All language subtitles for Hello, My Shining Love EP12

You want to quit the entertainment industry?

Yes

What's the reason?

I'm tired.

I'm tired of

the intrigue all day,

Trembling days.

What about Ruonan?

Don't you like her?

I want to abandon her.

I've said everything I need to say.

I won't go back.

You're lying.

Even a drama spirit like Dugu Ruonan,

can't hide it from me.

Not to mention you.

Your acting is terrible.

Stop acting in front of me.

I'm going home to sleep.

Sida

If you're a man, don't run away.

I'm not here to be a lobbyist.

I'm telling you

as someone who's been there before,

I ran away from it too.

But for the rest of the day,

every minute of my life,

I'm regretting it.

Sida?

If you really

care about Ruonan,

Don't be a deserter.

Don't hurt someone

who cares about you out of anger.

Doing so

will only push her further and further away.

I'm not hiding,

I'm just hoping,

Push her farther and farther away.

I just hope that

she won't talk to me anymore.

Get rid of my burden

that will only drag you down.

It's not easy for me

to do this, brother.

But I can't

stay with her anymore.

I'll only cause her more trouble and pain

if I stay.

That's how

I like someone,

Did I do anything wrong, brother?

Love is not the reason to hurt.

You'll only make her sadder if you leave.

No, I won't.

She'll forget about me.

This pain is only temporary.

What do you know?

You know nothing.

Do you think forgetting someone

can be done by talking casually?

Don't say goodbye in the name of love.

Those who are left behind

are the ones who suffer the most.

Please come in.

Who are you?

Chen Fei'er,

why are you here?

Didn't you ask me to come?

Yes, it's been a long time.

I thought you wouldn't come.

What's wrong?

Your recent

gluttony and vomiting are getting worse.

It's more than that.

I have more severe symptoms,

more severe symptoms,

suffer from insomnia

Anxiety and sentimentality,

even in the middle of the night,

I always shed tears inexplicably,

Sometimes I want to hit people

or smash things,

Go on.

And to make matters worse,

I was shopping like crazy on the internet,

But when I opened the parcel,

I didn't feel excited at all.

Can you understand the pain?

I get it.

How long have you

had this symptom?

Am I beautiful?

It's beautiful.

Are you in good shape?

You have a good figure.

But Ji Mo doesn't like me.

He rejected me directly.

Even after rejecting me,

you can say it naturally,

We are friends.

In front of him,

I have no sense of existence at all.

So your symptoms

came into being after

Ji Mo rejected you.

Let me ask you,

have you been very concerned about

your body changes recently,

You value your appearance,

and what the opposite sex thinks of you.

Vomiting

is just a sign of

your fear and inferiority complex,

And overeating?

It's because you don't feel safe.

In our technical terms,

existence is perception.

What you just described

about your own strengths,

It all stays

on top of your appearance,

That is to say,

in your subconscious,

that men are generally

shallow,

Am I right?

It has something to do

with your past experience.

Your experience,

is the source of all your fears.

Your analysis makes sense.

Not bad.

Urban women,

they are more easily

influenced by external evaluation,

For example, money,

appearance,

Including love relationship,

these are the causes of

their inner instability.

The fact that Ji Mo rejected you

is the cause of

your anxiety.

He erased your sense of existence.

That's why you're reacting

like this.

Now that you've figured it out,

you can prescribe the medicine.

What about your illness?

There's no way to cure it with medicine.

You can only adjust yourself.

Re-recognize yourself.

Make yourself more active.

to improve your mood.

For example, sports,

for example,

enriching your spiritual world.

The most important thing is

to reduce your dependence on external evaluation.

But I have poor self-control.

I don't like sports either.

Not in the spiritual world.

I don't like reading either.

Does watching a romantic movie count?

Don't watch romantic movies these days,

just watch Peppa Pig.

Just relax, okay?

Sorry, Miss Chen Fei'er,

I have a meeting later.

How about we have a good

talk some other time?

