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MEREDITH: Metastatic.
Advanced. Progressed.
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All words no one wants to hear
from their doctor.
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I can't see anything.
There's too many adhesions.
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Retractor.
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Retractor!
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That seems a little basic,
don't we think?
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I swear, this place has gone
down the pipes.
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It means despite everything you've done,
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every rule you've followed,
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you may be near the end.
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I still don't have visualization.
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Maybe if I can mobilize the liver...
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ELLIS: Maybe? That's what
everyone wants in a surgeon.
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They maybe know what they're doing.
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Always have a plan... I told you that.
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- [MONITOR ALARM]
- Suction, Meredith!
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It's the moment when fear sets in.
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You panic as you realize
you may not survive.
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You're losing control.
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I know what I'm doing.
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If you did,
you would have done it already.
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- Give me that.
- [THUNDER CRASHES]
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It's why people turn
to experimental treatments
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and last-ditch efforts.
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Things haven't changed here.
I have to do everything myself.
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Clamp.
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If you knew you were dying...
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[GASPS]
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...what would you do?
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If someone gave you a lifeline,
would you take it?
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[THUNDER CRASHING]
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If it weren't
for the accreditation council,
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I'd say that we should call in sick.
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- Stay in bed all day.
- [CHUCKLES]
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Mmm.
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What are you thinking?
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I should go to Boston.
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I've called Nana Ante and my cousins,
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the few people I know
Wendell still talks to.
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They all think that he's back in Boston.
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Winston...
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I'm gonna get your money back.
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Maybe you don't.
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Maybe you just let Wendell have it
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and let him get out
of whatever trouble he's in
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and... and... and we just
go back to our lives.
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My brother stole from you.
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[SIGHS] My wife.
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It's wrong, and he knows it,
and I-I want to fix it.
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- I need to fix it.
- No, no. It's fine.
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Just let it go.
I don't want you involved
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in whatever he is mixed up in.
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It's not fine, Maggie.
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It's not fine.
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[THUNDER RUMBLES]
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Please don't tell me
how to handle my brother.
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Alright? You have sisters,
but they're not...
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What? They're not actually my sisters?
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You didn't grow up with them.
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So that makes them less my sisters?
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No, I... [SIGHS]
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That's not what I meant.
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♪
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Bailey's gonna lose it
if we're late today.
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♪
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ZOLA: Ooh, that one has a sauna.
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When have you been in a sauna?
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I read that it's good for circulation.
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It is.
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So's biking.
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When have you ridden a bike?
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- [DOOR CLOSES]
- [LAUGHS]
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[SIGHS] Gotta say,
I am not gonna miss this rain.
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You've only been here 30 days.
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Yeah, and it's rained
for like 26 of them.
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[LAUGHS] True.
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If the accreditation council
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okays the residency program today,
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does that mean we're leaving?
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Soon.
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AMELIA: It's out. It's out.
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It's here. Look.
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Oh, it's out.
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NICK: The Parkinson's treatment article?
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- Wow. Nice.
- [ZOLA CLAPS]
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♪
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Wow.
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[THUNDER RUMBLING]
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[SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE]
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You know, you don't have to
walk us all the way to the door.
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We can handle the rain.
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Well, I'm a full-service guy.
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As you know.
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Last night was amazing.
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It... was.
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So I'll see you tonight?
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Um, maybe.
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It depends on work.
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Alright.
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- [LUNA CRYING]
- [JO SIGHS]
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Aww, is she tired?
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Yeah, she, uh,
didn't sleep well last night.
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- Teething?
- Todd.
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Oh.
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He's staying over now?
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First time. Probably the last.
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Things not going so well?
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Is he not so nice?
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Should I be worried?
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No. He's nice, he's just...
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We, uh... We had sex for the first time
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and he told me he loved me.
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Hmm.
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Did you say it back?
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Love is a big word for me.
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Right.
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He also sings.
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- Loudly.
- I sing.
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Um, he sings when he's...
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finished.
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He woke up Luna.
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O-Oh, oh!
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- Wow. [CHUCKLES]
- [SIGHS]
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[CLEARS THROAT]
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Is it show tunes?
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Jazz? '90s Seattle grunge?
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No. It's more like one long note.
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So like...
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♪ Do, re, mi, fa, Jo ♪
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[LAUGHS] Are you gonna
break up with him at lunch
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- or after work?
- [ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
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Just forget I even told you.
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♪ Goodby-y-y-ye ♪
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KRISTEN: [LAUGHS]
So you dropped your glasses
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in one patient and left
a guide wire in the other one?
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Well, I have also had plenty of
really great days, too, I swear.
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- [LAUGHTER]
- Yeah, they're just not as funny
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in the retelling.
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[LAUGHTER]
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So, how are you feeling, Simon?
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Outstanding.
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I might jump in that triathlon
out in Bellingham this Saturday.
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Unless my son shows up,
but he's taking his sweet time.
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Mm-hmm.
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[CHUCKLES] Well, listen up.
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Check your e-mails.
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Many elective surgeries were postponed
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due to the acute blood shortage.
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We're setting up a donation center.
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In the meantime,
Jamarah Blake returns today.
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And, God willing, today's the
day we'll get our program back.
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- [SIGHS] Yes.
- Oh, thank God.
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I'll donate. Sign me up.
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Oh, come on, I'm dying.
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Someone laugh at my jokes.
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[LAUGHS]
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- [CHUCKLES]
- [CLEARS THROAT]
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[RESIDENTS CHUCKLE]
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[RADIO CHATTER]
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Can we mop up this area by the doors?
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Two kids have slipped already.
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Hey, did the blood bank
send out any more O-neg?
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They said there's no more left to send.
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Oh. [SIGHS] We're gonna have to consider
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closing to trauma
unless something changes.
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Can you bring the construction worker
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from trauma two upstairs, please?
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- Yep.
- WOMAN: Here you go, Doctor.
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Thanks.
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- JOHN: Dr. Hunt?
- Yeah?
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Dr. Owen Hunt?
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Yes, can I help you?
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My wife.
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She's a Marine, and she's really sick.
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Heather Young said you could help us.
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♪
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Rosie did three tours in Iraq,
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and when she returned from the last one,
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she had this awful cough.
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She did a couple rounds of steroids,
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but nothing really helped.
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At first they diagnosed her
with chronic bronchitis,
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but eventually...
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- Pulmonary fibrosis.
- Yeah.
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Well, Pirfenidone has been shown
to slow down
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lung function decline.
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Rosie couldn't tolerate
the side effects.
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Has she tried pulmonary rehab?
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We've tried everything.
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I can tell you a little about
the study that we're doing,
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but if Rosie would like to enroll,
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I'm gonna have to examine her in person.
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I'm not here about the study.
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♪
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We live in Utah.
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They don't have
physician-assisted death,
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and my wife is in terrible pain.
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She can't eat, she can't sleep.
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She's dying.
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She needs those medications
you gave the other vets.
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John, I don't know
what Heather told you...
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She doesn't want to feel like
she's committing suicide.
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She wants death with dignity.
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She needs your help.
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Please.
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John...
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I'm sorry, but I can't.
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♪
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If you don't give me the drugs
for my wife,
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I'll report what you've done.
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♪
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BAILEY: Thank you for coming,
everyone. I'll get right to it.
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So, you are all aware that blood
has been in short supply
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since the pandemic.
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With the weather being what it is
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and a few heavy traumas this past week,
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our supply has fallen
to critical levels.
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So I've asked the coordinators
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to reschedule all elective surgeries,
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and we've also called state blood banks
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and are working on getting
an emergency delivery.
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In the meantime,
I want to see butts in seats,
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needles in arms.
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Tell your friends.
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Okay. People's blood
isn't gonna donate itself.
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Ex... Excuse me.
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I'm the chief. I'm first.
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WOMAN: [OVER P.A.]
Dr. Bradford to labor and delivery.
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Dr. Bradford to labor and delivery.
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I thought blood drives just
give you one cookie, two tops.
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- What's this?
- Because I'm chief of general.
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- It comes with perks.
- Ah.
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Congrats on the article, Dr. Grey.
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Thank you, Karen.
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Hey, take a look at this.
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48-year-old female,
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CT shows a 12-centimeter
pancreatic head tumor
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that involves the liver, the duodenum,
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and causing thrombosis
of the portal vein.
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- Wow.
- Yeah, the tumor's
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literally at the juncture of
all her internal organs.
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If it gets any larger, she'll be at risk
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for catastrophic bleeding, so it's bad.
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Or obstruction.
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Yeah, um, but you don't think a Whipple
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would work in this case, do you?
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Are you asking my opinion?
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Well, no. I know you're famous
and everything now,
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but I thought I might still have an in.
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Well, you could try
a traditional Whipple,
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but I don't even think
you'd get clear margins.
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Mm.
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Can I meet her? Take a look?
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See? You fell right into my trap.
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Lucky for you, it's my favorite trap.
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♪
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[EXHALES SHARPLY]
Try not to pass out this time.
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Ha, ha, very funny.
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- Crap.
- What is it?
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I can't donate.
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What? Why?
263
00:09:38,984 --> 00:09:41,204
Men who are sexually active
with other men
264
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in the last three months are prohibited.
265
00:09:43,206 --> 00:09:46,905
And I wasn't active,
uh, the last time I donated.
266
00:09:46,949 --> 00:09:48,298
I wasn't even out.
267
00:09:48,341 --> 00:09:50,213
- But what about gay women?
- They don't care.
268
00:09:50,256 --> 00:09:52,737
That is the most asinine thing
I have ever heard.
