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[dramatic music]
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[helicopter blades whirring]
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- This is it.
It has begun.
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- God.
[bleep]
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Piece of [bleep].
I hate this place.
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- This is bad.
I've got to get out of here.
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This is feeling
like the toughest thing
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I've ever done in my life.
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I guess I'm officially tapping.
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- Oh, oh, oh,
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
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I'm finding all kinds of
[bleep] water in my tent.
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- I believe I hear
a neighborhood resident.
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- There's a bear outside.
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Get out of here!
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[bear growling]
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- Who are you when everything's
been stripped away?
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[bleep].
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- [yelping]
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- It's scary out here
in these woods.
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- I have not had
a serious meal in a week.
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- If I can't get a fire,
then I can't stay here.
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- It's always in the back
of your mind,
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"Well, I could tap out."
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- Putting up
with this filming [bleep]?
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- Running into a predator,
it's not an if.
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It's a when.
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Get the hell out of here.
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I see you.
Get out of here!
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- I'm living
a hand-to-mouth existence.
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Yes!
Aah!
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- $500,000
is a lot of money.
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- It's just gonna keep
getting harder.
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- It's not the world
that needs to change.
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It's me
that needs to change.
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- [moans]
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[dramatic music]
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- Good morning.
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It rained like a son
of a bitch all night.
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I woke up this morning
to, "Mom, Mom!
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Mommy!"
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And I woke up,
and I'm looking around.
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It was the geese flying in.
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[mimicking geese]
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So there you go.
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I thought my girls were
waking me up.
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Today, the rain's
slowed down a little bit,
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but I know it's gonna get worse.
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[yawning]
I need to set up a fire shelter,
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like a place that I can count on
having a fire every day.
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Something that's dry.
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So, I'm gonna...
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take this here ridge pole.
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I'm gonna carve in
a couple notches
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into this tree and this tree,
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kind of like a divot notch,
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and so I can wedge it
into the tree a little bit
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and then tie it down
with some fish string.
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What I'm most scared of is
after the adventure,
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after this is all done
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and we all go home,
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I'm scared of what's next.
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It's like,
what's the next thing
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that's gonna capture you
the way this has captured me?
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You know,
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when I was home,
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my mom brought up the fact that
there is gypsy blood our line.
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Maybe that's
where I get all this from.
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Just the need to run,
the need to go all the time.
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A change of scenery,
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a change of pace,
a new adventure.
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I want to tell my kids
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that you can do anything
that you want to do.
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I want to raise strong women
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in this world.
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Then I'm gonna pull my tarp
over, 5-foot up,
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and then maybe out.
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Check it out.
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If you think
you can do it, try it.
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If you want it, go get it.
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I think that
that's a huge lesson,
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especially for my daughters.
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[dramatic music]
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* *
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- Our journey
this morning begins.
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Yay.
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I do things
a little differently.
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Whereas most people
are probably
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sitting around surviving,
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I want to keep active
just to try to stay sane.
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I'm gonna explore the area
a little bit and go from there.
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It's kind of ingrained
in you in the military
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to just constantly go
100 miles an hour.
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- You are prepared
for what's gonna happen.
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- Yeah.
- You know a lot
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about what's gonna happen.
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- I was in the Army
for about 15 years.
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I recently got out.
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For the majority
of that time,
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I was either a sniper
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or working down
at the sniper school.
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There's a huge suicide epidemic
in the veteran community.
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I started noticing
some of my friends
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that had gotten
out of the military,
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and they were having
a real hard time
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transitioning
into civilian life.
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I came up with the idea
of taking guys
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out on hiking trips.
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I think there's a connection
with nature there
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that can be really helpful.
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And, to me,
that's what keeps me going.
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All the years
in the military,
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if you have one thing,
it's gonna be this.
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- So, I have two blades.
I have one, just regular.
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And then the other
one is serrated.
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Being in the military,
you still have people around,
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you know, that kind of
keep you going.
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You have a mission
or a purpose to do together.
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So you still have
that human interaction.
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Very few people have ever
gone out by themselves,
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completely shut off
from everybody.
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For me, going out in the middle
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of nowhere completely reliant
upon myself,
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it is that challenge
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that I've always wanted
to put myself through.
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I'm gonna head into the woods.
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I'm gonna be looking for signs
of some sustainable food.
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You never know.
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I feel like
if you sit in one place,
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you might miss
a whole lot of stuff.
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I have a duck.
[laughs]
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I have little duck
that's hanging out.
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I don't know, I might leave him.
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Depends on how hungry I get.
He might be dinner.
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[footsteps crunching]
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[bird chirping]
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What?
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The bird up there, he's either
trying to tell me something,
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or trying to tell everybody else
that I'm here.
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* *
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- Life alone
on Vancouver Island.
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My goal is to be out here
for the entire year.
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So, it's...survival...
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of the fittest.
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I spent eight years
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teaching pilots
and air crew members
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how to survive
behind enemy lines.
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You know,
if they got shot down,
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what would they do to survive?
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Once you get the shelter
and the water figured out,
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firewood and food.
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So, I plan to eat some seaweed
this morning.
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I want to show you
the different kinds of foods
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there are on the beach.
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There's this type
of seaweed,
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seagrass.
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You eat down at the base
where it's white.
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And it is quite sweet.
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Very good.
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I believe, also,
you can...
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eat the rhizome.
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And that's very sweet as well.
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It's kind of like candy,
I mean, it's so sweet.
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Bull kelp
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has this long tail
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that goes
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down and around
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and way off out there.
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And you can eat...
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the vine as well.
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Normally,
you slice it into little rings
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and then you cook it.
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[crunches]
Ha-ha!
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Mmm.
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Got a lot of salt water
that time.
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So, that is breakfast.
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And it looks like
we've got low tide,
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so I'm gonna go ahead
and try and put up my gillnet.
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[hammering]
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So I've got this freshwater
creek flowing into the cove.
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I'm gonna put my gillnet
right out in front of it.
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Perhaps that's the best place
to put it.
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I'll find out.
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Every day, that
low tide/high tide transition,
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I'm gonna look forward
to going out
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and checking my traps.
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I really hope I get a fish
in there tomorrow.
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Looks like we should get out
the tennis rackets
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and start playing tennis, right?
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[splashing]
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I'm gonna go walk,
see if I can find
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some more edibles this morning.
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There's my seaweed spot.
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Oh, my goodness.
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Check this out.
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There's a very large pile
of bear poo.
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[tense music]
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One...
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two...
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three...
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four--that's still steaming--
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five...
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six.
