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KLAATU: Gort, berenga.
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Those are what our
turnouts should look like.
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- [LAUGHS]
- Silver space suits.
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They'd strike fear into the
heart of everyone around.
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VIC: Looks like Sullivan.
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[LAUGHING] It does.
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Um, I'm gonna go make some popcorn.
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Thank you.
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- Yeah.
- Nice!
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Right. Okay, so, look...
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Are you...
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I know we've talked about this already,
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but are you sure you don't
want me to come with you...
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- Oh, God...
- tomorrow for the pill
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and just kind of all of it?
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- Think about it. Think about it.
- Mm-hmm.
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I'd probably make the world's...
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best abortion doula.
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- [SNORTS, LAUGHS]
- See? See?
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Who other than the world's
best abortion doula...
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... would know that you
need a dark joke right now?
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Thank you.
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And I agree.
I think you'd be the absolute...
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best person in the world
for this, but, um, I just...
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Okay, then I'll call
out for tomorrow then.
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No. I love you. I just...
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I think this is probably something
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that Theo and I need to do...
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Yeah. Theo accused me of avoiding
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my own messed up relationship by getting
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too involved in yours.
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I have no idea
what he could possibly mean.
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[CLATTERING]
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Do you think I have not
noticed that you can't...
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- You can't stand to be alone with him?
- Shh.
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I'm... I haven't talked to you about it
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because you haven't
said anything about it,
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so I figured you weren't...
ready or whatever.
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Okay, I haven't talked to you about it
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because you've kind
of had a lot going on,
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or you would have said
something because you're not
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the "wait till I'm
ready" kind of friend.
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Well, that's true,
so do you want to talk about it now?
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- No, thank you.
- We can.
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[CLATTERING]
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Call me tomorrow if you
need me. I love you.
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[BOTH LAUGH] Okay.
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I mean, it was the ordering in Spanish,
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- heavy on that Castilian accent, but...
- Well, I...
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It's a Spanish restaurant.
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... I'll give it a 7 out of 10.
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Get out of here! Seven?
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- Seven.
- Seven?
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- Seven.
- [LAUGHS]
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[CASTILIAN ACCENT] Boquerones.
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Gazpacho.
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Gazpacho!
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That's how you say it. [LAUGHS]
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[NORMAL VOICE] I am glad that
we finally did this, though.
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Oh, you know, technically,
we've done this before.
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Mm. That's when we were
actually doing this.
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How do you define "this"?
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You didn't want to define it.
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No, no. I-I-I thought
about you for years, okay?
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Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.
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Do you think the only
reason why things were easy
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when we were together is because
we were in an actual war?
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No. No.
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I think...
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... we're just good together.
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- Hmm. Oh, damn it.
- Okay. Sorry.
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No, no, no, it's not
you. Just... Beckett.
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- What?
- Beckett.
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Oh, wow, fancy running
into you two together.
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Hey.
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Well, I'm sitting down with leadership
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across the department.
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Yeah? Looking forward.
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I'm sure someone from my
office will be reaching out.
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Wow, that's quite a haul.
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Oh, yeah, otherwise,
I'd just have to come here every day.
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You know. [ALL CHUCKLE]
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I'm kidding, Chief.
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I'm gonna go home, drown my sorrows,
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and look forward to your phone call.
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Night-night.
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♪♪
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That wasn't good.
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No, it wasn't.
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- Synced and corrected by synk -
- www.addic7ed.com -
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He's a Danish expat,
so generations of great healthcare.
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He is... "Type A in the best way."
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He rows crew,
and he's an award-winning archer.
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Uh, and mine...
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Mine is literally a genius.
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The guy is Mensa.
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And look.
His baby picture looks like Andrea.
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You get to carry,
and it's gonna be your egg.
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Shouldn't I get to win this one?
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Wait, do you wanna be...
Do you wanna be the one that carries?
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No. I am not saying that.
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I'm just saying...
I don't know what I'm saying.
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[SIGHS] You know,
I just like my pick better.
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Besides, there's no guarantee
that it'll be a genius
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- if we go with yours.
- Exactly.
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So, what does it actually
matter which of the two we pick?
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Well, if it doesn't matter [CHUCKLES]
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why don't we just go with mine?
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Are we back to step one?
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No. No. No.
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[BLENDER WHIRS] [SIGHS]
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We're not. We're not.
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But I am late for shift, and so are you.
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So we will talk about this later.
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I love you.
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Thanks for the coffee.
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Pleasure.
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[CLEARS THROAT]
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[KNOCK ON DOOR]
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- What?
- Just wanted to let you know,
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I had my final session
with Diane yesterday,
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so I should be good to go on calls now.
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When Diane calls and tells me that,
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you will be.
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And, uh, I also want to
say thank you, Captain,
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for not writing me up about the sutures.
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I understand now that it was wrong.
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Do I seem like a guidance counselor
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in an after-school special, Warren?
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I don't need your lip service.
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Just fix it and be better.
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Trouble only becomes bigger
trouble if you don't face it,
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so don't let this little slip up
define the rest of your career,
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or the end of it.
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- Appreciate it, sir.
- Mm-hmm.
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[SIGHS]
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Captain.
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Herrera.
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Nice to have you on shift.
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Not gonna have trouble
keeping you in line
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like I do former Captains
Bishop and Sullivan, am I?
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No, sir. I'm a team player.
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Good. I know that Hughes
appreciates you subbing for her.
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Cap... Sean?
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Never mind.
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I'll... I'll see you at lineup.
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Hey.
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What are you doing?
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[SCOFFS] Well, that's a
nice way to greet a friend.
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Uh, I'm subbing for Hughes as a favor.
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No, no, I mean,
what are you doing in there?
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I told you that in confidence.
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Yeah, well, that was
your second mistake.
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Well, at least he's
not a grieving coworker
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- with a boyfriend.
- Shut up.
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How do you... Nobody knows that.
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- How do you know that?
- Hughes told me,
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so I'll shut up about yours
if you shut up about mine.
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Well, I'm not really
sure what one talks about
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when they're waiting for
their abortion to show up.
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[KNOCK ON DOOR, DOOR OPENS]
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Hi. Sorry I'm late. It's okay.
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So, um, I'm gonna have to
do a vaginal ultrasound
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- one last time.
- Okay.
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Uh, fine, but, uh,
no thank you on seeing it.
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- Of course.
- Yeah.
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And volume off.
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- Okay.
- All set.
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Thanks.
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[SIGHS] Okay.
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[EXHALES SHARPLY]
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Are you ready?
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Yeah.
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[MACHINE BEEPS]
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[CHUCKLES]
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♪ How lovely to be a woman ♪
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You're showtuning?
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- Now?
- ♪ The wait was well worthwhile ♪
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♪ How lovely to wear mascara ♪
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♪ And smile a woman's smile ♪
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- [MACHINE BEEPS]
- Okay.
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We're all set.
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Okay.
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Any chance you were super wrong
and there's nothing in there?
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You're officially at
five and a half weeks.
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What I'm gonna give you
now is mifepristone.
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What this does is stop any growth
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in the pregnancy immediately.
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And because of your recent
medical adventure...
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I would like for you to
hang out here for one hour.
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I want to check your blood
pressure before you go home.
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- Okay?
- Okay.
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- Here.
- Thanks.
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Also, page me if you feel sick at all.
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If you vomit,
you risk to lose the medication
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before it takes effect.
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Well, we wouldn't want that, so...
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I'll take that.
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- Mm.
- Thanks.
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I'll be back in a bit.
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[DOOR OPENS]
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[DOOR CLOSES]
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So, what wine do you think
pairs best with an abortion?
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I'm thinking, like, earthy red, right?
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[CHUCKLES] It's gotta be.
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Vic. Stop.
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Hey.
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It's just us.
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Okay?
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You don't have to do your jokey thing.
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Okay, well, my jokey thing is who I am,
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so if you want...
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- you can go.
- No.
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No. I'm... I'm good.
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♪♪
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Okay.
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[CLOCK TICKING]
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♪♪
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[CLOCK TICKING]
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[KNOCK ON DOOR]
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- Hey.
- CARINA: Hey.
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- How are you feeling?
- Terrific.
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Yeah, great.
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Good. As long as everything looks good,
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I'm gonna give you the
second sequence of pills.
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Misoprostol.
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It's four tablets that you will take
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in a few hours when you're home.
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You know the buccal method?
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Uh, the thing where I let it melt
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in my cheek for half an hour?
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- Exactly.
- Yeah.
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It will cause your uterus to contract
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and shed its lining and any contents.
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- Okay.
- It will last a day or two,
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and it's similar to a heavy period.
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[SIGHS]
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[MONITOR BEEPING] Do
you have any questions?
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Uh, no. No. I'm... I'm good.
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Okay. Everything looks good.
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If anything feels off,
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and I mean anything, you can call me.
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Okay? You have my number?
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Yes. Promise. Promise.
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I'll make sure she does. Yeah.
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Okay.
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Thanks, Doc.
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[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
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That was kinda anticlimactic.
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Um... it seems like it's just gonna be
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a lot of sitting around
from here on out,
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so you... you should
probably just go home.
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THEO: No, I'm gonna... I'm
gonna sit around with you.
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Seriously, I'll... I'll be fine.
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She said it's just like a heavy period.
