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We are nothing without change.

Cells multiply and cluster
from the moment we're conceived.

Biology shapes the smallest seed,

but fate can propel us
in every direction,

without ever asking us
which wind we wish to ride.

What are you doing up?

You know the rules of this hotel

expectant mothers
get their cup of tea in bed.

I know.

But me feel good today.
Only a little bit of nausea

when me first wake up.

And it passed quite quickly.

You have a letter? Yes.

I've applied for so many jobs
lately.

Maybe I'll open it tonight.
Come.

I'm happy, and not in the mood
to start the day with a rejection.

I don't see any rejection in here,

Cyril Alphonse Robinson.

What me see is an invitation
for an interview

at the council offices
on Tuesday of next week.

No... no.

The council job? Out of
all the positions I applied for?

Why you sound so surprised?

You brush down that suit,
and I'll iron whichever shirt

and tie you choose.
I can't believe it.

Cyril, me have to get to work.

Do you mind if I do a quick detour

before I start
my midwifery round, Sister?

Ask and it shall be given unto you,
seek and ye shall find.

Thanks.

I'm actually seeking a new pair
of plimsolls for Collette.

They go back to school tomorrow,
and she's grown out of hers.

Ah, back to school.

The joy never dims, year after year.

Nits by the end of the week
and chicken pox within a fortnight.

Your steed is at your service.

You're most kind.

I checked the post and there's
definitely no discharge paperwork

for Gordon Packer.

It all seems frightfully
disorganised

for such a complicated case.

Good morning,
district nurse calling.

I'm Nurse Franklin.

And I'm...
I'm somewhat out of breath.

Lift out of order again? Yeah.

My turn now!

I remember you from
when I had my eldest.

If you wouldn't mind wiping your
feet up and disinfecting all over.

Of course.

Oh.

Good morning, Mr Packer.

It's Nurse Franklin, Gordon, she was
there when I had our Deborah.

That's more than I was.

I was sat outside working my way
through two packets of Henleys.

I hear you've been in the wars,
Mr Packer.

Did you fall from scaffolding?
A crane, yeah. Bust my back.

Now I'm functionally paraplegic.

Well, you've certainly picked up
the lingua franca.

15 weeks in hospital
does that to a bloke.

It would have been longer,
if they'd had their way.

They were about to send him
to some long-stay place

out in the back of beyond.

We weren't having it,
were we, Gordon? No, we weren't.

I'm taking tea and toast
to Mrs Maguire,

and I thought you warranted
a cup as well.

It's just outside the door.

You put me on bathing duties!
It's hardly arduous.

You'll not say that when
I bring you Master Chowdhury.

He's up to his little belly button
in meconium.

And don't forget to drink this tea.

Keep your fluids up.

No!

Heavens to Murgatroyd.

May, you're going to have to let us
look at it,

or we won't be able to
make it better.

No! What on earth has happened?

Little May has met with an accident.

She may sound as though
she's being disembowelled,

but I'm assured that's not the case.

May, let Daddy have a look.

We were at the swings and the
wooden foot rod in the roundabout

was so rotten, her foot
went right through it.

She's gashed her ankle
on a rusty bolt.

Let's clean the wound
and prepare the injection.

The hospital would normally
want you to be fully confident

with the use of a catheter
before they let you home.

They would also have arranged for
you to have a proper hospital bed

and other equipment.

I run a decent and very clean home.

If we need a few extras, well,
that's where you come in, isn't it?

Absolutely, but these things
can't happen overnight.

Nevertheless, we're here to help.

I need help changing the sheets
and washing him.

He can't roll over and...
..I can't roll him.

Mr Packer, are you expecting
to be in bed all the time?

You should be transferring
to your wheelchair every morning.

I did in hospital,
but there was room there.

You really will have to
keep this in the flat.

Not only is there bubblegum
stuck to the wheel rim already,

but your husband needs it.

It's not a thing I thought
I'd have in my house.

I do understand.

Your husband has suffered
a life-changing accident,

and it's changed your life, too.

It was my idea to bring him home.

But he wanted it as well.

We do things together.

We always have.

And if he'd gone to
that country place,

he wouldn't have been back
this side of next year.

Rehabilitation from spinal injury
can take a very long time.

But he will gain new skills,
and new ways of coping.

How, when they won't even send
the physiotherapist round?

I can't get him to hospital
if the lift's gone again.

Gordon cut short his physiotherapy

when he discharged himself
from hospital.

But I'll see what can be arranged
through outpatients.

I'll also do you
a welfare referral, too.

You mean to a social worker?