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[laughs]
I've got friends already.
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And I thought I was gonna be
alone out here.
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[laughs]
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- I've been looking around...
through the woods.
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I have to look for the most
sustainable food source.
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And I'm not seeing too much,
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as far as wildlife signs.
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I don't see really
any scrape marks
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on...the tree
I just walked across.
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We're gonna start
heading down to the beach.
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See what we can find down there.
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[sighs]
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Biggest thing
I'm seeing right now,
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as far as resources go,
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is the inlet,
is what I'm thinking.
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That most of my food
is gonna come out of the water.
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I don't see
my little duck friend.
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I've got a duck
that hangs out over here.
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Let's see if we can find him.
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[water running]
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Holy crap.
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My duck...
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is somehow dead.
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[splashing]
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That's pretty weird.
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I'm not sure
what the hell killed this thing.
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There's no bite marks,
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no blood.
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I don't see any tracks.
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So this is
a pretty big decision.
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On the one hand,
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if something killed this thing
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that somehow infected the meat,
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and I don't cook it well enough,
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I'm gonna get sick.
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That sucks, you know?
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On the other hand,
if I get rid of it--
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'cause I can't leave it here,
'cause all it's gonna do
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is attract cougars and bears.
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More than likely, a cougar.
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If I get rid of it,
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it's getting rid
of a lot of meat.
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[dramatic music]
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[bleep].
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[dramatic music]
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* *
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[water running]
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[footsteps crunching]
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So, I've made my decision.
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00:15:10,410 --> 00:15:12,946
I'm not gonna eat it.
266
00:15:12,980 --> 00:15:14,481
Ah, it kind of sucks.
267
00:15:14,514 --> 00:15:18,218
I was really hoping
this dude was gonna give me food
268
00:15:18,251 --> 00:15:20,553
when I really needed it,
269
00:15:20,587 --> 00:15:23,823
and not have to waste food
when I don't.
270
00:15:30,197 --> 00:15:33,233
All right.
271
00:15:33,266 --> 00:15:35,135
Mr. Duck,
272
00:15:35,168 --> 00:15:37,537
it was nice knowing you, bro.
273
00:15:37,570 --> 00:15:41,108
And...take care.
274
00:15:42,409 --> 00:15:43,510
Do you have duck funerals?
275
00:15:43,543 --> 00:15:45,112
Is that a thing?
I don't know.
276
00:15:45,145 --> 00:15:49,682
Anyway, we're gonna throw
this dude out into the bay.
277
00:15:50,950 --> 00:15:54,487
Hopefully, he'll get drug away
and not...
278
00:15:54,521 --> 00:15:56,756
wash up on my beach again.
279
00:15:56,789 --> 00:15:58,891
That would suck.
280
00:16:01,228 --> 00:16:03,563
Yeah.
281
00:16:03,596 --> 00:16:05,098
Bye, duck.
282
00:16:05,132 --> 00:16:06,433
Quack.
283
00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:11,571
*
284
00:16:11,604 --> 00:16:14,474
Wasting food is a huge thing,
285
00:16:14,507 --> 00:16:18,778
because you're running
on miniscule calories.
286
00:16:18,811 --> 00:16:20,480
It's pretty disheartening,
287
00:16:20,513 --> 00:16:22,882
but the risk of me potentially
288
00:16:22,915 --> 00:16:25,218
getting sick
from some crazy bird flu
289
00:16:25,252 --> 00:16:27,454
or whatever this thing
died from--
290
00:16:27,487 --> 00:16:29,256
it's not worth it.
291
00:16:29,289 --> 00:16:37,230
* *
292
00:16:46,073 --> 00:16:48,275
- So, here's a little bit
of my...
293
00:16:48,308 --> 00:16:49,809
[clears throat]
294
00:16:52,645 --> 00:16:54,281
Hemlock tea.
295
00:16:54,314 --> 00:16:59,086
* *
296
00:16:59,119 --> 00:17:01,621
I have big plans for today.
297
00:17:01,654 --> 00:17:05,425
Food is a priority.
298
00:17:05,458 --> 00:17:06,926
I'm not a fisherman,
299
00:17:06,959 --> 00:17:09,996
and the ocean
is super abundant.
300
00:17:10,029 --> 00:17:11,764
There's tons of fish in there.
301
00:17:11,798 --> 00:17:15,602
I just haven't figured out
how to catch them yet.
302
00:17:15,635 --> 00:17:17,970
So, I need to go
by what I know,
303
00:17:18,004 --> 00:17:21,908
which is the land.
304
00:17:21,941 --> 00:17:25,112
Every single year, my dad,
all my uncles, my grandpa,
305
00:17:25,145 --> 00:17:26,846
we would basically go
up to our cottage
306
00:17:26,879 --> 00:17:28,081
that we have
in northern Michigan.
307
00:17:28,115 --> 00:17:29,549
And we would go out hunting
308
00:17:29,582 --> 00:17:30,817
and, you know,
it was always just,
309
00:17:30,850 --> 00:17:32,819
like, so much fun.
310
00:17:32,852 --> 00:17:36,389
* *
311
00:17:36,423 --> 00:17:38,425
- There he is.
His senior picture.
312
00:17:38,458 --> 00:17:40,893
We're gonna miss him.
313
00:17:40,927 --> 00:17:42,929
- I think, just as a young man,
I was just--you know,
314
00:17:42,962 --> 00:17:45,064
not knowing what I wanted
to do with my life,
315
00:17:45,098 --> 00:17:47,134
I know that I loved
being outside.
316
00:17:47,167 --> 00:17:49,869
I sort of, like, have just
a very, very strong connection
317
00:17:49,902 --> 00:17:51,571
to the natural world.
318
00:17:51,604 --> 00:17:56,843
Just being outside in nature
does a lot for my spirit.
319
00:17:56,876 --> 00:17:59,446
- So, how long you think
you're gonna last?
320
00:17:59,479 --> 00:18:00,680
Last one standing?
321
00:18:00,713 --> 00:18:02,749
- Hopefully.
322
00:18:02,782 --> 00:18:06,052
I've never really been
a conventional-type person.
323
00:18:06,085 --> 00:18:07,787
Currently
and for the last eight years,
324
00:18:07,820 --> 00:18:09,422
I've been working
for a survival school
325
00:18:09,456 --> 00:18:13,260
in southern Utah, teaching
sort of primitive skills.
326
00:18:13,293 --> 00:18:14,994
And this is a huge test for me.
