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♪♪
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[WHISPERING INDISTINCTLY] MEREDITH:
Homeostasis is our body's way
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of maintaining a consistent
and steady internal state.
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♪ Pushin' away only gets me closer ♪
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♪♪
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- ♪ Fallin' fast ♪
- Nick?
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♪ Can we move it slower? ♪
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Hi.
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- Hi.
- [CHUCKLES]
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Yes, sorry.
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This is a very old-fashioned way
to ask a girl on a date.
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I know. I know. I'm sorry.
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I-I forgot to ask for your phone number,
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and then I-I didn't want to wake you.
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So... note.
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♪ Throw me in the water ♪
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So, what do you think...
Should we get some dinner?
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I know a place that's great.
It's, uh, right by the lake.
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Yes.
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Okay.
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I'll pick you up at 7:00.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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- I'll see you at 7:00.
- Okay.
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♪ I know I'm not getting out alive ♪
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♪ Why would I even wanna try? ♪
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♪ 'Cause I'm stuck to you ♪
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Multiple systems work in sync
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to regulate factors like
temperature, blood pressure,
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even sodium levels.
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♪♪
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♪ Are we too far
from the path we drew? ♪
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Okay. I'm not going to tell you
how to parent your son,
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but this not going in Luna's bag.
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[BOTH LAUGH]
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♪ But I don't wanna be a fool for you ♪
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♪ No, I don't wanna be a fool for you ♪
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These systems are designed
to resist and combat
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anything that tries
to throw our bodies off.
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♪ I know I'm not getting out alive ♪
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♪ Why would I even wanna try? ♪
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It's a continual loop
with checks and balances.
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So, what time did you tell them?
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Ahh. Should be any minute now.
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[CHUCKLES]
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Feels like the old days.
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Finally.
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♪ 'Cause I'm stuck to you ♪
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Until something manages
to break the cycle.
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♪ 'Cause I'm stuck to you ♪
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Hi-e-e-e!
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How are you so awake?
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Kombucha, girl.
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[YAWNING] Remind me why
we signed up to do this again?
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To save lives.
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Overrated.
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Hey, Ortiz, where's your mom?
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She transferred her residency
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to take a job with Dr. Avery
and the foundation.
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Good for her. Better for us.
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More cases.
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TARYN: There's no statistical evidence
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that proves residents learn
better at the crack of dawn.
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I checked. I think we need
to stage a sleep-in.
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- Who's with me?
- [CLEARS THROAT]
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[INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS IN DISTANCE]
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You finished?
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Big day. And a long one.
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Hope you ate breakfast.
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[QUIETLY] We didn't.
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Meet me in the skills lab, four minutes.
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[ WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLYOVER P.A.]
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He said four minutes. It's
at least an eight-minute walk.
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I'm with cardio today.
They requested me.
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But have fun going back to day one.
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[CHUCKLES]
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Thanks for coming on such short notice.
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Well, I went down two wrong hallways,
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which feels like a metaphor for my life.
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[LAUGHS] But when somebody offers
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to pick you up in their private
jet, you get on that jet.
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Meanwhile, Scout has decided
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it is no longer cool
to sleep through the night,
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so I looked like crap
when I dropped him off to Link,
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who has mastered quiet disappointment.
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But somehow looks so good doing it.
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I think you look great.
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♪♪
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Wait. Are you kidding?
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They're giving you a lab?
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Oh, you are definitely
not coming back to Seattle.
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By the way, who actually
sent the private jet...
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Amelia.
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We're being offered millions
of dollars to cure Parkinson's.
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Us?
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Well, me. But I'm asking you,
so it's us.
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♪♪
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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com
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[CHILDREN LAUGHING]
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TEDDY: Leo says that Elsa needs a cape,
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but he shoved it
in the dishwasher last night.
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- Wasn't great.
- Well, even Snow Queens
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need to learn that actions
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- have consequences.
- [WHISPERING] Thanks.
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So, is it, um, costume day or something?
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No. Leo's world. We just live in it.
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- Oh.
- [CELLPHONE CHIMES, VIBRATES]
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Oh. Incoming trauma.
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- Okay. I gotta go.
- Okay.
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- Teddy.
- Yeah.
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Allison, Elsa. I love you.
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Bye. Bye. Bye.
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Bye.
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I'm sorry. Do you have a problem?
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'Cause you're staring at my kid.
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Oh, uh, I'm staring at his costume.
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No, I-I know, and I would
really appreciate if...
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Oh, my wife and I have been
looking for that same one
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everywhere.
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Oh. Oh, yeah.
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- I-I'll... I'll ask my husband.
- Mm.
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Oh, uh, here.
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- Thanks.
- Yeah.
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Hey. Hi.
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We're gonna get you a new cape, okay?
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Luna, it's important work, okay?
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Just stop being so cute for 5 seconds.
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Stop. Stop.
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I remember when Scout used to
cry when I dropped him off.
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Now look at him.
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Basically ready
for his first studio apartment.
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[WHIMPERS]
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Ow!
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Okay. Um, I'm on scut all day,
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so can you just, like, hop up here
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and check on her every 5 minutes?
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Nope. Webber roped me
into a thing with the residents.
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Luna's like a 36-second
elevator ride away,
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if you need to see her.
Plus, they text you pictures.
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Go.
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- Go!
- Ugh.
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[SIREN WAILING IN DISTANCE]
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Rashida Flowers, 34,
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chronic kidney disease
secondary to diabetes,
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admitted for dialysis access insertion
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after a thrombosed AV fistula.
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RASHIDA: After two failed grafts,
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I'm back in the hospital, y'all.
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Have to have another procedure.
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But guess what?
My new doctor is a brother.
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Mm! And he fly. [LAUGHS]
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Say hi, Dr. Ndugu!
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Hey. Do you mind not recording
so I can examine you?
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Oh, right, of course.
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Gotta go, y'all. Kisses. [SMOOCHES]
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Sorry. Gotta keep my followers happy.
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I used to be a travel influencer,
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ventured around the world,
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but now I'm DiabeticBae,
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which is way less exciting, so
I gotta get content where I can.
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Well, today won't be
too exciting, I'm afraid.
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I'll be inserting a catheter
into your chest
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to help you start dialysis.
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How long have you been diabetic?
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Years now. But I was able to manage it
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until I was visiting Thailand,
living my best life,
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and I got real sick.
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Hit my kidneys hard.
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And every time my doctors tried
to get access for dialysis,
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my body wouldn't cooperate
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because... plot twist...
I have a clotting disorder.
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But none of this was a shock.
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Both my mother and brother
were diabetic,
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and they both died from kidney failure.
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Sorry to hear that.
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Were they able
to get kidney transplants?
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They weren't even able
to get on the list.
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And neither am I.
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You're not on the transplant list?
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Nope.
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Ortiz, set me up a consult
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with Rashida's nephrologist, Dr. Krause.
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Look, I know it's bad.
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But it's okay.
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That's really why I record everything.
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I want the world to know who I am
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before this disease... ends me.
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♪♪
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[SIRENS WAILING]
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Hey. Where's my resident?
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I'm not their keeper.
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- What do we got?
- PARAMEDIC: Noah Young, 35,
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auto vs. Tree, restrained driver,
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denies loss of consciousness,
O2 sats 89%,
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- no visible chest trauma.
- Okay.
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NOAH: My son! I need to find my son!
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Okay. We got Danny Young, 7, GCS 15,
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vital signs stable,
bleeding facial laceration.
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- Daddy!
- There's my big guy!
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I need to see my son, please!
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Okay. Let's get you
both inside first, okay?
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I'm fine! I just need to...
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[COUGHING, WHEEZING]
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Trauma one, let's get a chest
X-ray and a full trauma panel.
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Let's move! Somebody find me a resident!
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Becoming a skilled surgeon
is like learning how to drive.
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The more you do it,
the better you become.
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And over the last year,
you have participated
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in fewer surgeries than any
class of surgeon ever has.
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Which means that you are not
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where you're supposed to be, people.
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We woke up early to be shamed.
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[GROANS]
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Today, you will embark
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on the toughest surgical workout
you have ever experienced.
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Through a series of simulations
and skill assessments,
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each of you will be evaluated
in four areas...
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Laparoscopic,
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suturing, vascular skills,
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and endoscopic techniques.
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You will be graded
on your proficiency and speed,
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judged by your attendings.
Any questions?
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[WHISPERING]
It's like the surgical Olympics.
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Or the Hunger Games.
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I thought Dr. Grey was running
the residency program now.
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Who do you think taught Dr. Grey?
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- [RESIDENTS CHUCKLE]
- Oh, and one more thing.
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The resident with the highest score
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flies solo in the OR this afternoon
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with a surgery that's
appropriate to their level.
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Laparoscopic skills start... now.
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Ah!
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♪♪
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- AMELIA: Relax your wrist for me.
- DAVID: You know, back in my day,
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every neurosurgeon I worked with
was an egotistical prick.
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So you can imagine my delight right now.
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You are brilliant
and charming, Dr. Shepherd.
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Oh, except when I'm being
an egotistical prick.
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[LAUGHS] Well,
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as my friend Stephen Sondheim said,
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"Nice is different than good."
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You're friends with Stephen Sondheim?
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Oh, I could be.
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AMELIA: Okay. Follow my movements.
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So, Dr. Shepherd, what's your
golden opinion? How do I look?
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Well, you only have
a mild resting tremor
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and slight bradykinesia, which is good,
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but Parkinson's is unpredictable.
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Your dopaminergic neurons
are degenerating gradually,
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and it's only a matter of time.
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Have you considered switching your meds
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or deep-brain stimulation?
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You know,
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I'm not interested in a Band-Aid.
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I need something
that'll make me whole again.
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00:09:32,102 --> 00:09:34,213
Dr. Hamilton,
258
00:09:34,237 --> 00:09:37,150
Parkinson's is not a condition
that surgery can fix.
259
00:09:37,174 --> 00:09:40,653
Yet. A condition
that surgery can't fix yet.
260
00:09:40,677 --> 00:09:44,524
Enter brilliant, charming,
egotistical you.
261
00:09:44,548 --> 00:09:47,459
As long as we can convince
your sister-in-law over here.
262
00:09:47,483 --> 00:09:51,196
♪♪
263
00:09:51,220 --> 00:09:52,831
Chest pain, no.
264
00:09:52,855 --> 00:09:55,834
Open fracture, too specialized.