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Yeah, I know what she said, but...
257
00:09:38,266 --> 00:09:39,818
Well, I've been doing
some reading, and...
258
00:09:39,843 --> 00:09:41,100
Oh, okay. So, you and your penis
259
00:09:41,102 --> 00:09:43,936
are gonna tell me and my OB
how a medical abortion works?
260
00:09:43,938 --> 00:09:44,971
That's...
261
00:09:48,109 --> 00:09:50,543
Um... I'm sorry.
262
00:09:53,214 --> 00:09:56,215
I'm sorry. That was... reflex snark.
263
00:09:56,217 --> 00:09:58,651
I just meant, if you...
264
00:09:58,653 --> 00:10:00,152
you don't have to...
265
00:10:00,154 --> 00:10:03,823
Yeah, well, I'm telling you,
for the 10th time,
266
00:10:03,825 --> 00:10:05,258
I want to.
267
00:10:07,396 --> 00:10:08,495
Thanks.
268
00:10:11,400 --> 00:10:13,965
[CLATTERING]
269
00:10:13,967 --> 00:10:16,301
Warren. Hey. We lost
one truck this year.
270
00:10:16,303 --> 00:10:18,970
Can we maybe be nice to this one?
271
00:10:18,972 --> 00:10:22,474
Now even the most menial parts
of my job are up for discussion.
272
00:10:22,476 --> 00:10:24,643
I thought you had
your... your Diane time.
273
00:10:24,645 --> 00:10:26,712
Shouldn't your head be fixed?
274
00:10:26,714 --> 00:10:29,648
Those sessions were a waste of a
perfectly qualified firefighter.
275
00:10:29,650 --> 00:10:32,885
Yeah, if you're this
angry still, they were.
276
00:10:32,887 --> 00:10:34,586
Okay, look,
I don't need help, alright?
277
00:10:34,588 --> 00:10:36,354
I didn't need help.
278
00:10:36,356 --> 00:10:38,657
I-I'm not repressing anger,
I'm not transferring grief,
279
00:10:38,659 --> 00:10:40,659
and I'm not doing things out of guilt.
280
00:10:40,661 --> 00:10:44,762
Yet you're yelling at work
and at your lieutenant.
281
00:10:44,764 --> 00:10:46,231
Warren, I'm not trying to pull rank.
282
00:10:46,233 --> 00:10:47,665
I'm just saying that
something's still up.
283
00:10:47,667 --> 00:10:51,736
Okay, everyone in this
building is a mess,
284
00:10:51,738 --> 00:10:53,204
but I'm the only one in trouble.
285
00:10:53,206 --> 00:10:54,406
I'm j...
286
00:10:56,076 --> 00:10:58,076
Hey.
287
00:10:58,078 --> 00:10:59,844
[CLEARS THROAT]
288
00:10:59,846 --> 00:11:01,212
I thought he was talking to Diane.
289
00:11:01,214 --> 00:11:02,747
Yeah, well, I guess
it didn't quite take.
290
00:11:02,749 --> 00:11:05,850
Hey, um, you seen, uh, Beckett?
291
00:11:05,852 --> 00:11:08,017
No, not since this morning's lineup.
292
00:11:09,622 --> 00:11:11,022
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
293
00:11:11,024 --> 00:11:13,224
I get it. Our gym
is way better than 23's.
294
00:11:13,226 --> 00:11:14,960
[CHUCKLES]
295
00:11:14,962 --> 00:11:16,727
Still feels weird having
you here as a sub.
296
00:11:16,729 --> 00:11:18,595
Yeah, tell me about it.
297
00:11:18,597 --> 00:11:22,099
I still think if we hadn't
stormed McCallister's office,
298
00:11:22,101 --> 00:11:24,234
you might actually be
captain of 19 by now.
299
00:11:24,236 --> 00:11:25,869
[BIKE BEEPING]
300
00:11:25,871 --> 00:11:28,705
So, we're down to two
in the donor search.
301
00:11:28,707 --> 00:11:30,774
Oh. Yay.
302
00:11:30,776 --> 00:11:32,443
Not yay?
303
00:11:32,445 --> 00:11:34,945
I hate her final pick,
and she hates mine.
304
00:11:34,947 --> 00:11:36,780
Okay. Not "hate" in either case,
305
00:11:36,782 --> 00:11:38,215
but why can't it just be my pick?
306
00:11:38,217 --> 00:11:39,583
'Cause it's not just your baby.
307
00:11:39,585 --> 00:11:41,551
Exactly! And it's not just hers.
308
00:11:41,553 --> 00:11:43,720
I mean, she's carrying
and it's gonna be her egg,
309
00:11:43,722 --> 00:11:45,289
and now she wants to use
donor sperm from a guy
310
00:11:45,291 --> 00:11:46,991
who looks just like her brother.
311
00:11:46,993 --> 00:11:49,393
I mean, this baby is gonna be
100% DeLuca and zero Bishop.
312
00:11:49,395 --> 00:11:50,794
Do you want to use your egg?
313
00:11:50,796 --> 00:11:52,161
No. And I don't particularly want to be
314
00:11:52,163 --> 00:11:53,597
a pregnant person right now, either,
315
00:11:53,599 --> 00:11:56,065
but I just wish it had both of us,
316
00:11:56,067 --> 00:11:58,101
not just her and some rando.
317
00:11:58,103 --> 00:11:59,469
Wait.
318
00:11:59,471 --> 00:12:01,137
Do you really think
I'd be captain by now?
319
00:12:01,139 --> 00:12:02,472
I mean, yeah.
320
00:12:02,474 --> 00:12:04,007
If I had promoted to Battalion Chief
321
00:12:04,009 --> 00:12:05,942
like I was on track to,
you were next in line.
322
00:12:05,944 --> 00:12:08,244
Well, technically, Bishop,
you jumped her in line.
323
00:12:08,246 --> 00:12:10,747
♪♪
324
00:12:10,749 --> 00:12:12,816
I'm gonna shut up now.
325
00:12:12,818 --> 00:12:14,450
[KLAXONS SOUND]
326
00:12:14,452 --> 00:12:16,452
DISPATCH: Crisis One
to 2046 Center Street.
327
00:12:16,454 --> 00:12:17,988
- That's me.
- Me, too.
328
00:12:17,990 --> 00:12:19,856
Hey, hope you find your sperm.
329
00:12:19,858 --> 00:12:22,458
♪♪
330
00:12:22,460 --> 00:12:24,661
[CELLPHONE TIMER RINGS]
331
00:12:28,332 --> 00:12:29,999
[DOOR OPENS]
332
00:12:30,001 --> 00:12:32,134
THEO: [GROANS] Okay.
333
00:12:32,136 --> 00:12:36,338
So, I got three kinds of chocolates,
334
00:12:36,340 --> 00:12:38,373
- beef jerky, uh...
- Thank you.
335
00:12:38,375 --> 00:12:40,375
... nacho cheese and ranch, and...
336
00:12:40,377 --> 00:12:43,111
Mmm!
337
00:12:43,113 --> 00:12:44,947
I thought you were gonna
wait for me to get back.
338
00:12:44,949 --> 00:12:46,649
Okay, well, it's been four hours,
339
00:12:46,651 --> 00:12:49,284
so... I didn't.
340
00:12:49,286 --> 00:12:51,219
Seriously?
341
00:12:51,221 --> 00:12:52,955
You're gonna be mad at me because I
didn't wait for you to take a pill?
342
00:12:52,957 --> 00:12:54,657
You know, you have seen
me do it already today.
343
00:12:54,659 --> 00:12:57,359
Alright, it's not just a pill.
It's a very specific...
344
00:12:58,228 --> 00:12:59,795
[SIGHS]
345
00:12:59,797 --> 00:13:02,497
You know, why don't you
want me in your life?
346
00:13:02,499 --> 00:13:05,167
You keep finding ways to,
you know, whittle me down
347
00:13:05,169 --> 00:13:07,069
and shut me out, and, uh,
348
00:13:07,071 --> 00:13:08,736
I mean, damn,
I'm in this relationship, too.
349
00:13:08,738 --> 00:13:10,172
What relationship?
350
00:13:10,174 --> 00:13:11,806
'Cause if I hadn't found
out I was pregnant,
351
00:13:11,808 --> 00:13:13,508
we wouldn't have spoken to
each other in almost two weeks.
352
00:13:13,510 --> 00:13:14,909
- I don't...
- Yeah, that's because
353
00:13:14,911 --> 00:13:17,145
you just decided you were done with me.
354
00:13:17,147 --> 00:13:18,346
Theo, I didn't decide anything.
355
00:13:18,348 --> 00:13:20,215
I told you about... about Gibson,
356
00:13:20,217 --> 00:13:21,816
and then you walked away.
357
00:13:21,818 --> 00:13:24,086
- Wha...
- I didn't walk away. You pushed me.
358
00:13:24,088 --> 00:13:25,653
Okay. Well, I guess it didn't take much.
359
00:13:25,655 --> 00:13:27,489
- So, I don't know what...
- Wow. Wow.
360
00:13:27,491 --> 00:13:29,023
Okay.
361
00:13:29,025 --> 00:13:31,993
You know, you can rewrite
that story all you want,
362
00:13:31,995 --> 00:13:33,562
but the fact is,
363
00:13:33,564 --> 00:13:35,863
you did everything you could
to make sure you were alone.
