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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:48,420 --> 00:00:53,420 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 2 00:01:24,875 --> 00:01:27,235 You have to rinse this out, Lillian. 3 00:01:31,235 --> 00:01:33,075 Forgive me for not doing it quite right. 4 00:01:33,555 --> 00:01:35,235 It's really not the top of my list. 5 00:01:35,915 --> 00:01:37,315 You never do it right. 6 00:01:37,475 --> 00:01:39,195 Never? What, I've been here for like, a week? 7 00:01:39,475 --> 00:01:40,515 Two months. 8 00:01:42,515 --> 00:01:43,915 Look at your sleeve. 9 00:01:44,075 --> 00:01:45,075 Fuck off. 10 00:01:47,875 --> 00:01:50,115 You've done absolutely nothing since moving here. 11 00:01:50,875 --> 00:01:52,195 What about getting here? 12 00:01:52,955 --> 00:01:54,475 Which I did, for you. 13 00:01:55,555 --> 00:01:57,795 You said New York would inspire you. 14 00:01:58,435 --> 00:02:00,475 But you haven't been outside once, 15 00:02:00,595 --> 00:02:02,035 not even to get milk. 16 00:02:02,355 --> 00:02:03,355 I've bought milk... 17 00:02:03,675 --> 00:02:04,955 No, you haven't! 18 00:02:05,355 --> 00:02:06,395 And you've noticed? 19 00:02:07,635 --> 00:02:08,675 That's just depressing. 20 00:02:09,595 --> 00:02:11,355 Look, you have no goals, okay? 21 00:02:11,875 --> 00:02:14,315 You can't even commit to writing in a journal... 22 00:02:14,395 --> 00:02:16,515 What are you even saying? I have goals! 23 00:02:16,635 --> 00:02:17,835 Only when you're high. 24 00:02:19,235 --> 00:02:20,515 You're being a dick. 25 00:02:20,755 --> 00:02:22,155 No, I'm being honest. 26 00:02:26,515 --> 00:02:28,555 Don't be honest on my account, okay? 27 00:02:30,515 --> 00:02:32,075 I think this would be good for you. 28 00:02:32,475 --> 00:02:34,795 Well, don't turn this into my thing. You did this. 29 00:02:35,195 --> 00:02:36,435 Now, I'm homeless. 30 00:02:36,875 --> 00:02:39,115 You're not homeless. You have a free place to stay. 31 00:02:39,195 --> 00:02:40,715 Yeah, with strangers. 32 00:02:40,995 --> 00:02:43,355 I don't know, even as a new beginning or something. 33 00:02:43,595 --> 00:02:44,915 Don't pretend you give a shit. 34 00:02:45,035 --> 00:02:47,315 If your dad gave a shit, then maybe he'd be here. 35 00:02:47,515 --> 00:02:48,875 Cut his Paris trip short. 36 00:02:49,955 --> 00:02:50,955 Fuck you. 37 00:02:52,275 --> 00:02:53,795 Drop me here. 38 00:02:53,995 --> 00:02:55,675 Look. Hey. 39 00:02:56,035 --> 00:02:57,035 I'm sorry, okay? 40 00:02:57,195 --> 00:02:59,435 I said that I would take you all the way, let me do that. 41 00:02:59,835 --> 00:03:00,835 Yeah, you have. 42 00:03:01,995 --> 00:03:02,995 What? 43 00:03:03,355 --> 00:03:04,355 This is where they live. 44 00:03:05,515 --> 00:03:06,875 - What? - This is where I'm staying! 45 00:03:06,955 --> 00:03:07,955 This is where they live. 46 00:03:08,035 --> 00:03:09,635 How is this a break-up then? 47 00:03:09,755 --> 00:03:10,875 I can wave to you from my bedroom window... 48 00:03:10,955 --> 00:03:11,955 Yeah, we both know you won't. 49 00:03:12,155 --> 00:03:13,435 Don't slam my... 50 00:03:27,715 --> 00:03:29,315 You know, you're an adult, 51 00:03:29,475 --> 00:03:31,595 and you don't do the shit you're supposed to do. 52 00:03:31,995 --> 00:03:33,315 And it's infuriating. 53 00:03:33,915 --> 00:03:35,435 I can't deal with that anymore. 54 00:03:35,515 --> 00:03:36,515 I don't like that. 55 00:03:36,595 --> 00:03:39,115 You go take a shower, and you don't bring a towel. 56 00:03:39,515 --> 00:03:40,635 That's the one thing you gotta remember. 57 00:03:40,715 --> 00:03:41,795 The only thing you gotta remember, 58 00:03:41,875 --> 00:03:42,875 and you refuse to do it. 59 00:03:43,475 --> 00:03:44,595 We go see a movie, 60 00:03:44,675 --> 00:03:45,795 and you ask a million questions 61 00:03:45,875 --> 00:03:47,475 as if I've already seen the movie 62 00:03:47,555 --> 00:03:48,995 in preparation of watching it with you. 63 00:03:49,435 --> 00:03:50,435 You're an adult. 64 00:03:50,675 --> 00:03:52,035 - That's not what adults do... - You know what? 65 00:03:52,115 --> 00:03:53,995 You're a boring fucking asshole, okay! 66 00:03:54,755 --> 00:03:56,155 Is that honest enough for you? 67 00:04:00,435 --> 00:04:01,435 Good luck, Lil. 68 00:04:04,395 --> 00:04:05,395 Wait. 69 00:04:05,835 --> 00:04:07,315 Nate, you're not boring. 70 00:04:08,035 --> 00:04:09,075 You're... 71 00:04:10,915 --> 00:04:11,915 Please... 72 00:04:26,315 --> 00:04:27,315 Yeah, yeah, Here I am. 73 00:04:32,395 --> 00:04:33,395 - Hiya. - Hey. 74 00:04:33,875 --> 00:04:34,875 Lizzy? 75 00:04:35,115 --> 00:04:36,435 - Lillian, yeah. - Oh, sorry. 76 00:04:36,515 --> 00:04:38,475 - Nice to meet you. - I'm Don. Very nice to meet you. 77 00:04:38,555 --> 00:04:39,875 - Thank you. - Is this it? 78 00:04:39,955 --> 00:04:41,515 - Yeah, that's just it. - Here, follow me. 79 00:04:41,595 --> 00:04:42,835 Did you find it okay? 80 00:04:42,915 --> 00:04:45,235 Yeah, I just came from across the street. 81 00:04:45,315 --> 00:04:47,155 Oh, really? That's funny. 82 00:04:47,435 --> 00:04:49,635 - Oh, let me just... - Oh, sorry. 83 00:04:49,715 --> 00:04:52,675 Yeah, this one tends to stay open if you don't... 84 00:04:52,755 --> 00:04:54,435 - I like how the wood... - Yeah, it's, uh, 85 00:04:54,555 --> 00:04:56,635 kind woodsy. 86 00:04:56,715 --> 00:04:58,515 It actually reminds me of a place I stayed in 87 00:04:58,595 --> 00:05:00,355 a couple months ago in Marin County. 88 00:05:00,435 --> 00:05:02,835 Oh yeah? I love northern California. 89 00:05:03,555 --> 00:05:05,195 Come up, follow me you're just up here. 90 00:05:40,515 --> 00:05:42,195 Hey daddio! 91 00:05:42,435 --> 00:05:44,115 Sorry for the last... 92 00:05:44,515 --> 00:05:45,835 dumb message. 93 00:05:45,955 --> 00:05:47,515 You caught me at a bad time. 94 00:05:48,195 --> 00:05:49,875 Um, I just got to the house. 95 00:05:49,995 --> 00:05:51,635 Thank you so much for hooking it up. 96 00:05:51,715 --> 00:05:54,435 It seems really cool, my room is... 97 00:05:55,715 --> 00:05:58,115 super cozy, um... 98 00:05:58,235 --> 00:05:59,595 a nice little view. 99 00:06:00,075 --> 00:06:03,435 How's Paris? How's Celeste, how's everything? 100 00:06:03,675 --> 00:06:06,355 Message me back, dude. This was your idea. 101 00:06:07,035 --> 00:06:08,035 Alright, bye. 102 00:06:12,915 --> 00:06:15,035 Don't commit to my journal, hm? 103 00:06:55,275 --> 00:06:56,275 Nate? 104 00:06:56,595 --> 00:06:57,595 It's Don. 105 00:06:59,195 --> 00:07:00,195 Shit. 106 00:07:00,275 --> 00:07:01,275 Yeah, come in. 107 00:07:02,515 --> 00:07:03,515 - Hi. - Hey. 108 00:07:03,755 --> 00:07:05,675 You wanna join us for dinner, meet Julia? 109 00:07:05,915 --> 00:07:07,995 Yeah, sure. I'll be down in a second, thank you. 110 00:07:14,875 --> 00:07:16,235 So, I mean, we could talk about Julia 111 00:07:16,315 --> 00:07:19,955 as one of the most important women writers of her generation, 112 00:07:20,475 --> 00:07:21,675 If you're asking me about her influence, 113 00:07:21,755 --> 00:07:23,235 I think it was really profound. 114 00:07:23,435 --> 00:07:25,315 I think she changed the way women wrote in England, 115 00:07:25,395 --> 00:07:26,715 the way they thought about what they wrote. 116 00:07:26,795 --> 00:07:30,995 She took up the space without being shy of doing that. 117 00:07:32,115 --> 00:07:35,955 And she brought a sense of perfection to what she wrote. 118 00:07:40,715 --> 00:07:42,515 So, what are you saying, that it was George? 119 00:07:43,115 --> 00:07:46,115 No, I know better than to accuse George of anything. 120 00:07:46,475 --> 00:07:48,835 I trod in chewing gum, I can show you if you like. 121 00:07:48,915 --> 00:07:51,595 Can we please, please not do this right now? 122 00:07:51,675 --> 00:07:52,795 No. No, I don't want to do anything. 123 00:07:55,675 --> 00:07:56,795 Nice candles. 124 00:07:57,315 --> 00:07:58,315 Really? 125 00:07:58,395 --> 00:07:59,395 Told you they were silly. 126 00:08:01,275 --> 00:08:03,715 Darling. Lillian, this is my wife, Julia. 127 00:08:04,355 --> 00:08:05,755 - Do you have a cold? - She doesn't, um... 128 00:08:07,715 --> 00:08:09,835 - No, shit, sorry. - I guess I sound 129 00:08:10,115 --> 00:08:11,395 I just sound nasal. 130 00:08:11,755 --> 00:08:13,355 You don't sound nasal. You sound great. 131 00:08:13,475 --> 00:08:14,715 - You want some wine? - Yeah, please. 132 00:08:14,795 --> 00:08:16,355 Actually, I think you have a nice voice. 133 00:08:16,435 --> 00:08:17,555 I was wondering if you sang. 134 00:08:19,795 --> 00:08:21,435 Just a little, not really. 135 00:08:23,195 --> 00:08:25,115 Last time we saw you, you were singing. 136 00:08:25,915 --> 00:08:26,955 We've met before? 137 00:08:28,155 --> 00:08:29,155 When you were little. 138 00:08:29,955 --> 00:08:31,875 Tiny. With your folks. 139 00:08:33,035 --> 00:08:34,195 I don't remember. 140 00:08:34,475 --> 00:08:35,995 Well, you wouldn't would you? 141 00:08:36,635 --> 00:08:37,675 You were a baby. 142 00:08:40,395 --> 00:08:41,555 Guess you're right, yeah. 143 00:08:42,955 --> 00:08:44,715 I talked to your dad today. 144 00:08:45,875 --> 00:08:47,435 - Yeah me too. - Yeah. 145 00:08:48,155 --> 00:08:49,275 He sounds great. 146 00:08:49,355 --> 00:08:51,275 - Yeah, he's doing really well. - Yeah. 147 00:08:51,515 --> 00:08:52,515 Really happy. 148 00:08:53,155 --> 00:08:56,195 Yeah, he's super happy with his new girlfriend, Celeste. 149 00:08:57,475 --> 00:09:00,155 - She's French. - Clever her. 150 00:09:05,915 --> 00:09:07,155 Yeah, he mentioned that, um... 151 00:09:07,835 --> 00:09:09,355 when he gets back he's gonna 152 00:09:09,955 --> 00:09:10,995 to listen to my album. 153 00:09:11,475 --> 00:09:13,155 - Oh, cool. - It's great, no, no because I... 154 00:09:14,675 --> 00:09:16,755 His opinion means, you know, a lot to me, 155 00:09:16,835 --> 00:09:18,315 I have a lot of respect for him. 156 00:09:18,555 --> 00:09:21,115 - Yeah, people seem to. - Yeah. 157 00:09:30,395 --> 00:09:33,115 So, your father's moving here to New York, is he? 158 00:09:33,715 --> 00:09:36,435 Yeah, once he gets back from Paris. 159 00:09:36,715 --> 00:09:38,075 No, I don't want any wine. 160 00:09:39,275 --> 00:09:40,355 Once he gets back from Paris, 161 00:09:40,435 --> 00:09:41,955 he's gonna look for apartments for us. 162 00:09:43,515 --> 00:09:44,515 And Celeste. 163 00:09:45,355 --> 00:09:46,355 What about her? 164 00:09:50,355 --> 00:09:52,155 Help yourself to books, but just don't 165 00:09:52,995 --> 00:09:54,075 take them out of the house please. 166 00:09:54,155 --> 00:09:55,955 That's fine. I'm not much of a reader. 167 00:09:56,915 --> 00:09:58,555 You should read one of Julia's. 168 00:09:58,795 --> 00:10:00,435 - Change your mind. - Oh god. 169 00:10:01,955 --> 00:10:03,635 No, yeah. For sure. 170 00:10:04,275 --> 00:10:05,795 Are you done with your beans? 171 00:10:07,995 --> 00:10:10,235 Yeah, um... 172 00:10:10,475 --> 00:10:11,675 You know what, actually? Here. 173 00:10:12,115 --> 00:10:13,115 Thanks. 174 00:10:15,515 --> 00:10:16,715 Take the fork and knife away. 175 00:10:16,915 --> 00:10:18,435 Why, do you have a cold? 176 00:10:21,635 --> 00:10:22,875 You look just like your mother. 