All language subtitles for Just between lovers E10

♫ Without saying anything, for just a while, I'll look at you ♫

♫ I don't want to forget your face for even a day ♫

♫ So that I can remember even if we're far away and separated ♫

♫ I'll fill my heart with you a little more ♫

♫ I didn't know my eyes could be this deep from looking at you ♫

♫ I didn't know my hands could tremble so much from holding you ♫

♫ This love ♫

My life, which might be entangled even more in the future, if it's going to be ruined, it's better to be alone.

And so...

I'm running away.

♫ Please let me stay with this person a little longer ♫

♫ Please let me smile with this person for even just one more day ♫

♫ My heart is becoming greedy like this ♫

♫ The wishes inside me keep getting bigger ♫

♫ Please let me breathe with this person ♫

♫ Please let me love this person for just a little longer ♫

♫ Until my sadness subsides ♫

♫ Please be with me, even if just for one more day ♫

Episode 10

Oh my, oh my. What is this?

Excuse me.

Look here. Why are you sleeping here?

This room has an occupant. Who are you?

I am sorry. I came here to pick up my bag and lost track.

Are you the lady who goes around with Gang Doo?

Pardon?

Yes.

Gang Doo will be back in several days.

Several days? That long?

The weather is cold, but he insisted on working on the fishing boat

when he clearly knows that Sang Man will ask for him.

Gang Doo. Has he been living here long?

Of course, he's been living here for a long time.

Almost seven years? Why do you ask?

I was wondering why he lives alone when he has a younger sister.

It seems like his younger sister was raised well.

Oh my, but him!

Geez, when he first came here, he was nothing but skin and bones. He was practically a beggar.

But after coming here, he looks like a human.

Kids, they suffer when their mom isn't around.

That's why you need a mom, a mom.

What will happen to Sang Man when I am not around?

I will get going.

Okay.

♫ Your lights in your heart ♫

Excuse me.

♫ Shines on my day ♫

♫ My eyes on the soul ♫

Isn't the name of this bus stop ridiculous?

Look. It says "Front of S Mall."

That's been gone for some time now.

♫ Lights resound your hope. I see your faces. ♫

♫ Letting it go. Seeing your light. ♫

The wind is blowing, let's hurry up.

♫ Away from you, being your light ♫

♫ Far from you ♫

Do you wish to die or something?

Do you want to get tangled and drown in the net? Who told you to be that close?

The victim who died in the accident isn't the only victim.

The people who survived, yet who are living in torment, how will they be compensated?

It seems like you're suffering now.

Don't stay alone at times like this. Come to our prayer retreat center instead.

Even if you're suffering now, you can be saved with faith.
[Jesus is inviting you with love.]

God only gives the amount of suffering you're able to bear. Together with us—

How about the suffering I am not able to bear?

You can overcome that with prayer.

How about those who are miserable all their lives because they are not able to overcome it?

Pardon?

Those who already died because they weren't able to bear it, what will God do for them?

[Jesus is inviting you with love.]

I am not going to believe in Him.

We always fill up the spot with day laborers. They quit after I train them or don't show for work when they don't feel like it.

It's really hard for me lately without Gang Doo here.

Gang Doo may look like a slacker but he was hardworking.

So can you ask Gang Doo to come back?

- I can't.
- You can't, I see.

He's not coming, Mr. Lee Gang Doo.

I see.

Over there, there...

Re-inspection of ground exploration, I heard you've made it happen.

I am not doing this because of you. I prefer things to be thorough, too.

You were going to push forward even if my company opposed it.

Anyway, thank you.

Everyone is looking forward to your outcome.

Isn't anticipation scarier than opposition?

I will support you as much as I can.

You might be able to push me away regarding personal matters,

but you'll definitely need me regarding work.

[Report on Re-inspection of Ground Exploration.]

Ouch.

I can't drink soju.

It's medicine, a medicine. You need this to be able to sleep at least three to four hours at night.

Is it yummy?

Yeah.

With what taste do you drink it for?

For this taste.

♫ Where to, where to, why to ♫

♫ It's been gone, it's somewhere ♫

♫ Every time when I see ♫

♫ It's so gray, it's okay ♫

♫ Feels like you’re the one I know ♫

♫ It's been gone, it's somewhere ♫

[They say you need to clear your head in order to find an answer. Ask a question before you fall asleep.]

