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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:28,880 --> 00:01:32,300 A film by Carlos Puentes 2 00:01:50,026 --> 00:01:50,944 That´s all right 3 00:01:51,653 --> 00:01:52,987 it´s good, that´s all right 4 00:01:53,446 --> 00:01:54,280 very well 5 00:01:54,280 --> 00:01:55,448 It´s positioned 6 00:01:55,990 --> 00:01:56,741 This damn tree is 7 00:01:56,741 --> 00:01:57,742 blocking me all the light 8 00:01:57,826 --> 00:01:58,451 but well 9 00:01:59,160 --> 00:01:59,661 Ok 10 00:02:04,082 --> 00:02:05,917 I belive that is ready 11 00:02:06,126 --> 00:02:06,626 Ok 12 00:02:06,626 --> 00:02:08,044 It´s ready, ready, ready, ready 13 00:02:08,294 --> 00:02:09,045 All right 14 00:02:09,337 --> 00:02:10,547 starting in 3 15 00:02:12,507 --> 00:02:13,716 It´s imperative to start 16 00:02:13,925 --> 00:02:15,176 with a quote from the master 17 00:02:15,552 --> 00:02:16,302 It´s imposible to make a 18 00:02:16,302 --> 00:02:17,804 good movie, without a camera 19 00:02:19,889 --> 00:02:20,932 I didn´t see the camera 20 00:02:20,932 --> 00:02:21,641 I didn´t see the camera 21 00:02:21,641 --> 00:02:22,267 DAMN IT¡ 22 00:02:23,017 --> 00:02:23,810 i didn't do it right 23 00:02:23,810 --> 00:02:24,811 i didn't do it right 24 00:02:25,478 --> 00:02:26,729 That´s fine, relax, relax 25 00:02:27,147 --> 00:02:27,939 I can save it 26 00:02:27,939 --> 00:02:28,857 I can save it 27 00:02:29,065 --> 00:02:30,191 that's what edition exists for 28 00:02:30,984 --> 00:02:32,152 The first take and I failed 29 00:02:32,360 --> 00:02:33,027 gosh 30 00:02:34,946 --> 00:02:35,655 I´m in the shot 31 00:02:35,655 --> 00:02:36,739 ok, now i´m out of the shot 32 00:02:36,865 --> 00:02:37,407 perfect 33 00:02:38,116 --> 00:02:39,826 Starting in 5 34 00:02:40,368 --> 00:02:40,785 4 35 00:02:41,411 --> 00:02:41,953 3 36 00:02:42,579 --> 00:02:43,163 2 37 00:02:43,872 --> 00:02:44,330 1 38 00:02:46,666 --> 00:02:48,418 V.I.T.F? 39 00:02:49,669 --> 00:02:50,003 V 40 00:02:50,253 --> 00:02:50,628 A 41 00:02:50,879 --> 00:02:51,212 G 42 00:02:51,462 --> 00:02:51,838 A 43 00:02:52,046 --> 00:02:52,422 B 44 00:02:52,672 --> 00:02:53,006 O 45 00:02:53,256 --> 00:02:53,631 N 46 00:02:53,882 --> 00:02:54,215 D 47 00:02:56,050 --> 00:02:56,426 I 48 00:02:56,676 --> 00:02:57,010 N 49 00:02:57,260 --> 00:02:57,635 D 50 00:02:57,844 --> 00:02:58,178 E 51 00:02:58,428 --> 00:02:58,803 P 52 00:02:59,012 --> 00:02:59,387 E 53 00:02:59,637 --> 00:02:59,971 N 54 00:03:00,221 --> 00:03:00,597 D 55 00:03:00,847 --> 00:03:01,181 E 56 00:03:01,431 --> 00:03:01,806 N 57 00:03:02,015 --> 00:03:02,390 T 58 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:05,185 T 59 00:03:05,435 --> 00:03:05,810 O 60 00:03:07,645 --> 00:03:07,979 F 61 00:03:08,229 --> 00:03:08,605 R 62 00:03:08,855 --> 00:03:09,189 E 63 00:03:09,439 --> 00:03:09,814 E 64 00:03:10,023 --> 00:03:10,398 D 65 00:03:10,648 --> 00:03:10,982 O 66 00:03:11,232 --> 00:03:11,608 M 67 00:03:15,445 --> 00:03:16,988 Vagabond. Independent. To. Freedom?. 68 00:03:20,158 --> 00:03:21,492 We start the adventure 69 00:03:21,492 --> 00:03:22,702 in the always sunny 70 00:03:22,702 --> 00:03:24,370 city Torreón Coahuila 71 00:03:24,787 --> 00:03:26,164 observing a quiet 72 00:03:26,164 --> 00:03:27,040 autumn afternoon 73 00:03:27,040 --> 00:03:28,666 watching his trees, benches 74 00:03:28,666 --> 00:03:29,417 nature 75 00:03:29,417 --> 00:03:31,169 and parks always abundant 76 00:03:31,169 --> 00:03:32,587 and never infuriating 77 00:03:32,712 --> 00:03:33,588 maybe it´s not overflowing 78 00:03:33,588 --> 00:03:34,297 with inhabitants 79 00:03:34,297 --> 00:03:35,798 but those who decide to stay 80 00:03:35,798 --> 00:03:37,008 are always rejoicing 81 00:03:37,008 --> 00:03:38,301 They have churches 82 00:03:38,301 --> 00:03:39,636 also schools 83 00:03:39,886 --> 00:03:41,262 and malls 84 00:03:41,262 --> 00:03:42,847 It's obvious to say 85 00:03:42,847 --> 00:03:44,557 that Torreón is a small city 86 00:03:44,891 --> 00:03:46,893 but colloquially speaking cool 87 00:03:47,227 --> 00:03:48,394 Many will wonder 88 00:03:48,603 --> 00:03:49,562 why we talk about this 89 00:03:49,854 --> 00:03:51,564 rather the question should be 90 00:03:51,814 --> 00:03:53,233 why this soft-spoken man 91 00:03:53,233 --> 00:03:54,442 is telling us this. 92 00:03:54,442 --> 00:03:56,319 I believe that every good storie 93 00:03:56,319 --> 00:03:57,820 starts with a demonstration 94 00:03:57,820 --> 00:03:58,696 from the context in 95 00:03:58,696 --> 00:03:59,739 which something arises 96 00:03:59,906 --> 00:04:01,324 and in this case someone 97 00:04:15,046 --> 00:04:16,506 Francisco Starkon 98 00:04:16,631 --> 00:04:18,716 also known as Dirk fuck#% Holmes 99 00:04:19,050 --> 00:04:21,219 Born in México City known as D.F 100 00:04:21,219 --> 00:04:22,804 was a young pornographic actor 101 00:04:22,804 --> 00:04:24,722 debutante of the mid 2000s 102 00:04:25,014 --> 00:04:25,848 the golden age of 103 00:04:25,848 --> 00:04:27,433 of filthy porn video movies 104 00:04:27,600 --> 00:04:28,685 He was raised in 105 00:04:28,685 --> 00:04:30,270 a middle class family 106 00:04:30,561 --> 00:04:31,521 only son and with 107 00:04:31,521 --> 00:04:32,814 irresponsable parents 108 00:04:32,814 --> 00:04:33,815 saw in porn cinema 109 00:04:33,815 --> 00:04:35,733 an opportunity to shine 110 00:04:37,068 --> 00:04:38,403 He felt that his destiny 111 00:04:38,403 --> 00:04:39,696 could make him participate 112 00:04:39,696 --> 00:04:40,863 in those films 113 00:04:41,030 --> 00:04:42,031 and not only that, 114 00:04:42,031 --> 00:04:43,449 also to become 115 00:04:43,449 --> 00:04:44,742 in a legendary star 116 00:04:44,867 --> 00:04:45,910 like his idols 117 00:04:45,910 --> 00:04:48,955 Mirk Migler and Juan C. Molks 118 00:04:50,081 --> 00:04:51,916 Over the years the old Frac 119 00:04:51,916 --> 00:04:53,793 changed his physical appearance 120 00:04:54,002 --> 00:04:54,794 which led 121 00:04:54,794 --> 00:04:55,920 to a great depression 122 00:04:56,421 --> 00:04:58,006 and thanks to his short stature 123 00:04:58,006 --> 00:04:59,590 and complexion not so common 124 00:04:59,590 --> 00:05:00,967 in pornographic cinema, 125 00:05:00,967 --> 00:05:02,218 Francisco thought that he 126 00:05:02,218 --> 00:05:03,303 would never be able to perform 127 00:05:03,303 --> 00:05:04,304 in a triple x film 128 00:05:06,681 --> 00:05:07,557 but destiny 129 00:05:07,682 --> 00:05:09,142 like a roller coaster 130 00:05:09,142 --> 00:05:10,143 always up him or 131 00:05:10,143 --> 00:05:11,144 and down him in life 132 00:05:12,895 --> 00:05:13,980 One dark night 133 00:05:13,980 --> 00:05:15,189 in a desolate room 134 00:05:15,189 --> 00:05:16,649 Francisco took a nap 135 00:05:17,025 --> 00:05:18,067 in which he could witness 136 00:05:18,067 --> 00:05:19,819 an epiphany of his great future 137 00:05:19,819 --> 00:05:21,112 LIGHTS, WOMEN 138 00:05:21,112 --> 00:05:22,280 AND A CINEMA CAMERA 139 00:05:22,280 --> 00:05:23,573 FORESHADOWED HIM 140 00:05:23,573 --> 00:05:25,033 HIS FUTURE LIFE AS AN ACTOR 141 00:05:25,033 --> 00:05:26,909 AND ALSO A MYSTERY HAND 142 00:05:26,909 --> 00:05:27,952 THAT COULD FULFILL 143 00:05:27,952 --> 00:05:29,329 ALL HIS WISHES AND DREAMS 144 00:05:29,537 --> 00:05:30,496 In that moment 145 00:05:30,663 --> 00:05:32,332 Francisco woke up decided 146 00:05:32,332 --> 00:05:33,458 and convinced that he 147 00:05:33,458 --> 00:05:35,710 could be the actor of his dreams 148 00:05:36,419 --> 00:05:37,754 went looking for a job 149 00:05:37,754 --> 00:05:38,921 but when he couldn't find 150 00:05:39,005 --> 00:05:40,214 he decided to make his films 151 00:05:40,214 --> 00:05:41,049 on his own 152 00:05:41,341 --> 00:05:43,092 until he met the director-actor 153 00:05:43,092 --> 00:05:44,635 uintessential bulwark 154 00:05:44,635 --> 00:05:45,636 of pornography 155 00:05:45,845 --> 00:05:47,430 Moseph Cassavetos 156 00:05:47,430 --> 00:05:48,931 also known as 157 00:05:50,058 --> 00:05:51,351 I believe that here 158 00:05:51,351 --> 00:05:52,310 the most important thing 159 00:05:52,310 --> 00:05:53,728 is purification 160 00:05:54,354 --> 00:05:55,313 Sometimes we think 161 00:05:55,313 --> 00:05:56,606 that this type of movies 162 00:05:56,606 --> 00:05:59,859 are just to relax 163 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:02,612 but they have their magic behind 164 00:06:02,820 --> 00:06:03,363 their 165 00:06:04,739 --> 00:06:05,531 concept 166 00:06:05,740 --> 00:06:07,325 Almost everyone thought 167 00:06:07,325 --> 00:06:08,284 than with the advent 168 00:06:08,284 --> 00:06:09,535 of digital cameras 169 00:06:09,535 --> 00:06:11,412 in the 50s and 60s 170 00:06:12,330 --> 00:06:13,915 and its boom in the 90s 171 00:06:13,915 --> 00:06:15,291 would affect the cinema a lot 172 00:06:16,167 --> 00:06:17,794 even saying that 173 00:06:17,794 --> 00:06:19,504 it would be their destruction 174 00:06:25,259 --> 00:06:26,344 but it was nonsense 175 00:06:26,761 --> 00:06:28,679 I consider that it growed it 176 00:06:28,679 --> 00:06:30,223 and rejuvenated it 177 00:06:30,223 --> 00:06:31,682 that saved it 178 00:06:39,816 --> 00:06:41,484 Also my films 179 00:06:41,484 --> 00:06:43,694 consistently look other places 180 00:06:44,070 --> 00:06:45,488 places where the public 181 00:06:45,488 --> 00:06:47,031 is not just looking for "action" 182 00:06:47,824 --> 00:06:50,326 they stayed for the plot 183 00:06:50,660 --> 00:06:52,245 with a genuine interest 184 00:06:52,245 --> 00:06:53,246 in the story 185 00:06:53,329 --> 00:06:55,039 wanting to be the characters 186 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:57,625 identifying with them 187 00:06:57,959 --> 00:06:59,669 they connected with the films 188 00:07:01,003 --> 00:07:03,714 Sadly, after directing 6 films 189 00:07:03,881 --> 00:07:05,216 this capable mysterious 190 00:07:05,216 --> 00:07:06,217 and daring filmmaker 191 00:07:06,217 --> 00:07:07,760 that wanted to change 192 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:08,594 all the porn cinema 193 00:07:08,594 --> 00:07:09,762 considered by many 194 00:07:09,762 --> 00:07:12,056 the new John Ford of porn cinema 195 00:07:12,056 --> 00:07:14,183 died of unknown causes 196 00:07:14,183 --> 00:07:17,186 on June 6, 2011 197 00:07:18,813 --> 00:07:20,106 Continuing with contemporary 198 00:07:20,106 --> 00:07:21,357 artists of our star, 199 00:07:21,816 --> 00:07:23,192 we have his best friend 200 00:07:23,568 --> 00:07:25,194 compatriot and partner in acting, 201 00:07:25,194 --> 00:07:27,321 the mysterious but always funny 202 00:07:27,572 --> 00:07:28,322 Luis Romero 203 00:07:28,739 --> 00:07:30,867 a.k.a Wilhemn Dafouck 204 00:07:31,325 --> 00:07:32,285 Born in Chile 205 00:07:32,285 --> 00:07:33,953 in the post-franquist era 206 00:07:34,203 --> 00:07:34,704 lived most of 207 00:07:34,704 --> 00:07:36,205 his childhood in Cuba 208 00:07:36,497 --> 00:07:37,623 In this days he discovered 209 00:07:37,623 --> 00:07:39,375 acting and gangsters cinema 210 00:07:39,667 --> 00:07:42,086 that helped him to learn English, 211 00:07:42,336 --> 00:07:43,754 and from this experience 212 00:07:43,963 --> 00:07:45,548 Luis always believed that 213 00:07:45,840 --> 00:07:47,175 one day he would become 214 00:07:47,175 --> 00:07:48,176 an film actor 215 00:07:48,259 --> 00:07:49,177 Dissapointed for 216 00:07:49,177 --> 00:07:50,219 the results that he had 217 00:07:50,219 --> 00:07:51,220 on his country 218 00:07:51,220 --> 00:07:52,638 Luis decided to left his country 219 00:07:52,638 --> 00:07:53,639 and moved to México 220 00:07:53,639 --> 00:07:56,058 and because he didn´t had money 221 00:07:56,184 --> 00:07:57,477 he moved to Torreón 222 00:07:57,477 --> 00:08:00,313 He tried to found an acting job 223 00:08:00,521 --> 00:08:01,981 but he wasn´t sucessful 224 00:08:02,190 --> 00:08:03,065 Tired of always being 225 00:08:03,065 --> 00:08:04,066 a foreigner 226 00:08:04,817 --> 00:08:06,486 This young actor was decided 227 00:08:06,486 --> 00:08:07,904 to return to his origin country 228 00:08:08,112 --> 00:08:10,406 But one gelid friday afternoon 229 00:08:10,406 --> 00:08:12,366 he met Dirk Holmes 230 00:08:12,366 --> 00:08:14,577 his soon co-star 231 00:08:14,577 --> 00:08:15,578 and best friend 232 00:08:15,912 --> 00:08:17,580 Wilhemn didn´t wanted 233 00:08:17,580 --> 00:08:19,207 to perfom in Dirk movies, 234 00:08:19,582 --> 00:08:20,583 but at the end 235 00:08:20,583 --> 00:08:21,584 he started to perfom 236 00:08:21,584 --> 00:08:22,585 in supporting roles 237 00:08:22,877 --> 00:08:24,003 and soon he became 238 00:08:24,003 --> 00:08:25,004 the leading man, 239 00:08:25,004 --> 00:08:27,131 Always giving his best effort, 240 00:08:27,131 --> 00:08:28,174 despiting the results 241 00:08:28,174 --> 00:08:29,509 of his performances, 242 00:08:29,509 --> 00:08:31,344 like in the marvelous film 243 00:08:31,344 --> 00:08:32,303 "Cured or Not Cured" 244 00:08:32,303 --> 00:08:34,138 where his character Dr. Wonder, 245 00:08:34,138 --> 00:08:35,389 