327
00:18:15,027 --> 00:18:16,929
You know, this is sort of,
like, a culmination
328
00:18:16,963 --> 00:18:18,998
of all of the years
of training,
329
00:18:19,031 --> 00:18:21,033
like, all of the books
that I've read,
330
00:18:21,067 --> 00:18:22,469
all of the going out
and doing it
331
00:18:22,502 --> 00:18:24,171
and getting in the dirt time.
332
00:18:24,204 --> 00:18:26,539
I want to look back
on this experience
333
00:18:26,573 --> 00:18:28,975
in 10, 15, 20 years from now,
and I want to say,
334
00:18:29,008 --> 00:18:30,977
like, that experience
definitely propelled me,
335
00:18:31,010 --> 00:18:32,145
and helped me grow,
336
00:18:32,179 --> 00:18:33,880
and made me
a better human being.
337
00:18:33,913 --> 00:18:35,182
- Blow him a kiss.
338
00:18:37,550 --> 00:18:41,321
- Experiences like this don't
really come along that often.
339
00:18:41,354 --> 00:18:43,356
Being able to procure food,
I mean,
340
00:18:43,390 --> 00:18:45,925
is gonna be the difference
between me staying, like,
341
00:18:45,958 --> 00:18:48,261
a couple of weeks and me
staying a couple of months.
342
00:18:48,295 --> 00:18:50,197
So, I'm gonna set up some traps.
343
00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:56,102
So these traps are
super, super simple.
344
00:18:56,135 --> 00:19:00,207
Great for game ranging from
345
00:19:00,240 --> 00:19:04,877
a mouse to maybe a rabbit.
346
00:19:04,911 --> 00:19:09,048
Deadfalls themselves can be
347
00:19:09,081 --> 00:19:12,852
used to take things
as large as a bear.
348
00:19:12,885 --> 00:19:15,087
That'll loop around there.
349
00:19:15,121 --> 00:19:16,789
The weight of the rock
350
00:19:16,823 --> 00:19:19,759
will be here.
351
00:19:21,294 --> 00:19:24,364
So, the rock will be pressing
down on this,
352
00:19:24,397 --> 00:19:26,733
and then there will be
a bait stick,
353
00:19:26,766 --> 00:19:30,136
which is running from
354
00:19:30,169 --> 00:19:32,472
your toggle
355
00:19:32,505 --> 00:19:35,242
to the end of the rock,
356
00:19:35,275 --> 00:19:37,944
or the end of the log,
or whatever you have.
357
00:19:37,977 --> 00:19:41,614
So what will happen is,
the creature will come up,
358
00:19:41,648 --> 00:19:43,650
pick off that bait stick.
359
00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:47,520
That'll cause...
360
00:19:47,554 --> 00:19:49,155
the trap to trigger,
361
00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:51,023
and then the rock to fall
362
00:19:51,057 --> 00:19:52,892
and collapse on the animal.
363
00:19:52,925 --> 00:19:55,362
So, it's a very--
364
00:19:55,395 --> 00:19:59,065
it's actually a very humane way
to kill it.
365
00:19:59,098 --> 00:20:02,034
* *
366
00:20:02,068 --> 00:20:06,339
In the forest,
there aren't really any rocks.
367
00:20:06,373 --> 00:20:08,808
So I have to make do
with what I have.
368
00:20:08,841 --> 00:20:11,578
And that's probably,
like, you know,
369
00:20:11,611 --> 00:20:14,614
25, 30 pounds of force.
370
00:20:14,647 --> 00:20:17,250
So, a pretty good amount.
371
00:20:17,284 --> 00:20:18,851
And we'll see,
maybe I can get something
372
00:20:18,885 --> 00:20:21,454
by the morning.
373
00:20:21,488 --> 00:20:23,856
This place is very beautiful.
374
00:20:23,890 --> 00:20:25,558
If you could live
just off beauty,
375
00:20:25,592 --> 00:20:28,561
then you'd be pretty full here.
376
00:20:28,595 --> 00:20:29,862
*
377
00:20:29,896 --> 00:20:33,900
But unfortunately,
we need food to survive.
378
00:20:33,933 --> 00:20:38,305
I need to figure out
this food situation.
379
00:20:38,338 --> 00:20:42,074
I don't know if I'll have
the energy to do this.
380
00:20:45,211 --> 00:20:48,147
I need to figure out
this food situation.
381
00:20:48,180 --> 00:20:56,122
* *
382
00:21:02,829 --> 00:21:05,798
[water running]
383
00:21:05,832 --> 00:21:07,367
* *
384
00:21:07,400 --> 00:21:09,402
- What I intend to do is
385
00:21:09,436 --> 00:21:11,838
head over right away
before the tide comes up
386
00:21:11,871 --> 00:21:15,408
and makes it more challenging
and difficult
387
00:21:15,442 --> 00:21:17,243
to get over
to the gillnet,
388
00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:19,479
check and see if I have a fish.
389
00:21:22,715 --> 00:21:24,617
There's the gillnet.
390
00:21:24,651 --> 00:21:28,888
I really hope
I get a fish in there.
391
00:21:28,921 --> 00:21:31,324
I see something dark out there,
392
00:21:31,358 --> 00:21:34,060
and, man, it looks like a fish.
393
00:21:34,093 --> 00:21:36,228
Holy moly, it is a fish.
394
00:21:36,262 --> 00:21:38,431
Look at that.
Thank Jesus.
395
00:21:38,465 --> 00:21:43,102
* *
396
00:21:43,135 --> 00:21:44,937
Let's see if there's any more.
397
00:21:44,971 --> 00:21:47,574
* *
398
00:21:47,607 --> 00:21:51,478
Oh, yeah.
There's a halibut.
399
00:21:51,511 --> 00:21:55,281
There's another fish
right there.
400
00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:56,383
Three fish.
401
00:21:56,416 --> 00:21:59,952
Man, today has
just been a stellar day.
402
00:21:59,986 --> 00:22:02,021
Three fish.
Come on.
403
00:22:02,054 --> 00:22:05,124
Thank you, Jesus.
404
00:22:05,157 --> 00:22:08,961
I don't intend to eat
all three fish.
405
00:22:08,995 --> 00:22:12,131
I think I'd get sick
from eating that much.
406
00:22:12,164 --> 00:22:16,102
I intend to cook them,
407
00:22:16,135 --> 00:22:17,203
and then
408
00:22:17,236 --> 00:22:19,005
I'll bury it nearby here.
409
00:22:20,607 --> 00:22:23,275
The only thing
that could make this better
410
00:22:23,309 --> 00:22:25,845
is if I was in a restaurant
411
00:22:25,878 --> 00:22:28,848
eating this with Barbara.
