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MASHA: Namaste.
Welcome to Tranquillum House.
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I'm Masha.
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‐ Are you saying
they don't want the book?
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TONY:
It's not normal to be screaming,
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"Dead to the fucking world"
at the top of your lungs.
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JESSICA: We're going
'cause we have issues, Benjamin.
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With us.
[engine revving]
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TONY:
What are you in for?
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‐ Weight loss, esteem building,
mind and body transformation.
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‐ I mean, I already feel better.
I really do.
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Is this not fantastic?
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‐ What's that?
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DELILAH:
Blood draw. Standard practice.
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‐ Did she give you any idea
what to expect?
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FRANCES: Suffering.
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♪ dramatic music playing ♪
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♪ This Strange Effect playing ♪
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‐ ♪ You've got this
strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You've got this
strange effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ You make my world seem right ♪
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♪ You make my darkness bright,
oh, yes ♪
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♪ You've got this strange
effect on me ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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♪ And I like it ♪
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[Zoe panting]
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[breathes sharply]
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[breathes heavily]
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[sobs]
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[inhales, exhales deeply]
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FRANCES: Hey, there.
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‐ Hey! [cries and sniffles]
‐ Are you okay?
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‐ Yeah. Yeah. No, I'm fine.
I just, um...
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just a little panic attack.
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They come and go.
And sometimes
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I just feel like I'm gonna
freak out so I didn't want to,
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you know,
disrupt the session or anything.
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‐ Oh, well, that session is
officially disrupted, anyway.
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Your dad's back there
holding your mom back,
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I think she wants to, uh...
[Zoe chuckles]
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...claw Masha's eyes out.
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Something about death,
or something,
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I didn't quite catch it.
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‐ Yeah, yeah, um,
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it's‐‐ it's my brother Zach.
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He‐‐ he stopped living
three years ago.
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Kind of why we're here.
Um... [sniffles]
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It would've been
his 21st birthday this week.
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Or our 21st.
We were‐‐ we were twins.
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But, uh, he...
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stopped living the day before
our 18th birthday. So...
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‐ Oh, God.
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‐ There you have it,
the Marconi family baggage,
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which was also searched,
by the way. [slight chuckle]
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Yes. Oh.
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‐ I'm sorry, honey.
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‐ It's okay.
We really weren't close.
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So... [slight chuckle]
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‐ Are you all right?
‐ Yeah, I'm fine.
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Just needed some air.
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‐ Hello.
‐ Hello.
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‐ Could I talk to my daughter...
‐ Yes.
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‐ ...please?
‐ Mom, Mom, it's fine.
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I'm fine. Frances, I'm fine.
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I was actually
just gonna go for a run.
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We're runners. [chuckles]
Um, I'll... see you.
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‐ She was telling me
about your son.
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‐ Oh.
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‐ I'm so sorry.
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‐ Thank you.
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TONY:
Yeah, I didn't read anything about
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getting my fucking bags gone through.
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Anybody else read
anything about that?
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'Cause I didn't read anything...
‐ Hey.
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‐ ...about that.
‐ Maybe you could take a breath.
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TONY: The fuck?
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I am not taking a breath.
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It's a fucking crime is what it is.
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Tossing our cells for contraband?
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Not giving our shit back,
that's a violation
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of our human rights, lady.
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Now, I've got prescription
medication in my wash bag
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and I'm gonna need it back,
like right‐fucking‐now.
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You feel me?
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‐ Yao. Would you go and retrieve
Tony's medicine?
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‐ Yeah, very good, thank you.
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MASHA: Would you like
your vodka as well?
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Or do you take it separately?
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‐ Fuck you.
‐ Hey, now.
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Let's just take it easy.
‐ Fuck you, too.
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JESSICA: Yeah, this is not
what I signed up for.
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Just like, FYI.
MASHA: We're okay.
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Part of the healing
is finding the wound.
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‐ That's why you picked us, right?
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‐ What do you mean, she “picked" us?
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‐ She accepts less than ten percent
of her applicants.
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We're just an equation.
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We complement
each other's demons.
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‐ What a fuckin' crock.
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‐ What is it
you look for in your guests?
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‐ Damage.
‐ Potential.
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FRANCES: Tomato, to‐mah‐toe.
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‐ Is that how
you're feeling about yourself,
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Frances? Is it?
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About things? About your life?
Tomato, to‐mah‐toe, whatever.
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‐ I know women like you.
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‐ You don't.
FRANCES: You're so driven.
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And you're so committed...
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to perfection that
you're not even human anymore.
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And you whittle
away everybody else
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so you don't have to see
your own bumps and bruises.
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Maybe some of these...
guests did come for struggle.
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But I get enough of
that in my day‐to‐day life.
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I didn't come here to open a vein.
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I came here to have
a little bit of fucking fun.
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‐ I'd like to talk to you in private,
if I may.
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[lights match]
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Look, obviously,
you're a very smart person...
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building this whole...
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thing. [breathes]
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But uh,
it just doesn't make any sense.
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There's not a qualified
professional in the world
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who would confiscate
somebody's medication.
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‐ You're a drug addict, Tony.
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There's many places you could go
to detox or rehab.
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But you came here.
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Maybe to fix what caused
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you to become a drug addict.
‐ I know.
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I know what caused it, okay?
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Three spinal surgeries,
a blown knee.
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‐ That's just a story.
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One that's keeping you numb
and checked out of your entire life.
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‐ Okay. Yeah, day one
and you know all this, right?
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[chuckles, sniffs]
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‐ You're divorced, yes?
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‐ Yeah.
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‐ You have, two children?
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[exhales]
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How's your relationship with them?
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[Tony chuckles]
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‐ This is it, right?
This is what you do?
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You get people to talk
about their shit,
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and then you use it against them.
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Huh? You gonna plug me
into an ATM machine now?
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‐ Are you happy with your life?
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‐ Am I happy with my life?
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‐ Mm‐hmm.
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‐ Who the fuck is happy
with their life?
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[breathes heavily]
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Just give me my medicine, please. [sighs]
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MASHA: Have it.
[lid thuds on table]
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Right now!
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And another one, in the morning.
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Every day.
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I don't want you sick, Tony.
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Hmm? I just want you...
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safe, healed.
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Whole.
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And I think
that's what you want.
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[breathes heavily]
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I never wanted
to take your pills, Tony.
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Just your secret.
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♪ ominous music playing ♪
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[sighs in relief]
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♪ ominous music continues ♪
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[sighs]
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[crickets chirping]
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‐ [gasps] Oh, shit!
‐ I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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‐ Jesus!
‐ I'm sorry.
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‐ [sighs] Oh, you scared me to death.
‐ I'm so sorry.
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‐ You shouldn't sneak up on people
in the dark like that.
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‐ I wasn't sneaking.
I just‐‐ You know, I read in the...
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in the... the pamphlet, uh, to be mindful
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of others that they might
be meditating and try not to...
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to disturb. So that's...
that's what that...
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Yeah.
‐ Well. I'm not meditating,
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just despondently staring
into the gaping void.
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‐ Hey, um... the... the... like,
welcoming thing, that was...
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‐ It was bat shit.
‐ Yeah.
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‐ Yeah.
‐ Okay, cool.
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'Cause I thought I was just
like losing my mind‐‐ okay.
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[Frances chuckles]
Hey, um,
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you probably don't want
to hear this.
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Uhm, you know, people come
to retreats to get away
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from it all and I have to say...
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I am such a huge fan.
‐ Oh.
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JESSICA: I've read
Nathaniel's Kiss like, three times.
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I think it's
the most romantic book...
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in the world.
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‐ Thank you for that.
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‐ So, what's, uh,
what's your crisis?
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‐ What's my what?
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‐ The British dude, he said that, uh,
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Masha like picked us all
for a particular crisis.
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With all your success, I just...
was wondering, I‐‐
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Now I'm realizing that...
I am kinda crossing a line.
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So, I'm gonna...
just gonna take it back.
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‐ It's okay, I... I'm just
here for a little R&R.
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Maybe, my crisis is
I don't have a crisis.
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[chuckles]
‐ Mm‐hmm [chuckling] Oh.
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‐ So are you writing anything new‐‐
‐ What's your crisis?
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‐ Oh, uh. Marriage counseling.
Yeah. Well, Ben and I just...
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a little bit of a bumpy patch.
[chuckles]
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‐ I know that road.
JESSICA: Oh, you're married?
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‐ [inhales] Not currently.
Have been. Twice. Uh,
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optimist‐masochist. Fine line.
[inhales]
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‐ “He saw her." [chuckles]
That's my favorite part of, um,
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Nathaniel's Kiss.
You wrote, um, “He saw her.
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"And until then, she never knew.
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"She'd never been seen before.
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It was like coming home."