Good gracious. Is this Deborah?

She's nearly 11 now,
and fully house-trained.

Put the Jaffa Cakes on the plate
for the nurse,

then get the rest of it unpacked.

Social workers are for people
who've made a mess of things.

That playground's
always been a deathtrap.

First time I ever saw
an open fracture

was when somebody fell off
the monkey bars.

Well, that was probably daredevilry
gone wrong.

This was wanton neglect
of play equipment.

It was an accident waiting
to happen, and it happened to me.

She'll be right as rain
in a couple of days.

Nothing broken,
and just one tiny suture.

But it's what it says
to the children.

It's as though we're giving them
a message

that this is all they can expect.
And?

And I'm not standing for it.

Poor little May!

Ohh!

I must say, I think
a jamboree jumble sale

is a splendid idea, Mrs Turner.

I mean, people seem to have
so much more to throw away

than they used to.
Exactly so.

Once upon a time,
it was all make do and mend.

Nowadays they only wear something
twice and it's on the rag pile.

Now, I can't make any promises,
but if the funds raised

are going towards refurbishing
the playground,

I can apply to the council
for a matching grant.

I hoped you'd say that!

Although one would have thought
playground safety

was the council's responsibility
in the first place.

Mum says you can have
a Jaffa Cake.

The nurse only ate one
this morning.

Well, that's all the more
for us, then.

Your eyes are watering.

It's the sunset
it gets too bright in here.

Because they're so high up.

Pull the curtains over.

I'm glad you came home.

So am I.

Matthew! What are you doing
at the council offices?

Consorting with the enemy?

I'm trying to arrange some help
for that family I told you about.

The fellow in the wheelchair?

Nothing was in place
when he discharged himself,

and it's so much harder trying
to organise these things

from the district.

But that doesn't mean I'm not
going to fight his corner.

You're like the Little Red Hen
sometimes.

"I'll do it myself," and so she did.

Less of the little, thank you.

I can be quite fierce
when the need arises.

I know.

How do I look?

You look like an educated man.

Like a member of
the professional classes.

And anybody who can't see that,
I feel them blindness

and I feel them loss.

Mm-hm.

Good morning, Mr Packer.

Glenda just told me you had
a restless night.

I had, uh, trouble with...

my back passage.

We managed. Once you're done,
I'll get the twin tub going.

Or you could see to that now,
if you'd like to.

I'll go over Gordon's bowel care
routine with him,

and then we'll work on managing
the catheter.

You'll have to show me
how it's done. No!

I want to be able to do it myself.

That's the spirit.

I brought you some information
from the welfare offices.

You might qualify for
a home help, for example.

No.

No offence, but it's enough
of an intrusion

having a nurse come round.

And this is what it's all about,
isn't it?

In sickness and in health.

Sister Julienne has agreed to make
Nonnatus House

one of two collection points
for jumble and other donations.

This will be the other.

I'm afraid I don't consider that
to be remotely wise.

Why not? This is a central location

with a good, steady flow of people
passing through.

One, lack of space.

Two, potential tripping hazard.

Three, fleas. In warm weather,
flea eggs can follow

an accelerated hatching pattern.

I shall ask Timothy
to collect any donations

at the end of each surgery session
and transfer them to Nonnatus House.

And I shall ask him
to perform such tasks

only when he has seen to
his other duties for the day.

I'm sorry this is such a struggle.

But if you don't work towards new
goals, you are going to plateau.

This is still better than
the hospital.

I'm at home with Glenda,
and I've got the kids.

Glenda is a remarkable woman.

Go on, thrill me.

Is it nits or chickenpox?

It's more delicate than that.

Better come straight out with it.

I teach the fourth years.

The last class before they leave
to go to secondary school.

And?

One of the girls started her...

periods, yesterday.

I found her crying by the coat pegs.

She had no idea what was happening.

The same thing happened
just before the summer holidays

with another pupil. The blood...

came through her clothes in PE.
Oh, the poor pet.

She thought she must have cancer.
Oh!

These are girls of ten and 11.

Is something wrong with them
that they keep starting so early?

No, Mr Wetherby.

But there is something wrong with
the way they've been prepared.

Mrs Pamela Heslop?

Doctor's ready for you.
Can my husband come in?

Mothers-to-be only, I'm afraid.

Why do you want US to give the girls
a talk about periods?

Haven't the council got any slides
that you can show them?

I had a desultory flick
through the brochure,

but all the educational material
is aimed at girls of 15 or 16.

It's a bit flamin' late to tell them
what Aunt Flo has in store.