364
00:13:35,865 --> 00:13:39,183
And now all I'm trying to do is
be there for you through this,
365
00:13:39,208 --> 00:13:40,735
despite my own feelings,
366
00:13:40,737 --> 00:13:43,004
because that's what you
do when you love someone.
367
00:13:43,006 --> 00:13:44,597
- What...
- And you won't even let me do that.
368
00:13:44,622 --> 00:13:46,007
What are your own feelings?
369
00:13:46,009 --> 00:13:47,541
Doesn't matter, apparently.
370
00:13:47,543 --> 00:13:49,010
No, it does... it does matter.
371
00:13:49,012 --> 00:13:50,444
It does matter,
because I would like to know,
372
00:13:50,446 --> 00:13:52,080
- what are your feelings?
- No. No, you wouldn't.
373
00:13:52,082 --> 00:13:55,249
Because if you did,
you would have already asked.
374
00:13:55,251 --> 00:13:56,951
[SCOFFS]
375
00:13:57,921 --> 00:14:00,187
[SIGHS]
376
00:14:00,189 --> 00:14:02,056
[SIGHS] God.
377
00:14:02,058 --> 00:14:07,028
♪♪
378
00:14:07,030 --> 00:14:08,562
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
379
00:14:08,564 --> 00:14:12,333
♪♪
380
00:14:23,979 --> 00:14:25,212
Go away!
381
00:14:25,214 --> 00:14:26,913
I'm fine.
382
00:14:26,915 --> 00:14:28,882
This is my house.
383
00:14:28,884 --> 00:14:31,885
Okay. I understand that,
sir, but a neighbor called
384
00:14:31,887 --> 00:14:34,323
and said you were pacing
and yelling on the lawn.
385
00:14:34,348 --> 00:14:35,756
I was, but I'm not now.
386
00:14:35,758 --> 00:14:38,392
I'm in my car, at my house.
387
00:14:38,394 --> 00:14:40,427
Is that a crime?
388
00:14:40,429 --> 00:14:42,795
We're not cops.
389
00:14:42,797 --> 00:14:45,498
What are you, EMTs? Firefighters?
390
00:14:45,500 --> 00:14:48,201
I'm not hurt, and there's no fire.
391
00:14:51,806 --> 00:14:53,273
You wanna tell me why you're upset?
392
00:14:53,275 --> 00:14:55,441
Not particularly.
393
00:14:55,443 --> 00:14:58,578
Please leave. This is between
me and my wife.
394
00:14:58,580 --> 00:15:01,847
Your wife? Is she home?
395
00:15:01,849 --> 00:15:03,416
Far as I know.
396
00:15:03,418 --> 00:15:04,684
Hey.
397
00:15:04,686 --> 00:15:06,085
How about we give her a call?
398
00:15:06,087 --> 00:15:08,154
Together? Please?
399
00:15:09,383 --> 00:15:10,590
Thank you.
400
00:15:10,592 --> 00:15:11,791
[CELLPHONE CLICKS]
401
00:15:13,961 --> 00:15:16,596
[RINGING]
402
00:15:16,598 --> 00:15:17,963
SUSAN: Harry, enough of this.
403
00:15:17,965 --> 00:15:20,666
For God sake, I'm at work.
404
00:15:20,668 --> 00:15:22,168
The neighbors are texting,
405
00:15:22,170 --> 00:15:23,502
saying you're causing a scene and j...
406
00:15:23,504 --> 00:15:27,243
♪♪
407
00:15:30,044 --> 00:15:31,944
No. Hey. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
408
00:15:31,946 --> 00:15:33,878
Harry! Harry, wait! Don't do that!
409
00:15:33,880 --> 00:15:35,447
Don't do that, Harry!
410
00:15:35,449 --> 00:15:36,915
Harry, don't do that!
411
00:15:38,452 --> 00:15:39,718
Harry!
412
00:15:43,087 --> 00:15:45,322
Harry! Open this door, Harry!
413
00:15:45,324 --> 00:15:49,006
Do not try any of those
theatrics or I will light...
414
00:15:49,031 --> 00:15:50,430
The guy ready
415
00:15:50,432 --> 00:15:52,366
to set himself on fire
is calling out theatrics.
416
00:15:52,368 --> 00:15:54,701
I see the irony.
417
00:15:54,703 --> 00:15:55,735
I said go away!
418
00:15:55,737 --> 00:15:58,271
Step back! [COUGHING]
419
00:15:58,273 --> 00:16:00,673
Okay. Hey. Harry.
420
00:16:00,675 --> 00:16:02,775
Harry, if you open the door,
we can keep talking
421
00:16:02,777 --> 00:16:05,545
and you won't pass out
from the fumes, okay?
422
00:16:05,547 --> 00:16:07,014
I'll open the window.
423
00:16:07,016 --> 00:16:08,715
Are those power windows? Wait.
424
00:16:08,717 --> 00:16:10,384
Because you can't turn the car on
425
00:16:10,386 --> 00:16:13,353
if you have a puddle of
gasoline at your feet, okay?
426
00:16:13,355 --> 00:16:16,256
Just... open the door, Harry.
427
00:16:16,258 --> 00:16:20,860
♪♪
428
00:16:20,862 --> 00:16:23,196
[COUGHING]
429
00:16:23,198 --> 00:16:26,533
♪♪
430
00:16:26,535 --> 00:16:28,735
Okay.
431
00:16:28,737 --> 00:16:29,969
Alright.
432
00:16:29,971 --> 00:16:32,371
What do you do for work, Harry?
433
00:16:32,373 --> 00:16:34,440
[SCOFFS]
434
00:16:34,442 --> 00:16:36,609
I know this schtick.
435
00:16:36,611 --> 00:16:39,378
Asking me mundane questions
is not going to stop me
436
00:16:39,380 --> 00:16:41,080
from doing what needs to be done.
437
00:16:41,082 --> 00:16:42,615
What is it that needs to be done?
438
00:16:44,318 --> 00:16:45,885
I'm a scholar.
439
00:16:45,887 --> 00:16:47,987
Which is a pretentious
word for underpaid teacher.
440
00:16:47,989 --> 00:16:49,856
I decided to answer your first question.
441
00:16:52,427 --> 00:16:54,727
What do you teach?
442
00:16:54,729 --> 00:16:57,496
I wrote my dissertation on Noel Coward.
443
00:16:57,498 --> 00:17:00,299
"We have no reliable
guarantee that the afterlife
444
00:17:00,301 --> 00:17:03,234
will be any less
exasperating than this one,
445
00:17:03,236 --> 00:17:05,671
have we?"
446
00:17:05,673 --> 00:17:07,839
And yet...
447
00:17:07,841 --> 00:17:10,609
here I am, stupidly trying my odds.
448
00:17:12,245 --> 00:17:14,580
Um, come, come.
449
00:17:14,582 --> 00:17:16,748
We need to call the
engine before this man
450
00:17:16,750 --> 00:17:18,283
lights himself on fire.
451
00:17:18,285 --> 00:17:19,918
Well, if a bunch of cop cars
and a fire truck show up,
452
00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:21,853
it could spook him
into dropping that lighter.
453
00:17:21,855 --> 00:17:24,255
Yeah, but if the engine comes,
we can at least hose him down.
454
00:17:24,257 --> 00:17:26,357
Well, let Trav talk to him for a minute,
455
00:17:26,359 --> 00:17:28,760
see if he can get him
to put the lighter down.
456
00:17:28,762 --> 00:17:31,029
Run him a turnout.
I'm not putting my firefighter at risk.
457
00:17:31,031 --> 00:17:32,330
Go.
458
00:17:36,536 --> 00:17:38,002
ANDY: Additional backup needed.
459
00:17:38,004 --> 00:17:40,972
Requesting Engine 19
to 2046 Center Drive.
460
00:17:40,974 --> 00:17:44,732
No lights, no sirens.
I repeat, no lights, no sirens.
461
00:17:45,645 --> 00:17:47,312
[SIGHS]
462
00:17:47,314 --> 00:17:49,280
- What are we studying today?
- Bylaws.
463
00:17:49,282 --> 00:17:51,309
BECKETT: So, I'm thinking
of ordering out for dinner.
464
00:17:51,334 --> 00:17:54,490
Anybody know a good Spanish
tapas place around here?
465
00:17:54,787 --> 00:17:58,156
Hey, uh, Bishop, you've,
uh, read the bylaw manual
466
00:17:58,158 --> 00:17:59,524
forwards and backwards, right?
467
00:17:59,526 --> 00:18:01,226
What are... Just hypothetically,
468
00:18:01,228 --> 00:18:03,294
what would be the exact process
469
00:18:03,296 --> 00:18:06,164
if a firefighter was suspected
of drinking on the job?
470
00:18:06,166 --> 00:18:08,064
You should know, Fire Zaddy.
471
00:18:08,066 --> 00:18:11,340
Wait. That was for drug
abuse, not drinking. My bad.
472
00:18:11,364 --> 00:18:13,303
The firefighter would
immediately be asked
473
00:18:13,305 --> 00:18:14,638
to submit to an alcohol test.
474
00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:15,839
- Ooh.
- Depending on the results,
475
00:18:15,841 --> 00:18:17,407
there would be administrative leave
476
00:18:17,409 --> 00:18:20,577
and possible termination
following an investigation.
