All language subtitles for PSYCHOLOGIST EPISODE 35 [VIKI]

♫ With no specter to cut off the waves ♫

♫ With no halo bestowed by heaven ♫

♫ I should admit I was born ordinary ♫

♫ But I'm not resigned to the silence on stage ♫

♫ Break it down ♫

♫ I'm taking over now ♫

♫ Tough it out. That's what I'm all about ♫

♫ We are destined to break through a mental wall ♫

♫ To unlock a ray of light ♫

♫ We know there will be infinite waves ♫

♫ Getting in my way ♫

♫ They will build up into roads that enable me to climb high and see far ♫

♫ To test me, inspire me, make me and give me courage ♫

♫ I am the master ♫

♫ Of my own destiny ♫

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Episode 35

Qian Kaiyi,

don't put your hand that picked your nose

on my body, got it?

Fu Tang is over there.

Let's go.

Watch your mouth later.

Got it?

You scared them off.

What?

Mrs. Fu, what are you doing?

Mrs. Fu,

what game are you playing today?

I'm catching bugs.

There are so many mayflies.

There is no pond here, let alone mayflies.

Can mayflies only exist in the water?

They're in my eyes.

In your eyes?

Yes.

I'm catching the bugs in my eyes

with the net inside.

The bugs in your eyes?

Can't you see them?

No, we can't.

Look.

Be closer.

Closer.

Mrs. Fu, are you teasing me again?

I'm not.

I just…

I like you so much.

So how will I tease you?

I just want to play with my child.

If he had been with me, he should be so tall.

Are you my child?

You aren't.

He was only seven years old.

Yeah, he was only seven when I left him.

So,

I only remember

what he looked like when he was seven.

Mrs. Fu, do you have a child?

Yes, a son.

You can't imagine how naughty a boy is.

But he's funny.

Where is Fu Tang's relative?

Come here and get the medicine.

I'm coming.

Mrs. Fu, go ahead.

I'm listening.

And then, you know that,

a boy is sometimes well-behaved,

but sometimes naughty.

He liked to go to our neighbor's house

where there were many germs.

I've told him not to go there many times,

but he didn't do it.

He brought germs back home.

Although he's a boy,

he was very well-behaved and clingy,

even more clingy than girls.

He always liked to stay with me.

When I was cooking, he would do me a favor.

When I was reading, he would read with me.

His favorite toy was the
paper plane made by me.

Mom, I love you so much.

Me too.

What's up?

What happened?

Why did you do this?

Don't… Don't you like to fly paper planes?

Don't you like to play with me?

Mom, I'm wrong.

I've told you many times

that you can't touch this music box.

Why didn't you listen to me?

Didn't I tell you not to touch it?

Now that you don't like it, don't play anymore.

Get out and leave me alone.

Get out.

Don't hug me.

Get out, OK?

Don't hug me!

Don't hug me!

Get out.

Mom.

Mom.

Am I so horrible?

No, you just love him very much.

But you're sick, and you can't control
your emotions.

Since then,

I haven't seen him

again.

Mom!

You mean

that child's foster father

took you away?

Yes.

His foster father

took me to a lunatic asylum.

I have never

seen my child again.

But this choice is perhaps

the best

for both of us.

What you said suddenly

reminds me of a person whose experience

is similar to your story.

Are you missing him just after a while

without him beside?

I'm Fu Tang's relative. I'm here for her medicine.

Sign your name before getting the medicine.

It's pretty tight here.

That's good.

Ji Mingcong

I didn't mean him.

Mrs. Fu,

have you been taking your medicine recently?

Do you think I've relapsed?

If you don't regularly

take your medicine on a long-term basis,

bipolar disorder will tend to reoccur.

I know you want to say I'm unstable again.

I've been tired of it.

Life flies away just like a mayfly does.

It can't go back.

Mrs. Fu, where are you going?

Didn't you say mayflies live in the water?

There is a pond ahead.

She should take medicine.

Ji.

You look better without makeup.

I'm always beautiful.

Why did you ask me out?

Do you have anything to tell me?

Put on your gym clothes

Run with sandbags tied with me.

What?

I've been warned

against doing strenuous exercise.

Damn it!

What did you say?

Nothing.

I'll run.

Can I untie them?

No. Let's go.

I'm not ready yet.

Regulate your breath.

