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Hey there.
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Hey, Mackenzie.
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Hi, baby.
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You're really fast.
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I think we got
a future athlete on our hands.
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Good throw.
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Kick it right at me.
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Almost.
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Here.
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Okay, watch the tree.
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Come over the top or underneath.
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Wow!
Look at that dynamic duo!
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Lucas has cooties.
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Do not.
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We don't say that, Mac.
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Apologize now.
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Mac.
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It's so good!
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What are you doing
there, Big Mac?
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We're learning how to tell time.
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Daddy, look what Mackenzie did!
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Oh, yeah, it's pretty good.
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Oh, come on! Give me a break!
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Hey! Watch it!
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Sorry, mom.
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Are you nervous
about the championship game?
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- Yes.
- A little bit. Not really.
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- What?
- You've thought about it.
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No, you're nervous.
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I got it.
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What's up, Schaffer?
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You know, just hanging in there.
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- Stop doing that!
- What?
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I know you're zooming in
on my face.
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No, I'm not.
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Do you think I'm pretty
or something?
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Ew! No.
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Stop recording and kick with me.
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Coach thinks I need to work
on my foot skills.
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Sure.
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Mac, it's time to go.
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My dad's moving out today,
so, see you tomorrow?
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Uh, yeah, for sure.
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So welcome to my crib.
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I got to repaint the walls
now since I'm older
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and don't like the color pink.
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Here are my trophies
back to when I was like five.
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Oh, and here is a stack
of books. I read a lot.
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Oh, and here's some books
I haven't read.
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Here's some medals.
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Oh, and my art.
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I keep it in my closet because
my mom thinks it's weird.
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Mackenzie missed again.
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Up and back. Let's go!
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No one's going home
until Mackenzie makes a goal.
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Come on chicken shits!
Hustle, hustle, hustle!
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Now that Mackenzie's shown us
she actually deserves
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to be on this team
we can all go home.
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All right good practice.
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Give me the camera.
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What?
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We can't have footage
of our practice get out there,
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what if the other teams
get ahold of it?
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They'll know our every move.
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No, really, it's just for me,
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so I can get better
at penalties.
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Just give a crap
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and you'll get better,
Mackenzie.
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There you go.
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Get it Mackenzie.
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Oh, shit.
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Hey, Mac. Your dad
wants me to take a video of you.
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You told him?
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I had to,
you're on his insurance.
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Like he even cares.
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No, don't stop.
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If we're gonna send out a video,
let's send him a video.
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Hey, dad, hope you're enjoying
your new life
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with your new girlfriend.
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I tore my ACL, so I'll be out
for a year at least.
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So that fucking sucks.
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Mac.
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What? It's the truth,
this sucks,
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dad sucks, don't act like it
doesn't suck.
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You know what?
I'm not sending this.
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Hey, Big Mac,
what day is it today?
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Don't call me that.
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It's the first day
of high school, Miss Schaffer.
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Why are you taking a video?
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Shouldn't we take a picture?
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I like video we used
to take video all the time.
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Okay, Spielberg.
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You can't outrun me, you know.
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Mom!
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Hey, everyone.
So you might have seen
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another thing going around
called "cinnamon challenge"
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and me and my friend here are
gonna give it a whirl.
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This is Mackenzie and she had
surgery to fix her ACL.
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But don't worry,
they gave me the good stuff.
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Okay, so we have some cinnamon,
two spoons,
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some water bottles and a bowl.
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A bowl?
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Sometimes people have
to like spit back up.
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This is gonna be awful.
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We have to do at the same time,
okay?
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Okay.
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Alright, when I say go.
I'll count down from three.
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I'm kind of freaked out.
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Me too. Three, two, one, go.
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Hello, Lucas.
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So, uh, you're probably
really confused to see me
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and you're probably thinking,
"When did Mac get my camera?"
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Well it was when you were
in Walmart getting stuff
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for a science project
because, you know,
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so, yeah,
I'm pretty sneaky I guess.
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Why do you always keep
this thing with you anyway?
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I'm always watching.
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Oh, shit, you're coming.
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Hey, guys.
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So I've been really getting
into makeup recently
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and I've been mainly watching
by YouTube videos,
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so, I thought I'd make
one of my own
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to maybe help some people.
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This is what I'm gonna call
my new everyday look.
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I'm gonna do two steps,
one at home
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and one at school
because my mom hates it.
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But, you can do it all in one.
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Like and subscribe below!
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How's that knee feel?
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Like brand new.
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Ready to play next season?
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I don't know.
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How can you not know?
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Don't you have like
a countdown in your room?
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My doctor's worried about it.
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About re-tearing it?
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You can wear a brace?
Get it all strong and stuff.
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Not that knee, the other one.
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He's worried about me
tearing that one too.
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I have bad knees or something.
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Wait, Mac.
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What are you saying?
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I guess soccer isn't my thing
after all.
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Lucas.
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See, Mackenzie, that was easy.
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I'm a good driver, mom.
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I know you are
but this is just in case
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you're in an accident
for evidence.
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You know your cousin Shannon
could have sued that guy
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if she had a dash cam.
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Whatever.
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♪ No matter what I do ♪
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♪ What I say
or I prove to the world ♪
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♪ I'm not here ♪
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♪ All the lies never leave me ♪
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♪ And the pain keeps
on keeping me into the world ♪
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♪ I'm still not here ♪
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Lucas Parker, over here!
Lucas Parker!
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So, you had quite the game
today.
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A goal and an assist!
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What do you have to say
about that?
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Oh, team played really great,
you know,
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we work together
and that kind of stuff happens.
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Uh, but, I mean,
like that's two goals
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because of you, screw the team.
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- Yeah.
- You just won the state championship.
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What are you,
what are you gonna do now?
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I'm gonna ask Katie out.
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Oh, oh.
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Uh, gotta kick some balls
to get some balls. I guess.
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Oh, oh, wow!
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♪ First of all let me say ♪
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♪ I must apologize for acting,
stinking, treating you this way ♪
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♪ Cause I've been acting like
sour milk out on the floor ♪
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♪ It's your fault you
didn't close the refrigerator ♪
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♪ Maybe that's the reason
I've been acting so cold ♪
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- I did it!
- Yeah!
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Lucas Parker,
delete that right now!
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- No!
- Delete it!
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Or what?
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I will stop this car
and you can get your ride home.
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I've heard that before.
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Why are you so close?
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- I gotta... Okay, go.
- Okay.
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Go for it.
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Yeah, there you go.
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I did it.
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What are you looking at?
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I'm just looking at you.
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Hey, I'm back. Here you go.
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Thanks.
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- Wanna take a picture?
- Yeah, go for it.
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Mm-hmm.
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- Vogue! Vogue! Vogue!
- Is it cute?
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- Yes.
- Let me see.
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Go ahead! Open it.
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Sure you're gonna want
this video if I don't get in?
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Rejection letters
do not come in big envelopes.
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Open it!
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Okay, fine, whatever.
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What does it say?
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I'm on the waitlist.
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Oh, honey, that's okay,
that's still really good.
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So much for big envelopes.
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- Hey, mom, could you stop please.
- Oh, yeah.
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Pearson high school's
own Lucas Parker signed today.
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He will attend Northern Indiana
University next fall.
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Parker has been Pearson's
shining star athlete
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for the last two years and was heavily
recruited during his final season.
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It'd be better from this angle,
if I can catch this.
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Okay, are you ready.
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- You sure you don't want me to hold...
- No, no, I've got it.
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Okay, one, two, three.
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I caught it again.
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It's okay, here,
try one more time.
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- Go.
- Three!
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Three!
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- Dang!
- Are you scared of it or...?
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No! Three!
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- I give up.
- Oh! That catch!
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Mackenzie, what are you doing?
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- I'm dancing!
- Yeah, I can see that.
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Uh-huh! Uh-huh! Uh-huh!
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Wow!
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Come on, come on!
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I think this party is going
to be so great.
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- Uh-huh.
- Wait a minute.
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- Uh-huh.
- We're here.
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This way, this way!
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Hey, um,
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so Mr. Henries had our graduating
class do a time capsule,
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but, I didn't put anything
in there
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because I didn't want
any kindergartner in 2030,
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whatever,
digging through any of my crap.
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But, um,
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it was a good idea I guess, so,
I figured I'd make one for myself.
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Just for fun.
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Um, so I just graduated.
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Yay!
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This summer was pretty cool too.
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Lucas, Lucas is great,
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he's pretty busy all the time,
though.
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He's always at practice
or working out or something.
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I think he's worried he's
not going to be good enough,
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but I'm not worried at all.
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I'm not really excited
about going to college.
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Lucas is going to Indiana and
I'm going to be here in Missouri,
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so, that sucks.
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Katie's going to Georgia,
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they're going to try
the whole long distance thing,
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which I think is a terrible
idea, but, he loves her, so.
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Sometimes, when I think
about it I'm...
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I just, I don't really
want to go to college.
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It just freaks me out because...
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I don't really know who I am or
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what I want to do
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and I think,
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I think the classes might be
really hard because I...
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00:15:29,952 --> 00:15:33,655
really didn't study the way that
I should have in high school,
260
00:15:36,932 --> 00:15:38,660
but, but it is what it is now,
right?
261
00:15:39,599 --> 00:15:40,629
So...
262
00:15:42,303 --> 00:15:45,172
I mean, I mean, we don't know
what's gonna happen,
263
00:15:45,737 --> 00:15:46,767
but, um,
264
00:15:47,940 --> 00:15:49,209
we'll find out soon.
265
00:16:48,670 --> 00:16:50,967
Ugh! Come on.
266
00:16:53,204 --> 00:16:56,876
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
267
00:16:56,911 --> 00:17:00,046
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
268
00:17:00,081 --> 00:17:03,883
♪ Happy birthday
dear Mackenzie ♪
269
00:17:03,918 --> 00:17:06,616
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
270
00:17:08,855 --> 00:17:09,883
Mac?
271
00:17:11,592 --> 00:17:12,622
Baby?
272
00:17:13,861 --> 00:17:16,791
Mackenzie, Mackenzie!
273
00:17:17,326 --> 00:17:18,562
Mackenzie, wake up!
274
00:17:19,062 --> 00:17:20,129
Oh, my God!
275
00:17:20,164 --> 00:17:21,534
What is wrong with you?
276
00:17:26,610 --> 00:17:27,870
Did you take these?
277
00:17:28,909 --> 00:17:30,235
Mac, did you take these?
278
00:17:32,275 --> 00:17:33,808
Why did you take Oxies?
279
00:17:36,279 --> 00:17:37,416
I'm sleeping.
280
00:17:38,215 --> 00:17:39,354
Where did you get these?
281
00:17:40,457 --> 00:17:41,488
Mackenzie!