477
00:18:20,579 --> 00:18:22,078
Now, that sound really serious.
478
00:18:22,080 --> 00:18:23,813
What would the process be
if a lieutenant were found
479
00:18:23,815 --> 00:18:26,483
to have traded sexual
favors for his position?
480
00:18:26,485 --> 00:18:28,051
- Oh...
- I'm kidding, Bishop.
481
00:18:28,053 --> 00:18:30,154
It's just, uh, hypothetical.
482
00:18:30,156 --> 00:18:32,189
Right, Sully? [LAUGHS]
483
00:18:33,692 --> 00:18:35,025
What was that?
484
00:18:35,027 --> 00:18:38,162
Just an inside joke we got going on.
485
00:18:38,164 --> 00:18:39,563
He's funny.
486
00:18:39,565 --> 00:18:41,031
See? We could pick a
donor and that donor
487
00:18:41,033 --> 00:18:42,865
- could end up being Beckett.
- [KLAXONS SOUND]
488
00:18:42,867 --> 00:18:45,934
DISPATCH: Engine 19 requested
to 2046 Center Street.
489
00:18:48,072 --> 00:18:50,273
- [CLEARS THROAT]
- Yeah, the... the book said
490
00:18:50,275 --> 00:18:53,342
walking is good for the cramps.
491
00:18:53,344 --> 00:18:54,677
The book?
492
00:18:54,679 --> 00:18:56,679
Yeah, dude, I read a book,
493
00:18:56,681 --> 00:19:00,349
and maybe the whole Internet
to prepare for today.
494
00:19:00,351 --> 00:19:02,285
[SIGHS, CLEARS THROAT]
495
00:19:02,287 --> 00:19:05,754
So, you said you had
feelings... about this.
496
00:19:05,756 --> 00:19:09,225
Does that mean you wish I was having it?
497
00:19:09,227 --> 00:19:10,726
No.
498
00:19:10,728 --> 00:19:13,895
I mean, I'd be lying
if I said I hadn't had
499
00:19:13,897 --> 00:19:16,731
the stray thought
that you'd make a good mom.
500
00:19:16,733 --> 00:19:19,301
But... no.
501
00:19:19,303 --> 00:19:22,637
I think I might wanna be a mom one day.
502
00:19:22,639 --> 00:19:23,905
Maybe.
503
00:19:26,447 --> 00:19:28,310
So, what are your feelings?
504
00:19:30,080 --> 00:19:31,813
It's just... It's just sad, I guess.
505
00:19:31,815 --> 00:19:33,181
Oh.
506
00:19:34,884 --> 00:19:36,484
[CLEARS THROAT] You
know, ever since I...
507
00:19:36,486 --> 00:19:37,985
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
508
00:19:37,987 --> 00:19:39,387
ever since I started having sex,
509
00:19:39,389 --> 00:19:41,756
I always thought that if I got pregnant,
510
00:19:41,758 --> 00:19:43,991
I would sprint straight to the
abortion clinic, no question,
511
00:19:43,993 --> 00:19:46,594
but this is...
512
00:19:46,596 --> 00:19:48,096
I don't know. This is hard.
513
00:19:49,298 --> 00:19:50,732
It's harder than I thought it would be,
514
00:19:50,734 --> 00:19:53,167
and the hard part
hasn't even started yet.
515
00:19:53,169 --> 00:19:55,269
Because it's all just hard parts.
516
00:19:57,073 --> 00:19:59,306
My mom had one.
517
00:19:59,308 --> 00:20:02,243
Right after my dad died
in the line of duty,
518
00:20:02,245 --> 00:20:04,578
she found out she was pregnant.
519
00:20:04,580 --> 00:20:06,280
She's Catholic.
520
00:20:06,282 --> 00:20:07,982
Like, my whole family
is really Catholic.
521
00:20:07,984 --> 00:20:10,952
But she couldn't get out
of bed at that point,
522
00:20:10,954 --> 00:20:13,254
so devastated by losing my dad.
523
00:20:13,256 --> 00:20:15,589
Not to mention,
now she was a single mom
524
00:20:15,591 --> 00:20:18,292
and didn't know how she
was gonna take care of me.
525
00:20:18,294 --> 00:20:19,927
I was a kid.
526
00:20:19,929 --> 00:20:22,796
I-I didn't totally know
what was going on.
527
00:20:22,798 --> 00:20:27,000
But I remember a lot
of crying in the house.
528
00:20:27,002 --> 00:20:31,537
You know, my aunts told
her that God took my dad
529
00:20:31,539 --> 00:20:34,207
and gave her this baby,
530
00:20:34,209 --> 00:20:38,460
and that an abortion would
be more loss to the family.
531
00:20:39,481 --> 00:20:42,615
And they, uh... they said they
would help her take care of it.
532
00:20:42,617 --> 00:20:45,051
They kept saying it would be okay.
533
00:20:46,688 --> 00:20:49,189
But my mom just kept crying.
534
00:20:50,458 --> 00:20:53,293
And one morning, she left really early,
535
00:20:53,295 --> 00:20:55,628
and when she came home,
536
00:20:55,630 --> 00:20:59,064
my aunts just stopped talking to her.
537
00:20:59,066 --> 00:21:01,867
You know, I tried to tell
her that it wasn't a sin.
538
00:21:01,869 --> 00:21:04,303
Because, you know, in the actual Bible,
539
00:21:04,305 --> 00:21:06,839
Jesus is forgiving, right?
540
00:21:06,841 --> 00:21:11,076
Says, "Let he who is without
sin cast the first stone."
541
00:21:12,313 --> 00:21:14,646
Honestly, I don't think
she ever forgave herself,
542
00:21:14,648 --> 00:21:18,250
even after my aunties
started talking to her again,
543
00:21:18,252 --> 00:21:19,885
even after she started
going to church...
544
00:21:19,887 --> 00:21:21,353
- Hey, hey, hey.
- [GROANS]
545
00:21:22,423 --> 00:21:23,923
Alright, come on. [EXHALES SHARPLY]
546
00:21:23,925 --> 00:21:25,858
- Come on, let's get you home.
- Okay.
547
00:21:25,860 --> 00:21:27,659
♪♪
548
00:21:27,661 --> 00:21:29,661
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
549
00:21:29,663 --> 00:21:31,954
It's alright. I got you.
550
00:21:37,978 --> 00:21:41,813
Can you, uh... Can you play
some music or something?
551
00:21:41,815 --> 00:21:43,347
- What kind?
- I dunno.
552
00:21:43,349 --> 00:21:46,017
Uh, happy music.
553
00:21:47,954 --> 00:21:49,654
Is the pain really bad?
554
00:21:51,190 --> 00:21:52,857
Well, you and your penis were right.
555
00:21:52,859 --> 00:21:55,559
This is way worse than a heavy period.
556
00:21:55,561 --> 00:21:57,027
Well, worse how?
557
00:21:57,029 --> 00:21:58,157
I don't know. I don't
know. I don't know.
558
00:21:58,182 --> 00:22:00,649
Try shoving a pinky
finger up your urethra.
559
00:22:01,567 --> 00:22:03,467
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
560
00:22:03,469 --> 00:22:06,703
[PEACHES & HERB'S
"SHAKE YOUR GROOVE THING" PLAYING]
561
00:22:06,705 --> 00:22:08,539
♪ Shake it, shake it ♪
562
00:22:08,541 --> 00:22:10,474
- [LAUGHS]
- ♪ Shake your groove thing ♪
563
00:22:10,476 --> 00:22:13,477
♪ Shake your groove thing, yeah, yeah ♪
564
00:22:13,479 --> 00:22:15,246
♪ Show 'em how we do it now ♪
565
00:22:15,248 --> 00:22:18,315
Hey, uh, when did you
lose your virginity?
566
00:22:18,317 --> 00:22:19,650
- Me?
- Yeah.
567
00:22:19,652 --> 00:22:22,219
Uh... 15.
568
00:22:22,221 --> 00:22:23,420
You?
569
00:22:23,422 --> 00:22:26,056
16.
570
00:22:26,058 --> 00:22:29,527
Was it... you know, nice?
571
00:22:29,529 --> 00:22:33,930
[CHUCKLES] Uh... no.
572
00:22:33,932 --> 00:22:35,699
Not really. No.
573
00:22:35,701 --> 00:22:36,733
You?
574
00:22:36,735 --> 00:22:39,235
Not really.
575
00:22:39,237 --> 00:22:42,338
♪ Groovin' loose or heart-to-heart ♪
576
00:22:42,340 --> 00:22:43,840
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
577
00:22:43,842 --> 00:22:44,875
Do you need anything?
578
00:22:44,877 --> 00:22:46,242
Yeah, I need you to sing.
579
00:22:46,244 --> 00:22:47,610
Like, loudly.
580
00:22:47,612 --> 00:22:49,079
What?
581
00:22:49,081 --> 00:22:50,547
Well, you're a...
582
00:22:50,549 --> 00:22:51,682
You know, you're a horrible singer,
583
00:22:51,684 --> 00:22:53,183
and I know you know that.
584
00:22:53,185 --> 00:22:55,418
I just... I need you to
feel a little teeny-tiny bit
585
00:22:55,420 --> 00:22:57,453
as humiliated as I do
right now, so I need you...
