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Girl, if you don't
stop all that fidgeting.
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I-I'm... What? I'm sorry,
I can't-I can't control it.
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I'm just nervous.
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I am, too. But we're in good hands.
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You have swollen lymph nodes.
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It's very common for people with AIDS.
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When we get back the results of
the biopsy from Dr. Greenberg,
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we'll have a better idea.
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Well, whatever it is, I hope it
gets rid of these night sweats.
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I haven't had a full
night's sleep in weeks.
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May I have a word with,
uh... Pray Tell alone?
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Uh, no, stay. They...
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These women are family.
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The tissue samples
confirmed my suspicion.
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You have AIDS-related lymphoma.
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- Cancer?
- Yes.
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The T cells we need
to boost your immunity
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and fight the cancer aren't there.
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This makes it almost impossible
for me to treat you safely.
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What about, um... chemo?
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Chemotherapy could kill the cancer,
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but it'd also kill you.
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Uh, how... how long do I have?
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At most, six months.
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Fuck this.
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Fuck him. Smug motherfucker.
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I can tell you,
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I've seen a dozen AIDS
patients just like you...
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night sweats, fevers, swollen glands...
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gone on to recover and live.
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And we're getting a second opinion.
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Pray. Pray.
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Where'd you go?
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- You okay?
- I'm fine. I'm fine.
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Don't y'all worry about me.
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Ain't no white man in a
lab coat and cheap shoes
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gonna tell me I got
to throw in the towel.
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Amen.
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I've always known
I was living on limited time.
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But now...
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I know know.
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And I have to use this time wisely.
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Yeah. I have to tell the people I love
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that I love them.
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I love you, Pray.
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- I love you, too.
- I love y'all.
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And there are some other people
who need to hear that from me.
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Some folks I got to forgive.
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The category is...
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Live...
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Work...
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Pose!
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Go, Pray. Go, Pray.
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Go, Pray, hey, hey, go, Pray.
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Go, Pray. Go, Pray. Hey, hey, go, Pray.
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- Go, Pray. Go, Pray.
- Prayerful?
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- Is that you, baby?
- Hi, Mommy.
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- I thought I'd surprise you.
- Ooh, what a blessing
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after all these years.
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Oh, my God.
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How long I got you?
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For as long as you'll have me.
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- Oh! You hungry?
- Mm.
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I'm making catfish for lunch. Oh.
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Is Auntie Latrice and Jada coming over?
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Does a one-legged duck swim in a circle?
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Nah, even hypertension can't
keep Latrice from my cooking.
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Look at you! Come in here.
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Mmm! Mmm, mmm, mmm.
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Mmm. Frying up real nice.
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- Mm, sure is.
- It is.
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Is this real silk?
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Yes, of course.
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You think I'd wear rayon?
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Should I pull out your
high school yearbook?
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- You weren't always a swan.
- Eh...
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How much a silk shirt like that
run you... hundred, $200?
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How gauche.
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You can call me all the names you want,
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but the money you spend on clothes...
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you could fix the leak
in that church roof.
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Oh, stop it, now.
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It's enough chitter-chatter.
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My baby is home.
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And you have to tell us
about your life in New York.
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- Mm.
- It's good.
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It's fine.
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Mm-hmm.
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Challenging.
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That's why I'm visiting.
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- Most I can lend you is $50.
- Oh, hush up, now.
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Baby, is that why you came home?
That... You need money?
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No, Mommy.
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Okay.
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I came to share something with you.
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Well, it can't be worse
than the last time
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- you gathered us for a meal.
- You mean that time
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I bared my soul to the women I love
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and bravely told them I was gay?
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Oh, Lord, here we go again.
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If I have to hear about your
sexuality one more time.
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I do not talk about my sex life.
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That's 'cause you ain't got no sex life
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to talk about.
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I'm not here to talk about my sexuality.
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I'm here to talk about my health.
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Is it the sugars?
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No, I don't have diabetes.
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Well, what is it...
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- sickle cell? Asthma?
- No.
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I don't know any other
way to say this, so...
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I have AIDS.
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I'm dying.
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I have been...
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... HIV positive for six years,
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and I didn't want to burden
y'all until it became serious.
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I know that we've already
been through so much.
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Mommy, I'm not trying to upset you.
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- Uh-uh.
- And I'm so sorry.
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- I'm sorry.
- Mm-mm.
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- I'm really sorry.
- Mm-mm.
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- Mm-mm.
- Mommy. Mommy...
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Pray, let her go, baby.
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See, I always
knew this would happen.
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Heavenly Father,
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- save his soul...
- Stop it.
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- ... from eternal damnation.
- Please, please,
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please, please stop.
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I don't need your prayers.
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- I need your love.
- I never stopped loving you.
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Hate the sin,
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- love the sinner.
- Oh, Jesus.
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Which is why I care about your soul.
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Just shut your ole big mouth.
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If you cared about the
state of anyone's soul,
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then you would have stood up for me
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when the church judged
me for getting a divorce.
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You had a child out of wedlock
with a married man!
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I lost my community.
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All because of some outdated law
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that was created by men
some 3,000 years ago.
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No, God's word is immutable.
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Divorce, homosexuality, pedophilia...
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No, no, no. Don't put those
words beside each other.
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Your god made me this way,
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and there is nothing wrong with me.
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God made you in His image.
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Everything else is a choice.
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You think it was a choice
for me to be called "faggot"
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and beat every day of my childhood?
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You think it was a choice for me
to lose every man I've ever loved?
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Sometimes I think I wouldn't
even have this disease
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if it wasn't for the church
and how y'all treated me.
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I...
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That's where the troubles started.
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The drinking and the drugging and...
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the one-night stands and...
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I'm so sorry.
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Pray, I didn't know.
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I know that I can't undo
what's already been done,
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but I need you to know I've
always loved you, Pray.
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And I promise you I will be
there with you until the end.
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Mm.
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Now, look, I'm-a go find your mama
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before she spirals into one of her fits.
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Charlene?
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I am here for you, too, Pray.
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Even though, sometimes, we have
not always seen eye-to-eye.
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- Where you going?
- Church.
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I got to get my soloist together
for Sunday service,
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and I could use some company.
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I'm not going to that wretched place.
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Watch your mouth.
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A visit will do you some good.
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And you gonna like the new pastor.
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Who is it?
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Vernon Jackson.
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You got to be kidding me.
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God forgives and God forgets.
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Come on!
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♪ Just let me live ♪
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♪ My life ♪
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♪ Let it be pleasing ♪
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♪ Lord, to Thee ♪
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♪ And should I gain ♪
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♪ Any praise ♪
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♪ Let it go to Calvary... ♪
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♪ Ooh. ♪
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Hold on. I got an idea.