282
00:17:42,124 --> 00:17:43,884
Did you take both these
at the same time?
283
00:17:45,187 --> 00:17:46,552
Oh, my God!
284
00:17:46,587 --> 00:17:48,592
Babe, why would you do that?
285
00:17:49,227 --> 00:17:50,765
Oh, my God! Where's my phone?
286
00:17:50,800 --> 00:17:51,958
Where the hell is my phone?
287
00:17:52,468 --> 00:17:53,499
Shit!
288
00:17:53,902 --> 00:17:55,764
Happy birthday, Mackenzie.
289
00:17:57,737 --> 00:18:01,000
I wanna make this video because
I wanted you to have something
290
00:18:01,035 --> 00:18:03,043
right when you woke up
the minute that you woke up,
291
00:18:03,078 --> 00:18:05,114
but I also wanted
to show you this.
292
00:18:06,746 --> 00:18:08,007
Ta-da!
293
00:18:08,542 --> 00:18:10,710
Ta-da! Check this out.
294
00:18:10,745 --> 00:18:12,418
Yeah, the team helped me
bring that in.
295
00:18:12,951 --> 00:18:13,980
It's heavy.
296
00:18:17,427 --> 00:18:18,460
What.
297
00:18:18,496 --> 00:18:19,528
What is that?
298
00:18:20,097 --> 00:18:23,924
Is that Mackenzie original
hanging on my wall?
299
00:18:25,295 --> 00:18:27,803
Damn! Look at that!
300
00:18:28,172 --> 00:18:30,502
See? I'm gonna see that
every single day. Thank you.
301
00:18:33,100 --> 00:18:35,300
Anyways I just want
to wish you a happy birthday.
302
00:18:36,170 --> 00:18:38,312
I hope you had a good night,
hope you have a good day.
303
00:18:39,776 --> 00:18:42,316
Yeah I'm gonna call you later.
Love you lots.
304
00:18:44,179 --> 00:18:45,286
Bye!
305
00:18:47,024 --> 00:18:48,890
Come on!
Give a tour for grandma.
306
00:18:49,292 --> 00:18:53,360
Oh, I mean there's not really
much to tour, but, okay.
307
00:18:54,789 --> 00:18:56,592
This is Jenna's side,
my roommate.
308
00:18:56,627 --> 00:18:58,365
I met her earlier,
she seems pretty cool.
309
00:19:00,131 --> 00:19:01,495
This is my side,
310
00:19:01,931 --> 00:19:05,168
we got this comforter
at Bed Bath & Beyond on sale
311
00:19:05,203 --> 00:19:06,670
which I'm very proud of.
312
00:19:08,172 --> 00:19:09,706
Oh, my pictures.
313
00:19:10,475 --> 00:19:12,611
I... I don't know
if I like them.
314
00:19:12,646 --> 00:19:16,482
I tried to make collage but
I don't think it worked well,
315
00:19:17,777 --> 00:19:19,815
but, uh, here's my desk and...
316
00:19:20,615 --> 00:19:21,924
No, don't do that.
317
00:19:21,959 --> 00:19:23,791
Keep it there
so you don't forget.
318
00:19:23,827 --> 00:19:24,985
But grandma doesn't know.
319
00:19:26,521 --> 00:19:28,697
Uh, Hey, Jenna.
320
00:19:28,732 --> 00:19:30,028
What are you watching?
321
00:19:30,063 --> 00:19:32,828
No! You're gonna laugh.
322
00:19:33,197 --> 00:19:34,359
What? Why?
323
00:19:34,995 --> 00:19:37,105
Because you watch scary
stuff all the time.
324
00:19:37,140 --> 00:19:38,867
Just tell me
what you're watching.
325
00:19:40,401 --> 00:19:41,705
Doctor Who.
326
00:19:43,641 --> 00:19:45,343
Okay, oh, my God!
Stop, it's scary okay.
327
00:19:45,379 --> 00:19:48,145
You don't... Wow!
Shit, what the heck?
328
00:19:48,180 --> 00:19:49,445
Why is it scary?
329
00:19:49,481 --> 00:19:52,120
Just stop videoing me,
Mackenzie.
330
00:19:52,156 --> 00:19:54,322
- It's really not that bad.
- You're so rude.
331
00:19:54,357 --> 00:19:57,087
- Oh, are you gonna cry?
- This is bad. Okay, bye.
332
00:19:58,224 --> 00:20:02,264
Okay, so, just answer the questions
as naturally as you can, thank you.
333
00:20:02,766 --> 00:20:04,189
Well, like, right now?
334
00:20:04,224 --> 00:20:06,034
Well, yes right now,
it's due in ten minutes.
335
00:20:06,069 --> 00:20:07,833
- Jenna, what are you...?
- What?
336
00:20:07,868 --> 00:20:09,237
Okay, fine.
337
00:20:09,273 --> 00:20:10,881
Well, I'd like to finish
my sandwich, but let's go.
338
00:20:10,905 --> 00:20:12,539
Sorry.
339
00:20:12,575 --> 00:20:14,856
Okay, what's your first
impression to people who meet you?
340
00:20:15,776 --> 00:20:17,574
Um...
341
00:20:17,609 --> 00:20:19,743
I think people think
I'm pretty standoffish,
342
00:20:19,778 --> 00:20:22,245
but I don't think that's totally
accurate of me, um...
343
00:20:22,280 --> 00:20:23,311
That's funny.
344
00:20:24,047 --> 00:20:26,321
- I just look really tired sometimes.
- Right.
345
00:20:27,223 --> 00:20:29,115
But, I think people think
I'm nice enough.
346
00:20:30,626 --> 00:20:34,157
Okay. What sort of first
impression do you desire?
347
00:20:34,192 --> 00:20:36,089
Desire.
348
00:20:38,297 --> 00:20:40,832
With that I'm, hello, hi...
349
00:20:40,868 --> 00:20:43,567
I just had to get your sandwich
and your outfit, sorry.
350
00:20:43,603 --> 00:20:45,634
- Yeah, you said desire, um...
- Yes.
351
00:20:46,236 --> 00:20:49,777
That I'm confident, I'd really
like people to think I'm confident
352
00:20:50,246 --> 00:20:53,238
and that I'm a good friend
and that I care.
353
00:20:56,445 --> 00:20:58,446
Hey Lucas, um,
354
00:20:59,149 --> 00:21:03,022
I know you're sleeping because
I called you like three times
355
00:21:03,057 --> 00:21:04,117
and you usually answer.
356
00:21:06,492 --> 00:21:08,394
Your voicemail box
isn't set up yet
357
00:21:08,429 --> 00:21:12,424
so I decided I just make
this little video.
358
00:21:12,459 --> 00:21:14,063
Sorry.
359
00:21:14,098 --> 00:21:15,304
Um...
360
00:21:16,740 --> 00:21:17,834
I can't sleep.
361
00:21:18,568 --> 00:21:22,370
I had a macchiato at eight
362
00:21:22,940 --> 00:21:25,347
and didn't realize
it would still be in my system.
363
00:21:28,277 --> 00:21:29,318
So...
364
00:21:31,447 --> 00:21:32,486
I don't know,
365
00:21:33,781 --> 00:21:35,049
just want to talk to you,
366
00:21:38,628 --> 00:21:39,658
yeah.
367
00:21:40,798 --> 00:21:42,397
It's hard sometimes.
368
00:21:43,331 --> 00:21:45,334
Everything's fine,
but it's just,
369
00:21:46,364 --> 00:21:47,666
it's hard sometimes.
370
00:21:49,535 --> 00:21:51,299
And go!
371
00:21:51,335 --> 00:21:53,342
Yeah, go team!
372
00:21:55,475 --> 00:21:57,074
What are you on right now?
373
00:21:57,109 --> 00:21:58,171
The bumper.
374
00:21:59,842 --> 00:22:01,679
Yo!
Look, she's out of it.
375
00:22:01,714 --> 00:22:03,847
Dude.
What do you think she took?
376
00:22:03,882 --> 00:22:06,179
I can't even tell you,
she's leaving right now.
377
00:22:06,680 --> 00:22:07,981
Check me out, bro.
378
00:22:08,017 --> 00:22:09,495
Oh, don't touch her,
that's fucked up.
379
00:22:09,519 --> 00:22:10,590
Watch bro, look.
380
00:22:11,321 --> 00:22:12,361
Boom, bro!
381
00:22:12,795 --> 00:22:13,824
Oxies, man.
382
00:22:14,626 --> 00:22:16,755
This girl is on Venus
right now, man.
383
00:22:16,790 --> 00:22:18,092
- Shit.
- That's crazy.
384
00:22:22,029 --> 00:22:24,596
Guys, it is-30 in the afternoon.
385
00:22:25,332 --> 00:22:28,470
My roommate is the heaviest
sleeper I've ever met.
386
00:22:28,505 --> 00:22:29,543
This is unacceptable.
387
00:22:30,574 --> 00:22:31,842
So, I'm gonna try something.
388
00:22:33,210 --> 00:22:34,339
Watch.
389
00:22:49,656 --> 00:22:50,656
Hey, girl!
390
00:22:50,691 --> 00:22:52,195
What? I'm sorry.
391
00:22:52,231 --> 00:22:54,133
Ah! You bitch!
392
00:22:54,169 --> 00:22:56,164
Sorry, no, I'm not sorry.
393
00:22:56,199 --> 00:22:58,415
Well, we did what we came here
to do, which is play hard,
394
00:22:58,439 --> 00:22:59,744
take advantage
of every opportunity
395
00:22:59,768 --> 00:23:01,069
the opposing team gave us
396
00:23:01,104 --> 00:23:03,168
and, uh, for that, you know,
I'm proud of our team
397
00:23:03,203 --> 00:23:05,143
and everything we accomplished
here today.
398
00:23:05,178 --> 00:23:08,175
Parker, how did it feel competing
in your first tournament?
399
00:23:08,210 --> 00:23:10,310
Well, I mean, this is
the first one with these boys
400
00:23:10,345 --> 00:23:12,845
and, I don't know how it could
have felt better or worse
401
00:23:12,880 --> 00:23:14,719
but now we got a title to defend
402
00:23:14,754 --> 00:23:17,151
and I don't think any of us
take that lightly.
403
00:23:18,390 --> 00:23:19,956
Thank you, thank you.
404
00:23:22,232 --> 00:23:23,960
Do you like the decorations?
405
00:23:25,563 --> 00:23:28,129
Um, yeah, they're just...
406
00:23:29,773 --> 00:23:31,331
Oh, my gosh!
407
00:23:31,366 --> 00:23:34,374
What! When did you get here?
You said you were in Vegas!
408
00:23:34,409 --> 00:23:36,277
I know, I know,
I squeezed in a day.
