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(mechanical music)
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(car honks)
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- [Woman] Ladies and gentlemen...
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Due to unexpected weather conditions,
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all flights domestic and
international have been canceled.
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Until further announcement.
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Again, all flights both
domestic and international
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have been canceled or delayed.
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We ask all passengers to
check with your airlines
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in order to relocate your flight.
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We apologize for the inconvenience,
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and we wish you a safe trip.
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(sink running)
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All flights both domestic
and international
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have been canceled or delayed.
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We ask all passengers to
check with your airlines
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in order to relocate your flight.
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- Yeah.
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I'm writing all this down.
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I don't think I can ask them
now because it's Friday,
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and they don't work on weekends.
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Right.
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Yeah.
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Well, you know, actually,
I know some Photoshop.
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Let me see if I can...
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(phone rings)
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Yeah, maybe I can cut
the logos at the end.
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I'm so sorry, I have another call.
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Can I...
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Yeah, I'll keep you updated with this.
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Thanks.
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Hey!
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How's Miami?
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Did you give your talk yet?
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Yeah, I'm home.
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Yeah, I know.
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They said it's gonna be
pretty bad, I'm kinda scared.
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I guess it's gonna be one
of those summer storms.
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Who?
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Yeah, you might've mentioned him.
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Wait, is this the guy that makes gay porn?
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(laughing)
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Right, sorry.
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Cinema verite.
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I'm not making fun of him, I swear.
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Wait, he's here?
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Yeah.
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Yeah, sure, he can stay in your room.
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I mean, I'm practically chained to my desk
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doing work anyway, so, I'll be here.
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Sure.
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Yeah, no worries.
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It'll be fun.
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(lighthearted string music)
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(knocking)
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(car honks)
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(buzzer rings)
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(loud footsteps)
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Marcos?
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- Hi.
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- Hi, hola.
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- Hey.
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- I'm Alan.
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- I'm Marcos, hi.
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That's a Spanish thing we do, we-
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- Two kisses, right.
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(chuckling)
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Come on in.
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- Thank you.
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- Can I get you anything?
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- Um, water.
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- Sure.
- Please, thank you.
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- Here you go.
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- Thanks.
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Did you paint these?
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- Yeah, sort of.
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- Did you paint them or not?
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- Yes, I did.
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- They're really cool.
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- Thank you.
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- I like Annie Hall.
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- Annie Hull?
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- Annie Hall.
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My accent's funny, sorry.
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- [Alan] I kinda like Annie Hull.
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- [Marcos] I like this one.
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- Oh, yeah.
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- That's hot.
- Thanks.
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- Yeah, it's great.
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- Claire says you guys know
each other from college?
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- College, yeah, yeah.
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She always got super drunk,
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and I used to hold her
head while she vomited.
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It was really funny, and then
she'd let me borrow the notes.
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That was really cool.
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- You know, we should
call her at some point.
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She seemed really excited about this.
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I mean not in a weird way,
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just two gay guys in one house.
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Probably thinks we're gonna have
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a Queer Eye marathon or something.
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Unless, of course, you're not gay.
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- Why would I not be gay?
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- Well, you never said you were, so.
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- Clara told you that I was gay?
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- No.
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Yeah, she did, but she
didn't say much else.
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She said you make movies.
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- Yeah, it's a doc.
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A documentary.
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- The one you're shooting, or sorry,
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the one you're screening
rather, in San Francisco?
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- The one that I'm screening
in San Francisco, yeah.
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Yeah.
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- What's it about?
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- It's about gay sex and dicks.
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- Oh, okay.
- Yeah.
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- And you shot it yourself
with a camera and all?
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- Big dicks.
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No, no, we used the shoot for this one.
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Duh.
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Yeah, no, it's about...
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I dated a few men, and
then I shot some stuff
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and cut it all together,
and now it's a doc.
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- It sounds intense.
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- It's all right.
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- What did they think?
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- Who?
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- These men.
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Have they seen it?
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- Um, no.
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But they will see it at some point.
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- Like at the movies, in theaters?
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- Yeah, like at the movies in theaters.
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Like now we play at a festival,
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and then you play at another one,
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and eventually they'll see it.
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Yeah, they will see it.
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- I've never been in a movie.
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Claire wants me to tell you
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that she left in a bit of a hurry,
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so her room might be a little messy.
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There it is.
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So this storm, huh?
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I'm a little worried.
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Are you scared?
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- Not really, I mean it's
sunny now, so it'll be fine.
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I kinda really want to take a nap,
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if you don't mind.
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- Sure.
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It must be siesta time there, right?
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- Yeah.
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And can I get the Wi-Fi password?
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- Of course, I'll grab it for you.
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It's on the router...
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Downstairs.
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(tense music)
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- [Man] Violent winds,
driving rain, killer waves.
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These are the hallmarks of a hurricane.
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Also called cyclones or typhoons,
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hurricanes are giant storms
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prowling the world's tropical seas.
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Hurricanes are the most violent...
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(calming music)
(mouse clicking)
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- Shit.
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(dramatic music)
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Well, yeah, we could make them smaller,
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but I just don't know how
to make them transparent
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in over image.
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We'd need the guys who
edited the video for that.
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Well, yeah, I can also do that,
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but it's already the end of the day and...
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Yeah, I know.
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I know, and the video
did make the deadline,
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I just wasn't expecting we'd
have problems with this.
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Yeah, no, I'll send him an email now,
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maybe they haven't left the office,
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but I don't know that they're
gonna work on the weekend.
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Sure, I'll solve this.
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Yep, somehow.
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Okay.
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(siren blaring)
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(wondrous music)
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- [Marcos] Morning.
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- Hi.
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- [Marcos] How much did I sleep?
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- Not too much.
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- [Marcos] I'm so jet-lagged.
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- Yeah, I can tell.
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- Where were you doing?
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- Oh, working.
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- What's work?
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- I work at a startup, it's an app.
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- An app for...
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- It's a dating app, for gay men.
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- Is that Grindr?
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(laughing)
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- No, I wish.
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It's called WeTopia.
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It's a whole different concept for...
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Here, I'll show you.
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Okay, so, let's say
you're at home wondering
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what to do, a Friday night.
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Well, not this Friday
night 'cause of the storm,
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you know, but any other Friday night.
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And let's say you decide to go here.
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- That's the Met?
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- Actually, it's the MoMA, but
yeah, the Met would work too.
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So you go, and you place a pin there.
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The next version of the app will allow you
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to just geotag you, but in this version
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you're just gonna place a pin.
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And there, in a flash, you
can see where the gays are.
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- And they know who you are or-
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- Nope.
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That's the cool thing about the app.
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It's color blind, age
blind, anything else blind
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because it doesn't really matter.
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- Hm.
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- Gay people have to leave the house
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living with the burden of
a heteronormative world,
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but with this app, WeTopia,
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you can choose to hang in spaces
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where you become the norm.
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Well, not you, but your identity.
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- That's cool.
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I'm sorry that you're having a bad day.
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- You know what?
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Fuck them.
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- You know, you should take a break.
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Like stalk someone on
Instagram maybe, or something.
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I need to take a shower.
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- Sure.
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Okay, so, there should be soap in here,
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use whatever you need,
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and you got your towel, that's good.
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The water pressure is weird,
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so you'll have to let
it run smoothly at first
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and then it'll be interrupted,
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and then it'll flow smoothly again,
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and then you can take your shower.
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- Okay.
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- Sorry.
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I'll let you shower.
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Shit, sorry, I did it again.
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I'm just gonna leave you.
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Here.
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(shower running)
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(calming music)
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Hey.
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- Hi.
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- How was the shower?
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- It was good.
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- Look.
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About before...
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I'm so, so, so sorry.
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I just don't know what happened.
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- I think you kissed me.
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- I did.
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I did.
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And I'm so sorry that I did.
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I think I'm just a little stressed.
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Tense.
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Anxious.
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Is that Zizek?
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- Oh, this?
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Yeah, that's Zizek.
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- That's kinda cool.
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- Thanks.
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- I'm sorry.
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- You don't have to be
sorry, it's all good.
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And you're a really good kisser.
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- Okay, well, thank you.
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But see, the thing is, that's
just not like me, okay?
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That's not who I am.
276
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- Look, it's all good.
277
00:19:35,710 --> 00:19:37,050
- Yeah, for you.
278
00:19:38,370 --> 00:19:39,200
I mean...
279
00:19:40,360 --> 00:19:43,300
Maybe it is good for you, it
clearly is all good for you.
280
00:19:43,300 --> 00:19:44,390
- Right.
281
00:19:44,390 --> 00:19:45,710
Yeah, I get it, 'cause I'm from Spain,
282
00:19:45,710 --> 00:19:47,470
I'm a Spaniard, that's what Spaniards do.
283
00:19:47,470 --> 00:19:50,260
- One does not simply go and
kiss a stranger like that.
284
00:19:50,260 --> 00:19:51,910
- [Marcos] Oh, you guys
wait until the third date.
285
00:19:51,910 --> 00:19:53,370
- Okay, you can stop humiliating me,
286
00:19:53,370 --> 00:19:54,430
I already feel ashamed enough.
287
00:19:54,430 --> 00:19:56,510
(buzzer rings)
288
00:19:56,510 --> 00:19:57,670
- Look, it's good, seriously.
289
00:19:57,670 --> 00:19:59,990
Don't worry about it.
290
00:19:59,990 --> 00:20:02,180
(buzzer rings)
- You should just...
291
00:20:02,180 --> 00:20:03,510
- Open the door.
292
00:20:15,010 --> 00:20:16,410
- Hi, honey.
293
00:20:16,410 --> 00:20:17,250
- Hi!
294
00:20:17,250 --> 00:20:18,080
(laughing)
295
00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:19,530
I thought you said you weren't coming.
296
00:20:19,530 --> 00:20:20,750
- Oh, I wasn't, because
I thought the storm
297
00:20:20,750 --> 00:20:23,520
was gonna hit way sooner,
but then, I don't know,
298
00:20:23,520 --> 00:20:24,770
I thought maybe it's a sign.