412
00:22:28,881 --> 00:22:30,583
If you were going with me,
413
00:22:30,617 --> 00:22:32,819
we could share body heat.
414
00:22:32,852 --> 00:22:37,156
Without you to help heat,
I need this much bigger bag.
415
00:22:37,189 --> 00:22:40,927
Barbara is just this kind,
compassionate woman.
416
00:22:40,960 --> 00:22:43,663
I am blessed that she loves me
417
00:22:43,696 --> 00:22:45,264
and likes being married to me.
418
00:22:45,297 --> 00:22:47,767
* *
419
00:22:47,800 --> 00:22:49,736
Before I went
into the Air Force,
420
00:22:49,769 --> 00:22:51,370
my two brothers and I,
421
00:22:51,404 --> 00:22:52,905
when we were
eight, nine, and ten,
422
00:22:52,939 --> 00:22:56,142
we were sent to an orphanage.
423
00:22:56,175 --> 00:22:59,612
I got kicked out when I was 15.
424
00:22:59,646 --> 00:23:03,416
Those are really, really
painful memories.
425
00:23:03,450 --> 00:23:04,851
*
426
00:23:04,884 --> 00:23:08,154
I have three children.
I'm a grandfather by three.
427
00:23:08,187 --> 00:23:12,058
When my daughter passed,
she was only ten years old.
428
00:23:12,091 --> 00:23:13,392
That's gonna work on me.
429
00:23:13,426 --> 00:23:15,762
And so my main motivation
430
00:23:15,795 --> 00:23:19,265
is I want to prove to myself
431
00:23:19,298 --> 00:23:22,234
that I can deal with
my painful past
432
00:23:22,268 --> 00:23:23,836
and hurtful history.
433
00:23:23,870 --> 00:23:26,072
Just know that
in those situations
434
00:23:26,105 --> 00:23:29,041
where I am alone
without Barbara,
435
00:23:29,075 --> 00:23:31,511
those memories are larger
436
00:23:31,544 --> 00:23:33,846
than they are ever at any time.
437
00:23:35,181 --> 00:23:36,783
[dirt scraping]
438
00:23:36,816 --> 00:23:39,085
You know, it's--it's work.
439
00:23:39,118 --> 00:23:42,054
And I hope that I can
get through the tough times.
440
00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:50,463
That fish is on the plank.
441
00:23:50,497 --> 00:23:52,465
There'll be lean days,
442
00:23:52,499 --> 00:23:55,502
and at that time I'll have
these fish laid up
443
00:23:55,535 --> 00:23:58,370
in my hole-in-the-ground
refrigerator.
444
00:23:58,404 --> 00:24:02,108
And I've got them stacked
one on top of the other.
445
00:24:03,242 --> 00:24:05,512
And I've got that moss on them.
446
00:24:05,545 --> 00:24:07,814
And I've got seaweed
from down below
447
00:24:07,847 --> 00:24:10,717
and maybe mask the smell.
448
00:24:10,750 --> 00:24:12,819
The temperatures
are cool enough here
449
00:24:12,852 --> 00:24:14,754
that it'll keep
for two days,
450
00:24:14,787 --> 00:24:17,389
but I don't think it would keep
for longer than that.
451
00:24:19,291 --> 00:24:22,161
Hopefully that'll be there
for me tomorrow morning,
452
00:24:22,194 --> 00:24:25,064
and some bear or animal
hasn't dug it up.
453
00:24:25,097 --> 00:24:29,068
* *
454
00:24:29,101 --> 00:24:32,739
I'm completely relieved.
455
00:24:32,772 --> 00:24:34,874
My gillnet caught three fish.
456
00:24:34,907 --> 00:24:37,810
Hallelujah, give me more,
give me more!
457
00:24:37,844 --> 00:24:40,947
I am gonna be eating
like a king out here.
458
00:24:40,980 --> 00:24:43,950
[dramatic music]
459
00:24:43,983 --> 00:24:51,924
* *
460
00:25:03,402 --> 00:25:06,072
- Man.
461
00:25:06,105 --> 00:25:09,441
Well, my trap
was triggered last night.
462
00:25:09,475 --> 00:25:10,677
Um...
463
00:25:10,710 --> 00:25:13,846
* *
464
00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:15,848
I can't believe this.
465
00:25:15,882 --> 00:25:17,483
Nothing.
466
00:25:17,516 --> 00:25:18,951
It's both a good thing
and a bad thing.
467
00:25:18,985 --> 00:25:22,822
It's a good thing because
they triggered the trap.
468
00:25:22,855 --> 00:25:24,791
It's a bad thing because
I'm definitely, like,
469
00:25:24,824 --> 00:25:28,260
running pretty low on fuel.
470
00:25:28,294 --> 00:25:31,764
I haven't really eaten any meat.
471
00:25:31,798 --> 00:25:33,733
Just some mushrooms.
472
00:25:33,766 --> 00:25:35,034
That's about it.
473
00:25:35,067 --> 00:25:41,540
* *
474
00:25:41,574 --> 00:25:45,277
I'm so disappointed
in myself right now.
475
00:25:45,311 --> 00:25:47,046
Um...
476
00:25:47,079 --> 00:25:49,849
But I can't let it get me down.
477
00:25:49,882 --> 00:25:51,383
I have to adapt.
478
00:25:51,417 --> 00:25:54,486
And that's really
the name of the game
479
00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:56,288
of survival,
is just adaption.
480
00:25:56,322 --> 00:25:59,659
So, hopefully this...
481
00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:02,194
Hopefully this works.
482
00:26:02,228 --> 00:26:04,030
*
483
00:26:04,063 --> 00:26:06,565
So I don't know.
I've got to try something new.
484
00:26:06,599 --> 00:26:09,602
I've got to try
to make a living off the sea.
485
00:26:09,636 --> 00:26:11,237
I mean,
I just need to take advantage
486
00:26:11,270 --> 00:26:14,540
of as many food sources
as I can.
487
00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:16,909
I need to have my gillnet out.
488
00:26:16,943 --> 00:26:19,078
If one thing doesn't work,
then try another thing,
489
00:26:19,111 --> 00:26:22,982
and if that doesn't work,
then try another thing.
490
00:26:23,015 --> 00:26:25,551
The land will show you
and it'll teach you
491
00:26:25,584 --> 00:26:28,821
what you need
in order to live out here.
492
00:26:28,855 --> 00:26:31,958
But, you know,
if you're not open to it
493
00:26:31,991 --> 00:26:35,161
or if it doesn't want
to show you, then it won't.