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‐ [chuckles]
It's a little clunky.
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‐ No. No, it's not.
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It's the most wonderful feeling
in the world.
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To be seen. [chuckles]
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‐ You want
a little grown‐ass lady advice?
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You can take it or leave it?
‐ I'll take it.
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‐ I wouldn't look to novels,
or music, or movies,
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to tell you the truth about love.
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They lie.
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And we're just a pack of dirty liars.
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‐ Right? [chuckles]
I mean, yeah.
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‐ Hustlers of the heart.
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‐ Did you just make that up?
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‐ I‐‐ Yeah, I guess I did.
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‐ God! You're good.
‐ [chuckles]
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Oh... [sighs]
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‐ I'm gonna... get back to‐‐
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Ye‐‐ um, thanks.
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[clears throat]
I'll see you tomorrow, I guess?
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Maybe it won't be as...
‐ Weird?
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‐ Yeah. [chuckling]
‐ Yeah. Let's hope.
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‐ [chuckling] Good night.
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‐ Good night.
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[Jessica clears throat]
[footsteps receding]
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[crickets and birds chirping]
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[goat bleating]
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[bird tweeting]
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‐ Hi, baby.
Let's have a quiet day today.
[goat bleats]
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♪ suspenseful music playing ♪
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[Masha panting]
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[panting continues]
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[breathes]
[mobile notification rings]
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♪ eerie music playing ♪
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♪ eerie music continues ♪
248
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[birds chirping]
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NAPOLEON:
Oh, what shower pressure.
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Fantastic.
[squirts lotion]
251
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I had a spectacular sleep.
252
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[claps hands together]
253
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It's going to be
a fantastic day, I can feel it.
254
00:12:49,311 --> 00:12:51,313
You should shower if you're
going to do so before breakfast.
255
00:12:51,313 --> 00:12:53,398
They want us promptly
there at seven.
256
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I am absolutely famished,
by the way.
257
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Which I take as a good sign.
My metabolism is engaged
258
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and firing.
259
00:13:03,242 --> 00:13:07,162
‐ I think I might skip breakfast
and go for a run... instead.
260
00:13:07,162 --> 00:13:09,289
‐ Uh, I think brekkie is mandatory.
261
00:13:11,041 --> 00:13:14,461
It's a very precise regimen here.
262
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I suggest we surrender to it, pumpkin.
263
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‐ There's only so much
surrendering I can do, Leon.
264
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You go. Don't be late for breakfast.
265
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You certainly wouldn't want
to break a rule.
266
00:13:27,975 --> 00:13:29,434
‐ What's that supposed to mean?
267
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‐ Look, it means rules
are meant to be followed.
268
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How else to ensure
269
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the survival of a civilized society?
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00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:41,572
‐ You have to seek out
the wonderful, Heather,
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because it doesn't
just come knocking.
272
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Maybe life will surprise you.
273
00:13:48,412 --> 00:13:51,623
‐ You know what you said to me?
Right after. Do you remember?
274
00:13:52,374 --> 00:13:55,210
You said, “Things happen for a reason."
275
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[chuckles ironically]
What...
276
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What reason?
277
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As much
as I love you, and I do, I do...
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‐ Finish it.
‐ I'm angry.
279
00:14:11,351 --> 00:14:13,020
NAPOLEON: At me?
‐ Yeah.
280
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For being so constantly upbeat.
281
00:14:16,231 --> 00:14:19,902
For trying to make sense of
of the most incomprehensible.
282
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But mostly,
for making me feel so alone.
283
00:14:24,823 --> 00:14:26,700
You make me feel so fucking alone.
284
00:14:28,744 --> 00:14:30,454
You ask, "Why are we here?"
285
00:14:31,288 --> 00:14:33,332
I'm here because I miss liking you.
286
00:14:38,170 --> 00:14:39,880
[Napoleon exhales]
287
00:14:47,971 --> 00:14:50,933
I know,
you didn't deserve that.
288
00:14:50,933 --> 00:14:55,521
‐ Hmm.
But I got it just the same.
289
00:14:58,315 --> 00:15:00,567
[birds chirping]
290
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♪ You Are My Sunshine
by Jimmie Davis playing ♪
291
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‐ ♪ The other night, dear ♪
292
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♪ As I lay sleeping ♪
293
00:15:15,457 --> 00:15:20,254
♪ I dreamed I held you in my arms ♪
294
00:15:20,254 --> 00:15:25,551
♪ But when I woke, dear,
I was mistaken ♪
295
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♪ And I hung my head and cried ♪
296
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♪ You are my sunshine ♪
297
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♪ My only sunshine ♪
298
00:15:35,394 --> 00:15:38,730
♪ You make me happy
when skies are grey ♪
299
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♪ You'll never know, dear,
how much I love you ♪
300
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‐ [inhales] Yes!
301
00:15:49,700 --> 00:15:52,786
♪ guitar solo ♪
302
00:15:52,786 --> 00:15:53,745
[sniffs]
303
00:15:58,333 --> 00:16:00,752
‐ [chuckles]
Hi, there, handsome.
304
00:16:00,752 --> 00:16:05,257
Hey, honey. I am unfortunately
gonna have to postpone my trip.
305
00:16:05,257 --> 00:16:07,342
I'm so sorry.
306
00:16:07,342 --> 00:16:09,845
‐ Oh, no. What happened?
‐ It's Ari.
307
00:16:09,845 --> 00:16:11,180
He was in a car accident.
308
00:16:11,180 --> 00:16:12,681
‐ Oh, my God. Is he okay?
309
00:16:12,681 --> 00:16:15,475
‐ [sighs] They put him into
an induced coma
310
00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:16,977
to help with his healing.
311
00:16:16,977 --> 00:16:18,937
I'm trying to get him
transferred to a better hospital...
312
00:16:18,937 --> 00:16:20,814
FRANCES: Here, you go detective,
you can keep it.
313
00:16:23,734 --> 00:16:26,236
I told him I loved him.
[scoffs]
314
00:16:27,654 --> 00:16:32,784
He's an imaginary person
and I... I told him I loved him.
315
00:16:33,285 --> 00:16:36,830
MAN: This happens to a lot of women
of your age and circumstance.
316
00:16:39,374 --> 00:16:40,459
[exhales]
317
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NAPOLEON: Good morning.
318
00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:47,466
‐ This should be on Instagram.
319
00:16:47,466 --> 00:16:48,884
BEN: Woo!
320
00:16:48,884 --> 00:16:53,013
‐ Oh, this is so adorable.
So healthy.
321
00:16:53,013 --> 00:16:55,849
‐ It... It's like a dream.
The perfect breakfast.
322
00:16:55,849 --> 00:16:59,061
‐ Yes, if you can't have substance,
style will do,
323
00:16:59,061 --> 00:17:00,312
I suppose.
324
00:17:00,312 --> 00:17:01,522
‐ How we doing, everybody?
325
00:17:01,522 --> 00:17:03,398
‐ I lost weight!
326
00:17:04,066 --> 00:17:05,776
‐ Y'know, I was meaning to say.
327
00:17:06,610 --> 00:17:09,363
BEN: Why you trying to lose weight?
You're not fat.
328
00:17:09,363 --> 00:17:11,740
‐ Thank you. But I'd...
I'd still like to be thinner.
329
00:17:11,740 --> 00:17:13,617
‐ But why? I don't get it.
330
00:17:14,660 --> 00:17:17,412
Why is everybody so obsessed
with that kind of thing?
331
00:17:17,412 --> 00:17:20,290
‐ I don't think we are, Ben.
And... If you're looking for
332
00:17:20,290 --> 00:17:22,668
commonality, I think we're
all obsessed with being a little
333
00:17:22,668 --> 00:17:25,796
better than we were yesterday.
A little less lousy,
334
00:17:25,796 --> 00:17:27,256
a little less in the toilet.
335
00:17:27,256 --> 00:17:30,092
I could be wrong, but isn't
that the essence of life?
336
00:17:30,968 --> 00:17:32,135
Identifying your hump
337
00:17:32,135 --> 00:17:34,763
and then hurling yourself over it.
338
00:17:35,556 --> 00:17:37,724
‐ Told you, she's, like, a gifted writer.
339
00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:39,434
‐ Good morning, good morning, everybody.
340
00:17:39,434 --> 00:17:42,020
What fell off the chuckwagon?
That's not me.
341
00:17:42,020 --> 00:17:44,731
Uh... hey, guys, look,
I know I came in a little rough
342
00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:47,693
to the dock yesterday
and I apologize, okay?
343
00:17:47,693 --> 00:17:49,194
And if I offended any of you
344
00:17:49,194 --> 00:17:53,657
and I probably offended most
of you, sorry. New day, huh?