299
00:20:24,770 --> 00:20:27,130
And after all, it's her 80th birthday,
300
00:20:27,130 --> 00:20:29,460
so I have to have this time.
301
00:20:31,210 --> 00:20:32,060
Is he here?
302
00:20:32,060 --> 00:20:32,900
- Yeah.
303
00:20:32,900 --> 00:20:34,340
- The guy that makes gay porn?
304
00:20:34,340 --> 00:20:36,250
- It's a doc, actually.
305
00:20:38,170 --> 00:20:39,660
- Hey.
- Hi!
306
00:20:39,660 --> 00:20:40,780
- Hi.
307
00:20:40,780 --> 00:20:42,080
- I'm Tristan.
- Marcos.
308
00:20:42,080 --> 00:20:43,210
Hi, how are you?
309
00:20:43,210 --> 00:20:44,210
- Hi, Mark.
310
00:20:44,210 --> 00:20:45,040
- Marcos.
- Marcos.
311
00:20:45,040 --> 00:20:46,390
- Oh.
312
00:20:46,390 --> 00:20:47,380
I feel bad.
313
00:20:47,380 --> 00:20:50,770
I felt bad leaving this
little nugget here all alone.
314
00:20:50,770 --> 00:20:52,960
But, you know, hey, I think
it's kind of exciting.
315
00:20:52,960 --> 00:20:55,980
It's like a big storm to clean New York.
316
00:20:55,980 --> 00:20:57,530
And after this it's
autumn, and I don't know,
317
00:20:57,530 --> 00:21:00,030
I feel like there's something
kinda cosmic about this rain.
318
00:21:00,030 --> 00:21:01,360
- Yeah, totally.
319
00:21:02,990 --> 00:21:05,630
- The tie's in my room, upstairs.
320
00:21:05,630 --> 00:21:07,380
- Oh, I'll wait here.
321
00:21:09,310 --> 00:21:10,390
Thanks, babe.
322
00:21:12,540 --> 00:21:13,370
So...
323
00:21:14,530 --> 00:21:17,240
Alan says you make movies.
324
00:21:17,240 --> 00:21:19,330
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, I do.
325
00:21:20,270 --> 00:21:21,100
Yeah.
326
00:21:21,100 --> 00:21:22,060
- I'm going to this family dinner
327
00:21:22,060 --> 00:21:23,130
and I needed this tie,
328
00:21:23,130 --> 00:21:26,880
but the last time I wore
it I slept here, so.
329
00:21:28,550 --> 00:21:31,070
- So you guys are together, yeah?
330
00:21:31,070 --> 00:21:32,740
- Uh, two years now.
331
00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:35,460
Shocking, I know.
332
00:21:35,460 --> 00:21:36,780
- Yeah.
333
00:21:36,780 --> 00:21:39,030
- I kind of love him a lot.
334
00:21:43,120 --> 00:21:44,370
Are you hungry?
335
00:21:45,580 --> 00:21:47,180
- You know...
336
00:21:47,180 --> 00:21:49,920
Yeah, actually, yeah, I'm really hungry.
337
00:21:49,920 --> 00:21:51,090
- Say no more.
338
00:22:10,450 --> 00:22:11,320
- Where is he?
339
00:22:11,320 --> 00:22:13,240
- [Tristan] Do you like butter, Marcos?
340
00:22:13,240 --> 00:22:14,610
- I love butter, yeah.
341
00:22:14,610 --> 00:22:17,430
- [Tristan] Babe, do you want a toast?
342
00:22:17,430 --> 00:22:19,120
- Yeah, sure.
343
00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:22,030
- [Tristan] Buttering for everyone!
344
00:22:24,400 --> 00:22:27,400
So, Mark, tell us about your movies.
345
00:22:29,150 --> 00:22:30,610
- My movie, one.
346
00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:31,650
It's only one movie.
347
00:22:31,650 --> 00:22:34,650
It's a documentary, actually.
348
00:22:34,650 --> 00:22:37,440
And yeah, that's the
one that I'm screening
349
00:22:37,440 --> 00:22:38,960
in San Francisco.
350
00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:42,230
- [Tristan] Is there gonna
be like a red carpet?
351
00:22:42,230 --> 00:22:44,520
- No, I don't think...
352
00:22:44,520 --> 00:22:47,420
Actually, yeah, maybe there
is a red carpet, yeah.
353
00:22:47,420 --> 00:22:49,770
- [Tristan] Are you gonna be famous?
354
00:22:49,770 --> 00:22:50,770
- I don't think so, no.
355
00:22:50,770 --> 00:22:52,060
- [Tristan] Oh my God, I can't believe
356
00:22:52,060 --> 00:22:53,660
I'm buttering toast for someone
357
00:22:53,660 --> 00:22:56,580
who is about to become famous.
358
00:22:56,580 --> 00:22:59,670
(tense string music)
359
00:23:19,630 --> 00:23:20,630
- Thank you.
360
00:23:21,980 --> 00:23:23,560
- Thanks.
361
00:23:23,560 --> 00:23:26,640
(tense string music)
362
00:23:33,370 --> 00:23:34,200
- Mm.
363
00:23:40,830 --> 00:23:41,800
It's good.
364
00:23:41,800 --> 00:23:42,640
- Thanks.
365
00:23:54,990 --> 00:23:56,780
- Have so much fun tonight, okay?
366
00:23:56,780 --> 00:24:00,200
- I will be thinking of you all the time.
367
00:24:01,730 --> 00:24:02,750
- You be safe tonight, okay?
368
00:24:02,750 --> 00:24:05,850
Get there before the storm hits.
369
00:24:05,850 --> 00:24:06,910
- Bye, Marcos!
370
00:24:06,910 --> 00:24:08,740
It was so nice to meet you!
371
00:24:08,740 --> 00:24:10,270
- [Marcos] Bye!
372
00:24:10,270 --> 00:24:11,110
- Love you.
373
00:24:11,110 --> 00:24:12,360
- Love you too.
374
00:24:30,070 --> 00:24:30,980
- He's hot.
375
00:24:32,100 --> 00:24:34,080
- I'm really sorry.
376
00:24:34,080 --> 00:24:34,910
- Don't be.
377
00:24:34,910 --> 00:24:36,810
- I should've...
378
00:24:36,810 --> 00:24:38,090
I should've said something,
379
00:24:38,090 --> 00:24:39,770
or I shouldn't have
done what I did before.
380
00:24:39,770 --> 00:24:41,390
I feel like I led you into something.
381
00:24:41,390 --> 00:24:43,210
- No, it's all good.
382
00:24:43,210 --> 00:24:44,330
You didn't lead me into anything.
383
00:24:44,330 --> 00:24:45,410
- Are you mad?
384
00:24:45,410 --> 00:24:47,840
- I'm not mad.
- You're mad.
385
00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:49,240
- I'm not mad.
386
00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:50,400
But if you want someone to be mad,
387
00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:52,570
maybe you should tell him.
388
00:24:54,500 --> 00:24:55,340
Oh boy.
389
00:24:58,340 --> 00:25:00,220
So, you've never cheated on him?
390
00:25:00,220 --> 00:25:01,810
- [Alan] No, never.
391
00:25:06,490 --> 00:25:07,330
- Thanks.
392
00:25:13,070 --> 00:25:15,610
- [Alan] Once, maybe.
393
00:25:15,610 --> 00:25:17,700
- What do you mean maybe?
394
00:25:18,610 --> 00:25:19,840
- Well, it was way back before
395
00:25:19,840 --> 00:25:21,190
we were really dating or anything,
396
00:25:21,190 --> 00:25:24,420
except it had been about 4 months.
397
00:25:24,420 --> 00:25:28,040
I was at some party and I
was talking to some guy,
398
00:25:28,040 --> 00:25:29,630
and I didn't sleep with him or anything,
399
00:25:29,630 --> 00:25:33,390
but all of a sudden we
weren't talking anymore,
400
00:25:33,390 --> 00:25:34,540
and I was drunk, so.
401
00:25:34,540 --> 00:25:35,380
- You blew him.
402
00:25:35,380 --> 00:25:36,210
- No.
403
00:25:36,210 --> 00:25:37,040
- You kissed him.
404
00:25:37,040 --> 00:25:37,870
- No.
405
00:25:37,870 --> 00:25:40,870
But it did feel a lot like cheating.
406
00:25:42,450 --> 00:25:44,040
- Are you a virgin?
407
00:25:45,030 --> 00:25:45,860
Sorry.
408
00:25:47,310 --> 00:25:48,150
Sorry.
409
00:25:49,150 --> 00:25:50,660
- You wouldn't get it.
410
00:25:50,660 --> 00:25:51,700
- Why wouldn't I get it?
411
00:25:51,700 --> 00:25:54,120
- Well, you clearly don't.
412
00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:55,140
- Why wouldn't I get it?
413
00:25:55,140 --> 00:25:59,220
- I'm just saying that
this is what it felt like.
414
00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:05,270
What about you?
415
00:26:05,270 --> 00:26:06,100
- What about me?
416
00:26:06,100 --> 00:26:09,450
- You know, have you
ever cheated on anyone?
417
00:26:09,450 --> 00:26:10,980
- No, not really.
418
00:26:10,980 --> 00:26:12,970
I mean, I don't really
believe in cheating, so.
419
00:26:12,970 --> 00:26:15,440
- What does that mean?
420
00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:16,960
- Well, I don't believe in monogamy,
421
00:26:16,960 --> 00:26:18,790
so cheating makes no sense.
422
00:26:18,790 --> 00:26:20,990
- You never been in a relationship?
423
00:26:20,990 --> 00:26:21,820
- Yeah.
424
00:26:21,820 --> 00:26:26,540
I mean, I've been with men for
long periods of time, but...
425
00:26:26,540 --> 00:26:27,950
- Like, how long?
426
00:26:29,460 --> 00:26:31,920
- The last one, like 7 months.
427
00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:32,830
- What happened?
428
00:26:32,830 --> 00:26:34,510
- I made a movie.
429
00:26:34,510 --> 00:26:36,260
- Right, no spoilers.
430
00:26:39,380 --> 00:26:40,240
- I don't know.