265
00:09:55,858 --> 00:09:59,137
Oh, right upper quadrant pain...
Now, that's promising.
266
00:09:59,161 --> 00:10:00,773
Dr. Bailey.
267
00:10:00,797 --> 00:10:02,240
Wong.
268
00:10:02,264 --> 00:10:04,877
Uh, Richard's holding
the surgical Olympics.
269
00:10:04,901 --> 00:10:07,880
It's a slow day, so I'm looking
for something good
270
00:10:07,904 --> 00:10:09,448
to be the solo. You got anything?
271
00:10:09,472 --> 00:10:12,885
Dr. Bailey, you've rescheduled
our meeting twice now.
272
00:10:12,909 --> 00:10:14,319
- You're avoiding me.
- No...
273
00:10:14,343 --> 00:10:17,155
I had surgeries. Uh, important ones.
274
00:10:17,179 --> 00:10:18,457
He's also looking for judges,
275
00:10:18,481 --> 00:10:20,625
so if you'd prefer
to help out that way...
276
00:10:20,649 --> 00:10:23,361
No, I'm here to tender my resignation,
277
00:10:23,385 --> 00:10:24,687
which I've been trying to do [SIGHS]
278
00:10:24,711 --> 00:10:25,847
- for days now.
- I know.
279
00:10:25,871 --> 00:10:27,432
I just didn't want you to.
280
00:10:27,456 --> 00:10:29,101
Chief, I'm retiring.
281
00:10:29,125 --> 00:10:31,303
I already bought a condo,
picked out tile.
282
00:10:31,327 --> 00:10:35,006
Okay, what could you possibly
want to do instead of surgery?
283
00:10:35,030 --> 00:10:36,274
Mystery novels.
284
00:10:36,298 --> 00:10:37,842
- I'm sorry?
- I have a series of books
285
00:10:37,866 --> 00:10:41,613
where the main character is a PI
and a surgeon.
286
00:10:41,637 --> 00:10:43,081
"Doc Undercover."
287
00:10:43,105 --> 00:10:44,616
[LAUGHS]
288
00:10:44,640 --> 00:10:48,120
Uh, sounds... n-nice.
289
00:10:48,144 --> 00:10:50,655
Wong, look, the hospital,
t-the country...
290
00:10:50,679 --> 00:10:52,790
We're in dire need
of physicians with yo...
291
00:10:52,814 --> 00:10:54,691
Miranda.
292
00:10:54,715 --> 00:10:58,095
Truthfully? It's just not fun anymore.
293
00:10:58,119 --> 00:11:00,131
I'll start your paperwork.
294
00:11:00,155 --> 00:11:05,669
♪♪
295
00:11:05,693 --> 00:11:09,306
Perfect suturing ensures
proper wound closure,
296
00:11:09,330 --> 00:11:10,841
less bleeding,
297
00:11:10,865 --> 00:11:13,010
and a lower risk of infection.
298
00:11:13,034 --> 00:11:14,978
Excellence matters.
299
00:11:15,002 --> 00:11:17,114
This is an atraumatic tie.
300
00:11:17,138 --> 00:11:20,284
You will have 20 seconds
to tie three square knots.
301
00:11:20,308 --> 00:11:24,054
Do not move the soda can.
Any movement counts against you.
302
00:11:24,078 --> 00:11:27,024
And absolutely no air knots.
303
00:11:27,048 --> 00:11:30,226
On your mark, set...
304
00:11:30,250 --> 00:11:31,728
- Go!
- [STOPWATCH CLICKS]
305
00:11:31,752 --> 00:11:34,464
♪ Call me cynical, but original ♪
306
00:11:34,488 --> 00:11:37,333
♪ Tryin' to fit into a world
that's so digital ♪
307
00:11:37,357 --> 00:11:39,936
♪ Came to let you know
I left the pigeon hole ♪
308
00:11:39,960 --> 00:11:41,304
Kinda sloppy, Tseng.
309
00:11:41,328 --> 00:11:42,673
♪ Now I gotta find an edge,
won't let it go ♪
310
00:11:42,697 --> 00:11:45,075
♪ I know my mind ♪
311
00:11:45,099 --> 00:11:46,877
♪ This could be our time ♪
312
00:11:46,901 --> 00:11:48,545
- Huh.
- What's that supposed to mean?
313
00:11:48,569 --> 00:11:51,581
It means, "Huh."
314
00:11:51,605 --> 00:11:53,684
- Is that better?
- Nope.
315
00:11:53,708 --> 00:11:55,819
♪ All I need ♪
316
00:11:55,843 --> 00:11:58,555
♪ It don't let me down,
it don't let me down ♪
317
00:11:58,579 --> 00:12:01,023
I'd start over if I were you.
318
00:12:01,047 --> 00:12:03,159
Opening with a compliment is customary.
319
00:12:03,183 --> 00:12:04,794
- [STOPWATCH CLICKS]
- Time's up!
320
00:12:04,818 --> 00:12:06,960
Lincoln, do we have a winner?
321
00:12:07,653 --> 00:12:09,598
- Schmitt takes the gold.
- Yes!
322
00:12:09,622 --> 00:12:11,400
[GRUNTS] Is there a silver?
323
00:12:11,424 --> 00:12:14,336
♪♪
324
00:12:14,360 --> 00:12:17,261
[WHISTLING "TWINKLE, TWINKLE,
LITTLE STAR"]
325
00:12:20,767 --> 00:12:21,977
Name that tune.
326
00:12:22,001 --> 00:12:23,345
[CONTINUES WHISTLING] I don't know.
327
00:12:23,369 --> 00:12:25,647
Um, how long did you say
328
00:12:25,671 --> 00:12:29,351
that you have been experiencing
abdominal pain for?
329
00:12:29,375 --> 00:12:31,320
- Uh, a few days.
- Okay.
330
00:12:31,344 --> 00:12:32,521
Whistling calms my nerves
331
00:12:32,545 --> 00:12:35,123
when someone's, you know,
inspecting my hooha.
332
00:12:35,147 --> 00:12:38,059
[CHUCKLES, CONTINUES WHISTLING]
333
00:12:38,083 --> 00:12:39,094
Ow.
334
00:12:39,118 --> 00:12:42,553
Sorry, but I-I feel something.
335
00:12:43,889 --> 00:12:45,900
It was "Twinkle, Twinkle,
Little Star." [CHUCKLES]
336
00:12:45,924 --> 00:12:47,736
- What?
- The song I was whistling.
337
00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:49,238
"Twinkle, Twinkle"?
338
00:12:49,262 --> 00:12:50,900
- Oh.
- Technically, it's the same melody
339
00:12:50,924 --> 00:12:52,307
as the ABCs.
340
00:12:52,331 --> 00:12:53,408
And "Baa Baa Black Sheep."
341
00:12:53,432 --> 00:12:54,743
Ah. Who knew.
342
00:12:54,767 --> 00:12:56,445
Okay, I...
343
00:12:56,469 --> 00:12:59,214
Yep, there's something in here...
344
00:12:59,238 --> 00:13:00,682
I...
345
00:13:00,706 --> 00:13:03,017
♪♪
346
00:13:03,041 --> 00:13:08,289
Robin, there was a strawberry
lodged in your...
347
00:13:08,313 --> 00:13:10,190
Ohhhh.
348
00:13:10,214 --> 00:13:12,192
Yep. That tracks.
349
00:13:12,216 --> 00:13:14,895
So would that explain my abdominal pain?
350
00:13:14,919 --> 00:13:16,997
Um, it shouldn't.
351
00:13:17,021 --> 00:13:19,267
Why? Is there something...
352
00:13:19,291 --> 00:13:21,935
strange in there, too? [CHUCKLES]
353
00:13:21,959 --> 00:13:23,337
Maybe?
354
00:13:23,361 --> 00:13:25,705
♪♪
355
00:13:25,729 --> 00:13:26,978
Danny.
356
00:13:27,002 --> 00:13:28,276
[ WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLYOVER P.A.]
357
00:13:28,300 --> 00:13:29,377
How you feeling?
358
00:13:29,401 --> 00:13:31,011
Looks like you had quite the adventure.
359
00:13:31,035 --> 00:13:32,112
Yeah.
360
00:13:32,136 --> 00:13:33,648
Got to ride in an ambulance.
361
00:13:33,672 --> 00:13:35,750
And now you have superhero marks.
362
00:13:35,774 --> 00:13:37,318
Do they come with powers?
363
00:13:37,342 --> 00:13:40,521
Maybe, if you eat enough
cherry Jell-O and Popsicles.
364
00:13:40,545 --> 00:13:42,389
Owen's sister, right?
365
00:13:42,413 --> 00:13:44,223
Oh, uh, yeah. You're peds?
366
00:13:44,247 --> 00:13:45,807
- Cormac Hayes.
- Oh.
367
00:13:45,831 --> 00:13:47,327
You coming to join our humble staff?
368
00:13:47,351 --> 00:13:48,461
[CHUCKLES]
369
00:13:48,485 --> 00:13:49,996
Bailey just asked me to help out,
370
00:13:50,020 --> 00:13:51,364
cover some of Grey's cases.
371
00:13:51,388 --> 00:13:52,799
Grey? Big shoes to fill.
372
00:13:52,823 --> 00:13:55,402
Eh. So she performed
an abdominal-wall transplant.
373
00:13:55,426 --> 00:13:57,437
Big whoop. It was actually my idea
374
00:13:57,461 --> 00:13:59,506
to even need
an entirely new abdominal wall
375
00:13:59,530 --> 00:14:02,141
so Grey could win the Fox award,
so, who's the genius now?
376
00:14:02,165 --> 00:14:03,710
- So you were the patient?
- Yep.
377
00:14:03,734 --> 00:14:06,702
Alright, Danny, I'll be back
to check on you, okay?
378
00:14:07,971 --> 00:14:10,283
Where's my dad?
379
00:14:10,307 --> 00:14:12,118
Can I please go sit with him?
380
00:14:12,142 --> 00:14:13,687
He shouldn't be alone out there.
381
00:14:13,711 --> 00:14:16,856
We have contacted your wife,
and she is on her way, okay?
382
00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:18,624
It was supposed to be
a father-and-son weekend.
383
00:14:18,648 --> 00:14:20,359
Fishing, camping out by Deception Bay.
384
00:14:20,383 --> 00:14:22,228
I don't know what happened.
Maybe you passed out.
385
00:14:22,252 --> 00:14:23,930
Your oxygen levels are very low.