345
00:17:53,657 --> 00:17:57,077
‐ Mm. Seems like someone
got his meds back.
346
00:17:57,077 --> 00:17:58,370
‐ You know what, Lars?
347
00:17:59,371 --> 00:18:00,497
I did.
348
00:18:01,623 --> 00:18:02,749
Thanks for caring.
349
00:18:05,836 --> 00:18:07,296
‐ Who are you, really?
350
00:18:08,297 --> 00:18:10,132
‐ You mean, like, deep down?
351
00:18:10,132 --> 00:18:13,260
‐ He does look familiar, right?
Like, I've seen your face.
352
00:18:13,260 --> 00:18:15,637
Probably on Dateline or something.
353
00:18:15,637 --> 00:18:16,847
DELILAH: People!
354
00:18:16,847 --> 00:18:19,766
All right!
Today's schedule.
355
00:18:19,766 --> 00:18:21,852
We will all begin
with a little dirt‐digging.
356
00:18:21,852 --> 00:18:22,853
In the afternoon‐‐
357
00:18:22,853 --> 00:18:24,021
‐ What do you mean, dirt‐digging?
358
00:18:24,021 --> 00:18:26,356
‐ Soil bacteria has special qualities.
359
00:18:26,356 --> 00:18:28,650
It can fight anxiety,
depression, maybe even cancer.
360
00:18:29,026 --> 00:18:33,155
‐ I'm not... I'm not that big
on dirt or bacteria.
361
00:18:33,155 --> 00:18:35,240
It's kind of a Protestant thing.
I don't wanna talk about it.
362
00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:37,242
TONY: You got an excuse for everything.
‐ Hmm?
363
00:18:37,242 --> 00:18:38,785
‐ I said, you got an excuse‐‐
‐ No! Still can't hear,
364
00:18:38,785 --> 00:18:39,745
your mouths is...
DELILAH: Okay.
365
00:18:39,745 --> 00:18:41,455
‐ I get it.
DELILAH: Team...
366
00:18:41,455 --> 00:18:43,582
‐ Yeah, this is definitely not a team.
367
00:18:43,582 --> 00:18:45,918
I mean, this is like
the opposite of a team.
368
00:18:46,793 --> 00:18:48,795
[water burbling]
369
00:18:48,795 --> 00:18:50,964
[birds chirping]
370
00:18:59,765 --> 00:19:03,185
♪ ominous music playing ♪
371
00:19:03,185 --> 00:19:04,561
[footsteps approaching]
372
00:19:04,561 --> 00:19:06,063
[gunshot fires]
373
00:19:06,063 --> 00:19:08,649
♪ ominous music continues ♪
374
00:19:10,275 --> 00:19:14,780
[gasping, panting]
375
00:19:16,865 --> 00:19:18,867
‐ [exhales] Something you need?
376
00:19:20,786 --> 00:19:23,080
‐ Tell me, you pool sit
when you're stressed.
377
00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:26,500
And you've been down here
every day of late. What's wrong?
378
00:19:27,251 --> 00:19:28,293
[sighs]
379
00:19:29,294 --> 00:19:31,547
‐ I received some disturbing messages.
380
00:19:32,965 --> 00:19:34,299
[sighs]
381
00:19:35,175 --> 00:19:37,302
Threats.
‐ Threats from who?
382
00:19:38,095 --> 00:19:39,388
‐ Anonymous.
383
00:19:40,389 --> 00:19:41,557
‐ Should we report it?
384
00:19:42,683 --> 00:19:45,310
‐ To who? The police?
What are they gonna do?
385
00:19:47,563 --> 00:19:48,772
It could be from anyone.
386
00:19:50,148 --> 00:19:53,235
I wasn't a very nice person
in my previous life.
387
00:19:54,278 --> 00:19:56,655
You would've shot me too
if you'd known me then.
388
00:19:56,655 --> 00:19:59,491
‐ No. No, I wouldn't have.
389
00:20:00,701 --> 00:20:02,786
‐ No. You wouldn't have.
390
00:20:06,957 --> 00:20:08,792
You and Delilah okay?
391
00:20:11,712 --> 00:20:13,297
‐ She still gets a little jealous.
392
00:20:13,964 --> 00:20:16,300
‐ She'll have to get over
that, won't she?
393
00:20:16,300 --> 00:20:17,176
Hmm?
394
00:20:18,218 --> 00:20:19,261
‐ It's difficult.
395
00:20:19,928 --> 00:20:22,598
‐ That's what life is more
than anything, difficult.
396
00:20:24,892 --> 00:20:26,185
Hmm.
397
00:20:26,852 --> 00:20:30,189
We are and we always will be
398
00:20:30,731 --> 00:20:34,151
profoundly and inextricably bound.
399
00:20:36,862 --> 00:20:37,988
Don't you agree?
400
00:20:39,364 --> 00:20:40,324
[Yao breathes]
401
00:20:44,119 --> 00:20:46,580
Love her.
And she will feel loved.
402
00:20:52,878 --> 00:20:56,089
[grunting, panting]
403
00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:02,221
‐ [grunts] Fuck!
That's it, I'm done.
404
00:21:02,221 --> 00:21:04,723
‐ Digging graves is not doing
my back any favors.
405
00:21:04,723 --> 00:21:07,267
‐ What are you talking about?
They dug half of it for us
406
00:21:07,267 --> 00:21:09,019
and you haven't
even stood up, yet.
407
00:21:09,019 --> 00:21:11,188
‐ I am still helping
and exerting myself.
408
00:21:11,188 --> 00:21:13,315
Not that I've asked for your opinion.
409
00:21:13,315 --> 00:21:14,650
[grunts]
410
00:21:14,650 --> 00:21:16,985
‐ It feels good, doesn't it?
411
00:21:16,985 --> 00:21:20,155
To exhaust the body
with hard, hard work.
412
00:21:21,281 --> 00:21:23,450
Pre‐industrial man,
he didn't get depressed
413
00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:26,203
because he
was too busy working.
414
00:21:26,203 --> 00:21:30,666
Would you please lie down
in your ditches?
415
00:21:30,666 --> 00:21:33,168
‐ Uh...
[shovel clanking]
416
00:21:33,168 --> 00:21:37,256
[Tony panting]
417
00:21:39,716 --> 00:21:43,846
♪ ominous music playing ♪
418
00:21:44,429 --> 00:21:47,349
‐ We spend our lives avoiding
the thought of
419
00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:50,143
the one true guarantee.
420
00:21:50,143 --> 00:21:54,147
That our time here is limited.
421
00:21:54,147 --> 00:21:56,149
We are terrified of death,
422
00:21:56,149 --> 00:21:59,444
not because it is unknown,
but because it forces us
423
00:21:59,444 --> 00:22:01,697
to confront
our deepest regrets.
424
00:22:02,990 --> 00:22:04,199
Be it...
425
00:22:05,951 --> 00:22:07,995
lies we have told...
426
00:22:09,997 --> 00:22:11,540
people we have hurt...
427
00:22:13,375 --> 00:22:15,627
professional failures or...
428
00:22:16,420 --> 00:22:17,462
or simply...
429
00:22:19,256 --> 00:22:21,258
an unfulfilled life.
430
00:22:22,384 --> 00:22:25,053
So, I want you all now
to close your eyes.
431
00:22:26,221 --> 00:22:28,265
Think of your life, past.
432
00:22:29,057 --> 00:22:30,851
[breathes]
[grunts]
433
00:22:30,851 --> 00:22:32,936
Imagine that your body,
434
00:22:32,936 --> 00:22:35,731
has returned to the Mother Earth,
435
00:22:35,731 --> 00:22:38,150
and that your soul
has been set free.
436
00:22:38,150 --> 00:22:40,068
And your loved ones...
437
00:22:41,945 --> 00:22:44,072
your loved ones
are gathered around you.
438
00:22:44,656 --> 00:22:46,366
‐ Marconis, we okay with this?
439
00:22:49,119 --> 00:22:50,412
‐ Yeah. You good, Mom?
440
00:22:51,330 --> 00:22:52,623
‐ I'm fine.
441
00:22:54,333 --> 00:22:57,753
‐ Now, think of all the things
that matter to you.
442
00:22:57,753 --> 00:22:59,796
The events that pre‐occupy you.
443
00:22:59,796 --> 00:23:03,509
Everything that you're obsessed about.
That you're worried about,
444
00:23:03,509 --> 00:23:06,261
that is stopping you from having a full
445
00:23:06,261 --> 00:23:09,556
and extraordinary, exceptional life.
446
00:23:11,642 --> 00:23:14,102
Think of the relationships
that matter to you.
447
00:23:15,145 --> 00:23:18,398
The people who will mourn you.
448
00:23:21,109 --> 00:23:23,237
What do you want them
to say about your life?
