All language subtitles for Dear Diary 05

[Previously on "Dear Diary"]
That diary,

did you burn it or not?

Weren't you there with me?

Duan Shui Liu.

Did you secretly keep the diary

because you like Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady?

Who would be thinking about
a fictional character for 12 years?

What if I tell you

that she's not a fictional character?

So it's just some superstitious rituals?

Listen,

I met an amazing master today.

He looked extraordinarily charming.

Several temples wanted to hire him
as their honorary consultant.

Second Uncle?

Second Uncle?

Your diary is the cause.

Their arrival is the effect.

What does that mean?

So I must pay for what I did?

Remember.

He's yours.

Let go!

Let go!

Prince.

Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady?

Ouyang Wen Shan?

And you say he's not your boyfriend.

You'll know at the critical moment.

Women would nip their husbands' hands
when they went into labor.

Some men would even become furious.

I've liked Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady
since I was 12 years old.

I can never forget her.

I don't care where she's from,
where she wants to go,

or how things will end.

I'm still willing to help her.

Even if I had to risk my life,

I'd be delighted to do it.

I'm not scared.

I only need some motivation.

Out of the way!

We're hospitalized.

We're hospitalized.

Mei Ru, did you hear that?

Where are there so many crows?

[Dear Diary]

[25 September 2019. Al-Hijarah Desert, Iraq.]

[This story is purely fictitious.]

[Episode 5]

These crows give me an ominous feeling.

Mei Ru, it's not safe here.

Let's go!

Let me go! What's wrong with you?

Let me go! Do you hear me?

-Murong, where are you going?
-Dragon.

Dragon, where are you going?

Where are you taking me?

Let me go! Do you hear me?

Put me down? What on earth is wrong with you?

Haven't you made me suffer enough? Put me down.

You

better listen to every word I'm saying.

From the moment you showed up,

my life has been in chaos.

I've had enough.

I know where you're from.

I won't put up with you anymore.

You're not even a real human, understand?

I don't want to see it again.

I never want to see it again!

Do you really think you're a prince?

Burn it.

Let them disappear! Disappear!

You're not supposed to exist.

Your existence shames me and embarrasses me.

Am I not supposed to exist?

These crows also seem to remind me
of some terrible memories.

I do seem to be a disgrace and an outcast.

But I don't remember anything at all.

Mei Ru, I'm sorry.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

(Maybe I can be part of this legend.)

(Immerse myself in love
and feel the happiness and pain.)

(Murong Jie Lun, my prince.)

(Of course, you don't know
what's going on with you.)

(You were a made-up character.)

(But you came to life.)

(You're the problem I have to face.)

Mei Ru, I'm sorry.

Can you tell me what I have to do
so I deserve to be with you?

I only want to love you and protect you.

I don't want to make you sad anymore.

All right, I'll teach you, and I'll bear it all

because Murong Jie Lun, you're mine.

(A few days ago, 90 kilometers south
of Baghdad, the capital of Iraq,)

(a relic was discovered.)

(Several precious cultural relics
were unearthed,)

(including exquisite silver goblets,)

(gold foil, and other treasures.)

(At the site,)

(some ancient stone slabs with cuneiform characters
were also discovered.)

(The research of the local archaeologists shows)

(that the history of these cultural relics
can be traced back to at least...)

What's that?

A TV.

What's a TV?

TV was invented in the year 1925.

It's an important tool for broadcast
and video communication.

It uses the residual visual effect of human eyes

to form visual moving images.

Will you stab it with a sword again in the future?

No.

What else that you can't stab?

Household appliances,

which are similar electronic appliances
used at home.

They are to liberate people from heavy housework.

The Code of Conduct that I mentioned before...

What did you feel?

The beauty of politeness and harmony
in modern society.

What about the specifics?

If others help me, I should thank them.

If I help others, I say, "It's no big deal."

If I meet an elder, I should greet him.

If we part, I should say, "Farewell."

Keep the civilized language in mind.

Use them often to keep a good manner.

Remember the nice gestures.

Now, put all these into practical use.

Sir,

you married a woman many years younger than you.

That old man receives so much respect.

He must be the king of a battlefield.

You're right about him being a king.

But no one earns their social status
only by fighting now.

Then how do they do that now?

With their intelligence.

Mei Ru, you must be intelligent.

I only have a better understanding
of life compared to you.

You know all the rules in the world.

I guess so.