409
00:23:36,312 --> 00:23:38,612
- Mom, you knew?
- Surprise!
410
00:23:39,908 --> 00:23:41,175
- Yeah. Ready.
- Okay.
411
00:23:44,252 --> 00:23:46,312
Oh, no, that's not what...
412
00:23:47,653 --> 00:23:49,223
Hey, Mac, you're bleeding.
413
00:23:49,259 --> 00:23:50,722
- Hmm?
- You're bleeding.
414
00:23:50,757 --> 00:23:52,618
Oh, I just must have busted
a scab, it's fine.
415
00:23:52,653 --> 00:23:55,629
- Is that fresh? You said you were getting better.
- I am, stop.
416
00:23:59,996 --> 00:24:02,537
So, I haven't really done
this in a while,
417
00:24:06,941 --> 00:24:07,971
but, um,
418
00:24:10,104 --> 00:24:11,975
it's been really hard
being back home.
419
00:24:15,011 --> 00:24:16,980
Even harder
than I thought it would be.
420
00:24:21,324 --> 00:24:24,988
Even see my friend Lucas
was hard,
421
00:24:28,030 --> 00:24:29,058
because he's...
422
00:24:33,168 --> 00:24:34,195
he's living the dream.
423
00:24:38,499 --> 00:24:41,037
He's always done everything
right and I'm just like this...
424
00:24:42,803 --> 00:24:43,842
major fuck up
425
00:24:45,476 --> 00:24:46,515
and I don't...
426
00:24:48,107 --> 00:24:49,342
I don't want to be like this,
427
00:24:52,683 --> 00:24:54,248
but every day it's just, uh...
428
00:24:59,162 --> 00:25:01,291
It's really hard...
429
00:25:01,327 --> 00:25:02,696
hard to wake up.
430
00:25:04,827 --> 00:25:06,194
It's hard to go to sleep.
431
00:25:10,530 --> 00:25:12,973
And I want to be happy
because everybody else is happy
432
00:25:13,008 --> 00:25:14,037
but I can't.
433
00:25:16,671 --> 00:25:17,744
I can't...
434
00:25:19,481 --> 00:25:20,949
Kenzie,
you have read receipts on.
435
00:25:21,351 --> 00:25:22,881
Hey, I know you're getting
my texts.
436
00:25:24,010 --> 00:25:25,510
I'm worried about you,
437
00:25:25,546 --> 00:25:27,787
I don't know if you're being
serious, if you're joking,
438
00:25:28,857 --> 00:25:31,051
but you're starting to scare
the shit out of me, okay?
439
00:25:31,086 --> 00:25:32,818
So just please tell me
what's going on.
440
00:25:34,723 --> 00:25:35,795
This isn't you.
441
00:25:39,363 --> 00:25:40,393
So...
442
00:25:41,501 --> 00:25:43,264
Lucas and I just got in this
443
00:25:44,502 --> 00:25:45,970
fucking huge fight
444
00:25:47,907 --> 00:25:49,903
and I don't have anyone to talk
about it with
445
00:25:49,938 --> 00:25:51,580
because I don't have any friends
446
00:25:53,878 --> 00:25:55,782
and I didn't realize that
until now.
447
00:25:59,546 --> 00:26:03,224
He was just like begging me
to call him so I did
448
00:26:03,259 --> 00:26:04,483
and then he just kept saying,
449
00:26:06,223 --> 00:26:08,823
"This isn't you and you're
acting weird and stuff"
450
00:26:08,858 --> 00:26:10,324
but he just doesn't get it.
451
00:26:14,235 --> 00:26:15,494
This is who I am.
452
00:26:17,903 --> 00:26:20,769
I'm the emotional fuck-up
that is flunking
453
00:26:20,804 --> 00:26:22,974
her first semester in college
454
00:26:24,374 --> 00:26:28,650
and I don't have any friends
because I'm a bad person.
455
00:26:30,550 --> 00:26:32,577
I'm not a good friend I...
456
00:26:35,158 --> 00:26:36,284
he just doesn't get it.
457
00:26:38,226 --> 00:26:39,287
He doesn't know
458
00:26:40,827 --> 00:26:42,994
the things that I thought,
he doesn't know.
459
00:26:48,468 --> 00:26:50,133
He just doesn't know
460
00:26:50,998 --> 00:26:53,202
how hard I'm trying
461
00:26:54,772 --> 00:26:56,645
not to be just a fuck up.
462
00:27:02,481 --> 00:27:03,784
He doesn't get it.
463
00:27:08,015 --> 00:27:09,614
God, I look pathetic.
464
00:27:32,345 --> 00:27:33,374
What's that?
465
00:27:53,503 --> 00:27:56,630
I don't think
I can do this anymore.
466
00:27:59,199 --> 00:28:01,336
Everyday it's just really awful.
467
00:28:04,980 --> 00:28:08,409
And I'm just really tired
feeling this bad all the time.
468
00:28:12,584 --> 00:28:14,481
It hurts so much
469
00:28:14,516 --> 00:28:17,726
and nothing anybody says helps,
nothing I do helps.
470
00:28:22,358 --> 00:28:24,463
It's just like there's
this hole in my chest
471
00:28:24,498 --> 00:28:26,867
and it won't go away.
472
00:28:33,039 --> 00:28:35,343
So, I just don't think
it's worth it anymore,
473
00:28:35,378 --> 00:28:37,411
because I don't have a future
474
00:28:38,080 --> 00:28:42,212
and I'm just like this big
burden on everybody that I love
475
00:28:44,688 --> 00:28:47,085
and I know they're getting sick
of me because...
476
00:28:47,685 --> 00:28:49,318
I keep fucking up.
477
00:28:53,053 --> 00:28:54,290
But I'm trying.
478
00:28:56,761 --> 00:28:58,459
I'm trying so hard,
479
00:29:00,232 --> 00:29:04,773
but every day is just like
my own personal hell.
480
00:29:10,578 --> 00:29:13,914
So mommy I'm... I'm so sorry.
481
00:29:17,286 --> 00:29:19,348
I'm sorry, mommy.
482
00:29:21,083 --> 00:29:23,689
I love you and I'm so sorry,
483
00:29:23,725 --> 00:29:25,616
you've always been so good to me
484
00:29:25,652 --> 00:29:28,395
even when I was being a bitch,
I'm sorry mommy.
485
00:29:28,430 --> 00:29:30,799
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
486
00:29:34,995 --> 00:29:36,200
And Lucas,
487
00:29:39,141 --> 00:29:42,470
thank you for being my friend
even when I didn't deserve it.
488
00:29:44,309 --> 00:29:46,980
And I know you're gonna be
an amazing soccer player.
489
00:29:49,109 --> 00:29:50,211
I'm already...
490
00:29:50,246 --> 00:29:52,348
I'm already so proud
of you, okay?
491
00:29:55,186 --> 00:29:58,752
I don't think I can do this
anymore...
492
00:30:05,633 --> 00:30:08,067
God, I wish I wasn't doing this.
493
00:30:13,343 --> 00:30:15,041
But I've already...
494
00:30:16,042 --> 00:30:20,046
I've already taken
a lot of these, so...
495
00:30:21,141 --> 00:30:22,477
I'm so sorry.
496
00:30:31,789 --> 00:30:33,690
Are you ready?
497
00:30:33,726 --> 00:30:35,325
Yep, I am.
498
00:30:57,143 --> 00:30:58,183
Hey, Mac.
499
00:30:59,887 --> 00:31:01,619
I'm making this video
so that you, uh,
500
00:31:02,188 --> 00:31:04,090
you know you have something
when you wake up.
501
00:31:07,662 --> 00:31:08,930
They won't let me be here.
502
00:31:10,199 --> 00:31:11,229
I tried.
503
00:31:14,195 --> 00:31:15,398
You're asleep right now.
504
00:31:20,667 --> 00:31:22,636
You know, uh, when your mom
called me
505
00:31:23,612 --> 00:31:24,770
and told me what happened
506
00:31:25,506 --> 00:31:27,212
the first thing
that I thought about
507
00:31:28,011 --> 00:31:29,313
was when we were kids
508
00:31:29,849 --> 00:31:31,381
and we'd watch Scooby-Doo
509
00:31:32,349 --> 00:31:36,386
over and over and over again
on repeat.
510
00:31:38,027 --> 00:31:40,425
And then we started dressing up
like them to watch it.
511
00:31:40,461 --> 00:31:41,721
Remember?
512
00:31:42,455 --> 00:31:43,923
And you were always Daphne.
513
00:31:44,426 --> 00:31:48,299
I was always Scooby,
and we'd just...
514
00:32:00,913 --> 00:32:02,577
I care about you so much, Mac.
515
00:32:06,454 --> 00:32:07,516
We all do.
516
00:32:11,060 --> 00:32:13,819
You're like, you're like
this amazing light in our life.
517
00:32:16,059 --> 00:32:17,130
You know, and the...
518
00:32:19,425 --> 00:32:21,266
the idea of that light
519
00:32:23,637 --> 00:32:24,764
just going out.
520
00:32:43,684 --> 00:32:46,819
Mac, there's nothing
that you can ever do
521
00:32:47,854 --> 00:32:50,889
that'll ever change the way
I feel about you.
522
00:32:54,703 --> 00:32:57,203
I will always love you anyway,
523
00:33:00,001 --> 00:33:01,042
always.
524
00:33:07,608 --> 00:33:09,182
I'm gonna record again.
525
00:33:10,311 --> 00:33:11,514
Is that still okay?
526
00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:15,815
Yeah, sure.
527
00:33:28,632 --> 00:33:30,830
How are you feeling
today, Mackenzie?
528
00:33:33,672 --> 00:33:34,704
Um.
529
00:33:35,340 --> 00:33:37,837
The withdraw is over,
so, better I guess.
530
00:33:45,345 --> 00:33:46,549
I haven't been...
531
00:33:49,318 --> 00:33:52,555
totally sober in a while.
532
00:33:55,425 --> 00:33:57,192
I usually have a beer
or something
533
00:33:57,227 --> 00:33:58,759
to take the edge off, you know.
534
00:34:03,233 --> 00:34:04,567
How does it feel?
535
00:34:07,268 --> 00:34:08,571
Not so great.
536
00:34:13,207 --> 00:34:14,247
I just...
537
00:34:16,543 --> 00:34:17,745
have a lot to think about.
538
00:34:22,749 --> 00:34:24,257
Must be frightening.
539
00:34:30,465 --> 00:34:31,564
Um...
540
00:34:31,899 --> 00:34:33,332
I just keep thinking about...
541
00:34:35,098 --> 00:34:36,170
my mom's face
542
00:34:38,398 --> 00:34:39,437
when she found me.
543
00:34:42,703 --> 00:34:44,409
It's blurry
but I still remember.