494
00:26:36,395 --> 00:26:39,331
[fire crackles]
495
00:26:41,200 --> 00:26:42,835
* *
496
00:26:42,869 --> 00:26:44,170
I don't know,
497
00:26:44,203 --> 00:26:47,707
maybe I just need to be doing
something new.
498
00:26:47,740 --> 00:26:53,612
* *
499
00:26:53,646 --> 00:26:56,615
[dramatic music]
500
00:26:56,649 --> 00:27:04,590
*
501
00:27:13,666 --> 00:27:16,435
- So now I need to do
the rest of my home, here.
502
00:27:16,468 --> 00:27:19,205
I've got to get the rest
of this protected,
503
00:27:19,238 --> 00:27:22,341
and so I just,
I got to get after it, here,
504
00:27:22,374 --> 00:27:24,476
or I'm gonna be screwed.
505
00:27:24,510 --> 00:27:27,079
When it rains really bad,
506
00:27:27,113 --> 00:27:31,017
I get all this stuff
that goes inside my tent.
507
00:27:31,050 --> 00:27:32,919
And being in this environment,
508
00:27:32,952 --> 00:27:35,254
your bones get cold
pretty quick.
509
00:27:35,287 --> 00:27:38,958
So I was thinking
about making a front door.
510
00:27:38,991 --> 00:27:40,659
If I do that,
I can stay out here
511
00:27:40,693 --> 00:27:42,194
as long as I want to.
512
00:27:42,228 --> 00:27:44,196
*
513
00:27:44,230 --> 00:27:48,100
I'm just gonna take a log
and go across here like this.
514
00:27:48,134 --> 00:27:50,269
* *
515
00:27:50,302 --> 00:27:52,504
So that covers that pretty good.
516
00:27:52,538 --> 00:27:55,441
Then I can still kind of
see out if I need to.
517
00:27:55,474 --> 00:27:59,311
It's not great seeing out,
but it's a little bit at night.
518
00:27:59,345 --> 00:28:01,680
If I go to about here,
519
00:28:01,714 --> 00:28:05,184
then I hang a lot of
those ferns
520
00:28:05,217 --> 00:28:06,719
off of here,
521
00:28:06,753 --> 00:28:09,355
they're long and they'll go
all the way down.
522
00:28:09,388 --> 00:28:12,424
The ferns act like
shingles on a roof.
523
00:28:12,458 --> 00:28:14,693
With the hope
that, when it rains,
524
00:28:14,727 --> 00:28:18,197
it sheds off
instead of inside of my tent.
525
00:28:18,230 --> 00:28:20,566
Kind of see
what's going on here?
526
00:28:20,599 --> 00:28:22,101
See that?
527
00:28:22,134 --> 00:28:25,905
Just tying her up, like this.
528
00:28:25,938 --> 00:28:28,741
Kind of weaving her in there.
529
00:28:28,775 --> 00:28:32,678
Nice and thick.
530
00:28:32,711 --> 00:28:36,115
The better my house is,
the warmer I am,
531
00:28:36,148 --> 00:28:38,284
the safer I am,
532
00:28:38,317 --> 00:28:40,586
the dryer I am,
533
00:28:40,619 --> 00:28:43,322
the happier I am.
534
00:28:43,355 --> 00:28:46,225
Put a few more in there,
and we'll call it good.
535
00:28:46,258 --> 00:28:48,027
*
536
00:28:48,060 --> 00:28:50,429
Boogie, boogie, boogie!
537
00:28:50,462 --> 00:28:51,964
So, I'm gonna build a tripod
538
00:28:51,998 --> 00:28:54,834
to keep the door
lifted up off the ground
539
00:28:54,867 --> 00:28:56,735
and out of the mud.
540
00:28:56,769 --> 00:28:58,637
Pretty good knot.
541
00:28:58,670 --> 00:29:01,207
See if this thing stays together
542
00:29:01,240 --> 00:29:05,044
long enough to hold up my door.
543
00:29:05,077 --> 00:29:07,847
This will serve as a door holder
544
00:29:07,880 --> 00:29:09,481
on nice days like today.
545
00:29:09,515 --> 00:29:10,783
There.
546
00:29:10,817 --> 00:29:12,785
All right, done.
547
00:29:12,819 --> 00:29:15,955
Project, mission, accomplished.
548
00:29:15,988 --> 00:29:19,725
Let's go take a look.
549
00:29:19,758 --> 00:29:23,495
I put it up here
like this, pull it.
550
00:29:23,529 --> 00:29:26,498
Wow!
551
00:29:26,532 --> 00:29:27,733
*
552
00:29:27,766 --> 00:29:30,837
Not too shabby.
553
00:29:30,870 --> 00:29:32,905
I can still see out,
see what's going on.
554
00:29:32,939 --> 00:29:34,506
Hello!
555
00:29:34,540 --> 00:29:38,811
*
556
00:29:39,946 --> 00:29:42,915
[dramatic music]
557
00:29:42,949 --> 00:29:50,890
*
558
00:29:59,899 --> 00:30:01,667
- I always look angry.
559
00:30:01,700 --> 00:30:03,335
Why is that?
560
00:30:03,369 --> 00:30:06,238
*
561
00:30:06,272 --> 00:30:09,475
I'm not an angry guy.
562
00:30:09,508 --> 00:30:11,077
I just look that way.
563
00:30:11,110 --> 00:30:13,846
*
564
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:15,081
I'm happy to be here.
565
00:30:15,114 --> 00:30:17,416
So why, when I look at
my frickin' face...
566
00:30:17,449 --> 00:30:20,219
* *
567
00:30:20,252 --> 00:30:24,156
Do I always look like
I'm about to punch somebody?
568
00:30:24,190 --> 00:30:26,792
I very rarely punch anybody.
569
00:30:26,825 --> 00:30:32,899
* *
570
00:30:32,932 --> 00:30:35,201
Okay, either Bigfoot
or the Loch Ness Monster
571
00:30:35,234 --> 00:30:37,236
has to show up on film
at some point
572
00:30:37,269 --> 00:30:39,271
in season two of "Alone."
573
00:30:39,305 --> 00:30:41,440
* *
574
00:30:41,473 --> 00:30:42,975
A good Sasquatch sighting.
575
00:30:43,009 --> 00:30:45,444
All these cameras
rolling out in this wilderness?
576
00:30:45,477 --> 00:30:51,250
* *
577
00:30:51,283 --> 00:30:52,651
It could happen.