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Devin, you come in
after Angela right here.
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- Let's try that.
- Okay.
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♪ To God be the glory ♪
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♪ To God ♪
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♪ Be the glory ♪
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♪ To God ♪
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♪ Be the glory ♪
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♪ For the things ♪
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♪ He has done ♪
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♪ Oh, for every,
every, every, every victory ♪
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- ♪ He has won ♪
- ♪ Ooh ♪
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♪ To God ♪
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♪ Be the glory ♪
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♪ For the things ♪
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♪ He has done ♪
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♪ Done... ♪
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Ooh, yes.
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Good job, good job. Come on.
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Y'all better sing!
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Hi.
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Thank you. Thank you, Sister Williams.
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Sister Simms. Brother Walker.
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Pastor Vernon Jackson.
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I never thought I'd be calling you that.
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It's good to see you, Brother Pray.
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It's been, what... uh, 20 years?
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- 25.
- Mm.
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To what do I owe this pleasure?
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What if I said I was here to see you?
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I'm married, Pray.
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Who'd you convince?
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Cheryl?
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Tina?
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Ebony.
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We have three kids.
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- Ebony Alexander?
- Mm-hmm.
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You married my high school best friend?
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You know I told her every intimate
detail of our love affair.
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She knows your truth
and He knows your past.
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I'm living my truth.
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And I'm happy. It took some time,
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but I resolved those feelings.
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With Ebony's help. I made a choice,
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and I decided to give my
life over to Christ, fully.
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This is my home.
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I thought I was your home.
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That's what you said.
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When we were young,
that's what you said.
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- Was that a lie?
- No, I-I... I loved you.
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And I'm not ashamed of
what you once meant to me,
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but you were asking me to step
away from the church, and I...
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No, no, no, no, the church
stepped away from me.
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And I'm not the only one.
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Every year I watch hundreds of kids
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flock to the city,
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looking for what they lost
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after the church threw them away.
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That's what your church do...
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That's what your church did.
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To me.
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If you just got down on your knees,
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- I promise you...
- Oh, trust, I have been down on my knees.
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And I have received many
blessings from many men.
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You know, it's never
too late for salvation.
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Yeah, well, it's too late for me.
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I'm dying.
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- What?
- Yeah.
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How?
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You already know.
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Same thing that's killing all of us.
261
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Us?
262
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Yeah.
263
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Us.
264
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Wait, Pray. I-I want you
to come over tonight.
265
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Uh, for dinner with Ebony and the kids.
266
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That is a terrible idea.
267
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"Be angry and do not sin;
268
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"do not let the sun go
down on your anger,
269
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and do not give opportunity
to the devil."
270
00:17:18,022 --> 00:17:20,829
Really? You quoting scripture?
271
00:17:52,098 --> 00:17:55,119
I see you finally decided
to come out of your room.
272
00:17:58,949 --> 00:18:00,419
You want to talk?
273
00:18:02,619 --> 00:18:04,719
Mommy, I need you to say something.
274
00:18:04,743 --> 00:18:07,489
There's nothing to talk about, baby.
275
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What's done is done.
276
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I knew you were gonna get that thing
277
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once you told me you were gay.
278
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I saw Vernon today.
279
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I'm off to dinner with
him and Ebony tonight.
280
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Prayerful, I don't want
you starting any trouble
281
00:18:27,339 --> 00:18:28,989
with Pastor Vernon.
282
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He's been good for this community.
283
00:18:31,303 --> 00:18:35,079
And he has helped me
out of some darker times
284
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you could not imagine.
285
00:18:36,929 --> 00:18:38,519
What dark times?
286
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The times when I was so alone
287
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I could barely get out of bed.
288
00:18:42,799 --> 00:18:45,159
The times when I was
so worried about you
289
00:18:45,179 --> 00:18:46,719
and what you were doing
290
00:18:46,739 --> 00:18:49,669
and-and what kind of trouble
you were getting into.
291
00:18:49,697 --> 00:18:54,879
You have no idea how
hurtful it is to have a son
292
00:18:54,899 --> 00:18:58,559
who turns his back on
everything you taught him.
293
00:18:58,579 --> 00:19:04,279
Huh? Who blatantly
refuses the word of God?
294
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I care about your soul, Pray.
295
00:19:07,079 --> 00:19:10,029
- I care about your soul.
- No,
296
00:19:10,051 --> 00:19:11,789
no, all you care about
297
00:19:11,809 --> 00:19:15,599
is what everybody at the
church thinks about you.
298
00:19:16,719 --> 00:19:18,899
Not me or my soul.
299
00:19:18,922 --> 00:19:22,009
If you did, you-you... you
wouldn't have let your husband
300
00:19:22,029 --> 00:19:24,579
do the things that he did
to me for all those years.
301
00:19:24,599 --> 00:19:28,419
You know I didn't know
what Ernest was doing.
302
00:19:28,439 --> 00:19:29,629
I told you!
303
00:19:29,649 --> 00:19:32,589
- I told you everything!
- And he stopped, didn't he?
304
00:19:32,599 --> 00:19:34,279
Yeah, after I got old enough
305
00:19:34,299 --> 00:19:36,579
- to push him off me.
- Well, what was I supposed to do?
306
00:19:36,589 --> 00:19:39,639
You were supposed to believe
me and then leave him!
307
00:19:39,659 --> 00:19:41,959
I could not raise you on my own.
308
00:19:41,979 --> 00:19:43,849
- You needed a father.
- No.
309
00:19:43,869 --> 00:19:46,119
You needed a husband
310
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to save face and keep up
appearances with the church.
311
00:19:49,674 --> 00:19:53,027
You have no idea what it was like for me
312
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to find my way in this world.
313
00:19:55,089 --> 00:19:56,919
Now, your father was a good man
314
00:19:56,939 --> 00:19:59,939
and I wish the Lord hadn't
taken him so young,
315
00:19:59,959 --> 00:20:02,829
but when he died, I needed a man.
316
00:20:02,853 --> 00:20:06,709
Now, Ernest wasn't perfect,
but he provided for us.
317
00:20:06,733 --> 00:20:08,789
So, why don't you just...
318
00:20:08,818 --> 00:20:10,839
why don't you just move on?
319
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- I have moved on.
- Okay.
320
00:20:15,533 --> 00:20:18,159
Just let it be. I mean,
you've been gone 20 years.
321
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Let the past lie.
322
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Okay.
