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[CHIEF PHILLIP WHITEMAN, JR
SINGING "PRAYER SONG
FOR WORLD PEACE"]
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NARRATOR: America,
a land full of natural beauty.
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A nation whose very soul
is drawn from both its heritage
and its future.
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[CONTINUES SINGING]
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America has also created
what is arguably
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the most mighty
and technologically advanced
military on the planet.
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The reason I joined
the military,
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I had four great uncles
that served in World War II,
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my uncle served in the Army
during Vietnam,
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my father was Korean Air,
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and it was a sense
of obligation and duty.
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So it was my turn.
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What brought me to the military
was just always
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my incessant need to serve.
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I was part of the big draft,
the 50,000-guy draft
from '65 to '67.
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I was 17 whenever I joined,
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and I wanted
to go prove to myself
that I was a man.
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I was drawn to the military
because of a lot of respect
for military,
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and I ended up
signing my contract five days
after my 17th birthday.
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That's when everything
started to get real.
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SOLDIER: [SHOUTS INDISTINCTLY]
Let's go!
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[GUNFIRE]
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[SOLDIERS SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY]
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NARRATOR: But coming home
from active duty,
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some members
of our armed forces
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face a stark, challenging
and sometimes deadly reality.
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Debilitating detachment,
anxiety and depression.
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My main job as an infantryman,
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as an 11-Charlie,
was kill or die.
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Now if you can't kill...
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[SCOFFS] what's left?
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[WESTERN STYLE MUSIC PLAYING]
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SETH HARDY: Anybody
who's done combat tours,
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they get used to
living an environment
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where every day
is life or death.
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You could catch a stray bullet.
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RPGs, rockets, mortar attacks,
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they happen every day
over there.
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So your body gets conditioned
to living at high alert,
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and when you come back
to an environment
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where those threats don't exist,
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your body just doesn't
turn it off.
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[ECHOING]
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SOLDIER: Get down!
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It's totally unacceptable
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that men and women
that signed on the dotted line
are left in such a bad spot
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that they get so dark
that they have no other options
but to take their own lives.
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NARRATOR: The struggle
has exploded
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to epidemic proportions.
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As many as 20 veterans per day
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are so desperate
they lose all hope.
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MARSHALL WOLFE: It's not
just the combat veterans
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coming back today
that are committing
the suicide,
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it's also the older guys
like me.
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The alcohol, the depression,
the drug abuse...
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NARRATOR: At the
Veterans Administration
in Milwaukee,
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Supervisor of Recreation
and Creative Arts Therapy
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Shep Crumrine
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has seen the devastation
the wars cause our veterans.
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CRUMRINE: Every 75 minutes,
we lose another veteran.
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And so, when
one of those lives is lost,
it's very troubling.
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Just the base where I served
in Missouri for nine years
of my active duty career,
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thirteen people
I knew and served with
have committed suicide,
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from Whiteman
Air Force Base, Missouri.
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NARRATOR: Now
there's a new sign of hope.
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An unlikely, effective
and potent treatment
has emerged.
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A remedy that requires
no hospitalization,
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no pharmaceutical drugs,
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and has been
right under our noses
for hundreds of years.
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Two wounded souls
emerging from the wreckage
of trauma.
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Battle-scarred but new...
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And every healer,
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every hero has an origin story.
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America's
breathtaking landscape
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is host of tens of thousands
of mustangs.
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Wild horses,
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a true icon
of American freedom.
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The very essence
of the American spirit.
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And now, they offer a new
opportunity for our veterans.
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There's something
deeply spiritual about a horse
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that no other animal
that I've come across has.
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MITCHELL RENO: I was a grunt,
I was an infantryman,
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and I was in both invasions,
and it's...
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You've got to do
a lot of bad stuff.
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That's a lot of stuff
to shut off in your head.
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You can't really reason
with the feeling.
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[SIGHS] I walked
out of the desert
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and then I stumbled in life.
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Literally stumbling, you know,
from hos...
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From the insane asylum
to rehabs.
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Just the daily anxiety
gets so bad
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that I didn't leave the house.
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Felt like everything
was coming at me
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and everything
was coming at me way too fast.
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I cannot relate
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to what the younger generation
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has done in the desert,
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stood up
in Iraq and Afghanistan.
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But we can relate on one thing.
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We can't un-see
some of the things
that we've seen.
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Absolutely.
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And it's how you deal with it.
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WILLIAM MERCURIO: You know,
I never anticipated
I would be in a war zone
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and, uh, came home
and found out that
some of that stayed with me.
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Um, I needed to get
a little bit of comfort.
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NARRATOR: Luckily for our
struggling veterans,
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equine therapy
is making inroads to healing.
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Three and a half months ago,
I lost my son to drugs,
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and the horses
have really helped me
to be relieved
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of some of the pain
that's involved in that.
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And I can't explain that
because you have to be there
to know what it is, you know?
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I tend to have
an A-type personality,
so I'm on the go all the time.
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So this gives me
the chance to be calm
and take some of the edge off.
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They are vessels that you can
pour your emotions into,
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that, you know,
when you walk away from it,
you feel better.
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WOLFE: Oh, man,
it's beautiful out there.
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Just little creeks
and rolling hills,
lots of timber.
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Nice trail ride,
up and down some swingbacks.
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Did real good.
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Did a little bit of trotting
through there,
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so it felt really good.
Clayton loves it.
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He's free now. He's not
an old ranch horse anymore.
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He's in the therapeutic program
and helping the veterans out.
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He's loving it as much as I am.
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NARRATOR: Although
equine therapy
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is just now starting to get
a mainstream foothold
in healing our veterans,
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the idea of horses for healing
is not altogether new.
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Horses have long
proven to be healers
of many an injured soul.
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Just outside of Chicago,
Marge Gunnar
founded BraveHearts,
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one of the many
equine therapy centers
across the country
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that are helping mend
our country's citizens.
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GUNNAR: The reason
that I started BraveHearts
was in 1993,
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I was diagnosed
with ovarian cancer.
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It was a pretty
devastating diagnosis.
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During the time
that I was going through chemo,
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my oldest sister,
who has passed away now,
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wanted to take me up
to see my stallion.
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And I went into his barn,
where he was in training,
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I went up to him
and I put my arms
around his neck
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and I buried my face
in his mane
and I started to sob,
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and that horse did something
he never did before.
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He just wrapped
his neck around me and squeezed.
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So that's when the inspiration
to start BraveHearts
came into my mind,
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because I felt
this healing connection
to an animal.
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And the program started.
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NARRATOR: Though the program
shares a similar name
with a famous motion picture,
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the two are not related.
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Horseman and trainer,
Paddy McKevitt,
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is a former farrier
for the US Olympics.
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He has an affinity
for the healing being done
at facilities like BraveHearts.
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I first met Meggan,
our president and COO,
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and I went over to
a little program
that she was at at the time,
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where some kids
that were all amputees,
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and I had a little zebra
that I had gentled
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and got along with
and could ride.
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And she asked me
to bring it over there
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just 'cause they were there
for a week-long camp.
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And when I started to be around
people that were using horses
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in a beneficial way
to the human,
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I was like, "Wow,
this is way more valuable.
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"This is really
the purpose of a horse."
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You know, my background
is working with children
with various diagnoses
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and using equine therapy
for that.
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I've gotten to see horses
helping, you know,
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a child learn to walk
and a child learn to talk.
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And I mean, all of that
has been just phenomenal
to get to witness firsthand,
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and got introduced
to working with veterans
and just was riveted by it.
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I'm a Gold Star father,
so it kind of, you know,
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it's the deepest, darkest day
that you can have
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when you lose a child in war.
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And that's what happened to us.
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And by having him, he just...
He turned everything around
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and he showed us
a different way
of doing things.
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And, um, instead of going
to the edge every night,
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you know, going
to the edge of that cliff,
there's something else here.
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HILL-McQUEENY: When somebody
comes up and says,
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"This horse saved my life"
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and then you hear it twice,
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and then you hear it five times,
then you hear it dozens.
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When you think about somebody
that has been through something
that I can't even imagine
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and that they can come back
because of a horse,
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that's pretty huge.
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NARRATOR: Navy veteran
Mary Apper
was declining rapidly
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when she finally found solace
at the BraveHearts ranch.
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When I went to Afghanistan,
I did Detainee Ops,
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and then I was
a 240-Bravo gunner.
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And, you know,
you see a lot of stuff
over there,
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and you kind of lock it away,
you compartmentalize it.
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But when I came back,
I was pretty angry.
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Had a lot of hate in my heart.
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I talked to my mom about it,
and my family,
of course, was worried.
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Twenty veterans a day
commit suicide.
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You talk to congressmen
and you say, you know,
at the end of every week,
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if you took 140 people
at the end of seven days,
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that's about the size
of a small plane crashing.
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If you crashed a plane
every Sunday,
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you know Congress
would do something about it.
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I lost one of my brothers
from the Air Force,
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and we'd known each other
for over 20 years.
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And, uh, nobody knows why,
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but, one night,
he got intoxicated
and he shot himself.
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[GUNFIRE]
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[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
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[GUNFIRE]
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[INDISTINCT SHOUTING]
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NARRATOR: Even members
of the military police
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are not shielded
from the harm and trauma
a war can bring.
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Jenny McDonald
was in charge of the captured
enemy combatants in Iraq.
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At any time, we can be used
as infantry to provide security.
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And doing my job,
which was we ended up setting up
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and running the very first
prison camp in Iraq.
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We were going
on very little sleep,
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we were getting mortared,
and I became angry.
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I was angry at these...
These people in front of me.
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They were threatening my family.
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They were threatening me.
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They were telling me
they were gonna come back
and get me.
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We were sitting here
watching these prisoners
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who were bragging about
what they were doing
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to our fellow brothers
and sisters
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and what they wanted to do to us
and to our families.
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And people changed.
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My mother noticed it
on the phone.
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You know, I'd be calling
at 2:00 in the morning,
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the prisoners would be rioting,
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and the first thing
she would say to me is,
"Jen, I love you so much.
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"Please stop yelling
and, dear God,
stop swearing so much."
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[CHUCKLES]
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And I had no idea that...
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I didn't even think
that I was talking loud.
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This was how
we talked to each other,
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and it's definitely
how I was at work.
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CRUMRINE: In the military,
you go to boot camp,
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you're changed forever,
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whether you experience
combat or not,
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because there's a commitment
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and a violation sometimes
of your soul,
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your, um, you know...
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You have violated
that on purpose,
and that's hard to live with.
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MITCHELL HEDLUND:
When I was in Afghanistan,
we were taking a lot of fire.
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I got a group of four.
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One of 'em was running away
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and, uh, I couldn't,
I couldn't just take him out.
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I had to let him go.
Give him a chance.
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Dumbest mistake of my life.
246
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We were walking,
we were gonna come
down the mountain.
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That's when
I got hit by the RPG.
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It didn't directly hit me,
but it was enough to concuss me
and mess me up.
249
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And, uh, backpack
was half ripped off.
250
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Bullets are flying all around.
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[CHUCKLES] The guy
that ran away, came back
252
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and finally
got behind this rock.
[SNIFFLES]
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Turned up, shot four shots.
254
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Last one was a tracer round.
255
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And I saw it disappear
right into his side.
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He wasn't moving after that.
257
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The helicopter came over
and was checking all the bodies
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and, uh, told me
his heat sensor
was going to blue.
259
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And, uh, yeah,
six confirmed kills that night.
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I had ended up
getting medevac'd
to Landstuhl in Germany.
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I had a shrink,
we were de-processing,
or whatever they call it,
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and she asked me how I felt
about the prisoners,
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these same guys that were
threatening my family
and currently still were.
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And she didn't say anything.
265
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I got off the plane
in the United States
266
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and they put us into two lines.
267
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Everyone else got to go to
a barracks-type situation.
268
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Us in the shorter line
went to a mental hospital,
269
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where I spent six hours
begging and pleading
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and telling them
anything I could
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to make them let me out.
272
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I'll never forget the chains
wrapped around the door.
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I, um...
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I was given a discharge
from the military,
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and I took that pretty hard.
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HEDLUND: I hit rock bottom.
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I got a call from my friend
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and I looked at it
and I didn't answer it.
279
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I just thought,
"Okay, I'm gonna
call him later."
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He committed suicide
right after that.
281
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He was gonna call me.
282
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I didn't pick up the phone.
283
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People always tell you
it's not your fault.
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You couldn't have prevented it.
285
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I still hold that blame.
286
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McDONALD: I did my best
to go back to normal.
287
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Had a job at a grocery store.
288
00:18:55,917 --> 00:19:00,182
And I was just
so angry all the time
289
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that it affected
absolutely every aspect
of my life.
290
00:19:04,969 --> 00:19:06,449
I didn't fit with people.
291
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I couldn't talk to them
the right way.
292
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A 15-minute conversation
with somebody,
293
00:19:11,889 --> 00:19:13,848
I would just
sweat through my clothes.
294
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I was so...
I just wanted to run.
295
00:19:16,720 --> 00:19:19,941
I had several years
of just drinking a lot,
296
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and making a lot of mistakes
and hurting the people
that I really care about.
297
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Alcoholism and substance abuse,
298
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it's a natural phenomenon
coming out of the military.
299
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That is certainly a comorbid
or a corresponding diagnosis to,
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I'm gonna just guess
it's over 90 percent,
95 percent.
301
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That may not be
what we're seeing them for,
but it's somewhere in the mix.
302
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As much as I may have
not wanted to live anymore,
303
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and it began to show in...
304
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At one point
I was 89 pounds and...
305
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[SIGHS]
306
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probably wasn't too far
from dying, the way it was.
307
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I knew I couldn't do that
to my little brother.
308
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APPER: Well, last August,
I had to put my mare down
that I'd had for 24 years.
309
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And she was really the way
I was kind of dealing
with my PTSD.
310
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I grew up with her,
went to college with her,
everything.
311
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You know, 2:00,
3:00 in the morning
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I'd go out there,
I'd sleep next to her stall,
ride her at midnight.
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She was just there
whenever I needed her.
314
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But my mom told me, she's like,
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"You have more love
in your heart
for your mare, Satin,
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"than any amount of hate
they could have put there."
317
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So when she passed away,
it was like
everything was gone.
318
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Kind of went
to a pretty dark place.
319
00:20:46,375 --> 00:20:49,248
Um, wasn't really sure
I wanted to be around anymore.
320
00:20:59,170 --> 00:21:01,434
So my mom was the one
that really pushed me.
321
00:21:01,477 --> 00:21:04,828
She's like,
"You need to go out there
and at least give 'em a shot."
322
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When I first got here,
I wasn't even sure
I was gonna stay.
323
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I met up with Meggan
and she started giving me
a tour around the property,
324
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just trying to get me to talk.
325
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She didn't talk down to me.
326
00:21:21,105 --> 00:21:24,631
You know, a lot of times,
when you have PTSD,
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a lot of people tend to, like,
talk in a slower voice
or a baby voice
328
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or kind of, like,
walk on pins and needles.
329
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But she just treated me like
I was just a normal person
330
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coming here
interested in horses.
331
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You know, just
a horsewoman-to-horsewoman
basis.
332
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And I saw CeCe,
which is the little
Quarter Horse mare.
333
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And so I was talking
to Meggan there,
334
00:21:46,392 --> 00:21:48,568
and I kind of ended up
breaking down a little bit,
335
00:21:48,611 --> 00:21:50,265
telling her about
what was going on,
336
00:21:50,309 --> 00:21:52,572
and CeCe had reached
over the fence
337
00:21:52,615 --> 00:21:54,878
and nuzzled my cheek
when I was crying.
338
00:21:54,922 --> 00:21:57,141
So, of course, that, like,
just melts you.
339
00:21:57,185 --> 00:21:59,622
So I kind of got attached
to CeCe.
340
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And I was like,
"Well, maybe I'll go
out there again."
341
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So, I thought about it
for a couple days,
342
00:22:05,672 --> 00:22:07,369
ended up emailing Meg
and I was like,
343
00:22:07,413 --> 00:22:09,719
"Hey, do you have a picture
of that little filly?"
344
00:22:09,763 --> 00:22:11,895
And so she sent me
a picture of CeCe.
345
00:22:11,939 --> 00:22:14,724
And I was looking at it,
waited a couple more days,
346
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and then was like,
"I'm gonna go out there."
347
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So she was just
kind of waiting here
348
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for, you know,
her special person
to come along.
349
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So, I started coming out here
on a regular basis,
350
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and then it
just escalated from there.
351
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I just completely got sucked in,
352
00:22:30,740 --> 00:22:33,917
and, you know,
found a purpose again.
353
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Good girl.
354
00:22:39,532 --> 00:22:42,839
I had a plan
that I was gonna end my life
in four days.
355
00:22:42,883 --> 00:22:47,366
And then I was like,
"All right, I'll ride once."
356
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I rode,
so I put off the suicide.
357
00:22:50,630 --> 00:22:52,066
After riding, then I was like,
358
00:22:52,109 --> 00:22:54,503
"Okay, well,
I need to put this off
even more
359
00:22:54,547 --> 00:22:56,505
"'cause next week
I get to ride."
360
00:22:57,637 --> 00:22:59,900
My therapist,
who I was lucky to find,
361
00:22:59,943 --> 00:23:02,250
a combat vet herself,
362
00:23:02,293 --> 00:23:07,821
she recommended that I come out
on a weekend trip
to BraveHearts for a retreat.
363
00:23:07,864 --> 00:23:10,432
And I thought, "I like horses.