578
00:30:52,684 --> 00:30:55,854
* *
579
00:30:55,888 --> 00:30:57,489
Things that go through
your head when you're out here
580
00:30:57,523 --> 00:30:58,891
in the middle of nowhere.
581
00:30:58,925 --> 00:31:04,230
* *
582
00:31:04,263 --> 00:31:08,100
Who are you when everything's
been stripped away?
583
00:31:08,134 --> 00:31:11,070
When everything you've relied
on to have a sense of life
584
00:31:11,103 --> 00:31:14,673
or purpose or meaning is gone?
585
00:31:14,706 --> 00:31:16,408
* *
586
00:31:16,442 --> 00:31:21,113
How long can you live
with yourself by yourself?
587
00:31:21,147 --> 00:31:23,515
And as a divorced man,
588
00:31:23,549 --> 00:31:25,584
I guess I'm figuring out
that answer.
589
00:31:27,619 --> 00:31:30,156
I am leaving behind
my three kids.
590
00:31:30,189 --> 00:31:33,159
I'm gonna miss you guys,
all three of you, terribly.
591
00:31:33,192 --> 00:31:34,693
I wish I could
take you guys with.
592
00:31:34,726 --> 00:31:37,096
- Um, no.
- Oh, you haven't lived
593
00:31:37,129 --> 00:31:38,130
until you've wiped
your butt with moss.
594
00:31:38,164 --> 00:31:39,665
- [laughs]
595
00:31:39,698 --> 00:31:42,468
- I was a pastor for 15 years
in Brazil as a missionary,
596
00:31:42,501 --> 00:31:44,770
and my three kids
have been through so much.
597
00:31:44,803 --> 00:31:45,771
All the different things
that have gone on
598
00:31:45,804 --> 00:31:47,239
in the last couple years--
599
00:31:47,273 --> 00:31:49,541
you know, the divorce
and moving back from Brazil--
600
00:31:49,575 --> 00:31:51,910
it's all been difficult
to bear up under.
601
00:31:51,944 --> 00:31:53,445
Are you sure
you want me to do this?
602
00:31:53,479 --> 00:31:57,283
- Dad, this is a
once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
603
00:31:57,316 --> 00:31:58,784
- Your whole life has been
building up to this,
604
00:31:58,817 --> 00:31:59,952
I feel like, so...
605
00:31:59,986 --> 00:32:02,021
- If anybody deserves this,
it's you.
606
00:32:02,054 --> 00:32:04,656
If anybody's prepared
for this, it's you.
607
00:32:04,690 --> 00:32:07,093
- I am not married.
I do not have a girlfriend.
608
00:32:07,126 --> 00:32:09,795
I am as free as a man can be
at this moment.
609
00:32:09,828 --> 00:32:11,263
Knowing that I have
their support
610
00:32:11,297 --> 00:32:12,831
and the fact
that I am a Christian,
611
00:32:12,864 --> 00:32:15,567
I am a believer,
I think it'll be a strength.
612
00:32:15,601 --> 00:32:17,970
- You're gonna do great, Dad.
613
00:32:18,004 --> 00:32:20,672
- I've been through all kinds
of stuff in my lifetime,
614
00:32:20,706 --> 00:32:23,675
and when I look back on it,
I think I wouldn't be
615
00:32:23,709 --> 00:32:26,712
the person that I am now
if I hadn't gone through that.
616
00:32:26,745 --> 00:32:28,347
*
617
00:32:28,380 --> 00:32:31,350
[birds squawking]
618
00:32:31,383 --> 00:32:32,418
*
619
00:32:32,451 --> 00:32:34,120
In terms
of immediate survival--
620
00:32:34,153 --> 00:32:37,256
you know, fire, shelter,
water--I think I've got that.
621
00:32:37,289 --> 00:32:39,491
I could stay here
until I starve to death.
622
00:32:39,525 --> 00:32:42,294
But I've got to crack the code
of feeding myself out here.
623
00:32:42,328 --> 00:32:45,664
I just have to do that.
624
00:32:45,697 --> 00:32:48,234
I've got to get my beach
working for me,
625
00:32:48,267 --> 00:32:52,004
which means I'm gonna try
to set out a trotline here.
626
00:32:52,038 --> 00:32:54,840
One line with a bunch
of hooks on the end.
627
00:32:54,873 --> 00:32:58,610
I've got some of that
green rope, which I salvaged.
628
00:32:58,644 --> 00:33:02,214
*
629
00:33:02,248 --> 00:33:05,217
And these are gonna form
the base
630
00:33:05,251 --> 00:33:06,785
of my trotline.
631
00:33:06,818 --> 00:33:09,455
I think I can put four hooks
on this.
632
00:33:09,488 --> 00:33:11,690
Maybe three.
633
00:33:11,723 --> 00:33:14,560
I should have baited
these after, but...
634
00:33:14,593 --> 00:33:22,534
* *
635
00:33:23,602 --> 00:33:27,406
*
636
00:33:27,439 --> 00:33:31,143
I want fish.
637
00:33:31,177 --> 00:33:33,045
What are the odds
of me catching a fish on that?
638
00:33:33,079 --> 00:33:34,446
I have no idea.
639
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:37,449
But if I can't make this cove
produce food,
640
00:33:37,483 --> 00:33:39,951
I mean, I won't make it.
641
00:33:39,985 --> 00:33:47,926
* *
642
00:33:48,994 --> 00:33:57,436
*
643
00:33:57,469 --> 00:33:59,505
- All right, I'm turning in
for the night.
644
00:33:59,538 --> 00:34:03,142
I'm just feeling some, uh--
some heart sickness.
645
00:34:03,175 --> 00:34:05,744
It's a mild pain.
It's not, like, excruciating.
646
00:34:05,777 --> 00:34:09,981
it's just a low-grade feeling
in my chest,
647
00:34:10,015 --> 00:34:15,887
and--and thought maybe I was
responding to something I ate.
648
00:34:15,921 --> 00:34:19,691
You know, all this new stuff
that my body's not used to.
649
00:34:19,725 --> 00:34:20,792
But I don't think it's that.
650
00:34:20,826 --> 00:34:24,563
I think I'm just thoroughly,
651
00:34:24,596 --> 00:34:28,334
thoroughly missing Barbara.
652
00:34:28,367 --> 00:34:32,704
I felt this kind of heartache
653
00:34:32,738 --> 00:34:36,275
when I was in the orphanage.
654
00:34:36,308 --> 00:34:39,077
And on Christmas,
655
00:34:39,111 --> 00:34:42,348
they would gather
the boys around
656
00:34:42,381 --> 00:34:44,716
and open presents.
