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[David] I sometimes do this
thing where I see people.
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People die, or I think
they're gonna die.
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I see 'em.
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The visions, they're
a symptom of trauma
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that hasn't been worked through.
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You needed it when you were
young to cope with the grief,
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but the behavior
it's still there.
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All it's doing now
is deadening yourself
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to anyone who's
important to you.
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[David] I'm good.
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I really am.
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[tranquil music]
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[ominous music]
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[water ebbing]
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[Halloway] Hello, David.
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David?
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Yes, we good to go?
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- [tranquil music]
- Mmm.
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- It's good to see you.
- Thanks.
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- We have a lot to cover today.
- That's just fine.
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Can we make this a
brainstorming session?
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All right.
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I've got a lot going on at work.
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I just need to
bounce ideas around.
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I mean, specific
issues, problems,
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and I need specific answers.
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We can do that.
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This isn't about
analyzing anything,
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it's problem-solving.
I have a list.
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Let's go through
it. [clears throat]
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- Y-You're okay with that?
- This is your time, David.
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I'm here to help.
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Good, I just wanted to be clear.
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You were very clear.
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T-The redevelopment project
I talked to you about
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at the Ville,
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it's hit some snags.
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People I know, people who
I thought were my friends
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are trying to undermine
the whole thing.
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That can't be feeling very good.
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No, and I have
under three months
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to make this
billionaire backing it
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look like a hero for the
upcoming mayoral race.
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I mean, I have no
room for failure.
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It sounds like a pretty
chaotic situation, David.
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- Are you feeling any...
- Feelings have nothing
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to do with this.
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Practical, please.
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I've already done
all the legwork.
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I just need your help to
navigate through all of this
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and
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uh
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Here's the checklist for
everything we need to accomplish
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in this day's session,
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color-coded by
order of priority.
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[suspenseful music]
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Deal?
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[ominous music]
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By fixing this work stuff,
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everything else
falls into place.
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Now, I was on track
moving forward,
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until these two
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who I thought were my
friends threw a wrench
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into the whole thing.
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This one right here,
Seren, my best friend.
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I risked my ass for this kid,
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and now he's some
gigolo lobbyist.
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I mean, the man
tried to kiss me,
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but I got that straightened
out. It doesn't matter.
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Anyway, this here, she the
one he scheming with, Marissa,
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and I've known 'em both
since like forever.
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Maybe I ain't treat her
that great in the past.
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I mean, we... she
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we slept together
in the laundry room
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at the Ville the other day,
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so I thought we were cool.
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I mean, the point is,
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I had nothing but trust
and good intentions,
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and then my best friend,
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he turns around and
gives her spiteful ass
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this toxicity report.
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So, if that's the way
they wanna play that way,
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then I'ma fuck them
both right back.
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[David breathes heavily, scoffs]
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Without losing my
cool or getting angry.
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But you do seem angry.
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And that's why we
need to talk strategy.
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Why do you do this job?
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Do you like it?
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Well, yeah, I mean,
I'm good at it,
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but then this shit comes at me.
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And that causes you stress?
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Hell yeah, that's why
I'm here, to fix it.
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You function very well
under stress, don't you?
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Yes, I do.
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Maybe functioning like this,
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under the gun is actually
more comfortable to you.
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- We getting off topic.
- There is a high-risk,
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high-reward to
what you do, right?
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Maybe that suits your needs.
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Look, I really
don't wanna talk...
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Do you remember the
chaos we discussed
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in your last session?
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Sure.
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It seems to be all around you,
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and I'm wondering,
is it possible
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that you might have a
hand in creating it?
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I didn't create this.
This isn't my fault.
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I told you, those
so-called friends of mi...
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I understand, and you don't
feel you played a role
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in any of this?
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You were just a passive
observer in kissing Seren,
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and having sex with Marissa
in the laundry room?
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I didn't kiss Seren!
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You know what?
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That's not the point.
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I was good to them both.
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I saved Seren.
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He even said it,
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and God knows I
was nice to a girl
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who had no chance with anybody.
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I thought you said you didn't
treat her so well in the past.
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What are we even talking about?
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Kisses with someone you
haven't seen in years
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who you think betrayed you.
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Sex in the laundry
room with a woman
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who is contesting the validity
of your development project?
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None of that seems high-risk
at all to you, David?
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The kind of high risk
that causes chaos?
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The only chaos here is them,
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the one who's supposed
to have my back.
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Nigga told me,
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I mean N word, told me
I don't know who I am.
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He must have had a significant
impact on your life to have
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that much power over
you after not seeing him
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for all those years.
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What about that?
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Waiting to teach you
something new at night, huh?
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[suspenseful music]
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[punch thuds]
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- Nothing to talk about.
- David?
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I wonder if it's worth
considering the fact
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that Marissa and Seren aren't
actually out to get you.
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But they are!
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I mean, I told you.
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Look, we don't need
to be doing this.
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It's not helpful.
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I need specifics here.
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Okay, I need answers.
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Who is Brandon Machado?
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An excellent life coach.
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Isn't that what
you're supposed to do?
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Help me solve my problems.
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David, you want
your outside world
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to look different without
changing anything on the inside,
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that's not what I do.
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Brandon is very motivational.
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He'll make you feel good.
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Real good, very good.
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Cut and dried.
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I think that's a
better fit for you.
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Nothing deep...
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You raggedy bitch!
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[clock ticking]
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[clock ticking]
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I paid for an hour with you.
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And I will happily
refund all of it
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if you choose to leave now.
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Look, I don't have time to explain
all this shit to someone else.
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Can you please just do your
job and help me fix this?
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I'll do my job,
David, I promise,
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but I need to do it
the way I do it, okay?
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Okay.
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How are things with
you and Nicole?
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Nicole? What does she
have to do with this?
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Are you still seeing her?
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Yup, I mean, not
every day, but yup.
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W-Why?
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I'm wondering how
sex with Marissa fit
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into that relationship.
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That was a one-off.
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It didn't mean anything.
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So you and Nicole
aren't exclusive?
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No, it's an open relationship.
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But you would describe
it as a relationship.
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Yeah, sure, I guess.
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Did you tell her about Marissa?
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- She knows.
- And she's fine with it?
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With that, but she was
tripping on some other shit.
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So she was upset?
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Yeah, no, not-not
about that, about JG.
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What about JG?
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Look, we don't need
to talk about...
