All language subtitles for Her private life E12

Why aren't you asking me anything?

I had a dream.

Was it a scary dream?

It wasn't just a dream.

It was scary since it was from my memory.

It was the day I was abandoned
at the orphanage.

I barely have any memories

from before I was seven
which was when I was adopted.

But I still remember that day faintly.

That hand that let go of me

so coldly.

I remember that moment vividly.

Is that why...

That's why I don't like letting go
of someone's hand that I'm holding.

I can't handle

that feeling of being left alone.

Do you feel okay now?

I'm right here with you, Duk-mi.

Then I guess we should keep
staying together like this.

You'll make me go to work
without letting me get any sleep?

Yes.

I had scary dreams often
when I was a kid, too.

I can't exactly remember
what the dreams were about,

but I woke up screaming and crying.

Every time that happened,
I bothered my whole family

and didn't let them get any sleep.

And whenever that happened, my mom

didn't force me to go to sleep.
She just spent time with me all night.

So this time,

I will spend time with you all night.

-All night?
-All night.

-Let's go.
-Where?

Where do you think?

But once you step inside,
you can't go out.

Follow me.

I wonder where...

What is this?

They're Hwatu, traditional game cards.

We'll play Go-stop, where deciding
whether to go or stop is important.

It's a very profound game
that reflects all aspects of life.

Is this what you meant by
spending time with me

-all night?
-Yes.

Was there something else you wanted to do?

No, of course not.

These cards look very colorful.

Trump cards can be seen semiological,

whereas Hwatu is more about the design.

That's not important.

Let me explain the most critical
and main rules.

Look here. There are five birds.

Three here, one here, and one here.
This is called godori.

This is worth five points.
There's no need to memorize the names.

Do you see these five cards
that say gwang on them?

These are the five gwangs.

Five of these cards are worth 15 points.

These two are the best cards.

Do you see these with sashes around
them like a beauty pageant?

The empty ones are chodan,

the red ones are hongdan,
and the blue ones are cheongdan.

These are worth three points.
Three points each.

In summary, five, five,
three, three, and three points.

And it's better if you take
as many cards as possible.

You won't understand now anyway, so...

-The more the better?
-Right.

That's the end of my explanation.

That's it?

You can't learn Go-stop with words.

You have to get hit
while you play so you don't forget.

Let's begin.

You'll hit me?

-You get nothing! It's a goblin card.
-That's a bonus card.

Why are you taking mine?

-It's your congratulatory gift to me.
-That's mine...

Wait. It's obvious that I should
keep going right now,

but I'll stop here since I pity you. Stop.

-Pity me?
-That's ten points and a pibak.

That's double the score.
I should hit you 20 times, but

-I'll go easy and hit you twice.
-Why 20?

Look, this is a pibak.

-Is that double the score?
-Yes.

You should've explained that to me.

I'll just hit you twice.

It won't be fun if I go easy on you

-since we're dating or something.
-How could this happen...

Did that hurt bad?

This is a bomb. One, two, and three.

There! I win.

I'll stack these up here.

I've boosted my sugar level.
Let's start again.

Let's stop now.

This isn't fun at all.

It isn't fun?

Now that I think of it,
it feels a bit fun.

How many times was it?

I think it was five times.

-Five times?
-Didn't you score 50 points?

Isn't this fun? Do you want to play again?

Isn't it beautiful?

This is nice.

I saw you, so I should go back now.

I'm all recharged now.

I'm sorry for waking you up.
You should go back inside.

Ju-hyeok, can you order
some more coffee beans?

I'll order them. I won't make a mistake.

All right.

I entrusted my ex-husband with my life.

So I can surely entrust you with this.

Go ahead and make whatever order you want.

My beautiful friend, Seon-ju.

Look who's here.

It's my friend, Duk-mi,
who's busy dating a guy.

But my fangirl mate always comes
before my soulmate. Here.

What's this?

My gosh.

You're on the right track. When you
can't spend time with your friend,

you should at least spend money.

Thank you.

Don't ruin your health
just because you're upset.

You need to eat well at times like this.

