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A film by Carlos Puentes
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That´s all right
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it´s good, that´s all right
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very well
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It´s positioned
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This damn tree is
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blocking me all the light
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but well
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I belive that is ready
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It´s ready, ready, ready, ready
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All right
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starting in 3
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It´s imperative to start
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with a quote from the master
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It´s imposible to make a
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good movie, without a camera
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I didn´t see the camera
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I didn´t see the camera
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DAMN IT¡
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i didn't do it right
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i didn't do it right
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That´s fine, relax, relax
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I can save it
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I can save it
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that's what edition exists for
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The first take and I failed
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gosh
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I´m in the shot
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ok, now i´m out of the shot
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Vagabond.
Independent.
To.
Freedom?.
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We start the adventure
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in the always sunny
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city Torreón Coahuila
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observing a quiet
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autumn afternoon
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watching his trees, benches
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nature
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and parks always abundant
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and never infuriating
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maybe it´s not overflowing
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with inhabitants
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but those who decide to stay
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are always rejoicing
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They have churches
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also schools
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and malls
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It's obvious to say
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that Torreón is a small city
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but colloquially speaking cool
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Many will wonder
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why we talk about this
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rather the question should be
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why this soft-spoken man
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is telling us this.
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I believe that every good storie
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starts with a demonstration
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from the context in
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which something arises
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and in this case someone
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Francisco Starkon
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also known as Dirk fuck#% Holmes
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Born in México City known as D.F
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was a young pornographic actor
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debutante of the mid 2000s
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the golden age of
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of filthy porn video movies
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He was raised in
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a middle class family
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only son and with
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irresponsable parents
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saw in porn cinema
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an opportunity to shine
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He felt that his destiny
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could make him participate
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in those films
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and not only that,
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also to become
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in a legendary star
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like his idols
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Mirk Migler and Juan C. Molks
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Over the years the old Frac
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changed his physical appearance
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which led
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to a great depression
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and thanks to his short stature
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and complexion not so common
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in pornographic cinema,
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Francisco thought that he
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would never be able to perform
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in a triple x film
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but destiny
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like a roller coaster
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always up him or
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and down him in life
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One dark night
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in a desolate room
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Francisco took a nap
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in which he could witness
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an epiphany of his great future
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LIGHTS, WOMEN
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AND A CINEMA CAMERA
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FORESHADOWED HIM
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HIS FUTURE LIFE AS AN ACTOR
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AND ALSO A MYSTERY HAND
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THAT COULD FULFILL
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ALL HIS WISHES AND DREAMS
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In that moment
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Francisco woke up decided
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and convinced that he
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could be the actor of his dreams
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went looking for a job
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but when he couldn't find
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he decided to make his films
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on his own
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until he met the director-actor
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uintessential bulwark
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of pornography
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Moseph Cassavetos
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also known as
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I believe that here
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the most important thing
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is purification
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Sometimes we think
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that this type of movies
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are just to relax
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but they have their magic behind
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their
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Almost everyone thought
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than with the advent
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of digital cameras
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in the 50s and 60s
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and its boom in the 90s
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would affect the cinema a lot
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even saying that
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it would be their destruction
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but it was nonsense
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I consider that it growed it
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and rejuvenated it
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that saved it
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Also my films
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consistently look other places
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places where the public
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is not just looking for "action"
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they stayed for the plot
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with a genuine interest
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in the story
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wanting to be the characters
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identifying with them
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they connected with the films
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Sadly, after directing 6 films
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this capable mysterious
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and daring filmmaker
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that wanted to change
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all the porn cinema
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considered by many
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the new John Ford of porn cinema
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died of unknown causes
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on June 6, 2011
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Continuing with contemporary
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artists of our star,
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we have his best friend
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compatriot and partner in acting,
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the mysterious but always funny
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Luis Romero
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a.k.a Wilhemn Dafouck
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Born in Chile
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in the post-franquist era
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lived most of
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his childhood in Cuba
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In this days he discovered
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acting and gangsters cinema
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that helped him to learn English,
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and from this experience
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Luis always believed that
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one day he would become
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an film actor
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Dissapointed for
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the results that he had
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on his country
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Luis decided to left his country
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and moved to México
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and because he didn´t had money
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he moved to Torreón
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He tried to found an acting job
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but he wasn´t sucessful
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Tired of always being
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a foreigner
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This young actor was decided
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to return to his origin country
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But one gelid friday afternoon
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he met Dirk Holmes
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his soon co-star
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and best friend
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Wilhemn didn´t wanted
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to perfom in Dirk movies,
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but at the end
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he started to perfom
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in supporting roles
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and soon he became
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the leading man,
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Always giving his best effort,
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despiting the results
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of his performances,
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like in the marvelous film
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"Cured or Not Cured"
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where his character Dr. Wonder,
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in a zombie invasion
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discovers that his cure,
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created to defeat AIDS,
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can be used to heal humanity
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Having only one cure,
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he need to risk all his values,
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and feelings to discover
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what he need to do,
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with his miraculus cure
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This dreamful and surreal dream
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created by Dirty Moe,
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gave us one of the best
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performances of Wilhemn Dafouck,
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and after this film,
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his career started
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This new fame
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with his previous film,
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made his emigration
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to Hollywood invetable,
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But his career in this country
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wasn´t the same
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He became a drug addict,
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and stared an
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addiction to cocaine,
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Bad companies lead him to lose
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all his progress,
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In 2*+%&
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he returned to México
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It was no longer the best time
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for porn films,
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and the filming
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despite being digital
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became more and more expensive,
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the producers didn´t had interest
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in innovative films
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independent pornographic cinema
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would no longer be profitable,
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and the big productions
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faded the small ones
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Wilhelm Dafouck was seen
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in different cities
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of Latin America,
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but after his last film
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his whereabouts, destiny and life
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would never be known
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The effervescent sense of
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joy that this cinema emanates
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was very ephemeral,
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the stars who
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previously dominated
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cinema in general,
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gradually became extinct and
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like in the age of silent movies
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they couldn't evolve
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Everyone had terrible endings,
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excepting Dirk Holmes that
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somehow survived as
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an assistan of production
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in normal films,
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but in the end he had
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a more catastrophic fate
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than his partners
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His addiction to painkillers
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and methamphetamines,
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like his friend Wilhelm
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doomed him,
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all his savings were squandered
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in women, drugs,
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he didn´t stayed in shape,
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and lost contact with
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any possible human being
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Diego Férnandez
Dirk Holmes Stepbrother
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Despit...
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Excuse me
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Despite having the same mother,
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I never got to know him,
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I saw him once
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when I was a child
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Maybe I heard his name,
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because his films
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are very known,
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despite you know,
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being
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dirty movies,
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my mother never told me
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anything about him,
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I didn´t knew that
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he was my brother
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unitl I discovered
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his photos in the web
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People always confused me
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with that guy and,
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I stayed like this
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with the doubt
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But having contact with him...
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never
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Diana Farroles
Dirk Holmes Psychologist
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After the end of his career,
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Francisco developed multiple
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mental disorders,
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like post traumatic stress
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and subsequent bipolarity,
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in the absence of a stimulus
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which was awarded to him
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by acting, or interaction with
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this medium,
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his brain changed
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He was no longer
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the same person,
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and his attitudes with others
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showed it
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Not having a goal and
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human contact on his life
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destroyed him
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I spent 3 months working on
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his recovery,
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and despite his notable effort
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subconsciously sabotaged himself
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He deformed himself
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physically and mentally
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after a small fight we had,
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he stopped
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attending our sessions
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Francisco is a fragile person
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that need help,
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he only wants love
371
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and recognition
372
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This star after years
373
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without knowing his whereabouts,
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00:12:52,271 --> 00:12:53,481
was seen in the streets
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of Torreón,
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hanging around the garbage cans,
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looking for any food
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He became a miserable vagabond,
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who has to manage to survive
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every day
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COME ON¡,
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CAN´T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE
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I´m Juan Lucas Tarantose
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I´m 22
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I´m a documentary filmmaker
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The reason why i´m doing this
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experiment film,
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rather than making a documentation
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00:13:24,220 --> 00:13:25,054
about the history of
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national porn films,
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is to recreate a portrait
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about one of his main actors,
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about the main star
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of porn films
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For some this industry
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can be despeciable,
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only consumed by the filth
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and impure persons
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but behind this prejuices,
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values like empathy,
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friendship
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00:13:46,367 --> 00:13:48,160
and hard work are not distant
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00:13:48,744 --> 00:13:50,955
It took 75 years for this art
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00:13:50,955 --> 00:13:52,957
to realize the potential
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of its rebellious brother
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Dirk is...
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an unknown actor
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who rather than questioning,
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we need to fully understand him, understand their motives, passions
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to understand his motives
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00:14:02,466 --> 00:14:03,092
behaviors,
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lifes,
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knowing his life for one day
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00:14:10,558 --> 00:14:18,983
22 JULY, 2020
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18 APRIL, 2020
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After some discussions,
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the star accepted to be filmed
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with the condition that
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everything have to be under
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his rules,
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00:15:08,824 --> 00:15:09,533
and on the date
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00:15:09,533 --> 00:15:10,367
that he indicated,
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filming not in a day, only
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in 2 hours,
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00:15:15,039 --> 00:15:17,082
with the minor possible takes
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00:15:20,210 --> 00:15:21,879
AH, I can´t mute the sound,
427
00:15:23,005 --> 00:15:24,632
I need to take out this mask
428
00:15:25,758 --> 00:15:26,508
Listening?
429
00:15:26,508 --> 00:15:27,509
yes everything sounds,
430
00:15:29,094 --> 00:15:30,554
everything sounds,
431
00:15:31,472 --> 00:15:32,932
and I plugged in everything fine,
432
00:15:33,140 --> 00:15:34,350
why I didn´
433
00:15:34,683 --> 00:15:35,517
didn´t put attention
434
00:15:35,517 --> 00:15:36,518
to sound class
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00:15:39,480 --> 00:15:40,189
Let´s hear
436
00:15:44,485 --> 00:15:45,235
Listening?
437
00:15:45,444 --> 00:15:46,236
yes
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00:15:47,279 --> 00:15:47,905
done
439
00:15:48,614 --> 00:15:49,490
10 AUGUST, 2020
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00:15:49,740 --> 00:15:50,741
10 SEPTEMBER, 2020
441
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10 OCTOBER, 2020
442
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10 NOVEMBER, 2020
443
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Are you ready?
444
00:16:08,384 --> 00:16:09,259
Yes, ready
445
00:16:09,927 --> 00:16:11,512
I´m Francisco Starkon,
446
00:16:12,012 --> 00:16:14,223
best known for my cunning
447
00:16:14,223 --> 00:16:15,224
as an actor,
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00:16:15,224 --> 00:16:16,684
but not known by
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00:16:16,684 --> 00:16:17,851
by the consequences and
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00:16:17,851 --> 00:16:18,811
actions
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00:16:18,978 --> 00:16:21,271
after my last project,
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00:16:22,439 --> 00:16:23,273
my last failure
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00:16:24,149 --> 00:16:26,652
All my money was wasted
454
00:16:26,652 --> 00:16:27,945
in a record time,
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00:16:29,113 --> 00:16:30,322
I never thought
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00:16:30,322 --> 00:16:31,323
in the possibilities,
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00:16:31,907 --> 00:16:33,367
and repercussions that
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00:16:33,367 --> 00:16:34,368
my actions would have,
459
00:16:35,577 --> 00:16:36,328
I managed to
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00:16:36,328 --> 00:16:37,913
go from a state of maximum
461
00:16:37,913 --> 00:16:39,331
of maximum euphoria
462
00:16:39,331 --> 00:16:40,666
to its antipode,
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00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:41,667
I was devastated
464
00:16:42,751 --> 00:16:44,336
with my spirit in the ground and
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00:16:45,212 --> 00:16:47,548
just thinking in drugs, alcohol
466
00:16:47,548 --> 00:16:48,549
and
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00:16:48,549 --> 00:16:51,635
in the brothel that I used to go
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00:16:52,136 --> 00:16:54,013
I wanted to completely get away
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00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:54,638
from the cameras,
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00:16:54,638 --> 00:16:55,806
and never think about
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00:16:55,806 --> 00:16:56,807
being an actor again...
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00:16:57,725 --> 00:16:58,934
but doing that
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00:16:58,934 --> 00:17:00,352
never helped me,
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00:17:00,561 --> 00:17:01,854
sometimes we thought
475
00:17:01,854 --> 00:17:04,064
always in the necessities,
476
00:17:04,064 --> 00:17:05,983
and hopes that never let us
477
00:17:05,983 --> 00:17:06,984
thank the universe,
478
00:17:08,485 --> 00:17:10,070
and be able to apreciate the
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00:17:10,446 --> 00:17:11,697
things that we have,
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00:17:12,406 --> 00:17:15,367
until they lose them completely,
481
00:17:15,784 --> 00:17:16,368
like me,
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00:17:18,120 --> 00:17:19,246
and ended up like a
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00:17:19,246 --> 00:17:20,414
marauder vagabond,
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00:17:20,414 --> 00:17:22,332
a person that only survived
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00:17:22,332 --> 00:17:23,083
with what he had
486
00:17:23,834 --> 00:17:24,835
I never wanted
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00:17:24,835 --> 00:17:26,003
our careers to end
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00:17:26,253 --> 00:17:27,171
What about your friends?
