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MADDALENA

Give me something.
C'mon, quick.

C'mon.
Hurry up.

Wretch!
Help me out!

Run and find someone.

Help me. Don't you see I can't
make it? Ouch!

Ouch! Oh jeez!
It must be broken.

Ouch!

No! Stop it! What are you doing?
Idiot! Let me do it!

Run... run and find someone.

Go... go, quick.
Quick!

What the hell are you waiting for?

Hurry Up!
Go!

What are you waiting for?
Don't you see I'm dying?

Can't you hear me?

Look how much blood.

How much blood.

Stop. You can't go through here.
- Who cares?

You must care.
Get back.

How can one go through here?

What a shitty New Year's Eve!
C'mon, turn around.

Here he is. Over there.
Can you see him?

It's him.
Be careful now! Easy.

Easy...

C'mon!
- Ouch!

Get in the car and be quiet.
Keep your mouth shut.

Quiet! Don't be afraid.
We won't do anything to you.

Don't hurt him.

Get a blindfold for him.

Let's hurry up.

Don't be afraid.

Hey! He can see everything.
C'mon, set his blindfold right.

Ok.
Quick. Let's go.

C'mon. Quick. Keep the noise down.
Help me. Hurry up.

It's just like climbing to Golgotha.
- Shut up, asshole.

Close the door.

Just take it easy.

Don't worry.

But woe to you, earth and sea!

Your grieving time has come!
As the Devil has come down to you...

...in great fury, since he
knows he has but a short time.

When the dragon saw that it had
been thrown down to the earth...

...it started to pursue
the woman...

...who had given birth
to the male child.

I like you, you know.
I love you all.

I like the way you talk.
I like the way you dress.

He's not bad too.
But I'd say...he's not complete.

He's not complete.

Here.

Ok.
He looks better now.

I like him more now.
Much more!

You wanted a priest?
Here he is, ready for you.

You have to pay off your bet now.

Who has dressed him like a priest?

He broke open the sixth seal
and there was a great earthquake.

The sun turned as black
as dark sackcloth and...

...the whole moon became like
blood. The stars in the sky...

...fell to the earth like
unripe figs shaken loose...

...from the tree in
a strong wind.

Who is this?
Who is?

The first one, the last one,
the one who lives.

Do you still need me?

Do you need just a priest
to play?

His face, the hair of his head
were as white as wool or as snow.

No.
Now I'm not in the mood anymore.

I don't want to!
I no longer want!

During that time men will seek
death but will not find it.

They will long to die but
death will escape them.

The appearance of the locusts was
like that of horses ready for battle.

On their heads they wore what
looked like crowns of gold...

...and their faces were
like human faces.

And they had hair
like women's hair...

...and their teeth were
like lions' teeth.

They had chests like
iron breastplates.

The sound of their wings was like
the one of many horse-drawn chariots...

...racing into battle.
They had tails like scorpions.

With their tails they had power
to harm people for five months.

They had as their king
the angel of the abyss...

...whose name in Hebrew
is Abaddon. ..

...and in Greek Apollyon.

Well said!

You could have defended yourself
at least or asked for help, Father.

Or tried to escape.

Why didn't you do that, Father?

Why didn't you do that?

I'm sorry.

I didn't know.

Wear your shoes now.
It's cold.

I didn't know anybody there.

But it was fun when it started.

But you're frozen.
C'mon, let's make a run.

Do you feel better now?
- Yes.

I'm a little bit tired.

You have to believe me,
I'm so sorry for...

Oh no, it's my fault, after all.

I really don't know why I've
found myself around here.

Perhaps you wanted to be alone.

What did you throw away
around midnight?

Oh, nothing. People still insist on
throwing stuff out the windows.

They're convinced that things will
go better and much better next year.

Well, I don't believe it, anyway.

Hey, look there!
- It's a priest!

Ring-a-ring-0'-roses...

I hope that it will be really
a better year for you.

What can I wish for a priest?

Get back to your friends.

Why should I?

Now I just don't want to.

