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[Meredith] Paranoia...

gives you an edge in the OR.

You know, what I realize is that Peds

is the only specialty
where I could do it all.

Cardio, General, Ortho. It's like
the whole body is your canvas.

The fact that it's a small canvas
makes it even more challenging.

I mean, I have no idea if you have someone
on your service right now.

But I would really love
to witness your artistry.

- You got this? You gotta like kids.
- [man] Mm-hmm.

- I love kids.
- OK. I'll see you on rounds.

Great.

[Alex] He lost a huge chunk of flesh.
I see down to his mandible.

We'll need Plastics and an ENT consult.

Left IV looks like it's clotted off.
I need a 16-gauge in there.

- [all shouting]
- Whoa, whoa! What's going on?

It's four in the morning.
Is everyone on call?

It's the merger.
Everyone's scared to go home.

[Owen] I don't think the Chief meant
people couldn't sleep.

It's hard to sleep
when your job's on the line.

One of you, get as much type-specific
blood as they'll let you have

- and meet us in surgery.
- I got it, I got it...

[Meredith] Surgeons play out
worst-case scenarios in their heads.

[Cristina] I talked to Callie last night
about the residents at Mercy West.

She said they don't suck.

You're safe 'cause of Derek,
Izzie's safe 'cause of cancer.

Alex is Bailey's new favorite. You know,
even George would have been spared

'cause he's Owen's guy. Cardio has been
a revolving door around here.

- And no one's got my back.
- So Arizona is your cover?

She's merger-proof. She keeps kids alive.

No one likes a dead kid.

Plus, they're under anesthesia
half the time. How bad can it be?

[Meredith] You're ready to close,
you got the bleeder.

You know it, but there's that voice
in your head asking...

Sloan and Shepherd are scrubbing
out of surgery in OR Two.

Grab 'em before they leave.

Let me know if you
hear anything about the merger.

Nurses are always the last to know,
first to go.

[Meredith] ...What if you didn't?

What if the patient dies
and you could have prevented it?

[Izzie] Oh, Alex.

What do you think? Looks real, right?
My mom sent it to me.

- Uh... well, what are you doing here?
- Working.

Iz, we talked about this. You're
supposed to take another three weeks,

really resting up.

I have to come back now
before I don't have a job to come back to.

Iz...

I have to show people
that I'm not gonna die.

Unless I sit alone in that trailer
for one more minute,

then I am gonna die.

- I'm gonna die of boredom.
- Izzie...

Seriously, looks real, right?

I mean, if you didn't know I have cancer,
you wouldn't know I have cancer, right?

[Meredith] So you check your work
one more time before you close.

Paranoia is a surgeon's best friend.

- [Derek] Karev, what do you got?

[Alex] 16-year-old helmeted
dirt bike victim.

GCS 15 reported before intubation.

[Derek] OK, on my count. Ready?
One, two, three.

- [all grunt]
- [Alex] I'm gonna scrub in.

[Derek] So he announces the merger and
he shuts himself in his office all day

- and refuses to talk to anybody.
- This merger won't affect us.

- It's just a financial restructuring.
- What do you think restructuring is?

Cutting personnel. Prepared
to lose all the good people? I'm not.

Hey, he's good to go.
I'll write a consult later.

I'm gonna go talk to Richard right now.

You're tired, you're angry,
you're gonna say something you'll regret.

Get out of here for a while.
Go to the driving range.

Get a bucket of balls.

- I have surgery in an hour.
- So take a walk.

- Grab Meredith, take a walk.
- Meredith won't leave the hospital.

None of them will.
Everyone's awaiting word from on high.

Look, don't tell me Lexie's not worried.

- Is he in here? 'Cause I've got the...
- [man] Oh!

[Lexie grunts]

- No, Lexie's worried.
- [Derek sighs]

I think you missed a spot.

You can't tease me about the
blood thing, because it's not funny.

And if it gets back to the Chief,
I may as well just pack my things.

You need to stop worrying about the Chief.
All this is in your head.