449
00:23:24,863 --> 00:23:27,324
Now... that it is over?
450
00:23:28,992 --> 00:23:31,662
‐ You know,
this exercise is ridiculous.
451
00:23:31,662 --> 00:23:34,414
‐ Just lie down, Frances.
Contemplate.
452
00:23:34,414 --> 00:23:36,625
‐ What is it gonna take?
What do I have to say
453
00:23:36,625 --> 00:23:38,001
to get out of the dirt hole?
454
00:23:38,001 --> 00:23:39,461
You wanna hear that if I die today,
455
00:23:39,461 --> 00:23:40,754
nobody would care? Fine.
456
00:23:40,754 --> 00:23:43,048
Because if I did die today,
nobody would care.
457
00:23:43,715 --> 00:23:46,051
Because I'm humiliated
and I am alone
458
00:23:46,051 --> 00:23:47,761
and it's only gonna get worse.
459
00:23:47,761 --> 00:23:50,222
And you'll love this.
I pre‐paid my own funeral.
460
00:23:50,222 --> 00:23:52,432
Because nobody else
is gonna do it, okay?
461
00:23:52,432 --> 00:23:55,143
Is that enough? Does that count?
Can we stop now?
462
00:23:55,644 --> 00:23:57,646
‐ Frances, this isn't just about you.
463
00:23:58,313 --> 00:24:00,816
[breathes angrily]
464
00:24:00,816 --> 00:24:02,568
You now have the chance...
465
00:24:04,236 --> 00:24:05,654
and you have the choice...
466
00:24:06,822 --> 00:24:09,157
to come back and reinvent yourself.
467
00:24:10,242 --> 00:24:12,369
When you hear
the sound of the chimes,
468
00:24:12,369 --> 00:24:13,912
I invite you...
469
00:24:15,038 --> 00:24:16,915
to rebirth yourself...
470
00:24:17,749 --> 00:24:21,128
out of the Earth
and into your new life.
471
00:24:24,089 --> 00:24:26,425
[bell chimes]
472
00:24:42,441 --> 00:24:45,235
‐ That was interesting.
‐ Could you just be open, please?
473
00:24:46,945 --> 00:24:48,030
‐ Okay.
474
00:24:48,697 --> 00:24:51,783
YAO: All right! Next up
is the hike this afternoon.
475
00:24:51,783 --> 00:24:53,827
‐ Yeah, I... I don't think
I'm up for a hike.
476
00:24:54,453 --> 00:24:56,914
‐ Of course. It's not mandatory,
though highly recommended.
477
00:24:56,914 --> 00:24:58,624
We can schedule you
for some acupuncture,
478
00:24:58,624 --> 00:25:00,959
maybe, it'll help with your back.
‐ Oh, that would be lovely.
479
00:25:00,959 --> 00:25:03,086
‐ Jessica, your session
with Masha is now.
480
00:25:03,086 --> 00:25:06,340
‐ Is that mandatory?
YAO: Yes. Yes, it is.
481
00:25:09,176 --> 00:25:10,385
[Frances sighs]
482
00:25:13,222 --> 00:25:14,348
[sighs]
483
00:25:15,307 --> 00:25:17,226
This is absolutely incredible.
484
00:25:17,226 --> 00:25:21,480
You know, I toured
the Acupuncture Houses, uh, in Beijing.
485
00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:23,607
I was doing some research
for one of my books.
486
00:25:23,607 --> 00:25:26,109
But have you been?
‐ Oh, Lulu's been everywhere.
487
00:25:26,109 --> 00:25:27,945
‐ Oh.
‐ I trained in Oregon.
488
00:25:27,945 --> 00:25:30,989
‐ Oh! La‐di‐dah‐di. [chuckles]
489
00:25:30,989 --> 00:25:32,115
[chuckles]
490
00:25:32,574 --> 00:25:34,284
[sighs] Oh.
491
00:25:35,202 --> 00:25:36,995
The Bai Hui point.
492
00:25:36,995 --> 00:25:38,413
It's where all energies converge.
493
00:25:38,413 --> 00:25:39,748
Is that right?
‐ That's right.
494
00:25:39,748 --> 00:25:41,959
[Frances chuckles]
Try to keep still, Frances.
495
00:25:43,669 --> 00:25:45,754
‐ Oh. I felt that.
496
00:25:45,754 --> 00:25:47,297
‐ Yeah, I'm just taking some blood.
497
00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:48,841
‐ Oh. Why?
498
00:25:48,841 --> 00:25:50,425
‐ For your blood sugar.
499
00:25:50,425 --> 00:25:51,969
‐ Ah. Okay.
Well, next time maybe
500
00:25:51,969 --> 00:25:54,054
give me a heads‐up
before you shiv my lipids.
501
00:25:54,054 --> 00:25:56,181
‐ Okay. [chuckling]
‐ Okay, good one. [chuckles]
502
00:25:56,181 --> 00:25:58,350
[chuckles] You're funny. I like you.
503
00:25:58,350 --> 00:26:00,936
‐ Well... that makes
one of us. [chuckles]
504
00:26:02,396 --> 00:26:04,273
Can I ask you two a question?
505
00:26:04,273 --> 00:26:05,816
GLORY: Mm‐hmm, of course.
506
00:26:05,816 --> 00:26:09,027
‐ I mean, is Masha crazy
or is she the real deal?
507
00:26:09,027 --> 00:26:10,946
GLORY: Masha?
508
00:26:13,407 --> 00:26:16,034
Masha is the realest of them all.
Hundred percent.
509
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:21,498
‐ Why are you here?
510
00:26:21,498 --> 00:26:24,084
‐ Oh, I thought we had
our one‐on‐one, but I can come‐‐
511
00:26:24,084 --> 00:26:27,713
‐ Oh, no.
Why are you at Tranquillum?
512
00:26:27,713 --> 00:26:29,381
‐ Oh! [laughs nervously]
513
00:26:29,381 --> 00:26:30,674
‐ What are you hoping to gain?
514
00:26:31,633 --> 00:26:32,843
‐ Um...
515
00:26:34,595 --> 00:26:36,889
Transformation, for one thing.
516
00:26:38,140 --> 00:26:41,643
I'm really... interested
in fixing what's broken,
517
00:26:42,352 --> 00:26:44,354
you know?
‐ And what would that be?
518
00:26:46,231 --> 00:26:48,275
‐ [gulps] Uh...
519
00:26:51,195 --> 00:26:52,738
‐ You are very nervous.
520
00:26:52,738 --> 00:26:54,823
‐ [laughs nervously]
Yeah, I am.
521
00:26:55,407 --> 00:26:56,950
‐ There is no reason to be.
522
00:27:00,287 --> 00:27:01,496
Tell me.
523
00:27:03,415 --> 00:27:07,252
What is particularly making
you anxious right now?
524
00:27:07,252 --> 00:27:09,087
♪ ominous music playing ♪
525
00:27:09,087 --> 00:27:10,380
‐ You.
526
00:27:13,091 --> 00:27:14,927
You're, like, super smart
527
00:27:15,802 --> 00:27:16,845
and intuitive.
528
00:27:18,096 --> 00:27:19,640
And very fucking hot, by the way.
529
00:27:19,640 --> 00:27:21,266
I'm sorry, but you are, and I'm, uh...
530
00:27:23,060 --> 00:27:26,355
I'm okay. I'm fine. Um... [gulps]
531
00:27:27,564 --> 00:27:29,066
And I'm okay
with people looking at me
532
00:27:29,066 --> 00:27:31,193
on the outside,
you know, I've basically
533
00:27:31,193 --> 00:27:32,986
cultivated that but,
534
00:27:32,986 --> 00:27:35,656
being seen on the inside, which...
535
00:27:35,656 --> 00:27:38,784
you strike me as very...
capable of, um,
536
00:27:38,784 --> 00:27:40,452
it just makes me...
MASHA: You came here afraid.
537
00:27:42,704 --> 00:27:45,958
You were afraid before
you knew of my existence.
538
00:27:48,252 --> 00:27:50,337
[breathes shakily]
539
00:27:50,337 --> 00:27:51,964
‐ When I was, uh...
540
00:27:52,798 --> 00:27:53,924
lying in that ditch,
541
00:27:54,675 --> 00:27:55,843
you know, um,
542
00:27:56,802 --> 00:27:58,220
imagining my own death,
543
00:27:59,096 --> 00:28:00,722
I thought about comments.
544
00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:04,810
Not my family.
545
00:28:06,645 --> 00:28:07,688
Comments.
546
00:28:09,022 --> 00:28:11,567
Saying how tragic it was
that someone so...
547
00:28:13,068 --> 00:28:14,361
young and...
548
00:28:16,613 --> 00:28:17,614
pretty...