544
00:34:48,376 --> 00:34:49,678
She was really scared.
545
00:34:53,817 --> 00:34:56,751
I didn't want her to be scared,
I just wanted it to be over.
546
00:34:58,660 --> 00:34:59,688
It?
547
00:35:04,565 --> 00:35:05,595
No...
548
00:35:07,395 --> 00:35:08,697
the way I was feeling.
549
00:35:10,663 --> 00:35:12,206
I just wanted it to stop.
550
00:35:15,611 --> 00:35:19,004
I guess that's why I took the oxies
in the first place and it worked.
551
00:35:21,607 --> 00:35:22,678
It worked,
552
00:35:24,413 --> 00:35:26,451
but then it stopped working.
553
00:35:32,121 --> 00:35:35,328
Yeah, and...
554
00:35:38,294 --> 00:35:39,466
I don't know, I guess...
555
00:35:40,136 --> 00:35:42,665
life just seemed
pretty impossible without it.
556
00:35:48,710 --> 00:35:49,738
Hey, sweetie.
557
00:35:51,706 --> 00:35:53,841
I just got back
from grandma's funeral.
558
00:35:55,518 --> 00:35:56,580
It was nice.
559
00:35:57,818 --> 00:35:59,517
Simple, I guess.
560
00:36:01,648 --> 00:36:03,389
A lot of people asked about you,
561
00:36:04,651 --> 00:36:06,187
asked how you were doing,
562
00:36:06,556 --> 00:36:08,889
so, I told them
you were doing better
563
00:36:10,162 --> 00:36:11,827
but that seemed to confuse them,
564
00:36:12,362 --> 00:36:15,368
so, I started trying to explain
565
00:36:16,663 --> 00:36:18,195
and then I started crying
566
00:36:19,031 --> 00:36:21,935
and they backed off,
which was nice, I guess.
567
00:36:25,575 --> 00:36:28,808
You know, I didn't understand
at first
568
00:36:28,843 --> 00:36:31,549
why you chose not to come
with me today,
569
00:36:34,085 --> 00:36:35,289
because I really,
570
00:36:38,020 --> 00:36:40,558
I really needed you there
with me more than anything.
571
00:36:43,866 --> 00:36:45,266
But when I saw the casket
572
00:36:48,260 --> 00:36:51,899
it just reminded me how close
I was to losing you too.
573
00:36:57,537 --> 00:36:58,741
But, you, my girl,
574
00:37:00,276 --> 00:37:01,612
you are a fighter.
575
00:37:03,415 --> 00:37:06,650
You are so strong
and so beautiful.
576
00:37:09,221 --> 00:37:11,258
And I know you might think
577
00:37:11,294 --> 00:37:14,593
this whole thing has just made
you weak or ugly,
578
00:37:14,929 --> 00:37:16,495
but that is so not true.
579
00:37:17,096 --> 00:37:18,464
You have to believe me.
580
00:37:21,301 --> 00:37:23,271
My mother wasn't always
there for me,
581
00:37:24,568 --> 00:37:26,934
but I am always gonna be there
for you
582
00:37:28,372 --> 00:37:30,102
and don't you forget that, Mac.
583
00:37:31,306 --> 00:37:32,346
Not ever.
584
00:37:35,141 --> 00:37:38,710
Um, so, I don't have phone
privileges in here.
585
00:37:38,745 --> 00:37:42,653
So, Rhonda is helping me film.
586
00:37:43,592 --> 00:37:44,919
Um...
587
00:37:46,928 --> 00:37:50,298
I have depression and...
588
00:37:51,625 --> 00:37:54,099
I got addicted to drugs
589
00:37:54,502 --> 00:37:59,307
when I started using them
to manage my emotions.
590
00:38:02,134 --> 00:38:04,076
But, I've been in rehab
for two months now
591
00:38:04,111 --> 00:38:05,874
and I'm working through it.
592
00:38:08,780 --> 00:38:12,485
When I was a kid I used
to play guitar all the time.
593
00:38:14,751 --> 00:38:18,216
And at my lowest point
I sold it for drugs.
594
00:38:20,759 --> 00:38:24,365
But I wrote a song
and I'd like you guys to hear it
595
00:38:25,164 --> 00:38:26,191
and I hope it helps.
596
00:38:35,635 --> 00:38:38,743
♪ Take my hand ♪
597
00:38:38,778 --> 00:38:43,241
♪ I promise it gets better,
just around the bend ♪
598
00:38:46,284 --> 00:38:49,489
♪ Hear my voice ♪
599
00:38:49,525 --> 00:38:53,988
♪ Don't let it get lost
in all your mental noise ♪
600
00:38:58,295 --> 00:39:04,504
♪ Your road has been hard, but
the journey's not complete ♪
601
00:39:07,973 --> 00:39:14,514
♪ You're worth fighting for,
and a person I'd like to meet ♪
602
00:39:16,711 --> 00:39:19,315
♪ I'd like to meet you ♪
603
00:39:19,350 --> 00:39:22,223
♪ I'd like to know ♪
604
00:39:22,258 --> 00:39:27,191
♪ What you felt
at your lowest low ♪
605
00:39:27,227 --> 00:39:29,886
♪ I'd like to meet you ♪
606
00:39:29,922 --> 00:39:32,959
♪ And I'd like to know ♪
607
00:39:32,994 --> 00:39:37,405
♪ What you felt
at your lowest low ♪
608
00:39:39,700 --> 00:39:41,234
Happy birthday, Lucas.
609
00:39:41,269 --> 00:39:43,741
I get to call you later, but,
I just wanted you to know
610
00:39:45,071 --> 00:39:47,079
that we're all here rooting
for you,
611
00:39:47,515 --> 00:39:51,682
um, you have some new fans
by the way, but, uh,
612
00:39:51,718 --> 00:39:54,316
it seems to me, sir,
you're moving a little slow.
613
00:39:54,352 --> 00:39:55,449
I think that's you.
614
00:39:55,851 --> 00:39:57,425
Gonna need to see
some more hustle.
615
00:39:58,854 --> 00:40:00,384
All right,
I'll call you later, bye.
616
00:40:02,589 --> 00:40:03,827
Hi, Lucas.
617
00:40:05,631 --> 00:40:07,996
I stole your phone,
like the good old days.
618
00:40:10,064 --> 00:40:11,866
I didn't go through your photos
or anything
619
00:40:11,902 --> 00:40:13,835
but you should really
change your passcode,
620
00:40:13,871 --> 00:40:15,938
you've had the same one
since like fifth grade.
621
00:40:18,079 --> 00:40:20,305
Oh, a message from...
622
00:40:23,246 --> 00:40:24,276
Katie.
623
00:40:26,284 --> 00:40:27,312
Are you guys...
624
00:40:28,981 --> 00:40:30,249
are you guys back together.
625
00:40:31,723 --> 00:40:33,527
I mean, are you holding out
at me, Parker?
626
00:40:34,828 --> 00:40:37,124
Oh, cause we're gonna talk
about this when you wake up,
627
00:40:39,132 --> 00:40:40,160
if you ever do...
628
00:40:42,466 --> 00:40:46,300
Okay, um, thanks, guys.
629
00:40:46,335 --> 00:40:47,365
Uh...
630
00:40:48,511 --> 00:40:51,479
I didn't think leaving rehab
would be bittersweet,
631
00:40:53,274 --> 00:40:56,946
but, I guess I owe it to all
the amazing people here,
632
00:40:59,315 --> 00:41:00,345
so...
633
00:41:01,181 --> 00:41:05,823
Um, I know this hasn't been easy
for anyone,
634
00:41:06,292 --> 00:41:07,528
especially my family,
635
00:41:09,966 --> 00:41:13,160
and, when I got here
636
00:41:15,467 --> 00:41:17,329
I wanted to stay alive for them,
637
00:41:19,269 --> 00:41:20,299
but...
638
00:41:21,605 --> 00:41:23,643
now I want to stay alive for me.
639
00:41:26,148 --> 00:41:28,714
The world still scares me and...
640
00:41:30,147 --> 00:41:33,048
I have no idea what my life
looks like three months from now
641
00:41:34,386 --> 00:41:35,754
and that terrifies me,
642
00:41:38,026 --> 00:41:39,054
but I want it
643
00:41:40,897 --> 00:41:43,894
and that's something I honestly
couldn't have said three months ago.
644
00:41:46,159 --> 00:41:49,493
I want to say thank you
to my mom
645
00:41:50,163 --> 00:41:52,837
for being my rock
no matter what,
646
00:41:54,701 --> 00:41:56,038
and just,
647
00:41:57,003 --> 00:41:58,436
yeah, always being there.
648
00:41:59,646 --> 00:42:02,009
Thank you
to all the amazing people here
649
00:42:02,044 --> 00:42:03,842
that were determined
to get through to me,
650
00:42:03,877 --> 00:42:05,586
especially Dr. Carter.
651
00:42:07,922 --> 00:42:08,952
And, um,
652
00:42:09,755 --> 00:42:13,352
I want to call out Lucas,
specifically,
653
00:42:14,088 --> 00:42:16,524
because he flew all
the way out here
654
00:42:16,559 --> 00:42:17,958
from Indianapolis,
655
00:42:17,993 --> 00:42:19,930
even when I said
it wasn't a big deal.
656
00:42:22,904 --> 00:42:23,967
Okay.
657
00:42:25,332 --> 00:42:30,105
So, Lucas, you have always
been my best friend.
658
00:42:32,441 --> 00:42:33,537
And...
659
00:42:34,744 --> 00:42:37,915
you've always chosen to see me.
660
00:42:40,120 --> 00:42:41,215
The real me.
661
00:42:43,217 --> 00:42:46,055
Even when I couldn't
or didn't want to.
662
00:42:48,728 --> 00:42:52,424
And, you made me laugh
through the tears
663
00:42:54,295 --> 00:42:57,099
and hugged me when I really,
really needed it.
664
00:43:00,805 --> 00:43:04,871
So, thanks for being
the best friend
665
00:43:04,906 --> 00:43:06,614
a depressed girl could ask for.
666
00:43:48,619 --> 00:43:49,789
- Daniel.
- All right.
667
00:43:51,519 --> 00:43:55,957
So, it's just we're doing the C,
and then a B, into the E.
668
00:43:55,992 --> 00:43:57,558
These are minor,
those two are minor.
669
00:43:59,592 --> 00:44:01,476
- Are we picking, or...
- Do a little finger pick.
670
00:44:01,500 --> 00:44:02,929
- Yeah, yeah.
- Okay.
671
00:44:02,964 --> 00:44:04,829
Nice.
672
00:44:04,865 --> 00:44:07,097
Aw... Shut up.
673
00:44:07,133 --> 00:44:08,475
- Shut up!
