All language subtitles for A Million Little Things s04e08 The Things We Keep Inside.eng

Maggie, this is serious.
You have a stalker.

Previously on
"A Million Little Things"...

I'm -- I'm Eddie.

Anna: I'm Anna.

How do you know Sophie?

I'm Anna Benoit.

Sophie: Peter's wife.

Anna:
I'm trying to move on,

but Peter's taking
even that away from me.

I'm ready for my audition.

Paragon Plus is giving you
your movie back.

Really?

Look at that.
We were supposed to meet.

Hi.It just felt like
I'd been away long enough.

Is that okay?

I don't think
we can do this.

Can we talk to you
about something?

And suddenly the woman
you thought you were gonna

spend the rest of your life
with is having another baby

with a man who spells
"Stephen" with a P-H!

I think I know who's been
sending me these letters.

He died three years ago.

♪♪

♪♪

Make any sense of
it yet?

It looks like
a bunch of pages

that were torn out of
Justin's journals.

I put some of them
in order,

but there are just
still these huge gaps.

As far as I can tell,
they were all written

right after he stopped
coming to see me.

He was so talented.

I mean, this looks
just like you.

Yeah, he was a student
at the Art Institute.

One of my first clients,
right out of grad school.

What happened to him?

I'm sorry. You --
You don't have to talk about it.

No, it's okay.
Um...

He was going through
some really hard stuff

and eventually, he started
having feelings for me.

We're trained to deal with
that kind of thing,

but when I tried to
talk to him about it,

he just stopped showing up
for his appointments.

I reached out to him,
but I never heard back.

And a few months later,

I found out that
he had taken his life.

I'm so sorry.

But if he's gone,
who's sending you these?

Whoever's got his journal.

They're obviously still grieving
and need help.

I feel terrible for them.

You feel bad for the stalker
who's tormenting you,

which makes you officially
the best person I've ever met.

Tell that to the small but
very vocal group of Bruins fans

who think it's my fault
you lost last night.

Well, you did steal my energy
before the game.

Hmm.
But we need more data,

which is why,
in the name of science,

I suggest that we rerun
the experiment

before my flight to New York
tonight.

Oh, well, if it's
in the name of science.

You're a doctor.

It seems like you have
an obligation.

Mm-hmm.

♪♪

Can't wait.

[ Cellphone chimes ]Oh, and I am late.

Uh, I'm gonna stop by that
poké place that we like

on my way home.
Mm!

So just text me
what you want.

Alright, love ya.

♪♪

Please note, I said
"love ya," not "love you."

[ Chuckles ]
Which everybody knows

are completely different
things.Totally.

Not that I don't love you,
'cause I do love you.

I mean,
like I love all humanity.

Uh, I think what
I meant to say was...peace!

[ Door closes ]

Peace ya.

♪♪

Good morning, sunshine.

Ah, you're up early.
Would you like some coffee?

Nah, I am fueled by

the righteous pursuit
of self-improvement.

Oh.
Dr. Jessica says time to let go

of all things
me and Darcy,

so I am cleaning out
what I have left.

Where are you off to
so early?

Sophie's audition
for MMI is today.

Oh, that's great.

Yeah. She wants me to
give her notes

on her new song,
and then Regina and I

are going with her
in the afternoon.

So she only invited
the people

who haven't
massively failed her.

That makes sense.

I'm pretty sure a year ago,
I'd be persona non grata, too.

And I have the smashed guitars
to prove it.

She'll forgive you.
It just takes time.

Yeah.

And Dr. Jessica said
I have to let go

of the things I can't control
and try to forgive myself.

She also said that I have
to stop being the person

that starts every sentence
with "Dr. Jessica said."

Well, it sounds like
you're making progress.

Dr. Jessica said I am.[ Chuckles ]

Alright, man.
See you later.

Wish her luck for me,
silently,

so that hearing my name
does not throw her off her game.

Will do.

[ Door closes ]

♪♪

Hey.

♪♪

Oh, babe,
I have morning breath.

I missed
your morning breath.

[ Chuckling ]
Okay, but I gotta get up.

[ Chuckling ]
That's what I'm trying to do.

But I really have to go.

It's been six months

since we've been in
our own bed together,

and last night
we were so tired.

Mm-hmm.[ Cellphone vibrating ]

Oh, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. Mnh-mnh.