So if you want to remain by my side,

you must lay low and don't cause any trouble.

Don't draw your weapon and tend to kill.

Also, don't introduce yourself
as a prince anymore.

But I'm a prince.

Are you telling me to lie?

You're not a prince.

I am a prince.

My words are the law.

If you refuse to obey, you can leave.

Pick one.

I want to stay and protect you.

Let me reiterate.

I don't need your protection.

I want to sit here.

This seat is taken.

You've been sitting here for a long time,

and you've been staring into other people's rooms.

Isn't that inappropriate, ma'am?

Ma'am?

Please sit.

"I have too many admirers. What should I do?"

I think you're too old to have admirers now.

See?

Many things can be solved
when you remain calm.

If the peace I gained from compromising
can make you happy,

I'm willing to abide by these rules.

Although you have great memories,

you always have those weird ideas.

Those are wrong.

You must follow the rules I set, understand?

No, I don't.

Take your time.

In short, you must learn to be kind to others.

Only then can you fit into society.

Go back to the room first. I have something to do.

All right.

Treat people with kindness.

Kid, there's something I have to tell you.

I've been there.

Let me give you some advice.

Stop thinking about how popular you are.

Studying hard should be your priority.

There's no use dating.

If the handsome guy
in this book came to you in reality,

then you'd be miserable.

You'll be extremely miserable.

Duan Shui Liu?

When they arrived just now,

I thought it was your prank.

Why would I do that?

You made Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady up.

I should thank you for bringing her into my life.

Duan Shui Liu, are you mad?

Is she even real?

I made her up.

She doesn't have feelings.

Chen Mei Ru, you only wrote a diary.

But you're not God.

You're not as lovable as you were
when you were 12.

At least, you believed in love
and miracles back then.

Duan Shui Liu, have you tricked too many girls

that you think you're very experienced in love?

They are humans.

Real flesh and blood. Can't you see it?

You turn yourself into a joke
for treating them like idiots.

You are indifferent to the world.

Don't force others to learn to embrace life.

You're bad at it.

I was too stupid and naive back then.

Had to upgrade myself.

At least, you were sincere.

But now, sincerity is not on your list.

Don't shoot yourself in the foot.

You should save that to yourself.

That's right. There are times
we have to believe it.

This silver basin will definitely work.

Hello, Mei Ru.

Your boyfriend is not bad.

Boss.

Come here.

He's polite and knowledgeable.

I got along better with him than you.

Aren't you busy today?

Yes, I'm busy worrying about my employee.

Dragon.

Shut up.

Aren't you tired of watching in secret?

It's been days.

Murong didn't even look at you once.

A heartless man like him...

What are you saying?

I meant

a heartless woman like Chen Mei Ru

deserves what she got.

I'll get rid of her sooner or later.

Mei Ru,

your forehead looks gloomy.

I didn't wash my face this morning.

Look, even your eyes look tired.

Yikes, it gave me the chills.

What are you trying to say?

You have to believe in fate.

You should learn more from your boyfriend.

What are you doing?

Mei Ru, don't be ignorant.

Silver can detox poison, don't you know that?

What?

Murong never leaves her side at all.

It'll be hard for you to make your move.

Shall I help you figure out
what they're talking about?

Mei Ru,

have you noticed Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady
in the opposite room?

She's gorgeous. You should at least wash your feet.

Or else Prince Murong will be disgusted with you.

Are they talking about me?

Yes, they are.

You said to treat people with kindness.

To observe more and learn more.

He agrees with me.

Your filth is because...

I said it's not filth.

Injury.

They are quarreling!

What is Chen Mei Ru saying?

Prince Murong, I don't mind
if you feel digested with me.

I'm worried about Duan Shui Liu,
who's with Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady.

He's my former classmate.

He was handsome and clever back in school.

I'm worried that Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady
will keep him by her side.

What if I do?

Is this your zodiac year?

Boss, I know myself best.

Please don't get involved.

Do you think I wanted to?

Just look at you.

Since your birthday celebration,

you got into trouble every few days.

Now, you end up in the hospital.

It's even affecting your work.

You should take care of it.

Purify your heart and dispel your illness.

What does this have to do with my work?

We should believe in fate.

Why does His Highness
treat Chen Mei Ru like a princess?

I should think about it carefully.

So don't interrupt me first.

I forget my lines easily.

Mei Ru, if you want to be treated like a princess,

you must wear shoes
other than washing your feet every day.