- No, no, no!
674
00:44:08,510 --> 00:44:10,172
You're nervous
because of the camera.
675
00:44:17,309 --> 00:44:18,851
I found the key,
I found the key.
676
00:44:22,318 --> 00:44:24,624
I don't know the key.
I found it, I found it again.
677
00:44:24,660 --> 00:44:26,620
Thought you were supposed
to be a musician?
678
00:44:26,656 --> 00:44:28,124
I'm nailing it.
679
00:44:28,159 --> 00:44:30,159
Thought you were supposed
to be this really cool...
680
00:44:30,189 --> 00:44:31,523
And maybe you are, a little bit.
681
00:44:33,228 --> 00:44:36,262
- I found it, I found it!
- This whole time.
682
00:44:36,297 --> 00:44:38,501
Sell yourself a little short.
683
00:44:38,537 --> 00:44:40,101
Excuse me,
684
00:44:40,137 --> 00:44:42,639
could you help me find a copy
of Ana Karenina?
685
00:44:42,674 --> 00:44:44,272
Mom, what are you doing here?
686
00:44:44,307 --> 00:44:46,672
I wanted to catch you
in your natural habitat.
687
00:44:47,241 --> 00:44:49,140
Since when do you read classic
novels?
688
00:44:49,175 --> 00:44:51,379
I read a lot, actually.
689
00:44:52,082 --> 00:44:54,755
Okay, well, if you'll follow me
this way.
690
00:44:55,322 --> 00:44:57,890
We have it here.
691
00:44:59,218 --> 00:45:00,484
You know this is huge, right?
692
00:45:00,519 --> 00:45:02,258
Like, do you even have time
to read this?
693
00:45:02,660 --> 00:45:03,963
I'll find time.
694
00:45:04,566 --> 00:45:05,991
- All right.
- Thank you.
695
00:45:06,026 --> 00:45:07,659
What excellent service.
696
00:45:07,695 --> 00:45:10,397
Well, you know, we try, we try,
so, please, please come back.
697
00:45:13,036 --> 00:45:15,636
Boom, three hours post tattoo.
698
00:45:16,072 --> 00:45:17,671
Time for the big reveal,
you ready?
699
00:45:17,707 --> 00:45:19,471
Yep, here we go.
700
00:45:19,507 --> 00:45:21,510
- Why are you going so slow?
- It hurts.
701
00:45:21,546 --> 00:45:24,212
That hurt... you got a tattoo
and it's the tape that hurts?
702
00:45:24,247 --> 00:45:26,313
- Yes.
- Just take... just rip it off.
703
00:45:26,349 --> 00:45:28,382
- Shut up! Slow and steady.
- Go, go, go!
704
00:45:29,882 --> 00:45:30,923
Damn.
705
00:45:31,884 --> 00:45:32,926
Wow!
706
00:45:33,729 --> 00:45:36,096
- What do you think?
- I really like it.
707
00:45:36,932 --> 00:45:39,255
Well, good, you're stuck
with it forever now.
708
00:45:39,291 --> 00:45:40,658
I'm stuck with it forever!
709
00:45:41,931 --> 00:45:44,596
Lucas come here, come here!
710
00:45:45,140 --> 00:45:46,365
Stop, okay.
711
00:45:46,400 --> 00:45:48,575
- Okay, you have the ring?
- Yes, of course.
712
00:45:48,610 --> 00:45:51,872
All right, you ready for this,
Parker?
713
00:45:51,907 --> 00:45:53,605
- Yeah, you?
- Yeah.
714
00:45:54,639 --> 00:45:56,383
Dan, thank you for doing this,
by the way.
715
00:45:56,418 --> 00:45:58,010
Dude, it's an honor.
716
00:45:58,046 --> 00:45:59,787
Oh!
717
00:46:01,455 --> 00:46:02,913
Katie just got here.
718
00:46:02,949 --> 00:46:04,424
You ready?
719
00:46:04,460 --> 00:46:05,859
- It's game time!
- All right, go.
720
00:46:08,220 --> 00:46:09,758
Ready, babe?
721
00:46:09,793 --> 00:46:11,458
Yeah, uh, let's do this.
722
00:46:31,682 --> 00:46:32,985
Katie, I love you.
723
00:46:34,418 --> 00:46:36,554
Ever since I asked you out
three years ago to this day
724
00:46:36,589 --> 00:46:39,119
I knew you were special.
725
00:46:39,154 --> 00:46:41,862
I never knew how kind and smart
726
00:46:43,190 --> 00:46:44,623
and insanely beautiful...
727
00:46:46,268 --> 00:46:50,068
There's nothing that I want more than
spend the rest of my life with you
728
00:46:51,472 --> 00:46:52,499
as soon as possible.
729
00:46:54,637 --> 00:46:55,667
Katie...
730
00:46:56,677 --> 00:46:58,142
- Will you marry me?
- Oh, God.
731
00:46:59,138 --> 00:47:00,507
- Yeah?
- Yeah!
732
00:47:02,450 --> 00:47:03,942
So cute!
733
00:47:03,977 --> 00:47:05,149
Oh, my God.
734
00:47:06,312 --> 00:47:08,781
Oh, my God, it's beautiful!
735
00:47:08,816 --> 00:47:09,857
What?
736
00:47:13,019 --> 00:47:14,752
Guys, what?
737
00:47:17,324 --> 00:47:19,594
It's so pretty, you did so good.
738
00:47:19,629 --> 00:47:21,201
Oh...
739
00:47:21,237 --> 00:47:22,430
Love you too.
740
00:47:30,745 --> 00:47:32,671
Um, I have no idea
what I'm doing.
741
00:47:33,005 --> 00:47:34,142
Okay.
742
00:47:34,177 --> 00:47:35,773
That's the zoom,
you're doing right now,
743
00:47:35,808 --> 00:47:37,882
that's the zoom and you can use
that if you want to,
744
00:47:37,917 --> 00:47:39,480
everything else is on auto,
though.
745
00:47:39,515 --> 00:47:41,678
- Okay, I got it.
- Get it, you ready? All right.
746
00:47:41,714 --> 00:47:43,855
Day one of the road trip
and, uh, so far I think
747
00:47:43,890 --> 00:47:45,453
Mackenzie has eaten
all the snacks.
748
00:47:45,488 --> 00:47:48,154
No, I haven't, you liar.
I left you some carrots.
749
00:47:48,190 --> 00:47:49,622
Carrots?
That's all we have left?
750
00:47:51,031 --> 00:47:54,433
We are going to Dallas,
uh, from my band's show.
751
00:47:54,836 --> 00:47:57,300
And where's your band, good sir?
752
00:47:58,364 --> 00:47:59,670
They're in the other car.
753
00:47:59,705 --> 00:48:00,872
And why is that?
754
00:48:01,274 --> 00:48:03,434
Because I wanted to spend
some alone time with my girl.
755
00:48:06,374 --> 00:48:07,842
Eyes on the road, cool guy.
756
00:48:07,877 --> 00:48:09,915
It's a red light.
757
00:48:09,951 --> 00:48:12,417
- Turn the camera off.
- Okay, look at me.
758
00:48:24,458 --> 00:48:26,195
- Do you want some?
- Oh!
759
00:48:26,231 --> 00:48:28,463
- Do you want some?
- No, no, thanks.
760
00:48:37,037 --> 00:48:38,110
Okay, um...
761
00:48:39,110 --> 00:48:41,207
Lucas, I FaceTimed you
like six times,
762
00:48:41,242 --> 00:48:42,675
so, I guess you're pretty busy,
763
00:48:43,747 --> 00:48:44,776
but, um...
764
00:48:46,885 --> 00:48:48,747
I'm in Dallas with Daniel and...
765
00:48:50,887 --> 00:48:52,355
you were right.
766
00:48:52,390 --> 00:48:54,104
I really didn't want you
to be right, but, you were right
767
00:48:54,128 --> 00:48:57,896
and I think this is all just
a bit too much for me
768
00:48:57,931 --> 00:49:01,392
because some guy
just offered me coke
769
00:49:01,427 --> 00:49:03,696
and it was really hard to say no
770
00:49:04,465 --> 00:49:06,006
and I could have done it
but I didn't.
771
00:49:07,839 --> 00:49:09,108
Daniel's still inside.
772
00:49:10,078 --> 00:49:12,045
He's gonna kill me
when he finds out that I left.
773
00:49:13,413 --> 00:49:14,447
Shit.
774
00:49:15,116 --> 00:49:19,217
But, um, just... just call me
back when you can, okay?
775
00:49:20,455 --> 00:49:22,946
Kenzie, Kenz!
776
00:49:24,122 --> 00:49:25,652
Hey, what's up,
what are you doing?
777
00:49:26,654 --> 00:49:28,553
Let me in, I just,
I just want to talk to you.
778
00:49:28,588 --> 00:49:30,162
Are you fucking high right now?
779
00:49:31,292 --> 00:49:33,427
No! God, no, of course not.
780
00:49:33,463 --> 00:49:35,567
Daniel, you said
you wouldn't do anything
781
00:49:35,603 --> 00:49:36,660
if I came with you.
782
00:49:36,695 --> 00:49:38,010
Look, just,
just come inside, okay?
783
00:49:38,034 --> 00:49:39,763
We're about to put...
784
00:49:39,799 --> 00:49:42,604
- No, fuck this.
- We can talk about this.
785
00:49:42,640 --> 00:49:43,773
Hey!
786
00:49:43,809 --> 00:49:44,776
Hey, where the fuck?
787
00:49:44,811 --> 00:49:46,475
You can't take my car, bitch!
788
00:49:50,949 --> 00:49:54,384
Hello, world. Mackenzie here.
789
00:49:56,651 --> 00:49:58,883
I just decided to make
this video because...
790
00:50:00,155 --> 00:50:01,853
I didn't have it for me
791
00:50:03,029 --> 00:50:05,197
when I was battling
my depression,
792
00:50:07,160 --> 00:50:08,233
and um...
793
00:50:10,367 --> 00:50:12,270
I just felt
that it was really important.
794
00:50:14,843 --> 00:50:19,871
Today is the one-year
anniversary
795
00:50:21,573 --> 00:50:23,182
of when I attempted suicide.
796
00:50:25,480 --> 00:50:27,879
A lot has changed since then,
um...
797
00:50:29,350 --> 00:50:31,223
but a lot is still the same.
798
00:50:32,650 --> 00:50:34,525
Like I still have depression,
799
00:50:34,560 --> 00:50:36,224
um...
800
00:50:36,260 --> 00:50:37,922
some days are better
than others,
801
00:50:40,501 --> 00:50:41,563
and um...
802
00:50:44,096 --> 00:50:48,707
my future and who I want to be
in this world is still...