-Aren't I the best?
-Yes.

How about you? Are you comfortable
now that he knows you're a fangirl?

By the way, did you make up
with your husband?

To be honest, I feel sorry

because I feel like I made you worry.

There's no need for you to feel sorry.

I'll make him live

the rest of his life walking on eggshells.

You should forgive him.

It was wrong of him to steal
those files without telling us.

But he didn't make up anything
for the show,

and we do hold responsibility
for making it seem like

The Road to Si-an
was stalking a normal person.

-Duk-mi.
-Yes?

When it comes to a relationship,

there are things
that can't be resolved with logic.

This is a matter of emotion.

I agree.

I'd like an iced...

Americano.

Are you on your way to work?

-Yes.
-Eun-gi, an iced Americano?

Yes.

I heard it's going to rain today.
Did you bring an umbrella?

An umbrella? I have one at the office.

-That's a relief.
-Right.

Look at the time. I should get going now.

-See you.
-Bye.

Eun-gi.

-Did you--
-I told her

that I like her.

You're crazy!

What were you thinking?

I couldn't just keep it a secret forever.

What are we going to do?

Ms. Sung.

I'm sorry. I'm a little late, aren't I?
Did the meeting begin?

-Not everyone's here yet.
-Including Hyo-jin?

I'm here.

Ms. Sung, you should bring Director Gold.

As for you, Hyo-jin, give me that
and follow me.

Why?

Director Gold.

Director Gold.

GO-STOP RULES

Isn't it working hours right now?

I think I got scammed yesterday.

So I was just checking.

Scammed? I taught you
what you needed to know as a beginner.

But you didn't teach me
the most important thing.

And what's that?

The order of discarding the cards.

You weren't exactly on that level.

I'll give you an in-depth lesson
next time.

Now, let's go to the meeting.

How could you sleep so well
after hitting me that much?

Did it hurt a lot?

Did it really hurt a lot?

We'll make a small exhibition room
like this

and display paintings inside.

We could also add a small sofa

or other household appliances like a TV.

My own mini art gallery.

-It's cute.
-It's not bad.

Did you explain this
to the artists and collectors?

We sent them the proposal,
and we received positive responses.

Talk to the designer and make
the packaging a bit more simple.

And see if you can use magnets
for the paintings

instead of inserting them like that.

-The unit price for the minimum--
-Does that mean

we're really going to sell this
at our museum?

Don't look forward to its sales.

-Products like this--
-I think it'll get sold out.

I'll make a reservation in advance.

I'll make sure all the products
get sold out. Don't worry.

It'll be better to decide
the size of the product

and the miniature furniture
after you survey the potential clients.

Okay.

How are things going
with the special exhibition?

We finished editing the catalog design,

and we'll be getting our first draft
from the printing house.

-What about the press release?
-We're still writing it.

And we're doing a second edit
for the magazine ad.

Cheum's fifth-anniversary exhibition
is nearing.

I know you're all busy,
but please double-check everything

so that nothing goes wrong.

That's it for today.

The upcoming closing day
will be our last chance to take a break.

-What are you doing that day?
-I'm going to an orphanage.

I do volunteer work, teaching art to kids.

You do volunteer work at an orphanage?

What's with that weird tone?

No, it's just that it really suits you.

Of course, I like resting on my day off.

But it really makes me feel great
once I do it.

Do you go alone? It must be hard.

Then would you like to join me?

-Sure, I'll join you.
-Really?

What about you, Ms. Sung?

-Sure.
-Then we should all go together.

Me too?

Right, sure.

This is good.

Let me tell you about Duk-mi.

She kept denying it,

but it turns out she really was
dating Director Gold.

-Really?
-Yes.

I thought she was only good at
chasing K-pop idols,

but I guess it helped her set
high standards when it comes to men.

He's handsome, competent, and very polite.

It made me look at Duk-mi differently.

Was I showing off too much?

Don't you worry, though.

Eun-gi will meet a nice young lady
when the time is right.

We both know he's a decent young man.

You know what they say.

It's the fathers-in-law
that dote on their daughters-in-law.

