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❝ The Old Man of Jiangnan ❞ by Lu Hu - Singers: Lu Hu and Liu Xijun

♫ Apricot blossoms fall on the lake surface ♫

♫ The misty rain dissolves away the longing ♫

♫ The face under the oil-paper umbrella ♫

♫ Hasn’t yet lost the youthfulness ♫

♫ Your face in my dreams ♫

♫ Emerged intermittently ♫

♫ I wish I could return to the past ♫

♫ Lying down drunkenly by the river bank ♫

♫ How attached we were when we met ♫

♫ How inseparable we were when we were together ♫

♫ Mandarin ducks and butterflies couldn't see ♫

♫ The great beauty of this world ♫

♫ I’d like to be carried by the wind to Nirvana ♫

♫ But nothing is comparable to you ♫

♫ If the heart never changed ♫

♫ I would have no regrets on the day I died ♫

[Marvelous Woman]

[Episode 30]

My newly developed techniques and tricks are here.

Major silk workshops in Suzhou,

brocade and tapestry skills

are changing with each passing day.

You must think of what you excel in

and the characteristics. Qingyue Workshop,

I'm handing over to you.

Must you leave?

Mother,

I can't bear to be without you.

Good child, if you can't bear to see her leave,

come and kowtow to her.

Don't kneel. Get up now.

Don't call me Mother in the future. Call me Aunt Shen.

Xiu Shan will never forget your kindness in raising him.

Even more so, he misses you a lot.

It's just a form of address. Let him call you Mother.

Mother, I will visit you often in the future.

If you want to visit me in the future,

I will be waiting for you. Alright?

Alright.

♫ Apricot blossoms fall on the lake surface ♫

♫ The misty rain dissolves away the longing ♫

♫ The face under the oil-paper umbrella ♫

♫ Hasn’t yet lost the youthfulness ♫

♫ Your face in my dreams ♫

♫ Emerged intermittently ♫

♫ I wish I could return to the past ♫

♫ Lying down drunkenly by the river bank ♫

♫ How attached we were when we met ♫

♫ How inseparable we were when we were together ♫

♫ Mandarin ducks and butterflies couldn't see ♫

♫ The great beauty of this world ♫

She has left?

♫ But nothing is comparable to you ♫

♫ If the heart never changed ♫

♫ I would have no regrets on the day I died ♫

Sometimes,

I think that people are really strange.

Although we know that we should really let her go,

when she really left,

there's an emptiness in our hearts.

However, Shen Cuixi, even if she has stepped out from this door,

she's still our kin for this lifetime.

♫ It certainly isn't perfunctory ♫

♫ Who was the one entering Heaven or descending to Hades? ♫

♫ Like a kite with a broken string ♫

♫ Before spring could come ♫

It's here.

This will be our home in the future.

Jinxi Workshop.

[Jinxi Workshop]

Madam, Older Sister Shu Fang,

why didn't you all me?

I'm going to prepare breakfast for you.

We have already bought breakfast.

We have already eaten. Go and eat now.

Older Sister Shu Fang, you shouldn't spend money again.

Older Sister has been managing the Ren family for more than ten years.

Do you still need to worry on her behalf?

Older Sister Shu Fang, it's different today.

When we left Ren family, Eldest Master wanted to give us some money again.

However, Madam said the Ren family now

has many things waiting to be done.

Hence, she didn't take the money.

In the future, we need to be careful with our budget.

Older Sister said if one has skills, there's no worries about lacking food and clothes.

With her pair of hands,

would we starve a big girl like you?

Madam, she's commenting about me again.

Shu Fang, don't bully Xiao Lan.

She is cute and caring.

She distinctly knows that she would have a hard life with me but she still follows me.

Unlike you

who's quick with the abacus

and already did the calculations.

Older Sister, you were the one who taught me abacus.

You are now turning back on me again.

Fine. I will leave.

I'm really leaving.

Leave now.

Don't look back three times with a single step. I will be dizzy.

Madam, Older Sister Shu Fang is not going to establish Jinxi Workshop with us?

She wants to stay here and be lazy.

However, the Ren family and General Accounts Office can't do without her.

Older Sister Shu Fang and you are amazing.

You are not afraid of enduring hardships after leaving the Ren family.

Your life in the future will be better than ours.

