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- You brought this shit into
the community? You lied to me.

- I'm trying to apologize.
- Well, guess what, Hayley,

I don't give a shit
if you feel better.

- You know what you do want?
- Same thing I wanted

since I was ten,
to be an astronaut.

About as likely as
me and Emma, huh?

- Did you know I was taken?
- We always assumed

that the adoption
was consensual.

- I'm sorry. North
House is my heart.

- And Jeremy?
- He is too.

- I knew I should've examined
you after the car accident.

Panic attacks are
totally normal.

I'm sending you the
information for a counsellor.

Call him, set up an appointment.

- Help! Help!

Please, I need help!

- Nine in the morning,
and it's still dark out.

Big storm coming
too, on FlightRadar.

I dream about living
somewhere hot, like,

no boots, no thermals, just
sunny skies and tequila.

- I don't trust anywhere that
doesn't have four distinct seasons.

- Masochist.

- I need air.

- What's going on?

Speed. Nowak, check
your airspeed.

- Nowak!

- We're losing speed.
I have control.

Are we gonna talk about
what just happened?

- What is there to talk about?

I had a moment of distraction,
and my FO overreacted.

- You saw! We couldn't reach
him. What's up with you?

The weather wasn't that bad,
we've flown through worse.

- I just got light-headed
for a second.

- You said you'd
see a counsellor.

- Counsellor? What's going on?

- The panic attacks.

- This has happened before?

- Never in the air.

It's not a big deal.

Sometimes I get a memory
of the car accident.

- What did the counsellor say?

- This is something that I can
handle on my own. It's fine.

- You know you can't
fly again, right?

Not until you've
dealt with this.

- I'll get some sleep,
regroup tomorrow.

: It may just
be flurries out there now,

but don't be fooled. We're in
for a big one tonight, folks,

with a heavy snowfall
warning in effect.

- I'll replace this.

Yeah, that one's yours
now. What's with the duds?

- I've been invited
to Selection Camp.

With Space Program Canada.

- Whoa! Way to go, kid!

So, how many people get
chosen for Selection Camp?

- 72.

Out of 4,000 applicants.

- Whoa.

- Yeah, I had a
bunch of interviews,

and I thought today was just
going to be another one,

but they told me I'm in.

- That's amazing.
- Yeah, so I hung up on them.

- What?
- Look, I don't know,

I panicked, alright?

It's bad, isn't it?
I know it's bad.

Astronauts can't panic.
That's their whole thing.

- It's kinda your
thing too, Chops.

You know how to handle yourself.

- In a plane, yes.

But Selection Camp is
designed to screw with you.

That's their whole point.

They throw you into
crazy situations

to see if you have what
it takes to figure it out.

What if I don't?

- Okay. I'm gonna go and
wake up Nowak so he can

Polish some sense
into you on this.

- He's gone.

I saw him leave a couple
hours ago in his flight suit.

I think he was doing
a run to North House.

: Hey, Lex.
- What are you doing?

You shouldn't be flying right
now. You told me you wouldn't fly.

- I got some rest, I'm
feeling a lot better.

- If you're not at full health,
you're putting people in danger.

Don't make me have
to report you.

- I kept your secret, didn't I?

- It's not the same thing.

Don't make me have to lie
again, for you of all people.

I love you, but I...

I won't let anyone do
this to me again. I can't.

You have until you get back to Thompson to
tell Chief Pilot Pierce what's going on,

or I will.

: The roads are
really bad out there, folks.

There is a multi-vehicle
pile-up in town,

not to mention all the
cars that are off the road.

I would say don't go out
unless you absolutely have to.

- Shouldn't the
guys be back by now?

- Bodes and Nowak know
how to handle themselves

in weather like this.

- Please. We heard
nurses live here?

- Nurses do, but they're all
out right now. We're pilots.

- Well, why don't
you come inside?

- What's wrong? What happened?

- Please. You have to sit.

The roads are bad and there's
trees down everywhere,

and we swerved and we
slid into the ditch,

and Gordon hit the
steering column.

: That's enough, Abby.

- We should call an ambulance.

- We'll go to the car now.

- No!
- What is it? What is it?

- Lex, I know what
you're going to say.

- Tris, I need your help.