[I really like you.]

Will you continue to be like that here?

Fine, let's go over this once more.

Your memory came back after ten years,

and Gang Doo was in your memory. That's it.

You don't remember anything else?

Just sporadically.

But I think I am certain that I saw Gang Doo there.

Then don't be like this here. Go and ask him.

It's because I can't meet him now.

There is good cell phone reception everywhere.

You can go anywhere in this small country in a day once you set your mind to it.

Why can't you meet him?

This isn't good.

What isn't?

It's all about timing.

- Seeing how you two keep on missing each other; Isn't that a sign you shouldn't meet in the future?
- Unnie.

I am not just being mean to you because I called dibs on Mr. Lee Gang Doo.

The person who is by your side when you're feeling desperate is the real deal.

Think about it.

What's the point of asking?

Geez, what should I ask?

I think you're right.

What?

I think I am anxious now because I can't stay by Gang Doo's side.

Right. That was it.

Hey, I think you misunderstood what I said—

Thanks, Unni.

Hey!

Oh, my. What do I do about her?

[Who would you want to wake up next to?]

[Who would you want to wake up next to?]

You came.

Oh, so yummy.

Why are you looking at me like that?

Oh, nothing. Do you want to go to Eulsukdo Island next week?

We can see birds and the reeds are—

Is that also a place you went with your first love?

Or you couldn't go with her, so you want me to go with you instead?

Geez.

I don't believe it when men dwell on their first love.

It's not that you miss your first love or feel affection towards her.

Now that you're a snob, you miss your young and innocent self from that time.

Hey, why are you so prickly today?

The person you mentioned about firing. Was it Gang Doo?

Are you upset over just that?

I thought you were good at discerning people.

Why are you being like this toward me tonight?

Did I do something wrong? There's a reason. That's why!

What reason? The fact that you just don't like him?

Where are you going?

- I have a customer.
- What about me?!

I have another lady for you. Have a great time.

Hey, who the heck is he to you that you're acting this way?

Who the hell is he to you?

My life saver.

Hey, hey, hey! Hey!

You'll have a stroke this way.

Why can't you sleep?

Sleeping when you can is part of your job.

I'm sorry.

Aigoo. I'd be happy if there were more fish.

We've been twiddling our thumbs for days.

It's so draining.

I don't think it'll rain tomorrow. There will be some fish tomorrow, don't you think?

The rain doesn't matter.

In the ocean, the wind is scarier than rain.

Aigoo. Seeing the waves, looks like there will be lots of wind.

Whether for people or fish, there's this thing called a tide.

As for the tide,

if you miss it, you don't know when you'll see it again.

I don't think it's the right time this time around.

Oh?

Grandma.

[Coral Public Bath]

Wow. I don't know why I crave this whenever I come to a bathhouse.

Did Gang Doo leave on a ship?

That dork. He does whatever he can do to abuse his body.

Did you see him before he left?

I was too late.

It happens. For you to be so downcast over that, you're way too young.

Gang Doo and I. Did you know we were in the accident together?

What's the use of bringing up the past?

I didn't know. Like a dummy.

Whether it's truly that I can't remember

or if I'm trying to be at peace alone,

I don't know myself.

Why is that your fault?

You got hurt. That was a terrible accident.

I just feel like I'm doing something wrong.

A squirrel has two acorns. He puts one in his own mouth.

And he saves the other one for the wintertime by burying it. You know that?

He works so hard for it. And being so dumb,

he can't eat it because he can't find it. He forgets about it.

What a waste.

It's a waste. Rather than being wasteful for a moment,

the acorn that was buried underground in the winter

grows leaves, becomes a tree, then makes a forest.

Aren't we grateful for that?

If it's too hard for you, it's one way to forget everything and bury it.

How would you know how it would turn out later?

In life, it could be a blessing in disguise. You know?

Oh, yeah. What brings you here?

I took a taxi to take a bath.

I don't think I've seen you in the neighborhood. Do you live in the area?

No, it's not that. It's been awhile since I've been to a bathhouse.

Had I known sooner, I would've come more often.

Come more often in the future.

The auntie here is very good at scrubbing.

Really? Should I get a scrubbing?

Yes, do that. You'll feel so refreshed.