Yeah, you know what?
I should -- I should get that.

That's Cassandra.
She's probably calling about

our pitch to PBS today.

Hey, there.
No, no. It's perfect timing.

I just gotta figure out what
I'm wearing to this meeting.

[ Guitar playing ]

♪♪

Soph...

it's incredible.

[ Laughs ]
It's good, right?

[ Laughs ]

I'm just a little worried
about auditioning with it.

Might be a little edgy
for MMI.

All of the best art
comes from

channeling your most powerful
emotions,

like Alanis.

She's the queen of that.

Well, I got my inspiration
from what Anna said.

Thinking about Peter

and everything he took
from both of us,

it just clicked.

Well, I'm just glad something
good came out of that night.

Yeah, that must have been
a pretty terrible first date.

[ Chuckles ]
[ Sighs ]

Are you gonna see her
again?

No, definitely not.

We both agree
it's too complicated.

When has that
ever stopped you?

Alright.

I deserved that.

[ Chuckles ]

But if my relationship with
your mom taught me anything,

it's that if it starts messy,
it stays messy.

That's catchy.

Maybe I'll use that
for my next hook.

Well, clearly my work here
is done.

[ Chuckles ]

[ Refrigerator beeping ]

[ Beeping stops ]

♪♪

Ed, I don't know
what's going on,

but if I need to
close my eyes

and leave the apartment
immediately,

just say the word.

♪♪

Liam.

[ Chuckling ]
Hey, you found your hat!

Yeah.

What are you doing here,
pal?

Following your lead.

Lenox sucks,

so just gonna
live here with you now.

Hey, can I make you
a sandwich?

♪♪

Dr. Jessica is not
gonna like this.

[ Ringing]

Darcy: Hey, it's Darcy.
Leave a message.

[ Sighs ][ Beeps]

Hey, Darce.

I don't know
how to say this

without sounding like
a kidnapper, but, uh...

I have your son.

Oh, no, no, no.
You're right. You're right.

The blue vest looked sharp.
Yeah.

Okay.
I'll see you there.

How's Cassandra?

Oh, she's good. Just giving me
some notes on our pitch.

She really knows
her stuff.

Apparently.

And she seems to know
what you look good in, too.

[ Scoffs ]
What's that supposed to mean?

Nothing, just picking up
on a vibe, that's all.

A vibe?
[ Chuckles ] Yeah.

I mean,
I wouldn't be surprised

if she had
a little crush on you.

I mean, who can blame her?
I have a crush on you, too.

Are you for real?

You know, thanks to Cassandra,
my film's getting a second life.

No, it --
it totally should.

I'm just pointing out
your energy

when you talk to her
on the phone, that's all.

Okay, so -- so what -- what
are you really saying, Gina?

D-D-Do you not trust me?

Of course
I trust you.

Look, I'm glad she's helping
you. I just --

Cassandra believes in
my film,

so she's using
her connections

to get it back out there
again,

but if you want me to stop
working with her, say that.

No, of course not.
[ Sighs ]

I -- Look, just forget I even
brought it up, okay?

Great.
Already forgotten.

♪♪

[ Door opens ]What the -- [ Sighs ]

[ Door closes ]

You know the last time I played
this game was with you?

I'm still kicking
your butt.

Man: Score!Goaaaaalllll! Again.

Alright, let's rematch?

Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hold up.
Hold up. Hold up.

Talk to me. What's going on?
Why are you really here?

I already told you.
I hate Lenox.

It's in the middle of
nowhere.

There's nothing to do.
And...

I just...feel like
I'm always in the way,

so I just took my skateboard
and left.

What do you mean, you --
you feel like you're in the way?

[ Sighs ] It's just...

everything's about
the baby now.

Ah.

Huh.

Well, sure, sure.

But aren't you excited about
being a big brother?

I thought I was,
but in the past couple days,

I feel like they'd be
better off without me,

so I thought maybe I could
come stay with you, instead.

[ Knock on door ]

[ Sighs ]

That's your mom.

Wait, wait.
You called my mom?

I had to, pal.
No, no. She -- She can't be here.

She can and she is.

You're not Darcy.

And you're not Liam.

I'm Gary.

I'm Stephen.

I'm all caught up.

Thanks so much
for calling us.

Come on, Liam!