489
00:17:27,254 --> 00:17:29,256
There were my only family,
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00:17:30,257 --> 00:17:32,176
I considered them my brothers,
491
00:17:32,885 --> 00:17:34,344
we were always a unit
492
00:17:34,762 --> 00:17:35,971
rather than a duality
493
00:17:36,180 --> 00:17:37,264
When Moseph died,
494
00:17:37,431 --> 00:17:38,599
I felt that a part of me
495
00:17:38,599 --> 00:17:39,600
also died too,
496
00:17:40,225 --> 00:17:42,061
my discoverer passed away and
497
00:17:42,603 --> 00:17:43,562
for a moment
498
00:17:44,229 --> 00:17:45,647
I wanted to be with him
499
00:17:46,106 --> 00:17:47,191
Did you also consider
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00:17:47,191 --> 00:17:48,817
Wilhemn Dafouck part of
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00:17:48,817 --> 00:17:49,818
your being?
502
00:17:50,319 --> 00:17:51,236
Of course,
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00:17:52,029 --> 00:17:53,155
he was my brother,
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00:17:53,655 --> 00:17:54,823
my own blood
505
00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:56,533
So you never fought
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00:17:56,533 --> 00:17:57,326
with punches?
507
00:17:57,868 --> 00:17:58,327
What?
508
00:17:58,744 --> 00:17:59,870
Oh come on
509
00:18:00,412 --> 00:18:02,372
We never fought with punches,
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00:18:02,372 --> 00:18:04,416
maybe discussions
511
00:18:04,416 --> 00:18:06,794
and verbal fights sometimes but
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00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:07,753
come on,
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00:18:08,045 --> 00:18:10,339
this medias are always changing
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00:18:10,339 --> 00:18:11,840
everything,
515
00:18:12,424 --> 00:18:13,801
miserables motherf&/**ers
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00:18:14,093 --> 00:18:15,302
So do you not agree with his
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00:18:15,302 --> 00:18:16,303
statements that you had
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00:18:16,303 --> 00:18:17,137
betrayed him
519
00:18:17,137 --> 00:18:17,805
more than once?
520
00:18:18,263 --> 00:18:19,056
Betrayed?
521
00:18:19,056 --> 00:18:20,057
BETRAYED?
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00:18:20,641 --> 00:18:22,643
COME ON, I´M SURE THAT YOU
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00:18:22,643 --> 00:18:24,728
THE MEDIAS CREATED THIS LIES,
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00:18:24,853 --> 00:18:27,523
OUR PUBLIC IMAGE MUST BE INTACT,
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00:18:27,523 --> 00:18:29,274
WE WERE PROFESSIONALS
526
00:18:29,274 --> 00:18:30,275
NOT
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00:18:30,651 --> 00:18:33,487
SECOND-RATE ACTORS OR
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00:18:33,862 --> 00:18:36,031
second-rate performers
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00:18:50,671 --> 00:18:51,839
Dirk is a complicated person
530
00:18:52,214 --> 00:18:53,549
I have no doubts about it,
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00:18:53,882 --> 00:18:58,595
but taking out his problems
532
00:18:59,429 --> 00:19:01,890
we have left a fascinating being,
533
00:19:03,058 --> 00:19:04,893
that had a whole journey
534
00:19:04,893 --> 00:19:06,103
as a life, and was able
535
00:19:06,103 --> 00:19:07,104
to move on
536
00:19:07,479 --> 00:19:09,273
All my life I have always
537
00:19:09,273 --> 00:19:11,066
regretted the decisions that
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00:19:11,066 --> 00:19:11,984
I have made,
539
00:19:12,317 --> 00:19:14,528
not socializing,
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00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:15,696
not going to parties,
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00:19:16,071 --> 00:19:17,739
not dating the girl that I liked,
542
00:19:17,990 --> 00:19:19,408
not doing new thing in my life,
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00:19:19,533 --> 00:19:20,409
not living,
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00:19:20,951 --> 00:19:22,077
had always been
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00:19:22,077 --> 00:19:23,078
my dailies battles,
546
00:19:23,370 --> 00:19:24,246
my chains that doomed my
547
00:19:24,246 --> 00:19:25,247
whole life
548
00:19:26,790 --> 00:19:29,001
I'm sick of regretting
549
00:19:29,001 --> 00:19:31,003
of being the loser,
550
00:19:31,503 --> 00:19:33,547
sometimes I feel like
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00:19:33,547 --> 00:19:34,923
I´m caging myself
552
00:19:34,923 --> 00:19:36,800
in my own personal hell,
553
00:19:37,384 --> 00:19:39,428
in my miseries cage,
554
00:19:40,137 --> 00:19:41,722
Blaming others only
555
00:19:41,722 --> 00:19:43,515
transformed me into this coward
556
00:19:43,515 --> 00:19:45,225
who is talking to you,
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00:19:46,351 --> 00:19:47,644
into this mediocre that
558
00:19:47,853 --> 00:19:49,688
can´t managed his life dream,
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00:19:50,647 --> 00:19:51,940
into this misfit who
560
00:19:51,940 --> 00:19:53,442
only wanted to be in
561
00:19:53,442 --> 00:19:54,526
film business
562
00:19:54,526 --> 00:19:55,360
and wanted to live,
563
00:19:56,403 --> 00:19:58,739
that only wanted to live
564
00:20:00,699 --> 00:20:03,160
I think my biggest problem is
565
00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:04,912
my voracious attitude,
566
00:20:07,289 --> 00:20:09,458
I´m never satisfied
567
00:20:09,458 --> 00:20:11,001
or feel complete,
568
00:20:15,631 --> 00:20:17,966
I used to control that aspect
569
00:20:17,966 --> 00:20:18,967
when I perfomed
570
00:20:19,343 --> 00:20:22,888
People treat porn actors
571
00:20:22,888 --> 00:20:23,889
like beasts,
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00:20:24,389 --> 00:20:25,515
like monsters who
573
00:20:25,515 --> 00:20:26,767
just want to fuck,
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00:20:26,975 --> 00:20:29,645
when we´re just humans,
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00:20:30,145 --> 00:20:32,731
We think, therefore we exist
576
00:20:33,273 --> 00:20:34,358
and we survive
577
00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:36,443
Franc... Dirk
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00:20:36,985 --> 00:20:38,445
do you ever ask yourself
579
00:20:38,445 --> 00:20:40,197
what happend with your films?
580
00:20:41,073 --> 00:20:42,115
Yes,
581
00:20:42,115 --> 00:20:43,116
I always wondered if
582
00:20:43,116 --> 00:20:45,285
our films had posteriority,
583
00:20:45,285 --> 00:20:46,912
if they remained in history,
584
00:20:47,537 --> 00:20:50,332
but what is posteriority?
585
00:20:51,124 --> 00:20:54,628
and why we worried about it,
586
00:20:55,128 --> 00:20:56,171
in the end everything
587
00:20:56,171 --> 00:20:58,048
is forgotten
588
00:20:58,840 --> 00:21:00,342
I used to always think
589
00:21:00,342 --> 00:21:00,968
in my future,
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00:21:01,176 --> 00:21:01,969
in the tomorrow,
591
00:21:02,594 --> 00:21:03,595
in the what will be,
592
00:21:04,304 --> 00:21:05,138
and because of that
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00:21:05,138 --> 00:21:06,765
I never thought in my past
594
00:21:06,765 --> 00:21:07,766
or my memories,
595
00:21:07,766 --> 00:21:09,184
I never analyzed my life,
596
00:21:10,227 --> 00:21:11,770
or analyzed my present
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00:21:11,770 --> 00:21:13,563
and appreciate what I'm living
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00:21:14,731 --> 00:21:15,774
I used to have a life
599
00:21:15,774 --> 00:21:16,775
before acting,
600
00:21:17,359 --> 00:21:18,485
but I never managed
601
00:21:18,485 --> 00:21:19,486
to perfectly match
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00:21:19,486 --> 00:21:20,404
with that style,
603
00:21:21,238 --> 00:21:22,155
every day I was just
604
00:21:22,155 --> 00:21:23,532
thinking in my future,
605
00:21:23,782 --> 00:21:25,659
how will I live as an actor and
606
00:21:25,659 --> 00:21:27,035
who would I meet
607
00:21:27,995 --> 00:21:28,704
In fact
608
00:21:29,413 --> 00:21:32,291
I never lived in that world,
609
00:21:32,958 --> 00:21:34,418
I wanted to be in other
610
00:21:53,353 --> 00:21:54,896
You had your revelation
611
00:21:54,896 --> 00:21:56,523
at a young age that you would
612
00:21:56,523 --> 00:21:58,150
one day be a movie star,
613
00:21:58,358 --> 00:21:59,526
right?
614
00:22:00,569 --> 00:22:02,487
An abstract being, told me
615
00:22:02,487 --> 00:22:03,739
what to do with my life
616
00:22:03,739 --> 00:22:05,073
and the price I had to pay
617
00:22:05,073 --> 00:22:06,116
to have it
618
00:22:06,575 --> 00:22:08,702
Everyone have a goal in life
619
00:22:08,702 --> 00:22:10,454
whether you are an engineer,
620
00:22:10,454 --> 00:22:12,039
an accountant or a teacher,
621
00:22:12,456 --> 00:22:12,831
whoever you
622
00:22:12,831 --> 00:22:13,749
were to become,
623
00:22:13,749 --> 00:22:14,750
we all have a fundamental role
624
00:22:14,750 --> 00:22:16,293
to play in this society,
625
00:22:17,544 --> 00:22:19,046
We cannot choose the vocation,
626
00:22:19,046 --> 00:22:21,089
it chooses you,
627
00:22:21,715 --> 00:22:22,591
I´m an example of this,
628
00:22:23,008 --> 00:22:23,967
I never knew that
629
00:22:23,967 --> 00:22:25,177
I was going to be an actor until
630
00:22:25,552 --> 00:22:26,762
fate called me,
631
00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:29,348
told me what to do with my life,
632
00:22:29,681 --> 00:22:30,974
and the price I had to pay
633
00:22:32,934 --> 00:22:34,603
No one stopped me and
634
00:22:35,979 --> 00:22:37,064
and maybe i'm not
635
00:22:37,064 --> 00:22:38,273
in the best time of my life but
636
00:22:38,273 --> 00:22:40,233
like a phoenix,
637
00:22:40,609 --> 00:22:42,569
I WILL RISE FROM THE ASHES,
638
00:22:42,986 --> 00:22:43,779
NEITHER MY MOTHER
639
00:22:43,779 --> 00:22:44,863
NOR MY STUPID FATHER
640
00:22:44,863 --> 00:22:45,864
HAVE STOPPED ME,
641
00:22:45,864 --> 00:22:46,948
NOBODY DID
642
00:22:46,948 --> 00:22:47,783
C-Can you rela
643
00:22:48,241 --> 00:22:49,326
Can you relax sir?
644
00:22:49,493 --> 00:22:50,660
YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH?
645
00:22:50,786 --> 00:22:51,661
YOU WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH?
646
00:22:51,745 --> 00:22:52,371
Please
647
00:22:52,371 --> 00:22:53,663
IS THE ONLY THING THAT YOU WANTED
648
00:22:53,663 --> 00:22:53,872
Dirk
649
00:22:53,872 --> 00:22:54,790
OF THIS FU*$&¨+G EXPERIMENT
650
00:22:54,790 --> 00:22:56,333
SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP
651
00:22:56,333 --> 00:22:58,043
I´M PISSED OFF BECAUSE OF THIS,
652
00:22:58,043 --> 00:22:58,919
I´M PISSED OFF OF
653
00:22:58,919 --> 00:22:59,753
HEARING THESE THINGS,
654
00:22:59,753 --> 00:23:01,171
WE HAD ALREDY TALKED ABOUT THIS
655
00:23:01,171 --> 00:23:02,172
DIDN´T WE?
656
00:23:02,714 --> 00:23:03,465
SHUT UP
657
00:23:06,134 --> 00:23:07,052
You want the truth?