I need rest.

I can't run any further.

I can't run any further.

There are so many sports.

Why did you have to choose this?

This is my hobby.

Running with sandbags tied can strengthen legs.

Strength and speed is vital

to catching suspects.

I don't need to catch suspects.

I'm afraid that suspects will chase after you.

I'm so tired.

But why are you still as energetic as before?

Look at your…

Come over here.

Let me pinch you.

Let me pinch you.

Don't run.

Let me pinch you.

It's just for fun.

Are you angry?

Are you that narrow-minded?

What's that?

I got hurt by accident on a mission.

But rest assured.

My funny soul

is still intact.

Does it hurt?

No.

It's just that there is a scar that stops hair from growing,

looking quite ugly.

Don't say that.

It isn't ugly.

It's an honorable scar.

Others can't have it even if they want.

It's so cool.

You don't need to wear a hat

when seeing me in the future.

Then let's continue running.

No.

Let's go.

I'm not ready yet.

Give me a break.

Give me a break.

I don't run anymore.

I'm done.

I'm exhausted.

Lili.

You go ahead alone.

Why did you give up?

I don't think you're a quitter.

I am.

Don't doubt it.

I give up this sport.

Fine.

Let's move on to the next sport.

What?

What's it?

Self-defense skills training.

Self-defense skills training?

Why should I learn it with you beside me?

I'm a policeman whose major duty is

to protect people.

I'm one of them.

You can also protect me.

What if someone bullies you when I'm absent?

He Dun,

when I got the medicine,

I saw Professor Ji's name

on the registration form.

Ji Mingcong

He's been watching

Fu Tang's disease for so many years.

So our guess is right.

Fu Tang is the patient F

who Professor Ji has been secretly

protecting and studying.

And that letter should be written to her.

What an evil and shameless heart.

Where did you get it?

A man has been taking care of a woman

wholeheartedly for so many years.

And the letter tells his regret.

I think Professor Ji really falls for Fu Tang.

Do you remember Fu Tang said she had a son?

Yes.

When you were off, I talked a lot with her.

She said after she was separated from her son,

she was taken to a lunatic asylum

by her son's foster father.

Lunatic asylum?

Yes.

The man is Professor Ji,

and the child is Ye Jiahui.

Are you sure?

Yes.

Ye Jiahui's past is really similar

to that of Fu Tang's son as she said.

If Fu Tang has a son, Jiahui

bears a striking resemblance to him.

Yeah, he was only seven when I left him.

My mom abandoned me and left

when I was seven years old.

But why did you say it was Professor Ji

who took Fu Tang to the lunatic asylum?

Because all the existing evidence targets him.

Fu Tang told me

when the child was seven or eight,

his foster father took her to a mental hospital

in front of him.

It's perhaps the shadow

that haunts the child for the rest of his life.

So Ye Jiahui

has been taking revenge on Professor Ji.

Because of what happened in his childhood,

he hated Professor Ji

for separating him from his mom.

This explains why Ye Jiahui

has been looking for the File on F.

Because the file is about his mom.

So his retaliation against Professor Ji

starts with you.

No.

All this is just our
analysis based on emotions.

We have no positive proof.

Did you ask Fu Tang about this?

No.

If what she said is true,

I don't dare to make a detailed inquiry

because of her unstable mental state.

I'm afraid that it will stimulate her.

Let's go to Professor Ji now.

What's up?

Don't you want to ask him for confirmation?

I can't do it.

If my guess is right, it means my teacher

falls in love with his visitor

and stays with her.

If he's afraid

this matter will affect his career

so that he took Fu Tang to the mental hospital…

He Dun, you can't have a preconceived guess.

Of course I believe my teacher won't do those.

But all the evidence is right in front of me.

I can't be so sure now.

From what you know about Professor Ji,

do you think he'll sacrifice his love

for the sake of his reputation?

Maybe Professor Ji has his own reasons.

I know you believe him,
so you're afraid to hear

the answer you don't want.

But compared with that,

having no answer is perhaps more painful.

Is it right?

Let's go.

You don't need to go in.

I think there are some questions

that I should ask by myself.

Wait for me at the door, OK?

Go ahead.

It's fine.

Professor.

Why are you here?

To visit you.

Why did I use the tea to water the flowers?

Wait a minute.

I'll get some water.

