All language subtitles for A-LIFE-TIME-LOVE-CAP-45

A Lifetime Love

Ep 45

I came to look for you,

because I am very afraid.

I worry that when I open my eyes, I will see Yuan Han's corpse.

I am afraid of your tears,

so I would numb myself in drink every day,

until Hao Xu's death.

That suddenly awoken me.

It's too late.

No.

I promise I will make another Ridge Lodgings for you.

As long as the water has not dried the wood not rotten, stone not shattered,

then it's never late, right?

On Mt Xuan Mu,

lies the ghosts of my parents and my brother.

Below Mt Xuan Mu,

are the hundreds and thousands of the people of Xuan Mu.

I will look after myself.

Alright, General Jin Shi.

I have many things to do.

I will not keep you.

Jin Shi (I),

will take my leave now.

I will not see you off.

♫ The face that awakens memories ♫

♫ When we entangled under the Peach blossom tree
A bewitching smile ♫

♫ Ingrained in memories ♫

♫ So reunions is beyond a human lifespan ♫

♫ What passes you is only the most courageous hurdles ♫

♫ Even if the shore is drifting away, Even if blood covers the barren lands ♫

♫ I am willing if we can be together forever ♫

♫ It cannot be extinguished in 1000 years ♫

♫ The promise we agreed upon ♫

♫ Let love remain at when we first met ♫

♫ Over the years, the ups and downs Does not affect my feelings for you ♫

♫ Let the setting sun be hidden by the horizon ♫

How did it go? Did you find him?

No.

I went to the Grass Ridge peak, Ruo Jiang,

and I even went to the bamboo hut,

but I still couldn't find Chi Yun.

Ever since he fought with Eldest Brother,

no-one knows where he went.

I wonder how he is.

What are you worrying about him for?

Don't forget he killed Yu Cheng by mistake.

Sister,

I'm sorry I was wrong to say that.

Sister.

It's not your fault.

But no matter what,

we must find him.

I don't want anyone to die.

With your position and your background,

I should not have left this to you.

But to have that courage, they are not so adaptive,

but to be so adaptive, they do not have loyalty,

with loyalty, they have little talent,

after considering for a long time, you are most suitable.

But you must sacrifice a lot.

Your Majesty knows my love for Yun Sang,

if I was not a Ling Yun general,

and the help you have give me,

I really would have become a Xuan Mu general.

And pushed Xuan Yang back for Yun Sang.

Now I have such a rare opportunity

that can fulfill my selfish love for Yun Sang,

and also pay my debt to Ling Yun,

no matter how great the sacrifice,

I am willing to do it.

This can only continue in secrecy.

Only you and I will know of it.

Even if you manage to help Yun Sang,

she will not know you are Jin Shi.

I understand.

If my identity is revealed,

it will harm Yun Sang,

and will harm Ling Yun.

Your Majesty, tell me, what must I do?

Are you willing, no matter how great the sacrifice?

I will not regret even in death!

Very well.

The first thing, you must continue to drink heavily.

Drink no matter it is day or night.

The 2nd thing,

I want you

to pretend to throw a drunken rage
at the city tower Yuan Han hung herself on

and destroy this Guqing in public.

If you destroy the instrument and drink heavily,

it will destroy the little love

Yun Sang has for you left.

Yun Sang.

She will forget about you completely.

A sacrifice like that,

are you willing to do it?

You made me suffer so much!

I...

am willing.

Kun Bu greets Eldest Princess.

Have you been well recently Your Highness?

Everything is well.

What brings you here

so late at night?

It's...

It's news of Jin Shi.

Today Jin Shi whilst in a drunken rage, scolded you and Yuan Han

on the city tower Yuan Han hung herself on.

And he even threw his Guqing from the city tower.

You came so late at night,

I fear it is not only for that.

I must remind you,

that Tong Zheng has invited many ministers countless times recently

he's creating allies everywhere

I fear he has intentions to overthrow you.

You must be more careful.

I know what to do.

I will take my leave.

The food 4th sister makes is so delicious.

Ah-Mo, what's wrong?

Are you alright?

I'm fine. I think I ate too much yesterday

so my stomach is unwell.

Foolish girl,

you say you understand medicine,

you do not know you are 1 month pregnant?