My brothers and sisters, before
celebrating the sacred mysteries...

...let's call to mind our sins.

I confess to almighty God,
and to you...

...my brothers and sisters, that
I've sinned through my own fault...

...in my thoughts and in my words,
in what I've done...

...and in what I've failed
to do.

And I ask blessed Mary,
ever virgin, all the angels...

...and saints, and you, my brothers
and sisters, to pray for me.

The Lord be with you.
- And also with you.

Let us pray.

We commend to you, Lord,
the soul of your servant Eve...

...so that she can live on
in you after this life...

...and the sins she committed
through human weakness...

...can be forgiven by your mercy.

Through our Lord, Jesus Christ.
- Amen.

I had asked you not to come again.

But I had to see you.

I left them forever.

Why?

I hate them all.

I want to forget.

What's the point of running away?

You will be never able to run away.
Never

There's no place where you can go.

There's no hope for you.

They have hurt you so much.

They have taken everything from you.

And one day, to save yourself...

...maybe you'll be forced to kill.

To kill...

I've seen she's got in here.

Hey, what are you doing?
We were looking for you.

C'mon, let's go away.
- Come back to us. This is a church.

Don't you know? C'mon! Let's go.
- She's drunk, though.

She's dead drunk. You're drunk.
- No!

You can't get in, you're drunk.
Stop! - No! Leave me alone!

Go away!

I buried your loved ones
when they died.

I baptized your sons when
they were born.

I joined you in marriage when
you said you love each other.

And I heard your sins, without
being able to help you.

Today...I've tried to confess to you.

But I don't know if I could do it.

I don't know if it's possible.

I wanted to tell you everything
about me...

...and how I'm feeling unworthy
of hearing your sins.

How I've been powerless
to perform my duties.

How I've felt...been undecided
about the importance of my mission.

I was hoping that this last sermon
of mine would be different.

Today I say goodbye to you,
as I will go to a new parish.

I've taken this decision...

...as I think it's better
for you...

...and for me.

In all humility, I really ask you
to try to understand my words...

...and to forgive me.

I hope I've deserved
your comprehension...

...for all the years we have
been together.

I think I'm unable to find
the right words...

...in the gospel...and I can't
find them in myself.

I know what I should say.

But I also know that...
I will never say it.

Today I've decided to leave you
because...

...I'm afraid of my responsibility.

Because I realize that
I can't help you.

Because I couldn't give you
the same love you gave me.

I wanted to tell the truth
but I failed.

I tried to talk to you about
Christian love...

...but my words sounded fake.

And I felt ashamed of that.

Just like you feel ashamed
of your sins.

It's not easy to be a priest.

It's not easy in a world where
things are adulterated...

...and the truth is distorted.

That's just why today people...

...and also most of you, of course,
who are simple, frank and faithful...

...are paralyzed by doubt.

Doubting is part of human nature
and life by now.

Everyone has to avoid
loneliness...

...and to be together with
the others.

Because a lonely man has doubts
about anything.

Even about God.

And so it's hard to help him.

When a man loses his own faith...

...he doesn't even believe
in himself.

He becomes weak soon...

...as his flesh takes control.

He loses his way and without
knowing it...

...takes the road to nowhere
and gets lost.

These are only confused words,
I know.

I've tried to tell you what
I'm really feeling.

And now I don't even know if
I did it for my or your good.

That's it. Forgive me, please.
Forgive me.

Are you surprised to see me here?

I don't even know...

...why I'm back and what's for.

I only know I'm tired...

...tired of running away.
I always do it. It's always useless.

But you can understand me,
can't you?

Because you can't make it either.

You said it.
You admitted it.

I'm so tired.

And I'm drunk, you see?

I'm so confused.

Then I came here...

...and I heard your sermon.

I listened to it.
And I got it.

But it wasn't a sermon by a priest.

Do you know why?

Because you're not a priest.

You're only half a priest,
not entirely.

Am I right, Father?

And do not argue with me...

...because you have to listen
to me.