323
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- ♪ Oh, happy day ♪
- ♪ Oh, happy day ♪
324
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♪ Oh, happy day ♪
325
00:20:29,819 --> 00:20:32,019
♪ Oh, happy day ♪
326
00:20:32,049 --> 00:20:35,739
♪ When Jesus washed ♪
327
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♪ He washed my sins away ♪
328
00:20:37,979 --> 00:20:39,979
♪ Oh, happy day ♪
329
00:20:39,999 --> 00:20:42,329
♪ He taught me how ♪
330
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♪ He taught me how ♪
331
00:20:45,059 --> 00:20:48,639
- ♪ To watch ♪
- ♪ To watch ♪
332
00:20:48,659 --> 00:20:51,499
♪ Fight and pray ♪
333
00:20:51,527 --> 00:20:54,169
- ♪ Yes, he did ♪
- ♪ Fight and pray ♪
334
00:20:54,189 --> 00:20:57,979
- ♪ Everybody say, "Oh" ♪
- ♪ Oh ♪
335
00:20:57,999 --> 00:21:00,159
- ♪ Happy day ♪
- ♪ Happy day ♪
336
00:21:00,183 --> 00:21:01,929
- ♪ Oh ♪
- ♪ Oh ♪
337
00:21:01,953 --> 00:21:03,899
- ♪ Happy day ♪
- ♪ Happy day ♪
338
00:21:03,923 --> 00:21:06,099
- ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
- ♪ Oh ♪
339
00:21:06,123 --> 00:21:08,639
- ♪ Happy day ♪
- ♪ Happy day ♪
340
00:21:08,659 --> 00:21:11,319
♪ Oh, happy ♪
341
00:21:11,339 --> 00:21:13,309
♪ Oh, happy ♪
342
00:21:13,329 --> 00:21:15,679
♪ Day ♪
343
00:21:15,699 --> 00:21:17,799
♪ Oh, happy ♪
344
00:21:17,829 --> 00:21:22,839
- ♪ Day ♪
- ♪ Day. ♪
345
00:21:26,854 --> 00:21:27,879
Good job, everyone.
346
00:21:27,899 --> 00:21:29,639
I'll see you on Sunday at worship.
347
00:21:29,659 --> 00:21:31,159
- Okay.
- Yes, ma'am.
348
00:21:33,749 --> 00:21:35,379
Do you want to walk home together?
349
00:21:35,399 --> 00:21:37,499
Yeah, I'd like that.
350
00:22:10,039 --> 00:22:12,079
You always look so happy
when you're singing.
351
00:22:12,099 --> 00:22:13,559
I love to sing to the Lord.
352
00:22:13,579 --> 00:22:15,499
I wish I sang as good as you.
353
00:22:15,528 --> 00:22:17,259
You have a special gift, Pray.
354
00:22:17,279 --> 00:22:19,259
You really think I have a gift?
355
00:22:19,281 --> 00:22:21,299
You're my favorite singer.
356
00:22:35,619 --> 00:22:36,632
Prayerful!
357
00:22:40,599 --> 00:22:43,159
Oh, come on, Freddy.
You know this one.
358
00:22:43,179 --> 00:22:44,579
I know! I know!
359
00:22:44,599 --> 00:22:46,539
Yeah, let Freddy
have his turn, honey.
360
00:22:46,559 --> 00:22:50,539
"And we know that all
things work together for good
361
00:22:50,559 --> 00:22:52,369
"to them that love God,
362
00:22:52,398 --> 00:22:55,949
and to them who are the
called according to purpose."
363
00:22:55,972 --> 00:22:58,279
- There you go.
- Hey, great job. That's my boy.
364
00:22:58,299 --> 00:23:00,739
- That's my son.
- My turn, my turn.
365
00:23:00,759 --> 00:23:02,068
Okay, let me give you a good one.
366
00:23:02,069 --> 00:23:06,099
Uh... how about Romans 13:8.
367
00:23:06,119 --> 00:23:07,259
Mm.
368
00:23:07,288 --> 00:23:10,451
"Owe no one anything
except to love each other;
369
00:23:10,469 --> 00:23:13,959
for the one who loves another
has fulfilled the law."
370
00:23:13,979 --> 00:23:17,189
- Oh, so good.
- Oh. Great job.
371
00:23:18,229 --> 00:23:20,209
- Oh. Uh, honey...
- Oh.
372
00:23:20,229 --> 00:23:21,551
- ... we're-we're at dinner.
- I know,
373
00:23:21,552 --> 00:23:23,489
I know, um, just give me a moment.
374
00:23:23,509 --> 00:23:25,379
You guys were amazing. That was amazing.
375
00:23:25,399 --> 00:23:27,619
Hello? Yes.
376
00:23:29,139 --> 00:23:30,909
Oh. Okay.
377
00:23:30,929 --> 00:23:32,679
I'll be there in ten minutes. Thank you.
378
00:23:35,024 --> 00:23:37,089
Mrs. Williams is near the end.
379
00:23:37,109 --> 00:23:38,799
I won't be long.
380
00:23:38,819 --> 00:23:42,009
Uh, will you be here
when I get back, Pray?
381
00:23:44,992 --> 00:23:46,429
Of course he will.
382
00:23:46,453 --> 00:23:48,889
I could use some help
cleaning the dishes.
383
00:23:48,913 --> 00:23:51,769
Well, and you know I always
know the dish, darling.
384
00:23:51,790 --> 00:23:53,809
Yes, you do.
385
00:23:54,799 --> 00:23:57,229
All right, you two behave.
386
00:23:57,254 --> 00:24:00,029
Okay, kids, clear your plates.
387
00:24:00,049 --> 00:24:03,359
Well, y'all raised some smart
and well-behaved children.
388
00:24:03,379 --> 00:24:04,599
Mm. Thank you.
389
00:24:04,619 --> 00:24:07,479
I've raised a few myself,
although I doubt any of them
390
00:24:07,499 --> 00:24:09,459
- can recite Bible verses.
- Oh...
391
00:24:09,479 --> 00:24:11,589
Although they do know all the lyrics
392
00:24:11,609 --> 00:24:13,199
to every Whitney and Janet song.
393
00:24:13,228 --> 00:24:15,879
Uh...
394
00:24:15,899 --> 00:24:17,539
so do I.
395
00:24:17,559 --> 00:24:20,279
You do remember that I had all the moves
396
00:24:20,299 --> 00:24:22,239
- back in the day, right?
- Mm.
397
00:24:22,259 --> 00:24:23,549
- Mm...
- Oh!
398
00:24:23,569 --> 00:24:26,939
Yes! Cheerleading captain, prom queen.
399
00:24:26,959 --> 00:24:28,929
Yeah, you still got it, girl.
400
00:24:28,953 --> 00:24:31,469
I can hear you thinking,
401
00:24:31,497 --> 00:24:33,679
"Why did that girl marry Vernon?"