We have a hurt patient here.

All the nurses are out, we can't
get through to an ambulance,

he just collapsed.
- Okay, so what's the source of this injury?

- He was driving and he
hit the steering column.

He's been having a
hard time breathing.

- Are there any visible wounds?

- Uh...

No cuts or bruising.

- You need to get vitals.
Grab a flight bag.

- W-We don't have one.
- Where's Hayley, isn't she off?

- I don't know,
but she's not here.

The only thing I could find
was Crystal's spare stethoscope

and some gloves.
- Okay, uh,

can you check his
wrist for a pulse?

- It's really fast.

- I need you to
use the stethoscope

to check both
sides of his chest.

Put it on his sides
along the nipple line

and tell me what you hear.
- It's a lot quieter on the left.

- It's pneumothorax.

- He needs it decompressed

with a chest tube
or he'll arrest.

- W-What does that mean?

- A chest tube goes
through the chest wall

and drains any compressed air
from the heart and the lungs.

- We don't have a
doctor or a chest tube,

and we can't make it to an ER.
- Please, please,

you have to help him!
His neck, it looks funny.

- His veins are all swollen.

- Tristan, they're
running out of time.

- Maybe you should take
Hayden into Nowak's room,

it's over there on the left.

- Okay, so we need a tube,

the ability to puncture
skin, and, uh, suction.

: That's right.

- Okay, let's see, here.

This should puncture
through the muscle,

like the chest tube
would, correct?

- Uh, we wouldn't recommend
an improvised home surgery.

- His pulse is weak.
I can barely feel it.

- A pen won't puncture the skin.

You're gonna need to
make an incision first.

Find the second rib
on Gordon's chest.

You'll feel a hump. Count
down four or five ribs.

You're gonna want to be on between
the 4th and 5th intercostal

on the nipple line towards
Gordon's right side,

down by his armpit.

: You have
to go over the rib

when you put the tube
in, not under it,

or else you'll risk
damaging the nerve.

- Ready? Ready.

- Make a small incision so
it can fit the straw in.

Okay, good. Poke your
finger into the incision

to make a little room.

- Uh... Hmm...

Oh, uh, okay...

- It's gonna take a lot of force
to punch through the muscle wall

to get the tube in. Once you
feel it push through, stop.

You don't want to go too
far and puncture the lung.

- Uh...

Okay.
- You'll feel a rush of air

when you get to the pleural
space. Okay, and then...

- Ah, shit.
: Shit.

- We can't wait until the line comes
back up, we have to finish this.

Ah, I'm in.

I did it, I think I did it.

- That's good, that's
what we want, right?

- Oh, it's sucking back in.

The goal is to
vent the stuff out.

- Please, please, do
something. He can't breathe.

- You got a condom?

I need something flexible,
to create a valve.

- Okay.

Okay. Will this work?

- Yes, cut the end.
- Okay.

- Okay, tape.

- You just made a chest tube
out of a straw and a balloon.

That's some real astronaut shit.

Gordon's stable for now,
but he needs a hospital.

I know it's none of my business

and I don't know anything
about your marriage,

but why wouldn't he let
you call an ambulance?

If you need help,
I can help you.

- It's not like that.

- I know people have to leave
when they're ready, but...

don't cover for Gordon if
it means hurting yourself,

or your kid. No one deserves
that kind of loyalty.

- Gordon's not my
husband. He's my father.

Hayden's dad...

We're getting divorced.

I tried to fight
for full custody,

but I can't afford the
lawyers that he can, so...

The last time that I
left Hayden with his dad

for his court-ordered weekend,

Hayden walked home
alone three miles

because he was scared of him.

That's when I knew, I...

I couldn't leave my son
with him even one more time.

- You custody-napped your son.

- My ex called the cops,
then the storm hit.

And I knew my dad was hurt,

but I didn't want to
call an ambulance.

What if they recognized
me at the hospital?

Then I would go to jail

and Hayden would go
to his dad full time.

Wait, please. Now that you
know, what are you gonna do?

: You know you
can't fly again, right?

Not until you've
dealt with this.

: It's fine.

This is Nowak.

: Hey, we're
stretched thin tonight

with the storm moving in.

Can you fly Right Seat to
take a patient to North House?