177 00:10:26,235 --> 00:10:27,315 So I hear. 178 00:10:41,275 --> 00:10:42,475 Hey, it's Nate. Leave a message after the beep. 179 00:10:42,995 --> 00:10:44,395 Hey Nate. Um... 180 00:10:45,715 --> 00:10:46,715 It's me. 181 00:10:46,795 --> 00:10:47,795 Just calling... 182 00:10:48,315 --> 00:10:50,635 Just calling to wonder if you 183 00:10:51,075 --> 00:10:52,275 wanna watch a movie. 184 00:10:53,115 --> 00:10:54,995 I promise I won't ask questions. 185 00:10:58,075 --> 00:10:59,755 So, yeah. Just call me back. 186 00:10:59,835 --> 00:11:00,835 Bye. 187 00:11:01,915 --> 00:11:03,915 - Hey. - I'm sorry to interrupt you. 188 00:11:04,235 --> 00:11:05,275 No, it's okay. 189 00:11:05,355 --> 00:11:07,155 Would you mind just keeping the door closed? 190 00:11:07,235 --> 00:11:09,115 Because it's like, the smoke's coming out. 191 00:11:09,195 --> 00:11:10,195 Oh, sure. Yeah. 192 00:11:10,275 --> 00:11:11,475 Julia and the dog are getting a bit of a contact high, 193 00:11:11,555 --> 00:11:13,155 I'm sorry, I don't mean to be an asshole about this. 194 00:11:13,235 --> 00:11:14,435 No, of course. Yeah. 195 00:11:14,515 --> 00:11:17,275 I think it smells amazing, personally, but you know. 196 00:11:18,475 --> 00:11:19,875 Well, you can have some if you want. 197 00:11:23,075 --> 00:11:24,795 Uh, yeah. Actually. 198 00:11:27,355 --> 00:11:28,355 Sure, fuck it. 199 00:11:30,675 --> 00:11:31,675 Of course. 200 00:11:49,955 --> 00:11:51,475 What you doing? You drawing, you writing? 201 00:11:51,995 --> 00:11:53,195 Drawing, yeah. 202 00:11:54,275 --> 00:11:55,275 Cool. 203 00:11:56,475 --> 00:11:58,115 Kind of have to, you know. 204 00:11:59,675 --> 00:12:00,675 Draw and... 205 00:12:01,675 --> 00:12:03,035 I have interests. 206 00:12:03,875 --> 00:12:04,875 Goals. 207 00:12:07,555 --> 00:12:08,555 You know. 208 00:12:09,555 --> 00:12:10,555 Yeah. 209 00:12:12,035 --> 00:12:13,595 I don't know if you'd be interested, but 210 00:12:14,275 --> 00:12:16,675 but I'm kinda assembling a bunch of different artwork 211 00:12:16,755 --> 00:12:17,755 that my friends make, you know, 212 00:12:18,275 --> 00:12:20,235 like drawings or paintings, or even like, 213 00:12:20,315 --> 00:12:22,955 bits of scraps of like, poetry and text and stuff, 214 00:12:23,035 --> 00:12:26,075 that I'm... we're gonna collage for the back of my record. 215 00:12:26,635 --> 00:12:27,635 My... 216 00:12:28,395 --> 00:12:30,035 My... the record. 217 00:12:30,475 --> 00:12:31,475 Record. 218 00:12:32,235 --> 00:12:34,075 Record. Record. 219 00:12:35,075 --> 00:12:37,235 You keep saying "record" over again. 220 00:12:37,915 --> 00:12:39,155 - Am I saying it right? - Yes. 221 00:12:42,635 --> 00:12:44,515 He's stoned... 222 00:12:44,755 --> 00:12:46,675 Anyways, if... you know. 223 00:12:48,035 --> 00:12:49,435 Have you always made music? 224 00:12:50,955 --> 00:12:52,715 Yeah, yeah. It's, uh... 225 00:12:54,355 --> 00:12:56,155 It's like you said, like, I need it, you know. 226 00:12:58,195 --> 00:12:59,195 It's cool. 227 00:12:59,795 --> 00:13:00,795 Yeah, yeah. 228 00:13:02,195 --> 00:13:03,955 Wait don't move, don't move your nose. 229 00:13:05,715 --> 00:13:07,515 You want... don't want me to move my nose? 230 00:13:07,595 --> 00:13:09,075 Just stop your nostrils 231 00:13:09,955 --> 00:13:10,995 from going wild. 232 00:13:12,915 --> 00:13:14,115 - I'm dying. - Okay, I got it. 233 00:13:17,715 --> 00:13:18,715 You know, 234 00:13:20,155 --> 00:13:22,635 If I had my way, I'd build myself a house. 235 00:13:23,715 --> 00:13:24,715 Yeah, you should do it. 236 00:13:25,195 --> 00:13:26,275 - Right? - Yeah. 237 00:13:26,475 --> 00:13:28,195 With my bare hands, just like, 238 00:13:28,635 --> 00:13:30,315 go and get some wood, 239 00:13:30,715 --> 00:13:33,235 get some tools, and build myself a house. 240 00:13:33,315 --> 00:13:34,315 Why not? 241 00:13:34,395 --> 00:13:36,035 You should do that. What's stopping you? 242 00:13:36,315 --> 00:13:37,315 You wanna help? 243 00:13:37,395 --> 00:13:38,395 You wanna know something? 244 00:13:38,475 --> 00:13:39,515 I already built my own little house. 245 00:13:39,715 --> 00:13:40,715 - What? - Yeah. 246 00:13:41,595 --> 00:13:42,995 - Yeah, man. - Where is it? 247 00:13:43,075 --> 00:13:44,475 - Wanna see it? - Yes. 248 00:13:44,555 --> 00:13:45,555 Let's go! 249 00:13:49,875 --> 00:13:50,875 Be quiet. 250 00:13:56,115 --> 00:13:57,595 Watch, watch this step there. 251 00:14:00,315 --> 00:14:02,275 Oh my god! 252 00:14:02,595 --> 00:14:03,595 I know, right? 253 00:14:03,955 --> 00:14:05,435 You built that with your bare hands? 254 00:14:05,515 --> 00:14:07,155 When we moved here, there was all this wood here 255 00:14:07,235 --> 00:14:08,515 and I salvaged most of this, 256 00:14:08,595 --> 00:14:10,875 the door was here, all this stained glass. 257 00:14:12,395 --> 00:14:13,955 Oh, my... 258 00:14:15,435 --> 00:14:16,515 ...god. 259 00:14:16,675 --> 00:14:18,395 I'm so glad you like it. 260 00:14:18,955 --> 00:14:20,675 - Can you play something? - Yeah, sure. 261 00:14:21,035 --> 00:14:22,035 Oh my god, yes. 262 00:14:22,315 --> 00:14:25,195 See, I got my hammock right there, little seat... 263 00:14:25,275 --> 00:14:27,875 This is a bed that can pull down if I'm just like, 264 00:14:27,955 --> 00:14:29,275 if I need to take a nap or whatever. 265 00:14:29,355 --> 00:14:30,795 I sleep out here sometimes. 266 00:14:30,875 --> 00:14:32,515 I ran this cable from the house. 267 00:14:32,595 --> 00:14:34,035 What are you? A genius? 268 00:14:35,395 --> 00:14:37,755 You're literally set, you never have to go inside again. 269 00:14:37,875 --> 00:14:39,755 Oh shit... Actually, what time... 270 00:14:39,835 --> 00:14:40,835 We have some, uh... 271 00:14:41,475 --> 00:14:42,915 neighbor issues sometimes. 272 00:14:42,995 --> 00:14:44,355 - I can just play unplugged. - Wait, no, no, no. 273 00:14:44,435 --> 00:14:45,435 I have an idea. 274 00:14:45,835 --> 00:14:47,115 I got an idea, let me just take this. 275 00:14:48,995 --> 00:14:50,075 You, shut this. 276 00:14:50,355 --> 00:14:51,355 Nice. 277 00:15:06,755 --> 00:15:08,595 - How's it sound? - Beautiful! 278 00:15:34,755 --> 00:15:36,395 - Please, keep going. - Hi, love. 279 00:15:37,475 --> 00:15:39,995 I'm in the garden, where are you? 280 00:15:41,915 --> 00:15:43,275 No, I'm just in the shed. 281 00:15:44,155 --> 00:15:45,795 I'm in the shed, 282 00:15:45,875 --> 00:15:48,155 and then Lillian is just outside of the shed. 283 00:15:49,915 --> 00:15:50,915 I can't see you. 284 00:15:50,995 --> 00:15:53,075 I'm just... we're just rocking out, you know. 285 00:15:54,555 --> 00:15:56,155 You wanna come down and join us? 286 00:15:57,315 --> 00:15:58,315 Why not? 287 00:15:59,115 --> 00:16:00,355 How am I talking? 288 00:16:04,515 --> 00:16:05,915 Look, I'm gonna come... No, no, no! 289 00:16:06,275 --> 00:16:08,275 I'm gonna come, I'm gonna get your tea right... 290 00:16:08,355 --> 00:16:09,715 No! Please, please don't do that! 291 00:16:09,795 --> 00:16:11,235 Just give me one second. 292 00:16:11,355 --> 00:16:13,355 Could you just get the candle 293 00:16:13,435 --> 00:16:14,435 and just turn off the amplifier? 294 00:16:15,355 --> 00:16:17,075 I'm talking to you now. 295 00:16:17,275 --> 00:16:18,275 What do you mean? 296 00:16:18,715 --> 00:16:20,035 Just... can you just... 297 00:16:20,395 --> 00:16:21,395 Listen, this poor girl. 298 00:16:21,475 --> 00:16:22,675 She just broke up with her boyfriend. 299 00:16:28,115 --> 00:16:29,715 I don't know what to say to that. 300 00:16:29,795 --> 00:16:32,395 That's not... Okay, well, I wish you wouldn't. 301 00:16:32,515 --> 00:16:33,515 I wish you wouldn't. 302 00:16:52,115 --> 00:16:53,275 - Good night. - Yeah, see you. 303 00:17:05,075 --> 00:17:07,275 Bonjour papa! 304 00:17:07,595 --> 00:17:09,195 Or is it bonsoir? 305 00:17:09,795 --> 00:17:11,835 God, it's so cool you're in Paris! 306 00:17:11,915 --> 00:17:13,595 That's amazing. I wish I was there. 307 00:17:13,675 --> 00:17:15,075 Please, please take photos. 308 00:17:16,435 --> 00:17:19,755 I'm here, I'm home, Nate's place, he's at work. 309 00:17:19,835 --> 00:17:22,555 God, Nate's place, has such a nice ring to it. 310 00:17:23,155 --> 00:17:24,635 Maybe I should open up a restaurant 311 00:17:24,715 --> 00:17:26,875 and call it Nate's place, serve comfort food. 312 00:17:27,835 --> 00:17:30,235 I don't know how to cook though, can't really do that, 313 00:17:30,315 --> 00:17:31,395 I can't really clean. 314 00:17:31,475 --> 00:17:33,755 What's that thing, the person in the front called? 315 00:17:33,835 --> 00:17:35,755 Maître.. maître d', right, what do they do? 316 00:17:36,115 --> 00:17:37,515 I can do that. Anyway, 317 00:17:37,875 --> 00:17:40,315 please come home soon, wherever that is. 318 00:17:44,315 --> 00:17:45,915 Dad, where are you? 319 00:17:46,275 --> 00:17:47,395 Come on! You were the one 320 00:17:47,475 --> 00:17:49,035 who told us to record these stupid messages. 321 00:17:49,115 --> 00:17:52,395 You never get back to me, please, just give me something. 322 00:17:52,675 --> 00:17:53,675 I.. 323 00:17:54,515 --> 00:17:56,315 Things suck here, Dad. 324 00:17:57,875 --> 00:17:59,275 Fucking baby. 325 00:18:08,595 --> 00:18:09,595 What! 326 00:18:35,835 --> 00:18:37,275 Well, she needed some help. 327 00:18:38,435 --> 00:18:39,835 We all need some help. 328 00:18:39,915 --> 00:18:40,915 well you know what, no, you think I like... 329 00:18:41,075 --> 00:18:43,875 I'm finding it quite strange you need... 330 00:18:45,355 --> 00:18:46,795 ...reassurance, or something. Am I not enough? 331 00:18:47,035 --> 00:18:49,675 You are enough for me, you're more than enough, 332 00:18:49,755 --> 00:18:52,715 but lately you've retreated completely inside yourself... 333 00:18:52,795 --> 00:18:54,835 I'm sorry. I wonder why... 334 00:18:54,915 --> 00:18:56,595 - We are social animals... - Yeah, you are... 335 00:18:56,675 --> 00:18:58,595 Hey, Dad. It's me again. 336 00:18:59,435 --> 00:19:01,355 Julie and Don are really fighting. 337 00:19:01,435 --> 00:19:02,475 Can you hear it? 338 00:19:02,555 --> 00:19:04,395 ...it fucking turns my stomach, that's all. 339 00:19:07,235 --> 00:19:08,675 Shit, I can hear footsteps. 340 00:19:08,755 --> 00:19:10,675 Oh my God, it's like the beginning of a horror movie. 341 00:19:13,755 --> 00:19:15,235 I actually got really freaked out. 342 00:19:17,755 --> 00:19:18,755 Oh my God. 343 00:19:20,315 --> 00:19:21,995 I think I just heard the front door slam. 344 00:19:22,595 --> 00:19:24,795 Oh my God, please, please, let it be her. 345 00:19:24,875 --> 00:19:25,875 Please let it be her. 346 00:19:30,755 --> 00:19:31,755 I'm fine. 347 00:19:32,035 --> 00:19:33,035 I love you. 348 00:19:33,315 --> 00:19:34,315 Bye. 349 00:19:36,115 --> 00:19:39,275 I had a sense reading her work that she was a perfectionist. 350 00:19:39,355 --> 00:19:41,515 I mean she must have had a mother that, you know, 351 00:19:41,595 --> 00:19:44,075 looked at her askance at every moment, you know. 352 00:19:44,155 --> 00:19:47,115 And so, Julia probably channeled this perfectionism 353 00:19:47,195 --> 00:19:50,275 into her writing, and I'm a bit of a perfectionist myself, 354 00:19:50,355 --> 00:19:54,635 so her sentences reflect the discipline of her spirit and... 355 00:19:54,915 --> 00:19:57,115 You know, a great artist though, is disciplined. 356 00:19:57,195 --> 00:19:58,195 That's what some people think. 