658
00:23:07,552 --> 00:23:08,345
this is the truth,
659
00:23:09,304 --> 00:23:10,639
I lived a complicated childhood,
660
00:23:11,181 --> 00:23:12,808
my dad was a bastard
661
00:23:12,808 --> 00:23:14,810
and my mom a a heartless woman,
662
00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:17,521
I only live for cinema
663
00:23:18,313 --> 00:23:19,773
If it wasn't for this,
664
00:23:20,273 --> 00:23:21,108
I wouldn't be here today,
665
00:23:21,942 --> 00:23:22,442
I
666
00:23:22,692 --> 00:23:23,819
worked hard to
667
00:23:24,069 --> 00:23:24,903
fulfill my dream of
668
00:23:24,903 --> 00:23:26,071
being an actor,
669
00:23:26,363 --> 00:23:27,364
I fought for it and
670
00:23:27,781 --> 00:23:28,573
here I am
671
00:23:32,202 --> 00:23:33,495
I thought that adolescence
672
00:23:33,495 --> 00:23:36,081
would be easy without my parents,
673
00:23:36,873 --> 00:23:37,791
I thought that something
674
00:23:37,791 --> 00:23:38,500
would change,
675
00:23:38,750 --> 00:23:39,793
but anything changed,
676
00:23:40,669 --> 00:23:41,920
anything changed
677
00:23:43,088 --> 00:23:43,964
My epiphany
678
00:23:44,464 --> 00:23:46,675
gave me a 180° change,
679
00:23:47,300 --> 00:23:48,718
I finally found my destiny
680
00:23:49,094 --> 00:23:50,095
and I followed it
681
00:23:50,929 --> 00:23:51,763
Under that longing
682
00:23:51,763 --> 00:23:52,597
I cannot say that
683
00:23:52,597 --> 00:23:54,307
I had an easy path from that
684
00:23:54,891 --> 00:23:55,934
because i suffered,
685
00:23:56,393 --> 00:23:58,270
this path for people like me,
686
00:23:58,270 --> 00:23:58,895
it's too complicated
687
00:23:58,895 --> 00:23:59,855
to get there,
688
00:24:00,105 --> 00:24:01,273
It´s very difficult in this
689
00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:01,982
porn industry
690
00:24:02,899 --> 00:24:04,734
to get a leading role
691
00:24:04,734 --> 00:24:05,986
because of the publicity
692
00:24:07,487 --> 00:24:08,697
The medias always
693
00:24:08,697 --> 00:24:09,906
are giving lies to the public
694
00:24:09,906 --> 00:24:11,575
with this ideals stereotypes
695
00:24:11,867 --> 00:24:14,536
about a beauty that
696
00:24:14,786 --> 00:24:15,996
I never possessed,
697
00:24:16,538 --> 00:24:17,372
but in the end I earned it
698
00:24:17,372 --> 00:24:18,373
with effort,
699
00:24:18,915 --> 00:24:20,417
and I had some glorious moments
700
00:24:21,293 --> 00:24:23,211
as every good actor can have,
701
00:24:23,837 --> 00:24:24,796
but these moments
702
00:24:24,796 --> 00:24:25,922
started to end and
703
00:24:26,423 --> 00:24:26,965
I can't complain,
704
00:24:27,591 --> 00:24:29,217
I lived unforgettable experiences
705
00:24:29,217 --> 00:24:30,469
and I accomplished my dream
706
00:24:31,553 --> 00:24:33,805
Now i´m living this life
707
00:24:33,805 --> 00:24:34,931
for something and,
708
00:24:35,974 --> 00:24:36,892
I know that one day
709
00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:37,893
I´ll return to cinema,
710
00:24:38,643 --> 00:24:39,978
I know that I will,
711
00:24:40,353 --> 00:24:41,646
I can recognice my actions
712
00:24:42,022 --> 00:24:42,397
and
713
00:24:42,397 --> 00:24:43,565
I hope that destiny
714
00:24:43,565 --> 00:24:44,566
can help me in this
715
00:24:47,527 --> 00:24:47,944
I know the things that
716
00:24:47,944 --> 00:24:48,945
I need to do,
717
00:24:49,279 --> 00:24:49,946
and I hope
718
00:24:50,363 --> 00:24:51,198
I hope to soon
719
00:24:51,198 --> 00:24:52,824
return to the big screen
720
00:24:54,367 --> 00:24:55,118
As the saying goes,
721
00:24:55,952 --> 00:24:57,662
the show must go on,
722
00:24:58,497 --> 00:24:59,831
it must go on
723
00:25:04,503 --> 00:25:08,798
All I ask is some wisdom,
724
00:25:09,591 --> 00:25:10,634
only stupids ask for
725
00:25:10,634 --> 00:25:11,885
nonsense,
726
00:25:11,885 --> 00:25:13,803
and without making any effort,
727
00:25:14,513 --> 00:25:15,764
but I pray for a way,
728
00:25:16,348 --> 00:25:17,641
for a vision of
729
00:25:17,641 --> 00:25:18,642
what I need to do,
730
00:25:19,267 --> 00:25:21,102
in order to understand
731
00:25:21,102 --> 00:25:23,063
the actions that I have to do
732
00:25:24,439 --> 00:25:25,732
What I'm asking for is
733
00:25:25,732 --> 00:25:27,234
some wisdom and clarification,
734
00:25:27,776 --> 00:25:29,528
a simple human could not have
735
00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:31,655
any of this without the help
736
00:25:31,655 --> 00:25:33,031
of a divine being,
737
00:25:33,573 --> 00:25:35,534
who gives him some more wisdom
738
00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:36,535
and power,
739
00:25:37,369 --> 00:25:39,287
that gives him a goal to live
740
00:25:43,124 --> 00:25:45,460
So this is your routine?
741
00:25:46,086 --> 00:25:46,836
That's right,
742
00:25:46,836 --> 00:25:48,171
in addition to make my living,
743
00:25:48,171 --> 00:25:49,631
I like to collect bottles
744
00:25:49,631 --> 00:25:51,383
that dirty people throw away
745
00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:52,133
in the park
746
00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:54,261
I don't want to bother you, but
747
00:25:54,261 --> 00:25:55,512
have you ever had a
748
00:25:55,512 --> 00:25:57,305
media-related love partner?
749
00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:59,182
Oh come on man,
750
00:25:59,182 --> 00:25:59,975
you´re asking for
751
00:25:59,975 --> 00:26:01,685
personal information,
752
00:26:02,435 --> 00:26:04,145
I´ll only answer with a yes,
753
00:26:04,896 --> 00:26:05,730
I may not have
754
00:26:05,730 --> 00:26:06,648
he prestige of before,
755
00:26:06,648 --> 00:26:08,233
but I still have my manners
756
00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:09,943
And after the daily collection,
757
00:26:10,026 --> 00:26:10,902
what do you do?
758
00:26:11,152 --> 00:26:13,029
Well, I sing and
759
00:26:13,780 --> 00:26:14,948
many do not know it,
760
00:26:15,198 --> 00:26:16,449
or maybe they don't remember,
761
00:26:16,950 --> 00:26:18,493
but I had an attempt to make
762
00:26:18,493 --> 00:26:19,494
a musical career
763
00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:40,390
♪ MARTHA, MARTHA ♪
764
00:26:41,474 --> 00:26:45,270
♪ You were the love of my life ♪
765
00:26:46,688 --> 00:26:51,776
♪ MARTHA, MARTHA ♪
766
00:26:52,277 --> 00:26:55,238
♪ Please get back to me ♪
767
00:26:55,238 --> 00:26:56,990
♪ MARTHA ♪
768
00:26:59,993 --> 00:27:04,247
♪ You were the love of my life ♪
769
00:27:04,998 --> 00:27:06,875
♪ I miss you ♪
770
00:27:06,875 --> 00:27:09,461
♪ I miss our moment ♪
771
00:27:10,045 --> 00:27:12,964
♪ Please get back to me ♪
772
00:27:14,132 --> 00:27:16,009
♪ Please get back to me ♪
773
00:27:20,472 --> 00:27:23,558
I never even got a single
774
00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:24,559
or an album
775
00:27:25,644 --> 00:27:27,062
I never had success in music,
776
00:27:27,062 --> 00:27:29,022
but I only wanted to experiment,
777
00:27:29,773 --> 00:27:30,649
I thought that I could
778
00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:32,609
combine acting and music,
779
00:27:32,817 --> 00:27:34,152
and in the end I quit music
780
00:27:34,819 --> 00:27:36,363
Now I try to perform
781
00:27:36,363 --> 00:27:40,241
amateur theater plays characters
782
00:27:41,284 --> 00:27:42,452
Are you going to hurt Daisy?
783
00:27:43,119 --> 00:27:44,537
That woman calls me vulgar
784
00:27:45,747 --> 00:27:47,207
Please you need to undestand
785
00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:47,874
that she
786
00:27:48,333 --> 00:27:50,001
Ah, you don't realize,
787
00:27:50,460 --> 00:27:51,586
you don't realize
788
00:27:51,586 --> 00:27:52,879
what this damn witch
789
00:27:52,879 --> 00:27:53,880
does to you,
790
00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:56,049
all the lies she tells you
791
00:27:57,884 --> 00:27:59,302
What did you say to her?
792
00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:02,013
AH, DON'T PLAY INNOCENT TO ME
793
00:28:03,390 --> 00:28:04,349
Do you do this daily
794
00:28:04,349 --> 00:28:05,350
or sporadically?
795
00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:07,310
Sporadically,
796
00:28:07,435 --> 00:28:08,812
and sometimes I love to
797
00:28:08,812 --> 00:28:10,438
improvise some lines and
798
00:28:10,438 --> 00:28:11,898
to invent some scenes
799
00:28:12,607 --> 00:28:14,526
PLEASE GOD HELP ME, PLEASE
800
00:28:15,068 --> 00:28:16,778
PLEASE I CAN´T,
801
00:28:17,112 --> 00:28:18,822
I CAN´T LIVE WITHOUTH HER,
802
00:28:22,033 --> 00:28:23,952
PLEASE HELP ME
803
00:28:24,411 --> 00:28:26,204
PLEEAASE GOD
804
00:28:26,204 --> 00:28:27,205
HELP ME
805
00:28:27,997 --> 00:28:29,165
MARTHA,
806
00:28:29,999 --> 00:28:36,089
MARTHAAAAAAA
807
00:28:37,632 --> 00:28:38,633
Martha
808
00:28:39,050 --> 00:28:40,552
Martha
809
00:28:46,474 --> 00:28:48,435
Also other activity that I try
810
00:28:48,435 --> 00:28:49,436
to do is excercise,
811
00:28:50,395 --> 00:28:51,980
but I can't even lost a kilogram,
812
00:28:52,397 --> 00:28:53,732
I think I gained it
813
00:28:54,482 --> 00:28:56,359
Every actor knows that
814
00:28:56,359 --> 00:28:58,278
he must have
815
00:28:58,278 --> 00:29:01,030
physical and mental strength,
816
00:29:01,322 --> 00:29:02,866
I remember that a while ago,
817
00:29:02,866 --> 00:29:04,951
I got to practice some boxing
818
00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:07,537
for one of my roles
819
00:29:07,704 --> 00:29:08,955
Is one of the last things
820
00:29:08,955 --> 00:29:10,331
that I still have
821
00:29:10,540 --> 00:29:11,332
my boxing gloves
822
00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:12,959
My boxing scene in that film
823
00:29:12,959 --> 00:29:14,169
lasted 10 minutes, and
824
00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:15,712
only required 3 days
825
00:29:15,712 --> 00:29:16,713
to be filmed,
826
00:29:16,921 --> 00:29:19,090
I wanted to be prepared,
827
00:29:19,090 --> 00:29:21,843
and not have to use a stunt
828
00:29:21,968 --> 00:29:24,387
in the filming days,
829
00:29:25,388 --> 00:29:27,307
my acting method would never
830
00:29:27,307 --> 00:29:29,809
let me do this atrocious act
831
00:29:31,060 --> 00:29:32,228
After this,
832
00:29:32,228 --> 00:29:34,063
I never returned to box
833
00:29:34,063 --> 00:29:35,440
Do you have another interesting
834
00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:36,191
relic of your
835
00:29:36,191 --> 00:29:37,066
successful career?
836
00:29:37,650 --> 00:29:39,527
Ha, successful career,
837
00:29:39,903 --> 00:29:41,988
I have some objects that
838
00:29:41,988 --> 00:29:44,491
were actually the only things
839
00:29:44,491 --> 00:29:46,826
that I couldn´t leave when
840
00:29:47,535 --> 00:29:49,204
I losted everything
841
00:29:49,412 --> 00:29:51,247
Jesus, is from "Luxuries Times"
842
00:29:53,666 --> 00:29:55,084
"Blow Down", are they
843
00:29:55,084 --> 00:29:56,044
still in operation?
844
00:29:57,754 --> 00:29:59,964
It´s a shame but no
845
00:30:02,175 --> 00:30:05,386
"Once upon a time the smugglers
hearts in the west"
846
00:30:05,595 --> 00:30:06,304
Of course y'all
847
00:30:07,180 --> 00:30:08,223
This film was our
848
00:30:08,223 --> 00:30:10,141
only big budget film,
849
00:30:10,767 --> 00:30:12,727
we shot it in the Durango desert,
850
00:30:13,186 --> 00:30:15,063
and I almost co-wrote the script
851
00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:15,897
with Dirty
852
00:30:17,982 --> 00:30:20,360
Is Wilhemn Dafouck's shirt
853
00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:21,361
in "Cure Or Be Cured"?
854
00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:23,738
NO, NO, NO, NO, NO
855
00:30:23,738 --> 00:30:25,281
it is one shirt that I have
856
00:30:25,281 --> 00:30:26,282
if I need it
857
00:30:26,282 --> 00:30:27,283
for my theater plays
858
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,746
Gregorio Thomas glasses and cap
859
00:30:31,955 --> 00:30:33,998
in "All about my father"
860
00:30:36,376 --> 00:30:37,710
"All about my father",
861
00:30:38,711 --> 00:30:41,881
my last role as an actor
862
00:30:53,476 --> 00:30:54,936
Garbage collection
863
00:30:55,270 --> 00:30:56,980
didn't just help me with money
864
00:30:57,522 --> 00:30:58,565
it also helped me
865
00:30:58,565 --> 00:30:59,566
with my mental health,
866
00:31:00,275 --> 00:31:03,111
with that I can think better,
867
00:31:03,319 --> 00:31:04,988
I can analyze my situations,
868
00:31:05,113 --> 00:31:06,114
and I can design me
869
00:31:06,114 --> 00:31:07,115
a better future
870
00:31:07,782 --> 00:31:08,908
Besides this,
871
00:31:08,908 --> 00:31:10,076
what else do you usually
872
00:31:10,076 --> 00:31:11,077
incorporate into your routine?
873
00:31:13,663 --> 00:31:15,707
It depends on the day,
874
00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:17,375
aside from begging,
875
00:31:17,500 --> 00:31:18,751
I still try to make
876
00:31:18,751 --> 00:31:20,879
mental notes about ideas
877
00:31:20,879 --> 00:31:22,839
for some characters or stories,
878
00:31:23,089 --> 00:31:23,965
I know that destiny have
879
00:31:23,965 --> 00:31:24,966
something planned for me,
880
00:31:24,966 --> 00:31:26,217
so better be prepared
881
00:31:26,885 --> 00:31:27,886
Could you tell us about
882
00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:28,887
a character or story?