586
00:22:57,455 --> 00:22:58,955
Why do you feel humiliated?
587
00:22:58,957 --> 00:23:00,123
I mean, you have absolutely
no reason to feel...
588
00:23:00,125 --> 00:23:01,858
Just sing! Sing!
589
00:23:01,860 --> 00:23:03,293
[SINGING OFF-KEY]
♪ Shake your groove thing ♪
590
00:23:03,295 --> 00:23:05,862
♪ Shake your groove thing, yeah, yeah ♪
591
00:23:05,864 --> 00:23:07,864
♪ Show 'em how you do it now ♪
592
00:23:07,866 --> 00:23:09,566
♪ Shake your groove thing ♪
593
00:23:09,568 --> 00:23:11,734
♪ Shake your groove thing, yeah... ♪
594
00:23:11,736 --> 00:23:15,321
♪♪
595
00:23:21,580 --> 00:23:23,580
It's like clots. It's like a lot of...
596
00:23:26,318 --> 00:23:27,717
it's like a lot of blood clots.
597
00:23:27,719 --> 00:23:29,785
It's pretty gory.
598
00:23:29,787 --> 00:23:30,935
That's normal.
599
00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:32,159
Yeah.
600
00:23:34,158 --> 00:23:35,825
I realized whenever I have a sharp pain,
601
00:23:35,827 --> 00:23:37,126
it's a clot trying to pass
602
00:23:37,128 --> 00:23:38,428
- through my cervix.
- Through your cervix.
603
00:23:38,430 --> 00:23:40,330
Yeah.
604
00:23:40,332 --> 00:23:43,466
♪ We take our bodies
where they wanna go ♪
605
00:23:43,468 --> 00:23:44,500
You did read a book.
606
00:23:44,502 --> 00:23:46,236
Two, actually.
607
00:23:46,238 --> 00:23:49,790
♪♪
608
00:23:52,175 --> 00:23:56,290
♪♪
609
00:23:58,115 --> 00:24:00,249
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
610
00:24:00,251 --> 00:24:03,118
♪♪
611
00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:05,186
[CLEARS THROAT]
612
00:24:05,188 --> 00:24:08,290
♪♪
613
00:24:08,292 --> 00:24:10,459
Hey, Vic?
614
00:24:10,461 --> 00:24:11,593
Yeah?
615
00:24:11,595 --> 00:24:15,364
♪♪
616
00:24:15,366 --> 00:24:16,931
I...
617
00:24:16,933 --> 00:24:20,369
♪♪
618
00:24:20,371 --> 00:24:21,637
I'm gonna make some tea.
619
00:24:21,639 --> 00:24:24,672
♪♪
620
00:24:24,674 --> 00:24:25,940
Okay.
621
00:24:25,942 --> 00:24:29,477
♪♪
622
00:24:34,017 --> 00:24:35,183
What is happening?
623
00:24:35,185 --> 00:24:36,384
- Harry.
- Why are they here?
624
00:24:36,386 --> 00:24:37,485
Harry, it's just a
precaution. It's okay.
625
00:24:37,487 --> 00:24:38,820
You are making a scene!
626
00:24:38,822 --> 00:24:40,155
Harry! Listen to me! Listen to me!
627
00:24:40,157 --> 00:24:41,890
Look, I'm not gonna let anyone near you,
628
00:24:41,892 --> 00:24:43,124
but you gotta work with me here.
629
00:24:43,126 --> 00:24:44,358
Please. Help me understand.
630
00:24:44,360 --> 00:24:45,660
What is it that you want to do here?
631
00:24:45,662 --> 00:24:47,829
It's not what I want to do.
632
00:24:47,831 --> 00:24:50,564
I'd rather still be happily
married, but here we are.
633
00:24:50,566 --> 00:24:52,033
Okay, so this is about your wife?
634
00:24:52,035 --> 00:24:53,634
My ex-wife, as of yesterday.
635
00:24:53,636 --> 00:24:58,005
We've been married for 25 years.
636
00:24:58,007 --> 00:25:02,343
Yesterday, she wakes up
and tells me it's over.
637
00:25:02,345 --> 00:25:05,045
It was a long time coming, she says.
638
00:25:05,047 --> 00:25:07,014
News to me.
639
00:25:07,016 --> 00:25:09,183
I didn't even know there
was anything wrong.
640
00:25:09,185 --> 00:25:12,252
That sounds... That's awful, Harry.
641
00:25:12,254 --> 00:25:14,588
If she was feeling like there
was something not working,
642
00:25:14,590 --> 00:25:16,890
breaking, broken,
643
00:25:16,892 --> 00:25:19,527
why didn't she say anything to me?
644
00:25:19,529 --> 00:25:21,362
She had all these thoughts
645
00:25:21,364 --> 00:25:23,764
and made all these
decisions all by herself.
646
00:25:26,669 --> 00:25:28,836
But she had a partner.
647
00:25:28,838 --> 00:25:31,839
I thought we were partners.
648
00:25:31,841 --> 00:25:34,007
Why wasn't I a part of any of it,
649
00:25:34,009 --> 00:25:36,043
any of these conversations?
650
00:25:36,045 --> 00:25:38,178
She had left me yesterday,
651
00:25:38,180 --> 00:25:40,513
but when did she really leave me, hmm?
652
00:25:40,515 --> 00:25:42,749
In her mind, you know?
653
00:25:42,751 --> 00:25:44,351
Six months ago?
654
00:25:44,353 --> 00:25:45,618
A year?
655
00:25:45,620 --> 00:25:47,387
10 years?
656
00:25:47,389 --> 00:25:48,755
I have no idea.
657
00:25:48,757 --> 00:25:50,891
I have no idea about anything anymore.
658
00:25:50,893 --> 00:25:55,838
What did the last 25 years
of my life even mean?
659
00:25:56,565 --> 00:25:59,299
Harry, you want to get her back?
You want to make a point?
660
00:25:59,301 --> 00:26:00,633
Do you want to punish her?
661
00:26:00,635 --> 00:26:02,903
Yes.
662
00:26:02,905 --> 00:26:04,738
I mean, no, of course not.
663
00:26:04,740 --> 00:26:06,072
I don't know.
664
00:26:06,074 --> 00:26:07,907
I just think that I need to do something
665
00:26:07,909 --> 00:26:11,077
only I control and she has no say in.
666
00:26:12,914 --> 00:26:15,081
She'll see how it feels, maybe.
667
00:26:15,083 --> 00:26:18,418
There are other ways to take
back control of your life.
668
00:26:18,420 --> 00:26:20,587
Ways where you don't get hurt
669
00:26:20,589 --> 00:26:23,222
- or hurt other people.
- I should just do it.
670
00:26:23,224 --> 00:26:25,224
- I don't even know why I'm waiting...
- No.
671
00:26:25,226 --> 00:26:26,726
Harry, wait, wait.
672
00:26:26,728 --> 00:26:28,227
Okay, just stay with me, okay?
Just for a second.
673
00:26:28,229 --> 00:26:30,129
Just keep talking to me,
just for a second, alright?
674
00:26:30,131 --> 00:26:31,598
And maybe just...
675
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:34,333
Maybe just step out of the car for me.
676
00:26:34,335 --> 00:26:36,149
Please.
677
00:26:36,174 --> 00:26:37,236
Please.
678
00:26:37,238 --> 00:26:38,938
Fine.
679
00:26:38,940 --> 00:26:43,345
♪♪
680
00:26:48,416 --> 00:26:50,182
You don't understand what this is like.
681
00:26:51,819 --> 00:26:55,587
You just don't, because if
you did... if you did...
682
00:26:55,589 --> 00:26:56,855
I do.
683
00:26:56,857 --> 00:26:58,324
Harry, I do.
684
00:26:58,326 --> 00:27:01,460
I understand more
than I wish I did, actually.
685
00:27:01,462 --> 00:27:03,204
Someone's done this to you?
686
00:27:03,229 --> 00:27:04,297
No.
687
00:27:04,299 --> 00:27:05,597
I've done that to someone.
688
00:27:05,599 --> 00:27:08,967
I'm... I'm doing that to someone now.
689
00:27:08,969 --> 00:27:10,802
I'm falling out of love with someone,
690
00:27:10,804 --> 00:27:13,805
and... and not giving
him or us the opportunity
691
00:27:13,807 --> 00:27:16,308
to do anything about it, because...
692
00:27:16,310 --> 00:27:17,976
Because I'm walking around
like it's all about me,
693
00:27:17,978 --> 00:27:19,577
and... and that's not right.
694
00:27:21,982 --> 00:27:24,549
I didn't get it.
695
00:27:24,551 --> 00:27:26,184
I didn't even really get what I was...
696
00:27:26,186 --> 00:27:28,553
What I was doing to him,
Harry, so thank you.
697
00:27:28,555 --> 00:27:30,322
Thank you, because I've been unfair
698
00:27:30,324 --> 00:27:32,824
and unkind, and that is so selfish,
699
00:27:32,826 --> 00:27:34,525
and I am so sorry.
700
00:27:34,527 --> 00:27:36,861
And if your wife knew
and understood all this,
701
00:27:36,863 --> 00:27:38,563
she would be so sorry, too.