I'm really sorry.

How much do you pay per month?

Why do you ask?

Because I want to

hire you.

Dr. Ai.

Dr. Ai.

I've made it clear to you.

Even if you offer me ten times the price,

I won't resign.

Be your personal psychologist.

If I want to make money,

I can go to a private hospital.

I went to the public hospital

to help those who want to see a private clinic,

But ordinary people who don't have money

and suffer from mental illness,

Instead of a celebrity like you

who spends money to chat with you, okay?

-Let go. -Let go of the star. What's wrong?

Can't a celebrity get sick?

The pressure we're under,

is even greater than that of ordinary people.

There are more psychological problems,

just because he is a public figure,

So our behavior

will be magnified.

I even have to sneak around

to see a patient,

It's impossible for me to queue up here

every day to see you.

Yes, I admit that

we earn more than ordinary people.

So I'm also prepared to bear

more psychological pressure.

But I'm human too.

There are times

when I can't stand it,

I also want to find someone

to talk to me,

Am I wrong?

All right. Don't do this.

Miss Chen Fei'er,

it's not that I don't want to help you.

But for all your demands,

I really can't satisfy you.

No, no, no.

Stop it, okay?

In public,

what are you doing here and there?

Didn't you make people misunderstand?

All right, that's it.

Then I'll spare the weekend,

and give you

a private psychological counseling,

How about this?

Do you have a girlfriend?

Not yet.

That's great.

I don't have a girlfriend.

Why are you so happy?

So after you get off work,

I'll take care of all your private time.

Be my personal psychologist.

Anyway, you're single,

so you don't need to be with your girlfriend,

okay? No.

Okay, okay.

Okay,

I'm really Miss Chen Fei'er.

I'm really impressed.

I have a bad feeling.

Gosh.

Hello,

I'm the waiter here.

What would you like to eat?

Sida?

Hurry up.

It's closed.

Okay,

right away. It's always so slow.

Cut it out.

Is this still home?

Dugu Ruonan,

you've reached

the bottom line of my life.

Can we still live here?

I'm going to break down, okay?

You didn't take a shower, right?

I didn't wash my hair

or brush my teeth,

Don't lie down.

My limbs are going to degenerate.

Come on, let's go out for some exercise.

Boxing

is a reverse sport,

That is to say,

every time you throw a heavy punch,

We need to take a step back.

So that you can exert your strength better.

You're at a stage

where you're retreating,

We need a winning blow.

You can think of this arena

as a workplace.

Think of me as your rival.

Come on

Just vent your anger to the fullest.

Are you sure?

Although I'm an amateur,

I'm more than enough

to beat you.

Come on.

I forgot to tell your sister

that she was a Ladies'Fighting Champion when

she was in college.

It's so spicy.

It's okay,

The bottom of the pot I ordered with Sida last time

is even hotter than this.

Every time I wanted to cry,

I would come to eat spicy pot.

Order the spiciest pot bottom,

then make yourself so hot

that you cry,

This way, when I want to cry,

no one will find out that

I'm actually crying.

Cry if you're sad.

If you miss Sida, go to him.

It's as simple as that.

I know Sida very well. Sida

is a very good girl,

A very hard-working and serious child,

unless he has no choice,

He will never say that

he wants to quit.

But what can I do?

In this situation,

it's hard for him to follow me.

Every time

I had a setback before,

I will tell myself,

I will definitely be able to rebound.

Just endure it and you'll get over it.

But if you stay up for a long time,

you will lose confidence.

It's like a rubber band.

It will wear out if you stretch it for a long time,

and now

I'm the broken rubber band.

Hurry up and eat. The food is rotten.

Why are you still eating spicy food?

If I don't eat them all,

you'll have to eat them.

It's so spicy that it hurts your stomach.

I'll take you to a place after eating.

Why did you bring me here?

I just finished the hot pot,

so I'll take you to calm down the spicy food.

What... What are you doing?