I share your sentiments,
Nurse Corrigan,

even though I wouldn't express them
so... robustly.

I also think they require a thorough
grounding in all the facts of life.

What, including...
..sexual intercourse?

I hope so.

I knew nothing. I was told nothing.

We all know how that ended.

Or what it began.

You're both much nearer
to their age than I am.

You won't frighten them,
and I think that matters.

The trouble is, Mrs Heslop,
if you were under the consultant

in St Cuthbert's, he would
insist on a hospital delivery

simply because of your age.

My Terry says this is what counts
as a geriatric pregnancy.

My husband's an enthusiast,
Dr Turner.

I quite like enthusiastic fathers.

This is his first.

He's like a dad to my other two,
but this one's ours.

And if he wants to see it
being born, then I want that too.

We do allow fathers in the delivery
room at the maternity home.

Do you?

Oh, well, that's settled then.

As long as no complications arise.

But I don't see any trouble brewing.

Oh, and I have a letter
for Nurse Crane. Hm.

Bless us, oh Lord,
and these, thy gifts,

which we receive by thy bounty.

Amen. ALL: Amen.

I think little of his bounty
when we are faced once more

with a repast of lettuce
and tinned salmon.

It wasn't God that gave us
all those tins.

It was the foreman
from the fish factory.

His little boy was breech.

Besides, tinned salmon is absolutely
chock full of vitamin D.

No rickets for us if we tuck in
twice a week.

By my calculation,
it is thrice already.

Oh!

Nurse Crane, is something amiss?

So often I've seen people
run from the room

as though news were an animal
from which they must escape.

If you wish to tell me what has come
to pass, I... I can support you.

If not, simply know
that you are upheld.

I think my life has just changed,
Sister Julienne.

I've come up
on the Premium Bonds.

I've won...

£5,000.

That's wonderful!

Jesus, Mary and Joseph,
if I'd won £5,000,

I wouldn't go into
a state of collapse.

I'd be running to Carnaby Street
at 90 miles an hour.

You'd have thought
somebody had died.

Ta-dah!

So this is the illustration
of the womb.

Well, I had to do it big enough to
be seen at the back of the class.

Do you think the fallopian tubes
look a bit out of whack?

Well, fallopian tubes vary
from woman to woman.

Besides, I had to do em like that,

otherwise I couldn't get
the ovaries in.

Do you know what?
I like it.

All the medical posters
are covered in Latin.

They're not going to mean anything
to girls of ten or 11.

This looks like a human being
did it not a doctor.

And what's more, I think
we should wear plain clothing.

Me, anyway.

I always wear plain clothes
they're the only clothes I've got.

Shame you can't come up
on the Premium Bonds.

I can't remember when I had
a second glass of anything.

It's only cream sherry,
and it's for shock.

I'd forgotten I even had
a Premium Bond.

It was a birthday gift from Mother,

not long before
she became bed-bound.

I was quite vexed with her.

All her life, she'd never so much as
bought a raffle ticket.

And she would not have it that
this was gambling by another name.

Well, I feel she would be delighted
with the outcome.

Well, I feel mean-spirited
because I'm not.

Why not?

Because I've worked so hard
to put by a bit for my old age.

Putting five bob here and ten bob
there into the Post Office.

The car has been my only luxury,

and I've mended the fan belt
with my own support hose before now.

I ration my petrol
as if it were still on coupons.

But starvation
in one's twilight years

has always been
such an intimidating spectre.

And all this time, I've had
no need to fear anything.

There's things I don't know
how to want,

because I knew
I could never have them.

Well, good news isn't so very
different to bad news.

One must adjust to both.

I ought to be over the moon,
Millicent,

and I'm just in a quandary.

Hello? Midwife calling.

Come through. She's been up
all night in agony.

Terry, I told you I didn't need
the midwife. It's just heartburn.

She's got through a whole tub of
bicarb since last night.

Oh, and now I'm belching like
nobody's ruddy business.

Off you pop that tower block
staircase won't plaster itself.

I promise you, Mr Heslop,
she's in safe hands.

I'll start off some milk of magnesia

and check her blood pressure
while I'm about it.

Oh...

No.

What's all this?

Oh, I run a book-keeping business
from home.

It's how I met my Terry.

He was keeping his accounts
on the back of a fag packet.

Got himself in all kinds of bother.

Very enterprising of you.

Oh, I had no choice.

I had my two eldest in two years.

My ex-husband didn't earn much.

We couldn't manage, and my only job
was factory shifts.

Shifts and babies just don't work.