You have to, even if
you don't want to.

Because that's your job.

Listening to everyone.
Everyone.

How absurd...

...and useless...

How stupid...

What am I doing here?

Can you tell me what
will become of me?

I can drink.

Well, I'm good at drinking,
you know.

Then I sleep with whoever
I like.

And I sleep with whoever
I like.

What's up, Father?
Are you shocked?

I can't live without love.

I can't make it.

Even if I know men.

And I do know them.

I'm not a wife...

...I'm not a whore...

...I'm nothing.

Yes, you're right.

And I'm right.

And everyone's right.

And I'm spinning myself...

...like a pinwheel.

I no longer know how to stop.

How can one stop me?

Only by drinking.

I might try to kill myself.

Well, what do you think?

You don't believe me.

You don't want to believe me!

How many confessions like this
have you listened to, Father?

How many confessions by desperate,
petty, pretender people?

Why are you listening to them?

Yes, sure, they need help.

You're right but I'm not like them.
I'm worse.

And you know why?

Because I care about nothing.

This is not a confession.

And these are not my sins.

These are the sins by the others.

That's their shit.

Yes, sure.

You're a man too.

A man like all the other men.

A little man dressed in black...

...who understands nothing.

No nothing.

What are you going to do now?
You will kick me out, won't you?

Oh, sure, it's easy for you,
after all.

You just need to stay warm, locked
in your little room and pray.

Pray, pray, pray. . . pray, pray...

Have you ever loved anybody?

C'mon, tell me the truth.

C'mon, don't be ashamed.

Have you ever loved a real woman?

It's very hard to love.
Very hard.

It's almost impossible.

But you talk to us about love
from your pulpit.

That's for you.

I stole it.

From your church.

Because you're leaving.

Yes, he must leave.

He must because he wants to.

People whisper and talk about it.

But they know nothing, as
they're just poor devils.

Instead I know.
I see everything.

It's not because of the superiors or
or even of the communists, you know.

The truth is diffent.
The truth is that he lost his faith.

I do know how priests are.

But he's different from the others.

He has the beard.
Like me.

Why? It's not due to yesterday or today,
the truth is that he lost his faith.

But I understand him.

Let's take Mao for example.

I'm interested in Mao, indeed.

I'm pro-Chinese.
Agreed.

But I stay here.

I'm a sacriston and serve
the church.

Goodbye.

Goodbye.

Goodbye, Father.

Father, you go away like this?
It's a big sorrow for all of us.

Goodbye, my son.

Come back soon.
You've been so good.

Goodbye, Father.

Goodbye, Father.
Have a good trip.

Do not forget about us, Father.

What are you up to again?

What do you want from me?

Leave me alone!

Stop it!

I can't take it anymore!

To be honest, I haven't been
happy with it either.

You know, I'm too old.

It's a parish which gives
no satisfaction.

A few people, nobody all round.

Only the old prison in the isle...

...where you go every once
in a while.

It's sad, you know.
- What a pity.

You'll get used to that.

Tourists will come, on the
other hand.

They come, eat, take pictures,
get petrol and leave again.

They are in a hurry.

Everyone's in a hurry by now.

Also the Church.

Service station.
Service Church.

Yes, divorce, celibacy, protest.

Left-wing and right-wing priests.

Crisis of ideals.

You need to keep the pace.

Wait for a while.
I'll show you something.

What do you think?
An ultra-modern and automatic church.

You won't find it worse than me.

I just can't get why people
are running so fast.

Look over there: at least two
car accidents occur every day.

And to say that many new traffic
signs have been installed.

I went and blessed them.

It was useless.

They keep on running like mad.

Speed, speed, speed...

Who knows where everyone's running?

Let not my soul be numbered among
sinners or my life among men of blood.

In whose hands are evil designs,
and whose right hands take money.

But as for me, I'll go on in my upright
ways: be my saviour and have mercy on me.

Is this boat for rent?

I need to go fishing.

Well, go wherever you like.
It's the same for me.

But it's not for me.