357 00:19:58,275 --> 00:19:59,275 "Oh, I'm just going to write a book" 358 00:19:59,355 --> 00:20:02,115 No, it requires discipline and solitude and being alone. 359 00:20:02,475 --> 00:20:04,435 and when you read someone's book, you're.. 360 00:20:04,515 --> 00:20:06,155 you're having a glimpse into their solitude. 361 00:20:06,235 --> 00:20:08,675 I didn't come up with that, that was Paul Auster. 362 00:20:08,755 --> 00:20:11,155 He had a wonderful early essay collection. 363 00:20:11,235 --> 00:20:14,355 Or two essays called "The Invention of Solitude". 364 00:21:35,475 --> 00:21:36,475 Fuck. 365 00:22:03,355 --> 00:22:04,355 Are you hungry? 366 00:22:05,075 --> 00:22:06,075 Don? 367 00:22:06,435 --> 00:22:07,435 So, it... 368 00:22:07,675 --> 00:22:09,035 I didn't get to the end of your message 369 00:22:09,115 --> 00:22:11,235 because it cut out after "entitled oaf". 370 00:22:13,955 --> 00:22:14,995 Julia? 371 00:22:15,075 --> 00:22:16,715 I was just going back. 372 00:22:16,795 --> 00:22:17,795 Who is that? 373 00:22:21,435 --> 00:22:23,115 Just the entitled oaf. 374 00:22:23,275 --> 00:22:25,195 I see you've made yourself right at home. 375 00:22:26,355 --> 00:22:27,995 Yeah, likewise. 376 00:22:28,995 --> 00:22:30,355 Unless you live here too? 377 00:22:30,835 --> 00:22:32,315 I look after Buddy. 378 00:22:33,155 --> 00:22:34,475 It smells really good. 379 00:22:34,915 --> 00:22:35,955 Thanks. 380 00:22:37,155 --> 00:22:39,035 Alright Bud, come on. 381 00:22:39,315 --> 00:22:40,515 That's for the dog? 382 00:22:40,755 --> 00:22:41,755 Yeah. 383 00:22:42,035 --> 00:22:45,155 Wow. That's a lot of trouble to go through for a dog. 384 00:22:45,795 --> 00:22:46,795 Oh. 385 00:22:46,875 --> 00:22:49,395 You hear that, Buddy? I'm wasting my time. 386 00:22:49,995 --> 00:22:50,995 Is there any left? 387 00:22:51,555 --> 00:22:52,555 Seriously? 388 00:22:54,635 --> 00:22:55,915 Obviously not. 389 00:22:57,315 --> 00:22:59,035 Eat up, Bud. We gotta get to the park. 390 00:22:59,555 --> 00:23:01,635 Yeah, I got a business call. 391 00:23:02,155 --> 00:23:03,515 I'm just gonna find his leash. 392 00:23:23,955 --> 00:23:24,955 - Dad! - Hey, baby girl. 393 00:23:25,035 --> 00:23:26,755 - Bonjour! - Hi. 394 00:23:26,875 --> 00:23:29,075 - How ya doing? - So, I was thinking... 395 00:23:29,395 --> 00:23:31,155 I don't really care what neighborhood we move to, 396 00:23:31,235 --> 00:23:32,835 but I get first choice of the bedroom right? 397 00:23:32,915 --> 00:23:34,795 Well, listen baby. I can't talk right now 398 00:23:34,875 --> 00:23:37,315 I'm so sorry to put this off, but Celeste is sick again... 399 00:23:37,395 --> 00:23:39,155 - She ate something... - Oh, man. 400 00:23:39,835 --> 00:23:41,795 She's been vomiting all night. It's awful. 401 00:23:41,875 --> 00:23:43,115 We're waiting for a doctor right now. 402 00:23:43,195 --> 00:23:44,275 Don's gone. 403 00:23:44,555 --> 00:23:46,355 Yes! I can't wait to hear his music. 404 00:23:46,635 --> 00:23:48,595 It's just me and her in the house now. 405 00:23:49,235 --> 00:23:50,755 - You're coming home soon, right? - So soon. 406 00:23:50,835 --> 00:23:52,635 Lil, listen, I'm coming so soon. 407 00:23:52,715 --> 00:23:54,075 Oh shit, is that the doctor? 408 00:23:54,155 --> 00:23:55,835 - Bonjour monsieur. - Hold on one second, baby. 409 00:23:55,915 --> 00:23:56,915 Yeah, bonjour, come in. 410 00:23:56,995 --> 00:23:58,675 Oui, my fiancée. 411 00:23:59,515 --> 00:24:00,875 Okay, listen I've got to go. 412 00:24:00,955 --> 00:24:01,955 Are you good for money? 413 00:24:02,035 --> 00:24:03,715 Do you need me to put some money into your account? 414 00:24:03,795 --> 00:24:05,195 Yeah, thank you, just for... 415 00:24:05,395 --> 00:24:06,915 Okay, alright. I love you. I've got to go. 416 00:24:06,995 --> 00:24:08,195 - Bye, bye. - Wait, fiancée? 417 00:24:22,675 --> 00:24:23,995 What the fuck! 418 00:24:24,595 --> 00:24:27,235 I'm not sure if amid the merriment, marijuana, 419 00:24:27,315 --> 00:24:28,835 and mediocre drawing last night, 420 00:24:28,915 --> 00:24:31,075 my husband set out the ground rules. 421 00:24:31,475 --> 00:24:33,315 Well he's gone now, so I will. 422 00:24:34,035 --> 00:24:35,675 In lieu of rent, dinner. 423 00:24:36,235 --> 00:24:37,875 I'm not fussy, whatever you're having. 424 00:24:38,555 --> 00:24:40,315 Please water the plants when needed 425 00:24:40,395 --> 00:24:41,715 and take out the recycling, 426 00:24:41,795 --> 00:24:43,355 it's on a Tuesday. 427 00:24:51,755 --> 00:24:53,875 Is writing in my private journal 428 00:24:53,955 --> 00:24:55,595 part of the ground rules too? 429 00:24:57,395 --> 00:25:00,235 My father will be coming back from Paris any day, so, 430 00:25:00,395 --> 00:25:02,195 so I'll do the recycling this time, 431 00:25:02,275 --> 00:25:04,675 but will be out of your hair by next Tuesday. 432 00:25:07,715 --> 00:25:11,915 The entitled oaf. 433 00:25:43,395 --> 00:25:45,355 When needed. 434 00:25:45,755 --> 00:25:47,235 What the hell does that mean? 435 00:25:47,435 --> 00:25:48,595 Hey plants. 436 00:25:49,955 --> 00:25:51,635 Feel like you need some water? 437 00:25:55,835 --> 00:25:58,195 I know you like me breathing on you though right? 438 00:25:59,995 --> 00:26:01,715 Does she do that, huh? 439 00:26:03,835 --> 00:26:06,435 Alright guys, need water, don't need water? 440 00:26:06,515 --> 00:26:07,515 Come on speak up. 441 00:26:10,155 --> 00:26:13,315 Oh, and tell Miss Havisham that I'm on it. 442 00:26:14,035 --> 00:26:15,035 Okay. 443 00:26:32,835 --> 00:26:34,475 Dressing gowns are too hard to draw. 444 00:26:34,715 --> 00:26:36,755 There's a towel for you in the cupboard. 445 00:26:37,115 --> 00:26:39,515 Presuming you brought your own underwear, 446 00:26:39,875 --> 00:26:42,035 from one Miss Havisham to another. 447 00:26:51,755 --> 00:26:53,475 Met your dog walker. 448 00:26:54,475 --> 00:26:56,795 I'm about to make your dinner, 449 00:26:57,275 --> 00:26:59,115 was it wrong to presume you had someone 450 00:26:59,195 --> 00:27:00,795 to buy you toothbrushes? 451 00:27:09,755 --> 00:27:12,515 Ugh, what's up with that mask? 452 00:27:12,715 --> 00:27:15,475 You should fire your interior decorator. 453 00:27:17,355 --> 00:27:19,355 Oh, and good to know we have 454 00:27:19,435 --> 00:27:22,275 "Great Expectations" for one another. 455 00:27:33,435 --> 00:27:34,435 Come on, Bud. 456 00:27:35,515 --> 00:27:36,515 Hey. 457 00:27:37,955 --> 00:27:40,395 Oh, that really takes me back. 458 00:27:41,755 --> 00:27:43,915 What... is on the salad? 459 00:27:44,195 --> 00:27:45,275 It's for Julia. 460 00:27:48,195 --> 00:27:49,875 She said she wasn't fussy. 461 00:27:50,875 --> 00:27:51,875 I mean... 462 00:27:53,075 --> 00:27:55,155 No one over 11 would eat this. 463 00:27:55,355 --> 00:27:56,355 I would. 464 00:27:56,435 --> 00:27:58,035 Yeah, well, you're high. 465 00:27:59,155 --> 00:28:00,355 You're high. 466 00:28:02,075 --> 00:28:03,075 No, I'm not. 467 00:28:05,235 --> 00:28:06,235 Is that mayonnaise? 468 00:28:06,315 --> 00:28:08,155 Did you just put mayonnaise on there? 469 00:28:08,235 --> 00:28:09,395 Can you hop off? 470 00:28:09,475 --> 00:28:11,075 It does look like mayonnaise, it looks exa... 471 00:28:11,155 --> 00:28:12,155 Well then, it is mayonnaise. 472 00:28:12,835 --> 00:28:14,395 Can you just scrape the mayonnaise off? 473 00:28:14,475 --> 00:28:16,755 Can you really scrape your attitude off? 474 00:28:18,515 --> 00:28:20,715 Okay, will you at least bring it up to her? 475 00:28:20,835 --> 00:28:22,475 She's been eating in her room lately. 476 00:28:23,035 --> 00:28:24,195 And seriously, 477 00:28:24,715 --> 00:28:26,235 just bring the macaroni and cheese. 478 00:28:26,315 --> 00:28:27,595 Don't bring the... the salad. 479 00:28:27,675 --> 00:28:28,675 Come on Buddy. 480 00:28:51,795 --> 00:28:52,795 Shit. 481 00:28:52,915 --> 00:28:56,755 Uh your... your dinner is out here on the floor. 482 00:29:01,315 --> 00:29:02,315 Okay, bye. 483 00:29:43,875 --> 00:29:45,235 The mask is gristly, 484 00:29:46,075 --> 00:29:49,035 as was your cooking. I take it back, I am fussy. 485 00:29:50,115 --> 00:29:51,155 It's Don's. 486 00:29:51,795 --> 00:29:52,995 Let's hope it stops you 487 00:29:53,075 --> 00:29:55,155 from getting too comfortable in your womb. 488 00:29:55,875 --> 00:29:58,275 I will not be carrying you to term. 489 00:30:00,875 --> 00:30:03,235 Venture out young oaf. 490 00:30:03,715 --> 00:30:05,835 Fortune favors the brave. 491 00:31:10,435 --> 00:31:12,115 Hey, is everything okay? 492 00:31:13,275 --> 00:31:14,355 Yeah, fine. 493 00:31:14,995 --> 00:31:15,995 Why are you up so early? 494 00:31:17,235 --> 00:31:18,555 Why aren't you? 495 00:31:19,555 --> 00:31:20,555 I got the day off. 496 00:31:21,035 --> 00:31:22,075 Huh, lucky you. 497 00:31:22,915 --> 00:31:25,875 I gotta get going, I'm just making sure you weren't dead. 498 00:31:26,515 --> 00:31:28,195 - What? - Your recycling. 499 00:31:29,355 --> 00:31:30,475 Figured somebody must have broke in and killed you 500 00:31:30,995 --> 00:31:33,955 before you had the chance to take it out. 501 00:31:34,235 --> 00:31:36,235 No I... I just overslept. 502 00:31:36,835 --> 00:31:37,835 Nate? 503 00:31:39,315 --> 00:31:40,315 Is that you? 504 00:31:43,435 --> 00:31:45,035 Cool, alright. Well, see ya. 505 00:32:58,355 --> 00:32:59,355 Hey. 506 00:33:00,395 --> 00:33:01,395 Hey, Buddy. 507 00:33:03,275 --> 00:33:05,155 How was the conference call? 508 00:33:05,875 --> 00:33:06,915 Uh... 509 00:33:07,195 --> 00:33:08,235 It got canceled. 510 00:33:11,635 --> 00:33:12,635 It was with my dad. 511 00:33:16,635 --> 00:33:17,635 Buddy? 512 00:33:23,475 --> 00:33:24,475 Do you ever like, not 513 00:33:25,315 --> 00:33:26,315 pick up his shit? 514 00:33:27,075 --> 00:33:28,075 No. 515 00:33:29,635 --> 00:33:30,915 People would understand if it was like soupy though, right? 516 00:33:31,555 --> 00:33:33,075 it was like soupy though, right? 517 00:33:33,155 --> 00:33:35,475 Like, how do you even... pick that up? 518 00:33:35,555 --> 00:33:36,555 Soupy? 519 00:33:38,355 --> 00:33:40,075 Just trying to show some interest. 520 00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:41,715 Well, you don't need to. 521 00:33:59,715 --> 00:34:00,715 Lillian... 522 00:34:03,755 --> 00:34:04,755 What's up? 523 00:34:05,395 --> 00:34:06,795 - Um... - Hi. 524 00:34:11,475 --> 00:34:13,275 Um, I'm Laura. It's nice to meet you. 525 00:34:14,675 --> 00:34:16,795 No, it's formal, it's too formal. Um... 526 00:34:18,195 --> 00:34:19,595 God, this is awkward. 527 00:34:19,955 --> 00:34:21,355 Sorry, who are you? 528 00:34:21,755 --> 00:34:23,515 Oh, I work with Nate. 529 00:34:23,995 --> 00:34:26,515 We're not in the same department, but I'm in factual. 530 00:34:26,715 --> 00:34:27,795 Documentaries mostly. 531 00:34:28,435 --> 00:34:30,995 You made the thing about Women's Militia in Syria. 532 00:34:31,075 --> 00:34:32,315 Yeah, you saw it? 533 00:34:35,595 --> 00:34:36,595 Nate showed me. 534 00:34:37,715 --> 00:34:39,715 He told me that you also went to film school. 535 00:34:40,155 --> 00:34:41,475 - Yeah. - Awesome. 536 00:34:41,595 --> 00:34:42,595 You working on anything? 537 00:34:42,995 --> 00:34:44,395 Sorry, is that an obnoxious question? 538 00:34:44,555 --> 00:34:45,875 I don't. I'm just curious. 539 00:34:46,035 --> 00:34:47,955 Uh, yeah. I got something. 