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Min-jeong, should I pack these slippers?

Yes.

Okay.

What about this hammer...?

Publishing House Girin

Are there any cups here?

What?

Cups.

Oh, cups.

Are you okay?

Oh, yes. I'm okay.

Oh, no. That must hurt.

There's nothing useful here.

Soon-gyu
When will you be home?

Why is it taking so long to get instant noodles?

I'm starving.

Me, too.

Oh, that...

Are you okay with that?

I bet Gang-jae drank from the bottle.

He drank directly from it?

I'm sure of it.

Oh, no! No!

I'll get you a new bottle.

Do you need anything else?

Let's see.

A blanket?

A blanket?

Do they sell blankets at convenience stores?

No.

Good luck.

I won't be long.

I'll find Gang-jae and bring him home.

Part 11 Forbidden Feelings

Jin Jeong-su
I'm at a funeral.

I'll be late. Don't wait up.

(Unknown)

Detail: Acting to confirm identification
Place: Namyangju Police Station

Acting role: Friend

This is Namyangju Police Station, Seopyeong Branch.

Yes.

Yes. He's still here.

In 5 to 10 minutes?

Okay.

Where he's hurt?

He looks fine.

Oh, okay.

Okay. Bye.

How can I help you?

Oh, yes.

I'm Lee Bu-jeong's guardian.

What's your relationship with her?

Her friend.

You have your ID?

What was Gyeong-eun's husband suffering from?

You said he had cancer and was hospitalized.

I did?

Hey.

I have a busy life.

And Gyeong-eun

doesn't talk about herself that much.

Hey.

Do you know anything?

You think I'd know?

Why are you asking him?

She wouldn't have contacted him.

It'd be weird.

Seeing the great Lee Gyeong-eun like this,

I see she's just someone else's daughter-in-law.

When will you guys leave?

I can't stay the night.

I have to go in an hour.

I can't stay the night, either.

What about you?

I should go, too.

Please fill this out.

Rescuee Transfer Confirmation Form

Rescuee
Name: Lee Bu-jeong

Transferred to
Name: Lee Gang-jae

Well...

It's not your first time.

We're taking this info since your guardian's here.

But there's no risk of exposure, so don't worry.

Did you know that she was reported

for a similar thing in the same reservoir before?

Yes, I know.

About a year ago,

she wrote a suicide note with other people.

Are you talking about that?

Yes.

I didn't mention it because I was suspicious.

With these kinds of matters,

it's important that people around her know.

So I told you to make sure.

Are we finished here?

Oh, yes.

You can leave now.

Let's go.

Are you looking to see if the bus is coming?

I think the last bus left hours ago.

You got a haircut.

Yes.

It looks good.

I know.

Why is there no cab?

What did you save me as?

Guess.

You're competent.

You know what instant noodles I eat.

I think it'll be "client."

But since you have a lot of clients...

Did you add numbers?

Then what number am I?

I want to know what I was.

What was I?

Dugeun Restaurant, Late Night Restaurant

If we walk about 15 minutes that way,

I think there's a late night restaurant.

Want to go get a bite?

I was buying instant noodles and bread

when I got your text.

I'm suddenly craving instant noodles again.

So?

Want to go?

Are your feet okay?

Your heels look high.

They might

chafe your heels,

making them bleed.

I'm okay.

What will you do if I'm not okay?

What?

If I'm not okay...

Will you carry me?

If you're not okay...

The road looks fine,

but there's a slight incline.

It's not easy to walk as it is.

So I can't carry you.

Then why did you ask?

What if I said I wasn't okay?

Why?

Are you not okay?

I'm fine.

You're really not eating?

I'll eat when Gang-jae comes home.

He won't come.

He's still not responding, right?

At least he read my text.

He read it?

Yes, just now.

Good then.

Just let him be.

He's a free spirit.

He must be busy since he took a long break.

It's not Gang-jae, is it?

No.

Who is it?

My sister.

She's asking when I'll be home.

Wha...what?

You're not leaving me here all alone, are you?

Jaeyoung Tteokbokki

My Soon-ju
I'll spend the night at Gang-jae's.

I'll spend the night at Gang-jae's.

It's okay. I got it.

That's cold now. You should throw it away.

Why waste perfectly good food?

Jeez.

You always ask me for a bite when I get something.

When did I do that?

When do you think? In college.

Even though

I depended on you a lot,

no college kid would ask for a bite.

I just wanted to see what it tasted like.

You're exaggerating.

You have a distorted memory.

- Jeez.
- You're exaggerating.

Well,

you admitted you depended on me, so good.

I wouldn't have made it if it wasn't for you.

What's up with you?