in a zombie invasion 246 00:08:35,389 --> 00:08:36,807 discovers that his cure, 247 00:08:36,807 --> 00:08:37,808 created to defeat AIDS, 248 00:08:38,142 --> 00:08:39,685 can be used to heal humanity 249 00:08:40,394 --> 00:08:41,771 Having only one cure, 250 00:08:41,771 --> 00:08:43,773 he need to risk all his values, 251 00:08:43,773 --> 00:08:45,566 and feelings to discover 252 00:08:45,566 --> 00:08:46,442 what he need to do, 253 00:08:46,442 --> 00:08:47,693 with his miraculus cure 254 00:08:47,860 --> 00:08:49,153 This dreamful and surreal dream 255 00:08:49,153 --> 00:08:50,613 created by Dirty Moe, 256 00:08:50,780 --> 00:08:52,490 gave us one of the best 257 00:08:52,490 --> 00:08:54,575 performances of Wilhemn Dafouck, 258 00:08:54,909 --> 00:08:56,035 and after this film, 259 00:08:56,035 --> 00:08:58,663 his career started 260 00:08:58,913 --> 00:09:00,289 This new fame 261 00:09:00,289 --> 00:09:01,707 with his previous film, 262 00:09:01,999 --> 00:09:03,084 made his emigration 263 00:09:03,084 --> 00:09:04,418 to Hollywood invetable, 264 00:09:04,752 --> 00:09:06,003 But his career in this country 265 00:09:06,003 --> 00:09:07,004 wasn´t the same 266 00:09:08,005 --> 00:09:09,340 He became a drug addict, 267 00:09:09,340 --> 00:09:10,591 and stared an 268 00:09:10,591 --> 00:09:12,093 addiction to cocaine, 269 00:09:12,301 --> 00:09:14,095 Bad companies lead him to lose 270 00:09:14,095 --> 00:09:15,346 all his progress, 271 00:09:15,555 --> 00:09:16,806 In 2*+%& 272 00:09:17,265 --> 00:09:18,891 he returned to México 273 00:09:21,852 --> 00:09:23,145 It was no longer the best time 274 00:09:23,145 --> 00:09:24,063 for porn films, 275 00:09:24,313 --> 00:09:25,273 and the filming 276 00:09:25,273 --> 00:09:26,399 despite being digital 277 00:09:26,607 --> 00:09:28,442 became more and more expensive, 278 00:09:28,693 --> 00:09:30,444 the producers didn´t had interest 279 00:09:30,444 --> 00:09:31,779 in innovative films 280 00:09:32,071 --> 00:09:33,823 independent pornographic cinema 281 00:09:33,823 --> 00:09:34,991 would no longer be profitable, 282 00:09:35,283 --> 00:09:36,534 and the big productions 283 00:09:36,534 --> 00:09:37,785 faded the small ones 284 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:39,829 Wilhelm Dafouck was seen 285 00:09:39,829 --> 00:09:41,372 in different cities 286 00:09:41,372 --> 00:09:42,373 of Latin America, 287 00:09:42,373 --> 00:09:44,083 but after his last film 288 00:09:44,083 --> 00:09:45,543 his whereabouts, destiny and life 289 00:09:45,543 --> 00:09:47,169 would never be known 290 00:10:04,812 --> 00:10:05,980 The effervescent sense of 291 00:10:05,980 --> 00:10:07,857 joy that this cinema emanates 292 00:10:07,857 --> 00:10:09,108 was very ephemeral, 293 00:10:09,650 --> 00:10:10,860 the stars who 294 00:10:10,860 --> 00:10:11,944 previously dominated 295 00:10:11,944 --> 00:10:13,195 cinema in general, 296 00:10:13,613 --> 00:10:15,615 gradually became extinct and 297 00:10:17,992 --> 00:10:19,201 like in the age of silent movies 298 00:10:19,577 --> 00:10:20,494 they couldn't evolve 299 00:10:37,762 --> 00:10:39,889 Everyone had terrible endings, 300 00:10:39,889 --> 00:10:41,766 excepting Dirk Holmes that 301 00:10:41,766 --> 00:10:43,267 somehow survived as 302 00:10:43,267 --> 00:10:44,935 an assistan of production 303 00:10:44,935 --> 00:10:46,687 in normal films, 304 00:10:47,188 --> 00:10:48,981 but in the end he had 305 00:10:48,981 --> 00:10:50,566 a more catastrophic fate 306 00:10:50,566 --> 00:10:52,026 than his partners 307 00:10:52,109 --> 00:10:53,778 His addiction to painkillers 308 00:10:53,778 --> 00:10:54,779 and methamphetamines, 309 00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:56,864 like his friend Wilhelm 310 00:10:56,864 --> 00:10:57,865 doomed him, 311 00:10:58,032 --> 00:10:59,867 all his savings were squandered 312 00:10:59,867 --> 00:11:01,410 in women, drugs, 313 00:11:01,702 --> 00:11:02,953 he didn´t stayed in shape, 314 00:11:02,953 --> 00:11:04,497 and lost contact with 315 00:11:04,497 --> 00:11:05,998 any possible human being 316 00:11:05,998 --> 00:11:06,832 Diego Férnandez Dirk Holmes Stepbrother 317 00:11:06,832 --> 00:11:07,375 Despit... 318 00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:10,211 Excuse me 319 00:11:12,046 --> 00:11:13,547 Despite having the same mother, 320 00:11:13,547 --> 00:11:14,924 I never got to know him, 321 00:11:14,924 --> 00:11:16,676 I saw him once 322 00:11:16,676 --> 00:11:17,843 when I was a child 323 00:11:18,010 --> 00:11:19,762 Maybe I heard his name, 324 00:11:19,762 --> 00:11:21,597 because his films 325 00:11:21,597 --> 00:11:23,224 are very known, 326 00:11:25,142 --> 00:11:27,728 despite you know, 327 00:11:27,728 --> 00:11:29,188 being 328 00:11:30,773 --> 00:11:31,607 dirty movies, 329 00:11:31,607 --> 00:11:33,067 my mother never told me 330 00:11:33,067 --> 00:11:33,984 anything about him, 331 00:11:33,984 --> 00:11:34,860 I didn´t knew that 332 00:11:34,860 --> 00:11:35,695 he was my brother 333 00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:36,487 unitl I discovered 334 00:11:36,487 --> 00:11:37,613 his photos in the web 335 00:11:38,447 --> 00:11:39,782 People always confused me 336 00:11:39,782 --> 00:11:41,075 with that guy and, 337 00:11:41,909 --> 00:11:42,785 I stayed like this 338 00:11:42,785 --> 00:11:43,536 with the doubt 339 00:11:46,664 --> 00:11:48,499 But having contact with him... 340 00:11:49,542 --> 00:11:50,292 never 341 00:11:54,046 --> 00:11:55,381 Diana Farroles Dirk Holmes Psychologist 342 00:11:55,756 --> 00:11:57,383 After the end of his career, 343 00:11:57,758 --> 00:11:59,844 Francisco developed multiple 344 00:11:59,844 --> 00:12:01,262 mental disorders, 345 00:12:01,595 --> 00:12:03,556 like post traumatic stress 346 00:12:03,556 --> 00:12:05,266 and subsequent bipolarity, 347 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:07,101 in the absence of a stimulus 348 00:12:07,101 --> 00:12:08,978 which was awarded to him 349 00:12:08,978 --> 00:12:10,771 by acting, or interaction with 350 00:12:10,771 --> 00:12:11,480 this medium, 351 00:12:12,148 --> 00:12:13,649 his brain changed 352 00:12:14,150 --> 00:12:15,484 He was no longer 353 00:12:15,484 --> 00:12:16,485 the same person, 354 00:12:16,944 --> 00:12:18,404 and his attitudes with others 355 00:12:18,404 --> 00:12:19,613 showed it 356 00:12:20,197 --> 00:12:21,365 Not having a goal and 357 00:12:21,365 --> 00:12:22,616 human contact on his life 358 00:12:22,908 --> 00:12:24,076 destroyed him 359 00:12:24,577 --> 00:12:26,495 I spent 3 months working on 360 00:12:26,495 --> 00:12:27,496 his recovery, 361 00:12:27,747 --> 00:12:29,832 and despite his notable effort 362 00:12:30,207 --> 00:12:32,918 subconsciously sabotaged himself 363 00:12:33,461 --> 00:12:34,462 He deformed himself 364 00:12:34,462 --> 00:12:36,213 physically and mentally 365 00:12:36,338 --> 00:12:38,841 after a small fight we had, 366 00:12:39,425 --> 00:12:39,884 he stopped 367 00:12:39,884 --> 00:12:41,260 attending our sessions 368 00:12:41,802 --> 00:12:43,804 Francisco is a fragile person 369 00:12:43,804 --> 00:12:44,805 that need help, 370 00:12:45,598 --> 00:12:46,557 he only wants love 371 00:12:46,557 --> 00:12:47,558 and recognition 372 00:12:49,185 --> 00:12:50,770 This star after years 373 00:12:50,770 --> 00:12:52,188 without knowing his whereabouts, 374 00:12:52,271 --> 00:12:53,481 was seen in the streets 375 00:12:53,481 --> 00:12:54,190 of Torreón, 376 00:12:54,190 --> 00:12:55,858 hanging around the garbage cans, 377 00:12:55,858 --> 00:12:57,777 looking for any food 378 00:12:57,943 --> 00:13:00,237 He became a miserable vagabond, 379 00:13:00,237 --> 00:13:02,698 who has to manage to survive 380 00:13:02,698 --> 00:13:03,699 every day 381 00:13:08,287 --> 00:13:08,913 COME ON¡, 382 00:13:08,913 --> 00:13:10,664 CAN´T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE 383 00:13:14,210 --> 00:13:15,836 I´m Juan Lucas Tarantose 384 00:13:16,170 --> 00:13:17,171 I´m 22 385 00:13:17,171 --> 00:13:18,756 I´m a documentary filmmaker 386 00:13:20,549 --> 00:13:21,717 The reason why i´m doing this 387 00:13:21,717 --> 00:13:22,718 experiment film, 388 00:13:22,718 --> 00:13:24,220 rather than making a documentation 389 00:13:24,220 --> 00:13:25,054 about the history of 390 00:13:25,054 --> 00:13:26,055 national porn films, 391 00:13:26,931 --> 00:13:29,141 is to recreate a portrait 392 00:13:29,725 --> 00:13:31,560 about one of his main actors, 393 00:13:31,894 --> 00:13:33,354 about the main star 394 00:13:33,354 --> 00:13:34,355 of porn films 395 00:13:35,189 --> 00:13:37,316 For some this industry 396 00:13:37,691 --> 00:13:39,193 can be despeciable, 397 00:13:39,485 --> 00:13:40,903 only consumed by the filth 398 00:13:40,903 --> 00:13:41,987 and impure persons 399 00:13:42,071 --> 00:13:43,948 but behind this prejuices, 400 00:13:43,948 --> 00:13:45,699 values like empathy, 401 00:13:45,699 --> 00:13:46,367 friendship 402 00:13:46,367 --> 00:13:48,160 and hard work are not distant 403 00:13:48,744 --> 00:13:50,955 It took 75 years for this art 404 00:13:50,955 --> 00:13:52,957 to realize the potential 405 00:13:52,957 --> 00:13:53,874 of its rebellious brother 406 00:13:54,291 --> 00:13:55,334 Dirk is... 407 00:13:55,543 --> 00:13:57,127 an unknown actor 408 00:13:57,545 --> 00:13:58,420 who rather than questioning, 409 00:13:58,420 --> 00:13:59,880 we need to fully understand him, understand their motives, passions 410 00:13:59,880 --> 00:14:02,049 to understand his motives 411 00:14:02,466 --> 00:14:03,092 behaviors, 412 00:14:03,676 --> 00:14:05,052 lifes, 413 00:14:05,052 --> 00:14:07,179 knowing his life for one day 414 00:14:10,558 --> 00:14:18,983 22 JULY, 2020 415 00:14:21,735 --> 00:14:28,534 18 APRIL, 2020 416 00:15:03,027 --> 00:15:04,695 After some discussions, 417 00:15:04,695 --> 00:15:06,238 the star accepted to be filmed 418 00:15:06,238 --> 00:15:07,156 with the condition that 419 00:15:07,156 --> 00:15:08,032 everything have to be under 420 00:15:08,032 --> 00:15:08,824 his rules, 421 00:15:08,824 --> 00:15:09,533 and on the date 422 00:15:09,533 --> 00:15:10,367 that he indicated, 423 00:15:10,951 --> 00:15:13,495 filming not in a day, only 424 00:15:13,495 --> 00:15:14,496 in 2 hours, 425 00:15:15,039 --> 00:15:17,082 with the minor possible takes 426 00:15:20,210 --> 00:15:21,879 AH, I can´t mute the sound, 427 00:15:23,005 --> 00:15:24,632 I need to take out this mask 428 00:15:25,758 --> 00:15:26,508 Listening? 429 00:15:26,508 --> 00:15:27,509 yes everything sounds, 430 00:15:29,094 --> 00:15:30,554 everything sounds, 431 00:15:31,472 --> 00:15:32,932 and I plugged in everything fine, 432 00:15:33,140 --> 00:15:34,350 why I didn´ 433 00:15:34,683 --> 00:15:35,517 didn´t put attention 434 00:15:35,517 --> 00:15:36,518 to sound class 435 00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:40,189 Let´s hear 436 00:15:44,485 --> 00:15:45,235 Listening? 437 00:15:45,444 --> 00:15:46,236 yes 438 00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:47,905 done 439 00:15:48,614 --> 00:15:49,490 10 AUGUST, 2020 440 00:15:49,740 --> 00:15:50,741 10 SEPTEMBER, 2020 441 00:15:51,158 --> 00:15:51,742 10 OCTOBER, 2020 442 00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:58,082 10 NOVEMBER, 2020 443 00:16:07,549 --> 00:16:08,258 Are you ready? 444 00:16:08,384 --> 00:16:09,259 Yes, ready 445 00:16:09,927 --> 00:16:11,512 I´m Francisco Starkon, 446 00:16:12,012 --> 00:16:14,223 best known for my cunning 447 00:16:14,223 --> 00:16:15,224 as an actor, 448 00:16:15,224 --> 00:16:16,684 but not known by 449 00:16:16,684 --> 00:16:17,851 by the consequences and 450 00:16:17,851 --> 00:16:18,811 actions 451 00:16:18,978 --> 00:16:21,271 after my last project, 452 00:16:22,439 --> 00:16:23,273 my last failure 453 00:16:24,149 --> 00:16:26,652 All my money was wasted 454 00:16:26,652 --> 00:16:27,945 in a record time, 455 00:16:29,113 --> 00:16:30,322 I never thought 456 00:16:30,322 --> 00:16:31,323 in the possibilities, 457 00:16:31,907 --> 00:16:33,367 and repercussions that 458 00:16:33,367 --> 00:16:34,368 my actions would have, 459 00:16:35,577 --> 00:16:36,328 I managed to 460 00:16:36,328 --> 00:16:37,913 go from a state of maximum 461 00:16:37,913 --> 00:16:39,331 of maximum euphoria 462 00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:40,666 to its antipode, 463 00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:41,667 I was devastated 464 00:16:42,751 --> 00:16:44,336 with my spirit in the ground and 465 00:16:45,212 --> 00:16:47,548 just thinking in drugs, alcohol 466 00:16:47,548 --> 00:16:48,549 and 467 00:16:48,549 --> 00:16:51,635 in the brothel that I used to go 468 00:16:52,136 --> 00:16:54,013 I wanted to completely get away 469 00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:54,638 from the cameras, 470 00:16:54,638 --> 00:16:55,806 and never think about 471 00:16:55,806 --> 00:16:56,807 being an actor again... 