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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:17,451 --> 00:00:23,450 FIXES-SYNC by VaVooM 2 00:00:24,451 --> 00:00:25,800 "Behold her, 3 00:00:25,934 --> 00:00:27,466 "single in the field. 4 00:00:27,600 --> 00:00:29,633 "Yon solitary Highland lass, 5 00:00:29,767 --> 00:00:32,767 "reaping and singing by herself. 6 00:00:32,900 --> 00:00:35,433 "Stop here, or gently pass. 7 00:00:35,567 --> 00:00:37,500 "Alone she cuts and binds the grain, 8 00:00:37,633 --> 00:00:40,600 "and sings a melancholy strain. 9 00:00:40,733 --> 00:00:43,100 "Oh listen, for the Vale profound 10 00:00:43,233 --> 00:00:45,900 "is overflowing with the sound. 11 00:00:46,034 --> 00:00:48,100 "No sweeter voice was ever heard 12 00:00:48,233 --> 00:00:50,900 "in springtime from the cuckoo-bird. 13 00:00:51,034 --> 00:00:53,333 "Breaking the silence of the seas 14 00:00:53,466 --> 00:00:55,767 "among the furthest Hebrides. 15 00:00:55,900 --> 00:00:58,433 "Will no one tell me what she sings? 16 00:00:58,567 --> 00:01:01,067 "Perhaps the plaintive numbers flow 17 00:01:01,200 --> 00:01:05,600 "for old unhappy far-off things and battles long ago. 18 00:01:05,733 --> 00:01:07,800 "Whate'er the theme, the maiden sang 19 00:01:07,934 --> 00:01:10,833 "as if her song could have no ending. 20 00:01:10,967 --> 00:01:14,733 "I saw her singing at her work and o'er the sickle bending. 21 00:01:14,867 --> 00:01:17,034 "The music in my heart I bore, 22 00:01:17,167 --> 00:01:21,200 "long after it was heard no more." 23 00:01:21,333 --> 00:01:23,533 It's crazy, I have read that poem a million times 24 00:01:23,667 --> 00:01:25,567 and it's now only just coming to life. 25 00:01:25,700 --> 00:01:28,400 Well, that's Wordsworth for you. 26 00:01:28,533 --> 00:01:30,076 This is what I meant about his connection 27 00:01:30,100 --> 00:01:31,867 to the natural world. 28 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:35,667 He believed that poetry should be written to provide pleasure 29 00:01:35,800 --> 00:01:39,134 through a rhythmic and powerful expression of emotion. 30 00:01:39,266 --> 00:01:41,733 It's risky to say what we're feeling. 31 00:01:41,867 --> 00:01:43,466 Scary, even. 32 00:01:43,600 --> 00:01:45,967 Well, I have to admit, I was a little scared about 33 00:01:46,100 --> 00:01:48,733 taking this class, but I've actually really enjoyed it. 34 00:01:48,867 --> 00:01:51,233 Are you coming back next semester? 35 00:01:51,366 --> 00:01:53,167 Dr. Tompkins will be back from sabbatical, 36 00:01:53,300 --> 00:01:54,967 but I am... I'm working on it. 37 00:01:55,100 --> 00:01:57,000 Well, I hope so, you have been incredible. 38 00:01:57,134 --> 00:01:58,833 Great example of hyperbole. 39 00:01:58,967 --> 00:02:00,833 You've clearly been paying attention. 40 00:02:01,833 --> 00:02:04,333 And as a thank you, 41 00:02:04,466 --> 00:02:07,034 I got you some of that British chocolate that you love. 42 00:02:07,167 --> 00:02:09,134 My friend brought it back from her studies abroad. 43 00:02:09,266 --> 00:02:10,633 You're my favorite student. 44 00:02:10,767 --> 00:02:13,100 I try. 45 00:02:13,233 --> 00:02:14,800 - See you later. - Bye. 46 00:02:16,233 --> 00:02:18,067 Next. 47 00:02:21,100 --> 00:02:22,633 Dr. Lambert? 48 00:02:25,067 --> 00:02:26,400 Dean Grant. 49 00:02:26,533 --> 00:02:27,800 May I? 50 00:02:27,934 --> 00:02:30,100 Please. 51 00:02:30,233 --> 00:02:32,100 Looks like you've made a lot of fans here 52 00:02:32,233 --> 00:02:33,967 over the last three months. 53 00:02:34,100 --> 00:02:36,767 Well, luckily I happen to be teaching my favorite subject. 54 00:02:36,900 --> 00:02:38,366 Well, it shows, Joss. 55 00:02:38,500 --> 00:02:41,466 Well, hopefully it will give me a better shot 56 00:02:41,600 --> 00:02:42,800 at my interview next month. 57 00:02:42,934 --> 00:02:46,300 I know that tenure track positions are extremely competitive 58 00:02:46,433 --> 00:02:48,567 so if there's anything else I can do to stand out... 59 00:02:48,700 --> 00:02:50,633 Well, getting the interview in the first place 60 00:02:50,767 --> 00:02:52,366 is half the battle. 61 00:02:52,500 --> 00:02:53,967 But... 62 00:02:54,100 --> 00:02:56,567 I just heard from the Literary Review. 63 00:02:56,700 --> 00:02:58,466 They kicked your paper back. 64 00:02:58,600 --> 00:03:00,233 You're kidding. 65 00:03:00,366 --> 00:03:03,034 They're intrigued by your dissection of Wordsworth's work, 66 00:03:03,167 --> 00:03:05,600 but they're not feeling like you're saying anything new. 67 00:03:05,733 --> 00:03:07,366 Something is missing. 68 00:03:07,500 --> 00:03:10,633 Also your lack of published work is a problem. 69 00:03:10,767 --> 00:03:12,067 I've been published. 70 00:03:12,266 --> 00:03:14,767 But it hasn't been cited or won any awards. 71 00:03:14,900 --> 00:03:17,167 Department funding is vital for this. 72 00:03:17,300 --> 00:03:19,100 Funding... 73 00:03:19,233 --> 00:03:21,000 You know I'm on your side. 74 00:03:21,134 --> 00:03:22,600 Yes, I'm sorry. 75 00:03:22,733 --> 00:03:26,167 They're giving you two weeks to re-submit. 76 00:03:26,300 --> 00:03:28,333 You know, when I was your age, 77 00:03:28,466 --> 00:03:30,667 there were a lot of roadblocks, and I pushed through 78 00:03:30,800 --> 00:03:32,333 and I worked hard. 79 00:03:32,466 --> 00:03:34,833 Sometimes I thought I couldn't do it, but I did. 80 00:03:34,967 --> 00:03:37,366 And I know you can too... 81 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:40,134 Joss? 82 00:03:40,266 --> 00:03:41,667 Are you okay? 83 00:03:42,900 --> 00:03:44,034 I'm fine. 84 00:03:44,167 --> 00:03:45,800 Two weeks. Okay? 85 00:03:45,934 --> 00:03:47,366 - Okay. - Okay. 86 00:04:16,800 --> 00:04:19,700 I don't get it, you've taught at five different universities. 87 00:04:19,833 --> 00:04:22,000 Sure, places that are smaller, 88 00:04:22,134 --> 00:04:24,567 and where your teaching ability matters more 89 00:04:24,700 --> 00:04:26,500 than how many books I haven't published. 90 00:04:26,633 --> 00:04:28,900 Yes, but you served on the faculty committee at this one. 91 00:04:29,034 --> 00:04:31,354 And you organized that week-long reading retreat last year, 92 00:04:31,466 --> 00:04:33,366 which was incredible, by the way. 93 00:04:33,500 --> 00:04:35,567 I wish that mattered, Gwen, but you know the saying. 94 00:04:35,700 --> 00:04:36,900 It's publish or perish. 95 00:04:37,034 --> 00:04:38,867 That mentality is too intense for me. 96 00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:40,867 That's why I love being a librarian. 97 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:42,920 The most pressure I face is collecting late fees. 98 00:04:43,000 --> 00:04:44,233 Which you are horrible at. 99 00:04:44,366 --> 00:04:45,733 I know, I'm a real softy. 100 00:04:47,800 --> 00:04:50,266 I just wish I knew how to get out of my head about this. 101 00:04:52,733 --> 00:04:55,533 Actually, 102 00:04:55,667 --> 00:04:57,600 I've been carrying this around all week 103 00:04:57,733 --> 00:05:00,733 just waiting for the right time to give it to you. 104 00:05:00,867 --> 00:05:02,000 What's this? 105 00:05:02,134 --> 00:05:04,733 It's a present. From your mom. 106 00:05:04,867 --> 00:05:06,533 When was this? 107 00:05:06,667 --> 00:05:09,233 About a year ago, when her health started taking a turn. 108 00:05:09,366 --> 00:05:13,233 You know Carol, always putting everyone else first. 109 00:05:13,366 --> 00:05:14,633 Open it. 110 00:05:27,067 --> 00:05:29,633 She gave me specific instructions to give this to you 111 00:05:29,767 --> 00:05:31,600 two weeks before your 35th birthday. 112 00:05:31,733 --> 00:05:33,667 Cornwall... 113 00:05:33,800 --> 00:05:36,167 It's my job to make sure you go. 114 00:05:36,300 --> 00:05:38,667 This was the year I promised we would finally 115 00:05:38,800 --> 00:05:41,300 go visit her family farm, the one that she grew up on. 116 00:05:42,967 --> 00:05:44,733 She wanted to show me the literary festival. 117 00:05:44,867 --> 00:05:48,867 She thought of everything. Airfare, taxi, train fare. 118 00:05:50,867 --> 00:05:51,967 This ticket is for Monday. 119 00:05:52,100 --> 00:05:53,333 Better start packing. 120 00:05:53,466 --> 00:05:55,067 I can't just pick up and go to England. 121 00:05:55,200 --> 00:05:56,743 What better place to write a paper about English poets 122 00:05:56,767 --> 00:05:57,900 than England? 123 00:05:58,034 --> 00:05:59,500 What do I tell the dean? 124 00:05:59,633 --> 00:06:02,466 You could come up with a million reasons not to do this, 125 00:06:02,600 --> 00:06:04,934 but you made her a promise. 126 00:06:05,067 --> 00:06:06,800 You've barely done anything for yourself 127 00:06:06,934 --> 00:06:08,067 since she passed away. 128 00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:09,934 She wanted this for you. 129 00:06:10,067 --> 00:06:11,433 What if something happens? 130 00:06:11,567 --> 00:06:13,500 Like what? Killer sheep? 131 00:06:13,633 --> 00:06:15,000 You know what I mean. 132 00:06:15,134 --> 00:06:17,500 What if my anxiety gets really bad over there? 133 00:06:17,633 --> 00:06:19,700 Then you use the techniques your doctor gave you. 134 00:06:19,833 --> 00:06:23,967 In the meantime, eat right, exercise, and take your meds. 135 00:06:24,100 --> 00:06:26,733 You can call me anytime you want. 136 00:06:26,867 --> 00:06:28,167 In fact, you should call me often 137 00:06:28,300 --> 00:06:31,333 so I can live vicariously through you. 138 00:06:31,466 --> 00:06:32,900 Go, Joss. 139 00:06:34,333 --> 00:06:35,934 You need this. 140 00:07:18,167 --> 00:07:19,807 Tegan, love, I think the chickens have had 141 00:07:19,934 --> 00:07:21,900 quite enough breakfast for the moment. 142 00:07:22,034 --> 00:07:25,000 They're looking quite plump as it is, sweetheart. 143 00:07:28,034 --> 00:07:29,466 Tegan? 144 00:07:30,567 --> 00:07:32,533 Penny for your thoughts? 145 00:07:32,667 --> 00:07:34,787 I just don't know why they're making us read our poems 146 00:07:34,833 --> 00:07:36,200 at the festival. 147 00:07:36,333 --> 00:07:38,466 Because you've been working hard on them, 148 00:07:38,600 --> 00:07:41,233 and letting the kids read one of their poems at the festival 149 00:07:41,366 --> 00:07:42,533 is a tradition. 150 00:07:42,667 --> 00:07:44,034 We're not even done with them yet. 151 00:07:44,167 --> 00:07:46,200 What if I don't finish? What if I mess up? 152 00:07:46,333 --> 00:07:47,967 Hey. 153 00:07:48,100 --> 00:07:50,134 That's the beauty of creative writing. 154 00:07:50,266 --> 00:07:52,800 You can't go wrong, 'cause anything you say is original. 155 00:07:52,934 --> 00:07:54,067 Okay? 156 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:56,533 - Okay. - Yeah? 157 00:07:56,667 --> 00:07:57,900 Come one. 158 00:08:01,200 --> 00:08:02,466 There we go. 159 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:04,300 Right. Now nip inside, grab your backpack 160 00:08:04,433 --> 00:08:06,473 before Gran realizes we haven't left yet, all right? 161 00:08:06,600 --> 00:08:09,100 Forgetting something, are we? 162 00:08:09,233 --> 00:08:10,667 Good girl, okay. 163 00:08:13,266 --> 00:08:14,934 Thanks, Gran. 164 00:08:15,067 --> 00:08:17,767 Glad I could be of service. You two should be long gone. 165 00:08:17,900 --> 00:08:19,700 It's my fault, I was feeding the chickens. 166 00:08:19,833 --> 00:08:22,143 It was my fault, I was stripping the bed in the guest cottage. 167 00:08:22,167 --> 00:08:23,867 Just trying to keep on top of the bookings. 168 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:25,643 You're trying to drive me mad is what you're doing. 169 00:08:25,667 --> 00:08:26,934 I already changed them. 170 00:08:27,067 --> 00:08:29,466 Right, well then. Just making double sure. 171 00:08:29,600 --> 00:08:31,167 I don't know why I bother. 172 00:08:31,300 --> 00:08:33,700 If that next booking ever turns up, I'll be amazed. 173 00:08:33,833 --> 00:08:36,134 They reserved it nearly a year ago and never confirmed. 