No, I don't suppose they do.

I don't want you to think I'm grabby
or a spendthrift, nurse,

but a decent life costs money,

and working around children is hard.

So I went to night school
and retrained.

Good for you.

I'm slightly regretting my offer
to act as collection point

for the rummage sale items.

This box contains a number of
very personal... accessories

none of which seem
at all appropriate for sale.

Sorry. Those are the things
we're taking to illustrate

our menstruation lecture.

At the primary school?
Yes, Sister.

At the primary school.
There's sanitary towels,

sanitary belts, pins, tampons
and sanitary briefs.

Sanitary briefs?

Honestly, you'd be amazed how things
have come on since your day.

Fred, has any post addressed to me
been delivered here by accident?

It's happened before, with the bill
for my wedding suit

and that card from Lucille's aunt.

No, mate. Only I'm waiting
to hear about a job. I'm sorry.

If anything arrives,
I'll be straight up them stairs.

Thank you.

The most important thing
to remember is that if ever

you are worried about anything,

older girls and other women
will be so quick to help you.

OK? You don't ever be afraid to ask.

And speaking of asking,
are there any final questions?

Carol?

If you get period pain,
what tablets should you take?

Well, I find paracetamol
better than aspirin,

but... but you could try either.

And you can try putting
a hot water bottle on your tummy.

Mm. Mind you, that doesn't
really work in PE lessons.

Any more questions?

Very well. We've already told you
about the questions box.

Anything that you feel too shy
to ask out loud,

you can just jot down on paper
and put in here. Anonymously.

Which means you don't have to put
your name on.

Great. We'll read them all tonight

and we'll come back tomorrow
with the answers.

I had wondered what
you'd planned to do work-wise

once the little one arrived.

I wasn't planning that far ahead
at first.

It was all so unexpected.

A bit like you
and the Premium Bonds.

I'm not discussing
the Premium Bonds.

A bit of good news
doesn't have to alter everything.

But I can't carry on as a midwife
once I've had the baby.

There's too much work, and the hours
are completely unpredictable.

So what are you planning to do?

I'm going to train as
a health visitor.

The hours are more regular,
I'm not wasting my skills,

and I can still do the job I love.

Call me old-fashioned,
but what does Cyril say?

I haven't told him yet.

I didn't expect this many.
We mustn't have been very good!

"Do dogs go to heaven?"

We're teaching them the facts
of life, not philosophy!

Oh, good Lord.

What?

"What happens to the egg shells?"

Oh, because I said that the man's
sperm pierces the woman's egg.

Oh, God love em!

"How do you tell the NSPCC?"

Tell them?

Do they mean...
..make a report to them?

Yeah, they must do.

That's literally all it says.
They haven't even left their name.

You could ask Mr Wetherby
if he recognises the handwriting.

But they're all encouraged to use
standard cursive in fourth year.

Every pupil's will look the same.

Well, what other clues
could there be?

Bruises? Child cruelty
takes many forms.

And not all bruises show.

One last question before we finish.

"Do dogs go to heaven?"

Well, the answer is that everything
with a soul goes to heaven.

And if the proof of having a soul
is the ability to feel love,

well, dogs are very loving animals,

and therefore I think it's safe
to say that they have souls,

and so they go to heaven.

There were one or two questions
in here that we can't answer

because they're
a bit more complicated.

So we're going to leave the box
on Mr Wetherby's desk

and if you want to
ask the question again,

you can just pop it in
and put your name on it.

Even just your initials
will help us to help you.

So...

you're training to be
a health visitor?

This is news.

It isn't news so much as a plan.

A plan you already decided on. No.

We agreed long before
we get married,

we will always discuss the future
with each other.

There's not much point in building
a shared life otherwise.

I hadn't thought about
what would happen with your job.

It's not just a job,
it's a career.

A career me travel halfway
around the world for pursue.

You think I came in a 24 bus?

I traveled halfway around
the world too.

But there's no "career" here for me,
just a job.

Me not like the way you say that.

I don't like the way
you talk about retraining

and requalifying without a thought
as to how we're going to manage.

In the short term,
we'll have to manage.

But in the long term, it would be
the thing that make our life

as a family possible.

Meaning you don't trust me
to be able to do that?

Meaning I don't expect you
for be able to do that.

Cyril...

♪ When I said I needed you

♪ You said you would always stay

♪ It wasn't me who changed but you

♪ And now you've gone away

♪ Don't you see that now you've gone

♪ And I'm left here on my own

♪ That I have to follow you

♪ And beg you to come home

♪ You don't have to say you love me

♪ Just be close at hand

♪ You don't have to stay forever

♪ I will understand

♪ Believe me, believe me

♪ I can't help but love you

♪ But believe me
I'll never tie you down... ♪

Evening.