364
00:23:10,476 --> 00:23:12,869
"I never really got to ride,
365
00:23:12,913 --> 00:23:15,263
"but okay, I can put up
with people for this.
366
00:23:15,306 --> 00:23:18,005
"Cool. Let's go to the farm
for the weekend."
367
00:23:18,048 --> 00:23:23,402
My whole attitude changed
before I even got here.
368
00:23:23,445 --> 00:23:26,927
The ride out to this farm
is beautiful.
369
00:23:26,970 --> 00:23:30,844
We got here,
I saw the beautiful red barn
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and the horses.
371
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Pretty much anyone who goes
the first time goes back.
372
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RYAN OHRMUNDT: Keep going.
Keep going.
373
00:23:38,765 --> 00:23:40,549
Keep going. Atta boy.
374
00:23:41,332 --> 00:23:42,638
All right, you can stop.
375
00:23:53,257 --> 00:23:54,476
CRUMRINE: Equine therapy.
376
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:57,610
It's an unspoken relationship
377
00:23:57,653 --> 00:24:00,395
and sensory experience
that occurs.
378
00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:04,834
And what makes it so worthwhile
379
00:24:04,878 --> 00:24:08,359
is when you work with a veteran
and you see them
reconnect with life.
380
00:24:10,536 --> 00:24:14,540
These horses have helped
to get me sober.
381
00:24:14,583 --> 00:24:17,891
I've seen 'em heal people
from inside out.
382
00:24:19,283 --> 00:24:22,243
I saw a child with autism
383
00:24:22,286 --> 00:24:25,289
that had only spoken
four times in her life,
384
00:24:25,333 --> 00:24:29,468
and I watched her speak
repetitively,
over and over again,
385
00:24:29,511 --> 00:24:34,124
and I watched her mother
with tears running
down her face of joy,
386
00:24:34,168 --> 00:24:36,605
and, uh, that flipped me
upside down
387
00:24:36,649 --> 00:24:41,392
and it made me know
that I wanted to do this
for the rest of my life.
388
00:24:41,436 --> 00:24:44,308
As far as the benefits
that you get from horses,
389
00:24:44,352 --> 00:24:46,441
it doesn't matter
how much experience you have.
390
00:24:46,485 --> 00:24:49,357
You could have never
touched a horse before
391
00:24:49,400 --> 00:24:51,707
or you could have been around
horses your whole life.
392
00:24:51,751 --> 00:24:53,535
The experience that you get
393
00:24:53,579 --> 00:24:56,277
and the feeling that you get
with them is the same.
394
00:24:56,320 --> 00:24:58,018
Opens up your heart.
395
00:24:58,061 --> 00:25:00,542
And you don't need
experience for that.
396
00:25:00,586 --> 00:25:02,805
WOLFE: You get out to the barn
and you get in there
397
00:25:02,849 --> 00:25:05,808
and you take that deep breath
and you latch on,
398
00:25:05,852 --> 00:25:08,028
knowing your body movements,
399
00:25:08,071 --> 00:25:12,293
knowing the horse movements,
knowing the ear movements,
400
00:25:12,336 --> 00:25:15,688
how they're holding their head,
what their eyes are doing,
401
00:25:15,731 --> 00:25:17,907
the switch of the tail,
402
00:25:17,951 --> 00:25:20,562
and you become part
of that spirit of that horse.
403
00:25:20,606 --> 00:25:22,956
Yeah, there's nothing
in the world like it.
404
00:25:22,999 --> 00:25:26,307
You know, I like to
think about 'em as
angels covered in fur,
405
00:25:26,350 --> 00:25:27,961
and that's exactly
what they are.
406
00:25:28,004 --> 00:25:31,138
You know, they fill in the holes
for what people have going on.
407
00:25:31,181 --> 00:25:34,271
Those horses just pour it
into every hole
408
00:25:34,315 --> 00:25:36,578
of whatever you have,
whatever your needs are,
409
00:25:36,622 --> 00:25:39,146
wherever you're short that day,
they're gonna teach you,
410
00:25:39,189 --> 00:25:41,191
they're gonna show you,
they're gonna help you.
411
00:25:46,327 --> 00:25:48,808
NARRATOR: Horses
are herd animals.
412
00:25:48,851 --> 00:25:51,071
It's extremely traumatic
for individuals
413
00:25:51,114 --> 00:25:54,596
to be separated
from their herds and families.
414
00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:58,731
Many of our veterans
suffer the same
painful separation,
415
00:25:58,774 --> 00:26:02,430
realizing they no longer
fit in society.
416
00:26:02,473 --> 00:26:05,346
CRUMRINE: Isolation
is the big threat to veterans.
417
00:26:05,389 --> 00:26:07,609
Uh, it results in suicide.
418
00:26:07,653 --> 00:26:11,308
It results in decompensation.
It results in depression.
419
00:26:11,352 --> 00:26:13,572
It results in not taking
your medications,
420
00:26:13,615 --> 00:26:15,356
or taking them inappropriately.
421
00:26:15,399 --> 00:26:17,793
BRANDON HORNING:
I've had a very hard road,
422
00:26:17,837 --> 00:26:20,100
and upon returning home,
423
00:26:20,143 --> 00:26:21,623
I came to hell.
424
00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:24,887
I slept on the garage floor
for two days.
425
00:26:24,931 --> 00:26:30,632
I spiraled down a deep hole
that was really hard
to get out of.
426
00:26:30,676 --> 00:26:34,462
I was an Air Force veteran.
I did four tours over
in Iraq and Afghanistan.
427
00:26:34,505 --> 00:26:37,639
So, uh, I had problems.
I had issues when I came home.
428
00:26:37,683 --> 00:26:40,511
I was trying to reintegrate
back into civilian society.
429
00:26:40,555 --> 00:26:42,862
I wouldn't say
I was real bad PTSD.
430
00:26:42,905 --> 00:26:44,907
I had anxiety
and sleep disorder.
431
00:26:44,951 --> 00:26:46,648
I couldn't sleep.
I'd be up, you know,
432
00:26:46,692 --> 00:26:48,563
several days at a time
sometimes.
433
00:26:48,607 --> 00:26:51,740
And at the time,
I didn't have anything to do
or anywhere to go.
434
00:26:51,784 --> 00:26:55,048
I ended up back
at my parents' house,
you know, in my thirties.
435
00:26:55,091 --> 00:26:57,224
So, uh, you know,
it's hard to go
436
00:26:57,267 --> 00:26:59,661
from an environment
where you're told
when to get up,
437
00:26:59,705 --> 00:27:02,577
where to go, when to be there,
what to do every day.
438
00:27:02,621 --> 00:27:03,970
So it's a regimen.
439
00:27:04,013 --> 00:27:06,189
And then to having
just all this natural freedom,
440
00:27:06,233 --> 00:27:08,452
you know, that you're not
expected or aware of.
441
00:27:08,496 --> 00:27:11,151
MARY BALLANGEE:
It's hard sometimes
to deal with human beings,
442
00:27:11,194 --> 00:27:13,414
especially when you have PTSD,
such as myself.
443
00:27:13,457 --> 00:27:16,417
And so, I had to go back
and start over,
444
00:27:16,460 --> 00:27:17,853
and, um,
445
00:27:17,897 --> 00:27:19,333
when a horse saved my life...
446
00:27:20,247 --> 00:27:21,552
I'm a different person.
447
00:27:23,554 --> 00:27:27,080
NARRATOR: While equine therapy
can be extremely effective,
448
00:27:27,123 --> 00:27:29,778
there's a remarkable magic
when experiencing
449
00:27:29,822 --> 00:27:32,563
a wild mustang
straight off the range.
450
00:27:36,393 --> 00:27:38,874
My favorite part
of the programming
451
00:27:38,918 --> 00:27:41,311
of everything that we do
here at BraveHearts
452
00:27:41,355 --> 00:27:43,400
is the wild mustangs.
453
00:27:43,444 --> 00:27:48,318
Reach in underneath him
and just put your heart close
to his heart there.
454
00:27:48,362 --> 00:27:50,799
I'm here with you,
so you don't
have to worry about it.
455
00:27:51,974 --> 00:27:54,237
Now, I want you
to drop the rope,
456
00:27:54,281 --> 00:27:57,023
and I want you
to reach underneath his neck
with your left hand.
457
00:27:57,066 --> 00:28:01,027
I want you
to bend down a little bit
and get close to him.
458
00:28:01,070 --> 00:28:03,682
So can you imagine
that little horse
was completely wild?
459
00:28:08,817 --> 00:28:11,951
Pick the rope up.
Just go in there and pick it up.
You're totally fine.
460
00:28:13,387 --> 00:28:14,605
There you go. You're fine.
461
00:28:16,956 --> 00:28:18,827
Stand up tall. There you go.
462
00:28:18,871 --> 00:28:21,830
Now walk across
the front of him and shake
the rope at the same time.
463
00:28:21,874 --> 00:28:23,397
There you go. Keep walking.
464
00:28:23,440 --> 00:28:25,616
Keep walking to your right.
Keep walking to your right.
465
00:28:25,660 --> 00:28:27,575
-Keep walking to your right.
-[WOMAN LAUGHS]
466
00:28:27,618 --> 00:28:29,272
Keep walking to your right.
467
00:28:29,316 --> 00:28:30,709
Now walk to your left.
468
00:28:30,752 --> 00:28:32,754
There you go. Look at that.
469
00:28:32,798 --> 00:28:35,017
-[ALL CHEERING]
-McKEVITT: Whoa-ho!
470
00:28:35,061 --> 00:28:36,715
And go back in the center.
471
00:28:38,455 --> 00:28:40,327
[ALL LAUGHING]
472
00:28:40,370 --> 00:28:42,372
You got some fancy moves
going there.
473
00:28:42,416 --> 00:28:44,113
Just like a ballerina.
474
00:28:46,072 --> 00:28:48,683
NARRATOR: At BraveHearts,
Meggan Hill-McQueeny
475
00:28:48,727 --> 00:28:52,426
has spearheaded an effort
to acquire horses
from the wild
476
00:28:52,469 --> 00:28:56,038
in order to supercharge
the veterans' improvement.
477
00:28:56,082 --> 00:29:01,087
Her program is aptly named
Operation Mustang.
478
00:29:01,130 --> 00:29:06,222
The whole idea
that I had behind that phrase
was just to let the public
479
00:29:06,266 --> 00:29:10,139
know the concept
to connect a wild horse
and a veteran.
480
00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:17,973
NARRATOR: Fred "Cowboy" Busby
didn't exactly plan
481
00:29:18,017 --> 00:29:20,628
on getting involved
with wild mustangs.
482
00:29:20,671 --> 00:29:22,891
BUSBY: My motorcycle club
was looking for someplace
483
00:29:22,935 --> 00:29:26,808
to give our donations locally
instead of nationwide.
484
00:29:26,852 --> 00:29:29,071
WOLFE: Meggan looked at Cowboy
and said,
485
00:29:29,115 --> 00:29:31,204
"Would you like
to get in the round pen?"
486
00:29:31,247 --> 00:29:34,337
And Cowboy was his road name
'cause he's always wore
cowboy boots.
487
00:29:34,381 --> 00:29:36,209
He's not a real cowboy.
488
00:29:36,252 --> 00:29:39,386
He's been on a horse before,
like I had been,
once in a while.
489
00:29:39,429 --> 00:29:42,824
But they want us
to put a helmet on
490
00:29:42,868 --> 00:29:45,784
and go in with a wild mustang.
491
00:29:45,827 --> 00:29:49,091
And I looked at Cowboy
and I said,
492
00:29:49,135 --> 00:29:52,051
"You're on, man.
You're more photogenic
than I am, you know.
493
00:29:52,094 --> 00:29:54,314
"If anybody is gonna die,
it's gonna be you first.
494
00:29:54,357 --> 00:29:57,273
"But I'll jump the fence,
come and get you
and pull your body out,
495
00:29:57,317 --> 00:30:00,624
"you know, being the marine
that I am, you know."
496
00:30:00,668 --> 00:30:04,498
So Cowboy helmets up
and goes in there
497
00:30:04,541 --> 00:30:09,024
and this mustang
yields and crosses
and looks at Cowboy,
498
00:30:09,068 --> 00:30:11,722
and then Paddy and Meggan
tell Cowboy,
499
00:30:11,766 --> 00:30:16,075
"Turn around
and don't look at him
and stand right there."
500
00:30:16,118 --> 00:30:20,209
And this mustang
had only touched
a couple other people,
501
00:30:20,253 --> 00:30:22,211
that's how wild the mustang was.
502
00:30:22,255 --> 00:30:23,691
I'm standing there watching it,
503
00:30:23,734 --> 00:30:25,998
and I go, "Well,
that's the dumbest thing
I would do.
504
00:30:26,041 --> 00:30:29,001
"I'd never turn my back
on a wild horse, you know?"
505
00:30:29,044 --> 00:30:32,656
But they're telling him
it's okay and he's doing it,
dumb jarhead.
506
00:30:32,700 --> 00:30:35,442
Old Cowboy turns his back
and he's standing there,
507
00:30:35,485 --> 00:30:38,227
and he's just like,
"Well, what am I
supposed to do now?"
508
00:30:38,271 --> 00:30:41,578
And it's like,
"Shh, just be quiet,
relax, be neutral."
509
00:30:41,622 --> 00:30:46,279
And what happens next
is that mustang comes up
510
00:30:46,322 --> 00:30:50,022
and slowly walks up
behind Cowboy
511
00:30:50,065 --> 00:30:54,853
because he's accepted
that Cowboy is the leader
of the herd.
512
00:30:54,896 --> 00:30:56,898
He's gonna follow Cowboy.
513
00:30:56,942 --> 00:31:02,599
This thing actually
came over, breathed in,
like, gave me a nudge
514
00:31:02,643 --> 00:31:06,560
and the light came
from the heaven
through the windows...
515
00:31:06,603 --> 00:31:08,170
-[VOCALIZING]
-The harps played.
516
00:31:08,214 --> 00:31:13,959
It was one of the most
phenomenal things I'd ever seen.
517
00:31:14,002 --> 00:31:17,745
And then all of a sudden,
they tell Cowboy,
"Go ahead and walk on."
518
00:31:17,788 --> 00:31:21,053
And Cowboy walks
and that horse follows him
519
00:31:21,096 --> 00:31:22,924
all the way around
the round pen.
520
00:31:22,968 --> 00:31:24,839
That's where we got hooked.
521
00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:28,669
The knowledge that you're
getting into the round pen
with a wild animal
522
00:31:28,712 --> 00:31:31,890
that a month, a year ago now,
was running wild.
523
00:31:31,933 --> 00:31:34,936
And I jokingly say
it's no different than standing
524
00:31:34,980 --> 00:31:37,547
in the middle
of a busy intersection
directing traffic.
525
00:31:37,591 --> 00:31:40,811
You're crazy to be
standing in the middle
of the intersection,
526
00:31:40,855 --> 00:31:44,293
but you're up,
but at the same time,
you're calm.
527
00:31:47,079 --> 00:31:50,343
NARRATOR: How can a wild horse
be grazing on the range one day
528
00:31:50,386 --> 00:31:54,216
and then suddenly end up
in an equine therapy facility?
529
00:31:55,914 --> 00:32:00,527
The answer is disquieting
and extremely controversial.
530
00:32:22,897 --> 00:32:25,726
The government gathers
the horses in a round up,
531
00:32:25,769 --> 00:32:28,859
using helicopters
to terrify them into a trap.
532
00:32:31,253 --> 00:32:33,995
The wild horses
are the responsibility
533
00:32:34,039 --> 00:32:38,782
of the Department of Interior's
Bureau of Land Management,
the BLM.
534
00:32:38,826 --> 00:32:43,439
In other words,
they are government property
owned by the American people.
535
00:32:43,483 --> 00:32:44,527
[HORSE WHINNIES]
536
00:32:55,669 --> 00:32:58,280
BEN NOYES: Yeah,
in this operation,
we're using a helicopter.
537
00:32:58,324 --> 00:32:59,760
Sometimes we use
bait and water,
538
00:32:59,803 --> 00:33:01,675
but this operation
is a helicopter.
539
00:33:01,718 --> 00:33:03,938
What we do is we have locations
540
00:33:03,982 --> 00:33:06,854
where the populations
are higher than in some areas,
541
00:33:06,897 --> 00:33:08,334
where they congregate more.
542
00:33:08,377 --> 00:33:11,032
We kind of pick those areas
to really work on.
543
00:33:11,076 --> 00:33:15,254
And we'll set up wings,
which is, you know,
basically come into a V,
544
00:33:15,297 --> 00:33:16,820
it's made with jute,
545
00:33:16,864 --> 00:33:18,735
and then it'll come
into some panels
546
00:33:18,779 --> 00:33:20,433
and the panel
will have a certain pens
547
00:33:20,476 --> 00:33:22,261
and we're able to sort
the horses.
548
00:33:22,304 --> 00:33:26,134
So what happens is
the helicopter goes out,
finds a group of horses
549
00:33:26,178 --> 00:33:29,398
and herds them towards the V
or the wings.
550
00:33:29,442 --> 00:33:31,009
And once it gets over
to the wings,
551
00:33:31,052 --> 00:33:33,272
we'll have a prattle horse
or Judas horse,
552
00:33:33,315 --> 00:33:35,578
the contractor will,
which stays ahead of the herd.