540 00:34:48,155 --> 00:34:49,595 It's early days, 541 00:34:49,675 --> 00:34:52,235 you know, not quite Syria, but yeah. 542 00:34:57,235 --> 00:35:00,635 You guys know Julia Price, right? 543 00:35:01,555 --> 00:35:02,595 The writer? 544 00:35:03,035 --> 00:35:05,195 Kind of obsessed with her. Tried to interview her 545 00:35:05,275 --> 00:35:06,315 but she said she didn't do that. 546 00:35:07,275 --> 00:35:08,995 She's just like you and me, really. 547 00:35:09,235 --> 00:35:11,395 - Intelligent women, who... - Yeah. 548 00:35:11,795 --> 00:35:13,355 - What? - No, no, no, sorry. 549 00:35:13,715 --> 00:35:15,515 I interrupted you. You were saying? 550 00:35:16,675 --> 00:35:19,075 Right well, we're collaborating. 551 00:35:19,715 --> 00:35:20,715 On what? 552 00:35:21,195 --> 00:35:22,515 I'm making a film about her. 553 00:35:23,475 --> 00:35:24,915 Are you serious? 554 00:35:25,475 --> 00:35:27,155 How did you get her to do that? 555 00:35:27,395 --> 00:35:28,795 Well, I have to live with her. 556 00:35:29,595 --> 00:35:30,875 God, I haven't even heard her speak. 557 00:35:30,955 --> 00:35:31,955 She's pretty private though, right? 558 00:35:32,155 --> 00:35:33,435 She is. Yeah. 559 00:35:35,315 --> 00:35:38,195 And I should probably get back to her, she... 560 00:35:38,995 --> 00:35:39,995 needs her milk. 561 00:35:40,155 --> 00:35:42,875 It was really nice to meet you. You seem really cool. 562 00:35:46,275 --> 00:35:47,315 What? 563 00:35:48,635 --> 00:35:49,635 Nothing. 564 00:36:02,515 --> 00:36:03,515 Hey, Julia. 565 00:36:04,875 --> 00:36:07,835 Would you be okay with me making a documentary about you? 566 00:36:07,915 --> 00:36:10,515 I know I haven't read any of your work, and 567 00:36:10,755 --> 00:36:12,395 and I've never sat through a whole documentary, 568 00:36:12,475 --> 00:36:13,915 but you said I should be brave. 569 00:36:17,395 --> 00:36:20,875 Okay, full disclosure. I just bumped into my ex, and, 570 00:36:20,955 --> 00:36:23,115 and he's already found somebody new. Dick! 571 00:36:23,195 --> 00:36:24,755 There's definitely an overlap. 572 00:36:26,635 --> 00:36:28,635 Anyway, she's a film maker. 573 00:36:28,795 --> 00:36:30,395 Makes films about... 574 00:36:30,795 --> 00:36:31,875 things that matter, 575 00:36:31,955 --> 00:36:35,395 and who's nice and beautiful. 576 00:36:35,475 --> 00:36:36,475 Fuck. 577 00:36:38,555 --> 00:36:41,235 Please help the lazy entitled oaf. 578 00:36:42,515 --> 00:36:43,515 Please. 579 00:37:03,195 --> 00:37:06,555 Flowers and a tray buddy, check it out. 580 00:37:06,875 --> 00:37:07,915 This is for Julia. 581 00:37:08,835 --> 00:37:09,835 It's my job. 582 00:37:10,235 --> 00:37:11,235 She's my boss, remember. 583 00:37:11,315 --> 00:37:12,755 Well, I'm worried you might poison her. 584 00:37:14,355 --> 00:37:15,355 Can I take it up? 585 00:37:17,515 --> 00:37:18,515 Sure. 586 00:37:19,635 --> 00:37:21,035 Cool. Thanks. 587 00:37:21,115 --> 00:37:22,115 Yeah. 588 00:37:22,395 --> 00:37:23,915 Mmm, fancy. 589 00:37:34,515 --> 00:37:35,595 It's Lilian. 590 00:37:36,115 --> 00:37:37,155 I have your lunch. 591 00:37:39,315 --> 00:37:41,355 A little bit of an improvement, I think. 592 00:37:44,995 --> 00:37:46,555 Alright, I'm just gonna leave it outside. 593 00:38:03,995 --> 00:38:05,275 Oh, come on! 594 00:38:13,715 --> 00:38:14,715 Ugh. 595 00:38:28,155 --> 00:38:29,155 Camera. 596 00:38:30,795 --> 00:38:32,395 Camera people, camera... 597 00:38:32,635 --> 00:38:34,155 Camera men. 598 00:38:34,675 --> 00:38:35,715 Here we go. 599 00:38:39,995 --> 00:38:41,635 Brooklyn, New York. 600 00:38:46,675 --> 00:38:47,675 Hm. 601 00:38:50,875 --> 00:38:51,875 Hi! 602 00:38:52,155 --> 00:38:53,155 Hi. 603 00:38:53,235 --> 00:38:55,275 I've never met someone named Lillian before. 604 00:38:55,355 --> 00:38:56,355 I'm actually realizing right now, 605 00:38:56,435 --> 00:38:57,835 I've never said the name Lillian, 606 00:38:57,915 --> 00:39:00,395 so that's huge for me, thank you so much. 607 00:39:00,555 --> 00:39:03,115 I got us these, here you go. 608 00:39:03,515 --> 00:39:06,475 Oh my God, I'm so excited about your film, girl! 609 00:39:06,755 --> 00:39:09,155 Is it good, do you like it, what are you thinking? 610 00:39:09,235 --> 00:39:10,435 So, what I was thinking was, 611 00:39:10,515 --> 00:39:12,395 we put the camera on the face. 612 00:39:12,755 --> 00:39:13,755 - Yeah - And... 613 00:39:13,835 --> 00:39:15,075 When they say something important, 614 00:39:15,155 --> 00:39:18,835 or really, something interesting, we push in. 615 00:39:19,435 --> 00:39:20,755 I don't know what you mean. 616 00:39:20,915 --> 00:39:23,035 Well, basically what I'm trying to do is 617 00:39:23,155 --> 00:39:25,795 get a sense of how other people see her, 618 00:39:26,235 --> 00:39:28,435 and then bam, you see her. 619 00:39:28,515 --> 00:39:29,755 Yeah, yeah, yeah, awesome. And... 620 00:39:29,835 --> 00:39:32,955 and maybe we could use like, an older, softer lens, 621 00:39:33,035 --> 00:39:35,275 you know to, to take away some of the Christmas... 622 00:39:35,355 --> 00:39:37,395 The crispness. 623 00:39:37,475 --> 00:39:38,675 Sure, yeah. 624 00:39:38,755 --> 00:39:41,475 Make it a bit softer and hazier, you know, 625 00:39:41,555 --> 00:39:42,635 if that's what you're into. 626 00:39:42,715 --> 00:39:44,115 Lill... an. 627 00:39:44,195 --> 00:39:45,715 Lill... Lill... Lill... ann... 628 00:39:45,795 --> 00:39:46,795 Just Lillian. 629 00:39:47,035 --> 00:39:49,235 Just nickname-wise, it's 'Lil' right, because "Ann"... 630 00:39:49,835 --> 00:39:51,315 Ann is such a sad girl name. 631 00:39:51,435 --> 00:39:53,075 I got a ton of lenses. 632 00:39:53,155 --> 00:39:56,475 I've got like a Canon K35, you know? 633 00:39:56,555 --> 00:39:57,555 - Yeah. - It's, you know, 634 00:39:57,715 --> 00:39:59,795 very flattering on the human face. 635 00:40:00,075 --> 00:40:02,755 Hoo, your profile pic does not do you justice. 636 00:40:03,395 --> 00:40:05,035 You are really beautiful. 637 00:40:05,155 --> 00:40:06,955 Can I get one beer for the lady, 638 00:40:07,035 --> 00:40:08,395 and can I get a cranberry juice for me? 639 00:40:09,035 --> 00:40:10,315 My name is Simon, 640 00:40:10,875 --> 00:40:13,195 but I actually just recently changed it to Sol. 641 00:40:13,355 --> 00:40:15,315 S-O-L. It's kind of good, right? 642 00:40:15,395 --> 00:40:16,835 - Yeah. - Right? I love it. 643 00:40:16,915 --> 00:40:18,955 It's like kind of athletic, kind of, you know, 644 00:40:19,035 --> 00:40:20,035 "Where's he from?" 645 00:40:20,155 --> 00:40:24,395 What about Bausch & Lomb Super Baltar lenses? Huh? 646 00:40:24,515 --> 00:40:26,075 - I like that one. - Yeah? 647 00:40:26,155 --> 00:40:29,435 I changed it online, actually, I just have to get my friends 648 00:40:29,515 --> 00:40:31,275 to commit to saying it now, which is 649 00:40:31,515 --> 00:40:35,315 kinda proving to be harder to do than I would have hoped for. 650 00:40:35,395 --> 00:40:37,275 I'm experiencing a lot of resistance 651 00:40:37,595 --> 00:40:39,635 and it's kind of like, getting in, in a weird way. 652 00:40:39,955 --> 00:40:40,995 It's kinda been eating away at me, 653 00:40:41,075 --> 00:40:43,635 it's making me think, like, am I choosing the right name? 654 00:40:43,715 --> 00:40:44,955 You know, I don't know, it's good right? 655 00:40:45,035 --> 00:40:46,315 - Yeah. - It's good. 656 00:40:46,395 --> 00:40:47,395 Yeah. 657 00:40:47,475 --> 00:40:48,715 Is it though? I love it. 658 00:40:48,795 --> 00:40:49,795 Sol. 659 00:40:49,875 --> 00:40:51,115 Can I get you another drink? 660 00:40:51,715 --> 00:40:53,395 - No. - Okay. 661 00:40:53,715 --> 00:40:58,115 So I have a whole box of lenses. I don't know if they're lenses, 662 00:40:58,195 --> 00:40:59,955 or if they're ends, but I think it's both. 663 00:41:00,035 --> 00:41:01,715 It came with the camera, so, like, we're fine. 664 00:41:01,875 --> 00:41:02,875 Or like... 665 00:41:03,355 --> 00:41:05,515 maybe, I don't know, like, a KOWA? 666 00:41:05,595 --> 00:41:07,875 - Or, a Hawk, anamorphic. - That sounds awesome. 667 00:41:07,955 --> 00:41:09,235 - Yeah, right? - We can probably use all that. 668 00:41:09,315 --> 00:41:11,035 Oh my God, this is so great. 669 00:41:11,155 --> 00:41:12,595 Have you read any of her books yet? 670 00:41:12,795 --> 00:41:14,195 - No. - That's better. 671 00:41:14,395 --> 00:41:17,035 I think that's really, really smart. I do. 672 00:41:17,115 --> 00:41:18,555 I think out of respect to her, 673 00:41:18,835 --> 00:41:20,595 you might want to be a little more prepared. 674 00:41:22,115 --> 00:41:23,515 That's intentional. 675 00:41:23,995 --> 00:41:24,995 Oh, is it? 676 00:41:25,075 --> 00:41:26,195 That's how I work. 677 00:41:26,475 --> 00:41:27,475 My dad got us a sound stage... 678 00:41:27,995 --> 00:41:28,995 Okay. 679 00:41:29,275 --> 00:41:30,275 ...because he feels guilty. 680 00:41:30,715 --> 00:41:32,275 He abandoned me, or whatever... 681 00:41:32,355 --> 00:41:34,475 - Okay, no. Let's keep it happy. - ...for his fiancée. 682 00:41:34,555 --> 00:41:35,555 Let's keep it happy. 683 00:41:35,635 --> 00:41:38,155 So, how long have you been working on documentaries? 684 00:41:39,955 --> 00:41:42,235 I don't have much interest in documentaries. 685 00:41:42,675 --> 00:41:46,155 I have more of an interest... in you. 686 00:41:47,875 --> 00:41:48,875 Am I hired or what? 687 00:41:49,195 --> 00:41:51,955 Of course, you got it. You're hired! 688 00:41:52,235 --> 00:41:53,235 Cheers. 689 00:41:53,835 --> 00:41:54,835 Okay, one, two, three! 690 00:41:56,115 --> 00:41:57,715 - This is good. - This is good. 691 00:41:57,795 --> 00:41:58,795 Yeah. 692 00:41:58,955 --> 00:42:00,435 We start tomorrow. 693 00:42:17,795 --> 00:42:18,795 Lillian. 694 00:42:35,275 --> 00:42:36,275 Hey. 695 00:42:37,435 --> 00:42:38,435 You're up. 696 00:42:39,915 --> 00:42:40,915 Morning. 697 00:42:41,555 --> 00:42:42,555 Good morning. 698 00:42:43,315 --> 00:42:44,315 You look beautiful. 699 00:42:49,875 --> 00:42:51,515 Would you like to take a shower together? 700 00:42:52,835 --> 00:42:55,035 I think I only have one towel. 701 00:42:56,075 --> 00:42:57,635 Well, I'll just wait for you here. 702 00:43:01,195 --> 00:43:03,595 - I've just got stuff to do. - Yeah, well. 703 00:43:03,955 --> 00:43:05,355 Yeah, well, I've got to be going anyway, so... 704 00:43:05,795 --> 00:43:06,795 Okay. 705 00:43:07,075 --> 00:43:09,515 My day's super full. 706 00:43:09,595 --> 00:43:10,595 I was actually gonna head out, 707 00:43:11,435 --> 00:43:12,435 you know, I just didn't want to... 708 00:43:14,875 --> 00:43:16,475 - Those are mine. - Yep, these are your jeans. 709 00:43:19,595 --> 00:43:20,595 It's fine. 710 00:43:20,915 --> 00:43:22,355 Can you just be quiet on your way out? 711 00:43:22,635 --> 00:43:24,275 Yeah, yeah. Well... 712 00:43:24,755 --> 00:43:25,955 If you ever... 713 00:43:41,675 --> 00:43:42,675 Why the rip? 714 00:43:42,995 --> 00:43:43,995 The edit? 715 00:43:44,395 --> 00:43:46,195 There are no mistakes in here surely? 716 00:43:47,035 --> 00:43:48,235 Thank you for my lunch. 717 00:43:48,395 --> 00:43:50,315 Delicious. Surprising. 718 00:43:50,955 --> 00:43:52,235 As were the flowers, 719 00:43:52,675 --> 00:43:53,675 thoughtful, 720 00:43:53,915 --> 00:43:54,915 cheering. 