472 00:16:57,725 --> 00:16:58,934 but doing that 473 00:16:58,934 --> 00:17:00,352 never helped me, 474 00:17:00,561 --> 00:17:01,854 sometimes we thought 475 00:17:01,854 --> 00:17:04,064 always in the necessities, 476 00:17:04,064 --> 00:17:05,983 and hopes that never let us 477 00:17:05,983 --> 00:17:06,984 thank the universe, 478 00:17:08,485 --> 00:17:10,070 and be able to apreciate the 479 00:17:10,446 --> 00:17:11,697 things that we have, 480 00:17:12,406 --> 00:17:15,367 until they lose them completely, 481 00:17:15,784 --> 00:17:16,368 like me, 482 00:17:18,120 --> 00:17:19,246 and ended up like a 483 00:17:19,246 --> 00:17:20,414 marauder vagabond, 484 00:17:20,414 --> 00:17:22,332 a person that only survived 485 00:17:22,332 --> 00:17:23,083 with what he had 486 00:17:23,834 --> 00:17:24,835 I never wanted 487 00:17:24,835 --> 00:17:26,003 our careers to end 488 00:17:26,253 --> 00:17:27,171 What about your friends? 489 00:17:27,254 --> 00:17:29,256 There were my only family, 490 00:17:30,257 --> 00:17:32,176 I considered them my brothers, 491 00:17:32,885 --> 00:17:34,344 we were always a unit 492 00:17:34,762 --> 00:17:35,971 rather than a duality 493 00:17:36,180 --> 00:17:37,264 When Moseph died, 494 00:17:37,431 --> 00:17:38,599 I felt that a part of me 495 00:17:38,599 --> 00:17:39,600 also died too, 496 00:17:40,225 --> 00:17:42,061 my discoverer passed away and 497 00:17:42,603 --> 00:17:43,562 for a moment 498 00:17:44,229 --> 00:17:45,647 I wanted to be with him 499 00:17:46,106 --> 00:17:47,191 Did you also consider 500 00:17:47,191 --> 00:17:48,817 Wilhemn Dafouck part of 501 00:17:48,817 --> 00:17:49,818 your being? 502 00:17:50,319 --> 00:17:51,236 Of course, 503 00:17:52,029 --> 00:17:53,155 he was my brother, 504 00:17:53,655 --> 00:17:54,823 my own blood 505 00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:56,533 So you never fought 506 00:17:56,533 --> 00:17:57,326 with punches? 507 00:17:57,868 --> 00:17:58,327 What? 508 00:17:58,744 --> 00:17:59,870 Oh come on 509 00:18:00,412 --> 00:18:02,372 We never fought with punches, 510 00:18:02,372 --> 00:18:04,416 maybe discussions 511 00:18:04,416 --> 00:18:06,794 and verbal fights sometimes but 512 00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:07,753 come on, 513 00:18:08,045 --> 00:18:10,339 this medias are always changing 514 00:18:10,339 --> 00:18:11,840 everything, 515 00:18:12,424 --> 00:18:13,801 miserables motherf&/**ers 516 00:18:14,093 --> 00:18:15,302 So do you not agree with his 517 00:18:15,302 --> 00:18:16,303 statements that you had 518 00:18:16,303 --> 00:18:17,137 betrayed him 519 00:18:17,137 --> 00:18:17,805 more than once? 520 00:18:18,263 --> 00:18:19,056 Betrayed? 521 00:18:19,056 --> 00:18:20,057 BETRAYED? 522 00:18:20,641 --> 00:18:22,643 COME ON, I´M SURE THAT YOU 523 00:18:22,643 --> 00:18:24,728 THE MEDIAS CREATED THIS LIES, 524 00:18:24,853 --> 00:18:27,523 OUR PUBLIC IMAGE MUST BE INTACT, 525 00:18:27,523 --> 00:18:29,274 WE WERE PROFESSIONALS 526 00:18:29,274 --> 00:18:30,275 NOT 527 00:18:30,651 --> 00:18:33,487 SECOND-RATE ACTORS OR 528 00:18:33,862 --> 00:18:36,031 second-rate performers 529 00:18:50,671 --> 00:18:51,839 Dirk is a complicated person 530 00:18:52,214 --> 00:18:53,549 I have no doubts about it, 531 00:18:53,882 --> 00:18:58,595 but taking out his problems 532 00:18:59,429 --> 00:19:01,890 we have left a fascinating being, 533 00:19:03,058 --> 00:19:04,893 that had a whole journey 534 00:19:04,893 --> 00:19:06,103 as a life, and was able 535 00:19:06,103 --> 00:19:07,104 to move on 536 00:19:07,479 --> 00:19:09,273 All my life I have always 537 00:19:09,273 --> 00:19:11,066 regretted the decisions that 538 00:19:11,066 --> 00:19:11,984 I have made, 539 00:19:12,317 --> 00:19:14,528 not socializing, 540 00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:15,696 not going to parties, 541 00:19:16,071 --> 00:19:17,739 not dating the girl that I liked, 542 00:19:17,990 --> 00:19:19,408 not doing new thing in my life, 543 00:19:19,533 --> 00:19:20,409 not living, 544 00:19:20,951 --> 00:19:22,077 had always been 545 00:19:22,077 --> 00:19:23,078 my dailies battles, 546 00:19:23,370 --> 00:19:24,246 my chains that doomed my 547 00:19:24,246 --> 00:19:25,247 whole life 548 00:19:26,790 --> 00:19:29,001 I'm sick of regretting 549 00:19:29,001 --> 00:19:31,003 of being the loser, 550 00:19:31,503 --> 00:19:33,547 sometimes I feel like 551 00:19:33,547 --> 00:19:34,923 I´m caging myself 552 00:19:34,923 --> 00:19:36,800 in my own personal hell, 553 00:19:37,384 --> 00:19:39,428 in my miseries cage, 554 00:19:40,137 --> 00:19:41,722 Blaming others only 555 00:19:41,722 --> 00:19:43,515 transformed me into this coward 556 00:19:43,515 --> 00:19:45,225 who is talking to you, 557 00:19:46,351 --> 00:19:47,644 into this mediocre that 558 00:19:47,853 --> 00:19:49,688 can´t managed his life dream, 559 00:19:50,647 --> 00:19:51,940 into this misfit who 560 00:19:51,940 --> 00:19:53,442 only wanted to be in 561 00:19:53,442 --> 00:19:54,526 film business 562 00:19:54,526 --> 00:19:55,360 and wanted to live, 563 00:19:56,403 --> 00:19:58,739 that only wanted to live 564 00:20:00,699 --> 00:20:03,160 I think my biggest problem is 565 00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:04,912 my voracious attitude, 566 00:20:07,289 --> 00:20:09,458 I´m never satisfied 567 00:20:09,458 --> 00:20:11,001 or feel complete, 568 00:20:15,631 --> 00:20:17,966 I used to control that aspect 569 00:20:17,966 --> 00:20:18,967 when I perfomed 570 00:20:19,343 --> 00:20:22,888 People treat porn actors 571 00:20:22,888 --> 00:20:23,889 like beasts, 572 00:20:24,389 --> 00:20:25,515 like monsters who 573 00:20:25,515 --> 00:20:26,767 just want to fuck, 574 00:20:26,975 --> 00:20:29,645 when we´re just humans, 575 00:20:30,145 --> 00:20:32,731 We think, therefore we exist 576 00:20:33,273 --> 00:20:34,358 and we survive 577 00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:36,443 Franc... Dirk 578 00:20:36,985 --> 00:20:38,445 do you ever ask yourself 579 00:20:38,445 --> 00:20:40,197 what happend with your films? 580 00:20:41,073 --> 00:20:42,115 Yes, 581 00:20:42,115 --> 00:20:43,116 I always wondered if 582 00:20:43,116 --> 00:20:45,285 our films had posteriority, 583 00:20:45,285 --> 00:20:46,912 if they remained in history, 584 00:20:47,537 --> 00:20:50,332 but what is posteriority? 585 00:20:51,124 --> 00:20:54,628 and why we worried about it, 586 00:20:55,128 --> 00:20:56,171 in the end everything 587 00:20:56,171 --> 00:20:58,048 is forgotten 588 00:20:58,840 --> 00:21:00,342 I used to always think 589 00:21:00,342 --> 00:21:00,968 in my future, 590 00:21:01,176 --> 00:21:01,969 in the tomorrow, 591 00:21:02,594 --> 00:21:03,595 in the what will be, 592 00:21:04,304 --> 00:21:05,138 and because of that 593 00:21:05,138 --> 00:21:06,765 I never thought in my past 594 00:21:06,765 --> 00:21:07,766 or my memories, 595 00:21:07,766 --> 00:21:09,184 I never analyzed my life, 596 00:21:10,227 --> 00:21:11,770 or analyzed my present 597 00:21:11,770 --> 00:21:13,563 and appreciate what I'm living 598 00:21:14,731 --> 00:21:15,774 I used to have a life 599 00:21:15,774 --> 00:21:16,775 before acting, 600 00:21:17,359 --> 00:21:18,485 but I never managed 601 00:21:18,485 --> 00:21:19,486 to perfectly match 602 00:21:19,486 --> 00:21:20,404 with that style, 603 00:21:21,238 --> 00:21:22,155 every day I was just 604 00:21:22,155 --> 00:21:23,532 thinking in my future, 605 00:21:23,782 --> 00:21:25,659 how will I live as an actor and 606 00:21:25,659 --> 00:21:27,035 who would I meet 607 00:21:27,995 --> 00:21:28,704 In fact 608 00:21:29,413 --> 00:21:32,291 I never lived in that world, 609 00:21:32,958 --> 00:21:34,418 I wanted to be in other 610 00:21:53,353 --> 00:21:54,896 You had your revelation 611 00:21:54,896 --> 00:21:56,523 at a young age that you would 612 00:21:56,523 --> 00:21:58,150 one day be a movie star, 613 00:21:58,358 --> 00:21:59,526 right? 614 00:22:00,569 --> 00:22:02,487 An abstract being, told me 615 00:22:02,487 --> 00:22:03,739 what to do with my life 616 00:22:03,739 --> 00:22:05,073 and the price I had to pay 617 00:22:05,073 --> 00:22:06,116 to have it 618 00:22:06,575 --> 00:22:08,702 Everyone have a goal in life 619 00:22:08,702 --> 00:22:10,454 whether you are an engineer, 620 00:22:10,454 --> 00:22:12,039 an accountant or a teacher, 621 00:22:12,456 --> 00:22:12,831 whoever you 622 00:22:12,831 --> 00:22:13,749 were to become, 623 00:22:13,749 --> 00:22:14,750 we all have a fundamental role 624 00:22:14,750 --> 00:22:16,293 to play in this society, 625 00:22:17,544 --> 00:22:19,046 We cannot choose the vocation, 626 00:22:19,046 --> 00:22:21,089 it chooses you, 627 00:22:21,715 --> 00:22:22,591 I´m an example of this, 628 00:22:23,008 --> 00:22:23,967 I never knew that 629 00:22:23,967 --> 00:22:25,177 I was going to be an actor until 630 00:22:25,552 --> 00:22:26,762 fate called me, 631 00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:29,348 told me what to do with my life, 632 00:22:29,681 --> 00:22:30,974 and the price I had to pay 633 00:22:32,934 --> 00:22:34,603 No one stopped me and 634 00:22:35,979 --> 00:22:37,064 and maybe i'm not 635 00:22:37,064 --> 00:22:38,273 in the best time of my life but 636 00:22:38,273 --> 00:22:40,233 like a phoenix, 637 00:22:40,609 --> 00:22:42,569 I WILL RISE FROM THE ASHES, 638 00:22:42,986 --> 00:22:43,779 NEITHER MY MOTHER 639 00:22:43,779 --> 00:22:44,863 NOR MY STUPID FATHER 640 00:22:44,863 --> 00:22:45,864 HAVE STOPPED ME, 641 00:22:45,864 --> 00:22:46,948 NOBODY DID 642 00:22:46,948 --> 00:22:47,783 C-Can you rela 643 00:22:48,241 --> 00:22:49,326 Can you relax sir? 644 00:22:49,493 --> 00:22:50,660 YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH? 645 00:22:50,786 --> 00:22:51,661 YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH? 646 00:22:51,745 --> 00:22:52,371 Please 647 00:22:52,371 --> 00:22:53,663 IS THE ONLY THING THAT YOU WANTED 648 00:22:53,663 --> 00:22:53,872 Dirk 649 00:22:53,872 --> 00:22:54,790 OF THIS FU*$&¨+G EXPERIMENT 650 00:22:54,790 --> 00:22:56,333 SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP 651 00:22:56,333 --> 00:22:58,043 I´M PISSED OFF BECAUSE OF THIS, 652 00:22:58,043 --> 00:22:58,919 I´M PISSED OFF OF 653 00:22:58,919 --> 00:22:59,753 HEARING THESE THINGS, 654 00:22:59,753 --> 00:23:01,171 WE HAD ALREDY TALKED ABOUT THIS 655 00:23:01,171 --> 00:23:02,172 DIDN´T WE? 656 00:23:02,714 --> 00:23:03,465 SHUT UP 657 00:23:06,134 --> 00:23:07,052 You want the truth? 658 00:23:07,552 --> 00:23:08,345 this is the truth, 659 00:23:09,304 --> 00:23:10,639 I lived a complicated childhood, 660 00:23:11,181 --> 00:23:12,808 my dad was a bastard 661 00:23:12,808 --> 00:23:14,810 and my mom a a heartless woman, 662 00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:17,521 I only live for cinema 663 00:23:18,313 --> 00:23:19,773 If it wasn't for this, 664 00:23:20,273 --> 00:23:21,108 I wouldn't be here today, 665 00:23:21,942 --> 00:23:22,442 I 666 00:23:22,692 --> 00:23:23,819 worked hard to 667 00:23:24,069 --> 00:23:24,903 fulfill my dream of 668 00:23:24,903 --> 00:23:26,071 being an actor, 669 00:23:26,363 --> 00:23:27,364 I fought for it and 670 00:23:27,781 --> 00:23:28,573 here I am 671 00:23:32,202 --> 00:23:33,495 I thought that adolescence 672 00:23:33,495 --> 00:23:36,081 would be easy without my parents, 673 00:23:36,873 --> 00:23:37,791 I thought that something 674 00:23:37,791 --> 00:23:38,500 would change, 675 00:23:38,750 --> 00:23:39,793 but anything changed, 676 00:23:40,669 --> 00:23:41,920 anything changed 677 00:23:43,088 --> 00:23:43,964 My epiphany 678 00:23:44,464 --> 00:23:46,675 gave me a 180° change, 679 00:23:47,300 --> 00:23:48,718 I finally found my destiny 680 00:23:49,094 --> 00:23:50,095 and I followed it 681 00:23:50,929 --> 00:23:51,763 Under that longing 682 00:23:51,763 --> 00:23:52,597 I cannot say that 683 00:23:52,597 --> 00:23:54,307 I had an easy path from that 684 00:23:54,891 --> 00:23:55,934 because i suffered, 685 00:23:56,393 --> 00:23:58,270 this path for people like me, 686 00:23:58,270 --> 00:23:58,895 it's too complicated 687 00:23:58,895 --> 00:23:59,855 to get there, 688 00:24:00,105 --> 00:24:01,273 It´s very difficult in this 689 00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:01,982 porn industry 690 00:24:02,899 --> 00:24:04,734 to get a leading role 691 00:24:04,734 --> 00:24:05,986 because of the publicity 692 00:24:07,487 --> 00:24:08,697 The medias always 693 00:24:08,697 --> 00:24:09,906 are giving lies to the public 694 00:24:09,906 --> 00:24:11,575 with this ideals stereotypes 695 00:24:11,867 --> 00:24:14,536 about a beauty that 696 00:24:14,786 --> 00:24:15,996 I never possessed, 697 00:24:16,538 --> 00:24:17,372 but in the end I earned it 698 00:24:17,372 --> 00:24:18,373 with effort, 699 00:24:18,915 --> 00:24:20,417 and I had some glorious moments 700 00:24:21,293 --> 00:24:23,211 as every good actor can have, 701 00:24:23,837 --> 00:24:24,796 but these moments 702 00:24:24,796 --> 00:24:25,922 started to end and 703 00:24:26,423 --> 00:24:26,965 I can't complain, 704 00:24:27,591 --> 00:24:29,217 I lived