174 00:08:36,266 --> 00:08:37,800 At least they paid in full. 175 00:08:37,934 --> 00:08:40,767 How you got me playing chambermaid, I shall never know. 176 00:08:40,900 --> 00:08:42,134 I think it rather suits you. 177 00:08:42,266 --> 00:08:43,633 I'm sure you're tickled pink. 178 00:08:43,767 --> 00:08:45,833 Now it's your turn to play chauffeur 179 00:08:45,967 --> 00:08:48,600 and get this little princess to school. 180 00:08:48,733 --> 00:08:51,600 Right, come on, you. With pleasure. 181 00:08:53,433 --> 00:08:54,900 Your grace. 182 00:08:55,934 --> 00:08:57,100 Your lordship. 183 00:08:58,567 --> 00:09:00,366 Good boy. 184 00:09:22,366 --> 00:09:23,667 Hey! 185 00:09:23,800 --> 00:09:25,200 You okay? 186 00:09:26,200 --> 00:09:27,900 You were looking the wrong way. 187 00:09:28,034 --> 00:09:30,767 Wish I could say it was the first time it's happened here. 188 00:09:33,333 --> 00:09:35,200 You all right? 189 00:09:35,333 --> 00:09:36,967 Yeah. 190 00:09:38,567 --> 00:09:40,200 Can I have my arm back? 191 00:09:41,466 --> 00:09:43,067 Of course, I'm sorry. 192 00:09:45,633 --> 00:09:47,433 I can help you with that. 193 00:09:47,567 --> 00:09:48,767 Are you my driver? 194 00:09:48,900 --> 00:09:50,400 Only if you're Jocelyn Lambert. 195 00:09:50,533 --> 00:09:53,167 Everyone calls me Joss, but yes, 196 00:09:53,300 --> 00:09:54,400 yes, that's me. 197 00:09:54,533 --> 00:09:56,900 Welcome to Cornwall. I'm Daniel. 198 00:10:07,034 --> 00:10:08,476 What are you smuggling in here? 199 00:10:08,500 --> 00:10:09,700 - Books. - Books? 200 00:10:09,833 --> 00:10:12,000 We've got libraries full of them here. 201 00:10:12,134 --> 00:10:15,500 Actually, we're quite well-known for our written word. 202 00:10:15,633 --> 00:10:18,233 All right, party is over. In the back with you. 203 00:10:20,233 --> 00:10:21,900 Come on, Samson, in the back. 204 00:10:22,034 --> 00:10:23,667 It's okay, I can sit in the back. 205 00:10:23,800 --> 00:10:25,567 He's just being stubborn. He'll get there. 206 00:10:25,700 --> 00:10:27,233 Come on, Samson. 207 00:10:27,366 --> 00:10:28,767 I prefer it, actually. 208 00:10:30,700 --> 00:10:32,100 Real classy, mate. 209 00:10:51,067 --> 00:10:54,600 Direct route or scenic? 210 00:10:54,733 --> 00:10:56,067 I'll let you choose. 211 00:10:56,200 --> 00:10:58,266 It's a no-brainer for me. 212 00:11:29,034 --> 00:11:30,400 Is it ready? 213 00:11:30,533 --> 00:11:33,134 Patience, my lovely. You have to let it brew. 214 00:11:33,266 --> 00:11:35,233 Why don't you use a teabag like dad? 215 00:11:35,366 --> 00:11:38,900 Because ladies use loose leaf, like the queen. 216 00:11:39,034 --> 00:11:41,000 Daddy just presses on the bag with a spoon. 217 00:11:41,134 --> 00:11:42,600 So does Tarzan, I suppose. 218 00:11:42,733 --> 00:11:45,633 But if you want to do it properly, you'll do it as I've shown you. 219 00:11:45,767 --> 00:11:48,167 Now you always put the milk in first. 220 00:11:49,200 --> 00:11:51,967 Before you fill the teacup. 221 00:11:52,100 --> 00:11:54,300 Not everything can be done on a whim 222 00:11:54,433 --> 00:11:56,500 no matter what your father tells you. 223 00:11:56,633 --> 00:11:58,466 What about jam and clotted cream? 224 00:11:58,600 --> 00:12:00,134 Jam first, of course. 225 00:12:02,134 --> 00:12:04,067 Felix! 226 00:12:04,200 --> 00:12:05,767 Just finish your scone. 227 00:12:12,800 --> 00:12:14,167 Hello, Felix. 228 00:12:14,300 --> 00:12:17,067 Mrs. Carter. You're looking lovely today. 229 00:12:17,200 --> 00:12:20,034 May I ask why you're disturbing my sheep? 230 00:12:20,167 --> 00:12:21,466 I take it Danny failed to mention 231 00:12:21,600 --> 00:12:23,034 that I would be stopping by today. 232 00:12:23,167 --> 00:12:24,500 He most certainly did. 233 00:12:24,633 --> 00:12:25,900 Brilliant. 234 00:12:26,034 --> 00:12:28,733 If it's about those monstrosities, 235 00:12:28,867 --> 00:12:31,333 you can save your breath and my time. 236 00:12:31,466 --> 00:12:34,200 They're wind turbines, Mrs. Carter, not Voldemort. 237 00:12:34,333 --> 00:12:35,867 It's all right to speak of them. 238 00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:38,010 I know what they are, Felix. I just don't want them. 239 00:12:38,034 --> 00:12:41,700 Well, shall we go in for a cuppa 240 00:12:41,833 --> 00:12:43,366 and have one of your famous scones? 241 00:12:43,500 --> 00:12:46,067 I don't remember inviting you to tea and scones. 242 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:47,633 Come on, look, 243 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:49,409 she's holding them up in the window, isn't she? 244 00:12:49,433 --> 00:12:51,700 That's my granddaughter. 245 00:12:51,833 --> 00:12:53,233 She's having scones. 246 00:13:05,100 --> 00:13:06,700 Here's Danny now. 247 00:13:11,366 --> 00:13:13,433 Do you want to tell me what this is all about? 248 00:13:14,867 --> 00:13:17,200 Hi, I'm sorry, I'm Joss. 249 00:13:17,333 --> 00:13:18,934 I'm staying at the cottage. 250 00:13:19,067 --> 00:13:22,233 Well, that's lovely dear, but I'm not talking to you. 251 00:13:22,366 --> 00:13:24,633 I'm talking to that driver of yours. 252 00:13:24,767 --> 00:13:27,934 I asked Felix to come by to explain our options. 253 00:13:28,067 --> 00:13:30,366 It's a great opportunity in a growing industry. 254 00:13:30,500 --> 00:13:33,733 We have an industry, sheep. 255 00:13:33,867 --> 00:13:36,967 You've already turned my mill house into a cheap motel. 256 00:13:37,100 --> 00:13:39,633 Forgive me if I don't want the rest of the farm 257 00:13:39,767 --> 00:13:42,000 looking like an Orwell novel. 258 00:13:46,733 --> 00:13:50,366 I'm sorry about my mother, she's in one of her moods. 259 00:13:50,500 --> 00:13:51,709 I take it you didn't talk to her, then. 260 00:13:51,733 --> 00:13:53,200 I was working up to it. 261 00:13:53,333 --> 00:13:55,800 You're not just my driver, are you? 262 00:13:55,934 --> 00:13:57,433 I wear many hats. 263 00:13:57,567 --> 00:14:00,433 Too many, if you ask me. Right, I'll be off. 264 00:14:00,567 --> 00:14:03,134 It was lovely to meet you, miss. Hope you have a pleasant stay. 265 00:14:03,266 --> 00:14:05,567 And give me a buzz. 266 00:14:05,700 --> 00:14:08,134 Excuse me for not introducing myself properly. 267 00:14:08,266 --> 00:14:09,600 I'm Daniel Carter. 268 00:14:09,733 --> 00:14:11,133 Some say I run the farm around here. 269 00:14:11,200 --> 00:14:13,700 I say the farm runs me. 270 00:14:13,833 --> 00:14:15,233 Right this way. 271 00:14:24,633 --> 00:14:26,409 So you have your own washing machine downstairs. 272 00:14:26,433 --> 00:14:29,533 That's great. Do you have a printer, by chance? 273 00:14:29,667 --> 00:14:32,433 No, not here, but we have one in the house, 274 00:14:32,567 --> 00:14:34,767 so just knock and you can use it anytime. 275 00:14:34,900 --> 00:14:36,442 Which is also where breakfast is served, 276 00:14:36,466 --> 00:14:38,800 - usually by my mother. - Oh, okay. 277 00:14:38,934 --> 00:14:41,867 I know she comes off a bit gruff, she doesn't mean anything by it. 278 00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:44,366 I did appreciate the Orwell reference, though. 279 00:14:44,500 --> 00:14:47,867 Yeah, she's very well-read, but sharp minds have sharp tongues. 280 00:14:48,000 --> 00:14:49,300 Consider yourself warned. 281 00:14:54,500 --> 00:14:58,500 Well, I'm sure your knackered, so I'll let you settle in. 282 00:14:58,633 --> 00:15:00,000 And if you need the Wi-Fi code, 283 00:15:00,134 --> 00:15:03,000 it's in the guest book under my mobile number. 284 00:15:03,134 --> 00:15:04,934 If you have any questions, best to ask me. 285 00:15:05,067 --> 00:15:07,300 And if you want to stretch your legs, 286 00:15:07,433 --> 00:15:09,100 the sea is up and over the hill a bit. 287 00:15:09,233 --> 00:15:10,967 You can't miss it. 288 00:15:11,100 --> 00:15:12,433 Thank you. 289 00:15:29,733 --> 00:15:32,067 "Flopsy and Mopsy and Cottontail 290 00:15:32,200 --> 00:15:34,700 "had bread and milk and blackberries for supper." 291 00:15:34,833 --> 00:15:37,733 "The end." 292 00:15:37,867 --> 00:15:40,100 So, do you want to tell me about your day now? 293 00:15:40,233 --> 00:15:42,266 It was fine, dad. 294 00:15:42,400 --> 00:15:45,767 Fine? That's all I get? 295 00:15:45,900 --> 00:15:47,366 Okay then. 296 00:15:47,500 --> 00:15:49,067 Well, you should get to sleep. 297 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:52,266 So, good night, good night, 298 00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:54,767 mind the bedbugs don't bite. 299 00:15:54,900 --> 00:15:56,567 Dad, stop! 300 00:15:56,700 --> 00:15:58,500 Okay, okay. Suit yourself. 301 00:15:58,633 --> 00:15:59,867 I love you. 302 00:16:00,000 --> 00:16:01,400 I love you too. 303 00:16:31,800 --> 00:16:32,934 What if something happens? 304 00:16:34,567 --> 00:16:36,200 They're giving you two weeks to resubmit. 305 00:16:40,100 --> 00:16:42,034 Okay, Mom. 306 00:16:43,633 --> 00:16:45,466 I'm here. 307 00:16:47,633 --> 00:16:49,034 Now what? 308 00:17:03,867 --> 00:17:05,967 Felix is coming by today. 309 00:17:06,100 --> 00:17:08,167 I thought we'd settled that matter. 310 00:17:08,300 --> 00:17:09,800 We're just having a coffee. 311 00:17:09,934 --> 00:17:12,967 Good. Try to keep your grand ideas to a minimum. 312 00:17:13,100 --> 00:17:15,533 I'm trying to put my business degree to work out here. 313 00:17:15,667 --> 00:17:17,533 You traded in livestock futures. 314 00:17:17,667 --> 00:17:19,176 And what's that supposed to mean, exactly? 315 00:17:19,200 --> 00:17:22,700 You were hardly the Wolf of Wall Street, were you? 316 00:17:22,833 --> 00:17:25,067 More like the sheep of Southampton. 317 00:17:25,200 --> 00:17:27,067 I can still hear you. 318 00:17:27,200 --> 00:17:31,200 All I'm saying is the country suits you. 319 00:17:43,167 --> 00:17:44,300 Hi there, buddy! 320 00:17:44,433 --> 00:17:45,867 Sampson, no! 321 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:48,134 It's okay, we've met. 322 00:17:48,266 --> 00:17:49,967 But I haven't met you yet. I'm Joss. 323 00:17:50,100 --> 00:17:51,500 I'm Tegan. 324 00:17:51,633 --> 00:17:54,333 Dad says I'm not supposed to bother the guests. 325 00:17:54,466 --> 00:17:56,000 You're not bothering me. 326 00:17:56,134 --> 00:17:58,567 Tell me, Tegan, has he ever eaten your homework? 327 00:17:58,700 --> 00:18:00,067 - No. - No? 328 00:18:00,200 --> 00:18:02,567 Well, maybe he could eat mine. 329 00:18:02,700 --> 00:18:04,000 You have homework? 330 00:18:04,134 --> 00:18:06,700 Sort of, I'm just writing a research paper, 331 00:18:06,833 --> 00:18:08,900 which is proving trickier than I thought. 332 00:18:09,034 --> 00:18:10,833 I find writing tricky, too. 333 00:18:10,967 --> 00:18:12,366 Is it? 334 00:18:12,500 --> 00:18:14,100 Sometimes. 335 00:18:14,233 --> 00:18:16,010 Well, I'm a teacher, so if you ever have any questions 336 00:18:16,034 --> 00:18:18,600 or you need any help, feel free to ask, okay? 337 00:18:18,733 --> 00:18:20,100 Thanks! 338 00:18:20,233 --> 00:18:21,709 As long as it's okay with your mom and dad. 339 00:18:21,733 --> 00:18:24,200 It's just my Dad. Well, and Gran, of course. 340 00:18:24,333 --> 00:18:27,733 Okay, well, make sure you ask her too, yeah? 341 00:18:27,867 --> 00:18:29,200 Are you afraid of her? 342 00:18:29,333 --> 00:18:31,134 What, of your Gran? 343 00:18:31,266 --> 00:18:34,067 It's quite all right. My friend Lily is afraid, too. 344 00:18:34,200 --> 00:18:35,767 But she's really lovely to me. 345 00:18:35,900 --> 00:18:37,633 I'm sure she is. 346 00:18:37,767 --> 00:18:39,134 First bell is in 15, are you ready? 347 00:18:39,266 --> 00:18:41,067 Yeah. 348 00:18:43,034 --> 00:18:44,767 How'd you sleep? 349 00:18:44,900 --> 00:18:46,733 Okay. 350 00:18:46,867 --> 00:18:48,267 That doesn't sound very convincing. 351 00:18:48,333 --> 00:18:50,134 Sorry, no, 352 00:18:50,266 --> 00:18:52,466 I can't even blame it on the jetlag. 353 00:18:52,600 --> 00:18:53,900 I'm just not a great sleeper. 354 00:18:54,034 --> 00:18:55,567 It has nothing to do with the cottage. 355 00:18:55,700 --> 00:18:57,143 Maybe the fresh air will help with that. 356 00:18:57,167 --> 00:18:58,633 Any plans? 