721 00:43:58,235 --> 00:43:59,275 I'm going to ask her. 722 00:43:59,675 --> 00:44:01,715 Feels weird doing it behind her back. 723 00:44:01,835 --> 00:44:03,395 Okay, she's going to be thrilled. 724 00:44:03,555 --> 00:44:05,155 We're going to get so many good people 725 00:44:05,235 --> 00:44:06,595 to say really nice things about her, 726 00:44:06,675 --> 00:44:07,955 it's going to be like her funeral 727 00:44:08,235 --> 00:44:10,755 but over and over again, and she'll be there. 728 00:44:12,035 --> 00:44:13,635 Yeah, that's not really the point. 729 00:44:13,715 --> 00:44:14,715 Good boy. 730 00:44:15,595 --> 00:44:16,595 Good boy! 731 00:44:18,115 --> 00:44:19,115 Hi. 732 00:44:19,195 --> 00:44:20,195 Hi. 733 00:44:21,435 --> 00:44:22,435 That looks nice. 734 00:44:23,035 --> 00:44:25,075 Think she'll venture down? 735 00:44:25,435 --> 00:44:26,595 You're starting to sound like Julia. 736 00:44:26,675 --> 00:44:28,915 I have to ask her something. 737 00:44:29,235 --> 00:44:31,315 Well, she's kind of based up in her room right now. 738 00:44:31,555 --> 00:44:32,795 Wait, wait. Is she OK? 739 00:44:33,435 --> 00:44:34,875 Does she need a pan? 740 00:44:34,995 --> 00:44:38,395 Oh, and are you guys turning her every few hours, 741 00:44:38,475 --> 00:44:39,675 because people can get bed sores. 742 00:44:39,755 --> 00:44:41,395 It's actually like, a huge misconception. 743 00:44:41,555 --> 00:44:42,995 - Who is this? - Sorry. 744 00:44:43,075 --> 00:44:44,075 This is Soul. 745 00:44:44,155 --> 00:44:45,155 Sol. 746 00:44:45,795 --> 00:44:47,395 - Sol? - Yes. 747 00:44:47,675 --> 00:44:48,675 Sol. 748 00:44:49,995 --> 00:44:51,715 Yeah, Lillian and I are making... 749 00:44:51,795 --> 00:44:53,515 Making breakfast together. 750 00:44:55,435 --> 00:44:56,995 So, what did you wanna ask her? 751 00:44:57,915 --> 00:44:59,475 Well... um... 752 00:45:00,475 --> 00:45:02,715 Are there any documentaries about Julia? 753 00:45:02,955 --> 00:45:05,475 Like we'd love to see one as her fans. 754 00:45:05,555 --> 00:45:06,555 Oh. 755 00:45:06,715 --> 00:45:07,875 - Oh, you're a fan. - Yeah. 756 00:45:07,955 --> 00:45:09,595 - Well, uh, great. - Yeah. 757 00:45:09,675 --> 00:45:11,795 Well I've told him all about her, and her novels. 758 00:45:13,195 --> 00:45:15,635 What's your favorite novel of hers? 759 00:45:16,755 --> 00:45:17,755 Okay, Dad. 760 00:45:19,755 --> 00:45:21,035 Nice to meet you, "Sol". 761 00:45:21,235 --> 00:45:22,395 Very nice to meet you too. 762 00:45:23,475 --> 00:45:24,635 I never got your name. 763 00:45:25,155 --> 00:45:26,555 It's George. 764 00:45:27,195 --> 00:45:28,195 George? 765 00:45:32,875 --> 00:45:34,435 She's gonna be so into it. 766 00:45:34,995 --> 00:45:36,715 And your dad's being very generous. 767 00:45:36,795 --> 00:45:38,435 Oh my God, look. 768 00:45:38,515 --> 00:45:39,515 That's Nate, my ex. 769 00:45:39,595 --> 00:45:41,755 Can you hold my hand. Just, please. 770 00:45:41,875 --> 00:45:42,875 Nate! 771 00:45:43,355 --> 00:45:44,355 Nate, my man. 772 00:45:44,755 --> 00:45:45,755 I got this. 773 00:45:46,715 --> 00:45:47,755 You're safe babe. Come on. 774 00:45:47,915 --> 00:45:48,955 - Stop. - Cross the street. 775 00:45:49,035 --> 00:45:50,035 Stop. 776 00:45:50,195 --> 00:45:51,195 - Hey, Nate. - Hey. 777 00:45:51,275 --> 00:45:52,795 So, this is Nate? What's up, bro. 778 00:45:53,115 --> 00:45:54,115 Alright. 779 00:45:54,195 --> 00:45:55,195 You are 780 00:45:55,275 --> 00:45:56,275 I'm Ool. 781 00:45:56,355 --> 00:45:57,515 - I'm Ool. - Ool? 782 00:45:57,635 --> 00:45:59,075 O-O-L. Yeah. 783 00:46:00,115 --> 00:46:02,995 You guys were together for a while right? Or what's... 784 00:46:03,115 --> 00:46:04,275 Yeah, yeah. 785 00:46:04,675 --> 00:46:05,835 Yeah, two years. 786 00:46:06,075 --> 00:46:07,235 Now, she's with me. 787 00:46:08,875 --> 00:46:10,715 I don't know. 788 00:46:10,795 --> 00:46:12,115 Are you, Lil? 789 00:46:12,635 --> 00:46:13,795 Yeah. We're... 790 00:46:13,875 --> 00:46:15,555 We're together... for now. 791 00:46:15,675 --> 00:46:18,475 Oh, don't be coolio with Oolio. 792 00:46:18,675 --> 00:46:19,755 You're crazy about me. 793 00:46:20,115 --> 00:46:21,115 We're very much in love. 794 00:46:21,395 --> 00:46:22,395 Mhm... 795 00:46:23,595 --> 00:46:24,795 Wait, how'd you two meet? 796 00:46:26,035 --> 00:46:27,035 Uh... 797 00:46:27,395 --> 00:46:30,275 Ool is the cameraman on my film. 798 00:46:31,355 --> 00:46:32,955 - And you met... - We did. 799 00:46:35,555 --> 00:46:37,235 Well we've actually got to get going to the... 800 00:46:37,315 --> 00:46:40,475 the sound stage for, um, for some interviews, so... 801 00:46:40,555 --> 00:46:42,075 Whoa. That's amazing. 802 00:46:42,155 --> 00:46:44,715 Lil, that's great. It's coming together so fast. 803 00:46:44,795 --> 00:46:47,195 Yeah, my dad really helped out, so... 804 00:46:47,275 --> 00:46:49,555 Oh, come on. Don't sell yourself short, babe, it's all you. 805 00:46:51,075 --> 00:46:52,395 Yeah, he's actually right. 806 00:46:53,875 --> 00:46:55,835 Alright, well, it's good to see you. 807 00:46:55,915 --> 00:46:57,435 Yeah, good to see you, yeah. 808 00:46:58,035 --> 00:46:59,035 Hey. 809 00:46:59,115 --> 00:47:00,115 Come on. Bring it in. 810 00:47:02,795 --> 00:47:04,475 - We good? - Yeah. 811 00:47:13,075 --> 00:47:14,075 Ool? 812 00:47:18,155 --> 00:47:19,155 Alright. 813 00:47:19,235 --> 00:47:20,235 This is all we got. 814 00:47:20,955 --> 00:47:23,235 Oh, my, god! 815 00:47:23,875 --> 00:47:25,955 This place is amazing. 816 00:47:26,275 --> 00:47:27,515 What are we supposed to even do with it? 817 00:47:27,755 --> 00:47:28,795 I think it's obvious. 818 00:47:29,555 --> 00:47:30,595 - You do. - Yeah. 819 00:47:30,715 --> 00:47:33,115 I think we ask them to dance up top. 820 00:47:33,315 --> 00:47:35,035 I honestly don't think we're gonna have to ask. 821 00:47:35,115 --> 00:47:37,475 I feel like this space is practically begging them to. 822 00:47:44,915 --> 00:47:45,915 - Okay. - What? 823 00:47:46,595 --> 00:47:48,035 It's just making me anxious. 824 00:47:48,595 --> 00:47:49,595 That's good. 825 00:47:49,795 --> 00:47:51,635 That's what you want, you know what I mean? 826 00:47:54,035 --> 00:47:55,275 Okay. 827 00:47:55,555 --> 00:47:56,835 Just... it's not... 828 00:47:56,915 --> 00:47:58,515 Let me try. Please. You know what I mean? 829 00:47:59,235 --> 00:48:02,235 I think we just let them kinda explore, explore, explore. 830 00:48:02,355 --> 00:48:03,875 If we say "Use this space". 831 00:48:04,195 --> 00:48:06,995 Hopefully it comes to that, and then I'm following them, 832 00:48:07,075 --> 00:48:09,955 and then it's finally, 833 00:48:12,995 --> 00:48:13,995 "I'm Zadie Smith". 834 00:48:14,595 --> 00:48:17,755 I just want to talk about Julia as a political writer 835 00:48:17,835 --> 00:48:18,835 because I think that's important. 836 00:48:18,915 --> 00:48:20,155 I teach her as a political writer, 837 00:48:20,235 --> 00:48:22,475 and a lot of the time, my students don't understand that 838 00:48:22,555 --> 00:48:23,715 because they think of politics 839 00:48:23,795 --> 00:48:25,435 as the writer, who's out in the street, 840 00:48:25,515 --> 00:48:26,795 the writer who's marching, 841 00:48:26,875 --> 00:48:28,835 the writer who's involved at a public level, 842 00:48:28,995 --> 00:48:30,555 but I say to them there's another kind of writing 843 00:48:30,635 --> 00:48:31,835 which takes its time, you know, 844 00:48:31,955 --> 00:48:33,795 you might not see its political consequences 845 00:48:33,875 --> 00:48:35,035 for several generations, 846 00:48:35,235 --> 00:48:36,715 but it's there in the prose. 847 00:48:36,995 --> 00:48:39,155 And I think she's a writer of political strength. 848 00:48:39,315 --> 00:48:41,395 But it's personal, it's intimate, 849 00:48:42,075 --> 00:48:44,195 you really have to enter into it. 850 00:48:44,955 --> 00:48:46,915 I completely agree. Don't you? 851 00:48:47,035 --> 00:48:48,355 I wasn't listening. 852 00:48:50,355 --> 00:48:53,275 If I were an animal, I would be... 853 00:48:53,355 --> 00:48:54,355 and then you... 854 00:48:55,675 --> 00:48:57,275 Can we, um, maybe 855 00:48:57,635 --> 00:48:59,155 take a different angle? 856 00:48:59,315 --> 00:49:01,715 Okay, if Julia were an animal, she would be? 857 00:49:01,995 --> 00:49:03,115 In my opinion, 858 00:49:05,075 --> 00:49:06,755 becoming as successful as she was 859 00:49:07,395 --> 00:49:08,635 at that age, 860 00:49:09,155 --> 00:49:11,435 in England, I think she got tired of it. 861 00:49:11,515 --> 00:49:13,315 I think she wanted to get back to her work 862 00:49:13,395 --> 00:49:14,835 and concentrate on it. 863 00:49:15,195 --> 00:49:17,315 The idea of being reclusive, 864 00:49:17,435 --> 00:49:19,355 to stay in your room and read and write, 865 00:49:19,955 --> 00:49:20,995 is, to me, not reclusive. 866 00:49:21,075 --> 00:49:22,275 To me, that's the life of a writer. 867 00:49:22,355 --> 00:49:24,115 It just seems strange to others, perhaps. 868 00:49:24,315 --> 00:49:25,315 This is a documentary, 869 00:49:25,395 --> 00:49:27,715 but we're kinda playing with the form. 870 00:49:27,795 --> 00:49:29,835 You just got here, you might be feeling... 871 00:49:29,915 --> 00:49:31,395 Could I rule it out though... 872 00:49:31,955 --> 00:49:32,955 Please? 873 00:49:33,155 --> 00:49:35,355 Of course, of course. No dancing. 874 00:49:35,875 --> 00:49:36,875 - Okay. - Okay. 875 00:49:36,995 --> 00:49:38,635 Well, you've ruled it out, you've ruled it out, 876 00:49:38,715 --> 00:49:39,915 I'm not ruling it out. 877 00:49:40,795 --> 00:49:43,115 So, we have kinda, one of three, 878 00:49:43,195 --> 00:49:46,355 who is open to the possibility of... 879 00:49:46,955 --> 00:49:47,955 Sol... 880 00:49:49,195 --> 00:49:50,195 No dancing. 881 00:50:17,035 --> 00:50:19,715 Seems you're venturing out a little, brave one, 882 00:50:19,875 --> 00:50:21,755 Where do you go to, I wonder? 883 00:50:22,555 --> 00:50:25,715 Might you have outgrown this collaboration? 884 00:50:25,955 --> 00:50:29,155 Sorry to sound mawkish. I don't suit this role well. 885 00:50:43,075 --> 00:50:44,075 Julia? 886 00:50:46,955 --> 00:50:50,235 It's dinner. Sorry, I've been out, working all day. 887 00:50:52,595 --> 00:50:53,715 Can I come in? 888 00:51:02,475 --> 00:51:03,795 Hello? 889 00:51:11,235 --> 00:51:12,235 Hello? 890 00:51:21,275 --> 00:51:22,275 Are you in here? 891 00:51:57,955 --> 00:51:58,955 What? 892 00:52:00,795 --> 00:52:01,995 Lillian. 893 00:52:02,275 --> 00:52:03,595 Might be something there. 894 00:52:04,355 --> 00:52:07,315 getting Don stoned first night in our home, 895 00:52:07,515 --> 00:52:09,275 desperate for affirmation, 896 00:52:09,755 --> 00:52:10,955 scared of women, 897 00:52:11,875 --> 00:52:12,875 feral, 898 00:52:13,115 --> 00:52:14,315 chewing gum on the steps, 899 00:52:14,675 --> 00:52:16,075 footprints on the walls, 900 00:52:16,155 --> 00:52:17,155 Shit. 901 00:52:22,155 --> 00:52:24,075 Toothpaste all over the mirror. 902 00:52:25,075 --> 00:52:26,075 George. 903 00:52:26,435 --> 00:52:27,435 She'd better not. 904 00:52:27,515 --> 00:52:28,515 Okay. 905 00:52:28,875 --> 00:52:29,875 Stubborn. 906 00:52:30,115 --> 00:52:31,115 Bitch. 907 00:52:31,435 --> 00:52:33,155 Bright. Creative. 908 00:52:33,275 --> 00:52:34,395 Compelling. 909 00:52:35,315 --> 00:52:36,315 Compelling... 