553
00:33:35,622 --> 00:33:38,320
And when they start to see
Judas horse or prattle horse,
554
00:33:38,364 --> 00:33:39,713
you know, they'll let it go,
555
00:33:39,756 --> 00:33:41,932
and the wild horse
will follow the prattle horse,
556
00:33:41,976 --> 00:33:45,023
come into the trap itself,
we'll close the gates behind.
557
00:33:46,198 --> 00:33:47,938
It's pretty tragic
what can happen.
558
00:33:47,982 --> 00:33:49,897
These horses
are being chased for miles.
559
00:33:49,940 --> 00:33:51,072
They're scared.
560
00:33:51,116 --> 00:33:53,205
They're being pushed
into small traps.
561
00:33:53,248 --> 00:33:55,120
This is a hell for them.
562
00:33:56,556 --> 00:34:01,126
They are very reliant
on their families
563
00:34:01,169 --> 00:34:04,259
and, you know,
who they travel with
and stay with.
564
00:34:04,303 --> 00:34:07,436
And so, when they're removed
from that scenario,
565
00:34:07,480 --> 00:34:10,396
and when you watch them
actually peel,
566
00:34:10,439 --> 00:34:14,400
you know,
one horse out of a group of,
you know, 400-500 horses,
567
00:34:14,443 --> 00:34:17,751
and you just watch
how that horse loses.
568
00:34:17,794 --> 00:34:20,014
You know, he loses everything.
569
00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:23,496
DeMAYO: I've seen horses jump,
you know, out of chutes,
570
00:34:23,539 --> 00:34:27,456
or over seven-foot walls
to get back to their herd.
571
00:34:27,500 --> 00:34:32,113
Their sentiment beings,
they're deeply emotional
and bonded to each other.
572
00:34:32,157 --> 00:34:34,985
And their survival depends
573
00:34:35,029 --> 00:34:38,032
on how they interact
with the larger herd community.
574
00:34:38,076 --> 00:34:41,905
So they have their family
and social bands
that are naturally selected,
575
00:34:41,949 --> 00:34:45,170
and then they're all part
of a larger herd community
576
00:34:45,213 --> 00:34:46,823
in the regions
that they live in.
577
00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:02,404
NARRATOR: The BLM's
multi-use management model
of public lands
578
00:35:02,448 --> 00:35:05,842
is creating a competition
between industry and wildlife.
579
00:35:07,757 --> 00:35:10,543
JENNY LESIEUTRE:
BLM is a multi-use agency.
580
00:35:10,586 --> 00:35:13,111
So, if you think about this,
in a common area,
581
00:35:13,154 --> 00:35:16,418
you've an got an acre of land,
and every single piece
of that land
582
00:35:16,462 --> 00:35:19,029
is allocated to something.
583
00:35:19,073 --> 00:35:23,425
Anything from wildlife
to plants to wild horses
584
00:35:23,469 --> 00:35:26,167
to even the discretionary acts
of oil and gas,
585
00:35:26,211 --> 00:35:29,518
cattle, mining, all of those.
586
00:35:29,562 --> 00:35:32,956
You've got
natural wildlife out here,
we've got sensitive plants,
587
00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:36,438
and when one thing goes
over their allocated amount,
588
00:35:36,482 --> 00:35:38,310
you have the domino effect.
589
00:35:38,353 --> 00:35:39,746
It affects everything else.
590
00:35:43,445 --> 00:35:45,708
Our natural places
are being stripped from us
591
00:35:45,752 --> 00:35:48,233
and in the middle
of that battle
there are heart beats,
592
00:35:48,276 --> 00:35:51,540
living things
that are casualties of that war.
593
00:35:51,584 --> 00:35:54,195
Wild horses
are one of those casualties.
594
00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:57,198
RICHARD COUTO: And then
seeing those animals
caged and corralled,
595
00:35:57,242 --> 00:35:58,417
it breaks your heart.
596
00:35:58,460 --> 00:36:00,506
It breaks
a lot of people's hearts.
597
00:36:00,549 --> 00:36:04,858
And it's why a lot of people
are spending their life
defending the wild horse.
598
00:36:10,037 --> 00:36:12,866
One of the saddest things
that I saw while undercover
599
00:36:12,909 --> 00:36:15,912
working with wild horses
on the range
600
00:36:15,956 --> 00:36:18,567
was seeing the herds
of wild horses
601
00:36:18,611 --> 00:36:21,222
being rounded up
and chased down by choppers,
602
00:36:21,266 --> 00:36:23,398
and those choppers
going right by
603
00:36:24,399 --> 00:36:25,922
thousands of head of cattle,
604
00:36:25,966 --> 00:36:29,578
and leaving the cows,
but not the wild mustang.
605
00:36:29,622 --> 00:36:32,102
It broke my heart,
and it breaks
a lot of people's hearts.
606
00:36:42,983 --> 00:36:45,681
DeMAYO: America was
the birthplace of the horse.
607
00:36:45,725 --> 00:36:47,292
A lot of people
aren't even aware
608
00:36:47,335 --> 00:36:51,034
that there are
wild horses left in America.
609
00:36:51,078 --> 00:36:56,039
NARRATOR: There is some dispute
about today's wild horses
not being native to America.
610
00:36:56,083 --> 00:36:57,606
Let's have a history lesson.
611
00:36:59,521 --> 00:37:03,046
Fossils of the first
primitive wild horses
612
00:37:03,090 --> 00:37:08,835
were discovered in Idaho
that dated back
3.5 million years.
613
00:37:08,878 --> 00:37:11,577
Subsequent fossils
show the horse thrived
614
00:37:11,620 --> 00:37:15,668
all the way
up until the Ice Age
about 10,000 years ago
615
00:37:15,711 --> 00:37:18,018
until they went extinct
in North America.
616
00:37:19,324 --> 00:37:22,892
But with the arrival
of Columbus in 1492,
617
00:37:22,936 --> 00:37:26,461
horses were reintroduced
to the continent.
618
00:37:26,505 --> 00:37:32,250
They became our valued partners
to help build American society
for centuries.
619
00:37:35,905 --> 00:37:39,257
They embody the spirit
in all of us,
620
00:37:39,300 --> 00:37:43,304
and, you know, this country
was founded with their help,
621
00:37:43,348 --> 00:37:48,353
and they are such
an integral part of the story
of the American West.
622
00:37:50,355 --> 00:37:51,747
NARRATOR: After World War I,
623
00:37:51,791 --> 00:37:54,576
the military's
horse-drawn transportation
624
00:37:54,620 --> 00:37:58,145
was completely replaced
by gasoline vehicles.
625
00:37:59,625 --> 00:38:01,583
No longer
of value to the Army,
626
00:38:01,627 --> 00:38:05,370
thousands of horses and burros
were released into the wild.
627
00:38:10,810 --> 00:38:13,334
But unfettered slaughter
and capture
628
00:38:13,378 --> 00:38:16,468
saw the mustang population
rapidly disappearing.
629
00:38:18,034 --> 00:38:21,342
To protect this majestic icon
of the American West,
630
00:38:21,386 --> 00:38:23,562
in 1971,
631
00:38:23,605 --> 00:38:27,522
President Nixon signed
the Free-Roaming
Wild Horses and Burros Act,
632
00:38:27,566 --> 00:38:31,352
making it illegal to interfere
with the wild horses.
633
00:38:31,396 --> 00:38:33,833
The act allows
the US government
to set limits
634
00:38:33,876 --> 00:38:36,575
for horse populations
on given areas.
635
00:38:36,618 --> 00:38:39,708
This number is called an
Appropriate Management Level
636
00:38:39,752 --> 00:38:41,667
or AML.
637
00:38:41,710 --> 00:38:43,669
At the BLM's discretion,
638
00:38:43,712 --> 00:38:47,194
the excess animals are removed
to maintain these limits.
639
00:38:47,237 --> 00:38:49,152
DeMAYO: For almost 50 years,
640
00:38:49,196 --> 00:38:53,635
capture and removal has been
the main management policy
641
00:38:53,679 --> 00:38:56,029
to manage populations
on the range,
642
00:38:56,072 --> 00:38:57,683
and it hasn't been working.
643
00:38:57,726 --> 00:39:01,817
And the cost for taking care
of these is astronomical.
644
00:39:01,861 --> 00:39:04,472
So we're gonna have
to end this cycle somehow.
645
00:39:04,516 --> 00:39:06,909
COUTO: The best way
to help these animals
646
00:39:06,953 --> 00:39:10,304
is not to touch 'em at all,
647
00:39:10,348 --> 00:39:13,568
to leave 'em on the ranges
exactly where they belong.
648
00:39:13,612 --> 00:39:16,658
We need to look at, like,
what can this land sustain?
649
00:39:16,702 --> 00:39:19,531
How many horses
can be out here before
650
00:39:19,574 --> 00:39:22,011
this land is,
you know, overgrazed?
651
00:39:22,055 --> 00:39:25,145
If they're talking about
rounding up 130,000 horses
652
00:39:25,188 --> 00:39:28,366
from these areas where
they're overpopulated, possibly,
653
00:39:28,409 --> 00:39:30,933
there may be other areas
where there are no horses
654
00:39:30,977 --> 00:39:32,805
that they could be
turned out on to.
655
00:39:32,848 --> 00:39:35,242
If there's a lack
of natural predators,
656
00:39:35,285 --> 00:39:40,116
I think that we have a tool now
that has been proven
to be safe and humane,
657
00:39:40,160 --> 00:39:44,599
and that's the reversible,
non-hormonal fertility control.
658
00:39:44,643 --> 00:39:49,952
And I think that
most minimally intrusive
methods necessary
659
00:39:49,996 --> 00:39:53,826
to manage populations,
healthy populations
on the range
660
00:39:53,869 --> 00:39:55,741
is the direction
for the future.
661
00:39:57,307 --> 00:40:00,093
NARRATOR: But for now,
the violent roundups continue.
662
00:40:11,452 --> 00:40:14,368
NARRATOR: The BLM
takes steps to reduce
the number of horses
663
00:40:14,412 --> 00:40:16,544
held in their permanent
holding pens.
664
00:40:18,328 --> 00:40:21,288
Many horses
are spayed and neutered
665
00:40:21,331 --> 00:40:23,682
and then released
back into the wild.
666
00:40:39,132 --> 00:40:41,961
The majority of horses
removed from their land
667
00:40:42,004 --> 00:40:46,531
are currently living
in off-range holding facilities
hoping for placement.
668
00:40:48,097 --> 00:40:50,317
That's all we do
is find homes for these guys.
669
00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:51,927
We're kind of like
social workers.
670
00:40:51,971 --> 00:40:54,974
We are emotionally invested
in this program.
671
00:40:55,017 --> 00:40:57,498
And the number one priority
of the BLM
672
00:40:57,542 --> 00:41:01,371
is to find good long-term homes
for these horses.
673
00:41:01,415 --> 00:41:03,156
We're funded through Congress.
674
00:41:03,199 --> 00:41:05,463
We have to take orders
from Congress.
675
00:41:05,506 --> 00:41:08,727
But I can tell you,
we will do the best we can
676
00:41:08,770 --> 00:41:10,511
to make sure
these guys get good homes.
677
00:41:10,555 --> 00:41:12,426
LESIEUTRE: And there is
a market out there.
678
00:41:12,470 --> 00:41:13,949
People want these horses.
679
00:41:13,993 --> 00:41:16,430
They are flying
from different countries
to see them.
680
00:41:18,998 --> 00:41:20,782
NARRATOR: As with
the returning veterans,
681
00:41:20,826 --> 00:41:23,698
the mustangs
have now lost their identity
682
00:41:23,742 --> 00:41:26,571
and find themselves
in an unfamiliar world.
683
00:41:32,620 --> 00:41:35,362
Now in captivity
away from the range,
684
00:41:35,405 --> 00:41:38,147
the only home
the wild mustangs
have ever known,
685
00:41:38,191 --> 00:41:40,454
they must come to terms
with a new way of living.
686
00:41:42,587 --> 00:41:46,286
When they first come in,
you can see
they're pretty fearful.
687
00:41:46,329 --> 00:41:48,070
They're pretty traumatized.
688
00:41:48,114 --> 00:41:51,073
I always think of them
as most of the veterans
that come here.
689
00:41:51,117 --> 00:41:52,901
They don't trust
a lot of people.
690
00:41:52,945 --> 00:41:57,036
They're very, very fearful
of certain things.
691
00:41:57,079 --> 00:42:02,345
I just see so many common traits
between the wild horse
and the veterans.
692
00:42:02,389 --> 00:42:04,826
You think about these mustangs.
693
00:42:04,870 --> 00:42:09,831
They were hurt, rounded up,
never been touched.
694
00:42:09,875 --> 00:42:12,138
The only interaction
that they get
695
00:42:12,181 --> 00:42:15,228
is when someone
puts a freeze brand on them.
696
00:42:15,271 --> 00:42:18,013
And then they're stuck
in these cages
until someone gets them.
697
00:42:18,057 --> 00:42:20,842
McDONALD: Getting
in the round pen with Paddy
698
00:42:20,886 --> 00:42:24,759
and him telling me
about wild mustangs
and how they live
699
00:42:24,803 --> 00:42:26,892
and how they perceive stuff,
700
00:42:26,935 --> 00:42:31,810
I'm sitting there going,
"Wow, they're exactly like
every combat veteran I know."
701
00:42:31,853 --> 00:42:34,595
We're just like that.
702
00:42:34,639 --> 00:42:39,905
We've had bad interactions,
we're stuck out in this big pen
called the world,
703
00:42:39,948 --> 00:42:41,733
and we don't know what to do.
704
00:42:41,776 --> 00:42:45,867
Got out of military
and wasn't happy coming back.
705
00:42:45,911 --> 00:42:48,391
And being an addictive person,
706
00:42:48,435 --> 00:42:52,700
you know, the drugs and alcohol
always played a role.
707
00:42:52,744 --> 00:42:58,314
And killing myself, man.
My liver's just about gone
as it is,
708
00:42:58,358 --> 00:43:02,884
and finally realized
that what I was feeling
709
00:43:02,928 --> 00:43:05,887
and what I was doing
to myself emotionally
710
00:43:05,931 --> 00:43:10,413
and my stress levels
and, you know,
711
00:43:10,457 --> 00:43:17,159
to put a wild mustang
that's been rounded up
and going through hell
712
00:43:17,203 --> 00:43:20,423
and been castrated
713
00:43:20,467 --> 00:43:21,903
and branded
714
00:43:21,947 --> 00:43:25,254
and inoculated and aged
715
00:43:25,298 --> 00:43:28,649
and then thrown into a pen
in the middle of nowhere
716
00:43:28,693 --> 00:43:32,392
after being caught up
after being wild for so long,
717
00:43:32,435 --> 00:43:34,133
without their herd,
718
00:43:34,176 --> 00:43:35,830
they're lost souls.
719
00:43:35,874 --> 00:43:37,484
And that's where I was at.
720
00:43:40,487 --> 00:43:42,663
[DRUM ROLL]
721
00:43:42,707 --> 00:43:46,624
♪ I look out
722
00:43:46,667 --> 00:43:50,149
♪ On these hometown streets
723
00:43:52,934 --> 00:43:54,806
♪ I don't know how
724
00:43:54,849 --> 00:43:58,853
♪ But they look different to me
725
00:44:00,725 --> 00:44:02,901
♪ Same old friends
726
00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:07,340
♪ We share some laughs
727
00:44:08,994 --> 00:44:11,649
♪ I'm home again
728
00:44:11,692 --> 00:44:15,478
♪ But I'm not really back
729
00:44:16,566 --> 00:44:18,873
♪ Tell me why
730
00:44:20,788 --> 00:44:22,398
♪ Tell me how
731
00:44:24,705 --> 00:44:29,884
♪ Tell me what in the world
I should do now
732
00:44:32,191 --> 00:44:34,628
♪ Tell me where
733
00:44:36,586 --> 00:44:37,849
♪ Tell me where
734
00:44:40,765 --> 00:44:46,205
♪ Tell me how in the world
To live again ♪
735
00:44:54,126 --> 00:44:56,563
McKEVITT: Reach up
and give him
a little rub on his neck.
736
00:44:58,043 --> 00:44:59,609
There you go.
737
00:44:59,653 --> 00:45:01,263
The men and women
that come here
738
00:45:01,307 --> 00:45:03,439
don't want
to make these horses
feel uncomfortable.
739
00:45:03,483 --> 00:45:06,616
So, they have
to adjust their own behavior
740
00:45:06,660 --> 00:45:11,360
because they're getting,
through a bio-feedback loop
from the horse in the moment,
741
00:45:11,404 --> 00:45:14,407
they're getting information
that could provide
that's non-verbal.
742
00:45:14,450 --> 00:45:16,496
So it's not a doctor
sitting there telling 'em.
743
00:45:16,539 --> 00:45:19,760
It's not cognitive therapy.
They've heard that all before.
744
00:45:19,804 --> 00:45:21,588
Then they can't make
the adjustments.
745
00:45:21,631 --> 00:45:25,592
But as they start to practice it
with one of these wild horses,
746
00:45:25,635 --> 00:45:30,553
it becomes second nature,
and they make the adjustments
in other areas of their lives.
747
00:45:30,597 --> 00:45:32,120
OHRMUNDT: I didn't realize
748
00:45:32,164 --> 00:45:36,864
how much my anxiety
affected my behavior,
749
00:45:36,908 --> 00:45:38,779
how much it affected
the people around me.
750
00:45:38,823 --> 00:45:41,826
And when you're
working with horses,
751
00:45:41,869 --> 00:45:44,263
your energy level,
your behavior,
everything you do
752
00:45:44,306 --> 00:45:46,831
affects the horse
that you're working with.