Darcy didn't tell me
youwere coming.

Or that, apparently,
she has a beard fetish.

Now I'm questioning
everything.

[ Door closes, lock clicks ]Liam: I can't believe
you called my dad!

You're such a traitor!

Come on, pal.

Leave me alone!

[ Knob rattles ]Liam!

Kids. [ Chuckles ]
Am I right?

Dale: Okay, just tell me,

was Cam in a good mood
this morning?

Did he get a full 8 hours
of sleep?

Do you think he can
cover the spread?

'Cause if I don't win back the
1,000 bucks I lost last game,

my wife's gonna kill me.

What I'm hearing is that

you express your passion
for the Bruins

through an unhealthy
gambling habit.

It's only unhealthy
if I lose!

Am I gonna lose?

Stay on the line,
Dale,

and I will have Claudia
share

some helpful resources
with you.

Meredith from Albany,
having problems at work.

Hello, Meredith from Albany.
You are in the room.

Meredith: Dr. Bloom?

Yes. I hear you're having
some problems at work.

Yeah, that's what I told
your screener,

but the real reason I'm calling
is because

I want every one of
your listeners to know

what you did to Justin.

You are a fraud,
Maggie Bloom.

You're up here every day
talking to the masses

like you're some kind of savior

when everyone should
know the truth --

that because of you,
my son is dead.

♪♪

I know you've been
trying to get in touch.

I received your...mail.

Meredith: I wanted you to see
what you did to my son.

Claudia: Maggie,
we should cut this off.

I understand that
you are in pain, Meredith.

Don't you dare tell me
about pain.

I have to sit here every day
and listen

to you pretend to care about
anyone besides yourself,

the way you pretended to care
about Justin.

Jane: Maggie, she's
attacking you. Drop the call.

Tell you what.

Why don't I go to
commercial,

and you and I can
talk about this privately?

Why? So your audience
can't hear the truth?

If you go to commercial,
I'll hang up.

Alright. I understand.
Let's, uh -- Let's talk here.

It's clear that you're
very angry with me,

and I can only imagine
how much you're hurting.

Maggie, commercial, now.

And I know it may be
hard to believe,

but I really do
want to help.

Just stop. Stop pretending like
you're so professional.

I'm the one who found him.

I knew something wasn't right.
A mother just knows.

[ Voice breaking]
So I went to see him.

Do you have any idea
what it's like

to lose a child like that?

No, I don't.

Of course you don't.

Well, I think about it
every single --

[ Beep, click ]

Meredith?

Did you get
her callback number?

♪♪

Take your next call.

♪♪

Meredith, you got cut off.
Please call me back.

♪♪

[ Button clicks ]

Philip in Danvers,
you are in the room.

Philip: Yeah, hi.

Longtime listener,
first time caller.

I was gonna get some advice
about my relationship

with my ex, but...

I gotta ask, was that last
woman telling the truth

about you and her son?

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

Okay, I cannot find
my screwdriver,

but it appears I have
all the components you need

to build a time machine, so
maybe we just do that instead?

How do you lose
a screwdriver?

How do you lose
your son?

I'm sorry.

No,
I probably deserve it.

Things have been
really tough lately,

and you're not exactly
helping.

Whoa.

What I mean is,
it's been tough,

living in the shadow of
Gary Mendez.

All Liam talks about is how good
you are at street hockey,

how fast you can eat
a Philly cheesesteak,

the voices you do
during D&D.

I just don't get it.

He's gotta be the only kid
in the world who's upset

that his mom and dad
managed to work things out.

[ Scoffs ] What am I doing
having another kid?

I can't even take care of
the family that I have.

M-My wife's on bed rest
and my son hates me so much

that he took a bus two hours
to get away.

Darce is on bed rest?
W-- Is everything okay?

She was reorganizing
the laundry room

the other night
when she tripped and fell.

Oh, my God.

I rushed her
to the hospital.

Thankfully, she and the baby
are okay,

but the doctor says that
she has to be off her feet

for the rest of
the pregnancy.

♪♪

How long ago
did this happen?

A couple days. Why?

I think I might know
what's going on with Liam.

♪♪

[ Chuckles ]

[ Typing ]

[ Cellphone swishes ]Who's that?

Oh, it's Morgan from
the open mic.

Her bass guitarist and drummer
are in some huge fight,

and they're taking bets on
who's gonna cave first.

