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You hurt my son.

I swear you'll
never see us again.

I know.

To understand Carol Peletier,

you have to see
every side of her,

and there are many.

So much of Carol's journey

centers on her attempt
to heal her pain...

Pain from loss, pain from
abuse, pain from this new world.

And that pain
lights a fire in her

that takes her from a caring,
meek people-pleaser...

Washed my clothes.

Well, best I could.

To a warrior.

How does that happen?

You're about to find out.

This is Carol's story.

Come on, get 'em!

At the beginning
of the apocalypse,

Carol is at a camp for survivors
with her daughter, Sophia,

and her abusive husband, Ed.

Now, I am done talking. Come on.

No, no. Carol, you don't
have...

You don't tell me
what! I tell you what!

You think you
can... Get off her!

She's learned all about
emotional survival

from her marriage with Ed,

and this new world
forces her to adapt

even more quickly
to protect Sophia.

Hey!

Why don't you stay here?

Keep your daddy company.

Come on.

Hey!

What'd I say?

Oh!

After Ed's been bitten,

Carol takes a crucial final
step in that part of her life...

To ensure that Ed will never
hurt her or Sophia again.

The good news is Ed is gone.

The bad news is that our group

needs to find a
place to call home.

But while on the road,

they encounter something
they've never seen before...

Christ.

A massive walker herd.

Shh, shh.

Shh, shh.

There's two Walkers
after my baby.

Rick goes to find her...

But he returns empty-handed.

She's 12. She can't be
out there on her own.

You didn't find anything?
I know this is hard.

But I'm asking you not to panic.

We know she was out there.

And we tracked her for a while.

Daryl, the group's best
hunter and tracker,

continues to search.

Sophia!

But when he returns with
only Sophia's doll...

Carol can't contain her grief.

I believe this one

it bloomed for your little girl.

And when they do
eventually find out

the horrifying truth of
what happened to Sophia...

Sophia?

Sophia!

Sophia.

Sophia.

Daryl is there to hold her up.

Sophia's death is
devastating for Carol,

but it also forces
her to change.

After leaving Hershel's farm

and finding an abandoned prison,

the next version of
Carol begins to emerge.

Sorry.

As she hones her
fighting skills,

her old meek self burns away.

You ain't like you
was back in the camp.

I'm not.

As Carol's confidence grows,

she takes more initiative
within the group.

Carol becomes determined

to teach the
children in the group

whatever skills she can
to help them survive.

Today, we're talking
about knives...

How to use them, how
to be safe with them.

And when two young
girls lose their father,

she takes them under her wing.

Your daddy
asked me to protect you

like you're my own, and I will.

It's time someone
told you the truth.

Honey, you're weak.

I know. Sorry.

If you want to live, you
have to become strong.

But the apocalypse is
relentless in its cruelty,

and a flu ravages
the prison community,

forcing Carol to make a
life-and-death decision

that she sees as
the greater good.

Is there anything you wouldn't
do for the people here?

No.

Carol...

Did you kill Karen and David?

Yes.

She stands by her decision.

They would have drowned
in their own blood.

They were suffering.
I made it quick.

We needed the bodies gone.

We needed to stop
it from spreading.

They were the only
ones who were sick.

They were a threat.

I was trying to save
lives. I had to try.

Somebody had to.

But Rick feels he
can't trust her,

and so he casts her out.

Being banished makes Carol
have to dig even deeper.

After the fall of the prison,

she reunites with Tyreese,
Lizzie, Mika, and Judith,

and they decide to head to
a place called Terminus.

"Sanctuary for all,
community for all.

Those who arrive survive."

On the way to Terminus,

Carol continues to teach Lizzie
and Mika survival skills.

She tries to toughen
them up in a way

that she never had the
chance to do with Sophia.

What was she like?

She was sweet.

She didn't have a
mean bone in her body.

Is that why she isn't here now?

Yeah.

But she tragically
underestimated

the psychological damage
Lizzie had suffered...

No, no, no!

No, no, no, no, no!

No! No!!

You could have died!

It's the same thing!

You killed her! You killed her!

It's the same thing!

What if I killed you?!