402
00:24:33,699 --> 00:24:34,779
Well, I do have to admit
403
00:24:34,799 --> 00:24:36,809
I had to fix my face
when Vernon told me.
404
00:24:36,829 --> 00:24:39,539
- Mm.
- Girl, you could've had anybody.
405
00:24:41,169 --> 00:24:44,719
Yeah. Vernon is a good man.
406
00:24:44,749 --> 00:24:47,559
I believe in him. What
he's built, his mission,
407
00:24:47,579 --> 00:24:49,779
what he means to the community.
408
00:24:49,799 --> 00:24:54,559
See, Pray Tell, that's
what marriage is all about.
409
00:24:54,579 --> 00:24:57,169
You take the good with the bad.
410
00:24:57,189 --> 00:25:00,039
And so you just turn a
blind eye to the fact
411
00:25:00,059 --> 00:25:01,699
that your husband is gay?
412
00:25:01,719 --> 00:25:03,341
I know my husband.
413
00:25:03,359 --> 00:25:04,639
And I trust him.
414
00:25:04,659 --> 00:25:07,279
And I don't want to rock this boat.
415
00:25:09,039 --> 00:25:11,139
But I do need your help.
416
00:25:11,161 --> 00:25:13,559
And I'm asking as an old friend.
417
00:25:14,839 --> 00:25:16,439
You notice how there's five years
418
00:25:16,459 --> 00:25:18,439
between Cynthia and the baby?
419
00:25:19,619 --> 00:25:21,499
Yeah, it's because, uh...
420
00:25:22,839 --> 00:25:26,029
well, he wouldn't lay
with me in all that time.
421
00:25:27,099 --> 00:25:30,119
I know how you two were together
back in the school days.
422
00:25:31,219 --> 00:25:34,019
And I hear how Vernon talks to you.
423
00:25:36,019 --> 00:25:37,789
And I see how you look at him.
424
00:25:39,279 --> 00:25:43,779
But I do want to... I want
to make him feel good.
425
00:25:43,799 --> 00:25:46,279
Ebony, you're asking me
426
00:25:46,299 --> 00:25:48,469
to tell you how to pleasure your man?
427
00:25:48,490 --> 00:25:50,639
Yes.
428
00:25:50,659 --> 00:25:52,359
Sweetheart...
429
00:25:52,379 --> 00:25:54,872
your husband is a homosexual.
430
00:25:54,889 --> 00:25:56,573
- No.
- He likes men.
431
00:25:56,589 --> 00:25:57,818
- No.
- There's nothing you can do
432
00:25:57,819 --> 00:25:58,829
to change that.
433
00:25:58,834 --> 00:26:02,399
No, he is a strong, good,
God-fearing man.
434
00:26:02,419 --> 00:26:04,559
The good Lord wouldn't give Vernon
435
00:26:04,579 --> 00:26:06,239
something that he couldn't overcome.
436
00:26:06,259 --> 00:26:09,969
He is just as God made him.
437
00:26:09,993 --> 00:26:11,979
It's not a choice.
438
00:26:12,002 --> 00:26:14,119
But you are making a choice.
439
00:26:14,139 --> 00:26:15,239
Why?
440
00:26:15,259 --> 00:26:17,779
Because I believe in marriage.
441
00:26:18,529 --> 00:26:20,919
How many marriages that
aren't as strong as ours
442
00:26:20,939 --> 00:26:23,049
are gonna break apart
if ours breaks apart?
443
00:26:23,069 --> 00:26:25,039
Your marriage is not strong.
444
00:26:25,059 --> 00:26:28,229
It's built on sinking sand.
I know, I know...
445
00:26:28,249 --> 00:26:31,719
that your church teaches you
that there's no higher calling
446
00:26:31,739 --> 00:26:33,339
than to stand by your man.
447
00:26:33,359 --> 00:26:36,359
Men created those lies so
that they could act out
448
00:26:36,379 --> 00:26:38,769
and then come back home
whenever they wanted to.
449
00:26:38,791 --> 00:26:41,139
What does that mean? Hmm?
450
00:26:44,169 --> 00:26:46,359
That even in their own churches,
451
00:26:46,379 --> 00:26:48,619
Black folks worship a white man.
452
00:26:48,639 --> 00:26:53,159
Jesus didn't absolve our
sins through joy and peace.
453
00:26:53,180 --> 00:26:56,449
The crucifixion was torture and pain.
454
00:26:56,473 --> 00:26:59,829
That's the Lord telling
us that life is violent.
455
00:26:59,853 --> 00:27:01,209
Life is cruel.
456
00:27:01,230 --> 00:27:03,039
Life hurts.
457
00:27:04,279 --> 00:27:05,959
But the more we hurt,
458
00:27:05,983 --> 00:27:08,809
the closer we are to God.
459
00:27:10,699 --> 00:27:13,299
Your god sounds like a real asshole.
460
00:27:17,204 --> 00:27:18,639
Pray Tell.
461
00:27:18,664 --> 00:27:20,429
It's so hard.
462
00:27:21,259 --> 00:27:22,559
I need your help.
463
00:27:22,584 --> 00:27:24,099
Please.
464
00:27:29,550 --> 00:27:31,399
I can't...
465
00:27:32,489 --> 00:27:35,239
Baby, Mama's coming.
466
00:27:41,299 --> 00:27:43,199
Oh, hey, Pray.
467
00:27:45,169 --> 00:27:46,629
How'd it go?
468
00:27:46,649 --> 00:27:49,259
Mrs. Williams passed peacefully.
469
00:27:50,439 --> 00:27:52,129
Just never get used to it.
470
00:27:53,109 --> 00:27:56,049
- No, you don't.
- So, how'd it go in here?
471
00:27:56,072 --> 00:27:58,389
Did you spill any secrets?
472
00:27:58,412 --> 00:28:01,059
I didn't have to.
473
00:28:03,559 --> 00:28:05,829
You know, it's a nice night out.
474
00:28:07,619 --> 00:28:09,149
Let's go for a walk.
475
00:28:18,299 --> 00:28:20,079
I haven't been here in ages.
476
00:28:20,099 --> 00:28:21,919
Does it look different?
477
00:28:22,963 --> 00:28:24,839
The only thing that's changed is us.
478
00:28:26,689 --> 00:28:30,839
The years have been kind
to you, Pastor Vernon.
479
00:28:30,859 --> 00:28:32,319
Well, thank you.
480
00:28:32,339 --> 00:28:35,549
No, you're supposed to say "You, too."
481
00:28:35,573 --> 00:28:38,199
I see some things never change.