When Eun-gi brings home someone, I'll--

I'd rather you don't do anything
and polish your rocks instead.

That's the trend for fathers-in-law
these days.

DUK-MI, DID YOU GET OFF WORK?
WHEN WILL YOU COME HOME?

Eun-gi!

Editor Nam,

what are you doing here?

Aren't you sick and tired of working out?

You're sweating like a pig
even until this hour.

How can an athlete
be sick and tired of training?

Would you like to take a walk
with your mom?

Sure thing.

Just wait a second.
Let me take a shower first.

All right.

I didn't know you were this tall.

My neck will go stiff
from looking up at you.

Here. Look at me all you want.

Gosh.

It's hard, isn't it?

-What is?
-Unrequited love.

Yeong-suk told me
about Duk-mi and Director Gold.

Why don't we sit down?

I should've congratulated her

and said I was happy for them.

But I couldn't.

All I could think about
was how heartbroken my son would be.

-Mom--
-I don't want you to suffer.

Was it hard for you too

when you were with Dad?

Of course.

It was as if I was
the only one in the relationship.

I must've been insane back then.

Still, I don't regret any of it

since I had you in the end.

Your son is quite a catch, right?

Yes, and that's why
I don't want to lose him to anyone.

Son,

meet someone you love

that loves you back.

That's all I want for you.

Why is it so hard

to like someone?

I can't

help the way I feel.

I've...

competed in countless competitions before,

but none have been this painful.

I may not be much, but you still have me.

Don't forget that.

Of course.

Let's get going.

What's all this?

Colored pencils, chalk pastels,
crayons, felt tip pens,

paint, paper, scissors...

You prepared all of this yourself?

I'm already grateful for you
agreeing to join me.

-Is Hyo-jin coming, too?
-I didn't know.

Hello.

-What's all this?
-Let me take that.

White Ocean CDs.

I'm going to make these children fans.

Won't Director Gold be joining us?

He's been friendly lately,
so I thought he'd come.

Did you two break up?

-Hyo-jin!
-Sorry. It's a force of habit.

He was quite busy this week.

He'll need the day off.

Director Gold?

Sorry I'm late.
I had something to take care of.

Ms. Sung, will you be riding with him?

All right.

-Let's hit the road then.
-Let's go.

You should've told me you were coming.

I wanted to see
the surprised look on your face.

What are all these stuffed animals for?

I'm going to an orphanage.
I do volunteer work teaching art to kids.

Hi, Ryan.

-Mr. Cha?
-I told you to address me casually.

I don't see Ms. Sung today.

She went to an orphanage
to do volunteer work.

An orphanage? That's great.

Hold on a second.

There are stuffed animals from my fans

that I haven't been able to donate yet.

Could you take them with you?

My goodness. Isn't Si-an an angel?

Hold on.

I'm the one who brought them here.

Good job, driver.

Driver?

Driver, let's go.

Yes, ma'am.
Your driver will start driving.

-Are you done with that?
-Look at this.

-A little bit more.
-Come here.

Kids, look at me!

Great job. Kids, from now on,

we're going to do something really fun.

To do that, you need to
sit down in your seats.

Can you sit down in your seats for me?

-Yes!
-Yes!

Let's begin!

-Over here!
-Defense!

Jun-seok!

That way!

Good job!

Shoot the ball!

-Over here.
-Pass it!

-I'm right here.
-Over here.

Shoot it!

Shoot!

Director Gold!

-Join us!
-Come here.

-Let's play.
-Come on.

Come on, Director Gold!

-Come on!
-Hurry!

Come join us!

But why do you provide
art education like this?

Isn't it better to just
support them financially?

Does it make a difference
if they learn about art?

It's not like they can buy a painting.

Why?

Was it a rude question?

Hyo-jin, did you

fall in love with Cha Si-an
at first sight?

Yes, of course.

Then,

if you were told to go back to
before you knew Cha Si-an

and forget everything, could you do it?

-Never.
-Why not?

Even without Cha Si-an, you can eat well,

go to nice places, and do happy things--

How could I forget my Si-an?