431
00:26:40,240 --> 00:26:41,160
Monogamy...
432
00:26:41,160 --> 00:26:43,400
I feel like I've yet to meet someone
433
00:26:43,400 --> 00:26:48,400
that can look me in the eyes
and say "Monogamy makes sense."
434
00:26:50,940 --> 00:26:53,160
So, how did you guys meet?
435
00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:54,570
- Oh, you know...
436
00:26:57,370 --> 00:26:58,210
Dancing.
437
00:26:59,430 --> 00:27:00,730
We met and danced-
438
00:27:00,730 --> 00:27:02,430
- Dancing, where?
439
00:27:02,430 --> 00:27:03,640
- At a bar.
440
00:27:03,640 --> 00:27:05,040
- What bar?
441
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:05,870
- Grindr.
442
00:27:08,300 --> 00:27:09,130
- Classy.
443
00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:14,250
- The truth is, I was going
through a harsh breakup,
444
00:27:14,250 --> 00:27:17,250
and that night I felt sort of needy,
445
00:27:19,590 --> 00:27:20,800
like I needed to be-
446
00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:22,020
- To be fucked.
447
00:27:22,020 --> 00:27:23,020
- Validated.
448
00:27:25,750 --> 00:27:30,750
So I went on Grindr and I
met this cute little torso,
449
00:27:30,900 --> 00:27:32,960
and it belonged to this cute little face,
450
00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:36,120
which belonged to cute little Tristan.
451
00:27:37,180 --> 00:27:38,710
And I left the house without douching,
452
00:27:38,710 --> 00:27:40,510
so I didn't end up sleeping with him,
453
00:27:40,510 --> 00:27:42,250
but I did meet up with
him the next morning.
454
00:27:42,250 --> 00:27:43,660
- Wait, what?
455
00:27:43,660 --> 00:27:45,280
- The next morning?
456
00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:48,310
- You didn't sleep with
him because of what?
457
00:27:48,310 --> 00:27:49,900
- Oh, I hadn't douched.
458
00:27:49,900 --> 00:27:50,960
- You hadn't douched?
459
00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:54,160
Well, couldn't you like
not have sex with him,
460
00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:56,740
or could you just blow
him, or I don't know,
461
00:27:56,740 --> 00:27:57,980
can you top him?
462
00:27:57,980 --> 00:27:59,890
- Oh, I don't top.
463
00:27:59,890 --> 00:28:00,760
- You don't top?
464
00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:03,360
- No, I tried, it didn't work out.
465
00:28:03,360 --> 00:28:05,100
- Well yeah, you try it once
and it doesn't work out,
466
00:28:05,100 --> 00:28:06,900
and then you do it more
and then it's great.
467
00:28:06,900 --> 00:28:09,730
- It's just not my thing, I guess.
468
00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:17,090
Is your movie about the seven month one?
469
00:28:19,700 --> 00:28:22,110
- Yeah, amongst many others.
470
00:28:22,110 --> 00:28:23,710
- Has he seen it?
471
00:28:23,710 --> 00:28:25,150
- No.
472
00:28:25,150 --> 00:28:26,740
- You don't want him to or-
473
00:28:26,740 --> 00:28:29,240
- No, it just hasn't happened.
474
00:28:30,710 --> 00:28:32,380
- You miss that guy.
475
00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:34,470
- No, I don't miss that guy.
476
00:28:34,470 --> 00:28:36,880
- "No, I don't miss that guy."
477
00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:39,530
(lighthearted music)
478
00:28:39,530 --> 00:28:42,370
(thunder rumbles)
479
00:28:45,260 --> 00:28:48,830
- [Marcos] So, how come
you're not at the party?
480
00:28:48,830 --> 00:28:51,140
- At Tristan's grandma's party?
481
00:28:51,140 --> 00:28:52,320
- [Marcos] Yeah.
482
00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:53,900
- Oh, he's not out.
483
00:28:55,620 --> 00:28:57,380
- He's not out?
484
00:28:57,380 --> 00:28:58,220
- No.
485
00:29:00,900 --> 00:29:01,740
What?
486
00:29:03,230 --> 00:29:06,430
- Nothing.
(thunder rumbles)
487
00:29:06,430 --> 00:29:07,890
- Shit!
488
00:29:07,890 --> 00:29:08,810
Fuck.
489
00:29:08,810 --> 00:29:09,770
- What?
490
00:29:09,770 --> 00:29:10,810
- It didn't render.
491
00:29:10,810 --> 00:29:11,720
- What didn't render?
492
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:14,170
- The thing I'm working
on, it didn't render.
493
00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:15,650
- Well, what happened?
494
00:29:15,650 --> 00:29:17,350
- A glitch with the files, I guess.
495
00:29:17,350 --> 00:29:20,240
Shit, see, and this is why
I shouldn't be doing this.
496
00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:21,310
- Well, why are you doing it?
497
00:29:21,310 --> 00:29:22,530
- Because the people that do this
498
00:29:22,530 --> 00:29:25,360
don't work on weekends, and
neither should I, honestly.
499
00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:26,470
- Then just don't do it.
500
00:29:26,470 --> 00:29:29,030
- Yeah right, and then next
Monday I'm basically fired.
501
00:29:29,030 --> 00:29:30,390
- I don't think you would be fired.
502
00:29:30,390 --> 00:29:31,230
If you tell them-
503
00:29:31,230 --> 00:29:32,830
- Okay, I just need a minute here.
504
00:29:32,830 --> 00:29:35,660
(thunder rumbles)
505
00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:41,230
(dramatic music)
506
00:30:28,230 --> 00:30:30,390
(tense synth music)
507
00:30:30,390 --> 00:30:33,220
(birds squawking)
508
00:30:45,870 --> 00:30:48,690
- [Marcos] Do you love me?
509
00:30:48,690 --> 00:30:51,690
(tense synth music)
510
00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:09,820
(knocking)
511
00:31:09,820 --> 00:31:10,930
Hi.
512
00:31:10,930 --> 00:31:13,710
Listen, I'm really sorry about before.
513
00:31:13,710 --> 00:31:14,660
That was rude of me.
514
00:31:14,660 --> 00:31:15,700
- [Marcos] It's good, it's good.
515
00:31:15,700 --> 00:31:16,530
It's all good.
516
00:31:16,530 --> 00:31:18,240
- I just think I'm a
little tense, you know,
517
00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:20,670
because of the whole rain thing.
518
00:31:20,670 --> 00:31:22,700
- [Marcos] Yeah, it's all good.
519
00:31:22,700 --> 00:31:23,540
- I know.
520
00:31:24,930 --> 00:31:26,760
I know, it's all good.
521
00:31:28,270 --> 00:31:30,690
I just shouldn't be working
on a Friday night, you know?
522
00:31:30,690 --> 00:31:31,710
- [Marcos] Right.
523
00:31:31,710 --> 00:31:33,100
- But it pays the bills.
524
00:31:33,100 --> 00:31:33,930
- [Marcos] Yeah.
525
00:31:33,930 --> 00:31:37,460
- And you can very easily
say "Quit this shit, Alan."
526
00:31:37,460 --> 00:31:39,420
And believe me, I think
about it all the time.
527
00:31:39,420 --> 00:31:40,260
- [Marcos] Right.
528
00:31:40,260 --> 00:31:42,420
- But then again...
529
00:31:42,420 --> 00:31:44,590
I've gotten used to
living in this house and-
530
00:31:44,590 --> 00:31:45,470
- [Marcos] Totally.
531
00:31:45,470 --> 00:31:47,260
- I don't know if I
could live anywhere else.
532
00:31:47,260 --> 00:31:48,770
Like, where do you live in Spain?
533
00:31:48,770 --> 00:31:49,600
- [Marcos] Me?
534
00:31:49,600 --> 00:31:51,790
I live in a house with 5 people.
535
00:31:51,790 --> 00:31:52,790
- Holy shit.
536
00:31:55,070 --> 00:31:56,220
Anyway, sorry.
537
00:31:56,220 --> 00:31:58,480
That was rude of me.
538
00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:00,560
- [Marcos] It's all good.
539
00:32:03,010 --> 00:32:06,080
- Were you about to jerk off?
540
00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:07,240
- [Marcos] No.
541
00:32:09,060 --> 00:32:12,140
(catchy synth music)
542
00:32:35,350 --> 00:32:37,330
- So, what do you think?
543
00:32:37,330 --> 00:32:38,830
- It's good, yeah.
544
00:32:39,700 --> 00:32:40,540
It's good.
545
00:32:40,540 --> 00:32:41,790
I think it's a little cheesy,
546
00:32:41,790 --> 00:32:45,290
but it kind of works for this stuff, yeah.
547
00:32:46,460 --> 00:32:47,290
- Like?
548
00:32:49,400 --> 00:32:51,600
- I just feel like I don't get the point.
549
00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:52,630
- The point of...
550
00:32:52,630 --> 00:32:54,550
- The point of the app.
551
00:32:56,270 --> 00:32:58,930
- Well, gay people constantly have to live
552
00:32:58,930 --> 00:33:00,660
in a world where they're not the norm.
553
00:33:00,660 --> 00:33:03,170
And with this, they get to choose to live
554
00:33:03,170 --> 00:33:04,570
in a less heteronormative world.
555
00:33:04,570 --> 00:33:06,800
- I get that part, but then,
556
00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:09,140
I think it's all about changing
the conversation, right?
557
00:33:09,140 --> 00:33:10,320
So how do we change the conversation
558
00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:11,680
if we're all having the same one?
559
00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:13,260
- You don't.
560
00:33:13,260 --> 00:33:15,400
You can't, we've tried.
561
00:33:15,400 --> 00:33:17,630
As gay people, we constantly have to try,
562
00:33:17,630 --> 00:33:19,250
it's a struggle.
563
00:33:19,250 --> 00:33:21,630
We're doing it all the time
with or without an app.
564
00:33:21,630 --> 00:33:23,450
But with this...
565
00:33:23,450 --> 00:33:28,450
Okay, think of it as nuns that
live together in a convent.
