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Damn.
It's getting cold.
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Yep.
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That was an intense
group of kids.
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Dude, it's always
an intense group of kids.
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[chuckles]
Yeah.
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Abby thinks I'm some glorified
babysitter of fucked up kids.
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Yeah, well, maybe Abby
should come lead a group.
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Then she can talk.
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-Exactly.
-Yeah.
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So how long of a drive is it
back to your mom's house?
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Uh, I was gonna try to do it
in two days.
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I don't know.
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Maybe it's dumb to go--
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SHAWN: To go
to your high school reunion?
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Yeah.
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Man, let me
tell you something.
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I went to mine last year...
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Dude, it's hella fun.
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Yeah.
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You're right.
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Oh, man.
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I'm beat.
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-I'm gonna turn in.
-All right.
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Night.
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SHAWN:
Night, man.
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-CLAIRE: No running, girls.
-LIZZY: Juice, please.
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CLAIRE: Ah, sweetie,
I'm just in the middle of this.
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-JEFFREY: I got it.
-Hey, did you confirm dinner
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next week with the O'Neils?
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-Yep.
-Great.
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Here you go, honey.
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[softly] Here you go.
Okay.
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CLAIRE:
Do either of you have to go
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to the bathroom before we go?
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No?
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Hey, did you hear
from the club
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about the swim lessons?
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Yes, I convinced them
to put Sarah
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in the intermediate class.
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So it'll be every day
after school,
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and then we'll do ballet
on weekends.
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Wow, you girls
are gonna be busy this winter.
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-CLAIRE: Super busy.
-Out you go.
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CLAIRE: Let's go.
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CLAIRE:
That is crazy.
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JEFFREY:
All right.
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I'll get you.
All right.
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JEFFREY:
Okay, grab your bags.
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Here you go.
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CLAIRE:
You got yours?
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-LIZZY: Yeah.
-Yeah?
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SARAH:
So excited!
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CLAIRE:
Thank you.
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I got it.
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LIZZY: Happy birthday!
SARAH: Happy birthday!
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WYATT: My girls.
Come, come, come.
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You know what?
I heard there's some
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fresh-baked cookies
in the kitchen.
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-LIZZY: Cookies?
-Yeah.
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-Come on!
-JEFFREY: Oh, boy.
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CLAIRE:
Happy birthday, Dad!
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-WYATT: Thanks, darling.
-Hi.
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WYATT: Hi.
Oh.
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-CLAIRE: Hey.
-Come on and sit down.
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-JEFFREY: Oh.
-Take the big chair.
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CLAIRE: What kind of cake
would Grandpa like?
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-LIZZY: Chocolate!
-CLAIRE: Mmm.
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Okay, you wanna grab the rice?
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LIZZY:
Uh-huh.
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CLAIRE: Good helper.
Thank you.
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Oh, wow.
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Eric, hi.
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-Hi.
-CLAIRE: Um...
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How are you?
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I'm okay.
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Uh...I should probably
get going.
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We should--
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LIZZY:
Who is that man?
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Um, he's...just a...
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he's a old friend.
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Fuck!
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SARAH:
Mom, my arm's getting tired.
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Could you do it?
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-Mom?
-Yeah.
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Sure, sweetie.
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Why don't you go check on
your sister, okay?
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Okay.
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Oh, hey, I'm sorry
I didn't get a chance
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to pick up that stuff
you needed
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from the grocery store.
I'll go back tonight.
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No, no, no,
don't be ridiculous.
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-I'll go later tonight.
-ERIC: All right.
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-DEVIN: Bro!
-Hey.
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Devin.
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Dude!
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Holy shit.
You've filled out.
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Ah, just a little bit.
I don't know.
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You're looking--looking good,
man.
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DEVIN: [laughing]
Okay.
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Where's Phil?
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PHIL: I'm here.
ERIC: Hey.
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Dude.
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Dude, you've grown another,
like, five inches
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since I last saw you.