How stupid I am!

How's it going?

What did he say?

I didn't ask.

Why?

How about I go ask him for you?

No.

It isn't that I didn't dare.

On a moment, when I saw his back,

I suddenly realized he was getting old.

I took him as my father and model before.

I thought he could do anything

and I couldn't make any one

of the achievements in science

he had made forever.

I thought

he would stand forever in an upright way

when I was at school.

I thought he would be wise and playful forever.

Why are you standing in my vegetable patch?

You're blocking all the nutrients

sent to my cabbages.

If you hide a few minor things in your heart,

I perhaps won't see them through.

But if you hide something major,

I'll be able to discover
it just from your eyes.

Open your eyes wide.

Open my eyes wide?

But human beings aren't like this.

They'll grow old.

But just now I suddenly thought

I couldn't reveal his faults in front of him.

It doesn't matter, He Dun.

If you don't want to ask,

you can bury this question

in your heart forever.

Professor.

He Dun.

What you want to know is all in here.

This time, you can read carefully.

Come ask me if you have any doubts.

That year,

I just joined the Psychological Association.

I was very enthusiastic about research.

At that time, I got a special commission

for counseling.

The patient suffered
long-term bipolar disorder,

thus having serious mysophobia.

She refused to contact others.

Sometimes, she was impulsive and aggressive.

And sometimes, she was silent.

As time went by, she habitually

locked herself in her room

and rarely had contact with others.

The consignor didn't tell me

the patient was a beautiful woman.

It was a sunny afternoon.

She stepped on the ladder
and looked back at me.

Then I didn't know

that image would repeatedly appear in my dream

in the next decades.

I'm sorry.

Don't get the order wrong.

Excuse me?

I mean the order of the stack of books.

Make no mistake in arranging them.

The first book is the Classic of Mountains and Rivers.

The second book is the Investiture of the Gods.

The third book is Guangling Essays.

The fourth book is Journey to the West.

The fifth book is Darwin's

the Origin of Species.

Please arrange them in order.

Why would the Origin of Species

be also classified in this subject?

Because the Origin of Species

is not really a serious science book.

So it's no different than other fairy tales.

Hello.

I'm Ji Mingcong.

No one told you that

I never shake hands with people?

Even though you're wearing that.

I know.

But I got to give it a try anyway.

Do you need to take my pulse?

No.

Why do you lock yourself in the house

every day?

This hut of mine is a humble one, but I make it virtuously fragrant in repute.

This place is a kingdom with everything,

such as flowers, grass, books and music.

I'm the queen here.

And I have a soldier.

Doctor,

what's wrong with me?

Why did the patient take so many

psychotropic drugs?

It's not like my teacher's style.

The patient was admitted

to the mental hospital in City H in 1998.

The patient had a series

of psychiatric complications due to medicine.

The patient showed early
signs of schizophrenia.

She was unstable when admitted to the hospital for treatment,

so she was admitted by force.

Here is your package.

Put it there.

Here?

Why are you still standing there? For moon bathing.

Come in.

You're not creative at all.

Your dressing is quite creative.

I'm sorry.

Look, facial masks of UNIFON.

How do you know I like it?

Miss He told me.

It can whiten your skin.

It can also make me happy.

You think my skin's black?

I… I don't.

Does it still hurt?

Of course.

Look.

I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have taught you back-breaker.

But you know I did it for your own good.

You're naive and beautiful.

I taught you self-defense
skills to protect you.

But I didn't expected

that you were so gifted and learned it so fast.

I accidentally misunderstood

you as my teammate.

Then I should be grateful for that?

I thought you misunderstood me as a suspect.

Have you ever seen I did that to suspects?

It's hot.

It tastes delicious.

What soup is it?

There are lamb bones, chicken bones, and pigtails in it.

You stewed so many bones together.

You don't want to give me meat?

No.

It's because bones are nutritious.

You are what you eat, right?

Come on.

Are you satirizing me?

I…

Take it easy.

My mother made this soup.

Your mother?

Well,

are you available?

My mom knows I have a girlfriend.

She wants to see you.

How can I see them like this?

It's OK.

My parents are easy to get along with.

They won't be picky about you.

Besides, they have praised you many times.

Fine.

Visit your parents so soon?

Jiahui.

You're back.

I came back to pack up my things.