753
00:45:46,874 --> 00:45:49,703
And so, the value for me is
754
00:45:49,747 --> 00:45:54,316
I've learned
just how much my anxiety level
755
00:45:54,360 --> 00:45:56,536
affects how well
I can work with a horse,
756
00:45:56,579 --> 00:45:58,756
how well a horse
will work with me.
757
00:45:58,799 --> 00:46:02,194
They are truly afraid
for their lives.
758
00:46:02,237 --> 00:46:08,026
And when you do something,
they scream the answer to you.
759
00:46:08,069 --> 00:46:12,813
And it shows people
exactly if they're doing it
right or wrong.
760
00:46:12,857 --> 00:46:14,423
HILL-McQUEENY: The wild side
of them
761
00:46:14,467 --> 00:46:16,774
is what benefits
a lot of veterans the most
762
00:46:16,817 --> 00:46:19,602
and that's the part
that's so beneficial
763
00:46:19,646 --> 00:46:23,389
that the veterans want to be
a part of that front end
with that horse,
764
00:46:23,432 --> 00:46:24,782
that whole trust-building.
765
00:46:24,825 --> 00:46:26,479
RENO: A lot of people
are gonna be like,
766
00:46:26,522 --> 00:46:28,916
"Well, you can't have a mustang
with you all the time."
767
00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:31,919
So, it's a process
that you get to learn,
768
00:46:31,963 --> 00:46:35,793
and you can take that
with you wherever you go.
769
00:46:35,836 --> 00:46:37,490
It's another tool
in your toolbox
770
00:46:37,533 --> 00:46:40,667
for whenever
you're about to freak out
in the grocery store.
771
00:46:40,710 --> 00:46:43,626
I think that because
I am so much more aware
772
00:46:43,670 --> 00:46:46,586
of my anxiety
when it creeps up on me,
773
00:46:46,629 --> 00:46:49,241
I have been able
to manage it much better now
774
00:46:49,284 --> 00:46:50,720
everywhere else in the world.
775
00:46:50,764 --> 00:46:52,244
That makes so much sense.
776
00:46:52,287 --> 00:46:56,726
You've got horses with PTSD
and a veteran with PTSD,
777
00:46:56,770 --> 00:47:00,382
and bingo,
there's the starting point.
778
00:47:00,426 --> 00:47:02,732
There's a language there,
and it's a respect,
779
00:47:02,776 --> 00:47:03,951
and one might be scared
780
00:47:03,995 --> 00:47:06,606
and one might be too aggressive,
781
00:47:06,649 --> 00:47:09,174
but then, they learn
how to mirror that
782
00:47:09,217 --> 00:47:11,567
in themselves
and in each other.
783
00:47:11,611 --> 00:47:14,744
And they produce this, I think,
784
00:47:14,788 --> 00:47:17,791
a great example
for each other to live by.
785
00:47:22,013 --> 00:47:26,147
McDONALD: This mustang, Hero,
he became a project of mine.
786
00:47:26,191 --> 00:47:28,671
He wasn't getting
a lot of attention.
787
00:47:28,715 --> 00:47:30,760
Nobody really wanted
to work with him.
788
00:47:30,804 --> 00:47:35,765
When I first met him,
he would just stand
in his stall, or enclosure,
789
00:47:35,809 --> 00:47:38,203
with his head in the corner
790
00:47:38,246 --> 00:47:40,901
and basically telling you,
"Go away or I'm gonna kick you."
791
00:47:40,945 --> 00:47:42,772
He wanted nothing
to do with people.
792
00:47:42,816 --> 00:47:45,906
He had no interest
in approaching
793
00:47:45,950 --> 00:47:48,300
or being touched at all.
794
00:47:48,343 --> 00:47:50,998
But Hero especially,
there was just something
in this horse.
795
00:47:51,042 --> 00:47:57,657
I've spent so many hours
just talking to him,
singing to him
796
00:47:57,700 --> 00:48:00,921
and, uh, eventually,
797
00:48:00,965 --> 00:48:04,620
he let me
sit in his pen with him
because it was raining.
798
00:48:04,664 --> 00:48:07,667
And he could have
gotten upset about that.
799
00:48:09,451 --> 00:48:13,934
And we probably spent two hours
just kind of hanging out
800
00:48:13,978 --> 00:48:19,897
and his head got lower
and he just stared at me,
801
00:48:19,940 --> 00:48:22,377
and after a while, he came over
802
00:48:22,421 --> 00:48:25,685
and he just started
to check me out
with his nose,
803
00:48:25,728 --> 00:48:27,687
he was smelling everything,
804
00:48:27,730 --> 00:48:30,777
and that was the first time
I was able to really
touch his face
805
00:48:30,820 --> 00:48:32,344
to really, really pet him.
806
00:48:32,387 --> 00:48:37,784
And he has these soft,
sweet eyes that just say,
807
00:48:37,827 --> 00:48:41,092
"I really want to trust.
Please don't let me down."
808
00:48:48,882 --> 00:48:50,492
These are sentient beings,
809
00:48:50,536 --> 00:48:53,626
and when you have an opportunity
to live around them
810
00:48:53,669 --> 00:48:58,544
and to watch their very subtle,
yet deep, interactions,
811
00:48:58,587 --> 00:49:00,502
profoundly connected
to each other,
812
00:49:00,546 --> 00:49:05,812
and how subtle and how well
they work together
as a community,
813
00:49:05,855 --> 00:49:08,641
we have a lot to learn
from them. A lot to learn.
814
00:49:19,043 --> 00:49:20,958
RALSTON: Anybody who has
815
00:49:21,001 --> 00:49:25,963
made the decision
to be a part
of a facility like this
816
00:49:26,006 --> 00:49:31,490
has released a little bit
of maybe their ego
or a little bit of their fear.
817
00:49:31,533 --> 00:49:33,057
Opened theirselves up.
818
00:49:33,100 --> 00:49:35,276
There's wonderful organizations
out there.
819
00:49:35,320 --> 00:49:38,323
There's the VA
and there's the VFW
820
00:49:38,366 --> 00:49:43,850
and there's any number
of veterans' organizations
you can participate in.
821
00:49:43,893 --> 00:49:47,375
I had tried them,
but I never got really
in-depth with them
822
00:49:47,419 --> 00:49:50,726
because I didn't feel
that it was comfortable enough
for me
823
00:49:50,770 --> 00:49:54,948
to spend that much time
with those organizations.
824
00:49:54,992 --> 00:49:58,778
But when I came out
to BraveHearts
and I saw the vets,
825
00:49:58,821 --> 00:50:01,041
and I saw...
826
00:50:01,085 --> 00:50:07,178
the need that they have
for these horses.
827
00:50:07,221 --> 00:50:11,269
And the vets,
I watched the vets
get on these horses
828
00:50:11,312 --> 00:50:14,011
and I see them... change.
829
00:50:14,054 --> 00:50:17,231
They want the knowledge,
they want the experience.
830
00:50:17,275 --> 00:50:19,799
And when I work
with the general public,
831
00:50:19,842 --> 00:50:24,195
you've always got the person
who's defensive.
832
00:50:24,238 --> 00:50:26,327
I thought, "Well, I'll go
and I'll participate.
833
00:50:26,371 --> 00:50:28,155
"Maybe I can help out
some other vets,"
834
00:50:28,199 --> 00:50:30,984
and in the process
discovered that it helped me.
835
00:50:37,991 --> 00:50:40,689
APPER: I still have
a lot of stuff to work through,
836
00:50:40,733 --> 00:50:45,738
a lot of anger,
a lot of dark thoughts.
837
00:50:45,781 --> 00:50:48,132
But this place is my life.
838
00:50:48,175 --> 00:50:51,918
Like, this place is where
I can come and reset myself.
839
00:50:51,961 --> 00:50:54,094
I could be in the worst mood,
840
00:50:54,138 --> 00:50:56,792
I could be in the worst spot,
the darkest spot,
841
00:50:56,836 --> 00:51:00,274
and when I come out here
and work with, you know, CeCe
842
00:51:00,318 --> 00:51:03,190
and then some of the mustangs,
it just, it melts away.
843
00:51:03,234 --> 00:51:06,846
It's the only thing
that makes it
completely melt away.
844
00:51:06,889 --> 00:51:10,023
I'm out here
probably 60 hours a week
'cause I just love it.
845
00:51:10,067 --> 00:51:12,852
And I see on a daily basis
846
00:51:12,895 --> 00:51:16,073
veterans come
through the farm over here
847
00:51:16,116 --> 00:51:19,772
and show up
with the weight of the world
on their shoulders
848
00:51:19,815 --> 00:51:22,122
and the steely eyes,
849
00:51:22,166 --> 00:51:26,039
and I watch them
go through a metamorphosis
850
00:51:26,083 --> 00:51:29,825
and become uplifted
as soon as they touch a horse,
851
00:51:29,869 --> 00:51:33,090
whether it be a mustang
or one of our therapy horses,
852
00:51:34,830 --> 00:51:37,006
and the smile just gets
bigger and bigger.
853
00:51:37,050 --> 00:51:40,445
[LAUGHING] Pretty soon,
their whole mouth is open.
854
00:51:40,488 --> 00:51:44,971
All you can see is teeth
and they're laughing
and they're talking
855
00:51:45,014 --> 00:51:47,147
and they're being social
with people.
856
00:51:55,155 --> 00:51:58,550
McKEVITT: I grew up
in a little town called Newry
in Northern Ireland,
857
00:51:58,593 --> 00:52:02,336
right on the border
between the Republic
and the North.
858
00:52:02,380 --> 00:52:06,297
-[GUNSHOTS]
-[PEOPLE CLAMORING]
859
00:52:06,340 --> 00:52:10,431
Growing up in a place
where security was very high,
it was a war zone.
860
00:52:10,475 --> 00:52:15,567
The '70s and the early '80s
were war zones
in parts of Northern Ireland.
861
00:52:15,610 --> 00:52:19,266
And I went through
some really tough struggles
in my own life
862
00:52:19,310 --> 00:52:23,662
trying to overcome
some problems with alcohol
863
00:52:23,705 --> 00:52:26,360
and I didn't know
what I was gonna do
to carry on.
864
00:52:26,404 --> 00:52:29,624
And there was nothing
really inspired me
to get up in the morning,
865
00:52:29,668 --> 00:52:32,714
and I got to a spot
that I never thought
I'd get to in my life.
866
00:52:32,758 --> 00:52:34,499
And it was one horse
in particular,
867
00:52:34,542 --> 00:52:37,154
a horse that we have
in the program here
called Wyatt,
868
00:52:37,197 --> 00:52:41,201
that I bought out in Montana
869
00:52:41,245 --> 00:52:44,683
from a guy
that wasn't very nice to him
and had abused him,
870
00:52:44,726 --> 00:52:46,424
and when I got him back here,
871
00:52:46,467 --> 00:52:49,992
I realized how petrified
of people that he was.
872
00:52:50,036 --> 00:52:52,212
You'd go into a stall
to catch this horse,
873
00:52:52,256 --> 00:52:56,216
and he would literally
bang off the walls
to get away from you.
874
00:52:56,260 --> 00:53:00,612
You know, that probably
is partly the reason
why I'm so passionate
875
00:53:00,655 --> 00:53:03,615
about working with the veterans,
is because
876
00:53:03,658 --> 00:53:07,140
the one thing I thought
about that inspired me
to get out of bed
877
00:53:07,184 --> 00:53:10,491
was that I felt empathy
for that horse,
and I felt bad for him,
878
00:53:10,535 --> 00:53:14,669
and it made me
want to get up and figure out
a way to help him.
879
00:53:14,713 --> 00:53:19,631
It was that journey with Wyatt
that started me thinking
of horses in a different way.
880
00:53:19,674 --> 00:53:23,722
And I went around the country
working with different
men and women
881
00:53:23,765 --> 00:53:25,854
that had a different approach
to horses
882
00:53:25,898 --> 00:53:28,205
because all I wanted to do
was make him feel better.
883
00:53:28,248 --> 00:53:31,425
Well, I thought I was
saving the horse. [CHUCKLES]
884
00:53:31,469 --> 00:53:33,514
You know,
look where it has landed me.
885
00:53:34,472 --> 00:53:37,083
I started my business then,
886
00:53:37,126 --> 00:53:40,913
taking in horses
that people were thinking
were bad horses,
887
00:53:40,956 --> 00:53:43,481
but basically were horses
that had people problems,
888
00:53:43,524 --> 00:53:46,048
that people didn't really know
how to get along with them.
889
00:53:51,315 --> 00:53:55,362
NARRATOR: One of the reasons
the mustangs begin
to trust their captors
890
00:53:55,406 --> 00:54:00,541
is due to the powerful
new psychology
of horse training.
891
00:54:00,585 --> 00:54:04,153
You know, traditional ways
was pretty firm, pretty violent,
892
00:54:04,197 --> 00:54:06,591
pretty dominating,
pretty dictating.
893
00:54:06,634 --> 00:54:09,071
The horse didn't have
an option in anything.
894
00:54:09,115 --> 00:54:11,378
You know, bigger chains,
bigger ropes.
895
00:54:11,422 --> 00:54:13,902
Tie 'em down,
blindfold 'em, do whatever
896
00:54:13,946 --> 00:54:18,559
until they conform out of fear
and just do what's being
demanded of 'em.
897
00:54:18,603 --> 00:54:21,867
People just took advantage
of the power they had
898
00:54:21,910 --> 00:54:24,217
and would force the horse
to do things.
899
00:54:24,261 --> 00:54:27,655
It's just so rough
and hard and dangerous.
900
00:54:27,699 --> 00:54:31,355
WOLFE: It took a while for me
to understand what was going on
901
00:54:31,398 --> 00:54:34,183
because I didn't know
what therapeutic riding was,
902
00:54:34,227 --> 00:54:36,490
I didn't know
what hippotherapy was.
903
00:54:36,534 --> 00:54:39,363
It was John Wayne
movies for me.
904
00:54:39,406 --> 00:54:42,627
Well, we're all here.
Let 'em roll!
905
00:54:42,670 --> 00:54:44,237
[EXCLAIMING]
906
00:54:46,195 --> 00:54:49,111
I thought that,
"Well, they got wild mustangs."
907
00:54:49,155 --> 00:54:50,983
I said, "Boy,
I can't wait till we go out
908
00:54:51,026 --> 00:54:53,768
"and we lasso 'em up
and tie 'em to a pole
909
00:54:53,812 --> 00:54:55,509
"and beat the cane out of 'em."
910
00:54:55,553 --> 00:54:58,817
I go, "It'll be like
boot camp again for me.
This'll be great.
911
00:54:58,860 --> 00:55:01,298
"Let's beat on some horses,
throw a saddle on
912
00:55:01,341 --> 00:55:03,387
"and we're gonna ride
like John Wayne."
913
00:55:03,430 --> 00:55:05,737
And that's why they called it
"breakin' horses."
914
00:55:05,780 --> 00:55:07,521
They broke their spirit down.
915
00:55:07,565 --> 00:55:11,699
When I eliminated,
or learned to eliminate that
out of it,
916
00:55:11,743 --> 00:55:13,875
and that the horse
had a perspective in it,
917
00:55:13,919 --> 00:55:17,270
then you could live
in the moment and read what
the horse was given you back.
918
00:55:17,314 --> 00:55:20,752
We had a great revolution
in horsemanship
919
00:55:20,795 --> 00:55:22,362
really starting in the '70s,
920
00:55:22,406 --> 00:55:25,409
but not really seeing it
until the '80s and '90s,
921
00:55:25,452 --> 00:55:28,499
where we had Tom Dorrance
and Ray Hunt come out
922
00:55:28,542 --> 00:55:30,718
and made good horsemanship,
923
00:55:30,762 --> 00:55:33,939
quiet, humane treatment
of horses popular
924
00:55:33,982 --> 00:55:35,593
and how much
you can do with 'em.
925
00:55:35,636 --> 00:55:37,421
And it's much better.
926
00:55:37,464 --> 00:55:41,294
It's much faster, much better,
much longer-lasting
relationship.
927
00:55:41,338 --> 00:55:44,123
These horses
learn to follow our direction
928
00:55:44,166 --> 00:55:45,646
because it's a good deal
for them.
929
00:55:45,690 --> 00:55:47,474
They're not gonna find
any more pressure.
930
00:55:47,518 --> 00:55:51,957
I actually think mustangs
are the most intelligent horses
931
00:55:52,000 --> 00:55:55,395
that I have ever encountered.
932
00:55:55,439 --> 00:55:59,051
MEYER: The mustangs,
through the generations
of being out in the wild
933
00:55:59,094 --> 00:56:01,706
and having to fend
for themselves
934
00:56:01,749 --> 00:56:05,536
and learning
where it is you can eat,
learning what you can eat,
935
00:56:05,579 --> 00:56:10,410
learning what animal is okay
and what animal isn't okay,
936
00:56:10,454 --> 00:56:15,284
once they come into captivity,
that intelligence translates
to training.
937
00:56:15,328 --> 00:56:19,114
And they found out that working
with horses quietly
938
00:56:19,158 --> 00:56:21,682
and teaching them
instead of making them,
939
00:56:21,726 --> 00:56:24,206
the horse
was so much better-minded,
940
00:56:24,250 --> 00:56:26,557
co-operative,
dependent, consistent.
941
00:56:26,600 --> 00:56:30,082
Just a happy,
good-minded horse
that anybody can work with,
942
00:56:30,125 --> 00:56:32,301
by using those methods.