We wouldn't ask, but since you've
been looking for extra shifts...

- Uh, I'm on my way.
- Great. Thanks.

- Wow. Captain Nowak kept
himself Right Seat qualified?

You must need money pretty bad.

- Nope. Just gunning to
be a Training Captain.

Looks good in AC interviews.

Well, most peoples' interviews.

- Are you sure you
should be doing this?

You promised Lexi you wouldn't.

- Park break.
- Set.

- The snow isn't too bad yet,

but we'll wait
inside the hangar.

Our ride should be
here any minute, Dale.

How you doing?

- Hey, Lex.

: What are you doing?

You shouldn't be
flying right now.

You told me you wouldn't fly.

- I got some rest, I'm
feeling a lot better.

- If you're not at full health,
you're putting people in danger.

Don't make me have
to report you.

- I kept your secret, didn't I?

- It's not the same thing.
Don't make me have to lie again.

You have until you
get back to Thompson

to tell Chief Pilot
Pierce what's going on,

or I will.

- You told Lexi I was flying!

- No. But considering
how small SkyMed is,

you can't be surprised
she found out.

I'm not happy about it either.

I care about you, Nowak.

Our ride's here.

Come on, Dale. We're heading
to the nursing station.

- That's like a thousand dollar
punching bag you got there.

I powered down 911, but
we're gonna have to try

and keep up with the snow.
If it freezes on the wings,

we won't be able
to get out of here.

- I'll take the first shift.

Hi, Mom.

: Milosz. Are you
calling about Lukasz?

He has two offers from
competing universities.

- That's great.

- I need to ask a favour, um...

Can I borrow money
for a new headset?

I can pay interest. I have a
second job, and if I need to,

I can get a third job
to pay it back faster.

- If I helped, it would be
endorsing your career choice.

You know I can't do that.
- Yeah, okay.

Tell Dad I said hello.
- I will.

- Tris is waiting for Crystal
to show up with another patient,

but she's taking forever.
- You left the boost pumps on.

- I turned the master off.
- It doesn't matter.

You left the goddamn boost pumps
on. The battery's dead, Bodie.

- I was worried about
keeping the plane clear,

I must've rushed out of
the cockpit and forgot.

- Oh, so any second, Tristan's
going to show up with a patient,

and we won't be able
to start the plane.

- We'll get someone to fly us a new
battery and an AME from Thompson.

- In this storm?!
It's the Captain's job

to make sure you turn
the boost pumps off.

If I was in the Left Seat,
this never would've happened.

- What the hell is
your problem, man?

- You! You're a crap
pilot, you do dumb shit

like leave the boost pumps on!

And everyone treats you
like you're the shit.

Chopper's a way better pilot,

but somehow Bodie's
always the hero.

You're just a rich kid who
had everything handed to him.

- You don't know a
damn thing about me.

You wanna talk shitty pilots?

What the hell is going on with
you? Tristan acting all worried?

What exactly do you not
want everyone to know, huh?

Is Iceman finally cracking
under the pressure

of his own goddamn ego?

- Hayley?
- Bodie? We need...

hospital.

- Hayley, I can't hear you.

- Madison... Can you hear...

- Shit.

- Tree or something
must've taken out a tower.

- She said something about
Madison and the hospital.

- She's not due yet, is she?

- Not for another two months.

You know, I tried to apologize,
but she's not talking to me.

I actually want to
be in my kid's life.

But I messed that up.

You know those rich parents you're
always giving me shit about?

Yeah, they stole me from
my Indigenous birth mother.

And my white parents
just... went along with it.

- Shit.

- My whole life, I
thought she gave me up.

I thought it was a choice.

Afro-Indigenous kid

raised by white folks
in a rich neighbourhood

with nobody who looked like me,

nobody who knew
where I was from.

No one who knew who I was.

See, but I know what a
pilot is. I know how to be,

and where I'm supposed to be.

But if I'm not gonna
go to an airline

and I'm not gonna be a pilot...

Who am I?

- I had a panic attack
after my car accident.

Sometimes when I'm
in the plane...

I'm afraid.

- Is that why you
broke your headset?

- If my head's screwed
up, I can't be a pilot,

which my parents would love.

They think it's beneath me.