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I understand, you wanna talk
about work-related things.
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Marissa is
work-related, isn't she?
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Nicole and I
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we try, you know?
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We are tryna work things
out, but it's hard.
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It's not like we got the
best examples to go by.
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Just tryna be real
with each other.
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And maybe me hooking up
with Marissa was my way
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of driving a wedge in that,
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keepin' a wall up with Nicole,
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because it's scary to me to
get really close to someone.
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Does that make sense?
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Makes a lot of sense, David.
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Very insightful.
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Okay, thanks for pushing me.
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Well, maybe it is helpful to
think these things through,
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you know, talk things out.
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Good.
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All right, let's try something,
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we're gonna sit here for ten
seconds and not say a word.
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Just ten seconds of
complete silence.
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All right?
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Sure.
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Starting
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now.
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[clock ticking]
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[David sighs]
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[David thinking]
What a waste of time.
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Is that a mosquito? Zika!
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Why is she staring at me?
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What am I doing?
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Okay, I'm going to
just sit here quietly,
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not going to give her anything
she can use against me.
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Dammit, she saw that.
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Ugh, hasn't it been fucking
ten seconds already?
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No, don't look,
sign of weakness,
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you got this.
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Why did I fucking
mention Marissa?
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Idiot, now this doctor
lady's punishing me for it.
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Did I eat today?
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Damn, Conch Fritters
sound so good.
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Hey, ma'am, who're you
sharing your bed with?
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Let's talk about that, so
I can pass some judgment.
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I should just go to a lawyer.
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Shoulda did that in the
first fucking place.
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She don't know about business.
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Seren, fuck Seren, playin' me.
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He think I'm some kind of fool.
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[Holloway] David?
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[David thinking] And I'm
not fuckin' 15 either!
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- I'm a grown ass man!
- Ten.
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Where were you just now?
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- Sitting here.
- Sweating?
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It's hot outside.
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That seemed difficult for you.
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Fine.
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- Even without your playbook?
- Playbook?
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That explanation about Nicole,
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about you putting
distance between you two,
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your fear of closeness.
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- Yeah, that was the truth.
- No, that's performing.
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That's you telling me exactly
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what you thought
I wanted to hear,
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so that we could shut
it down and move on.
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Then, when we sat in silence,
260
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you were forced to
live in the present
261
00:13:07,277 --> 00:13:11,455
for just a moment and
actually feel something.
262
00:13:11,498 --> 00:13:14,284
Can you tell me what
you're feeling, David?
263
00:13:14,327 --> 00:13:15,720
Can you identify that?
264
00:13:15,763 --> 00:13:18,592
Can you tell me what you
are feeling right now?
265
00:13:18,636 --> 00:13:20,309
I'm feeling like I'm tired
as fuck of you telling me
266
00:13:20,333 --> 00:13:21,726
what I came here for!
267
00:13:28,689 --> 00:13:29,995
Not bad.
268
00:13:30,038 --> 00:13:32,650
[ominous music]
269
00:13:36,436 --> 00:13:39,222
Now that didn't
kill you, did it?
270
00:13:39,265 --> 00:13:41,093
No.
271
00:13:41,137 --> 00:13:44,444
But I... I don't like that.
272
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I don't like to act like that.
273
00:13:48,144 --> 00:13:51,843
Trust me, ma'am, please.
274
00:13:51,886 --> 00:13:57,283
So can we maybe just stick
to work stuff right now?
275
00:14:00,199 --> 00:14:01,331
Okay.
276
00:14:02,941 --> 00:14:07,511
Why don't you describe to me
exactly what it is you do?
277
00:14:07,554 --> 00:14:13,604
[chuckles] Okay, yes, so,
um, I'm a law consultant,
278
00:14:13,647 --> 00:14:15,083
I've told you that.
279
00:14:15,127 --> 00:14:17,085
I work for a large
real estate firm.
280
00:14:17,129 --> 00:14:18,565
And what does that entail?
281
00:14:18,609 --> 00:14:20,872
I draw up plans, present
them to city commissioners,
282
00:14:20,915 --> 00:14:23,962
and I acquire permits to
get projects approved.
283
00:14:24,005 --> 00:14:27,226
And how long does all of this
approval process usually take?
284
00:14:27,270 --> 00:14:30,055
It depends on the size
and scope of the project.
285
00:14:30,098 --> 00:14:31,511
The largest ones can
take up to years.
286
00:14:31,535 --> 00:14:33,319
Like the Ville redevelopment?
287
00:14:33,363 --> 00:14:36,279
Definitely, a project that
size can take up to six years
288
00:14:36,322 --> 00:14:37,584
to get everything approved.
289
00:14:37,628 --> 00:14:40,892
Yet you've condensed it
to six months, you said?
290
00:14:42,110 --> 00:14:44,374
Wow, that's impressive.
291
00:14:44,417 --> 00:14:46,027
Thank you.
292
00:14:46,071 --> 00:14:48,116
- Why?
- Huh?
293
00:14:48,160 --> 00:14:51,903
Why are you working so hard to
pull off a miracle like that?
294
00:14:56,429 --> 00:14:58,823
Here's what you
need to understand,
295
00:14:58,866 --> 00:15:02,392
this isn't some clock-in-clock-out
nine-to-five, alright.
296
00:15:02,435 --> 00:15:03,480
It's not a job.
297
00:15:04,307 --> 00:15:05,569
It's a career.
298
00:15:05,612 --> 00:15:08,224
It's a livelihood. It's my name.
299
00:15:09,790 --> 00:15:11,923
I do what no one else can,
300
00:15:11,966 --> 00:15:14,142
and I have to in
order to be the best.
301
00:15:14,186 --> 00:15:17,276
Sure, someone else can
make more money faster
302
00:15:17,320 --> 00:15:21,759
pushing gas stations and
corner shops every few years.
303
00:15:21,802 --> 00:15:24,501
But in order to build a legacy,
304
00:15:24,544 --> 00:15:27,895
so that I'm the only
one that people come to,
305
00:15:27,939 --> 00:15:31,551
I have to close bigger
deals in record time.
306
00:15:31,595 --> 00:15:34,119
I make deals so that I am seen.
307
00:15:34,162 --> 00:15:35,294
People see you,
308
00:15:35,338 --> 00:15:37,078
they elevate you.