702
00:27:38,565 --> 00:27:39,897
I'm sure of it.
703
00:27:42,402 --> 00:27:43,835
It's engraved.
704
00:27:43,837 --> 00:27:45,669
Another Coward quote.
705
00:27:45,671 --> 00:27:47,004
Can I see it?
706
00:27:47,006 --> 00:27:50,207
"Marriage is the aftermath of love."
707
00:27:51,043 --> 00:27:54,511
Funny thing to engrave
on a wedding present,
708
00:27:54,513 --> 00:27:56,180
which it was.
709
00:27:56,182 --> 00:27:58,382
From her.
710
00:27:58,384 --> 00:28:01,050
Less funny the day after she leaves you.
711
00:28:02,687 --> 00:28:04,053
Hey, Harry.
712
00:28:04,055 --> 00:28:05,254
Come on.
713
00:28:05,256 --> 00:28:06,822
Let's get you checked out.
714
00:28:06,824 --> 00:28:08,757
No. Don't do that. Harry!
715
00:28:11,751 --> 00:28:14,126
♪ Every morning ♪
716
00:28:16,330 --> 00:28:18,030
MAN: Go! Get the hose on him!
717
00:28:18,032 --> 00:28:21,966
♪♪
718
00:28:21,968 --> 00:28:26,811
♪ Something falling on my skin ♪
719
00:28:27,474 --> 00:28:29,541
♪ Mm, mm, mm ♪
720
00:28:29,543 --> 00:28:33,145
♪ A holy moment happening ♪
721
00:28:33,147 --> 00:28:34,881
♪ Can I sing ♪
722
00:28:34,906 --> 00:28:38,406
♪ Hallelujah anyway? ♪
723
00:28:39,552 --> 00:28:44,188
♪ Though the pain is
real and I'm not okay ♪
724
00:28:45,358 --> 00:28:46,557
♪ Can I sing ♪
725
00:28:46,559 --> 00:28:50,127
♪ Hallelujah anyway? ♪
726
00:28:52,932 --> 00:28:57,462
♪ Ooh ♪
727
00:28:59,439 --> 00:29:03,829
♪ Ooh ♪
728
00:29:05,844 --> 00:29:10,095
♪ Ooh ♪
729
00:29:10,916 --> 00:29:12,115
♪ Can we sing ♪
730
00:29:12,117 --> 00:29:14,618
♪ Hallelujah anyway? ♪
731
00:29:14,620 --> 00:29:16,954
[SIRENS WAILING]
732
00:29:16,956 --> 00:29:18,789
♪ Can I sing ♪
733
00:29:18,791 --> 00:29:21,391
- ♪ Hallelujah anyway? ♪
- Be honest, how bad was that?
734
00:29:21,393 --> 00:29:23,860
I mean, you handled our patient
735
00:29:23,862 --> 00:29:25,963
and that completely
bizarre call pretty well.
736
00:29:25,965 --> 00:29:28,398
So, Crisis One part was a win.
737
00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:31,234
But public display of
your darkest feelings
738
00:29:31,236 --> 00:29:32,936
about your relationship?
739
00:29:32,938 --> 00:29:34,104
Am I a horrible person?
740
00:29:34,106 --> 00:29:36,139
You're not a horrible person.
741
00:29:36,141 --> 00:29:39,576
Hey, uh, I didn't mean to
bring up old crap earlier
742
00:29:39,578 --> 00:29:40,877
with you and Bishop.
743
00:29:40,879 --> 00:29:42,278
No, it's not old crap.
744
00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:44,081
It's actually very relevant crap,
745
00:29:44,083 --> 00:29:46,449
because I am still in
a never-ending game
746
00:29:46,451 --> 00:29:49,885
of musical chairs,
747
00:29:49,887 --> 00:29:54,424
which I've realized is
a game of my own doing.
748
00:29:55,460 --> 00:29:57,927
Anyway, call Emmett. Be honest.
749
00:29:57,929 --> 00:29:59,929
Be sorry.
750
00:29:59,931 --> 00:30:01,331
And it'll be okay.
751
00:30:07,071 --> 00:30:08,338
Hey, um, I...
752
00:30:10,374 --> 00:30:12,941
I owe you all an apology.
753
00:30:13,178 --> 00:30:15,111
Look, I-I've been
acting as if, you know,
754
00:30:15,113 --> 00:30:18,481
setting myself on fire won't
take out every one of you.
755
00:30:18,483 --> 00:30:21,784
Been trying to control
what I can control.
756
00:30:21,786 --> 00:30:24,687
I mean, and Miller...
757
00:30:24,689 --> 00:30:26,488
We couldn't control it,
758
00:30:26,490 --> 00:30:29,591
fix it, or... save him.
759
00:30:29,593 --> 00:30:31,827
You know.
760
00:30:31,829 --> 00:30:33,629
It really is just, you know...
761
00:30:33,631 --> 00:30:35,665
Everything seems like it's an inch past
762
00:30:35,667 --> 00:30:37,332
my grasp at the moment,
763
00:30:37,334 --> 00:30:38,934
which is worse than if it
was completely unreachable,
764
00:30:38,936 --> 00:30:41,303
because you're like,
"If I was a little bit stronger,
765
00:30:41,305 --> 00:30:44,106
wiser, faster,"
766
00:30:44,108 --> 00:30:46,142
so you, uh, you start
thrashing, you know,
767
00:30:46,144 --> 00:30:48,644
to try and gain on that inch,
768
00:30:48,646 --> 00:30:51,814
take running starts to
try and hurdle that inch,
769
00:30:51,816 --> 00:30:53,983
and you jump,
770
00:30:53,985 --> 00:30:58,931
and, uh, all that gets
you is... is injured out.
771
00:30:59,057 --> 00:31:01,122
So, I'm... I'm gonna stop,
772
00:31:01,124 --> 00:31:04,793
stop thrashing and swinging,
773
00:31:04,795 --> 00:31:06,161
running and jumping.
774
00:31:07,964 --> 00:31:09,798
See? Therapy works.
775
00:31:09,800 --> 00:31:13,868
♪♪
776
00:31:15,371 --> 00:31:19,634
♪♪
777
00:31:20,911 --> 00:31:22,476
[SIGHS] Did you need something?
778
00:31:22,478 --> 00:31:25,546
How 'bout a truce?
779
00:31:25,548 --> 00:31:27,882
Look, have I been...
780
00:31:27,884 --> 00:31:30,185
Have I been hitting the
bottle a little hard lately?
781
00:31:30,187 --> 00:31:32,553
I have. It's been a rough
couple months around here.
782
00:31:32,555 --> 00:31:36,724
Maybe I've knocked a few too
many back on my down time,
783
00:31:36,726 --> 00:31:40,261
but I would never drink on the job.
784
00:31:40,263 --> 00:31:42,530
Then why is there
whiskey in your office?
785
00:31:42,532 --> 00:31:45,499
What... What the hell were
you doing in my office?
786
00:31:45,501 --> 00:31:46,734
Huh?
787
00:31:46,736 --> 00:31:48,436
You spying on me for your girlfriend?
788
00:31:48,438 --> 00:31:49,670
She's not my girlfriend.
789
00:31:49,672 --> 00:31:50,938
All I know is what I saw.
790
00:31:50,940 --> 00:31:53,040
I have no proof of any foul play.
791
00:31:53,042 --> 00:31:55,776
But you don't, either.
792
00:31:55,778 --> 00:31:57,245
Right?
793
00:31:57,247 --> 00:31:59,947
So, if you talk to
the chief before I do,
794
00:31:59,949 --> 00:32:02,082
be a doll and tell her I'm free
795
00:32:02,084 --> 00:32:04,518
any day except Wednesday for our dinner.
796
00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:06,454
I have a date.
797
00:32:06,456 --> 00:32:09,789
Don't worry. She's a flight attendant.
798
00:32:09,791 --> 00:32:12,925
♪♪
799
00:32:12,927 --> 00:32:14,193
[SIGHS]
800
00:32:14,195 --> 00:32:16,730
♪♪
801
00:32:16,732 --> 00:32:18,298
Hey.
802
00:32:23,538 --> 00:32:26,105
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
803
00:32:28,243 --> 00:32:29,643
It's all warmed up.
804
00:32:31,112 --> 00:32:33,580
You got, uh, painkillers right here,
805
00:32:33,582 --> 00:32:35,415
water, chocolate.
806
00:32:38,119 --> 00:32:39,486
You doing okay?
807
00:32:43,791 --> 00:32:46,525
You know, I never didn't
want you in my life, Theo.
808
00:32:48,829 --> 00:32:50,262
I didn't...
809
00:32:52,466 --> 00:32:55,801
[VOICE BREAKING] I didn't
want to be in my own life.
810
00:33:01,234 --> 00:33:04,142
I wanted my life to leave me alone,
811
00:33:04,144 --> 00:33:05,377
and...
812
00:33:08,316 --> 00:33:11,350
... I just shut everything out, and...
813
00:33:11,352 --> 00:33:13,819
when Miller... when Miller died,
814
00:33:13,821 --> 00:33:15,621
it was...
815
00:33:15,623 --> 00:33:18,656
It was like Lucas had
died all over again.
816
00:33:18,658 --> 00:33:21,492
It was like all...
817
00:33:21,494 --> 00:33:23,361
All this grief was just living in...