386
00:14:23,954 --> 00:14:25,364
How long have you had
shortness of breath?
387
00:14:25,388 --> 00:14:27,099
It... It's nothing.
388
00:14:27,123 --> 00:14:28,334
Okay, let's do an X-ray, please?
389
00:14:28,358 --> 00:14:29,902
- No! No X-ray!
- Hey.
390
00:14:29,926 --> 00:14:31,537
Look, I'm fine.
391
00:14:31,561 --> 00:14:33,306
Relieved that me and Danny are alive.
392
00:14:33,330 --> 00:14:34,406
Could you please let me out of here
393
00:14:34,430 --> 00:14:35,942
so I can try to salvage this weeken...
394
00:14:35,966 --> 00:14:37,698
[COUGHING]
395
00:14:39,669 --> 00:14:42,982
I, uh... I saw your tattoo.
Bassett Infantry?
396
00:14:43,006 --> 00:14:44,750
- 3rd generation, Bassett Infantry.
- Mm.
397
00:14:44,774 --> 00:14:45,784
You?
398
00:14:45,808 --> 00:14:47,419
Army trauma surgeon, two tours Iraq.
399
00:14:47,443 --> 00:14:48,787
Two tours Afghanistan,
400
00:14:48,811 --> 00:14:52,023
one Jordan, one Djibouti, two Iraq.
401
00:14:52,047 --> 00:14:53,492
And I've never been to Vancouver.
402
00:14:53,516 --> 00:14:55,260
Well, sounds like
you need a new travel agent.
403
00:14:55,284 --> 00:14:58,163
[LAUGHS, COUGHS]
404
00:14:58,187 --> 00:15:00,566
[COUGHING]
405
00:15:00,590 --> 00:15:02,033
[RETCHING]
406
00:15:02,057 --> 00:15:03,402
Let's put him on high-flow O2.
407
00:15:03,426 --> 00:15:05,937
Let's push 50 of fentanyl,
and somebody page Altman!
408
00:15:05,961 --> 00:15:07,706
We're gonna get him up to CT!
409
00:15:07,730 --> 00:15:09,007
Okay?
410
00:15:09,031 --> 00:15:11,209
[CONTINUES COUGHING]
411
00:15:11,233 --> 00:15:13,166
- Okay.
- [GASPS]
412
00:15:13,453 --> 00:15:15,398
Dr. Krause, hi.
413
00:15:15,422 --> 00:15:17,367
Winston Ndugu, cardiothoracic surgery.
414
00:15:17,391 --> 00:15:19,008
- Do you have a minute?
- Barely.
415
00:15:19,032 --> 00:15:20,069
I've been drowning in cases.
416
00:15:20,093 --> 00:15:21,737
My patients put off
seeing me for months,
417
00:15:21,761 --> 00:15:23,273
and now I'm dealing with the backlog.
418
00:15:23,297 --> 00:15:24,974
- What can I do for you?
- Yeah, I'm consulting
419
00:15:24,998 --> 00:15:26,509
on your patient Rashida Flowers.
420
00:15:26,533 --> 00:15:28,411
She mentioned that she's not
on the transplant list.
421
00:15:28,435 --> 00:15:30,079
Yeah. Rashida, she's been through a lot.
422
00:15:30,103 --> 00:15:32,882
Unfortunately, she doesn't fit
the transplant criteria.
423
00:15:32,906 --> 00:15:34,350
But Rashida's renal function tests
424
00:15:34,374 --> 00:15:36,018
seem to make her a prime candidate.
425
00:15:36,042 --> 00:15:38,120
Well, you would think,
but Rashida's eGFR is high.
426
00:15:38,144 --> 00:15:40,322
It's over 20, disqualifying her
from the list.
427
00:15:40,346 --> 00:15:41,823
- Estimated.
- I'm sorry?
428
00:15:41,847 --> 00:15:43,958
It's an estimated number of what
her kidney function should be,
429
00:15:43,982 --> 00:15:45,460
- not what it really is.
- Dr. Ndugu,
430
00:15:45,484 --> 00:15:48,096
the eGFR is the standard
clinical formula,
431
00:15:48,120 --> 00:15:50,265
used in the field for the past 20 years.
432
00:15:50,289 --> 00:15:52,601
It's what we use to determine
care and qualification
433
00:15:52,625 --> 00:15:53,868
of kidney transplant.
434
00:15:53,892 --> 00:15:56,004
A transplant could save her
from having to need dialysis
435
00:15:56,028 --> 00:15:57,573
in the first place, which we both know
436
00:15:57,597 --> 00:15:58,740
has high mortality rates,
437
00:15:58,764 --> 00:15:59,974
especially in the first three months.
438
00:15:59,998 --> 00:16:02,377
I'm aware, but Rashida
just doesn't qualify.
439
00:16:02,401 --> 00:16:04,446
And believe me, I hate that,
440
00:16:04,470 --> 00:16:06,348
at least as much as you do.
441
00:16:06,372 --> 00:16:11,975
♪♪
442
00:16:13,346 --> 00:16:15,557
MEREDITH: So, what if we fail?
443
00:16:15,581 --> 00:16:17,092
How do we know you'll even survive it?
444
00:16:17,116 --> 00:16:18,359
I think we can both agree
445
00:16:18,383 --> 00:16:21,464
that you learn more
in the attempt than the outcome.
446
00:16:22,087 --> 00:16:25,676
And I am under no delusion
about how risky it is.
447
00:16:26,625 --> 00:16:28,302
But what's life without risk?
448
00:16:28,326 --> 00:16:29,514
AMELIA: Meredith?
449
00:16:30,028 --> 00:16:31,706
Meredith.
450
00:16:31,730 --> 00:16:32,941
[CHUCKLES]
451
00:16:32,965 --> 00:16:35,176
Is this that robot arm
that does cell culture?
452
00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:37,678
DR. BARTLEY: It is.
And please don't touch it.
453
00:16:37,702 --> 00:16:40,314
Dr. Grey, Dr. Shepherd,
please meet Dr. Kai Bartley,
454
00:16:40,338 --> 00:16:43,651
a neuroscientist who accepted
an offer they couldn't refuse.
455
00:16:43,675 --> 00:16:44,753
MEREDITH: It's great to meet you.
456
00:16:44,777 --> 00:16:46,587
I've been reading
your stem cell research.
457
00:16:46,611 --> 00:16:48,123
Which is brilliant.
458
00:16:48,147 --> 00:16:49,624
I've been following it for years.
459
00:16:49,648 --> 00:16:52,426
Um, they were at Hopkins
a couple years behind me.
460
00:16:52,450 --> 00:16:55,596
Um, o-okay. When you inject
the cells into the brain,
461
00:16:55,620 --> 00:16:57,765
what about the risk of the cells
developing tumors?
462
00:16:57,789 --> 00:17:00,401
That very question stalled
my research for two years.
463
00:17:00,425 --> 00:17:01,802
But once I teamed up with David...
464
00:17:01,826 --> 00:17:03,371
Once they took my funding.
465
00:17:03,395 --> 00:17:05,239
I uncovered a Chinese herbal compound
466
00:17:05,263 --> 00:17:08,409
that completely removes
the undifferentiated cells.
467
00:17:08,433 --> 00:17:10,378
That's amazing. They're amazing.
468
00:17:10,402 --> 00:17:11,445
Excuse me, I have a conference call.
469
00:17:11,469 --> 00:17:12,713
But we'll talk more later?
470
00:17:12,737 --> 00:17:14,315
- MEREDITH: Great to meet you.
- Thank you, Dr. Bartley.
471
00:17:14,339 --> 00:17:15,883
Thank you, David.
472
00:17:15,907 --> 00:17:17,385
So?
473
00:17:17,409 --> 00:17:18,586
What do you...
474
00:17:18,610 --> 00:17:20,288
Yes. All the yeses.
475
00:17:20,312 --> 00:17:23,090
An opportunity to impact
Parkinson's, change the world,
476
00:17:23,114 --> 00:17:24,625
with this equipment and this team?
477
00:17:24,649 --> 00:17:26,994
I am... I'm in.
478
00:17:27,018 --> 00:17:28,628
Dr. Grey?
479
00:17:28,652 --> 00:17:30,264
Just say yes.
480
00:17:30,288 --> 00:17:32,288
♪♪
481
00:17:35,158 --> 00:17:36,591
[MACHINE WHIRRING]
482
00:17:38,432 --> 00:17:39,665
TEDDY: Hey.
483
00:17:41,368 --> 00:17:43,647
Should we shelve the Elsa costume?
484
00:17:43,671 --> 00:17:46,316
- What?
- You know, put Leo in more...
485
00:17:46,340 --> 00:17:48,473
T-shirts and jeans?
486
00:17:49,260 --> 00:17:50,720
Just, is that the right parenting move?
487
00:17:50,744 --> 00:17:52,489
Did something happen? No, I just...
488
00:17:52,513 --> 00:17:54,123
You know, none
of the other kids at daycare
489
00:17:54,147 --> 00:17:56,392
are wearing costumes, so I just...
490
00:17:57,351 --> 00:17:59,596
What do we got?
MVC with no visible trauma.
491
00:17:59,620 --> 00:18:01,964
A young vet
who did several tours in Iraq.
492
00:18:01,988 --> 00:18:04,434
He has finger clubbing,
cyanosis, dyspnea.
493
00:18:04,458 --> 00:18:06,202
He coughed up blood
when he was downstairs.
494
00:18:06,226 --> 00:18:07,869
His chest X-ray does not look good.
495
00:18:07,893 --> 00:18:11,073
And I'm thinking it's some kind
of respiratory illness.
496
00:18:11,097 --> 00:18:12,974
Are you sure nothing happened?
497
00:18:12,998 --> 00:18:15,043
♪♪
498
00:18:15,067 --> 00:18:17,646
Oh, my God. Owen...
499
00:18:17,670 --> 00:18:19,047
[SIGHS]
500
00:18:19,071 --> 00:18:21,350
His lungs look like a war zone.
501
00:18:21,374 --> 00:18:24,620
♪♪
502
00:18:24,644 --> 00:18:26,288
Is Pierce taking a job in Boston?
503
00:18:26,312 --> 00:18:27,423
Is that why you paged me?
504
00:18:27,447 --> 00:18:29,391
Because if I lose one more surgeon...
505
00:18:29,415 --> 00:18:31,260
No, her dad is having hip surgery.