Evening, Officer.

You got a home to go to?

Yes, I have.

So what are you doing here?

Taking in the air,
doing a bit of contemplating.

I believe you thousands wouldn't.

Move!

♪ God is all of my strength... ♪

It's got the council frank on it.

I'm sorry, mate. It got put under
a couple of copies

of the Morning Star.

We don't get that many communists
in here these days.

I've got a job, Fred.

I've got a civil engineering job.

Oh, mate.

Have you got a hanky?
I'm all right.

All the time...

All the time, in all the years
since I arrived,

I never let one tear fall.

I wouldn't.

But now I can,
because I am so all right.

All good things
come to those that wait,

and those who go to night school!

Fred, I need flowers very badly.

I got some roses coming out
on the allotment.

Can I have some? Take them all!

I'm sorry.

Me sorry.

And I have news.

Go straight there,
and don't talk to strangers.

Good morning.
We have had another night of it.

But we are managing.

I'm afraid the back
of your pyjama jacket

isn't quite as fresh
as it ought to be.

Let's change you out of it.

It might be nice to get an actual
shirt out of the wardrobe today,

and perhaps a pair of slacks.
I'll ask Glenda.

What's this?!

Oh, I took a tumble trying to get
in the wheelchair.

This is not good enough!

I'm trying, I'm really trying.

Oh, I don't mean you.

I mean the so-called services
health and welfare.

You need better equipment,
better support,

and some actual physiotherapy.

You have Sister Julienne's
permission to leave everything

in the entrance hall.

But you may have to remind her
if she has forgotten.

I'm afraid I have first call
on Timothy's services,

and he is required to hand-deliver
urgent samples to St Cuthbert's.

I was told someone had left
a paisley eiderdown in here.

It's been doused in disinfectant
and hung up on the railings.

I got it all over my trousers.

Tim, put the whole lot in the car.
I will drop it off at Nonnatus.

You, come with me.

Just 15 minutes.

I'm overdoing it, aren't I?

May only sustained a minor injury.

I know. The accident will have to be
reported to the children's officer,

next time they send a report
to Hong Kong,

and her mother will ask
how it happened

and why I wasn't taking
better care of her.

The care you give all our children
is exemplary.

If you ever feel that May's life
with us is in any way wanting,

then try to remember
the alternative.

I can't bear to.

I never want her
to be let down again.

Nor do I.

But love should never be a prison.

Let her scrape her shins a bit.

We can kiss that better.

May I help you? I'd like to see
the housing officer

and the medical officer, please
I don't mind in which order.

They're both very busy men.

I'm sure the editor of the East
London Gazette is a very busy man,

but I'm sure he'll make time for me

when I tell him of the disgraceful
way an injured and disabled man

has been treated by this council.

Come in.

You don't have to knock, Deborah.

Is there anything
I can help you with?

It was me who asked about the NSPCC.

I've been turning it all
over and over in my mind

ever since the day I got the news.

For a while, all I could see
was bank notes.

And I'm not at ease
with banknotes, Sister.

Some of us take a vow of poverty.

Others have poverty
forced upon them.

I, for one, never know
whether money or its absence

is the greater trial.

And then I thought, what if I
approached every banknote,

every pound or guinea...

as an opportunity,
instead of an imposition?

I would imagine that was
almost as disconcerting.

I thought of all the places
I've longed to see

and never been to.

And all the holiday
I've never taken.

You have weeks and weeks
of holiday accrued.

As many as... six?

It actually may be
a little more than that.

Because I found this motor-coach
tour in the small ads.

It takes in Bruges,
which I've always fancied.

Then Arras, Paris, Nice,

Montpellier and Spain.

If I could wish you Godspeed
in Espanol, I would.

I'd be back by early November.

And a full week to set things
straight before I go.

A full week! Mm.

I'll be back before you know it.

Are you sure I can't persuade you
to come with me?

Oh, no!

I suspect the motor coach and I

might have
a rather strained relationship.

I suffer appalling nausea
if I'm not behind the wheel.

Very well.

But thank you for giving me
the confidence to ask. Oh!

That's enough for now, pet.
Button your shirt.

Deborah, you say it's your mother
who disciplines you.

What does she... discipline you with?

The dog lead.

Your daughter, Felicity, she
is Wiggles debutante of the year.

Yeah, she's having
a going back in party...