566
00:33:28,620 --> 00:33:30,230
They find their temple,
567
00:33:30,230 --> 00:33:32,930
and they decide to segregate
from the rest of society.
568
00:33:32,930 --> 00:33:35,770
- Yeah, but how do you
compare a group of nuns
569
00:33:35,770 --> 00:33:37,480
with a group of horny huns?
570
00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:38,790
- It's not just about that.
571
00:33:38,790 --> 00:33:40,710
- Not to mention that this
excludes everyone else
572
00:33:40,710 --> 00:33:42,240
in the LGBTQ community.
573
00:33:42,240 --> 00:33:44,110
The trans community, asexual community.
574
00:33:44,110 --> 00:33:45,650
- It's just an app.
575
00:33:45,650 --> 00:33:47,000
- Yeah, it's just an
app, but in the meantime,
576
00:33:47,000 --> 00:33:48,480
your boyfriend's having a birthday party
577
00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:49,820
that you can't even go.
578
00:33:49,820 --> 00:33:51,120
- Why are you so bothered about that?
579
00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:52,680
You don't even do boyfriends.
580
00:33:52,680 --> 00:33:55,540
- Because it's just not fair.
581
00:33:55,540 --> 00:33:57,950
It's just not fair, you know?
582
00:34:00,290 --> 00:34:01,550
- Okay, sorry.
583
00:34:01,550 --> 00:34:06,550
It's a little hard to take you
seriously with that shirt on.
584
00:34:08,130 --> 00:34:09,460
Stop doing that.
585
00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:18,690
- Okay, play it again.
586
00:34:18,690 --> 00:34:21,440
(dramatic music)
587
00:34:22,730 --> 00:34:25,700
- God, this kitchen is depressing.
588
00:34:25,700 --> 00:34:28,340
I really never have the time to cook.
589
00:34:28,340 --> 00:34:30,760
I mean, I don't cook, and
Claire's a medical student,
590
00:34:30,760 --> 00:34:34,240
so she barely has time
to eat anything at all.
591
00:34:34,240 --> 00:34:36,730
I really should've bought something.
592
00:34:36,730 --> 00:34:38,850
Oh, we have this.
593
00:34:38,850 --> 00:34:39,790
- What's this?
594
00:34:39,790 --> 00:34:40,860
- Noodles.
595
00:34:40,860 --> 00:34:43,110
Instant noodles, like soup.
596
00:34:43,970 --> 00:34:45,940
- Do you have potatoes and egg?
597
00:34:45,940 --> 00:34:47,440
- We do have eggs.
598
00:34:49,000 --> 00:34:50,570
Uh...
599
00:34:50,570 --> 00:34:51,950
Yeah, a couple potatoes.
600
00:34:51,950 --> 00:34:53,230
- [Marcos] Gosh, this fridge is empty.
601
00:34:53,230 --> 00:34:54,850
- I told you, I never have time to cook.
602
00:34:54,850 --> 00:34:56,530
- [Marcos] Well, what do you eat?
603
00:34:56,530 --> 00:34:59,200
- I don't know, I guess noodles.
604
00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:04,590
- Have you ever had a Spanish omelet?
605
00:35:04,590 --> 00:35:09,590
(eggs cracking)
(knife cutting)
606
00:35:10,920 --> 00:35:14,350
(fork whisking)
607
00:35:14,350 --> 00:35:15,560
So, you want to have kids?
608
00:35:15,560 --> 00:35:16,680
- Mhm.
609
00:35:16,680 --> 00:35:17,600
2, 3 maybe.
610
00:35:20,200 --> 00:35:21,250
Except I don't really want to have them
611
00:35:21,250 --> 00:35:22,830
if I can't give them the same privileges
612
00:35:22,830 --> 00:35:24,190
I had growing up.
613
00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:25,240
- The same privileges?
614
00:35:25,240 --> 00:35:26,070
Like what?
615
00:35:26,070 --> 00:35:29,720
- Well, education, traveling,
you know, a stable life.
616
00:35:29,720 --> 00:35:30,730
- A stable life?
617
00:35:30,730 --> 00:35:32,520
- Yeah, like a house.
618
00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:35,100
- That's funny that you call
those, like, privileges,
619
00:35:35,100 --> 00:35:36,620
as if they were something extraordinary.
620
00:35:36,620 --> 00:35:38,530
- Well they are, kind of.
621
00:35:38,530 --> 00:35:40,020
- See, that's one thing
I like about Spain,
622
00:35:40,020 --> 00:35:41,730
is that everyone gets public healthcare
623
00:35:41,730 --> 00:35:43,080
and public education.
624
00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:45,510
- What's one thing you don't like?
625
00:35:45,510 --> 00:35:46,760
- Well, many things.
626
00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:47,920
But that's another cool thing,
627
00:35:47,920 --> 00:35:49,560
that we like to demonstrate a lot
628
00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:53,140
and go to the streets, and
that's how we feel heard.
629
00:35:53,140 --> 00:35:55,350
- But that doesn't make
a difference, does it?
630
00:35:55,350 --> 00:35:56,960
A real difference, I mean?
631
00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:58,950
- Yeah, it does.
632
00:35:58,950 --> 00:36:01,050
Yeah, even if it's just to feel heard.
633
00:36:01,050 --> 00:36:03,690
- But that's what therapy is for.
634
00:36:03,690 --> 00:36:05,720
You do therapy, right?
635
00:36:05,720 --> 00:36:06,980
- No.
636
00:36:06,980 --> 00:36:08,940
- Well, what do you do when
you're feeling overwhelmed?
637
00:36:08,940 --> 00:36:11,480
- I cook, and I fuck.
638
00:36:11,480 --> 00:36:13,320
And sometimes I cook while I fuck.
639
00:36:13,320 --> 00:36:14,700
- Well, you seem pretty great at it.
640
00:36:14,700 --> 00:36:15,540
- At fuck-
641
00:36:15,540 --> 00:36:16,620
- At cooking.
642
00:36:19,030 --> 00:36:20,360
So, what's next?
643
00:36:20,360 --> 00:36:21,190
- Next...
644
00:36:22,030 --> 00:36:23,840
(speaking in foreign language)
645
00:36:23,840 --> 00:36:24,760
- Meaning?
646
00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:25,820
- Well, that's the Spanish name,
647
00:36:25,820 --> 00:36:26,790
we say it all the time.
648
00:36:26,790 --> 00:36:30,000
It means that you take a
plate, and then you put it,
649
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:32,330
and then the idea is
that you spin the omelet
650
00:36:32,330 --> 00:36:33,330
with the plate.
651
00:36:33,330 --> 00:36:35,010
So in a conversation, for example,
652
00:36:35,010 --> 00:36:37,360
when you're in a topic
and you change the subject
653
00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:38,440
to your own benefit.
654
00:36:38,440 --> 00:36:39,550
Then you say, hey...
655
00:36:39,550 --> 00:36:40,960
(speaking in foreign language)
656
00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:42,040
- Give me it.
657
00:36:43,050 --> 00:36:44,060
- What, you want to do it?
658
00:36:44,060 --> 00:36:44,890
- Yeah.
659
00:36:44,890 --> 00:36:45,730
What, you think I can't do...
660
00:36:45,730 --> 00:36:48,620
(speaking in foreign language)
661
00:36:48,620 --> 00:36:51,470
- Yeah, no, I think you're
perfectly capable of...
662
00:36:51,470 --> 00:36:54,700
(speaking in foreign language)
663
00:36:54,700 --> 00:36:58,310
You just have to do it confidently.
664
00:36:58,310 --> 00:36:59,640
Yeah?
- I got it.
665
00:37:02,670 --> 00:37:03,500
- Like pressing-
666
00:37:03,500 --> 00:37:04,340
- I'm gonna do it.
667
00:37:04,340 --> 00:37:05,170
- Okay.
668
00:37:06,940 --> 00:37:09,610
(plate tumbles)
669
00:37:19,800 --> 00:37:20,630
What?
670
00:37:20,630 --> 00:37:21,710
I've had cup noodles before.
671
00:37:21,710 --> 00:37:23,410
(thunder rumbles)
672
00:37:23,410 --> 00:37:24,240
- Shit.
673
00:37:25,640 --> 00:37:26,560
Shit, fuck.
674
00:37:27,910 --> 00:37:28,750
- What?
675
00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:35,070
- [Alan] Fuck, I thought I lost it again.
676
00:37:35,070 --> 00:37:36,160
Oh, I'm good.
677
00:37:38,270 --> 00:37:39,430
- Hey, you know what we could do?
678
00:37:39,430 --> 00:37:40,750
Let's call Clara.
679
00:37:40,750 --> 00:37:42,500
How about that, yeah?
680
00:37:47,540 --> 00:37:50,120
(rain pouring)
681
00:38:00,660 --> 00:38:03,100
Hey, do you have an adapter for this?
682
00:38:03,100 --> 00:38:05,470
- I don't, but Claire does.
683
00:38:05,470 --> 00:38:06,880
Hold on a minute.
684
00:38:19,380 --> 00:38:21,520
Sorry, she must've taken
it with her to Miami.
685
00:38:21,520 --> 00:38:22,360
- Are you sure?
686
00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:23,190
- Yeah.
687
00:38:23,190 --> 00:38:24,020
Do you want to use my phone?
688
00:38:24,020 --> 00:38:25,650
- No, where can I get one?
689
00:38:25,650 --> 00:38:28,140
- The deli, probably.
690
00:38:28,140 --> 00:38:29,310
- I'll go get my jacket.
691
00:38:29,310 --> 00:38:30,300
- Wait, what?
692
00:38:30,300 --> 00:38:31,600
- I'll go get my jacket, I'll be fine.
693
00:38:31,600 --> 00:38:34,880
- You can't leave now, the
storm is insane, it's dangerous.
694
00:38:34,880 --> 00:38:35,900
You can't leave now.
695
00:38:35,900 --> 00:38:36,860
- Just tell me where to go and-
696
00:38:36,860 --> 00:38:38,990
- You can't leave now, not like this.
697
00:38:38,990 --> 00:38:40,250
You'll break your umbrella.