In moments like this,

just go with the vibe

and quietly wait for what comes next.

You fool.

That's what's wrong with you.

What comes next?

Huh?

What is it?

I don't know.

I forgot.

You forgot in that second?

This is too heavy.

- What's in here?
- I'll carry it.

- I said I got it.
- No, it's okay.

I'll carry it.

I'll hold that, too.

Give it here.

Dugeun Station

Excuse me!

Looks closed...

Dugeun Restaurant

Did you know that she was reported

for a similar thing in the same reservoir before?

Jin Jeong-su
I don't think I can come home tonight.

Sorry...

Who was that?

Your father?

It wasn't my father.

Then who?

Your husband?

He wants you to come home?

No.

When was the last time you rode a train?

I rode it a lot in my previous job.

I often went on business trips.

And sometimes field trips.

A company goes on field trips?

I thought only students went on those.

When was the last time you rode a train?

Me?

It was...

when we cremated my dad after his funeral.

So in 10th grade.

After that, I had no reason to leave Seoul.

So no train ride.

And I've never been on a field trip.

Anyway,

the last time I rode a train was at night.

But

I just followed my mom so I don't know.

It was a small station like this.

Was it here?

What's the name of the station?

Dugeun Station.

Dugeun Station...

Maybe it was here.

Back then,

I saw something like that, too.

But I thought

it was an amusement park.

I was staring at it because it was cool.

But my mom said not to look. She said it was bad.

Since they were motels.

I didn't understand.

Now I know.

I was innocent then.

In 10th grade.

Where did you go on the train?

To a mountain.

I went up a mountain,

then to the sea,

and then home.

A cab will arrive in 5 minutes.

Wife

There you are.

Where are the others?

They left.

I didn't even get to say bye.

They'll come tomorrow after work.

What about you?

I'll come, too, of course.

I mean why are you still here?

Oh, I just

stayed in the car for a bit.

I had to see you before I left.

Why?

Well, I didn't take your calls...

I want to apologize for that.

You apologized over a text earlier.

Still, I wanted to apologize in person.

Can I take a break in your car?

Huh?

My legs hurt because I was standing all day.

My in-laws are in the lounge, so I can't sit down.

Where's your car?

Can I get some shut-eye?

Okay.

Thank you

for coming.

Of course.

Don't come tomorrow, Jeong-su.

Why not?

My mom's coming tomorrow.

She might say the wrong things.

I'm so worried.

Get some rest for now.

What did the others say?

They all

pity me, right?

No.

They're your friends.

They're sad.

I hate that I'm like this.

But my pride is hurt.

I'm ruined, Jeong-su.

I don't know if this will help,

but have you seen a stall on the road?

A stall?

Yes.

Where people sell gum and lottery tickets?

Yes.

Have you seen

a post that says, "We buy gold teeth?"

Beside the window or the signboard.

No, I haven't.

You haven't?

No, I haven't.

Then you're okay.

Who says so?

My mom.

Your mom?

Yes.

A long time ago,

when I was very young, my mom told me

that if you can't see it even when it's there,

you're not that bad off to consider

selling your teeth, so you're still okay.

Sometimes, I wonder what that means.

But then, I see it on the roads.

Since I know,

I look for it.

Then I can see it.

Then

I hate myself for it,

but I strangely feel relieved.

You'll be okay.

Gyeong-eun.

It's way past 5 minutes.

He'll come since he said he will.

Right?

By the way,

how much should I pay you?

For today.

A while ago,

I took a look at your business card again.

It only says how to make a reservation

but not the price.

So how much should I pay you?

How much do you have?

I don't have cash.

But I can transfer money to your account.

How much do you have in your account?

Can you read my mind?

Then

how did you ask me that just now?

How'd you know what I was thinking?

Were you thinking how much you'd charge me?

No, that's not it.

That's not it...

Well, okay.

Something like that.

Something like that? What?

I was thinking about money.

I had a friend.

He died.

Because he felt empty.

I think I told you this before.

On the rooftop.

Anyway,

we weren't that close.

But we weren't not close.

He was that kind of a friend.

When I was signing the form at the police station,

I was reminded of him.

Because I signed a form

after he died.

I didn't want to

but somehow it just happened.

Being here with you,

I'm reminded of him more.

What is it like to feel empty?

Did he do it because he didn't have money?

If you don't have money, you feel empty.

And hungry.

Then

I thought about why you wanted to die.

You studied a lot.

You had an office job.

You have a father.

You have a husband.

But why do you feel empty?

Money doesn't seem to be an issue.

That's what I was thinking.

It's because the cab was taking too long.

It wasn't about how much I should charge you

or if I should accept a wire transfer.