I will have a better life than the both of you?

I have never dared to think about this.

You can start thinking about this now.

The eighteen vassals all gather at the Hulao Gate.

Both sides are with their swords drawn and bows bent.

Post it here.

Everyone may not understand

why the feudal princes can gather here.

In fact, people are not satisfied with Dong Zhuo.

Also, Cao Cao forged a command in the name of the Emperor.

Hence, everyone is making concerted efforts

and vow to eradicate this evil traitor.

Recruitment of apprentices.

Let's take a look.

Jinxi Workshop?

- What's written there?
- They are accepting apprentices.

Jinxi Workshop is recruiting apprentices today.

Jinxi Workshop is recruiting apprentices today.

Regardless of your origin and whether you are rich or poor.

It's for those who have a passion for embroidery and needleworks.

You can apply three days later.

This notice is posted all over the city.

Since we have Kesi embroidery in Suzhou,

they were inherited from families. They occasionally, accept apprentices.

However, there has never been someone like Madam Shen

who do public recruitment to impart her skills.

However, Madam Shen is known to have superb skills.

If you can obtain her genuine imparted skills, perhaps,

it will be the beginning of a flourishing family.

Do you many people will apply?

Madam Shen is willing to overcome restrictions of opinions

and impart what she has learned in her entire life.

This is the great positive outlook of Madam Shen.

It will also be more beneficial to the entire weaving industry in Suzhou.

It's just that

it's hard to do this.

A great weaver and a prefectural magistrate

were defeated by Madam Shen.

I really don't believe that

it will be that difficult to establish a silk workshop and accept a few apprentices.

You are still young.

Where would you know the manners and morals of this dangerous world?

That Li Zhao and and Cao Wenbin

are outsiders. When everyone rally together, it will be easy to oppose the outsiders.

The Ren clan and family are on the same side.

There can be a butterfly effect in parents, brothers,

husbands and wives, children and good friends.

Tell me what's the countermeasure.

It's difficult.

Take a look.

How outrageous.

It's really too outrageous.

Third Uncle, don't be angry.

In fact, I knew about this earlier.

It's not a big deal too.

Mistress Shen wanted to have her own Silk Workshop,

recruit a few students, and make a living.

Mistress Shen is the No.1 weaver in Suzhou.

If she recruits a lot of students, then the unique skills of the Ren Family

the unique skills of the Ren Family, Xue Tang.

Fifth Uncle, it is said that ”The master teaches the trade, but the apprentice's skill is self-made."

There are so many people learning to weave, none of them

but Mistress Shen became the No.1 weaver of Suzhou.

Isn't that because of her own dedication and hard work?

Xue Tang. There's something that Seventh Uncle has always wanted to say.

Shen Cui Xi, and Zeng Bao Qin.

Both made important contributions to the Ren Household indeed.

But look at what they've done.

Is there anything that's not out of the way?

There are so many offsprings of the Ren Household.

Which of the girls have the gut like theirs?

Ultimately, it is your tolerance that resulted in all that.

I can't believe you allowed a woman to propose a divorce to you, and you agreed.

We don't know what to say about that, Xue Tang!

- Seventh Uncle.
- Relax, relax.

Let's not discuss this anymore. Mistress Shen's Silk Workshop

can only accept students of the Ren Family!

Otherwise, if the family members are not happy with it,

There's nothing we can do if they make a scene.

Fifth Brother, Seventh Brother.

Let's leave.

[Qingyue Workshop]

Eldest Master.

[Student Recruitment Notice]

I heard from Mother that your weaving skills are already seamless.

Why do you still work so hard and keep weaving every day?

Xue Tang, I want to create weaving techniques of my own.

I don't just want to repeat what others have done.

Really?

In fact, many weaving techniques

have been lost as time went by.

In that case, I will recruit many students one day

so they can bring the weaving techniques across the world.

[Jinxi Workshop]

Eldest Master.

You're here.

You look fine.

I am fine.

How about Xiu Shan? How is he?

Is this the life you're satisfied with?

I've found my passion.

I've never been more satisfied with myself.

The uncles got very angry, and they asked me to tell you

that you can only accept offsprings of the Ren Household as your students.

I'm afraid that members of the Ren Household will find troubles for you. I'm just here for a reminder.

I understand.