357 00:18:58,767 --> 00:19:01,967 No, I just have this research paper to work on. 358 00:19:02,100 --> 00:19:03,300 You flew all this way to work? 359 00:19:03,366 --> 00:19:05,433 Big deadline coming up. 360 00:19:05,567 --> 00:19:06,900 Well, good luck. 361 00:19:07,034 --> 00:19:08,567 - Thank you. - Come on, you. 362 00:19:11,167 --> 00:19:12,667 Your turn to drive, Teeg. 363 00:19:12,800 --> 00:19:13,934 Really? 364 00:19:14,067 --> 00:19:15,867 Yeah! No, no. Not really. 365 00:20:01,167 --> 00:20:03,466 "Let's get out of this mizzle 366 00:20:03,600 --> 00:20:04,943 "and have one of your famous scones," 367 00:20:04,967 --> 00:20:06,276 and she said, "You're not invited!" 368 00:20:06,300 --> 00:20:07,667 - No... - Yeah! 369 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:09,500 I mean, I've jumped that fence 1,000 times. 370 00:20:09,633 --> 00:20:11,867 Who knew that this was going to be the final straw, eh? 371 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:13,366 Where is she, anyway? 372 00:20:13,500 --> 00:20:15,000 Out with her precious sheep. 373 00:20:15,134 --> 00:20:17,200 Great, so we can talk more freely. 374 00:20:17,333 --> 00:20:19,600 Every month, it gets more strained. 375 00:20:19,733 --> 00:20:21,266 Every suggestion I make, she hates. 376 00:20:21,400 --> 00:20:22,876 I thought she would have been thrilled to see you 377 00:20:22,900 --> 00:20:24,000 and Tegan at the farm. 378 00:20:24,134 --> 00:20:27,466 Tegan, yeah, but she treats me like the Spanish invading Cornwall. 379 00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:29,700 I mean, a little warning would have been nice. 380 00:20:29,833 --> 00:20:31,200 Come on, you know my mum. 381 00:20:31,333 --> 00:20:33,767 I do, she acts tough, but we both know 382 00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:35,609 that I've been her favorite since primary school. 383 00:20:35,633 --> 00:20:37,134 - Debatable. - Come on! 384 00:20:39,100 --> 00:20:42,466 Look, I'm sorry, but all these half measures you're doing 385 00:20:42,600 --> 00:20:45,300 to try to diversify the farm, well, 386 00:20:45,433 --> 00:20:47,576 we know they're not going to make much difference, are they? 387 00:20:47,600 --> 00:20:50,800 This... this is your long-term. 388 00:20:50,934 --> 00:20:52,200 What, leasing my land to you? 389 00:20:52,333 --> 00:20:55,667 Not me. These beauties. 390 00:20:55,800 --> 00:20:58,466 I mean, she does have a point, they do look rather dystopian. 391 00:20:58,600 --> 00:21:01,167 More science fiction, if you ask me. 392 00:21:01,300 --> 00:21:03,333 Don't look at me like that. 393 00:21:03,466 --> 00:21:04,967 It was your idea in the first place. 394 00:21:05,100 --> 00:21:07,134 I know. But I also know what she's going to say. 395 00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:09,433 That we're sheep farmers, that's who we are, 396 00:21:09,567 --> 00:21:11,809 that's who we've always been. And that they're going to ruin 397 00:21:11,833 --> 00:21:13,433 the landscape she built with my father. 398 00:21:13,567 --> 00:21:15,233 - Not totally. - No, not totally. 399 00:21:15,366 --> 00:21:17,067 I just need to find the right time. 400 00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:19,309 All right, well, they're not gonna wait around much longer. 401 00:21:19,333 --> 00:21:21,567 They'll simply just offer the contract to someone else. 402 00:21:21,700 --> 00:21:23,900 So can I check in next week? 403 00:21:24,034 --> 00:21:26,233 - Yeah. - Right. 404 00:21:26,366 --> 00:21:28,500 Am I going to see you at Harbor's Head this weekend? 405 00:21:28,633 --> 00:21:31,200 Two o'clock? Lily is requesting Tegan's presence. 406 00:21:31,333 --> 00:21:33,400 No, I've got so much work to do on the farm. 407 00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:36,767 We'll be there. 408 00:21:36,900 --> 00:21:39,400 Good lad. See you soon. 409 00:22:17,534 --> 00:22:19,534 "Behold her, single in the field. 410 00:22:19,666 --> 00:22:21,766 "Yon solitary Highland Lass. 411 00:22:21,900 --> 00:22:24,933 "Reaping and singing by herself. 412 00:22:25,067 --> 00:22:28,600 "Stop here, or gently pass." 413 00:22:51,900 --> 00:22:53,267 Mom? 414 00:23:15,133 --> 00:23:17,000 Hey there, buddy. 415 00:23:17,133 --> 00:23:18,434 What are you up to? 416 00:23:18,567 --> 00:23:21,367 Not much, he hasn't lifted a paw to help me. 417 00:23:25,766 --> 00:23:27,534 Quite the wall. 418 00:23:27,666 --> 00:23:28,967 It's built the Cornish way. 419 00:23:29,100 --> 00:23:31,300 You put mud between the stones 420 00:23:31,434 --> 00:23:33,334 so the plants can grow between them. 421 00:23:33,467 --> 00:23:35,133 Fascinating. 422 00:23:35,267 --> 00:23:36,967 And very tedious. 423 00:23:37,100 --> 00:23:39,576 I've been at it a year and still haven't fixed half the problems. 424 00:23:39,600 --> 00:23:41,666 Sounds a bit like my research paper. 425 00:23:41,800 --> 00:23:43,500 A bit mucked up, then? 426 00:23:43,633 --> 00:23:45,334 So what brings you out here? 427 00:23:45,467 --> 00:23:47,866 Just stretching my legs, ruminating. 428 00:23:48,000 --> 00:23:49,400 Procrastinating. 429 00:23:50,900 --> 00:23:52,300 Do you want a hand? 430 00:23:53,967 --> 00:23:56,967 I'd rather build a wall than bang my head against one. 431 00:23:57,100 --> 00:24:00,434 All right, but you will get dirty. 432 00:24:00,567 --> 00:24:04,267 It's okay, my B&B has a laundry machine. 433 00:24:04,400 --> 00:24:06,133 Posh. 434 00:24:06,267 --> 00:24:08,033 Here. 435 00:24:08,167 --> 00:24:09,300 And you use this. 436 00:24:09,434 --> 00:24:10,800 Thanks, 437 00:24:13,833 --> 00:24:17,833 So, you're a literature professor? 438 00:24:17,967 --> 00:24:19,733 What got you into that? 439 00:24:19,866 --> 00:24:23,200 Well, my Mom and my grandparents introduced me to the classics 440 00:24:23,334 --> 00:24:26,200 when I was, well, probably Tegan's age. 441 00:24:26,334 --> 00:24:29,833 Is that why you bring all your books with you? 442 00:24:29,967 --> 00:24:32,600 It's for my research on Wordsworth. 443 00:24:32,733 --> 00:24:33,866 The footballer. 444 00:24:34,000 --> 00:24:36,600 The poet. He's English. 445 00:24:36,733 --> 00:24:38,176 Don't tell me you haven't heard of him. 446 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:40,666 Of course I've heard of him. 447 00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:43,233 "Nature never did betray the heart that loved her." 448 00:24:43,367 --> 00:24:44,500 Mick Jagger. 449 00:24:44,633 --> 00:24:46,067 Stop it. 450 00:24:49,833 --> 00:24:51,434 So, 451 00:24:51,567 --> 00:24:53,000 why here? 452 00:24:53,133 --> 00:24:55,833 Why, on this whole island, you chose this bit? 453 00:24:55,967 --> 00:24:57,567 This farm? 454 00:24:57,700 --> 00:25:00,534 Because this is where my mom grew up. 455 00:25:00,666 --> 00:25:02,267 You're kidding. 456 00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:05,400 No, believe it or not, my grandparents, 457 00:25:05,534 --> 00:25:07,033 Pat and Colin Penberthy, 458 00:25:07,167 --> 00:25:09,267 are the ones who sold the farm to your parents. 459 00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:11,766 That's fascinating. 460 00:25:11,900 --> 00:25:14,000 We always wanted to come here, my Mom and I. 461 00:25:14,133 --> 00:25:15,467 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 462 00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:19,933 We planned on it, but time just... 463 00:25:21,367 --> 00:25:22,633 Ran out. 464 00:25:22,766 --> 00:25:24,600 She passed away last year. 465 00:25:25,766 --> 00:25:27,233 I'm so sorry. 466 00:25:27,367 --> 00:25:28,766 Me too. 467 00:25:33,100 --> 00:25:37,900 You know, having grown up here myself, 468 00:25:38,033 --> 00:25:41,000 I can say she was a lucky woman. 469 00:25:41,133 --> 00:25:43,033 It's a beautiful place. 470 00:25:48,067 --> 00:25:49,666 Have you been here your whole life? 471 00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:52,800 No, I went to uni in London. 472 00:25:52,933 --> 00:25:55,467 I did my master's in business. 473 00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:57,600 Actually, I used to work in global markets. 474 00:25:57,733 --> 00:25:59,400 Futures, mainly. 475 00:25:59,534 --> 00:26:01,974 And you gave all of that up to come back and work on the land? 476 00:26:02,033 --> 00:26:03,600 How romantic of you. 477 00:26:03,733 --> 00:26:08,567 No, I came back to help my Mum sort things out. 478 00:26:08,700 --> 00:26:12,133 She won't admit it, but she's older than she thinks. 479 00:26:12,267 --> 00:26:14,534 And, yeah. 480 00:26:14,666 --> 00:26:17,000 Unfortunately, it's more work than even I can handle. 481 00:26:17,133 --> 00:26:19,733 Well, we should get busy then. 482 00:26:22,866 --> 00:26:26,033 Hey, Gwen, sorry I missed your call again. 483 00:26:26,167 --> 00:26:29,167 I was out building a rock wall. 484 00:26:29,300 --> 00:26:31,167 I will tell you about it when we connect, 485 00:26:31,300 --> 00:26:34,534 but until then, tag, you're it. Okay, bye. 486 00:26:34,666 --> 00:26:36,733 Hi. Is everything okay? 487 00:26:36,866 --> 00:26:41,133 Gran said I have to do some homework before training today, 488 00:26:41,267 --> 00:26:44,633 and I still might need a little bit of help if that's okay. 489 00:26:44,766 --> 00:26:46,200 Of course. 490 00:26:46,334 --> 00:26:48,733 It's just a silly short poem, but every year, 491 00:26:48,866 --> 00:26:50,986 they make the year two kids read them at the festival. 492 00:26:52,500 --> 00:26:54,476 Have you gotten any feedback yet from your teacher? 493 00:26:54,500 --> 00:26:58,133 We have to read in front of the class, so no, not yet. 494 00:26:58,267 --> 00:26:59,666 I asked to go last. 495 00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:01,467 Well, I would be happy to take a look. 496 00:27:01,600 --> 00:27:03,833 I haven't gotten very far. 497 00:27:03,967 --> 00:27:05,367 That's okay. 498 00:27:07,367 --> 00:27:09,133 But so far, is it right? 499 00:27:09,267 --> 00:27:11,367 There's no right or wrong in creative writing. 500 00:27:11,500 --> 00:27:13,400 That's what my dad says. 501 00:27:13,534 --> 00:27:15,500 Well, I agree. 502 00:27:19,700 --> 00:27:21,600 Have you tried mind-mapping? 503 00:27:21,733 --> 00:27:23,233 I don't know what that is. 504 00:27:23,367 --> 00:27:24,967 It's a really useful tool, 505 00:27:25,100 --> 00:27:26,500 and I would be so happy to show you. 506 00:27:26,534 --> 00:27:29,267 Okay. 507 00:27:29,400 --> 00:27:32,467 But I've got to go to training now, so maybe tomorrow? 508 00:27:32,600 --> 00:27:34,600 I'll be here all day, so anytime. 509 00:27:34,733 --> 00:27:35,900 Thank you. 510 00:27:36,033 --> 00:27:37,633 - Bye. - Bye. 511 00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:43,900 Hi, Lily! 512 00:28:17,300 --> 00:28:19,267 Using the family door now, are we? 513 00:28:19,400 --> 00:28:22,200 I'm sorry, I didn't... 514 00:28:22,334 --> 00:28:23,633 No, no, no, don't worry. 515 00:28:23,766 --> 00:28:26,766 You are technically our guest, I suppose. 516 00:28:26,900 --> 00:28:28,600 How can I be of service? 517 00:28:28,733 --> 00:28:30,434 Sorry. 518 00:28:30,567 --> 00:28:32,967 Thank you, Mrs. Carter. 519 00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:37,967 Is Daniel back from the field? 520 00:28:38,100 --> 00:28:41,200 That boy does what he likes when he likes. 521 00:28:41,334 --> 00:28:42,967 May I ask why? 522 00:28:43,100 --> 00:28:45,700 I have a question for him. 523 00:28:45,833 --> 00:28:47,267 Is this about your accommodation? 524 00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:50,200 I told him people would expect a fancy resort. 525 00:28:50,334 --> 00:28:52,167 Not a drafty old mill room. 526 00:28:52,300 --> 00:28:54,434 No, it's actually... it's about Tegan. 527 00:28:54,567 --> 00:28:56,633 You have a question about my granddaughter? 528 00:28:58,067 --> 00:29:01,133 No, not exactly, I... 529 00:29:03,933 --> 00:29:06,100 I found her notebook. 530 00:29:06,233 --> 00:29:07,600 - Thank you. - Yeah. 531 00:29:07,733 --> 00:29:09,833 I'm sure she'll be quite pleased. 