I wasn't thinking that at all.

It was the same for me.

'How much should I pay?'

'How much is his fee per hour?'

'Why does he do this?'

That's not what I was thinking about.

'Why did he come all this way?'

'He probably erased my number.'

'Perhaps

he was worried about me.'

'Does he pity me because of my dad?'

That's what I was thinking.

Then you talked

about your mom and your late father.

I just

felt sad.

'On the day you cremated your father,

why did you go

to the mountain with your mother?'

'Why did you go to the sea?'

'I'm glad

you made it home in the end.'

'I think we're very similar.'

And then

I wanted to be nice to you.

If I had something to offer,

I wanted to give it to you.

But what could I give?

I have nothing.

So I asked you about the fee earlier.

I didn't want to talk about this in the cab.

Is there somewhere

you want to go besides home?

I don't know.

Then...

You want to go to the mountain,

then to the sea,

and then home?

If you want to go home,

you can say it.

Don't feel pressured.

We're still friends.

Wife

A perfume?

Huh?

Did you give someone a ride?

I'll open the window.

Okay.

Hello?

Hello.

What's going on, Mom?

Wait, Mom.

Are you sick?

I'm not sick.

I was sleeping so my voice is hoarse.

Mom!

Well, if you're not sick,

why would you call me this late?

You had me worried.

What time is it?

It's 2:30 AM!

I dozed off. I didn't know it was that late.

Perhaps

it's because I have a wrap around my head,

but I had a really bizarre dream.

A dream?

What dream?

In my dream,

well,

I can't remember the context,

but I got into a fight with a crazy lady

on a bus.

But that witch

suddenly

grabbed my head and spun me around.

Then,

my teeth fell out. That's bad luck.

I screamed, "Please stop!"

I got her off me and saw

that it wasn't a crazy woman.

It was your father.

Mom.

That's a silly dream.

Why is it a silly dream?

First,

it's a silly dream because you can't remember it.

And a woman becoming a man

and a stranger becoming someone you know

indicate it's a silly dream.

It's the stream of consciousness

if you want to sound educated.

Forget about that.

Is

everything okay with you?

Why wouldn't things be okay?

Everything's fine.

What about Bu-jeong?

Bu-jeong?

I don't know.

I think she's okay.

What do you mean, you think?

You're a married couple.

Married couples don't know everything.

There are things we don't know.

Anyway, Mom

I'm...

I'm driving.

Let's talk later.

Why are you still out?

I had to go somewhere.

Where did you go?

I worked late, okay?

Mom,

you had a bad dream,

so let me drive safely. I'm hanging up.

Oh, right.

Drive safely.

Text me when you get home.

Okay.

My mom worries a lot.

I see.

Wife
I'll sleep over at Dad's. Do as you wish.

I am

You know,

when I came with my mom,

we walked from all the way down there.

We got off a train station I'd never seen before.

It was still dark.

So

we went to a 24-hour hamburger store.

My mom and I

waited until the sun came up.

We ordered French fries

and kept getting refills for coke.

I saw on the wall of that hamburger store

an ad about some kind of

observatory.

So

we went to this terminal,

got on a bus

and came here.

Hello.

Hello.

You have on high-heels.

That must be tough.

Fight on!

Fight on!

What were you wearing when you first came here?

What was I wearing?

I see you're into details.

No, I was just

trying to picture it as I listened.

Since you were in 10th grade,

did you wear a school uniform?

You don't have to answer.

It's okay.

I...

was wearing a mourning suit.

Since we came right after Dad's funeral.

Oh.

We didn't have

anything black then.

So we had to buy mourning clothes.

We were close with my dad's caretaker.

We went to the store he worked

on the weekends and bought clothes there.

Changing room

I hadn't gotten any new clothes in a long time.

I got excited that, for a moment, I forgot Dad died.

I felt good.

My mom and I

were so sad before we went there.

It felt strange.

Cherry blossoms were in full bloom in Seoul then.

When cherry blossoms fall,

you feel strange.

You're sad.

I guess it was because of that.

Or maybe because I was young.

I thought that was why people say the living live.

Mt. Jogyeong Observatory

I thought, 'How would I live without my dad?'

'If I don't go to the hospital after school,

where should I go every day?'

But because I didn't go to the hospital,

I got to have time like this.

I thought it was a gift Dad had left for me.

I...

I was filled with

out-of-the-blue, strange thoughts.

I felt like a stream

was trickling into my heart.

My mom and I had walked up this far

when snow fell

although it was spring.

It's cold, right?

It's okay since we're walking.

Once you get to the top,

you'll love that you came here.

Oh, they're letting campers camp here now.

You might cry.