Although Confucious said that we should "provide education for all people without discrimination".

But to widely recruit students is a pioneering effort.

The first step is always the hardest.

How about accepting a few ladies from the decent families first,

and think about other options after Jinxi Workshop is on the right track. What do you think?

Right.

I'll think about your suggestions.

Thank you, Eldest Master.

[Jinxi Workshop]

They are opening today.

- The Jinxi Workshop is finally open.
- Mistress Shen runs it.

- Mistress Shen helped us a lot back in the days.

She did!

Mistress, I'm afraid.

Open the door.

Mistress Shen, Congratulations!

- Thank you!
- Congratulations!

Please come in.

Let's go.

Thank you, thank you.

- Congratulations on your grand opening!
- Congratulations, Mistress Shen!

It's such a beautiful place!

This one looks very nice.

It suits you very well.

Take a look.

Sister Bao Qin is here!

Sister!

Congratulations on your grand opening,

and may your business thrive!

Thank you so much!

Eldest Master.

Congratulations.

Let's chat inside.

This way.

[Jinxi Workshop]

I... I want to learn weaving.

Little girl, come inside and we can talk.

But there are so many men in there.

If you want to learn a skill and make a living, you have to associate with different people.

But my mother said that a girl should not meet with strange men.

If your mind is upright, you're always upright.

Only those who have evil thoughts will care about segregating men and women.

Come inside.

Stop! Don't you go inside!

I told you not to come here, and you came behind my back.

Go home with me!

Mother! I want to learn weaving!

We're not going into a place like this!

Look at the group of men inside! I can't believe you're not ashamed!

It's normal to have guests at a silk workshop.

There are so many silk workshops in town,

and none of them has the rule to exclude men.

Of course! There are so many silk workshops in Suzhou,

and none of them are run by a woman!

You're immoral and shameless!

How can she talk like that?

Well, she's just an ignorant woman.

Mother, I just want to learn a trade,

so I can make money for the family and Father won't be so tired.

Marrying a man will give you enough food and clothing!

Only women who are abandoned have to worry about their food and clothing!

You should stay on track! Don't jump into her trap.

Mother! Everyone in Suzhou knows that Mistress Shen is a decent lady.

A decent lady? Eldest Master Ren is still in there!

I've never seen a woman

who is divorced but still sees her ex-husband.

How is that a decent woman?

Yes. She's not decent.

It's not your turn to poke your nose around the family issues of the Ren Family!

What is she talking about?

[Jinxi Workshop]

She came out to show herself in public after her marriage failed.

How shameless is that! Aren't you ashamed making money for yourself?

Go home!

We're here! Come with me.

We're here.

Today is the grand opening of Jinxi Workshop.

Congratulations! I came with my daughters

to bring our wishes to you!

Thank you, Shopkeeper Ding.

Mistress, do you like my two daughters?

Are they fortunate enough to be your students

and learn to weave?

- Come inside for a talk.
- He sent two children here!

- It's good to learn some skills.
- Really? Someone's sending his daughters here?

I know him. He's the shopkeeper of the Ding's Silk Workshop.

He used to be the Lead Weaver.

Sister-in-law, Mistress Shen is very influential in Suzhou.

If the kid likes it, why don't you let her stay here?

- Right, you should let her stay if she like it.
- Families that truly love their daughters

will never send them here to learn weaving!

The fortunate women will marry a good husband

so they won't have to worry about food and clothing.
Do you understand?

Go home!

[Jinxi Workshop]

You really want the girls to learn weaving? Weaving is a hard job.

Mistress Shen. My two kids lost their mother at a very young age. They're already unfortunate.

I want them to learn a skill from you, so they can support themselves.

That's how I can be sure they'll take good care of themselves.

After all, Mistress Shen's achievements in the weaving techniques

and your moral standard, no one that knows better than me.

If Qiao'er knows it in heaven, she will be truly happy.

You came here especially to help me out, aren't you?

Mistress Shen, you're always so kind.

I'm just afraid that the kids are not smart enough and you won't be willing to teach them.

The Notice clearly states that

it doesn't matter what family or age, rich or poor.

As long as they're willing to learn, they're always welcome.

Zhaodi, Yindi, make a kowtow to your teacher.

Here.

Paying respect to Master.

That's enough. Hurry and get up.