I can never forget him.
He's stuck in my heart for life.

Do you know how happy I became
thanks to my Si-an?

I think art is similar to that.

Of course, financial support is important.

They can live happily even without art.

However,

if we give them a chance to
become familiar with art like this,

and let them learn the beauty

that comes from drawing
and coloring things,

their lives will become more abundant

and full of happiness.

That's what I believe.

I'm living like that right now, too.

-Pass!
-Go catch him!

-I'm passing it to you!
-Hey!

Over here!

Good job.

Rock-paper-scissors.

Rock-paper-scissors.

Kids, do you see
this pretty teacher right here?

-Yes.
-Yes.

From now on, we will draw

this pretty teacher's face

and exhibit them for everyone to see.

We will look at how
we each express the same person

in our own different ways,
and share our opinions.

Can you do that?

-Yes!
-Yes!

I will help you, too.

Get ready, start!

Hang in there.

Director Gold.

If you want to draw your
girlfriend too, here you go.

Good luck.

Teacher, don't move.

I'm sorry.

You're not supposed to move.

Doesn't it look the same?

It looks exactly like her.

It's you, Duk-mi.

Teacher, don't move.

I'm sorry.

Shall I draw your face, too?

What?

Me?

Give me a crayon.

Okay.

Can you make my eyes a little bigger?

What's next?

I need a red crayon.

Cheeks.

All right. Take the picture.

I'll take it now. One, two, three.

Click. Great job.

-Great job.
-Good job.

-Is Gyu-bin next?
-Gyu-bin, smile.

One, two, three.

-Look at that pretty lady.
-One,

two, three.

Cheese.

One more time.

Smile brightly.

One, two, three.

Good.

You want me to draw your hand?

Yes.

Not a sketch, but you want me
to draw along your hand?

Yes.

I'm Ryan Gold.

I know.

Why? I like this better. It's cuter.

Okay, fine.

Let me choose another color.

Just like this.

There we go.

It's all done now.

Gosh, even my hands are pretty.
Don't you agree?

Now that we're done with mine,
it's time to draw yours.

I'll draw it for you.

I'll use light blue.
It was already decided from the start.

There.

Your hand is really pretty.

There we go.

Isn't it like a piece of art?

It's nice.

How about displaying it
at Mono Art Gallery?

I'll think about it.

Mister.

Mister, what's your name?

Ryan Gold.

Ryan Gold?

It sounds so weird.
Don't you have a Korean name?

RYAN

You must be happy to be loved.

Yes.

RYAN

Mister, I hope you come again.

Goodbye.

Thank you.

Let's go.

I want to ride in the nice car, too.

We'll see you guys tomorrow.

-See you tomorrow.
-Just ride what you rode before.

Let's go.

Should we go, too?

We should sit where we sat
on our way here.

Okay.

Put these on.

If I wear these,
you won't be able to focus on driving.

I look amazing in sunglasses.

How do I look?

To be honest,
I didn't think you'd come today.

That's why I never mentioned it to you.

I'm glad I came.

Now that I made happy memories
with someone I like,

I don't hate that place
as much as I used to.

-You should face the front now.
-I don't want to.

-Look at the scenery.
-I like what I'm seeing.

This art piece was made in 1987.

I want it.

Mister, what's your name?

It sounds so weird.

Don't you have a Korean name?

The kids seemed to like you a lot.

Are you jealous?

Do you want me all to yourself?

Let me tell you something.

Remember when we first met
at the auction house?

When you asked if I wanted you,

I thought you were crazy.

I already heard.

Director Gold.

Do you really not remember
your Korean name?

To be honest,
it feels like a stranger's name.

I never really liked that name.

So it feels like it belongs
to someone else.

-I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked.
-Yun-jae.

Heo Yun-jae.

Heo Yun-jae?

I'm going to like that name

because it's the name of the man I like.

Hi, Heo Yun-jae.

When are you going to let go of my hand?

I'm not the one holding onto you.

Then I guess
I should be the one to let go.

One,

two...

Do you want to have dinner here?
It'll be a handmade meal.