532 00:29:10,900 --> 00:29:12,167 Is that all? 533 00:29:12,300 --> 00:29:13,900 That's all, yes. 534 00:29:14,033 --> 00:29:15,200 Very well. 535 00:29:15,334 --> 00:29:16,567 Okay. 536 00:30:13,267 --> 00:30:15,167 Daniel? 537 00:30:15,300 --> 00:30:17,433 Daniel! Good morning. 538 00:30:17,567 --> 00:30:19,476 Wasn't expecting to see you out this early morning. 539 00:30:19,500 --> 00:30:21,433 Doing some early morning procrastination? 540 00:30:23,133 --> 00:30:25,467 I actually wanted to ask you something. 541 00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:28,866 Has Tegan been struggling with reading and writing for awhile? 542 00:30:29,000 --> 00:30:30,700 What makes you say that? 543 00:30:30,833 --> 00:30:32,433 She asked me for some help with a poem. 544 00:30:32,567 --> 00:30:34,076 She shouldn't have been bothering you, I'm sorry. 545 00:30:34,100 --> 00:30:36,966 Oh, no, I offered. But I noticed her notebook, 546 00:30:37,100 --> 00:30:38,600 and I saw something that concerned me. 547 00:30:38,734 --> 00:30:40,133 Concerned you how? 548 00:30:40,267 --> 00:30:43,300 I think she may be showing signs of dyslexia. 549 00:30:43,433 --> 00:30:46,866 Has her teacher mentioned anything? 550 00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:49,500 Just that she might need some extra help reading. 551 00:30:49,634 --> 00:30:52,000 She's had a tough time with the move, 552 00:30:52,133 --> 00:30:54,600 she's fallen behind a little bit. 553 00:30:54,734 --> 00:30:56,643 She's had to put up with more than her fair share in life, 554 00:30:56,667 --> 00:30:59,600 but she's smart, she makes great art. 555 00:30:59,734 --> 00:31:02,500 That makes sense, 'cause most people with dyslexia, 556 00:31:02,634 --> 00:31:04,000 they're highly intelligent. 557 00:31:04,133 --> 00:31:05,866 Because they excel in other areas, 558 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:07,667 it can be really hard to spot. 559 00:31:07,800 --> 00:31:09,300 My Mom had it. 560 00:31:09,433 --> 00:31:10,953 She struggled a lot when she was a kid, 561 00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:12,966 but she learned how to manage it. 562 00:31:15,333 --> 00:31:16,942 Look, I'm sorry to hear about your mother, 563 00:31:16,966 --> 00:31:18,806 but I think you're making a bit of a leap here. 564 00:31:18,833 --> 00:31:20,367 I know this is overwhelming, 565 00:31:20,500 --> 00:31:23,033 but there's people who specialize in this. 566 00:31:23,167 --> 00:31:26,100 And I would also be happy to help. 567 00:31:26,233 --> 00:31:28,467 Thanks, but we're sorted. 568 00:31:31,734 --> 00:31:33,200 Samson, come here. 569 00:31:42,233 --> 00:31:44,066 Come on. Come on, you. 570 00:31:49,367 --> 00:31:51,167 That's beautiful, Tegan. 571 00:31:51,300 --> 00:31:52,734 What's it called? 572 00:31:52,866 --> 00:31:55,000 It's called Sampson the Mighty. 573 00:31:55,133 --> 00:31:57,333 Perfect. 574 00:31:57,467 --> 00:32:00,433 Why don't you write it up here at the top? 575 00:32:03,500 --> 00:32:06,367 Well, it's you're choice, 576 00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:08,433 you're the artist. 577 00:32:15,433 --> 00:32:17,267 Be back in a mo'. 578 00:32:25,267 --> 00:32:27,933 Well, what do you think? 579 00:32:28,066 --> 00:32:32,866 I think the professor is poking her nose in where she shouldn't. 580 00:32:33,900 --> 00:32:36,000 What if she's right? 581 00:32:36,133 --> 00:32:38,600 Maybe I should take her to the doctor to at least rule it out. 582 00:32:38,734 --> 00:32:40,767 This is the last thing she needs. 583 00:32:40,900 --> 00:32:42,167 What is that supposed to mean? 584 00:32:42,300 --> 00:32:45,433 She's already drawn a short straw. 585 00:32:45,567 --> 00:32:48,267 What kind of mother leaves her child? 586 00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:50,567 I warned you about Catherine, from very the beginning, 587 00:32:50,700 --> 00:32:52,820 that she was no good for you, But you wouldn't listen. 588 00:32:52,900 --> 00:32:56,700 Do you want to rehash my failed marriage or talk about Tegan? 589 00:33:20,500 --> 00:33:21,866 We're going to tuck in Polly, 590 00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:23,500 and we're going to tuck in Laney, 591 00:33:23,634 --> 00:33:25,133 and we're going to tuck in Dougie. 592 00:33:25,267 --> 00:33:26,476 Good night, good night, good night! 593 00:33:26,500 --> 00:33:28,367 And you. There we go. 594 00:33:28,500 --> 00:33:30,567 Hey. 595 00:33:30,700 --> 00:33:33,800 Why didn't you tell me that you were struggling? 596 00:33:33,933 --> 00:33:36,233 I didn't want you to worry. 597 00:33:36,367 --> 00:33:37,900 I'm not worried. 598 00:33:38,033 --> 00:33:39,800 Is this the face of a worried man? 599 00:33:42,500 --> 00:33:44,066 You know you can tell me anything. 600 00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:46,133 We're a team, right? 601 00:33:46,267 --> 00:33:48,066 Okay, Dad. 602 00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:50,933 Is Joss going to help me with my poem? 603 00:33:52,700 --> 00:33:54,866 Joss is a guest so we shouldn't be bothering her. 604 00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:57,066 But I'm going to talk to your teacher 605 00:33:57,200 --> 00:33:59,276 and we're going to get everything sorted out at school. 606 00:33:59,300 --> 00:34:00,734 Make a plan, yeah? 607 00:34:00,866 --> 00:34:04,667 Okay. I just like talking to her, she's nice. 608 00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:06,500 Yeah, she is nice. 609 00:34:07,500 --> 00:34:10,634 Sleep tight. 610 00:34:10,767 --> 00:34:11,966 Don't tickle me! 611 00:34:12,100 --> 00:34:13,500 I wouldn't dare. 612 00:34:15,534 --> 00:34:17,333 Okay. 613 00:34:19,534 --> 00:34:20,833 Does it go away? 614 00:34:22,933 --> 00:34:24,866 Does what? Dyslexia? 615 00:34:28,833 --> 00:34:30,200 No, it doesn't go away, 616 00:34:30,333 --> 00:34:31,933 but there's loads that we can do 617 00:34:32,066 --> 00:34:34,200 to make sure it gets a lot better, all right? 618 00:34:34,333 --> 00:34:35,866 Okay. 619 00:34:36,000 --> 00:34:38,800 Yeah. I love you. 620 00:34:38,933 --> 00:34:40,866 I love you too. 621 00:35:10,267 --> 00:35:12,434 Tegan hasn't made many connections since we got here. 622 00:35:14,467 --> 00:35:16,367 But she really likes you. 623 00:35:19,500 --> 00:35:20,809 You know, I don't know what we're dealing with exactly, 624 00:35:20,833 --> 00:35:24,733 but... I want to help however we can. 625 00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:29,400 So, if your offer still stands? 626 00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:35,167 Of course. 627 00:35:40,300 --> 00:35:41,400 Goodnight, then. 628 00:35:41,533 --> 00:35:42,766 Goodnight. 629 00:35:53,300 --> 00:35:54,833 I love what you're saying here. 630 00:35:54,966 --> 00:35:56,167 About the river? 631 00:35:56,300 --> 00:35:57,660 Yeah, about how it makes you happy. 632 00:35:57,766 --> 00:35:59,276 Do you want to try reading the mind map, 633 00:35:59,300 --> 00:36:01,467 see how it sounds to you? Let's start here, okay? 634 00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:05,233 I ran to the river. 635 00:36:05,367 --> 00:36:06,966 Good, good. Keep going. 636 00:36:07,100 --> 00:36:09,467 I can't remember what comes next. 637 00:36:09,600 --> 00:36:13,000 Well, whatever you want to be next is next. 638 00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:18,600 Do you know what I do when I get stuck? 639 00:36:20,300 --> 00:36:22,966 I sing. 640 00:36:23,100 --> 00:36:24,100 Okay, not well. 641 00:36:25,634 --> 00:36:27,309 But it helps me find the rhythm in the words, 642 00:36:27,333 --> 00:36:29,133 so I try to sing the poems, 643 00:36:29,267 --> 00:36:30,866 and sometimes... 644 00:36:32,434 --> 00:36:33,534 I dance them. 645 00:36:33,667 --> 00:36:35,233 Are you serious? 646 00:36:35,367 --> 00:36:38,133 Yeah, of course, it helps the words just flow out of you. 647 00:36:38,267 --> 00:36:40,200 Do you want to see? 648 00:36:40,333 --> 00:36:42,766 Okay. I'll do it, but just for you. Ready? 649 00:36:44,966 --> 00:36:47,000 ♪ I went out alone ♪ 650 00:36:47,133 --> 00:36:48,634 ♪ To sing a song or two ♪ 651 00:36:48,766 --> 00:36:50,467 ♪ My fancy on a man ♪ 652 00:36:50,600 --> 00:36:52,534 ♪ And you know who ♪ 653 00:36:54,133 --> 00:36:56,233 It's silly, but do you want to try? 654 00:36:56,367 --> 00:36:57,866 Yes. 655 00:36:58,000 --> 00:36:59,900 Alright. 656 00:37:00,033 --> 00:37:02,300 ♪ I ran to the river ♪ 657 00:37:02,434 --> 00:37:04,667 ♪ To splash around ♪ 658 00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:06,567 ♪ Then up the hill to see ♪ 659 00:37:06,700 --> 00:37:07,966 ♪ What could be found ♪ 660 00:37:08,100 --> 00:37:09,534 ♪ When I reached the top ♪ 661 00:37:09,667 --> 00:37:10,866 ♪ I reached to the sky ♪ 662 00:37:11,000 --> 00:37:12,233 ♪ And the next thing I knew ♪ 663 00:37:12,367 --> 00:37:14,067 ♪ I learned how to fly ♪ 664 00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:17,133 Yes! 665 00:37:23,700 --> 00:37:26,567 Yes! See? Look at that! 666 00:37:26,700 --> 00:37:28,209 Writing doesn't have to all be hard work. 667 00:37:28,233 --> 00:37:30,033 It should be fun, too. 668 00:37:30,167 --> 00:37:32,176 Says the woman who would rather mend a granite wall 669 00:37:32,200 --> 00:37:34,367 than write her paper. 670 00:37:34,500 --> 00:37:37,033 Sorry, I didn't mean to break it up. 671 00:37:37,167 --> 00:37:39,343 No. That's alright I think we're almost done for the day. 672 00:37:39,367 --> 00:37:40,866 Don't you think, Tegan? 673 00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:44,534 Besides, I should get back to writing my own paper. 674 00:37:44,667 --> 00:37:46,766 I'm still quite stuck actually. 675 00:37:46,900 --> 00:37:48,300 Did you try dancing? 676 00:37:48,434 --> 00:37:50,009 You know, I'm not sure that would work for 677 00:37:50,033 --> 00:37:52,866 the research paper, but I should try it, huh? 678 00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:54,267 What you need is a pasty. 679 00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:56,100 Yes! 680 00:37:56,233 --> 00:37:57,643 Actually, Felix and his wife Isabelle are taking 681 00:37:57,667 --> 00:37:59,187 their daughter Lily to the harbor head, 682 00:37:59,267 --> 00:38:00,742 and the puppet show. We're gonna get pasties after. 683 00:38:00,766 --> 00:38:02,000 You should come along. 684 00:38:04,067 --> 00:38:05,200 Yes! You must. 685 00:38:05,333 --> 00:38:06,933 I really shouldn't. 686 00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:12,600 But maybe a change of scenery would do me good. 687 00:38:12,733 --> 00:38:14,213 I would only stay for an hour, though. 688 00:38:14,300 --> 00:38:15,300 We'll take it. 689 00:38:15,333 --> 00:38:17,467 Alright. 690 00:38:17,600 --> 00:38:19,966 Okay, but what is a pasty? 691 00:38:20,100 --> 00:38:21,400 Well, let me tell you. 692 00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:41,133 Behind you! Behind you! 693 00:38:55,800 --> 00:38:57,434 Lovely to see you again, Joss. 694 00:38:57,567 --> 00:38:59,033 How are you enjoying Cornwall? 695 00:38:59,167 --> 00:39:01,143 It's beautiful so far from what I've seen at least. 696 00:39:01,167 --> 00:39:02,447 Surviving Mrs. Carter I presume? 697 00:39:02,567 --> 00:39:04,133 Easy! 698 00:39:04,267 --> 00:39:05,367 Fell free to ignore him. 699 00:39:05,500 --> 00:39:06,667 - I'm Isabelle. - Hi. 700 00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:08,434 Felix's incredibly tolerant wife. 701 00:39:08,567 --> 00:39:10,267 Nice to meet you. 702 00:39:10,400 --> 00:39:12,276 Isabelle runs the marketing for the literary festival. 703 00:39:12,300 --> 00:39:14,000 Let's hope you've heard of it. 704 00:39:14,133 --> 00:39:17,267 Of course, my mom grew up here, she used to go to it as a child. 705 00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:18,833 Is that so? 706 00:39:18,966 --> 00:39:21,276 Yeah, she even volunteered for the festival when she was in her 20s. 707 00:39:21,300 --> 00:39:22,766 Did she ever submit? 