unforgettable experiences 705 00:24:29,217 --> 00:24:30,469 and I accomplished my dream 706 00:24:31,553 --> 00:24:33,805 Now i´m living this life 707 00:24:33,805 --> 00:24:34,931 for something and, 708 00:24:35,974 --> 00:24:36,892 I know that one day 709 00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:37,893 I´ll return to cinema, 710 00:24:38,643 --> 00:24:39,978 I know that I will, 711 00:24:40,353 --> 00:24:41,646 I can recognice my actions 712 00:24:42,022 --> 00:24:42,397 and 713 00:24:42,397 --> 00:24:43,565 I hope that destiny 714 00:24:43,565 --> 00:24:44,566 can help me in this 715 00:24:47,527 --> 00:24:47,944 I know the things that 716 00:24:47,944 --> 00:24:48,945 I need to do, 717 00:24:49,279 --> 00:24:49,946 and I hope 718 00:24:50,363 --> 00:24:51,198 I hope to soon 719 00:24:51,198 --> 00:24:52,824 return to the big screen 720 00:24:54,367 --> 00:24:55,118 As the saying goes, 721 00:24:55,952 --> 00:24:57,662 the show must go on, 722 00:24:58,497 --> 00:24:59,831 it must go on 723 00:25:04,503 --> 00:25:08,798 All I ask is some wisdom, 724 00:25:09,591 --> 00:25:10,634 only stupids ask for 725 00:25:10,634 --> 00:25:11,885 nonsense, 726 00:25:11,885 --> 00:25:13,803 and without making any effort, 727 00:25:14,513 --> 00:25:15,764 but I pray for a way, 728 00:25:16,348 --> 00:25:17,641 for a vision of 729 00:25:17,641 --> 00:25:18,642 what I need to do, 730 00:25:19,267 --> 00:25:21,102 in order to understand 731 00:25:21,102 --> 00:25:23,063 the actions that I have to do 732 00:25:24,439 --> 00:25:25,732 What I'm asking for is 733 00:25:25,732 --> 00:25:27,234 some wisdom and clarification, 734 00:25:27,776 --> 00:25:29,528 a simple human could not have 735 00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:31,655 any of this without the help 736 00:25:31,655 --> 00:25:33,031 of a divine being, 737 00:25:33,573 --> 00:25:35,534 who gives him some more wisdom 738 00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:36,535 and power, 739 00:25:37,369 --> 00:25:39,287 that gives him a goal to live 740 00:25:43,124 --> 00:25:45,460 So this is your routine? 741 00:25:46,086 --> 00:25:46,836 That's right, 742 00:25:46,836 --> 00:25:48,171 in addition to make my living, 743 00:25:48,171 --> 00:25:49,631 I like to collect bottles 744 00:25:49,631 --> 00:25:51,383 that dirty people throw away 745 00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:52,133 in the park 746 00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:54,261 I don't want to bother you, but 747 00:25:54,261 --> 00:25:55,512 have you ever had a 748 00:25:55,512 --> 00:25:57,305 media-related love partner? 749 00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:59,182 Oh come on man, 750 00:25:59,182 --> 00:25:59,975 you´re asking for 751 00:25:59,975 --> 00:26:01,685 personal information, 752 00:26:02,435 --> 00:26:04,145 I´ll only answer with a yes, 753 00:26:04,896 --> 00:26:05,730 I may not have 754 00:26:05,730 --> 00:26:06,648 he prestige of before, 755 00:26:06,648 --> 00:26:08,233 but I still have my manners 756 00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:09,943 And after the daily collection, 757 00:26:10,026 --> 00:26:10,902 what do you do? 758 00:26:11,152 --> 00:26:13,029 Well, I sing and 759 00:26:13,780 --> 00:26:14,948 many do not know it, 760 00:26:15,198 --> 00:26:16,449 or maybe they don't remember, 761 00:26:16,950 --> 00:26:18,493 but I had an attempt to make 762 00:26:18,493 --> 00:26:19,494 a musical career 763 00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:40,390 ♪ MARTHA, MARTHA ♪ 764 00:26:41,474 --> 00:26:45,270 ♪ You were the love of my life ♪ 765 00:26:46,688 --> 00:26:51,776 ♪ MARTHA, MARTHA ♪ 766 00:26:52,277 --> 00:26:55,238 ♪ Please get back to me ♪ 767 00:26:55,238 --> 00:26:56,990 ♪ MARTHA ♪ 768 00:26:59,993 --> 00:27:04,247 ♪ You were the love of my life ♪ 769 00:27:04,998 --> 00:27:06,875 ♪ I miss you ♪ 770 00:27:06,875 --> 00:27:09,461 ♪ I miss our moment ♪ 771 00:27:10,045 --> 00:27:12,964 ♪ Please get back to me ♪ 772 00:27:14,132 --> 00:27:16,009 ♪ Please get back to me ♪ 773 00:27:20,472 --> 00:27:23,558 I never even got a single 774 00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:24,559 or an album 775 00:27:25,644 --> 00:27:27,062 I never had success in music, 776 00:27:27,062 --> 00:27:29,022 but I only wanted to experiment, 777 00:27:29,773 --> 00:27:30,649 I thought that I could 778 00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:32,609 combine acting and music, 779 00:27:32,817 --> 00:27:34,152 and in the end I quit music 780 00:27:34,819 --> 00:27:36,363 Now I try to perform 781 00:27:36,363 --> 00:27:40,241 amateur theater plays characters 782 00:27:41,284 --> 00:27:42,452 Are you going to hurt Daisy? 783 00:27:43,119 --> 00:27:44,537 That woman calls me vulgar 784 00:27:45,747 --> 00:27:47,207 Please you need to undestand 785 00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:47,874 that she 786 00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:50,001 Ah, you don't realize, 787 00:27:50,460 --> 00:27:51,586 you don't realize 788 00:27:51,586 --> 00:27:52,879 what this damn witch 789 00:27:52,879 --> 00:27:53,880 does to you, 790 00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:56,049 all the lies she tells you 791 00:27:57,884 --> 00:27:59,302 What did you say to her? 792 00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:02,013 AH, DON'T PLAY INNOCENT TO ME 793 00:28:03,390 --> 00:28:04,349 Do you do this daily 794 00:28:04,349 --> 00:28:05,350 or sporadically? 795 00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:07,310 Sporadically, 796 00:28:07,435 --> 00:28:08,812 and sometimes I love to 797 00:28:08,812 --> 00:28:10,438 improvise some lines and 798 00:28:10,438 --> 00:28:11,898 to invent some scenes 799 00:28:12,607 --> 00:28:14,526 PLEASE GOD HELP ME, PLEASE 800 00:28:15,068 --> 00:28:16,778 PLEASE I CAN´T, 801 00:28:17,112 --> 00:28:18,822 I CAN´T LIVE WITHOUTH HER, 802 00:28:22,033 --> 00:28:23,952 PLEASE HELP ME 803 00:28:24,411 --> 00:28:26,204 PLEEAASE GOD 804 00:28:26,204 --> 00:28:27,205 HELP ME 805 00:28:27,997 --> 00:28:29,165 MARTHA, 806 00:28:29,999 --> 00:28:36,089 MARTHAAAAAAA 807 00:28:37,632 --> 00:28:38,633 Martha 808 00:28:39,050 --> 00:28:40,552 Martha 809 00:28:46,474 --> 00:28:48,435 Also other activity that I try 810 00:28:48,435 --> 00:28:49,436 to do is excercise, 811 00:28:50,395 --> 00:28:51,980 but I can't even lost a kilogram, 812 00:28:52,397 --> 00:28:53,732 I think I gained it 813 00:28:54,482 --> 00:28:56,359 Every actor knows that 814 00:28:56,359 --> 00:28:58,278 he must have 815 00:28:58,278 --> 00:29:01,030 physical and mental strength, 816 00:29:01,322 --> 00:29:02,866 I remember that a while ago, 817 00:29:02,866 --> 00:29:04,951 I got to practice some boxing 818 00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:07,537 for one of my roles 819 00:29:07,704 --> 00:29:08,955 Is one of the last things 820 00:29:08,955 --> 00:29:10,331 that I still have 821 00:29:10,540 --> 00:29:11,332 my boxing gloves 822 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:12,959 My boxing scene in that film 823 00:29:12,959 --> 00:29:14,169 lasted 10 minutes, and 824 00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:15,712 only required 3 days 825 00:29:15,712 --> 00:29:16,713 to be filmed, 826 00:29:16,921 --> 00:29:19,090 I wanted to be prepared, 827 00:29:19,090 --> 00:29:21,843 and not have to use a stunt 828 00:29:21,968 --> 00:29:24,387 in the filming days, 829 00:29:25,388 --> 00:29:27,307 my acting method would never 830 00:29:27,307 --> 00:29:29,809 let me do this atrocious act 831 00:29:31,060 --> 00:29:32,228 After this, 832 00:29:32,228 --> 00:29:34,063 I never returned to box 833 00:29:34,063 --> 00:29:35,440 Do you have another interesting 834 00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:36,191 relic of your 835 00:29:36,191 --> 00:29:37,066 successful career? 836 00:29:37,650 --> 00:29:39,527 Ha, successful career, 837 00:29:39,903 --> 00:29:41,988 I have some objects that 838 00:29:41,988 --> 00:29:44,491 were actually the only things 839 00:29:44,491 --> 00:29:46,826 that I couldn´t leave when 840 00:29:47,535 --> 00:29:49,204 I losted everything 841 00:29:49,412 --> 00:29:51,247 Jesus, is from "Luxuries Times" 842 00:29:53,666 --> 00:29:55,084 "Blow Down", are they 843 00:29:55,084 --> 00:29:56,044 still in operation? 844 00:29:57,754 --> 00:29:59,964 It´s a shame but no 845 00:30:02,175 --> 00:30:05,386 "Once upon a time the smugglers hearts in the west" 846 00:30:05,595 --> 00:30:06,304 Of course y'all 847 00:30:07,180 --> 00:30:08,223 This film was our 848 00:30:08,223 --> 00:30:10,141 only big budget film, 849 00:30:10,767 --> 00:30:12,727 we shot it in the Durango desert, 850 00:30:13,186 --> 00:30:15,063 and I almost co-wrote the script 851 00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:15,897 with Dirty 852 00:30:17,982 --> 00:30:20,360 Is Wilhemn Dafouck's shirt 853 00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:21,361 in "Cure Or Be Cured"? 854 00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:23,738 NO, NO, NO, NO, NO 855 00:30:23,738 --> 00:30:25,281 it is one shirt that I have 856 00:30:25,281 --> 00:30:26,282 if I need it 857 00:30:26,282 --> 00:30:27,283 for my theater plays 858 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,746 Gregorio Thomas glasses and cap 859 00:30:31,955 --> 00:30:33,998 in "All about my father" 860 00:30:36,376 --> 00:30:37,710 "All about my father", 861 00:30:38,711 --> 00:30:41,881 my last role as an actor 862 00:30:53,476 --> 00:30:54,936 Garbage collection 863 00:30:55,270 --> 00:30:56,980 didn't just help me with money 864 00:30:57,522 --> 00:30:58,565 it also helped me 865 00:30:58,565 --> 00:30:59,566 with my mental health, 866 00:31:00,275 --> 00:31:03,111 with that I can think better, 867 00:31:03,319 --> 00:31:04,988 I can analyze my situations, 868 00:31:05,113 --> 00:31:06,114 and I can design me 869 00:31:06,114 --> 00:31:07,115 a better future 870 00:31:07,782 --> 00:31:08,908 Besides this, 871 00:31:08,908 --> 00:31:10,076 what else do you usually 872 00:31:10,076 --> 00:31:11,077 incorporate into your routine? 873 00:31:13,663 --> 00:31:15,707 It depends on the day, 874 00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:17,375 aside from begging, 875 00:31:17,500 --> 00:31:18,751 I still try to make 876 00:31:18,751 --> 00:31:20,879 mental notes about ideas 877 00:31:20,879 --> 00:31:22,839 for some characters or stories, 878 00:31:23,089 --> 00:31:23,965 I know that destiny have 879 00:31:23,965 --> 00:31:24,966 something planned for me, 880 00:31:24,966 --> 00:31:26,217 so better be prepared 881 00:31:26,885 --> 00:31:27,886 Could you tell us about 882 00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:28,887 a character or story? 883 00:31:29,178 --> 00:31:30,513 NO, everything is mine, 884 00:31:30,638 --> 00:31:31,764 is my material, 885 00:31:31,764 --> 00:31:32,765 MINE 886 00:31:32,849 --> 00:31:33,766 you´re not going to steal it 887 00:31:33,975 --> 00:31:34,767 F*´+K YOU 888 00:31:34,767 --> 00:31:35,727 EVERYTHING THAT I WRITE 889 00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:36,603 IS JUST MINE, 890 00:31:36,603 --> 00:31:37,353 IS JUST MINE 891 00:31:37,604 --> 00:31:38,479 ANYONE CAN SEE IT 892 00:31:38,479 --> 00:31:39,731 WITHOUT MY PERMISSION, 893 00:31:40,023 --> 00:31:40,732 ANYONE 894 00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:41,858 THEY WILL PASS OVER MY 895 00:31:41,858 --> 00:31:43,234 DEAD BODIE AFTER THEY 896 00:31:43,234 --> 00:31:44,235 BEFORE THEY READ IT 897 00:31:44,777 --> 00:31:45,778 Calm down Dirk, 898 00:31:45,778 --> 00:31:46,779 calm down, calm down 899 00:31:47,655 --> 00:31:48,740 Also for a while 900 00:31:48,740 --> 00:31:51,159 I got to paint some murals, 901 00:31:51,618 --> 00:31:53,119 I always felt an atraction 902 00:31:53,119 --> 00:31:54,120 to the art of graffiti, 903 00:31:54,120 --> 00:31:54,913 specialy the one from 904 00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:55,914 my native town 905 00:31:56,789 --> 00:31:58,249 maybe that's the only thing 906 00:31:58,249 --> 00:31:59,250 that I miss from my town, 907 00:31:59,834 --> 00:32:01,002 from my previous life 908 00:32:01,002 --> 00:32:02,462 the painting and 909 00:32:02,962 --> 00:32:04,672 a good bed of course 910 00:32:17,226 --> 00:32:18,311 And have you been 911 00:32:18,311 --> 00:32:19,312 doing this for a long time? 912 00:32:19,812 --> 00:32:20,563 Actually I don´t, 913 00:32:20,563 --> 00:32:21,314 I am a student 914 00:32:22,523 --> 00:32:23,483 A communications or 915 00:32:23,483 --> 00:32:24,275 film student? 916 00:32:24,817 --> 00:32:26,819 I´m sorry, a film student, 917 00:32:27,111 --> 00:32:28,071 since 2015 918 00:32:30,073 --> 00:32:31,950 So this documentary 919 00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:34,202 is a kind of school project? 