803
00:50:49,409 --> 00:50:54,081
really fuzzy to me and
overwhelming for me to think about.
804
00:50:56,177 --> 00:50:59,416
But, I want it.
805
00:51:05,384 --> 00:51:06,489
Hi, everybody.
806
00:51:07,189 --> 00:51:08,623
My name is Mackenzie
807
00:51:09,558 --> 00:51:12,495
and this is my first time
performing.
808
00:51:14,200 --> 00:51:17,500
This is dedicated
to my best friend Lucas,
809
00:51:18,067 --> 00:51:19,997
wherever you are.
810
00:51:22,074 --> 00:51:23,841
He knows
that I'm too competitive
811
00:51:23,876 --> 00:51:25,838
to turn down a bet, so.
812
00:51:26,880 --> 00:51:28,005
This one's for you Lucas.
813
00:51:32,150 --> 00:51:34,781
♪ I remember us so clearly ♪
814
00:51:36,956 --> 00:51:40,458
♪ Like it was yesterday ♪
815
00:51:40,493 --> 00:51:43,888
Tonight, Northern Indiana
University's star soccer player
816
00:51:43,924 --> 00:51:47,056
is in critical condition
after a deadly car crash.
817
00:51:47,092 --> 00:51:50,302
Lucas Parker and his fiancée,
Katie Hamilton,
818
00:51:50,337 --> 00:51:53,206
were hit by a drunk driver
just before nine o'clock
819
00:51:53,241 --> 00:51:56,032
at the intersection
of Shelbyville and Hurstbourne.
820
00:51:56,068 --> 00:51:58,601
Parker was transported
to Baptist East Hospital
821
00:51:58,636 --> 00:52:00,069
in critical condition.
822
00:52:00,105 --> 00:52:02,649
The crash was caused
by an oncoming drunk driver
823
00:52:02,684 --> 00:52:03,906
who died at the scene.
824
00:52:03,942 --> 00:52:06,615
♪ As they'll be forever
memories ♪
825
00:52:07,814 --> 00:52:13,325
♪ There will always be
another day ♪
826
00:52:15,290 --> 00:52:17,362
♪ Forever memories ♪
827
00:52:18,966 --> 00:52:24,204
♪ This could be a higher way ♪
828
00:52:27,609 --> 00:52:28,637
Thank you, guys.
829
00:52:30,875 --> 00:52:32,509
So, uh...
830
00:52:34,139 --> 00:52:37,074
obviously I'm not Lucas,
even though this his Instagram.
831
00:52:40,013 --> 00:52:42,717
As some of you probably
heard earlier, Lucas was...
832
00:52:44,285 --> 00:52:46,083
in a car crash
833
00:52:49,990 --> 00:52:53,590
and it's something to do
with his head or his brain.
834
00:52:53,625 --> 00:52:56,027
It's... It's really bad.
835
00:53:00,331 --> 00:53:03,210
So, we can really use your
thoughts and prayers, please.
836
00:53:24,524 --> 00:53:28,092
♪ As time goes by ♪
837
00:53:29,234 --> 00:53:32,030
♪ I'll be waiting for you ♪
838
00:53:35,733 --> 00:53:39,136
♪ As time goes by ♪
839
00:53:40,245 --> 00:53:43,206
♪ I'll be dreaming for you ♪
840
00:53:46,713 --> 00:53:50,081
♪ When you open your eyes ♪
841
00:53:51,390 --> 00:53:54,992
♪ The sunrise will be here
for you ♪
842
00:53:55,028 --> 00:53:57,658
♪ I'll be here for you ♪
843
00:53:57,693 --> 00:54:00,432
♪ When you're sharing
your stories ♪
844
00:54:02,369 --> 00:54:04,964
♪ My smile will look
right back at you ♪
845
00:54:05,874 --> 00:54:08,533
♪ So please will you ♪
846
00:54:08,569 --> 00:54:13,379
♪ Just open your eyes ♪
847
00:54:13,415 --> 00:54:16,349
♪ The sun will shine bright
when you're with me ♪
848
00:54:19,448 --> 00:54:23,917
♪ Just open your eyes ♪
849
00:54:23,952 --> 00:54:27,657
♪ Can't go another night
to see you like this ♪
850
00:54:29,931 --> 00:54:34,290
♪ Just open your eyes ♪
851
00:54:34,326 --> 00:54:37,128
♪ The sun will shine bright
when you're with me ♪
852
00:54:40,238 --> 00:54:44,609
♪ Just open your eyes ♪
853
00:54:44,644 --> 00:54:48,106
♪ I can't go another night
to see you like this ♪
854
00:54:50,282 --> 00:54:54,651
♪ But we'll get through this ♪
855
00:55:05,457 --> 00:55:07,233
Hey.
856
00:55:07,268 --> 00:55:08,926
You're gonna have
a lot of these videos
857
00:55:08,962 --> 00:55:11,430
when you wake up,
so, sorry not sorry.
858
00:55:11,465 --> 00:55:13,703
I guess.
859
00:55:16,772 --> 00:55:18,840
It's just really hard
not talking to you.
860
00:55:23,885 --> 00:55:24,912
I know what it's like
861
00:55:26,020 --> 00:55:27,915
to have to fight to stay alive.
862
00:55:30,187 --> 00:55:31,721
To want to even,
863
00:55:34,226 --> 00:55:35,785
and I know that you are Lucas,
864
00:55:35,820 --> 00:55:37,529
but please, I need you
865
00:55:39,163 --> 00:55:40,191
to fight harder
866
00:55:42,668 --> 00:55:46,505
and I hope that somehow you know
that I'm fighting too.
867
00:55:48,470 --> 00:55:49,706
Every day is so hard.
868
00:55:52,338 --> 00:55:55,882
I want to reuse and I want
to slip back into old habits
869
00:55:55,917 --> 00:55:58,418
but I'm not and I won't,
870
00:55:59,187 --> 00:56:02,114
because, I'm going to be there
for you.
871
00:56:04,652 --> 00:56:05,887
The same way you were for me.
872
00:56:12,197 --> 00:56:15,228
Attempt number 200.
873
00:56:15,663 --> 00:56:17,470
Whatever to get you to wake up.
874
00:56:38,055 --> 00:56:39,023
Oh!
875
00:56:39,058 --> 00:56:40,518
- Hey.
- Hey.
876
00:56:41,857 --> 00:56:44,387
I just came to check on him
before I leave.
877
00:56:45,359 --> 00:56:46,389
Yeah.
878
00:56:48,203 --> 00:56:49,766
God,
it's so hard to look at him.
879
00:56:51,737 --> 00:56:53,968
Oh, I mean his hair just needs
a little work, you know.
880
00:56:56,101 --> 00:56:57,576
I don't know
how I'm gonna do this.
881
00:56:59,204 --> 00:57:01,010
Katie, we're all just taking it
day by day.
882
00:57:01,045 --> 00:57:02,075
No, Mac,
883
00:57:02,882 --> 00:57:03,945
like...
884
00:57:04,876 --> 00:57:06,112
I don't know if I can.
885
00:57:07,922 --> 00:57:08,950
What do you mean?
886
00:57:09,748 --> 00:57:11,348
It's just, like...
887
00:57:12,091 --> 00:57:13,658
this is a lot.
888
00:57:15,329 --> 00:57:17,354
All the time,
I'm all messed up too.
889
00:57:18,123 --> 00:57:20,525
Katie, he's gonna wake up,
he's...
890
00:57:20,561 --> 00:57:21,633
It was my fault.
891
00:57:23,265 --> 00:57:24,328
What?
892
00:57:28,008 --> 00:57:29,102
I ran the light.
893
00:57:30,345 --> 00:57:32,776
It was yellow already
but I hit the gas.
894
00:57:33,845 --> 00:57:35,977
I mean, we were running late
and I hate running...
895
00:57:38,286 --> 00:57:40,047
The drunk hit us
but I put us there.
896
00:57:40,981 --> 00:57:43,756
I mean, if we hadn't been going
so fast,
897
00:57:43,791 --> 00:57:45,050
that...
898
00:57:45,085 --> 00:57:46,817
it wouldn't have been
that he wouldn't...
899
00:57:46,853 --> 00:57:47,989
- Katie...
- I'm sorry.
900
00:57:52,998 --> 00:57:54,061
Shit!
901
00:57:58,203 --> 00:57:59,471
Hey, everyone.
902
00:57:59,506 --> 00:58:01,673
Just wanted to give you guys
a quick update.
903
00:58:02,867 --> 00:58:04,005
Look who woke up!
904
00:58:06,340 --> 00:58:08,611
Thank you guys for all your
notes and encouragement.
905
00:58:08,646 --> 00:58:10,247
No, seriously,
like, you're the best.
906
00:58:11,150 --> 00:58:14,280
He has some tests he has to go do,
so, we'll talk to you guys later.
907
00:58:14,316 --> 00:58:15,678
Bye!
908
00:58:28,828 --> 00:58:30,128
What are you doing?
909
00:58:30,164 --> 00:58:32,231
I was just trying
to get you to wake up.
910
00:58:37,374 --> 00:58:38,776
This is so stupid!
911
00:58:42,909 --> 00:58:45,508
Physical therapy day one!
912
00:58:47,253 --> 00:58:49,680
Parker! Parker! Parker!
913
00:58:50,349 --> 00:58:52,285
He really likes the blanket
you made him, mom,
914
00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:55,394
especially because it matches
the bear that Katie got him,
915
00:58:55,429 --> 00:58:59,698
but I don't know
where that's at, but...
916
00:59:01,198 --> 00:59:02,228
Oh...
917
00:59:03,365 --> 00:59:04,694
Day 23.
918
00:59:05,197 --> 00:59:06,804
Wait, Lucas,
where's your crutches.
919
00:59:07,900 --> 00:59:09,033
It's no big deal, Mac.
920
00:59:09,402 --> 00:59:11,639
Yes, it is, you're going
to hurt yourself, stop.
921
00:59:11,674 --> 00:59:13,068
It doesn't matter, Mackenzie.
922
00:59:13,104 --> 00:59:14,370
Lucas, listen to me.
923
00:59:14,405 --> 00:59:16,308
I need to. Mackenzie, it's fine,
just put...
924
00:59:20,080 --> 00:59:21,654
Lucas look what came in the...
925
00:59:23,959 --> 00:59:25,086
Are you okay?
926
00:59:27,059 --> 00:59:28,089
No...
927
00:59:31,260 --> 00:59:33,691
My doctor told my coach that
I couldn't play next season,
928
00:59:33,727 --> 00:59:34,766
so they cut me.
929
00:59:36,764 --> 00:59:38,099
Lucas, I'm...
930
00:59:39,138 --> 00:59:40,167
I'm sorry.