I won't bother you.

Shall we go?

Must we get far?

How long can you row?

Slowly even till dusk.

I just need to get some rest
from time to time.

Do you know that no woman has
ever been on this boat?

It never happened to me.

Only fishes.

It's strange, isn't it?

Not so strange, actually.

Times have changed.

Fish is pretty scarce by now.

The same goes for fishermen too.

You have to make do.

Will you sleep?

Go ahead.

One can't row and speak
at the same time.

One will get tired.

So keep quiet.

Do we have to keep going
a little bit further?

Do we have to keep going
a little bit further?

You're not from around here,
are you?

I escaped.

From whom?

I escaped from everybody.

Or almost from everybody.

Who are you?

Let's say that I'm playing
the fisherman right now.

What are you playing at?

Do not close your eyes.

Do not close your eyes...

No... do not close...

Are you happy to see me again,
Father?

I'd say you're.

No, you're wrong.

I've already told you
I can do nothing for you.

It was wrong of you to come.

What if I would like to confess?

I confess those who are reformed
and want to be forgiven...

...not those only looking
for a partner in their sins.

But you have to listen to me,
Father.

I listened to the confessions
by many women like you...

...women feeling alone,
abandoned, ...

...exploited, hopeless,
unable to keep on living.

And you think you're a special
case, just like the others.

You're happy to suffer.

Sorrow makes you feel important
and unique.

Try to be honest.

You're afraid of me.

Why are you running away from me?

Why are you deceiving yourself?

Are you aware of how important
you're for me?

That I'm becoming peaceful
together with you?

And I'm forgetting my past.

I hold you in such high esteem,
you know. Do you believe me, Father?

They taught me to believe. I must say
that your feelings don't concern me.

You know well how many dear friends
I had to leave. People I really loved.

But I was forced to do that, as
I no longer could keep on lying!

I have to find myself again.

And I can't give anyone anything!

No, it's not true.

You aren't here to find yourself again,
but to escape from what you're.

To hide from yourself...

...because you'd like
not to exist!

It will be never possible that
we understand each other.

You're a woman and I'm a priest.

No, it's not for this.

We won't understand each other
just because I'm a woman...

...and you a man.

There's nothing else to say.

I've said everything and
can't see anything else.

Go ahead like this.

Like you've been doing so far.

Enough. I can't see anymore.
Now I'm tired.

And you too.

Am I bothering you?

We re you praying?

No, just thinking.

On your knees?

I've been always praying
on my knees for years.

But I stopped praying sometimes.

And I was starting to think
at that point.

So now, even if I only want to
think, I've to go down on my knees.

Were you thinking about me, Father?

Careful, away from there,
you might fall down.

Say it again.

In the same way.

Careful.

Away from there.

You might fall down.

You're good.

You were waiting for me,
weren't you?

C'mon, say it.

The peace be with you.

And also with you.

Do you believe in palmists?

When I was a child...

...a gypsy woman predicted
to my mother that one day...

...I would become rich.

Very rich.
Lots of money.

What a mistake.

So, since that time...

...I haven't believed
in these things anymore.

I believe, instead.

I believe in everything.

I believe in a black cat,
in a coffee table being hit...

...and I'm afraid of vampires.

There's nothing you can understand
there, they are only confused lines.

That's not true.

Oh, that gypsy woman was right,
though.

I also see richness, a great
richness.

Here's your lifeline.

This is the line of happiness.

The line of happiness is really
very deep.

And that's the line of heart.

The one of heart is very
very long.

See, it goes down, down, down...

...until here.

Do you know this saying?

Wisdom be your sister and
prudence your friend.

Why do we have to hide?

It's funny sometimes.

Why have you brought me just here?

Come here a minute.

So what?

I wanted to show you
where I was born.

At the Colosseum?

No, over there.
Can you see that crossroads?

No, where?
On the right?

No, the second one on the left.
- Yes.

Good evening.
What do you want to eat?

Well, so you'll eat what
I bring you this evening.

I'll give something tasty,
a true speciality.