309
00:15:37,122 --> 00:15:38,297
But more than that,
310
00:15:38,341 --> 00:15:40,560
everyone in Miami knows,
311
00:15:40,604 --> 00:15:42,345
you need something done,
312
00:15:42,388 --> 00:15:43,650
you call David Young.
313
00:15:45,565 --> 00:15:47,088
So it seems.
314
00:15:48,786 --> 00:15:51,963
I'm curious if you were
315
00:15:52,006 --> 00:15:55,140
to imagine your life
ten years from now,
316
00:15:55,183 --> 00:15:56,359
twenty years from now,
317
00:15:56,402 --> 00:15:58,883
and you are seen
the one to call,
318
00:15:59,666 --> 00:16:01,755
what will you be doing?
319
00:16:01,799 --> 00:16:04,323
If you were to
stay on this path,
320
00:16:04,367 --> 00:16:05,324
where does it lead?
321
00:16:05,368 --> 00:16:07,587
Is there an ultimate goal?
322
00:16:07,631 --> 00:16:08,632
Yeah, I mean...
323
00:16:08,675 --> 00:16:11,156
This accelerated timeline,
324
00:16:11,199 --> 00:16:13,898
it's a space you
thrive in, isn't it?
325
00:16:13,941 --> 00:16:15,726
I told you, I'm good at my job.
326
00:16:15,769 --> 00:16:21,209
But with it comes all these
stressors, expectant bosses,
327
00:16:21,253 --> 00:16:22,907
antagonistic commissioners,
328
00:16:22,950 --> 00:16:26,476
old friends trying
to undermine you.
329
00:16:26,519 --> 00:16:29,392
It seems you create
this swirl of chaos...
330
00:16:29,435 --> 00:16:31,872
Chaos again?
331
00:16:31,916 --> 00:16:37,530
Is this a pattern for you, a
form of addictive behavior?
332
00:16:39,053 --> 00:16:40,446
Wait, what?
333
00:16:40,490 --> 00:16:44,494
Is it possible that you're
addicted to this chaos?
334
00:16:45,973 --> 00:16:47,584
[laughs]
335
00:16:47,627 --> 00:16:50,064
No, thank you, look, we
don't need to go there.
336
00:16:51,239 --> 00:16:52,284
Why not?
337
00:16:53,633 --> 00:16:54,765
Addicted?
338
00:16:56,201 --> 00:16:58,377
You think I don't know
what an addict is?
339
00:16:58,421 --> 00:17:00,423
I was raised by one.
340
00:17:00,466 --> 00:17:02,381
So you've said.
341
00:17:02,425 --> 00:17:03,991
Raised by one.
342
00:17:04,035 --> 00:17:06,690
Born from one.
343
00:17:06,733 --> 00:17:08,996
It's all you've
ever known, David,
344
00:17:09,040 --> 00:17:11,956
and probably why you're
so comfortable in it.
345
00:17:11,999 --> 00:17:14,132
Now you're just making shit up.
346
00:17:14,175 --> 00:17:15,612
- Am I?
- Yes.
347
00:17:16,961 --> 00:17:20,486
When your life starts
feeling secure,
348
00:17:20,530 --> 00:17:22,445
when your finances
are buttoned up,
349
00:17:22,488 --> 00:17:23,489
your mortgage is paid,
350
00:17:23,533 --> 00:17:25,404
job starts looking mundane,
351
00:17:25,448 --> 00:17:29,103
you don't whip up that hurricane
to get you back to that place,
352
00:17:29,147 --> 00:17:33,281
that place you need
to feel normal,
353
00:17:33,325 --> 00:17:36,502
that place you
need to feel alive?
354
00:17:36,546 --> 00:17:38,635
I'm not an addict, okay?
355
00:17:38,678 --> 00:17:40,463
Look, I barely drink.
356
00:17:40,506 --> 00:17:43,204
I don't smoke, and I've
never touched an illegal
357
00:17:43,248 --> 00:17:45,076
or not prescribed
drug in my life.
358
00:17:45,119 --> 00:17:48,645
Addiction takes
many forms, David,
359
00:17:48,688 --> 00:17:50,298
not just chemical.
360
00:17:50,342 --> 00:17:52,910
There are other
addictions harder to see.
361
00:17:52,953 --> 00:17:57,175
Repetitive patterns of
thought, repetitive behaviors.
362
00:17:57,218 --> 00:17:59,177
I mean, is it really
that hard to believe
363
00:17:59,220 --> 00:18:02,093
that you might have inherited
addictive tendencies
364
00:18:02,136 --> 00:18:06,402
given the history of
addiction in your family?
365
00:18:06,445 --> 00:18:07,881
Look, my mom is past all that.
366
00:18:07,925 --> 00:18:10,231
She been clean for years.
367
00:18:10,275 --> 00:18:12,146
The drug, sure.
368
00:18:12,190 --> 00:18:14,410
But her addiction,
369
00:18:14,453 --> 00:18:15,733
I mean, from what you've told me
370
00:18:15,759 --> 00:18:18,283
your mother has thrown
herself into a second wave
371
00:18:18,326 --> 00:18:22,722
of parenting harder than
any drug she's ever done.
372
00:18:22,766 --> 00:18:27,814
It's not uncommon for an addict
to continue chasing a fix.
373
00:18:27,858 --> 00:18:31,644
People can get as high
all for work, or love,
374
00:18:31,688 --> 00:18:34,778
or caregiving as they
can off of heroine.
375
00:18:36,432 --> 00:18:40,827
They can even OD on it.
376
00:18:40,871 --> 00:18:42,612
Hey!
377
00:18:42,655 --> 00:18:44,483
[making funny noises]
378
00:18:44,527 --> 00:18:47,617
Careful, Ma, you're gonna
pull the IV right out of him.
379
00:18:49,183 --> 00:18:50,228
Hmm...
380
00:18:52,752 --> 00:18:55,712
Gloria definitely OD's with JG.
381
00:18:57,714 --> 00:19:01,152
- With parenting?
- Oh, yeah.
382
00:19:01,848 --> 00:19:04,024
How about with you?
383
00:19:04,068 --> 00:19:06,592
[laughs]
384
00:19:08,464 --> 00:19:09,726
What's funny about that?
385
00:19:11,597 --> 00:19:14,426
I missed that wave, no.
386
00:19:14,470 --> 00:19:16,515
Because of her drug addiction?
387
00:19:16,559 --> 00:19:17,603
I did what I had to do
388
00:19:17,647 --> 00:19:20,519
to be the parent of
the house, the man.