943
00:56:32,345 --> 00:56:37,481
A way I like to do it
is set on a skid
or set on the ground,
944
00:56:37,524 --> 00:56:39,918
put the hay on you,
make them come to you
945
00:56:39,961 --> 00:56:43,095
and they have to eat
and come to a human.
946
00:56:43,138 --> 00:56:47,882
And then from there,
I would slowly take the hay
in my hands
947
00:56:47,926 --> 00:56:51,538
and make 'em eat it
and come to me to get food.
948
00:56:51,582 --> 00:56:53,322
And so I just put
a little pressure.
949
00:56:53,366 --> 00:56:56,456
Once he takes that step,
let the pressure
and then let him go,
950
00:56:56,500 --> 00:56:58,589
take a step
and then let the pressure.
951
00:56:58,632 --> 00:56:59,981
And let him know it's good.
952
00:57:00,852 --> 00:57:02,593
And he goes straight back.
953
00:57:02,636 --> 00:57:05,204
I don't need to pull or nothing.
954
00:57:05,247 --> 00:57:10,035
I'm making
that exaggerated movement
like this and say, "We go back.
955
00:57:10,078 --> 00:57:14,953
"We go back,"
and we take a step back
and say, "Whoa, whoa."
956
00:57:14,996 --> 00:57:16,911
And then like this, whoa.
957
00:57:16,955 --> 00:57:18,478
You have to have patience.
958
00:57:18,522 --> 00:57:20,001
Um, it's a daily thing.
959
00:57:20,045 --> 00:57:22,787
Whether it's raining,
snow, sleet, hail,
960
00:57:22,830 --> 00:57:25,659
you need to work your horse
and bond with it.
961
00:57:25,703 --> 00:57:28,836
Go outside. Bundle up.
Put a raincoat on.
962
00:57:28,880 --> 00:57:31,839
Whatever you need to do
to keep that connection going.
963
00:57:31,883 --> 00:57:35,190
And I always came out
with great results
964
00:57:35,234 --> 00:57:37,889
of gentling 'em that way,
to get 'em to build their trust.
965
00:57:37,932 --> 00:57:42,241
Once you remove the fear,
the mustangs think,
966
00:57:42,284 --> 00:57:47,246
operate, work and train
just like any other horse.
967
00:57:47,289 --> 00:57:51,163
NARRATOR: Veterans
aren't the only ones
healing from wild horses.
968
00:57:53,339 --> 00:57:54,732
BRUCE INMAN: Come on.
Let her go!
969
00:57:55,950 --> 00:57:57,561
Run her out! Run her out!
970
00:58:02,914 --> 00:58:08,746
NARRATOR: Bruce Inman
runs an equestrian program
in Ohio for youth at risk.
971
00:58:08,789 --> 00:58:14,099
INMAN: I work with
a lot of at-risk families'
kids, teens,
972
00:58:14,142 --> 00:58:16,231
a lot of situations
with the courts,
973
00:58:16,275 --> 00:58:19,887
and just people that have had
hard times in their lives,
especially young people.
974
00:58:19,931 --> 00:58:22,803
Kids just are naturally
drawn to something like this.
975
00:58:22,847 --> 00:58:26,285
So it gives me the opportunity
to really find out
what's going on in their life
976
00:58:26,328 --> 00:58:29,114
and give them an understanding
that there's more to life
977
00:58:29,157 --> 00:58:31,682
than some of the things
that they've had
to suffer through.
978
00:58:33,031 --> 00:58:35,076
NARRATOR: Ivy,
Bruce's foster daughter,
979
00:58:35,120 --> 00:58:37,383
has seen
her share of challenges,
980
00:58:37,426 --> 00:58:40,081
but is now making
great strides in life.
981
00:58:41,735 --> 00:58:45,130
Her past is very, very difficult
982
00:58:45,173 --> 00:58:50,004
with a mother who died
of a heroin overdose,
a father in prison.
983
00:58:50,048 --> 00:58:53,094
Just had a lot of things
going against her.
984
00:58:53,138 --> 00:58:57,098
So horses sparked
a new life in her,
985
00:58:57,142 --> 00:59:00,493
has given her a hope,
has given her a chance.
986
00:59:00,537 --> 00:59:03,844
And they can just
really heal each other.
987
00:59:06,891 --> 00:59:11,591
I am training Lima, the mustang.
988
00:59:11,635 --> 00:59:16,422
And at first,
she really didn't want anything
to do with humans.
989
00:59:16,465 --> 00:59:18,685
Attention span
was really short.
990
00:59:18,729 --> 00:59:20,905
She didn't want to work
with anybody, honestly.
991
00:59:22,994 --> 00:59:24,952
First step's
gaining the trust.
992
00:59:26,258 --> 00:59:28,652
She's learned
how to control the horse
993
00:59:28,695 --> 00:59:31,393
with as little effort
as possible.
994
00:59:31,437 --> 00:59:34,701
You can muscle,
you can break a horse,
995
00:59:34,745 --> 00:59:37,356
or you can really
just gentle a horse.
996
00:59:37,399 --> 00:59:39,619
IVY WALDROP: And now
she's really loving.
997
00:59:39,663 --> 00:59:41,578
She likes the attention
998
00:59:41,621 --> 00:59:44,842
and she wants to be with people
all the time now.
999
00:59:44,885 --> 00:59:47,888
Really curious, too.
Curious about things
1000
00:59:47,932 --> 00:59:51,413
and I guess that's what
makes her willing
to try new things.
1001
01:00:05,253 --> 01:00:08,517
If I'm hammering nails
at a fence,
1002
01:00:08,561 --> 01:00:10,694
you're gonna have
her nose right there,
1003
01:00:10,737 --> 01:00:14,045
where other horses might be
taking off as far away
from that hammer as they can be.
1004
01:00:14,088 --> 01:00:15,437
They're just so curious.
1005
01:00:15,481 --> 01:00:17,875
And they
want to be with people.
1006
01:00:17,918 --> 01:00:22,749
WALDROP: She's fun
and she's kind
and very willing.
1007
01:00:22,793 --> 01:00:26,274
She's smart.
Extremely smart. [LAUGHS]
1008
01:00:26,318 --> 01:00:28,059
They just...
1009
01:00:28,102 --> 01:00:31,410
I don't know,
like they don't want to be
out in the wild anymore.
1010
01:00:31,453 --> 01:00:34,108
They want to know
that somebody's there
to feed 'em
1011
01:00:34,152 --> 01:00:35,588
and take care of 'em.
1012
01:00:35,632 --> 01:00:37,808
You know, they depend on you
and it's a great bond.
1013
01:00:38,635 --> 01:00:40,375
They transform, actually.
1014
01:00:40,419 --> 01:00:42,639
We've taken in
an enormous amount of horses
1015
01:00:42,682 --> 01:00:46,425
that have been
deemed dangerous
and unhandleable,
1016
01:00:46,468 --> 01:00:51,125
and lots of people have said
they should be euthanized
for safety's sake,
1017
01:00:51,169 --> 01:00:54,041
for their own safety
and for the safety
of people around them,
1018
01:00:54,085 --> 01:00:57,349
and we have never
had that experience
when they arrive with us.
1019
01:00:57,392 --> 01:01:03,616
And I think mustangs
have a very strong
fight-or-flight instinct,
1020
01:01:03,660 --> 01:01:07,272
and the kind of weird
spiritual axiom of it
1021
01:01:07,315 --> 01:01:09,753
is that when you give them
a lot of space,
1022
01:01:09,796 --> 01:01:13,060
they often choose
to make a connection with you.
1023
01:01:13,104 --> 01:01:16,020
So there is nothing
more special to me
1024
01:01:16,063 --> 01:01:18,283
to take in a wild horse
that is so wild
1025
01:01:18,326 --> 01:01:21,068
and demands so much space
between you and them,
1026
01:01:21,112 --> 01:01:24,681
for them to come
kind of a full 180
1027
01:01:24,724 --> 01:01:26,987
back to, actually,
their natural curiosity
1028
01:01:27,031 --> 01:01:30,382
and seeing other horses
interact with you,
maybe that are more gentle,
1029
01:01:30,425 --> 01:01:32,471
just kind of overcomes them
in the end
1030
01:01:32,514 --> 01:01:36,388
and you'll suddenly
find them right there
and touching them.
1031
01:01:36,431 --> 01:01:38,695
It never, it never gets old.
1032
01:01:38,738 --> 01:01:40,000
Give me kisses.
1033
01:01:40,044 --> 01:01:42,089
[KISSING]
1034
01:01:45,571 --> 01:01:48,313
Who's a good girl?
Who's a good girl?
1035
01:01:48,356 --> 01:01:50,881
DeMAYO: I think
one of the things
that's so powerful for me
1036
01:01:50,924 --> 01:01:54,275
when I'm with the horses,
and I'm just with them,
1037
01:01:54,319 --> 01:01:57,148
you fall into a different rhythm
1038
01:01:57,191 --> 01:02:00,978
because what that is about
is connection.
1039
01:02:01,021 --> 01:02:03,937
She's such
a friendly little filly.
Like, she loves this.
1040
01:02:03,981 --> 01:02:07,201
And this kind of incorporates
into the training that we do.
1041
01:02:07,245 --> 01:02:08,855
You know, the sense of touch.
1042
01:02:08,899 --> 01:02:10,770
We mimic brushing.
1043
01:02:10,814 --> 01:02:13,381
So when we go up
and we touch around their face
1044
01:02:13,425 --> 01:02:14,861
rubbing of the eyes,
1045
01:02:14,905 --> 01:02:17,037
we do a lot of rubbing
of the ears
1046
01:02:17,081 --> 01:02:20,737
just to get 'em used to touch,
and they really start
to crave it after a while.
1047
01:02:20,780 --> 01:02:23,565
MERCURIO: You know,
the process is,
1048
01:02:23,609 --> 01:02:26,133
we're going to teach the horse
1049
01:02:26,177 --> 01:02:28,353
with the proper care
for the horse's needs,
1050
01:02:28,396 --> 01:02:34,576
so that minimal effort
is required to get the horse
to do what you want it to do.
1051
01:02:34,620 --> 01:02:38,145
I mean, it's being so calm
and so quiet and so nice
to that horse
1052
01:02:38,189 --> 01:02:40,844
that he can feel your heart
beating right there
in your hand.
1053
01:02:40,887 --> 01:02:46,066
If a regular horse sees
through a regular lens,
1054
01:02:46,110 --> 01:02:49,026
a mustang sees through
a 20-X lens.
1055
01:02:49,069 --> 01:02:52,333
He sees everything
so much more sharply
1056
01:02:52,377 --> 01:02:54,988
because that's their need
to survive in the wild.
1057
01:02:55,032 --> 01:02:58,035
But one of the things
about mustangs
is they can be quite nippy
1058
01:02:58,078 --> 01:02:59,993
'cause that's
a natural thing for them.
1059
01:03:00,037 --> 01:03:02,822
I'm grooming her
and she's gonna
want to try to groom me,
1060
01:03:02,866 --> 01:03:05,477
and, really, you just
stay out of their way.
1061
01:03:05,520 --> 01:03:08,349
We don't do anything
you know, to punish them
1062
01:03:08,393 --> 01:03:10,308
for a natural behavior
that they have.
1063
01:03:10,351 --> 01:03:11,918
We just stay out of their way.
1064
01:03:11,962 --> 01:03:15,356
And if one happens
to catch us, then of course,
1065
01:03:15,400 --> 01:03:17,576
we all
tease each other about it.
1066
01:03:17,619 --> 01:03:22,146
[LAUGHS] Don't bite my butt!
You goofball.
1067
01:03:24,539 --> 01:03:26,106
I like this mustang right here.
1068
01:03:26,150 --> 01:03:28,282
He's got a lot
of character to him.
1069
01:03:28,326 --> 01:03:30,458
He's not real easy.
1070
01:03:30,502 --> 01:03:32,417
I'd like to love him,
but I also like,
1071
01:03:32,460 --> 01:03:34,375
"Okay, gotta set
some boundaries."
1072
01:03:34,419 --> 01:03:37,509
And that sometimes
is hard for me. [LAUGHS]
1073
01:03:37,552 --> 01:03:40,338
AUCTIONEER: Let's hear
a big round of applause
for Ryan Ohrmundt.
1074
01:03:40,381 --> 01:03:42,340
OHRMUNDT: It's okay.
Come on. [CLICKS TONGUE]
1075
01:03:42,383 --> 01:03:45,038
No, no, no, this way.
Come on, dude. Atta boy!
1076
01:03:45,082 --> 01:03:48,868
Every horse,
it has its own agenda,
its own schedule.
1077
01:03:48,912 --> 01:03:53,873
Some, you can do in a day
and some, you know,
we still haven't ridden yet.
1078
01:03:53,917 --> 01:03:56,963
And we try to work
peacefully within that.
1079
01:03:57,007 --> 01:04:00,401
Whatever's comfortable
for the horse
is what we're looking for.
1080
01:04:00,445 --> 01:04:02,664
I mean,
it makes you feel so good
that this horse
1081
01:04:02,708 --> 01:04:04,623
that lived
out on the range wild,
1082
01:04:04,666 --> 01:04:07,408
that was completely skeptical
of people not long ago,
1083
01:04:07,452 --> 01:04:10,150
is trusting you enough
to follow you.
1084
01:04:10,194 --> 01:04:14,241
In other words,
putting his life in your hands.
1085
01:04:14,285 --> 01:04:15,895
And they put
all their trust in us
1086
01:04:15,939 --> 01:04:18,071
to hook on
and follow us willingly
1087
01:04:18,115 --> 01:04:21,553
without us asking
or manipulating
1088
01:04:21,596 --> 01:04:23,424
or bribing them to do it.
1089
01:04:23,468 --> 01:04:25,383
You feel it in the moment
when you do it.
1090
01:04:25,426 --> 01:04:28,429
When you make the connection
and they start,
it's pretty empowering.
1091
01:04:28,473 --> 01:04:31,389
They're prey animals,
and yet, they allow us
to ride them.
1092
01:04:31,432 --> 01:04:33,478
They allow us
to connect with them.
1093
01:04:33,521 --> 01:04:38,048
And they have a deep desire
for connection,
and they have a deep curiosity.
1094
01:04:38,091 --> 01:04:43,923
And I think if you set up
the right environment
and you build that relationship,
1095
01:04:43,967 --> 01:04:45,751
we are social mammals,
1096
01:04:45,794 --> 01:04:48,014
they're social mammals,
and it can work.
1097
01:04:48,058 --> 01:04:50,538
MERCURIO: The idea that
they're massive animals,
1098
01:04:50,582 --> 01:04:52,105
they're big animals, you know?
1099
01:04:52,149 --> 01:04:53,802
And when you see 'em
from a distance,
1100
01:04:53,846 --> 01:04:57,197
you don't realize
how much of an animal,
you know, is there.
1101
01:04:57,241 --> 01:04:59,721
But when you realize
how gentle they are,
1102
01:04:59,765 --> 01:05:01,680
right, because
they'll come to you
1103
01:05:01,723 --> 01:05:04,944
and they'll attach
themselves to you
1104
01:05:04,988 --> 01:05:08,861
without any real expectation
in return, you know?
1105
01:05:08,905 --> 01:05:12,212
It's just,
"You want to ride me? Fine."
1106
01:05:12,256 --> 01:05:15,563
"If you want to ride me well,
that's a different story."
1107
01:05:15,607 --> 01:05:17,696
[CHUCKLES] You know?
You gotta do a little work.
1108
01:05:19,306 --> 01:05:21,178
You about done, buddy?
1109
01:05:21,221 --> 01:05:27,010
I honestly would prefer
a wild mustang
over a domestic horse any day.
1110
01:05:27,053 --> 01:05:29,621
That bond is unbreakable,
1111
01:05:29,664 --> 01:05:32,363
and it's like
they want to have a home,
1112
01:05:32,406 --> 01:05:34,191
and they want to have a purpose,
1113
01:05:34,234 --> 01:05:36,323
where more domestic horses,
1114
01:05:36,367 --> 01:05:40,153
they're already domesticated.
They really could care less.
1115
01:05:46,681 --> 01:05:50,598
WOLFE: Mustangs are...[SIGHS]
are a spirit.
1116
01:05:50,642 --> 01:05:51,991
They are the spirit.
1117
01:05:52,035 --> 01:05:56,300
When you have to walk
30 miles a day to eat
1118
01:05:56,343 --> 01:06:00,217
and then walk 30 miles back
to get something to drink,
1119
01:06:00,260 --> 01:06:02,132
and you do it
day in and day out
1120
01:06:02,175 --> 01:06:04,656
and you have to survive
and you have to be on watch,
1121
01:06:04,699 --> 01:06:07,964
and you have
to be part of a herd,
1122
01:06:08,007 --> 01:06:11,924
and communicating
and relating to one another.
1123
01:06:11,968 --> 01:06:14,535
It's the spiritual thing
about that horse.
1124
01:06:16,755 --> 01:06:22,108
The older ones we're finding
are just phenomenal teachers.
1125
01:06:22,152 --> 01:06:24,154
HARDY: This is Booyah.
1126
01:06:24,197 --> 01:06:30,899
Um, he became the oldest known
by BLM, documented,
to be adopted and ridden.
1127
01:06:30,943 --> 01:06:33,598
And, uh, he was
a 20-year-old stallion
when they caught him.