A dish made especially
for lovers.

Will you have something tasty, a true
speciality, a special dish for lovers?

Why were you so stubborn?

You look great in that dress.

I like you so much.

I'm also very happy to be here
tonight.

I'm hungry and thirsty.

I'm also very happy that I don't
have to eat at the service station.

What's up?

Do not turn around.

Who's there?

It doesn't matter.

You're good.

Let's go.

We haven't paid the bill.

We shall go there another time.

She's dead.

Are you a priest?

No, I'm not.

Take the car to the garage.

Then come up.

Turn around...

Look at me...

Don't be afraid...

Turn around...

Look at me...

Don't be afraid...

Don't be afraid...

Yo don't have to...

It's too late.

I'm not young anymore.

I can no longer change
my life by now.

I'm always feeling fear
and anguish every night.

Everything scares me.

No, not everything, but...

...how things will be till...

...till the end. I foresee
every moment, every day.

There's no way out.

You're so beautiful.

Like always. And, like always,
you come up all of a sudden.

Do you know why I've come?

No, not at all.

Well, let's say that I can
imagine it.

You need money and so you
head back to the barn.

When I need it, I will ask you.

Very well.

And if it's not about the money,
so what?

No, I just want you to make up
your mind and grant me a divorce.

It's just a matter of a price
for you, after all.

Sure!
Just a matter of a price.

You has cost me a lot, so there's
no reason why I'd have to lose you.

No, a precious object is not
to be wasted like that.

Moreover, you must consider
what I feel for you, even now.

Please, come on.

That's not all, anyway.

There's another reason.

When I met you, you were
a third string.

I mean you were nothing.

I've introduced you to
important people.

I've made you with my love...

...and with my money.

Why?
Isn't that true?

That's just why I hate you
and you know it very well.

Is this the reason?
Really?

Yes, that's it.

You never wanted to think
highly of me.

I've always been a toy for you.

Because I liked you like that.

You're really inimitable.

Well, what are you proposing?

I see that now we're getting
somewhere.

Well, here's my proposition.

We will agree with the divorce.

The only condition is that
you'll become my lover.

Now you're my wife...

...you have got many lovers.

Then you'll be the wife of
another man but...

...you will sleep with me.

It's reasonable, isn't it?

You make me sick.

But I love you...
instead.

For man did not come
from woman...

...but woman from man.

Nor was man created
for woman, ...

...but woman for man.

Hence a woman should have a sign
of authority of man on her head, ...

...because of the angels.

On the other hand, woman is not
independent of man...

...or man of woman in the Lord.

For just as woman came from man...

...so man is born of woman.

And all things are from God.

How long can you row?

I don't know.

I bet it was a quote from the Bible.

From St. Paul's First Letter
to the Corinthians.

That's it.

Goodbye!

I forgot to tell you that
I'm a very good swimmer.

Just caught this morning.

Yes, like the fish I use to
buy at the market.

It's nice here, you know.

Are you going to stay in this
apartment for a long time?

I had to see you again.
- You crazy!

Leave me alone.

You're stuck in my head.

It didn't have to end like this...

Come here.

Go away!
- Stay still.

I no longer want to!
- What?!

I don't want to!
- Quiet.

I said no!

Is she your woman too?

Me, you and her.
Hence there's three of us.

You dumb ass!
Idiot!

I've been already sleeping with her!
She wanted me.

Do you understand that?

She wanted me!
I didn't even have to ask her.

She's amazing.

She makes love like a goddess.

You crying cuckold.

He's right.

It's your fault. Evil is in you
and you don't want to change.

So women like you never want
to change!

You are all the same!
All the same!

I didn't follow you here
because you're right.

It's not like that.

Look at me.

All right.

So I'll wait for you here.

Welcome, Father.

Come in.

Hey! Listen.

Do you have a cigarette?

Beautiful...

No, don't go away.

Let me see it.
- Let me go!

Wait.
- No!

Where are you going?
- Enough!

Wait!
Where are you going?