506
00:18:31,284 --> 00:18:32,628
Oh.
507
00:18:32,652 --> 00:18:34,129
Well, now I feel badly.
508
00:18:34,153 --> 00:18:36,098
Uh, Chief, I have a patient, 34,
509
00:18:36,122 --> 00:18:38,534
Black woman with chronic kidney
disease from diabetes.
510
00:18:38,558 --> 00:18:39,867
She hasn't been able to get on dialysis
511
00:18:39,891 --> 00:18:41,168
due to a clotting disorder.
512
00:18:41,192 --> 00:18:42,503
A candidate for transplant?
513
00:18:42,527 --> 00:18:44,472
Well, her eGFR is too high,
514
00:18:44,496 --> 00:18:46,140
according to her nephrologist.
515
00:18:46,164 --> 00:18:47,642
But look.
516
00:18:47,666 --> 00:18:49,310
Here's another patient
on the transplant list.
517
00:18:49,334 --> 00:18:52,547
Almost the same age, weight, and
health profile to my patient.
518
00:18:52,571 --> 00:18:55,916
The only real differentiating
factor is that they're white.
519
00:18:55,940 --> 00:18:57,685
SARA: So their eGFR measures lower,
520
00:18:57,709 --> 00:19:00,255
making them
better transplant candidates.
521
00:19:00,279 --> 00:19:02,390
When the estimated GFR was developed,
522
00:19:02,414 --> 00:19:05,960
it was assumed that Black people
have higher muscle mass.
523
00:19:05,984 --> 00:19:07,995
It added a multiplier
to account for that assumption,
524
00:19:08,019 --> 00:19:10,197
which then increases
a Black patient's GFR
525
00:19:10,221 --> 00:19:12,333
and registers them
as having less severe disease
526
00:19:12,357 --> 00:19:13,433
than other people.
527
00:19:13,457 --> 00:19:15,802
Making them ineligible for transplants.
528
00:19:15,826 --> 00:19:16,903
How does this even happen?
529
00:19:16,927 --> 00:19:18,538
Stems from a long line
530
00:19:18,562 --> 00:19:20,274
of "assumptions" about Black people
531
00:19:20,298 --> 00:19:22,542
that have snaked their way
into medicine...
532
00:19:22,566 --> 00:19:25,812
You know, that we have
a higher tolerance for pain...
533
00:19:25,836 --> 00:19:28,382
...different bone density,
lower lung capacity.
534
00:19:28,406 --> 00:19:32,619
And yet these assumptions still
exist in clinical formulas.
535
00:19:32,643 --> 00:19:36,923
I-I never even stopped to think
about the eGFR.
536
00:19:36,947 --> 00:19:38,958
Is there any way around it, Chief?
537
00:19:38,982 --> 00:19:41,127
Uh, can I write an appeal
to the transplant board?
538
00:19:41,151 --> 00:19:42,329
That only works
539
00:19:42,353 --> 00:19:45,766
if the patient qualifies
for medically urgent status.
540
00:19:45,790 --> 00:19:48,067
Rashida might not have
that kind of time.
541
00:19:48,091 --> 00:19:50,603
There's a lot of Rashidas, though.
542
00:19:50,627 --> 00:19:52,938
♪♪
543
00:19:52,962 --> 00:19:54,969
Fight for them, too.
544
00:19:55,665 --> 00:19:57,943
[CELLPHONE VIBRATES]
545
00:19:57,967 --> 00:20:00,112
The IR suite is ready for us.
546
00:20:00,136 --> 00:20:03,771
♪♪
547
00:20:04,016 --> 00:20:06,428
Sergeant Young,
this is Dr. Teddy Altman.
548
00:20:06,452 --> 00:20:07,696
Major Teddy Altman.
549
00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:09,598
- Where's Danny?
- He's with Dr. Hayes.
550
00:20:09,622 --> 00:20:11,767
He's fine, but we need to do
a head CT just to be sure.
551
00:20:11,791 --> 00:20:14,536
TEDDY: Your scans reveal severe
scarring in both your lungs.
552
00:20:14,560 --> 00:20:15,737
We'd like to admit you and...
553
00:20:15,761 --> 00:20:18,506
I have pulmonary fibrosis.
554
00:20:18,530 --> 00:20:19,942
Mystery solved.
555
00:20:19,966 --> 00:20:23,045
That's why I didn't want
any work-ups, no treatments.
556
00:20:23,069 --> 00:20:24,813
I know what I have,
and I know there's no cure.
557
00:20:24,837 --> 00:20:26,981
Just a crap-ton of different
ways to the poor house.
558
00:20:27,005 --> 00:20:28,716
When were you diagnosed, Sergeant?
559
00:20:28,740 --> 00:20:29,951
About a year ago.
560
00:20:29,975 --> 00:20:32,187
I started coughing
after the second Iraq tour.
561
00:20:32,211 --> 00:20:33,488
I couldn't shake it.
562
00:20:33,512 --> 00:20:36,510
I started hearing from buddies
about the burn pits,
563
00:20:37,149 --> 00:20:40,395
how they were linked
to all these cancers
564
00:20:40,419 --> 00:20:41,629
and mystery illnesses.
565
00:20:41,653 --> 00:20:43,531
The VA's gotta cover these conditions.
566
00:20:43,555 --> 00:20:44,832
[CHUCKLES, COUGHS]
567
00:20:44,856 --> 00:20:46,101
Barely.
568
00:20:46,125 --> 00:20:48,035
They just started covering
stuff like asthma.
569
00:20:48,059 --> 00:20:49,537
But I haven't heard of a single vet
570
00:20:49,561 --> 00:20:51,406
who's been covered
for conditions like mine.
571
00:20:51,430 --> 00:20:53,208
All kinds of ways to twist it
572
00:20:53,232 --> 00:20:55,376
so you can't prove
it was service-related.
573
00:20:55,400 --> 00:20:57,745
Cherry on top? I lost my job
at the seafood plant
574
00:20:57,769 --> 00:20:59,914
'cause I was too weak
to finish my shift.
575
00:20:59,938 --> 00:21:03,951
So I got no insurance, no job,
and a stack of medical bills.
576
00:21:03,975 --> 00:21:06,052
- Sergeant, look...
- Please, just call me Noah.
577
00:21:06,076 --> 00:21:08,422
Noah, would you sit down
with one of our pulmonologists?
578
00:21:08,446 --> 00:21:11,658
We'll redo your workup, and we
will get you in for some tests
579
00:21:11,682 --> 00:21:13,160
so that we can start some treatments...
580
00:21:13,184 --> 00:21:15,895
Pass. No tests, no treatments.
581
00:21:15,919 --> 00:21:19,233
Nothing against you guys,
but whatever time I have left,
582
00:21:19,257 --> 00:21:21,323
I'd like to spend it with my son.
583
00:21:22,660 --> 00:21:24,971
- Move. That's four.
- I know, I know, I know!
584
00:21:24,995 --> 00:21:26,540
Pop these balloons, Tseng! Come on!
585
00:21:26,564 --> 00:21:28,242
If you lose to a second-year,
586
00:21:28,266 --> 00:21:29,876
you're cleaning the bathroom
for six months!
587
00:21:29,900 --> 00:21:31,878
- Get away from me!
- HAYES: Endoscopic proficiency
588
00:21:31,902 --> 00:21:33,413
is just as important as speed.
589
00:21:33,437 --> 00:21:35,782
One slip could mean
you've perforated a colon.
590
00:21:35,806 --> 00:21:36,882
20 seconds!
591
00:21:36,906 --> 00:21:39,218
- Yes, yes, yes!
- One more.
592
00:21:39,242 --> 00:21:40,719
What category are they on?
593
00:21:40,743 --> 00:21:42,054
- Endoscopy.
- Mm.
594
00:21:42,078 --> 00:21:43,222
It's a trash fire.
595
00:21:43,246 --> 00:21:44,657
- Mnh-mnh.
- You're a resident now.
596
00:21:44,681 --> 00:21:45,891
Sleep when you can, eat when you can.
597
00:21:45,915 --> 00:21:47,893
Nah, I'm on the scut diet.
598
00:21:47,917 --> 00:21:49,162
Rectal exams?
599
00:21:49,186 --> 00:21:50,329
Vaginas.
600
00:21:50,353 --> 00:21:51,531
Right. Pink.
601
00:21:51,555 --> 00:21:52,765
[RESIDENTS SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY]
602
00:21:52,789 --> 00:21:53,832
The scrubs!
603
00:21:53,856 --> 00:21:55,535
[LAUGHS]
604
00:21:55,559 --> 00:21:57,670
I found a strawberry in my patient.
605
00:21:57,694 --> 00:21:59,272
[LAUGHS] Back in med school,
606
00:21:59,296 --> 00:22:01,474
I found a yam. 20 bucks on Tseng.
607
00:22:01,498 --> 00:22:03,142
- Okay, I'll take Helm.
- Come on, come on, come on!
608
00:22:03,166 --> 00:22:04,777
- Go, go!
- Taryn, it's right there,
609
00:22:04,801 --> 00:22:05,878
it's right there, it's right there!
610
00:22:05,902 --> 00:22:07,380
Go, go, go! Come on, come on, come on!
611
00:22:07,404 --> 00:22:09,214
- Go, go.
- [ALL CHEERING]
612
00:22:09,238 --> 00:22:10,549
[ALL SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY]
613
00:22:10,573 --> 00:22:12,885
- Done!
- Finished, finished. Me.
614
00:22:12,909 --> 00:22:14,086
It's Tseng.
615
00:22:14,110 --> 00:22:16,421
[ALL CHEERING]
616
00:22:16,445 --> 00:22:19,024
[TSENG LAUGHS, SIGHS]
617
00:22:19,048 --> 00:22:21,716
Today's winner of the competition...
618
00:22:25,354 --> 00:22:28,233
Schmitt, you will be flying solo today.
619
00:22:28,257 --> 00:22:30,368
I won. I won, I won!
620
00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:32,136
I won! Oh!
621
00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:34,038
Of course he won.
There was no actual blood.
622
00:22:34,062 --> 00:22:35,907
Oh, come on! Wait, wait.
What's the... What's the...
623
00:22:35,931 --> 00:22:37,475
What's the surgery?
624
00:22:37,499 --> 00:22:39,311
- Find anything good?
- Wilson did.
625
00:22:39,335 --> 00:22:43,114
[CLEARS THROAT] Ex-lap
on foreign-body extraction.