708 00:39:22,900 --> 00:39:24,233 Not original work. 709 00:39:24,367 --> 00:39:25,610 She wasn't much of a writer herself, 710 00:39:25,634 --> 00:39:27,600 but she did memorize all the greats 711 00:39:27,733 --> 00:39:30,000 and she would recite one at the final event. 712 00:39:30,133 --> 00:39:32,534 How lovely. What's her name? 713 00:39:32,667 --> 00:39:34,100 I bet my mother will remember her. 714 00:39:34,233 --> 00:39:35,676 - She remembers everything else. - Oh, shush. 715 00:39:35,700 --> 00:39:37,766 Carol Lambert. 716 00:39:37,900 --> 00:39:39,376 Well, Carol Penberthy was her maiden name. 717 00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:42,700 That sounds familiar, but I'll ask her. 718 00:39:42,833 --> 00:39:45,067 Joss is a professor of romantic literature. 719 00:39:45,200 --> 00:39:46,333 So, connection. 720 00:39:46,467 --> 00:39:48,333 - That's brilliant. - Romantic eh? 721 00:39:48,467 --> 00:39:51,367 Danny boy over here is a hopeless romantic himself. 722 00:39:51,500 --> 00:39:53,100 - Aren't you? - That so? 723 00:39:54,833 --> 00:39:56,510 I never answer such questions on an empty tummy. 724 00:39:56,534 --> 00:39:59,000 Well, Ashton's mum is taking the girls for ice cream. 725 00:39:59,133 --> 00:40:01,367 Right, well, that just means one thing, doesn't it? 726 00:40:01,500 --> 00:40:02,933 To the pub. Come on. 727 00:40:04,966 --> 00:40:08,933 How do they even think of this? This is, like, genius. 728 00:40:09,067 --> 00:40:10,809 The tin miners used to take this down the mines with them, 729 00:40:10,833 --> 00:40:12,043 and they would never eat the crusts 730 00:40:12,067 --> 00:40:13,500 because their hands were dirty. 731 00:40:13,634 --> 00:40:15,009 - I never knew that. - Is that real? 732 00:40:15,033 --> 00:40:16,267 So what's the verdict? 733 00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:17,933 Traditional or veg? 734 00:40:18,067 --> 00:40:19,367 Traditional, definitely. 735 00:40:19,500 --> 00:40:20,510 All your meat and veg in one bite. 736 00:40:20,534 --> 00:40:22,133 How can you go wrong? 737 00:40:24,900 --> 00:40:26,009 Hey, are we still on for Monday? 738 00:40:26,033 --> 00:40:27,567 The surveyor? Yeah. 739 00:40:27,700 --> 00:40:30,100 Must we talk business? We're having such a good time. 740 00:40:30,233 --> 00:40:32,143 You don't have to decide yet, but we will need to know how 741 00:40:32,167 --> 00:40:33,876 much, you know, land you'll have to swap out 742 00:40:33,900 --> 00:40:35,866 if you decide to go that way. 743 00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:36,866 Who wants another beer? 744 00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:38,267 Yeah. I will, yeah. 745 00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:39,842 I should actually... I should get going. 746 00:40:39,866 --> 00:40:41,400 I've just... I've slacked off enough. 747 00:40:41,534 --> 00:40:42,667 Yeah, we can go. 748 00:40:42,800 --> 00:40:44,534 No. That's okay. You stay. 749 00:40:44,667 --> 00:40:46,567 Have fun. I can walk by myself. 750 00:40:46,700 --> 00:40:48,109 Just point me in the right direction. 751 00:40:48,133 --> 00:40:50,833 Okay, em, we came the more direct route. 752 00:40:50,966 --> 00:40:52,286 If you want a more scenic version, 753 00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:55,100 then just turn left, and you can't miss it. 754 00:40:55,233 --> 00:40:57,567 It's very easy to do. 755 00:40:57,700 --> 00:41:01,033 Okay. Thank you. 756 00:41:01,167 --> 00:41:02,167 - Bye. - Bye. 757 00:41:02,200 --> 00:41:04,100 Hey, Joss. 758 00:41:04,233 --> 00:41:08,333 Thank you for today with Tegan. 759 00:41:08,467 --> 00:41:11,300 Of course. We can do more, too. 760 00:41:11,434 --> 00:41:12,300 You sure you don't want to stay? 761 00:41:12,434 --> 00:41:13,766 Next round's on Felix. 762 00:41:13,900 --> 00:41:16,467 I think I should just get back. 763 00:41:16,600 --> 00:41:17,733 Right. 764 00:41:17,866 --> 00:41:19,900 Or left, it's prettier. 765 00:41:32,267 --> 00:41:35,467 It looks like there's four candidates in the running now. 766 00:41:35,600 --> 00:41:39,100 Four, how am I supposed to compete with four? 767 00:41:39,233 --> 00:41:42,333 I didn't mean to worry you, I just thought you should know. 768 00:41:42,467 --> 00:41:43,933 What am I going to do? 769 00:41:44,067 --> 00:41:45,876 I only have a week to make this what they want. 770 00:41:45,900 --> 00:41:47,000 The paper? 771 00:41:47,133 --> 00:41:49,100 Your research is impeccable. 772 00:41:49,233 --> 00:41:51,000 I'm sure it just needs a good edit. 773 00:41:51,133 --> 00:41:52,300 You'll figure it out. 774 00:41:52,434 --> 00:41:54,434 But what if I don't? What if I can't? 775 00:41:54,567 --> 00:41:57,067 Joss, I know how much this means to you, 776 00:41:57,200 --> 00:41:59,933 and, honestly, you're the best teacher I have. 777 00:42:00,067 --> 00:42:01,900 I don't want to lose you. 778 00:42:02,033 --> 00:42:05,467 One step at a time. Get the paper in. 779 00:42:05,600 --> 00:42:07,567 When you get back, we'll talk about what else 780 00:42:07,700 --> 00:42:11,634 you can do to impress the board, okay? 781 00:42:11,766 --> 00:42:13,634 Okay. 782 00:42:13,766 --> 00:42:14,866 We'll talk soon. 783 00:43:03,600 --> 00:43:05,167 This will pass. 784 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:12,209 "And in life's noisiest hour, there whispers still 785 00:43:12,233 --> 00:43:14,100 the ceaseless love of thee, 786 00:43:14,233 --> 00:43:16,733 the heart's self-solace and soliloquy." 787 00:43:42,633 --> 00:43:44,900 Promise you. Alex. Best surveyor in the country. 788 00:43:45,034 --> 00:43:46,166 So, what does he think? 789 00:43:46,300 --> 00:43:48,266 A good 40%, at least. 790 00:43:48,400 --> 00:43:50,360 You know, to allow for the number of wind turbines 791 00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:53,166 to satisfy the contract, but once they're in... 792 00:43:53,300 --> 00:43:54,460 They take care of themselves? 793 00:43:54,567 --> 00:43:56,433 Guaranteed income. 794 00:43:56,567 --> 00:43:58,067 As long as the wind blows, 795 00:43:58,200 --> 00:44:00,700 and in Cornwall, she always blows. 796 00:44:00,834 --> 00:44:02,043 Alright, so what else do you need from me? 797 00:44:02,067 --> 00:44:04,800 Nothing much, just an answer. 798 00:44:06,333 --> 00:44:08,433 End of week? 799 00:44:08,567 --> 00:44:09,800 Yeah. 800 00:44:11,767 --> 00:44:14,233 Alex! 801 00:44:14,366 --> 00:44:16,100 Looks like you're already coming, great. 802 00:44:22,100 --> 00:44:23,433 How you been standing there? 803 00:44:23,567 --> 00:44:25,333 Long enough. 804 00:44:25,467 --> 00:44:27,100 Mum! Let's talk about this. 805 00:44:27,233 --> 00:44:29,467 Why? You seem to have made up your mind for both of us. 806 00:44:29,600 --> 00:44:31,043 We agreed that I would take over the farm. 807 00:44:31,067 --> 00:44:33,433 To preserve it, not carve it up. 808 00:44:33,567 --> 00:44:34,943 You don't understand what I'm dealing with. 809 00:44:34,967 --> 00:44:36,633 If it's too much for you, hire some hands. 810 00:44:36,767 --> 00:44:38,567 It's not that simple. 811 00:44:38,700 --> 00:44:39,967 The markets are changing. 812 00:44:40,100 --> 00:44:41,543 England is changing, the whole world in fact. 813 00:44:41,567 --> 00:44:43,800 We can't keep holding on to the past. 814 00:44:43,934 --> 00:44:45,667 I agreed to the bed and breakfast. 815 00:44:45,800 --> 00:44:46,840 Isn't that enough for you? 816 00:44:46,934 --> 00:44:48,633 No. 817 00:44:48,767 --> 00:44:51,000 I'm doing everything I can. 818 00:44:51,133 --> 00:44:53,967 I promise you, I won't make a final decision 819 00:44:54,100 --> 00:44:55,233 without your approval. 820 00:44:55,366 --> 00:44:57,166 Good. 821 00:44:59,467 --> 00:45:02,100 I'm going to the cove. Will you watch Tegan? 822 00:45:21,867 --> 00:45:23,233 Be right there. 823 00:45:27,366 --> 00:45:28,533 Are you busy at the moment? 824 00:45:28,667 --> 00:45:30,067 No. Not at the minute, no. 825 00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:31,467 Come on a drive with me. 826 00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:35,667 I actually... I'm not busy right now 827 00:45:35,800 --> 00:45:38,300 but I really should be getting back to it. 828 00:45:38,433 --> 00:45:42,667 I just... I'm so behind and so uninspired. 829 00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:45,300 What was that line from the Wordsworth poem? 830 00:45:45,433 --> 00:45:48,000 He wrote a lot, which one? 831 00:45:48,133 --> 00:45:49,700 The one you quoted me. 832 00:45:49,834 --> 00:45:53,200 "Nature never did betray the heart that loved her." 833 00:45:53,333 --> 00:45:54,834 That's the one. 834 00:45:54,967 --> 00:45:56,567 What don't we get you out to nature? 835 00:45:56,700 --> 00:46:00,533 I tried that yesterday and she wasn't very hospitable. 836 00:46:00,667 --> 00:46:03,300 Doesn't sound like her. 837 00:46:03,433 --> 00:46:04,873 Maybe you need a proper introduction. 838 00:46:05,000 --> 00:46:07,400 You mean like a wingman? 839 00:46:07,533 --> 00:46:10,333 I don't know what that means, but if you'll come with me, then yes. 840 00:46:12,900 --> 00:46:15,233 To be honest, I could use the company. 841 00:46:15,366 --> 00:46:16,967 Feeling a bit unmoored at the moment. 842 00:46:20,000 --> 00:46:21,266 I'll let you sit in the front. 843 00:46:23,166 --> 00:46:24,967 Must get my coat. 844 00:46:31,000 --> 00:46:33,100 I'm feeling pretty lucky that I peeled you 845 00:46:33,233 --> 00:46:35,100 away from that paper. 846 00:46:35,233 --> 00:46:36,433 Please, don't remind me. 847 00:46:36,567 --> 00:46:38,067 I'm having enough guilt as it is. 848 00:46:38,200 --> 00:46:40,900 - My apologies. - It's just up this way. 849 00:46:41,034 --> 00:46:42,543 Wait a minute, I recognize this place 850 00:46:42,567 --> 00:46:43,900 from my mom's old home videos. 851 00:46:44,034 --> 00:46:45,433 Really? 852 00:46:45,567 --> 00:46:47,367 She used to talk about this all the time. 853 00:46:51,200 --> 00:46:53,242 She would climb to the clifftop and sit there for hours 854 00:46:53,266 --> 00:46:56,300 when she was young, just waiting for the sunset, reading. 855 00:46:56,433 --> 00:46:58,733 Taking pictures. It was calming for her. 856 00:46:58,867 --> 00:47:00,600 Yeah, we do have proper sunsets. 857 00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:14,633 Okay, it's just a little bit further. 858 00:47:23,300 --> 00:47:25,034 It doesn't really look safe. 859 00:47:29,633 --> 00:47:31,200 You coming? 860 00:47:31,333 --> 00:47:34,733 - This will pass. - It's okay. This will pass. 861 00:47:36,667 --> 00:47:37,967 You alright? 862 00:47:39,567 --> 00:47:40,567 Get the paper in. 863 00:47:40,667 --> 00:47:41,667 But what if I don't? 864 00:47:41,800 --> 00:47:43,034 It's okay. This will pass. 865 00:47:43,166 --> 00:47:44,166 Almost there. 866 00:47:44,233 --> 00:47:45,800 I can't. 867 00:47:45,934 --> 00:47:47,100 Of course you can. 868 00:47:47,233 --> 00:47:48,443 You got this. Just down the path. 869 00:47:48,467 --> 00:47:50,300 No, I can't. 870 00:47:50,433 --> 00:47:52,034 Okay, we'll turn back. 871 00:47:57,067 --> 00:47:59,500 Sorry about that, back there. 872 00:47:59,633 --> 00:48:01,873 Nothing to be sorry about. It's my fault for pushing you. 873 00:48:03,333 --> 00:48:06,300 I've been dealing with them, anxiety attacks, 874 00:48:06,433 --> 00:48:07,867 since I was young. 875 00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:10,067 How young? 876 00:48:10,200 --> 00:48:12,034 They started when I was nine. 877 00:48:12,166 --> 00:48:15,767 I was in a car accident with my dad. He died. 878 00:48:15,900 --> 00:48:17,867 I'm so sorry. 879 00:48:19,333 --> 00:48:21,166 I was always a reserved kid before, 880 00:48:21,300 --> 00:48:23,600 but afterwards the fear just... 881 00:48:25,834 --> 00:48:29,200 Just took root and never left. 882 00:48:31,733 --> 00:48:35,934 Mom always encouraged me to push past it, take some risks. 883 00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:40,500 She actually still is. 884 00:48:40,633 --> 00:48:43,333 This whole trip is a birthday present from her. 885 00:48:43,467 --> 00:48:44,700 When was your birthday? 