883
00:31:29,178 --> 00:31:30,513
NO, everything is mine,
884
00:31:30,638 --> 00:31:31,764
is my material,
885
00:31:31,764 --> 00:31:32,765
MINE
886
00:31:32,849 --> 00:31:33,766
you´re not going to steal it
887
00:31:33,975 --> 00:31:34,767
F*´+K YOU
888
00:31:34,767 --> 00:31:35,727
EVERYTHING THAT I WRITE
889
00:31:35,727 --> 00:31:36,603
IS JUST MINE,
890
00:31:36,603 --> 00:31:37,353
IS JUST MINE
891
00:31:37,604 --> 00:31:38,479
ANYONE CAN SEE IT
892
00:31:38,479 --> 00:31:39,731
WITHOUT MY PERMISSION,
893
00:31:40,023 --> 00:31:40,732
ANYONE
894
00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:41,858
THEY WILL PASS OVER MY
895
00:31:41,858 --> 00:31:43,234
DEAD BODIE AFTER THEY
896
00:31:43,234 --> 00:31:44,235
BEFORE THEY READ IT
897
00:31:44,777 --> 00:31:45,778
Calm down Dirk,
898
00:31:45,778 --> 00:31:46,779
calm down, calm down
899
00:31:47,655 --> 00:31:48,740
Also for a while
900
00:31:48,740 --> 00:31:51,159
I got to paint some murals,
901
00:31:51,618 --> 00:31:53,119
I always felt an atraction
902
00:31:53,119 --> 00:31:54,120
to the art of graffiti,
903
00:31:54,120 --> 00:31:54,913
specialy the one from
904
00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:55,914
my native town
905
00:31:56,789 --> 00:31:58,249
maybe that's the only thing
906
00:31:58,249 --> 00:31:59,250
that I miss from my town,
907
00:31:59,834 --> 00:32:01,002
from my previous life
908
00:32:01,002 --> 00:32:02,462
the painting and
909
00:32:02,962 --> 00:32:04,672
a good bed of course
910
00:32:17,226 --> 00:32:18,311
And have you been
911
00:32:18,311 --> 00:32:19,312
doing this for a long time?
912
00:32:19,812 --> 00:32:20,563
Actually I don´t,
913
00:32:20,563 --> 00:32:21,314
I am a student
914
00:32:22,523 --> 00:32:23,483
A communications or
915
00:32:23,483 --> 00:32:24,275
film student?
916
00:32:24,817 --> 00:32:26,819
I´m sorry, a film student,
917
00:32:27,111 --> 00:32:28,071
since 2015
918
00:32:30,073 --> 00:32:31,950
So this documentary
919
00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:34,202
is a kind of school project?
920
00:32:34,744 --> 00:32:35,703
Yes and no,
921
00:32:35,703 --> 00:32:37,038
my teachers wanted me to make
922
00:32:37,372 --> 00:32:38,748
a documentary shortfilm
923
00:32:38,748 --> 00:32:41,125
for one of my subjects but,
924
00:32:42,377 --> 00:32:43,753
I wanted to do something more,
925
00:32:44,462 --> 00:32:45,088
you know,
926
00:32:45,296 --> 00:32:46,381
I needed to experiment more with
927
00:32:46,381 --> 00:32:47,382
the possibilities of a documentary
928
00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:48,383
and cinema,
929
00:32:49,050 --> 00:32:49,884
I never wanted to follow
930
00:32:49,884 --> 00:32:50,885
the same paths than the others,
931
00:32:52,053 --> 00:32:52,595
I wanted to do something
932
00:32:52,595 --> 00:32:53,930
on my own,
933
00:32:55,014 --> 00:32:56,224
to fully experiment with my film
934
00:32:57,892 --> 00:32:58,935
We can se that this market
935
00:32:58,935 --> 00:32:59,978
is overexploited,
936
00:33:00,687 --> 00:33:01,562
and now with this situation
937
00:33:01,938 --> 00:33:02,814
Are you going to eat that?
938
00:33:02,814 --> 00:33:03,481
Yes
939
00:33:05,483 --> 00:33:07,151
You know this is our situation,
940
00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:13,032
in my times,
941
00:33:13,032 --> 00:33:14,033
movies were not profitable,
942
00:33:14,867 --> 00:33:15,994
and actually
943
00:33:16,828 --> 00:33:17,578
that time was,
944
00:33:18,162 --> 00:33:19,664
how can I tell you?
945
00:33:20,331 --> 00:33:22,542
the golden age of porn cinema
946
00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:23,167
Yes,
947
00:33:24,711 --> 00:33:26,379
your time was different, but
948
00:33:26,629 --> 00:33:27,380
I thought that
949
00:33:27,380 --> 00:33:28,798
my movies would sell
950
00:33:28,798 --> 00:33:31,426
because of its "properties"
951
00:33:33,845 --> 00:33:34,387
In my case,
952
00:33:34,387 --> 00:33:35,388
I never wanted to change cinema,
953
00:33:35,388 --> 00:33:37,432
I just want to show my vision,
954
00:33:38,850 --> 00:33:39,809
I want to be seen,
955
00:33:39,809 --> 00:33:42,270
I want to express myself,
956
00:33:43,271 --> 00:33:44,439
and with that I would
957
00:33:44,439 --> 00:33:46,274
experiment and keep foward
958
00:33:48,985 --> 00:33:50,862
I never had the opportunity
959
00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:51,863
of studying in a film school,
960
00:33:51,863 --> 00:33:53,364
I belive that the persons who
961
00:33:53,364 --> 00:33:54,365
study that
962
00:33:54,365 --> 00:33:56,492
are very privileged
I agree
963
00:33:57,076 --> 00:33:57,910
We are
964
00:33:58,202 --> 00:33:59,662
But i´m sure that also is
965
00:33:59,662 --> 00:34:01,039
a complicadet path
966
00:34:01,914 --> 00:34:03,332
It has its pros and cons but
967
00:34:03,332 --> 00:34:04,333
we keep going
968
00:34:05,126 --> 00:34:06,377
That's the important thing,
969
00:34:06,377 --> 00:34:07,378
keep going,
970
00:34:08,129 --> 00:34:09,714
at your age,
971
00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:10,715
I wanted the same thing
972
00:34:12,216 --> 00:34:14,594
Constancy is the key,
973
00:34:14,594 --> 00:34:15,595
don´t you think?,
974
00:34:15,845 --> 00:34:17,889
especially in the art and cinema
975
00:34:19,432 --> 00:34:22,060
I hope to see you again and
976
00:34:22,060 --> 00:34:24,312
acquire some of of your knowledge
977
00:34:24,312 --> 00:34:25,229
as a filmmaker
978
00:34:25,229 --> 00:34:26,230
I also hope to see you soon
979
00:34:27,273 --> 00:34:28,274
Can you give me my chips?
980
00:34:30,193 --> 00:34:30,818
What chips?
981
00:34:32,653 --> 00:34:33,613
Excuse me, my soda,
982
00:34:33,863 --> 00:34:35,073
the one that you have there
983
00:34:36,449 --> 00:34:37,575
And besides the artistic,
984
00:34:37,700 --> 00:34:39,077
what else do you usually
985
00:34:39,077 --> 00:34:40,411
incorporate into your routine?
986
00:34:40,620 --> 00:34:42,622
Besides the artistic,
987
00:34:42,914 --> 00:34:44,874
I like to go for daily walks,
988
00:34:45,291 --> 00:34:46,501
traveling can give you
989
00:34:46,501 --> 00:34:47,877
many wonders,
990
00:34:48,044 --> 00:34:48,836
but sometimes
991
00:34:49,253 --> 00:34:51,339
it can be exhausting
992
00:34:51,422 --> 00:34:53,800
So is this park your home?
993
00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:56,636
The whole town is my refuge,
994
00:34:57,011 --> 00:34:59,055
I sleep in the places where
995
00:34:59,055 --> 00:35:00,056
the night indicate me
996
00:35:00,556 --> 00:35:02,350
I am just a a deer and
997
00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:03,643
the world is my field
998
00:35:04,393 --> 00:35:07,563
People never notice
999
00:35:07,563 --> 00:35:08,439
persons like me,
1000
00:35:08,731 --> 00:35:10,316
vagabonds for many
1001
00:35:10,525 --> 00:35:12,777
are just thieves or slackers,
1002
00:35:13,194 --> 00:35:15,863
some help us and others fear us,
1003
00:35:17,865 --> 00:35:18,908
I admit it,
1004
00:35:19,325 --> 00:35:20,660
I was afraid of them before
1005
00:35:20,660 --> 00:35:21,577
I became one,
1006
00:35:21,869 --> 00:35:23,162
but now that I know
1007
00:35:23,162 --> 00:35:23,830
how they live,
1008
00:35:24,205 --> 00:35:25,748
I finally understand them
1009
00:35:26,791 --> 00:35:28,793
Maybe because of this, destiny
1010
00:35:28,793 --> 00:35:31,087
made me one of them,
1011
00:35:31,087 --> 00:35:32,088
a vagabond
1012
00:35:32,296 --> 00:35:33,089
In the end,
1013
00:35:33,089 --> 00:35:34,882
we are just mere passengers,
1014
00:35:34,882 --> 00:35:35,800
just that
1015
00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:36,801
mere passengers
1016
00:35:48,938 --> 00:35:49,939
Are you a man of God?
1017
00:35:50,773 --> 00:35:51,649
Yes
1018
00:35:51,649 --> 00:35:52,650
that was the only thing
1019
00:35:52,650 --> 00:35:53,651
my parents left me,
1020
00:35:53,943 --> 00:35:54,652
my religion
1021
00:35:54,777 --> 00:35:55,653
In fact,
1022
00:35:55,862 --> 00:35:57,947
of the only happy memories
1023
00:35:57,947 --> 00:35:59,657
I've had in my childhood
1024
00:35:59,740 --> 00:36:00,825
are in the church,
1025
00:36:01,242 --> 00:36:02,827
with my family together,
1026
00:36:02,827 --> 00:36:04,996
at least we pretended that
1027
00:36:05,872 --> 00:36:09,584
My only visits were to the church,
1028
00:36:09,584 --> 00:36:11,335
to receive the confession and
1029
00:36:11,335 --> 00:36:12,795
heard the word of God,
1030
00:36:13,379 --> 00:36:15,089
I also had the movie theaters,
1031
00:36:15,089 --> 00:36:16,632
always going alone or
1032
00:36:16,632 --> 00:36:17,633
with my mother,
1033
00:36:17,925 --> 00:36:18,885
in this place I could watch
1034
00:36:18,885 --> 00:36:19,677
great films and
1035
00:36:19,677 --> 00:36:22,513
marvelous westerns stories
1036
00:36:22,847 --> 00:36:24,432
These two places were
1037
00:36:24,432 --> 00:36:25,933
the only ones where
1038
00:36:25,933 --> 00:36:26,934
I could be me,
1039
00:36:27,143 --> 00:36:27,935
without them
1040
00:36:28,269 --> 00:36:29,562
I could never have survived
1041
00:36:29,562 --> 00:36:31,355
my first years of life
1042
00:36:32,064 --> 00:36:34,317
After my not so common
1043
00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:35,735
childhood, came my
1044
00:36:35,735 --> 00:36:37,695
not so common adolescence,
1045
00:36:37,695 --> 00:36:38,696
in which everything
1046
00:36:38,696 --> 00:36:39,697
went to hell
1047
00:36:41,199 --> 00:36:42,074
My fahter the
1048
00:36:42,408 --> 00:36:43,993
alpha male of the family,
1049
00:36:44,994 --> 00:36:46,078
always told me that crying
1050
00:36:46,078 --> 00:36:47,079
is just for girls,
1051
00:36:48,748 --> 00:36:50,041
he abused us and
1052
00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:51,167
named me as the
1053
00:36:51,167 --> 00:36:52,877
weakest of the family,
1054
00:36:53,419 --> 00:36:54,503
but in the end
1055
00:36:54,503 --> 00:36:56,589
he abandoned me and my family
1056
00:36:56,923 --> 00:36:58,841
to go with a pimp,
1057
00:36:59,467 --> 00:37:00,968
he felt in love
1058
00:37:00,968 --> 00:37:02,678
with the owner of a brothel,
1059
00:37:02,845 --> 00:37:04,096
then he ended up on
1060
00:37:04,096 --> 00:37:04,847
with drugs and
1061
00:37:04,847 --> 00:37:06,474
died of an overdose,
1062
00:37:06,849 --> 00:37:10,478
after that my "wholy" mother,
1063
00:37:10,478 --> 00:37:12,063
who was in charge of making
1064
00:37:12,063 --> 00:37:13,564
my life miserable, chan
1065
00:37:14,482 --> 00:37:16,359
changed with the pass of time,
1066
00:37:16,943 --> 00:37:18,361
She wasn't the villain that
1067
00:37:18,361 --> 00:37:19,362
I thought she was,
1068
00:37:19,946 --> 00:37:21,822
until I discovered that
1069
00:37:21,822 --> 00:37:23,824
she had multiple personalities,
1070
00:37:24,659 --> 00:37:25,660
and I wasn´t,
1071
00:37:26,702 --> 00:37:28,162
and I wasn´t her only family
1072
00:37:29,288 --> 00:37:30,915
I found her with another kid,
1073
00:37:30,915 --> 00:37:31,916
one day when
1074
00:37:32,875 --> 00:37:33,834
I attended a casting
1075
00:37:33,834 --> 00:37:34,794
for a theater play,
1076
00:37:35,586 --> 00:37:36,587
I talked to her but
1077
00:37:37,213 --> 00:37:38,214
she didn't recognize me,
1078
00:37:39,048 --> 00:37:40,216
I thought she
1079
00:37:40,216 --> 00:37:41,592
was joking with me,
1080
00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:44,387
but when I saw her eyes
1081
00:37:45,304 --> 00:37:46,055
I realized that she
1082
00:37:46,055 --> 00:37:47,056
was not joking
1083
00:37:47,515 --> 00:37:50,434
After that I spend my days
1084
00:37:50,434 --> 00:37:51,602
locked in my room
1085
00:37:52,728 --> 00:37:54,730
crying and regretting myself,
1086
00:37:55,231 --> 00:37:56,732
I could not fulfill my dream,
1087
00:37:57,191 --> 00:37:58,693
my family had abandoned me
1088
00:37:58,693 --> 00:38:02,321
and my home seemed abominable
1089
00:38:03,114 --> 00:38:04,865
The city became into a
1090
00:38:04,865 --> 00:38:05,866
living hell to me
1091
00:38:06,158 --> 00:38:07,660
And after your change,
1092
00:38:08,077 --> 00:38:09,370
you never thought in returning
1093
00:38:09,370 --> 00:38:10,371
to your hometown?,
1094
00:38:11,038 --> 00:38:13,624
You know, to finish those cycles,
1095
00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:17,003
to finish those tortuous
1096
00:38:17,003 --> 00:38:17,837
that you had
1097
00:38:18,629 --> 00:38:19,297
No
1098
00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:20,798
I never thought in getting back
1099
00:38:20,798 --> 00:38:22,508
to that sh*+ hole,
1100
00:38:23,175 --> 00:38:24,760
or in watching again my family
1101
00:38:25,553 --> 00:38:26,554
I just don´t care,
1102
00:38:27,096 --> 00:38:28,848
and why would I return?