626
00:22:43,138 --> 00:22:44,482
Yes! Oww!
627
00:22:44,506 --> 00:22:45,584
Get it, get it!
628
00:22:45,608 --> 00:22:46,818
Oww!
629
00:22:46,842 --> 00:22:49,254
Yes!
630
00:22:49,278 --> 00:22:50,488
I love you!
631
00:22:50,512 --> 00:22:51,911
[LAUGHS, CLAPS HANDS]
632
00:22:53,215 --> 00:22:55,493
AMELIA: Hmm, let's think.
633
00:22:55,517 --> 00:22:59,431
Deep pockets, unlimited time, space,
634
00:22:59,455 --> 00:23:01,165
Kai Bartley's groundbreaking research,
635
00:23:01,189 --> 00:23:03,667
and a chance at curing
a neurodegenerative disease.
636
00:23:03,691 --> 00:23:04,869
You're forgetting about the part
637
00:23:04,893 --> 00:23:07,371
where we have kids who need stability.
638
00:23:07,395 --> 00:23:09,941
And I have a job that I love
that I just got back to.
639
00:23:09,965 --> 00:23:11,209
I don't want to abandon them.
640
00:23:11,233 --> 00:23:12,877
We're not abandoning anyone.
641
00:23:12,901 --> 00:23:14,912
We're revolutionizing medicine,
642
00:23:14,936 --> 00:23:17,581
and that's a great example
to set for our kids.
643
00:23:17,605 --> 00:23:20,351
And Grey-Sloan, they're gonna be proud
644
00:23:20,375 --> 00:23:22,653
to have us be part
of something so high-profile.
645
00:23:22,677 --> 00:23:25,757
Exactly. If this surgery works,
it's huge.
646
00:23:25,781 --> 00:23:28,760
If it doesn't, we've killed
an incredible surgeon
647
00:23:28,784 --> 00:23:30,895
and set the research back years.
648
00:23:30,919 --> 00:23:32,630
Give us more credit than that, Meredith.
649
00:23:32,654 --> 00:23:34,098
You asked me here for my opinion.
650
00:23:34,122 --> 00:23:36,167
I'm saying yes.
651
00:23:36,191 --> 00:23:40,704
Because people with Parkinson's
need more than just hope.
652
00:23:40,728 --> 00:23:44,408
♪♪
653
00:23:44,432 --> 00:23:47,010
[MONITOR BEEPING]
654
00:23:47,034 --> 00:23:49,946
SARA: Is this her last possible
access port for dialysis?
655
00:23:49,970 --> 00:23:52,816
WINSTON: It is. We need to pull
back the catheter just a bit.
656
00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:55,152
What about transhepatic
or translumbar access?
657
00:23:55,176 --> 00:23:57,187
It'd be too dangerous,
given her clotting disorder.
658
00:23:57,211 --> 00:23:59,423
Fluoro. This isn't
how medicine should work.
659
00:23:59,447 --> 00:24:01,825
Anybody who needs life-saving
care should get it.
660
00:24:01,849 --> 00:24:03,248
Heparinized saline.
661
00:24:04,419 --> 00:24:06,697
What if this port clots off
and she loses it?
662
00:24:06,721 --> 00:24:08,165
You tell me.
663
00:24:08,189 --> 00:24:11,001
Waste will build up
in her blood, leading to uremia,
664
00:24:11,025 --> 00:24:14,037
and her organs will start to
shut down, one after the other.
665
00:24:14,061 --> 00:24:17,607
♪♪
666
00:24:17,631 --> 00:24:19,709
Secure the catheter with
stitches on the wings and shaft.
667
00:24:19,733 --> 00:24:21,132
Get a chest X-ray.
668
00:24:22,336 --> 00:24:23,913
Where are you going?
669
00:24:23,937 --> 00:24:25,670
To get her a kidney.
670
00:24:30,184 --> 00:24:32,362
You don't need to escort me
off the premises.
671
00:24:32,386 --> 00:24:34,740
[CHUCKLES] That's not what I'm doing.
672
00:24:34,765 --> 00:24:36,276
- Go home to your baby.
- [VEHICLE DOOR OPENS]
673
00:24:36,300 --> 00:24:37,444
I just wanted to make sure that
674
00:24:37,468 --> 00:24:39,179
I'm not being completely ridiculous
675
00:24:39,203 --> 00:24:41,148
for even entertaining this.
676
00:24:41,172 --> 00:24:42,449
No, you're being ridiculous
677
00:24:42,473 --> 00:24:44,484
because you haven't
accepted the offer yet.
678
00:24:44,508 --> 00:24:47,287
I mean, we're talking about
curing Parkinson's, Meredith.
679
00:24:47,311 --> 00:24:49,256
Parkinson's. I mean,
what is the matter with you?
680
00:24:49,280 --> 00:24:53,125
This... This famous surgeon is
basically throwing money at us
681
00:24:53,149 --> 00:24:56,896
to play with the most innovative
equipment in the world.
682
00:24:56,920 --> 00:24:59,565
And not only that, he wants
to give us his diseased brain
683
00:24:59,589 --> 00:25:00,699
as a testing ground!
684
00:25:00,723 --> 00:25:02,835
I mean, when you started your career,
685
00:25:02,859 --> 00:25:04,103
you wanted to go into neuro.
686
00:25:04,127 --> 00:25:06,339
This is your chance to get back to that.
687
00:25:06,363 --> 00:25:08,975
I mean, maybe this is what
you're supposed to do.
688
00:25:08,999 --> 00:25:10,142
What we're supposed to do.
689
00:25:10,166 --> 00:25:13,746
And I-I... I cannot,
for the life of me, understand
690
00:25:13,770 --> 00:25:16,249
why you would walk away
from something like this. I...
691
00:25:16,273 --> 00:25:18,717
[SIGHS]
692
00:25:18,741 --> 00:25:20,019
So don't.
693
00:25:20,043 --> 00:25:22,121
♪♪
694
00:25:22,145 --> 00:25:23,822
I will see you at home.
695
00:25:23,846 --> 00:25:31,797
♪♪
696
00:25:31,821 --> 00:25:33,499
I inserted Rashida's access point.
697
00:25:33,523 --> 00:25:35,200
Great. Thanks.
698
00:25:35,224 --> 00:25:37,068
Rashida needs to be
on the transplant list.
699
00:25:37,092 --> 00:25:39,705
We found six cases of patients
with similar clinical profiles,
700
00:25:39,729 --> 00:25:41,006
who are on the list.
701
00:25:41,030 --> 00:25:42,941
The only major difference is
that these patients are white.
702
00:25:42,965 --> 00:25:44,209
Are those cases patients of mine?
703
00:25:44,233 --> 00:25:45,544
- A few.
- [SCOFFS]
704
00:25:45,568 --> 00:25:48,079
There's got to be more to it
than that. The patients' eGFR...
705
00:25:48,103 --> 00:25:50,081
Yeah, their eGFR is lower,
which makes them eligible,
706
00:25:50,105 --> 00:25:51,349
but that's only because
707
00:25:51,373 --> 00:25:53,685
the formula unjustifiably
uses race as a factor.
708
00:25:53,709 --> 00:25:54,820
Dr. Krause, we all know
709
00:25:54,844 --> 00:25:56,388
race doesn't play a role
in kidney function.
710
00:25:56,412 --> 00:25:57,890
- Dr. Ndugu...
- I know, you're busy,
711
00:25:57,914 --> 00:25:59,757
but if you look at Rashida's eGFR
712
00:25:59,781 --> 00:26:01,091
without accounting for her race,
713
00:26:01,115 --> 00:26:03,461
she falls below the criterion of 20.
714
00:26:03,485 --> 00:26:06,431
I don't understand. The eGFR
is the field's standard.
715
00:26:06,455 --> 00:26:08,332
It's a tried and true formula.
716
00:26:08,356 --> 00:26:10,734
Yes. And it's time we start
questioning our standards.
717
00:26:10,758 --> 00:26:11,936
[ELEVATOR BELL DINGS]
718
00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:14,104
Look, I have clinic right now,
but I'll look into it.
719
00:26:14,128 --> 00:26:16,240
Rashida doesn't have other
options for a dialysis port
720
00:26:16,264 --> 00:26:17,575
- if this one fails.
- I hear you.
721
00:26:17,599 --> 00:26:20,144
I'll look into it, Dr. Ndugu. Thank you.
722
00:26:20,168 --> 00:26:23,013
♪♪
723
00:26:23,037 --> 00:26:25,349
Robin Jeter, 23, abdominal pain.
724
00:26:25,373 --> 00:26:28,586
X-ray shows a lodged crystal
causing intestinal obstruction.
725
00:26:28,610 --> 00:26:31,422
I think you mean to say
intestinal stone.
726
00:26:31,446 --> 00:26:33,057
- No, I don't.
- No, she didn't.
727
00:26:33,081 --> 00:26:34,391
ROBIN: It's a yoni egg.
728
00:26:34,415 --> 00:26:37,057
- Amethyst, specifically.
- Uh...
729
00:26:37,082 --> 00:26:38,693
It's... It's... It's a crystal egg
730
00:26:38,717 --> 00:26:41,496
that is typically inserted
into the vagin...
731
00:26:41,520 --> 00:26:42,930
- Got it.
- Huh?
732
00:26:42,954 --> 00:26:46,000
Uh, I was doing a ritual
I saw on social media
733
00:26:46,024 --> 00:26:48,936
that was supposed to bring love
and healing into your life.
734
00:26:48,960 --> 00:26:51,673
But, um, I was doing it so fast,
I mixed it all up.
735
00:26:51,697 --> 00:26:53,408
I was supposed to eat the strawberry
736
00:26:53,432 --> 00:26:55,443
and insert the yoni egg.
737
00:26:55,467 --> 00:26:57,867
What did you do with the strawberry?
738
00:26:59,971 --> 00:27:03,551
Oh. Uh, I-I see. Um.
739
00:27:03,575 --> 00:27:05,119
[CLEARS THROAT]
740
00:27:05,143 --> 00:27:07,655
Oh! Right. I'm up.
741
00:27:07,679 --> 00:27:09,256
Hello, Robin. I'm Dr. Schmitt.
742
00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:12,959
I'll be doing your surgery
today, uh, to remove,
743
00:27:12,983 --> 00:27:14,494
uh, the...
744
00:27:14,518 --> 00:27:15,529
The... Yoni egg.
745
00:27:15,553 --> 00:27:16,869
Mm-hmm.