698
00:38:40,250 --> 00:38:41,290
- I don't have an umbrella, so-
699
00:38:41,290 --> 00:38:42,280
- It's dangerous!
700
00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:44,530
- Are you always like this?
701
00:38:56,620 --> 00:38:58,720
(thunder rumbling)
702
00:38:58,720 --> 00:39:00,740
- If the wind blows too hard, close it.
703
00:39:00,740 --> 00:39:02,900
I don't want to lose my umbrella.
704
00:39:02,900 --> 00:39:04,340
The deli's two blocks that way,
705
00:39:04,340 --> 00:39:05,280
and if they don't have it,
706
00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:08,240
maybe the Food Town is open too.
707
00:39:08,240 --> 00:39:09,070
- Thanks.
708
00:39:13,010 --> 00:39:15,910
(rain pouring)
709
00:39:15,910 --> 00:39:18,410
(door closes)
710
00:39:25,390 --> 00:39:28,310
(thunder rumbling)
711
00:39:37,170 --> 00:39:42,000
(knocking)
(buzzer rings)
712
00:39:47,070 --> 00:39:48,240
Can I come in?
713
00:39:49,550 --> 00:39:50,880
- You're insane!
714
00:39:51,720 --> 00:39:54,870
Just so you know, you're
now my responsibility.
715
00:39:54,870 --> 00:39:55,850
Yeah, I can hear myself,
716
00:39:55,850 --> 00:39:58,180
I know I sound like some
sort of tutor or something,
717
00:39:58,180 --> 00:40:01,090
but, fuck, you can't
just disappear like that.
718
00:40:01,090 --> 00:40:02,210
I mean, I don't even know what I would do
719
00:40:02,210 --> 00:40:03,200
if something happened to you.
720
00:40:03,200 --> 00:40:04,390
I mean, do you even have insurance while-
721
00:40:04,390 --> 00:40:06,550
- Can you please shut up for a second?
722
00:40:06,550 --> 00:40:07,380
Please?
723
00:40:15,970 --> 00:40:19,890
- You want me to shut
up, I'll fuckin' shut up.
724
00:40:31,540 --> 00:40:33,370
- The thing is that...
725
00:40:34,970 --> 00:40:38,640
The thing is that he
doesn't want to see it.
726
00:40:40,660 --> 00:40:41,490
- What?
727
00:40:44,780 --> 00:40:46,430
- The guy that I dated for 7 months,
728
00:40:46,430 --> 00:40:48,120
he doesn't want to see the movie,
729
00:40:48,120 --> 00:40:51,780
and he's in it, and I
don't know what to do.
730
00:40:53,800 --> 00:40:54,990
And I think I fucked everything up
731
00:40:54,990 --> 00:40:57,290
when I left from Spain
without saying goodbye.
732
00:40:57,290 --> 00:40:59,370
- You didn't say goodbye?
733
00:41:07,710 --> 00:41:08,550
Okay.
734
00:41:15,610 --> 00:41:17,970
Who broke up with who?
735
00:41:17,970 --> 00:41:19,920
- After I told him that
I couldn't do monogamy,
736
00:41:19,920 --> 00:41:22,450
then he broke up with me.
737
00:41:22,450 --> 00:41:24,050
I think we just wanted
very different things,
738
00:41:24,050 --> 00:41:26,630
so no one broke up with anyone.
739
00:41:27,900 --> 00:41:29,010
It was a mutual agreement.
740
00:41:29,010 --> 00:41:31,560
- I'm sorry, I'm lost.
741
00:41:31,560 --> 00:41:32,390
So...
742
00:41:33,470 --> 00:41:36,550
This guy tells you he
wants a relationship,
743
00:41:36,550 --> 00:41:39,020
you tell him you don't want one,
744
00:41:39,020 --> 00:41:41,960
put him in your movie, then leave,
745
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:44,180
and then he refuses to talk to you,
746
00:41:44,180 --> 00:41:46,570
but it all started because
of a mutual agreement?
747
00:41:46,570 --> 00:41:49,740
I'm sorry, I'm missing something here.
748
00:41:51,950 --> 00:41:54,470
What's so bad about having a relationship?
749
00:41:54,470 --> 00:41:55,310
- Nothing.
750
00:41:55,310 --> 00:41:56,140
There's nothing bad about-
751
00:41:56,140 --> 00:41:57,930
- Then what was so bad about him?
752
00:41:57,930 --> 00:41:58,990
- That he wanted to commit.
753
00:41:58,990 --> 00:41:59,970
- Did he say that?
754
00:41:59,970 --> 00:42:00,800
- Yeah.
755
00:42:00,800 --> 00:42:01,900
- [Alan] What if he hadn't said it?
756
00:42:01,900 --> 00:42:03,600
- Then he would've been deeply unhappy.
757
00:42:03,600 --> 00:42:04,430
- [Alan] How do you know?
758
00:42:04,430 --> 00:42:06,350
- Because he said that.
759
00:42:08,820 --> 00:42:09,650
- Okay.
760
00:42:11,060 --> 00:42:13,390
Let's say he didn't say that.
761
00:42:13,390 --> 00:42:16,890
Let's say you never had this conversation.
762
00:42:18,830 --> 00:42:22,720
Let's say you just start
being with someone else.
763
00:42:22,720 --> 00:42:27,300
You start spending more and
more time with this person.
764
00:42:28,490 --> 00:42:30,670
You start understanding
this person's scars,
765
00:42:30,670 --> 00:42:33,140
and fears, and life goals,
766
00:42:33,140 --> 00:42:37,900
you might even share a few
life goals with this person.
767
00:42:37,900 --> 00:42:40,850
Let's say you start a
journey with this person.
768
00:42:40,850 --> 00:42:42,780
You find inside jokes,
769
00:42:42,780 --> 00:42:46,620
so now you have a lot
of fun with this person.
770
00:42:48,330 --> 00:42:51,870
Let's say that you get
used to this person's cock,
771
00:42:51,870 --> 00:42:54,540
and you find out that you can get his dick
772
00:42:54,540 --> 00:42:55,760
an inch deeper in your ass
773
00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:59,180
than you ever could get with anyone else.
774
00:43:00,670 --> 00:43:03,650
Or maybe you start opening up,
775
00:43:03,650 --> 00:43:05,270
and start trusting this person in a way
776
00:43:05,270 --> 00:43:07,270
that you've never trusted anyone else,
777
00:43:07,270 --> 00:43:09,180
you let that person in.
778
00:43:10,020 --> 00:43:14,390
And in that process,
you start opening doors
779
00:43:14,390 --> 00:43:15,890
to certain parts of yourself,
780
00:43:15,890 --> 00:43:19,440
doors that lead to
scarier parts of yourself,
781
00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:22,610
or funny, sadder versions of yourself.
782
00:43:28,150 --> 00:43:33,070
And let's say you wake up, and
it's suddenly 3 years later,
783
00:43:35,910 --> 00:43:37,480
but you realize you want to spend
784
00:43:37,480 --> 00:43:40,650
many, many more years with the person.
785
00:43:43,930 --> 00:43:47,560
I don't understand, is it
so scary or so not cool
786
00:43:47,560 --> 00:43:51,220
to risk your pride,
your integrity for that?
787
00:43:58,560 --> 00:43:59,390
- Yeah.
788
00:44:02,970 --> 00:44:04,200
You just forgot the part
789
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:07,450
where you try to sleep with a stranger.
790
00:44:08,540 --> 00:44:10,040
- That's not fair.
791
00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:13,990
(thunder rumbles)
792
00:44:13,990 --> 00:44:15,320
- It's not fair.
793
00:44:19,650 --> 00:44:22,050
- Most days I don't even notice it,
794
00:44:22,050 --> 00:44:24,780
and some days I feel crazy
for even thinking about it,
795
00:44:24,780 --> 00:44:27,530
and some days I just have doubts.
796
00:44:32,350 --> 00:44:33,350
- I'm sorry.
797
00:44:35,660 --> 00:44:36,930
- It's kind of a thing, you know?
798
00:44:36,930 --> 00:44:38,620
When you choose to commit to something,
799
00:44:38,620 --> 00:44:42,370
it usually comes with
some sort of sacrifice.
800
00:44:44,200 --> 00:44:45,450
- Yeah, I know.
801
00:44:49,140 --> 00:44:49,970
What?
802
00:44:49,970 --> 00:44:51,160
I know, I know, I'm not in a relationship,
803
00:44:51,160 --> 00:44:52,250
but I understand that-
804
00:44:52,250 --> 00:44:55,780
- What are you actually committed to?
805
00:44:55,780 --> 00:44:56,770
- My job, to begin with.
806
00:44:56,770 --> 00:44:58,380
- Your job?
807
00:44:58,380 --> 00:45:03,240
You mean making movies
with footage of other men?
808
00:45:03,240 --> 00:45:04,070
- Forget it, you just don't get it-
809
00:45:04,070 --> 00:45:05,750
- No, no, I really want to know.
810
00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:06,930
Is that what you're committed to
811
00:45:06,930 --> 00:45:08,990
for the rest of your life?
812
00:45:08,990 --> 00:45:10,530
- What, you think that
working for a startup
813
00:45:10,530 --> 00:45:12,270
that exploits its workers
is remotely better?
814
00:45:12,270 --> 00:45:13,930
- It pays the bills.
815
00:45:15,630 --> 00:45:18,050
- Well, good for you!
816
00:45:18,050 --> 00:45:19,230
Trust me, I'd be doing the same
817
00:45:19,230 --> 00:45:20,590
if I had found an easier job.
818
00:45:20,590 --> 00:45:23,320
- I didn't say it was easy,
it is realistic though.
819
00:45:23,320 --> 00:45:24,940
Some of us actually have to pay bills.
820
00:45:24,940 --> 00:45:26,130
- What's that supposed to mean?
821
00:45:26,130 --> 00:45:28,020
- Well, look at you!