Well, if there's one thing
that's true

regardless of genre,

it is always
the drummer's fault.

[ Chuckles ]

Hi.

Gina!

Hi!

Thank you for being here.

Of course.
I wouldn't miss it.

Hey.[ Chuckles ]
Hi.

♪♪

Hey. What is it?

It's just, uh...

last time I was in this building
was the day I met Peter.

♪♪

Oh, honey.

Yeah, that must be
really intense.

Yeah.

It's also the day
that Gary went off on him.

[ Scoffs ]
Just one in a long line

of many massive
Mendez mistakes.

Actually, that's a good
vocal warm-up --

many massive
Mendez mistakes.

Many massive
Mendez mistakes.

Look, I know this really
isn't the time,

but I just gotta say --

if someone hurt Theo or Charlie
the way Peter hurt you,

I probably would have done
the same thing Gary did.

And if your dad were here,
he would have, too.

♪♪

Gary took my voice away.

My dad never would have
done that.

♪♪

Can you give us a minute?

Sure.

I will go get you
some water.

It's good for
your vocal chords.

Hey.

I want you to acknowledge
how strong you are,

and no matter what the people
in that room

say or don't say,

to come back here, to be
willing to take this chance

after everything
that happened,

I hope you are as proud of
yourself as I am of you.

[ Door opens ]

Professor:
Sophie Dixon?

Now, go take
your voice back.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

Peter:
You hit all the right notes.

It just lacked passion.

Music's obviously
a wonderful hobby for you

and -- and I encourage you
to continue it.

♪♪

Uh, excuse me.
Is Dr. Reeves here?

Oh, no.
I'm afraid she's not.

But, uh -- But she was the one
who told me

to come back and audition.

I see.

Well, she just left us
for a position at Berklee.

Oh.

[ Sighs ]

So, what song will you
be playing for us today?

Peter: Can you please tell me
and the other judges

what your piece is about?

It's...

No, Miss Dixon.

♪♪

What is your song about?

It's a song I wrote...

about the man
who assaulted me.

♪♪

♪♪

♪ Did I let me down?

♪ Let you get away

♪ From what I had to say

♪♪

♪ Played me like the pieces

♪ Running everything

♪ A puppet on a string

♪ I let you in

♪ Dancing with a monster

♪ You love to make a mess

♪ Take till
there's nothing left ♪

♪ I am the best part

♪ The blue in the fire

♪ The brilliant sunrise

♪ That burns up a liar

♪ And everything after

♪ Is feeding the flames

♪ You're the disaster

♪ And I am the best part

♪♪

I haven't been
this nervous

since my fourth grade
piano recital.

Peed right through
my pants.

[ Chuckles ]Corduroy's even louder
when it's wet.

It's a good thing
she's not in corduroy.[ Chuckles ]

I'm sure
she's crushing it,

and a lot of that is
thanks to you.

After everything
with Delilah,

I never thought
she and I

would get back to
such a good place.

Can I ask you something?

When you and Delilah...

h-happened,

was it because you were
attracted to her,

or because something was off
between you and Katherine?

[ Sighs ] Honestly?

Both.

Katherine used to
do this thing

every day before
she left for work

where she'd sit on the bed
and kiss me goodbye.

Didn't matter if I was
completely sleeping,

it was 4:00 in the morning,
she'd always do it.

Until one day,
after a, uh...

particularly bad fight
that was totally my fault,

I woke up to the sound
of the door closing behind her.

First time, no kiss.

And the next day,
same thing.

They just stopped.

And the thing that
really scared me

was pretty soon,
I didn't miss it.

That's when I knew.

Why do you ask?

Hmm.
It's just, um...

Rome and I are having
a little trouble

getting back in sync,
and...

I can't help but wonder
if I was gone too long.

Uh,
Gina, I'll just say,

when that happened
with me and Katherine,

we were nowhere near as solid
as you guys.

But maybe you should do
what I didn't --

talk to him about it.

♪♪

[ Door opens ]

[ Gasps ] There she is.

Well?

[ Sighs ]
Those bastards.

No, I-I got in.

Those beautiful bastards!

Congrats!
We knew you'd crush it!

Thank you.[ Grunts ]

Where are
we gonna celebrate?

I know a great
Italian place --

deep-dish pizza,
unlimited garlic knots.