Really? 2002, Milwaukee. Third Street
Hospital merged with St. Anne's.

Thirteen residents were let go. 2004,
Nashville Women's absorbed Memorial.

Nine residents were fired.
2006, Albuquerque.

- OK.
- Nineteen residents.

Whoa, stop. You need
to pull yourself together.

You deserve to be here. Act like it.

OK.

I meant later, you know, after you
went home and got some sleep.

You know, we really should get some sleep
before rounds.

Sleep is for wimps.
Sleep is for Mercy West residents.

Let's fit in another trauma before rounds.

Don't say anything about the wig.

I'm back. Yes, I am early,
but whatever. I'm back.

And because I've been gone so long,

the first trauma that comes through
those doors, it's mine. Got it?

It's amazing, right?

- What?
- What's amazing?

- The wig.
- It looks so real, I couldn't even tell.

I've always wanted to try out
being a redhead,

so I just thought now's the time.

- [Alex] What's wrong with your own hair?
- It's peach fuzz chemo hair.

I really wanted to put my patients
at ease, make them feel comfortable.

She looks like a Stepford wife.
You've gotta tell her.

She can't handle it. Just don't stare.

- MVC, who do I have?
- I got it! I can do it!

I'm not your Chief resident anymore.
Figure it out.

[all shouting]

- Karev, let's go.
- Oh.

[distant siren blares]

- You're back.
- I am.

- My mom's whole church prayed for you.
- Thank you.

- It looks really real.
- I know, right?

- We need to talk.
- Look, I'm busy right now.

- Are you making cuts?
- I said I'm busy.

If you're making cuts in my department,
you need to consult with me.

When it's appropriate,
I'll consult the people I need to consult.

People? I'm not people.
I'm the guy that saved your ass.

When Jennings came to me,
you were done. Out of loyalty to you...

Loyalty! You came to me so you'd look
like a good guy before you stole my job.

- Are you making whole cuts or not?
- Look, I said when I'm ready to tell

my staff about decisions I'll be making,
I will! When I'm ready!

So don't come barging in here like I owe
you! I don't owe you a damn thing, Derek!

You work for me. I'm still the Chief
of Surgery at this hospital.

Then start acting like it.

[door slams shut]

Jodie Crowley, 60-year-old driver
who lost consciousness

and hit a parked car. Vital signs
stable. Complains of abdominal pain.

It wasn't a parked car, it was them.
They hit us.

- Uh... Sir, who are you?
- Who am I? Who are you?

He's my son.

[Alex] Oh, why don't we go
in the waiting room.

No! He needs to stay with me.
He's a paranoid schizophrenic.

[melancholic music playing]

OK.

All right, let's put her on a gurney
on my count.

One, two, three.

Listen to me, Mother.

They're trying to get to me through you.
You have to believe me.

Tom, they're not real. Look at me.
Look at me, honey.

Did you feel dizzy or light-headed
before the crash?

- No, I felt fine.
- OK. Abdominal tenderness. I feel a mass.

I've had it for quite a while.
Maybe that's what caused me to black out.

I've been warning her they're trying
to hurt her. She won't believe me.

[Woman] Tom, look at me.
You know I wouldn't lie to you.

No. No! You have to believe me.
Someone has to believe me.

Aliens have impregnated my mother.

[dramatic music playing]

The Chief was spotted five hours ago in
the cafeteria again. Apple and yogurt.

And then he met with Dr. Shepherd,
the meeting was brief and heated.

Then he drew the blinds.
He's probably sleeping.

That's speculation.
We have no proof of that.

You'd make a good lawyer.
If this doesn't work out.

Ouch.

- OK, Dr. Yang, ready for rounds?
- Yes. Oh, um...

Continue with your course of treatment.

And keep me updated
on any new developments.

- You know, you don't look ready.
- No, I'm ready.

I looked over your patient charts.
I notice you have a shockwave lithotripsy

scheduled for kidney stones
this morning. And I was... um...

I've never done one of those.
So I'm looking forward to it.

OK. Now, you're ready.