920 00:32:34,744 --> 00:32:35,703 Yes and no, 921 00:32:35,703 --> 00:32:37,038 my teachers wanted me to make 922 00:32:37,372 --> 00:32:38,748 a documentary shortfilm 923 00:32:38,748 --> 00:32:41,125 for one of my subjects but, 924 00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:43,753 I wanted to do something more, 925 00:32:44,462 --> 00:32:45,088 you know, 926 00:32:45,296 --> 00:32:46,381 I needed to experiment more with 927 00:32:46,381 --> 00:32:47,382 the possibilities of a documentary 928 00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:48,383 and cinema, 929 00:32:49,050 --> 00:32:49,884 I never wanted to follow 930 00:32:49,884 --> 00:32:50,885 the same paths than the others, 931 00:32:52,053 --> 00:32:52,595 I wanted to do something 932 00:32:52,595 --> 00:32:53,930 on my own, 933 00:32:55,014 --> 00:32:56,224 to fully experiment with my film 934 00:32:57,892 --> 00:32:58,935 We can se that this market 935 00:32:58,935 --> 00:32:59,978 is overexploited, 936 00:33:00,687 --> 00:33:01,562 and now with this situation 937 00:33:01,938 --> 00:33:02,814 Are you going to eat that? 938 00:33:02,814 --> 00:33:03,481 Yes 939 00:33:05,483 --> 00:33:07,151 You know this is our situation, 940 00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:13,032 in my times, 941 00:33:13,032 --> 00:33:14,033 movies were not profitable, 942 00:33:14,867 --> 00:33:15,994 and actually 943 00:33:16,828 --> 00:33:17,578 that time was, 944 00:33:18,162 --> 00:33:19,664 how can I tell you? 945 00:33:20,331 --> 00:33:22,542 the golden age of porn cinema 946 00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:23,167 Yes, 947 00:33:24,711 --> 00:33:26,379 your time was different, but 948 00:33:26,629 --> 00:33:27,380 I thought that 949 00:33:27,380 --> 00:33:28,798 my movies would sell 950 00:33:28,798 --> 00:33:31,426 because of its "properties" 951 00:33:33,845 --> 00:33:34,387 In my case, 952 00:33:34,387 --> 00:33:35,388 I never wanted to change cinema, 953 00:33:35,388 --> 00:33:37,432 I just want to show my vision, 954 00:33:38,850 --> 00:33:39,809 I want to be seen, 955 00:33:39,809 --> 00:33:42,270 I want to express myself, 956 00:33:43,271 --> 00:33:44,439 and with that I would 957 00:33:44,439 --> 00:33:46,274 experiment and keep foward 958 00:33:48,985 --> 00:33:50,862 I never had the opportunity 959 00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:51,863 of studying in a film school, 960 00:33:51,863 --> 00:33:53,364 I belive that the persons who 961 00:33:53,364 --> 00:33:54,365 study that 962 00:33:54,365 --> 00:33:56,492 are very privileged I agree 963 00:33:57,076 --> 00:33:57,910 We are 964 00:33:58,202 --> 00:33:59,662 But i´m sure that also is 965 00:33:59,662 --> 00:34:01,039 a complicadet path 966 00:34:01,914 --> 00:34:03,332 It has its pros and cons but 967 00:34:03,332 --> 00:34:04,333 we keep going 968 00:34:05,126 --> 00:34:06,377 That's the important thing, 969 00:34:06,377 --> 00:34:07,378 keep going, 970 00:34:08,129 --> 00:34:09,714 at your age, 971 00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:10,715 I wanted the same thing 972 00:34:12,216 --> 00:34:14,594 Constancy is the key, 973 00:34:14,594 --> 00:34:15,595 don´t you think?, 974 00:34:15,845 --> 00:34:17,889 especially in the art and cinema 975 00:34:19,432 --> 00:34:22,060 I hope to see you again and 976 00:34:22,060 --> 00:34:24,312 acquire some of of your knowledge 977 00:34:24,312 --> 00:34:25,229 as a filmmaker 978 00:34:25,229 --> 00:34:26,230 I also hope to see you soon 979 00:34:27,273 --> 00:34:28,274 Can you give me my chips? 980 00:34:30,193 --> 00:34:30,818 What chips? 981 00:34:32,653 --> 00:34:33,613 Excuse me, my soda, 982 00:34:33,863 --> 00:34:35,073 the one that you have there 983 00:34:36,449 --> 00:34:37,575 And besides the artistic, 984 00:34:37,700 --> 00:34:39,077 what else do you usually 985 00:34:39,077 --> 00:34:40,411 incorporate into your routine? 986 00:34:40,620 --> 00:34:42,622 Besides the artistic, 987 00:34:42,914 --> 00:34:44,874 I like to go for daily walks, 988 00:34:45,291 --> 00:34:46,501 traveling can give you 989 00:34:46,501 --> 00:34:47,877 many wonders, 990 00:34:48,044 --> 00:34:48,836 but sometimes 991 00:34:49,253 --> 00:34:51,339 it can be exhausting 992 00:34:51,422 --> 00:34:53,800 So is this park your home? 993 00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:56,636 The whole town is my refuge, 994 00:34:57,011 --> 00:34:59,055 I sleep in the places where 995 00:34:59,055 --> 00:35:00,056 the night indicate me 996 00:35:00,556 --> 00:35:02,350 I am just a a deer and 997 00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:03,643 the world is my field 998 00:35:04,393 --> 00:35:07,563 People never notice 999 00:35:07,563 --> 00:35:08,439 persons like me, 1000 00:35:08,731 --> 00:35:10,316 vagabonds for many 1001 00:35:10,525 --> 00:35:12,777 are just thieves or slackers, 1002 00:35:13,194 --> 00:35:15,863 some help us and others fear us, 1003 00:35:17,865 --> 00:35:18,908 I admit it, 1004 00:35:19,325 --> 00:35:20,660 I was afraid of them before 1005 00:35:20,660 --> 00:35:21,577 I became one, 1006 00:35:21,869 --> 00:35:23,162 but now that I know 1007 00:35:23,162 --> 00:35:23,830 how they live, 1008 00:35:24,205 --> 00:35:25,748 I finally understand them 1009 00:35:26,791 --> 00:35:28,793 Maybe because of this, destiny 1010 00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:31,087 made me one of them, 1011 00:35:31,087 --> 00:35:32,088 a vagabond 1012 00:35:32,296 --> 00:35:33,089 In the end, 1013 00:35:33,089 --> 00:35:34,882 we are just mere passengers, 1014 00:35:34,882 --> 00:35:35,800 just that 1015 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:36,801 mere passengers 1016 00:35:48,938 --> 00:35:49,939 Are you a man of God? 1017 00:35:50,773 --> 00:35:51,649 Yes 1018 00:35:51,649 --> 00:35:52,650 that was the only thing 1019 00:35:52,650 --> 00:35:53,651 my parents left me, 1020 00:35:53,943 --> 00:35:54,652 my religion 1021 00:35:54,777 --> 00:35:55,653 In fact, 1022 00:35:55,862 --> 00:35:57,947 of the only happy memories 1023 00:35:57,947 --> 00:35:59,657 I've had in my childhood 1024 00:35:59,740 --> 00:36:00,825 are in the church, 1025 00:36:01,242 --> 00:36:02,827 with my family together, 1026 00:36:02,827 --> 00:36:04,996 at least we pretended that 1027 00:36:05,872 --> 00:36:09,584 My only visits were to the church, 1028 00:36:09,584 --> 00:36:11,335 to receive the confession and 1029 00:36:11,335 --> 00:36:12,795 heard the word of God, 1030 00:36:13,379 --> 00:36:15,089 I also had the movie theaters, 1031 00:36:15,089 --> 00:36:16,632 always going alone or 1032 00:36:16,632 --> 00:36:17,633 with my mother, 1033 00:36:17,925 --> 00:36:18,885 in this place I could watch 1034 00:36:18,885 --> 00:36:19,677 great films and 1035 00:36:19,677 --> 00:36:22,513 marvelous westerns stories 1036 00:36:22,847 --> 00:36:24,432 These two places were 1037 00:36:24,432 --> 00:36:25,933 the only ones where 1038 00:36:25,933 --> 00:36:26,934 I could be me, 1039 00:36:27,143 --> 00:36:27,935 without them 1040 00:36:28,269 --> 00:36:29,562 I could never have survived 1041 00:36:29,562 --> 00:36:31,355 my first years of life 1042 00:36:32,064 --> 00:36:34,317 After my not so common 1043 00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:35,735 childhood, came my 1044 00:36:35,735 --> 00:36:37,695 not so common adolescence, 1045 00:36:37,695 --> 00:36:38,696 in which everything 1046 00:36:38,696 --> 00:36:39,697 went to hell 1047 00:36:41,199 --> 00:36:42,074 My fahter the 1048 00:36:42,408 --> 00:36:43,993 alpha male of the family, 1049 00:36:44,994 --> 00:36:46,078 always told me that crying 1050 00:36:46,078 --> 00:36:47,079 is just for girls, 1051 00:36:48,748 --> 00:36:50,041 he abused us and 1052 00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:51,167 named me as the 1053 00:36:51,167 --> 00:36:52,877 weakest of the family, 1054 00:36:53,419 --> 00:36:54,503 but in the end 1055 00:36:54,503 --> 00:36:56,589 he abandoned me and my family 1056 00:36:56,923 --> 00:36:58,841 to go with a pimp, 1057 00:36:59,467 --> 00:37:00,968 he felt in love 1058 00:37:00,968 --> 00:37:02,678 with the owner of a brothel, 1059 00:37:02,845 --> 00:37:04,096 then he ended up on 1060 00:37:04,096 --> 00:37:04,847 with drugs and 1061 00:37:04,847 --> 00:37:06,474 died of an overdose, 1062 00:37:06,849 --> 00:37:10,478 after that my "wholy" mother, 1063 00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:12,063 who was in charge of making 1064 00:37:12,063 --> 00:37:13,564 my life miserable, chan 1065 00:37:14,482 --> 00:37:16,359 changed with the pass of time, 1066 00:37:16,943 --> 00:37:18,361 She wasn't the villain that 1067 00:37:18,361 --> 00:37:19,362 I thought she was, 1068 00:37:19,946 --> 00:37:21,822 until I discovered that 1069 00:37:21,822 --> 00:37:23,824 she had multiple personalities, 1070 00:37:24,659 --> 00:37:25,660 and I wasn´t, 1071 00:37:26,702 --> 00:37:28,162 and I wasn´t her only family 1072 00:37:29,288 --> 00:37:30,915 I found her with another kid, 1073 00:37:30,915 --> 00:37:31,916 one day when 1074 00:37:32,875 --> 00:37:33,834 I attended a casting 1075 00:37:33,834 --> 00:37:34,794 for a theater play, 1076 00:37:35,586 --> 00:37:36,587 I talked to her but 1077 00:37:37,213 --> 00:37:38,214 she didn't recognize me, 1078 00:37:39,048 --> 00:37:40,216 I thought she 1079 00:37:40,216 --> 00:37:41,592 was joking with me, 1080 00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:44,387 but when I saw her eyes 1081 00:37:45,304 --> 00:37:46,055 I realized that she 1082 00:37:46,055 --> 00:37:47,056 was not joking 1083 00:37:47,515 --> 00:37:50,434 After that I spend my days 1084 00:37:50,434 --> 00:37:51,602 locked in my room 1085 00:37:52,728 --> 00:37:54,730 crying and regretting myself, 1086 00:37:55,231 --> 00:37:56,732 I could not fulfill my dream, 1087 00:37:57,191 --> 00:37:58,693 my family had abandoned me 1088 00:37:58,693 --> 00:38:02,321 and my home seemed abominable 1089 00:38:03,114 --> 00:38:04,865 The city became into a 1090 00:38:04,865 --> 00:38:05,866 living hell to me 1091 00:38:06,158 --> 00:38:07,660 And after your change, 1092 00:38:08,077 --> 00:38:09,370 you never thought in returning 1093 00:38:09,370 --> 00:38:10,371 to your hometown?, 1094 00:38:11,038 --> 00:38:13,624 You know, to finish those cycles, 1095 00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:17,003 to finish those tortuous 1096 00:38:17,003 --> 00:38:17,837 that you had 1097 00:38:18,629 --> 00:38:19,297 No 1098 00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:20,798 I never thought in getting back 1099 00:38:20,798 --> 00:38:22,508 to that sh*+ hole, 1100 00:38:23,175 --> 00:38:24,760 or in watching again my family 1101 00:38:25,553 --> 00:38:26,554 I just don´t care, 1102 00:38:27,096 --> 00:38:28,848 and why would I return? 1103 00:38:29,098 --> 00:38:30,016 I don´t have family there, 1104 00:38:30,224 --> 00:38:31,017 nor friends, 1105 00:38:31,726 --> 00:38:34,145 In that place I always tried 1106 00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:36,314 to get away from my reality, 1107 00:38:36,731 --> 00:38:37,982 fearing to commit 1108 00:38:37,982 --> 00:38:39,275 the same mistakes that 1109 00:38:39,275 --> 00:38:40,026 I made before, 1110 00:38:40,609 --> 00:38:41,736 I no longer belonged 1111 00:38:41,736 --> 00:38:42,486 to that place, 1112 00:38:43,070 --> 00:38:44,822 I felt like a misfit, 1113 00:38:44,947 --> 00:38:47,199 I wanted to visit new places, 1114 00:38:47,199 --> 00:38:48,200 new cities 1115 00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:50,161 I didn't know if 1116 00:38:50,161 --> 00:38:51,162 I was doing the right choose, 1117 00:38:51,537 --> 00:38:53,080 but I needed to leave 1118 00:38:53,456 --> 00:38:54,790 and under the desire of a 1119 00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:56,584 fruitful career my 1120 00:38:56,584 --> 00:38:57,835 escape went to give and 1121 00:38:57,835 --> 00:38:59,712 the rest is the same story 1122 00:38:59,712 --> 00:39:00,338 that they know, 1123 00:39:00,671 --> 00:39:02,131 my discovery, 1124 00:39:02,131 --> 00:39:03,132 my fellas, 1125 00:39:03,549 --> 00:39:04,133 my movies, 1126 00:39:05,384 --> 00:39:06,093 my fame, 1127 00:39:06,552 --> 00:39:07,553 my addictions, 1128 00:39:08,471 --> 00:39:09,472 my problems, 1129 00:39:10,306 --> 00:39:11,307 my partners, 1130 00:39:11,891 --> 00:39:14,226 I don´t want to be rude but, 1131 00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:15,478 Have you ever was attended 1132 00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:17,521 from a person or help center 1133 00:39:17,521 --> 00:39:18,522 that could save you 1134 00:39:19,023 --> 00:39:20,107 from all your demons? 1135 00:39:20,441 --> 00:39:20,941 I did, 1136 00:39:21,233 --> 00:39:22,943 I was trapped in drugs for years, 1137 00:39:23,569 --> 00:39:25,446 analgesics were my breakfast, 1138 00:39:25,446 --> 00:39:27,073 cocaine was my lunch, and 1139 00:39:27,073 --> 00:39:29,158 the other drugs were my dinner 1140 00:39:29,992 --> 00:39:31,077 I suffered from that addiction 1141 00:39:31,077 --> 00:39:31,744 for a long time, thanks to 1142 00:39:31,744 --> 00:39:32,745 my bad friendships 1143 00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,206 Did you ever know 1144 00:39:35,206 --> 00:39:36,457 Wilhemns whereabout? 