482
00:28:38,219 --> 00:28:40,789
I got to teach you everything.
483
00:28:40,813 --> 00:28:43,089
Well, from what I recall,
484
00:28:43,113 --> 00:28:46,839
we taught each other a lot right here.
485
00:28:46,859 --> 00:28:48,859
All the things that really matter.
486
00:28:53,629 --> 00:28:56,719
I've missed you so much.
487
00:28:58,459 --> 00:28:59,779
Fix it, Jesus.
488
00:28:59,799 --> 00:29:02,419
I've never stopped loving you, Pray.
489
00:29:02,449 --> 00:29:05,179
Dear Heavenly Father, I ask you to come
490
00:29:05,199 --> 00:29:07,379
and save Vernon from himself.
491
00:29:07,399 --> 00:29:10,339
Forgive him for the wreckage
that he's about to create,
492
00:29:10,349 --> 00:29:13,399
and give him some sense, in Jesus' name.
493
00:29:13,419 --> 00:29:15,929
- Amen.
- Don't be flip. This is my life, Pray.
494
00:29:15,952 --> 00:29:18,129
What do you want, Vernon?
495
00:29:18,149 --> 00:29:19,899
Seeing you again.
496
00:29:21,299 --> 00:29:23,719
Reflecting on our past.
497
00:29:23,739 --> 00:29:28,139
You have reawakened something within me.
498
00:29:28,168 --> 00:29:32,269
You were right all those years ago.
499
00:29:32,297 --> 00:29:34,529
I should have gone with you.
500
00:29:35,539 --> 00:29:40,019
- But I was too scared.
- But you have a wife and kids.
501
00:29:40,042 --> 00:29:41,569
You-you can't abandon them.
502
00:29:41,589 --> 00:29:43,719
You asked me what I want.
503
00:29:46,119 --> 00:29:47,959
This is what I want.
504
00:30:03,379 --> 00:30:06,919
I don't... I don't have much longer.
505
00:30:06,939 --> 00:30:08,349
I don't care.
506
00:30:08,375 --> 00:30:10,269
I just want to be with you.
507
00:30:12,009 --> 00:30:14,639
But you have your family and
your, and your congregation.
508
00:30:14,659 --> 00:30:17,179
I can't... I can't let
you blow up your life
509
00:30:17,199 --> 00:30:18,609
for six months with me.
510
00:30:18,635 --> 00:30:21,529
That's my choice to make.
511
00:30:21,552 --> 00:30:24,989
I wish I'd made it back then,
but I-I'm making it now.
512
00:30:27,553 --> 00:30:30,509
I'm dying, Vernon.
513
00:30:32,899 --> 00:30:34,879
I'm dying of AIDS.
514
00:30:38,769 --> 00:30:41,019
I was with you in the beginning.
515
00:30:42,534 --> 00:30:44,969
Let me be there for you in the end.
516
00:30:46,059 --> 00:30:51,019
You are the love of my life, Pray.
517
00:30:51,043 --> 00:30:54,899
Don't you want our story
to have a different ending?
518
00:31:02,559 --> 00:31:08,039
Rewriting... my past is not
gonna change my future.
519
00:31:08,060 --> 00:31:10,829
I know how my story ends.
520
00:31:10,854 --> 00:31:13,619
You want to rewrite yours, fine,
521
00:31:13,648 --> 00:31:16,449
but I cannot hold the pen.
522
00:31:16,472 --> 00:31:20,049
Pray, we can rewrite our story.
523
00:31:20,072 --> 00:31:23,619
I'm asking you to have faith in me.
524
00:31:23,639 --> 00:31:25,139
In us.
525
00:31:26,939 --> 00:31:29,179
"Faith without works is dead."
526
00:31:30,949 --> 00:31:33,959
James 2:26.
527
00:31:40,926 --> 00:31:42,779
I'm going home on Sunday.
528
00:31:45,119 --> 00:31:48,109
The bus leaves at 5:00 p.m.
529
00:31:50,399 --> 00:31:51,519
I'll be there.
530
00:32:19,423 --> 00:32:23,189
Well, no, I didn't
mean to call you no clucking duck.
531
00:32:25,804 --> 00:32:27,919
What I meant was, like, a cackling hen.
532
00:32:27,942 --> 00:32:30,619
No, no, Donna, Donna,
533
00:32:30,639 --> 00:32:32,539
wait a minute, honey,
don't cry, don't cry.
534
00:32:32,559 --> 00:32:33,789
Please. Listen to me.
535
00:32:33,813 --> 00:32:35,999
- Mm-hmm.
- Mm!
536
00:32:36,022 --> 00:32:37,709
Guess we all got our secrets.
537
00:32:37,729 --> 00:32:39,139
Don't tell your aunts.
538
00:32:39,159 --> 00:32:41,259
I'm-a tell you like you
used to always tell me.
539
00:32:41,279 --> 00:32:43,319
- What?
- God knows all.
540
00:32:43,339 --> 00:32:45,899
Yes.
541
00:32:47,162 --> 00:32:49,099
Let me ask you something.
542
00:32:49,119 --> 00:32:52,899
When you lived here, how many
times would you say you snuck off
543
00:32:52,919 --> 00:32:55,599
to the Greyhound to go to New York?
544
00:32:55,625 --> 00:32:57,059
Every other week, I guess.
545
00:32:57,079 --> 00:32:58,088
Uh-huh.
546
00:32:58,089 --> 00:33:00,689
- You know, whenever I could afford to.
- Mm-hmm.
547
00:33:00,709 --> 00:33:02,679
I'd be sitting in that window
548
00:33:02,699 --> 00:33:06,029
waiting for your butt to
get back all weekend.
549
00:33:06,049 --> 00:33:08,299
And one day you just didn't.
550
00:33:11,339 --> 00:33:14,949
You didn't start no mess over at
Pastor Vernon's house, did you?
551
00:33:14,978 --> 00:33:18,299
That house is plenty messy
all by itself without my help.
552
00:33:18,319 --> 00:33:21,839
You know what I love about you people?
553
00:33:21,859 --> 00:33:24,589
Every damn... every one of you
554
00:33:24,613 --> 00:33:28,549
has a secret that you think the
other people don't know about.
555
00:33:28,569 --> 00:33:30,559
But everybody knows everything.
556
00:33:30,579 --> 00:33:34,059
Because peace is more
important than truth.
557
00:33:34,079 --> 00:33:37,519
It's because the lies
make you feel alive.
558
00:33:37,542 --> 00:33:41,609
It's the lies that keep the
fires inside of you burning.
559
00:33:41,630 --> 00:33:44,819
They're the only thing in this
godforsaken town that are real.