- Oh.
- Come on, let's go.

OK, how long have you had the growth?

Can you cover the clock?
The number five bothers him.

Uh... Yeah. Can you get something
to cover the clock?

Are those cameras?

Tommy, what do we need from the store?

- Why won't they leave me alone?
- Tommy, do we need fruit?

[Tom] Yeah, why won't you leave me alone?

What kind of fruit do we need, honey?
Tom, what kind of fruit?

Um... Apples, pears...

- strawberries?
- Make a list.

Could you give him a pencil
and some paper?

He needs something to distract him
from the voices.

Ma'am, the growth.

Oh, uh... Yeah. I'm sorry.
I've had it for a while.

I've been meaning to get it checked,
but, as you can see,

my son's illness is a full-time job.

Karev, I'm gonna need you to get
Mr. Crowley's wrist X-rayed

while I get her up to MRI.

Why can't one of these fetuses baby-sit?

If that's huge thing's a AAA, I want in.

- I can do the wrist.
- [all speaking together]

Dr. Karev has more experience.

The patient is paranoid and hyper-vigilant
which means

he's bound to pick up on the fact
that Dr. Karev doesn't want to be here.

He may interpret that as Dr. Karev
being out to get him.

I aced my Psych clerkship.

- Hey. How'd it go with the Chief?
- Hey.

- Richard's not talking to me.
- What? Why?

I don't know. He's just...
He's... He's just not himself.

- What's he doing?
- He's hiding out. How you holding up?

You've been up for, like, what 36 hours?

Forty-eight. I'm good, actually.
I feel like... it's all gonna be OK.

Like, we're all gonna keep our jobs

and be amazing people, live amazing lives.

[chuckles] Unstable childhood.
I get calm in a crisis.

- This is a crisis, right?
- I don't know.

I don't know what this is.

[playful music playing]

Oh, look who's coming.

Oh, um, Dr. Yang, have you seen Sage?

- [Sage giggles]
- She's six.

Light brown hair. Gorgeous blue eyes.
She had a tumor removed from her belly

so she has a bandage on her tummy.

You know, hey, why don't you check
under the bed. Maybe she's there.

[Sage giggles]

- Her labs are better than we expected.
- Uh, she's not under the bed.

Huh. Whoa. I... Maybe try the bathroom.

- Maybe she slipped in there.
- [Sage giggles]

How'd she do last night,
did she get any sleep?

[Woman] She did. I didn't.

- Bathroom's clear.
- [Sage giggles]

[Arizona] Wait, shh. Shh shh shh.

I think that there's something
coming from your pocket.

Is Sage inside your pocket?

No, no. She's hiding here.

Gotta look in your pocket first.

No, I don't. Because I found you already.

Now I need to check
your incision site. So...

Don't touch it. It hurts.

You know, I bet that Mr. Bear would like
to see Sage's scar.

Wouldn't you, Mr. Bear?

Oh, um...

[very deep voice] Yes, I would.
[clears throat]

[woman's voice on P.A.]

Dr. Stevens.

Surprised to see you back so soon.
You look great.

- Thank you. So do you.
- How you feeling?

- I feel great. How do you feel?
- No, what I meant...

I know what you mean.
I feel fine. I'm ready to work.

Here is Mr. Trinidad's latest pre-op labs.

I told him you'd stop in to say hello
before the surgery.

And unless there's anything else
you think of that I need to know,

- I was gonna run to get his consent form.
- That pretty much covers it.

Unless anybody has any questions.

Is there anything you can tell us
about the merger?

Because I'm having a baby.
I mean, my wife is having a baby.

I mean, resident Megan is having a baby.
I mean, am I gonna lose my job?

Right now, I'm concerned about my patient.

You should be, too.

- I just got my hair cut.
- Oh. It looks nice.

The nurse out there, the one with
the red hair she's laughing at me.

You tell her I just got it cut,
and they cut it too short.

- That's why my ears are sticking out.
- I'm sure she's not laughing at you.

How's that feel?

It feels like my hand is falling off.