What if I killed you?!

And the threat that she
posed to her own sister.

Don't worry.

She'll come back.

I didn't hurt her brain.

Judith can change, too.

Once again, Carol has to
make a devastating decision

for the greater good, this
time to protect Judith.

Please don't be mad
at me. I'm sorry.

You just... just look
at the flowers, Lizzie.

Just look at the flowers.

Just... Just look
at the flowers.

After laying Lizzie to
rest, Carol is determined

to get Judith back
to Rick safely,

so they continue their
journey to Terminus.

When they arrive, she senses
that the group is in trouble

and needs her help.

For the first time, Carol's
warrior side emerges.

This is Carol's
moment of redemption.

She strikes...

Like an avenging angel.

She finds Rick and Daryl
and the rest of the people

that she's come to
consider family.

Where are they?!

And she saves them.

It's the ultimate
reset for Carol,

and while it can't make
up for all of the people

that she's lost, it
is a pretty sweet win.

I sent you away to this,
and now we're joining you.

Will you have us?

Thank you.

Being back in the family
also gives her a chance

to reconnect with Daryl, and
they open up to each other.

It's like you were a kid.

You're a man.

What about you?

Who I was

she got burned away.

Hey.

We ain't ashes.

The group is anxious to find
a safe place to shelter,

and they end up at the
community of Alexandria.

When the leader, Deanna,
interviews Carol,

like she does with
all the newcomers,

Carol presents a
version of herself

she knows Deanna will
accept without question.

Always had dinner on the table
for Ed when he came home.

Um...

I miss that... stupid,
wonderful man every day.

She makes the
Alexandrians see her

as she wants to be seen,

even if it surprises
some of her friends.

Take a shower. I'm
gonna wash that vest.

We need to keep up
appearances, even you.

I ain't starting now.

I'm gonna hose you
down in your sleep.

You look ridiculous.

But behind Carol's
Suzy Homemaker facade,

the warrior remains ready to
strike at a moment's notice.

Get comfortable here,
let our guard down,

this place is
gonna make us weak.

The group decides to
stockpile some guns

just in case anything
goes sideways.

They choose the night
of a welcome party

to make their move.

You know what's great
about this place?

Get to be invisible again.

And she was invisible
to almosteveryone.

What are you doing?

You've got to promise me

you can keep it secret
that I came here.

But I have to tell my mom.

I mean, I tell my
mom everything.

Wrong answer, Sam.

You can never tell anyone,
especially your mom.

Because if you do...

One morning, you'll wake up...

And you won't be in your bed.

You'll be outside the walls.

The monsters will come,
the ones out there,

and they will tear you apart

and eat you up all while
you're still alive.

Or

You can promise not to ever
tell anyone what you saw here.

And you'll get cookies.

Sam keeps Carol's secret

and she honors her side
of the bargain by inviting

Sam over to make cookies.

But she quickly realizes
that Sam's living in

an abusive household

and her protective
instincts kick in.

Said he can
hear his dad yelling.

Things breaking, his mom crying.

Last month, it got quiet
right in the middle of it

when he went out and
found her on the floor.

Why do you care what
happens to Jessie?

You know why.

This is a scenario Carol
knows all too well,

and she's not going to
let another kid suffer.

I could kill you right now.

I could.

I will.

And then

who would believe I did it
because I didn't like you?

No one.

You're a small, weak nothing.

With the world how it is,

you're even weaker.

Play your cards right,
maybe you don't have to die.

And I want my dish back
clean when you're done.

But there's an
even bigger threat

to the Alexandria community...

A feral group who call
themselves the Wolves.

Carol is the first
to spot the attack.

And she leaps into action.

Carol's fears about the
Alexandrians being weak

are well-founded.

And there's several losses.

We see the toll all these
deaths are taking on Carol.

She's literally keeping a list
of how many people she's killed.

Not long after the attack,

the community is
threatened by another group

called the Saviors.

Stop!

Or she's dead.

Carol and Maggie
are taken hostage.

Even after Carol
overpowers their captors

and helps Maggie escape

she's reluctant to
take another life.

Until her friend Maggie
is directly threatened.