389
00:19:20,563 --> 00:19:23,043
Everyone needs a parent, David.
390
00:19:23,087 --> 00:19:27,047
Yeah, well, Gloria and JG
needed it more than I did,
391
00:19:27,744 --> 00:19:29,223
and I was there.
392
00:19:30,094 --> 00:19:32,270
Even when your brother got shot?
393
00:19:36,230 --> 00:19:39,233
The last time you told me
you barely went to see JG
394
00:19:39,277 --> 00:19:40,670
when he was in the coma.
395
00:19:42,672 --> 00:19:45,849
[beeping]
396
00:19:50,506 --> 00:19:53,160
I'm wondering where the
man of the house was then.
397
00:19:53,204 --> 00:19:56,294
Look, you don't know shit
about being his brother.
398
00:19:56,337 --> 00:19:59,340
It was up to me to look out
for JG and keep him safe.
399
00:19:59,384 --> 00:20:02,779
I didn't ask for
that, but I did it,
400
00:20:02,822 --> 00:20:06,391
and then he came to a point
where I couldn't help.
401
00:20:06,434 --> 00:20:07,479
I couldn't look so...
402
00:20:07,523 --> 00:20:09,307
You killed him off in your head?
403
00:20:11,657 --> 00:20:14,878
The day JG decided to go to
school for police training,
404
00:20:14,921 --> 00:20:18,272
you knew you could no
longer protect him.
405
00:20:18,316 --> 00:20:21,667
Policing is a potentially
life-threatening profession,
406
00:20:21,711 --> 00:20:23,277
isn't it?
407
00:20:23,321 --> 00:20:26,411
And all of that protection
left your control.
408
00:20:27,630 --> 00:20:30,371
It's understandable.
409
00:20:30,415 --> 00:20:34,419
You had to create that
emotional distance to make room
410
00:20:34,462 --> 00:20:36,943
for the possibility
of losing him.
411
00:20:39,511 --> 00:20:43,254
I suspect JG's been gone
to you for some time.
412
00:20:45,735 --> 00:20:47,824
You don't return his affection.
413
00:20:48,651 --> 00:20:50,522
Keep him at arms length.
414
00:20:50,566 --> 00:20:53,177
Watching him and
your mother like
415
00:20:56,876 --> 00:20:59,357
in the present like a memory.
416
00:21:00,967 --> 00:21:03,622
Not getting too close
because if you touch it,
417
00:21:04,928 --> 00:21:06,538
it might fade,
418
00:21:08,496 --> 00:21:09,585
or go away.
419
00:21:11,369 --> 00:21:13,763
Did you ever ask your
mother how she was feeling
420
00:21:13,806 --> 00:21:16,156
when JG was in the hospital?
421
00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:20,508
Or was she already
lost in your mind?
422
00:21:20,552 --> 00:21:21,988
It didn't even occur to you?
423
00:21:24,817 --> 00:21:30,649
And it must ache
watching them live,
424
00:21:32,825 --> 00:21:34,914
and being too
afraid to love them
425
00:21:34,958 --> 00:21:38,439
because they might go.
426
00:21:40,006 --> 00:21:41,878
Who else are you keeping from?
427
00:21:44,315 --> 00:21:45,621
I'm wondering
428
00:21:47,927 --> 00:21:50,582
who else you might have buried?
429
00:21:50,626 --> 00:21:53,629
[suspenseful music]
430
00:22:10,297 --> 00:22:11,472
I'm thirsty.
431
00:22:14,737 --> 00:22:15,912
You doing all right?
432
00:22:17,609 --> 00:22:18,871
I'm fine.
433
00:22:18,915 --> 00:22:20,873
You think I could
grab some water?
434
00:22:20,917 --> 00:22:22,440
Help yourself.
435
00:22:28,620 --> 00:22:30,056
You gotta say something.
436
00:22:47,204 --> 00:22:48,858
- Can we...
- Talk some more?
437
00:22:48,901 --> 00:22:50,468
I think I was ready.
438
00:22:50,511 --> 00:22:51,730
Yes, yes, of course,
439
00:22:51,774 --> 00:22:53,950
but before we dive in to that,
440
00:22:53,993 --> 00:22:56,387
please just know that
it's not uncommon
441
00:22:56,430 --> 00:22:58,737
to create emotional
distance in order
442
00:22:58,781 --> 00:22:59,869
to protect one's self.
443
00:22:59,912 --> 00:23:03,307
We all do it in different ways.
444
00:23:03,350 --> 00:23:07,180
And I'd bet that in order
for you to keep functioning,
445
00:23:07,224 --> 00:23:09,661
to keep pressing forward,
446
00:23:09,705 --> 00:23:12,925
you've to distance more
than just your brother
447
00:23:12,969 --> 00:23:15,232
and your mother in your head.
448
00:23:15,275 --> 00:23:17,887
- It's true, I...
- All right, I-I hear you,
449
00:23:17,930 --> 00:23:19,323
- but can we...
- I'm curious
450
00:23:19,366 --> 00:23:21,281
who else you've buried, David.
451
00:23:25,721 --> 00:23:28,854
Didn't you lose someone
when you were very young,
452
00:23:28,898 --> 00:23:29,899
15 or so,
453
00:23:29,942 --> 00:23:34,120
a father figure, a mentor,
454
00:23:34,164 --> 00:23:35,948
what was his name?
455
00:23:37,036 --> 00:23:38,995
Ocean, River?
456
00:23:39,038 --> 00:23:40,692
His name was Sky.
457
00:23:43,739 --> 00:23:45,523
His name was Sky.
458
00:23:45,566 --> 00:23:48,352
Yes, that's it.
459
00:23:48,395 --> 00:23:49,875
From what little you told me,
460
00:23:49,919 --> 00:23:52,443
Sky had a big
influence in your life.
461
00:23:56,055 --> 00:23:58,710
They got me seeing the
school psychologist.
462
00:23:58,754 --> 00:24:00,016
Well? Play that shit.
463
00:24:00,059 --> 00:24:01,887
Get her to see that
you are exceptional.
464
00:24:01,931 --> 00:24:07,110
Some I love who are dead,
who are watchers of the moon.
465
00:24:07,153 --> 00:24:09,852
It shines tonight
upon their graves.
466
00:24:09,895 --> 00:24:11,810
Always school.