269
00:09:52,781 --> 00:09:54,347
Shh! Please, it's fine.
270
00:09:54,391 --> 00:09:56,436
You and your blood are being
excluded for being gay.
271
00:09:56,480 --> 00:09:57,742
You should say something.
272
00:09:57,786 --> 00:09:59,309
Can I just keep my job, please?
273
00:09:59,352 --> 00:10:00,832
Plus, it's almost been three months
274
00:10:00,876 --> 00:10:02,312
since Nico and I broke up,
so I'll just...
275
00:10:02,355 --> 00:10:03,503
I'll do it then.
276
00:10:04,401 --> 00:10:05,924
[SIGHS] Go.
277
00:10:10,886 --> 00:10:12,844
WOMAN: Know anything yet?
278
00:10:12,888 --> 00:10:14,585
MAN: The doctor's in with her now,
279
00:10:14,629 --> 00:10:15,758
so hopefully we'll have some
information soon.
280
00:10:15,802 --> 00:10:17,370
Who's this guy?
281
00:10:17,414 --> 00:10:19,303
Glen Sandstone.
282
00:10:19,347 --> 00:10:20,678
High-powered attorney.
283
00:10:20,722 --> 00:10:22,322
NICK: And he's married to
the blonde one here?
284
00:10:22,366 --> 00:10:25,857
No, no. Audrey, the Spanish
woman that has the twin sister.
285
00:10:25,901 --> 00:10:27,206
Ah, a twist.
286
00:10:27,250 --> 00:10:28,947
Didn't see that coming.
287
00:10:28,991 --> 00:10:30,645
CORA: She needs help remembering
her own name,
288
00:10:30,688 --> 00:10:32,734
but she has the entire town
of Gladwell's family tree
289
00:10:32,777 --> 00:10:34,367
committed to memory.
290
00:10:35,998 --> 00:10:38,435
Cora, I agree with Dr. Marsh.
291
00:10:38,478 --> 00:10:40,916
Yeah, normally I love hearing that.
292
00:10:41,624 --> 00:10:43,440
We can try a Whipple procedure,
293
00:10:43,483 --> 00:10:47,662
but we won't be able to get
100% of the tumor.
294
00:10:47,705 --> 00:10:49,359
But, i-it will help with your pain
295
00:10:49,402 --> 00:10:52,144
and maybe even give you
some more time with your aunt.
296
00:10:52,427 --> 00:10:53,842
Hopefully.
297
00:10:53,885 --> 00:10:57,149
[CHATTER ON TELEVISION CONTINUES]
298
00:10:57,193 --> 00:11:00,370
I take care of her now, but...
299
00:11:00,413 --> 00:11:01,980
Sally raised me.
300
00:11:02,024 --> 00:11:03,765
My mom wanted to be
a good mother, in theory.
301
00:11:03,808 --> 00:11:06,028
But she had other priorities.
302
00:11:06,071 --> 00:11:09,684
So when she would disappear
for days on end with a new guy,
303
00:11:09,727 --> 00:11:13,426
Sally would come,
make sure I was eating dinner,
304
00:11:13,470 --> 00:11:16,212
taking a bath, tuck me in at night,
305
00:11:16,255 --> 00:11:18,083
and tell me my mom had just called.
306
00:11:18,127 --> 00:11:19,694
I'd just missed her.
307
00:11:19,737 --> 00:11:22,087
But she called to tell me she loves me.
308
00:11:22,131 --> 00:11:24,273
And it wasn't till my 20s
that I realized
309
00:11:24,317 --> 00:11:26,875
that Sally was making it up.
310
00:11:26,918 --> 00:11:28,615
And thank God she did, you know?
311
00:11:28,659 --> 00:11:31,706
Because it's better to miss
your mom than to hate her.
312
00:11:31,749 --> 00:11:33,468
And now she needs me.
313
00:11:35,187 --> 00:11:39,017
She needs me to feed her
and bathe her...
314
00:11:40,840 --> 00:11:42,494
...tell her someone loves her.
315
00:11:44,312 --> 00:11:46,967
So I need something better
than hopefully...
316
00:11:49,369 --> 00:11:50,631
...and maybe.
317
00:11:50,656 --> 00:11:55,207
♪
318
00:11:55,657 --> 00:11:56,992
So Heather is just walking around,
319
00:11:57,035 --> 00:11:58,820
advertising that... that you're
320
00:11:58,863 --> 00:12:00,473
the military's concierge death doctor?
321
00:12:00,517 --> 00:12:01,823
Of course not.
322
00:12:01,866 --> 00:12:03,694
I tried calling her,
but she didn't answer.
323
00:12:03,738 --> 00:12:05,391
Until then, I don't know
what to do with this guy.
324
00:12:05,435 --> 00:12:07,089
What do you mean, what to do?
You tell him no.
325
00:12:07,132 --> 00:12:09,047
[WHISPERING] Well, then...
326
00:12:09,091 --> 00:12:11,354
then he reports me, and I go to jail.
327
00:12:11,397 --> 00:12:13,051
Owen, we don't even know
who this guy is.
328
00:12:13,095 --> 00:12:14,531
He could be lying about his wife.
329
00:12:14,574 --> 00:12:15,706
I saw medical records.
330
00:12:15,750 --> 00:12:17,577
He could have fabricated them!
331
00:12:17,621 --> 00:12:19,144
He could be a drug-seeker,
appealing specifically to you
332
00:12:19,188 --> 00:12:20,493
'cause he heard what you did.
333
00:12:20,537 --> 00:12:22,104
Listen, he called her on video-chat.
334
00:12:22,147 --> 00:12:23,366
- We spoke.
- [SIGHS]
335
00:12:23,409 --> 00:12:24,889
Rosie's real, Teddy.
336
00:12:24,933 --> 00:12:27,370
She's really sick
and she just wants my help.
337
00:12:27,413 --> 00:12:29,154
[SIGHS] Listen, I...
338
00:12:29,198 --> 00:12:33,158
I can check the VA database,
confirm that she is military.
339
00:12:33,202 --> 00:12:34,507
- That make you feel better?
- Yes.
340
00:12:34,551 --> 00:12:35,726
And if he's telling the truth?
341
00:12:35,770 --> 00:12:37,554
We find another way to help.
342
00:12:37,597 --> 00:12:46,563
♪
343
00:12:46,606 --> 00:12:48,870
KRISTEN: Help! Help!
344
00:12:48,913 --> 00:12:50,262
- Dr. Lincoln, hurry!
- LINK: What happened?!
345
00:12:50,306 --> 00:12:51,698
Please, it's Simon. He can't...
346
00:12:51,742 --> 00:12:53,483
- He's not breathing!
- Winston!
347
00:12:53,526 --> 00:12:54,876
I'm scared that he's dying!
348
00:12:54,919 --> 00:12:56,094
[MONITOR ALARM]
349
00:12:56,138 --> 00:12:58,314
[GASPING]
350
00:12:58,357 --> 00:13:01,534
♪
351
00:13:01,578 --> 00:13:02,840
Sats are plummeting,
despite his high-flow.
352
00:13:02,884 --> 00:13:04,233
BP's dropping, too.
353
00:13:04,276 --> 00:13:05,887
We're gonna have to intubate you, Simon.
354
00:13:05,930 --> 00:13:08,541
No, I'm okay, just...
just keep the air coming.
355
00:13:08,585 --> 00:13:10,108
Don't intubate.
356
00:13:10,152 --> 00:13:12,110
Don't talk, babe. Save your energy.
357
00:13:12,154 --> 00:13:14,678
If they put in the tube,
I may never wake up.
358
00:13:14,721 --> 00:13:15,984
Our son...
359
00:13:16,027 --> 00:13:17,768
- [COUGHS]
- [MONITOR BEEPS]
360
00:13:17,812 --> 00:13:19,335
LEVI: Sats are in the 80s.
361
00:13:19,378 --> 00:13:21,467
His O2's maxed out.
What do you want to do?
362
00:13:21,511 --> 00:13:23,077
Kristen.
363
00:13:24,378 --> 00:13:25,683
Intubate him.
364
00:13:26,326 --> 00:13:27,822
Get the intubation tray.
365
00:13:27,865 --> 00:13:29,867
WOMAN: Coming through.
366
00:13:29,911 --> 00:13:31,564
We need a size 8 ET tube.
367
00:13:31,608 --> 00:13:32,957
Get suction ready.
368
00:13:33,001 --> 00:13:37,005
♪
369
00:13:37,048 --> 00:13:38,593
Give me some cricoid pressure.
370
00:13:45,013 --> 00:13:47,102
[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS]
371
00:13:47,145 --> 00:13:48,451
Maybe if we close our eyes,
372
00:13:48,494 --> 00:13:49,931
it'll feel like we're at the spa.
373
00:13:49,974 --> 00:13:53,325
Mm. Spas smell like
lavender and eucalyptus,
374
00:13:53,369 --> 00:13:55,197
not rubbing alcohol and plastic.
375
00:13:55,240 --> 00:13:57,895
Also, people bring you things
to put over your eyes.
376
00:13:57,939 --> 00:13:59,941
This is not a spa.
377
00:13:59,984 --> 00:14:01,594
- How are you?
- Today should be
378
00:14:01,638 --> 00:14:03,640
one of the biggest
celebratory days of my career.
379
00:14:03,683 --> 00:14:05,120
Our article was published.
380
00:14:05,163 --> 00:14:06,904
I might have gotten one step closer
381
00:14:06,948 --> 00:14:09,298
to surgically curing
Parkinson's disease.
382
00:14:09,341 --> 00:14:10,908
And all you can think about is Kai.