Feels like...

they put something in it
to make my hand fall off.

Like snakes or something.

You don't have a nametag.

[ominous music playing]

Um... Oh, I... I guess I don't.

The other doctor had a nametag
on her coat.

I had to change my lab coat. And this...

You think I'm an idiot?

You're working for them.
You got my mother.

Now you're trying to get me.
Stay away from me!

I keep telling you people!
Just stay away from us!

[Lexie panting]

I called security. They're on their way.

Where's Psych?
I asked you to page them an hour ago.

I paged them twice.
You wanna see the log book?

I wanna know how a paranoid patient

managed to get out of the ER.
Where were you?

I had stepped away from my desk
to deal with another patient.

And normally, being a punching bag
for the doctors is just a part of the job.

But there's a merger
and we're all being looked at.

And I'm not about to go down
for a mistake that wasn't mine.

So, if you'll excuse me,
I'll page Psych again.

OK, Mr. Trinidad,
your shunt revision is pretty simple.

It shouldn't take longer than an hour,

but I do need to go over
the possible complications with you.

Dr. Stevens, could I have a word?

Uh... If you could just give me a minute
until I'm done here, Dr. Karev.

I'm sorry. This'll only take a minute.

Excuse me.

- What?
- How are you holding up?

- Fine.
- Did you take your meds this morning?

- Not yet, but I will.
- You're supposed to take them at nine.

- It's only a little after nine.
- It's 10:15.

Run down to her locker and get her meds.
Are they in your purse?

- Yes, but you don't have to get them.
- Yes, you do.

- No, you don't! Alex!
- I swear to God,

if you don't go
and get her pills right now,

I'm gonna hurt you and I'm gonna like it.

You can't do this.
You can't treat me like I'm sick.

My patients need to have faith in me.
What are you doing?

- Your wig was crooked.
- Ow!

[sighing] Look, I'll stop hovering
if you stop acting like an idiot.

Your next pill is at 2:00.
You can't take it on an empty stomach.

OK.

[Cristina] Tyler Lee, nine years old,
came in with renal colic three days ago

that has not resolved.
We're going to be performing

extracorporeal shockwave therapy today
to break up stones in his ureter

- so they can pass.
- No, we're not.

- Oh, uh, yes, we are.
- No, we're not.

Because there was no blood
in his urine this morning.

Just in case, we should do
the procedure. Just in case?

[Arizona] You want to do
a surgical procedure on a nine year old

even though it's no longer indicated?

- No. Of course not.
- OK.

So Dr. Yang, do you want to tell
the good news to Tyler and his mom?

It seems as though your son's stones
may have passed on their own.

Well, he doesn't need surgery?

[Arizona] No. Looks like
he healed himself.

Can you believe that, Dr. Yang?
On your first day in Peds.

- No, I can't, actually.
- Does this mean I can eat?

[Arizona] Yeah. Dr. Yang
will get you something.

[Bailey] An abdominal aortic aneurysm,
8.7 centimeters.

This things has a 75 percent chance
of rupturing.

- Yeah, she's a ticking time bomb.
- I'm surprised she woke up this morning,

let alone got into a car.
OK, cancel all of my elective surgeries

this afternoon and book an OR.
We need to get her in there ASAP.

OK, Jodie, we're done. I'll meet you
downstairs to go over the results.

- Have you seen Tom?
- I thought he was with you.

He was, but he left.
He attacked me and left.

He? You told me you could handle this.

No, [stammering] it's under control.
Don't worry. I called security.

I just thought maybe his mom
would have an idea...

His mom has a AAA.
The last thing she needs to know

is that her mentally ill son
is loose in the hospital!

I know this is bad. I know this is
really, really bad.

I'm gonna stop listening to you because
the words you are saying are hurting me.

- Find him!
- Yes.

[whimsical music playing]

- You look crazy.
- This is partly your fault.

You're the one who told me to go act
like I deserve to be here. I did!

Now, I lost a schizophrenic
and I am gonna be fired

- unless I find the schizophrenic!
- You're not gonna find him back there.