1145 00:39:36,707 --> 00:39:37,917 No, I never knew 1146 00:39:38,084 --> 00:39:39,043 I made an investigation, 1147 00:39:39,043 --> 00:39:41,295 and he acted in Chile only in normal films, 1148 00:39:41,504 --> 00:39:43,297 after that he returned to porn, 1149 00:39:43,297 --> 00:39:44,465 but everything under the radar 1150 00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:46,300 That´s nice, 1151 00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:47,301 that´s nice 1152 00:39:47,927 --> 00:39:48,761 I was asking because 1153 00:39:48,761 --> 00:39:49,512 I want to get 1154 00:39:49,512 --> 00:39:50,388 more information about 1155 00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:51,389 I don´t know, I don´t know 1156 00:39:51,722 --> 00:39:52,390 I DON´T KNOW 1157 00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:54,850 You filmed the movie 1158 00:39:54,850 --> 00:39:55,684 "Cure or be cured" here, 1159 00:39:55,684 --> 00:39:56,352 right? 1160 00:39:57,228 --> 00:39:58,604 Yes I did, 1161 00:39:59,105 --> 00:40:00,731 always directed by Moe 1162 00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:03,150 we actually shot it in 3 days 1163 00:40:03,484 --> 00:40:04,693 and it was crazy, 1164 00:40:05,736 --> 00:40:07,530 speacially for Agner my co-star, 1165 00:40:08,114 --> 00:40:10,241 I still remember my role, 1166 00:40:10,908 --> 00:40:12,034 I remember that it was 1167 00:40:12,034 --> 00:40:13,536 a very complicated role 1168 00:40:13,536 --> 00:40:15,121 despite being supporting, 1169 00:40:15,663 --> 00:40:17,081 I prepared myself a whole month 1170 00:40:17,081 --> 00:40:19,291 to perform that role perfectly, 1171 00:40:20,376 --> 00:40:22,711 I played the bad guy, 1172 00:40:24,713 --> 00:40:26,549 it was the first time that I got 1173 00:40:26,549 --> 00:40:28,426 a complex character and 1174 00:40:28,801 --> 00:40:30,845 that was the magic 1175 00:40:30,845 --> 00:40:31,679 of the director, 1176 00:40:31,679 --> 00:40:32,680 he always wanted 1177 00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:34,640 more of these films, 1178 00:40:35,057 --> 00:40:36,142 he wasn't satisfied 1179 00:40:36,142 --> 00:40:36,892 with the common things, 1180 00:40:37,518 --> 00:40:39,061 he wanted to give his vision 1181 00:40:39,061 --> 00:40:39,728 to everything 1182 00:40:39,728 --> 00:40:40,896 And that's why you achieved 1183 00:40:40,896 --> 00:40:41,605 one of the best 1184 00:40:41,605 --> 00:40:43,858 porn films in history, 1185 00:40:44,316 --> 00:40:46,068 with a brilliant Wilhemn Dafouck 1186 00:40:46,068 --> 00:40:47,653 and a final poignant act 1187 00:40:48,737 --> 00:40:50,406 Another thing was that 1188 00:40:50,406 --> 00:40:52,867 Wilhelm almost convinced Moseph 1189 00:40:52,867 --> 00:40:54,076 to involve the public, 1190 00:40:54,076 --> 00:40:55,286 to do the "action", 1191 00:40:56,036 --> 00:40:57,246 he wanted to 1192 00:40:57,246 --> 00:40:58,622 create a new experience in which, 1193 00:40:59,081 --> 00:41:01,959 in a van at midnight, 1194 00:41:01,959 --> 00:41:02,751 we were looking for the first 1195 00:41:02,751 --> 00:41:04,295 young person who 1196 00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:05,588 wanted to act in a live film 1197 00:41:05,588 --> 00:41:06,172 with us, 1198 00:41:06,589 --> 00:41:07,756 Moe and Wilhemn wanted 1199 00:41:07,756 --> 00:41:09,008 to get a real emotion 1200 00:41:09,383 --> 00:41:13,387 in the process of filming, 1201 00:41:14,221 --> 00:41:15,389 But come on, 1202 00:41:15,389 --> 00:41:16,682 if they had done this, 1203 00:41:16,682 --> 00:41:17,683 we wouldn't be talking 1204 00:41:17,683 --> 00:41:18,225 here today 1205 00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:22,271 It was always a great pleasure 1206 00:41:22,271 --> 00:41:23,272 working with them 1207 00:41:24,899 --> 00:41:25,900 Hello? 1208 00:41:27,193 --> 00:41:28,068 Oh yes, wait a second 1209 00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:29,695 Ok, 1210 00:41:30,070 --> 00:41:30,779 I'm going to go to a place 1211 00:41:30,779 --> 00:41:31,655 where there is no noise, 1212 00:41:31,655 --> 00:41:32,448 I´ll return in a moment Dirk, 1213 00:41:33,157 --> 00:41:34,366 let´s turn off the mic 1214 00:41:55,429 --> 00:41:56,180 And in the same way, 1215 00:41:56,180 --> 00:41:57,348 did you have any interest in participating in 1216 00:41:57,348 --> 00:41:58,849 acting in a movie that 1217 00:41:58,849 --> 00:42:00,434 you already knew was not dirty? 1218 00:42:00,559 --> 00:42:01,685 Like your partner Wilhemn 1219 00:42:01,685 --> 00:42:02,603 who managed to emigrate 1220 00:42:02,603 --> 00:42:03,395 to the United States, and 1221 00:42:03,395 --> 00:42:04,396 worked there for a while 1222 00:42:05,564 --> 00:42:06,732 DIRK WAS DIFFERENT¡ 1223 00:42:07,858 --> 00:42:08,859 I´m sorry, I´m sorry 1224 00:42:09,777 --> 00:42:10,569 I meant, 1225 00:42:10,569 --> 00:42:10,819 Wilhemn, 1226 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:12,321 Wilhemn was different 1227 00:42:13,197 --> 00:42:13,989 In my case, 1228 00:42:14,156 --> 00:42:16,158 I loved westerns, 1229 00:42:16,158 --> 00:42:18,077 at first before my revelation 1230 00:42:18,410 --> 00:42:19,119 I wanted to be 1231 00:42:19,119 --> 00:42:20,579 a normal movie actor, 1232 00:42:20,955 --> 00:42:22,039 but when 1233 00:42:22,039 --> 00:42:23,165 but when my epiphany arrived, 1234 00:42:23,666 --> 00:42:24,583 I removed that idea 1235 00:42:24,583 --> 00:42:25,834 from my head until the end 1236 00:42:26,168 --> 00:42:27,628 So I am sure that 1237 00:42:27,628 --> 00:42:28,879 a lot producers and filmmakers 1238 00:42:28,879 --> 00:42:29,713 looked for you 1239 00:42:30,172 --> 00:42:30,923 Yes, 1240 00:42:30,923 --> 00:42:32,758 they offered me 1241 00:42:33,384 --> 00:42:35,553 some roles but, 1242 00:42:36,345 --> 00:42:39,139 I never felt prepared to act 1243 00:42:39,139 --> 00:42:40,808 in this kind of films 1244 00:42:41,392 --> 00:42:42,184 and in the end 1245 00:42:42,184 --> 00:42:44,144 I had to accept any role 1246 00:42:44,728 --> 00:42:46,772 Many do not know, but 1247 00:42:46,772 --> 00:42:48,524 I had a cameo in a 1248 00:42:49,358 --> 00:42:51,318 not very well known movie called 1249 00:42:55,239 --> 00:42:56,991 I was in the film for 2 minutes 1250 00:42:56,991 --> 00:42:59,201 and I played a map guy that 1251 00:42:59,201 --> 00:43:00,202 escaped from a bomb, 1252 00:43:00,494 --> 00:43:01,412 without knowing that 1253 00:43:01,412 --> 00:43:02,580 the bomb was implanted 1254 00:43:02,580 --> 00:43:05,165 all over the place, 1255 00:43:05,749 --> 00:43:07,334 and it wasn't just in one place 1256 00:43:22,182 --> 00:43:24,602 I also had a cameo 1257 00:43:24,602 --> 00:43:25,853 in another film, named 1258 00:43:26,186 --> 00:43:27,563 "THE CYBERPSYCHO" 1259 00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:39,408 And did you get to participate 1260 00:43:39,408 --> 00:43:40,034 in the radio? 1261 00:43:40,159 --> 00:43:40,826 I was the main voice 1262 00:43:40,826 --> 00:43:42,828 of the beginning in 1263 00:43:42,828 --> 00:43:44,371 "SAVAGE BALL F.M" 1264 00:43:44,830 --> 00:43:46,832 THE PLACE WHERE DREAMS AND 1265 00:43:46,832 --> 00:43:48,792 SPORTS BECAME TRUE 1266 00:43:49,168 --> 00:43:51,128 SAVAGE BALL F.M 1267 00:43:51,295 --> 00:43:53,922 THE BEST NATIONAL SPORTS STATION 1268 00:43:54,381 --> 00:43:55,591 THAT WILL KEEP YOU INFORMED 1269 00:43:55,591 --> 00:43:57,801 OF THE NEWS, TRANSFERS 1270 00:43:57,801 --> 00:43:58,719 AND WILL MAKE YOU YELL 1271 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:01,138 ¡GOOOOOAAAAL¡ 1272 00:44:01,680 --> 00:44:02,890 You, too, must have acted 1273 00:44:02,890 --> 00:44:04,391 in commercials, the medium most 1274 00:44:04,391 --> 00:44:06,769 similar to cinema 1275 00:44:07,728 --> 00:44:08,896 Yes... I did 1276 00:44:09,688 --> 00:44:11,148 I acted in a infomercial, 1277 00:44:11,523 --> 00:44:12,358 a pretty bad one, 1278 00:44:13,067 --> 00:44:14,360 it was about a 1279 00:44:16,320 --> 00:44:17,655 microwave pizza 1280 00:44:19,198 --> 00:44:20,407 Pizza is made with 1281 00:44:20,407 --> 00:44:22,368 some tasty components, 1282 00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:23,369 SAUSAGE, 1283 00:44:23,369 --> 00:44:24,078 SALAMI, 1284 00:44:24,078 --> 00:44:24,828 PEPPERONI 1285 00:44:24,828 --> 00:44:25,579 and hundreds of 1286 00:44:25,579 --> 00:44:26,580 fascinating ingredients 1287 00:44:26,830 --> 00:44:27,915 To prepared it, you only 1288 00:44:27,915 --> 00:44:29,249 need to put the pizza 1289 00:44:29,249 --> 00:44:30,834 in a oven or microwave 1290 00:44:30,834 --> 00:44:31,502 and done, 1291 00:44:31,877 --> 00:44:32,461 you only coocked it 1292 00:44:32,461 --> 00:44:33,337 in 5 minutes and 1293 00:44:36,548 --> 00:44:37,925 CHECK THIS OUT, 1294 00:44:38,550 --> 00:44:40,803 ¡THIS PIZZA IS DELICIOUS¡ 1295 00:44:41,720 --> 00:44:43,889 let's savor it 1296 00:44:45,641 --> 00:44:46,642 So now you know, 1297 00:44:46,809 --> 00:44:47,851 if you want a quick 1298 00:44:47,851 --> 00:44:49,103 microwave pizza 1299 00:44:53,524 --> 00:44:55,150 The best pizza in the market 1300 00:45:21,427 --> 00:45:22,344 What's that noise? 1301 00:45:36,358 --> 00:45:36,900 Hello? 1302 00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:40,028 Yes I told you that, 1303 00:45:42,239 --> 00:45:43,782 I finally got the budget, 1304 00:45:44,742 --> 00:45:45,909 a small one but at less I have, 1305 00:45:46,201 --> 00:45:46,910 the school gave me 1306 00:45:47,202 --> 00:45:50,622 10% of the original incentive 1307 00:45:51,248 --> 00:45:52,875 we lack money for distribution, 1308 00:45:54,168 --> 00:45:55,169 yes we need money 1309 00:45:55,169 --> 00:45:56,128 to distribute the film 1310 00:45:57,838 --> 00:45:58,839 Really? 1311 00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:03,594 Yes, I told you 1312 00:46:07,806 --> 00:46:09,183 Your work process, 1313 00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:10,184 was the same 1314 00:46:10,184 --> 00:46:11,185 working with Wilhemn 1315 00:46:12,144 --> 00:46:12,936 or different? 1316 00:46:14,146 --> 00:46:15,689 Now that you mention it, 1317 00:46:15,898 --> 00:46:17,024 it was never the same, 1318 00:46:17,566 --> 00:46:18,942 I used to rehearse alone 1319 00:46:18,942 --> 00:46:20,903 in my dressing room or set, 1320 00:46:21,361 --> 00:46:22,738 but when Wilhemn arrived, 1321 00:46:22,738 --> 00:46:25,657 what we did was an acting duet, 1322 00:46:25,949 --> 00:46:27,075 we both came from a 1323 00:46:27,075 --> 00:46:29,077 self-taught acting school, 1324 00:46:29,369 --> 00:46:30,788 and our practice was based on 1325 00:46:30,996 --> 00:46:32,581 seeing ourselves in a mirror 1326 00:46:33,081 --> 00:46:34,374 imagining the situation 1327 00:46:34,833 --> 00:46:36,627 and practicing our scenes, 1328 00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:39,296 it was something very unusual 1329 00:46:39,296 --> 00:46:42,800 and strange for us latin-actors, 1330 00:46:43,050 --> 00:46:44,051 but very functional 1331 00:46:45,052 --> 00:46:45,761 WILHEMN: I told you 1332 00:46:45,761 --> 00:46:46,470 to leave her alone, 1333 00:46:46,470 --> 00:46:46,970 right? 1334 00:46:46,970 --> 00:46:48,096 DIRK: You don't understand, 1335 00:46:48,555 --> 00:46:50,057 she doesn't belong to you, 1336 00:46:50,057 --> 00:46:51,016 now she's 1337 00:46:51,016 --> 00:46:51,350 WILHEMN: WHAT? 1338 00:46:51,350 --> 00:46:52,351 immersed in me 1339 00:46:52,684 --> 00:46:53,685 Grandiloquence 1340 00:46:53,936 --> 00:46:55,229 was always present 1341 00:46:55,229 --> 00:46:56,230 in our rehearsals 1342 00:46:56,647 --> 00:46:57,689 WILHEMN: I CAN´T BELIEVE IT 1343 00:46:58,398 --> 00:46:59,441 YOU TURNED HER INTO A 1344 00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:03,028 DIRK: This change was inevitable 1345 00:47:03,028 --> 00:47:04,029 WILHEMN: NO, PLEASE 1346 00:47:04,154 --> 00:47:04,780 No, 1347 00:47:04,780 --> 00:47:05,781 NOOOOO 1348 00:47:06,198 --> 00:47:07,366 Did you never find out 1349 00:47:07,366 --> 00:47:08,867 about Luis's fate? 1350 00:47:09,451 --> 00:47:10,285 I already told you, 1351 00:47:10,285 --> 00:47:11,453 after my life change, 1352 00:47:11,453 --> 00:47:12,287 don't you remember? 1353 00:47:12,621 --> 00:47:13,831 Yes but I was asking yo 1354 00:47:13,831 --> 00:47:14,832 because we don't know 1355 00:47:14,832 --> 00:47:16,583 I get it, I get it, I get it, 1356 00:47:16,834 --> 00:47:18,085 I´M GETTING IT, YOU IDIOT 1357 00:47:18,085 --> 00:47:19,044 Pl-Please calm down 1358 00:47:19,795 --> 00:47:21,213 I get it 1359 00:47:21,213 --> 00:47:21,839 Please sir 1360 00:47:21,839 --> 00:47:22,422 I get it 1361 00:47:22,422 --> 00:47:24,049 I´M GETTING IT, 1362 00:47:24,466 --> 00:47:27,135 I´M GETTING EVERYTHING 1363 00:47:29,680 --> 00:47:30,389 I 1364 00:47:30,389 --> 00:47:31,765 HAD NOTHING TO DO 1365 00:47:31,765 --> 00:47:32,975 BEFORE HIS DISAPPEARANCE, 1366 00:47:33,225 --> 00:47:33,976 ¡NOTHING¡ 1367 00:47:34,351 --> 00:47:35,435 THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM, 1368 00:47:35,644 --> 00:47:36,937 WAS BECAUSE HE ASKED ME 1369 00:47:36,937 --> 00:47:37,688 FOR SOME MONEY, 1370 00:47:37,688 --> 00:47:38,689 AND THAT WAS ALL, 1371 00:47:39,106 --> 00:47:40,065 NOTHING ELSE 1372 00:47:43,610 --> 00:47:45,112 Any other project or method? 