467
00:24:11,854 --> 00:24:13,769
Always a chance to...
468
00:24:13,812 --> 00:24:15,901
You know where your
classmates are right now?
469
00:24:15,945 --> 00:24:17,207
They in Monaco.
470
00:24:17,250 --> 00:24:19,296
They in Tuscany
drinking wine and shit.
471
00:24:19,339 --> 00:24:21,864
You know where
Tuscany is? [Chuckles]
472
00:24:21,907 --> 00:24:24,867
No, because you're
sitting here thinking
473
00:24:24,910 --> 00:24:27,521
I'm grooming you to be the next.
474
00:24:27,565 --> 00:24:29,175
What I tell you
about the Ville, huh?
475
00:24:29,219 --> 00:24:31,656
Built like this for a reason.
476
00:24:31,699 --> 00:24:33,092
It seem nice,
477
00:24:33,136 --> 00:24:35,225
but it's just another
holding cell, Young Brave.
478
00:24:37,009 --> 00:24:38,794
He taught me a lot.
479
00:24:39,882 --> 00:24:41,187
What did he teach you?
480
00:24:42,798 --> 00:24:47,193
He was always on me,
"Keep JG outta trouble."
481
00:24:48,934 --> 00:24:51,241
- Let go, Dai, let go!
- [young David] Step back.
482
00:24:51,284 --> 00:24:53,025
"Pay the rent on time."
483
00:24:53,069 --> 00:24:54,592
You can't pay in cash!
484
00:24:54,635 --> 00:24:56,246
People steal from
that box all the time!
485
00:24:56,289 --> 00:24:58,552
- I did good, Dai!
- Did good, that money gone!
486
00:24:58,596 --> 00:25:00,685
- "Make sure mama clean."
- [young JG] What's this?
487
00:25:04,732 --> 00:25:06,865
It's just some strong
aspirin somebody gave Mama
488
00:25:06,909 --> 00:25:08,214
for her pain, baby.
489
00:25:08,998 --> 00:25:12,392
[chuckles]
490
00:25:14,307 --> 00:25:16,266
After Sky was shot,
491
00:25:16,309 --> 00:25:18,964
after you lost him,
492
00:25:19,008 --> 00:25:21,314
you see him again
in your mind's eye?
493
00:25:23,926 --> 00:25:25,101
All the time.
494
00:25:30,280 --> 00:25:34,284
- Do you see him now?
- No.
495
00:25:35,981 --> 00:25:38,549
What do you see, anyone else?
496
00:25:43,684 --> 00:25:44,468
No.
497
00:25:44,511 --> 00:25:46,905
C'mon, s-she's tryna help.
498
00:26:04,183 --> 00:26:07,099
So...
499
00:26:07,143 --> 00:26:11,277
Sky appeared to you
after he passed?
500
00:26:11,321 --> 00:26:15,934
Yes, sometimes, to
and from school,
501
00:26:15,978 --> 00:26:17,936
around the Ville.
502
00:26:17,980 --> 00:26:19,677
And after that?
503
00:26:19,720 --> 00:26:24,551
When you went off
to school, college?
504
00:26:29,861 --> 00:26:31,602
Why do you think that is?
505
00:26:31,645 --> 00:26:33,909
[young David] I was going
places Sky never been.
506
00:26:35,084 --> 00:26:37,869
Doing things he never done.
507
00:26:37,913 --> 00:26:40,959
I could only imagine what he would
say if he was in those situations,
508
00:26:41,003 --> 00:26:42,526
[Halloway] Maybe
509
00:26:44,745 --> 00:26:46,225
you were outgrowing him.
510
00:26:49,054 --> 00:26:50,447
I guess that's possible.
511
00:26:51,796 --> 00:26:53,537
That can be painful, too.
512
00:26:56,018 --> 00:27:00,196
I imagine it must have
felt terrible to lose him,
513
00:27:00,239 --> 00:27:02,763
not once, but twice.
514
00:27:02,807 --> 00:27:04,591
Felt like the first
time all over again.
515
00:27:04,635 --> 00:27:07,986
And is there an element
of guilt here too?
516
00:27:08,030 --> 00:27:09,205
Yes, of course!
517
00:27:09,248 --> 00:27:10,815
I'm here and he is not.
518
00:27:10,858 --> 00:27:13,470
Is it possible that you
might blame yourself
519
00:27:13,513 --> 00:27:16,299
for losing Sky a second time?
520
00:27:22,479 --> 00:27:28,659
Perhaps you never
really got to mourn
521
00:27:28,702 --> 00:27:30,748
the loss of Sky,
522
00:27:30,791 --> 00:27:35,927
because you had to be
strong for everyone else,
523
00:27:35,971 --> 00:27:38,016
like he told you.
524
00:27:38,060 --> 00:27:40,453
So instead of mourning him,
525
00:27:42,194 --> 00:27:43,674
you had to erase him.
526
00:27:45,589 --> 00:27:52,204
That kid, that kid
who lost Sky once,
527
00:27:52,248 --> 00:27:54,206
then had to outgrow him
528
00:27:54,250 --> 00:27:56,382
and lose Sky twice,
529
00:27:57,209 --> 00:27:59,907
have you forgiven him?
530
00:27:59,951 --> 00:28:02,693
Can you forgive him?
531
00:28:02,736 --> 00:28:05,000
Maybe those were the
only tools he had,
532
00:28:05,043 --> 00:28:07,045
that's all he knew how to do.
533
00:28:13,182 --> 00:28:16,228
David, I am not
trying to hurt you,
534
00:28:17,708 --> 00:28:20,537
but I have to point out
the hurt that I see.
535
00:28:21,233 --> 00:28:22,539
Understand?
536
00:28:24,019 --> 00:28:25,411
- Yes.
- Yes, ma'am.
537
00:28:25,455 --> 00:28:28,458
[Halloway] I think there's
a world of hurt there,
538
00:28:28,501 --> 00:28:30,416
that had to skip mourning,
539
00:28:34,072 --> 00:28:35,334
and I think that maybe
540
00:28:35,378 --> 00:28:39,034
that's what you're in
touch with right now.
541
00:28:39,077 --> 00:28:40,426
I'm not crazy.
542
00:28:40,470 --> 00:28:43,081
But do you ever talk
to that part of you,
543
00:28:44,822 --> 00:28:47,085
or even acknowledge him?