657
00:34:44,750 --> 00:34:46,552
*
658
00:34:46,585 --> 00:34:48,354
And they never did call
my name
659
00:34:48,387 --> 00:34:52,658
because there wasn't a gift
for me there.
660
00:34:52,691 --> 00:34:55,594
And I remember going to bed
that night
661
00:34:55,627 --> 00:35:00,098
and the--the heartache.
662
00:35:00,132 --> 00:35:02,868
It feels like that now.
I...
663
00:35:02,901 --> 00:35:04,703
*
664
00:35:04,736 --> 00:35:07,606
They don't call this "Alone"
665
00:35:07,639 --> 00:35:11,510
for no reason.
666
00:35:11,543 --> 00:35:15,247
I miss you, baby...
667
00:35:15,281 --> 00:35:17,549
and my heart's heavy.
668
00:35:17,583 --> 00:35:22,221
* *
669
00:35:26,558 --> 00:35:29,528
[dramatic music]
670
00:35:29,561 --> 00:35:37,503
* *
671
00:35:38,570 --> 00:35:46,512
*
672
00:35:47,579 --> 00:35:49,114
*
673
00:35:49,147 --> 00:35:51,917
- I'm coming out
to check my trotline.
674
00:35:51,950 --> 00:35:54,186
So much for a sunny day.
675
00:35:54,220 --> 00:35:57,189
[footsteps crunching]
676
00:35:57,223 --> 00:35:58,690
*
677
00:35:58,724 --> 00:36:00,659
Oh, somebody over there
678
00:36:00,692 --> 00:36:03,061
is getting a sunny day,
but not me.
679
00:36:03,094 --> 00:36:08,434
* *
680
00:36:08,467 --> 00:36:10,702
I've got four hooks
in the water,
681
00:36:10,736 --> 00:36:12,904
and that's a good thing.
682
00:36:12,938 --> 00:36:14,606
I'm banking on fish.
683
00:36:19,511 --> 00:36:22,548
That's the catch of the day.
684
00:36:22,581 --> 00:36:25,751
Some kind of gnarly looking
seaweed.
685
00:36:25,784 --> 00:36:28,053
I've got to fix this thing
and re-bait it.
686
00:36:28,086 --> 00:36:31,990
* *
687
00:36:32,023 --> 00:36:35,727
[fabric scratching]
688
00:36:35,761 --> 00:36:37,229
That was kind of depressing.
I pulled it up,
689
00:36:37,263 --> 00:36:39,898
all I caught was seaweed,
and I lost one of my hooks.
690
00:36:39,931 --> 00:36:44,069
*
691
00:36:44,102 --> 00:36:46,171
All the crabs were gone
off my hooks, though.
692
00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:48,574
So, wherever--
693
00:36:48,607 --> 00:36:50,876
something down there
likes crabs.
694
00:36:50,909 --> 00:36:53,144
*
695
00:36:53,178 --> 00:36:54,346
When you don't have anything
to eat,
696
00:36:54,380 --> 00:36:55,681
you feel like you have
nothing to show
697
00:36:55,714 --> 00:36:59,217
for all that you've done.
698
00:36:59,251 --> 00:37:02,854
If I don't start catching fish,
and soon, I'm a goner.
699
00:37:02,888 --> 00:37:05,223
*
700
00:37:05,257 --> 00:37:13,198
*
701
00:37:14,266 --> 00:37:17,403
*
702
00:37:17,436 --> 00:37:19,905
- So, I have
a pretty big problem.
703
00:37:19,938 --> 00:37:23,141
I can't...
704
00:37:23,174 --> 00:37:26,945
seem to find my ferro rod.
705
00:37:26,978 --> 00:37:32,784
Yesterday after I got the fire,
um...
706
00:37:32,818 --> 00:37:34,353
I usually set it aside
707
00:37:34,386 --> 00:37:38,624
and then put it right in my bag
when I'm done.
708
00:37:38,657 --> 00:37:41,927
I was really tired yesterday,
and so...
709
00:37:47,132 --> 00:37:49,801
I don't remember
putting it in my bag.
710
00:37:49,835 --> 00:37:53,204
And it's not in there now, so...
711
00:37:53,238 --> 00:37:56,241
But I was able
to sort of rewind
712
00:37:56,274 --> 00:38:00,178
the footage from yesterday,
713
00:38:00,211 --> 00:38:02,514
and I can see
714
00:38:02,548 --> 00:38:06,184
the footage yesterday
of right when I got the fire,
715
00:38:06,217 --> 00:38:08,420
I set the ferro rod down
716
00:38:08,454 --> 00:38:12,223
and it rolled down the fire pit
717
00:38:12,257 --> 00:38:13,459
into the fire.
718
00:38:13,492 --> 00:38:15,727
*
719
00:38:15,761 --> 00:38:19,665
So, now I'm just sifting
through the fire pit.
720
00:38:19,698 --> 00:38:21,066
I don't know what happens
721
00:38:21,099 --> 00:38:23,469
when a ferro rod
goes in a fire pit.
722
00:38:23,502 --> 00:38:25,303
Does it just burn up?
723
00:38:25,337 --> 00:38:28,039
I don't know.
724
00:38:28,073 --> 00:38:30,008
I hope I can find it.
725
00:38:30,041 --> 00:38:33,345
*
726
00:38:33,379 --> 00:38:35,814
There's no way
I can be here without a fire.
727
00:38:35,847 --> 00:38:37,616
*
728
00:38:37,649 --> 00:38:39,418
I can't believe this.
729
00:38:39,451 --> 00:38:41,420
*
730
00:38:41,453 --> 00:38:42,954
It's not here.
731
00:38:42,988 --> 00:38:45,056
Nothing you can do about it.
732
00:38:45,090 --> 00:38:46,825
*
733
00:38:46,858 --> 00:38:49,160
[sighs]
734
00:38:49,194 --> 00:38:51,897
*
735
00:38:51,930 --> 00:38:55,734
And if I can't get a fire,
then I can't stay here.
736
00:38:55,767 --> 00:39:02,073
* *
737
00:39:02,107 --> 00:39:04,743
It's really as simple as that.
738
00:39:04,776 --> 00:39:10,716
* *
739
00:39:13,752 --> 00:39:16,688
It's really as simple as that.
740
00:39:16,722 --> 00:39:24,663
* *
741
00:39:25,731 --> 00:39:33,672
*
742
00:39:34,740 --> 00:39:36,007
*
743
00:39:36,041 --> 00:39:38,977
- Day seven.