I'll definitely wear shoes.

If there's a man
who always reminds me to wear shoes,

I'll cherish him even more,

and I won't hit or scold him.

Besides, it's more lovely to wear shoes
than running around barefoot.

I think

if Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady
spends too much time with Duan Liu Shui,

that would be scary.

Why doesn't Murong want us to spend time together?

If we spend a lot of time together,

we'll become a powerful team.

We'd think about
how to deal with Chen Mei Ru all the time.

Of course, they'd be scared.

We should spend time together
for the sake of Murong.

For the sake of Murong,
we should spend more time together.

Where do we stay?

House.

Do you have a house?

I can have one.

It's Bigu fasting.

Bigu fasting is a form of energy cultivation.

Given her situation,

we must cleanse her aura,

which is commonly known as "change of luck".

Relax.

Take it as a form of changing your environment.

Otherwise, she won't be able to go to work.

[Bigu]

Bigu fasting.

Thank you.

Go with her, okay?

Okay.

Be sincere.

Okay.

Mei Ru,

try to recover soon so you can get back to work.

By the way,

I'll deduct your annual leave for this Bigu fasting.

He's really a nice guy.

Your bag, please.

What are you doing?

Bigu, of course.

As for the rest,

you won't be needing them.

Can I keep my mobile phone?

Not a chance!

It's a great place with rules.

They said Bigu fasting help reduce weight.

Does this place make us gain weight
instead of losing it?

Losing weight is a low-level goal in Bigu fasting.

You may be ignorant about it.

Thank you.

I appreciate it.

Thanks.

I hope you'll benefit from your stay here.

We're legitimate Taoists Bigu fasting.

It's beneficial for your body and mind.

We have a class at 6 AM.

and we sleep at 9 PM sharp.

Remember to abide by the rules.

Can we go now?

You can leave after you get your meal.

Is that all?

Yes.

Is that all?

Yes.

[Day One]

Do you have enough to eat?

Yes.

It's not enough for me.

Drink more warm water.

Have mine as well.

All right.

Thank you.

Hello, everyone.

For the upcoming days of our Bigu fasting course,

I hope everyone can ultimately abstain from food,

desire,

emotion,

so as to unite with nature.

(Under such training,)

(your worries and attachment to the mortal world)

(will disappear as your desire diminishes daily.)

(You)

(will be a brand new person.)

(You'll see the truth of life)

(and do things that ordinary people can't do.)

[Day Two]

(You probably have)

(eliminated your dependence on food)

(and feel indifferent)

(towards the mundane life.)

(Your body starts to breathe with heaven and earth.)

(Your blood rises and falls with the tide.)

(The desire of the world)

(has long gone from you.)

Mei Ru.

Don't talk.

It takes energy.

Fish.

Shrimp.

Shellfish.

Meat.

Don't stare at me!

[Day Three]

(Dried pork intestine with chilies.
Stir-fried lamb with scallions.)

(Boiled bullfrog.)

(Spicy crayfish.)

(Please write down your purest voice
in the most simple words.)

(Your soul and body become very light.)

(There are no chains in the world
that can bind you.)

Isn't this a prison?

Even prison won't starve people.

Mei Ru, what are you doing?

Out of the way.

My body has already become lighter.

I want to be free!

Mei Ru,

you said we're civilized people.

You must not vandalize.

Let me go!

I want to go out!

Let me go!

Mei Ru, where are you going? Wait for me!

Careful!

Don't stop me.

Do you hear me?

I said, don't touch me!

Three.

Two.

One.

Men can't touch women without permission.

Do you know?

I want them to perish along with me today.

It's either them or me.

Who is he?

Chen Mei Ru!

I'm so disappointed in you!

Chen Mei Ru?

You're so ugly.

You're not as lovable as you were
when you were 12.

Chen Mei Ru is back.
The one who wrote pornographic fiction!

Yikes, it's giving me the chills.

She must have no company or no one to love her.

Maybe she doesn't even have a dream.

You kept looking into someone's room.

Don't you think that rude, ma'am?

Everyone!

The whole world is against me.

I hate the whole world!

Humble and polite?

I made it all up, can't you see that?

Mei Ru,

you're real.

The real me has disappeared since I was 12 years old.

Prince Murong must be blind

for not loving Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady.

Instead, he loves the gloomy Chen Mei Ru.

What are you looking at?

You think I'm a joke, too, don't you?

This is me now.