1373 00:47:46,864 --> 00:47:48,031 We had planned to do 1374 00:47:48,031 --> 00:47:48,907 a musical at the beginning 1375 00:47:48,907 --> 00:47:49,491 of our union, 1376 00:47:49,491 --> 00:47:50,742 the story was based on 1377 00:47:51,034 --> 00:47:52,953 a man who entered a haunted mansion 1378 00:47:54,079 --> 00:47:54,788 and was reunited with 1379 00:47:54,788 --> 00:47:55,539 his old girlfriends 1380 00:47:56,582 --> 00:47:57,583 This film was a madness, 1381 00:47:57,958 --> 00:47:58,876 but in the end we decided 1382 00:47:58,876 --> 00:47:59,459 to drop this history, 1383 00:47:59,751 --> 00:48:01,003 and we preferred to make 1384 00:48:01,128 --> 00:48:03,046 a more personal film 1385 00:48:03,380 --> 00:48:04,840 "All about my father" 1386 00:48:05,215 --> 00:48:06,425 Movie that was also 1387 00:48:06,425 --> 00:48:07,134 filmed in this church, 1388 00:48:07,134 --> 00:48:07,801 Yes, 1389 00:48:08,010 --> 00:48:08,802 this film was 1390 00:48:08,802 --> 00:48:10,178 almost autobiographical 1391 00:48:10,304 --> 00:48:11,930 Main film of 1392 00:48:11,930 --> 00:48:12,931 the career of the actors, 1393 00:48:13,140 --> 00:48:14,641 released in 2 *% & 1394 00:48:15,475 --> 00:48:16,935 it shows the lives of 3 persons, 1395 00:48:16,935 --> 00:48:18,270 2 aspiring actors 1396 00:48:18,270 --> 00:48:19,271 and a film director, 1397 00:48:19,271 --> 00:48:21,231 who come together 1398 00:48:21,231 --> 00:48:22,232 to make a movie, 1399 00:48:22,232 --> 00:48:23,901 showing only 2 hours 1400 00:48:23,901 --> 00:48:24,902 of their lives. 1401 00:48:25,319 --> 00:48:26,486 show us the relationships between 1402 00:48:26,486 --> 00:48:27,154 the artists 1403 00:48:27,154 --> 00:48:28,155 with their families and pasts. 1404 00:48:29,197 --> 00:48:31,366 we made this as a relief film, 1405 00:48:32,034 --> 00:48:33,994 it had porn elements, but 1406 00:48:33,994 --> 00:48:35,162 that wasn´t the main point, 1407 00:48:35,162 --> 00:48:37,039 it was our chance to grow, 1408 00:48:37,664 --> 00:48:40,918 in it we compiled the history of the 3, 1409 00:48:41,335 --> 00:48:42,169 aninmigrant, 1410 00:48:42,169 --> 00:48:43,337 a hidden talent 1411 00:48:43,587 --> 00:48:44,963 and a weird person, 1412 00:48:45,797 --> 00:48:47,633 It goes from being a story that 1413 00:48:47,633 --> 00:48:49,635 contained dirty elements, 1414 00:48:50,135 --> 00:48:51,595 to one that sought 1415 00:48:51,595 --> 00:48:53,597 the motivations of the characters 1416 00:48:54,056 --> 00:48:55,223 and lives as artists, 1417 00:48:55,933 --> 00:48:56,934 as 1418 00:48:58,018 --> 00:48:59,311 human beings 1419 00:49:00,145 --> 00:49:01,146 "ALL ABOUT MY FATHER" 1420 00:49:03,357 --> 00:49:04,900 Right now there is 1421 00:49:04,900 --> 00:49:05,984 no longer any copy of the film, 1422 00:49:06,109 --> 00:49:07,653 only scenes on the internet. 1423 00:49:07,903 --> 00:49:08,528 The distribution of the film 1424 00:49:08,528 --> 00:49:09,237 never allowed us 1425 00:49:09,237 --> 00:49:10,072 to bring it out, 1426 00:49:10,072 --> 00:49:11,406 Joseph possessed 1427 00:49:11,573 --> 00:49:13,450 the last copy, 1428 00:49:13,617 --> 00:49:15,494 but I never knew where it was 1429 00:49:16,119 --> 00:49:18,372 We never seek to recognition 1430 00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:18,914 or fame, 1431 00:49:19,373 --> 00:49:20,499 all we wanted 1432 00:49:20,666 --> 00:49:22,292 was to be accepted, 1433 00:49:22,668 --> 00:49:23,961 and share our message 1434 00:49:25,045 --> 00:49:26,380 I think that is the goal 1435 00:49:26,380 --> 00:49:27,381 of every artist, 1436 00:49:27,673 --> 00:49:28,966 to make his word known, 1437 00:49:29,424 --> 00:49:29,967 to share who he is, 1438 00:49:30,634 --> 00:49:32,594 and to let people like us 1439 00:49:32,886 --> 00:49:34,054 know that they are not alone 1440 00:49:45,649 --> 00:49:46,650 What is this? 1441 00:50:04,876 --> 00:50:06,461 These are photographs that are 1442 00:50:07,254 --> 00:50:08,422 in this cell phone, 1443 00:50:08,839 --> 00:50:10,048 I do not know who own it, 1444 00:50:10,048 --> 00:50:11,049 but the photos are of Wilhemn, 1445 00:50:12,342 --> 00:50:13,176 and there are also, 1446 00:50:13,885 --> 00:50:14,886 and there are also audios. 1447 00:50:34,322 --> 00:50:35,073 WILHEMN: Day one, 1448 00:50:35,365 --> 00:50:36,533 the person that I considered 1449 00:50:36,533 --> 00:50:38,118 my own brother, locked me 1450 00:50:38,118 --> 00:50:39,119 in this sh%* hole 1451 00:50:40,162 --> 00:50:41,580 I started to gather with him, 1452 00:50:42,456 --> 00:50:43,165 in that time 1453 00:50:43,165 --> 00:50:44,332 I was emigrating to Chile, 1454 00:50:44,666 --> 00:50:45,834 and to say goodbye I 1455 00:50:46,752 --> 00:50:47,044 What? 1456 00:50:47,210 --> 00:50:48,253 I invited him to have dinner, 1457 00:50:49,379 --> 00:50:51,465 he prepared the drinks 1458 00:50:51,631 --> 00:50:52,299 and 1459 00:50:52,299 --> 00:50:54,301 I have no idea of 1460 00:50:54,801 --> 00:50:56,094 why he did this or 1461 00:50:56,094 --> 00:50:57,262 what he put into my drink, 1462 00:50:57,262 --> 00:50:58,513 after I drank 1463 00:50:59,639 --> 00:51:00,640 some drinks, 1464 00:51:01,141 --> 00:51:02,350 I lost all consciousness and 1465 00:51:02,350 --> 00:51:02,809 Who this could happen? 1466 00:51:02,809 --> 00:51:03,685 I lost everything, 1467 00:51:03,685 --> 00:51:04,686 I showed up here 1468 00:51:04,686 --> 00:51:06,063 in this dark 1469 00:51:06,354 --> 00:51:07,355 and filthy house, 1470 00:51:07,355 --> 00:51:08,690 the only thing that I remember is 1471 00:51:08,690 --> 00:51:09,316 DIRK: ARE YOU TALKING 1472 00:51:09,316 --> 00:51:09,816 TO SOMEONE? 1473 00:51:12,778 --> 00:51:13,570 WILHEMN: HELP ME¡ 1474 00:51:13,570 --> 00:51:14,362 HELP¡ 1475 00:51:14,696 --> 00:51:15,363 HELP¡ 1476 00:51:15,363 --> 00:51:16,364 Dirk: SILENCE DOG, 1477 00:51:16,364 --> 00:51:17,199 SILENCE¡ 1478 00:51:17,491 --> 00:51:18,784 You thought you would stop me 1479 00:51:18,784 --> 00:51:19,367 right? 1480 00:51:19,785 --> 00:51:20,368 IDIOT, 1481 00:51:20,494 --> 00:51:21,369 IDIOT, 1482 00:51:21,369 --> 00:51:22,370 IDIOOT¡ 1483 00:51:22,746 --> 00:51:23,955 NO ONE WILL DEFEAT ME 1484 00:51:24,331 --> 00:51:24,956 NO ONE 1485 00:51:26,583 --> 00:51:27,584 He-He have more audios 1486 00:51:32,005 --> 00:51:32,839 What did you do Dirk? 1487 00:51:35,133 --> 00:51:36,301 What did you do? 1488 00:51:42,974 --> 00:51:44,518 What I just listen, 1489 00:51:45,185 --> 00:51:46,144 I have no idea if 1490 00:51:46,144 --> 00:51:46,770 it's real or not, 1491 00:51:47,312 --> 00:51:48,688 I've been shooting with 1492 00:51:48,688 --> 00:51:49,481 this guy all day, 1493 00:51:49,940 --> 00:51:51,399 and I'm starting to suspect 1494 00:51:51,942 --> 00:51:52,651 that he had something to do 1495 00:51:52,651 --> 00:51:53,860 with Wilhemn's disappearance 1496 00:51:56,905 --> 00:51:57,906 I have no idea, 1497 00:51:57,906 --> 00:51:58,907 I need to listen 1498 00:51:58,907 --> 00:52:00,158 the other audios and videos 1499 00:52:01,868 --> 00:52:02,744 ... must be reveal 1500 00:52:03,620 --> 00:52:04,538 I need to discover it, 1501 00:52:05,122 --> 00:52:06,164 I must discover it 1502 00:52:09,668 --> 00:52:10,752 Everything negative that 1503 00:52:10,752 --> 00:52:11,962 happens to us in life, 1504 00:52:11,962 --> 00:52:12,963 will have its positive 1505 00:52:12,963 --> 00:52:13,880 consequence, 1506 00:52:14,256 --> 00:52:15,173 its reward, 1507 00:52:16,216 --> 00:52:18,468 I am living proof, 1508 00:52:19,427 --> 00:52:20,428 that´s how my life started, 1509 00:52:20,971 --> 00:52:22,222 that's how is now, 1510 00:52:23,306 --> 00:52:24,808 that´s how it will end 1511 00:52:27,853 --> 00:52:28,854 Dirk 1512 00:52:29,104 --> 00:52:30,355 I´ll answer a call, 1513 00:52:30,355 --> 00:52:31,231 can you wait me 1514 00:52:31,231 --> 00:52:32,065 here some minutes 1515 00:52:32,065 --> 00:52:33,233 Of course 1516 00:52:33,233 --> 00:52:33,775 Thank you 1517 00:52:34,067 --> 00:52:35,068 I take the camera, don´t worry, 1518 00:52:35,068 --> 00:52:35,777 if you want you go ahead to 1519 00:52:35,777 --> 00:52:36,736 the place. 1520 00:52:36,778 --> 00:52:37,487 All right 1521 00:52:56,631 --> 00:52:57,632 Hello? 1522 00:52:58,508 --> 00:52:59,509 Hi, 1523 00:52:59,509 --> 00:53:00,510 how are you? 1524 00:53:01,636 --> 00:53:02,637 Yes of course 1525 00:53:07,934 --> 00:53:08,935 Yes, yes 1526 00:53:09,853 --> 00:53:10,854 Wait a moment 1527 00:53:14,107 --> 00:53:14,983 I discovered the truth, 1528 00:53:16,443 --> 00:53:17,444 the audios prove that 1529 00:53:17,444 --> 00:53:18,278 he killed Wilhemn, 1530 00:53:19,863 --> 00:53:21,406 also the video have 1531 00:53:22,449 --> 00:53:23,450 an evidence that can 1532 00:53:24,117 --> 00:53:25,118 could lead me to imprison him 1533 00:53:26,745 --> 00:53:27,204 I´m scared, 1534 00:53:27,204 --> 00:53:28,205 I don´t know what will happen 1535 00:53:31,708 --> 00:53:32,709 Ready? 1536 00:53:33,627 --> 00:53:34,586 YES, i´m ready 1537 00:53:39,466 --> 00:53:40,800 Why did you choose this city? 1538 00:53:41,718 --> 00:53:42,928 Why did you choose it? 1539 00:53:43,887 --> 00:53:44,596 Excuse me 1540 00:53:44,596 --> 00:53:45,555 Yes, you heard me w 1541 00:53:47,015 --> 00:53:48,016 ... it´s beautiful, and 1542 00:53:48,183 --> 00:53:49,184 it does have the heat 1543 00:53:49,184 --> 00:53:50,352 of the Torreón desert, 1544 00:53:51,478 --> 00:53:52,103 but why? 1545 00:53:53,730 --> 00:53:54,731 I didn´t chose it, 1546 00:53:54,731 --> 00:53:55,732 is my birth town, 1547 00:53:56,149 --> 00:53:57,108 my ancestors were 1548 00:53:57,108 --> 00:53:58,109 the ones who chose it 1549 00:53:58,485 --> 00:53:59,611 I asked you this because your 1550 00:53:59,611 --> 00:54:01,446 birth town is another city, 1551 00:54:01,446 --> 00:54:02,447 and I want to know 1552 00:54:04,449 --> 00:54:04,991 You know, 1553 00:54:05,325 --> 00:54:06,743 I also would say that 1554 00:54:06,993 --> 00:54:08,495 this city became my birth town, 1555 00:54:09,204 --> 00:54:10,205 somehow, 1556 00:54:10,747 --> 00:54:12,249 I have it inside me 1557 00:54:16,461 --> 00:54:16,836 So Dirk, 1558 00:54:16,836 --> 00:54:18,004 did you never really know 1559 00:54:18,004 --> 00:54:19,005 Wilhelm's whereabouts? 1560 00:54:19,422 --> 00:54:20,966 I told you, NO 1561 00:54:21,716 --> 00:54:23,385 Some sources confirm me that 1562 00:54:24,344 --> 00:54:25,553 after his return to Chile, 1563 00:54:25,887 --> 00:54:26,429 anyone knew 1564 00:54:26,429 --> 00:54:27,055 something about him 1565 00:54:27,305 --> 00:54:27,889 To Chile? 1566 00:54:28,181 --> 00:54:29,182 Are you serious? 1567 00:54:29,683 --> 00:54:32,978 Do they only think in him? 1568 00:54:33,061 --> 00:54:34,062 Come on, 1569 00:54:34,062 --> 00:54:35,522 Yes, my contacts confirm it, 1570 00:54:36,690 --> 00:54:37,607 he returned to Chile 1571 00:54:37,607 --> 00:54:38,525 for a long time, 1572 00:54:38,525 --> 00:54:39,526 and starred some 1573 00:54:39,526 --> 00:54:40,527 terrible films 1574 00:54:40,902 --> 00:54:41,736 B#+c please 1575 00:54:41,736 --> 00:54:43,863 YOUR CONTACTS ARE DAMN IDIOTS 1576 00:54:43,863 --> 00:54:45,198 AND YOU A STUPID 1577 00:54:45,198 --> 00:54:46,199 FOR BELIEVING ALL THOSE THINGS, 1578 00:54:46,783 --> 00:54:48,076 COME ON¡ 1579 00:54:48,243 --> 00:54:49,494 YOU DISAPPOINT ME 1580 00:54:49,744 --> 00:54:50,662 IN THE FIRST PLACE 1581 00:54:50,745 --> 00:54:52,372 HE WOULD NEVER ACT BADLY, 1582 00:54:52,580 --> 00:54:53,373 NEVER, 1583 00:54:53,540 --> 00:54:54,374 AND IN THE SECOND 1584 00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:55,959 HE WOULD NEVER GO BACK TO CHILE, 1585 00:54:55,959 --> 00:54:56,668 UNDERSTOOD? 