:12,981 --> 01:14:14,347 You scared, T? 1426 01:14:14,349 --> 01:14:16,750 Ha-ha, you fucked up now. 1427 01:14:17,152 --> 01:14:18,852 Come on out now. 1428 01:14:19,488 --> 01:14:20,687 You hear me? 1429 01:14:20,689 --> 01:14:23,223 I said come on the fuck out! 1430 01:14:23,225 --> 01:14:25,091 What, you scared? 1431 01:14:25,093 --> 01:14:28,462 I'm not scared of you, Fres. 1432 01:14:30,632 --> 01:14:32,132 Cole. 1433 01:14:32,401 --> 01:14:33,733 What up, Fresno? 1434 01:14:33,735 --> 01:14:37,604 Oh, you know, a little of this, a little of that. 1435 01:14:37,606 --> 01:14:40,106 What the fuck are you doing here? 1436 01:14:40,375 --> 01:14:41,775 I got a call from Travis. 1437 01:14:41,777 --> 01:14:44,211 He said you two weren't getting along. 1438 01:14:44,213 --> 01:14:47,180 So he lured my ass here, huh? 1439 01:14:47,182 --> 01:14:48,882 Little bitch. 1440 01:14:52,120 --> 01:14:53,420 What the fuck is this? 1441 01:14:53,422 --> 01:14:56,256 Me and Cole, we're gonna have a little catch-up. 1442 01:14:56,258 --> 01:15:00,026 Why don't you go on and drag that junky faggot back here? 1443 01:15:52,247 --> 01:15:53,480 Been a long time. 1444 01:15:53,482 --> 01:15:56,283 Yeah, it's been a minute, homie. 1445 01:15:56,285 --> 01:15:58,318 How's civilian life? 1446 01:15:58,320 --> 01:16:00,620 It's got its ups and downs. 1447 01:16:00,622 --> 01:16:02,589 You siding with this junky now? 1448 01:16:02,591 --> 01:16:05,659 Oh yeah, you always were a little soft, huh? 1449 01:16:05,661 --> 01:16:07,027 That's why you couldn't handle the game. 1450 01:16:07,029 --> 01:16:09,262 Maybe I just grew up and got a conscience 1451 01:16:09,264 --> 01:16:11,798 like a normal human being. 1452 01:16:11,800 --> 01:16:13,433 Didn't wanna end up like you. 1453 01:16:13,435 --> 01:16:14,834 A conscience? 1454 01:16:14,836 --> 01:16:18,171 I got a conscience all motherfuckin' day long, homie. 1455 01:16:18,173 --> 01:16:20,240 I provide a service for these people. 1456 01:16:20,242 --> 01:16:21,708 If not for me, they'd just buy it 1457 01:16:21,710 --> 01:16:23,877 off some other motherfucker and OD. 1458 01:16:23,879 --> 01:16:26,046 You think 'cause you sell clean dope, 1459 01:16:26,048 --> 01:16:27,914 you're providing a service? 1460 01:16:27,916 --> 01:16:29,082 You're fucking delusional, bro. 1461 01:16:29,084 --> 01:16:32,586 Why do you give a fuck what I do? 1462 01:16:32,588 --> 01:16:34,955 You left the game, aint none of your business. 1463 01:16:34,957 --> 01:16:38,091 It became my business when you threatened my boy. 1464 01:16:38,093 --> 01:16:40,160 Threatened your boy? 1465 01:16:40,162 --> 01:16:41,394 He tell you he rode up on me 1466 01:16:41,396 --> 01:16:42,862 with his little junky bitch? 1467 01:16:42,864 --> 01:16:45,231 He shot my homie and stole my shit? 1468 01:16:45,233 --> 01:16:46,433 Yeah, I know what he did. 1469 01:16:46,435 --> 01:16:48,201 Well, then you know what's gotta be done. 1470 01:16:48,203 --> 01:16:49,603 Those are the rules, homie. 1471 01:16:49,605 --> 01:16:53,139 Yeah, but it's not gonna happen. 1472 01:16:53,141 --> 01:16:55,375 You are gonna give him a pass. 1473 01:16:55,377 --> 01:16:56,076 A pass. 1474 01:16:56,078 --> 01:16:58,078 See, now I know you're the delusional motherfucker 1475 01:16:58,080 --> 01:17:01,114 if you think he's gettin' a pass! 1476 01:17:01,783 --> 01:17:03,049 Okay. 1477 01:17:03,185 --> 01:17:05,952 Then we'll handle it right now. 1478 01:17:05,954 --> 01:17:07,287 No guns. 1479 01:17:07,289 --> 01:17:10,023 With pleasure, mother fuck a. 1480 01:17:37,119 --> 01:17:40,687 What you did to Dewey never sat right with me. 1481 01:17:40,689 --> 01:17:41,421 Dewey? 