910 00:53:03,875 --> 00:53:04,875 Dad? 911 00:53:06,555 --> 00:53:08,435 Hey, Dad? Can you hear me? 912 00:53:10,755 --> 00:53:12,115 Dad? Hello? 913 00:53:13,835 --> 00:53:15,155 Are you pocket dialing me? Hello? 914 00:53:17,635 --> 00:53:18,835 You're pocket dialing me. 915 00:53:30,275 --> 00:53:31,995 Thank you for agreeing to do this. 916 00:53:32,075 --> 00:53:34,315 Oh God, no. Thank you. 917 00:53:34,395 --> 00:53:36,395 I mean, look at this room. It's like a... 918 00:53:36,515 --> 00:53:39,475 It's like a ballet studio, I feel compelled to dance. 919 00:53:39,555 --> 00:53:42,355 I could move and talk about Julia, 920 00:53:42,475 --> 00:53:45,715 you know, how amazing she is and I could leap something, 921 00:53:45,795 --> 00:53:47,755 You know, I... I'm actually sweating now. 922 00:53:47,835 --> 00:53:48,955 I'm immediately sweating. 923 00:53:49,355 --> 00:53:52,755 You know what, I saw your father at the Russian baths last night, 924 00:53:52,835 --> 00:53:53,835 - because there was sweat... - Wait, wait, wait. 925 00:53:53,915 --> 00:53:54,915 My dad's in New York? 926 00:53:55,555 --> 00:53:56,875 Yes, yes. He's... 927 00:53:57,155 --> 00:54:00,235 very enamored with his young lady friend. 928 00:54:00,315 --> 00:54:02,235 and they didn't want her to get the Platza, 929 00:54:02,315 --> 00:54:03,355 because of her condition, 930 00:54:03,435 --> 00:54:04,435 - What do you mean? - ...she's likely to be struck 931 00:54:04,515 --> 00:54:05,795 on the belly. Well, the Russians, 932 00:54:05,875 --> 00:54:07,275 they take these oak leaves and they... 933 00:54:07,475 --> 00:54:09,435 and they strike you with them and you sweat 934 00:54:09,515 --> 00:54:11,635 and all the poisons and all your struggle... 935 00:54:11,715 --> 00:54:13,315 Are you sure it was my dad? 936 00:54:13,675 --> 00:54:15,355 Yes, well, if he hasn't called you 937 00:54:15,475 --> 00:54:16,635 it's because he wants to surprise you, 938 00:54:16,715 --> 00:54:17,995 and... anyway I mean I could... 939 00:54:18,115 --> 00:54:19,235 I think maybe just take a breather 940 00:54:19,315 --> 00:54:21,755 and sit down, and we can talk about Julia. 941 00:54:21,835 --> 00:54:22,835 Okay. 942 00:54:22,955 --> 00:54:25,355 Anyway, yeah, I could use the break. 943 00:54:26,395 --> 00:54:28,515 You know, one thing that's interesting 944 00:54:28,595 --> 00:54:31,635 about the party where I first saw Julia, 945 00:54:31,715 --> 00:54:34,275 was that you were there with your mother, 946 00:54:34,475 --> 00:54:36,595 and I was across the room 947 00:54:36,755 --> 00:54:39,555 and I was looking at Julia admiringly, 948 00:54:39,675 --> 00:54:41,955 and I caught her in a private moment, 949 00:54:42,075 --> 00:54:43,715 looking at you and your mom, 950 00:54:43,955 --> 00:54:45,475 with, like, I think it was 951 00:54:45,555 --> 00:54:46,555 love, 952 00:54:46,635 --> 00:54:48,555 and amazement. 953 00:54:48,875 --> 00:54:50,275 and, and... 954 00:54:50,435 --> 00:54:51,795 She was enraptured, 955 00:54:52,075 --> 00:54:54,355 looking at the two of you as a tableau. 956 00:54:54,955 --> 00:54:57,555 And it was a private moment but I... 957 00:54:57,635 --> 00:55:00,315 I saw it and I never forgot it, and that's why 958 00:55:00,475 --> 00:55:02,675 when your father asked me to do this, 959 00:55:02,755 --> 00:55:05,675 I was just like, "I'm going to meet that young child", 960 00:55:05,835 --> 00:55:07,475 and I never forgot the way 961 00:55:07,555 --> 00:55:09,675 Julia looked at you and your mother. 962 00:55:27,155 --> 00:55:28,955 - I'm pretty sure that's yours. - Oh... 963 00:55:29,355 --> 00:55:31,435 Yeah, that's... that's Stella's. 964 00:55:31,515 --> 00:55:34,315 I'm... I don't have a bag. I'm so sorry. 965 00:55:34,875 --> 00:55:35,875 I got it. 966 00:55:35,955 --> 00:55:36,955 - Thank you. - It's okay. 967 00:55:37,115 --> 00:55:38,835 She usually just goes once a day, 968 00:55:38,915 --> 00:55:40,875 and so I... I only bring one bag and then... 969 00:55:40,955 --> 00:55:42,195 It's unpredictable, 970 00:55:42,275 --> 00:55:44,475 so maybe next time, just bring more than one bag. 971 00:55:45,355 --> 00:55:46,355 Yeah. 972 00:55:46,595 --> 00:55:47,835 Yeah. Of course. 973 00:55:48,795 --> 00:55:49,995 I am so sorry... Thank you. 974 00:55:50,115 --> 00:55:51,195 - I'm so sorry. - Yeah. 975 00:55:51,715 --> 00:55:52,755 Um... 976 00:55:54,395 --> 00:55:56,395 I'm sorry, Stella. I let you down. 977 00:55:56,515 --> 00:55:58,395 You were perfect! 978 00:56:05,075 --> 00:56:06,075 Who's that? 979 00:56:06,555 --> 00:56:08,195 Just a fellow dog-walker. 980 00:56:09,755 --> 00:56:10,755 She likes you. 981 00:56:11,755 --> 00:56:12,955 Well, she wouldn't for long. 982 00:56:13,595 --> 00:56:14,595 You don't know that. 983 00:56:15,515 --> 00:56:16,915 I'll stick with dogs. 984 00:56:18,915 --> 00:56:19,915 Are you okay? 985 00:56:22,075 --> 00:56:23,115 Yeah, I... 986 00:56:23,195 --> 00:56:25,555 My dad's back from Paris, he hasn't called me. 987 00:56:26,075 --> 00:56:27,075 I just wanted to talk to him. 988 00:56:28,035 --> 00:56:29,035 Can't call your mom? 989 00:56:29,755 --> 00:56:33,035 Nah, she wouldn't say much. She's... dead. 990 00:56:34,715 --> 00:56:35,715 Ah, I'm sorry. 991 00:56:36,235 --> 00:56:38,235 Don't be sorry. She left when I was little. 992 00:56:39,395 --> 00:56:40,955 I mean, that's still tough. 993 00:56:42,515 --> 00:56:44,355 She came back a couple of times, and then 994 00:56:45,675 --> 00:56:48,315 and then died alone in India in a lake. 995 00:56:53,195 --> 00:56:54,235 Um... 996 00:56:56,675 --> 00:56:57,715 My grandma... 997 00:56:58,435 --> 00:56:59,475 died in front of me. 998 00:56:59,875 --> 00:57:01,635 - What? - In Indiana, yeah. 999 00:57:02,515 --> 00:57:04,395 She was kicked to death by a horse. 1000 00:57:09,675 --> 00:57:11,195 Do you say that a lot? 1001 00:57:12,075 --> 00:57:14,555 That sounded kinda rehearsed. 1002 00:57:14,835 --> 00:57:16,635 I said it to make you feel better. 1003 00:57:17,155 --> 00:57:19,435 - Do you use that as a line? - No! 1004 00:57:20,195 --> 00:57:21,195 Do you? 1005 00:57:21,435 --> 00:57:23,555 It doesn't really reflect well on me. 1006 00:57:23,675 --> 00:57:24,995 What... and mine does? 1007 00:57:25,115 --> 00:57:26,795 My mother left me, George. 1008 00:57:27,475 --> 00:57:29,035 Multiple times, and... 1009 00:57:29,115 --> 00:57:31,395 I'm clearly unlovable. 1010 00:57:31,595 --> 00:57:32,595 Well, 1011 00:57:33,875 --> 00:57:36,075 I feel like an asshole because I... 1012 00:57:36,155 --> 00:57:38,195 I couldn't save my grandma 1013 00:57:38,715 --> 00:57:40,555 from being kicked to death 1014 00:57:41,195 --> 00:57:42,395 by a horse. 1015 00:57:42,475 --> 00:57:43,475 I'm sorry. 1016 00:57:47,075 --> 00:57:49,195 - It's not funny. - No. 1017 00:57:49,515 --> 00:57:50,515 It's not. 1018 00:57:54,355 --> 00:57:55,355 Buddy. 1019 00:58:00,755 --> 00:58:01,755 If you ever... 1020 00:58:01,955 --> 00:58:03,555 need to talk or anything, 1021 00:58:04,675 --> 00:58:05,675 I'm around. 1022 00:58:06,875 --> 00:58:08,355 Like, if no one else is 1023 00:58:09,075 --> 00:58:11,315 around, I'm around. 1024 00:58:13,275 --> 00:58:14,275 Thanks. 1025 00:58:16,635 --> 00:58:17,635 Good boy. 1026 00:58:18,355 --> 00:58:19,355 Come on. 1027 00:58:25,155 --> 00:58:26,835 You tell mum how good I was huh? 1028 00:58:27,355 --> 00:58:28,355 Let's go. 1029 00:58:30,115 --> 00:58:32,435 The novel I really love 1030 00:58:32,955 --> 00:58:34,475 is "Good Posture". 1031 00:58:34,915 --> 00:58:35,915 Um, 1032 00:58:36,515 --> 00:58:38,635 I know, I mean, biographically I know 1033 00:58:38,795 --> 00:58:40,995 that she had moved to New York 1034 00:58:41,195 --> 00:58:42,555 and lost a baby. 1035 00:58:44,195 --> 00:58:46,955 The most unimaginable horror. 1036 00:58:48,435 --> 00:58:49,875 and then there's this novel, 1037 00:58:50,635 --> 00:58:52,235 and it's a kind of... 1038 00:58:52,875 --> 00:58:54,315 It's an elegy in part, 1039 00:58:54,555 --> 00:58:55,875 but there's also a love story in it. 1040 00:58:55,955 --> 00:58:57,355 but it's not a romantic love story, 1041 00:58:57,435 --> 00:59:00,035 it's a love story about another family, 1042 00:59:00,355 --> 00:59:01,715 a relation that she's looking... 1043 00:59:02,235 --> 00:59:03,235 onto, 1044 00:59:03,475 --> 00:59:05,435 and there's this incredible scene where she's... 1045 00:59:05,795 --> 00:59:07,435 The narrator, sorry, 1046 00:59:07,955 --> 00:59:09,355 is in this room 1047 00:59:09,435 --> 00:59:12,195 with this young mother, slightly strange woman, 1048 00:59:12,475 --> 00:59:13,595 and her child, 1049 00:59:14,715 --> 00:59:17,555 and this strange young woman is so in love with her child, 1050 00:59:17,635 --> 00:59:19,475 you know the way you are when you first have a baby. 1051 00:59:19,555 --> 00:59:20,875 it's such a tactile 1052 00:59:21,515 --> 00:59:23,915 and adorable moment in your life, 1053 00:59:24,315 --> 00:59:26,755 and the narrator's watching this relation, 1054 00:59:26,955 --> 00:59:29,235 which is completely hermetically sealed, doesn't involve her, 1055 00:59:29,475 --> 00:59:32,235 and she's in love with this couple, 1056 00:59:32,315 --> 00:59:33,595 this woman and her child. 1057 00:59:33,675 --> 00:59:35,595 But it's not hers, she can't enter into it, 1058 00:59:35,995 --> 00:59:38,515 She's like a... on the outside looking in. 1059 00:59:38,835 --> 00:59:40,595 I always thought that was the most moving 1060 00:59:41,355 --> 00:59:42,395 situation, 1061 00:59:42,835 --> 00:59:44,315 and so beautifully described. 1062 00:59:50,355 --> 00:59:52,755 I'd hoped boredom would push you to my book 1063 00:59:52,835 --> 00:59:54,595 and you'd find some answers there, 1064 00:59:54,835 --> 00:59:57,315 but it seems you really don't like to read. 1065 00:59:57,875 --> 00:59:59,835 I'll save you the trouble, little oaf. 1066 01:00:00,155 --> 01:00:02,275 Page 39 to 45. 1067 01:00:38,995 --> 01:00:40,675 She called me "lovable". 1068 01:00:43,035 --> 01:00:44,915 Lovable Lillian. 1069 01:00:46,435 --> 01:00:47,915 It's pretty cool, right? 1070 01:00:51,075 --> 01:00:53,075 Hello! 1071 01:00:54,195 --> 01:00:56,635 You guys think if this is the only thing I do right, 1072 01:00:56,715 --> 01:00:58,435 maybe she'll forgive me? 1073 01:00:59,675 --> 01:01:00,675 Huh? 1074 01:01:30,035 --> 01:01:31,075 Um... 1075 01:01:31,275 --> 01:01:34,155 it's quite common with... with Dachshunds. 1076 01:01:34,315 --> 01:01:35,755 - Oh. - Because they have 1077 01:01:35,835 --> 01:01:38,315 such long backs, and... 1078 01:01:38,395 --> 01:01:39,715 - We'll go this way. - Oh, okay. 1079 01:01:39,795 --> 01:01:42,755 And their backs are so long and they have short little legs, 1080 01:01:42,875 --> 01:01:45,075 - Right... - So, it's like, a lot to hold. 1081 01:01:45,275 --> 01:01:46,995 - I guess. - Oh, so we give them wheels. 1082 01:01:47,075 --> 01:01:49,075 - Yeah. - I never heard that. 1083 01:01:49,355 --> 01:01:51,715 You're very knowledgeable, George. 1084 01:01:51,955 --> 01:01:53,275 Well, it's so they don't 1085 01:01:54,035 --> 01:01:55,275 have to put them down. 1086 01:01:55,715 --> 01:01:56,715 Oh. 1087 01:01:56,995 --> 01:01:58,275 - Yeah. - My, um, 1088 01:01:59,155 --> 01:02:01,075 - Grandmother... - I don't know what I would do 1089 01:02:01,195 --> 01:02:02,675 if I had to do that with Stella, 1090 01:02:02,795 --> 01:02:06,195 like, make that life changing decision without 1091 01:02:06,275 --> 01:02:09,315 knowing if she was absolutely in favor of it or not. 1092 01:02:09,435 --> 01:02:10,955 - You know? - Right. 