560
00:33:44,839 --> 00:33:47,919
Is this why you came back
after all these years?
561
00:33:47,939 --> 00:33:49,999
To tell me off?
562
00:33:50,019 --> 00:33:53,229
To cuss out your own mother?
563
00:33:53,249 --> 00:33:54,329
I didn't curse you.
564
00:33:54,351 --> 00:33:55,529
Y'all cursed me,
565
00:33:55,549 --> 00:33:58,159
told me that I would never be blessed.
566
00:33:58,188 --> 00:34:00,539
I only left because
it wasn't safe for me here.
567
00:34:00,565 --> 00:34:03,789
And now I've come back
to make things right.
568
00:34:05,529 --> 00:34:07,839
But I need you, Mommy...
569
00:34:07,864 --> 00:34:11,089
to admit your faults.
570
00:34:11,117 --> 00:34:13,849
How you let that man
do what he did to me.
571
00:34:13,870 --> 00:34:16,809
How you tossed me out
572
00:34:16,831 --> 00:34:20,799
and chose the church
over me when all I did...
573
00:34:20,822 --> 00:34:22,899
was tell you my truth.
574
00:34:24,799 --> 00:34:27,839
I know, I know.
575
00:34:27,859 --> 00:34:30,199
I know I did wrong by you.
576
00:34:31,119 --> 00:34:36,449
I was scared that I would lose
everything that I had ever known.
577
00:34:36,472 --> 00:34:38,249
You know, that's my greatest shame.
578
00:34:38,270 --> 00:34:40,959
I knew...
579
00:34:40,981 --> 00:34:44,319
I did know that nothing
was ever wrong...
580
00:34:50,579 --> 00:34:52,739
Nothing was ever wrong
581
00:34:52,759 --> 00:34:58,019
with my beautiful,
headstrong, talented boy.
582
00:34:59,339 --> 00:35:02,139
I am sorry.
583
00:35:02,159 --> 00:35:03,859
Could you forgive me?
584
00:35:03,879 --> 00:35:09,439
Because I-I really... I really
want to do good this time.
585
00:35:09,459 --> 00:35:11,359
I-I do.
586
00:35:13,539 --> 00:35:16,266
I love you so much.
587
00:35:16,279 --> 00:35:18,629
I love you, too.
588
00:35:24,679 --> 00:35:30,369
Okay... can I ask you something?
589
00:35:30,392 --> 00:35:34,499
You believe in salvation,
don't you? In God?
590
00:35:36,232 --> 00:35:38,439
Uh...
591
00:35:38,463 --> 00:35:40,489
the way that you do, like...
592
00:35:42,679 --> 00:35:46,739
... with the big man up
in the heavens and stuff?
593
00:35:46,759 --> 00:35:48,229
No.
594
00:35:49,799 --> 00:35:54,029
But I do believe in a God.
595
00:35:58,979 --> 00:36:00,599
How is he?
596
00:36:00,619 --> 00:36:04,629
I mean, what's he like, your God?
597
00:36:06,823 --> 00:36:08,809
He is kind.
598
00:36:11,169 --> 00:36:13,189
- He is loving.
- Uh-huh.
599
00:36:15,739 --> 00:36:17,559
He is forgiving.
600
00:36:19,219 --> 00:36:21,259
That is the God that's inside me.
601
00:36:21,279 --> 00:36:22,989
Yes. He is.
602
00:36:23,012 --> 00:36:24,749
He is.
603
00:36:30,449 --> 00:36:36,499
Would you, uh... visit the church
with me, one more time?
604
00:36:36,519 --> 00:36:40,259
I-I mean, I think it would,
I think it would give us peace.
605
00:36:40,279 --> 00:36:41,459
I don't know about that.
606
00:36:41,479 --> 00:36:44,069
Why?
607
00:36:44,089 --> 00:36:47,259
I don't know that I need to
be up in the Lord's house,
608
00:36:47,279 --> 00:36:49,839
knowing how the saints
feel about me and my kind.
609
00:36:49,859 --> 00:36:52,099
Well, why don't you go for the music?
610
00:36:52,119 --> 00:36:56,116
Come on, now, you know you were
always the star in the choir.
611
00:36:56,129 --> 00:36:58,889
You know you had the best voice.
612
00:36:58,912 --> 00:37:01,849
My God gave you that gift.
613
00:37:03,399 --> 00:37:05,629
Please?
614
00:37:05,652 --> 00:37:07,309
Ple... All right.
615
00:37:07,335 --> 00:37:09,639
Come on.
616
00:37:19,679 --> 00:37:23,789
♪ Welcome to the house of the Lord ♪
617
00:37:23,809 --> 00:37:27,639
♪ Welcome to the house of the Lord ♪
618
00:37:27,659 --> 00:37:29,998
♪ There are no strangers here ♪
619
00:37:29,999 --> 00:37:33,019
♪ Everybody's welcome here ♪
620
00:37:33,039 --> 00:37:36,419
♪ Welcome to the house of the Lord ♪
621
00:37:36,439 --> 00:37:38,179
♪ Make yourself at home ♪
622
00:37:38,199 --> 00:37:40,179
♪ In the house of the Lord ♪
623
00:37:41,959 --> 00:37:45,929
♪ Welcome, welcome ♪
624
00:37:45,949 --> 00:37:48,119
♪ Welcome ♪
625
00:37:48,149 --> 00:37:51,959
♪ Welcome, oh, hallelujah ♪
626
00:37:51,979 --> 00:37:56,979
♪ You are welcome ♪
627
00:37:57,010 --> 00:37:59,279
♪ Welcome here. ♪
628
00:38:00,513 --> 00:38:03,089
- Yeah!
- Praise Him!
629
00:38:05,579 --> 00:38:06,819
Good morning.
630
00:38:06,843 --> 00:38:09,016
- Good morning.
- Ooh, I said good morning!
631
00:38:09,017 --> 00:38:10,829
- Good morning!
- Whoo!
632
00:38:10,852 --> 00:38:14,629
For our next song,
I would like to invite
633
00:38:14,653 --> 00:38:17,669
- a special guest to join us.
- Mm.
634
00:38:17,692 --> 00:38:20,469
- He was raised in this church.
- Mm-hmm.
635
00:38:20,489 --> 00:38:22,409
His voice used to fill this church.
636
00:38:22,419 --> 00:38:23,429
Yes.
637
00:38:23,439 --> 00:38:25,719
It's been a very long time
since he's been here.
638
00:38:25,747 --> 00:38:28,059
But the Lord has brought him back to us.
639
00:38:28,079 --> 00:38:29,089
Won't he do it!