How is this? Are you okay with the length?

Yes.

Then, I'll blow dry it for you after you take your bath.

Auntie!

- What?
- Auntie, a customer.

Come in. Soak yourself first.

You did well.

- Go over there.
- I have to get undressed.

- Where's the grandma?
- She's getting scrubbed.

How do you know her?

Just a friend of a friend, sort of.

Is she sick or something?

Huh?

Feels like she's preparing for something.

I feel a little sad.

What are you saying?

You get those feelings when you're styling people's hair.

Wait, wait!

- What, what?
- Auntie.

- Grandma! Grandma, Grandma! Grandma!
- Hurry, hurry!

Oh, my goodness!

Hey, hey, hey! It's tangled. Bring the scuba gear!

Pull. Hurry, hurry, hurry!

Hurry, hurry! The rope!

Ugh, geez...

Grandma.

I'm okay. It's just that I got dizzy from staying in hot water too long.

You were like that last time, too.

Let's get you an exam, please?

It's okay!

You're not okay.

I told you to wait while I get you hospitalized.

Let's go.

If you continue to leave it like this, you'll die.

You have no idea when the tumor will burst inside your head.

You have to treat it soon for you to survive—

Do you know what people die of the most?

Cancer? Accident? Suicide? None of those things.

People die because of poverty.

They can't receive medical treatment when they are sick because they're poor.

They die from accidents doing dangerous work while trying to escape poverty.

They kill themselves because they hate being poor. People die from poverty.

What? A mere tumor? I'm not afraid of that at all. Move!

The tumor is located in the hypothalamus.

If she gets surgery, she might lose all of her memory.

That's why she's enduring like that.

Could she be cured if she receives surgery?

At her age, I can't give you a firm answer.

Does Gang Doo know?

She told me not to tell him.

You have to tell him.

If he finds out later, he'll be hurt.

The patient is so stubborn. I can't just reveal it.

I was there, too,

at the shopping mall accident.

Things that happen out of the blue unprepared, I'm scared and I hate it.

I feel that way, so Gang Doo must feel the same way.

You must tell Gang Doo.

I really hate things like this.

Hey, go and get me the fishing log.

Okay.

Hey, Mr. Kim! Pack more ice! Why are you saving ice?

- It's okay!
- Go down below and grab more ice!

Hurry, hurry, hurry!

What?

Right now? All of a sudden?

Hey, hey! You crazy? If you leave now...

The tide!

What?

I don't think I can miss the timing!

It's called a glioblastoma. It's the most malignant tumor.

It's got bigger since the last exam. It's growing too fast.

With surgery and if the prognosis is good, she can last another year.

Enough with all the big words.

You're saying she's dying?

Tell me.

She's dying?

What will you do with all that money?

You jerk! You should make some noise when you come in!

Aigoo. Aigoo.

I heard you're dying.

Are you going to take all that money with you?

Yeah, I'm gonna take it all with me. You think it's a waste?

Hey, I earned all this by myself.

There's no need for me to be in deep shi* because I don't have money.

I'm going to brag to my hubby. So, what?

Where do you think you're going?

Shut up. I'm not dying right this minute!

I thought you were sick. You are full of energy.

If you're going to brag, go make more money here.

How can you laugh now?

What's the point of crying then?

Gang Doo.

When a person dies, do you think he goes to heaven the way he looks then?

I don't know. I've never died. How would I know?

Why?

It seems so unfair.

I'm going to see my hubby when I go to heaven.

He'd look so handsome at age 30.

But I'd be an old wrinkly grandma. How could I see him being so embarrassed?

Great.

I'm giddy. Your husband is probably flirting all over the place there.

You, look at you talk.

He's got another family already!

He won't even remember you since he'd be with this and that woman!

Even if you went there, you'd be rejected by your hubby.

So, don't go.

Don't go,

and stay here with me.

Why?

What?

Why are you following me?

Just, to see if you're okay.

I'm fine.

When did you come back?

Just now.

- Dinner?
- I ate.

Doesn't look like you ate!

Go downstairs. I just have to warm up the soup.

It's okay.

Where's Sang Man?

Without you, the kid is...

I gave him some medicine and let him sleep.

As for rent, it's okay if it's late.

Don't go far and work rough jobs.