383
00:14:10,952 --> 00:14:11,996
Have you heard from them?
384
00:14:12,040 --> 00:14:13,432
They texted, "Thinking of you."
385
00:14:13,476 --> 00:14:15,739
Which is sweet,
but does nothing to soothe
386
00:14:15,782 --> 00:14:19,308
the intense ache
that is consuming my body.
387
00:14:19,351 --> 00:14:20,309
Breakups are hard.
388
00:14:20,352 --> 00:14:21,886
Give it time.
389
00:14:22,746 --> 00:14:24,313
Has Winston heard from his brother?
390
00:14:24,806 --> 00:14:26,054
No.
391
00:14:26,097 --> 00:14:28,404
And, uh, he's mildly obsessing.
392
00:14:28,447 --> 00:14:29,492
No... not mildly.
393
00:14:29,535 --> 00:14:31,102
He is obsessing.
394
00:14:31,146 --> 00:14:32,887
And this morning I tried
to get him to let it go,
395
00:14:32,930 --> 00:14:34,497
and he responded by telling me
I don't know what it's like
396
00:14:34,540 --> 00:14:36,943
- to have siblings.
- Mm.
397
00:14:37,456 --> 00:14:38,544
What? You agree with him?
398
00:14:38,588 --> 00:14:39,981
It's just...
399
00:14:40,024 --> 00:14:40,938
No, it's just, it's different.
400
00:14:40,982 --> 00:14:42,244
I mean, you and I are sisters
401
00:14:42,287 --> 00:14:45,203
in like the best and most adult ways,
402
00:14:45,247 --> 00:14:46,786
and I love you.
403
00:14:47,829 --> 00:14:49,033
But my Shepherd sisters?
404
00:14:49,077 --> 00:14:51,035
When they get under my skin,
I cannot get them out,
405
00:14:51,079 --> 00:14:52,558
and I love them,
406
00:14:52,602 --> 00:14:54,212
but I'm not sure that I like them.
407
00:14:54,256 --> 00:14:56,649
And that is just based in,
like, childhood stuff.
408
00:14:56,693 --> 00:14:57,868
So you agree with him.
409
00:14:57,912 --> 00:14:59,000
[CHUCKLES] I'm saying,
410
00:14:59,043 --> 00:15:00,827
don't try to help him stop obsessing.
411
00:15:00,871 --> 00:15:02,307
It is only gonna make him obsess more.
412
00:15:02,351 --> 00:15:05,049
Here I thought I knew my husband
inside and out,
413
00:15:05,093 --> 00:15:08,183
and there's just a lo... I mean...
414
00:15:08,226 --> 00:15:11,316
Deep things, like this thing
with his brother.
415
00:15:11,360 --> 00:15:12,883
[SIGHS]
416
00:15:12,927 --> 00:15:14,102
A lot of stuff I didn't anticipate,
417
00:15:14,145 --> 00:15:17,066
a lot of stuff that I-I don't know.
418
00:15:20,586 --> 00:15:22,458
[WHIRRING]
419
00:15:24,460 --> 00:15:27,506
Hey. I, uh... I heard about Simon.
420
00:15:27,869 --> 00:15:29,378
You okay?
421
00:15:29,620 --> 00:15:31,946
[SIGHS] I'm just trying
to distract myself
422
00:15:31,989 --> 00:15:33,817
from thinking about
all the terrible things
423
00:15:33,860 --> 00:15:36,863
that are gonna appear
on this screen in two minutes.
424
00:15:36,907 --> 00:15:37,952
[SIGHS]
425
00:15:37,995 --> 00:15:39,605
You break up with Pavarotti?
426
00:15:39,649 --> 00:15:41,999
Really? You're thinking
about Todd right now?
427
00:15:42,043 --> 00:15:45,872
No, I'm thinking about how
I wish we had gone to karaoke
428
00:15:45,916 --> 00:15:47,309
the night the three of us
went out drinking.
429
00:15:47,352 --> 00:15:49,702
[LAUGHS] I hate you.
430
00:15:49,746 --> 00:15:52,140
He's nice. He's kind.
431
00:15:52,183 --> 00:15:54,925
But he is also obsessed
with his own PhD,
432
00:15:54,969 --> 00:15:58,494
and he narrates his life out loud.
433
00:15:58,537 --> 00:16:01,497
Like, "And now, I'm making the coffee.
434
00:16:01,540 --> 00:16:03,412
I'm putting the beans in the filter.
435
00:16:03,455 --> 00:16:05,892
Now, I'm putting the water in the pot."
436
00:16:05,936 --> 00:16:07,198
[LAUGHS] That is...
437
00:16:07,242 --> 00:16:09,157
Enraging. Yeah, it is.
438
00:16:09,200 --> 00:16:10,810
That...
439
00:16:10,854 --> 00:16:12,290
plus the singing orgasm...
440
00:16:12,334 --> 00:16:14,075
- It's a lot.
- Yeah.
441
00:16:14,118 --> 00:16:16,903
But he's... Oh, he's so nice.
442
00:16:16,947 --> 00:16:18,862
♪ Figaro ♪
443
00:16:18,905 --> 00:16:20,168
♪ Figaro ♪
444
00:16:20,211 --> 00:16:22,387
- ♪ Figaro, Figaro ♪
- No!
445
00:16:22,431 --> 00:16:23,998
[LAUGHS]
446
00:16:24,041 --> 00:16:25,129
[COMPUTER CHIRPS]
447
00:16:25,173 --> 00:16:27,131
Oh, damn it.
448
00:16:27,175 --> 00:16:30,874
♪
449
00:16:30,917 --> 00:16:32,223
NICK: Okay, how about this?
450
00:16:32,267 --> 00:16:34,269
What if we resect her entire pancreas,
451
00:16:34,312 --> 00:16:35,618
extract the islet cells,
452
00:16:35,661 --> 00:16:36,836
and insert them into her liver
453
00:16:36,880 --> 00:16:39,056
so she can still make insulin?
454
00:16:39,100 --> 00:16:40,840
Well, we said bold swings.
That's a bold swing.
455
00:16:40,884 --> 00:16:43,887
I have done an islet cell
transplant before.
456
00:16:43,930 --> 00:16:45,410
Of course you have. Of course.
457
00:16:45,454 --> 00:16:47,369
- Are you impressed?
- I mean, impressed.
458
00:16:47,412 --> 00:16:49,066
I'm turned on.
I'm impressed, I'm turned on...
459
00:16:49,110 --> 00:16:50,807
[LAUGHS]
460
00:16:50,850 --> 00:16:53,375
I just wish there were a way
to just get in there
461
00:16:53,418 --> 00:16:56,160
and cut around the tumor
a little bit at a time,
462
00:16:56,204 --> 00:16:57,857
piece by piece.
463
00:16:57,901 --> 00:17:00,599
But how do we do that during
a critical blood shortage?
464
00:17:00,643 --> 00:17:02,819
Wait, she would lose a lot less blood
465
00:17:02,862 --> 00:17:04,995
if we didn't do the surgery
inside the body.
466
00:17:05,383 --> 00:17:07,041
You want to do an ex-vivo surgery?
467
00:17:07,084 --> 00:17:09,260
You've done one of those, too,
haven't you?
468
00:17:09,304 --> 00:17:10,914
- [LAUGHS]
- Right.
469
00:17:10,957 --> 00:17:12,524
Well, if we were going to go that route,
470
00:17:12,568 --> 00:17:15,435
it would be helpful to have
an extra set of hands.
471
00:17:16,137 --> 00:17:18,226
So, basically, you want to do a Whipple,
472
00:17:18,269 --> 00:17:21,272
but outside the body
on the back O.R. table?
473
00:17:21,316 --> 00:17:24,145
Exactly. Remove everything involved...
474
00:17:24,188 --> 00:17:25,581
the liver,
475
00:17:25,624 --> 00:17:26,756
the pancreatic head with the tumor,
476
00:17:26,799 --> 00:17:27,757
the intestines.
477
00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:29,150
Remove it all en bloc,
478
00:17:29,193 --> 00:17:30,977
excise the tumor,
479
00:17:31,021 --> 00:17:33,676
and then transplant everything
back into Cora's body.
480
00:17:33,719 --> 00:17:35,547
And whose idea was this?
481
00:17:35,591 --> 00:17:37,114
Does it matter?
482
00:17:37,158 --> 00:17:39,769
No, it doesn't, because it's a bad idea.
483
00:17:39,812 --> 00:17:41,118
I mean, it's too risky,
484
00:17:41,162 --> 00:17:42,902
and, frankly, today, it's irresponsible.
485
00:17:42,946 --> 00:17:46,167
I mean, a surgery like this
would take over 20 hours.
486
00:17:46,210 --> 00:17:48,343
So we should, what,
send her home to die?
487
00:17:48,386 --> 00:17:50,475
Jamarah Blake is on her way to decide
488
00:17:50,519 --> 00:17:54,088
whether or not this hospital can
continue its training program,
489
00:17:54,131 --> 00:17:56,786
because I was too confident and
tried to reinvent the wheel.
490
00:17:56,829 --> 00:17:58,353
Today is not the day to go rogue.
491
00:18:01,095 --> 00:18:03,227
[SIGHS]
492
00:18:03,271 --> 00:18:05,316
Maybe it isn't rogue,
maybe it's cutting edge.
493
00:18:05,360 --> 00:18:07,623
And maybe cutting edge
is exactly what we need to do
494
00:18:07,666 --> 00:18:09,489
to save the program.
495
00:18:10,669 --> 00:18:12,062
No, I'm sorry.