I always fake my smiles.

I have a nasty temper.

I get annoyed very easily.

I hate everything in this world.

I'm just a terrible person.

I don't get along with this world.

I just don't fit in!

Do you really think this world
is beautiful and harmonious?

Why are you so stupid?

It's hard to survive.

It's even harder for someone like me.

I said, don't touch me! I have mysophobia!

Everyone around me annoyed me.

I just want to be alone.

All by myself.

I don't like celebrating birthdays.

I don't want telemarketers to call me.

I don't want my colleagues
to invite me to their weddings.

You watch the end of a movie.

You read the last page of a novel.

You always find the emergency exit
when you enter a mall.

I didn't want my neighbors to talk to me
when we ran into each other in the lift.

Don't talk to me.

You don't look happy
at other people's weddings.

You don't cry at funerals.

You look like you lack Adrenalins
when you ride a roller coaster.

You think it's controlling life.

You're just pretending to be someone you're not.

Don't visit relatives
for weddings or celebrations.

Don't ask about my occupation now.

I don't want to tell you.

I'm unhappy all the time.

I don't want to pretend that I'm happy.

Why do you have to let me starve?

I just want to eat.

Happy birthday, Chen Mei Ru.

It only counts if you're truly happy.

Even Murong ignores me now.

Eggs!

Yes, eggs.

Did you steal them?

Did you hit someone?

No.

I told them through the railing

that my Mei Ru is starving.

I asked them for meat.

Meat is good. Meat gives me more strength.

They said it's not good to eat meat directly
during a Bigu fasting.

So they gave me eggs.

They also told me
that there's a hot spring in the back.

We can make hot spring eggs.

Okay.

Did you thank them?

I did.

They're pretty nice.

They said I'm good-looking.

So they touched my face and took it as payment.

So these are free.

What?

Did you trade your face for these eggs?

What's wrong?

Don't do that again next time.

Why?

It's such a huge loss.

What?

Do you like the dress?

I like the shoes.

Is it delicious? Is it spicy?

Do you want any drinks?

Whose house is that?

That's not a house. There's where people buy things.

Anyone can go there.

Then, let's go there.

Wait! Dragon!

Dragon.

We're not going.

Why?

You're too high class.

Why can't we go?

It's...

because they sell brands like LV

and GUCCI.

What is a brand?

Brands are the mark of the poor.

They want to tell everyone
that they don't have much money in their account.

So they need people to help them out.

-We're not poor, right?
-You're right.

We don't need those brands.

I'm Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady and I'm not poor at all.

Yes, exactly.

I still need to teach you.

Look at that place.

The windows are big, bright, and rotating.

-Can you see it?
-Yes, I can.

That's a place where they sell food.

Why are they eating up there?

It's a punishment for them.

These people lost in a fight.

So they eat there as the place rotates.

Only the place that we go

is the real place to eat, understand?

Okay, I understand.

I'm Ninth Heaven Dragon Lady and I will never lose.

So we must not eat at those places.

Also, there's something else.

Can you see the people walking on the streets,

and many people

are riding in the long vehicle? See?

Some ride in a small vehicle.

See that window?

It's dark, right?

Did you see that?

Just so you know,

those walking and riding long vehicles

are free men.

They can talk to each other at any time.

They own the streets, lands, and scenery.

Those who ride in small vehicles

with dark windows where you can't see anything at all

are slaves.

So we must never ride small vehicles like those.

As long as I want,

the world belongs to me.

So let's ride that one!

[Jiazhou Road]

What's this?

This is a city dragon.

It can take you wherever you want to go.

Only this is worthy of you.

City dragon?

I like it.

After Murong falls in love with me,

I want to live here with him.

We'll build a house here

and go wherever we want to.

Dragon,

this isn't your home.

You can't stay here.

I'll buy you a house.

I'll give my all to buy you one.

That will be your house.

Will Murong be around?

It's hard to walk in these.

It's my fault.

They sell flats too. It's not this hard.

I'll buy your a pair later.

Will Murong love me if I wear flats?

Yes.

Why isn't there only one kind of shoes?

Shoes and humans are similar.
They come in different shapes and sizes.

You should choose the one suitable for you.

Everything that you want,

I'll give you the best.

As long as Murong falls in love with me,

I'll do anything.

You'll have it in the future.

But at least,

now you can see Murong.

I'll be able to see Murong every day.

I can see you every day too.