746
00:27:17,688 --> 00:27:19,255
How old is he?
747
00:27:20,725 --> 00:27:22,669
MEGAN: Yeah,
these symptoms sound familiar.
748
00:27:22,693 --> 00:27:25,339
I have treated dozens of
soldiers exposed to burn pits.
749
00:27:25,363 --> 00:27:27,006
What are burn pits?
750
00:27:27,030 --> 00:27:31,311
Electronics, plastics,
soiled uniforms, human waste.
751
00:27:31,335 --> 00:27:33,347
Douse it all with some jet fuel,
light it with a match,
752
00:27:33,371 --> 00:27:35,949
then fwoosh... I mean,
what could possibly go wrong?
753
00:27:35,973 --> 00:27:37,651
I mean, some of these men have illnesses
754
00:27:37,675 --> 00:27:38,918
that we haven't even named yet.
755
00:27:38,942 --> 00:27:40,554
Others are in pain 24/7.
756
00:27:40,578 --> 00:27:41,955
They get nowhere with the VA.
757
00:27:41,979 --> 00:27:43,456
OWEN: The guy did six tours of service.
758
00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:45,358
To protect us.
759
00:27:45,382 --> 00:27:46,626
Never questioning, never complaining.
760
00:27:46,650 --> 00:27:48,261
He just answered the call,
761
00:27:48,285 --> 00:27:49,562
and we need to do the same for him.
762
00:27:49,586 --> 00:27:50,863
Tomorrow, I'm gonna go down to the VA.
763
00:27:50,887 --> 00:27:52,131
I'm gonna demand answers.
764
00:27:52,155 --> 00:27:54,333
Okay, so after you defeat
the US military,
765
00:27:54,357 --> 00:27:56,318
maybe grab some lunch,
and then take on Putin?
766
00:27:56,342 --> 00:27:57,336
[CHUCKLES]
767
00:27:57,360 --> 00:27:58,904
- How's his kid?
- Danny's gonna be fine.
768
00:27:58,928 --> 00:28:01,705
Head CT was clear. He can be
discharged later today.
769
00:28:02,098 --> 00:28:04,943
Maybe Avery can help Noah
through the foundation.
770
00:28:04,967 --> 00:28:07,780
He'll be dead before we even
line up the votes on the board.
771
00:28:07,804 --> 00:28:09,181
We can't save Noah.
772
00:28:09,205 --> 00:28:11,651
He just needs immediate medical
care just to be comfortable.
773
00:28:11,675 --> 00:28:14,553
And we can give him that. We'll
figure out the details later.
774
00:28:14,577 --> 00:28:17,156
Look at you two,
breaking rules and saving lives.
775
00:28:17,180 --> 00:28:19,291
Aren't you glad
I got you to tie that knot?
776
00:28:19,315 --> 00:28:21,293
♪♪
777
00:28:21,317 --> 00:28:23,928
[DANNY SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
778
00:28:23,952 --> 00:28:26,331
♪♪
779
00:28:26,355 --> 00:28:27,465
[MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY]
780
00:28:27,489 --> 00:28:29,334
- WINSTON: What happened?
- Her sats dropped,
781
00:28:29,358 --> 00:28:32,103
and her face and neck keep
swelling more and more.
782
00:28:32,127 --> 00:28:34,105
Superior vena cava syndrome.
783
00:28:34,129 --> 00:28:36,541
The catheter must have blocked
her SVC entirely.
784
00:28:36,565 --> 00:28:38,910
- I'm taking it out.
- Can we take her back to the IR suite
785
00:28:38,934 --> 00:28:40,511
- and reposition it?
- No.
786
00:28:40,535 --> 00:28:42,279
How else would she get dialysis?
787
00:28:42,303 --> 00:28:43,747
- She wouldn't.
- Dr. Ndugu...
788
00:28:43,771 --> 00:28:45,482
She's already clotted off
multiple access points.
789
00:28:45,506 --> 00:28:46,950
Who's to say it wouldn't happen again?
790
00:28:46,974 --> 00:28:48,519
Page Dr. Krause!
791
00:28:48,543 --> 00:28:49,975
♪♪
792
00:28:53,118 --> 00:28:56,960
It's fine. Everyone's watching.
That's what happens.
793
00:28:56,985 --> 00:28:59,197
People watch, you screw up,
794
00:28:59,221 --> 00:29:02,267
and then you quit and
go find a rock to hide under.
795
00:29:02,291 --> 00:29:05,170
[NEEDTOBREATHE'S "ALIVE" PLAYS]
796
00:29:05,194 --> 00:29:06,638
RICHARD: You ready?
797
00:29:06,662 --> 00:29:07,705
♪♪
798
00:29:07,729 --> 00:29:08,939
Scalpel.
799
00:29:08,963 --> 00:29:17,482
♪♪
800
00:29:17,506 --> 00:29:19,617
♪ Flashes of doubt
that grow into a rage ♪
801
00:29:19,641 --> 00:29:21,386
[ CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
802
00:29:21,410 --> 00:29:24,622
♪ Locked out the truth,
they keep your dreams at bay ♪
803
00:29:24,646 --> 00:29:28,326
♪ Don't stand there waitin'
for the time to come ♪
804
00:29:28,350 --> 00:29:32,496
♪ C'mon, c'mon, catch me,
we got miles to run ♪
805
00:29:32,520 --> 00:29:35,766
♪ We are alive, our skin
is leaving these bones ♪
806
00:29:35,790 --> 00:29:39,970
♪ Fire in the wind,
we're burning out of control ♪
807
00:29:39,994 --> 00:29:43,040
♪ We are the children
chasing wondrous thrills ♪
808
00:29:43,064 --> 00:29:47,344
♪ Chasing a vision, baby, like
we're running downhill, oh ♪
809
00:29:47,368 --> 00:29:52,583
♪♪
810
00:29:52,607 --> 00:29:55,920
- Nice extraction, Schmitt.
- Thank you.
811
00:29:55,944 --> 00:29:57,588
3-0 chromic, please.
812
00:29:57,612 --> 00:30:05,862
♪♪
813
00:30:05,886 --> 00:30:11,367
♪♪
814
00:30:11,391 --> 00:30:12,602
[MONITOR BEEPS]
815
00:30:12,626 --> 00:30:14,204
♪♪
816
00:30:14,228 --> 00:30:15,772
Doppler.
817
00:30:15,796 --> 00:30:17,073
Relax, Schmitt.
818
00:30:17,097 --> 00:30:19,342
If you're calm, everyone else is calm.
819
00:30:19,366 --> 00:30:22,578
♪♪
820
00:30:22,602 --> 00:30:24,914
[SUCTION GURGLING]
821
00:30:24,938 --> 00:30:26,282
♪ Someday this body's
gonna come to rest ♪
822
00:30:26,306 --> 00:30:28,051
[SIGHING] Oh, this can't happen.
823
00:30:28,075 --> 00:30:30,186
Come on, come on,
come on, come on. Think.
824
00:30:30,210 --> 00:30:32,455
You can do this. Think.
825
00:30:32,479 --> 00:30:35,358
♪ These hills take longer
than we think to get down ♪
826
00:30:35,382 --> 00:30:36,559
♪ So I'll get used to living
with my feet off the ground ♪
827
00:30:36,583 --> 00:30:37,926
BAILEY: I'm turning the speaker on.
828
00:30:37,950 --> 00:30:39,661
Help him out, people.
829
00:30:39,685 --> 00:30:41,997
Are you getting a good signal
from the adjacent segments?
830
00:30:42,021 --> 00:30:43,866
LEVI: Yes, both sides.
831
00:30:43,890 --> 00:30:45,768
Resect that segment. Do a hand-sewn...
832
00:30:45,792 --> 00:30:47,102
End to end anastomosis.
833
00:30:47,126 --> 00:30:48,503
Uh, stapler.
834
00:30:48,527 --> 00:30:50,873
♪ Fire in the wind,
we're burning out of control ♪
835
00:30:50,897 --> 00:30:52,307
♪ We are the children
chasing wondrous thrills ♪
836
00:30:52,331 --> 00:30:54,309
To close, start bringing
the bowel together
837
00:30:54,333 --> 00:30:56,344
with a vicryl suture,
coming around the corner
838
00:30:56,368 --> 00:30:58,247
- with a Connell stitch and...
- TARYN: And a 3 millimeter gap
839
00:30:58,271 --> 00:30:59,848
between every two sutures.
840
00:30:59,872 --> 00:31:00,983
LEVI: Got it.
841
00:31:01,007 --> 00:31:02,617
[PANTING] Suction, Taryn...
842
00:31:02,641 --> 00:31:03,618
Dr. Helm.
843
00:31:03,642 --> 00:31:05,187
[SUCTION GURGLING]
844
00:31:05,211 --> 00:31:14,495
♪♪
845
00:31:14,519 --> 00:31:15,596
What happened?
846
00:31:15,620 --> 00:31:17,265
There was a complication
from the catheter,
847
00:31:17,289 --> 00:31:19,133
- so I had to remove it.
- So you'll reinsert it?
848
00:31:19,157 --> 00:31:21,669
I won't. And because we couldn't
gain access for dialysis,
849
00:31:21,693 --> 00:31:24,638
Rashida needs to be placed on
the transplant list immediately.
850
00:31:24,662 --> 00:31:26,007
Rashida's been my patient for months.
851
00:31:26,031 --> 00:31:27,275
These aren't your decisions to make.
852
00:31:27,299 --> 00:31:28,876
Except that now she's also my patient.
853
00:31:28,900 --> 00:31:32,046
And she has suffered from
multiple unnecessary procedures,
854
00:31:32,070 --> 00:31:33,580
so I'm not putting her through
even more.
855
00:31:33,604 --> 00:31:34,682
This is not protocol.
856
00:31:34,706 --> 00:31:37,351
It's not. It's a life.
857
00:31:37,375 --> 00:31:38,820
Rashida's.
858
00:31:38,844 --> 00:31:43,257
♪♪
859
00:31:43,281 --> 00:31:44,358
Even if we list her,
860
00:31:44,382 --> 00:31:46,627
we don't know
when a kidney will come through.
861
00:31:46,651 --> 00:31:49,063
It'll come faster than if we didn't.
862
00:31:49,087 --> 00:31:50,831
♪♪
863
00:31:50,855 --> 00:31:53,166
Oh, Hayes, uh, I'm looking
for Danny and Noah.