822
00:45:28,020 --> 00:45:30,110
You're traveling around
the world with a backpack
823
00:45:30,110 --> 00:45:31,880
and playing the part of a cool hippie,
824
00:45:31,880 --> 00:45:33,260
and meanwhile your parents are probably
825
00:45:33,260 --> 00:45:34,530
paying for your film school
826
00:45:34,530 --> 00:45:37,390
and you get to walk around
lecturing people about privilege.
827
00:45:37,390 --> 00:45:40,020
- Dude, you have no idea.
828
00:45:40,020 --> 00:45:41,570
I live in an apartment with 5 people,
829
00:45:41,570 --> 00:45:43,910
I've been eating rice
for the past 5 months.
830
00:45:43,910 --> 00:45:45,590
I've been using all of my
credit cards and the bal-
831
00:45:45,590 --> 00:45:47,150
- God, you're doing it again!
832
00:45:47,150 --> 00:45:50,230
You're playing the system's victim.
833
00:45:50,230 --> 00:45:54,220
I bet your parents probably
paid for your plane ticket.
834
00:45:54,220 --> 00:45:55,850
- My parents don't even
know that I'm here.
835
00:45:55,850 --> 00:45:57,800
- Yeah, great, you didn't even
have to ask for extra money.
836
00:45:57,800 --> 00:45:59,420
- My parents don't know that I'm here
837
00:45:59,420 --> 00:46:01,070
'cause they don't know
that I made this movie
838
00:46:01,070 --> 00:46:05,320
because they don't know
that I'm gay to begin with.
839
00:46:06,970 --> 00:46:09,720
Yeah, talk about commitment, huh?
840
00:46:13,030 --> 00:46:13,860
- Well...
841
00:46:17,320 --> 00:46:18,210
Why don't you tell them?
842
00:46:18,210 --> 00:46:19,120
- Great idea.
843
00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:20,870
Do you want to do it?
844
00:46:21,810 --> 00:46:24,640
(thunder rumbles)
845
00:46:29,840 --> 00:46:32,090
- Mine kind of always knew.
846
00:46:34,190 --> 00:46:36,800
I mean, I think they
all kind of always know,
847
00:46:36,800 --> 00:46:37,980
and then it's just about the lies
848
00:46:37,980 --> 00:46:41,230
and the secrets they tell themselves.
849
00:46:41,230 --> 00:46:44,640
That's sort of out of our control, right?
850
00:46:48,680 --> 00:46:50,220
- And they know Tristan?
851
00:46:50,220 --> 00:46:51,580
- Yeah.
852
00:46:51,580 --> 00:46:53,170
My mother loves him.
853
00:46:53,170 --> 00:46:54,670
How could you not?
854
00:46:56,190 --> 00:46:59,530
You have to think in a mother's mindset.
855
00:47:01,280 --> 00:47:02,700
- Yeah, I get it.
856
00:47:05,210 --> 00:47:08,460
- You never thought about telling them?
857
00:47:10,020 --> 00:47:12,780
- Yeah, I thought about it.
858
00:47:12,780 --> 00:47:14,200
I think about it.
859
00:47:15,090 --> 00:47:17,040
And I've tried, right?
860
00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:20,270
You try to open certain conversations,
861
00:47:20,270 --> 00:47:23,770
and you show them certain kinds of movies,
862
00:47:27,630 --> 00:47:29,800
and then you just give up.
863
00:47:30,720 --> 00:47:31,660
- Have you ever thought of
864
00:47:31,660 --> 00:47:34,580
just ripping it off like a bandaid?
865
00:47:36,240 --> 00:47:37,070
- Yeah.
866
00:47:37,970 --> 00:47:38,940
Yeah, I've thought about it,
867
00:47:38,940 --> 00:47:43,580
but you know, it's not just
a bandaid, it's a scar.
868
00:47:43,580 --> 00:47:44,550
- Right.
869
00:47:44,550 --> 00:47:45,910
And then what do you do
with the actual bandaid
870
00:47:45,910 --> 00:47:47,660
after you rip it off?
871
00:47:50,930 --> 00:47:51,760
- Yeah.
872
00:47:56,710 --> 00:47:59,090
I had this dream the other night
873
00:47:59,090 --> 00:48:00,910
that I was on a boat,
874
00:48:00,910 --> 00:48:05,500
and at first I didn't know
who was on the boat with me.
875
00:48:07,260 --> 00:48:09,590
And at some point a captain comes,
876
00:48:09,590 --> 00:48:14,250
and he says, "Marcos, your
aunt just fell off the boat."
877
00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:18,510
And I say, "Well, what do we do now?"
878
00:48:18,510 --> 00:48:20,520
And he says, "Well, we have two options,
879
00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:22,870
we either stop or we keep moving."
880
00:48:22,870 --> 00:48:24,460
And I say, "Well...
881
00:48:28,250 --> 00:48:30,350
We just gotta keep moving, I guess."
882
00:48:30,350 --> 00:48:34,350
And after a while he comes
again, and he says...
883
00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:38,470
"Your dad just fell off the boat."
884
00:48:40,930 --> 00:48:44,680
And I say, "Well, we
just gotta keep moving."
885
00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:48,580
And then some time passed,
886
00:48:48,580 --> 00:48:50,730
and I could feel the breeze in my face,
887
00:48:50,730 --> 00:48:53,230
and he comes back and he says,
888
00:48:55,580 --> 00:48:59,080
"Marcos, your mom just fell off the boat."
889
00:49:02,210 --> 00:49:05,460
And I say, "Well, we gotta keep moving,
890
00:49:07,090 --> 00:49:09,010
because we can't stop."
891
00:49:16,660 --> 00:49:19,980
- I think you're more worried
than what you think you are.
892
00:49:19,980 --> 00:49:21,380
- Yeah, about the boat stopping.
893
00:49:21,380 --> 00:49:23,630
- About the people falling.
894
00:49:25,780 --> 00:49:27,260
- Well...
895
00:49:27,260 --> 00:49:29,010
Yeah, that too maybe.
896
00:49:30,020 --> 00:49:30,860
Yeah.
897
00:49:30,860 --> 00:49:34,950
But it's not like I'm
gonna stop the boat, right?
898
00:49:40,430 --> 00:49:41,680
- I don't know.
899
00:49:42,620 --> 00:49:43,450
- What?
900
00:49:45,910 --> 00:49:47,920
- I feel you, and I understand,
901
00:49:47,920 --> 00:49:51,680
but I just don't think
I could live like this.
902
00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:54,510
It's just been kind of exhausting.
903
00:49:56,160 --> 00:49:57,490
- What has been exhausting?
904
00:49:57,490 --> 00:50:01,590
- Hearing about this over
and over and over again.
905
00:50:01,590 --> 00:50:03,200
I'm kind of fed up with it.
906
00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:04,920
Men and trauma, trauma and men.
907
00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:06,640
- Well, I'm sorry that you
had it all figured out.
908
00:50:06,640 --> 00:50:08,970
- See, that's the thing though, I didn't.
909
00:50:08,970 --> 00:50:09,860
I came out too.
910
00:50:09,860 --> 00:50:11,280
- Your parents already knew you were gay.
911
00:50:11,280 --> 00:50:12,110
- And you know what?
912
00:50:12,110 --> 00:50:13,190
It's not even really about being gay.
913
00:50:13,190 --> 00:50:14,030
- Yes, it is.
914
00:50:14,030 --> 00:50:14,860
- No, it's not.
915
00:50:14,860 --> 00:50:16,720
It's about living in the present,
916
00:50:16,720 --> 00:50:19,760
and how you decide you want
to live in the present.
917
00:50:19,760 --> 00:50:21,270
- Yeah, when you've had the privilege-
918
00:50:21,270 --> 00:50:23,350
- Sorry, see, I call bullshit on that.
919
00:50:23,350 --> 00:50:24,330
- That's easy for you to say.
920
00:50:24,330 --> 00:50:25,160
- So what?
921
00:50:25,160 --> 00:50:26,730
You've just decided you're
gonna drive the boat alone
922
00:50:26,730 --> 00:50:29,130
and fuck anyone else for trying to get in?
923
00:50:29,130 --> 00:50:30,550
That's fucked up.
924
00:50:34,540 --> 00:50:36,980
You know what the problem is?
925
00:50:36,980 --> 00:50:38,980
The problem is that while men like me
926
00:50:38,980 --> 00:50:41,030
keep putting up with bullshit like this,
927
00:50:41,030 --> 00:50:42,970
there will always be another group of men
928
00:50:42,970 --> 00:50:45,890
who are always willing to abuse it.
929
00:50:50,810 --> 00:50:52,060
Not you, but...
930
00:50:55,790 --> 00:50:57,290
- No, that's fine.
931
00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:01,610
- Look, I clearly have no
idea what I'm talking about,
932
00:51:01,610 --> 00:51:03,010
so, um-
933
00:51:03,010 --> 00:51:04,220
- Yeah.
934
00:51:04,220 --> 00:51:05,890
- I think I'm just exhausted.
935
00:51:05,890 --> 00:51:06,730
You know?
936
00:51:06,730 --> 00:51:07,700
It's been a long day.
937
00:51:07,700 --> 00:51:08,540
- Yeah.
938
00:51:11,910 --> 00:51:13,710
I think I'm gonna go to bed, actually.
939
00:51:13,710 --> 00:51:14,540
- Okay.
940
00:51:16,750 --> 00:51:18,720
- It's been nice, this.
941
00:51:18,720 --> 00:51:19,550
And...
942
00:51:23,680 --> 00:51:26,300
It's been wild today,
the rain and everything,
943
00:51:26,300 --> 00:51:29,960
and I just feel like
we've said some things,
944
00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:36,310
and I didn't mean to be so mean.
945
00:51:44,630 --> 00:51:46,460
My plane leaves at 12,
946
00:51:47,810 --> 00:51:49,300
but I'll be up at 9.
947
00:51:49,300 --> 00:51:50,960
- I'll be up.
948
00:51:50,960 --> 00:51:51,800
- You don't have to be-
949
00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:54,480
- No, I'll be up, I'll make us breakfast.
950
00:51:54,480 --> 00:51:55,400
No noodles.
951
00:51:56,820 --> 00:51:57,660
- Right.
952
00:51:57,660 --> 00:52:00,790
- We can have bread and butter.