931
00:59:43,738 --> 00:59:44,809
Is that your letter?
932
00:59:45,607 --> 00:59:46,679
Yeah, but...
933
00:59:48,945 --> 00:59:50,681
- Come on, pass me the camera.
- No.
934
00:59:50,717 --> 00:59:52,745
Your mom always wants recordings
of this stuff.
935
00:59:52,780 --> 00:59:53,851
We don't have to.
936
01:00:00,219 --> 01:00:01,760
Alright, step one, go back.
937
01:00:02,562 --> 01:00:04,158
- Here.
- Yeah, that's good.
938
01:00:06,598 --> 01:00:08,635
- Are you sure?
- Yes.
939
01:00:15,306 --> 01:00:16,335
I like that.
940
01:00:18,111 --> 01:00:19,272
I got in.
941
01:00:20,610 --> 01:00:22,341
Yeah, congrats.
942
01:00:23,314 --> 01:00:24,376
Seriously.
943
01:00:29,355 --> 01:00:31,020
Welcome home.
944
01:00:37,264 --> 01:00:38,324
Where are you going?
945
01:00:42,262 --> 01:00:44,001
I don't know.
I'm just kind of tired, Mac.
946
01:00:44,637 --> 01:00:47,036
Oh, okay.
Yeah, that's fine.
947
01:00:48,201 --> 01:00:50,710
Thanks for the poster,
it's cool.
948
01:00:52,007 --> 01:00:53,504
Yeah, do you need anything?
949
01:00:54,876 --> 01:00:56,749
No, I'll just take a nap.
950
01:00:57,348 --> 01:00:58,377
Okay.
951
01:01:03,147 --> 01:01:05,419
Good job, strong kicks.
952
01:01:05,454 --> 01:01:06,517
Nice!
953
01:01:09,822 --> 01:01:11,390
Okay, stop.
954
01:01:18,173 --> 01:01:19,772
There you go, nice!
955
01:01:31,686 --> 01:01:34,853
- Hi, here's the rest of your stuff.
- Thanks.
956
01:01:35,914 --> 01:01:36,954
How is he?
957
01:01:38,984 --> 01:01:40,958
He's doing okay.
958
01:01:42,592 --> 01:01:43,686
See you around.
959
01:01:45,264 --> 01:01:46,359
I'm glad,
960
01:01:47,268 --> 01:01:48,295
you know, that, um,
961
01:01:49,361 --> 01:01:51,500
you were there for him
during all this
962
01:01:51,536 --> 01:01:53,465
when I couldn't be.
963
01:01:55,374 --> 01:01:56,435
He's really lucky.
964
01:01:59,708 --> 01:02:00,780
Well, he's...
965
01:02:01,712 --> 01:02:04,212
he's my best friend, so...
966
01:02:16,627 --> 01:02:17,994
We're gonna get it.
967
01:02:18,029 --> 01:02:19,789
Lucas we're gonna get it,
we're gonna get it.
968
01:02:20,962 --> 01:02:22,231
Still got a long way to go.
969
01:02:22,933 --> 01:02:24,595
Yeah, but,
they're making a comeback.
970
01:02:39,779 --> 01:02:40,820
Katie.
971
01:02:45,554 --> 01:02:46,785
Hey...
972
01:02:46,820 --> 01:02:47,926
Hey, Katie!
973
01:02:54,764 --> 01:02:55,934
What are you doing here?
974
01:03:01,265 --> 01:03:02,699
They, they cut me, but,
975
01:03:04,610 --> 01:03:06,439
but you already knew that, huh?
976
01:03:07,348 --> 01:03:08,474
I didn't know that.
977
01:03:10,982 --> 01:03:12,717
Yeah, you did.
That's why you dumped me.
978
01:03:12,752 --> 01:03:14,453
Because I couldn't play soccer
anymore.
979
01:03:14,488 --> 01:03:15,921
That's not true and you know it.
980
01:03:15,956 --> 01:03:18,090
As soon as things get tough,
Katie's out. Good-bye.
981
01:03:18,126 --> 01:03:19,422
Jump ship.
982
01:03:19,458 --> 01:03:20,519
You need to go.
983
01:03:23,530 --> 01:03:25,029
I can't believe you dumped me.
984
01:03:28,262 --> 01:03:30,001
You dumped
your crippled fiancé...
985
01:03:31,637 --> 01:03:33,305
You wanted to be over too.
986
01:03:33,341 --> 01:03:35,336
No, no, no I didn't.
987
01:03:36,205 --> 01:03:37,836
I remember the way
that you looked at me
988
01:03:37,872 --> 01:03:38,911
in the hospital.
989
01:03:39,708 --> 01:03:40,803
Every day,
990
01:03:41,841 --> 01:03:43,272
like...
991
01:03:43,308 --> 01:03:44,673
like it was all my fault.
992
01:03:44,708 --> 01:03:46,914
Like I took away everything
that you ever...
993
01:03:47,684 --> 01:03:50,489
How were we supposed to get married
when you looked at me like that.
994
01:03:50,524 --> 01:03:52,859
No, that's bullshit. Bullshit.
995
01:03:54,385 --> 01:03:56,827
So you can't reply to my texts,
996
01:03:56,863 --> 01:03:58,524
but you can show up
to my house drunk?
997
01:03:59,961 --> 01:04:01,692
That's bullshit, Lucas.
998
01:04:42,935 --> 01:04:43,976
Um.
999
01:04:47,204 --> 01:04:48,277
Hey, Lucas.
1000
01:04:50,713 --> 01:04:52,083
I've been...
1001
01:04:53,587 --> 01:04:55,119
thinking about this a lot
1002
01:04:58,550 --> 01:05:00,256
and it's really hard for me
to say,
1003
01:05:01,789 --> 01:05:02,819
but,
1004
01:05:04,028 --> 01:05:05,756
things are getting
out of control,
1005
01:05:07,095 --> 01:05:09,166
and, I've told you this before
1006
01:05:10,433 --> 01:05:14,105
but you didn't believe me
and you really should.
1007
01:05:20,409 --> 01:05:23,273
I couldn't even get you
to the couch this time
1008
01:05:23,308 --> 01:05:24,445
before you passed out.
1009
01:05:30,156 --> 01:05:32,519
Look, I know what it's like
to just hate everything.
1010
01:05:33,761 --> 01:05:36,022
To resent everything
and everyone.
1011
01:05:36,057 --> 01:05:37,128
I know what it's like
1012
01:05:38,796 --> 01:05:39,966
better than most people.
1013
01:05:45,732 --> 01:05:47,831
I know what you're going
through but it has to stop.
1014
01:05:52,107 --> 01:05:53,936
If not for you then for me.
1015
01:05:57,510 --> 01:06:01,080
It's not easy for me to be
around you
1016
01:06:01,115 --> 01:06:02,186
when you're so out of it
1017
01:06:03,914 --> 01:06:05,992
because it makes me
want to be out of it too.
1018
01:06:09,127 --> 01:06:11,557
God knows it feels great
to just check out
1019
01:06:11,593 --> 01:06:13,824
when things get bad,
but I can't do that anymore.
1020
01:06:20,538 --> 01:06:21,635
So,
1021
01:06:22,705 --> 01:06:28,014
consider this your wake-up call,
your intervention or whatever.
1022
01:06:31,479 --> 01:06:33,509
You can be so much more
than this, Lucas.
1023
01:06:33,544 --> 01:06:35,516
You are so much more than this.
1024
01:06:38,985 --> 01:06:40,059
Um...
1025
01:06:41,191 --> 01:06:44,987
so for now,
I'm not gonna come over.
1026
01:06:49,629 --> 01:06:51,400
I know it doesn't seem like it
but there...
1027
01:06:52,301 --> 01:06:55,074
is more to life
than Katie and soccer.
1028
01:06:57,841 --> 01:07:01,113
Your future looks different now but
that doesn't have to be a bad thing.
1029
01:07:06,749 --> 01:07:07,845
Alright.
1030
01:07:09,853 --> 01:07:11,288
Alright, Lucas.
1031
01:07:12,652 --> 01:07:14,620
You're gonna watch this
every single morning
1032
01:07:14,655 --> 01:07:17,228
and you're gonna remember
these three things.
1033
01:07:20,158 --> 01:07:21,232
One,
1034
01:07:22,164 --> 01:07:23,935
you gotta take it day by day,
1035
01:07:24,704 --> 01:07:28,470
alright, and every day, I mean, something's
just gonna get a little bit better.
1036
01:07:30,575 --> 01:07:31,605
Two,
1037
01:07:35,215 --> 01:07:37,908
enough with the booze, man,
it doesn't do shit.
1038
01:07:39,377 --> 01:07:40,416
And three, like,
1039
01:07:42,216 --> 01:07:45,751
you're doing this for yourself for the
man that you know that you are, but,
1040
01:07:48,124 --> 01:07:49,425
but you're doing it for Mac.
1041
01:07:51,027 --> 01:07:52,098
Because you love her
1042
01:07:55,398 --> 01:07:57,268
and you can't keep hurting her
like this.
1043
01:08:03,940 --> 01:08:05,804
Okay. Every day.
1044
01:08:07,913 --> 01:08:13,119
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
1045
01:08:15,587 --> 01:08:16,617
Okay.
1046
01:08:22,257 --> 01:08:24,494
Mom, are you recording a video?
1047
01:08:25,097 --> 01:08:26,795
She always records,
you know that.
1048
01:08:26,831 --> 01:08:28,232
Mm-hmm.
1049
01:08:28,268 --> 01:08:30,499
You'll be thankful
for these videos one day, okay?
1050
01:08:31,131 --> 01:08:32,171
Trust me.
1051
01:08:34,168 --> 01:08:35,207
Actually, Mac.
1052
01:08:35,808 --> 01:08:37,935
While the camera is out.
1053
01:09:04,936 --> 01:09:05,996
Are you gonna open it?
1054
01:09:15,946 --> 01:09:17,249
"Best coach."
1055
01:09:18,447 --> 01:09:20,010
Yeah you're not too bad
with your kids
1056
01:09:21,819 --> 01:09:22,848
and with me.
1057
01:09:26,017 --> 01:09:28,120
I can still kick a soccer ball,
wait for it...
1058
01:09:28,156 --> 01:09:29,855
Whatever, God.
1059
01:09:30,855 --> 01:09:32,655
She won't even look up, watch.
1060
01:09:32,690 --> 01:09:35,929
Hey, Mac! Mac! Mac! Mac! Mac!
1061
01:09:35,964 --> 01:09:36,994
What?
1062
01:09:38,464 --> 01:09:39,831
What you doing?
1063
01:09:39,867 --> 01:09:41,806
What do you think I'm doing?
What are you doing?
1064
01:09:41,841 --> 01:09:43,440
Uh? Homework?