Sounds like you already know
where we're celebrating.

[ Chuckles ] You're right.
Rock star's choice.

No, no, no.
Pizza sounds great.

But can we actually do it
later tonight?

There's somebody I want to
tell I got in.

Your mom.

Okay, two people,

and do not tell my mom
I didn't think of her first.

Our lips, sealed.

Okay.

♪♪

Eddie: But just think,
next time you visit campus,

it's going to be
as a student.

You're going to MMI!

Regina:
[ Laughs ] Yeah, she is.

Fay: Rome and Cassandra,
this was wonderful.

I'll have our business affairs
folks reach out. Thank you.

You know, I think PBS
is the perfect fit.

Couldn't agree more.

Cassandra: Thank you.We'll be in touch.

Bye.

You were amazing.

Thank you, but this wouldn't
even be possible

if it weren't for you.

Mm.
We make a good team.

We gotta celebrate.

As my grandma always says,

life will give you
a lot of lows,

but when you hit a high,
enjoy it.

Well, I ain't about to
argue with Grandma.

Then champagne it is.

Okay, great.
Let's get the cheap stuff, okay?

This is public broadcasting
money.

Unless Big Bird's
footing the bill.

[ Chuckles ]

♪♪

Liam: Go away!

Liam, it's me.

Can you please open up?

I told you,
I'm not going anywhere.

And you don't have to.

I-I just want to
talk to you for a minute.

It's about your mom's fall.[ Door unlocks ]

Hey. Listen, pal.

You understand that
when Mom fell,

no matter what happened,
it wasn't your fault?

If I hadn't left my skateboard
in the laundry room --

It was an accident.

She could have
tripped on anything.

I mean, her belly's so big,
she can't even see her feet.

[ Chuckles ]

But you don't tell her
I said that.

I really need you at home
to help me take care of Mom

and, pretty soon,

your baby sister.

She's gonna love you.

♪♪

And I love you, too.

♪♪

So what do you say?

Should we head back home?

♪♪

Yeah.

♪♪

Jane: What were you thinking?
You know the rules.

If someone calls in with
a personal attack,

you dump the call.
End of story.

I really thought that
I could help her.

I mean, she's clearly in
a desperate place

and she's confused.

Is she?

What are you asking me?

Is there any truth
to what she said?

No, of course not.

Well, unfortunately, that is
not what our audience heard.

We cannot have them questioning
your credibility.

You're right. Yeah.

I will -- I'll address it

at the top of my show
tomorrow.

No. You're gonna take
the rest of the week off

till things calm down.

Wait, you're pulling me
off the air?

We have plenty of
pre-records ready to go.

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

Use this time off to think about
what really matters --

trying to help the one person
who doesn't want it,

or keeping what you
have built here.

You can't have both.

♪♪

[ Door opens, closes ]

[ Bell dings ]

♪♪

Hey, Anna.

Sophie, hey.

Um, what are you --
what are you doing here?

I came 'cause I wanted
to tell you that...

I was just accepted
to MMI.

That's amazing.
Congratulations.

Thank you.

Actually, the song
that got me in

was inspired by our talk
the other night.

[ Sighs ]

I would -- I would really love
to hear it.

I'd like that.

Oh.
I'm so excited for you.

Getting into MMI,

it was -- it was pretty much
the happiest moment of my life.

I didn't know
you went there.

Yeah, for -- for violin.

Well, do you still play?

No.

Um... [ Sighs ]

Someone convinced me
that I wasn't good enough,

and I was naive enough
to believe him.

Do me a favor?

Promise me that you will
always bet on yourself,

because you are
good enough.

I will. Thank you.

I'll let you
get back to work.

Congratulations.

Thank you.
[ Chuckles ]

Hey, what are you
doing tonight?

♪♪

Maggie:
So then she just cuts me off

and sends me straight
to commercial.

And then Jane told me
to take a week off.

Oh, you got put in
the penalty box.

Now I understand why there's
so much fighting in hockey.

Well, hey,
if you got the week off,

you should come with me
on this road trip.

It'll be fun.

Hotel bathrobes,
hotel room service, hotel sex.

Mm, I'd love to,
but I can't.

Aw, why not?

I mean, it beats sitting home
all week in detention.

Mm.

But you're not sitting at home,
are you?