Today is the opening of Jinxi Workshop. Then I will be taking on these two disciples.

- Okay.
- Congratulations, Miss.

Congratulations, Mistress Shen!

- Congratulations, Shopkeeper Ding!
- Thank you!

- Congratulations.
- Congratulations.

Zhaodi, Yindi, from now on,

please follow Mistress Shen's teaching, okay?

- I will.
- I will.

Mistress Shen, thank you for doing this.

Learn some skills from your teacher, alright?

- Mistress Shen, I will say goodbye for now.
- Thank you. Thank you.

Okay.

Sister is very happy.

Cuixi is someone who would rather suffer herself

and someone who will take good care of others.

Mistress Shen, goodbye.

Thank you.

Let's go.

Thank you!

Thank you. Thank you, thank you.

Thank you.

Second Young Master, do you need something?

I-I'm here to congratulate Eldest Sister-in-Law.

I mean, Mistress Shen.

Then you guys chat. I'm going to the General Accounts Office.

Why aren't you going with her?

Eldest Sister-in-Law, Sister,

I am learning how to settle accounts.

Watching the shopkeepers do business, I've learned a lot.

I finally understand why Shu Fang ignores me.

I want to be like Shu Fang where I'm so busy that I rush everywhere

and I won't have time to eat three meals a day.

And there's someone who's not helpful but messing around instead,

then I won't just be saying harsh words.

I would've hit him a long time ago.

Sister, I don't dare to find Shu Fang now.

If I were her, I would never look back.

Nothing in the world is impossible if you put your mind to it.

Miss Shu Fang.

It's so late. Why are you still here?

I was busy at Jinxi Workshop and Qingyue Workshop earlier and haven't been over here in a while.

I've got loads of accounts to work out here. The silk traders will be here tomorrow.

It's okay if it's a few days late. You don't have to be in such a rush.

How can I let that happen? We can't let them wait.

Miss Shu Fang is so considerate of others.

Fine. I'll have them make you some snacks.

Don't. It's so late. They're probably all sleeping.

Besides, I'm not hungry. Shopkeeper Lu, hurry and rest.

Okay. Sorry to trouble you.

I haven't finished calculating it yet.

Don't worry. I finished calculating it all for you.

Why are you here?

I came last night.

Husband and wife have the same heart. Your job is my job.

- You calculated all of these?
- Yes.

Shu Fang, forgive me.

In the past, I was wrong.

From now on, this family,

you take care of half while I'll take care of the other half.

You help me and I'll help you, okay?

You just understood this? What were you doing earlier?

You're just saying this to make me happy.

When something happens, you'll take back what you said again.

The divorce papers are in your hands.

From now on, if I don't learn well, you can divorce me.

You're the one who said it.

Then let me ask you one more thing. You really don't regret it?

I won't regret it!

In this lifetime, I won't regret it!

I won't regret it!

[Jinxi Workshop]

Here. You should hold your brush like this.

Put your hand down.

Okay.

Sister Xiao Lan, we're here to learn

weaving and embroidery skills. Why are we

learning to read and write characters as well?

The two of you want to slack off again?

No, Seventh Uncle said that

a woman without talent is virtuous.

He even kicked sister and I out of the school.

Seventh Uncle is a stubborn old man! How can you believe in his words?

If girls are illiterate and can't even read,

they'll be bullied by men. Does that make them happy?

Xiao Lan. Don't be rude.

Seventh Uncle is a senior member of the family.

You may know that Suzhou, Hanzhou,

and even in Jiangzhe areas,

decent families will invite teachers to their home

to teach their daughters to read and write,

the moral rules, and rules of the world.

But why do girls have to gain knowledge?

Why do girls have to learn skills?

Why do girls need to broaden their horizons?

Do you know why?

Why?

Because once you've gained enough knowledge and understood the rules of the world,

you'll start to think about another question.

Why can't girls gain knowledge?

Why can't girls learn skills?

Daughter.

After I leave, just push the door open and walk inside.

Once you walk inside, kneel down and pay respect to your teacher.

You should work hard to learn skills from your teacher.

You must take good...

Take good care of yourself, okay?

Take this.

Go in.

You are?

Master.

Good child, hurry and get up. Hurry and get up.

You're by yourself?

Where is your family?

I don't have a father.