1103
00:38:29,098 --> 00:38:30,016
I don´t have family there,
1104
00:38:30,224 --> 00:38:31,017
nor friends,
1105
00:38:31,726 --> 00:38:34,145
In that place I always tried
1106
00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:36,314
to get away from my reality,
1107
00:38:36,731 --> 00:38:37,982
fearing to commit
1108
00:38:37,982 --> 00:38:39,275
the same mistakes that
1109
00:38:39,275 --> 00:38:40,026
I made before,
1110
00:38:40,609 --> 00:38:41,736
I no longer belonged
1111
00:38:41,736 --> 00:38:42,486
to that place,
1112
00:38:43,070 --> 00:38:44,822
I felt like a misfit,
1113
00:38:44,947 --> 00:38:47,199
I wanted to visit new places,
1114
00:38:47,199 --> 00:38:48,200
new cities
1115
00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:50,161
I didn't know if
1116
00:38:50,161 --> 00:38:51,162
I was doing the right choose,
1117
00:38:51,537 --> 00:38:53,080
but I needed to leave
1118
00:38:53,456 --> 00:38:54,790
and under the desire of a
1119
00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:56,584
fruitful career my
1120
00:38:56,584 --> 00:38:57,835
escape went to give and
1121
00:38:57,835 --> 00:38:59,712
the rest is the same story
1122
00:38:59,712 --> 00:39:00,338
that they know,
1123
00:39:00,671 --> 00:39:02,131
my discovery,
1124
00:39:02,131 --> 00:39:03,132
my fellas,
1125
00:39:03,549 --> 00:39:04,133
my movies,
1126
00:39:05,384 --> 00:39:06,093
my fame,
1127
00:39:06,552 --> 00:39:07,553
my addictions,
1128
00:39:08,471 --> 00:39:09,472
my problems,
1129
00:39:10,306 --> 00:39:11,307
my partners,
1130
00:39:11,891 --> 00:39:14,226
I don´t want to be rude but,
1131
00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:15,478
Have you ever was attended
1132
00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:17,521
from a person or help center
1133
00:39:17,521 --> 00:39:18,522
that could save you
1134
00:39:19,023 --> 00:39:20,107
from all your demons?
1135
00:39:20,441 --> 00:39:20,941
I did,
1136
00:39:21,233 --> 00:39:22,943
I was trapped in drugs for years,
1137
00:39:23,569 --> 00:39:25,446
analgesics were my breakfast,
1138
00:39:25,446 --> 00:39:27,073
cocaine was my lunch, and
1139
00:39:27,073 --> 00:39:29,158
the other drugs were my dinner
1140
00:39:29,992 --> 00:39:31,077
I suffered from that addiction
1141
00:39:31,077 --> 00:39:31,744
for a long time, thanks to
1142
00:39:31,744 --> 00:39:32,745
my bad friendships
1143
00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,206
Did you ever know
1144
00:39:35,206 --> 00:39:36,457
Wilhemns whereabout?
1145
00:39:36,707 --> 00:39:37,917
No, I never knew
1146
00:39:38,084 --> 00:39:39,043
I made an investigation,
1147
00:39:39,043 --> 00:39:41,295
and he acted in Chile only in normal films,
1148
00:39:41,504 --> 00:39:43,297
after that he returned to porn,
1149
00:39:43,297 --> 00:39:44,465
but everything under the radar
1150
00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:46,300
That´s nice,
1151
00:39:46,300 --> 00:39:47,301
that´s nice
1152
00:39:47,927 --> 00:39:48,761
I was asking because
1153
00:39:48,761 --> 00:39:49,512
I want to get
1154
00:39:49,512 --> 00:39:50,388
more information about
1155
00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:51,389
I don´t know, I don´t know
1156
00:39:51,722 --> 00:39:52,390
I DON´T KNOW
1157
00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:54,850
You filmed the movie
1158
00:39:54,850 --> 00:39:55,684
"Cure or be cured" here,
1159
00:39:55,684 --> 00:39:56,352
right?
1160
00:39:57,228 --> 00:39:58,604
Yes I did,
1161
00:39:59,105 --> 00:40:00,731
always directed by Moe
1162
00:40:01,440 --> 00:40:03,150
we actually shot it in 3 days
1163
00:40:03,484 --> 00:40:04,693
and it was crazy,
1164
00:40:05,736 --> 00:40:07,530
speacially for Agner my co-star,
1165
00:40:08,114 --> 00:40:10,241
I still remember my role,
1166
00:40:10,908 --> 00:40:12,034
I remember that it was
1167
00:40:12,034 --> 00:40:13,536
a very complicated role
1168
00:40:13,536 --> 00:40:15,121
despite being supporting,
1169
00:40:15,663 --> 00:40:17,081
I prepared myself a whole month
1170
00:40:17,081 --> 00:40:19,291
to perform that role perfectly,
1171
00:40:20,376 --> 00:40:22,711
I played the bad guy,
1172
00:40:24,713 --> 00:40:26,549
it was the first time that I got
1173
00:40:26,549 --> 00:40:28,426
a complex character and
1174
00:40:28,801 --> 00:40:30,845
that was the magic
1175
00:40:30,845 --> 00:40:31,679
of the director,
1176
00:40:31,679 --> 00:40:32,680
he always wanted
1177
00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:34,640
more of these films,
1178
00:40:35,057 --> 00:40:36,142
he wasn't satisfied
1179
00:40:36,142 --> 00:40:36,892
with the common things,
1180
00:40:37,518 --> 00:40:39,061
he wanted to give his vision
1181
00:40:39,061 --> 00:40:39,728
to everything
1182
00:40:39,728 --> 00:40:40,896
And that's why you achieved
1183
00:40:40,896 --> 00:40:41,605
one of the best
1184
00:40:41,605 --> 00:40:43,858
porn films in history,
1185
00:40:44,316 --> 00:40:46,068
with a brilliant Wilhemn Dafouck
1186
00:40:46,068 --> 00:40:47,653
and a final poignant act
1187
00:40:48,737 --> 00:40:50,406
Another thing was that
1188
00:40:50,406 --> 00:40:52,867
Wilhelm almost convinced Moseph
1189
00:40:52,867 --> 00:40:54,076
to involve the public,
1190
00:40:54,076 --> 00:40:55,286
to do the "action",
1191
00:40:56,036 --> 00:40:57,246
he wanted to
1192
00:40:57,246 --> 00:40:58,622
create a new experience in which,
1193
00:40:59,081 --> 00:41:01,959
in a van at midnight,
1194
00:41:01,959 --> 00:41:02,751
we were looking for the first
1195
00:41:02,751 --> 00:41:04,295
young person who
1196
00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:05,588
wanted to act in a live film
1197
00:41:05,588 --> 00:41:06,172
with us,
1198
00:41:06,589 --> 00:41:07,756
Moe and Wilhemn wanted
1199
00:41:07,756 --> 00:41:09,008
to get a real emotion
1200
00:41:09,383 --> 00:41:13,387
in the process of filming,
1201
00:41:14,221 --> 00:41:15,389
But come on,
1202
00:41:15,389 --> 00:41:16,682
if they had done this,
1203
00:41:16,682 --> 00:41:17,683
we wouldn't be talking
1204
00:41:17,683 --> 00:41:18,225
here today
1205
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:22,271
It was always a great pleasure
1206
00:41:22,271 --> 00:41:23,272
working with them
1207
00:41:24,899 --> 00:41:25,900
Hello?
1208
00:41:27,193 --> 00:41:28,068
Oh yes, wait a second
1209
00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:29,695
Ok,
1210
00:41:30,070 --> 00:41:30,779
I'm going to go to a place
1211
00:41:30,779 --> 00:41:31,655
where there is no noise,
1212
00:41:31,655 --> 00:41:32,448
I´ll return in a moment Dirk,
1213
00:41:33,157 --> 00:41:34,366
let´s turn off the mic
1214
00:41:55,429 --> 00:41:56,180
And in the same way,
1215
00:41:56,180 --> 00:41:57,348
did you have any interest in participating in
1216
00:41:57,348 --> 00:41:58,849
acting in a movie that
1217
00:41:58,849 --> 00:42:00,434
you already knew was not dirty?
1218
00:42:00,559 --> 00:42:01,685
Like your partner Wilhemn
1219
00:42:01,685 --> 00:42:02,603
who managed to emigrate
1220
00:42:02,603 --> 00:42:03,395
to the United States, and
1221
00:42:03,395 --> 00:42:04,396
worked there for a while
1222
00:42:05,564 --> 00:42:06,732
DIRK WAS DIFFERENT¡
1223
00:42:07,858 --> 00:42:08,859
I´m sorry, I´m sorry
1224
00:42:09,777 --> 00:42:10,569
I meant,
1225
00:42:10,569 --> 00:42:10,819
Wilhemn,
1226
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:12,321
Wilhemn was different
1227
00:42:13,197 --> 00:42:13,989
In my case,
1228
00:42:14,156 --> 00:42:16,158
I loved westerns,
1229
00:42:16,158 --> 00:42:18,077
at first before my revelation
1230
00:42:18,410 --> 00:42:19,119
I wanted to be
1231
00:42:19,119 --> 00:42:20,579
a normal movie actor,
1232
00:42:20,955 --> 00:42:22,039
but when
1233
00:42:22,039 --> 00:42:23,165
but when my epiphany arrived,
1234
00:42:23,666 --> 00:42:24,583
I removed that idea
1235
00:42:24,583 --> 00:42:25,834
from my head until the end
1236
00:42:26,168 --> 00:42:27,628
So I am sure that
1237
00:42:27,628 --> 00:42:28,879
a lot producers and filmmakers
1238
00:42:28,879 --> 00:42:29,713
looked for you
1239
00:42:30,172 --> 00:42:30,923
Yes,
1240
00:42:30,923 --> 00:42:32,758
they offered me
1241
00:42:33,384 --> 00:42:35,553
some roles but,
1242
00:42:36,345 --> 00:42:39,139
I never felt prepared to act
1243
00:42:39,139 --> 00:42:40,808
in this kind of films
1244
00:42:41,392 --> 00:42:42,184
and in the end
1245
00:42:42,184 --> 00:42:44,144
I had to accept any role
1246
00:42:44,728 --> 00:42:46,772
Many do not know, but
1247
00:42:46,772 --> 00:42:48,524
I had a cameo in a
1248
00:42:49,358 --> 00:42:51,318
not very well known movie called
1249
00:42:55,239 --> 00:42:56,991
I was in the film for 2 minutes
1250
00:42:56,991 --> 00:42:59,201
and I played a map guy that
1251
00:42:59,201 --> 00:43:00,202
escaped from a bomb,
1252
00:43:00,494 --> 00:43:01,412
without knowing that
1253
00:43:01,412 --> 00:43:02,580
the bomb was implanted
1254
00:43:02,580 --> 00:43:05,165
all over the place,
1255
00:43:05,749 --> 00:43:07,334
and it wasn't just in one place
1256
00:43:22,182 --> 00:43:24,602
I also had a cameo
1257
00:43:24,602 --> 00:43:25,853
in another film, named
1258
00:43:26,186 --> 00:43:27,563
"THE CYBERPSYCHO"
1259
00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:39,408
And did you get to participate
1260
00:43:39,408 --> 00:43:40,034
in the radio?