1093 01:02:11,035 --> 01:02:12,035 Yeah. 1094 01:02:14,915 --> 01:02:16,275 I don't want to ask her. 1095 01:02:18,635 --> 01:02:19,635 Uh... 1096 01:02:19,995 --> 01:02:20,995 Ask her what? 1097 01:02:21,435 --> 01:02:23,035 Keep up, George. 1098 01:02:23,115 --> 01:02:24,555 You're falling behind. 1099 01:02:24,795 --> 01:02:26,635 I'm... I'm kidding. Um... 1100 01:02:27,035 --> 01:02:28,995 I'd want to ask her, you know, 1101 01:02:29,115 --> 01:02:30,795 what choice would she make for me? 1102 01:02:30,875 --> 01:02:32,195 Like, Stella... 1103 01:02:32,915 --> 01:02:34,555 What would you do for me? 1104 01:02:35,435 --> 01:02:36,435 You know? 1105 01:02:36,915 --> 01:02:39,275 I mean, I don't think she would put you down. 1106 01:02:39,555 --> 01:02:40,875 No, right, wheels. 1107 01:02:41,075 --> 01:02:43,155 Yeah, that's... that was my guess too. 1108 01:02:43,355 --> 01:02:44,355 Yeah. 1109 01:02:45,715 --> 01:02:47,075 But, um... 1110 01:02:47,315 --> 01:02:48,555 My grandmother said that 1111 01:02:48,675 --> 01:02:53,035 the wheels actually weren't that great for her dog. 1112 01:02:53,115 --> 01:02:55,475 - Oh, really? How so? - Just because, it, like, 1113 01:02:55,675 --> 01:02:59,395 It kinda took her whole confidence away. 1114 01:02:59,515 --> 01:03:02,715 Like, her tail was down all the time, and she just, 1115 01:03:03,595 --> 01:03:04,755 Like, there's no light 1116 01:03:05,155 --> 01:03:07,315 in her eyes anymore, just gone. 1117 01:03:07,475 --> 01:03:08,915 Personality, gone. 1118 01:03:09,075 --> 01:03:11,235 - Yeah. - All of her joy was diminished. 1119 01:03:11,635 --> 01:03:14,955 See, I would hate to diminish someone's joy. 1120 01:03:16,835 --> 01:03:19,115 George, you're so... 1121 01:03:19,875 --> 01:03:21,355 sweet with animals, 1122 01:03:21,555 --> 01:03:24,115 your love for them, your compassion for them. 1123 01:03:24,235 --> 01:03:26,915 Like, it's... It's really wonderful. 1124 01:03:27,635 --> 01:03:29,595 Thanks. Um... 1125 01:03:30,515 --> 01:03:31,835 Not all animals. 1126 01:03:32,955 --> 01:03:34,395 - Oh, really? - Yeah. 1127 01:03:34,795 --> 01:03:35,915 I don't like horses. 1128 01:03:36,835 --> 01:03:38,435 How funny. Why's that? 1129 01:03:39,955 --> 01:03:42,635 I saw my grandmother get kicked to death by one. 1130 01:03:43,435 --> 01:03:45,555 By a horse. Right... And it was like, 1131 01:03:45,635 --> 01:03:47,315 right in front of me, when I was little. 1132 01:03:52,515 --> 01:03:53,555 Oh my God. 1133 01:03:55,195 --> 01:03:56,195 Yeah. 1134 01:04:01,395 --> 01:04:02,395 It's okay. 1135 01:04:03,635 --> 01:04:05,195 Well, I hope, um... 1136 01:04:06,835 --> 01:04:10,115 I hope they're together, and at peace. 1137 01:04:11,395 --> 01:04:12,395 Who? 1138 01:04:12,555 --> 01:04:14,835 Your grandmother and the... 1139 01:04:15,275 --> 01:04:16,675 - Dachshund? - Thank you. 1140 01:04:17,755 --> 01:04:19,035 - Alright. - Alright. 1141 01:04:37,515 --> 01:04:39,115 Julia gave me a copy of her book. 1142 01:04:39,195 --> 01:04:40,195 Oh. 1143 01:04:40,315 --> 01:04:42,355 Yeah, check out what it says. 1144 01:04:45,115 --> 01:04:47,235 - "Lovable Lillian"? - Yeah. 1145 01:04:48,555 --> 01:04:51,955 That's great. She wrote "To George" in mine. 1146 01:04:52,795 --> 01:04:53,875 Actually, Sol and I 1147 01:04:53,995 --> 01:04:56,035 have been interviewing people about Julia. 1148 01:04:56,315 --> 01:04:57,315 What? 1149 01:04:57,755 --> 01:04:58,835 What are you doing? 1150 01:04:59,835 --> 01:05:00,835 Something. 1151 01:05:01,315 --> 01:05:02,635 Lillian, Jesus Christ! 1152 01:05:02,715 --> 01:05:04,315 Has no one ever taught you how to behave? 1153 01:05:04,395 --> 01:05:05,835 No, George. They haven't. 1154 01:05:05,955 --> 01:05:08,075 Not everyone can be like Buddy over here. 1155 01:05:08,195 --> 01:05:10,155 You have a really interesting way of 1156 01:05:10,595 --> 01:05:11,675 showing gratitude. 1157 01:05:11,755 --> 01:05:13,835 Yeah, I bet you'd like to show her gratitude. 1158 01:05:14,515 --> 01:05:16,035 When are you gonna like, grow up? 1159 01:05:16,875 --> 01:05:17,875 Come on, Buddy. 1160 01:05:35,115 --> 01:05:38,835 This has been such a fun project, Julia. 1161 01:05:38,955 --> 01:05:40,955 We have just kind of jumped right in. 1162 01:05:41,435 --> 01:05:44,435 Yeah, and you should be so proud, 1163 01:05:44,515 --> 01:05:46,195 I mean, these writers have just 1164 01:05:46,355 --> 01:05:49,475 been so forthcoming, they've been so happy to talk about you. 1165 01:05:49,675 --> 01:05:51,315 Are you familiar with my work? 1166 01:05:52,675 --> 01:05:56,955 No, but Lillian and I decided very early on, 1167 01:05:57,035 --> 01:05:59,475 very deliberately, to kinda come at it blindly. 1168 01:06:00,075 --> 01:06:02,755 You know, not blind. I just think without an angle, 1169 01:06:02,835 --> 01:06:04,195 without any sort of approach, 1170 01:06:04,275 --> 01:06:05,755 so that it could kind of, 1171 01:06:06,075 --> 01:06:07,555 take its own form, 1172 01:06:07,635 --> 01:06:10,675 we could kind of go on this kind of organic journey together. 1173 01:06:10,795 --> 01:06:11,795 Yes, yes. I see. 1174 01:06:12,875 --> 01:06:16,075 And I guess you could say we've kind of scooped you up 1175 01:06:16,155 --> 01:06:19,195 and taken you on this crazy little ride. 1176 01:06:19,275 --> 01:06:20,675 Kidnapping of sorts. 1177 01:06:20,755 --> 01:06:23,515 Oh no! Julia, shut up, no. 1178 01:06:24,515 --> 01:06:25,955 You writers are so dramatic. 1179 01:06:26,155 --> 01:06:28,275 No, I like to think of it as more of a surprise. 1180 01:06:28,475 --> 01:06:30,835 You know, Lillian and I have... Hi Lillian! 1181 01:06:31,995 --> 01:06:34,315 Lillian and I, have, um... 1182 01:06:34,395 --> 01:06:38,515 Kinda blindfolded you, and taken you outside 1183 01:06:38,595 --> 01:06:40,955 when you deliberately asked us not to, 1184 01:06:41,275 --> 01:06:43,515 and you're taking off the blindfold, 1185 01:06:43,595 --> 01:06:44,795 you're taking it down, 1186 01:06:45,435 --> 01:06:48,155 and you're... the light's hitting and it's hurting a little bit 1187 01:06:48,235 --> 01:06:50,675 but you're looking out, and you're seeing the world 1188 01:06:50,755 --> 01:06:52,395 for the first time, and you're going, 1189 01:06:52,755 --> 01:06:54,275 "Thank you Sol and Lillian." 1190 01:06:55,595 --> 01:06:58,035 "Thank you for pushing me", you know, 1191 01:06:58,755 --> 01:06:59,955 "out of my comfort zone." 1192 01:07:00,035 --> 01:07:01,035 "This is thrilling!" 1193 01:07:01,195 --> 01:07:02,675 "To hear these writers," 1194 01:07:02,755 --> 01:07:06,075 "talk about me, in such an intelligent and kind way." 1195 01:07:06,155 --> 01:07:07,715 "What a thrill! Thank you, thank you, thank you!" 1196 01:07:07,795 --> 01:07:09,195 "Again, thank you." 1197 01:07:12,995 --> 01:07:14,275 So, yeah... 1198 01:07:15,715 --> 01:07:18,555 I guess now that I've put that on the table, 1199 01:07:18,675 --> 01:07:21,755 I should, um, get going and let you two talk, but, 1200 01:07:22,155 --> 01:07:24,995 I just can't say enough. Wow, wow, wow! 1201 01:07:26,275 --> 01:07:27,755 What an honor to meet you, and... 1202 01:07:28,515 --> 01:07:29,755 I'm such a fan. 1203 01:07:30,515 --> 01:07:31,515 Even having 1204 01:07:32,595 --> 01:07:35,715 never read your work, I am truly, just. Wow. 1205 01:07:36,115 --> 01:07:38,715 Just knowing your impact on... 1206 01:07:38,835 --> 01:07:40,315 - I'll walk you out. - Oh, yeah, yeah. 1207 01:07:50,195 --> 01:07:51,675 It's was the least I could do Lillian. 1208 01:08:19,955 --> 01:08:20,955 Julia... 1209 01:09:59,195 --> 01:10:00,235 Jesus Christ! 1210 01:10:01,075 --> 01:10:02,075 I got take-out. 1211 01:10:02,155 --> 01:10:03,795 Okay, goddamn it. 1212 01:10:03,995 --> 01:10:05,035 Mmm. 1213 01:10:05,155 --> 01:10:06,155 My god. 1214 01:10:06,475 --> 01:10:07,515 It's really good. 1215 01:10:08,035 --> 01:10:09,435 - It's amazing. - Thank you. 1216 01:10:10,035 --> 01:10:11,075 I didn't make it. 1217 01:10:12,475 --> 01:10:14,235 It's cold, but it's good. 1218 01:10:14,355 --> 01:10:15,355 Mmm. 1219 01:10:17,155 --> 01:10:19,275 It was for Sol, and then we got into this stupid fight. 1220 01:10:19,355 --> 01:10:20,555 - Mmm. - And... 1221 01:10:20,675 --> 01:10:22,755 I chased after him and I left it on this little stoop thing, 1222 01:10:23,715 --> 01:10:25,875 and then when I was walking back, it was still there. 1223 01:10:26,795 --> 01:10:29,075 It was like, 30 minutes later. 1224 01:10:31,435 --> 01:10:32,475 I'm pretty sure it was mine. 1225 01:10:35,755 --> 01:10:37,275 So, is this where you and Julia hang out? 1226 01:10:38,835 --> 01:10:41,355 No. No, not in this mess. 1227 01:10:42,395 --> 01:10:43,395 We hang out 1228 01:10:44,235 --> 01:10:46,155 in the kitchen. We talk sometimes. 1229 01:10:46,675 --> 01:10:47,675 I make tea. 1230 01:10:50,355 --> 01:10:52,075 Mess is fine for me though, right? 1231 01:10:52,835 --> 01:10:54,275 Uh, do you wanna 1232 01:10:54,515 --> 01:10:55,755 watch a movie? 1233 01:10:55,835 --> 01:10:56,835 Is it short? 1234 01:11:02,875 --> 01:11:03,995 Can you not... Do you mind 1235 01:11:04,315 --> 01:11:06,035 scooching over a little bit that way? 1236 01:11:07,395 --> 01:11:09,075 - Sure. - Thanks. 1237 01:11:14,275 --> 01:11:16,915 Okay, is there anything you need before I hit play? 1238 01:11:18,595 --> 01:11:19,715 Are you the type of person 1239 01:11:19,795 --> 01:11:21,515 who doesn't like to talk during movies? 1240 01:11:22,155 --> 01:11:23,155 Yes. 1241 01:11:24,275 --> 01:11:25,795 - Absolutely. - Perfect. 1242 01:11:28,595 --> 01:11:29,715 Here we go. 1243 01:11:35,595 --> 01:11:36,955 Have you seen "Lady and the Tramp”? 1244 01:11:39,155 --> 01:11:40,555 - With the noodle thingy? - Yeah? 1245 01:11:41,395 --> 01:11:42,635 - Wanna try it? - No. 1246 01:11:47,235 --> 01:11:48,235 What's going on? 1247 01:11:48,555 --> 01:11:49,555 Are you okay? 1248 01:11:50,275 --> 01:11:51,275 Yes. 1249 01:11:52,275 --> 01:11:54,235 - Lillian? - Yeah? 1250 01:11:54,995 --> 01:11:57,635 Can you just... whoa. 1251 01:11:59,315 --> 01:12:01,315 Uh, what are you... 1252 01:12:01,955 --> 01:12:04,115 - I got a vibe. - No, you didn't. 1253 01:12:04,235 --> 01:12:07,875 - I completely got a vibe. - I did not give you a vibe. 1254 01:12:08,035 --> 01:12:09,515 You did give me a vibe. 1255 01:12:09,595 --> 01:12:11,475 I swear, that's bullshit. 1256 01:12:12,035 --> 01:12:14,435 You would know if I gave you a vibe. 1257 01:12:14,555 --> 01:12:15,795 How would I know? What would it look like? 1258 01:12:16,315 --> 01:12:17,795 No! Hey! 1259 01:12:18,595 --> 01:12:19,595 Go home. 1260 01:12:20,395 --> 01:12:22,395 I don't have a home, George. 1261 01:12:23,395 --> 01:12:24,395 It's just fucked up. 1262 01:12:24,475 --> 01:12:25,475 Don't slam the door. 1263 01:12:25,555 --> 01:12:27,275 Yeah, no one else is going to. 1264 01:12:58,035 --> 01:13:00,675 It's a famous conundrum in writing that's 1265 01:13:00,755 --> 01:13:03,875 It's very difficult to write about happiness. 1266 01:13:04,315 --> 01:13:06,355 and only Tolstoy, 1267 01:13:06,555 --> 01:13:08,355 perhaps, has made happiness 1268 01:13:08,555 --> 01:13:10,475 really swing on the page, 1269 01:13:10,955 --> 01:13:13,555 writes thrillingly about happiness. 