You must hurry and tell Sheng Lun.

If he knows,

he will be so pleased!

Mother, let's eat first.

After we have eaten,

let's think how we should tell Sheng Lun.

Or, why don't

what if Sheng Lun is so overwhelmed,

and comes to pick up little sister,

you will not bear it.

Mother, I want to tell Sheng Lun personally.

Yes. Yes. Very well.

See how muddled I am from happiness.

Mother, hurry and eat.

Or the food will grow cold.

Alright. Hurry and eat.

Ah-Mo.

4th brother wishes to ask,

who the father is of my child right?

It's Chi Yun's.

What do you plan to do?

Say something!

Zhi Ruo, you cannot force Ah-Mo now.

It's already come to this.

What can she do?

How do you plan to tell Sheng Lun about this?

If you give birth to a girl, then it's easier to tell him,

but if it is a boy,

then he is the eldest prince of Ling Yun.

If it involves the heir to the Ling Yun throne,

then it is no joking matter.

And, no-one must know

that he is Chi Yun's child.

There are too many people who hate him.

If anyone discovers it,

I fear this child,

cannot live.

When I return to Ling Yun,

I will discuss it with Sheng Lun.

Do not worry.

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Xuan Mu

Today I have gathered all of you here today

to discuss

the most important matter of Xuan Mu.

The candidate for the next Xuan Mu king.

The late Xuan Mu king did not bear any children.

The royal tribe is extremely few in number,

only you Eldest Princess remains.

I believe

that you should ascend the throne of Xuan Mu.

No!

Eldest Princess is only a woman,

how can she ascend the throne?

Eldest princess has handled the political affairs for many years,

she understands how to rule the country.

And is the only royal surviving family member,

why can she not ascend the Xuan Mu throne?

When the Eldest Princess has children,

then she will naturally pass the throne to the new prince.

That way, we can continue the blood line of the royal family,

and help Xuan Mu

overcome this obstacle.

Why is it not possible?

If the Eldest Princess can temporarily ascend the throne,

then of course it is right.

It will not harm the Xuan Mu people.

There have been 9 kings of Xuan Mu, none of them women.

If Eldest Princess wishes to start that tradition,

I fear it is hard to convince everyone.

Besides I remember that you once swore

that you will never handle the political affairs of Xuan Mu.

And it was at this Hall.

I do not have to become the king of Xuan Mu,

then tell me,

who is more suitable for that role?

Of course the one who holds the most power

who carries the air of the King.

The one who holds the most power,

and the one who carries the air of the king.

Surely the one you mean

is Chi Yun?

Chi Yun.

How can it be Chi Yun?

He is not of the Xuan Mu tribe.

And is not part of the Xuan Mu tribe.

How can he ascend the Xuan Mu tribe?

Then who is it?

If they no Xuan Mu royal blood runs in their veins,

then anyone can be the King.

I believe Xuan Mu is now on the brink of existence,

we should give up our traditions.

We should make the Eldest Princess as the king.

That way we can overcome the difficult situation now.

Lord Kun Bu you are right.

Xuan Mu is at the brink of existence.

So we must abandon our traditions.

We should not only think of the Xuan Mu royal tribe bloodline,

otherwise would not that mean only the Eldest Princess

can ascend the throne?

The existence of Xuan Mu is at the brink of destruction,

the king must be the leader who takes us out of that danger.

We cannot decide so recklessly.

What General Tong means is...

you are more suitable to be this Xuan Mu king than I am?

I do not dare to think of that.

But regarding capability,

I fear I am more powerful that Your Highness you are.

Tong Zheng, insolence!

How dare you think you can be the king of Xuan Mu?!

Eldest Princess, General Tong,

I believe

as we need to choose a king who can lead all of us

out from this situation,

then the Eldest Princess must govern them first

and handle the affairs for now.

When one contributes more than the other,

we will decide, what do you think?

That is good.

But the contributions

must be their contributions in war.

Because what is important now is to defend against Xuan Yang's

next attack on Xuan Mu.

How can you use war contributions to decide?

I agree.

General Kun Bu, do not say anything more.

Then let's do what General Tong says.

After one performs more military merit
than the other we decide.