- Being a pilot's impressive.

What do they expect,
a brain surgeon?

- Actually, my brother
has a PhD in neuroscience.

I think that's why
I hated you so much.

You had a family that wanted
you to live your dreams.

I've wanted to go to a
major airline for so long,

but I'm not even sure if
I want it for me anymore.

I don't know if I want
to fly because I love it

or just to prove
my parents wrong.

Flying is the only time
I ever feel like myself.

- Snow's letting up.

We could, uh, clear the plane
and go try and pick up Madison

and the baby... But I...
drained the battery.

It's busted, dude.

We can't fly that,
we're not rated.

- It's a 12 volt.
- The 200 takes 24.

- Another 12.

We can hook them up in a series
to the 24 volt in the plane.

We can jump-start it.

- I mean, we don't even know
if these batteries are charged.

And the runway's not plowed.

With that kind of drag, we
might not be able to take off.

- One way to find out.

Park break?
- Set.

- Battery voltage?

- 23 volts.
- Levers?

- Cut off, forward, flight idle.

- Before start
checklist complete.

- We only have one shot.

After this, the 12
volts will be drained.

Clear right?

- Clear right.

We have power. 12 %.

If we hit the red line, there's
no grace period here, Bodie.

We'll need to abort, or
we'll torch the engine.

- Just hold a little longer.

- Bodie...

- Hold steady.

- Bodie...

- Okay, I appreciate the help.

But are you sure
you wanna do this?

We might not even make
it off the runway.

We could overshoot into the
trees, end up like Wheezer.

Look, this is my risk.
I'm taking it, but...

But you don't have to.

- Let's do it.

- Let's get out of here.

- I know you're off duty.

But I just got a call
from Randy Jacobs.

He's a 60-year-old patient
with a history of epilepsy,

and it sounds like he
has a nasty dog bite.

It would be great to get him on
Tristan's flight when he goes back,

before the huge
snow storm rolls in.

- And you want me
to go pick up Randy.

- There's already a
driver on the way.

- Hmm...

- Hey, Emma.

: We're not getting
your truck out of the ditch,

and we're still an hour
from the nursing station.

- Don't worry. Get yourself
a tow outta the ditch.

Your truck'll be good
as new.

- There won't be any
tow coming tonight.

You know, we're lucky we
were close to the shack.

- Anybody passing the road,
they'll stop and see my truck,

and come help.

Hopefully.

Okay, well I'm gonna
go find some firewood.

- Nasty bite. What happened?

- I had Milroy
since he was a pup.

Whenever I had a seizure,

he'd lay down next to me

and he'd be there
when I'd wake up.

Never thought I'd
have to put him down.

- I don't like the
look of this, Randy.

We need to keep an
eye on the red parts,

make sure it doesn't
spread, okay?

How you holding up, Randy?
- It hurts.

- You've got cellulitis.
It's spreading fast.

That can happen sometimes
with animal bites.

You need antibiotics
to prevent sepsis.

- Doesn't seem like I'm
getting that any time soon.

: Okay,
let's lay you down.

- I, uh, found some
stuff in my truck

I was gonna donate to
the community centre,

but maybe there's some stuff we
could burn in here, you know?

- None of this
will burn for long.

Where's one of your black
and yellow boxes of supplies

when we need it?

- I don't do that anymore.

- The pills?

- Any of it.

- We can burn the boxes for now.

Treasure Island?

You kept this?

- I like pirates, you know?

You liked it, too. You
used to read it to me

in the canoe when you were
trying to get out of paddling.

- I loved this book!

Stories like this reminded
me of the adventures

we used to have in the bush.

Camping, or afternoons
in the canoe in the sun.

Paper burns.

- No, no, no, not
that. Not this one.

This one. We'll burn this.

It's good, huh?

See, not everything from
your past is horrible.

- Who said it was?

- I don't know why you're so hard
on who you used to be, Flipper.

You were... You
were pretty great.

- What's wrong
with who I am now?

- Well, you just don't
seem very... happy.

You're always so serious
all the time now.

Or maybe that's just
when I'm around.

I'm gonna go on the land for
a while. I think I need it.

And besides, people
in the community,

they don't need my kind of help.

- What happened to the Oxy?
- Burned it.