1261
00:43:40,159 --> 00:43:40,826
I was the main voice
1262
00:43:40,826 --> 00:43:42,828
of the beginning in
1263
00:43:42,828 --> 00:43:44,371
"SAVAGE BALL F.M"
1264
00:43:44,830 --> 00:43:46,832
THE PLACE WHERE DREAMS AND
1265
00:43:46,832 --> 00:43:48,792
SPORTS BECAME TRUE
1266
00:43:49,168 --> 00:43:51,128
SAVAGE BALL F.M
1267
00:43:51,295 --> 00:43:53,922
THE BEST NATIONAL SPORTS STATION
1268
00:43:54,381 --> 00:43:55,591
THAT WILL KEEP YOU INFORMED
1269
00:43:55,591 --> 00:43:57,801
OF THE NEWS, TRANSFERS
1270
00:43:57,801 --> 00:43:58,719
AND WILL MAKE YOU YELL
1271
00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:01,138
¡GOOOOOAAAAL¡
1272
00:44:01,680 --> 00:44:02,890
You, too, must have acted
1273
00:44:02,890 --> 00:44:04,391
in commercials, the medium most
1274
00:44:04,391 --> 00:44:06,769
similar to cinema
1275
00:44:07,728 --> 00:44:08,896
Yes... I did
1276
00:44:09,688 --> 00:44:11,148
I acted in a infomercial,
1277
00:44:11,523 --> 00:44:12,358
a pretty bad one,
1278
00:44:13,067 --> 00:44:14,360
it was about a
1279
00:44:16,320 --> 00:44:17,655
microwave pizza
1280
00:44:19,198 --> 00:44:20,407
Pizza is made with
1281
00:44:20,407 --> 00:44:22,368
some tasty components,
1282
00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:23,369
SAUSAGE,
1283
00:44:23,369 --> 00:44:24,078
SALAMI,
1284
00:44:24,078 --> 00:44:24,828
PEPPERONI
1285
00:44:24,828 --> 00:44:25,579
and hundreds of
1286
00:44:25,579 --> 00:44:26,580
fascinating ingredients
1287
00:44:26,830 --> 00:44:27,915
To prepared it, you only
1288
00:44:27,915 --> 00:44:29,249
need to put the pizza
1289
00:44:29,249 --> 00:44:30,834
in a oven or microwave
1290
00:44:30,834 --> 00:44:31,502
and done,
1291
00:44:31,877 --> 00:44:32,461
you only coocked it
1292
00:44:32,461 --> 00:44:33,337
in 5 minutes and
1293
00:44:36,548 --> 00:44:37,925
CHECK THIS OUT,
1294
00:44:38,550 --> 00:44:40,803
¡THIS PIZZA IS DELICIOUS¡
1295
00:44:41,720 --> 00:44:43,889
let's savor it
1296
00:44:45,641 --> 00:44:46,642
So now you know,
1297
00:44:46,809 --> 00:44:47,851
if you want a quick
1298
00:44:47,851 --> 00:44:49,103
microwave pizza
1299
00:44:53,524 --> 00:44:55,150
The best pizza in the market
1300
00:45:21,427 --> 00:45:22,344
What's that noise?
1301
00:45:36,358 --> 00:45:36,900
Hello?
1302
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:40,028
Yes I told you that,
1303
00:45:42,239 --> 00:45:43,782
I finally got the budget,
1304
00:45:44,742 --> 00:45:45,909
a small one but at less I have,
1305
00:45:46,201 --> 00:45:46,910
the school gave me
1306
00:45:47,202 --> 00:45:50,622
10% of the original incentive
1307
00:45:51,248 --> 00:45:52,875
we lack money for distribution,
1308
00:45:54,168 --> 00:45:55,169
yes we need money
1309
00:45:55,169 --> 00:45:56,128
to distribute the film
1310
00:45:57,838 --> 00:45:58,839
Really?
1311
00:46:02,593 --> 00:46:03,594
Yes, I told you
1312
00:46:07,806 --> 00:46:09,183
Your work process,
1313
00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:10,184
was the same
1314
00:46:10,184 --> 00:46:11,185
working with Wilhemn
1315
00:46:12,144 --> 00:46:12,936
or different?
1316
00:46:14,146 --> 00:46:15,689
Now that you mention it,
1317
00:46:15,898 --> 00:46:17,024
it was never the same,
1318
00:46:17,566 --> 00:46:18,942
I used to rehearse alone
1319
00:46:18,942 --> 00:46:20,903
in my dressing room or set,
1320
00:46:21,361 --> 00:46:22,738
but when Wilhemn arrived,
1321
00:46:22,738 --> 00:46:25,657
what we did was an acting duet,
1322
00:46:25,949 --> 00:46:27,075
we both came from a
1323
00:46:27,075 --> 00:46:29,077
self-taught acting school,
1324
00:46:29,369 --> 00:46:30,788
and our practice was based on
1325
00:46:30,996 --> 00:46:32,581
seeing ourselves in a mirror
1326
00:46:33,081 --> 00:46:34,374
imagining the situation
1327
00:46:34,833 --> 00:46:36,627
and practicing our scenes,
1328
00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:39,296
it was something very unusual
1329
00:46:39,296 --> 00:46:42,800
and strange for us latin-actors,
1330
00:46:43,050 --> 00:46:44,051
but very functional
1331
00:46:45,052 --> 00:46:45,761
WILHEMN: I told you
1332
00:46:45,761 --> 00:46:46,470
to leave her alone,
1333
00:46:46,470 --> 00:46:46,970
right?
1334
00:46:46,970 --> 00:46:48,096
DIRK: You don't understand,
1335
00:46:48,555 --> 00:46:50,057
she doesn't belong to you,
1336
00:46:50,057 --> 00:46:51,016
now she's
1337
00:46:51,016 --> 00:46:51,350
WILHEMN: WHAT?
1338
00:46:51,350 --> 00:46:52,351
immersed in me
1339
00:46:52,684 --> 00:46:53,685
Grandiloquence
1340
00:46:53,936 --> 00:46:55,229
was always present
1341
00:46:55,229 --> 00:46:56,230
in our rehearsals
1342
00:46:56,647 --> 00:46:57,689
WILHEMN: I CAN´T BELIEVE IT
1343
00:46:58,398 --> 00:46:59,441
YOU TURNED HER INTO A
1344
00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:03,028
DIRK: This change was inevitable
1345
00:47:03,028 --> 00:47:04,029
WILHEMN: NO, PLEASE
1346
00:47:04,154 --> 00:47:04,780
No,
1347
00:47:04,780 --> 00:47:05,781
NOOOOO
1348
00:47:06,198 --> 00:47:07,366
Did you never find out
1349
00:47:07,366 --> 00:47:08,867
about Luis's fate?
1350
00:47:09,451 --> 00:47:10,285
I already told you,
1351
00:47:10,285 --> 00:47:11,453
after my life change,
1352
00:47:11,453 --> 00:47:12,287
don't you remember?
1353
00:47:12,621 --> 00:47:13,831
Yes but I was asking yo
1354
00:47:13,831 --> 00:47:14,832
because we don't know
1355
00:47:14,832 --> 00:47:16,583
I get it, I get it, I get it,
1356
00:47:16,834 --> 00:47:18,085
I´M GETTING IT, YOU IDIOT
1357
00:47:18,085 --> 00:47:19,044
Pl-Please calm down
1358
00:47:19,795 --> 00:47:21,213
I get it
1359
00:47:21,213 --> 00:47:21,839
Please sir
1360
00:47:21,839 --> 00:47:22,422
I get it
1361
00:47:22,422 --> 00:47:24,049
I´M GETTING IT,
1362
00:47:24,466 --> 00:47:27,135
I´M GETTING EVERYTHING
1363
00:47:29,680 --> 00:47:30,389
I
1364
00:47:30,389 --> 00:47:31,765
HAD NOTHING TO DO
1365
00:47:31,765 --> 00:47:32,975
BEFORE HIS DISAPPEARANCE,
1366
00:47:33,225 --> 00:47:33,976
¡NOTHING¡
1367
00:47:34,351 --> 00:47:35,435
THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM,
1368
00:47:35,644 --> 00:47:36,937
WAS BECAUSE HE ASKED ME
1369
00:47:36,937 --> 00:47:37,688
FOR SOME MONEY,
1370
00:47:37,688 --> 00:47:38,689
AND THAT WAS ALL,
1371
00:47:39,106 --> 00:47:40,065
NOTHING ELSE
1372
00:47:43,610 --> 00:47:45,112
Any other project or method?
1373
00:47:46,864 --> 00:47:48,031
We had planned to do
1374
00:47:48,031 --> 00:47:48,907
a musical at the beginning
1375
00:47:48,907 --> 00:47:49,491
of our union,
1376
00:47:49,491 --> 00:47:50,742
the story was based on
1377
00:47:51,034 --> 00:47:52,953
a man who entered a haunted mansion
1378
00:47:54,079 --> 00:47:54,788
and was reunited with
1379
00:47:54,788 --> 00:47:55,539
his old girlfriends
1380
00:47:56,582 --> 00:47:57,583
This film was a madness,
1381
00:47:57,958 --> 00:47:58,876
but in the end we decided
1382
00:47:58,876 --> 00:47:59,459
to drop this history,
1383
00:47:59,751 --> 00:48:01,003
and we preferred to make
1384
00:48:01,128 --> 00:48:03,046
a more personal film
1385
00:48:03,380 --> 00:48:04,840
"All about my father"
1386
00:48:05,215 --> 00:48:06,425
Movie that was also
1387
00:48:06,425 --> 00:48:07,134
filmed in this church,
1388
00:48:07,134 --> 00:48:07,801
Yes,
1389
00:48:08,010 --> 00:48:08,802
this film was
1390
00:48:08,802 --> 00:48:10,178
almost autobiographical
1391
00:48:10,304 --> 00:48:11,930
Main film of
1392
00:48:11,930 --> 00:48:12,931
the career of the actors,
1393
00:48:13,140 --> 00:48:14,641
released in 2 *% &
1394
00:48:15,475 --> 00:48:16,935
it shows the lives of 3 persons,
1395
00:48:16,935 --> 00:48:18,270
2 aspiring actors
1396
00:48:18,270 --> 00:48:19,271
and a film director,
1397
00:48:19,271 --> 00:48:21,231
who come together
1398
00:48:21,231 --> 00:48:22,232
to make a movie,
1399
00:48:22,232 --> 00:48:23,901
showing only 2 hours
1400
00:48:23,901 --> 00:48:24,902
of their lives.
1401
00:48:25,319 --> 00:48:26,486
show us the relationships between
1402
00:48:26,486 --> 00:48:27,154
the artists
1403
00:48:27,154 --> 00:48:28,155
with their families and pasts.
1404
00:48:29,197 --> 00:48:31,366
we made this as a relief film,
1405
00:48:32,034 --> 00:48:33,994
it had porn elements, but
1406
00:48:33,994 --> 00:48:35,162
that wasn´t the main point,
1407
00:48:35,162 --> 00:48:37,039
it was our chance to grow,
1408
00:48:37,664 --> 00:48:40,918
in it we compiled the history of the 3,
1409
00:48:41,335 --> 00:48:42,169
aninmigrant,
1410
00:48:42,169 --> 00:48:43,337
a hidden talent
1411
00:48:43,587 --> 00:48:44,963
and a weird person,
1412
00:48:45,797 --> 00:48:47,633
It goes from being a story that
1413
00:48:47,633 --> 00:48:49,635
contained dirty elements,
1414
00:48:50,135 --> 00:48:51,595
to one that sought
1415
00:48:51,595 --> 00:48:53,597
the motivations of the characters
1416
00:48:54,056 --> 00:48:55,223
and lives as artists,
1417
00:48:55,933 --> 00:48:56,934
as
1418
00:48:58,018 --> 00:48:59,311
human beings
1419
00:49:00,145 --> 00:49:01,146
"ALL ABOUT MY FATHER"
1420
00:49:03,357 --> 00:49:04,900
Right now there is
1421
00:49:04,900 --> 00:49:05,984
no longer any copy of the film,
1422
00:49:06,109 --> 00:49:07,653
only scenes on the internet.
1423
00:49:07,903 --> 00:49:08,528
The distribution of the film
1424
00:49:08,528 --> 00:49:09,237
never allowed us
1425
00:49:09,237 --> 00:49:10,072
to bring it out,
1426
00:49:10,072 --> 00:49:11,406
Joseph possessed
1427
00:49:11,573 --> 00:49:13,450
the last copy,
1428
00:49:13,617 --> 00:49:15,494
but I never knew where it was
1429
00:49:16,119 --> 00:49:18,372
We never seek to recognition
1430
00:49:18,372 --> 00:49:18,914
or fame,
1431
00:49:19,373 --> 00:49:20,499
all we wanted
1432
00:49:20,666 --> 00:49:22,292
was to be accepted,
1433
00:49:22,668 --> 00:49:23,961
and share our message
1434
00:49:25,045 --> 00:49:26,380
I think that is the goal
1435
00:49:26,380 --> 00:49:27,381
of every artist,
1436
00:49:27,673 --> 00:49:28,966
to make his word known,
1437
00:49:29,424 --> 00:49:29,967
to share who he is,
1438
00:49:30,634 --> 00:49:32,594
and to let people like us
1439
00:49:32,886 --> 00:49:34,054
know that they are not alone
1440
00:49:45,649 --> 00:49:46,650
What is this?
1441
00:50:04,876 --> 00:50:06,461
These are photographs that are
1442
00:50:07,254 --> 00:50:08,422
in this cell phone,
1443
00:50:08,839 --> 00:50:10,048
I do not know who own it,
1444
00:50:10,048 --> 00:50:11,049
but the photos are of Wilhemn,
1445
00:50:12,342 --> 00:50:13,176
and there are also,
1446
00:50:13,885 --> 00:50:14,886
and there are also audios.
1447
00:50:34,322 --> 00:50:35,073
WILHEMN: Day one,
1448
00:50:35,365 --> 00:50:36,533
the person that I considered
1449
00:50:36,533 --> 00:50:38,118
my own brother, locked me
1450
00:50:38,118 --> 00:50:39,119
in this sh%* hole
1451
00:50:40,162 --> 00:50:41,580
I started to gather with him,
1452
00:50:42,456 --> 00:50:43,165
in that time
1453
00:50:43,165 --> 00:50:44,332
I was emigrating to Chile,
1454
00:50:44,666 --> 00:50:45,834
and to say goodbye I
1455
00:50:46,752 --> 00:50:47,044
What?
1456
00:50:47,210 --> 00:50:48,253
I invited him to have dinner,
1457
00:50:49,379 --> 00:50:51,465
he prepared the drinks
1458
00:50:51,631 --> 00:50:52,299
and
1459
00:50:52,299 --> 00:50:54,301
I have no idea of
1460
00:50:54,801 --> 00:50:56,094
why he did this or
1461
00:50:56,094 --> 00:50:57,262
what he put into my drink,
1462
00:50:57,262 --> 00:50:58,513
after I drank
1463
00:50:59,639 --> 00:51:00,640
some drinks,
1464
00:51:01,141 --> 00:51:02,350
I lost all consciousness and
1465
00:51:02,350 --> 00:51:02,809
Who this could happen?