544
00:28:47,129 --> 00:28:48,086
Some role-playing bullshit,
545
00:28:48,130 --> 00:28:50,088
- I'm not doing...
- Sky was the one
546
00:28:50,132 --> 00:28:51,959
who left you, David.
547
00:28:53,309 --> 00:28:55,746
It wasn't your fault,
548
00:28:55,789 --> 00:28:59,402
and you can't go on
blaming yourself.
549
00:28:59,445 --> 00:29:03,232
Now or for what you
had to do back then.
550
00:29:03,275 --> 00:29:06,931
[suspenseful music]
551
00:29:09,238 --> 00:29:11,805
[Sky sighs]
552
00:29:11,849 --> 00:29:13,851
[Sky] Don't look, don't.
553
00:29:13,894 --> 00:29:15,070
[gun fires]
554
00:29:19,422 --> 00:29:21,902
- "Just stay ready..."
- [young David] "Just stay ready,
555
00:29:21,946 --> 00:29:24,227
- won't I have to get..."
- "...won't have to get ready."
556
00:29:26,298 --> 00:29:28,605
Is that what Sky taught you?
557
00:29:29,388 --> 00:29:31,608
It was bullshit.
558
00:29:31,651 --> 00:29:33,349
'Cause he ain't stay ready.
559
00:29:35,046 --> 00:29:36,091
David
560
00:29:39,355 --> 00:29:40,834
look at me.
561
00:29:45,230 --> 00:29:46,275
You were 15...
562
00:29:46,318 --> 00:29:48,712
[somber music]
563
00:29:48,755 --> 00:29:49,887
A child.
564
00:29:52,846 --> 00:29:55,849
Whatever happened,
it wasn't your fault.
565
00:29:59,201 --> 00:30:00,985
That boy
566
00:30:03,292 --> 00:30:06,991
couldn't have stopped
what happened.
567
00:30:07,034 --> 00:30:10,821
[somber suspenseful music]
568
00:30:27,054 --> 00:30:29,361
[lighter clicks]
569
00:30:36,412 --> 00:30:38,501
[cigarette burns]
570
00:30:40,024 --> 00:30:41,330
[Sky chuckles]
571
00:30:41,373 --> 00:30:43,984
You've done well
for yourself, Dai.
572
00:30:45,812 --> 00:30:49,425
[chuckles] David.
573
00:30:51,470 --> 00:30:55,170
I stay ready, always.
574
00:30:56,040 --> 00:30:57,084
Man o' War.
575
00:30:58,869 --> 00:31:00,784
Man o' War.
576
00:31:00,827 --> 00:31:04,701
Who's Man o' War,
David? Was that Sky?
577
00:31:04,744 --> 00:31:06,268
No.
578
00:31:06,311 --> 00:31:08,226
- It was me.
- It was me.
579
00:31:08,270 --> 00:31:09,662
[David It's what he called me,
580
00:31:09,706 --> 00:31:12,143
but I wasn't that, not at all.
581
00:31:13,057 --> 00:31:14,189
How so?
582
00:31:14,232 --> 00:31:16,365
Man o' War always stay on top,
583
00:31:16,408 --> 00:31:20,151
and I wanted... I
wanted to save him.
584
00:31:20,195 --> 00:31:21,935
I didn't wanna float.
585
00:31:21,979 --> 00:31:25,287
- I wanted to...
- Why'd he tell me to run?
586
00:31:25,330 --> 00:31:26,897
I-I could have done something.
587
00:31:30,683 --> 00:31:32,294
When we lose someone we love,
588
00:31:32,337 --> 00:31:35,514
it's normal to feel anger
toward them for leaving.
589
00:31:38,778 --> 00:31:41,216
Why not take that load off?
590
00:31:42,826 --> 00:31:45,307
Things just happen sometimes.
591
00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:48,658
He left me!
592
00:31:48,701 --> 00:31:50,486
Maybe no one's to blame.
593
00:31:50,529 --> 00:31:52,531
I shouldn't have listened
to his sorry ass!
594
00:31:52,575 --> 00:31:55,055
Now I'm here tryna stay ready.
595
00:31:55,099 --> 00:31:56,927
I'm tryna stay up!
596
00:31:56,970 --> 00:31:58,320
I-I can't stop it.
597
00:31:58,363 --> 00:31:59,495
[Halloway] Stop what?
598
00:31:59,538 --> 00:32:01,410
It's just relentless in my face.
599
00:32:01,453 --> 00:32:02,367
Sky?
600
00:32:02,411 --> 00:32:05,283
No, not... No.
601
00:32:05,327 --> 00:32:09,244
That boy who let Sky die?
602
00:32:10,201 --> 00:32:11,420
I fucked up!
603
00:32:12,334 --> 00:32:13,596
I can't let it be.
604
00:32:13,639 --> 00:32:15,380
[young David] I ain't
leaving nothing!
605
00:32:15,424 --> 00:32:17,164
Everyone's always leaving me.
606
00:32:17,208 --> 00:32:19,689
He's so hurt all the time,
607
00:32:19,732 --> 00:32:23,040
I mean, I can't...
I can't fix it.
608
00:32:23,083 --> 00:32:24,563
It drops in on me,
609
00:32:24,607 --> 00:32:27,740
or it turns on like you
said, like a performance,
610
00:32:27,784 --> 00:32:32,310
and then I get stuck tryna
keep shit from blowing up.
611
00:32:32,354 --> 00:32:33,529
Real talk!
612
00:32:33,572 --> 00:32:34,443
Hmm? Hmm?
613
00:32:34,486 --> 00:32:36,096
Say that shit to me.
614
00:32:36,140 --> 00:32:37,446
Say that shit to me!
615
00:32:37,489 --> 00:32:39,665
He's out of control.
616
00:32:39,709 --> 00:32:40,753
I gotta push him away,
617
00:32:40,797 --> 00:32:42,277
or put him in timeout,
618
00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:45,062
because he's gonna
blow everything up.
619
00:32:46,150 --> 00:32:47,891
I handle shit.
620
00:32:47,934 --> 00:32:50,241
I think on my feet.
I'm good with people.
621
00:32:52,156 --> 00:32:53,984
You lied to me.
622
00:32:54,027 --> 00:32:57,901
Nothing makes me feel quite
as foolish as being lied to.
623
00:32:57,944 --> 00:33:00,425
A lie by omission is just that.
624
00:33:00,469 --> 00:33:02,601
It was just...