1128
01:06:33,641 --> 01:06:36,340
HILL-McQUEENY: That horse,
when we went in the office
and said
1129
01:06:36,383 --> 01:06:39,256
how old is he and so forth
and we selected and they said,
1130
01:06:39,299 --> 01:06:41,693
"You don't want him.
Everybody's been asking
about him
1131
01:06:41,736 --> 01:06:44,565
"'cause he was beautiful,
but he's 20,
1132
01:06:44,609 --> 01:06:46,089
"and there's, like,
4,000 others.
1133
01:06:46,132 --> 01:06:47,786
"So, go pick another one."
1134
01:06:47,829 --> 01:06:49,396
at that moment
we were kind of like,
1135
01:06:49,440 --> 01:06:51,616
"Well, we gotta have him.
That's the one we want."
1136
01:06:51,659 --> 01:06:53,531
RENO: He's got markings
all over him,
1137
01:06:53,574 --> 01:06:56,055
and a lot of people
are like, "Oh, he's got
beautiful markings,"
1138
01:06:56,099 --> 01:06:58,971
and then you go,
"Those are all scars."
1139
01:06:59,015 --> 01:07:00,929
Hundreds of scars
1140
01:07:00,973 --> 01:07:04,107
from fighting other stallions
to keep them away
from their mares
1141
01:07:04,150 --> 01:07:06,848
and stuff like that,
and to predators.
1142
01:07:06,892 --> 01:07:09,764
But I know, without a doubt,
1143
01:07:09,808 --> 01:07:14,378
in a second, that mustang
can do serious harm to me,
1144
01:07:14,421 --> 01:07:18,164
and he doesn't
want to hurt you,
but you know that he can.
1145
01:07:18,208 --> 01:07:20,427
McKEVITT: A horse
that lived 20 years
on the range,
1146
01:07:20,471 --> 01:07:22,342
fought off
lots of other stallions,
1147
01:07:22,386 --> 01:07:25,215
is all of a sudden
making the decision
1148
01:07:25,258 --> 01:07:28,435
that it might be a good deal
to be with a human.
1149
01:07:28,479 --> 01:07:32,439
RALSTON: He's out
of his comfort zone,
and he's adapting.
1150
01:07:32,483 --> 01:07:33,832
He's still adapting.
1151
01:07:33,875 --> 01:07:37,096
And he's learning
something new,
1152
01:07:37,140 --> 01:07:40,534
something so foreign to him
at an age where,
1153
01:07:40,578 --> 01:07:43,407
you know, his mind should be
shut down and concrete.
1154
01:07:43,450 --> 01:07:47,628
I think the same goes to say
with a lot of the individuals
that are here
1155
01:07:47,672 --> 01:07:48,977
would be the people that
1156
01:07:49,021 --> 01:07:51,937
maybe their surroundings
have given up on,
1157
01:07:51,980 --> 01:07:55,984
and, uh, those are the people
that we want
to try to help out here.
1158
01:07:56,028 --> 01:07:58,291
Those are the connections
we want to make between
1159
01:07:58,335 --> 01:08:00,076
the wild horses
and the veterans are,
1160
01:08:00,119 --> 01:08:02,382
you know, really getting
to the un-reachables.
1161
01:08:02,426 --> 01:08:04,384
Everybody tried
to talk 'em out of it.
1162
01:08:04,428 --> 01:08:06,995
Said, "Don't bring
this one home.
It will never be gentle.
1163
01:08:07,039 --> 01:08:08,388
"It'll never be ridden."
1164
01:08:08,432 --> 01:08:10,651
And, uh, the last summer,
we proved them all wrong.
1165
01:08:31,019 --> 01:08:32,238
OHRMUNDT: Good boy, Booyah.
1166
01:08:32,282 --> 01:08:34,284
Cool.
1167
01:08:34,327 --> 01:08:36,068
I think that's pretty good
on this guy.
1168
01:08:36,112 --> 01:08:38,070
HILL-McQUEENY: Somebody
told me one time,
1169
01:08:38,114 --> 01:08:40,333
they said, "Wild horses
don't make it to 20,"
1170
01:08:40,377 --> 01:08:42,074
and I said,
"Well, obviously they do,
1171
01:08:42,118 --> 01:08:43,858
"'cause there's one
standing right here."
1172
01:08:46,600 --> 01:08:50,909
NARRATOR: Booyah
has a 20-year history
grazing America's grasslands
1173
01:08:50,952 --> 01:08:53,651
and roaming freely
on the range.
1174
01:08:53,694 --> 01:08:57,611
But after capture,
his very essence
lights the way for veterans
1175
01:08:57,655 --> 01:09:00,919
to discover the key
to mental health
and positive growth.
1176
01:09:00,962 --> 01:09:05,184
CRUMRINE: When you are
too concerned with
what's happened in the past,
1177
01:09:05,228 --> 01:09:09,362
that tends to pull you back,
backwards into depression.
1178
01:09:09,406 --> 01:09:12,104
When you're too concerned
with what might happen.
1179
01:09:12,148 --> 01:09:15,499
"What if," "This meant,"
blah-blah-blah,
that leads to anxiety.
1180
01:09:16,804 --> 01:09:20,112
When you can be
just here and now
1181
01:09:20,156 --> 01:09:22,854
it cuts off some depression,
it cuts off some anxiety,
1182
01:09:22,897 --> 01:09:26,684
and it introduces you
to what's going on right now.
1183
01:09:30,035 --> 01:09:32,168
A horse doesn't care
about yesterday.
1184
01:09:32,211 --> 01:09:33,995
A horse doesn't care
about tomorrow.
1185
01:09:34,039 --> 01:09:36,563
The horse is right now
in this moment.
1186
01:09:36,607 --> 01:09:38,826
And if there's one thing
that I'm learning,
1187
01:09:38,870 --> 01:09:41,220
it's about living in the moment.
Just today.
1188
01:09:41,264 --> 01:09:45,050
Being present with the horse
makes you present with yourself
and the present moment.
1189
01:09:45,093 --> 01:09:46,617
WOMAN: You're fine. Go, go!
1190
01:09:46,660 --> 01:09:49,359
McDONALD: I thought
I was going. [LAUGHING]
1191
01:09:49,402 --> 01:09:50,490
Whoo!
1192
01:09:51,796 --> 01:09:53,406
[McDONALD LAUGHS]
1193
01:09:53,450 --> 01:09:55,147
Well, that was something.
1194
01:09:56,409 --> 01:09:58,629
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
1195
01:09:58,672 --> 01:10:00,805
That's just you frisky, huh?
1196
01:10:01,675 --> 01:10:03,155
That's what that is?
1197
01:10:03,199 --> 01:10:05,418
A lot of times they really like
their face brushed.
1198
01:10:05,462 --> 01:10:07,028
It's like kind of
a relaxing thing,
1199
01:10:07,072 --> 01:10:08,682
like you can see
her eyes closing,
1200
01:10:10,293 --> 01:10:12,033
and she lowers her head.
1201
01:10:12,599 --> 01:10:13,600
They love it.
1202
01:10:13,644 --> 01:10:16,037
CRUMRINE: Part of being present
1203
01:10:16,081 --> 01:10:19,476
is even if it's not
a pleasant place,
just be there.
1204
01:10:19,519 --> 01:10:21,913
I think that's
the power of being present,
1205
01:10:21,956 --> 01:10:24,916
because you can increase
your moments in the present.
1206
01:10:24,959 --> 01:10:27,745
It doesn't mean you never think
about the future or the past,
1207
01:10:27,788 --> 01:10:31,227
but it doesn't dominate
not only your thoughts,
1208
01:10:31,270 --> 01:10:34,055
but then where you are
emotionally and physically.
1209
01:10:34,099 --> 01:10:37,798
HEDLUND: It's the only time
when I don't think of the past,
1210
01:10:37,842 --> 01:10:42,020
when I don't think of the hurt,
I don't think of the future,
1211
01:10:42,063 --> 01:10:45,502
all the stuff
I have to do tomorrow
1212
01:10:45,545 --> 01:10:49,114
or any anxiety attacks
or PTSD attacks.
I don't get any of that.
1213
01:10:49,157 --> 01:10:53,597
The greatest pleasure is
finally being free from that
and being in the moment.
1214
01:10:56,339 --> 01:10:59,646
NARRATOR: Equine therapy
and non-pharmaceutical
treatments
1215
01:10:59,690 --> 01:11:02,519
are increasingly seen
as valuable
1216
01:11:02,562 --> 01:11:05,304
in promoting a veteran's
overall well-being.
1217
01:11:07,001 --> 01:11:10,570
Integrative medicine affects
how the rest of medicine works.
1218
01:11:10,614 --> 01:11:11,702
They work together.
1219
01:11:11,745 --> 01:11:13,573
We're always educating people
1220
01:11:13,617 --> 01:11:17,708
because there's still
a sort of traditional
medical model.
1221
01:11:17,751 --> 01:11:19,623
Yes, we've got to have
medical treatment.
1222
01:11:19,666 --> 01:11:23,714
The medications, the X-rays,
the physical therapy, the OT...
1223
01:11:24,715 --> 01:11:26,586
But that's only part.
1224
01:11:26,630 --> 01:11:31,330
You know, veterans
who are involved
in psychotherapy by itself,
1225
01:11:31,374 --> 01:11:36,640
compared to veterans who
are involved in psychotherapy
and equine therapy,
1226
01:11:36,683 --> 01:11:38,381
there's a notable difference.
1227
01:11:38,424 --> 01:11:41,122
And I know
there's some research
being devoted to that.
1228
01:11:41,166 --> 01:11:44,125
I mean, we experienced
the same thing with, you know,
1229
01:11:44,169 --> 01:11:46,650
our Shakespeare
and veteran program.
1230
01:11:46,693 --> 01:11:48,739
Some people get involved
with Shakespeare,
1231
01:11:48,782 --> 01:11:50,610
and through the character
of Shakespeare,
1232
01:11:50,654 --> 01:11:53,657
find that they're able
to begin to feel things
1233
01:11:53,700 --> 01:11:55,659
and express things
in character
1234
01:11:55,702 --> 01:11:58,357
that also matches
what they are in real life.
1235
01:11:58,401 --> 01:12:01,882
You know,
Shakespeare wrote about
war and relationships.
1236
01:12:01,926 --> 01:12:04,450
[CHUCKLES] So,
it's perfect 400 years later.
1237
01:12:04,494 --> 01:12:06,887
Do not presume too much
upon my love
1238
01:12:06,931 --> 01:12:08,715
I may do that
I shall be sorry for.
1239
01:12:08,759 --> 01:12:12,066
You have done
that you should be sorry for.
1240
01:12:12,110 --> 01:12:13,372
Begone!
1241
01:12:13,416 --> 01:12:17,245
Run to your houses,
fall upon your knees!
1242
01:12:17,289 --> 01:12:21,075
Pray to the gods
to intermit the plague.
1243
01:12:21,119 --> 01:12:25,253
Theater came out
of the warrior culture of Rome
1244
01:12:25,297 --> 01:12:29,736
because the returning warriors
told their story through play,
1245
01:12:29,780 --> 01:12:32,609
and that was how
they were able to reconnect,
1246
01:12:32,652 --> 01:12:35,742
and it was the society's job,
1247
01:12:35,786 --> 01:12:41,444
it was just natural for them
to take care of their warriors
and their veterans.
1248
01:12:41,487 --> 01:12:43,707
America has never been that way.
1249
01:12:43,750 --> 01:12:48,015
You know, we send 'em off,
we train 'em, they come back.
1250
01:12:48,059 --> 01:12:51,410
They get a day or two
airplane ride and they're back.
1251
01:12:51,454 --> 01:12:55,327
At least World War II,
they had the time on the ship
to, you know, to come back.
1252
01:12:55,371 --> 01:12:57,285
Whatever.
1253
01:12:57,329 --> 01:13:00,419
NARRATOR: In light
of the alarming number
of veteran suicides,
1254
01:13:00,463 --> 01:13:04,728
the VA is broadening its quest
for effective programs
to help our soldiers.
1255
01:13:04,771 --> 01:13:07,078
MUSICIAN: One, two,
one, two, three...
1256
01:13:07,121 --> 01:13:09,472
[MUSIC PLAYING]
1257
01:13:13,214 --> 01:13:16,087
Music therapy,
recent research in music therapy
1258
01:13:16,130 --> 01:13:18,132
in the last,
I'd say, 15 years now,
1259
01:13:18,176 --> 01:13:20,787
since we've been able
to look at things in the brain,
1260
01:13:20,831 --> 01:13:25,052
you know, affects
brain functioning
in five significant ways.
1261
01:13:25,096 --> 01:13:28,621
I really think that
some of these partnerships,
1262
01:13:28,665 --> 01:13:32,103
what we do in Creative Arts
and Shakespeare with Veterans,
1263
01:13:32,146 --> 01:13:35,454
we have the advantage
of seeing veterans
get back into life.
1264
01:13:35,498 --> 01:13:39,153
And for those for whom
it happens with horses,
1265
01:13:39,197 --> 01:13:41,895
it's profound, it's amazing.
1266
01:13:41,939 --> 01:13:46,422
And the biggest thing
is getting veterans connected.
1267
01:13:46,465 --> 01:13:49,076
Once a veteran
picks up the phone
and makes a call,
1268
01:13:49,120 --> 01:13:50,513
an isolated veteran,
1269
01:13:50,556 --> 01:13:54,081
the risk of suicide
goes down 30 percent.
1270
01:13:54,125 --> 01:13:57,781
So that's a huge part
of what Recreation
and Creative Arts therapists do.
1271
01:13:57,824 --> 01:14:00,871
They build connections
from treatment
to the community,
1272
01:14:00,914 --> 01:14:04,048
and then,
once you're in community,
try to keep those going.
1273
01:14:04,091 --> 01:14:06,703
There's been really
no opportunity
1274
01:14:06,746 --> 01:14:09,009
where the mustangs
get to show their greatness
1275
01:14:09,053 --> 01:14:12,056
as much as, you know,
saving a soldier's life.
1276
01:14:12,099 --> 01:14:14,928
Like if my mom hadn't flown out,
I would've never come out here.
1277
01:14:14,972 --> 01:14:18,149
She literally forced me
to get in the car
and drove me out here.
1278
01:14:18,192 --> 01:14:21,282
You know, not everybody
has that type of support.
1279
01:14:21,326 --> 01:14:23,981
So, um, I hope in the future
1280
01:14:24,024 --> 01:14:25,809
to reach out
to some of those vets
1281
01:14:25,852 --> 01:14:27,637
that are sitting
in their basement alone,
1282
01:14:27,680 --> 01:14:29,856
are sitting
in their house alone,
1283
01:14:29,900 --> 01:14:32,468
um, not really having
the motivation or drive,
1284
01:14:32,511 --> 01:14:36,384
or even will to want
to go out and look
for something like this.
1285
01:14:36,428 --> 01:14:39,213
My neighbor came to me
the other day and she's like,
1286
01:14:39,257 --> 01:14:43,522
"This Navy vet's having
PTSD issues, alcohol issues."
1287
01:14:43,566 --> 01:14:45,045
So what did I do?
1288
01:14:45,089 --> 01:14:46,438
I went over there.
1289
01:14:46,482 --> 01:14:48,266
He didn't know me.
No one knew me.
1290
01:14:48,309 --> 01:14:51,138
I knocked on that door
and I was like,
"You're coming with me."
1291
01:14:51,182 --> 01:14:54,185
After talking to him
for a few minutes,
1292
01:14:54,228 --> 01:14:56,840
I got him at the barn,
and I was like,
1293
01:14:56,883 --> 01:15:01,235
"You know,
you don't have to do drugs
or alcohol to be happy here.
1294
01:15:01,279 --> 01:15:02,628
"You just have to be here."
1295
01:15:03,803 --> 01:15:05,718
And, uh, he's very excited.
1296
01:15:05,762 --> 01:15:09,330
He's gonna be coming up,
he's gonna be
filling out the paperwork
1297
01:15:09,374 --> 01:15:11,028
and he's gonna get going.
1298
01:15:11,071 --> 01:15:14,031
There's nothing like a veteran
wanting to help another veteran
1299
01:15:14,074 --> 01:15:17,208
because that's part
of what they never leave behind,
1300
01:15:17,251 --> 01:15:20,907
is that commitment
to the group, the mission.
1301
01:15:20,951 --> 01:15:22,735
Commitment to the mission.
1302
01:15:22,779 --> 01:15:26,217
As long as they got a mission,
they're happy.
1303
01:15:26,260 --> 01:15:28,219
But they got to have a mission.
1304
01:15:28,262 --> 01:15:30,526
RENO: If you're
a good battle buddy
and a good fellow soldier,
1305
01:15:30,569 --> 01:15:32,266
you're helping
your other soldiers out.
1306
01:15:32,310 --> 01:15:34,878
We know how to watch
each other's back
1307
01:15:34,921 --> 01:15:36,793
and help them
work on being better.
1308
01:15:36,836 --> 01:15:40,318
And there's somebody
behind me going,
1309
01:15:40,361 --> 01:15:42,102
"Hey, I'm gonna help you
perform better.
1310
01:15:42,146 --> 01:15:45,105
"I'm gonna help you
be able to work this out."
You know?
1311
01:15:45,149 --> 01:15:48,587
McKEVITT: So you got to find
somewhere to be a little more
consistent than that
1312
01:15:48,631 --> 01:15:49,806
up, down, up, down.
1313
01:15:49,849 --> 01:15:51,459
You know what I'm saying,
with the horse?
1314
01:15:56,203 --> 01:15:59,511
NARRATOR: In spite
of all the trauma
the mustangs have endured,
1315
01:15:59,555 --> 01:16:02,906
the veterans are their saviors.