Yes, Eldest Princess.

It is all that Kun Bu's fault!

He keeps ruining my plans.

How did I upset him?!

Why does he keep going against me?!

Also, those ministers at court,

which of them have not always obeyed my every order?!

Why did all of them run off to support Yun Sang?!

My Lord, I believe

the only reason why Yun Sang has the confidence to govern Xuan Mu,

not because of Kun Bu.

But because of

Chi Yun.

Chi Yun?

That half alive person?

Has he not gone missing?

Although he is missing,

but the power circle he and Hao Xu

managed to develop back ten

still exists.

Look at those ministers,

half of them are loyal advisors or Hao Xu's.

If you wish to go back to the past,

where everyone supports you,

it is very difficult.

That Chi Yun,

back then at the Bu Gui valley,

I should have done everything to kill him!

Then I wouldn't have such a big

trouble now!

My Lord, I think what's important now is not the court

but

our army.

Your Lordship and Yun Sang agreed to

use your contributions in war to decide

who will be the king of Xuan Mu.

So you must have full control over the army.

To cut Yun Sang and Chi Yun's wings

we must start with the army.

Army?

The top commander under Chi Yun

is Ye Feng who is guarding He Zhou city.

After Xuan Yang takes over Fu Yuan,

then he Zhou city will become the most important pass of Xuan Mu!

Without a sufficient enough reason,

I fear it is not easy to touch him.

My Lord, if we can not touch him upfront,

we can always stab him in the back.

Greetings, Father.

Greetings Father.

Rise, Ah-Mo.

How are Yu Cheng's injuries?

Eldest Brother is seriously injured.

He has been in a coma ever since.

I summoned you here,

to discuss something with you.

Right now, Xuan Yang,

although have gained a temporary victory for now,

but within the Xuan Mu tribe,

the outcry to stop Xuan Yang's advances have never stopped.

Especially now that the next king of Xuan Mu remains undecided.

The aristocracy within Xuan Mu are all elated.

Some, to perform military merit,

wish to start the war again.

But Xuan Yang has not yet time to digest the outcome of victory,

and the governance of all 7 cities,

so I do not wish for the Xuan Yang tribes people who have

just moved there to experience war again.

So I plan to hold a marriage alliance between Xuan Mu

to resolve this.

Marriage alliance?

The candidate who has enough influence within Xuan Mu

and is distinguished enough to match the bloodline of the Xuan Mu king

there is only one.

Sister Yun Sang.

You are right.

The royal blood of the Xuan Mu royal tribe runs in her veins,

that is key.

If one day,

the bloodline of the Xuan Mu royal tribe

and the Xuan Mu royal tribe become one,

then it is the birth of a new wise king of the century.

At the same time, he will ascend both the throne of Xuan Yang and Xuan Mu.

and it will very likely allow the two tribes

to interact each other in harmony again.

Then there is no need

for more war or victory again.

Father, you really are wise and far sighted.

Should I send Ji Yi

or Yu Cheng?

Father, please send Eldest Brother to ask.

First,

Eldest Brother and Sister Yun Sang are close in age.

Bur 9th brother

is younger than Sister Yun Sang slightly.

Also, Eldest Brother is the Eldest Di (legitimate) son.

Amongst all my older brothers,

he is the most distinguished

therefore that will

prove our sincerity to this marriage alliance.

I think Yu Cheng is the most suitable candidate too.

But he is in seclusion right now recovering from his injuries now,

I do not know when he will recover.

You do not need to worry about that.

After all if Eldest Brother wishes to recover

it will take a few years at least.

You do not need spiritual energy to marry.

Besides, according to Xuan Mu's tradition,

Sister Yun Sang must remain in mourning for Hao Xu.

Let's first settle this first.

When the situation stablizes,

then we will find the chance to organize a wedding.

Ah-Mo you are right.

I will reconsider again.

Can we really pull this off?

You haven't even discussed it with Sheng Lun.

And on Jin Shi's side, what shall we do?

With Sister Yun Sang's temperament,

I fear it will be impossible for she and Jin Shi to be together.

But if Eldest Brother does not ask her hand in marriage,

Ji Yi will go.

If that's the case, the situation will be worse.