496
00:18:12,106 --> 00:18:13,826
I'm not gonna do it.
497
00:18:15,196 --> 00:18:18,460
♪
498
00:18:18,503 --> 00:18:21,158
Okay, um... well,
we can keep her admitted.
499
00:18:21,202 --> 00:18:22,681
I mean, we could do it in a few days.
500
00:18:22,725 --> 00:18:24,683
Just because he screwed up
doesn't mean Cora has to die.
501
00:18:24,727 --> 00:18:25,771
I'm booking the O.R.
502
00:18:28,264 --> 00:18:29,265
Okay.
503
00:18:33,949 --> 00:18:36,608
Not only did the existing
lung mets grow,
504
00:18:36,652 --> 00:18:38,349
Simon now has more.
505
00:18:38,393 --> 00:18:40,351
So can we resect them?
506
00:18:40,395 --> 00:18:41,874
Unfortunately, no.
507
00:18:41,918 --> 00:18:43,180
Um, he already has
too much tumor burden.
508
00:18:43,224 --> 00:18:44,768
There won't be enough pulmonary reserve.
509
00:18:44,811 --> 00:18:46,052
What about a bronchial stent?
510
00:18:46,096 --> 00:18:48,185
Well, it's not a problem
of getting air into his lungs.
511
00:18:48,229 --> 00:18:49,882
It's a problem of getting them
to work at all.
512
00:18:49,926 --> 00:18:52,407
His wife is 36 weeks pregnant.
513
00:18:52,450 --> 00:18:54,191
We just need him to hold on long enough
514
00:18:54,235 --> 00:18:56,077
that she can have a safe C-section.
515
00:18:58,282 --> 00:19:00,154
I told him he'd meet his kid.
516
00:19:00,414 --> 00:19:02,852
Which, I know, I know, it was stupid.
517
00:19:02,895 --> 00:19:04,636
[SIGHS]
518
00:19:04,919 --> 00:19:06,290
What about ECMO?
519
00:19:06,334 --> 00:19:07,639
ECMO's not medically indicated
in this situation.
520
00:19:07,683 --> 00:19:09,467
Would it work?
521
00:19:09,511 --> 00:19:11,034
Well, come on.
Would it buy him some time?
522
00:19:11,077 --> 00:19:12,514
There are protocols that we could follow
523
00:19:12,557 --> 00:19:14,429
in order to reduce
the amount of blood products.
524
00:19:14,472 --> 00:19:16,039
No, because what if he bleeds out?
525
00:19:16,082 --> 00:19:18,607
Just come meet Kristen.
526
00:19:18,883 --> 00:19:21,310
Meet his wife. We can go over
these options together.
527
00:19:22,263 --> 00:19:23,438
[SIGHS]
528
00:19:23,481 --> 00:19:25,004
Please.
529
00:19:25,048 --> 00:19:26,658
♪
530
00:19:26,702 --> 00:19:29,444
[SIGHS]
531
00:19:29,487 --> 00:19:31,228
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
532
00:19:31,272 --> 00:19:34,318
Uh, Ms. Blake, as, uh, director
of the residency program,
533
00:19:34,362 --> 00:19:36,102
I want you to know that we have followed
534
00:19:36,146 --> 00:19:38,104
your recommendations very seriously.
535
00:19:38,148 --> 00:19:39,671
Well, I'm glad to hear it.
536
00:19:39,715 --> 00:19:41,499
[CHUCKLES] Just in the past three weeks,
537
00:19:41,543 --> 00:19:43,719
we've hired six new attendings,
538
00:19:43,762 --> 00:19:46,678
and teaching cases have risen 40%.
539
00:19:46,722 --> 00:19:48,158
That's very impressive.
540
00:19:48,202 --> 00:19:49,464
I also read the Parkinson's research
541
00:19:49,507 --> 00:19:51,422
of Doctors Grey and Shepherd.
542
00:19:51,466 --> 00:19:53,207
It sounds like you've done
some groundbreaking work.
543
00:19:53,250 --> 00:19:54,991
Well, they have indeed. [CHUCKLES]
544
00:19:55,034 --> 00:19:57,123
Well, this follow-up visit,
it shouldn't take long.
545
00:19:57,167 --> 00:19:58,821
I'll mostly be looking to confirm
546
00:19:58,864 --> 00:20:00,910
that the issues that I flagged
have been addressed.
547
00:20:00,953 --> 00:20:03,260
Which it seems that many of them have.
548
00:20:03,304 --> 00:20:05,131
- You're almost done.
- Thank you.
549
00:20:05,175 --> 00:20:07,743
Are these your residents?
550
00:20:07,786 --> 00:20:09,817
Hi.
551
00:20:10,572 --> 00:20:13,923
Ms. Blake, I am sure you are
aware that the state...
552
00:20:13,966 --> 00:20:16,317
the entire country, for that matter...
553
00:20:16,360 --> 00:20:19,145
has been experiencing
a serious blood shortage.
554
00:20:19,189 --> 00:20:22,932
So we d-decided to take matters
into our own hands.
555
00:20:22,975 --> 00:20:27,023
By making your residents
donate blood during a shift?
556
00:20:27,066 --> 00:20:30,046
It... This is entirely voluntary.
557
00:20:31,756 --> 00:20:36,293
Well, are you gonna shut us down
for a nation-wide problem?
558
00:20:36,337 --> 00:20:37,555
[SCOFFS]
559
00:20:40,254 --> 00:20:43,300
[MONITOR BEEPING]
560
00:20:43,344 --> 00:20:45,889
So it moves the blood out of his body
561
00:20:45,933 --> 00:20:49,263
and oxygenates it so he doesn't
have to use his lungs?
562
00:20:49,306 --> 00:20:52,135
That's right, it bypasses
his heart and lungs.
563
00:20:52,684 --> 00:20:53,642
Okay.
564
00:20:53,694 --> 00:20:54,877
Um, let's do that, then.
565
00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:58,402
Kristen, ECMO comes
with its own complications.
566
00:20:58,446 --> 00:21:01,449
Particularly, it comes
with the risk of blood clots.
567
00:21:01,827 --> 00:21:03,886
So, he could...
568
00:21:03,929 --> 00:21:05,540
die more quickly.
569
00:21:05,583 --> 00:21:07,759
Kristen, we usually use ECMO on patients
570
00:21:07,803 --> 00:21:11,372
so that their heart and lungs
can rest and recover.
571
00:21:11,415 --> 00:21:13,852
And Simon's lungs
are not going to recover.
572
00:21:13,896 --> 00:21:16,377
So what worries me about
using ECMO in this case
573
00:21:16,420 --> 00:21:17,552
is that at some point...
574
00:21:17,595 --> 00:21:19,182
We would have to unplug him.
575
00:21:19,225 --> 00:21:20,774
At some point, yes.
576
00:21:20,818 --> 00:21:22,774
And that might be harder than you...
577
00:21:22,818 --> 00:21:24,820
It won't be.
578
00:21:25,101 --> 00:21:26,996
It won't be harder.
579
00:21:27,353 --> 00:21:29,564
I mean, honestly, it's all hard.
580
00:21:29,897 --> 00:21:31,957
It's more than hard. It's, um...
581
00:21:32,483 --> 00:21:33,916
it's all impossible.
582
00:21:33,959 --> 00:21:37,398
But here we are anyway. Right?
583
00:21:37,441 --> 00:21:40,966
Simon wants me to be able
to tell our son that they met.
584
00:21:41,010 --> 00:21:43,099
♪ Wait until the sun goes down ♪
585
00:21:43,142 --> 00:21:46,247
That his dad loved him
beyond the beyond.
586
00:21:47,190 --> 00:21:48,887
We've talked about this for months.
587
00:21:48,931 --> 00:21:50,106
♪ And you can see the stars ♪
588
00:21:50,149 --> 00:21:52,326
We've talked about everything, forever.
589
00:21:52,369 --> 00:21:56,286
We're... We're talkers, we're planners.
590
00:21:56,330 --> 00:21:59,550
We had so many plans.
591
00:21:59,594 --> 00:22:00,625
♪ You know exactly where they are ♪
592
00:22:00,669 --> 00:22:02,122
And we don't get to have them.
593
00:22:02,165 --> 00:22:04,338
♪ Even galaxies apart ♪
594
00:22:04,381 --> 00:22:05,811
But if we could have this...
595
00:22:05,854 --> 00:22:08,254
♪ They'll stay forever ♪
596
00:22:08,298 --> 00:22:10,387
♪ Just know they're never too far ♪
597
00:22:10,431 --> 00:22:12,389
I mean, obviously,
we didn't talk about ECMO.
598
00:22:12,433 --> 00:22:14,696
We didn't talk about
this specific, impossible thing.
599
00:22:14,739 --> 00:22:16,915
But I know my husband.
600
00:22:18,613 --> 00:22:22,834
I know him better than I know myself.
601
00:22:23,284 --> 00:22:25,837
I'm fine with the fact
that it might be harder on me.
602
00:22:25,881 --> 00:22:27,788
If I have to...
603
00:22:29,081 --> 00:22:32,061
say goodbye and unplug him...
604
00:22:34,754 --> 00:22:36,892
...it will be just one more
impossible thing.
605
00:22:36,935 --> 00:22:40,678
♪
606
00:22:41,222 --> 00:22:44,181
But at least he will have met his son.
607
00:22:45,727 --> 00:22:49,992
♪ It's the letting go
that lets you fly ♪
608
00:22:50,490 --> 00:22:51,448
Yes.
609
00:22:51,473 --> 00:22:52,431
♪ Lets you fly ♪
610
00:22:52,456 --> 00:22:54,213
I say yes.