I Googled her and I found out
where she lives in Albany.

Maggie --
Yeah, I know what you're gonna say,

but I just really need
to talk to her face-to-face.

I know I can help her.

Well, I want to
go with you.

You can't.

You've played
496 straight games.

497,
but who's counting?

Oh, everyone in Boston.

You can't break that streak
because of me.

I'm already in enough trouble
with my own fan base.

I don't suppose you wanna
take Bulldog?

She's not dangerous.
She's just hurting.

You don't know
this woman.

Okay, just promise me, if she
doesn't want to talk to you,

you'll let it go.

Okay. I will.

Good.
'Cause I love ya.

Oh, my God.

I said "love."

I-I should start
rambling nonsense

and awkwardly back out
the door like this.

This is how you do it,
right?

Peace
to all of humanity.

[ Chuckles ] Very funny.

There's just
one difference.

You know, when I said "love ya"
just then,

I didn't say it
in some universal,

all-of-humanity way.

I said it in a very,
very personal way.

Like this...

I love you.

I love you, too.

♪♪

Thank you.

You figured out what
was going on with him in like two seconds.

I used to read
"Encyclopedia Brown"

when I was a kid,

and the map for World War I
was labeled "World War I."

How'd they know there was
gonna be a second world war?

[ Chuckles ]

And you're funny, and you helped
Darcy with her PTSD,

and you were willing to
move to Lenox.

Why'd you two break up,
anyway?

She didn't tell you,
huh?

No.

Well, the truth is,

she realized she wanted to
give you two another shot.

Sometimes two people are just
meant to be together,

and no matter
what you do,

the universe finds a way
to make it happen.

♪♪

You know what? Um,
I'm gonna use the bathroom.

If you lock yourself
in there,

I'm gonna tear the door
off the hinges.

With what screwdriver?

[ Chuckles ]

Hey, uh, Gary,
can I...

can I ask you something?

Did --
Did you miss me at all?

What?

I mean, I know you and my mom
broke up,

but I didn't know that meant
we couldn't be friends anymore.

Dude...

...not a day has gone by
that I haven't missed you.

And just so you know,

I needed today just as badly
as you did.

Probably even more.

I'm so happy
you came to visit me,

because there's
something very special

that I want to give you.

♪♪

Wherever you go,
whether we're together or not,

when you wear this,
I'm with you.

But that's
your lucky hat.

Are you sure you want me
to have it?

I'm positive.

And now it is
your lucky hat.

♪♪

Are you sure
this is okay?

It's more than okay.

♪♪

♪♪

You ready, pal?

Yep.
Sure is.

Time to hit the road.

You fellas drive safe.

♪♪

Bye, Gary.

Goodbye, Liam.

♪♪

[ Door closes ]

You missed her
by 20 minutes.

She was putting Charlie down
for like the fourth time,

and then she finally
crashed, too.

Well, I'm glad you're up.

You're lucky Milo and I

are binge-watching
"My So-Called Life."

Wait, isn't he here?

Unfortunately, yes,

which is why we just
get on a video chat,

sync up our computers,

and then press "play"
at the exact same time.

For a few minutes, it doesn't
feel like we're an ocean apart.

So, um,
what is the big news?

I got into MMI.

Of course you got in!

Congratulations!
When do you start?

Yeah, that's actually
my question, too.

I don't know. I just don't feel
like I thought I would.

I've spent the last year
trying to prove

that I could get into
my dream school,

and now that I did,

just realizing maybe it's not
my dream anymore.

Okay.

But if that's not your dream,
then what is?

To the first of
many collaborations.

[ Chuckles ]

You know
you have to drink it

for the toast
to work, right?

[ Clears throat ]

Everything okay?

Yeah, yeah.
I just --

It's a lot to take in.

You brought my film back
from the dead.

That was all you.

I'm just happy to be
riding your coattails.

[ Both laugh ]

What are we celebrating
tonight?

Anniversary?

No, no. We're just --
We're just friends.

Colleagues, actually.

Um, just colleagues
and just friends.

Glad Gina wasn't here
to hear him say that.

[ Scoffs ]
What do you mean?

Oh, it's nothing.

A-Actually -- Actually,
it's pretty funny.

Gina's got
this crazy idea

that you've got
a little crush on me.