Come here.

Let me go!

What are you doing, Father?

Give back the keys.
Come on!

That's the oldest part of the
prison.

It's hasn't been used for
many years now.

It will collapse one day.

Life sentenced prisoners stay
here.

Forgive me. I've been doing a lot
of thinking these past few days.

And now I have to tell you that...

Don't say anything. I know
it's impossible for you.

You can talk about love to your devotees,
when speaking from the pulpit.

But you can't tell that
to a single woman.

Wait.

Wait for a moment.
Stay still!

It's so easy.
So simple.

Millions of people say that
to each other every day.

No, I can't say that
instead of you.

You have to say that.

What do you seek of him? Why are
you always stuck to him? Let him go!

He's not for you!
- I just don't get it. Let me go!

Yes, you do get it.
He's my son.

My and God's son and nothing else!
Got it now?

He has become a priest for me,
his mother. And he loves me.

Once he was happy...
Peaceful and happy.

Why don't you leave him alone?
I beg you.

Beware, if you ruin him or if you
want to, I'll kill you, I'm able to.

You're a bad woman.

And you're a bad mother.

You would kill me, wouldn't you?

How could you guess that?

I know you.

At least you'd acknowledge that
I'm an obedient husband.

You've called me and I've
just rushed over here.

You know that I've almost
missed you?

Well, will you come back with me?

No, didn't I have to become
your lover?

When?

Even now, if you want.

I don't trust you.

I don't trust you either.

Well, where are we going?

What do you mean "where"?
To your place, of course.

Wasn't that the deal?

Ouch!

Give me a hand.
Quick. Help me out.

I can't...
I can't move.

Why are you just standing there?

Call people or someone. Don't you
see I can't make it? Ouch! Damn!

What are you doing?
Ouch!

Stop it!
Idiot!

Ask for help.
Hurry up.

Stop a car! Do something!
Come on! Quick...

What are you staring at?

Go!
Run!

What the hell are you waiting for?
Can't you see I'm dying?

Can't you hear me?

Look how much blood.

How much blood...

What do you want?
I can't confess you.

Wait.
I've killed my husband.

Oh, my God.

I did that for you!
For us! I'm free now!

You're damned, you committed
the worst sin...

I don't even care!

Do not say that, do not talk
like that.

Bow your head. Can you hear me?
Repeat after me: mea culpa...

Can't you say anything else?

Shut up!
Don't blaspheme!

Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima
culpa, mea culpa, mea culpa...

It will be no use!

Please, do not torment me.

I can't absolve you.
I can't forgive you.

I can't stay with you.

God, forgive my sins.

And you forgive me as well.

Lord, help me in this trial.

So that I won't get lost forever.
Forgive me, Lord.

Lord, hear my prayer.
Do not deny me your help.

Listen to my call. I'm your guest
here only for a short time.

Let us pray.

Having received, o Lord...

...the sacrament of your salvation...

...we beg you, let the Blessed
Virgin of the Street protect us.

Under whose amorous protection
we always want to stay.

Under whose amorous protection
...we always want to stay.

Under whose amorous protection
we always want...

Why don't you want to love me?

I love you. Like I love
all the other men.

You're a liar.

You can't love everyone
in the same way.

And you can't love the others
in the same way I love you.

You're blasphemous.

Ok! That's enough!
Let's say no more about it.

Never again.

What are you doing now?

I want to take a swim.

No, please.

If you're afraid I'll kill myself,
you come too.

Please!
Don't do it!

You can still save me,
if you want.

Why are you afraid of looking
at me?

You're drunk.

And you're ridiculous.

You're ridiculous! A ridiculous
priest! And a ridiculous man!

You're ridiculous!

Well done!
Come!

You can do it!

Come on!
Dive!

And now...

Now you have to tell me
the truth.

Do you like me?

A lot.

We're too far out!

Shall we head back?

I'm tired.

Stop!

Can you hear me?
Come back!

Stop!
Come back!

Stop!

Fansubbed by quidtum, April 2018