886 00:48:44,834 --> 00:48:47,266 It's coming up, it's on Saturday. 887 00:48:47,400 --> 00:48:49,266 Great! Any fun plans? 888 00:48:49,400 --> 00:48:53,400 Well, at the moment, quietly contemplating the course 889 00:48:53,533 --> 00:48:55,900 of my life, whether it was a mistake 890 00:48:56,034 --> 00:48:57,500 to come here when I should be 891 00:48:57,633 --> 00:48:59,667 focused on my professional goals. 892 00:48:59,800 --> 00:49:01,700 Is that before or after the cake? 893 00:49:05,834 --> 00:49:08,667 Here, this is what I wanted to show you. 894 00:49:23,600 --> 00:49:26,067 Why does this make me so happy? 895 00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:27,967 I know you're a book worm, 896 00:49:28,100 --> 00:49:31,800 but you really take it to the next metamorphosis. 897 00:49:31,934 --> 00:49:34,433 What would that be? A book butterfly? 898 00:49:34,567 --> 00:49:38,467 If you're calling me a nerd, I'm totally okay with that. 899 00:49:40,967 --> 00:49:44,300 I love this quote by Oscar Wilde. 900 00:49:44,433 --> 00:49:46,113 "It's what you read when you don't have to, 901 00:49:46,200 --> 00:49:48,767 that determines who you will be when you can't help it." 902 00:49:48,900 --> 00:49:50,843 For those of us without a degree in English literature, 903 00:49:50,867 --> 00:49:52,133 what does that mean? 904 00:49:54,067 --> 00:49:56,100 What you choose to fill your mind with... 905 00:49:57,600 --> 00:50:00,934 ...has a huge impact on who you are as a person. 906 00:50:01,067 --> 00:50:02,400 So, you are what you read. 907 00:50:02,533 --> 00:50:03,767 Essentially. 908 00:50:03,900 --> 00:50:05,000 That is a scary thought. 909 00:50:05,133 --> 00:50:06,800 Which way is the comic book section? 910 00:50:08,900 --> 00:50:11,733 I'm going to get us a table at my favorite little cafe. 911 00:50:11,867 --> 00:50:14,166 Why don't you find yourself a birthday gift from me? 912 00:50:14,300 --> 00:50:15,467 You don't have to do that. 913 00:50:15,600 --> 00:50:17,400 I know, but I'm English, 914 00:50:17,533 --> 00:50:18,934 being a gentleman comes naturally. 915 00:50:21,133 --> 00:50:22,133 Thank you. 916 00:50:35,967 --> 00:50:37,633 Gran! I scored a... 917 00:50:37,767 --> 00:50:39,500 No boots in the house, dear. 918 00:50:39,633 --> 00:50:41,200 Door! 919 00:50:43,233 --> 00:50:44,333 That's my girl. 920 00:50:44,467 --> 00:50:47,266 Now what were you saying? 921 00:50:47,400 --> 00:50:49,300 I scored a goal at training today. 922 00:50:49,433 --> 00:50:50,600 That's wonderful! 923 00:50:50,733 --> 00:50:52,567 Where's dad? I want to tell him. 924 00:50:52,700 --> 00:50:53,943 Your father is out at the moment. 925 00:50:53,967 --> 00:50:55,300 That's okay. I can tell Joss then. 926 00:50:55,433 --> 00:50:58,733 I'm afraid he's out with Joss. 927 00:50:58,867 --> 00:51:00,276 I believe he's driven her to the cove. 928 00:51:00,300 --> 00:51:01,166 I'm sorry, dear. 929 00:51:01,300 --> 00:51:02,834 That's okay, I like Joss. 930 00:51:02,967 --> 00:51:04,500 Do you? 931 00:51:04,633 --> 00:51:06,333 Daddy does, too. I can tell. 932 00:51:06,467 --> 00:51:07,467 Is that so? 933 00:51:07,600 --> 00:51:10,667 I don't know if he fancies her, but he definitely likes her. 934 00:51:10,800 --> 00:51:12,166 What do you think? 935 00:51:12,300 --> 00:51:16,333 I assure you, I don't know what to think. 936 00:51:16,467 --> 00:51:19,067 Off you go. To the bathroom. 937 00:51:19,200 --> 00:51:21,233 I don't want you stinking at the dinner table. 938 00:51:29,400 --> 00:51:30,867 I am so excited to read this 939 00:51:31,000 --> 00:51:32,700 as soon as I get a chance to pleasure read. 940 00:51:32,834 --> 00:51:33,933 Thank you. 941 00:51:34,066 --> 00:51:35,400 My pleasure. More tea? 942 00:51:35,533 --> 00:51:37,400 As long as you don't have to get back. 943 00:51:37,533 --> 00:51:39,367 Soon, but I'm lucky. 944 00:51:39,500 --> 00:51:41,600 My mother makes an amazing gran. 945 00:51:41,734 --> 00:51:44,734 We've become quite the team raising my daughter. 946 00:51:46,700 --> 00:51:47,567 Tegan mentioned it's just the two of you. 947 00:51:47,700 --> 00:51:49,000 Must be hard. 948 00:51:49,133 --> 00:51:52,267 Is that your clever way of asking if I'm single? 949 00:51:52,400 --> 00:51:54,500 It wasn't, 950 00:51:54,634 --> 00:51:57,333 but now that you mention it. 951 00:51:57,467 --> 00:52:00,267 I am, and have been for a long time. 952 00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:03,767 Catherine, and I met in London. 953 00:52:03,900 --> 00:52:05,376 We got married right after graduation, 954 00:52:05,400 --> 00:52:08,500 against our parents' wishes. 955 00:52:08,634 --> 00:52:11,433 I was in business school when Tegan was born. 956 00:52:11,567 --> 00:52:15,333 And things changed quickly. 957 00:52:15,467 --> 00:52:19,600 Her parents cut her off, and we started arguing. 958 00:52:19,734 --> 00:52:21,333 A lot. 959 00:52:21,467 --> 00:52:22,700 It was difficult. 960 00:52:24,966 --> 00:52:29,767 One day, I came home after class and Tegan was with a babysitter. 961 00:52:31,800 --> 00:52:33,333 I never saw her again. 962 00:52:34,933 --> 00:52:36,567 She just left? 963 00:52:36,700 --> 00:52:41,100 She left a note saying that it had gotten too much for her. 964 00:52:45,066 --> 00:52:47,166 And... 965 00:52:47,300 --> 00:52:49,066 Tegan doesn't remember, though, luckily. 966 00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:51,166 In her mind, it's just been the two of us. 967 00:52:51,300 --> 00:52:53,767 I'm so sorry. 968 00:52:53,900 --> 00:52:55,267 Don't be. 969 00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:57,467 It's in the past. 970 00:52:57,600 --> 00:52:58,867 Where it belongs. 971 00:53:02,634 --> 00:53:04,767 You have an uncanny ability to live in the present. 972 00:53:06,367 --> 00:53:09,300 I'm always going over what happened in the past 973 00:53:09,433 --> 00:53:11,966 and worrying about what's going to happen in the future. 974 00:53:12,100 --> 00:53:14,533 Life's too short to deal with all that stress. 975 00:53:14,667 --> 00:53:17,667 All we can do is deal with the problems right in front of us 976 00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:19,500 and choose what brings us the most joy. 977 00:53:19,634 --> 00:53:21,400 That's beautiful. 978 00:53:21,533 --> 00:53:22,900 It's a Carter original. 979 00:53:23,033 --> 00:53:24,700 I thought so. 980 00:53:30,200 --> 00:53:32,367 Are you okay? 981 00:53:32,500 --> 00:53:37,300 All this talk about "joy" and "reading" 982 00:53:37,433 --> 00:53:39,000 has me worried about my Tegan. 983 00:53:40,166 --> 00:53:41,966 She's going to be alright. 984 00:53:42,100 --> 00:53:44,867 I have a meeting coming up with her teacher. 985 00:53:46,433 --> 00:53:49,233 Could I trouble you to join me? 986 00:53:49,367 --> 00:53:50,966 You make me feel much more comfortable. 987 00:53:51,100 --> 00:53:52,867 Of course. 988 00:53:55,367 --> 00:53:56,667 Of course. 989 00:53:59,100 --> 00:54:01,966 Today we're going to try something a little different. 990 00:54:02,100 --> 00:54:04,000 Alright, I'm going to read you the words 991 00:54:04,133 --> 00:54:06,333 to one of my very favorite Wordsworth poems. 992 00:54:06,467 --> 00:54:08,133 What's a Wordsworth poem? 993 00:54:08,267 --> 00:54:12,767 Well, Wordsworth was a man who wrote spectacular poetry. 994 00:54:12,900 --> 00:54:14,467 So, you're going to listen to the words, 995 00:54:14,600 --> 00:54:17,433 and then you're going to write the words, 996 00:54:17,567 --> 00:54:19,200 but with pictures. 997 00:54:19,333 --> 00:54:20,600 Sounds hard. 998 00:54:20,734 --> 00:54:22,933 Sure, but it's good to have a challenge, 999 00:54:23,066 --> 00:54:25,200 you know, like in soccer practice. 1000 00:54:25,333 --> 00:54:27,066 You mean football? 1001 00:54:27,200 --> 00:54:29,567 Yes. Yes, I mean football. 1002 00:54:29,700 --> 00:54:31,066 Okay, should we try it? 1003 00:54:32,533 --> 00:54:36,033 Here's your pencils. Alright. 1004 00:54:36,166 --> 00:54:38,933 I wandered lonely as a cloud. 1005 00:54:39,066 --> 00:54:40,500 That one's easy. 1006 00:54:43,433 --> 00:54:45,900 That floats on high o'er vales and hills. 1007 00:54:46,033 --> 00:54:47,133 What's a vale? 1008 00:54:47,267 --> 00:54:48,300 It's a valley. 1009 00:54:52,834 --> 00:54:54,533 When all at once I saw a crowd, 1010 00:54:54,667 --> 00:54:57,367 a host of golden daffodils. 1011 00:54:57,500 --> 00:55:00,300 Slow down! I can't draw that fast! 1012 00:55:00,433 --> 00:55:02,900 It's alright. Just try not to be intimidated by the words, 1013 00:55:03,033 --> 00:55:05,867 listen to them and think about how they make you feel, 1014 00:55:06,000 --> 00:55:07,433 what they remind you of. 1015 00:55:07,567 --> 00:55:09,800 Think about the lyrics to your favorite song. 1016 00:55:09,933 --> 00:55:13,600 The lyrics don't always make sense, but they feel right. 1017 00:55:13,734 --> 00:55:14,867 Alright, keep going. 1018 00:55:15,000 --> 00:55:18,166 Beside the lake, beneath the trees, 1019 00:55:18,300 --> 00:55:21,500 fluttering and dancing in the breeze. 1020 00:55:21,634 --> 00:55:24,533 Continuous as the stars that shine 1021 00:55:24,667 --> 00:55:27,500 and twinkle on the milky way, 1022 00:55:27,634 --> 00:55:31,133 they stretched in never-ending line 1023 00:55:31,267 --> 00:55:34,100 along the margin of a bay. 1024 00:55:34,233 --> 00:55:38,300 Ten-thousand saw I at a glance, 1025 00:55:38,433 --> 00:55:42,000 tossing their heads in sprightly dance. 1026 00:55:50,300 --> 00:55:51,834 Her symptoms were subtle. 1027 00:55:51,966 --> 00:55:54,033 I wouldn't have noticed if I hadn't seen it before. 1028 00:55:54,166 --> 00:55:56,333 I appreciate your notes, Dr. Lambert. 1029 00:55:56,467 --> 00:55:58,767 Of course we will need to get a full evaluation done, 1030 00:55:58,900 --> 00:56:00,500 starting with our occupational therapist. 1031 00:56:00,600 --> 00:56:04,200 I did see signs, I just... 1032 00:56:05,966 --> 00:56:08,200 I thought she was adjusting to her new life here. 1033 00:56:09,900 --> 00:56:11,367 I thought it was a phase. 1034 00:56:11,500 --> 00:56:13,867 It's difficult to fully diagnose it unless you know 1035 00:56:14,000 --> 00:56:16,933 what you're looking for, but early intervention is key. 1036 00:56:17,066 --> 00:56:19,700 Yeah, I just don't want her to be labeled. 1037 00:56:19,834 --> 00:56:21,567 That isn't going to happen here. 1038 00:56:21,700 --> 00:56:25,533 Mr. Carter, it doesn't do us any good being hard on ourselves. 1039 00:56:27,066 --> 00:56:28,376 We are only responsible for how we handle this 1040 00:56:28,400 --> 00:56:29,634 with Tegan moving forward. 1041 00:56:31,667 --> 00:56:32,947 What do we do about the festival? 1042 00:56:33,033 --> 00:56:35,267 That is completely up to Tegan. 1043 00:56:35,400 --> 00:56:37,267 If she wants to read her poem, great. 1044 00:56:37,400 --> 00:56:39,000 Or she can read something else she likes. 1045 00:56:39,066 --> 00:56:40,200 Or, nothing at all. 1046 00:56:40,333 --> 00:56:41,933 That's okay too. 1047 00:56:42,066 --> 00:56:43,466 She can lead the charge on this one. 1048 00:56:45,567 --> 00:56:48,400 There are no labels here. Only support. 1049 00:57:14,767 --> 00:57:17,066 You should've just left it up to the teacher. 1050 00:57:17,200 --> 00:57:19,966 I did. Joss was only there to help. 1051 00:57:20,100 --> 00:57:22,333 You shouldn't involve her any more than you have. 1052 00:57:22,467 --> 00:57:23,933 It was the right move. 1053 00:57:24,066 --> 00:57:26,834 Everything is always a brilliant idea with you, isn't it? 1054 00:57:26,966 --> 00:57:28,600 Until it's not. 1055 00:57:28,734 --> 00:57:30,066 Excuse me? 1056 00:57:30,200 --> 00:57:33,133 You always lead with your heart 1057 00:57:33,267 --> 00:57:35,066 at the expense of everyone around you. 1058 00:57:35,200 --> 00:57:37,066 Are we done here? 1059 00:57:37,200 --> 00:57:39,467 Doesn't look like you are. 1060 00:57:39,600 --> 00:57:41,500 I've seen your plans. 1061 00:57:41,634 --> 00:57:43,066 You look through my things? 