640
00:38:29,099 --> 00:38:31,439
- Amen.
- Amen.
641
00:38:32,409 --> 00:38:34,319
Prayerful.
642
00:38:34,339 --> 00:38:36,229
Will you join us, please?
643
00:38:37,519 --> 00:38:39,899
Go on, now. You've been summoned.
644
00:38:47,769 --> 00:38:49,909
- Mm-hmm.
- Yes.
645
00:38:49,938 --> 00:38:51,709
Amen!
646
00:38:52,829 --> 00:38:55,079
- Hallelujah!
- Uh...
647
00:38:55,099 --> 00:38:57,079
"This Day"?
648
00:39:16,699 --> 00:39:22,559
♪ Give us this day ♪
649
00:39:22,579 --> 00:39:26,699
♪ Our daily bread ♪
650
00:39:26,724 --> 00:39:29,159
♪ You said ♪
651
00:39:29,185 --> 00:39:37,609
♪ You would supply all ♪
652
00:39:37,633 --> 00:39:41,669
♪ My needs ♪
653
00:39:41,698 --> 00:39:46,119
♪ According to ♪
654
00:39:46,143 --> 00:39:50,289
♪ Your riches ♪
655
00:39:50,313 --> 00:39:56,299
♪ I have but to ask ♪
656
00:39:56,319 --> 00:40:06,489
♪ And I shall receive ♪
657
00:40:09,267 --> 00:40:13,749
- ♪ To go ♪
- ♪ To go from here ♪
658
00:40:13,771 --> 00:40:17,819
♪ And share this love ♪
659
00:40:17,839 --> 00:40:23,669
♪ You gave to me ♪
660
00:40:23,698 --> 00:40:27,759
♪ To show someone ♪
661
00:40:27,783 --> 00:40:30,779
♪ Who's lost ♪
662
00:40:30,799 --> 00:40:36,019
♪ And help them find ♪
663
00:40:36,044 --> 00:40:40,779
♪ Their way ♪
664
00:40:40,799 --> 00:40:44,719
♪ The way to truth ♪
665
00:40:44,749 --> 00:40:46,569
♪ And faith ♪
666
00:40:46,596 --> 00:40:52,949
♪ So they can be free ♪
667
00:40:52,977 --> 00:40:57,289
♪ Like me ♪
668
00:40:57,315 --> 00:41:00,289
♪ Lord ♪
669
00:41:00,318 --> 00:41:05,089
♪ We need your love ♪
670
00:41:06,119 --> 00:41:08,879
♪ Lord ♪
671
00:41:08,899 --> 00:41:13,389
♪ We need your peace ♪
672
00:41:13,414 --> 00:41:17,689
♪ O, Lord ♪
673
00:41:17,709 --> 00:41:25,979
♪ We need your joy ♪
674
00:41:25,999 --> 00:41:34,329
♪ This day ♪
675
00:41:34,352 --> 00:41:36,369
♪ Thank you, Lord ♪
676
00:41:36,396 --> 00:41:38,399
- ♪ Thank you for this day ♪
- ♪ Mm ♪
677
00:41:38,423 --> 00:41:41,139
♪ For another day ♪
678
00:41:41,162 --> 00:41:44,559
♪ I thank you ♪
679
00:41:44,579 --> 00:41:45,599
♪ Thank you, Lord ♪
680
00:41:45,619 --> 00:41:49,389
♪ I know I've made some
mistakes in my life ♪
681
00:41:49,409 --> 00:41:51,889
♪ Thank you for your mercy ♪
682
00:41:51,909 --> 00:41:53,179
♪ And your grace ♪
683
00:41:53,199 --> 00:41:56,299
- ♪ Thank you for your grace ♪
- ♪ I, I ♪
684
00:41:56,319 --> 00:41:58,519
♪ Shake in my body ♪
685
00:41:58,539 --> 00:42:01,599
♪ But I thank you for another day, ah ♪
686
00:42:01,629 --> 00:42:06,139
♪ Thank you for this day ♪
♪ Thank you ♪
687
00:42:06,159 --> 00:42:10,529
♪ Been through so many
trials and tribulations ♪
688
00:42:10,555 --> 00:42:13,949
- ♪ Thank you for this day ♪
- ♪ But I thank you ♪
689
00:42:13,975 --> 00:42:17,739
♪ But I thank you ♪
690
00:42:17,759 --> 00:42:21,279
- ♪ I'm so tired, Lord ♪
- ♪ Thank you for this day ♪
691
00:42:21,299 --> 00:42:23,949
♪ I surrender ♪
692
00:42:23,972 --> 00:42:27,589
♪ Put my life in your hands ♪
693
00:42:27,613 --> 00:42:31,549
♪ Oh, oh ♪
694
00:42:31,576 --> 00:42:40,219
♪ This day. ♪
695
00:42:47,379 --> 00:42:49,739
Hallelujah.
696
00:42:49,762 --> 00:42:52,039
Oh, that's right.
697
00:42:56,219 --> 00:42:58,499
So you basically came into town
698
00:42:58,519 --> 00:43:00,739
for a farewell performance,
699
00:43:00,759 --> 00:43:02,789
and just tore us all up.
700
00:43:04,149 --> 00:43:05,659
Child, you ain't changed one bit.
701
00:43:07,819 --> 00:43:10,979
So, uh, how did things
go with your mama?
702
00:43:10,999 --> 00:43:12,479
Good, good, I think.
703
00:43:12,499 --> 00:43:14,729
You know, I'm a grown man now.
704
00:43:14,753 --> 00:43:18,219
I'm not a child anymore,
and she's her own woman,
705
00:43:18,247 --> 00:43:21,099
and I forgive that woman.
706
00:43:21,123 --> 00:43:22,689
I forgive her.
707
00:43:22,710 --> 00:43:24,439
Do you forgive me?
708
00:43:24,462 --> 00:43:25,609
For what?
709
00:43:25,630 --> 00:43:27,779
For not protecting you.
710
00:43:27,799 --> 00:43:33,699
Pray, I knew, and I
didn't... I did nothing!
711
00:43:33,719 --> 00:43:34,819
I'm sorry, though.
712
00:43:34,839 --> 00:43:36,158
- It's okay.
- I'm sorry.
713
00:43:36,159 --> 00:43:38,539
It's okay.
714
00:43:38,559 --> 00:43:40,929
Is that why you wanted to
have chicken and waffles?
715
00:43:42,146 --> 00:43:44,289
For absolution before I go?
716
00:43:44,315 --> 00:43:47,099
You...
717
00:43:47,122 --> 00:43:48,879
You stop that silly talk.