1065
01:09:47,510 --> 01:09:49,710
Come on, let's hustle,
let's hustle!
1066
01:09:52,181 --> 01:09:53,780
Yo, what time is it?
1067
01:10:03,926 --> 01:10:04,956
Alright.
1068
01:10:06,029 --> 01:10:07,063
Keep up the pace.
1069
01:10:07,565 --> 01:10:10,365
Wait, Lucas, what,
what was your career assessment?
1070
01:10:10,400 --> 01:10:12,733
- Okay, Mac, please no...
- Stop!
1071
01:10:13,267 --> 01:10:15,835
Vegas Entertainer.
1072
01:10:15,870 --> 01:10:18,637
- Wow! What would you even do?
- I don't even know, Mac.
1073
01:10:18,672 --> 01:10:20,512
You know what?
Oh, Magic Lucas.
1074
01:10:20,547 --> 01:10:22,239
Uh-huh.
1075
01:10:22,274 --> 01:10:24,050
I think thousands of people
will pay to come and see you.
1076
01:10:24,074 --> 01:10:25,881
I just wasted 30 minutes
of my life on this.
1077
01:10:25,916 --> 01:10:27,078
Vegas!
1078
01:10:27,881 --> 01:10:29,985
Guys! Come on!
You're gonna miss it.
1079
01:10:36,862 --> 01:10:38,594
Happy new year!
1080
01:12:29,337 --> 01:12:30,376
Lucas Parker.
1081
01:12:31,373 --> 01:12:32,874
What does this say?
1082
01:12:33,343 --> 01:12:37,911
What? "Mac I am writing this"
1083
01:12:38,843 --> 01:12:41,211
"from the plane." Is that plane?
1084
01:12:41,813 --> 01:12:45,886
Um, "I keep thinking about what"
1085
01:12:47,084 --> 01:12:49,126
something year old Lucas
would say,"
1086
01:12:49,161 --> 01:12:50,759
Oh 12-year-old Lucas would say.
1087
01:12:51,599 --> 01:12:52,629
Why,
1088
01:12:54,198 --> 01:12:56,993
why did we, the plastic?
1089
01:12:57,029 --> 01:13:00,362
Oh, why did we wait
till the last day.
1090
01:13:02,704 --> 01:13:05,576
I don't know why,
why did we wait.
1091
01:13:08,177 --> 01:13:09,239
Hey, Mac.
1092
01:13:10,413 --> 01:13:11,879
On my way to the library.
1093
01:13:12,380 --> 01:13:13,716
Bring my study on.
1094
01:13:16,586 --> 01:13:18,424
See what's up,
see what you're doing.
1095
01:13:19,924 --> 01:13:22,722
I had a walk, uh, I had to walk
through the soccer field today
1096
01:13:22,757 --> 01:13:24,156
and the whole team was there,
so.
1097
01:13:24,892 --> 01:13:27,757
It wasn't that great
but, but, hey, I gotta,
1098
01:13:28,226 --> 01:13:30,436
I got a kinesiology midterm
to study for, so.
1099
01:13:31,436 --> 01:13:33,263
Call me in like, what,
three hours.
1100
01:13:35,605 --> 01:13:37,168
I'll definitely need
to pick me up.
1101
01:13:39,570 --> 01:13:40,611
Bye.
1102
01:13:42,612 --> 01:13:45,275
So, my mom really misses you,
Lucas.
1103
01:13:46,786 --> 01:13:48,011
Yep.
1104
01:13:48,380 --> 01:13:51,787
All I do is sit in my room
all day listening to sad music.
1105
01:13:53,257 --> 01:13:54,691
It's pitiful, really.
1106
01:13:55,557 --> 01:13:58,156
Yeah, but, it's okay, because,
1107
01:13:58,758 --> 01:14:00,532
Mac bought me plane tickets.
1108
01:14:00,968 --> 01:14:01,995
Wait, what, I didn't...
1109
01:14:03,600 --> 01:14:05,399
Oh, my God, wait,
are you serious?
1110
01:14:05,434 --> 01:14:08,136
- Yeah.
- Wait a minute.
1111
01:14:08,605 --> 01:14:11,140
Are you...
Are you into this Parker?
1112
01:14:11,576 --> 01:14:13,710
What is happening?
I got to pack. Hold on.
1113
01:14:17,281 --> 01:14:18,517
How many are you taking?
1114
01:14:19,416 --> 01:14:20,717
I haven't taken one yet.
1115
01:14:21,285 --> 01:14:22,312
Hurry up. It's cold.
1116
01:14:27,752 --> 01:14:28,791
Did you take it?
1117
01:14:32,629 --> 01:14:34,159
- It might be a video.
- What?
1118
01:14:35,625 --> 01:14:38,496
Is there something you want
to remember about this, Parker?
1119
01:14:38,532 --> 01:14:39,571
Always.
1120
01:14:40,631 --> 01:14:41,672
Here.
1121
01:14:46,179 --> 01:14:48,404
What are you thinking about?
1122
01:14:54,488 --> 01:14:56,412
Thinking about how this feels
really great.
1123
01:14:58,658 --> 01:15:01,890
And how it feels really good
to feel right again.
1124
01:15:10,465 --> 01:15:13,839
♪ Take my hand ♪
1125
01:15:13,874 --> 01:15:17,906
♪ Please don't worry about the
scars that you still hide ♪
1126
01:15:19,511 --> 01:15:20,944
How are you feeling,
miss Parker?
1127
01:15:21,547 --> 01:15:23,478
I'm feeling pretty great,
Mr. Parker.
1128
01:15:23,513 --> 01:15:25,677
Mm-hmm. Good, because, uh, well,
1129
01:15:26,180 --> 01:15:28,649
I don't know if you know this,
but, we're married.
1130
01:15:28,684 --> 01:15:32,217
Oh! We're married!
1131
01:15:33,985 --> 01:15:35,924
Only 17 hours left to go.
1132
01:15:36,524 --> 01:15:39,161
- Yeah!
- Yeah!
1133
01:15:39,196 --> 01:15:40,297
Yeah, baby!
1134
01:15:40,332 --> 01:15:42,330
We're on our way to Florida.
1135
01:15:42,365 --> 01:15:43,393
Hey mama Schaffer.
1136
01:15:44,027 --> 01:15:45,233
We're in our new house.
1137
01:15:45,269 --> 01:15:46,297
Yeah, we are!
1138
01:15:47,364 --> 01:15:49,203
- How's that going?
- Are you mocking me?
1139
01:15:49,238 --> 01:15:50,673
Mm-hmm.
1140
01:15:50,709 --> 01:15:53,239
Oh, see? You have no clue
what you're doing!
1141
01:15:53,274 --> 01:15:55,614
Now what is an entrepreneur
doing up so late?
1142
01:15:57,215 --> 01:15:58,548
What do you think?
1143
01:15:58,583 --> 01:16:00,748
Well, I would definitely
go there
1144
01:16:00,783 --> 01:16:03,215
and I don't even play soccer
anymore.
1145
01:16:04,716 --> 01:16:06,323
So, happy?
1146
01:16:06,358 --> 01:16:09,254
Yeah, it's been a long time.
1147
01:16:10,887 --> 01:16:11,927
I'm excited.
1148
01:16:36,915 --> 01:16:38,151
Hey, little guy!
1149
01:16:38,750 --> 01:16:40,254
It's okay.
1150
01:16:40,290 --> 01:16:41,319
It's okay.
1151
01:16:45,430 --> 01:16:48,194
That's okay, that's okay.
1152
01:16:48,794 --> 01:16:51,934
Yeah, yeah, hi.
1153
01:16:52,803 --> 01:16:58,204
That's okay,
you're okay, you're okay.
1154
01:17:22,159 --> 01:17:25,066
♪ How long you been out? ♪
1155
01:17:26,870 --> 01:17:29,936
♪ You kick like a pup
On the couch ♪
1156
01:17:29,971 --> 01:17:34,009
♪ Well, I'll keep
My voice down ♪
1157
01:17:35,473 --> 01:17:38,913
♪ I forgot
What I was festering about ♪
1158
01:17:38,948 --> 01:17:42,080
♪ It was something 'bout
A kick I'm on ♪
1159
01:17:42,116 --> 01:17:44,622
♪ Something 'bout
A kingdom come ♪
1160
01:17:44,657 --> 01:17:47,726
♪ It's something new
Every month ♪
1161
01:17:48,890 --> 01:17:51,122
♪ But I swear this one's it ♪
1162
01:17:51,158 --> 01:17:53,597
♪ No more boy
Who cried purpose ♪
1163
01:17:53,633 --> 01:17:57,065
♪ Who am I tryin'
To convince? ♪
1164
01:17:58,536 --> 01:18:01,905
♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪
1165
01:18:03,137 --> 01:18:07,372
♪ Somewhere
I lost track of it ♪
1166
01:18:15,884 --> 01:18:19,220
♪ How much time have I got? ♪
1167
01:18:19,255 --> 01:18:23,856
♪ You're the closest thing
To a break I've caught ♪
1168
01:18:23,892 --> 01:18:28,030
♪ Like a dry heaving cough ♪
1169
01:18:29,394 --> 01:18:33,066
♪ How much time
Do you think I've lost ♪
1170
01:18:33,101 --> 01:18:36,134
♪ Just staring
At a warehouse clock? ♪
1171
01:18:36,170 --> 01:18:38,640
♪ Move that barrel
Lift that box ♪
1172
01:18:38,675 --> 01:18:41,813
♪ Hell, man, it's a job ♪
1173
01:18:42,880 --> 01:18:45,143
♪ Don't you worry
Come next year ♪
1174
01:18:45,179 --> 01:18:47,575
♪ We'll be on our feet
I swear ♪
1175
01:18:47,611 --> 01:18:51,152
♪ Are these dreams
Or they prayers? ♪
1176
01:18:52,557 --> 01:18:56,091
♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪
1177
01:18:57,056 --> 01:19:00,557
♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪
1178
01:19:01,566 --> 01:19:05,133
♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪
1179
01:19:06,065 --> 01:19:10,199
♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪
1180
01:19:10,235 --> 01:19:14,745
♪ Talking in your sleep again ♪
1181
01:19:14,780 --> 01:19:19,340
♪ Said,
"We're in the home stretch" ♪
1182
01:19:19,375 --> 01:19:23,919
♪ I said under my breath ♪
1183
01:19:23,954 --> 01:19:27,485
♪ "You're all
I could've wanted" ♪
1184
01:19:28,494 --> 01:19:32,160
♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪
1185
01:19:33,125 --> 01:19:36,692
♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪
1186
01:19:37,635 --> 01:19:41,169
♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪
1187
01:19:42,101 --> 01:19:45,877
♪ Somewhere I lost track ♪
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