In order to make the dough,
you need flour.

-Let's see.
-Did I do it properly?

How long do we need to leave it to rest?

For about 30 to 40 minutes.

What are we going to do for 30 minutes?

What do you want to do?

Your neck is really red.

This is yours.

Will this do?

We need to eat this.

Let's have it later.

-Thank you for the meal.
-Thank you for the meal.

MS. DUK-MI

What was that?

Goodnight, Duk-mi.

Goodnight,

Yun-jae.

GOODNIGHT, YUN-JAE

Heo Yun-jae.

It's a pretty name.

FIND MISSING CHILDREN

FIND MISSING CHILDREN

SEARCH MISSING CHILD: HEO YUN-JAE
MISSING IN 1993

NO SEARCH RESULTS FOUND. SEARCH AGAIN.

Hello?

A drunk lady?

With short hair?

Sure. Where are you exactly?

-Don't drink too much.
-Sure.

It's Mr. Pathetic.

What did I tell you?

You were right.

Nam Eun-gi, the judo medalist.

See? I told you I knew him.

-You said she was Lee Seon-ju.
-Did I?

I only said she was drunk
and had short hair.

-What is all this?
-Well,

he said he was a fan of yours,

so I told him I knew you.

But he wouldn't believe me.

I'm a fan, Mr. Nam.

Could I perhaps get your autograph?

How about a shoulder throw instead?

That's not necessary.

I'd be more than satisfied
with an autograph.

-Here you go.
-Thank you.

I'm annoying, aren't I?

So you know!

I was wondering
if I should tell you or not.

Truth be told,

I don't have any friends.

I have nobody to have a drink with.

Actually, I have just one friend.

No.

There's someone I have
to pretend to be friends with,

but it's getting too hard
to keep faking it.

Are we friends now, then?

Yes, whatever.
It's just for today, though.

I can tell that you'll be
an annoying friend.

You're a good judge of character.

So you told her how you felt?

That's brave of you.

I just gave up altogether.

Why?

I've known Ryan for ten years,

but I saw expressions
that I've never seen before.

I could tell that he truly liked her.

It was that obvious.

All throughout my life,

I was able to get everything I wanted.

I feel like there's only one thing
I can do at this point.

It's to move on.

I want Ryan to at least remain
as a friend in my life.

Mr. Pathetic!

Yes, that's my name,

so tell me where you live.

Would you like to go there?

You've got to be kidding me.

I was a drunken nuisance.

Why am I passionate even
when it comes to drinking?

I'm a passionate drunk, too.

You've got to be kidding me.

Attention!

Tigers are way stronger than lions.

CHOIKANG JUDO

I'll be your drinking buddy sometimes,

but I'm not bar-hopping with you.

Hyo-jin.

The survey you did was quite good,

but the questions seem
a little too direct.

Which ones?

-All of them.
-Yes, Professor.

Is the restoration complete?

Yes, you can send it to us directly.

I've never heard you this excited before.

Is there a story behind this painting?

Yes, a good one too.

Professor, I'll come and see you
in person next week.

Thank you so much.

Sure.

The restoration for the piece you found
the other day is complete?

It didn't take as long as I expected.

Professor Yang is the best.

Aren't you curious about the painter?

We all know who it is. It's Lee Sol.

He doesn't mean it like that.

I've been doing some research
for the exhibition

but nothing except for the painter's name
seems to be known to the public.

Many will be dying to know more
about the painter after the exhibition.

Right? The visionary artist
who won Cha Si-an's heart.

I wonder who it is.

I'm curious, too.

Anyway, I'll tell Director Gold
that the restoration is complete.

He'll love to hear the news.

-I know.
-He sure will.

I thank you in advance, Professor.

Lee Sol's painting
has been fully restored.

When can I see it?

He just sent it our way.

I'll make sure you get to see it
before it's put in storage.

Thank you.

Director Eom?

I'm the head director
of TK Cultural Foundation.

Could Head Director Eom

have a word with you?

Congratulations, Head Director Eom.

In order to have a conversation
with you, Mr. Gold,

I felt like I needed the right
or proper qualification.