611
00:22:54,877 --> 00:22:56,531
Okay. Let's do it. Let's try it.
612
00:22:57,347 --> 00:22:58,782
♪ Getting darker now ♪
613
00:22:58,826 --> 00:23:00,437
Let's try.
614
00:23:00,481 --> 00:23:03,832
♪
615
00:23:03,875 --> 00:23:07,139
♪ But the sky is full of lights ♪
616
00:23:07,384 --> 00:23:08,646
NICK: Cora, we just want to make sure
617
00:23:08,690 --> 00:23:10,300
that you understand the surgery
618
00:23:10,343 --> 00:23:12,737
and how complicated it will be.
619
00:23:12,781 --> 00:23:14,609
♪ But you can't hold something bright ♪
620
00:23:15,211 --> 00:23:17,089
[SIGHS]
621
00:23:17,133 --> 00:23:18,656
- ♪ Even in the darkest night ♪
- It's different when it's you.
622
00:23:19,131 --> 00:23:20,571
I'm sorry?
623
00:23:20,615 --> 00:23:23,052
I'm so used to taking Sally
to all her appointments and...
624
00:23:23,095 --> 00:23:25,141
♪ Just know they're never too far ♪
625
00:23:25,184 --> 00:23:27,665
...so many doctors
and so many hospitals.
626
00:23:27,709 --> 00:23:29,058
♪ They'll keep us together ♪
627
00:23:29,101 --> 00:23:30,886
When it's you, it's... it's different.
628
00:23:30,929 --> 00:23:33,889
Sharper focus. More frightening.
629
00:23:33,932 --> 00:23:35,281
Cora, we're gonna take great care of you
630
00:23:35,325 --> 00:23:36,892
no matter what you decide.
631
00:23:36,935 --> 00:23:39,242
But I don't know
what happens to Sally if I die.
632
00:23:39,285 --> 00:23:42,446
I mean, she's confused if
I'm gone for just five minutes.
633
00:23:43,115 --> 00:23:46,249
I know this surgery sounds really risky.
634
00:23:46,292 --> 00:23:48,294
But in my professional opinion,
635
00:23:48,338 --> 00:23:51,163
it is your only chance of survival.
636
00:23:51,733 --> 00:23:53,169
Worst-case scenario?
637
00:23:53,212 --> 00:23:54,866
You could have organ damage.
638
00:23:54,910 --> 00:23:56,172
You could bleed too much.
639
00:23:56,215 --> 00:23:58,174
- You could die.
- And soon.
640
00:23:58,217 --> 00:24:00,306
Cora, you've put off your own health
641
00:24:00,350 --> 00:24:02,091
for a really long time.
642
00:24:02,134 --> 00:24:04,528
And I think if Sally
could remember who you are,
643
00:24:04,571 --> 00:24:06,573
she would tell you that
in order to take care of her,
644
00:24:06,617 --> 00:24:08,931
you have to first take care of yourself.
645
00:24:09,576 --> 00:24:16,801
♪
646
00:24:16,845 --> 00:24:18,194
Sally.
647
00:24:19,978 --> 00:24:21,545
Oh, love.
648
00:24:21,588 --> 00:24:22,677
That's for you.
649
00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:24,238
Yeah.
650
00:24:24,591 --> 00:24:28,160
♪ It's the letting go
that lets you fly ♪
651
00:24:28,204 --> 00:24:29,466
Okay, yeah.
652
00:24:29,509 --> 00:24:31,860
Let's do the surgery.
653
00:24:31,903 --> 00:24:32,861
Yeah. [SNIFFLES]
654
00:24:32,904 --> 00:24:35,951
♪ Lets you fly ♪
655
00:24:35,994 --> 00:24:37,561
- Good.
- Okay.
656
00:24:37,604 --> 00:24:39,171
Yeah.
657
00:24:39,215 --> 00:24:43,349
♪ It's the letting go
that lets you fly ♪
658
00:24:43,393 --> 00:24:46,570
[THUNDER CRASHES]
659
00:24:46,613 --> 00:24:49,094
[SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE]
660
00:24:51,092 --> 00:24:52,484
John.
661
00:24:56,232 --> 00:24:57,855
We're going to help you.
662
00:24:58,190 --> 00:24:59,815
Oh, thank God.
663
00:25:00,441 --> 00:25:04,153
But it's, uh... it's complicated.
664
00:25:04,196 --> 00:25:07,069
First, we're going to relocate
you and Rosie to Washington.
665
00:25:07,112 --> 00:25:08,244
We're going to set you up with housing
666
00:25:08,287 --> 00:25:10,072
and vouch that you're current residents.
667
00:25:10,115 --> 00:25:11,638
And then we'll file all the paperwork
668
00:25:11,682 --> 00:25:13,945
to show Rosie's service record
669
00:25:13,989 --> 00:25:17,340
and that she qualifies
for physician-assisted death.
670
00:25:17,383 --> 00:25:18,863
TEDDY: We're willing to help
with the costs
671
00:25:18,907 --> 00:25:21,474
and make sure that Rosie
has all the medications and care
672
00:25:21,518 --> 00:25:23,346
required to keep her
as comfortable as possible.
673
00:25:23,389 --> 00:25:25,087
Stop. That's...
That's not why I came here.
674
00:25:25,130 --> 00:25:26,262
That's not what I asked you for.
675
00:25:26,305 --> 00:25:27,611
We understand that, but...
676
00:25:27,654 --> 00:25:29,004
John, we haven't assessed your wife.
677
00:25:29,047 --> 00:25:31,441
To give any medications to a patient
678
00:25:31,484 --> 00:25:34,270
that you haven't seen,
it's just... it's...
679
00:25:34,313 --> 00:25:37,186
- It's not ethical.
- Not ethical to who?
680
00:25:37,394 --> 00:25:39,355
Some committee?
681
00:25:39,710 --> 00:25:42,626
Some spreadsheet that
tells you what's allowed?
682
00:25:42,669 --> 00:25:45,107
- John...
- My wife is dying.
683
00:25:45,150 --> 00:25:48,110
She's not going to relocate
and fill out paperwork
684
00:25:48,153 --> 00:25:50,460
and be vouched for by strangers.
685
00:25:50,503 --> 00:25:53,463
Rosie wants it to look like
she just died in her bed.
686
00:25:53,506 --> 00:25:56,509
She doesn't want our children
to know she took pills.
687
00:25:56,553 --> 00:25:59,295
That's what matters to her
more than anything.
688
00:25:59,338 --> 00:26:01,079
My wife is in pain
689
00:26:01,123 --> 00:26:03,778
and you're talking to me about ethics?!
690
00:26:03,821 --> 00:26:04,822
[THUNDER CRASHES]
691
00:26:04,866 --> 00:26:08,565
♪
692
00:26:08,608 --> 00:26:10,052
Heather told me you're veterans.
693
00:26:11,350 --> 00:26:12,438
What about honor?
694
00:26:14,179 --> 00:26:16,616
Let Rosie die with the dignity and honor
695
00:26:16,660 --> 00:26:18,575
she lived with, please.
696
00:26:18,618 --> 00:26:21,621
♪
697
00:26:21,665 --> 00:26:22,927
Please.
698
00:26:22,971 --> 00:26:24,494
[SIGHS]
699
00:26:24,537 --> 00:26:26,104
- Maybe there's a way...
- No.
700
00:26:26,148 --> 00:26:29,542
No, I am truly, deeply sorry, John.
701
00:26:29,586 --> 00:26:31,327
I-I wish there was more
that we could do,
702
00:26:31,370 --> 00:26:33,764
but to what you are asking,
the answer is no.
703
00:26:33,808 --> 00:26:34,809
We just can't.
704
00:26:34,852 --> 00:26:40,727
♪
705
00:26:40,771 --> 00:26:43,556
[THUNDER CRASHES]
706
00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:47,952
♪
707
00:26:54,829 --> 00:26:56,091
[MONITOR BEEPING]
708
00:26:56,134 --> 00:26:57,274
Okay. [SIGHS]
709
00:26:57,318 --> 00:26:59,271
And there it is.
710
00:26:59,315 --> 00:27:02,140
It involves the entire
hepatoduodenal ligament.
711
00:27:02,184 --> 00:27:04,012
We sure we want to keep going here?
712
00:27:04,926 --> 00:27:07,232
[SUCTION]
713
00:27:07,276 --> 00:27:08,581
We can do this.
714
00:27:08,625 --> 00:27:10,061
What other choice does she have?
715
00:27:10,105 --> 00:27:12,368
Let's mobilize the right colon first.
716
00:27:12,411 --> 00:27:13,848
Okay.
717
00:27:13,891 --> 00:27:15,501
Hyper vigilant on the suction, Helm.
718
00:27:15,545 --> 00:27:17,373
We need to send
every drop of blood Cora loses
719
00:27:17,416 --> 00:27:20,539
into the cell saver so we can
transfuse it back into her.
720
00:27:23,683 --> 00:27:31,953
♪
721
00:27:31,996 --> 00:27:33,563
Wait, when Dr. Webber said no,
722
00:27:33,606 --> 00:27:34,781
did he mean that he wouldn't do
the surgery
723
00:27:34,825 --> 00:27:37,436
or that no one should do the surgery?
724
00:27:38,698 --> 00:27:39,830
Suction, Helm.
725
00:27:39,874 --> 00:27:45,053
♪
726
00:27:45,096 --> 00:27:47,446
[MACHINES HISSING, BEEPING]
727
00:27:47,490 --> 00:27:48,926
Hello, forever.