1316
01:16:02,949 --> 01:16:06,997
And now,
the world is taking notice.
1317
01:16:07,040 --> 01:16:10,174
The group heads out
to the biggest rodeo
in the world.
1318
01:16:16,876 --> 01:16:18,878
[COUNTRY MUSIC PLAYING]
1319
01:16:40,421 --> 01:16:43,860
Cheyenne Frontier Days
is a platform
1320
01:16:43,903 --> 01:16:47,907
for us to demonstrate
veterans that are not
professional horseman
1321
01:16:47,951 --> 01:16:53,043
can successfully
make a connection
with these wild horses.
1322
01:16:53,086 --> 01:16:55,959
NARRATOR: The BLM
delivered 18 mustangs
1323
01:16:56,002 --> 01:16:58,788
and four wild burros
to the team of veterans
1324
01:16:58,831 --> 01:17:01,486
to gentle
over the course of the rodeo,
1325
01:17:01,529 --> 01:17:05,229
performing demonstrations,
and ultimately auctioning off
1326
01:17:05,272 --> 01:17:07,623
the newly trained animals
to loving homes.
1327
01:17:09,233 --> 01:17:11,235
We're each gonna be
working with two mustangs.
1328
01:17:11,278 --> 01:17:13,193
We get assigned two mustangs,
1329
01:17:13,237 --> 01:17:15,239
and just developing them
1330
01:17:15,282 --> 01:17:17,850
and see what I can do for 'em
1331
01:17:17,894 --> 01:17:21,027
and show people
that they're really good horses.
1332
01:17:21,071 --> 01:17:23,551
Well, it's the biggest
rodeo in the country,
1333
01:17:23,595 --> 01:17:28,687
and I get to work mustangs,
and I'm all about that.
1334
01:17:28,731 --> 01:17:31,777
These mustangs,
we're gonna work with them
on the ground.
1335
01:17:31,821 --> 01:17:33,605
Then we're gonna
finally get a saddle...
1336
01:17:33,649 --> 01:17:36,086
We'll wrap a rope,
get him used to that,
1337
01:17:36,129 --> 01:17:38,262
and saddle and blanket.
1338
01:17:38,305 --> 01:17:40,917
And then,
we're gonna get on 'em,
and we're gonna ride 'em.
1339
01:17:42,092 --> 01:17:43,920
And that's the great part.
1340
01:17:43,963 --> 01:17:47,358
RODEO ANNOUNCER: Now we have
a very special group right now
1341
01:17:47,401 --> 01:17:49,534
that is making their way
down to Chute Five.
1342
01:17:49,577 --> 01:17:51,449
Now they're going to
head into the arena.
1343
01:17:51,492 --> 01:17:53,799
They are a group
called the BraveHearts.
1344
01:17:53,843 --> 01:17:58,848
Now, they are the largest
horse program in the country
serving military veterans.
1345
01:17:58,891 --> 01:18:02,416
Last year, over 545 veterans
1346
01:18:02,460 --> 01:18:05,768
received nearly 11,000 rides
at no cost to them.
1347
01:18:05,811 --> 01:18:09,249
The more people
that are aware that they're
useful, good horses,
1348
01:18:09,293 --> 01:18:11,469
that you can train 'em,
you can trust 'em,
1349
01:18:11,512 --> 01:18:13,732
the more maybe people
will stop breeding
1350
01:18:13,776 --> 01:18:16,300
other horses for pleasure
and for ranch work,
1351
01:18:16,343 --> 01:18:19,085
and use some of these
great resources that we have.
1352
01:18:19,129 --> 01:18:21,044
There are quite a few
challenging moments
1353
01:18:21,087 --> 01:18:23,133
at Frontier Days
for me personally.
1354
01:18:25,178 --> 01:18:28,442
There were thousands
and thousands of people
watching.
1355
01:18:28,486 --> 01:18:34,884
I had been riding
for less than a year,
and I was kind of petrified.
1356
01:18:34,927 --> 01:18:37,843
AUCTIONEER: $200. $250. $250.
1357
01:18:37,887 --> 01:18:39,410
$200, I have...
1358
01:18:39,453 --> 01:18:43,153
[AUCTIONEER CALLING BIDS]
1359
01:18:46,591 --> 01:18:48,941
Two grand where? $2,000.
1360
01:18:48,985 --> 01:18:51,901
This had to be
a uncomfortable situation
1361
01:18:51,944 --> 01:18:53,424
for both the horses
and the vets,
1362
01:18:53,467 --> 01:18:55,687
because these horses
haven't been to town either.
1363
01:18:55,731 --> 01:18:58,472
AUCTIONEER: $800, where?
I have it...
1364
01:18:58,516 --> 01:19:00,039
Then all of a sudden,
they're here.
1365
01:19:00,083 --> 01:19:02,041
They've got tarps,
planes, helicopters,
1366
01:19:02,085 --> 01:19:05,218
they got cars.
Jeez, it's like
sensory overload.
1367
01:19:05,262 --> 01:19:08,613
I'd never been at a big rodeo
like that before.
1368
01:19:08,656 --> 01:19:12,269
It was an experience
and it's spiritual.
1369
01:19:12,312 --> 01:19:15,359
And you're not used
to all that culture shock.
1370
01:19:15,402 --> 01:19:18,362
And you're on a horse
and you're with these mustangs
1371
01:19:18,405 --> 01:19:21,495
and we all got mustangs
and we had the wild burros
1372
01:19:21,539 --> 01:19:24,629
and we got to work with them
for ten days
while we were out there.
1373
01:19:24,672 --> 01:19:27,110
And it was a bonding, you know?
1374
01:19:27,153 --> 01:19:29,416
So, all day, we're working
with these horses,
1375
01:19:29,460 --> 01:19:33,246
and getting them ready
because they had an auction
at the end of the ten days,
1376
01:19:33,290 --> 01:19:35,205
and they got adopted.
1377
01:19:38,208 --> 01:19:39,818
She's gonna have the best life.
1378
01:19:39,862 --> 01:19:41,515
I mean, it's just like
having a puppy
1379
01:19:41,559 --> 01:19:43,300
and having a child.
1380
01:19:43,343 --> 01:19:45,606
She's gonna be...
I think her and I are gonna be
awesome together.
1381
01:19:45,650 --> 01:19:48,000
These animals are a good source,
1382
01:19:48,044 --> 01:19:52,657
both for mental use,
for work use, show horses.
1383
01:19:52,700 --> 01:19:54,354
We now see horses,
1384
01:19:54,398 --> 01:19:59,490
the endurance is a
big, big, fun group
of people that do it.
1385
01:19:59,533 --> 01:20:02,188
Here in Nevada,
we've got a prison program.
1386
01:20:02,232 --> 01:20:04,147
It's a win-win.
1387
01:20:04,190 --> 01:20:08,107
Um, they're rehabilitating
and teaching these inmates
a new trade.
1388
01:20:08,151 --> 01:20:12,372
And then, we supply
the Border Patrol in San Diego
1389
01:20:12,416 --> 01:20:15,288
with gentled horses
that have been saddle-started.
1390
01:20:15,332 --> 01:20:17,943
They tend to last a lot longer.
1391
01:20:17,987 --> 01:20:20,250
They grew up in this terrain.
1392
01:20:20,293 --> 01:20:22,513
They can go on, they're hardy.
1393
01:20:22,556 --> 01:20:25,908
The public will
have an opportunity
to buy a wild horse
1394
01:20:25,951 --> 01:20:28,824
that a veteran on the front end
has started the process,
1395
01:20:28,867 --> 01:20:30,826
started to lay
the groundwork for.
1396
01:20:30,869 --> 01:20:33,916
AUCTIONEER: $300?
I have... two... three.
1397
01:20:33,959 --> 01:20:37,441
$200. Now $500. $750.
1398
01:20:37,484 --> 01:20:40,183
I have... $800 where? $750...
1399
01:20:40,226 --> 01:20:43,795
[AUCTIONEER CALLING BIDS]
1400
01:20:43,839 --> 01:20:46,232
I have $1,250. Sold at $1,200
right down here in front.
1401
01:20:46,276 --> 01:20:48,539
Twenty-five. Gentlemen, $2,600.
1402
01:20:48,582 --> 01:20:51,542
$3,200 I have...
1403
01:20:51,585 --> 01:20:52,848
SPECTATOR: Thirty-five!
1404
01:20:52,891 --> 01:20:54,414
AUCTIONEER: Sold,
$3,600, right here.
1405
01:20:54,458 --> 01:20:55,589
[CROWD CHEERING]
1406
01:20:55,633 --> 01:20:58,636
Then to $250.
I have $200. Now half.
1407
01:20:58,679 --> 01:21:00,638
[AUCTIONEER CONTINUES
BID CALLING]
1408
01:21:03,902 --> 01:21:05,730
Hi, baby.
1409
01:21:05,773 --> 01:21:09,908
I went to
Cheyenne Frontier Days
for a family vacation
1410
01:21:09,952 --> 01:21:14,565
and, uh, realized
that the BLM was there
with wild horses,
1411
01:21:14,608 --> 01:21:19,439
and I decided then,
possibly, to try and adopt,
1412
01:21:19,483 --> 01:21:24,183
and I had no idea
I was going to come home
with a horse.
1413
01:21:24,227 --> 01:21:26,446
She's a three-year-old mustang.
1414
01:21:26,490 --> 01:21:28,622
Lima Zulu. Sweet as can be.
1415
01:21:28,666 --> 01:21:30,668
I adopted her through the BLM.
1416
01:21:30,711 --> 01:21:32,017
I love this horse.
1417
01:21:32,061 --> 01:21:34,106
Grandkids came over.
1418
01:21:34,150 --> 01:21:37,675
My granddaughter Layla rode her,
and my grandson Liam.
1419
01:21:37,718 --> 01:21:40,417
Um, my son
had no problem with her,
1420
01:21:40,460 --> 01:21:42,593
didn't realize
she was a wild mustang
1421
01:21:42,636 --> 01:21:45,117
until, you know,
they were already up on her.
1422
01:21:45,161 --> 01:21:48,251
But she's been
really a great horse.
1423
01:21:48,294 --> 01:21:51,297
Seem like all the kids
that are here always
want to ride the mustang.
1424
01:21:51,341 --> 01:21:54,822
I don't know if
it's the heritage thing
or just the personality,
1425
01:21:54,866 --> 01:21:57,913
the, uh, the spunk that this...
1426
01:21:57,956 --> 01:22:01,438
There's just a lot of
personality with it,
so everybody likes this horse,
1427
01:22:01,481 --> 01:22:05,398
and she's been really good
for a lot of other kids.
1428
01:22:05,442 --> 01:22:06,922
[SNORTS]
1429
01:22:08,532 --> 01:22:10,273
BARHORST: They're part
of our history.
1430
01:22:10,316 --> 01:22:12,275
They've been around
for hundreds of years,
1431
01:22:12,318 --> 01:22:15,669
and they're part of,
you know, our lands,
1432
01:22:15,713 --> 01:22:19,108
and you get to have
a piece of that
and save a piece of that,
1433
01:22:19,151 --> 01:22:20,979
and it's just overwhelming.
1434
01:22:21,023 --> 01:22:23,982
You know, not only that,
you get to save an animal
1435
01:22:24,026 --> 01:22:26,637
and give it a good home
and a life and a purpose.
1436
01:22:28,204 --> 01:22:29,814
She's a blessing in my life.
1437
01:22:34,819 --> 01:22:36,908
NARRATOR: But what about
people who don't ride
1438
01:22:36,952 --> 01:22:39,171
or aren't able
to be around horses?
1439
01:22:48,267 --> 01:22:52,054
To emphasize that
every veteran's life
is valuable,
1440
01:22:52,097 --> 01:22:55,013
BraveHearts
is taking to the streets.
1441
01:22:55,057 --> 01:22:58,016
Good morning from New York.
Welcome to the Trail to Zero.
1442
01:22:58,060 --> 01:23:01,541
We're gonna be
riding horses 20 miles
through Washington DC.
1443
01:23:01,585 --> 01:23:03,413
Trail to Zero.
1444
01:23:03,456 --> 01:23:06,807
NARRATOR: Trail to Zero
is BraveHearts'
awareness effort.
1445
01:23:06,851 --> 01:23:12,335
Riding in large cities
to help reduce veteran suicide
to zero.
1446
01:23:12,378 --> 01:23:15,164
WOMAN: We're gonna hit
the start sign. Everyone ready?
1447
01:23:15,207 --> 01:23:16,252
Let's go.
1448
01:23:30,875 --> 01:23:32,877
NARRATOR: The veterans
ride downtown
1449
01:23:32,920 --> 01:23:34,966
in some of America's
largest cities
1450
01:23:35,010 --> 01:23:39,057
to bring awareness
to the problem
of veteran suicide.
1451
01:23:39,101 --> 01:23:42,060
Some even mounted
on the wild mustangs
1452
01:23:42,104 --> 01:23:44,106
gentled by
the veterans themselves.
1453
01:23:45,455 --> 01:23:47,674
My father was a veteran.
He committed suicide,
1454
01:23:47,718 --> 01:23:49,807
and many of my friends
have committed suicide.
1455
01:23:49,850 --> 01:23:53,071
And so, um, that's why I have
really mixed feelings today.
1456
01:23:53,115 --> 01:23:55,943
But being here
in Washington, DC, where...
1457
01:23:55,987 --> 01:23:58,511
You know,
this represents our country.
1458
01:23:58,555 --> 01:24:00,252
Veterans are very patriotic.
1459
01:24:00,296 --> 01:24:02,037
This horse is very patriotic.
1460
01:24:04,082 --> 01:24:05,953
It's just awareness.
1461
01:24:05,997 --> 01:24:08,739
Awareness, to me,
is educating people.
1462
01:24:08,782 --> 01:24:11,176
WOLFE: We're here to ride
with BraveHearts
1463
01:24:11,220 --> 01:24:12,960
and the New York City
Police Department
1464
01:24:13,004 --> 01:24:16,094
and we're here for the suicide
awareness prevention.
1465
01:24:16,138 --> 01:24:18,488
Every day
there's over 20 suicides
1466
01:24:18,531 --> 01:24:20,751
with military veterans
in the United States.
1467
01:24:20,794 --> 01:24:22,753
We're going 20 miles,
1468
01:24:22,796 --> 01:24:26,844
because it's a mile
for every veteran
which commits suicide every day.
1469
01:24:26,887 --> 01:24:30,717
We want to draw attention
to the fact that there's
a place to go to get help.
1470
01:24:30,761 --> 01:24:34,243
And one of the ways
that they can get help
is with horse equine therapy.
1471
01:24:34,286 --> 01:24:36,897
That's what we do out there
in Illinois with these horses.
1472
01:24:36,941 --> 01:24:40,162
It's, uh, kind of venturing
out into the unknown.
1473
01:24:40,205 --> 01:24:42,686
For myself, I've never been
to Washington, DC.
1474
01:24:42,729 --> 01:24:46,646
And to do it on a horse,
which is my vehicle
to experience life,
1475
01:24:46,690 --> 01:24:48,692
just about everything,
1476
01:24:48,735 --> 01:24:52,478
and with people who also
see the world like I do,
it is just amazing.
1477
01:25:02,880 --> 01:25:04,664
It's raining.
1478
01:25:04,708 --> 01:25:07,232
There's an expression,
"If it ain't raining,
we ain't training."
1479
01:25:07,276 --> 01:25:09,278
Well, we trained today.
1480
01:25:09,321 --> 01:25:12,107
The neat part was actually
going through the heart
of downtown Washington.
1481
01:25:13,020 --> 01:25:15,284
Everybody finished that started,
1482
01:25:15,327 --> 01:25:18,678
and it's something
I'll remember forever.
1483
01:25:18,722 --> 01:25:21,681
A lot of people are curious,
so they're gonna look it up,
1484
01:25:21,725 --> 01:25:24,728
an even if we reach one veteran
1485
01:25:24,771 --> 01:25:28,166
who wanted to kill himself
or herself today,
1486
01:25:28,210 --> 01:25:30,299
saw this cause,
1487
01:25:30,342 --> 01:25:33,128
does not kill himself
or herself,
1488
01:25:33,171 --> 01:25:35,173
it was worth it.
1489
01:25:35,217 --> 01:25:37,175
And it was worth riding
the 20 miles.
1490
01:25:37,219 --> 01:25:40,613
And he's tired,
but he says he's worth it, too.
1491
01:25:42,746 --> 01:25:45,183
[KISSES] I know. I know, I know.
1492
01:25:45,836 --> 01:25:46,924
I know, yeah.
1493
01:25:55,237 --> 01:25:57,282
Riding a horse in New York City.
1494
01:25:57,326 --> 01:26:02,766
Oh, my gosh, riding a horse
through New York City
was just amazing.
1495
01:26:02,809 --> 01:26:03,941
It was surreal.
1496
01:26:03,984 --> 01:26:05,551
It was surreal.
1497
01:26:05,595 --> 01:26:09,076
Just the street.
The people are friendly.
It's unbelievable.
1498
01:26:09,120 --> 01:26:12,732
All these horse-drawn carriages
around south side
of Central Park.
1499
01:26:12,776 --> 01:26:15,648
This is... This is unbelievable.
It's surreal.
1500
01:26:15,692 --> 01:26:16,867
You wanna pet him?
1501
01:26:16,910 --> 01:26:19,261
New York is an intense city.