549
00:28:18,323 --> 00:28:19,408
died like that.
550
00:28:20,492 --> 00:28:22,828
And for a second,
it made me feel better.
551
00:28:23,871 --> 00:28:24,913
For a second.
552
00:28:24,913 --> 00:28:26,248
Then I realized
553
00:28:26,832 --> 00:28:29,376
my Instagram account
would be deleted a week later
554
00:28:29,376 --> 00:28:34,506
and everyone would move on,
forget about me.
555
00:28:34,506 --> 00:28:38,343
‐ You want your life...
to be important,
556
00:28:38,343 --> 00:28:39,636
to mean something.
557
00:28:39,636 --> 00:28:41,013
‐ Yeah.
558
00:28:42,764 --> 00:28:44,558
‐ But that's not
what you really came here for.
559
00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:46,977
‐ Um, it's not?
560
00:28:50,898 --> 00:28:52,691
‐ Why doesn't he love you anymore?
561
00:28:57,196 --> 00:28:58,655
‐ [whispers] I don't know.
562
00:29:00,949 --> 00:29:02,201
‐ It's unfair.
563
00:29:04,620 --> 00:29:05,704
‐ [sobbing] Mm‐hmm.
564
00:29:09,416 --> 00:29:15,047
♪ ominous music playing ♪
565
00:29:21,053 --> 00:29:24,473
♪ acoustic guitar playing ♪
566
00:29:35,192 --> 00:29:36,401
TONY: Attractive.
567
00:29:37,236 --> 00:29:38,403
[Frances coughs]
568
00:29:38,403 --> 00:29:41,698
‐ If you don't mind,
I'm social distancing.
569
00:29:41,698 --> 00:29:43,200
‐ Actually, I do mind.
570
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:46,328
‐ Well, then fine.
I have my cramps.
571
00:29:46,328 --> 00:29:48,497
‐ You can't have both cramps
and hot flashes...
572
00:29:48,497 --> 00:29:50,040
I don't think.
573
00:29:50,541 --> 00:29:52,835
‐ For you, I can. So bye‐bye.
574
00:29:54,545 --> 00:29:56,713
‐ You know what, lady?
‐ [sighs] Here we go.
575
00:29:56,713 --> 00:29:58,674
‐ One of the reasons I came
to this funny farm,
576
00:29:59,842 --> 00:30:01,510
my entire adult life
people have been telling me
577
00:30:01,510 --> 00:30:03,011
to fuck off.
578
00:30:03,011 --> 00:30:04,638
‐ Well...
TONY: And in the very short time
579
00:30:04,638 --> 00:30:06,098
that we've known each other,
580
00:30:06,098 --> 00:30:07,766
you've practically medaled at it.
581
00:30:08,684 --> 00:30:10,769
You know what,
I'm not fucking off.
582
00:30:10,769 --> 00:30:13,230
All right?
This place practically screams,
583
00:30:13,230 --> 00:30:14,773
"welcome mat."
584
00:30:14,773 --> 00:30:16,400
I'm going to enjoy the nature.
585
00:30:17,317 --> 00:30:20,946
I'm going to enjoy the food.
I'm gonna enjoy the... pool.
586
00:30:20,946 --> 00:30:21,989
I'm even gonna enjoy you
587
00:30:21,989 --> 00:30:23,907
bobbing up and down
like a cork in the pool.
588
00:30:23,907 --> 00:30:26,159
You know why?
Because every day is a gift.
589
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:29,997
This whole place
is my fucking gift, lady.
590
00:30:30,998 --> 00:30:33,542
‐ Did I hear something?
I could have... I...
591
00:30:34,126 --> 00:30:36,336
I just thought...
Did anyone say something?
592
00:30:36,336 --> 00:30:40,757
I don't see anybody. No. Nobody.
593
00:30:40,757 --> 00:30:43,051
Nobody. Nobody.
594
00:30:44,344 --> 00:30:45,804
[laughs]
595
00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:51,018
Son of a...
596
00:30:54,396 --> 00:30:56,773
[gasps, coughs]
You bastard! [coughs]
597
00:30:57,566 --> 00:31:00,736
‐ I'm sorry, what did you say?
‐ [coughs] Ugh!
598
00:31:01,445 --> 00:31:04,156
‐ Okay, let's take this to
a higher plane, shall we?
599
00:31:04,156 --> 00:31:05,741
You're gonna start
with your hands out
600
00:31:05,741 --> 00:31:08,368
in front or behind you.
Eyes on the ground.
601
00:31:08,368 --> 00:31:10,746
Six to eight feet in front of you.
602
00:31:10,746 --> 00:31:13,415
We're gonna start with your right foot,
move it forward one step.
603
00:31:14,499 --> 00:31:17,836
Think right step, left step...
604
00:31:17,836 --> 00:31:20,714
‐ Right. Left. Right.
605
00:31:21,757 --> 00:31:22,966
‐ So how did it go?
606
00:31:22,966 --> 00:31:26,053
‐ Yeah, oh, uh...
‐ Wait, was she amazing?
607
00:31:26,053 --> 00:31:27,346
I bet she was. [laughs]
608
00:31:27,346 --> 00:31:29,139
‐ I think both of
y'all are a little star‐struck.
609
00:31:29,139 --> 00:31:33,143
‐ Oh, no. I'm... I'm actually,
not a star‐struck person.
610
00:31:33,143 --> 00:31:35,437
[sighs] I used to work on Broadway,
so I've met stars,
611
00:31:35,437 --> 00:31:36,897
real stars.
612
00:31:36,897 --> 00:31:38,941
I met Alan Cumming.
[chuckles]
613
00:31:38,941 --> 00:31:40,776
So, I'm not star‐struck.
614
00:31:40,776 --> 00:31:43,529
‐ Wow, Broadway.
What'd you do on Broadway?
615
00:31:43,529 --> 00:31:46,281
‐ Oh, I did, um... wardrobe, um,
616
00:31:46,281 --> 00:31:48,242
hair and make‐up, props.
I kinda actually...
617
00:31:48,242 --> 00:31:49,243
I did it all.
618
00:31:49,952 --> 00:31:51,370
Yeah, till I had my girls.
619
00:31:51,370 --> 00:31:52,496
And my husband,
he didn't want me to
620
00:31:52,496 --> 00:31:54,581
work anymore.
He made enough money...
621
00:31:55,582 --> 00:31:57,709
so, you know, he just...
he didn't like the idea
622
00:31:57,709 --> 00:31:59,002
of a nanny raising our kids.
623
00:31:59,962 --> 00:32:02,464
‐ That's nice. At least you had
that time with your kids.
624
00:32:04,091 --> 00:32:05,300
‐ What did you say?
625
00:32:06,093 --> 00:32:07,094
‐ Huh?
626
00:32:07,094 --> 00:32:09,096
CARMEL: Well, they're still my kids.
627
00:32:09,096 --> 00:32:12,015
Just because they're off
with someone else, they're still...
628
00:32:12,015 --> 00:32:13,267
they're still my kids.
629
00:32:14,810 --> 00:32:15,936
BEN: What did I say?
630
00:32:15,936 --> 00:32:20,065
‐ You... you said, had,
past tense. But...
631
00:32:21,066 --> 00:32:25,487
‐ Seems like she... had a past
and now it's tense. [laughs]
632
00:32:25,946 --> 00:32:28,073
‐ Is that really something
to be proud of?
633
00:32:28,949 --> 00:32:30,200
These bloody breeders.
634
00:32:31,535 --> 00:32:34,121
Biggest threat to the planet
is overpopulation and they keep
635
00:32:34,121 --> 00:32:35,622
pumping them out without an apology.
636
00:32:36,748 --> 00:32:38,458
‐ It's incredible you're still single.
637
00:32:39,710 --> 00:32:41,170
Crazy.
638
00:32:41,170 --> 00:32:42,379
‐ [sighs] Whatever.
639
00:32:43,046 --> 00:32:45,340
[muffled chattering]
640
00:32:51,180 --> 00:32:54,808
♪ Let's Live by Aaron Neville playing ♪
641
00:32:54,808 --> 00:32:57,060
[bird chirping]
642
00:32:57,853 --> 00:32:59,980
‐ ♪ Why torture yourself? ♪
643
00:33:01,899 --> 00:33:03,483
♪ When you know ♪
[Frances snoring]
644
00:33:03,483 --> 00:33:07,237
♪ You're in love ♪
645
00:33:07,237 --> 00:33:09,114
♪ Throw your pride in the ocean ♪
646
00:33:09,114 --> 00:33:14,286
♪ And be happy
beneath the stars above ♪
647
00:33:14,286 --> 00:33:18,790
[snoring continues]
♪ Confess your feelings ♪
648
00:33:18,790 --> 00:33:22,836
♪ To the one you love ♪
649
00:33:22,836 --> 00:33:23,837
[snoring, gags]
650
00:33:23,837 --> 00:33:25,255
♪ And let's live ♪
651
00:33:25,255 --> 00:33:27,674
[chokes]
♪ Before it's too late ♪
652
00:33:27,674 --> 00:33:30,427
[Frances coughs]
‐ Are you fucking kidding me? Are you‐‐
653
00:33:30,719 --> 00:33:33,597
‐ ♪ Why deprive yourself? ♪
654
00:33:33,597 --> 00:33:36,183
‐ Hey, hey, hey.