Lying bitch!

And she feels the weight of
all the deaths she's caused.

I think I might have
killed 18 people.

20.

What the hell?!

In that moment, Carol
realizes that all this killing

is just too much to bear.

If you care about people,
there are people to protect,

there are people that
you will kill for.

If you don't want to kill,

or if you can't,

then you have to
get away from them.

On the road to who knows where,

she encounters another
group of saviors.

And she's forced
to defend herself.

It doesn't have to be this way.

You can turn back
and you can go home.

Nobody has to get hurt.

It's looking like
someone's got to get hurt.

Please.

Don't! Please!

After being seriously
wounded, Carol is rescued by Morgan

and taken to a
strange new community.

What is this place?

Welcome to the Kingdom.

I forgot to say that
Ezekiel has a tiger.

Her first impression with
Ezekiel and the tiger...

Ridiculous.

So, tell me.

What do you think of
the Kingdom, Carol?

What do you think of the king?

It's all ridiculous.

I don't know what
the hell's going on

in the most wonderful way.

It's... It's a lot. He is, um...

I don't know, it... Stop.

This place is a damn circus.

She's in no mood
for any of this.

By all means, fair
maiden, have one.

The sweet and innocent
act you've been doing,

it's quite clever.

Worked on me.

Blend in, led
people to trust you,

acquire what you need from
them, and then you're gone,

as if you were never there.

It's the first
time in a long time

that somebody's seen
Carol for who she is,

and it feels good.

And she decides to make her home
not too far from the Kingdom.

She spends her days alone,
satisfied in her solitude,

despite occasional
visits from Ezekiel.

Until one day she gets a visit
from a very familiar face.

The Saviors, did they come?

Yeah.

Is everybody back home okay?

Okay.

We got 'em all.

Made a deal with
the rest of 'em,

like Ezekiel.

Everyone's alright.

But what Daryl told
her wasn't true.

Do you want to know what
happened in Alexandria?

Yeah.

Negan killed Glenn and Abraham.

What?

Beat 'em to death
with a baseball bat.

Now the Saviors have Alexandria,

and Rick and everybody else.

Everything they do is
for the Saviors now.

Jesus want's Rick and
the rest here because

Rick wants to fight them.

Faced with the
horror of the truth,

Carol realizes she can't
stay in retreat any longer.

I'm gonna be here now.

We have to get ready.

We have to fight.

We do.

As Carol becomes closer
to the Kingdom community,

she opens up to an
orphaned boy named Henry

and begins to teach
him survival skills.

I told you not to follow me!

I'm not scared.

Then you're stupid.

You need fighters,
so I'm fighting.

Can't just walk around
with that stick.

You know how to use it?

I watched you train people.

Stay close.

Henry is persistent
in wanting to

join the fight
against the Saviors.

You know I can help.

So Carol gently reminds him

that the battlefield is
no place for a child.

Henry, if you go out there
during the attack, you'll die.

Carol's version of gentle.

She feels torn about letting
another child into her heart.

So when Henry goes
missing after a battle,

Carol can't help
but put a wall up.

Just go.

In spite of herself, Carol
goes to search for Henry.

Help me!

It's a real turning
point for Carol.

She's risked caring about Henry,

risked opening her
heart to another child.

You were right.

I was afraid.

Yeah, you were.

I saw it.

But you are no coward.

With Ezekiel by her side and
the war with the Saviors won,

Carol allows herself to
find hope again, and love.

You're still carrying
that old ring around?

Oh, y-yeah.

I-I'm not saying yes.

I just thought I'd
try it on for a while,

you know. Whatever you say.

No, d-d-don't, don't.

I wrote a speech.

I'm sure you did.

And you can read it to me later.

And with that, Carol becomes
the queen of the Kingdom.

She and Ezekiel adopt Henry
and ruler over the Kingdom

as he grows up to
be a young man.

And like any good mother,

she wants what's
best for her child.

So she and Henry travel
to the Hilltop community

so that he could become
an apprentice blacksmith.

On their way, Carol
asks an old friend

to watch out for Henry
while he studies at Hilltop.

Want to tell me
why you're really here?