728
00:27:51,537 --> 00:27:54,062
We used to live
in this two-story town home
729
00:27:54,105 --> 00:27:59,036
that had an upstairs office that
I was convinced was haunted.
730
00:27:59,502 --> 00:28:01,286
And every time
I would go upstairs to work,
731
00:28:01,330 --> 00:28:04,289
Simon would say, "Goodbye, forever."
732
00:28:04,333 --> 00:28:06,422
[CHUCKLES]
733
00:28:07,727 --> 00:28:09,207
It always made me laugh...
734
00:28:11,122 --> 00:28:13,175
...until his diagnosis.
735
00:28:13,759 --> 00:28:16,595
I told him that I didn't want
to hear that anymore,
736
00:28:17,824 --> 00:28:19,765
and suddenly...
737
00:28:20,909 --> 00:28:22,693
instead of "Goodbye"...
738
00:28:24,353 --> 00:28:26,094
...it was "Hello."
739
00:28:26,137 --> 00:28:31,969
♪
740
00:28:32,013 --> 00:28:33,570
I'm ready.
741
00:28:34,276 --> 00:28:36,495
♪
742
00:28:36,539 --> 00:28:38,280
[SIGHS]
743
00:28:38,323 --> 00:28:40,325
["HOLD THE LINE" BY AG X
DANIEL SAINT BLACK PLAYING]
744
00:28:40,369 --> 00:28:41,457
Start prepping him. Let's move.
745
00:28:41,500 --> 00:28:43,720
♪ It's a hard thing ♪
746
00:28:43,763 --> 00:28:46,375
♪ To learn ♪
747
00:28:46,418 --> 00:28:50,379
♪ Growing up on your own ♪
748
00:28:50,422 --> 00:28:52,120
MEREDITH: We should hang
another unit of blood.
749
00:28:52,163 --> 00:28:53,904
♪ It's a river rising ♪
750
00:28:53,948 --> 00:28:56,863
NICK: Okay, everything
is clamped off and divided.
751
00:28:56,907 --> 00:28:58,691
On my count.
752
00:28:59,054 --> 00:29:01,564
One, two...
753
00:29:01,904 --> 00:29:03,131
three.
754
00:29:03,174 --> 00:29:05,002
Oh, my God, oh, my God, oh, my God.
755
00:29:05,046 --> 00:29:06,569
♪ I will hold the line ♪
756
00:29:06,612 --> 00:29:07,787
Perfect.
757
00:29:07,831 --> 00:29:08,788
Got it?
758
00:29:08,832 --> 00:29:10,399
♪ Always hold the line ♪
759
00:29:10,442 --> 00:29:12,792
Admit it. Parkinson's
seems boring after this.
760
00:29:12,836 --> 00:29:14,316
♪ When you're feeling down ♪
761
00:29:14,359 --> 00:29:17,797
♪ And the world's not right ♪
762
00:29:17,841 --> 00:29:21,018
♪ And I know in time ♪
763
00:29:21,062 --> 00:29:23,890
♪ It will be alright ♪
764
00:29:23,934 --> 00:29:27,198
♪ But until then ♪
765
00:29:27,242 --> 00:29:30,680
♪ I will hold the line ♪
766
00:29:30,723 --> 00:29:32,638
♪ Hold the line ♪
767
00:29:32,682 --> 00:29:37,034
♪
768
00:29:37,078 --> 00:29:39,384
♪ Hold the line ♪
769
00:29:39,428 --> 00:29:43,301
♪
770
00:29:43,345 --> 00:29:50,047
♪ I can't say I've got all the answers ♪
771
00:29:50,091 --> 00:29:54,573
♪ But I'm here all the same ♪
772
00:29:54,617 --> 00:30:01,885
♪
773
00:30:01,928 --> 00:30:09,632
♪
774
00:30:09,675 --> 00:30:16,378
♪ I can't say I've got all the answers ♪
775
00:30:16,421 --> 00:30:21,035
♪ But I'm here all the same ♪
776
00:30:21,078 --> 00:30:22,253
LINK: You need to eat something.
777
00:30:23,602 --> 00:30:25,996
♪ Maybe we're outnumbered ♪
778
00:30:26,040 --> 00:30:27,389
Am I selfish?
779
00:30:27,432 --> 00:30:29,956
♪ And we don't have much time ♪
780
00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:31,958
Putting him through this?
781
00:30:32,002 --> 00:30:35,658
♪ Always hold the line ♪
782
00:30:35,701 --> 00:30:38,661
♪ When you're feeling down ♪
783
00:30:38,704 --> 00:30:41,577
- ♪ And the world's not right ♪
- My son...
784
00:30:41,620 --> 00:30:45,059
The first time I saw him,
screaming his lungs out,
785
00:30:45,102 --> 00:30:48,105
it was like my heart left my body.
786
00:30:48,149 --> 00:30:52,109
The amount of love I experienced
in that second...
787
00:30:52,153 --> 00:30:53,806
♪
788
00:30:53,850 --> 00:30:55,112
♪ The line ♪
789
00:30:55,156 --> 00:30:56,418
LEVI: His heart rate's increasing.
790
00:30:56,461 --> 00:30:57,941
WINSTON: Some bleeding over here. 4x4.
791
00:30:57,984 --> 00:30:59,377
MAGGIE: My incision is starting
to ooze, too.
792
00:30:59,421 --> 00:31:01,469
We need push half a dose of protamine.
793
00:31:01,513 --> 00:31:02,728
BP's dropping.
794
00:31:02,772 --> 00:31:03,729
LINK: ...I didn't care
what happened to me
795
00:31:03,773 --> 00:31:04,817
for the rest of my life.
796
00:31:04,861 --> 00:31:06,093
We need to work faster.
797
00:31:06,136 --> 00:31:07,907
Without adequate access,
there's no ECMO.
798
00:31:07,951 --> 00:31:09,039
Tube.
799
00:31:09,083 --> 00:31:10,475
♪ The line ♪
800
00:31:10,519 --> 00:31:12,086
Alright.
801
00:31:12,129 --> 00:31:13,897
Remove the clamps.
802
00:31:15,001 --> 00:31:17,221
♪ Hold the line ♪
803
00:31:17,265 --> 00:31:18,614
Come on, Simon.
804
00:31:18,657 --> 00:31:20,616
♪ Ooh ♪
805
00:31:20,659 --> 00:31:24,098
- ♪ It's a river rising ♪
- Come on. Come on.
806
00:31:24,141 --> 00:31:27,492
♪ A hundred stones ♪
807
00:31:27,536 --> 00:31:29,277
♪ You don't have... ♪
808
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:30,408
That...
809
00:31:30,452 --> 00:31:32,236
♪ ...to face them alone ♪
810
00:31:32,280 --> 00:31:33,542
That was enough.
811
00:31:33,585 --> 00:31:36,719
♪ I will hold the line ♪
812
00:31:36,762 --> 00:31:39,200
♪
813
00:31:39,243 --> 00:31:43,682
♪ Hold the line ♪
814
00:31:43,726 --> 00:31:46,511
BAILEY: That blood should have
been here over an hour ago!
815
00:31:46,555 --> 00:31:47,686
WOMAN: [OVER P.A.] Dr. Mari
Sellers 4619. Dr. Mari Sellers 4619.
816
00:31:47,730 --> 00:31:51,255
It rains approximately 150 days a year.
817
00:31:51,299 --> 00:31:53,736
Are you actually telling me
that no one has had to drive
818
00:31:53,779 --> 00:31:56,391
a shipment of blood in the damn rain?
819
00:31:56,434 --> 00:31:58,523
What... Okay, well,
can I pick it up myself?
820
00:31:58,567 --> 00:32:01,483
My blood is just as helpful
as anyone else's.
821
00:32:01,526 --> 00:32:04,181
It has plasma and red blood cells
822
00:32:04,225 --> 00:32:06,052
and white blood cells
and platelets and...
823
00:32:06,096 --> 00:32:07,184
W... Let me call you back.
824
00:32:07,228 --> 00:32:08,620
[CELLPHONE BEEPS]
825
00:32:08,664 --> 00:32:11,014
I have donated blood
to this hospital before.
826
00:32:11,057 --> 00:32:12,276
Many times.
827
00:32:12,320 --> 00:32:15,105
And I just saw units of blood
828
00:32:15,149 --> 00:32:16,933
circulating into an ECMO machine,
829
00:32:16,976 --> 00:32:18,804
and I know that we can use
every drop we have.
830
00:32:18,848 --> 00:32:20,066
And I can't help.
831
00:32:20,110 --> 00:32:22,199
I can't help because
of this... prejudice.
832
00:32:22,243 --> 00:32:26,160
This absurd, disgusting idea
that my blood...
833
00:32:26,203 --> 00:32:29,075
my sexually active gay blood... is...
834
00:32:31,556 --> 00:32:34,559
My blood is the same
as it's always been.
835
00:32:34,603 --> 00:32:35,778
It's... I-I know.
836
00:32:35,821 --> 00:32:37,519
And it is not right.
837
00:32:37,562 --> 00:32:39,912
It is very, very wrong.
838
00:32:39,956 --> 00:32:42,176
And if I were in charge of the rules,
839
00:32:42,219 --> 00:32:44,743
we wouldn't be having this conversation.
840
00:32:44,787 --> 00:32:45,738
So can I help?
841
00:32:45,781 --> 00:32:47,303
No, Schmitt.
842
00:32:47,346 --> 00:32:48,573
[SIGHS] I'm sorry.
843
00:32:48,617 --> 00:32:51,576
But look, you help this hospital
in so many other ways.