No, no, no. Come here.
655
00:33:36,183 --> 00:33:41,021
Hey!
[Frances continues choking]
656
00:33:41,021 --> 00:33:43,565
[coughs]
You all right? Hey?
657
00:33:43,565 --> 00:33:46,527
You okay?
‐ I don't know I... [coughs]
658
00:33:46,527 --> 00:33:50,906
‐ Just take deep breaths.
Deep breaths. In and...
659
00:33:50,906 --> 00:33:52,866
[exhales] Oh, good.
‐ [coughs] Oh God!
660
00:33:52,866 --> 00:33:55,160
‐ Oh.
‐ What happened?
661
00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:58,622
‐ I don't know. Ah... you... you
were sleeping, you were snoring
662
00:33:58,622 --> 00:34:00,916
and then all of a sudden, you...
you were choking. It was...
663
00:34:00,916 --> 00:34:02,042
so weird.
664
00:34:03,043 --> 00:34:04,795
‐ [clears throat] I don't
understand how you just...
665
00:34:04,795 --> 00:34:07,506
...just start choking.
[coughs]
666
00:34:07,506 --> 00:34:09,007
‐ I don't know.
Do you have a medical condition?
667
00:34:09,007 --> 00:34:10,467
‐ No.
668
00:34:10,467 --> 00:34:12,094
Not that I know of, I don't...
669
00:34:13,178 --> 00:34:16,014
‐ Oh, that was scary.
‐ [exhales] Oh, what is that?
670
00:34:16,807 --> 00:34:18,267
‐ What?
671
00:34:18,267 --> 00:34:20,853
‐ Is that a grape?
‐ No. No, I don't...
672
00:34:20,853 --> 00:34:22,104
‐ Is that...
673
00:34:22,104 --> 00:34:23,814
Don't! What are you doing?
‐ I don't... I don't think so.
674
00:34:23,814 --> 00:34:25,607
FRANCES: Keep... Damn it.
675
00:34:27,609 --> 00:34:29,361
It is a grape.
‐ Huh.
676
00:34:30,070 --> 00:34:31,864
‐ Ah... [sighs]
677
00:34:31,864 --> 00:34:33,574
How did it a grape get in my...
678
00:34:33,574 --> 00:34:35,492
‐ I don't know. Yeah.
679
00:34:38,912 --> 00:34:44,084
‐ [exhales] Oh. Did you put
a grape into my mouth?
680
00:34:44,084 --> 00:34:45,335
‐ No. What are you...
‐ Oh, my God!
681
00:34:45,335 --> 00:34:47,087
‐ I... No...
682
00:34:47,087 --> 00:34:48,297
‐ Did you throw a grape into mouth?
683
00:34:48,297 --> 00:34:50,132
‐ I know, I tossed the grape
in your mouth
684
00:34:50,132 --> 00:34:52,509
but it was an accident, okay?
You were snoring and I just...
685
00:34:52,509 --> 00:34:53,802
you know, I just wanted
to wake you up.
686
00:34:53,802 --> 00:34:55,762
And...
[coughs]
687
00:34:55,762 --> 00:34:57,639
I'm sorry.
‐ You could've killed me.
688
00:34:57,639 --> 00:34:59,308
‐ I could take that shot all day long
689
00:34:59,308 --> 00:35:01,518
and the odds of it going in are like...
690
00:35:02,853 --> 00:35:05,105
Do you want a grape?
‐ What?
691
00:35:08,442 --> 00:35:10,694
I do not want a grape.
I'm not gonna...
692
00:35:11,570 --> 00:35:12,988
Don't you...
693
00:35:18,535 --> 00:35:20,162
How do you like it?
694
00:35:24,833 --> 00:35:25,959
TONY: Who's Paul?
695
00:35:26,919 --> 00:35:28,504
FRANCES: Who's what?
696
00:35:28,504 --> 00:35:33,717
‐ Paul. You were...
You were saying his name, Paul,
697
00:35:33,717 --> 00:35:35,761
when you were sleeping.
‐ No, I wasn't.
698
00:35:37,054 --> 00:35:39,890
‐ Yes, you were.
‐ No, I wasn't.
699
00:35:41,683 --> 00:35:45,062
‐ [chuckles, breathes deeply]
Got it.
700
00:35:45,646 --> 00:35:46,897
[groans, exhales]
701
00:35:48,440 --> 00:35:49,525
So who is he?
702
00:35:49,858 --> 00:35:51,443
[Frances exhales heavily]
703
00:35:53,904 --> 00:35:55,989
‐ I don't know.
I can honestly say,
704
00:35:55,989 --> 00:35:58,867
I don't know who Paul is,
but I do know
705
00:35:58,867 --> 00:36:00,577
that it's none of your business.
706
00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:03,705
‐ Well, which is it?
707
00:36:07,459 --> 00:36:09,461
[sighs, inhales deeply]
708
00:36:11,171 --> 00:36:12,798
‐ Paul Drabble. Uh...
709
00:36:13,507 --> 00:36:14,508
Is a man I met...
710
00:36:15,300 --> 00:36:17,803
online, a man I fell in love with online.
711
00:36:19,429 --> 00:36:22,724
A man who did not fall in love
with me,
712
00:36:22,724 --> 00:36:24,560
either online or offline.
713
00:36:25,435 --> 00:36:26,770
Allegedly from...
714
00:36:28,272 --> 00:36:31,525
Canada, who had a fake child,
715
00:36:32,359 --> 00:36:34,278
that got a fake illness...
716
00:36:35,571 --> 00:36:37,114
and then he convinced me to...
717
00:36:37,948 --> 00:36:40,742
send him...
quite a bit of real money.
718
00:36:41,827 --> 00:36:43,370
‐ [groans] Oh, I'm sorry.
719
00:36:43,370 --> 00:36:45,122
‐ I mean, you know, it's not like
720
00:36:45,122 --> 00:36:47,791
I had to date online.
I get asked out by men...
721
00:36:48,417 --> 00:36:51,086
all the time.
There's multiple sources that say
722
00:36:51,086 --> 00:36:53,839
I'm‐‐ I'm very good in bed,
even enthusiastic.
723
00:36:53,839 --> 00:36:55,215
‐ Well, you don't have
to talk about this
724
00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:56,800
if it makes you
feel uncomfortable.
725
00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:58,385
‐ Doesn't make me uncomfortable.
Does it make you uncomfortable?
726
00:36:58,385 --> 00:36:59,428
‐ Yeah, a little.
727
00:36:59,428 --> 00:37:00,637
[Frances chuckles]
728
00:37:03,348 --> 00:37:06,059
‐ There's a part of me
that thinks it was worth it.
729
00:37:07,561 --> 00:37:11,023
You know, six months of love
and... companionship.
730
00:37:11,732 --> 00:37:14,067
I don't know, half a year of
that, feeling like that...
731
00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:17,696
Not a bad deal. Right?
732
00:37:22,075 --> 00:37:23,702
‐ Maybe you could put
it in one of your books.
733
00:37:24,745 --> 00:37:26,496
It'll make a good story, no?
734
00:37:26,496 --> 00:37:27,956
‐ Yeah, maybe.
[chuckles]
735
00:37:29,833 --> 00:37:31,210
I take it you've never read me.
736
00:37:32,336 --> 00:37:34,254
‐ Well, uh, yeah. You know what?
737
00:37:34,254 --> 00:37:35,547
I read a snippet.
738
00:37:35,547 --> 00:37:37,132
‐ [scoffs] Snippet.
‐ Yesterday.
739
00:37:38,342 --> 00:37:40,761
When I was taking
a piss on this massive tree,
740
00:37:40,761 --> 00:37:43,430
found an article
all about your Beating Heart.
741
00:37:44,264 --> 00:37:45,474
‐ Wait, what?
742
00:37:46,141 --> 00:37:47,601
‐ Isn't that what it's called?
The Beating...
743
00:37:47,601 --> 00:37:48,685
The Beating Heart?
‐ No!
744
00:37:49,436 --> 00:37:50,812
‐ It was.
‐ No.
745
00:37:50,812 --> 00:37:52,814
‐ The... That's what they said.
‐ No, it's not.