I want you to come with us.

I can't stay at Hilltop.

We've got problems of
our own at the Kingdom.

I'd just feel
really a lot better

if you were there with him.

You want me to babysit your boy?

If she has to
leave Henry behind,

there's no one better to
protect him than Daryl.

I'm gonna make you proud.

You already I have.

But instead of staying
out of trouble,

Henry becomes entangled
with a terrifying new group

who live amongst the walkers.

The communities realize
that they must come together

to face this threat,

and an agreement is
made at the Kingdom.

John Hancock

eat your heart out.

Carol is finally
reunited with her son,

her dear friend, and even...

Judith?

Do you remember us?

I've been drawing
pictures of you

since I was little.

You're Carol and
you're the king.

For a beautiful moment,
she's surrounded

by everyone she loves the most.

But little does
she know that Henry

is at the center
of the conflict,

having fallen in
love with Lydia,

the daughter of the
Whisperers' leader, Alpha.

Concerned that Hilltop
will be attacked

by the Whisperers,
Carol volunteers

to go help defend the community.

But despite everything she's
done to protect the children

in her life,

she's about to experience
another devastating loss.

No!

Just look at me.

Just look at me.

After losing her son, Carol
leaves everything else behind.

I'm going to Alexandria
tomorrow with the others.

I know you have to do this.

But I will never
stop loving you.

Yeah.

And I'll never regret
the fairy tale.

On their way to Alexandria,

Lydia expresses her
guilt over Henry's death.

Henry said I was a good person.

He was wrong.

As long as I'm one of you,
it's never gonna stop.

You know I'm right.

This is how you keep
from losing anyone else.

Please, Carol.

Please, just do it.

Do it for Henry.

Come on, we have to go.

Come on.

She doesn't blame Lydia,
but she can't stay.

She moves to the Oceanside
community to escape it all...

Did you miss me?

Not really. I'll take that.

Until she's visited by Daryl,

who asks her to come home.

Sorry if I didn't
want my best friend

to spend her whole
life on a boat.

Best friend?

What are you, 10?

Whatever.

Should we have
matching bracelets now?

Oh, my God, forget it.

No, I could make some
with fisherman's twine.

What's your favorite
color? Green? Blue?

Black. Definitely black.

I got an idea. Why don't
we eat and not talk?

Should we make a
matching collar for Dog?

But the moment doesn't last
long 'cause Alpha has returned.

Your boy screamed your name

just before we took his head.

No!

Stop.

I apologize for my friend.

We have not slept.

And you know what she lost.

I forgive you, mother to mother.

But Alpha's forgiveness
means nothing to her.

And Carol will make a deal
with the devil to take her out.

What if you didn't have to die?

Didn't know you had a say

on the kangaroo council
deciding my fate.

I'm not here for the council.

I'm getting that.

What I don't get
is coming down here

and dealing with me
when it seems to me

you ought to be lining
up the ol' skin queen

in your crosshairs.

What do you think this is?

Damn.

The stones on you...

Are you in or out?

But setting Negan free is
only part of Carol's plan.

Carol crosses Alpha's border

and manages to take
a Whisperer hostage.

When the captured
Whisperer reveals

that Alpha has
told her followers

that she killed Lydia...

She did.

And I am willing to
give my life for her.

Carol exposes Alpha's lie.

No.

No.

Your mother told her
people that she killed you.

You said you wanted my help.

I did.

You used me.

Lydia, I'm sorry.

You're just like her.

Lydia...

You said you wanted
me to choose a side?

I choose mine.

You can't go out there.

It's too dangerous.

You can't stop me.

Unh! Aah.

Carol puts herself
in increasingly

dangerous situations in
her pursuit of Alpha.

Wait.

You could have lost a foot.

They laid traps. That
means we're getting closer.

Will you stop this shit?

You want her dead so bad,

you don't even care
what happens to you.

But it was true, and
Daryl could see it.

Come here.

She's not worth it.

She's not.

Look at me.

She's a dead woman, anyway.

We have a future.

Don't let her take that, too.

Yes.

She takes Daryl's comfort
to heart and relents,

but then...

She sees Alpha.

Hey!