953
00:52:00,790 --> 00:52:02,580
- I'll take a shower.
954
00:52:02,580 --> 00:52:06,160
- I'll try not to get
in your way, promise.
955
00:52:10,820 --> 00:52:11,660
- Well...
956
00:52:17,640 --> 00:52:18,470
Bye.
957
00:52:48,750 --> 00:52:51,500
(waves crashing)
958
00:53:08,390 --> 00:53:11,060
(calming music)
959
00:53:26,490 --> 00:53:27,570
What's wrong?
960
00:53:29,020 --> 00:53:31,770
(waves crashing)
961
00:53:46,310 --> 00:53:49,020
(laughing)
962
00:53:49,020 --> 00:53:51,350
Wait, wait, I didn't get it.
963
00:53:58,240 --> 00:54:00,450
You look like a model, huh?
964
00:54:00,450 --> 00:54:02,590
You're so handsome.
965
00:54:02,590 --> 00:54:05,430
(thunder rumbles)
966
00:54:10,380 --> 00:54:12,960
(rain pouring)
967
00:54:53,690 --> 00:54:54,520
- Fuck.
968
00:54:59,120 --> 00:55:00,260
The power went out.
969
00:55:00,260 --> 00:55:01,150
- Yeah, I can tell.
970
00:55:01,150 --> 00:55:02,560
- The Wi-Fi's not working.
971
00:55:02,560 --> 00:55:03,390
- Well, yeah.
972
00:55:03,390 --> 00:55:04,670
- I don't have a signal.
973
00:55:04,670 --> 00:55:06,240
- Yeah, the whole city is shut down.
974
00:55:06,240 --> 00:55:08,020
- I can't call anyone.
975
00:55:08,020 --> 00:55:08,860
- Are you okay?
976
00:55:08,860 --> 00:55:10,260
- What do you mean the
whole city's shut down?
977
00:55:10,260 --> 00:55:11,260
- Well, I...
978
00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:13,030
What's happening?
979
00:55:13,030 --> 00:55:13,860
Come here.
980
00:55:13,860 --> 00:55:16,060
- I'm just feeling a little nervous.
981
00:55:16,060 --> 00:55:17,320
- Alan, come here, sit down.
982
00:55:17,320 --> 00:55:18,980
- We have candles.
983
00:55:18,980 --> 00:55:19,910
- You're shaking.
984
00:55:19,910 --> 00:55:21,700
- Well, what if I need to call someone?
985
00:55:21,700 --> 00:55:22,540
I can't really call anyway.
986
00:55:22,540 --> 00:55:23,650
- Hey!
987
00:55:23,650 --> 00:55:24,480
Alan.
988
00:55:26,270 --> 00:55:29,100
(thunder rumbles)
989
00:55:31,370 --> 00:55:34,300
You're gonna breathe with me, okay?
990
00:55:34,300 --> 00:55:39,300
(rain pouring)
(tense music)
991
00:55:41,440 --> 00:55:43,440
Let your shoulders fall.
992
00:55:44,740 --> 00:55:47,300
Just keep breathing, don't
worry too much about the tempo,
993
00:55:47,300 --> 00:55:48,970
just keep breathing.
994
00:55:52,130 --> 00:55:54,290
Feel your shoulders relax.
995
00:55:57,450 --> 00:55:58,280
Good.
996
00:56:00,870 --> 00:56:03,700
You're gonna get your
arms relaxed now, yeah?
997
00:56:03,700 --> 00:56:05,280
Just let them fall.
998
00:56:06,320 --> 00:56:07,160
Yeah.
999
00:56:09,040 --> 00:56:10,820
Feel your chest moving up and down,
1000
00:56:10,820 --> 00:56:12,900
just let it fall as well.
1001
00:56:20,170 --> 00:56:24,290
You feel your pelvis
relax, just let it fall.
1002
00:56:24,290 --> 00:56:28,120
You're sitting already,
you're not gonna fall.
1003
00:56:28,970 --> 00:56:29,800
Yeah.
1004
00:56:34,480 --> 00:56:36,150
Just keep breathing.
1005
00:56:45,380 --> 00:56:47,700
Just keep breathing.
1006
00:56:47,700 --> 00:56:51,610
Just keep breathing.
(grunting)
1007
00:56:53,770 --> 00:56:56,350
(rain pouring)
1008
00:57:03,430 --> 00:57:05,270
Let's try again, yeah?
1009
00:57:06,390 --> 00:57:08,740
We're gonna go in...
1010
00:57:08,740 --> 00:57:11,570
(heavy breathing)
1011
00:57:15,410 --> 00:57:17,080
We're gonna go in...
1012
00:57:24,870 --> 00:57:25,700
Now go in.
1013
00:57:27,160 --> 00:57:29,990
(heavy breathing)
1014
00:57:35,680 --> 00:57:38,260
(rain pouring)
1015
00:57:43,700 --> 00:57:45,530
So, when did it start?
1016
00:57:48,610 --> 00:57:49,860
- I don't know.
1017
00:57:52,230 --> 00:57:53,390
You get used to something,
1018
00:57:53,390 --> 00:57:56,220
you forget how it started or when.
1019
00:57:59,550 --> 00:58:03,140
When did you learn how
to guide meditation?
1020
00:58:05,450 --> 00:58:10,240
- I dated a guy once that
was really into mindfulness,
1021
00:58:10,240 --> 00:58:12,940
so he taught me to guide meditation.
1022
00:58:12,940 --> 00:58:14,850
- What happened to him?
1023
00:58:17,260 --> 00:58:20,340
- He was very present the whole time,
1024
00:58:21,420 --> 00:58:24,590
and then he started being too present.
1025
00:58:26,600 --> 00:58:29,320
- I dated someone like that.
1026
00:58:29,320 --> 00:58:33,660
He was always, "I'm feeling
this, I'm feeling that."
1027
00:58:35,180 --> 00:58:36,570
How about you shut the fuck up
1028
00:58:36,570 --> 00:58:38,730
and feel my cock for once?
1029
00:58:46,160 --> 00:58:49,600
I don't think it's all
that tragic, really.
1030
00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:54,210
Having no arms and no
legs, that would be tragic.
1031
00:58:54,210 --> 00:58:56,460
This is just some bad days.
1032
00:58:59,960 --> 00:59:03,290
And then some very, very, very bad days.
1033
00:59:13,560 --> 00:59:15,920
- Are you depressed?
1034
00:59:15,920 --> 00:59:16,750
- God, no.
1035
00:59:19,440 --> 00:59:20,270
No.
1036
00:59:28,390 --> 00:59:29,310
I hope not.
1037
00:59:32,390 --> 00:59:33,230
Am I?
1038
00:59:37,080 --> 00:59:38,330
- I don't know.
1039
00:59:39,450 --> 00:59:43,930
- I spent a lot of time not
knowing what depression was,
1040
00:59:43,930 --> 00:59:45,580
and then I read somewhere that
1041
00:59:45,580 --> 00:59:46,980
there's actually a connection between
1042
00:59:46,980 --> 00:59:49,310
having a panic disorder
and being depressed,
1043
00:59:49,310 --> 00:59:51,230
so I started wondering.
1044
00:59:56,610 --> 01:00:00,780
- Well, what makes you
think you're not depressed?
1045
01:00:01,710 --> 01:00:04,910
- The idea that I still
have doubts about it,
1046
01:00:04,910 --> 01:00:07,160
or that I don't want to be.
1047
01:00:08,820 --> 01:00:12,730
And then of course,
therapy changed everything.
1048
01:00:15,010 --> 01:00:15,840
- Hm.
1049
01:00:16,810 --> 01:00:19,400
(rain pouring)
1050
01:00:25,900 --> 01:00:28,360
So you love that guy, yeah?
1051
01:00:28,360 --> 01:00:29,200
- I do.
1052
01:00:32,320 --> 01:00:33,410
Or maybe not.
1053
01:00:36,580 --> 01:00:38,330
I want to think I do.
1054
01:00:44,800 --> 01:00:49,800
You know, I was thinking
about what you said before,
1055
01:00:49,810 --> 01:00:52,900
about wanting someone
to look you in the eyes
1056
01:00:52,900 --> 01:00:56,960
and tell you that monogamy makes sense.
1057
01:00:56,960 --> 01:00:57,860
- I'm sorry.
1058
01:00:57,860 --> 01:00:58,940
- It doesn't.
1059
01:01:02,540 --> 01:01:04,370
It doesn't make sense.
1060
01:01:07,840 --> 01:01:12,010
That's the secret, you can
stop your research now.
1061
01:01:15,800 --> 01:01:16,940
- That's smart.
1062
01:01:16,940 --> 01:01:17,940
- It's true.
1063
01:01:20,730 --> 01:01:22,810
It makes no sense at all.
1064
01:01:31,330 --> 01:01:34,910
- You know, I think I
was actually jealous.
1065
01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:44,400
I never really had that with anyone,
1066
01:01:45,380 --> 01:01:47,050
and I could feel it.
1067
01:01:49,020 --> 01:01:51,360
I could see it in your eyes.
1068
01:01:53,500 --> 01:01:55,170
It's not about love.
1069
01:01:57,190 --> 01:02:02,020
It's not about a cute face or
a cute ass, it's the horror.
1070
01:02:06,240 --> 01:02:08,490
It's the horror of feeling
that you could hurt someone
1071
01:02:08,490 --> 01:02:10,490
you actually care about.
1072
01:02:11,660 --> 01:02:12,490
- Still.
1073
01:02:18,210 --> 01:02:20,520
- I guess it makes no
sense the other way either.
1074
01:02:20,520 --> 01:02:21,610
- It doesn't.
1075
01:02:23,920 --> 01:02:27,500
(tense instrumental music)
1076
01:02:44,930 --> 01:02:47,350
- My plane leaves in 6 hours.
1077
01:02:49,790 --> 01:02:52,210
I should get back to my room.
1078
01:03:00,360 --> 01:03:01,520
- Could you...
1079
01:03:04,030 --> 01:03:04,860
Maybe not?