What kind of stench is this? Such a stink! Smells fishy!

Give me all your clothes and wash up!

Geez, the smell! How could the stench come from a human being?

So dirty.

Why aren't you going home?

I waited to see you.

Why? Have something to say?

- If not, forget it.
- I do.

The shopping mall.

When the accident happened, you saw me, right?

We were together, right?

Did you come here to ask me that?

When I asked you last time, why did you say no?

There's not much to it.

Not much to it?

Yeah.

What's going to change just because you pull out such a memory?

Forth-eight people died there. People who were injured and rescued...

There were numerous people.

Among them, you and me. What about it?

What's so special about us?

Then, it means nothing that you and I met?

I'm a nobody to you?

All this time...

Was I the only one who was excited?

You were bad.

Confusing me.

♫ Somehow we are ♫

I have lots of annoying things going on right now.

I don't have time to talk about the past. Go.

♫ Do only my eyes see that? ♫

Do whatever you want.

♫ Our footprints as we walked together ♫

♫ Maybe that's why I kept liking you ♫

♫ Maybe that's why I kept liking you ♫

♫ It's an old longing to you, but ♫

♫ It makes me want to lean on you ♫

♫ In such a sad story ♫

♫ In such a sad story ♫

♫ You're beautiful comfort to me ♫

♫ You're beautiful comfort to me ♫

♫ that visited me one day ♫

♫ Inside this cold story ♫

♫ Inside this cold story ♫

♫ You are a warm place ♫

♫ You are a warm place ♫

♫ The day my heart melted, ♫

♫ You were by my side ♫

Do you work on weekends, too?

You weren't at home. When did you change your passcode?

You should've called me.

Only if you'd answer.

Take it easy. Think of your father.

Working day and night. What did he gain by doing that?

You should enjoy your life. Fall in love.

By chance, do you still have feelings for Yoo Jin—

Mother, you just live the way you want to.

I'm still my father's son.

- But you're not his wife.
- Joo Won.

Don't go out of your way next time.

It's late. Go home.

Eat as you work.

Why are you coming home so late?

What brings you here at this hour, Dad?

I came to see you.

- Me?
- You didn't come by recently.

As if I stopped by every day.

What's going on?

I heard you work in Wooseok-dong. Does your mom know?

I thought so. She'd go crazy if she found out.

If it's not important work, quit that job.

How can I quit the job all of a sudden?

Besides, it's not like I can't go there.

It's not a place you should go out of your way to go.

You have terrible memories.

How about you, Dad? Why do you sell noodles there? (noodles signify long life)

Your mom still drinks, huh?

Make some soup for her in the morning.

You're not going to see Mom?

She'd get upset if she saw me.

Don't tell her I came by.

Do you know what time it is? Lower the volume, Mom.

Speak for yourself. Do you know what time it is? You're so late.

You're acting strange lately.

You go out often and are gone for hours.

Is that grandma okay?

No.

Any kids?

Does she have anyone to look after her?

She does.

- She does?
- Yeah.

She has a really nice person.

He got caught anyhow.

♫ On some day, it's so gray ♫

♫ When to, where to, why to ♫

♫ It's been gone, it's somewhere ♫

He's not disappointed in you. He's avoiding you because he thinks he's not good enough.

His distancing himself from you is how much he treasures you.

♫ You sing my song, we sing along ♫

[Milky Way]

Do whatever you want. I'll do whatever I want to do.

Aren't you going?

What?

What is it?

What else? You always get beat up.

This isn't from getting punched.

I got injured while working.

Then don't get injured. You'll hurt.

You really are a busybody. Do you act like this with any old person?

Are you just any old person?

See you later.

Why later?

Yeah, do it this way.

This way and toward the tree.

You can do that.

What did Lee Gang Doo say? When is he coming back to work on-site?

I don't know.

Don't tell me you two still aren't seeing each other? You said you weren't fighting.

Why do I need to tell you about business between Gang Doo and me?

Because you two have to get along well so that what's mine isn't stolen.

Excuse me?

CEO Seo likes you. And I like him as I always have.

I'm saying let's not get needlessly tangled, you and I.

But I like CEO Seo too.

Every employee here likes him.

He's a great person.

So I think you don't need to be so particularly concerned with just me.

Then what about Lee Gang Doo? Is he also just a great co-worker?