625
00:33:02,645 --> 00:33:04,429
My little brother
could be a fuck up,
626
00:33:04,473 --> 00:33:06,301
and I thought if I could...
627
00:33:06,344 --> 00:33:09,478
I thought if I could handle
this before everything gets out,
628
00:33:09,521 --> 00:33:12,089
it will save some embarrassment.
629
00:33:12,132 --> 00:33:14,352
It was a coincidence,
a horrible one,
630
00:33:14,396 --> 00:33:15,919
and I didn't say anything,
631
00:33:15,962 --> 00:33:17,747
because I wasn't ready
to talk about it.
632
00:33:17,790 --> 00:33:20,445
I didn't even tell the
woman I was seeing,
633
00:33:20,489 --> 00:33:23,274
and I didn't tell anyone.
634
00:33:23,318 --> 00:33:27,887
Savior Dai, always
tryna save the world.
635
00:33:27,931 --> 00:33:29,889
Always tryna blow
shit up or drop in,
636
00:33:29,933 --> 00:33:31,456
and then when it gets tough,
637
00:33:31,500 --> 00:33:33,850
you either crying or fighting.
638
00:33:33,893 --> 00:33:36,069
I wish you'd just
go the fuck away.
639
00:33:37,941 --> 00:33:40,422
Suffocating that
side of you, David,
640
00:33:40,465 --> 00:33:42,772
that's a full-time job,
641
00:33:42,815 --> 00:33:44,904
and blowing things
up as you put it,
642
00:33:44,948 --> 00:33:47,516
that could have benefits too.
643
00:33:47,559 --> 00:33:50,823
I love this lady
and she smells good.
644
00:33:50,867 --> 00:33:54,697
Our younger selves,
they're unfettered.
645
00:33:54,740 --> 00:33:56,394
Wait, that don't sound good.
646
00:33:56,438 --> 00:33:59,266
And that's not always
a negative thing.
647
00:33:59,310 --> 00:34:00,572
Okay, good.
648
00:34:00,616 --> 00:34:03,793
Not having your grip so tightly
649
00:34:03,836 --> 00:34:07,666
on control could
be a welcome thing
650
00:34:07,710 --> 00:34:09,494
every now and then, couldn't it?
651
00:34:10,452 --> 00:34:11,975
I mean, when was the last time
652
00:34:12,018 --> 00:34:14,107
you had even a
little bit of fun?
653
00:34:18,242 --> 00:34:22,507
[kids chattering]
654
00:34:22,551 --> 00:34:25,249
The last time I had fun, I
was at the bottom of a pool.
655
00:34:26,424 --> 00:34:28,252
And when was that?
656
00:34:28,295 --> 00:34:29,819
Sophomore year at Hurston.
657
00:34:30,820 --> 00:34:32,256
I thought it was fun.
658
00:34:33,388 --> 00:34:34,780
That's quite a while.
659
00:34:36,303 --> 00:34:39,263
Hurston was generally a
happy experience for you?
660
00:34:40,525 --> 00:34:42,222
Yeah, I thought so at first.
661
00:34:42,266 --> 00:34:43,615
I felt accepted.
662
00:34:43,659 --> 00:34:44,964
It felt like home,
663
00:34:45,878 --> 00:34:47,271
but I was dead wrong.
664
00:34:48,490 --> 00:34:51,101
[kids clamoring]
665
00:34:58,543 --> 00:35:02,634
I let my guard down and I
almost drowned that day.
666
00:35:02,678 --> 00:35:05,507
They forgot me at the
bottom of that pool.
667
00:35:07,552 --> 00:35:08,640
I didn't stay ready.
668
00:35:09,815 --> 00:35:11,295
I didn't listen to Sky.
669
00:35:14,254 --> 00:35:15,604
I already had forgotten,
670
00:35:15,647 --> 00:35:20,043
but I never let my guard
down again after that.
671
00:35:22,219 --> 00:35:24,482
And I left that
naive, goofy ass kid
672
00:35:24,526 --> 00:35:26,571
at the bottom of that pool.
673
00:35:26,615 --> 00:35:29,400
Wow, all that time,
674
00:35:31,837 --> 00:35:36,755
and any friends or fun you
were having along with him?
675
00:35:37,756 --> 00:35:39,236
I did what I had to do.
676
00:35:40,672 --> 00:35:43,893
Have you had friends
since then, David?
677
00:35:45,982 --> 00:35:51,944
In college, I guess,
but since, no.
678
00:35:51,988 --> 00:35:55,905
Sounds like a pretty lonely
life you've been living,
679
00:35:55,948 --> 00:35:58,864
isolating yourself that way,
680
00:35:58,908 --> 00:36:01,867
but also cutting off
anyone in your mind
681
00:36:01,911 --> 00:36:03,652
who was close to you.
682
00:36:03,695 --> 00:36:07,612
Anyone who might make
you feel something.
683
00:36:09,919 --> 00:36:13,618
Maybe it's time to
rip down some walls,
684
00:36:13,662 --> 00:36:15,185
come up for some air.
685
00:36:17,709 --> 00:36:21,408
Let some people who were
close to you back in.
686
00:36:21,452 --> 00:36:26,457
Emotion, no matter
what kind isn't going
687
00:36:26,501 --> 00:36:28,938
to destroy you, David.
688
00:36:30,156 --> 00:36:35,814
[young David breathing heavily]
689
00:36:42,691 --> 00:36:46,999
[clock ticking]
690
00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:03,189
Where are your eyes?
691
00:37:04,626 --> 00:37:06,889
Are you remembering, David?
692
00:37:09,500 --> 00:37:10,806
Momma?
693
00:37:13,635 --> 00:37:14,636
Momma?
694
00:37:14,679 --> 00:37:18,335
[suspenseful music]
695
00:37:18,378 --> 00:37:19,466
Momma?
696
00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:22,644
Fuck!
697
00:37:22,687 --> 00:37:26,169
If it's something or
someone from the past,
698
00:37:26,212 --> 00:37:27,344
don't turn away,
699
00:37:27,387 --> 00:37:28,780
don't drown it out.
700
00:37:33,698 --> 00:37:35,439
[cries]
701
00:37:35,482 --> 00:37:38,660
[Halloway] You had to do that
in the past to survive, yes,
702
00:37:38,703 --> 00:37:41,619
but it's outmoded behavior now.