I don't care what
those people do to me,

I'm not letting any more
of that shit come up here.

- You should've told me, Jer.

We could've figured
something out.

- Would we?

Or would you just have
blamed me for everything,

just given me shit like always?

What's happening?
What's going on?

- He's seizing

We need to keep him warm,
okay? He's getting too cold.

Get him on his side. Come on.

Okay.

- You're gonna hate me
for saying it, but...

I'll be the peanut butter.

- Maskwa doesn't
blame you, you know.

- He should.

- Jeremy...

- Hey, what are
you doing? Crys...

- Dumb to hold on to the past so
much that we freeze to death now.

We're not going to survive
in this much longer.

- Just stay awake.
Just try to stay awake.

: It may just
be flurries out there now,

but don't be fooled. We are in
for a big one tonight, folks,

with a heavy snowfall
warning in effect.

- Since our unspoken agreement
apparently needs to be spoken,

I really hoped you wouldn't
come here when I'm working.

- Is there another waitress?

- No, I sent everybody home.

Place is dead with the storm
coming, and I need the money, so...

- I'll have a cup of
coffee and go, I just...

need a minute.

- Fine. Get it yourself.
My back's killing me.

- Tradition.

My brother and I would
order one of each,

then take turns stealing
from each other's plates.

He always said that
life's too short,

eat dessert first.

- I'm sorry.

- Oh, no, no, no, hey.

My brother's still
alive but, uh...

He just isn't talking
to me right now.

Anyone ever tells you
they're thinking about

getting back together
with their ex,

don't tell them what you really
think. That was last fall.

- You must miss him.

- Snowmobile trip isn't
the same by myself.

- Have you tried calling him?

- It's kinda hard to
break the ice, you know?

Things change fast, man.

Somebody who was in your life all
this time can suddenly just...

be gone.

Like a bolt of lightning.

: The roads are
really bad out there, folks.

There is a multi-vehicle
pile-up in town,

not to mention all the
cars that are off the road.

I would say don't go out
unless you absolutely have to.

- Hey, you should
probably head out.

You wait much longer, your car
won't be able to make it out.

- Oh, yeah, thanks.

Mitosis?

- Yeah. I'm applying to
a phlebotomy program.

It's good money. I'll be able to
take care of myself and the baby.

I didn't take high school
Bio, so I'm making it up.

- No yeah, that's...
that's great.

People will always
need blood taken.

- I know you think I'm
some dumb local girl.

- I don't think you're dumb.

I used to think we could
be friends, actually.

- Yeah, if by
friends you mean...

- Uh... Oh, God.
- Are you okay?

- No. I just... peed my pants.

- Has the pain been
coming in waves?

You've been having contractions.

- I'm only 28 weeks, the baby's
not due for another two months!

- No, no, it's okay. It's okay.

I saw this all
the time at Sinai.

Uh, you need to go to the
hospital for antibiotics,

tocolytics, and a
shot of steroids.

- What will that do?
- The steroids will help the baby's lungs mature,

fast but the tocolytics might be
able to stop the premature labour

and give baby more time
inside to grow and develop.

- Okay...

Can you... drive me?

- I'm not sure my
car will make it.

Um, I'll call an ambulance.

- The radio said there
was a big pile-up in town.

- It's okay. We'll, um...
time your contractions.

Most primip labour takes
hours, so we've got time.

- What happens if we can't make
it to the hospital? Could I...

The baby.

- Look, I have never
lost a patient.

Not in L&D, not flying medevacs.

You're in good hands, okay?

Ten minutes apart.

: Hayley?
- Bodie! Um...

can you come get me and
Madison from the Whiskey Hatch?

We need to get to a hospital.
- Hayley, I can't hear you.

- Bodie, we need your
truck. Madison's in labour.

Bodie, can you hear me?

Shit!

- Oh, God.

- Okay, um, try standing
with your feet apart,

bent over the bar like this.

Some women find it helps.

You know, this is
usually when I suggest

the birthing partner
rubs Mama's back.

- Yeah, well, just another thing
I'll have to do for myself.

- Have you tried
talking to Bodie?

- He's, uh, tried calling.

Says he wants to
help me and the baby.

But... I have to be able
to take care of myself.