864
00:31:53,190 --> 00:31:55,101
Uh, they left.
865
00:31:55,125 --> 00:31:58,205
What do you mean they left?
I didn't discharge Noah.
866
00:31:58,229 --> 00:31:59,539
No, but I discharged his son,
867
00:31:59,563 --> 00:32:02,309
and he said he wanted
to go home with him.
868
00:32:02,333 --> 00:32:04,410
So you just let him go?
Without asking me?
869
00:32:04,434 --> 00:32:06,012
He said he declined all further testing,
870
00:32:06,036 --> 00:32:07,981
and then he signed an AMA.
871
00:32:08,005 --> 00:32:09,682
He has severe fibrosis in both lungs.
872
00:32:09,706 --> 00:32:12,319
He needs supplementary oxygen,
a full pulmonary workup,
873
00:32:12,343 --> 00:32:13,753
an evaluation by a specialist,
874
00:32:13,777 --> 00:32:15,322
and we're gonna need to do
more studies, okay,
875
00:32:15,346 --> 00:32:17,757
- if we're gonna...
- Hunt, he's terminal.
876
00:32:17,781 --> 00:32:19,759
[SIGHS] You know that, I know that,
877
00:32:19,783 --> 00:32:21,561
Noah knows that, and he's accepted that.
878
00:32:21,585 --> 00:32:22,863
Hayes, just...
Which is very difficult to do
879
00:32:22,887 --> 00:32:24,230
when you've got a little one at home.
880
00:32:24,254 --> 00:32:25,865
Believe me.
881
00:32:25,889 --> 00:32:27,699
♪♪
882
00:32:27,723 --> 00:32:29,534
All those things you want to do
for him, they take time.
883
00:32:29,558 --> 00:32:31,570
They take energy.
884
00:32:31,594 --> 00:32:33,438
They're two things Noah wants
to give his son right now
885
00:32:33,462 --> 00:32:35,941
while he still can.
886
00:32:35,965 --> 00:32:38,277
Look, I'm sorry I didn't ask you,
887
00:32:38,301 --> 00:32:40,445
but I'm not sorry I let him go.
888
00:32:40,469 --> 00:32:45,985
♪♪
889
00:32:46,009 --> 00:32:48,287
[SIREN WAILING, HORNS HONKING
IN DISTANCE]
890
00:32:48,311 --> 00:32:54,493
♪♪
891
00:32:54,517 --> 00:33:00,699
♪♪
892
00:33:00,723 --> 00:33:02,901
You look amazing.
893
00:33:02,925 --> 00:33:06,204
But, yeah, you may want to change.
894
00:33:06,228 --> 00:33:07,928
[CHUCKLES]
895
00:33:09,398 --> 00:33:10,764
Sorry.
896
00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:13,266
It's okay.
897
00:33:17,173 --> 00:33:19,991
Listen. You hear that?
898
00:33:20,015 --> 00:33:22,394
[INSECTS CHIRPING]
899
00:33:22,418 --> 00:33:24,820
- MEREDITH: What?
- Exactly.
900
00:33:25,621 --> 00:33:29,568
I mean, this right here, this is
why I pulled back on my hours.
901
00:33:29,592 --> 00:33:34,205
I was... I was ignoring
everything around me.
902
00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:35,407
You know?
903
00:33:35,431 --> 00:33:36,708
The perfect silence,
904
00:33:36,732 --> 00:33:38,777
the 2-mile hike through
the woods behind my house,
905
00:33:38,801 --> 00:33:42,581
just sitting here, sitting,
staring up at the stars.
906
00:33:42,605 --> 00:33:44,783
♪♪
907
00:33:44,807 --> 00:33:47,051
I don't stargaze much.
908
00:33:47,075 --> 00:33:48,487
I'm sorry, since when?
909
00:33:48,511 --> 00:33:49,554
Since ever.
910
00:33:49,578 --> 00:33:51,690
Ooh, we're gonna have so much fun.
911
00:33:51,714 --> 00:33:53,792
[CHUCKLES]
I've got so much to teach you.
912
00:33:53,816 --> 00:33:55,225
[LAUGHS]
913
00:33:57,251 --> 00:34:00,631
Hey, tell me about
this, um, top-secret project.
914
00:34:00,655 --> 00:34:02,833
Well, If I told you,
it wouldn't be top-secret.
915
00:34:02,857 --> 00:34:04,368
Fine. Tell me one thing.
916
00:34:04,392 --> 00:34:07,304
You really struggle
with the concept of secrets.
917
00:34:07,328 --> 00:34:09,339
I guess I do.
918
00:34:09,363 --> 00:34:11,742
[SIGHS]
919
00:34:11,766 --> 00:34:13,677
I'm scared to say yes.
920
00:34:13,701 --> 00:34:15,012
Hm.
921
00:34:15,036 --> 00:34:18,015
And I am very rarely scared.
922
00:34:18,039 --> 00:34:22,820
♪♪
923
00:34:22,844 --> 00:34:24,379
What are you scared of?
924
00:34:25,246 --> 00:34:26,746
Failure.
925
00:34:28,082 --> 00:34:31,528
This project will cost
millions of dollars,
926
00:34:31,552 --> 00:34:34,030
will be very risky,
927
00:34:34,054 --> 00:34:36,866
win or lose, will eventually
be written about.
928
00:34:36,890 --> 00:34:38,200
And I'm just not sure
929
00:34:38,224 --> 00:34:41,438
that I want the first thing
that I do after surviving COVID
930
00:34:41,462 --> 00:34:43,105
to be a public failure.
931
00:34:43,129 --> 00:34:45,150
And I know that's my ego.
932
00:34:46,266 --> 00:34:49,345
I have a very comfortable
situation in Seattle.
933
00:34:49,369 --> 00:34:51,614
I have safety. I have comfort.
934
00:34:51,638 --> 00:34:54,250
And now you're gonna
trade all of that in.
935
00:34:54,274 --> 00:34:55,911
You're gonna risk it all.
936
00:34:56,610 --> 00:34:58,555
Listen, you're not
a safety person, Meredith.
937
00:34:58,579 --> 00:35:00,490
You're not a comfort person.
938
00:35:00,514 --> 00:35:02,124
- It's not your nature.
- How do you know?
939
00:35:02,148 --> 00:35:04,793
Because it's not mine, either.
And it takes one to know one.
940
00:35:04,817 --> 00:35:06,027
[CHUCKLES]
941
00:35:06,051 --> 00:35:08,897
You're gonna risk it all,
and win or lose...
942
00:35:08,921 --> 00:35:11,500
it's gonna be a hell of a ride.
943
00:35:11,524 --> 00:35:16,839
♪♪
944
00:35:16,863 --> 00:35:19,162
[SIRENS WAILING IN DISTANCE]
945
00:35:19,684 --> 00:35:22,678
WINSTON: I'm really sorry
to say this, Rashida.
946
00:35:22,702 --> 00:35:25,524
We couldn't gain access
for your dialysis.
947
00:35:26,739 --> 00:35:30,445
But... you're on
the transplant list, Rashida.
948
00:35:31,377 --> 00:35:32,620
[EXHALES SHARPLY]
949
00:35:32,644 --> 00:35:34,241
Wait, what?
950
00:35:35,414 --> 00:35:36,959
Are you serious?
951
00:35:36,983 --> 00:35:38,415
Yeah.
952
00:35:39,751 --> 00:35:42,062
[SIGHS] Wow.
953
00:35:42,086 --> 00:35:44,264
♪♪
954
00:35:44,288 --> 00:35:47,067
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
955
00:35:47,091 --> 00:35:48,736
[VOICE BREAKING]
I honestly never thought
956
00:35:48,760 --> 00:35:50,505
I would see this day.
957
00:35:50,529 --> 00:35:53,674
You're not just saving my life.
958
00:35:53,698 --> 00:35:55,345
You're changing it.
959
00:35:56,300 --> 00:35:58,640
I can go back to who I was.
960
00:35:59,671 --> 00:36:01,415
I don't know how to thank you.
961
00:36:01,439 --> 00:36:03,250
[BREATHES DEEPLY]
962
00:36:03,274 --> 00:36:05,119
I can't wait to tell everyone.
963
00:36:05,143 --> 00:36:07,221
[BREATHES DEEPLY] Oh, and, Dr. Ndugu,
964
00:36:07,245 --> 00:36:09,724
when my followers find out
how you helped me...
965
00:36:09,748 --> 00:36:11,458
[SNIFFLES] Are you single?
966
00:36:11,482 --> 00:36:12,859
[CHUCKLES] I'm not.
967
00:36:12,883 --> 00:36:15,228
I'm actually married to
another cardiothoracic surgeon
968
00:36:15,252 --> 00:36:17,330
at this hospital... Dr. Pierce.
969
00:36:17,354 --> 00:36:18,364
And she fly.
970
00:36:18,388 --> 00:36:19,432
- What?
- Mm-hmm.
971
00:36:19,456 --> 00:36:20,800
A cute doctor couple?
972
00:36:20,824 --> 00:36:21,868
- Mm-hmm.
- Okay!
973
00:36:21,892 --> 00:36:23,837
[CHUCKLES] I gotta meet her ASAP.
974
00:36:23,861 --> 00:36:25,872
Ooh, have you guys ever thought
about becoming influencers?
975
00:36:25,896 --> 00:36:27,674
The brands would come flocking.
976
00:36:27,698 --> 00:36:30,076
Influencers? For what? Health?
977
00:36:30,100 --> 00:36:32,111
Yeah, I mean, there are
influencers for everything.
978
00:36:32,135 --> 00:36:34,480
Okay, movies, restaurants, plants.
979
00:36:34,504 --> 00:36:36,616
- [CHUCKLES]
- There are dog influencers, too.
980
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:40,053
Mm-hmm. Biggie the Pug
has 2 million followers.
981
00:36:40,077 --> 00:36:42,622
Ha! Come on. Okay. We gotta go live.
982
00:36:42,646 --> 00:36:43,657
Hey!
983
00:36:43,681 --> 00:36:45,491
- Hey.
- Ah!
984
00:36:45,515 --> 00:36:47,626
I haven't seen them this happy
in months.
985
00:36:47,650 --> 00:36:51,297
[CHUCKLES] Helm's
more thrilled than Schmitt.
986
00:36:51,321 --> 00:36:53,533
- He let her keep the crystal.
- [CHUCKLES]
987
00:36:53,557 --> 00:36:55,701
And you seem to be
the happiest of them all.