1466
00:51:02,809 --> 00:51:03,685
I lost everything,
1467
00:51:03,685 --> 00:51:04,686
I showed up here
1468
00:51:04,686 --> 00:51:06,063
in this dark
1469
00:51:06,354 --> 00:51:07,355
and filthy house,
1470
00:51:07,355 --> 00:51:08,690
the only thing that I remember is
1471
00:51:08,690 --> 00:51:09,316
DIRK: ARE YOU TALKING
1472
00:51:09,316 --> 00:51:09,816
TO SOMEONE?
1473
00:51:12,778 --> 00:51:13,570
WILHEMN: HELP ME¡
1474
00:51:13,570 --> 00:51:14,362
HELP¡
1475
00:51:14,696 --> 00:51:15,363
HELP¡
1476
00:51:15,363 --> 00:51:16,364
Dirk: SILENCE DOG,
1477
00:51:16,364 --> 00:51:17,199
SILENCE¡
1478
00:51:17,491 --> 00:51:18,784
You thought you would stop me
1479
00:51:18,784 --> 00:51:19,367
right?
1480
00:51:19,785 --> 00:51:20,368
IDIOT,
1481
00:51:20,494 --> 00:51:21,369
IDIOT,
1482
00:51:21,369 --> 00:51:22,370
IDIOOT¡
1483
00:51:22,746 --> 00:51:23,955
NO ONE WILL DEFEAT ME
1484
00:51:24,331 --> 00:51:24,956
NO ONE
1485
00:51:26,583 --> 00:51:27,584
He-He have more audios
1486
00:51:32,005 --> 00:51:32,839
What did you do Dirk?
1487
00:51:35,133 --> 00:51:36,301
What did you do?
1488
00:51:42,974 --> 00:51:44,518
What I just listen,
1489
00:51:45,185 --> 00:51:46,144
I have no idea if
1490
00:51:46,144 --> 00:51:46,770
it's real or not,
1491
00:51:47,312 --> 00:51:48,688
I've been shooting with
1492
00:51:48,688 --> 00:51:49,481
this guy all day,
1493
00:51:49,940 --> 00:51:51,399
and I'm starting to suspect
1494
00:51:51,942 --> 00:51:52,651
that he had something to do
1495
00:51:52,651 --> 00:51:53,860
with Wilhemn's disappearance
1496
00:51:56,905 --> 00:51:57,906
I have no idea,
1497
00:51:57,906 --> 00:51:58,907
I need to listen
1498
00:51:58,907 --> 00:52:00,158
the other audios and videos
1499
00:52:01,868 --> 00:52:02,744
... must be reveal
1500
00:52:03,620 --> 00:52:04,538
I need to discover it,
1501
00:52:05,122 --> 00:52:06,164
I must discover it
1502
00:52:09,668 --> 00:52:10,752
Everything negative that
1503
00:52:10,752 --> 00:52:11,962
happens to us in life,
1504
00:52:11,962 --> 00:52:12,963
will have its positive
1505
00:52:12,963 --> 00:52:13,880
consequence,
1506
00:52:14,256 --> 00:52:15,173
its reward,
1507
00:52:16,216 --> 00:52:18,468
I am living proof,
1508
00:52:19,427 --> 00:52:20,428
that´s how my life started,
1509
00:52:20,971 --> 00:52:22,222
that's how is now,
1510
00:52:23,306 --> 00:52:24,808
that´s how it will end
1511
00:52:27,853 --> 00:52:28,854
Dirk
1512
00:52:29,104 --> 00:52:30,355
I´ll answer a call,
1513
00:52:30,355 --> 00:52:31,231
can you wait me
1514
00:52:31,231 --> 00:52:32,065
here some minutes
1515
00:52:32,065 --> 00:52:33,233
Of course
1516
00:52:33,233 --> 00:52:33,775
Thank you
1517
00:52:34,067 --> 00:52:35,068
I take the camera, don´t worry,
1518
00:52:35,068 --> 00:52:35,777
if you want you go ahead to
1519
00:52:35,777 --> 00:52:36,736
the place.
1520
00:52:36,778 --> 00:52:37,487
All right
1521
00:52:56,631 --> 00:52:57,632
Hello?
1522
00:52:58,508 --> 00:52:59,509
Hi,
1523
00:52:59,509 --> 00:53:00,510
how are you?
1524
00:53:01,636 --> 00:53:02,637
Yes of course
1525
00:53:07,934 --> 00:53:08,935
Yes, yes
1526
00:53:09,853 --> 00:53:10,854
Wait a moment
1527
00:53:14,107 --> 00:53:14,983
I discovered the truth,
1528
00:53:16,443 --> 00:53:17,444
the audios prove that
1529
00:53:17,444 --> 00:53:18,278
he killed Wilhemn,
1530
00:53:19,863 --> 00:53:21,406
also the video have
1531
00:53:22,449 --> 00:53:23,450
an evidence that can
1532
00:53:24,117 --> 00:53:25,118
could lead me to imprison him
1533
00:53:26,745 --> 00:53:27,204
I´m scared,
1534
00:53:27,204 --> 00:53:28,205
I don´t know what will happen
1535
00:53:31,708 --> 00:53:32,709
Ready?
1536
00:53:33,627 --> 00:53:34,586
YES, i´m ready
1537
00:53:39,466 --> 00:53:40,800
Why did you choose this city?
1538
00:53:41,718 --> 00:53:42,928
Why did you choose it?
1539
00:53:43,887 --> 00:53:44,596
Excuse me
1540
00:53:44,596 --> 00:53:45,555
Yes, you heard me w
1541
00:53:47,015 --> 00:53:48,016
... it´s beautiful, and
1542
00:53:48,183 --> 00:53:49,184
it does have the heat
1543
00:53:49,184 --> 00:53:50,352
of the Torreón desert,
1544
00:53:51,478 --> 00:53:52,103
but why?
1545
00:53:53,730 --> 00:53:54,731
I didn´t chose it,
1546
00:53:54,731 --> 00:53:55,732
is my birth town,
1547
00:53:56,149 --> 00:53:57,108
my ancestors were
1548
00:53:57,108 --> 00:53:58,109
the ones who chose it
1549
00:53:58,485 --> 00:53:59,611
I asked you this because your
1550
00:53:59,611 --> 00:54:01,446
birth town is another city,
1551
00:54:01,446 --> 00:54:02,447
and I want to know
1552
00:54:04,449 --> 00:54:04,991
You know,
1553
00:54:05,325 --> 00:54:06,743
I also would say that
1554
00:54:06,993 --> 00:54:08,495
this city became my birth town,
1555
00:54:09,204 --> 00:54:10,205
somehow,
1556
00:54:10,747 --> 00:54:12,249
I have it inside me
1557
00:54:16,461 --> 00:54:16,836
So Dirk,
1558
00:54:16,836 --> 00:54:18,004
did you never really know
1559
00:54:18,004 --> 00:54:19,005
Wilhelm's whereabouts?
1560
00:54:19,422 --> 00:54:20,966
I told you, NO
1561
00:54:21,716 --> 00:54:23,385
Some sources confirm me that
1562
00:54:24,344 --> 00:54:25,553
after his return to Chile,
1563
00:54:25,887 --> 00:54:26,429
anyone knew
1564
00:54:26,429 --> 00:54:27,055
something about him
1565
00:54:27,305 --> 00:54:27,889
To Chile?
1566
00:54:28,181 --> 00:54:29,182
Are you serious?
1567
00:54:29,683 --> 00:54:32,978
Do they only think in him?
1568
00:54:33,061 --> 00:54:34,062
Come on,
1569
00:54:34,062 --> 00:54:35,522
Yes, my contacts confirm it,
1570
00:54:36,690 --> 00:54:37,607
he returned to Chile
1571
00:54:37,607 --> 00:54:38,525
for a long time,
1572
00:54:38,525 --> 00:54:39,526
and starred some
1573
00:54:39,526 --> 00:54:40,527
terrible films
1574
00:54:40,902 --> 00:54:41,736
B#+c please
1575
00:54:41,736 --> 00:54:43,863
YOUR CONTACTS ARE DAMN IDIOTS
1576
00:54:43,863 --> 00:54:45,198
AND YOU A STUPID
1577
00:54:45,198 --> 00:54:46,199
FOR BELIEVING ALL THOSE THINGS,
1578
00:54:46,783 --> 00:54:48,076
COME ON¡
1579
00:54:48,243 --> 00:54:49,494
YOU DISAPPOINT ME
1580
00:54:49,744 --> 00:54:50,662
IN THE FIRST PLACE
1581
00:54:50,745 --> 00:54:52,372
HE WOULD NEVER ACT BADLY,
1582
00:54:52,580 --> 00:54:53,373
NEVER,
1583
00:54:53,540 --> 00:54:54,374
AND IN THE SECOND
1584
00:54:54,541 --> 00:54:55,959
HE WOULD NEVER GO BACK TO CHILE,
1585
00:54:55,959 --> 00:54:56,668
UNDERSTOOD?
1586
00:54:57,294 --> 00:54:58,586
Stupid fool
1587
00:55:07,304 --> 00:55:08,680
Yes, let's hope that
1588
00:55:08,930 --> 00:55:09,681
Yes,
1589
00:55:09,681 --> 00:55:10,682
I hope people can
1590
00:55:10,682 --> 00:55:12,225
see me again in the big screen
1591
00:55:13,268 --> 00:55:14,269
I hope too
1592
00:55:15,312 --> 00:55:17,188
or at least behind it
1593
00:55:19,524 --> 00:55:20,942
My name is Juan Lucas Tarantose,
1594
00:55:23,320 --> 00:55:24,321
I am 22,
1595
00:55:25,613 --> 00:55:27,157
I am a film student,
1596
00:55:27,407 --> 00:55:27,824
that came here
1597
00:55:27,824 --> 00:55:28,825
to shot a documentary about
1598
00:55:28,825 --> 00:55:29,993
the actor Francisco Starkon
1599
00:55:29,993 --> 00:55:30,994
Dirk Holmes
1600
00:55:33,079 --> 00:55:34,622
I discovered his terrible truth,
1601
00:55:35,415 --> 00:55:36,082
that mon,
1602
00:55:37,709 --> 00:55:38,918
that monster that calls itself
1603
00:55:38,918 --> 00:55:39,878
human,
1604
00:55:40,086 --> 00:55:40,879
KILLED
1605
00:55:41,254 --> 00:55:41,671
T
1606
00:55:41,671 --> 00:55:43,131
THE FILMMAKER DIRTY MOE,
1607
00:55:45,175 --> 00:55:46,176
and he has kidnapped
1608
00:55:47,093 --> 00:55:48,094
Wilhemn Dafouck,
1609
00:55:48,845 --> 00:55:49,637
he kidnapped him,
1610
00:55:49,637 --> 00:55:50,638
he kidnapped him,
1611
00:55:51,973 --> 00:55:52,974
and he is going to kill him,
1612
00:55:53,475 --> 00:55:54,476
God
1613
00:55:59,564 --> 00:56:01,316
My camera's battery is dead,
1614
00:56:01,524 --> 00:56:02,317
what a shame,
1615
00:56:02,650 --> 00:56:03,318
but well,
1616
00:56:03,485 --> 00:56:04,486
at least I filmed
1617
00:56:04,486 --> 00:56:05,487
everything that I need, and
1618
00:56:05,487 --> 00:56:06,237
I think I already have
1619
00:56:06,237 --> 00:56:07,238
enough material,
1620
00:56:07,489 --> 00:56:08,239
even plenty of it,
1621
00:56:09,491 --> 00:56:10,492
to make the documentary
1622
00:56:11,618 --> 00:56:12,619
We have been lucky,
1623
00:56:13,078 --> 00:56:15,038
the sun is about to set,
1624
00:56:15,830 --> 00:56:18,541
darkness is coming
1625
00:56:20,585 --> 00:56:21,169
Well Dirk,
1626
00:56:21,169 --> 00:56:23,004
I think this is the farewell,
1627
00:56:23,421 --> 00:56:24,381
we were able to finish
1628
00:56:24,381 --> 00:56:25,382
the scenes and I am
1629
00:56:25,382 --> 00:56:27,175
very satisfied with the results
1630
00:56:27,926 --> 00:56:28,676
It was a pleasure,
1631
00:56:29,886 --> 00:56:30,887
and I assure you
1632
00:56:31,096 --> 00:56:31,846
that we will see
1633
00:56:31,846 --> 00:56:32,263
each other again
1634
00:56:32,263 --> 00:56:33,264
very soon,
1635
00:56:33,431 --> 00:56:35,225
and we will fulfill our destiny,
1636
00:56:35,642 --> 00:56:37,727
I guarantee it
1637
00:56:38,853 --> 00:56:40,230
Because fate will help us
1638
00:56:41,606 --> 00:56:42,899
I guarantee it
1639
00:56:45,819 --> 00:56:47,153
and as they say in the theater
1640
00:56:47,362 --> 00:56:48,154
have a lot of s#$t
1641
00:56:51,282 --> 00:56:52,283
See you soon Dirk
1642
00:57:35,702 --> 00:57:36,870
Wilhemn: I haven't eaten
1643
00:57:36,870 --> 00:57:37,871
for hours,
1644
00:57:37,871 --> 00:57:39,289
it's day 4
1645
00:57:39,998 --> 00:57:41,583
Francisco is just feeding me
1646
00:57:41,583 --> 00:57:43,168
with plants,
1647
00:57:44,544 --> 00:57:45,044
I begin to
1648
00:57:46,629 --> 00:57:47,630
think that
1649
00:57:48,339 --> 00:57:50,216
he is practicing
1650
00:57:50,758 --> 00:57:51,676
black witchcraft
1651
00:57:53,928 --> 00:57:54,721
NOOO, NOOO
1652
00:57:55,054 --> 00:57:56,014
HE SKINNED HIM,
1653
00:57:56,139 --> 00:57:56,681
HE SKINNED HIM,
1654
00:57:56,723 --> 00:57:57,182
HE SKINNE
1655
00:57:57,891 --> 00:57:58,892
I can´t be,
1656
00:57:59,559 --> 00:58:00,727
I can´t believe it,
1657
00:58:01,603 --> 00:58:02,604
Francisco killed Mo
1658
00:58:02,979 --> 00:58:04,606
He have the body in the house,
1659
00:58:04,939 --> 00:58:05,815
god, I have no idea of what
1660
00:58:05,815 --> 00:58:06,483
he want but
1661
00:58:07,025 --> 00:58:07,775
Please help me,
1662
00:58:08,651 --> 00:58:10,320
his obsession with fate
1663
00:58:10,320 --> 00:58:11,070
make him mad,
1664
00:58:12,071 --> 00:58:12,822
I don't know
1665
00:58:12,822 --> 00:58:13,281
if he is the friend that
1666
00:58:13,281 --> 00:58:14,115
I used to know,
1667
00:58:14,115 --> 00:58:14,991
I'm scared,
1668
00:58:15,366 --> 00:58:15,909
I don't know if someone
1669
00:58:15,909 --> 00:58:17,494
will ever hear this,
1670
00:58:17,869 --> 00:58:18,995
but if I die,
1671
00:58:19,329 --> 00:58:20,580
I need the discoverer
1672
00:58:20,580 --> 00:58:21,456
of this audio to
1673
00:58:21,456 --> 00:58:22,332
go to the authorities
1674
00:58:22,332 --> 00:58:23,166
and report him,
1675
00:58:23,666 --> 00:58:24,167
THIS MONS
1676
00:58:24,876 --> 00:58:25,668
PSYCHO
1677
00:58:25,668 --> 00:58:26,920
Dirk: I DISCOVERED YOU IDIOT
1678
00:58:27,420 --> 00:58:29,130
Wilhemn: NO, NO, NO, NO, NO
1679
00:58:29,130 --> 00:58:30,548
PLEASE MERCY,
1680
00:58:30,548 --> 00:58:31,549
I WON'T TALK
1681
00:58:32,217 --> 00:58:32,842
I SWEA
1682
00:58:35,094 --> 00:58:37,555
Dirk: IDIOT, IDIOT, IDIOT
1683
00:58:41,976 --> 00:58:42,936
He killed him,
1684
00:58:44,479 --> 00:58:45,480
he did it,
1685
00:58:46,272 --> 00:58:48,149
he is to blame for all this.