1080
01:03:42,250 --> 01:03:44,750
Do you think you'll come back?
1081
01:03:46,200 --> 01:03:47,120
Come visit?
1082
01:03:49,320 --> 01:03:50,150
- Mhm.
1083
01:03:54,200 --> 01:03:56,690
I'll put a purple pin in Europe,
1084
01:03:56,690 --> 01:03:58,440
don't worry about it.
1085
01:05:28,200 --> 01:05:29,800
- I found it.
1086
01:05:29,800 --> 01:05:31,050
- Yeah, thanks.
1087
01:05:50,070 --> 01:05:50,900
- Morning.
1088
01:05:52,640 --> 01:05:53,470
- Hi.
1089
01:05:58,250 --> 01:05:59,080
- So...
1090
01:06:03,520 --> 01:06:06,150
- He left a voice message.
1091
01:06:06,150 --> 01:06:07,480
- Well, play it.
1092
01:06:13,520 --> 01:06:14,490
- [Man] Hey, Marcos.
1093
01:06:14,490 --> 01:06:18,400
(speaking in foreign language)
1094
01:06:23,430 --> 01:06:25,270
- What does that mean?
1095
01:06:26,500 --> 01:06:27,330
- Um...
1096
01:06:29,540 --> 01:06:31,450
Yeah, he's seen it.
1097
01:06:31,450 --> 01:06:32,280
- And?
1098
01:06:35,210 --> 01:06:36,880
- He says it's cool.
1099
01:06:40,700 --> 01:06:42,950
- I have something for you.
1100
01:07:05,750 --> 01:07:06,590
- This is Cleo.
1101
01:07:06,590 --> 01:07:08,890
- Cleo from 5 to 7, yeah.
1102
01:07:08,890 --> 01:07:10,390
I made it for you.
1103
01:07:14,000 --> 01:07:15,670
- I love it, thanks.
1104
01:07:16,840 --> 01:07:18,010
- Agnes Varda.
1105
01:07:19,040 --> 01:07:23,040
You know, not another
straight, white, old dude.
1106
01:07:30,380 --> 01:07:31,220
- Yeah.
1107
01:07:35,600 --> 01:07:38,530
How do you know about this movie?
1108
01:07:38,530 --> 01:07:39,860
- I love movies.
1109
01:07:41,800 --> 01:07:43,880
You have time for coffee?
1110
01:07:51,350 --> 01:07:54,020
- Yeah, I could use some coffee.
1111
01:07:55,400 --> 01:07:58,480
(lighthearted music)
1112
01:08:25,610 --> 01:08:28,610
- So, who's your favorite porn star?
1113
01:08:30,490 --> 01:08:32,740
(laughing)
1114
01:08:34,090 --> 01:08:34,920
(phone ringing)
1115
01:08:34,920 --> 01:08:35,920
It's Claire!
1116
01:08:39,790 --> 01:08:40,700
Hi, Claire!
1117
01:08:41,600 --> 01:08:42,710
- [Claire] Hi!
1118
01:08:42,710 --> 01:08:44,390
Are you alive or what?
1119
01:08:44,390 --> 01:08:45,450
- Yeah, we're alive.
1120
01:08:45,450 --> 01:08:48,540
It was a pretty bad storm though.
1121
01:08:48,540 --> 01:08:49,370
- [Claire] Are you kidding me?
1122
01:08:49,370 --> 01:08:50,740
Have you seen the pictures?
1123
01:08:50,740 --> 01:08:51,720
Oh my God.
1124
01:08:51,720 --> 01:08:53,080
And the city shut down, right?
1125
01:08:53,080 --> 01:08:56,380
- Yeah, the power just
came back on this morning.
1126
01:08:56,380 --> 01:08:57,210
- [Claire] Wow.
1127
01:08:57,210 --> 01:08:58,270
And did you guys get along?
1128
01:08:58,270 --> 01:08:59,530
How is Marcos?
1129
01:08:59,530 --> 01:09:02,090
- He's right here actually,
you're on speaker.
1130
01:09:02,090 --> 01:09:03,490
- Hi, Clara.
1131
01:09:03,490 --> 01:09:05,500
- [Claire] What's up, handsome?
1132
01:09:05,500 --> 01:09:06,330
What a night.
1133
01:09:06,330 --> 01:09:07,170
- Yeah.
1134
01:09:07,170 --> 01:09:08,410
- [Claire] I hope you guys got along well.
1135
01:09:08,410 --> 01:09:09,240
All good?
1136
01:09:13,240 --> 01:09:15,150
- Clara, I actually have to go.
1137
01:09:15,150 --> 01:09:18,510
I'm leaving to the airport so soon.
1138
01:09:18,510 --> 01:09:20,030
- [Claire] Sure.
1139
01:09:20,030 --> 01:09:24,310
- Look, we'll talk when I get there, okay?
1140
01:09:24,310 --> 01:09:25,390
- [Claire] Dude!
1141
01:09:25,390 --> 01:09:27,360
- All right, bye!
1142
01:09:27,360 --> 01:09:28,530
- Bye, Claire!
1143
01:09:29,750 --> 01:09:31,750
- [Claire] Bye, fuckers!
1144
01:09:36,900 --> 01:09:38,480
- She's crazy, huh?
1145
01:09:39,790 --> 01:09:40,620
- Mhm.
1146
01:09:45,590 --> 01:09:47,600
Are you sure you don't
want anything to eat?
1147
01:09:47,600 --> 01:09:49,310
Maybe for your trip to the airport?
1148
01:09:49,310 --> 01:09:51,140
- I'm good, thank you.
1149
01:09:52,280 --> 01:09:53,410
- Tristan will be here any minute
1150
01:09:53,410 --> 01:09:55,330
if you want to say bye.
1151
01:09:56,260 --> 01:09:58,590
- I really should get going.
1152
01:10:02,440 --> 01:10:04,130
- Okay then.
1153
01:10:04,130 --> 01:10:07,220
(lighthearted music)
1154
01:10:09,880 --> 01:10:11,270
I'll see you again.
1155
01:10:11,270 --> 01:10:12,100
- Yeah.
1156
01:10:12,100 --> 01:10:13,930
- You'll come visit, or
maybe I can come to Spain.
1157
01:10:13,930 --> 01:10:14,960
- Yeah, yeah.
1158
01:10:14,960 --> 01:10:16,440
You should totally come to Spain,
1159
01:10:16,440 --> 01:10:19,490
you should come visit, yeah.
1160
01:10:19,490 --> 01:10:21,400
- I will see you again.
1161
01:10:22,970 --> 01:10:23,800
- Yeah.
1162
01:10:24,860 --> 01:10:27,950
Will you have douched next time or...
1163
01:10:30,830 --> 01:10:31,660
Um, okay.
1164
01:10:33,070 --> 01:10:34,120
Be safe, yeah?
1165
01:10:34,120 --> 01:10:35,450
- You too.
1166
01:10:35,450 --> 01:10:38,950
(melancholic piano music)
1167
01:10:40,690 --> 01:10:42,260
- Bye.
1168
01:10:42,260 --> 01:10:43,090
- Bye.
1169
01:10:45,820 --> 01:10:49,320
(melancholic piano music)
1170
01:11:27,410 --> 01:11:30,000
(buzzer rings)
1171
01:11:38,690 --> 01:11:40,540
- [Tristan] Hi, babe.
1172
01:11:40,540 --> 01:11:42,170
- [Alan] Hi.
1173
01:11:42,170 --> 01:11:43,060
Hi.
1174
01:11:43,060 --> 01:11:44,130
- [Tristan] I just saw Mark.
1175
01:11:44,130 --> 01:11:44,960
- [Alan] Marcos.
1176
01:11:44,960 --> 01:11:45,800
- [Tristan] Marcos.
1177
01:11:45,800 --> 01:11:46,930
- [Alan] Yeah, he just left.
1178
01:11:46,930 --> 01:11:49,190
- [Tristan] He's kinda hot.
1179
01:11:49,190 --> 01:11:50,440
- [Alan] He is.
1180
01:11:51,370 --> 01:11:53,050
He is, yeah.
1181
01:11:53,050 --> 01:11:55,290
How was the party?
1182
01:11:55,290 --> 01:11:56,490
- It was really good.
1183
01:11:56,490 --> 01:11:58,140
It was really good, she was really happy
1184
01:11:58,140 --> 01:12:00,790
that everyone was there.
1185
01:12:00,790 --> 01:12:03,560
We were kind of stuck
inside for like 5 hours
1186
01:12:03,560 --> 01:12:04,900
just waiting for it to pass,
1187
01:12:04,900 --> 01:12:07,600
so we just had to keep drinking
1188
01:12:07,600 --> 01:12:10,600
and be with each other,
which I don't know,
1189
01:12:10,600 --> 01:12:11,870
sounds maybe like a nightmare,
1190
01:12:11,870 --> 01:12:15,090
but was actually really nice.
1191
01:12:15,090 --> 01:12:17,070
She told me all these
stories about grandpa
1192
01:12:17,070 --> 01:12:20,570
and when they met, and it was really nice.
1193
01:12:22,200 --> 01:12:25,010
I don't know, it's strange
for people to get old,
1194
01:12:25,010 --> 01:12:26,980
but I'm glad we did it for her.
1195
01:12:26,980 --> 01:12:30,060
(lighthearted music)
1196
01:12:32,130 --> 01:12:32,960
How are you, honey?
1197
01:12:32,960 --> 01:12:33,880
How was it?
1198
01:12:35,820 --> 01:12:36,990
- You know, I'm good.
1199
01:12:36,990 --> 01:12:39,810
I'm actually really good.
1200
01:12:39,810 --> 01:12:42,460
- [Tristan] I'm starving,
do you want a toast?
1201
01:12:42,460 --> 01:12:43,970
- Yeah.
1202
01:12:43,970 --> 01:12:45,560
- [Tristan] Butter?
1203
01:12:48,870 --> 01:12:49,700
- Yes.
1204
01:13:06,200 --> 01:13:10,280
(lighthearted jazzy piano music)
1205
01:16:36,500 --> 01:16:40,420
(speaking in foreign language)
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