They hocked my mother to someone else,

and because I'm a girl, they asked me to go with my mother.

My mother couldn't take care of me, so she sent me here,

and asked me to learn skills from you.

Come, good child. Hurry and get up.

Master, I've kowtowed three times.

You are my master from now on.

Can I stay then?

Don't worry. Master won't kick you out.

I'm just afraid when you gain your skills in the future,

your wings will harden, and you will fly out by yourself.

I won't. As long as Master still likes me,

I will stay with Master for life.

Silly kid. What's your name?

I am my mom's first child.

They call me Big Girl.

- What's your mom's surname?
- I don't know.

I am surnamed Shen. You can use my surname.

Since you are your mom's first child, let's call you Shen Yuan.
(T/N: Yuan can mean: first, primary, and original)

Lan'er's mom, hurry up.

Coming.

Hurry, hurry.

Pour.

Sit.

Here, have a drink.

Why did you suddenly want to drink?

Recently I gave Matchmaker Qian 500 Wen

to let her find a match for Xiaolan.

Eat.

That Matchmaker Qian is famous for taking the money and not care about suitable matches.

Why not get Matchmaker Wang?

Matchmaker Wang is kind and charges less for the appreciation money.

Xiaolan got used to the good life in the Ren Residence.

If she marries, she should marry into a rich family.

But how would a rich family accept our Xiaolan?

Xiaolan is just a maidservant.

Our family is small and poor.

You know nothing.

As Ren Residence's big maidservant

who follows the mistress-in-charge going in and out of the residence,

she has studied rules and has seen things.

A big family likes to find this kind of women as concubines to help take care of things at home.

Husabnd, you want Xiaolan to become a concubine?

What's wrong with concubines?

If she can bear a son or at least a daughter, she'll become a mistress.

We can share her fortune and can depend on her in the rest of our life.

It's decided. Eat.

Husband,

when we initially sent Xiaolan to Mistress Shen's side,

it was because Mistress Shen paid off the debt for us.

MIstress Shen is kind and didn't mention a contract to buy her.

But the money that was used to pay our debt

should have plenty left even if we had signed a contract.

How about... we ask Mistress Shen

about Xiaolan's marriage...

- Husband, don't let Xiaolan become a concubine.
- Shen Cui Xi is bad.

She won't stay as the mistress in charge,

and she won't get along with the Ren clan. Don't mention her anymore!

Xiaolan, are you worried about something?

I see that you've been looking unsettled lately.

What's wrong? Hurry and get up.

One after another, kneeling whenever there's something.

What exactly is the matter?

Mistress, I'm afraid.

My dad wants me to marry.

Mistress, my mom may look ferocious outside.

But when she seees my dad at home, she is like the mouse sees the cat.

As soon as my dad frowns, my mom is scared into trembling.

Isn't your dad always staying in bed because of his bad legs and feet?

Even though his legs and feet aren't good,

he is quite strong when he hits my mom.

I've actually heard about that.

Ever since I could remember, my dad has been hitting my mom.

My dad has pride. He never hits my mom's face.

When my mom was youong, she secretly cried and pleaded with the elders in the clan.

But they said, it's a woman's fate.

Mistress, I don't want to marry.

I don't want to be like my mom. Can you help me?

Mistress Shen.

- Aunt Fu is here.
- I hope I'm not bothering you.
- No. Please have a seat.

- Sit.
- I've brought some snacks for the kids.
- You are courteous.

Your elbow...

It's nothing. I scraped it carelessly when I was working.

Come, sit.

Xiaolan?

- Xiaolan?
- Mom?

Mom, how did you come to visit me?

Hey, don't...

I fell down when I was getting water from the well yesterday.

It was a hard fall. But I'm fine.

Xiaolan, get the first aid box please.

Sit down.

You're here to discuss Xiaolan's marriage, right?

Did Xiaolan tell you all about it?

Xiaolan is my first maid.

Back in the days, your family owed money and sent her to me to pay off your debt.

- No!
- Mother!

Stop!

Eldest Master Ren. Eldest Mistress.

I know you guys. You're all Ren.

We're all relatives. Shouldn't we help each other out?

Why are you forcing her to sell her child?

Eldest Master Ren. I don't think that's right.

She owes us more than 100 taels of silver!

If it were not because we're relatives,

we would never have loaned her the money!