Even if we make up now,

I could still end up raising
this baby on my own later.

Thought I'd have a couple
more months, though.

It's so weird to love someone

that you've never
met before so much.

I already love this
baby more than anyone.

I just want him to be okay

- I had an appointment

with my oncologist in
Winnipeg this morning.

They found...

precancerous shadows on my MRI.

She suggested a preventative
double mastectomy.

- What are you going to do?

- I mean, your whole
life, this giant decision

gets reduced to probabilities.

Chances that something
bad might happen,

like a bomb that might go off,
or lightning that might strike.

And... You know, and I'm 25?

And this is my body, and
I'm just so... I'm so angry.

I'm angry that my mom died,

I'm angry that I have to
make this big decision,

and I'm just...

I think that's why
I slept with Bodie.

- It still wasn't right.

- No.

Okay.

Madison, I wouldn't usually recommend
doing this outside of a hospital,

but I think I need to
give you a vaginal exam

to see how much time we have.

- Whatever the baby needs.

- You're five centimetres.

- Okay. That's
not so far, right?

I need to get all the way to 10?

- With a preemie, it's
not uncommon to deliver

at seven or eight centimetres.

And you're progressing fast.

- But... what about his lungs?

You said he needed
steroids or else

his lungs won't be
developed enough yet, right?

And you never lost a patient,

you can deliver my
baby here, can't you?

- Madison, I...
: Whew!

That is a storm!

What kind of night have you had?

- Madison needs a hospital,

can you take her
on the snowmobile?

- Oh, it's real bad out there.

I mean, my machine can handle
it, but the visibility's crap,

that's why I came back.

- We have to risk it.

- It's not safe out there.

- Even with a perfect delivery,

this baby needs to go
straight into a warmer.

His lungs aren't developed, he
won't be able to breathe on his own.

He needs oxygen, intubation,
IVs, none of which we have here.

Look...

Without a NICU, this baby
has a 70 % chance of dying.

Our odds on the snowmobile
are much higher than that.

I'll drive her
myself if I have to.

- It's got a trailer.

I'll empty it out and
make a bed. We'll all go.

- Yeah, okay. Let's get you
down, let's go. Watch out.

- Oh, my God, the tree. Mike!

No! No! Hey, Mike,
hey! Can you hear me?

Help! Help!

Please, I need help!

- Madison! Madison!

Madison. I came as
fast as I could.

Are you okay?

- Did you see him?

- We're just waiting for
the weather to clear.

His lungs weren't fully formed

and we don't have
a proper NICU here.

He needs to go to Winnipeg as
soon as a plane can get out.

- Crystal, Crystal!
Jeremy, Jeremy! Hey! Hey!

I was worried when you didn't
come back to the station.

I started driving as soon
as the roads were passable,

and then I saw Jeremy's
truck. Hey, are you okay?

- Yeah, we need
to check on Randy.

- Slowly.

- He needs a hospital.
Randy, are you okay?

Randy.

- I had a beautiful dream.

I was a dog running
wild and free.

- His fever hasn't gotten worse,
but his infection's advanced.

We'll get him an IV
antibiotics at the station,

get him on a plane.

Get him up.

- He hasn't woken up but
he's still breathing.

- Phones are working again.

- Did you call the cops?

- Ambulance.

They should be able
to get through soon,

take Gordon to the hospital.

Maybe you and Hayden aren't
here when they arrive.

Maybe... you left while
Chopper and I were sleeping.

- Thank you.
- I will have to call the police at some point.

Maybe not until tomorrow.

- Hi. Sorry, we got cut off.

It was a bad
storm.

Yeah, I-I wanted
to get back to you.

Um, I'd be thrilled to
attend Selection Camp.

- Nowak. Come on in.

- I'd like to request
some time off, sir.

- Everything okay?

Anything I should know about?

- Not yet, sir. Not if
I take the time now.

- You're a good pilot,
Nowak. Take the time you need

and you'll keep me in the loop if
there's anything I need to know, right?

- Hey.

You sure you don't want me to
come see the counsellor with you?

- I'm ready to do
this for myself.

It's okay, I did it.

Lex. Lex.

- Just go after her.

- Thanks for being here.

- He was there for
me when I needed it.

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