744
00:39:39,010 --> 00:39:41,346
I miss my girls.
745
00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:42,347
Say good morning.
746
00:39:42,380 --> 00:39:44,550
Good morning, Boden!
747
00:39:44,583 --> 00:39:47,453
Good morning, happy Greta Tuff!
748
00:39:47,486 --> 00:39:49,521
Aw, isn't she cute?
749
00:39:49,555 --> 00:39:51,022
*
750
00:39:51,056 --> 00:39:52,891
She's cute.
751
00:39:52,924 --> 00:39:55,360
* *
752
00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:57,128
Boden.
753
00:39:57,162 --> 00:39:58,764
She's giving you attitude.
See that?
754
00:39:58,797 --> 00:40:01,867
Hello, hello.
755
00:40:01,900 --> 00:40:04,870
So, today's Greta's side
for a picture up.
756
00:40:04,903 --> 00:40:07,773
It's Greta day.
757
00:40:07,806 --> 00:40:09,775
I flip them over every day,
758
00:40:09,808 --> 00:40:12,043
so one day it'll be Boden
on the front,
759
00:40:12,077 --> 00:40:15,080
and then the next day
is Greta on the front.
760
00:40:15,113 --> 00:40:16,715
I'm extremely thirsty.
761
00:40:16,748 --> 00:40:20,218
My goal this morning is gonna
be to get a fire started.
762
00:40:20,251 --> 00:40:22,921
Fire must happen today for me.
763
00:40:22,954 --> 00:40:25,356
I'm gonna be a thirsty cat.
764
00:40:25,390 --> 00:40:26,958
*
765
00:40:26,992 --> 00:40:28,426
I've got to raise my girls
766
00:40:28,460 --> 00:40:31,697
to be smart and strong.
767
00:40:31,730 --> 00:40:33,765
Strong is huge.
768
00:40:33,799 --> 00:40:35,066
Life is so short,
769
00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:36,434
you've got to get
out there and live.
770
00:40:36,468 --> 00:40:37,903
You've got to listen to music,
771
00:40:37,936 --> 00:40:40,839
and you've got to dance,
and you've got to love.
772
00:40:40,872 --> 00:40:42,808
My God, and we're all
gonna die someday,
773
00:40:42,841 --> 00:40:44,075
and then what?
774
00:40:44,109 --> 00:40:45,611
What do you got
to say for yourself?
775
00:40:45,644 --> 00:40:47,879
You got up and drank coffee
at the same coffee shop
776
00:40:47,913 --> 00:40:48,980
every day of your life?
777
00:40:49,014 --> 00:40:51,182
What kind of a life is that?
778
00:40:51,216 --> 00:40:54,119
I hope my daughters have that
sense of adventure, you know,
779
00:40:54,152 --> 00:40:56,454
where they just feel like,
"Yeah, I can do that.
780
00:40:56,488 --> 00:40:59,357
I could go there
and be that and see that."
781
00:40:59,390 --> 00:41:00,759
Thank you.
782
00:41:00,792 --> 00:41:04,229
Thank you, fire gods,
for giving me fire.
783
00:41:04,262 --> 00:41:10,301
* *
784
00:41:10,335 --> 00:41:13,038
Just when you're just about
to run out of hope...
785
00:41:13,071 --> 00:41:14,806
*
786
00:41:14,840 --> 00:41:17,843
You just keep plugging away,
folks.
787
00:41:17,876 --> 00:41:19,911
Just got to keep working hard.
788
00:41:19,945 --> 00:41:21,813
*
789
00:41:21,847 --> 00:41:23,148
Never give up.
790
00:41:23,181 --> 00:41:26,151
Only give up, only stop
791
00:41:26,184 --> 00:41:28,520
when your heart says stop.
792
00:41:28,554 --> 00:41:31,422
But never give up
because the challenge is hard.
793
00:41:31,456 --> 00:41:39,397
* *
794
00:41:40,465 --> 00:41:42,067
*
795
00:41:42,100 --> 00:41:45,436
Does it literally take everyone
else this long to start a fire?
796
00:41:45,470 --> 00:41:47,272
Is it just me?
797
00:41:47,305 --> 00:41:50,108
It must be just me.
It's got to be just me.
798
00:41:50,141 --> 00:41:51,843
[bleep]!
Son of a bitch.
799
00:41:51,877 --> 00:41:53,779
Son of a bitch. Son of a bitch.
Son of a bitch.
800
00:41:53,812 --> 00:41:55,413
I can't lift my thumb,
801
00:41:55,446 --> 00:41:57,448
I can't lift my thumb,
I can't lift my thumb.
802
00:41:57,482 --> 00:41:59,551
Mother[bleep].
803
00:41:59,585 --> 00:42:02,253
* *
804
00:42:02,287 --> 00:42:03,488
I don't know how deep it is.
805
00:42:03,521 --> 00:42:05,490
[groans]
806
00:42:05,523 --> 00:42:09,460
*
807
00:42:09,494 --> 00:42:11,396
- I'm so disappointed
in myself right now,
808
00:42:11,429 --> 00:42:12,964
but I can't let it get me down.
809
00:42:12,998 --> 00:42:14,566
*
810
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:16,467
- When you're out here
in the woods, it's just amazing
811
00:42:16,501 --> 00:42:18,503
how hard everything is.
812
00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:20,471
*
813
00:42:20,505 --> 00:42:24,676
[bleep], I'm lucky that didn't
go in my [bleep] collarbone.
814
00:42:24,710 --> 00:42:27,278
- I heard, like, a crazy noise.
[mimicking growls]
815
00:42:27,312 --> 00:42:28,814
[gasps]
There's a bear.
816
00:42:28,847 --> 00:42:30,248
Oh, my [bleep] God,
there's a bear.
817
00:42:30,281 --> 00:42:31,617
*
818
00:42:31,650 --> 00:42:33,685
- It's like a whining
and huffing
819
00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:35,787
and a sniffing right here
at the back of my head.
820
00:42:35,821 --> 00:42:36,955
[air horn blares]
821
00:42:36,988 --> 00:42:38,590
[bear growls]
Get on out of here!
822
00:42:38,624 --> 00:42:39,625
[flare hissing]
823
00:42:39,658 --> 00:42:40,692
[bear roars]
824
00:42:40,726 --> 00:42:41,693
Get the hell out of here.
825
00:42:41,727 --> 00:42:43,795
[bear growls]
I see you.
826
00:42:43,829 --> 00:42:47,766
*
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