What's wrong? Together?

No, thanks.

No, no, no, no. I don't need it.

I don't need to be spicy.

I'm fine. I really

don't need it.

All right, I won't mess with you anymore.

Actually,

I'm going to teach you one,

A new way to shed tears.

When I saw you

eating hotpot to hide your tears,

In the past,

I came here whenever I was in a bad mood.

Then lie on the water.

Slowly sink to the bottom

and you can't see anything with your eyes closed.

I can't hear anything.

Everything feels like

it has been thrown into another world.

You don't have to worry about it.

When you cry in the water,

you can blend in with the water

in the pool.

No one else can tell.

Most importantly,

it won't hurt your stomach.

Why are you so nice to me?

Don't get me wrong,

I just don't like

you pretending to be strong.

I'm so touched.

How could I be moved?

It's because I just finished eating hot pot,

Exactly

What time is it? Is it late?

It must be late.

I'll go back first. Bye.

Good morning.

Here. I made breakfast for you.

And the shirt you put

in that dryer,

I took it out.

I've ironed it for you.

You can wear it

to work. You changed your sex.

I'm not used to this.

Do you have any requests?

Why do you miss me so much?

I just want to

thank you for being with me

and enlightening me all this time,

That's why

you came back to life with blood.

What's your next plan?

Are you looking for Sida?

Yes.

I'm going to

get him back.

Sida?

Sida?

Sida?

Sida, are you looking for Sida?

Yes, you know him

and I live next door.

He's from his hometown.

I don't think he's here.

Do you know where he went?

At this time,

he should be working in a restaurant,

-The restaurant

is nice to you. -Hello.

Are you the boss here?

Yes.

Does Sida work here?

That's right. What do you want to see me for?

I want to make a reservation.

Make a reservation?

Fine, fine.

Chef,

is there anyone outside today?

Why don't you need to cook? All the dishes

are cleared. What dishes are you cooking?

Clear the field,

Then.

The boss asked me to stay,

saying I was short-handed,

I'll go out and have a look.

What are you looking at?

Clean all those pots.

And then check the ingredients

in the freezer.

Anyway,

don't go out until you're done.

Hurry up.

Sis,

Haven't you missed me for a few days?

Why are you here?

Because my artist is missing.

I'm here to take him back.

I've decided to give up.

I won't go back with you.

Don't reject me in a hurry.

these

When you were a group performer,

you acted in 41 plays,

I found all the scenes

with you in them.

I remember you told me,

when you played the corpse,

I can't breathe.

I'll go check it out.

Your body really doesn't have ups and downs.

What's wrong?

Are you okay?

Are you okay, bro?

Hurry up.

And the mentally handicapped girl you played,

was bullied by a group of people in the play.

But in your eyes,

there is still a kind of

purity.

You acted really well.

I was moved by you.

I didn't even notice

that myself.

But I noticed it,

and I can recognize it at a glance.

Because it's glowing.

I just want to remind you,

don't forget

the characters you once created,

The one who has been working hard,

who once embraced his dream.

You shouldn't have come, sister.

I'm just a loser.

It will only drag you down.

Without me,

you wouldn't have any negative news.

Without me, you wouldn't be

scolded by your fans,

Without me,

you might have succeeded a long time ago

and you would have found a better artist.

But without you,

I have no reason

to persist.

I'm not afraid of negative news,

and I'm not afraid of being harassed by fans,

I'm not afraid of being beaten.

I'm afraid my artist will give up

if he says he wants to.

Didn't you promise me?

If you want to go to the podium together,

I'm waiting for you

to thank me loudly on the stage?

Don't cry,

boys

like to cry so much,

Stop crying.

I'm not crying.

Recite the artist's rule.

I can only listen to you,

everything you ask me to do,

I want to do all of them.

What you don't want me to do,

I can't even think about it.

I can't hide from you and lie to you.

If I don't contact you,

your phone must be turned

on 24 hours a day.