Gang Doo is different.

When he's out of my sight, I get curious about him, worry about him, and think of him.

Is there anything else you wanted to ask me?

Your answer just now was enough. You may leave.

What are you doing?

Making sure no one else can have what I can't.

I've always been bad like that. But, it turns out I went through the effort for nothing.

What are you doing?

Getting old. I'm getting uglier and uglier.

No, you're not. You're as pretty as ever.

Unnie, apparently the CEO and Department Head Jeong didn't just break up.

His mother and her father got remarried to each other so they became family.

That's how it was.

Family? If they're family then...

They're a total Romeo and Juliet. How can I win against that?

[Gang Doo]

When did you get here?

Gran didn't come here?

Why would Mama come here?

I'm going nuts. Just where did she go?

Who's worried about who? You're just as rash as her. Why'd you get on that boat?

Did you also know that she was sick?

I had a suspicion about it for a while now and heard about it a few days ago.

And the hospital? She's refusing to go up until the very end?

You should have heard it all from your sister already. Disturbing the tumor could make her unable to recognize us anymore.

Did anyone say they wanted her to recognize them? Who cares about that!

So what if she loses a few memories. Shouldn't saving a person's life come first?!

Are you going to act like this in front of Mama too because you're upset? Who do you think is suffering the most right now!

I understand you're scared, but saving a person so they can remain as a shell of who they were

is us being greedy. Show her your heart only. Don't press her.

Must be great to be so cool about this.

Do what you want then. I'm going to do whatever it takes to drag her there.

Don't cross each other. Just go to her store and wait for her. She'll come back.

Give me one too.

That startled me.

It's not like you stop if I tell you to so just smoke your heart out.

Where'd you go? I searched all over for you!

Instead of needlessly chasing after me, go to see Moon Soo.

You're a real fool. A fool. Why are you avoiding her? Do you really have that little confidence?

I don't. None.

Why? What's wrong with you?

What do you think is wrong? Just look at me! Do I look like someone who could like anyone right now?

Did I ask about your circumstances? I asked how you felt!

A crazy bastard.

Even though I'm worried that you're sick, I'm a crazy bastard that keeps thinking about how if I go I'll get to see Moon Soo.

Looks like some good came out of me being sick.

It'd be better if I were more appealing.

You punk, that's not something you decide. That's for Moon Soo to decide!

You idiot. How dare you try to act all cool in front of me! So unlike you!

Don't be a scaredy-cat! That's the one thing that suits you the least!

That's how you should be. Yell at me like that and dote on me.

There are a lot of things you still need to do.

So let's go to the hospital tomorrow.

You're bothering with something useless.

We won't know it if it's useless or not until you go.

Go! Okay? Or I'll carry you there on my back!

Forget it. What good would that do anyone?

It's good for me! Alright?

I'm asking you to go because I want to be happy! Please let's go! Please, Grandma!

You were disappointed because you thought I didn't come, weren't you?

Where do you think you're following me?

Is this my first time going in? Why can't I come in?

You were happy to see me just now after all.

Me? When?

I saw your eyes getting smaller, you know. That means you were smiling.

What are you talking about "eyes getting smaller"? My eyes are just naturally small.

Go. I'm tired so I'm going to sleep.

Did you come here after seeing Grandmother?

Was it really hard?

Then sleep. Don't think about anything and just sleep long and hard.

I'll be back tomorrow.

I'll come tomorrow, and the next day, and the day after that.

I'll keep coming until I don't like you.

Hyung! I brought this with me to read with you!

A book? Good job.

Are you okay? I heard you were sick.

Since you came back, I'm all better now.

That's good.

Just leave that as is. I don't like the dark.

It scares you?

Then shall I read this beside you?

You won't be scared if I'm with you.

Sang Man.

You have to live a longer life than me.

I don't like living a long life alone though.

Can't we both live long lives together?

Yeah. Let's do that.

Hurry and sleep, Hyung.

I'll read this to you until you fall asleep.

The Madame Gyeongwon hugged his back and in a nasal voice...

The texture of her body against his back...

He shivered.

Ah, only if I was 10 years younger,

I'd hold her in my arms and would love her all night through.

- Ah, ah, Madame—
- Sang Man.

Are you trying to put me to sleep or not?