[ Chuckles ]

Well, I wasn't gonna
say anything,

because, you know,
you're married,

but it's not crazy.

What?

I'm attracted to you,

and I kind of assumed
it was mutual.

And look,
if I have the wrong idea

and you are
happily married,

nothing is happening
between us.

♪♪

But I don't know.

♪♪

I just kind of
get the impression

that maybe
you're not that happy.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

[ Groans ]
What's the matter?

Are you gonna throw up?

[ Groans ]

God, every time
I say something nice to you,

you throw up.

It's okay.

I'm not throwing up.

[ Groans ]

♪♪

You're in?

I'm in.

♪♪

♪♪

[ Sighs ]

♪♪

♪ And I'll run to you

[ Cellphone vibrating ]

♪ When the waters rise

♪ And I'll run to you
if the bombs ignite ♪

♪♪

Hey, Bloom.
I was just thinking about you.

What's going on
in your world?

♪ I'll still call to you
if I lose my sight ♪

Hey, sir, do you
happen to drive a minivan?

Because they're about to tow it
for -- for being so cool.

[ Laughs ]

What are you doing here?

Sophie stopped by
the music store

to tell me
she got into MMI

and invited me to crash
the celebration.

Where is she?

Oh, she must be --
wow, running very late.

♪♪

Oh, she's good.

What do you mean?

I think we just got
"Parent Trap"-ed.

♪♪

Oh.
Yeah.

W-Well, lucky for you,

I always had a big crush
on Dennis Quaid.

Who didn't?

Right?
[ Laughs ]

But this is still --
it's pretty complicated, right?

♪♪

Maybe it doesn't
have to be.

♪♪

I'm Eddie.

I'm Anna.

Well, it's nice to finally
meet you.

♪ Using all that we can

Thanks again for
letting me audition.

Of course.

I'm sorry you didn't
get into MMI.

They're idiots
not to want you.

[ Chuckles ] Well, actually,
I did get in,

but I'm not going.

Really?

Really.

'Cause there's something else
I want more.

♪♪

This.

[ Chuckles ]

Which is why I'm here,
betting on myself.

Well, I'm all for that.

Let's see what you got.

♪♪

[ Guitar playing ]

♪♪

♪ All our past and problems
understood ♪

♪♪

♪ If only we would act now
as we could ♪

♪♪

♪♪

Gina, I...

We need to talk.

What happened?

Did they not buy
the movie?

Oh, no, no. They did.

Then...what's going on?

I'm so sorry.

Did something happen
with Cassandra?

No. Nothing happened
between us.

But you were right. She --
She did have feelings for me,

and she thought I did,
too.

And I know why,
because I've been...

♪♪

Rome. Talk to me.

I sold my movie today.

Felt nothing.

When you came home,
I felt nothing.

I've been faking it
for everybody,

trying to make it seem like
I'm great.

♪♪

But I can't fake it
with you.

♪♪

My depression...

♪♪

...it's back.

Come here.

Come here.

♪♪

♪ Using all that we can

♪♪

So you're driving to Albany
to meet your stalker?

Seems like a once-in-a-lifetime
opportunity.

Yeah.If she stabs you, just don't
bleed on my leather seats.

I will be sure to
bleed politely.

Keys.

Thank you.
Gas tank's on --

On the side the arrow
is pointing at. I know.

The A/C should only
be run on --

Recirculation.

Unless you have dairy
without your Lactaid,

in which case,
just crack a window.

And remember,
premium unleaded only.

Oh, my God, Gary.

If you're so worried that
I'm gonna destroy your car,

you might as well just
drive me there yourself.

Well, maybe I will.

I mean, if you want to.

♪♪

I'm in.

♪♪

Alright.

♪ And I'll run to you
when the waters rise ♪

♪ And I'll run to you
if the bombs ignite ♪

♪ I'll still call to you
if I do go blind ♪

♪ And I'll be all for you
if you lose the fight ♪

Hi, I'm Lizzy Greene.
Tonight's episode featured

a mother grieving
over the loss of her son.

If you yourself
have struggled with suicide

or have lost a loved one,
you are not alone.

Please get the help
you deserve and reach out

to the American Foundation
for Suicide Prevention.

Learn more at afsp.org.

You can learn more about suicide

from the American Foundation
for Suicide Prevention

at afsp.org

or by calling 1-800-273-TALK.

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