1270 01:13:13,915 --> 01:13:16,435 Montherlant, the French writer, said that 1271 01:13:16,595 --> 01:13:18,195 that happiness "writes white", 1272 01:13:18,995 --> 01:13:21,075 that it doesn't show up on the page, 1273 01:13:21,435 --> 01:13:24,435 whereas unhappiness is in, you know, 1274 01:13:25,355 --> 01:13:27,675 cold black block capitals. 1275 01:13:28,035 --> 01:13:31,315 Um, there's no mistaking unhappiness. 1276 01:13:31,795 --> 01:13:34,995 There's something bland and cow-like about happiness. 1277 01:13:35,115 --> 01:13:39,355 I knew. I know an English lady writer who.. 1278 01:13:39,875 --> 01:13:42,355 who officially resigned from writing 1279 01:13:42,435 --> 01:13:45,795 because she was so blissfully happy in her second marriage, 1280 01:13:45,875 --> 01:13:47,595 or whatever it was. 1281 01:13:49,515 --> 01:13:51,875 It's not a stimulus, an... 1282 01:13:51,955 --> 01:13:55,235 an intellectual stimulus, being happy. On the contrary. 1283 01:14:35,395 --> 01:14:38,195 Look, honey, look. This is where Celeste is from, right here. 1284 01:14:38,475 --> 01:14:39,795 That's near Papillon. 1285 01:14:40,595 --> 01:14:43,235 - Nice. - Ce terre plus bon un frais. 1286 01:14:43,315 --> 01:14:45,315 - Plus beaux. - Beaux. 1287 01:14:45,395 --> 01:14:46,395 Beaux. 1288 01:14:46,675 --> 01:14:47,675 Ah. 1289 01:14:48,835 --> 01:14:49,835 Son perre. 1290 01:14:50,595 --> 01:14:52,795 - Isn't that her mother? - Is it? 1291 01:14:54,915 --> 01:14:55,915 Sorry. 1292 01:14:56,075 --> 01:14:58,395 Ah, oui oui, maman. 1293 01:14:58,795 --> 01:14:59,875 I'm sorry I can't... 1294 01:15:00,275 --> 01:15:02,115 Doesn't she look exactly like her mother? 1295 01:15:02,315 --> 01:15:03,795 I mean, she's gorgeous. She's gorgeous. 1296 01:15:03,875 --> 01:15:05,955 Very similar. Dad, where are your glasses? 1297 01:15:06,035 --> 01:15:08,155 Oh he's not wearing them, 1298 01:15:08,595 --> 01:15:09,595 I don't like it. 1299 01:15:09,715 --> 01:15:12,235 They hide his beaux visage. 1300 01:15:12,475 --> 01:15:13,475 Beaux visage. 1301 01:15:15,155 --> 01:15:16,515 - Gross. - Please. 1302 01:15:17,195 --> 01:15:19,635 So, how's the documentary going, honey? 1303 01:15:20,035 --> 01:15:21,435 - I stopped it. - What? 1304 01:15:21,515 --> 01:15:23,195 It was just feeling weird. 1305 01:15:23,475 --> 01:15:26,155 Well, it's natural to feel weird in the middle of the process. 1306 01:15:26,235 --> 01:15:28,555 You gotta keep going. That's not a reason to stop. 1307 01:15:28,635 --> 01:15:30,315 I know. Dad, how's the apartment hunt going? 1308 01:15:30,395 --> 01:15:31,955 Have you been getting the links I've been sending you? 1309 01:15:32,035 --> 01:15:36,155 I got the links, and we're gonna really go through them 1310 01:15:36,235 --> 01:15:38,995 right now we're just... thought we'd just stay at a hotel, 1311 01:15:39,075 --> 01:15:40,955 you know, because it was easy and... 1312 01:15:41,075 --> 01:15:42,995 Julia actually found out about the film 1313 01:15:43,075 --> 01:15:44,075 before I could ask her. 1314 01:15:44,955 --> 01:15:46,555 What, you didn't get permission first? 1315 01:15:46,635 --> 01:15:47,635 Thank you. 1316 01:15:49,155 --> 01:15:50,835 No, Dad. I fucked up. 1317 01:15:51,515 --> 01:15:52,835 Oh, Lil. 1318 01:15:54,235 --> 01:15:56,195 I'm sure you guys have fucked up before right? 1319 01:15:58,515 --> 01:15:59,795 Hey listen, Lil, 1320 01:16:00,435 --> 01:16:03,555 Celeste and I are... 1321 01:16:06,675 --> 01:16:08,155 We... 1322 01:16:08,875 --> 01:16:11,835 do you... do you think that you could ask Julia 1323 01:16:12,395 --> 01:16:15,395 to take care of you for a little while longer? 1324 01:16:15,995 --> 01:16:17,195 You know just until... 1325 01:16:17,275 --> 01:16:18,635 Yep, I'll make other arrangements. 1326 01:16:18,715 --> 01:16:21,075 No, don't. Lillian don't be like that, 1327 01:16:21,155 --> 01:16:22,915 I'm not saying we're not gonna do this, 1328 01:16:22,995 --> 01:16:24,195 we're going to do this, I promise, 1329 01:16:24,275 --> 01:16:25,515 it's just that we need... 1330 01:16:25,835 --> 01:16:28,035 we have to talk a little bit about, um... 1331 01:16:29,275 --> 01:16:30,755 Do you want to get a place of your own? 1332 01:16:31,315 --> 01:16:32,915 Do you think that's a better idea? 1333 01:16:33,435 --> 01:16:34,995 I think you'd be actually happier 1334 01:16:35,075 --> 01:16:36,275 living with friends. 1335 01:16:36,355 --> 01:16:37,355 You could get a place with friends or something? 1336 01:16:37,435 --> 01:16:39,955 Yeah, sure. I don't know anyone, but I'll figure it out. 1337 01:16:40,075 --> 01:16:42,075 Okay. I mean, yeah. 1338 01:16:42,355 --> 01:16:44,635 - And, whatever the rent is... - I got it. 1339 01:16:45,275 --> 01:16:46,435 "I got it." Listen to this kid. 1340 01:16:46,515 --> 01:16:47,515 "I got it." 1341 01:16:47,675 --> 01:16:49,955 So grown up. She's so fiery. 1342 01:16:50,115 --> 01:16:51,835 How do you say that in French? 1343 01:16:51,915 --> 01:16:53,475 - Explosive. - Explosive. 1344 01:16:53,595 --> 01:16:56,395 You take after your father, no? 1345 01:16:56,475 --> 01:16:57,475 Hey, easy on the wine. 1346 01:16:57,555 --> 01:16:59,275 Yeah, that's funny. I think I take after my mother. 1347 01:16:59,555 --> 01:17:00,555 Lillian. 1348 01:17:00,635 --> 01:17:02,555 Don't be like that. Hey. Honey. 1349 01:17:03,715 --> 01:17:05,075 Shit. She knows. 1350 01:17:05,155 --> 01:17:06,395 - She knows? - Yeah, she knows. 1351 01:17:06,755 --> 01:17:07,755 Lil? 1352 01:19:02,355 --> 01:19:04,315 Sing along... 1353 01:19:05,235 --> 01:19:08,515 Sing al... Sing along. 1354 01:19:12,635 --> 01:19:14,755 And I'll do... 1355 01:19:14,915 --> 01:19:18,555 I'll do... 1356 01:20:44,235 --> 01:20:45,395 You know, when a writer 1357 01:20:45,715 --> 01:20:47,275 closes themselves off like that, 1358 01:20:47,355 --> 01:20:48,755 it might be a kind of a chrysalis stage, 1359 01:20:48,835 --> 01:20:50,755 something might come out of it, something beautiful, 1360 01:20:51,275 --> 01:20:54,115 but they have to be left alone to work it out. 1361 01:21:26,795 --> 01:21:29,155 - Here you go. - Thanks. 1362 01:21:32,715 --> 01:21:33,715 Hey. 1363 01:21:35,195 --> 01:21:36,195 Hello. 1364 01:21:36,675 --> 01:21:39,155 I would like some coffee, please. 1365 01:21:39,235 --> 01:21:40,235 Alrighty. 1366 01:21:40,555 --> 01:21:41,795 Do you want anything to eat? 1367 01:21:41,915 --> 01:21:43,915 - Did you make it? - Yes. 1368 01:21:44,355 --> 01:21:45,755 I'll just have two cups of coffees. 1369 01:21:45,955 --> 01:21:48,195 Two? What, is Buddy drinking coffee now? 1370 01:21:48,355 --> 01:21:50,235 No. It's for... 1371 01:21:51,075 --> 01:21:52,075 Pauline. 1372 01:21:53,235 --> 01:21:54,235 Dog girl? 1373 01:21:55,275 --> 01:21:56,275 See, I told you 1374 01:21:56,355 --> 01:21:57,835 the dead horse thing would grow on her. 1375 01:21:57,995 --> 01:22:00,115 Dead grandma. Not dead horse. 1376 01:22:00,315 --> 01:22:01,315 Whatever. 1377 01:22:01,635 --> 01:22:03,675 Uh, and it's not like that. Here. 1378 01:22:06,915 --> 01:22:07,915 Wow. 1379 01:22:07,995 --> 01:22:09,235 Yeah, she made it. 1380 01:22:10,835 --> 01:22:13,075 - Whoa. That's perfect. - We're business partners now. 1381 01:22:13,715 --> 01:22:15,595 Getting down, business partners. 1382 01:22:16,835 --> 01:22:17,835 Good one. 1383 01:22:18,835 --> 01:22:19,835 I'm just gonna... 1384 01:22:20,035 --> 01:22:21,035 It's a bone dollar, 1385 01:22:21,115 --> 01:22:23,035 I'm just gonna put that in your little tip jar. 1386 01:22:23,715 --> 01:22:25,355 For that, big spender, these are on the house. 1387 01:22:27,515 --> 01:22:28,595 - Really? - Yep. 1388 01:22:29,755 --> 01:22:30,915 Thank you, Lillian. 1389 01:22:31,155 --> 01:22:33,475 Sure thing, George. 1390 01:22:33,555 --> 01:22:34,995 I will see you around. 1391 01:22:36,515 --> 01:22:37,515 Okay. 1392 01:22:37,595 --> 01:22:38,595 - Hello. - Hi. 1393 01:22:38,675 --> 01:22:39,675 What can I getcha? 1394 01:22:40,115 --> 01:22:41,115 Proud of you! 1395 01:23:25,315 --> 01:23:26,755 I know, I know. 1396 01:23:27,635 --> 01:23:29,795 It's going to be rough without me, guys. 1397 01:23:34,235 --> 01:23:36,035 No one's gonna treat you like I do. 1398 01:23:37,915 --> 01:23:39,555 I think this is gonna be good for us. 1399 01:23:57,875 --> 01:23:58,875 Come in. 1400 01:24:02,835 --> 01:24:03,835 Really? 1401 01:24:14,155 --> 01:24:15,155 Thank you. 1402 01:24:18,275 --> 01:24:19,275 Thank you very much. 1403 01:24:20,115 --> 01:24:21,115 Have you been playing? 1404 01:24:21,875 --> 01:24:23,675 No, no. 1405 01:24:24,835 --> 01:24:26,755 Music's his thing in this house. 1406 01:24:28,875 --> 01:24:29,875 Tone deaf. 1407 01:24:30,115 --> 01:24:31,955 Well, you look way cooler holding it. 1408 01:24:33,595 --> 01:24:34,795 - Really? - Yeah. 1409 01:24:37,235 --> 01:24:38,595 I know you've been practicing. 1410 01:24:39,035 --> 01:24:40,035 Oh God... 1411 01:24:40,115 --> 01:24:41,115 Will you sing me your song, please? 1412 01:24:43,315 --> 01:24:44,675 That one you can't stop playing. 1413 01:24:44,755 --> 01:24:46,435 - I know all the words. - I'm sorry. 1414 01:24:46,715 --> 01:24:47,715 Play it. 1415 01:24:56,035 --> 01:24:58,195 Almost gone 1416 01:24:58,955 --> 01:25:00,715 Can't be long 1417 01:25:01,075 --> 01:25:03,315 'Til I lose, 1418 01:25:04,155 --> 01:25:07,835 I lose control 1419 01:25:08,395 --> 01:25:10,515 I don't know 1420 01:25:10,915 --> 01:25:11,915 Oh God, I'm nervous. 1421 01:25:11,995 --> 01:25:13,155 It's nice. 1422 01:25:14,675 --> 01:25:17,275 I do 1423 01:25:17,715 --> 01:25:20,315 Sing along 1424 01:25:20,555 --> 01:25:22,835 Sing it anyways 1425 01:25:23,675 --> 01:25:27,275 All alone, on your way home 1426 01:25:28,035 --> 01:25:29,675 Done me wrong 1427 01:25:29,915 --> 01:25:31,915 Sing it anyway 1428 01:25:32,115 --> 01:25:33,875 Sing along 1429 01:25:34,435 --> 01:25:36,715 To your favorite song 1430 01:25:36,995 --> 01:25:41,075 It's your own familiar melody 1431 01:25:41,235 --> 01:25:45,475 It's your own Don't be long 1432 01:25:45,795 --> 01:25:47,755 You've done me wrong 1433 01:25:47,955 --> 01:25:50,035 Sing it anyways 1434 01:25:50,235 --> 01:25:52,275 Lose control 1435 01:25:52,595 --> 01:25:54,475 I don't know 1436 01:25:54,875 --> 01:25:56,835 But I do 1437 01:25:57,595 --> 01:26:01,155 I do, I do 1438 01:26:01,715 --> 01:26:03,515 I do 1439 01:26:03,995 --> 01:26:08,635 I do, I do, I do 1440 01:26:08,835 --> 01:26:13,035 - I do, I do, - Yes I do, yes I do! 1441 01:26:13,115 --> 01:26:15,715 I do, I do! 1442 01:26:20,035 --> 01:26:22,955 Yes, I do! 1443 01:26:23,035 --> 01:26:24,675 Yes, I do! 1444 01:26:24,995 --> 01:26:28,195 I do, I do 1445 01:26:28,675 --> 01:26:30,315 Yes, I do... 1446 01:26:34,115 --> 01:26:35,195 Very good. 1447 01:26:35,435 --> 01:26:36,635 You're a very clever girl. 1448 01:26:40,755 --> 01:26:41,755 Thank you. 1449 01:27:17,075 --> 01:27:18,555 - See you later. - Yeah. 1450 01:27:19,315 --> 01:27:20,715 What subway are you taking? 1451 01:27:22,515 --> 01:27:25,835 - I'm taking the C. - Oh, well. I'll walk with you. 1452 01:27:47,195 --> 01:27:48,195 It's cold. 1453 01:27:52,435 --> 01:27:54,475 No socks? 1454 01:28:45,424 --> 01:28:50,424 Provided by explosiveskull https://twitter.com/kaboomskull 99297