1502
01:26:23,787 --> 01:26:26,268
The ride itself was fascinating
1503
01:26:26,311 --> 01:26:30,097
because the horses were...
they were rock stars.
1504
01:26:30,141 --> 01:26:32,143
I mean, they were rock solid.
1505
01:26:32,187 --> 01:26:36,756
You know, you would imagine
that a horse coming from
a beautiful barn out here
1506
01:26:36,800 --> 01:26:41,718
going into Central Park
with massive structures
and buildings
1507
01:26:41,761 --> 01:26:46,244
and cars and sounds,
hansom cabs,
1508
01:26:46,288 --> 01:26:50,205
and people running by,
and cutting you off
1509
01:26:50,248 --> 01:26:54,034
and other people waving,
and cell phones everywhere,
1510
01:26:54,078 --> 01:26:57,386
and people saying, you know,
"What are you about?"
and so forth and so on.
1511
01:26:57,429 --> 01:26:59,518
The distractions were massive.
1512
01:26:59,562 --> 01:27:02,042
And the horses
were just rock solid.
1513
01:27:02,086 --> 01:27:06,264
They kept right on going.
There were no glitches.
Beautiful.
1514
01:27:06,308 --> 01:27:09,136
HILL-McQUEENY: We talk about
how horses can reduce anxiety,
1515
01:27:09,180 --> 01:27:13,358
like, of all places possibly,
to be anxious, right?
New York City.
1516
01:27:13,402 --> 01:27:15,273
-Nobody was anxious.
-Right?
1517
01:27:15,317 --> 01:27:18,233
HILL-McQUEENY: Times Square,
like, there's people
everywhere.
1518
01:27:18,276 --> 01:27:22,759
Cars everywhere, buses,
horns, noises, bikes,
skateboards, everything.
1519
01:27:22,802 --> 01:27:24,891
And the horses took it all.
1520
01:27:24,935 --> 01:27:27,981
They just sucked it all up
like big sponges.
1521
01:27:28,895 --> 01:27:30,593
[HORNS HONKING]
1522
01:27:30,636 --> 01:27:33,987
And the time
we spent interacting
and getting to know people.
1523
01:27:34,031 --> 01:27:37,164
Obviously, we weren't prepared
for the amount of exposure
1524
01:27:37,208 --> 01:27:40,211
and the amount of, you know,
contact with people.
1525
01:27:40,255 --> 01:27:42,431
We ran out of literature
halfway through the ride.
1526
01:27:42,474 --> 01:27:45,260
HILL-McQUEENY: Between
all the people taking
pictures and movies
1527
01:27:45,303 --> 01:27:48,698
and asked us what we were doing
and all the information
that we're handing out,
1528
01:27:48,741 --> 01:27:51,483
and just seeing how many people
have been e-mailing and texting
1529
01:27:51,527 --> 01:27:54,356
and Facebook-ing
or whatever, like,
"That's on my bucket list."
1530
01:27:54,399 --> 01:27:57,272
Like,
"How do I get to do that?
Like, that's so amazing."
1531
01:27:57,315 --> 01:28:01,188
You know, how we try to capture
all of that enthusiasm
1532
01:28:01,232 --> 01:28:03,756
and then use it
for the true good of the cause.
1533
01:28:09,371 --> 01:28:11,938
MERCURIO: We were
actually fortunate enough
1534
01:28:11,982 --> 01:28:14,550
to stop
at a couple of firehouses
1535
01:28:14,593 --> 01:28:17,292
who were kind enough
to water our horses
1536
01:28:17,335 --> 01:28:22,906
and they were fire houses
that participated on 9/11.
1537
01:28:26,475 --> 01:28:29,216
And we were accepted
by the people that came around
1538
01:28:29,260 --> 01:28:32,437
when we were at those spots
where we took pictures.
1539
01:28:32,481 --> 01:28:37,268
People came, you know,
literally, in droves
to ask us questions,
1540
01:28:37,312 --> 01:28:41,098
know what we were about,
you know, to touch the horses.
1541
01:28:41,141 --> 01:28:43,274
And that was, I guess,
kind of interesting, too,
1542
01:28:43,318 --> 01:28:44,754
is that when people were...
1543
01:28:44,797 --> 01:28:47,365
You know, some had
never been near a horse.
1544
01:28:55,808 --> 01:28:57,462
[INAUDIBLE]
1545
01:29:16,263 --> 01:29:19,658
Columns of two,
column right! Ho!
1546
01:29:19,702 --> 01:29:24,271
We also were
fortunate enough to have
six mounted policemen with us.
1547
01:29:25,447 --> 01:29:27,405
They led the charge.
1548
01:29:27,449 --> 01:29:30,843
So when there was
any kind of an obstruction
or whatever,
1549
01:29:30,887 --> 01:29:33,150
they were right there
to help us avoid it.
1550
01:29:33,193 --> 01:29:36,022
The mounted police,
a bunch of them
were on their off day,
1551
01:29:36,066 --> 01:29:39,330
and they came in
because they wanted
to support the cause.
1552
01:29:39,374 --> 01:29:43,203
HILL-McQUEENY: They were
just honored to even
be invited to join us.
1553
01:29:43,247 --> 01:29:47,251
That was pretty humbling
to hear, like, "Wow."
1554
01:29:47,294 --> 01:29:51,777
You know, 'cause we feel like
here that we're trying to fight
for a cause so hard,
1555
01:29:51,821 --> 01:29:53,736
and then, here we go
to New York City,
1556
01:29:53,779 --> 01:29:56,391
and have total strangers
get behind what...
1557
01:29:56,434 --> 01:29:58,480
-What we're doing.
-Mm-hmm.
1558
01:29:58,523 --> 01:30:00,917
And then when we went down
to Ground Zero,
1559
01:30:00,960 --> 01:30:02,832
that was an awesome experience.
1560
01:30:02,875 --> 01:30:05,965
I mean, that was
a heartfelt thing
that we all participated in.
1561
01:30:06,009 --> 01:30:09,229
You could tell
that it really had a meaning
for all of us, you know?
1562
01:30:09,273 --> 01:30:11,362
Certainly for
the New York policemen.
1563
01:30:12,624 --> 01:30:15,148
[BAND PLAYING
"THE STAR-SPANGLED BANNER"]
1564
01:30:19,849 --> 01:30:22,417
["THE STAR-SPANGLED BANNER"
CONTINUES]
1565
01:30:34,429 --> 01:30:38,258
[CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING]
1566
01:30:43,612 --> 01:30:44,917
MAN: Semper Fi.
1567
01:30:44,961 --> 01:30:46,615
-RIDER: You a marine, too?
-Semper Fi.
1568
01:30:46,658 --> 01:30:48,660
-RIDER: Semper Fi, sir.
-Semper Fi.
1569
01:31:00,542 --> 01:31:02,587
HILL-McQUEENY: I think
it's somewhat sad
1570
01:31:02,631 --> 01:31:06,722
to think how many people
really don't understand
the epidemic that's going on,
1571
01:31:06,765 --> 01:31:10,508
don't understand
whether the number
is 20 or 22, whatever it is.
1572
01:31:10,552 --> 01:31:12,467
HEDLUND: So many people
didn't know...
1573
01:31:12,510 --> 01:31:15,295
-Yeah.
-...that that's how many were
committing suicide every day.
1574
01:31:15,339 --> 01:31:17,689
You can't ignore that
and think that that's acceptable
1575
01:31:17,733 --> 01:31:19,648
for the United States
of America.
1576
01:31:19,691 --> 01:31:22,738
["THE STAR-SPANGLED BANNER"
CONTINUES]
1577
01:31:33,575 --> 01:31:35,838
[CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING]
1578
01:31:35,881 --> 01:31:37,796
[HORNS HONKING]
1579
01:31:41,800 --> 01:31:43,846
PHOTOGRAPHER: One, two, three.
1580
01:31:43,889 --> 01:31:47,545
MERCURIO: I wish
I would have started
50 years ago,[CHUCKLES]
1581
01:31:47,589 --> 01:31:49,808
but I'm here now
and I'm gonna make
the best of it.
1582
01:31:49,852 --> 01:31:52,594
RENO: It's so awesome,
'cause people are like,
"What do you do?"
1583
01:31:52,637 --> 01:31:55,597
"I work with mustangs, man.
You gotta come check it out."
[CHUCKLING]
1584
01:31:55,640 --> 01:31:57,903
And they're like,
"What do you mean,
Mustang cars?"
1585
01:31:57,947 --> 01:32:00,079
"No, mustang horses.
Wild horses."
1586
01:32:00,123 --> 01:32:01,820
"Wild horses?"
"Yeah, wild horses, man.
1587
01:32:01,864 --> 01:32:04,257
"Come check it out.
It's a pretty awesome
experience."
1588
01:32:04,301 --> 01:32:05,998
I just had a veteran
tell me yesterday,
1589
01:32:06,042 --> 01:32:09,393
like, "If I didn't
have this place,
where do I go?
1590
01:32:09,436 --> 01:32:13,049
"I don't want to go to the bars.
I don't want to sit in the VAs.
1591
01:32:13,092 --> 01:32:14,964
"That's not where...
1592
01:32:15,007 --> 01:32:18,184
"I need to be encouraged.
I need to be challenged.
I want something to do."
1593
01:32:18,228 --> 01:32:20,796
HARDY: I think people need
something that's measurable
1594
01:32:20,839 --> 01:32:24,451
where they can
look back and see
what they've accomplished.
1595
01:32:24,495 --> 01:32:27,542
Working with the mustangs,
it gives me that
sense of accomplishment.
1596
01:32:27,585 --> 01:32:29,718
So I came to a place
where I realized,
1597
01:32:29,761 --> 01:32:33,373
"Hey, I'm getting better
and life is looking up for me."
1598
01:32:33,417 --> 01:32:35,593
And I always wanted to be
in a situation
1599
01:32:35,637 --> 01:32:37,900
where I could try to share that
with other veterans.
1600
01:32:37,943 --> 01:32:39,205
It's like a family.
1601
01:32:39,249 --> 01:32:41,207
It's like an extension
to the family.
1602
01:32:41,251 --> 01:32:42,295
We're both Mitchells.
1603
01:32:42,339 --> 01:32:43,862
-MAN: Are you really?
-Yeah.
1604
01:32:43,906 --> 01:32:45,995
APPER: A lot of times,
we say in the military,
1605
01:32:46,038 --> 01:32:48,084
you know, our units
become our family.
1606
01:32:48,127 --> 01:32:50,652
Um, this is
my civilian unit now.
1607
01:33:08,060 --> 01:33:10,628
NARRATOR: The mustangs
and the veterans.
1608
01:33:12,630 --> 01:33:18,505
Together, they find
a new way to live,
a place to belong.
1609
01:33:18,549 --> 01:33:21,944
A feeling of safety, hope.
1610
01:33:23,685 --> 01:33:25,512
A bright new spirit.
1611
01:33:27,036 --> 01:33:30,561
Can you believe that?
A horse named Marshall.
1612
01:33:30,605 --> 01:33:33,346
Now with the Creative Arts,
equine therapy,
1613
01:33:33,390 --> 01:33:36,654
there is that spiritual healing
that can happen.
1614
01:33:36,698 --> 01:33:40,789
HEDLUND: This program
has motivated me
from sitting in a wheelchair,
1615
01:33:40,832 --> 01:33:43,443
not even able to walk around,
1616
01:33:43,487 --> 01:33:45,445
to, all of a sudden,
I'm running.
1617
01:33:45,489 --> 01:33:47,273
I'm able to run now.
1618
01:33:47,317 --> 01:33:50,581
There's a lot of other centers
like BraveHearts
that want wild horses.
1619
01:33:50,625 --> 01:33:52,235
They just don't know
how to start it.
1620
01:33:52,278 --> 01:33:53,976
There's about
800 across the country.
1621
01:33:54,019 --> 01:33:56,761
So, you know,
that's a lot of veterans
1622
01:33:56,805 --> 01:33:58,850
that could possibly be assisted,
1623
01:33:58,894 --> 01:34:00,460
as well as
a lot of wild horses
1624
01:34:00,504 --> 01:34:02,767
that could actually have
a new purpose in their life
1625
01:34:02,811 --> 01:34:04,595
other than standing
in a holding pen.
1626
01:34:04,639 --> 01:34:08,338
And these horses, um,
are the love
that shines through.
1627
01:34:08,381 --> 01:34:12,690
Like they're the part
of my heart that was there
before deployments,
1628
01:34:12,734 --> 01:34:15,432
before the military,
before everything else.
1629
01:34:15,475 --> 01:34:16,912
McKEVITT: What better match-up?
1630
01:34:16,955 --> 01:34:20,263
You know, the wild mustang
and a warrior
1631
01:34:20,306 --> 01:34:23,832
that's gone overseas
to protect everything
that we all have?
1632
01:34:23,875 --> 01:34:25,790
It's magic.
1633
01:34:25,834 --> 01:34:28,663
So we're trying
to get equine therapy
to move to the top of the list,
1634
01:34:28,706 --> 01:34:31,883
or at least up the list
instead of being
the last resort for the VA.
1635
01:34:31,927 --> 01:34:35,713
Move it up and have it
so it's a regular therapy
1636
01:34:35,757 --> 01:34:38,803
that veterans can
get turned on to
and they can get involved in.
1637
01:34:38,847 --> 01:34:40,718
Because if they
get involved early on,
1638
01:34:40,762 --> 01:34:42,720
you could probably save
a lot of guys' lives.
1639
01:34:42,764 --> 01:34:48,552
You know,
we need lots of support,
equipment-wise, logistics.
1640
01:34:48,595 --> 01:34:52,425
Um, I hope that people
will step up to the plate
and support that
1641
01:34:52,469 --> 01:34:55,428
so that we can continue
to get more horses,
1642
01:34:55,472 --> 01:34:58,431
better equipment,
serve more veterans.
1643
01:34:58,475 --> 01:35:02,348
You know, our veterans
that are coming home
and are in tough spots,
1644
01:35:02,392 --> 01:35:07,658
they deserve a whole lot more
than, you know,
what we're doing right now.
1645
01:35:07,702 --> 01:35:10,139
And so, getting
these horses placed,
1646
01:35:10,182 --> 01:35:12,532
you know,
getting these veterans
1647
01:35:12,576 --> 01:35:15,100
a purpose
to leave their houses,
1648
01:35:15,144 --> 01:35:18,669
to start to integrate
with fellow veterans,
1649
01:35:18,713 --> 01:35:20,453
to have a project, you know,
1650
01:35:20,497 --> 01:35:23,543
have something that,
at the end of the day,
they can be proud of
1651
01:35:23,587 --> 01:35:25,328
and think that
"I left this round pen
1652
01:35:25,371 --> 01:35:28,418
"a whole lot better than it was
when I walked in."
1653
01:35:28,461 --> 01:35:31,290
HARDY: For me,
my goal in life now
1654
01:35:31,334 --> 01:35:35,033
is to always just
try to spend my day
doing something I enjoy.
1655
01:35:35,077 --> 01:35:37,819
And cherishing the moments
in the time I have left
1656
01:35:37,862 --> 01:35:40,691
with the people,
my family and friends I have.
1657
01:35:40,735 --> 01:35:42,693
What is a mustang?
1658
01:35:42,737 --> 01:35:45,783
People think it's a breed,
and we like to say,
1659
01:35:45,827 --> 01:35:48,133
it's a lifestyle. [CHUCKLES]
1660
01:35:48,177 --> 01:35:50,483
I found sobriety
in horsemanship.
1661
01:35:50,527 --> 01:35:52,964
I found faith in horsemanship.
1662
01:35:53,008 --> 01:35:55,924
And I'm a real live person.
1663
01:35:55,967 --> 01:35:58,535
Look at me, Mom! [LAUGHS]
1664
01:35:58,578 --> 01:36:05,585
I've changed as far as, um,
not being drunk
all the time, probably.
1665
01:36:05,629 --> 01:36:07,370
[LAUGHING]
1666
01:36:07,413 --> 01:36:11,287
I don't have that crutch
that I got to fall back on.
1667
01:36:11,330 --> 01:36:14,072
I got something to do.
I got something
more meaningful
1668
01:36:14,116 --> 01:36:17,815
than to be sitting at the bar,
1669
01:36:17,859 --> 01:36:22,820
to be drinking alone,
or, you know,
or doing any of that stuff,
1670
01:36:22,864 --> 01:36:24,474
because every time
I come out here,
1671
01:36:24,517 --> 01:36:27,912
whether I'm riding
or instructing or feeding,
1672
01:36:27,956 --> 01:36:30,436
or helping fix fences,
1673
01:36:30,480 --> 01:36:33,004
or whatever
we got to do out here,
1674
01:36:33,048 --> 01:36:35,398
everybody wears
a lot of different hats,
1675
01:36:35,441 --> 01:36:41,273
and to to build
and to have community
and have friends
1676
01:36:41,317 --> 01:36:47,366
and to be able to share
and experience
what I am out here, you know,
1677
01:36:47,410 --> 01:36:52,328
and go to sleep thinking
"I did a good job today,"
you know?
1678
01:37:00,118 --> 01:37:03,165
I'm a happy camper.
I'm a happy camper.
1679
01:37:04,557 --> 01:37:06,733
[BIRDS CHIRPING]
1680
01:37:10,215 --> 01:37:12,739
[PLEASANT MUSIC PLAYING]
1681
01:38:59,542 --> 01:39:03,546
[CHIEF PHILLIP WHITEMAN, JR
SINGING "PRAYER SONG
FOR WORLD PEACE"]
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