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SANDY: I think they're both
taller than you are now.
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-It's not cool, guys.
-[laughter]
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Let me see, uh--let me see
what you did with the place.
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I wanna see the room.
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DEVIN: Oh, this isn't
gonna be good.
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SANDY:
Hey.
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ERIC:
What's up?
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You okay?
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Yeah.
Yeah, totally.
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I'm just, you know,
tired from the drive.
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It's good to be home.
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-NATE: Knock, knock.
-LISA: Hey.
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WYATT: [laughs]
Hello, hello!
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NATE:
Good to see you.
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-LISA: Hey.
-NATE: Good to see you.
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-Here, got those for ya.
-Hey.
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NATE: Hey.
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CLAIRE: Good.
Nice to see you.
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-It's been a long time.
-Yeah, too long.
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JEFFREY:
You guys are done with these.
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-So do you wanna do blue lips?
-SARAH: Yes.
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WYATT:
You doing okay?
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Mm-hmm.
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Thanks for organizing
this whole thing.
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It was a team effort.
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75.
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How does it feel?
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I feel mighty happy
to have my family
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all together like this.
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Claire...I'm proud of you.
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JOSH:
Whoa.
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Is that Eric?
137
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-Yo.
-JOSH: What's up?
138
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-[stammers]
-What's up, man?
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JOSH:
The prodigal son returns.
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ERIC: Good to see ya.
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-JOSH: [laughs]
-What's up, man?
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What's it been,
like five fucking years?
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ERIC:
Dude, it's good to see ya.
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It's good to see you, too,
guys--damn.
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-Hey, baby.
-NICOLE: Hey.
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Hey, I'm Nicole.
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Hey.
Eric.
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Dude, we had a kid last year.
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Dude, I know.
I saw on the 'gram.
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-Major congrats.
-JOSH: Yeah, truly...
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Yeah, let me show you
some pictures.
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-ERIC: Yeah.
-I got to.
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-Here it is.
-Oh, God.
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Good thing
she takes after Nicole.
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-She's beautiful.
-[laughter]
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I can't wait
to tell your kids stories
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about you from high school.
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-LOGAN: No, never--never.
-Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.
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No, no, no.
You should come by
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-this weekend.
-ERIC: Yeah, I will.
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-Yeah, I mean it.
-ERIC: For sure.
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How are you, man?
You good?
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Yeah.
Yeah, man, I'm doing all right.
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So what's the deal?
How long are you in town for?
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Um, just a couple of days.
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-That's it?
-Yeah, man, it's a quick trip.
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JOSH: Okay.
ERIC: Whoa, there she is.
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[laughs]
My favorite trio.
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-LOGAN: Hi.
-ALISON: How are you?
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-LOGAN: Good to see you.
-It's been so long.
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-JOSH: How's it going?
-ALISON: Good to see you.
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-Hi.
-ALISON: Hi!
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-Hi.
-NICOLE: Hi.
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Alison.
Nice to meet you.
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Nicole.
Nice to meet you too.
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All right, we gotta roll.
It's pump time, baby.
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-Don't say that.
-Sorry.
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-[laughter]
-Seriously, come by.
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Uh, yeah.
Yeah, I will.
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-Bye, guys.
-ALISON: Bye, guys.
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JOSH: I should probably
head out too.
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You should have came earlier.
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You, uh--you're right.
I messed up.
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No, no, honestly,
it's all good.
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It's--it's good to see you.
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You, too, man.
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JOSH: Come on, get in here.
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-ALISON: [laughs]
-JOSH: Ah.
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[softly]
Dude, I hear she's single.
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Okay.
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You know, I heard
he made millions
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off Bitcoin, like,
five years ago.
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-ERIC: I heard that.
-Yeah.
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It wouldn't surprise me.
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How does--how's everything
with you?
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-I'm good.
-ALISON: Yeah?
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Yeah, I started leading
these, um,
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therapeutic wilderness trips.