718
00:43:48,903 --> 00:43:53,259
When things get tough
for you in New York,
719
00:43:53,282 --> 00:43:55,339
I will be coming there
720
00:43:55,368 --> 00:43:58,429
so that you can feel your
family in those last days.
721
00:43:59,419 --> 00:44:00,679
More than that,
722
00:44:00,706 --> 00:44:03,179
I want you to get everything you want
723
00:44:03,202 --> 00:44:05,099
exactly the way you want it to be.
724
00:44:15,319 --> 00:44:17,319
- Power of attorney?
- Mm-hmm.
725
00:44:17,339 --> 00:44:21,199
Now, I know you got people there
who love you and all, you know,
726
00:44:21,219 --> 00:44:23,409
but you know how it works.
727
00:44:23,429 --> 00:44:26,479
The law won't let them
make decisions for you
728
00:44:26,499 --> 00:44:28,419
because they're not blood.
729
00:44:28,442 --> 00:44:31,039
Now, you sign these papers
730
00:44:31,063 --> 00:44:36,159
and I will make sure that you
get everything that you want.
731
00:44:36,179 --> 00:44:39,179
I will come there and
I will see it through.
732
00:44:40,219 --> 00:44:42,479
So tell me, what are your final wishes?
733
00:44:42,499 --> 00:44:44,739
I know you've been thinking
about this already, now.
734
00:44:44,759 --> 00:44:47,379
What, you... you want
a parade or something?
735
00:44:47,399 --> 00:44:49,939
No. No.
736
00:44:49,964 --> 00:44:51,599
The opposite of that.
737
00:44:53,629 --> 00:44:57,939
I... want to die peacefully at home.
738
00:45:00,379 --> 00:45:02,669
And then I want to be cremated.
739
00:45:02,693 --> 00:45:07,169
So where do you want
us to put your ashes?
740
00:45:07,190 --> 00:45:11,579
I want you to buy a
bunch of heart lockets
741
00:45:11,599 --> 00:45:15,089
and fill them with a little piece of me.
742
00:45:16,279 --> 00:45:18,419
And give them to all my friends
743
00:45:18,439 --> 00:45:20,969
and one for you and
Aunt Latrice and Mommy.
744
00:45:20,989 --> 00:45:23,719
And then you'll all have a piece of me,
745
00:45:23,739 --> 00:45:25,124
wherever you go.
746
00:45:26,839 --> 00:45:28,299
Y'all ain't never getting rid of me.
747
00:45:32,299 --> 00:45:33,679
Okay.
748
00:45:33,699 --> 00:45:36,199
You let me do all of that for you, Pray.
749
00:45:36,219 --> 00:45:40,159
Let me love you now like I wasn't
strong enough to love you then.
750
00:45:42,266 --> 00:45:44,289
You deserve that.
751
00:45:54,445 --> 00:45:57,299
Oh, there's this bossy
bitch named Elektra
752
00:45:57,323 --> 00:46:00,299
who's gonna think that she
deserves one of these lockets.
753
00:46:00,326 --> 00:46:04,599
I want you to tell her
that I said from the grave
754
00:46:04,623 --> 00:46:08,979
that she can kiss my entire ass.
755
00:46:09,001 --> 00:46:11,009
Okay?
756
00:46:11,029 --> 00:46:12,319
Only good thing about dying
757
00:46:12,339 --> 00:46:14,688
is that I won't have to listen
to her bullshit no more.
758
00:46:17,579 --> 00:46:19,399
Cheers.
759
00:46:19,428 --> 00:46:21,319
Oh, mm-hmm.
760
00:47:33,499 --> 00:47:34,538
I don't know,
761
00:47:34,539 --> 00:47:36,598
- I think Elvis is pretty cool.
- Please.
762
00:47:36,599 --> 00:47:38,659
Elvis got nothing on Jackie Wilson.
763
00:47:38,679 --> 00:47:40,279
Have you heard "Lonely Teardrops"?
764
00:48:05,879 --> 00:48:07,899
Have you seen her mug shots?
765
00:48:07,919 --> 00:48:10,018
- Wait, who-de-who?
- Left Eye.
766
00:48:10,019 --> 00:48:12,279
I heard that when she
got arrested that day,
767
00:48:12,299 --> 00:48:13,619
she walked out of that house
768
00:48:13,639 --> 00:48:15,039
with the thing still under her eye.
769
00:48:15,049 --> 00:48:16,949
- She's a G.
- That is so inspiring.
770
00:48:16,969 --> 00:48:18,038
She's a hero.
771
00:48:18,039 --> 00:48:19,538
Hold on, what about
his sneakers, though?
772
00:48:19,539 --> 00:48:22,239
- Huh?
- Baby, if you ever cheat on me,
773
00:48:22,259 --> 00:48:24,519
I'm gonna take all your sneakers
and your clothes, too,
774
00:48:24,539 --> 00:48:25,618
and I'm gonna put them in the tub
775
00:48:25,619 --> 00:48:27,279
and I'm gonna light them on fire,
776
00:48:27,299 --> 00:48:28,799
but not with gasoline.
777
00:48:28,819 --> 00:48:30,249
I'm-a do it with essential oils,
778
00:48:30,269 --> 00:48:31,935
so you think about me
when they're burning.
779
00:48:31,936 --> 00:48:33,609
- Oh...
- Okay, shall we?
780
00:48:33,629 --> 00:48:34,647
Yes.
781
00:48:35,499 --> 00:48:37,699
Dear Heavenly Father,
we thank you for this food
782
00:48:37,719 --> 00:48:39,939
and drink that we're about to receive.
783
00:48:39,959 --> 00:48:42,379
In a world where so many are hungry,
784
00:48:42,399 --> 00:48:45,439
may we eat with humble hearts.
785
00:48:45,459 --> 00:48:47,379
In a world where so many are lonely,
786
00:48:47,399 --> 00:48:49,599
may we love with open arms.
787
00:48:49,619 --> 00:48:53,639
May we all be fed, may we all be healed,
788
00:48:53,659 --> 00:48:58,239
may we all be loved,
may we all be at peace.
789
00:48:58,263 --> 00:49:00,959
- Amen.
- Amen.
790
00:49:00,969 --> 00:49:01,979
Ah...
791
00:49:02,002 --> 00:49:04,149
- Hey, woman. Hey, trans.
- Soup, please.
792
00:49:04,172 --> 00:49:05,979
- Mmm-mmm.
- Hey, trans woman.
793
00:49:05,999 --> 00:49:08,419
- This is my mama's recipe.
- Ooh, this shit looks good.
794
00:49:08,439 --> 00:49:10,788
- Just need a little broth.
- Hey.
795
00:49:10,789 --> 00:49:15,789
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