That is right! That is right!

Aunt Fu. I thought you had two looms at home.

And I thought you learned great weaving skills from the elder generations.

Why did you end up like this?

Although I am skillful at weaving,

the silk price has been soaring day by day.

But the Weaving Bureau pay us the same price as last year for the brocade we made for them.

We've lost so much money due to the price differences!

Eldest Master Ren. Eldest Mistress.

We don't want to do this.

But we have no other choices.

We have our families to support.

We need to bring the money home to feed them.

Don't you agree with that?

I know it's been hard for everyone.

But you can't sell my daughter!

What's your name?

My name is Xiaolan.

Aunt Fu, has your daughter been learning to embroider and weave from you since she was very young?

Yes, she started learning since 5 year old.

Now she's been learning for four years.

How about this. I'll pay off the 100 taels of silver for you.

But you and Xiaolan need to sign an agreement with Qingyue Workshop.

That will make you a weaver of the Ren Household. Your salary will be at market price.

Half of your salary can be your family's daily expenses, while the other half will be used to pay your loan.

Before you pay off the 100 taels of silver, you can't accept any job from anywhere else.

Are you willing to do it or not?

Yes, yes!

Xiaolan, quickly, kneel down for Eldest Mistress.

Eldest Mistress, Xiaolan and I will be working for the Ren Household from now on.

Xiaolan, make a vow to Eldest Mistress now.

Aunt, she still has a long way to go.

Don't bind her to it for the rest of her life.

I'm the only one who can make a decision on her marriage.

Anyone else, even her birth father and mother, won't have a say.

Eldest Mistress. I mean, Mistress Shen.

Yes. That's the rule.

I'll be going home now. I will definitely deliver your message

to my husband.

What? She has to say yes to Xiaolan's marriage?

In her dreams! I'll have to reason things out with her.

How dare she! She's teaching my daughter to disobey her parents!

Husband! We can't get into trouble with Mistress Shen!

Do you still think she's the Eldest Mistress of the Ren Household?

Without the Ren Household, without Ren Xuetang,

she's nothing! Step away.

Husband!

Look! Ren Fu is sitting in a sedan chair!

Is he pretending to be prestigious? Who is he?

- Who is he? He looks malicious.
- He's a relative of the Ren Family.

Have you heard? Mistress Shen is taking advantage of him because he is a cripple.

and won't let his daughter get married!

Really?

Let's go and watch what happens.

This is how you create a petal. You have to run the needle like this.

Mother. What brings you here?

Mistress Shen. I've got you into trouble.

Your father is making a complaint to the elders of the Ren Family. He's coming here with a group of people soon.

What can we do?

Mistress Shen, you should hide!

I didn't do anything bad. Why should I hide?

Mistress Shen! Please be kind!

And have some mercy on me!

Pity me, a cripple man!

My poor daughter! She's 16 years old now!

She's still not engaged!

Shen didn't just decide to divorce her man,

she's even not allowing her maid to get married!

No way! I heard that Eldest Master Ren proposed the divorce himself.

That's because the Ren Family is kind.

They didn't want Mistress Shen to be sued or suffer from beating.

I heard that Mistress Shen proposed the divorce herself.

How could she? I can't believe a woman would propose a divorce by herself.

- Isn't that so?
- I only had this one daughter!

She needs to get married!

- I'll ask him to leave.
- Xiaolan, don't go out.

It's good for her to face some troubles.

I can't have you under my control...

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❝ Passionate yet Ruthless ❞ by Lu Hu - Singer: Lu Hu

♫ One who appears affectionate may be the one with a stony heart ♫

♫ One who appears heartless may be the one with real affection ♫

♫ The one invested in love ends up with a broken heart ♫

♫ The one by the cold pond, leaves a lonely silhouette ♫

♫ Uniting with a seemingly affectionate one ♫

♫ Leaves one tearfully gazing at the predestined love ♫

♫ There is nothing to fear about the preordained death ♫

♫ It’s rather the foredoomed life that one can only accept ♫

♫ The beautiful scene of this moment ♫

♫ Is like a dream, like a fantasy, like an illusion ♫

♫ If love is put with an end, my heart will stop with it ♫

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♫ The falling blossoms deliberately follow the wind ♫

♫ The coldhearted rain drizzles until dawn ♫

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