1482 01:17:41,423 --> 01:17:42,589 That's some old-ass shit. 1483 01:17:42,591 --> 01:17:45,458 You know how many chances I gave that retard? 1484 01:17:45,460 --> 01:17:46,292 It wasn't right, Fres. 1485 01:17:46,294 --> 01:17:49,496 He was your homie and he was Marcus's brother. 1486 01:17:50,065 --> 01:17:51,297 You know, Marcus has been after you? 1487 01:17:51,299 --> 01:17:53,066 Oh, you think I'm scared of that pussy-ass Marcus, 1488 01:17:53,068 --> 01:17:54,701 you don't know me at all. 1489 01:17:54,703 --> 01:17:55,902 You wanna know why I left the game? 1490 01:17:55,904 --> 01:18:00,306 No, but I'm sure you're gonna serenade me about it. 1491 01:18:03,211 --> 01:18:06,413 Every time I sold some shit to a junky, 1492 01:18:06,648 --> 01:18:07,914 the moment they take it outta my hand, 1493 01:18:07,916 --> 01:18:11,751 I'd look in their eyes and a part of my soul would leave me. 1494 01:18:13,588 --> 01:18:14,220 Damn. 1495 01:18:14,222 --> 01:18:16,756 That is some poetic shit. 1496 01:18:16,758 --> 01:18:18,191 But I don't think that's what you gotta 1497 01:18:18,193 --> 01:18:19,159 be worried about right now. 1498 01:18:19,161 --> 01:18:21,861 I think what you gotta be worried about is, 1499 01:18:21,863 --> 01:18:24,230 even though you won a few fights, 1500 01:18:24,232 --> 01:18:26,800 are you really as good as me? 1501 01:18:27,102 --> 01:18:29,335 I guess we're gonna find out. 1502 01:18:36,812 --> 01:18:38,111 Whoo! 1503 01:18:38,647 --> 01:18:40,280 Come here, baby. 1504 01:18:40,282 --> 01:18:41,514 That's it. 1505 01:18:41,516 --> 01:18:43,049 Hoo, hoo, hoo. 1506 01:18:43,051 --> 01:18:44,050 Keep your elbows in. 1507 01:18:44,052 --> 01:18:45,518 Keep your elbows in. 1508 01:18:48,056 --> 01:18:50,323 Come back to daddy, motherfucker. 1509 01:18:50,325 --> 01:18:51,057 You aint shit. 1510 01:18:51,059 --> 01:18:53,326 I fuck kids bigger than you in the pen! 1511 01:18:53,328 --> 01:18:54,828 Come on, Fresno loves you baby. 1512 01:18:54,830 --> 01:18:56,796 Shake it off. 1513 01:19:01,536 --> 01:19:03,403 Whoo! 1514 01:19:23,859 --> 01:19:25,291 Yeah, bitch. 1515 01:19:25,293 --> 01:19:26,726 That's what's up. 1516 01:19:26,728 --> 01:19:28,194 Aw, you can do this. 1517 01:19:28,196 --> 01:19:29,929 Whoo! 1518 01:19:29,931 --> 01:19:30,697 Come on. 1519 01:19:30,699 --> 01:19:33,767 Come on, I got something real special for your ass. 1520 01:19:33,769 --> 01:19:35,168 Come here, baby. 1521 01:19:46,448 --> 01:19:47,448 Yeah. 1522 01:19:48,250 --> 01:19:49,250 Go to sleep. 1523 01:20:03,064 --> 01:20:05,298 Are we fucking done? 1524 01:20:05,967 --> 01:20:07,100 Is that good for you, Fres? 1525 01:20:07,102 --> 01:20:08,368 Does this settle it? 1526 01:20:08,370 --> 01:20:11,004 Are you fucking done? 1527 01:20:14,276 --> 01:20:16,376 Hey, we said no guns. 1528 01:20:16,378 --> 01:20:18,244 Things change, motherfucker. 1529 01:20:18,246 --> 01:20:20,113 You're fucking scum, man! 1530 01:20:20,115 --> 01:20:22,415 I am a fuckin' legend! 1531 01:20:22,417 --> 01:20:24,417 That's what the fuck I am. 1532 01:20:24,419 --> 01:20:26,186 It's a real shame. 1533 01:20:26,188 --> 01:20:28,121 I always liked you, homie. 1534 01:20:32,527 --> 01:20:34,093 What the fuck? 1535 01:20:34,162 --> 01:20:36,029 I didn't load mine. 1536 01:20:36,031 --> 01:20:40,433 Like I said, I found my humanity. 