1586 00:54:57,294 --> 00:54:58,586 Stupid fool 1587 00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:08,680 Yes, let's hope that 1588 00:55:08,930 --> 00:55:09,681 Yes, 1589 00:55:09,681 --> 00:55:10,682 I hope people can 1590 00:55:10,682 --> 00:55:12,225 see me again in the big screen 1591 00:55:13,268 --> 00:55:14,269 I hope too 1592 00:55:15,312 --> 00:55:17,188 or at least behind it 1593 00:55:19,524 --> 00:55:20,942 My name is Juan Lucas Tarantose, 1594 00:55:23,320 --> 00:55:24,321 I am 22, 1595 00:55:25,613 --> 00:55:27,157 I am a film student, 1596 00:55:27,407 --> 00:55:27,824 that came here 1597 00:55:27,824 --> 00:55:28,825 to shot a documentary about 1598 00:55:28,825 --> 00:55:29,993 the actor Francisco Starkon 1599 00:55:29,993 --> 00:55:30,994 Dirk Holmes 1600 00:55:33,079 --> 00:55:34,622 I discovered his terrible truth, 1601 00:55:35,415 --> 00:55:36,082 that mon, 1602 00:55:37,709 --> 00:55:38,918 that monster that calls itself 1603 00:55:38,918 --> 00:55:39,878 human, 1604 00:55:40,086 --> 00:55:40,879 KILLED 1605 00:55:41,254 --> 00:55:41,671 T 1606 00:55:41,671 --> 00:55:43,131 THE FILMMAKER DIRTY MOE, 1607 00:55:45,175 --> 00:55:46,176 and he has kidnapped 1608 00:55:47,093 --> 00:55:48,094 Wilhemn Dafouck, 1609 00:55:48,845 --> 00:55:49,637 he kidnapped him, 1610 00:55:49,637 --> 00:55:50,638 he kidnapped him, 1611 00:55:51,973 --> 00:55:52,974 and he is going to kill him, 1612 00:55:53,475 --> 00:55:54,476 God 1613 00:55:59,564 --> 00:56:01,316 My camera's battery is dead, 1614 00:56:01,524 --> 00:56:02,317 what a shame, 1615 00:56:02,650 --> 00:56:03,318 but well, 1616 00:56:03,485 --> 00:56:04,486 at least I filmed 1617 00:56:04,486 --> 00:56:05,487 everything that I need, and 1618 00:56:05,487 --> 00:56:06,237 I think I already have 1619 00:56:06,237 --> 00:56:07,238 enough material, 1620 00:56:07,489 --> 00:56:08,239 even plenty of it, 1621 00:56:09,491 --> 00:56:10,492 to make the documentary 1622 00:56:11,618 --> 00:56:12,619 We have been lucky, 1623 00:56:13,078 --> 00:56:15,038 the sun is about to set, 1624 00:56:15,830 --> 00:56:18,541 darkness is coming 1625 00:56:20,585 --> 00:56:21,169 Well Dirk, 1626 00:56:21,169 --> 00:56:23,004 I think this is the farewell, 1627 00:56:23,421 --> 00:56:24,381 we were able to finish 1628 00:56:24,381 --> 00:56:25,382 the scenes and I am 1629 00:56:25,382 --> 00:56:27,175 very satisfied with the results 1630 00:56:27,926 --> 00:56:28,676 It was a pleasure, 1631 00:56:29,886 --> 00:56:30,887 and I assure you 1632 00:56:31,096 --> 00:56:31,846 that we will see 1633 00:56:31,846 --> 00:56:32,263 each other again 1634 00:56:32,263 --> 00:56:33,264 very soon, 1635 00:56:33,431 --> 00:56:35,225 and we will fulfill our destiny, 1636 00:56:35,642 --> 00:56:37,727 I guarantee it 1637 00:56:38,853 --> 00:56:40,230 Because fate will help us 1638 00:56:41,606 --> 00:56:42,899 I guarantee it 1639 00:56:45,819 --> 00:56:47,153 and as they say in the theater 1640 00:56:47,362 --> 00:56:48,154 have a lot of s#$t 1641 00:56:51,282 --> 00:56:52,283 See you soon Dirk 1642 00:57:35,702 --> 00:57:36,870 Wilhemn: I haven't eaten 1643 00:57:36,870 --> 00:57:37,871 for hours, 1644 00:57:37,871 --> 00:57:39,289 it's day 4 1645 00:57:39,998 --> 00:57:41,583 Francisco is just feeding me 1646 00:57:41,583 --> 00:57:43,168 with plants, 1647 00:57:44,544 --> 00:57:45,044 I begin to 1648 00:57:46,629 --> 00:57:47,630 think that 1649 00:57:48,339 --> 00:57:50,216 he is practicing 1650 00:57:50,758 --> 00:57:51,676 black witchcraft 1651 00:57:53,928 --> 00:57:54,721 NOOO, NOOO 1652 00:57:55,054 --> 00:57:56,014 HE SKINNED HIM, 1653 00:57:56,139 --> 00:57:56,681 HE SKINNED HIM, 1654 00:57:56,723 --> 00:57:57,182 HE SKINNE 1655 00:57:57,891 --> 00:57:58,892 I can´t be, 1656 00:57:59,559 --> 00:58:00,727 I can´t believe it, 1657 00:58:01,603 --> 00:58:02,604 Francisco killed Mo 1658 00:58:02,979 --> 00:58:04,606 He have the body in the house, 1659 00:58:04,939 --> 00:58:05,815 god, I have no idea of what 1660 00:58:05,815 --> 00:58:06,483 he want but 1661 00:58:07,025 --> 00:58:07,775 Please help me, 1662 00:58:08,651 --> 00:58:10,320 his obsession with fate 1663 00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:11,070 make him mad, 1664 00:58:12,071 --> 00:58:12,822 I don't know 1665 00:58:12,822 --> 00:58:13,281 if he is the friend that 1666 00:58:13,281 --> 00:58:14,115 I used to know, 1667 00:58:14,115 --> 00:58:14,991 I'm scared, 1668 00:58:15,366 --> 00:58:15,909 I don't know if someone 1669 00:58:15,909 --> 00:58:17,494 will ever hear this, 1670 00:58:17,869 --> 00:58:18,995 but if I die, 1671 00:58:19,329 --> 00:58:20,580 I need the discoverer 1672 00:58:20,580 --> 00:58:21,456 of this audio to 1673 00:58:21,456 --> 00:58:22,332 go to the authorities 1674 00:58:22,332 --> 00:58:23,166 and report him, 1675 00:58:23,666 --> 00:58:24,167 THIS MONS 1676 00:58:24,876 --> 00:58:25,668 PSYCHO 1677 00:58:25,668 --> 00:58:26,920 Dirk: I DISCOVERED YOU IDIOT 1678 00:58:27,420 --> 00:58:29,130 Wilhemn: NO, NO, NO, NO, NO 1679 00:58:29,130 --> 00:58:30,548 PLEASE MERCY, 1680 00:58:30,548 --> 00:58:31,549 I WON'T TALK 1681 00:58:32,217 --> 00:58:32,842 I SWEA 1682 00:58:35,094 --> 00:58:37,555 Dirk: IDIOT, IDIOT, IDIOT 1683 00:58:41,976 --> 00:58:42,936 He killed him, 1684 00:58:44,479 --> 00:58:45,480 he did it, 1685 00:58:46,272 --> 00:58:48,149 he is to blame for all this. 1686 00:58:48,650 --> 00:58:50,276 how could it have happened?, 1687 00:58:59,244 --> 00:59:00,495 My destiny 1688 00:59:00,495 --> 00:59:02,121 is being fulfilled 1689 00:59:32,277 --> 00:59:33,319 I need this video 1690 00:59:33,319 --> 00:59:34,112 reaches the authorities, 1691 00:59:34,654 --> 00:59:35,572 I found out that he 1692 00:59:36,030 --> 00:59:37,490 has the bodies and skinns them, 1693 00:59:38,491 --> 00:59:40,702 I found the truth, 1694 00:59:41,578 --> 00:59:42,245 I discovered that he 1695 00:59:42,245 --> 00:59:42,996 NO GOD PLEASE 1696 00:59:48,042 --> 00:59:49,168 NO GOD PLEASE 1697 00:59:49,419 --> 00:59:49,919 PLEASE 1698 00:59:50,878 --> 00:59:51,421 MERCY 1699 00:59:56,050 --> 00:59:57,302 ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW 1700 01:00:41,179 --> 01:00:43,681 This is what I lived, 1701 01:00:45,058 --> 01:00:46,059 this is what I live, 1702 01:00:47,894 --> 01:00:49,520 this is what I will live, 1703 01:01:22,929 --> 01:01:29,477 THANK YOU DIRK HOLMES 1704 01:01:58,297 --> 01:01:59,173 Dear god, 1705 01:01:59,799 --> 01:02:01,300 on this solemn day 1706 01:02:01,759 --> 01:02:03,636 I ask for your blessed mercy, 1707 01:02:04,220 --> 01:02:05,888 the afflicted need your support 1708 01:02:05,888 --> 01:02:06,889 more than ever, 1709 01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:08,933 I need it, 1710 01:02:09,976 --> 01:02:11,310 I recognize my sins 1711 01:02:11,310 --> 01:02:12,228 and I will pay the price 1712 01:02:12,228 --> 01:02:13,396 for redemption, 1713 01:02:14,063 --> 01:02:15,732 your mercy is infinite, 1714 01:02:16,315 --> 01:02:17,442 the goodness that abounds 1715 01:02:17,442 --> 01:02:18,443 in your heart fills me, 1716 01:02:19,110 --> 01:02:19,694 I know, 1717 01:02:19,986 --> 01:02:21,154 I am not worthy 1718 01:02:21,154 --> 01:02:22,363 to enter your house, 1719 01:02:22,739 --> 01:02:23,865 but a word from you 1720 01:02:23,865 --> 01:02:24,907 will not be able to heal me, 1721 01:02:25,700 --> 01:02:26,659 now I beg you, 1722 01:02:27,034 --> 01:02:28,578 I need this support, 1723 01:02:29,203 --> 01:02:30,538 with one hand of yours 1724 01:02:30,538 --> 01:02:31,831 I can heal, 1725 01:02:32,290 --> 01:02:34,041 with a sign of the future 1726 01:02:34,041 --> 01:02:35,042 I can shine, 1727 01:02:35,293 --> 01:02:36,294 I can love, 1728 01:02:36,878 --> 01:02:37,670 I can live 1729 01:02:38,921 --> 01:02:39,589 Lord, 1730 01:02:40,339 --> 01:02:41,674 I beg you to allow me 1731 01:02:41,674 --> 01:02:43,050 to achieve peace 1732 01:02:43,050 --> 01:02:44,510 in every new morning, 1733 01:02:45,303 --> 01:02:46,304 fill me with joy, 1734 01:02:47,180 --> 01:02:49,557 I will work to continue my fate, 1735 01:02:50,183 --> 01:02:51,267 and regardless of 1736 01:02:51,267 --> 01:02:52,810 the consequences I will continue 1737 01:02:52,810 --> 01:02:53,811 steadfast and forward, 1738 01:02:54,103 --> 01:02:55,188 good things 1739 01:02:55,480 --> 01:02:57,690 come for those who believe, 1740 01:02:58,775 --> 01:02:59,776 better things for 1741 01:02:59,776 --> 01:03:01,194 those who are patient, 1742 01:03:01,736 --> 01:03:03,237 but the greatest blessings 1743 01:03:03,863 --> 01:03:05,072 come for those 1744 01:03:05,072 --> 01:03:06,073 who never give up, 1745 01:03:06,741 --> 01:03:08,242 in the end you know 1746 01:03:08,242 --> 01:03:09,243 what is the best for me, 1747 01:03:09,660 --> 01:03:11,412 and you know my desires, 1748 01:03:11,829 --> 01:03:14,165 I am tired of depressions, 1749 01:03:14,791 --> 01:03:15,792 this yoke 1750 01:03:16,209 --> 01:03:17,210 that I pass 1751 01:03:17,210 --> 01:03:18,586 I can no longer bear 1752 01:03:19,837 --> 01:03:20,838 I will praise you lord, 1753 01:03:21,631 --> 01:03:23,758 and I will thank you, my savior, 1754 01:03:24,634 --> 01:03:26,344 I will thank your name because 1755 01:03:26,344 --> 01:03:27,345 you were my protector 1756 01:03:27,345 --> 01:03:28,054 and my support, 1757 01:03:28,763 --> 01:03:29,764 you freed me from death 1758 01:03:30,389 --> 01:03:31,098 and from the lips 1759 01:03:31,098 --> 01:03:32,266 that forge lies, 1760 01:03:33,810 --> 01:03:35,186 when I saw myself surrounded 1761 01:03:35,186 --> 01:03:36,562 by enemies you came 1762 01:03:36,562 --> 01:03:38,105 to help and save me, 1763 01:03:39,065 --> 01:03:40,066 you freed me, 1764 01:03:41,984 --> 01:03:43,236 by your mercy and 1765 01:03:43,486 --> 01:03:44,987 for the glory of your name 1766 01:03:45,530 --> 01:03:46,405 you prevented 1767 01:03:46,405 --> 01:03:47,573 these sinful teeth 1768 01:03:47,573 --> 01:03:48,574 from consuming me, 1769 01:03:48,991 --> 01:03:50,201 you rescued me from 1770 01:03:50,201 --> 01:03:51,369 all the calamities 1771 01:03:51,369 --> 01:03:52,370 that I have been through, 1772 01:03:53,538 --> 01:03:54,247 from the flames 1773 01:03:54,247 --> 01:03:55,248 that surrounded me, 1774 01:03:55,998 --> 01:03:56,624 my soul 1775 01:03:57,375 --> 01:03:59,085 came to the brink of death, 1776 01:03:59,627 --> 01:04:00,586 my life was near 1777 01:04:00,586 --> 01:04:01,587 to fall into an abyss, 1778 01:04:03,005 --> 01:04:04,799 I was surrounded on all sides, 1779 01:04:05,132 --> 01:04:06,008 and there was 1780 01:04:06,008 --> 01:04:07,009 no one to help me, 1781 01:04:07,718 --> 01:04:08,719 there was no one, 1782 01:04:09,595 --> 01:04:10,596 then I remembered 1783 01:04:10,596 --> 01:04:12,557 your mercy and your works, 1784 01:04:13,724 --> 01:04:14,559 as you said that 1785 01:04:14,559 --> 01:04:15,560 "The past never saves, 1786 01:04:16,227 --> 01:04:17,937 the future is a martyrdom, 1787 01:04:18,354 --> 01:04:19,689 and the present 1788 01:04:19,897 --> 01:04:20,523 is the one 1789 01:04:20,523 --> 01:04:21,524 that give us hope" 1790 01:04:21,774 --> 01:04:23,442 Today lord I sobbed 1791 01:04:23,860 --> 01:04:25,194 in this journey of tears, 1792 01:04:25,194 --> 01:04:26,529 moaning and crying, 1793 01:04:27,196 --> 01:04:27,864 I've been through 1794 01:04:27,864 --> 01:04:28,865 a lifetime journey, 1795 01:04:29,156 --> 01:04:30,992 with disappointments, tragedies, 1796 01:04:31,701 --> 01:04:33,077 joys and experiences, 1797 01:04:33,286 --> 01:04:34,745 who forged my person, 1798 01:04:34,912 --> 01:04:35,746 who I am, 1799 01:04:36,497 --> 01:04:37,957 I put my offerings to you 1800 01:04:38,124 --> 01:04:39,125 and I will pay the sacrifice 1801 01:04:39,125 --> 01:04:40,209 that I owe to 1802 01:04:40,209 --> 01:04:41,210 obtain what I want, 1803 01:04:41,919 --> 01:04:42,920 I will not become 1804 01:04:43,004 --> 01:04:44,130 the shadow of my fears, 1805 01:04:44,714 --> 01:04:45,548 not anymore, 1806 01:04:47,884 --> 01:04:49,427 I will take the leap of faith, 1807 01:04:50,303 --> 01:04:51,304 I will lord, 1808 01:04:51,721 --> 01:04:53,139 I don´t have anything to lose, 1809 01:04:53,472 --> 01:04:54,599 I will trust in you, 1810 01:04:54,932 --> 01:04:56,183 and I will repeat your words 1811 01:04:56,183 --> 01:04:56,976 of comfort, 1812 01:04:57,476 --> 01:04:58,978 "The past never saves, 1813 01:04:59,604 --> 01:05:00,938 the future is a martyrdom, 1814 01:05:01,314 --> 01:05:02,940 the present gives hope" 1815 01:05:03,482 --> 01:05:04,859 "The past never saves, 1816 01:05:05,192 --> 01:05:06,736 the future is a martyrdom, 1817 01:05:07,069 --> 01:05:08,070 the present gives hope" 1818 01:05:29,091 --> 01:05:31,093 The show must go on 1819 01:05:31,677 --> 01:05:33,054 The show must go on 1820 01:05:33,554 --> 01:05:35,014 The show must go on 1821 01:05:35,556 --> 01:05:36,766 The show must go on 1822 01:05:37,642 --> 01:05:39,143 The show must go on 1823 01:05:40,186 --> 01:05:41,979 The show must go on 1824 01:05:42,980 --> 01:05:44,732 The show must go on 1825 01:05:45,316 --> 01:05:47,276 The show must go on 1826 01:05:48,361 --> 01:05:49,362 The show must go on 1827 01:05:50,196 --> 01:05:51,197 The show must go on 1828 01:05:52,156 --> 01:05:53,157 The show must go on 1829 01:05:54,241 --> 01:05:55,242 The show must go on 1830 01:06:05,586 --> 01:06:08,422 The show must go on The show must go on 1831 01:06:08,422 --> 01:06:10,257 The show must go on The show must go on 1832 01:06:11,092 --> 01:06:13,177 The show must go on The show must go on 1833 01:06:14,136 --> 01:06:16,389 The show must go on The show must go on 1834 01:06:16,889 --> 01:06:19,433 The show must go on The show must go on 1835 01:06:20,935 --> 01:06:22,937 The show must go on 1836 01:06:23,896 --> 01:06:27,775 " What I lived What I live What I will live " 1837 01:06:28,567 --> 01:06:31,070 Directed and written by Carlos Puentes 144593

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