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ALISON:
Yeah, I heard about that.
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Oh, you've been keeping tabs
on me.
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-Well, maybe.
-[both laugh]
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-[glasses clatter]
-Do you want vodka or whiskey?
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-Either's fine.
-ALISON: All right.
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It feels really weird
being back here in Austin,
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having to stay at a hotel room
instead of my parents' home.
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How are they?
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Exactly the same.
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Is everything okay?
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Yeah.
Yeah, I'm fine.
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I'm just--sorry.
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I just, um...
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I--I didn't think this was
gonna happen again.
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Yeah.
[laughs]
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I think I'm just...
in my head.
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ALISON:
That's fine.
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Here.
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Hey, I'm sorry about
what happened senior year.
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-Oh, Jesus Christ.
-Oh, come on.
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-What?
-I'm just--I'm being serious.
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Yeah, but that was, like,
a whole lifetime ago.
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-Yeah.
-Yeah.
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You're a good guy, Walker.
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You are.
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Did I mention I have
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an insanely early flight
in the morning?
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-Oh, yeah?
-Yeah.
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-Do you want me to leave?
-No.
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I want the opposite.
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I was just apologizing
just in case I wake you up.
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Come here.
[laughs]
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JEFFREY:
Claire?
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I'm just getting some water.
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Hi.
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ERIC:
Hi.
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Did you find parking okay?
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Uh, yeah.
Yeah.
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Oh, good.
I--I've had trouble parking
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around here before.
So...
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ERIC: I found a spot
around the corner.
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SERVER:
Something to drink?
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Uh, water, please.
Tap is fine.
242
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You sure you don't want
anything else?
243
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So you're married now?
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You have a kid.
245
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Well, two, actually.
246
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You guys live in Houston?
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I, uh--I Googled you.
[snorts softly]
248
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I've Googled you too.
249
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Why did you text me?
250
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I--I have been...
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I've--I've been wanting to
for years.
252
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I feel like such a coward.
253
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I can't tell you how many times
254
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I have thought about
reaching out to apologize,
255
00:20:04,725 --> 00:20:06,161
and I know that I should have.
256
00:20:07,510 --> 00:20:09,295
But I just--
257
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I wanted us both
to be able to move on.
258
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And I was so happy
that you were able to go to UT
259
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and move forward
with your life.
260
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Thank you.
261
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I just didn't wanna
pull you back.
262
00:20:31,621 --> 00:20:34,842
I didn't move forward
with my life.
263
00:20:38,672 --> 00:20:41,762
Our relationship
fucking destroyed me.
264
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[softly] I'm so sorry.
265
00:20:50,510 --> 00:20:53,643
My marriage wasn't working,
and--
266
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and so I blew it up
267
00:20:55,558 --> 00:20:57,604
because it--it was the only way
I knew how to end it.
268
00:20:59,388 --> 00:21:01,825
That's not an excuse.
269
00:21:01,999 --> 00:21:03,305
You were the victim of that,
270
00:21:03,479 --> 00:21:05,786
and I shouldn't have
let it happen.
271
00:21:07,527 --> 00:21:11,226
I violated my--my role
as an educator, and I...
272
00:21:13,750 --> 00:21:15,665
I should have never
betrayed those boundaries.
273
00:21:15,839 --> 00:21:17,754
I should have...
274
00:21:17,928 --> 00:21:18,929
I should have stopped you.
275
00:21:19,103 --> 00:21:20,148
I shouldn't have let you
kiss me.
276
00:21:20,322 --> 00:21:21,280
I should have...
277
00:21:22,933 --> 00:21:24,152
I should have just
turned you down.
278
00:21:24,326 --> 00:21:26,372
Is--is that
what you think happened?
279
00:21:26,546 --> 00:21:28,504
You came into the classroom
and kissed me,
280
00:21:28,678 --> 00:21:30,158
but I should have ended it.