Why do you want to see me?

I haven't seen enough.

You're beautiful.

It looks like you're not blind at all.

(How do I integrate these?)

The door is not locked. Why did you knock?

How long have you worked on it this time?

What kind of story are you trying to write?

If you ask me,

I don't think anything can be mixed
into Sichuan Opera.

Can't you just keep the routine?

If I do,

our troupe will be finished.

People are talking about innovation now.

If we don't keep up with time,

people won't know what Sichuan Opera is.

Here.

What's this?

I also "fused" many things here.

There are

red dates, wolfberries, peach gum, longan,

and a bit of the expensive antler's powder.

Can you put your focus on your job instead of tea?

Am I focusing on tea?

So are you focusing on me?

Boring.

So you're not?

If you're not, come up with a story related
to our cultural heritage.

Don't just watch people eat on the live stream
through your mobile phone every day.

It's a waste of time.

You see,

materials of the foreign,
the ancient, or the extraterrestrial

can all make up a good story.

Do you think it's giving birth?

You're getting out of topic.

Are Chinese stories not enough for you?

Listen to the point, okay?

Cultural heritage and storytelling.

I saw the news yesterday.

It's said that a soul-stirring Babylonian love poem
had been unearthed.

This cultural heritage

spans time and space.

Try to mix it.

Tell me more about it.

It's...

about the life and death of a prince.

Let me see.

[A breakthrough in archaeology]
International. Civilization.

[As ancient Babylonian relics unearthed in Iraq]
And archaeological value too.

This is impressive!

If you think it's okay, we can change this into

a small-scale performance.

We must find a gimmick.

Are you aware of copyright?

We should go big

and go for international collaboration.

We'll buy the copyright.

Or else, how is the troupe
going to be an international one?

Are you crazy?

Out troupe don't have the capabilities to do that.

Moreover, it's in Iraq.

What's wrong with Iraq?

We don't have the capabilities, but someone does.

We must at least give it a try

to make him pay everything for the troupe.

It's not empty talk.

Did you mean the rich and invincible,
Ouyang Wen Shan?

You must be out of your mind.

Bye.

♪If I come riding a white horse
with your wedding dress♪

♪Will you still believe after growing up?♪

♪If we can walk into memories through each word♪

♪You will find your long-lost self♪

♪If I can really go back in time♪

♪Let me stay by your side
throughout your childhood♪

♪You may be happier♪

♪You may have dreams to achieve♪

♪Oh, baby. I'm not good with love songs♪

♪You were so young when you wrote down the words♪

♪Don't be afraid.
These passionate love words♪

♪You are my creator♪

♪If I come riding a white horse
with your wedding dress♪

♪Will you still believe after growing up?♪

♪If we can walk into memories through each word♪

♪You will find your long-lost self♪

♪If I can really go back in time♪

♪Let me stay by your side
throughout your childhood♪

♪You may be happier♪

♪You may have dreams to achieve♪

♪Oh, baby. I'm not good with love songs♪

♪But I will gently sing with you in your dreams♪

♪The carvings on the basalt will remain forever♪

♪You are the law of love♪

♪If I can really go back in time♪

♪Let me stay by your side
throughout your childhood♪

♪You may be happier♪

♪You may have dreams to achieve♪

♪Oh, baby. I'm not good with love songs♪

♪But I will gently sing with you in your dreams♪

♪The carvings on the basalt will remain forever♪

♪You are the law of love♪

♪Oh, baby. I'm not good with love songs♪

♪But I will gently sing with you in your dreams♪

♪The carvings on the basalt will remain forever♪

♪You are the law of love♪

♪If I can really go back in time♪

♪Let me stay by your side
throughout your childhood♪

♪You may be happier♪

♪You may have dreams to achieve♪

♪Oh, baby. I'm not good with love songs♪

♪But I will gently sing with you in your dreams♪

♪The carvings on the basalt will remain forever♪

♪You are the law of love♪

♪If I can really go back in time♪

♪Let me stay by your side
throughout your childhood♪

♪You may be happier♪

♪You may have dreams to achieve♪

♪Oh, baby. I'm not good with love songs♪

♪But I will gently sing with you in your dreams♪

♪The carvings on the basalt will remain forever♪

♪You are the law of love♪

♪Oh, baby. I'm not good with love songs♪

♪But I will gently sing with you in your dreams♪

♪The carvings on the basalt will remain forever♪

♪You are the law of love♪