988
00:36:55,725 --> 00:36:58,571
Feels good to be back, in front of them.
989
00:36:58,595 --> 00:37:01,607
Well, Dr. Wong gave me
his retirement notice today.
990
00:37:01,631 --> 00:37:03,409
Dr. Wong?
He used to be a student of mine.
991
00:37:03,433 --> 00:37:04,577
Is something wrong?
992
00:37:04,601 --> 00:37:06,312
Healthy as a horse.
993
00:37:06,336 --> 00:37:08,181
And it's getting worse, Richard.
994
00:37:08,205 --> 00:37:11,750
Every day, someone retires or
quits or moves to Minnesota...
995
00:37:11,774 --> 00:37:13,286
We don't know if that's happening.
996
00:37:13,310 --> 00:37:16,289
[SIGHS] Whether
it's burnout or exhaustion
997
00:37:16,313 --> 00:37:18,023
or just needing a change,
998
00:37:18,047 --> 00:37:20,559
these residents aren't the only
ones that need to reset.
999
00:37:20,583 --> 00:37:23,861
This whole hospital needs
to remember why we're here.
1000
00:37:23,885 --> 00:37:25,964
COVID took that from us.
1001
00:37:25,988 --> 00:37:28,700
You know, remember when we
used to have, like, pizza night
1002
00:37:28,724 --> 00:37:31,403
and retreats, and... and
residents would prank each other
1003
00:37:31,427 --> 00:37:32,704
and... You hated that.
1004
00:37:32,728 --> 00:37:34,172
But there was joy
1005
00:37:34,196 --> 00:37:36,808
and the feeling that we were
all in this together,
1006
00:37:36,832 --> 00:37:38,543
for something bigger than ourselves.
1007
00:37:38,567 --> 00:37:40,044
I want to make room for that.
1008
00:37:40,068 --> 00:37:41,746
I want to make space for that again.
1009
00:37:41,770 --> 00:37:46,351
You want people to remember the why.
1010
00:37:46,375 --> 00:37:48,353
So do I.
1011
00:37:48,377 --> 00:37:51,156
♪ Feels just like
we're dreaming wide awake ♪
1012
00:37:51,180 --> 00:37:52,657
I got some ideas, Bailey.
1013
00:37:52,681 --> 00:37:53,758
♪ And I know we're only going ♪
1014
00:37:53,782 --> 00:37:54,758
♪ Up, up, up ♪
1015
00:37:54,782 --> 00:37:55,993
Big ones.
1016
00:37:56,017 --> 00:37:57,595
♪ Here we go ♪
1017
00:37:57,619 --> 00:37:59,029
♪♪
1018
00:37:59,053 --> 00:38:00,531
♪ Oooh ♪♪
1019
00:38:00,555 --> 00:38:04,668
- ♪ And if that mockingbird don't sing ♪
- [SCOUT CRYING]
1020
00:38:04,692 --> 00:38:08,539
♪ Daddy's gonna buy you a diamond ring ♪
1021
00:38:08,563 --> 00:38:12,409
♪ And if all of those rings don't work ♪
1022
00:38:12,433 --> 00:38:15,513
♪ Daddy's gonna feel
like a big old jerk ♪
1023
00:38:15,537 --> 00:38:19,783
Okay, you need to stop
with the depressing lullabies.
1024
00:38:19,807 --> 00:38:22,041
- Put him to sleep.
- [SIGHS]
1025
00:38:24,779 --> 00:38:29,159
Link, I-I know that you are upset
1026
00:38:29,183 --> 00:38:33,929
and sad and grieving
the future you thought you had.
1027
00:38:33,953 --> 00:38:36,232
Obviously, I have been there.
1028
00:38:36,256 --> 00:38:38,156
And what did you do?
1029
00:38:39,593 --> 00:38:43,961
I looked for joy anywhere that I could.
1030
00:38:45,165 --> 00:38:48,611
Then along came [SIGHS] OB...
1031
00:38:48,635 --> 00:38:50,168
and Luna.
1032
00:38:51,971 --> 00:38:56,553
I know that it sucks right now,
but you're gonna be okay.
1033
00:38:56,577 --> 00:38:59,689
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh,
ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
1034
00:38:59,713 --> 00:39:01,324
♪♪
1035
00:39:01,348 --> 00:39:04,993
Something did happen earlier with Leo.
1036
00:39:05,017 --> 00:39:08,664
I-I-I thought a parent was being
judgy about his Elsa costume,
1037
00:39:08,688 --> 00:39:10,699
so I-I confronted him. Who was it?
1038
00:39:10,723 --> 00:39:12,901
No, no one. He wasn't being judgy.
1039
00:39:12,925 --> 00:39:16,238
I'm just... Owen, I'm worried.
1040
00:39:16,262 --> 00:39:18,440
I...
1041
00:39:18,464 --> 00:39:21,943
I-I want Leo to be okay in the world,
1042
00:39:21,967 --> 00:39:25,180
and I'm... I'm...
I'm worried, what if we...
1043
00:39:25,204 --> 00:39:27,516
What if we let him be himself?
1044
00:39:27,540 --> 00:39:30,952
I'm worried that
the world won't be kind.
1045
00:39:30,976 --> 00:39:32,787
I'm worried that it will be hard.
1046
00:39:32,811 --> 00:39:35,657
I'm worried that people will be cruel.
1047
00:39:35,681 --> 00:39:36,858
♪ No, I don't wanna be so lonely... ♪
1048
00:39:36,882 --> 00:39:38,226
And maybe they will be.
1049
00:39:38,250 --> 00:39:40,160
♪ ...frozen ♪
1050
00:39:40,184 --> 00:39:41,629
But we won't be.
1051
00:39:41,653 --> 00:39:43,864
Leo's happy. Let's...
1052
00:39:43,888 --> 00:39:45,533
Let's just let him be happy, okay?
1053
00:39:45,557 --> 00:39:46,667
Okay.
1054
00:39:46,691 --> 00:39:48,336
- LEO: Mommy!
- Oh, there he is.
1055
00:39:48,360 --> 00:39:49,704
- Hey!
- Hey!
1056
00:39:49,728 --> 00:39:52,072
[CHUCKLES] Hey. How are you?
[GRUNTS]
1057
00:39:52,096 --> 00:39:53,974
- Look what I got.
- [BOTH GASP]
1058
00:39:53,998 --> 00:39:56,877
- Whoa.
- A new cape for Elsa,
1059
00:39:56,901 --> 00:39:58,779
the Snow Queen.
1060
00:39:58,803 --> 00:39:59,780
You like it?
1061
00:39:59,804 --> 00:40:00,981
Yeah.
1062
00:40:01,005 --> 00:40:02,483
I love it.
1063
00:40:02,507 --> 00:40:04,518
[CHUCKLING] Hi!
1064
00:40:04,542 --> 00:40:05,586
- You got her?
- Yeah.
1065
00:40:05,610 --> 00:40:07,255
I'll take him. Hi!
1066
00:40:07,279 --> 00:40:09,223
Hi!
1067
00:40:09,247 --> 00:40:10,523
- Let's go home.
- Okay.
1068
00:40:10,547 --> 00:40:13,426
♪ I have no one left to blame
in the end ♪
1069
00:40:13,450 --> 00:40:15,161
- How was your day?
- Ah.
1070
00:40:15,185 --> 00:40:16,996
♪ Yeah, I'm awake ♪
1071
00:40:17,020 --> 00:40:21,100
MEREDITH: There is such a thing
as predictive homeostasis.
1072
00:40:21,124 --> 00:40:22,502
Late night.
1073
00:40:22,526 --> 00:40:24,804
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh ♪
1074
00:40:24,828 --> 00:40:26,038
♪ I'm awake ♪
1075
00:40:26,062 --> 00:40:27,374
You don't own me.
1076
00:40:27,398 --> 00:40:28,675
Mm, I know.
1077
00:40:28,699 --> 00:40:30,543
I need autonomy picking the team.
1078
00:40:30,567 --> 00:40:32,312
Absolutely.
1079
00:40:32,336 --> 00:40:34,914
I'd like any progress
that we make from this process
1080
00:40:34,938 --> 00:40:38,585
to be public and accessible
to everyone with Parkinson's.
1081
00:40:38,609 --> 00:40:40,153
Of course.
1082
00:40:40,177 --> 00:40:44,758
It's when our body anticipates
responses to future challenges.
1083
00:40:44,782 --> 00:40:47,559
I'd like to move
the whole project to Grey-Sloan.
1084
00:40:47,583 --> 00:40:50,296
Mnh. That I can't do.
1085
00:40:50,320 --> 00:40:52,864
It's... It's expensive.
1086
00:40:52,888 --> 00:40:55,867
Frankly, I don't have the time.
1087
00:40:55,891 --> 00:40:57,869
We have everything we need here.
1088
00:40:57,893 --> 00:40:59,338
I can't move to Minnesota.
1089
00:40:59,362 --> 00:41:01,840
I need you here as much as possible.
1090
00:41:01,864 --> 00:41:03,241
♪ I can't see the road I'm driving ♪
1091
00:41:03,265 --> 00:41:04,343
♪ I don't need to look behind me ♪
1092
00:41:04,367 --> 00:41:06,679
I could set up a satellite lab
in Seattle.
1093
00:41:06,703 --> 00:41:09,782
I could travel back and forth
once a week.
1094
00:41:09,806 --> 00:41:12,384
That's the best I can offer.
1095
00:41:12,408 --> 00:41:14,453
♪ I'm awake ♪
1096
00:41:14,477 --> 00:41:15,821
Done.
1097
00:41:15,845 --> 00:41:18,791
It understands
that change is inevitable...
1098
00:41:18,815 --> 00:41:20,792
- Does this mean you're in?
- ♪ I'm awake ♪
1099
00:41:20,816 --> 00:41:23,394
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh,
ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
1100
00:41:23,418 --> 00:41:24,863
♪♪
1101
00:41:24,887 --> 00:41:26,464
- It means I'm in.
- ♪ Yah, I'm awake ♪
1102
00:41:26,488 --> 00:41:27,632
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh,
ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪
1103
00:41:27,656 --> 00:41:29,733
...and doesn't have to be catastrophic.
1104
00:41:29,757 --> 00:41:31,135
♪♪
1105
00:41:31,159 --> 00:41:33,770
♪ I'm awake ♪
1106
00:41:33,794 --> 00:41:36,262
♪♪
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