281
00:21:30,332 --> 00:21:31,986
You agreed to tutor me.
282
00:21:32,160 --> 00:21:34,205
You took me to UT.
283
00:21:34,380 --> 00:21:36,338
You insisted
that I call you "Claire."
284
00:21:36,512 --> 00:21:38,514
You took me away
from that dance,
285
00:21:38,688 --> 00:21:40,734
and you told me to get
in the back seat of the car.
286
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I never wanted you to do
anything you didn't wanna do.
287
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ERIC:
You're in denial.
288
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Do you know how long it took me
to figure out
289
00:21:48,219 --> 00:21:50,352
that I wasn't responsible...
290
00:21:50,526 --> 00:21:53,660
that--that you were the one
creating those moments?
291
00:21:54,704 --> 00:21:57,228
Do you know how long
I hated myself
292
00:21:57,403 --> 00:21:59,187
because I thought
that I hurt you?
293
00:22:02,277 --> 00:22:04,410
I lost years, Claire.
294
00:22:10,067 --> 00:22:11,852
I saw my brother the other day.
295
00:22:14,028 --> 00:22:15,508
He's 17 now.
296
00:22:17,771 --> 00:22:19,338
Same age I was.
297
00:22:21,470 --> 00:22:23,777
He looks so fucking young.
298
00:22:25,996 --> 00:22:28,042
I was just a kid, Claire.
299
00:22:31,959 --> 00:22:33,439
I know.
I know.
300
00:22:39,967 --> 00:22:41,708
And now being a mother,
301
00:22:41,882 --> 00:22:43,710
knowing I did that, I...
302
00:22:46,277 --> 00:22:48,367
I cannot understand it myself.
303
00:22:51,500 --> 00:22:53,067
It's taken me so long
to figure out
304
00:22:53,241 --> 00:22:55,330
how to live with that.
305
00:22:57,419 --> 00:22:59,595
Every day, I...think about
306
00:22:59,769 --> 00:23:01,989
what I should have
done differently.
307
00:23:03,686 --> 00:23:06,080
-I just want you to be okay.
-Oh, my God.
308
00:23:07,342 --> 00:23:09,431
You're kidding, right?
309
00:23:09,605 --> 00:23:11,564
You called me here today
310
00:23:11,738 --> 00:23:13,653
because you're sick
of feeling guilty.
311
00:23:15,132 --> 00:23:16,569
I've seen you.
312
00:23:16,743 --> 00:23:18,658
You know,
I've seen your photos,
313
00:23:18,832 --> 00:23:21,530
your perfect family
and your big house.
314
00:23:21,704 --> 00:23:23,358
My life is not perfect.
315
00:23:25,273 --> 00:23:26,622
Yeah, sure, I got lucky.
316
00:23:26,796 --> 00:23:29,103
I--I found a husband who,
for reasons
317
00:23:29,277 --> 00:23:30,800
I will never understand,
doesn't judge me
318
00:23:30,974 --> 00:23:33,107
the way other people do,
but like...
319
00:23:35,979 --> 00:23:37,503
I can't get a job.
320
00:23:38,852 --> 00:23:41,594
I can't go to PTA meetings.
321
00:23:41,768 --> 00:23:43,726
The way other parents
look at me--
322
00:23:43,900 --> 00:23:46,468
it is a--a Google search away.
323
00:23:46,642 --> 00:23:49,515
I am one click away from ruin.
324
00:23:50,516 --> 00:23:51,691
It's hell.
325
00:23:55,999 --> 00:23:58,393
You're still making this
about you.
326
00:24:02,353 --> 00:24:05,008
No, wait.
Eric, please.
327
00:24:05,182 --> 00:24:07,968
I will never be just one
click away from this, Claire.
328
00:24:11,580 --> 00:24:13,408
I have to live with this
forever.
329
00:24:18,544 --> 00:24:20,284
So do you.
330
00:24:37,867 --> 00:24:43,699
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