844
00:32:53,622 --> 00:32:54,579
Okay.
845
00:32:54,623 --> 00:32:55,711
Schmitt...
846
00:32:55,754 --> 00:32:58,322
♪
847
00:32:58,366 --> 00:33:00,585
[SIGHS]
848
00:33:00,629 --> 00:33:01,673
Great.
849
00:33:01,717 --> 00:33:03,153
[SIGHS]
850
00:33:03,197 --> 00:33:04,981
- [KNOCK ON DOOR]
- JOHN: 'Scuse me.
851
00:33:05,024 --> 00:33:06,809
Are you Chief of Surgery?
852
00:33:06,852 --> 00:33:09,594
Uh, y... I am, but right now
I'm in the middle of...
853
00:33:09,638 --> 00:33:12,641
I need to report a crime
one of your doctors committed.
854
00:33:12,684 --> 00:33:14,425
♪
855
00:33:20,682 --> 00:33:21,619
[TELEPHONE RINGS]
856
00:33:21,662 --> 00:33:23,391
Hey! I got a...
857
00:33:23,434 --> 00:33:25,349
No.
858
00:33:25,393 --> 00:33:26,481
Not a good time?
859
00:33:26,524 --> 00:33:28,265
Not a good... bear?
860
00:33:28,309 --> 00:33:30,963
- [CHUCKLES]
- Not a good match.
861
00:33:32,835 --> 00:33:34,576
But we had sex.
862
00:33:36,055 --> 00:33:37,622
We did.
863
00:33:37,666 --> 00:33:40,495
And I-I'm so sorry, but
y-you said that you loved me.
864
00:33:40,538 --> 00:33:45,021
And I think I might see this
as more casual than you do.
865
00:33:45,064 --> 00:33:47,153
I'm so sorry, Todd,
866
00:33:47,197 --> 00:33:48,807
but, please,
give the bear to your sister.
867
00:33:48,851 --> 00:33:50,331
Well, it's a sex bear.
868
00:33:50,374 --> 00:33:52,768
It's a "thank you
for the excellent sex" bear.
869
00:33:52,811 --> 00:33:54,552
Does it say that somewhere on it?
870
00:33:54,596 --> 00:33:56,554
Well, no.
871
00:33:56,598 --> 00:33:58,728
Then maybe it's just a bear.
872
00:34:01,733 --> 00:34:02,865
Okay, I'm sorry.
873
00:34:02,908 --> 00:34:05,824
Um... bye.
874
00:34:11,569 --> 00:34:13,267
Hey, would you like a sex bear?
875
00:34:13,310 --> 00:34:15,912
Or just... I guess it's a bear?
876
00:34:18,620 --> 00:34:20,361
[SIGHS]
877
00:34:20,404 --> 00:34:22,101
RICHARD: Only a few people at Grey-Sloan
878
00:34:22,145 --> 00:34:24,539
have successfully performed
ex-vivo surgeries.
879
00:34:24,582 --> 00:34:26,715
Well, then, you're lucky
that Dr. Marsh joined the team.
880
00:34:26,758 --> 00:34:28,325
- [CHUCKLES]
- And Dr. Grey is amazing.
881
00:34:28,369 --> 00:34:29,761
Oh, of course.
882
00:34:29,805 --> 00:34:31,887
I'm so glad she decided
to postpone leaving.
883
00:34:35,114 --> 00:34:39,510
Um, oh... If you watch
Dr. Marsh here anastomose...
884
00:34:39,554 --> 00:34:41,773
Dr. Grey is leaving?
885
00:34:41,817 --> 00:34:43,035
Since when?
886
00:34:44,689 --> 00:34:46,430
[SIGHS]
887
00:34:49,390 --> 00:34:51,435
MEREDITH: Okay, Helm. We're done here.
888
00:34:51,479 --> 00:34:54,308
You do the honors and bring
the liver to Dr. Marsh.
889
00:34:54,351 --> 00:34:55,787
Absolutely, yes.
890
00:34:55,831 --> 00:34:59,138
[MONITOR BEEPING]
891
00:34:59,182 --> 00:35:00,444
I approve.
892
00:35:00,488 --> 00:35:01,663
What's that?
893
00:35:01,706 --> 00:35:03,491
Uh, you and Grey? Uh, Dr. Grey.
894
00:35:03,534 --> 00:35:06,232
I... Sorry... Never mind. Here.
895
00:35:06,276 --> 00:35:07,625
MEREDITH: Ready to do your thing?
896
00:35:07,669 --> 00:35:09,235
NICK: She's stable and ready.
897
00:35:09,279 --> 00:35:11,368
Let's make this old liver new again.
898
00:35:11,412 --> 00:35:16,373
♪
899
00:35:16,417 --> 00:35:17,766
KRISTEN: Simon.
900
00:35:17,809 --> 00:35:19,550
Hello, forever.
901
00:35:19,594 --> 00:35:24,642
♪
902
00:35:24,686 --> 00:35:25,991
How are you feeling?
903
00:35:26,035 --> 00:35:27,776
Better now that you're here.
904
00:35:27,819 --> 00:35:29,125
♪ Heart on the edge ♪
905
00:35:29,168 --> 00:35:32,781
And... I dreamed up a name for the baby.
906
00:35:32,824 --> 00:35:33,825
♪ It's bound to break ♪
907
00:35:33,869 --> 00:35:35,951
Jamal.
908
00:35:36,437 --> 00:35:39,091
- I love it.
- Mm-hmm.
909
00:35:39,135 --> 00:35:40,397
After your uncle?
910
00:35:40,441 --> 00:35:41,442
♪ There's silence in my head ♪
911
00:35:41,485 --> 00:35:43,052
No.
912
00:35:43,095 --> 00:35:45,210
After you.
913
00:35:45,663 --> 00:35:48,927
It means "beauty."
914
00:35:48,971 --> 00:35:50,929
[CHUCKLES]
915
00:35:50,973 --> 00:35:56,544
♪
916
00:35:56,587 --> 00:36:01,418
♪ Oh, the stars
are getting dark tonight ♪
917
00:36:01,462 --> 00:36:03,028
♪ Waters rising ♪
918
00:36:03,072 --> 00:36:05,422
♪ Fires dying ♪
919
00:36:05,466 --> 00:36:07,729
♪ And here we stand ♪
920
00:36:07,772 --> 00:36:09,644
♪ At the end ♪
921
00:36:09,687 --> 00:36:12,081
MAGGIE: What's your blood type?
922
00:36:12,124 --> 00:36:13,648
What?
923
00:36:13,691 --> 00:36:15,606
I'm your wife, and I don't know
your blood type,
924
00:36:15,650 --> 00:36:17,434
and I feel like that's weird.
925
00:36:17,478 --> 00:36:18,435
O Positive.
926
00:36:18,479 --> 00:36:19,523
A Positive.
927
00:36:19,567 --> 00:36:21,090
Okay.
928
00:36:21,133 --> 00:36:22,352
Noted.
929
00:36:22,396 --> 00:36:23,527
♪ At the end ♪
930
00:36:23,571 --> 00:36:27,923
♪
931
00:36:27,966 --> 00:36:30,088
Sometimes I-I feel like...
932
00:36:31,492 --> 00:36:34,676
...I feel like we knew
each other better before...
933
00:36:36,235 --> 00:36:38,430
...when our relationship
was long distance.
934
00:36:39,543 --> 00:36:41,502
Because of blood types?
935
00:36:41,545 --> 00:36:43,852
Because I'm constantly being
surprised by things about you
936
00:36:43,895 --> 00:36:47,290
and decisions you make.
937
00:36:47,333 --> 00:36:50,859
Like everything you never
told me about your brother,
938
00:36:50,902 --> 00:36:53,644
and how it makes you angrier
than I think you realize.
939
00:36:53,688 --> 00:36:55,516
I'm not... I'm not angry.
940
00:36:55,559 --> 00:36:56,952
I...
941
00:36:56,995 --> 00:36:58,475
♪ Lying here in this hurt ♪
942
00:36:58,519 --> 00:37:00,738
I-I am angry,
but I'm not angry with you.
943
00:37:00,782 --> 00:37:02,871
This morning, you implied
that I don't know
944
00:37:02,914 --> 00:37:04,089
what it's like to have a sibling.
945
00:37:04,133 --> 00:37:05,526
No, I didn't. I didn't.
946
00:37:05,569 --> 00:37:06,701
I said... I said it was different.
947
00:37:06,744 --> 00:37:08,168
It is different.
948
00:37:08,790 --> 00:37:10,008
You can't see that?
949
00:37:10,052 --> 00:37:11,401
I guess I don't know what it's like
950
00:37:11,445 --> 00:37:13,185
to have a sibling who's a con artist.
951
00:37:13,229 --> 00:37:15,318
♪ It's the bed that we made ♪
952
00:37:15,361 --> 00:37:17,015
Why are you making this
a fight between us?
953
00:37:17,059 --> 00:37:18,713
- It's not a fight.
- It's not a fight.
954
00:37:18,756 --> 00:37:22,020
♪ Oh, the stars
are getting dark tonight ♪
955
00:37:22,064 --> 00:37:24,414
I guess I just feel like, um...
956
00:37:24,458 --> 00:37:27,069
♪ Waters rising ♪
957
00:37:27,112 --> 00:37:29,201
...like I don't know you.
958
00:37:29,245 --> 00:37:30,507
♪ At the end ♪
959
00:37:30,551 --> 00:37:32,204
And that you don't really get me.