Both children were treated
for greenstick fractures

of the upper arm
in the past three years.

And last Christmas, the little boy
presented with a perforated eardrum.

There's never been any history
of infection, so it could have been

caused by a blow
to the side of the head.

Deborah described frequent beatings
about the head for both of them.

The police will need to know
all of this.

Nurse Franklin,
were you detained somewhere?

I've been reading the Riot Act
to the council offices,

demanding to know why Gordon Packer
has ended up covered in bruises

and on the brink of
clinical depression.

I thought she was the best wife

any man could ask for
in this situation.

Capable, organised, and utterly
committed to his care.

Were you aware of him
suffering any injuries?

Yes.

He was struggling
to transfer himself

into his wheelchair and he...

he had some bruising
to his back.

Is it possible that Mr Packer
may have been the victim

of domestic violence?

It is.

Oh. And what's more, I think he...

I think he may have been
the victim of abuse.

They're the same thing, aren't they?
Violence is always abuse.

Abuse isn't always violence.

I also think
he's been covering for her,

and I don't know which is worse.

Are you all set up and ready?

Pamela Heslop's in labour.

I did ascertain
it wasn't heartburn this time.

I do like Mrs Heslop,
and her husband is sweet.

Well, find him something
to keep him occupied.

I'll never get used to men
in the room.

It's like letting a dog in a cinema.

And if tonight turns into
a long haul,

you pick up that phone
and send for me.

You've come about Deborah,
haven't you?

Yes, we have come about Deborah.

She is always home by now.
Has she been hit by a car?

What have I said?!

I told you, you are always
to come home together!

Deborah has made certain disclosures
to her teacher, Mrs Packer,

and WPC Fuller would like
to discuss them with you.

Well, there are certain disclosures
I wouldn't mind making myself,

like that child is liar.
She is devious, dishonest,

and she is doing all of this
for attention.

We have had trouble at home.

As Nurse Franklin will tell you.

But for all the trouble
that child gives me,

I would never have sunk so low
as to bring round the police!

It's all right, David.

Mrs Packer, I've spoken
to your daughter

and I'm going to speak to you

and every other member
of your household.

Nurse Franklin,
can you inform Mr Packer

that I'll need to interview him?

You don't need to.

I heard what's happening
through the door.

Glenda, before WPC Fuller
goes any further,

I think you should show her what
you just picked up from the table.

If you would.

A dog lead?

And we haven't got a dog.

I'm ready with the gas if
she needs it, whenever she needs it.

Pam's been coping up very well
with her contractions,

but you stay there, just in case.

I feel all bunged up, like I'm not
opening out the way I should.

You're several fingers dilated,
precious.

You're doing wonderful work. Oh.

But I'm afraid, Pam, you have what
we in the trade call

a loaded rectum.

Is that dangerous? No.

It's essentially
simple constipation,

but it's making you uncomfortable
now,

and it might not be
very convenient later.

I had enemas with my other two.

I'm not going to put you
through that at this stage.

But we could try a suppository
that might help.

Mm. How long will it take to work?

Oh, does it matter how long
it takes, Terry? I just want it out!

The stuff that's loading up
the rectum?

No, the ruddy baby!

I'm sorry if it's not happening
fast enough.

I'm sorry if it's boring
and disgusting,

but that's what childbirth is like.

Mr Heslop, your wife is distressed.

Does she need the gas? No.

She needs some time alone with me,
her midwife,

and for you to go
and sit on the chairs in reception.

Oh.

Nothing but
trouble, every single...

Where's Deborah?

She's being well looked after.

I can take you to join her,
if you'd like.

But I can't leave my dad.

She... she might hurt him.

Very well, thank you very much.

You look at me...

If we could keep to the details.

What do you know about raising kids,

running a house,
managing illness and filth?

I bet you aren't even married.

I don't see many good adverts
for it. Neither did he.

Growing up, his mother
wasn't even all there.

My mother
was educationally subnormal.

He didn't know anything.

He doesn't now. Ate with his hands
when I met him.

He'd never been shown how to eat
with a knife and fork.

You were grateful to me
for civilising you.

And doing better by our kids.

I wasn't grateful
that you beat them,

and I wasn't leaving them
alone with you

for one day longer than I had to.

Everybody smacks their kids.

All right?
And you never said nothing

till you wound me up yourself.

Fractures, perforated eardrums
and lashings with a dog lead

are a matter for the courts.

I think it's best if you
come down to the station.

I shouldn't have snapped at Terry.
I shouldn't have.

He wants to see this baby born
so much.