818
00:33:23,363 --> 00:33:25,797
Inside of my cells
and it was reactivated
819
00:33:25,799 --> 00:33:27,498
and it pulled me down
through a time portal,
820
00:33:27,500 --> 00:33:29,134
and I was...
821
00:33:29,136 --> 00:33:32,770
I was grieving Miller and Lucas,
822
00:33:32,772 --> 00:33:34,039
and...
823
00:33:37,044 --> 00:33:39,311
... and my grandma
824
00:33:39,313 --> 00:33:41,346
and my... my drama teacher,
825
00:33:41,348 --> 00:33:43,014
and now this new...
826
00:33:46,186 --> 00:33:47,319
... this new...
827
00:33:48,956 --> 00:33:51,522
... grief...
828
00:33:51,524 --> 00:33:53,791
It's grief for something I didn't...
I don't even want,
829
00:33:53,793 --> 00:33:56,527
but my body is still grieving and...
830
00:33:56,529 --> 00:33:59,997
♪♪
831
00:33:59,999 --> 00:34:01,733
... and these hormones are just...
832
00:34:01,735 --> 00:34:03,568
They're having a frat
party inside of me,
833
00:34:03,570 --> 00:34:06,270
and it's making it impossible
to get a handle on any of it.
834
00:34:07,707 --> 00:34:09,907
Theo, I'm s... I'm sorry.
835
00:34:10,910 --> 00:34:14,412
I'm s... I'm so... I'm
so sorry I-I hurt you.
836
00:34:15,849 --> 00:34:17,882
Okay.
837
00:34:17,884 --> 00:34:19,417
I'm s...
838
00:34:19,419 --> 00:34:23,437
♪♪
839
00:34:29,195 --> 00:34:31,263
Hey, when do you have Pru next?
840
00:34:31,265 --> 00:34:33,130
Today. Supposed to be doing a handoff,
841
00:34:33,155 --> 00:34:34,966
but the Millers are late.
842
00:34:34,968 --> 00:34:37,053
Mm. You know, not to be a bitch,
843
00:34:37,078 --> 00:34:39,412
but they shouldn't have her at all.
844
00:34:39,414 --> 00:34:40,547
Well, if saying that makes you a bitch,
845
00:34:40,549 --> 00:34:41,781
then my wife is one serious...
846
00:34:41,783 --> 00:34:43,049
Hey, hey, hey, don't... don't say it.
847
00:34:43,051 --> 00:34:44,584
[CHUCKLES]
848
00:34:44,586 --> 00:34:46,017
I mean, gotta get rich somehow.
849
00:34:46,019 --> 00:34:47,886
Might as well do it saving lives.
850
00:34:47,888 --> 00:34:49,521
Ben! Andy!
851
00:34:49,523 --> 00:34:51,189
Ahh! I missed you!
852
00:34:51,191 --> 00:34:53,459
Hi. Hi. Sorry we're late.
853
00:34:53,461 --> 00:34:54,626
No, no, no, it's fine.
854
00:34:54,628 --> 00:34:57,062
But, um... who are you?
855
00:34:57,064 --> 00:34:58,263
Oh, my God. [CHUCKLES]
856
00:34:58,265 --> 00:35:00,098
Yes. I'm Anna,
857
00:35:00,100 --> 00:35:02,935
Pru's part-time nanny and best friend.
858
00:35:02,937 --> 00:35:04,603
Best friend! [CHUCKLES]
859
00:35:04,605 --> 00:35:06,104
Alright, it's, um...
860
00:35:06,106 --> 00:35:08,106
I didn't realize that the
Millers had hired a nanny.
861
00:35:08,108 --> 00:35:09,975
I went to school with
Yemi way back when,
862
00:35:09,977 --> 00:35:11,543
and the Millers have been struggling,
863
00:35:11,545 --> 00:35:13,078
so they asked me to help.
864
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:14,580
Anyway, I'd love to stay and chat,
865
00:35:14,582 --> 00:35:16,281
but I'm late for rehearsal.
866
00:35:16,283 --> 00:35:17,615
I'm in a band.
867
00:35:17,617 --> 00:35:19,617
A terrible band.
868
00:35:19,619 --> 00:35:21,286
[CHUCKLES] Nice meeting you all.
869
00:35:21,288 --> 00:35:22,787
- Nice meeting you, too.
- Bye, Anna.
870
00:35:22,789 --> 00:35:25,290
The Millers hired a nanny?
871
00:35:25,292 --> 00:35:26,791
Yeah, a hot nanny, right?
872
00:35:26,793 --> 00:35:29,560
Yeah, well, this is out of my control.
873
00:35:29,562 --> 00:35:30,661
- Yeah.
- Alright, say bye, Pru.
874
00:35:30,663 --> 00:35:32,163
- Okay.
- Bye.
875
00:35:32,165 --> 00:35:33,498
- Bye.
- Bye-bye.
876
00:35:33,500 --> 00:35:34,599
- Bye.
- Bye.
877
00:35:34,601 --> 00:35:36,001
[DOOR OPENS]
878
00:35:36,003 --> 00:35:37,668
Is there an app or something
879
00:35:37,670 --> 00:35:39,304
that helps you find the messiest,
880
00:35:39,306 --> 00:35:41,806
most complicated option
in a nearby radius?
881
00:35:41,808 --> 00:35:43,308
Well, what do you mean, messy?
882
00:35:43,310 --> 00:35:45,010
You just met her. That is judgmental.
883
00:35:45,012 --> 00:35:47,078
You... That... She's Pru's nanny.
884
00:35:47,080 --> 00:35:49,481
Oh. S-She works for the Millers,
885
00:35:49,483 --> 00:35:51,248
and you're one to talk.
886
00:35:51,250 --> 00:35:53,650
[CHUCKLES] Oh, it's
exactly why I should talk.
887
00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:55,819
If I didn't sleep with
the captain of 19,
888
00:35:55,821 --> 00:35:57,921
I'd still be at 19.
889
00:35:57,923 --> 00:36:00,324
In fact, I-I might even
be the captain of 19.
890
00:36:00,326 --> 00:36:03,593
Are we talking about,
uh, Sullivan or Beckett?
891
00:36:03,595 --> 00:36:05,162
Exactly.
892
00:36:05,164 --> 00:36:07,031
What is wrong with us? [CHUCKLES]
893
00:36:07,033 --> 00:36:08,965
Us? When... When did
this become a we thing?
894
00:36:08,967 --> 00:36:10,000
Because it is a we thing.
895
00:36:10,002 --> 00:36:11,668
We keep doing this,
896
00:36:11,670 --> 00:36:13,370
and we need to quit it.
897
00:36:13,372 --> 00:36:14,838
We need to grow the hell up.
898
00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:16,306
- Hmm.
- We can fix this, Jack.
899
00:36:16,308 --> 00:36:19,176
L-L-Let's be each other's
fix-it buddies, hmm?
900
00:36:19,178 --> 00:36:21,711
Help each other stop sleeping
around with messy people.
901
00:36:21,713 --> 00:36:23,013
What, like, sleep with each other?
902
00:36:23,015 --> 00:36:24,548
By not sleeping with each other,
903
00:36:24,550 --> 00:36:26,049
or anyone else.
904
00:36:26,051 --> 00:36:27,717
You sound like Diane.
905
00:36:27,719 --> 00:36:28,885
Oh, please, don't tell me
you've hit on Diane, too?
906
00:36:28,887 --> 00:36:30,219
No. God, no. I would.
907
00:36:30,221 --> 00:36:31,888
- Yeah.
- Yeah. I know you would.
908
00:36:31,890 --> 00:36:35,025
Because we both confuse
almost everything for lust,
909
00:36:35,027 --> 00:36:37,160
which we then confuse for love.
910
00:36:37,162 --> 00:36:38,862
She keeps saying a period of abstinence
911
00:36:38,864 --> 00:36:41,631
will, um, help me break the cycle,
912
00:36:41,633 --> 00:36:43,132
- then clear my head.
- And?
913
00:36:43,134 --> 00:36:45,201
And I've literally
done everything she suggested,
914
00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:46,369
except that one.
915
00:36:46,371 --> 00:36:47,537
That's... That's impossible.
916
00:36:47,539 --> 00:36:49,039
What else are we supposed to do?
917
00:36:49,041 --> 00:36:51,374
I don't know. We can go on walks.
918
00:36:51,376 --> 00:36:52,809
Take pottery classes.
919
00:36:52,811 --> 00:36:54,243
I don't know. Play board games.
920
00:36:54,245 --> 00:36:56,379
[CHUCKLES] Is this you
trying to convince me?
921
00:36:58,316 --> 00:37:00,716
Alright. Yes.
922
00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:02,251
- No sex.
- And no flirting.
923
00:37:02,253 --> 00:37:04,820
- No flirting?
- That's half the problem.
924
00:37:04,822 --> 00:37:05,988
Alright.
925
00:37:05,990 --> 00:37:07,656
But you can't do that face anymore.
926
00:37:07,658 --> 00:37:09,392
- That one.
- [LAUGHS]
927
00:37:09,394 --> 00:37:11,360
No, he made a litany of bad calls,
928
00:37:11,362 --> 00:37:12,828
and his anger...
929
00:37:12,830 --> 00:37:15,164
Well, that doesn't mean
he's drinking on the job.