960
00:37:32,248 --> 00:37:34,772
♪ Oh, you know that you can't
hide from time ♪
961
00:37:34,816 --> 00:37:35,991
[SIGHS]
962
00:37:36,034 --> 00:37:37,514
Winston, I love you. I...
963
00:37:37,558 --> 00:37:40,038
♪ And denied it ♪
964
00:37:40,082 --> 00:37:41,344
I think maybe...
965
00:37:41,387 --> 00:37:42,606
♪ Here we stand ♪
966
00:37:42,650 --> 00:37:45,609
♪ At the end ♪
967
00:37:45,653 --> 00:37:47,916
Maybe we got married too quickly.
968
00:37:47,959 --> 00:37:49,352
♪
969
00:37:49,395 --> 00:37:51,528
♪ At the end ♪
970
00:37:51,572 --> 00:37:56,011
♪
971
00:37:56,054 --> 00:37:57,665
[THUNDER CRASHES]
972
00:37:57,708 --> 00:37:59,536
Can you stop pacing and help me pack?
973
00:37:59,580 --> 00:38:00,929
I'm trying to call Heather again.
974
00:38:00,972 --> 00:38:02,147
Heather made this mess.
975
00:38:02,191 --> 00:38:03,714
She's not gonna get you out of it.
976
00:38:03,758 --> 00:38:05,150
Well, maybe she can try. Or maybe...
977
00:38:05,194 --> 00:38:06,587
Maybe... Maybe... Maybe what?
978
00:38:06,630 --> 00:38:07,805
Maybe we can go back in time
979
00:38:07,849 --> 00:38:09,894
and help you not destroy your career?
980
00:38:09,938 --> 00:38:11,243
Well, maybe I can go to Utah and...
981
00:38:11,287 --> 00:38:12,767
- Oh!
- and I can help his wife.
982
00:38:12,810 --> 00:38:14,420
She is a soldier, Teddy.
983
00:38:14,464 --> 00:38:16,814
She served our country
and she deserves help!
984
00:38:16,858 --> 00:38:18,163
Owen, I love you.
985
00:38:18,207 --> 00:38:20,252
I love you and your stupid, giant heart
986
00:38:20,296 --> 00:38:22,603
and your... your intense inability
987
00:38:22,646 --> 00:38:25,997
to see reality when you're busy
believing your ideals.
988
00:38:26,041 --> 00:38:28,522
I love every part of you.
989
00:38:28,565 --> 00:38:30,393
But I am not gonna watch you
go off to prison,
990
00:38:30,436 --> 00:38:32,003
and I am not gonna raise the kids alone.
991
00:38:32,047 --> 00:38:33,265
- I'm not.
- So where are we going?
992
00:38:33,309 --> 00:38:34,963
What are we doing? We're running?
993
00:38:35,006 --> 00:38:37,443
Yes, we are running because that
is the only option you left us.
994
00:38:37,487 --> 00:38:38,662
♪ At the end ♪
995
00:38:42,623 --> 00:38:44,233
Please...
996
00:38:44,276 --> 00:38:47,453
tell me a lunatic just entered my office
997
00:38:47,497 --> 00:38:50,587
and told me ridiculous lies about you.
998
00:38:50,631 --> 00:38:53,764
Please, tell me I need
to call the police on him,
999
00:38:53,808 --> 00:38:56,027
and not my own doctors.
1000
00:38:56,071 --> 00:39:02,425
♪
1001
00:39:02,468 --> 00:39:05,428
You can take the specimen
to pathology. Thank you.
1002
00:39:05,471 --> 00:39:08,663
We have reperfusion of
the intestines and the liver.
1003
00:39:09,563 --> 00:39:10,955
Okay.
1004
00:39:10,999 --> 00:39:12,025
Where's this blood coming from?
1005
00:39:12,086 --> 00:39:13,106
[MONITOR ALARM]
1006
00:39:13,131 --> 00:39:14,872
It's the portal vein... anastomosis.
1007
00:39:14,916 --> 00:39:16,918
She's lost too much.
We need to order more units.
1008
00:39:16,961 --> 00:39:18,605
Clamp. The transfusions
aren't keeping up.
1009
00:39:18,629 --> 00:39:19,660
BP's dropping.
1010
00:39:19,703 --> 00:39:22,053
You stole drugs from this hospital?
1011
00:39:22,097 --> 00:39:23,620
I stand by my decision, Bailey.
1012
00:39:23,664 --> 00:39:27,276
You stand by your decision
to steal drugs from my hospital?
1013
00:39:27,319 --> 00:39:28,843
A hospital that's already crumbling?
1014
00:39:28,886 --> 00:39:30,235
It was a while ago...
1015
00:39:30,279 --> 00:39:32,107
Oh! Well, that makes it better.
[CHUCKLES]
1016
00:39:32,150 --> 00:39:35,240
Your criminal conduct
on my watch was a while ago!
1017
00:39:35,284 --> 00:39:36,328
MEREDITH: Okay, we still have to do
1018
00:39:36,372 --> 00:39:37,503
the gastrointestinal reconstruction.
1019
00:39:37,547 --> 00:39:38,504
TARYN: Is there a plan?
1020
00:39:38,548 --> 00:39:39,723
Of course there's a plan.
1021
00:39:39,767 --> 00:39:41,377
What's her latest ABG?
1022
00:39:41,420 --> 00:39:43,161
DR. KNOX: She's acidotic,
and PaO2 is plummeting.
1023
00:39:43,205 --> 00:39:44,467
- What about pressors?
- Maxed out.
1024
00:39:44,510 --> 00:39:46,687
Was it so long ago that it's outside
1025
00:39:46,730 --> 00:39:48,079
the statute of limitations?
1026
00:39:48,123 --> 00:39:49,120
- Bailey.
- [CELLPHONE RINGS]
1027
00:39:49,164 --> 00:39:50,473
- D...
- [ENDS CALL]
1028
00:39:50,516 --> 00:39:53,084
What is the statute
of limitations on murder?
1029
00:39:53,128 --> 00:39:54,695
Huh? D-Did you look that up
1030
00:39:54,738 --> 00:39:56,000
before you committed your crimes?
1031
00:39:56,044 --> 00:39:57,312
This wasn't murder, Bailey.
1032
00:39:57,355 --> 00:39:59,047
These were sick and dying soldiers.
1033
00:39:59,090 --> 00:40:01,266
They fought for their country,
and I did right by them.
1034
00:40:01,310 --> 00:40:03,268
You did right by them.
Well, what about me?
1035
00:40:03,312 --> 00:40:05,923
Did you think,
even for one minute, about me?
1036
00:40:05,967 --> 00:40:07,395
TARYN: Dr. Grey, what are we doing?
1037
00:40:07,438 --> 00:40:08,451
[MONITOR ALARM]
1038
00:40:08,494 --> 00:40:10,850
ELLIS: That's what everyone
wants in a surgeon.
1039
00:40:12,103 --> 00:40:13,888
Someone who maybe knows
what they're doing.
1040
00:40:13,931 --> 00:40:16,481
Always have a plan. I told you that.
1041
00:40:16,891 --> 00:40:18,327
NICK: Meredith. Meredith.
1042
00:40:18,370 --> 00:40:20,546
[ALARM CONTINUES]
1043
00:40:20,590 --> 00:40:25,073
♪
1044
00:40:25,116 --> 00:40:26,248
- We should stop.
- What?!
1045
00:40:26,291 --> 00:40:27,989
We need blood. We don't have it.
1046
00:40:28,032 --> 00:40:29,143
So we should stop.
1047
00:40:29,187 --> 00:40:30,295
[CELLPHONE RINGS]
1048
00:40:30,339 --> 00:40:31,557
Is everything okay?
1049
00:40:31,601 --> 00:40:32,602
I'm at an accident.
1050
00:40:32,646 --> 00:40:33,951
On Henderson.
1051
00:40:33,995 --> 00:40:35,866
Were you in the accident?
1052
00:40:35,910 --> 00:40:37,738
No. But you kinda were.
1053
00:40:37,781 --> 00:40:40,436
Her digestive tract still
isn't completely connected.
1054
00:40:40,479 --> 00:40:42,351
We'll reconnect it
once the blood arrives.
1055
00:40:42,394 --> 00:40:43,700
MEREDITH: We've all felt it,
1056
00:40:43,744 --> 00:40:45,267
a moment where all is lost.
1057
00:40:45,310 --> 00:40:47,138
- What?
- Whether it's in our jobs...
1058
00:40:47,182 --> 00:40:48,705
Your blood, Miranda.
1059
00:40:48,749 --> 00:40:49,967
It's trashed.
1060
00:40:50,011 --> 00:40:51,708
...family, love...
1061
00:40:51,752 --> 00:40:55,233
- No.
- ...we fear everything will be taken.
1062
00:40:55,277 --> 00:40:56,495
- No!
- We close our eyes...
1063
00:40:56,539 --> 00:40:58,044
- No!
- ...we bite our lips...
1064
00:40:58,088 --> 00:40:59,673
No! No!
1065
00:40:59,716 --> 00:41:01,718
...and the adrenaline floods
through our body.
1066
00:41:01,762 --> 00:41:03,677
- [SIREN WAILS]
- But despite how hard you try,
1067
00:41:03,720 --> 00:41:06,375
that last-ditch attempt
still may not work.
1068
00:41:06,418 --> 00:41:10,205
No, no, no, no, no, no, no!
1069
00:41:10,248 --> 00:41:15,297
[SIREN WAILING]
1070
00:41:25,350 --> 00:41:33,184
♪
1071
00:41:33,228 --> 00:41:41,062
♪
1072
00:41:41,105 --> 00:41:49,026
♪
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