And he still can, Pam.

But you can't be putting
any energy into making sure

he has an enjoyable experience.

You have work to do,
and so have I.

Am I being a difficult patient?

No, you are not.

Everything I do in this room
is for you.

That is my task and my privilege.

For the next few hours,
there is nothing and no-one

in the room that matters
more than you

and the baby
you are giving birth to.

Do you hear me? Yes.

Good. I'll be back soon.

I'll take a chance
to spend a penny myself.

Thought I'd take advantage of
the kitchenette.

Do you have sugar, Nurse? One.

Nurse!

Ooh, ooh!

Ah, I've got to push, I've got
to push, I've got to push.

Precious, stay calm
and try not to push.

Blow. Ohh!

Like this.

Come on, girl, I'll do it with you.

Ooh... Ooh.

There's no need for me
to examine you.

I can already see Baby's head.

Now, you just listen to me
and do as I say.

Everything's going to be just fine.

Ohh. Ohh...

That's it blow.

There's scum on that.

Really?

It won't ever get to court.

He'll change his mind.

He'll probably change his story.

Love runs very deep in our house.

We nearly have this baby, precious.

This is the perfect position
to get those shoulders out.

Oh, are they big?
Is it big?

It's a rugby player!

It's a girl. Oh!

And she is beautiful!

Bless you, Nurse Robinson.

You've got tears in your eyes.

Oh! I'm just going to clamp
and cut the cord.

You should have called me before
that delivery, not afterwards.

Come on, let's get these shoes off.

I'm worried about Pam's
blood pressure

it seems on the high side.

I've already checked it,
it's coming down.

I think she might have a small tear.

It might need a stitch.

At the end of duty,
I'm going to drive you home.

In the meantime, you will rest.

I will sort out Mrs Heslop.

And Miss!

I should have seen the signs.

In that flat.

Those children.

It's the way they looked
neat and compliant and...

frozen.

It's the look of a child
who knows they're...

always standing on the edge
of an abyss.

Are you trained to spot the signs?

Shouldn't have to.

I grew up feeling like that,

and all I wanted to do
was to make everyone feel better.

You've never stopped
wanting that, have you?

If I can find just one person

where the love and the empathy
I feel

is equal to the difference
I can make...

I wasn't ill, but...

you cared for me.

I didn't know I loved you then.

I'm not going to say,
"Do you love me now?"

Because tonight...

I don't need you to answer.

But I am going to say...

I love you.

Because tonight I need you to know.

We're going to go through the list
of names when she wakes up.

We both like Sharon, and Karen.

It's not like we can call her both,

because Sharon Karen Heslop
just sounds daft.

I think I'm miscarrying, Phyllis.

I think you might be right, lass.

It's like my whole period
is coming at once,

all the pain
and all the bleeding.

I think I need a receiver.
I never had time to get one.

I'll fetch you one, lass.

It's like a miracle, motherhood.

What about fatherhood?

It's just magic. Hm.

The ambulance will be here shortly.

Pound to a penny
they'll give you a D&C.

But it looks so complete
in the receiving dish.

You can even see the shape of it
inside the sac.

I know.

There's just more bleeding
than I think is entirely normal.

I think I might need a fresh pad.

I'll fetch you one.

And I'm going to call Cyril.

I'm really sorry
that there's no lift.

At least it can't break down.

You can have home visits
if you're housebound.

I can't afford to be housebound,
mate, I've got two kids.

It's always sensible
to check any discomfort

when there's a catheter in place.

But I'm seeing no sign of infection,
I'm pleased to say.

You don't need any additional
worries at the moment. No, I don't.

At least I know I can get here
if I need to.

If I can look after myself,
then I can look after the kids.

Are you going to press charges
against your wife?

If she goes in front of
the magistrates,

it might help me to get custody.

Although I hate that word.

It makes it sound like the kiddies
are being punished.

When what you want
is to stop them being brutalised.

I'd never met a manager like her.

Clean, neat, busy.

Sharp as a pin.

It was perfect.

Except it wasn't.

It's what you have to let them do
to keep it that way.

I'm not going back.

She's not coming back.

And Debbie and David
aren't going anywhere.

I need all the help I can get.

We will get you so much help.

We'll put you down for
a ground-floor flat,

on medical recommendation,

and I will make sure that you are
fully reassessed by St Cuthbert's.

They should never have let you out
without a proper plan in place.

It was what Glenda wanted.

And I was worried about the kids.

I understand. I can't be less of
a father than I was before.

I'm going to have to be more.

Well, that is the last time
I buy a gross of Battenberg

from the cash and carry.