746
00:37:53,649 --> 00:37:55,734
It can't...
No, because it can't be
747
00:37:55,734 --> 00:37:56,902
because it's not...
748
00:37:58,028 --> 00:37:59,196
It's not published yet.
749
00:37:59,196 --> 00:38:00,864
And so it's still
in manuscript format.
750
00:38:00,864 --> 00:38:02,324
‐ [hesitates]
I don't know what to tell you.
751
00:38:02,324 --> 00:38:04,785
Maybe the guy got
a leaked copy or something.
752
00:38:06,370 --> 00:38:07,621
I'd be stoked, actually.
753
00:38:07,621 --> 00:38:08,997
It means he really wanted
to read it, right?
754
00:38:08,997 --> 00:38:10,499
You're in demand.
755
00:38:10,499 --> 00:38:11,750
I would take it as a compliment.
756
00:38:11,750 --> 00:38:14,086
‐ What did it say?
‐ I don't... I don't remember.
757
00:38:14,086 --> 00:38:15,838
‐ Just what‐‐ You‐‐
I know you're lying.
758
00:38:15,838 --> 00:38:17,005
What did it say?
759
00:38:19,299 --> 00:38:20,634
‐ He didn't like it very much.
760
00:38:22,135 --> 00:38:23,887
‐ He‐‐ He didn't like‐‐
Did he hate it?
761
00:38:23,887 --> 00:38:25,430
‐ What do critics know anyway, huh?
762
00:38:26,139 --> 00:38:27,391
Look at poor Stallone.
763
00:38:27,391 --> 00:38:29,768
Ah, the fucking critics
treat him like garbage
764
00:38:29,768 --> 00:38:31,603
and Rocky is the greatest movie
ever made.
765
00:38:37,526 --> 00:38:39,152
‐ So they hated it.
[Tony scoffs]
766
00:38:43,198 --> 00:38:44,908
Well. That's that.
767
00:38:45,534 --> 00:38:48,203
[footsteps receding]
768
00:38:50,205 --> 00:38:51,623
‐ Where are you going?
769
00:38:54,918 --> 00:38:57,296
[laughing and screaming]
770
00:38:57,296 --> 00:38:59,548
GLORY: Implicitly,
it may seem like a kids' game.
771
00:38:59,548 --> 00:39:02,009
But when it comes to trusting,
772
00:39:02,009 --> 00:39:03,510
when it comes
to being ourselves,
773
00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:04,803
when it comes to letting go,
774
00:39:06,388 --> 00:39:07,931
kids have a lot to teach us.
775
00:39:08,390 --> 00:39:09,308
NAPOLEON: That's right.
776
00:39:10,017 --> 00:39:10,934
GLORY: Let's give it a go.
777
00:39:11,685 --> 00:39:13,353
[Napoleon chuckles]
778
00:39:14,479 --> 00:39:15,606
NAPOLEON:
Okay, come on, Carmel.
779
00:39:15,606 --> 00:39:17,482
Come on! [indistinct]
780
00:39:18,692 --> 00:39:21,069
Okay, you ready? Here we go...
[indistinct chatter]
781
00:39:21,069 --> 00:39:22,738
All right.
Come on, Carmel.
782
00:39:22,738 --> 00:39:25,240
‐ [screams] Oh, my God!
783
00:39:25,240 --> 00:39:28,619
NAPOLEON: Oh, wow, you got me.
[Carmel laughs]
784
00:39:29,453 --> 00:39:31,371
CARMEL: Got you!
785
00:39:32,456 --> 00:39:34,333
[cheering]
786
00:39:40,506 --> 00:39:44,384
[waves crashing]
787
00:39:56,396 --> 00:39:58,690
‐ All right,
I wanna do him next.
788
00:39:58,690 --> 00:40:00,192
♪ suspenseful music playing ♪
789
00:40:00,192 --> 00:40:01,151
‐ Mom.
790
00:40:03,111 --> 00:40:04,905
Mom!
‐ Honey!
791
00:40:04,905 --> 00:40:05,906
Honey!
792
00:40:07,950 --> 00:40:09,368
[Heather gasps]
[waves roar]
793
00:40:09,368 --> 00:40:10,661
HEATHER:
Take your hands off me.
794
00:40:11,620 --> 00:40:13,121
Just take
your fucking hands off me!
795
00:40:13,121 --> 00:40:14,790
NAPOLEON: Please, honey. Please.
796
00:40:14,790 --> 00:40:18,460
‐ Napoleon, please step back.
It's okay.
797
00:40:20,629 --> 00:40:21,922
It's okay!
798
00:40:29,054 --> 00:40:31,056
Heather, what's going on?
799
00:40:31,056 --> 00:40:32,850
‐ I just want you to step away.
800
00:40:32,850 --> 00:40:36,311
‐ I'm not gonna do that.
But what I am gonna do,
801
00:40:36,311 --> 00:40:38,313
is hold your hand.
802
00:40:38,730 --> 00:40:43,944
[Heather gasps, breathes]
803
00:40:51,118 --> 00:40:53,078
Do you know what
they say about holding hands?
804
00:40:53,078 --> 00:40:56,164
[inhales] It's intimate.
805
00:40:56,164 --> 00:40:59,001
It can be more intimate
than lovemaking even.
806
00:40:59,001 --> 00:41:00,627
Do you know why?
807
00:41:01,503 --> 00:41:03,380
There's something intuitive about it,
808
00:41:03,380 --> 00:41:05,924
something knowing about it.
809
00:41:07,342 --> 00:41:10,220
Perhaps, it's... it's
the nerve endings in the
810
00:41:10,220 --> 00:41:13,265
fingertips or the sensory
systems in the hands,
811
00:41:13,265 --> 00:41:15,726
but people feel each other.
812
00:41:15,726 --> 00:41:17,019
They know each other,
813
00:41:17,019 --> 00:41:18,979
even people they've never
even met before.
814
00:41:23,817 --> 00:41:26,904
What do you feel
in my hands, Heather?
815
00:41:28,447 --> 00:41:31,658
Somebody who's been where...
where you are, maybe?
816
00:41:33,493 --> 00:41:36,246
Somebody who has stood
where you stand?
817
00:41:39,625 --> 00:41:40,751
[ragged breathing]
818
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:44,171
‐ You have never stood where I stand.
819
00:41:47,883 --> 00:41:51,011
♪ somber piano music playing ♪
820
00:41:56,975 --> 00:41:58,060
[Zoe sighs]
821
00:42:05,734 --> 00:42:07,236
YAO: Do you think she
was really going to jump?
822
00:42:07,236 --> 00:42:09,488
DELILAH: I don't know.
Maybe not today,
823
00:42:09,488 --> 00:42:11,532
but she's certainly ideating.
824
00:42:11,532 --> 00:42:13,534
This group is
a powder keg, Masha.
825
00:42:13,534 --> 00:42:14,868
I mean... [clears throat]
826
00:42:14,868 --> 00:42:17,829
Lars is... Honestly,
I... I don't know what Lars is,
827
00:42:17,829 --> 00:42:20,290
but I know, he's not just
a guest. [inhales]
828
00:42:20,290 --> 00:42:22,835
He‐he's... got some agenda.
I can smell it.
829
00:42:22,835 --> 00:42:24,878
‐ You swept his room?
830
00:42:24,878 --> 00:42:26,672
DELILAH: Top to bottom.
831
00:42:26,672 --> 00:42:29,716
♪ ominous music playing ♪
832
00:42:29,716 --> 00:42:31,760
‐ Yao, would you sweep
it again for me?
833
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:33,011
YAO: No problem.
834
00:42:34,263 --> 00:42:36,306
‐ Oh. I'm sorry.
I didn't realize you were
835
00:42:36,306 --> 00:42:37,641
in a meeting. [chuckles]
836
00:42:38,475 --> 00:42:41,353
‐ No. It's quite all right.
Please.
837
00:42:45,148 --> 00:42:46,191
Come on in.
838
00:42:50,237 --> 00:42:51,613
How can I help you?
839
00:42:51,613 --> 00:42:55,492
‐ Um... [exhales] I think...
I think I have to go.
840
00:42:57,369 --> 00:42:58,453
I don't...
841
00:42:58,453 --> 00:43:00,664
want to find myself.
I don't...
842
00:43:00,664 --> 00:43:03,166
think I'm equipped for
the discovery.
843
00:43:03,166 --> 00:43:05,836
I just had kind of
a near‐death experience myself,
844
00:43:05,836 --> 00:43:08,297
so... guess that's one thing
we have in common, huh?
845
00:43:09,047 --> 00:43:11,300
Mine wasn't as exotic as yours, but...
846
00:43:12,092 --> 00:43:14,303
First, because I almost
choked on a grape.