1062 00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:45,066 You left them out. 1063 00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:47,267 Were you going to talk to me about this 1064 00:57:47,400 --> 00:57:49,567 or just leave me to wake up to the apocalypse? 1065 00:57:49,700 --> 00:57:51,400 Nothing has been decided yet. 1066 00:57:51,533 --> 00:57:55,000 Then how do you explain this perfect little map of yours? 1067 00:57:58,033 --> 00:57:59,133 It's all planned out is it? 1068 00:57:59,267 --> 00:58:00,133 Just my thoughts on where they should go. 1069 00:58:00,267 --> 00:58:01,800 I don't want to hear it. 1070 00:58:01,933 --> 00:58:04,467 You promised me. 1071 00:58:04,600 --> 00:58:07,233 Imagine how your father would feel if he knew this is 1072 00:58:07,367 --> 00:58:09,142 what you were going to do to his farm when you took over. 1073 00:58:09,166 --> 00:58:13,400 And imagine how your mother will feel when she watches her son 1074 00:58:13,533 --> 00:58:17,700 give his heart away to another woman who is bound to leave. 1075 00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:25,976 And then he let me pick out 1076 00:58:26,000 --> 00:58:28,966 - a book for my birthday. - Okay, I think I'm done. 1077 00:58:29,100 --> 00:58:30,100 With what? 1078 00:58:30,200 --> 00:58:31,634 Living vicariously through you. 1079 00:58:31,767 --> 00:58:32,900 I want to browse old books 1080 00:58:33,033 --> 00:58:35,467 with an Englishman. No fair. 1081 00:58:35,600 --> 00:58:37,066 So, he's cute? 1082 00:58:37,200 --> 00:58:39,233 It doesn't matter because he lives in England, 1083 00:58:39,367 --> 00:58:41,634 and I'm leaving on Sunday. 1084 00:58:41,767 --> 00:58:43,367 Still could be fun. 1085 00:58:43,500 --> 00:58:45,576 You know what would be fun is if you got on the redeye, 1086 00:58:45,600 --> 00:58:47,160 and you came and met me at the festival. 1087 00:58:47,200 --> 00:58:48,073 That'd be fun. 1088 00:58:48,233 --> 00:58:49,233 I wish. 1089 00:58:49,333 --> 00:58:51,134 You know I wish. 1090 00:58:51,267 --> 00:58:52,633 Did you get your paper in? 1091 00:58:52,767 --> 00:58:56,466 Nope, nope, nope. No, I did not. 1092 00:58:56,600 --> 00:58:58,566 What? Why? I thought you needed this. 1093 00:58:58,700 --> 00:59:00,566 I do or at least, I don't know, 1094 00:59:00,700 --> 00:59:02,200 everyone keeps telling me that I do, 1095 00:59:02,334 --> 00:59:04,433 but it's like every time I open my laptop, 1096 00:59:04,566 --> 00:59:07,267 just this wave of exhaustion 1097 00:59:07,400 --> 00:59:10,433 just flows over me. 1098 00:59:10,566 --> 00:59:11,846 Burn out. Do you remember Gareth? 1099 00:59:11,933 --> 00:59:13,533 The guy I who trained me? 1100 00:59:13,666 --> 00:59:15,967 He just up and quit. No job, no plan, no nothing. 1101 00:59:16,100 --> 00:59:17,533 That is terrifying. 1102 00:59:17,666 --> 00:59:18,833 Or is it brave? 1103 00:59:18,967 --> 00:59:20,767 I'm sticking with terrifying. 1104 00:59:20,900 --> 00:59:22,576 Well in that case, you might want to stock up on 1105 00:59:22,600 --> 00:59:24,967 some Galaxy bars and take another crack at that paper. 1106 00:59:25,100 --> 00:59:26,967 In that case, I'm going to stay here forever. 1107 00:59:27,100 --> 00:59:28,433 Love you. 1108 00:59:28,566 --> 00:59:29,867 Love you, too. Bye. 1109 00:59:45,733 --> 00:59:49,367 Hi, there. May I use your printer, please? 1110 00:59:49,500 --> 00:59:51,000 Of course. 1111 00:59:55,500 --> 00:59:57,100 So sorry to bother you. 1112 00:59:57,234 --> 01:00:00,300 You're very welcome as long as you know how it works. 1113 01:00:00,433 --> 01:00:02,167 I'm rather old fashioned, I'm afraid. 1114 01:00:02,300 --> 01:00:05,700 Oh, well. So am I, believe it or not. 1115 01:00:05,833 --> 01:00:07,433 It's actually why I need it. 1116 01:00:07,566 --> 01:00:09,243 Most people prefer to make notes on a computer these days, 1117 01:00:09,267 --> 01:00:12,700 but I actually like the hardcopy with a red pen. 1118 01:00:15,067 --> 01:00:16,933 You should see my manuscripts. 1119 01:00:17,067 --> 01:00:18,867 All the notes in the margins 1120 01:00:19,000 --> 01:00:21,533 they just look like hieroglyphics. 1121 01:00:21,666 --> 01:00:22,906 Probably hard to decipher them, 1122 01:00:22,933 --> 01:00:26,733 but you know, it's my process. 1123 01:00:28,767 --> 01:00:31,100 It's on the desk in the corner. 1124 01:00:31,234 --> 01:00:32,466 Thank you. 1125 01:00:37,466 --> 01:00:39,000 Carol Lambert. 1126 01:00:41,633 --> 01:00:43,300 She made your reservation, didn't she? 1127 01:00:43,433 --> 01:00:46,533 My mom. 1128 01:00:46,666 --> 01:00:48,267 Yeah. 1129 01:00:48,400 --> 01:00:51,167 What was her maiden name? 1130 01:00:51,300 --> 01:00:52,800 Penberthy. 1131 01:00:52,933 --> 01:00:57,200 You know, she actually grew up in this house. 1132 01:00:57,334 --> 01:01:00,100 My grandparents are the ones who sold it to you. 1133 01:01:00,234 --> 01:01:02,700 Would you excuse me a moment? 1134 01:01:06,500 --> 01:01:08,067 Of course. 1135 01:01:21,200 --> 01:01:23,533 Joss. 1136 01:01:23,666 --> 01:01:25,100 I have something for you. 1137 01:01:27,300 --> 01:01:31,234 I found this box about a year ago, 1138 01:01:31,367 --> 01:01:33,767 when I was clearing out the mill. 1139 01:01:35,334 --> 01:01:37,134 I assumed it must've been left by your... 1140 01:01:39,400 --> 01:01:40,700 By your mother. 1141 01:01:49,867 --> 01:01:52,833 It just looked like some old trinkets, 1142 01:01:52,967 --> 01:01:55,367 and that tattered book. 1143 01:01:59,733 --> 01:02:01,600 But I remember thinking at the time, 1144 01:02:01,733 --> 01:02:04,833 I can't just throw them away. 1145 01:02:04,967 --> 01:02:07,433 They're someone's treasures. 1146 01:02:13,267 --> 01:02:15,267 It's from my grandma to my mom. 1147 01:02:21,566 --> 01:02:24,267 She memorized all these poems, she would recite them to me. 1148 01:02:24,400 --> 01:02:27,000 I wonder if she knew this was here. 1149 01:02:33,367 --> 01:02:35,100 Ever since she died, I feel like... 1150 01:02:37,267 --> 01:02:39,367 something important has gone missing. 1151 01:02:42,633 --> 01:02:43,666 I keep searching for her, 1152 01:02:43,800 --> 01:02:45,267 as if she's just out of sight, 1153 01:02:45,400 --> 01:02:48,600 and if I just look hard enough... 1154 01:02:51,600 --> 01:02:54,167 That I can find her, again. 1155 01:02:54,300 --> 01:02:58,267 Loss is a terrible thing. 1156 01:03:00,367 --> 01:03:02,167 It never completely goes away. 1157 01:03:10,033 --> 01:03:11,367 I miss her so much. 1158 01:03:12,767 --> 01:03:14,167 Ah, love. 1159 01:03:17,867 --> 01:03:19,400 She's still with you. 1160 01:03:19,533 --> 01:03:23,800 Her love lives inside of you, 1161 01:03:23,933 --> 01:03:27,100 and you carry her in your heart. 1162 01:03:31,134 --> 01:03:33,900 I'd give anything to see her again. 1163 01:03:35,666 --> 01:03:37,234 You will. 1164 01:03:41,134 --> 01:03:42,400 I'll leave you to it. 1165 01:03:46,100 --> 01:03:47,867 Take as long as you need. 1166 01:03:48,000 --> 01:03:49,400 Thank you. 1167 01:04:14,067 --> 01:04:16,200 The Presence of Love. 1168 01:04:23,933 --> 01:04:26,967 Oh, mom. 1169 01:04:39,234 --> 01:04:41,033 Okay, shouldn't be a long meeting. 1170 01:04:41,167 --> 01:04:42,809 They're just gonna go over the testing with you 1171 01:04:42,833 --> 01:04:45,300 and introduce you to some key people. Alright? 1172 01:04:45,433 --> 01:04:46,666 Okay. 1173 01:04:48,100 --> 01:04:50,733 I know it's not easy. 1174 01:04:50,867 --> 01:04:52,033 You mean, reading? 1175 01:04:52,167 --> 01:04:54,200 Just life, in general. 1176 01:04:54,334 --> 01:04:56,174 There are so many emotions we have to navigate. 1177 01:04:58,500 --> 01:05:00,633 But... 1178 01:05:00,767 --> 01:05:02,533 You have me, 1179 01:05:02,666 --> 01:05:04,400 and you can talk to me about anything, yeah? 1180 01:05:04,533 --> 01:05:05,900 I know, Dad. 1181 01:05:06,033 --> 01:05:08,033 Yeah, and it's not just me. 1182 01:05:08,167 --> 01:05:10,633 There's so many people in your life that love you. 1183 01:05:10,767 --> 01:05:13,167 You have Isabelle and Felix and Lily, 1184 01:05:13,300 --> 01:05:14,933 and your Gran, of course. 1185 01:05:15,067 --> 01:05:17,767 You can talk to any of us about anything whenever you want. 1186 01:05:17,900 --> 01:05:19,400 I'm glad we came here. 1187 01:05:21,100 --> 01:05:22,100 To the farm. 1188 01:05:22,234 --> 01:05:23,800 Me, too, love. 1189 01:05:23,933 --> 01:05:25,433 Alright. Let's get in there 1190 01:05:25,566 --> 01:05:27,246 and show them what the Carters are made of. 1191 01:05:28,933 --> 01:05:30,367 Come on. Let's do it. 1192 01:06:59,767 --> 01:07:00,967 Someone is still hard at work. 1193 01:07:01,000 --> 01:07:03,200 No. Not really. Hi! 1194 01:07:03,334 --> 01:07:04,633 Hi, Joss. 1195 01:07:04,767 --> 01:07:06,334 No? 1196 01:07:06,466 --> 01:07:09,367 Yeah. At this point, I'm just reading for pleasure. 1197 01:07:09,500 --> 01:07:10,867 I hope it's your birthday book. 1198 01:07:11,000 --> 01:07:12,033 It's your birthday? 1199 01:07:12,167 --> 01:07:13,400 Tomorrow. 1200 01:07:13,533 --> 01:07:16,566 Hang on. If you're out here, relaxing, 1201 01:07:16,700 --> 01:07:18,666 does that mean you turned in your paper? 1202 01:07:18,800 --> 01:07:20,767 - No. - No? 1203 01:07:20,900 --> 01:07:25,566 Because I withdrew my application for tenure. 1204 01:07:25,700 --> 01:07:29,067 - I thought that was the goal. - It was, but I realized 1205 01:07:29,200 --> 01:07:33,067 that all that tenure is is professional security. 1206 01:07:33,200 --> 01:07:36,733 I think I confused a secure job with safety. 1207 01:07:36,867 --> 01:07:39,400 There's no guarantees. 1208 01:07:39,533 --> 01:07:41,933 Life's a risk. 1209 01:07:42,067 --> 01:07:44,100 I think I have to embrace it. 1210 01:07:44,234 --> 01:07:45,234 Really? 1211 01:07:45,367 --> 01:07:48,267 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1212 01:07:48,400 --> 01:07:51,000 I didn't quit my job, though, if that's what you're asking. 1213 01:07:51,134 --> 01:07:53,067 No. 1214 01:07:53,200 --> 01:07:57,566 I requested to stay on as an adjunct professor for now. 1215 01:07:57,700 --> 01:07:59,943 The dean already ask me if I want to teach the summer term. 1216 01:07:59,967 --> 01:08:02,533 Well, this sounds like a decision worth celebrating. 1217 01:08:02,666 --> 01:08:05,367 I think. 1218 01:08:05,566 --> 01:08:08,833 Tegan... I have something I want to give you. Come here. 1219 01:08:11,100 --> 01:08:13,000 - It's for you. - What is it? 1220 01:08:13,134 --> 01:08:16,400 It's a book of poetry that my grandparents gave to my mom. 1221 01:08:16,533 --> 01:08:18,167 She had dyslexia, too. 1222 01:08:18,300 --> 01:08:20,000 Your mom? 1223 01:08:20,134 --> 01:08:22,300 Yeah. 1224 01:08:22,433 --> 01:08:24,900 You'll see all of her notations, 1225 01:08:25,033 --> 01:08:28,100 that she saw the poetry differently than I do, 1226 01:08:28,234 --> 01:08:31,200 but a beautiful way that's all her own. 1227 01:08:32,300 --> 01:08:33,967 You'll see. 1228 01:08:34,100 --> 01:08:35,666 There's no wrong way. 1229 01:08:35,800 --> 01:08:37,900 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 1230 01:08:38,033 --> 01:08:39,267 I'm going to go tell Gran. 1231 01:08:39,400 --> 01:08:40,767 Okay. 1232 01:08:42,433 --> 01:08:44,000 Thank you. 1233 01:08:44,134 --> 01:08:45,300 It's nothing. 1234 01:08:45,433 --> 01:08:47,367 No. We both know it's everything. 1235 01:08:51,600 --> 01:08:53,360 I know you were planning on attending anyway, 1236 01:08:53,400 --> 01:08:57,900 but, we'd really love for you to ride along with us. 1237 01:08:58,033 --> 01:08:59,267 To the festival? 1238 01:09:01,867 --> 01:09:03,234 I'd love to. 1239 01:09:03,367 --> 01:09:05,500 Okay. Brill. 1240 01:09:06,533 --> 01:09:07,533 - Brill. - Yeah. 1241 01:09:23,367 --> 01:09:24,533 Do you have everything? 1242 01:09:24,666 --> 01:09:26,733 - Yes. - I've already checked twice. 1243 01:09:26,867 --> 01:09:28,400 Third time's a charm. Now, remember, 1244 01:09:28,533 --> 01:09:30,533 when you're up there, just see how you feel, okay? 1245 01:09:30,666 --> 01:09:32,243 Look. Could we get a move on? 1246 01:09:32,267 --> 01:09:34,176 - I want to be right at the front. - I'll meet you in there. 