You do not get to be charmed by this,
because this is not charming!

This is me getting cut from the program!

You're already amazing.
I'm just starting out!

OK? I've never stapled a bowel
and I've never resected an esophagus!

- I am not amazing yet!
- All right. Let's just breathe.

- [hyperventilating]
- And again. Good.

Look at me. Security is on this.

You have become a crazy person
I do not recognize. I want Lexie back.

- Can I get Lexie back?
- [Tom] Stay away from me!

- Oh, God, that's him.
- Just... [speaking indistinctly]

[Tom] Where's my mother?
What have you done with her? No!

- Sir!
- [Tom grunting]

Mrs. Crowley, there's evidence
that your son may have suffered

some injury in this fall.
Now we don't think that it's bad,

but we just need to do an ultrasound
to make sure.

He's been sedated, but I need you
to wait here until we're completed this.

- All right?
- I never should have left him alone.

- I knew it. I knew it.
- OK, Mrs. Crowley,

I need to talk to you
about your test results.

The wall of your aorta is dangerously
thin and could burst at any moment.

And when that happens,
it will most likely kill you.

I'm not mincing my words right now because

I need you to understand
the severity of the situation.

I need to take you up
to surgery right now.

I can't. I can't have surgery right now.

I can't leave Tom.
He's injured, he's upset,

this has been a rough day on him.
I can't. No.

- It'll have to wait.
- Isn't there someone that you can call?

No. My ex-husband left
when Tom first got sick

and friends have fallen away.
It's only me.

[somber music playing]

Oh, we have services. We can arrange...

I can't just leave him with a stranger.

I need time.

To hire someone and train them,

to know that if he's watching TV
and he's holding his head a certain way,

it means the television is talking
to him and he needs to be distracted.

He likes shopping, but they can't
take him to the place on Lee Road

because he thinks they're out to get him.

So they have to go to the place
on River Road,

but they've gotta park in the back
because underground parking

makes him upset,
and it goes on and on and on.

So no, please.

I need time.

A week. I've made it this long,
I can make it another week.

I'm not sure that you have another week.

I need you to think about
yourself right now.

I have a mentally ill son.

I don't get to think
of just myself anymore.

Hey! Whoa, what are you doing here?

Oh, I was just, um...

Uh... I just stopped by
to get some old case files.

- For what?
- Um, this job opening in Portland.

- Oregon?
- Yeah.

The merger. I mean, the Chief
already got rid of me once, so...

[distant clattering]

[stutters] Yeah, no, that's smart,
smart of you to have a backup.

- [clears throat]
- [mumbles indistinctly]

Hey, you know, I'm working with Cristina.
She's interested in Peds.

- [chuckles] No, she isn't.
- Yeah, she is.

OK.

What? Did she say something to you?

[laughs] She doesn't have to.
She's Cristina.

OK. She didn't tell me.
I don't know what that means.

I shouldn't say anything.
She's my roommate.

And you're my girlfriend.
Girlfriend trumps roommate. OK, fine.

She's Cristina. She's all about Cardio.
So she's probably sucking up to you

to get through the merger.

I mean, is she good with the kids?

["Pop Goes The World" playing]

She's sucking up.

Yeah. [chuckles]

[sighs]

- Nice pin.
- His name is Mr. Bear.

- He eats children.
- Not having fun in Peds?

Well, my kid wants chocolate pudding
really badly. This is the last one.

My AAA got canceled. You guys
got any surgeries I can get in on?

- I'm on post-ops and she's babysitting.
- [Cristina] I can't stand it any longer.

Can't you go to the Chief and use
your dead mommy connection to get answers?

We don't need dead mommy.
We are going to be fine.

So I let a crazy man escape
and he fell down a flight of stairs.

- Is it surgical?
- I Don't know. I got kicked off the case.

So then I went to go watch a surgery.
I figured I can't screw that up.

The second I get to the gallery,
the shunt went south and starts bleeding.

I left before Shepherd
could blame me for it.