847
00:43:14,845 --> 00:43:17,472
And, uh... second,
I didn't... I didn't...
848
00:43:18,348 --> 00:43:22,436
I didn't see the little girl,
joyously riding her bike.
849
00:43:22,436 --> 00:43:23,478
I just...
850
00:43:24,563 --> 00:43:25,689
I just saw the truth.
851
00:43:26,231 --> 00:43:27,357
‐ Which is...
852
00:43:29,276 --> 00:43:31,695
‐ [exhales]
How much time do you got?
853
00:43:31,695 --> 00:43:33,655
‐ [chuckles softly] Sit.
854
00:43:35,365 --> 00:43:36,658
Frances.
855
00:43:44,541 --> 00:43:45,626
What?
856
00:43:45,626 --> 00:43:50,547
‐ The... truth is that I'm a...
twice‐divorced, middle‐aged...
857
00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:56,094
hot‐flashing, menopausal heap.
I've become a punchline.
858
00:43:57,513 --> 00:44:00,307
I have been down
in these dark holes before.
859
00:44:00,307 --> 00:44:03,560
And... the one way out was
that I could write my way out.
860
00:44:04,853 --> 00:44:07,606
Turns out... [laughs]
I'm a one‐trick pony
861
00:44:07,606 --> 00:44:09,942
that can no longer do her one trick.
862
00:44:11,860 --> 00:44:14,029
‐ You're a car, Frances.
863
00:44:14,029 --> 00:44:15,739
‐ Oh, okay. A... a car?
864
00:44:15,739 --> 00:44:18,450
‐ Hm. And your gas tank is empty.
865
00:44:18,450 --> 00:44:19,868
And you're smoking,
866
00:44:19,868 --> 00:44:21,954
you're churning,
you're wheezing.
867
00:44:22,871 --> 00:44:25,832
You can't get going. But...
868
00:44:26,416 --> 00:44:29,211
in a few days,
you're gonna refuel.
869
00:44:30,337 --> 00:44:32,965
And I promise you, you're gonna
feel a thousand times better.
870
00:44:34,174 --> 00:44:36,093
‐ I totally expected
a metaphor there.
871
00:44:36,093 --> 00:44:37,219
I just thought...
872
00:44:38,470 --> 00:44:40,556
maybe it would be
something a little more
873
00:44:40,556 --> 00:44:44,518
lyrical.
‐ Okay. Try this.
874
00:44:47,938 --> 00:44:49,314
Kintsugi.
875
00:44:49,314 --> 00:44:50,691
‐ A bowl? [laughs]
876
00:44:50,691 --> 00:44:54,695
‐ No. The Japanese art
of repairing broken pottery.
877
00:44:55,612 --> 00:44:58,657
The broken pieces are mended
with lacquer,
878
00:44:58,657 --> 00:45:01,201
powdered gold to make
something stronger.
879
00:45:02,870 --> 00:45:04,288
More beautiful.
880
00:45:05,914 --> 00:45:07,624
‐ Does beat a crappy car.
881
00:45:08,667 --> 00:45:09,877
‐ This will be you.
882
00:45:14,965 --> 00:45:19,636
‐ I just, uh...
I don't think I want it.
883
00:45:21,263 --> 00:45:22,681
‐ It's what you need.
884
00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:29,563
‐ [sniffles] I... I think
I may need a Four Seasons
885
00:45:29,563 --> 00:45:32,399
and a couple of bellinis,
is what I need. [sobs]
886
00:45:32,399 --> 00:45:34,693
‐ [whispers]
Frances, give me one more day.
887
00:45:34,693 --> 00:45:35,903
Please.
888
00:45:36,862 --> 00:45:37,821
One more day.
889
00:45:38,530 --> 00:45:42,075
If tomorrow you... you...
you don't wanna stay, fine.
890
00:45:42,075 --> 00:45:45,204
I'll respect your decision.
But give me one more day. Yes?
891
00:45:46,288 --> 00:45:48,290
‐ I don't think anything
is gonna change.
892
00:45:49,291 --> 00:45:51,168
‐ What have you got to lose?
You've come this far.
893
00:45:52,628 --> 00:45:53,587
[sniffles]
894
00:45:55,797 --> 00:45:57,132
‐ Okay.
895
00:45:58,884 --> 00:46:02,387
Just no more metaphors.
Like I can take it.
896
00:46:04,806 --> 00:46:07,267
♪ Loyalty by Gabriels playing ♪
897
00:46:10,771 --> 00:46:15,651
‐ ♪ We're in deep, me and you ♪
898
00:46:17,027 --> 00:46:21,782
♪ This thing of ours
through and through ♪
899
00:46:23,158 --> 00:46:27,204
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪
900
00:46:28,705 --> 00:46:32,167
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
901
00:46:34,545 --> 00:46:39,341
‐ ♪ Aim is lit, hope is dry ♪
902
00:46:41,093 --> 00:46:44,680
♪ God himself can't deny ♪
903
00:46:46,265 --> 00:46:50,018
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪
904
00:46:50,018 --> 00:46:53,105
‐ [Napoleon panting]
Hey, honey.
905
00:46:55,232 --> 00:46:56,775
She wasn't gonna jump.
906
00:46:56,775 --> 00:47:00,571
‐ Stop... trying to shield me
from everything, Dad! I saw!
907
00:47:01,822 --> 00:47:02,990
I fucking saw it.
908
00:47:02,990 --> 00:47:05,701
‐ Honey...
You know, as well as I do,
909
00:47:05,701 --> 00:47:06,994
your mother would‐‐
910
00:47:06,994 --> 00:47:08,245
‐ You watch me like I'm the problem.
911
00:47:08,245 --> 00:47:11,123
Do you realize you guys
are the fucked up ones inside?
912
00:47:11,123 --> 00:47:14,168
And all you do
is hide it from me.
913
00:47:14,168 --> 00:47:16,086
[cries] And from each other,
from everybody.
914
00:47:23,385 --> 00:47:28,432
‐ ♪ Must admit I've done wrong ♪
915
00:47:29,349 --> 00:47:32,144
♪ Same old shit... ♪
916
00:47:32,144 --> 00:47:35,564
‐ [laughs]
One at a time.
917
00:47:36,440 --> 00:47:40,360
Oh, hey. Um, how's...
how's Frances?
918
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:42,279
‐ She's hurting.
919
00:47:44,198 --> 00:47:46,325
You're right, Delilah, this is...
920
00:47:47,451 --> 00:47:50,621
a particularly volatile group.
But they're a brilliant one,
921
00:47:50,621 --> 00:47:52,331
and we need them all.
922
00:47:52,331 --> 00:47:54,374
Let's start the Protocol.
The new Protocol.
923
00:47:56,251 --> 00:47:59,254
‐ O... Okay, but it's, it's only day two.
924
00:47:59,254 --> 00:48:03,133
‐ Mm‐hmm. But we have to make it
to day three.
925
00:48:03,133 --> 00:48:04,593
We can't lose any of them.
926
00:48:04,593 --> 00:48:08,180
‐ They haven't fully detoxed.
It hasn't been tested.
927
00:48:08,180 --> 00:48:09,598
‐ They are begging to be saved.
928
00:48:09,598 --> 00:48:11,934
They're on their hands and knees.
You can both see that.
929
00:48:13,435 --> 00:48:15,395
I've made the decision.
930
00:48:16,313 --> 00:48:17,231
All right?
931
00:48:18,190 --> 00:48:19,483
Let's go, my loves.
932
00:48:20,442 --> 00:48:22,110
There is no time to waste.
933
00:48:25,489 --> 00:48:26,990
This is exciting.
934
00:48:26,990 --> 00:48:29,701
‐ ♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
935
00:48:32,663 --> 00:48:36,667
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
936
00:48:38,460 --> 00:48:43,131
♪ They'll beat youse
same old smile ♪
937
00:48:44,091 --> 00:48:49,012
♪ Self‐respect's been gone a while ♪
938
00:48:49,763 --> 00:48:54,768
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪
939
00:48:55,769 --> 00:48:59,857
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
940
00:49:00,148 --> 00:49:04,862
♪ vocalizing ♪
941
00:49:05,779 --> 00:49:10,242
♪ vocalizing ♪
942
00:49:10,742 --> 00:49:14,121
♪ Until ♪
943
00:49:14,496 --> 00:49:18,709
♪ Death do us apart ♪
944
00:49:24,673 --> 00:49:29,261
♪ Shallow grave, roses grew ♪
945
00:49:30,053 --> 00:49:34,850
♪ This thing of ours
we know is through ♪
946
00:49:36,143 --> 00:49:40,898
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪
947
00:49:41,815 --> 00:49:45,986
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
948
00:49:47,362 --> 00:49:50,991
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
949
00:49:53,243 --> 00:49:57,497
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪
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