1537 01:20:41,403 --> 01:20:43,503 Your gun feels heavy. 1538 01:20:43,772 --> 01:20:45,839 You're never gonna stop this shit, are you? 1539 01:20:45,841 --> 01:20:48,374 Fuck no, bitch! 1540 01:20:48,376 --> 01:20:50,076 I thought so. 1541 01:20:56,918 --> 01:20:57,784 Do it! 1542 01:20:57,786 --> 01:20:59,919 Fucking shoot. 1543 01:21:00,455 --> 01:21:02,055 I'm not gonna kill you, 1544 01:21:02,057 --> 01:21:03,423 but what Marcus does with you, 1545 01:21:03,425 --> 01:21:04,557 that's none of my business. 1546 01:21:04,559 --> 01:21:07,627 Ha-ha, you couldn't shoot, you fucking pussy. 1547 01:21:07,629 --> 01:21:08,962 You killed his brother. 1548 01:21:08,964 --> 01:21:10,997 And those are the rules, right Fres? 1549 01:21:13,568 --> 01:21:16,102 You stupid bitch. 1550 01:21:16,104 --> 01:21:18,504 Marcus. 1551 01:21:18,506 --> 01:21:21,541 I got somethin' for you. 1552 01:21:57,545 --> 01:21:58,244 Fuck! 1553 01:21:58,246 --> 01:21:59,445 Don't do it! 1554 01:21:59,447 --> 01:22:01,814 Fuck! 1555 01:22:01,816 --> 01:22:03,016 Fuck! 1556 01:22:03,018 --> 01:22:04,584 Motherfucker! 1557 01:22:10,091 --> 01:22:10,790 Fuck! 1558 01:22:10,792 --> 01:22:12,859 Fucking pussy. 1559 01:22:12,861 --> 01:22:14,460 Motherfucker! 1560 01:22:22,837 --> 01:22:24,437 Look at the back. 1561 01:22:25,840 --> 01:22:27,407 Shit. 1562 01:22:27,409 --> 01:22:29,542 She never showed? 1563 01:22:29,611 --> 01:22:31,077 No. 1564 01:23:35,944 --> 01:23:37,777 No text, no call. 1565 01:23:37,779 --> 01:23:39,679 Nothing on her social media. 1566 01:23:39,681 --> 01:23:41,214 She just disappeared. 1567 01:23:41,216 --> 01:23:45,651 And then about a month ago she posted this. 1568 01:23:47,188 --> 01:23:48,488 Huh. 1569 01:23:48,490 --> 01:23:50,656 Lewis ton, New York. 1570 01:23:50,725 --> 01:23:52,525 It's upstate. 1571 01:23:52,527 --> 01:23:53,726 I guess she's in treatment. 1572 01:23:53,728 --> 01:23:57,063 So why do you think she never showed up at the beach? 1573 01:23:57,065 --> 01:23:58,765 The money? 1574 01:24:00,602 --> 01:24:02,268 I don't know. 1575 01:24:02,270 --> 01:24:04,037 I'm actually glad she took the dope. 1576 01:24:04,039 --> 01:24:06,506 It gave me the chance to get clean. 1577 01:24:09,911 --> 01:24:10,777 Shit. 1578 01:24:10,779 --> 01:24:12,245 I gotta go. 1579 01:24:12,247 --> 01:24:15,815 Thanks for sharing this with me, man. 1580 01:24:16,785 --> 01:24:19,085 How 'bout we do this again next week? 1581 01:24:19,087 --> 01:24:22,755 And if you need anything, you give me a call alright? 1582 01:24:22,757 --> 01:24:24,257 Yeah. 1583 01:24:24,592 --> 01:24:27,460 As I drove away from the dock, 1584 01:24:27,462 --> 01:24:29,996 all of a sudden I felt this relief. 1585 01:24:29,998 --> 01:24:34,333 The last few months with Travis were so intense. 1586 01:24:36,938 --> 01:24:37,937 I sold the heroin. 1587 01:24:37,939 --> 01:24:42,108 I used the money to fly out here and pay for rehab. 1588 01:24:42,110 --> 01:24:43,109 I needed a change. 1589 01:24:43,111 --> 01:24:46,846 And without him, I knew I could do it. 1590 01:24:47,782 --> 01:24:50,883 Have you considered contacting him? 1591 01:24:50,885 --> 01:24:54,153 Perhaps getting some closure? 1592 01:24:54,155 --> 01:24:55,788 I've thought about it 1593 01:24:55,790 --> 01:25:00,226 but we might just end up right where we started. 1594 01:25:01,763 --> 01:25:05,264 Sometimes I think about if we could ever get back 1595 01:25:05,266 --> 01:25:09,335 to the way it was when we first fell in love. 109718