Shepherd's shunt went bad?

Yeah, they had to convert
to an open craniotomy.

Something I'll probably
never get a chance to do.

- She can't handle a craniotomy.
- Even he sees it.

No, he's not talking about you.
He's talking about Izzie.

I really admire you. In case I get cut
and don't get a chance to tell you.

Plus, you're really pretty.

You can have the rest.

And you and I, we were getting so close.

I need to speak with Dr. Stevens, please.

- Alex, I'm in surgery.
- [Alex] Izzie.

Alex, leave.

Dr. Shepherd, could you
please tell Dr. Karev to leave?

- Karev.
- She gets tired walking to the mailbox.

She can't handle another
five-hour surgery.

I know what I can handle.

No one's gonna think any less of you
if you walk out of here now.

- Just walk out now.
- Stevens, have this conversation outside.

No. I'm not leaving. Alex!

You paged me. What's going on?

You have to tell the Chief
that you need me.

That George was your guy, but he died
so you need a new guy and that's me.

- OK? Right now. Go, go, go.
- Come on.

If anyone's safe in this merger, it's you.

Just be casual but firm. He likes you.

- Cristina!
- I played hide and seek today

and didn't go to surgery because
some nine-year-old miraculously

peed without blood.
I can't do this anymore.

Then don't. Tell Dr. Robbins
you don't think Peds is your thing.

What is the big deal?

The big deal is that the Chief
is in there right now making a list.

- [Owen] You don't know that.
- A list of who stays and who goes,

- and I can't be on that "goes" list.
- If you are, you will deal with it.

[mumbles] If I am? There can be no "if".
I have to be on the "stays" list.

That list is everything,
that list is my future,

- it's my salvation. The list is life.
- Calm down.

Schindler's List? You're comparing
this merger to the Holocaust?

- I'm Jewish. I'm allowed.
- You're irrational.

[pager beeping]

- So this is a no?
- This is a no.

[tense music playing]

- [Arizona] Somebody page Sloan again stat!
- [Woman] Right away, doctor.

[Arizona] OK, Elizabeth,
take me through exactly what happened.

I was doing a crash C-section
on this 32-weeker.

I had the incision done in five minutes
flat, but I must have cut too deep

because when I went in to take the baby,
I pulled the arm a little and...

- [Cristina] Oh, my God!
- [Arizona] Get me the umbilical cord.

- Umbilical cord?
- Just get it!

I got it. I got the umbilical cord.

[Arizona] Good.
Give me about five centimeters of it.

- What's going on?
- Arm got damaged during a stat C.

I'm gonna use the umbilical artery
if it's still viable.

It looks a little dry.

- Looks like it's gonna work.
- She's stable.

Let's put it in antibiotic solution
and move this party to the OR.

I'm sorry, I just...
I wanted to make sure you were OK.

Are you OK?

I injured my spleen,

and they're just waiting to see
if it stops bleeding on its own.

Good.

I'm glad. You seem...

Well, you seem better and I'm glad.

Anyway, I should... I should go.
I'm not supposed to be here, so...

It's all right. They got me in restraints.

I wouldn't be able to hurt you
even if the voices told me to.

- It's a joke.
- [laughs]

Schizophrenia humor.

Um... There's this thought
that I'm trying to get it out,

and I keep thinking that they
planted a camera

in my stomach during the ultrasound.
and I was gonna wake my mother

and have her talk me down, but...

She's tired.

Here is... your spleen.

See? And this bright spot
right here, that's... that's blood.

That's not supposed to be there. But...

no camera.

- No camera.
- Mm-hmm.

I can leave this up if you want.

So that when the thoughts come back,

you can look and you can see
that they're not real.

They're just scary thoughts.
They're not real.

Thank you.

- A little more suction.
- [knock on the door]

[Alex] It's 2:00, Izzie.

- Oh, my God.
- Stevens, no more fighting in my OR.

Go deal with this.

- I hate you.
- Shut up.

OK.

God...

- Thank you.
- Shut up. Get back to work.

[Izzie] Hmm.