But with Eldest Brother's condition,

I know what you mean.

Perhaps, to Sister Yun Sang,

that is a better choice.

Ah-Mo. Ah-Mo! Come.

Sit and rest for a while.

4th brother?

9th brother.

How is little sister?

If she is unwell, why did she come to the Shang Yun Palace?

It is nothing.

Even if little sister (I) am unwell,

I do not need you to worry about me.

Little sister.

Do you have a misunderstanding towards me?

I know.

You must resent what happened with Mother in Chao Yun Palace that day.

Little sister, you misunderstand.

Actually, Mother carried good intentions.

Good Intentions?

The leave those good intentions to yourselves.

4th brother, let's go.

Little sister.

There is something I must remind you.

Us soldiers,

would often go to battle and fight courageously all day.

Yet there are some who hides behind others

busy with the affairs of love.

that's not suitable right?

Ji Yi, what do you mean by that?

Nothing much.

I just want to remind little sister.

We've caught many prisoners from Xuan Mu recently.

You know it,

those people, in order to live,

they dare to say anything.

What did they say?

They said little sister is having an affair with Chi Yun.

The gave such a convincing description of the affair
as if real.

They even said before that before the war in Fu Yuan you and Chi Yun

still met up illicitly.

I fear Father will be angry so I do not dare to say anything.

But this Ling Yun

they care about etiquette the most.

If this spreads to Ling Yun,

I fear even if it was a rumor,

there will be an uproar right?

Ji Yi.

You have to take responsibility of what you just said!

4th brother, do not be angry.

I also believe

that it is only a rumor

right little sister?

There is a rumor like that?

Chi Yun injured eldest brother so heavily.

I hate him so much.

How could I possibly meet up with him?

You are right.

Xuan Mu and Xuan Yang are searching high and low for him.

It's been 2 months already.

There's no news at all.

It seems he is already dead.

Perhaps he's been eaten by the wild beasts in some remote place.

Little sister, you got your revenge.

It's best if he is dead.

If he is dead, then we do not have to avenge him.

Little Sister (I) are feeling unwell.

I will take my leave first.

Let's go.

I will catch you and Chi Yun's weakness one day.

Let's see how you can contend with me then.

Mother.

Ji Yi, you came at the right time.

I heard in these few days

the ministers are discussing a political marriage with Xuan Mu.

The ministers are debating furiously

between you and Yu Cheng.

Is there an outcome now?

Not yet.

I heard this matter

has to do with the naming the heir.

You must do your best to obtain this.

Yes, Mother.

Mother, I suspect

that Ah-Mo is pregnant.

What?

That slut is with child?

I cannot determine it yet.

Then why are you so happy about it?

What if that child is Chi Yun's?

She is pregnant with Chi Yun's child?

Then we will have a handle on her.

Once it is proved true,

we do not have to do anything

but with Ling Yun's laws,

she will be dead.

Oh yes,

before Father summoned 4th brother ans I over.

He wants a marriage alliance with Xuan Mu.

Father intends for your eldest brother to marry Sister Yun Sang.

What? Is something wrong?

Yun Sang is a good young lady.

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Zi Zhu

what's wrong?

No, no there's nothing.

Then why are you creeping around for?

I noticed that girl's eyes

kept sweeping on you.

She might have something to say to you.

Go now.

Alright, Zi Zhu, what is it?

Why are you being so mysterious?

Princess, do you know?

Eldest Prince

has a web of informants.

I've never heard Eldest Brother tell me that before.

But I know it definitely exists.

After Eldest Princess left for war, he ordered me

that if something occurs when he's no here,

to report directly to you.

What? Is something wrong?

It's very strange.

Ji Yi has been sending people

to investigate all news about you and Chi Yun's past.

He even spent a lot of money

to appoint a witch doctor skilled in medicine.

It is said this witch doctor

is most skilled at detecting pregnant women.

Looking at the situation,

Ji Yi must suspect

that I am pregnant with Chi Yun's child.

Zi Zhu help me search for a few medicinal herbs.

Leave it to me.

Alright, I will go and look for them for you.

It's been 2 months already.

Whether it's Xuan Mu, Xuan Yang or Ling Yun,

they are all searching for your whereabouts.