1686
00:58:48,650 --> 00:58:50,276
how could it have happened?,
1687
00:58:59,244 --> 00:59:00,495
My destiny
1688
00:59:00,495 --> 00:59:02,121
is being fulfilled
1689
00:59:32,277 --> 00:59:33,319
I need this video
1690
00:59:33,319 --> 00:59:34,112
reaches the authorities,
1691
00:59:34,654 --> 00:59:35,572
I found out that he
1692
00:59:36,030 --> 00:59:37,490
has the bodies and skinns them,
1693
00:59:38,491 --> 00:59:40,702
I found the truth,
1694
00:59:41,578 --> 00:59:42,245
I discovered that he
1695
00:59:42,245 --> 00:59:42,996
NO GOD PLEASE
1696
00:59:48,042 --> 00:59:49,168
NO GOD PLEASE
1697
00:59:49,419 --> 00:59:49,919
PLEASE
1698
00:59:50,878 --> 00:59:51,421
MERCY
1699
00:59:56,050 --> 00:59:57,302
ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW
1700
01:00:41,179 --> 01:00:43,681
This is what I lived,
1701
01:00:45,058 --> 01:00:46,059
this is what I live,
1702
01:00:47,894 --> 01:00:49,520
this is what I will live,
1703
01:01:22,929 --> 01:01:29,477
THANK YOU DIRK HOLMES
1704
01:01:58,297 --> 01:01:59,173
Dear god,
1705
01:01:59,799 --> 01:02:01,300
on this solemn day
1706
01:02:01,759 --> 01:02:03,636
I ask for your blessed mercy,
1707
01:02:04,220 --> 01:02:05,888
the afflicted need your support
1708
01:02:05,888 --> 01:02:06,889
more than ever,
1709
01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:08,933
I need it,
1710
01:02:09,976 --> 01:02:11,310
I recognize my sins
1711
01:02:11,310 --> 01:02:12,228
and I will pay the price
1712
01:02:12,228 --> 01:02:13,396
for redemption,
1713
01:02:14,063 --> 01:02:15,732
your mercy is infinite,
1714
01:02:16,315 --> 01:02:17,442
the goodness that abounds
1715
01:02:17,442 --> 01:02:18,443
in your heart fills me,
1716
01:02:19,110 --> 01:02:19,694
I know,
1717
01:02:19,986 --> 01:02:21,154
I am not worthy
1718
01:02:21,154 --> 01:02:22,363
to enter your house,
1719
01:02:22,739 --> 01:02:23,865
but a word from you
1720
01:02:23,865 --> 01:02:24,907
will not be able to heal me,
1721
01:02:25,700 --> 01:02:26,659
now I beg you,
1722
01:02:27,034 --> 01:02:28,578
I need this support,
1723
01:02:29,203 --> 01:02:30,538
with one hand of yours
1724
01:02:30,538 --> 01:02:31,831
I can heal,
1725
01:02:32,290 --> 01:02:34,041
with a sign of the future
1726
01:02:34,041 --> 01:02:35,042
I can shine,
1727
01:02:35,293 --> 01:02:36,294
I can love,
1728
01:02:36,878 --> 01:02:37,670
I can live
1729
01:02:38,921 --> 01:02:39,589
Lord,
1730
01:02:40,339 --> 01:02:41,674
I beg you to allow me
1731
01:02:41,674 --> 01:02:43,050
to achieve peace
1732
01:02:43,050 --> 01:02:44,510
in every new morning,
1733
01:02:45,303 --> 01:02:46,304
fill me with joy,
1734
01:02:47,180 --> 01:02:49,557
I will work to continue my fate,
1735
01:02:50,183 --> 01:02:51,267
and regardless of
1736
01:02:51,267 --> 01:02:52,810
the consequences I will continue
1737
01:02:52,810 --> 01:02:53,811
steadfast and forward,
1738
01:02:54,103 --> 01:02:55,188
good things
1739
01:02:55,480 --> 01:02:57,690
come for those who believe,
1740
01:02:58,775 --> 01:02:59,776
better things for
1741
01:02:59,776 --> 01:03:01,194
those who are patient,
1742
01:03:01,736 --> 01:03:03,237
but the greatest blessings
1743
01:03:03,863 --> 01:03:05,072
come for those
1744
01:03:05,072 --> 01:03:06,073
who never give up,
1745
01:03:06,741 --> 01:03:08,242
in the end you know
1746
01:03:08,242 --> 01:03:09,243
what is the best for me,
1747
01:03:09,660 --> 01:03:11,412
and you know my desires,
1748
01:03:11,829 --> 01:03:14,165
I am tired of depressions,
1749
01:03:14,791 --> 01:03:15,792
this yoke
1750
01:03:16,209 --> 01:03:17,210
that I pass
1751
01:03:17,210 --> 01:03:18,586
I can no longer bear
1752
01:03:19,837 --> 01:03:20,838
I will praise you lord,
1753
01:03:21,631 --> 01:03:23,758
and I will thank you, my savior,
1754
01:03:24,634 --> 01:03:26,344
I will thank your name because
1755
01:03:26,344 --> 01:03:27,345
you were my protector
1756
01:03:27,345 --> 01:03:28,054
and my support,
1757
01:03:28,763 --> 01:03:29,764
you freed me from death
1758
01:03:30,389 --> 01:03:31,098
and from the lips
1759
01:03:31,098 --> 01:03:32,266
that forge lies,
1760
01:03:33,810 --> 01:03:35,186
when I saw myself surrounded
1761
01:03:35,186 --> 01:03:36,562
by enemies you came
1762
01:03:36,562 --> 01:03:38,105
to help and save me,
1763
01:03:39,065 --> 01:03:40,066
you freed me,
1764
01:03:41,984 --> 01:03:43,236
by your mercy and
1765
01:03:43,486 --> 01:03:44,987
for the glory of your name
1766
01:03:45,530 --> 01:03:46,405
you prevented
1767
01:03:46,405 --> 01:03:47,573
these sinful teeth
1768
01:03:47,573 --> 01:03:48,574
from consuming me,
1769
01:03:48,991 --> 01:03:50,201
you rescued me from
1770
01:03:50,201 --> 01:03:51,369
all the calamities
1771
01:03:51,369 --> 01:03:52,370
that I have been through,
1772
01:03:53,538 --> 01:03:54,247
from the flames
1773
01:03:54,247 --> 01:03:55,248
that surrounded me,
1774
01:03:55,998 --> 01:03:56,624
my soul
1775
01:03:57,375 --> 01:03:59,085
came to the brink of death,
1776
01:03:59,627 --> 01:04:00,586
my life was near
1777
01:04:00,586 --> 01:04:01,587
to fall into an abyss,
1778
01:04:03,005 --> 01:04:04,799
I was surrounded on all sides,
1779
01:04:05,132 --> 01:04:06,008
and there was
1780
01:04:06,008 --> 01:04:07,009
no one to help me,
1781
01:04:07,718 --> 01:04:08,719
there was no one,
1782
01:04:09,595 --> 01:04:10,596
then I remembered
1783
01:04:10,596 --> 01:04:12,557
your mercy and your works,
1784
01:04:13,724 --> 01:04:14,559
as you said that
1785
01:04:14,559 --> 01:04:15,560
"The past never saves,
1786
01:04:16,227 --> 01:04:17,937
the future is a martyrdom,
1787
01:04:18,354 --> 01:04:19,689
and the present
1788
01:04:19,897 --> 01:04:20,523
is the one
1789
01:04:20,523 --> 01:04:21,524
that give us hope"
1790
01:04:21,774 --> 01:04:23,442
Today lord I sobbed
1791
01:04:23,860 --> 01:04:25,194
in this journey of tears,
1792
01:04:25,194 --> 01:04:26,529
moaning and crying,
1793
01:04:27,196 --> 01:04:27,864
I've been through
1794
01:04:27,864 --> 01:04:28,865
a lifetime journey,
1795
01:04:29,156 --> 01:04:30,992
with disappointments, tragedies,
1796
01:04:31,701 --> 01:04:33,077
joys and experiences,
1797
01:04:33,286 --> 01:04:34,745
who forged my person,
1798
01:04:34,912 --> 01:04:35,746
who I am,
1799
01:04:36,497 --> 01:04:37,957
I put my offerings to you
1800
01:04:38,124 --> 01:04:39,125
and I will pay the sacrifice
1801
01:04:39,125 --> 01:04:40,209
that I owe to
1802
01:04:40,209 --> 01:04:41,210
obtain what I want,
1803
01:04:41,919 --> 01:04:42,920
I will not become
1804
01:04:43,004 --> 01:04:44,130
the shadow of my fears,
1805
01:04:44,714 --> 01:04:45,548
not anymore,
1806
01:04:47,884 --> 01:04:49,427
I will take the leap of faith,
1807
01:04:50,303 --> 01:04:51,304
I will lord,
1808
01:04:51,721 --> 01:04:53,139
I don´t have anything to lose,
1809
01:04:53,472 --> 01:04:54,599
I will trust in you,
1810
01:04:54,932 --> 01:04:56,183
and I will repeat your words
1811
01:04:56,183 --> 01:04:56,976
of comfort,
1812
01:04:57,476 --> 01:04:58,978
"The past never saves,
1813
01:04:59,604 --> 01:05:00,938
the future is a martyrdom,
1814
01:05:01,314 --> 01:05:02,940
the present gives hope"
1815
01:05:03,482 --> 01:05:04,859
"The past never saves,
1816
01:05:05,192 --> 01:05:06,736
the future is a martyrdom,
1817
01:05:07,069 --> 01:05:08,070
the present gives hope"
1818
01:05:29,091 --> 01:05:31,093
The show must go on
1819
01:05:31,677 --> 01:05:33,054
The show must go on
1820
01:05:33,554 --> 01:05:35,014
The show must go on
1821
01:05:35,556 --> 01:05:36,766
The show must go on
1822
01:05:37,642 --> 01:05:39,143
The show must go on
1823
01:05:40,186 --> 01:05:41,979
The show must go on
1824
01:05:42,980 --> 01:05:44,732
The show must go on
1825
01:05:45,316 --> 01:05:47,276
The show must go on
1826
01:05:48,361 --> 01:05:49,362
The show must go on
1827
01:05:50,196 --> 01:05:51,197
The show must go on
1828
01:05:52,156 --> 01:05:53,157
The show must go on
1829
01:05:54,241 --> 01:05:55,242
The show must go on
1830
01:06:05,586 --> 01:06:08,422
The show must go on
The show must go on
1831
01:06:08,422 --> 01:06:10,257
The show must go on
The show must go on
1832
01:06:11,092 --> 01:06:13,177
The show must go on
The show must go on
1833
01:06:14,136 --> 01:06:16,389
The show must go on
The show must go on
1834
01:06:16,889 --> 01:06:19,433
The show must go on
The show must go on
1835
01:06:20,935 --> 01:06:22,937
The show must go on
1836
01:06:23,896 --> 01:06:27,775
" What I lived
What I live
What I will live "
1837
01:06:28,567 --> 01:06:31,070
Directed and written
by
Carlos Puentes
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