In fact,

I've always wanted to say sorry to you.

There is no need.

It's me who should apologize.

I want to say sorry because as your friend,

I didn't care enough about you before.

I was aware of your difficulty,

but I couldn't do more for you.

You know and care about me so well, but I

know nothing about you.

It seems that you also rarely

mentioned your family.

I know you're the person who likes to keep

everything to yourself.

If you want,

if you really take me as your friend,

you can tell it to me.

Maybe it will make you more comfortable.

He Dun,

what I hate most is that you're

looking at me with sympathy.

I don't need your help.

Your behavior will only make me feel

I'm an abandoned wretch.

It's not like that.

I think you can

speak out what you've
been hiding in your heart.

Maybe we can solve the problem together.

What do you think?

You don't take me as a criminal,

but as your visitor, right?

Or

do you take me as a psychopath?

You misunderstood me, Jiahui.

I think I might have
misjudged you a little bit.

No,

there is no misunderstanding.

That's what I'm.

Everyone has their own values.

You shouldn't use your moral standards

to judge others.

I'm not like you.

Our ways of handling things are also different.

Do you really think you're so important

and everyone around the world needs your help?

Everyone has their psychological problem.

Do you really take yourself as a doctor?

Fine.

I'm sure you did all this for some reason.

The best thing you can do now

is to vent the emotions repressed in your heart

for so long.

Of course, if you're unwilling,

it doesn't matter.

If what I said stings you,

I'll apologize.

Come in.

Kaiyi.

What's in your hand?

Have a look.

A new form and a new package.

You gotta figure out

how to change this situation.

You've made a great change

and proposed such bold attempts.

I know I have no qualifications

to make a request now.

But I've considered this new form

for a long time.

There's no making without breaking.

I hope you can support me once again.

Tell me about the details.

I want to open a contribution section

on classic stories from the 1990s.

According to listeners' contribution,

we'll take a field trip and find some clues

in line with that period.

From the perspective of exploration,

we'll restore the scene in details

to let listeners feel

as if they were on the spot.

Do you mean the program pattern

of narrating stories of a few years ago?

It's long been criticized.

After a few days,

listeners became more tired of it.

Judging from my experience,

I think those programs were criticized

because their stories were made up.

I think only real stories can touch others.

But real stories aren't enough now.

Why?

Because no one is willing to show up

and expose their secrets.

So this is one advantage of our program.

Here is another thing.

Say the point.

We only do one theme,

the Forgotten Lovers of the Past.

Thanks.

What do you want to know?

What did your mom look like when she was young?

In my memories for her,

there are a lot of things involved,

positive or negative.

I can't remember it well.

I think in those bad memories of yours,

your mom didn't hurt you on purpose.

Maybe.

I don't know how to start my narration.

How about starting it with your happy memories?

In my memories,

she was always beautiful.

She taught me how to play the violin

and read stories before I slept.

Even if I flied paper planes

around the whole house,

she was always smiling.

She was so smart.

Looks like nothing could stump her.

Others thought she was fragile.

But in front of me, she showed her toughness,

though in her own way.

Are you gonna eat?

If not, don't sit here.

Do you want to eat white rabbit rolls?

These two rolls belong to you.

Now close your eyes

and count from one to ten.

I didn't want to tell you before because people

always take a sympathetic look

at the children from broken families

and blame mistakes they make at adulthood

on their original families.

But I don't think it's fair.

Won't the child from an entire family

make a mistake in his whole life?

I don't need your sympathy.

Now that I made a mistake,

I can afford the consequences.

I don't need your forgiveness.

I won't forgive you,

at lease now.

But it's my own choice
to make friends with you.

That's quite another thing.

Jiahui, I think in some aspects

we're really similar.

We've both suffered the pain

and had the memories

that ordinary people can't have.

But we shouldn't

let our past affect what we're now.

Each day is a new day.

We can't always dwell on the painful past.

And I believe

your mom must love you so much.

The psychological counseling cases in this TV series are artistically stylized for visual presentation purposes. Please seek help from professional psychological counseling institutions if you encounter similar cases or have other psychological distress.

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♫ I wish to be with you ♫

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♫ Taking with it my blue and cloudy memories ♫

♫ I bloom a scenery as clear as a song ♫

♫ I see your eyes as bright as a star ♫

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♫ Of beautiful love ♫

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