I've hardly sold any
and they're all going stale.

Well, people have mixed feelings
about marzipan. Hmm.

I've brought some jumble.
Jumble?

Oh, well, you need to leave it
in the porch

over at Nonnatus House, dear.

What have you found, then?
Cricket pads...

comics, a teapot, and a skittle.

Can't have much of a game
with one skittle.

Here, have a couple of gobstoppers.

If you'd have brought me a full set,
I'd have given you a chocolate bar.

I'm hoping Nurse Crane
will perk up a bit

after a slice of this homity pie.

She looks completely drained
after having been on hand

for poor Nurse Robinson.

Oh, such sad news.

And of course, none of us
even knew she was expecting.

Is everything as it should be?

Oh, it's from my godmother, Daphne.

In Portofino.

She's seriously ill.

Is it visiting time?

I would have fought my way in
if I'd had to.

But yes, it's visiting time.

Nobody's breaking any rules,
Nurse Robinson.

I thought I'd be better at it.

At what? Carrying a baby.

Losing a baby, too.

But all my training...

all my expertise meant nothing.

You don't need to talk.

I couldn't prevent it, and I
couldn't say, "Miscarriage happens."

Because it was happening to me.

And you.

Sometimes we don't get to be
the expert.

When I'm pastoring,
I'm full of all kinds of wisdom.

I say to people, "Have faith."

"Have hope."

"Be strong and courageous."

But when I'm down and nearly out...

I'm as human and helpless
as everybody else.

Still not as though you're ashamed.

There's no shame in not winning.

Only in not waiting to see
what happens next.

Are your godmother's doctors
absolutely certain that it's cancer?

There doesn't seem to be
any doubt at all.

Even so, if she has good support
around her,

then she may do well.

But she doesn't have good support
around her.

She's fluttered through life
like some beautiful, vivid bird,

all gloss and plumage.

Sadly, that sort of existence
doesn't give you roots,

or a home,

or anyone to care for you
when you're wounded.

If you are called to go to her,
you must respond,

no matter whether the invocation
comes from her pen

or from within yourself.

Help!

It does come from within myself.

She's given me so much.

That dress allowance
is no small matter.

Nursing me through
the worst of my addiction

was no small matter either.

Help!

Stop.

Don't come down the stairs.

I'm holding what appears to be
an unexploded incendiary bomb

left from the war.

We found two more skittles.
Can we have a chocolate bar?

Go on, then.

Hup. Hup.

Careful. Come on, let's have a look.

Please keep well back.

The device is on the table
in a bucket of sand.

Army is on their way.

Past the cordon as quickly
as you can, ladies.

You speak as if
we have no experience

of ordnance and explosions.

May I remind you, we endured a war,

and emerged intact.

Please keep your
children and animals with you.

What's happened to Nurse Crane?

We informed her
of the evacuation plan,

but would she pay heed? Oh!
She would not.

Put these on.

You can't be giving orders
in your civvies.

Well, what about the trousers?

Well, you can change
in the shed or behind the bins.

I've got my Rolodex!

Trixie! Matthew!

Oh, get behind the cordon!

This isn't Here To Ruddy Eternity.

There will shortly be
a controlled explosion.

Three, two, one.

Battenberg cake.
Get your Battenberg cake!

Fred Buckle!

You did not go back
inside that shop.

Come on, Monty, what's the latest?

Sit tight and wait for
the all clear.

It'll all be over by Christmas.

I'm going to have to go, Matthew.

To your godmother?

In Italy.

I might not be able to cure her
or save her...

but I can nurse her
and cherish her

and stop her being lonely.

How long will you be gone for?

I don't know.

But I will be back.

I do know that.

Well, if you need me...

I will come to you.

I need you to stay here
and keep my life warm.

People say love hurts.

That is not true.

Love that wounds is not love,
but its opposite.

And if love cannot cure all ills,

it can heal, and it can strengthen.

Love is our blood and in our bones.

The question is not always
who we love, but why,

not where we go, but when.

And how we stay tethered
when our roots are torn

and we're scattered on the breeze.

What would we be without love,
and what would be our purpose?

I'll be back.

Only the heart knows the answers.

Let it beat as it will,
and as it must.

The heart is wise
and will never lose its way.

There's someone among us
about to meet our maker.

We're a collective.

How are you managing to cope
in these conditions?

Free from what? All the rules
on how we should live.

I wonder if her return
has come too early.

Spiritualism is a religion,
not a parlour game.

He's standing there
right next to you.

Measles could be eradicated.