Gang Doo is different.

When he's out of my sight, I get curious about him, worry about him, and think of him.

I told you we can go another time. So early in the morning. Seriously.

When's another time going to be? It's already been a week.

You chew food on one side and you can't even drink hot water because your tooth is sensitive.

But I'm fine with just going to a local hospital or something. What's with all this?

While you're at it, get an exam.

It's strange that whenever you yell at me you complain about your jaw hurting and not your throat.

You really have to be cautious with your jaw.

In the past, I dislocated my jaw and didn't get it treated properly. I still suffer a lot from it even today.

What happened to your jaw?

I got hit by my uncle a lot when I was younger.

How can you say something like that with a smile on your face? It makes me feel bad.

Then should I say it crying?

It's fine now. He passed away last year.

This car was also his.

Take it away. It's so bland that I can't tell what the taste is.

You really do just hate all things healthy, don't you?

Pick up your spoon already. What are you doing wasting all this food?

Here's spinach and the quail eggs look good, too.

Grandmother!

Why are you here?

I called her here.

You left all of your meal, I see. Shall I open this for you?

I don't have an appetite right now, so later.

What the heck? When did you two get so close?

Be quiet. You should serve a guest.

What are you doing? Sitting still like that?

Are you a refugee?

They say lots of people come by when you're generous. Keep that in mind.

What are you doing not giving them to her?

Thank you.

You shouldn't be thankful to me for giving it to you.

I'm grateful that you enjoy the food.

Delicious!

Rooftop Oppa!

Hello!

What brings you here?

All done. Do you like the color?

I wish it was shinier.

This is good enough. Change it again tomorrow.

Sure.

Hey, do hers too. She looks more gloomy than me.

No, no. I'm fine, thanks.

I'm really fine though.

This one?

Let's go with this one.

Hyung!

Hello, Grandmother.

What are you all doing here?

Our artist was so dense that she didn't even know her molar cracked and she was being so stubborn.

I brought her here.

How did your molar crack?

Gang Doo you've gotten even more rugged looking. But even so, you still have a boyish face.

People with a gap (contrast) are charming as always.

This is my friend. Say hi.

Hello. I'm her friend, Kim Wan Jin.

She writes comics.

Grandmother, grandmother! Don't the two of us look the same?

You're a little prettier.

Really?

- Grandmother, your fingernails are so pretty! Unnie, did you do them for her?
- Yeah

Do you think you could do mine too?

Pick a color.

This one.

It'd be fun to change them every day.

You should pick a color too.

Please move.

Gang Doo's sister? You look alike. So pretty!

We've seen each other before, right?

My my, you've got so many grandchildren. You're very fortunate. It's great to see.

Yes, I really do have quite a lot of good fortune.

Act like you always have. Why are talking all nice like that?

Hey, you. I'm thirsty. Get me a coke.

You're even in a hospital and it's just cola, cola, cola. Such a child. A real child.

Here's your cola. It's only for today.

Is it refreshing?

I like cola too.

You need to live intimately with a man too.

Other people are here, too, you know!

She likes it. She likes it but says this.

I know.

Gran once said, "Living is a repetition of regrets and failures."

I sarcastically asked, "Then what's the point of living?"

Gran spoke again saying, "It's to make even better regrets and mistakes."

"So don't be a scaredy-cat."

♫ I don’t want to say anything
Just want to look at you ♫

♫ I don’t want to forget your face
Even for a single day ♫

[Just between lovers]

[Just between lovers]

Until the bus comes.

What are you doing?

- Let's stay like this.
- You're heavy.

Endure it.

You eat so prettily.

Huh?

You're working so hard at being cute.

♫ I didn’t know it would be this deep ♫

Moon Soo, look at me. Hyung bought me clothes.

♫ My hands that hold you
didn’t know they trembled this much ♫

Do it. Finish off what you were doing.

♫ This heart, to me ♫

♫ Do you know how big of a miracle it is? ♫

Revive her! Didn't you guys study to help people live?

Why are you staying still?

Let go of me and do something, you jerks!

When a person dies, I heard they go back to the time when they were prettiest.

So, don't worry.

Don't pretend not to know me later.

Cuss me out.

You can't pretend not to know me.

♫ My hopes inside keep growing ♫

♫ Please let me breathe with this person ♫