703
00:37:41,663 --> 00:37:45,405
[suspenseful music]
704
00:37:45,449 --> 00:37:46,798
It served you then,
705
00:37:46,842 --> 00:37:49,192
but it doesn't serve you now.
706
00:37:50,672 --> 00:37:53,544
The first step out of this,
707
00:37:53,588 --> 00:37:56,112
you've got to try and forgive.
708
00:37:57,722 --> 00:38:02,205
It's okay, little man, you good.
709
00:38:02,248 --> 00:38:05,730
[Halloway] Forgive
yourself for being scared.
710
00:38:05,774 --> 00:38:08,124
Forgive yourself for
being vulnerable.
711
00:38:08,167 --> 00:38:13,390
Forgive yourself
for needing help
712
00:38:13,433 --> 00:38:15,044
and not receiving it.
713
00:38:19,918 --> 00:38:22,312
Are you seeing
yourself back then,
714
00:38:23,443 --> 00:38:25,184
when you needed someone?
715
00:38:27,709 --> 00:38:29,232
Good.
716
00:38:31,843 --> 00:38:34,193
Listen
717
00:38:34,237 --> 00:38:37,980
someone needed to take
care of that little boy,
718
00:38:39,938 --> 00:38:41,853
and someone did.
719
00:38:50,819 --> 00:38:56,128
Now that kid who
saved everyone else,
720
00:38:57,739 --> 00:38:59,958
needs your help.
721
00:39:03,396 --> 00:39:04,571
Can you...
722
00:39:04,615 --> 00:39:06,878
Do you think you can
speak to him now?
723
00:39:08,663 --> 00:39:11,622
Do you think you can tell
him how you're feeling
724
00:39:12,754 --> 00:39:14,277
about locking him away?
725
00:39:17,802 --> 00:39:19,543
Maybe just try.
726
00:39:35,646 --> 00:39:36,691
I'm sorry.
727
00:39:38,693 --> 00:39:40,259
I'm so, so sorry.
728
00:39:46,962 --> 00:39:49,965
[suspenseful music]
729
00:39:56,798 --> 00:40:00,715
Good, David. Excellent.
730
00:40:08,374 --> 00:40:11,160
Unfortunately, that's all
the time we have for today.
731
00:40:12,770 --> 00:40:14,032
It's fantastic work,
732
00:40:14,076 --> 00:40:17,340
and we'll pick it
up here next week.
733
00:40:17,383 --> 00:40:18,796
Are you... Are you
kidding me right now?
734
00:40:18,820 --> 00:40:20,560
I'm really proud of you.
735
00:40:20,604 --> 00:40:22,524
Fuck all that! What the
hell am I supposed to do?
736
00:40:22,562 --> 00:40:25,957
I recommend you take some
time off work this week
737
00:40:26,001 --> 00:40:28,438
and have a little
self-reflection,
738
00:40:28,481 --> 00:40:30,788
maybe even some
quiet meditation.
739
00:40:30,832 --> 00:40:32,157
How many times I
gotta tell you, Doc,
740
00:40:32,181 --> 00:40:33,965
I'm on a timeline
for this project.
741
00:40:34,009 --> 00:40:35,551
I don't have time to float
around for some namaste!
742
00:40:35,575 --> 00:40:38,187
It's important that
you take time out
743
00:40:38,230 --> 00:40:42,844
of your busy schedule to relate
to this part of yourself,
744
00:40:42,887 --> 00:40:46,543
and explore chaos
in healthy ways.
745
00:40:47,718 --> 00:40:50,547
What's fun David like?
746
00:40:50,590 --> 00:40:54,290
This will all be
pretty raw at first,
747
00:40:54,333 --> 00:40:56,988
and it's gonna
take time, effort,
748
00:40:57,032 --> 00:40:58,642
and some getting used to,
749
00:40:58,685 --> 00:41:03,778
but I'm confident we
will be able to get you
750
00:41:03,821 --> 00:41:05,954
to where you need to go
751
00:41:05,997 --> 00:41:09,174
with work and your
personal life.
752
00:41:10,654 --> 00:41:13,048
[sighs] Okay?
753
00:41:25,103 --> 00:41:27,410
[vehicles swooshing]
754
00:41:33,633 --> 00:41:36,245
[panting]
755
00:41:39,857 --> 00:41:43,905
A doctor's note that says
more rest, less work,
756
00:41:43,948 --> 00:41:45,254
and I'm rich.
757
00:41:46,168 --> 00:41:47,778
Nigga, we made it!
758
00:41:47,822 --> 00:41:51,129
[upbeat rock music]
759
00:41:51,173 --> 00:41:53,392
Where are you going?
760
00:41:53,436 --> 00:41:55,046
You at timeout now, nigga.
761
00:41:55,090 --> 00:41:57,179
♪ Wake up in the morning
It's a positive ♪
762
00:41:57,222 --> 00:41:58,397
♪ Thinking about the world
763
00:41:58,441 --> 00:42:00,269
♪ How should I live
764
00:42:00,312 --> 00:42:02,053
♪ Every time I gotta
Bench press time ♪
765
00:42:02,097 --> 00:42:04,186
♪ Trying to keep
negativity Off my mind ♪
766
00:42:04,229 --> 00:42:06,797
♪ Focus on life A
few things matter ♪
767
00:42:06,841 --> 00:42:09,147
♪ As I make my way
Up this ladder ♪
768
00:42:09,191 --> 00:42:11,671
♪ Tryna be on top
And be that star ♪
769
00:42:11,715 --> 00:42:14,065
♪ In my mind I know
I'm going far ♪
770
00:42:14,109 --> 00:42:16,067
♪ I gotta give it my all
771
00:42:16,111 --> 00:42:17,112
♪ I won't stop
772
00:42:17,155 --> 00:42:18,330
♪ I can't stop
773
00:42:18,374 --> 00:42:19,984
♪ Until I drop
774
00:42:20,028 --> 00:42:20,985
♪ I gotta give it my all
775
00:42:21,029 --> 00:42:24,336
[upbeat music concludes]
776
00:42:24,380 --> 00:42:25,792
- [typewriter punches]
- [people scream]
777
00:42:25,816 --> 00:42:27,905
[logo swooshes]
778
00:42:27,949 --> 00:42:30,908
[chiming music]
779
00:42:30,952 --> 00:42:32,867
[epic music]
780
00:42:33,620 --> 00:43:33,592
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