My mom

cried a lot as she looked at the stars.

I think it was over there.

Back then, it seemed strange to me.

So I asked her why she cried on our way down.

She didn't answer for a long while.

Then she said she cried because she remembered

the bread and milk she left on the bus.

I believed her.

For a long time.

I was really naive.

Wife

Umm...

I searched online.

They said they keep it open for the people

who come to look at the stars early morning.

It's written here. For the time being,

they're closed.

Due to safety reasons, we will close...

Due to safety reasons, we will close the lobby during
early morning hours for the time being.

Darn it.

A taxi...

It's cold, right?

I think I should

go down and get a cab.

Excuse me.

You look so cold.

Take this.

Thank you.

We came here on a sudden whim.

Yes, I could tell.

Thank you.

I was afraid we might freeze to death,

then you came.

These will help a lot.

Thank you.

I'll hurry down and get a cab.

Umm...

If you're staying longer,

do you want a spare tent?

We're leaving after we see the sunrise.

You can use it until then.

Hold on a sec.

A tent...

Soon-ju.

Are you asleep?

No.

You're still awake?

I want to sleep.

I had a lot going on today.

But

it's been such a long time since I slept in a bed.

So I can't sleep.

So this is what it's like to stretch your limbs.

I wish this were my place.

You have your own room, right?

Yes, I do.

What does it look like?

It's...

Ordinary.

How is it ordinary?

Is it an apartment?

It's a single-family house.

I've lived there since grade school.

So it's very old.

Is it two stories?

Huh?

How did you know?

I just knew.

You have that vibe.

I felt it when I first saw you.

You looked like

someone who lives in an old two-story house

with a yard.

What kind of vibe is that?

That vibe?

Yes.

It's so ideal

that it's unreal.

Like an old educational TV show.

Then it's bad.

Why is that bad?

Because it's boring.

It's boring and no fun.

What?

The people who have it all are worse.

Why are you so greedy?

You have almost everything.

You want to live a fun life on top of that?

Leave that

to people like us.

That way, the world is fair.

Want to come lie here?

You don't feel anything

being alone with me, do you?

Because nothing will happen.

I don't think anything will happen.

But that's why

my heart flutters more.

It'd be perfect if the blanket didn't smell

like Gang-jae.

You're going home?

I'm going to buy new blankets.

Where will you buy them at this hour?

I'll find somewhere that's open.

A lot of places in
Seoul is open 24/7.

There must be a bedding store.

Then I'll go with you.

I don't want to be here alone.

Want some water?

She gave us water, too.

I'll have some.

Want to watch it with me?

I heard

it's trending.

Mind if I lie down?

Go ahead.

Get some sleep if you're tired.

Back at the police station,

the policeman asked you

if you knew it wasn't my first time there.

Right.

But

when I saw the situation,

I understood the vibe,

so I gathered

the information I knew

and made something up.

I'm not asking how you came to know.

I just

want to tell you I regret it.

It's one of the things I regret the most in life.

I couldn't tell anyone because I was mortified.

You said

I studied a lot,

worked at an office job,

and I have a father and husband.

You asked why I felt empty despite all that.

Yes.

It's because I didn't become anything.

Nothing.

What did you want to become?

Everything.

I acted like I wasn't greedy,

like I was humble while doing bad things.

I wanted to be everything.

I wanted to achieve recognition from others.

I wanted to show my dad.

I wanted to show my husband.

And I wanted to show myself

what kind of a person I was.

But come to think of it,

there wasn't a specific thing I wanted to become.

I just wanted to become something.

But...

It didn't work out.

So...

What do you want to do?

I want to wait.

I was so embarrassed with my life.

So I wanted to end it.

But now, I just...

I want to wait.

Until it all passes.

Although I don't know what all that is.

Can I

lie down, too?

Yes.

This tent

looks like a pumpkin, right?

When the sun comes up,

and the morning comes,

everything will disappear, like a pumpkin carriage.

This place. This time.

Everything.

Tomorrow...

I mean, today.

So today,

later,

are we going to the sea?

Or are we going home?

I don't know.

Want to make a bet?

KRW 50,000.

You have

a small KRW 50,000 bill

folded up in your purse, right?

Let's make a bet with that.

I'll bet on not going.

You bet on us going.

Are you asleep?

Good night.

Can I touch your face?

Lost

I'm thinking of going to the sea

to see my dad.

Want to come with me?

Plagiarism?

What are you talking about?

What did Lee Bu-jeong copy?

Did you know Bu-jeong's father collects boxes?

Why? Do you know him?

No.

You're bolder than I thought.

Bringing a girl home at this hour.

Could you become friends

with a person like me?

Instead of staying a client?