Text messages must be answered

within two minutes.

You said I can't go west if I'm pointing east?

You want me to be a vegetarian?

You can't cheat.

I shouldn't have given up.

I know.

Why are you laughing?

Is there anything to be happy about?

No.

It's weird.

Where are we going today?

Go to the bank

and give money to your teachers,

You can go straight to class

after the money is paid.

If you pay for it,

the company doesn't care about you anymore.

They just want to

put it off until the contract expires,

Terminate the contract directly.

They give up on you

but we can't give up on our own.

Where are the teachers

I found for you?

They are the best and most experienced

in the industry,

I'm sure I can train you

to be a professional artist.

The training fee is expensive, right?

As for the money,

you don't have to worry about it.

Just have a good class.

What?

The balance is insufficient.

No way. I've been working

for a few years.

I saved a lot of money.

Here's the thing.

I checked the records.

When the subscription period for the wealth management products

you booked is up,

The bank will transfer the account automatically.

In addition, in recent months,

you have almost zero income,

If you need money urgently,

you can apply for a bank loan,

You just need to provide some collateral,

like a car,

Or real estate. Okay,

I got it.

Miss Chen Fei'er,

based on

your personal situation,

A tailor-made schedule,

which is divided into work, rest, diet,

There are also three directions of exercise,

which can not only

regulate your

gluttony and vomiting

but also make you feel very happy recently.

I didn't expect you to put so much effort into it.

Of course,

I've agreed

to be your personal doctor.

I should be

responsible for you.

Thank you for being serious.

Let me buy you a drink.

Wine,

You can't drink too much.

Your vomiting for a long time

makes your stomach very fragile.

Drink this.

You didn't allow me to drink when you came here.

Let me drink some water.

That's right.

Lemonade is good.

All benefits but no harm.

I can't eat meat anymore.

I can't drink yet.

Tell me,

what's the meaning of my life?

Okay,

I hope I won't be happy

with your cooperation in the future.

Happy cooperation.

Chen Fei'er, answer the phone.

I want to borrow some money from you.

I want to borrow money.

What's wrong? Is something bothering you?

Why didn't you knock?

You don't close your doors at night,

and,

When I was washing up,

I heard you talking to yourself,

You're sighing.

Are you okay?

He's the president of Yi Fashion.

He must be rich.

If I borrow money from him,

he will lend it to me.

Don't even

think about it.

You're guilty even if you want to.

Narcissist,

I want to ask you how to get rich overnight?

Robbing a bank?

I found that all you can think about

is money.

Are you that greedy?

Are you short of money?

Me,

Gold broker,

how many idols have you made famous,

I'll be short of money.

I won't be able to spend it all.

Don't study my expression.

You're a gorilla. I'll study it.

You can go back to sleep if you're fine.

Actually, I want to borrow some money from you.

Why can't I open my mouth?

Am I shameless?

When I saw his face,

I couldn't speak.

The bank.

Bank flows,

tax certificates,

There are invoices for the house purchase contract,

and a real estate license is missing.

Okay,

All the information is here.

After the review,

if there are no problems,

Then the loan will be approved.

The whole cycle

will take about two weeks.

Just go back

and wait for the notice.

I guess I can still

get my house back.

As long as you can repay the loan on time,

this house will always be yours.

By the way, this is the receipt.

I'll put it

in this information bag

for you.

If you have

any questions later,

You can contact me at any time.

Have a seat.

I'm going to hand in

the information now.

-Thank you. -Okay.

No way.

The texture of this fabric is too hard,

the air permeability is too poor,

It doesn't fit well with the skin.

If you wear it in summer,

it will be very uncomfortable.

But we've tested it

with instruments.

All the conditions are up to standard.

Just using the instrument,

have you

tested it yourself?

I'll ask the purchasing department

to re-purchase the fabric.

Mr. Ji,

I think you,

When you're serious,

you're so charming and handsome.

Really?

Nonsense.

It's your first day knowing me?