But there is no news.

They all say you are dead.

Even Sheng Lun believes that too.

But I have never believed it.

But Lie Yang has helped me search every

place that was possible.

Yet we could not find any traces of you anywhere.

Chi Yun,

where are you?

Do you know,

that we have a child together now?

Jin Shi, what did you do?

Chi Yun and Tong Zheng's are powerful

and intelligent.

An ordinary spell

cannot escape their detection.

This is the only way.

Remove your mask.

Jin Shi!

That is a too great a sacrifice.

In this life, I owe Yun Sang too much.

As long as I can protect her,

I am willing to do anything.

I never expected

that you loved her so deeply.

For Yun Sang. for Ling Yun,

it is worth it.

Alright, Jin Shi.

From today onwards,

your name will be Yu Chen.

I will ask a good friend

to help you meet Yu Feng who is guarding Ye Zhou city.

Ye Zhou city,

has become the most important pass to defend against Xuan Yang.

You will be of most use there

to help Xuan Mu's defence against Xuan Yang's defences.

Yes.

Your Majesty, it will be a far journey,

I hope you will take care.

Remember,

I want you back alive.

I summoned you here today,

because I have already decided

the one who will carry out our political marriage with Xuan Mu.

Yu Cheng will marry Yu Cheng.

We will follow Father's arrangement.

But as Yu Cheng has not recovered yet,

so Zhi Ruo will ask her hand in marriage.

Yes father.

4th brother has always been reliable.

If 4th brother is our diplomat,

it is most suitable.

Father, you are wise.

If Eldest Brother marries the Xuan Mu princess,

it will benefit Xuan Yang immensely.

I am willing to go to Xuan Mu with 4th brother

and help 4th brother

and also show our sincerity to them.

It is very good if you are willing to go.

But as you are the general of Xuan Yang now,

and also the main commander who took over Fu Yuan.

I think the people of Xuan Mu despises you.

Are you not worried about your safety?

Father, right now it is clear that

the enemy is weaker than us.

Xuan Mu does not dare to do anything to me.

Otherwise Father will definitely charge through Xuan Mu

to avenge me.

But Father,

I heard that

Little sister and Yun Sang are close

I wonder if she may go too

to negotiate with Xuan Yang?

That is not appropriate.

Ah-Mo is not married.

She is now belongs to Ling Yun.

There are some things she needs to make the decision.

Father, I am willing to go with 4th brother and 9th brother

to conduct diplomacy with Xuan Mu.

No.

Father, Ah-Mo has not been feeling well recently.

She should return to Ling Yun to rest.

Little sister is unwell,

then why not summon the royal physician?

If Ling Yun finds out,

then they will say 4th brother has not been thoughtful.

I fear they will say Xuan Yang has been too uncourteous.

Father, why don't you ask the Royal Physician to look at little sister?

Ah-Mo, are you ill?

Father, I am fine.

Thank you 9th brother for asking.

But... I do not need to trouble the Royal Physician,

I only have a stomachache from eating too much a few days ago.

That is why I am uncomfortable.

I am fine now.

Good.

Father, let me go with 4th brother.

9th brother is right.

Sister Yun Sang and I are quite close.

If anything occurs,

we can discuss it privately.

That is good then,

Then you and Ji Yi

will travel to Xuan Mu with Zhi Ruo.

Yes, Father.

Ah-Mo, you know you are pregnant,

why do you insist on traveling to Xuan Mu?

I am pregnant, not ill.

It is fine. Do not worry.

Although this seems like

a marriage alliance on the surface,

but it is about the throne.

If Ji Yi goes,

then it is not to help you,

if I go with you,

at least we can help each other.

I understand your intentions.

It is a shame I am not as capable as Eldest Brother.

Otherwise you would not have needed to do so much.

4th brother.

You are the only support I have now.

If you are here,

then I can do many things at ease.

Ah-Mo.

In the future I will be a good older brother to you.

Just like Eldest Brother.

Although there is still a great distance between Eldest Brother and I

but if I keep walking (improving)

then the distance will decrease.

No.

I do not hope for you to be like Eldest Brother.

That you will spend your life for someone else.

I hope you can have your life.

Be yourself.

Ah-Mo.