I guess you have an unusual way
of having a conversation.

Well,

actually...

I don't like words going back and forth.

I'll just do the talking,

so you can just listen, Mr. Gold.

Cheum's fifth-anniversary exhibition,

the Celebrity Collectors' Exhibition.

I want you to cancel it.

Head Director Eom...

-Mom.
-Hyo-jin?

I came up with this item...

I mean, museum merchandise.

Oh, I see.

You may leave. And Hyo-jin,

you're not someone who should be
making something like that.

You will be leading TK Corporation--

You don't even care about me.

As long as you give me
a credit card, I don't bother you

and do everything you say.

Hyo-jin?

Why do you

never ask me?

What I like

or what I want to do.

Why aren't you even curious?

I get curious about things I like.

Hyo-jin?

Is there anything that

I don't know about you?

I made this.

Ms. Sung let me

do something that I'm good at,

Ms. Yu helped me,

Yu-seop supported me,

and Director Gold...

Anyway, I want to continue doing this.

It's not because of Cha Si-an.
It's because I like it.

Nevertheless,

I don't condone you liking idols.

What does this mean, Hyo-jin?

Please let us continue

with the special exhibition.

I want to keep working on this
and finish it.

If not...

There will be no one left

beside you.

Including me.

What is going on?

There's no parent in this world
who can win over their child.

Will we be able to hold
the special exhibition?

Director Eom, are you okay?

I feel so upset.

Director Gold.

Don't you think it will all work out?

Oh, my. It's Si-an.

Ms. Sung, aren't you going home?

You can go first.

What time do you think
Director Gold will go?

I have to store Lee Sol's painting.

I'll do that.
You can go home too, Yu-seop.

Can I?

All right, then. Goodnight.

I'll see you tomorrow.

-Good job today.
-Thank you.

How about a drink?

Didn't you see me earlier?

I need to go home
for the last battle with my mom.

Hyo-jin, I really admire you. Good luck.

Do you even know how to ride a bus?

Let's go. I'll teach you.

Yes, Mr. Park.

I just arrived and I'm on my way.

Si-an doesn't know yet, right?

Okay.

I don't feel like eating.

Cha Si-an.

Mom?

You should eat before you work.

Mom, how did you come all the way here?

My son. Why did you lose so much weight?

When did you come?
If I knew, I would've picked you up.

I knew you were busy.

You look so cool on TV,
but you're still a baby.

-My baby Si-an.
-I missed you so much.

Come here. Did you miss me?

Director Gold.

Were you looking at that painting?

A girl I know stares at paintings
when she has a tough day.

That's why.

What girl?

I'm so glad we can continue with
the special exhibition.

Yes.

I'm glad, too.

I have

a question to ask you.

I heard that if you're curious
about someone,

it means that you like that person.

You own two of Lee Sol's paintings.

When did you first see it?

Three years ago,

at a gallery in New York.

Since then,

I wasn't able to draw.

I can't

draw anymore.

You know that, right?

At first, I thought it was
the Stendhal syndrome.

I thought I'd be okay soon.

I pestered my friend
who's a doctor for three years,

but he couldn't find a cure.

-So--
-So I returned to this painting.

Since it all started from
Lee Sol's painting,

I thought I might find an answer

if I collect all of her works.

But...

I already saw that painting before.

Not three years ago,

but a very long time ago.

When I was little.

If it was when you were little...

Before I became Ryan.

When I was Heo Yun-jae.

I saw someone painting that.

You saw someone painting it?

Lee Sol's painting?

Lee Sol.

She's probably someone I know.

Mom, don't get too startled
when we get home.

Is there something that might startle me?

I'm collecting paintings
for an art exhibition.

Paintings?

All the paintings you drew

as Lee Sol.

She's probably

my mom.

Isn't it interesting?

I can't remember the face
of the person who painted it,

but I remember the painting.

Is that why that happened
when you saw the painting?

I'm okay.

No, you're not.

Even if you say you're okay,

your heart isn't.

It can't be okay.

Subtitle translation by Ju-young Park