Carol!

Carol's not gonna miss another
opportunity to get her.

Even if that means following her
inside an abandoned mine shaft.

Carol!

In a rush to get her revenge...

Carol leads herself
and her friends

right into Alpha's trap.

While the group searches
desperately for a way out,

Daryl tries to reach her again.

You gotta promise.

We fight for our future.

We don't fight for revenge.

I promise.

But when the group makes
a startling discovery...

Somebody left this
crate of dynamite.

Yeah, okay, that's really cool.

But maybe somebody left it there

because it's obviously
insanely dangerous.

Carol gets an idea.

She's not gonna pass
up the opportunity

to destroy Alpha's horde.

Take my hand.

Come on.

But you gotta come back with me.

Please.

Aah!

When the dynamite goes off,

it nearly spells doom for
Carol and her friends.

But before everyone
is able to escape,

the rest of the
dynamite explodes.

She broke her promise to Daryl,

and that decision led to
someone he cared about

being trapped inside the mine.

You were right about everything.

Just say it.

No, please.

Say it!

Please say it!

Carol finally begins
to realize how reckless

and dangerous her desire
for revenge has become.

You should hate me.

You seem to hate
yourself so much.

I'm gonna kill her.

Will you hate me then?

I won't be thinking about you.

Thanks.

Despite being consumed
with anger and grief,

she still values her
friendship with Daryl.

Now, please don't hate me.

I'm never gonna hate you.

They barely have
time to mend fences

before Alpha attacks
Hilltop alongside Negan.

She can only watch as
friends and neighbors

suffer the consequences
of her actions.

Carol is at one of
her lowest points yet.

But in a flash...

Everything changes.

Took you long enough.

She had her revenge,

but the nightmare
wasn't over quite yet.

Carol.

Carol.

I'm always watching.

All the pain and
loss of every death

comes back to haunt her.

And it is horrific.

You are lost.

So was your boy.

You sent him away.

And he never came back.

He died out here,
alone and afraid.

Just like Sophia.

You feel guilt.

People were hurt in
the name of vengeance.

And now you can't go back.

They won't accept
what you've done.

Maybe they will if
you say you're sorry.

"I'm sorry you're mad at me.

P-Please don't be mad at me.

I'm sorry!"

Aah!

Tormented and
distracted by grief,

she's trapped under a rotting
shed as walkers approach.

You always knew
how this would end.

No one's coming to save you.

Alpha couldn't
defeat her in life...

And she's not about to let
her defeat her in death.

It's never too late.

Having faced her
darkest inner demons,

she returns to Hilltop
to face the music

about putting her
friends in danger.

If I could go back...

I'm so sorry, Kelly,
for everything.

You think that the way you
are is... is a weakness?

I heard the stories about
you, in the old days.

We all have.

That you... you'd just go off.

And do the thing
that only you can do.

Lone wolf.

That's your superpower.

You can't give up everything
about yourself because...

Bad things happen.

But she's still in pain
when she's visited by Lydia.

I don't have you
for what you did.

I know that sounds awful, but

she was never really my mother.

Not in the way that matters.

So thanks.

And I-I... I'd like it
if we can still talk.

About

whatever.

Lydia...

You need to be yourself.

You need to find your own way.

I'm not looking for
another mom, you know?

That's not what this has to be.

It can be something else.

So can you.

As the war with the
Whisperers nears its end,

Carol decides that the
only way to defeat.

Alpha's remaining horde

is to sacrifice herself.

I told you to go.

You told me to find my own way.

You get what you wanted?

No.

And I won't.

Not really.

Well, you still got me.

Yeah?

Yeah.

With the Whisperers defeated,

Carol's focus continues
to be on surviving

while protecting
those around her.

Carol's evolution has progressed

through many phases
over the years.

And while the apocalypse has
taken so much from Carol,

it's given her so
many opportunities

for rebirth.

Drop it.

As every version of
herself burns away,

each transformation leaves her
stronger, clearer, and wiser.

Things can change really
fast in this world.

It's hard to know
what's next for Carol.

But her story isn't over yet.

Sure you're okay?

Oh, yeah. Back to it.