1247 01:09:34,200 --> 01:09:36,160 - I just need a minute, alright? - Let's make that 1248 01:09:36,200 --> 01:09:39,733 a British minute, shall we? Not the American interpretation. 1249 01:09:39,867 --> 01:09:41,267 Of course. 1250 01:10:04,466 --> 01:10:06,566 I wonder that you will still be talking. 1251 01:10:06,700 --> 01:10:09,067 Signior Benedick, nobody marks you. 1252 01:10:09,200 --> 01:10:10,500 What, my dear Lady... 1253 01:10:10,633 --> 01:10:14,000 There's an exclamation mark. Disdain! 1254 01:10:14,134 --> 01:10:15,867 ...and the door of your heart. 1255 01:10:16,000 --> 01:10:17,900 May the road rise up... 1256 01:10:18,033 --> 01:10:21,400 There was once a day that owed time. 1257 01:10:21,533 --> 01:10:24,167 With their trouble behind, side by side, 1258 01:10:24,300 --> 01:10:26,533 then the wolf and the rabbit pushed off to sea 1259 01:10:26,666 --> 01:10:29,134 and traveled to the one place they could run free. 1260 01:10:38,533 --> 01:10:40,334 Alright, everyone. 1261 01:10:40,466 --> 01:10:43,267 It looks like we have one more reading. 1262 01:10:49,633 --> 01:10:52,033 Hi. I wrote a poem for today, 1263 01:10:52,167 --> 01:10:53,733 but I'm not going to read it. 1264 01:10:53,867 --> 01:10:55,566 It wasn't ready. 1265 01:10:55,700 --> 01:10:57,134 I'm going to read a poem 1266 01:10:57,267 --> 01:10:59,867 that somebody else wrote instead, 1267 01:11:00,000 --> 01:11:02,067 a special one from a friend, 1268 01:11:02,200 --> 01:11:05,334 "The Presence of Love" by Samuel Coleridge. 1269 01:11:05,533 --> 01:11:08,600 "And in Life's noisiest hour, 1270 01:11:08,733 --> 01:11:10,533 there whispers still 1271 01:11:10,666 --> 01:11:14,067 the ceaseless Love of Thee, 1272 01:11:14,200 --> 01:11:18,800 The heart's Self-solace and soliloquy. 1273 01:11:18,933 --> 01:11:20,700 You mould my Hopes, 1274 01:11:20,833 --> 01:11:22,900 you fashion me within... 1275 01:11:23,033 --> 01:11:25,033 And looking to the Heaven, 1276 01:11:25,167 --> 01:11:27,967 that bends above you, 1277 01:11:28,100 --> 01:11:31,867 How oft! I bless the Lot, that made me love you." 1278 01:11:42,500 --> 01:11:43,933 You did so good! 1279 01:11:44,067 --> 01:11:46,600 I'm so proud of you. 1280 01:11:46,733 --> 01:11:49,300 You must thank Ms. Lambert for all her help. 1281 01:11:49,433 --> 01:11:50,933 Thank you so much. 1282 01:11:51,067 --> 01:11:52,967 Of course. 1283 01:11:53,100 --> 01:11:55,067 You were fantastic, 1284 01:11:55,200 --> 01:11:58,933 and you do know that's my very favorite poem? 1285 01:11:59,067 --> 01:12:01,433 I didn't have a present to give you, so I wanted 1286 01:12:01,566 --> 01:12:04,367 to read the poem at the festival for your birthday. 1287 01:12:04,500 --> 01:12:08,134 Gran helped with the cards, so it's partly from her, too. 1288 01:12:09,767 --> 01:12:11,367 It was perfect. 1289 01:12:11,500 --> 01:12:13,033 Now, let's get you a cake. 1290 01:12:13,167 --> 01:12:14,300 That's a brilliant idea. 1291 01:12:14,433 --> 01:12:15,967 I don't need a cake. 1292 01:12:16,100 --> 01:12:17,833 It's your birthday. 1293 01:12:17,967 --> 01:12:19,334 I know, but it's not a big one. 1294 01:12:19,466 --> 01:12:20,600 Still, we should go out. 1295 01:12:20,733 --> 01:12:22,867 Every year should be celebrated. 1296 01:12:23,900 --> 01:12:26,700 And you, little missy, have your own party to go to. 1297 01:12:26,833 --> 01:12:28,473 So you should go and join your classmates. 1298 01:12:28,600 --> 01:12:29,666 - Yes! - Yeah. 1299 01:12:29,800 --> 01:12:31,134 I'll take her to the party. 1300 01:12:31,267 --> 01:12:34,167 You two should go out. 1301 01:12:34,300 --> 01:12:36,300 Tegan, your fans await you. 1302 01:12:43,400 --> 01:12:44,400 Should we walk around? 1303 01:12:44,500 --> 01:12:45,500 Yeah. Sure. 1304 01:12:59,466 --> 01:13:00,709 I still got to get you that cake. 1305 01:13:00,733 --> 01:13:02,833 It's just a silly birthday. 1306 01:13:02,967 --> 01:13:04,933 I don't need anything special. 1307 01:13:05,067 --> 01:13:06,700 This view is enough. 1308 01:13:09,566 --> 01:13:11,867 What if I want to do more? 1309 01:13:12,000 --> 01:13:14,700 There's so much I can show you. 1310 01:13:14,833 --> 01:13:16,400 I'd like that, but... 1311 01:13:18,400 --> 01:13:20,400 I'm leaving in the morning. 1312 01:13:22,400 --> 01:13:24,500 Can't believe it's almost been two weeks. 1313 01:13:24,633 --> 01:13:26,033 Then stay longer. 1314 01:13:27,533 --> 01:13:29,900 Don't tempt me. I have to get home. 1315 01:13:30,033 --> 01:13:32,033 Then let's celebrate right now, tonight. 1316 01:13:33,234 --> 01:13:35,234 I feel like I already did. 1317 01:13:36,367 --> 01:13:38,367 Right here. 1318 01:13:38,500 --> 01:13:40,533 This place that she always wanted me to see. 1319 01:13:41,733 --> 01:13:44,533 The festival we planned to attend. 1320 01:13:44,666 --> 01:13:47,466 It's easier if I go back now. 1321 01:13:49,234 --> 01:13:51,900 Can I at least take you to the station tomorrow? 1322 01:13:52,033 --> 01:13:54,100 Everything has all been so perfect. 1323 01:13:56,000 --> 01:13:57,967 I think I'd rather just end on this. 1324 01:14:00,700 --> 01:14:02,100 This? 1325 01:14:04,134 --> 01:14:08,666 This sounds 19th century... and not very promising. 1326 01:14:22,267 --> 01:14:23,967 "You lie in all my many thoughts." 1327 01:16:20,000 --> 01:16:22,700 Okay. Make sure to get the mill in it, yeah? 1328 01:16:22,833 --> 01:16:24,100 Thank you. 1329 01:16:25,534 --> 01:16:26,766 - Thanks. - Okay. 1330 01:16:44,866 --> 01:16:47,700 Hey. 1331 01:16:47,833 --> 01:16:50,000 I'll miss you. 1332 01:16:50,133 --> 01:16:52,633 So will I. 1333 01:16:52,766 --> 01:16:54,866 I'm so glad you got to see this place. 1334 01:16:55,000 --> 01:16:56,534 Me, too. 1335 01:16:56,666 --> 01:16:59,467 I'm not sure the experience was 1336 01:16:59,600 --> 01:17:01,167 quite what you wanted it to be. 1337 01:17:02,700 --> 01:17:04,000 It was so much more. 1338 01:17:14,033 --> 01:17:15,600 You give your dad a hug for me. 1339 01:17:15,733 --> 01:17:16,733 Okay. 1340 01:17:25,434 --> 01:17:26,833 Thank you. 1341 01:18:05,334 --> 01:18:06,733 What? 1342 01:18:08,267 --> 01:18:09,833 I have to tell you something. 1343 01:18:14,600 --> 01:18:16,766 Your tea method is far superior to mine. 1344 01:18:18,467 --> 01:18:20,900 I'm glad you've finally come around. 1345 01:18:21,033 --> 01:18:22,600 Thank you. 1346 01:18:26,633 --> 01:18:28,900 What about the turbines? 1347 01:18:29,033 --> 01:18:31,200 Any chance you've come around to those? 1348 01:18:33,200 --> 01:18:34,467 We have to address it. 1349 01:18:34,600 --> 01:18:36,633 So let's address it. 1350 01:18:36,766 --> 01:18:39,233 They are hideous and noisy. 1351 01:18:39,367 --> 01:18:41,967 They'll be on the far west pasture on the hill. 1352 01:18:42,100 --> 01:18:44,243 - The noise will be minimal. - And what about the sheep? 1353 01:18:44,267 --> 01:18:46,167 - What about the sheep? - They won't like it. 1354 01:18:46,300 --> 01:18:47,660 Well, they told you that, did they? 1355 01:18:51,666 --> 01:18:52,833 I know this is hard for you. 1356 01:18:56,933 --> 01:18:59,100 But it's an opportunity that would really help us. 1357 01:19:01,500 --> 01:19:03,100 I think we should do it. 1358 01:19:06,334 --> 01:19:07,733 Very well. 1359 01:19:09,933 --> 01:19:11,467 Go ahead. 1360 01:19:11,600 --> 01:19:13,233 You have my blessing. 1361 01:19:17,700 --> 01:19:20,233 It must feel like you're losing everything you hold dear, 1362 01:19:20,367 --> 01:19:22,334 but I promise you I'll never let that happen. 1363 01:19:24,500 --> 01:19:25,900 I love this place, too. 1364 01:19:27,900 --> 01:19:29,467 So does Tegan. 1365 01:19:32,000 --> 01:19:33,967 We're doing it for her, too, Mum. 1366 01:19:38,700 --> 01:19:40,100 Come here. 1367 01:19:43,033 --> 01:19:45,133 Forgive me for what I said to you. 1368 01:19:46,267 --> 01:19:47,600 It was wicked, 1369 01:19:47,733 --> 01:19:50,000 and I've regretted it ever since. 1370 01:19:51,600 --> 01:19:55,233 Your father would be very proud of you, my boy. 1371 01:19:57,033 --> 01:20:01,400 You're a wonderful man and an excellent father. 1372 01:20:03,534 --> 01:20:06,367 And you deserve to be loved 1373 01:20:06,500 --> 01:20:09,033 by someone who cares as deeply as you do. 1374 01:20:21,600 --> 01:20:24,067 Train to Paddington leaves in two minutes. 1375 01:20:34,933 --> 01:20:37,434 Joss! 1376 01:20:37,567 --> 01:20:38,900 Hey. 1377 01:20:39,033 --> 01:20:40,900 What are you doing here? 1378 01:20:41,033 --> 01:20:42,742 I need to stop you from getting on that train. 1379 01:20:42,766 --> 01:20:44,209 - But I... - Please, I've got two minutes 1380 01:20:44,233 --> 01:20:47,434 to say this to you, so let me just say it. 1381 01:20:49,033 --> 01:20:51,267 You came to Cornwall for many reasons, 1382 01:20:51,400 --> 01:20:53,233 and I know that I wasn't one of them. 1383 01:20:53,367 --> 01:20:54,933 In fact, I'm probably to blame 1384 01:20:55,067 --> 01:20:57,043 for constantly distracting you from your research paper 1385 01:20:57,067 --> 01:20:59,233 and... and stopping you from achieving 1386 01:20:59,367 --> 01:21:01,467 the thing you most wanted to achieve. 1387 01:21:01,600 --> 01:21:04,666 But in the words of the great English poet, 1388 01:21:04,800 --> 01:21:07,100 "You can't always get what you want." 1389 01:21:07,233 --> 01:21:10,434 I repeat. "You can't always get what you want. 1390 01:21:10,567 --> 01:21:12,443 But if you try sometimes, you just might find..." 1391 01:21:12,467 --> 01:21:13,833 "You get what you need." 1392 01:21:13,967 --> 01:21:15,467 That's the one. 1393 01:21:15,600 --> 01:21:17,467 Don't leave, Joss. 1394 01:21:17,600 --> 01:21:19,800 Use the cottage as a base. Travel the world. 1395 01:21:19,933 --> 01:21:21,434 Fill up that passport of yours. 1396 01:21:21,567 --> 01:21:23,800 Eat every single piece of chocolate you can find 1397 01:21:23,933 --> 01:21:27,700 and... and read every single book that you wanted to, twice. 1398 01:21:27,833 --> 01:21:30,967 You're an expert in Romantic literature. 1399 01:21:31,100 --> 01:21:32,310 Don't you think it's time you did something 1400 01:21:32,334 --> 01:21:33,833 perfectly romantic? 1401 01:21:35,567 --> 01:21:37,700 I have a life back in Boston. 1402 01:21:37,833 --> 01:21:39,800 An apartment, friends. 1403 01:21:39,933 --> 01:21:43,434 A professor once told me that life is a risk. 1404 01:21:43,567 --> 01:21:45,200 You just have to embrace it. 1405 01:21:47,100 --> 01:21:49,600 Do you know how scary that would actually be? 1406 01:21:49,733 --> 01:21:51,334 I know, 1407 01:21:51,467 --> 01:21:52,967 but you'll have the best wingman. 1408 01:21:58,434 --> 01:22:00,267 Okay. 1409 01:22:16,367 --> 01:22:17,766 You sure about this? 1410 01:22:17,900 --> 01:22:19,833 No. 1411 01:22:19,967 --> 01:22:22,833 I'm not, but I've been banging my head 1412 01:22:22,967 --> 01:22:25,033 against the same rock wall for years. 1413 01:22:25,167 --> 01:22:29,233 May as well try a new direction, see how that goes for a bit. 1414 01:22:30,500 --> 01:22:31,900 You want to give me a ride back? 1415 01:22:34,233 --> 01:22:35,800 Direct or scenic? 1416 01:22:38,233 --> 01:22:40,200 What do you think? 1417 01:22:50,666 --> 01:22:54,400 You secured a luncheon with Dylan Turner? 1418 01:22:54,534 --> 01:22:56,233 Well, the kids are so excited he's reading, 1419 01:22:56,367 --> 01:22:57,833 I just wanted to make the most of it. 1420 01:22:57,967 --> 01:23:00,033 I mean, between that and the panel of writers 1421 01:23:00,167 --> 01:23:02,067 you pulled together, you realize this festival 1422 01:23:02,200 --> 01:23:03,666 is going to market itself? 1423 01:23:03,800 --> 01:23:05,733 I'm just happy to be a part of it. 1424 01:23:05,866 --> 01:23:07,267 Not as happy as I am. 1425 01:23:08,900 --> 01:23:10,766 Although I doubt I'm the most excited one here. 1426 01:23:19,367 --> 01:23:22,000 I know this is your noisiest hour, but I was wondering 1427 01:23:22,133 --> 01:23:24,233 if you had the time to take a walk with me. 1428 01:23:30,367 --> 01:23:31,450 Always. 1429 01:23:35,451 --> 01:23:41,450 FIXES-SYNC by VaVooM 102698

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