I'm not always so serious.

So handsome?

That's why you've always been handsome.

Well, will you go to

the group dinner tonight?

No, I'll go home.

Mr. Ji, you've changed.

Look at

your favorite one,

overtime and dinner.

Now you're back as soon as

you get off work.

Did you fall in love with him?

I like the feeling

of going home.

That's right.

Are you still

going to buy that house?

Of course I have to buy it.

The reason I moved in,

is to buy that house.

If you buy it,

Ruonan will have to move out.

What a coincidence.

Not only to rob the house,

but also to rob the parking space.

This is the first thing I like.

You're just going to take it?

Grab it,

What do you want? It's mine.

No, you're too bossy.

This is not a private parking space.

You mean the parking space?

Who knows which idiot

parked my parking space?

That's why I came

to park in the public area,

How about this?

I'll move the car and park it for you.

You changed your sex,

and suddenly you're so nice to me,

Why are you talking like that?

This house is already mine.

I won't grab the parking space with you.

No need to move.

Wait a minute.

There should be new parking spaces available,

but as compensation,

You have to wait for the parking space with me.

Just wait and see.

We don't need to

go for a ride together. Wake up

when we get there.

It's getting dark.

Where are we?

You'll know when you get off the bus.

Why did you bring me to the river?

Didn't you say you would take me for a ride?

Why did you bring me here?

Don't you think it's beautiful?

It's really beautiful here.

It's like

we're in another world,

Look up again.

So many stars.

So beautiful.

In all my years in Shanghai,

I've never seen

such a beautiful star,

I know you've been under a lot of pressure lately,

and even though Sida is back,

But there are many problems

to face,

So I brought you here to relax.

Tell me,

how nice it is to keep going like this.

If you like it,

I can bring you here more often.

I'm not talking about the night view,

I'm talking about life now,

I used to think,

security is work,

The house,

and the deposit in the bank.

But now I think,

if none of this happens,

It doesn't matter.

I still have

a full sense of security.

You know when I get drunk,

I have bad habits.

I know.

Me,

I don't want to go back today.

Since we've seen the night view,

why don't we stay and watch the sunrise?

All right.

It's still early at 4 o'clock.

Get some sleep.

Remember to call me. I'll call you

when the time comes.

You can go upstairs first.

I have to go to the company.

Okay.

Why are you back so soon?

Explain it to me.

If I didn't notice,

Have you already

sold the house,

Dugu Ruonan,

have you gone too far?

I have no choice.

I don't have any money.

So I had to mortgage the house

to the bank,

But don't worry,

I've been working very hard

to make money.

I'll redeem the house soon.

Won't you ask me for it if you don't have money?

What do you take me for?

A tenant that can be evicted at any time?

I don't want to trouble you.

Have you troubled me a lot?

So you think I'm troublesome?

Yes.

You're a big problem.

You keep hanging around in front of me every day.

To disturb my life and my emotions,

I was fine on my own,

You had to show up in my life

and ruin everything,

You're driving me crazy.

You know what?

So you don't want to see me?

Yes.

I want to keep my distance from you.

Okay,

Since you think I'm troublesome

and don't want to see me,

Then you can move out.

I forgot.

You won't move out.

Because you're still here

waiting for your ex-girlfriend,

So you were nice to me before,

because of this house, right?

Without this house,

you don't want to talk to me at all.

Whatever you think.

You just can't forget your ex-girlfriend.

Three years ago.

Hey,

Su Xiao is in the hospital

now. She's dying.

Come and see her for the last time.

She had breast cancer a year ago

and her condition

wasn't very serious at that time.

She has been taking medicine to control it.

But it got worse

in the end.

Now,

she's being treated in the hospital.

She has lost

all her hair.

She broke up with you,

because she didn't want you to follow her.

Together with the pain,

she did this,

She did it because she loved you.

Where's Su Xiao?

I'm asking you.

Where is Su Xiao?

You're late.

Su Xiao has left,