930
00:37:15,166 --> 00:37:16,665
The bottle was in his office.
931
00:37:16,667 --> 00:37:18,267
[CHUCKLES] Well,
most drunks just like to know
932
00:37:18,269 --> 00:37:20,570
the bottle is near.
933
00:37:20,572 --> 00:37:23,072
Have you told Natasha
about your suspicions?
934
00:37:23,074 --> 00:37:24,340
No. She's the chief.
935
00:37:24,342 --> 00:37:26,709
If I tell her, I'm reporting him.
936
00:37:26,711 --> 00:37:28,244
Then he exposes us.
937
00:37:28,246 --> 00:37:31,046
No, having her back in my life...
938
00:37:31,048 --> 00:37:33,749
It's the best thing that's
happened to me in a long time.
939
00:37:33,751 --> 00:37:36,284
Look, she promoted me based
on a history as a soldier
940
00:37:36,286 --> 00:37:38,954
and what she knows I'm capable of.
941
00:37:38,956 --> 00:37:42,091
And this scumbag is accusing me of...
942
00:37:42,093 --> 00:37:44,860
Of trading sexual favors?
943
00:37:44,862 --> 00:37:47,229
I thought you aren't sleeping with her.
944
00:37:47,231 --> 00:37:49,031
I'm not.
945
00:37:49,033 --> 00:37:51,199
Yet.
946
00:37:51,201 --> 00:37:53,869
I mean, I-I would like to.
947
00:37:53,871 --> 00:37:55,403
Then help him get sober.
948
00:37:55,405 --> 00:37:56,605
What?
949
00:37:56,607 --> 00:37:57,773
Look, if he's drinking on the job,
950
00:37:57,775 --> 00:37:58,974
he's got alcoholism.
951
00:37:58,976 --> 00:38:00,809
You just don't drink on the job.
952
00:38:00,811 --> 00:38:02,945
Offer the man a hand,
953
00:38:02,947 --> 00:38:05,781
just as a hand
was offered to you, okay?
954
00:38:05,783 --> 00:38:07,448
You do the right thing.
955
00:38:07,450 --> 00:38:09,917
Protect yourself.
956
00:38:09,919 --> 00:38:11,418
It's a win-win.
957
00:38:13,123 --> 00:38:15,923
[INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENT]
958
00:38:15,925 --> 00:38:17,759
Hey.
959
00:38:17,761 --> 00:38:19,493
- Hi.
- Hi.
960
00:38:19,495 --> 00:38:22,163
Since... Since when do you
bring me coffee at work?
961
00:38:22,165 --> 00:38:25,099
I don't want to go with the
genius Mensa donor or the rower.
962
00:38:25,101 --> 00:38:26,901
Just I... Thinking about our baby
963
00:38:26,903 --> 00:38:29,170
being you and some random stranger...
964
00:38:29,172 --> 00:38:30,772
No, no, no. No. It's just...
965
00:38:30,774 --> 00:38:32,907
There's so much out
of our control in that scenario.
966
00:38:32,909 --> 00:38:35,276
I mean, sure, the guys
look great on paper,
967
00:38:35,278 --> 00:38:36,844
and based on their baby photos,
968
00:38:36,846 --> 00:38:38,145
but how do we know that our
baby isn't gonna grow up
969
00:38:38,147 --> 00:38:39,913
to be some guy that douses himself
970
00:38:39,915 --> 00:38:42,082
with gasoline when he
doesn't get his way?
971
00:38:42,084 --> 00:38:43,416
Or Beckett?
972
00:38:43,418 --> 00:38:45,018
What?
973
00:38:45,020 --> 00:38:48,689
I want our donor to be someone we know.
974
00:38:48,691 --> 00:38:51,758
Okay, someone we know,
like your brother?
975
00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:53,093
No. No, no, no.
976
00:38:53,095 --> 00:38:54,427
I-I really don't need my genes in there.
977
00:38:54,429 --> 00:38:55,996
I just want to know more than I know
978
00:38:55,998 --> 00:38:57,998
when I'm buying sperm from a stranger.
979
00:38:58,000 --> 00:38:59,599
Okay.
980
00:38:59,601 --> 00:39:01,267
Do you have anyone in mind?
981
00:39:01,269 --> 00:39:04,938
No. But we could brainstorm together.
982
00:39:04,940 --> 00:39:06,840
- Okay.
- Okay.
983
00:39:06,842 --> 00:39:08,474
I mean, there is a lot
more to talk about.
984
00:39:08,476 --> 00:39:10,177
No, I know. I know. And we will.
985
00:39:10,179 --> 00:39:12,478
But I wanted you to know
that it was not all about
986
00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:13,613
me winning the sperm donor game.
987
00:39:13,615 --> 00:39:14,814
Okay. We'll talk later?
988
00:39:14,816 --> 00:39:16,115
Mm-hmm.
989
00:39:16,117 --> 00:39:18,684
♪ Glory, glory, glory ♪
990
00:39:18,686 --> 00:39:20,720
- Hey.
- Hey.
991
00:39:20,722 --> 00:39:23,122
♪ And it's all I have ♪
992
00:39:23,124 --> 00:39:24,356
How is she?
993
00:39:24,358 --> 00:39:25,825
She's sleeping.
994
00:39:25,827 --> 00:39:27,193
♪ Sometimes ♪
995
00:39:27,195 --> 00:39:29,294
- Was it...
- Brutal.
996
00:39:29,296 --> 00:39:31,997
Yeah. She's still kinda going.
997
00:39:31,999 --> 00:39:33,866
But she's good, though.
998
00:39:33,868 --> 00:39:35,901
And you two?
999
00:39:35,903 --> 00:39:37,837
We're good, too.
1000
00:39:37,839 --> 00:39:39,504
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
1001
00:39:39,506 --> 00:39:40,539
Alright, careful.
1002
00:39:40,541 --> 00:39:42,074
It's hot.
1003
00:39:42,076 --> 00:39:43,375
How was your shift?
1004
00:39:43,377 --> 00:39:45,477
Well, uh, basically, I admitted
1005
00:39:45,479 --> 00:39:47,213
to falling out of love with Emmett
1006
00:39:47,215 --> 00:39:49,214
during a Crisis One call in
front of about 30 people,
1007
00:39:49,216 --> 00:39:50,648
including Emmett,
1008
00:39:50,650 --> 00:39:52,217
and now he won't return my phone calls.
1009
00:39:52,219 --> 00:39:53,243
That's a bad shift.
1010
00:39:53,268 --> 00:39:55,053
Not great.
1011
00:39:55,055 --> 00:39:57,756
Do you want him to return your calls?
1012
00:39:57,758 --> 00:40:00,391
Of course.
1013
00:40:00,393 --> 00:40:03,194
I mean, I can't be the guy that
breaks his heart twice, right?
1014
00:40:03,196 --> 00:40:05,396
Is that why you haven't ended it?
1015
00:40:05,398 --> 00:40:07,398
Because you don't want to be the guy?
1016
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:08,900
I mean, it's a pretty good reason.
1017
00:40:08,902 --> 00:40:11,502
Not as good as you love him,
1018
00:40:11,504 --> 00:40:14,038
you know, you can't live without him,
1019
00:40:14,040 --> 00:40:15,673
you'll do anything to keep him.
1020
00:40:15,675 --> 00:40:16,875
Those are reasons, too.
1021
00:40:16,877 --> 00:40:18,009
Travis.
1022
00:40:18,011 --> 00:40:19,244
Okay, I love him, alright?
1023
00:40:19,246 --> 00:40:20,678
I love him, I love him.
1024
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:22,747
I love him and I don't want to hurt him.
1025
00:40:22,749 --> 00:40:24,783
Then keep calling.
1026
00:40:24,785 --> 00:40:27,285
♪ Sometimes, whoa ♪
1027
00:40:27,287 --> 00:40:30,854
♪ Dreaming a different story ♪
1028
00:40:30,856 --> 00:40:33,090
♪ And it's bigger than my body ♪
1029
00:40:33,092 --> 00:40:35,025
[RINGING]
1030
00:40:35,027 --> 00:40:38,796
♪ And it's all I have ♪
1031
00:40:38,798 --> 00:40:42,599
♪♪
1032
00:40:42,601 --> 00:40:45,602
♪ Dreaming of glory ♪
1033
00:40:45,604 --> 00:40:48,872
♪ Glory, glory ♪
1034
00:40:48,874 --> 00:40:51,441
♪ Glory ♪
1035
00:40:51,443 --> 00:40:54,477
[SIGHS]
1036
00:40:54,479 --> 00:40:55,578
Theo?
1037
00:40:55,580 --> 00:40:57,281
♪ Bless the dreamer ♪
1038
00:40:57,283 --> 00:41:00,617
- Yeah?
- ♪ Dreamer ♪
1039
00:41:00,619 --> 00:41:02,452
♪ They're dreaming of ♪
1040
00:41:02,454 --> 00:41:04,954
I love you.
1041
00:41:04,956 --> 00:41:07,324
♪ Bless the dreamer ♪
1042
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♪ Dreamer ♪
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♪ They're dreaming of ♪
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♪ Guard the dreamer ♪
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♪ Dreamer ♪
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I love you, too, baby.
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♪ 'Cause it's all I have ♪
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