Has Mrs. Crowley agreed to the surgery?

No. She's gonna go home
and she's gonna die.

You know what's that boy
gonna be left with?

He needs surgery.

Does he need a transfusion?
Is there active bleeding?

No, his crit's stable. And I know we don't
operate unless there's an active bleed,

but it's so close and if we operate on
him, maybe she'll let us operate on her.

That way we can keep them together
through the surgery,

through recovery, they'll be together.
And maybe you think this is a bad idea,

that I'm proposing unnecessary surgery,
and maybe you'll tell the Chief,

and the Chief will think
that it makes me a bad doctor,

but I think it makes me a good doctor.

- Stop talking.
- Are my words hurting you again?

No. You're right.

It's a good idea.

[emotional music playing]

[Mark] How does this happen?
Was Chen just not paying attention?

[Arizona] She made a mistake.

[Cristina] Wrong time to make
a mistake, with the merger.

[Mark] Oh, you people need to stop
with doom and gloom merger scenarios.

I read somewhere that the hospital's
revenues actually went up last quarter.

Except for elective procedures
which went down 13 percent.

You mean elective procedures
like plastic surgeries.

- Now you're saying I'm gonna get fired?
- I don't think anyone is safe.

- I'm safe.
- How can you be sure?

[Arizona] Hey! We're about
to reattach a baby's arm here

so we need to stop thinking
about the merger and think instead

about this little girl throwing a ball,
and holding a spoon

and waving bye-bye to her parents.

No, I'm not letting you cut me open.

You're gonna put a camera in me.
You're... You are one of them.

- OK, Mrs. Crowley...
- No. He's scared. He said no.

Tom, you need this surgery.

And you will feel better after it.
And your mom...

Your mom's surgery will save her life.

OK. Look...

Tom, look at me. Look at me.

I am not an alien. I am not one of them.

My name is Miranda Bailey.
I have a three-year-old son.

And I would do anything for him.

Just like your mom
would do anything for you.

Now, she needs you to do this for her.

Because otherwise, she will die
and you will be alone.

[mumbles]

Look, see? Red.

Red blood.

See, I'm human.

I am a doctor
and I want to help you and your mom.

But you have to trust me.

["The Chain" playing]

[Mark] OK. I think we're there.

[Arizona] If it pinks up,
we'll know we've done our job right.

Releasing the bulldog clamps. Here we go.

♪ The sky looks pissed ♪

♪ The wind talks back ♪

♪ My bones are shifting in my skin ♪

[sighs]

♪ And you my love are gone ♪

That's how I know
my job is safe, Dr. Yang.

Because I reattach babies' arms.

♪ The bed won't fit ♪

♪ I cannot seem to operate ♪

You know, it's not a good idea
to piss off your attending.

I didn't know he was upset.
I'll apologize.

- I wasn't talking about him.
- Sorry?

I like kids and I like their parents,
and I like to see them smile.

So I like going to get them pudding
and playing games with them

because it makes attaching their arms
way more fun. I don't like being used.

- I wasn't...
- I like being lied to even less.

♪ I'll never say that I'll never love ♪

What do we need
from the store, sweetheart?

Tell me what we need from the store.

Apples, pears, strawberries.

Apples, pears, strawberries.

Pears, apples...

♪ But I don't say a lot of things ♪

- What if I don't make it?
- You don't worry about that.

OK? Let me do that.

♪ So glide away on soapy heels ♪

♪ And promise not to promise anymore ♪

♪ And if you come around again ♪

Let's go.

♪ Then I will take
The chain from off the door ♪

♪ So glide away on soapy heels ♪

♪ And promise not to promise anymore ♪

[Derek] OK. Bleeding's stopped.

Let's close up.

- Stevens, scrub out.
- No, I'm fine.

I'm your resident, I got it.

Someone else can close up.
You've been on your feet for five hours.

- You look exhausted.
- I'm not. I'm fine.

You're dripping with sweat.

You know what? Just take my wig off.

Just take it off! Take it off.

Just pat down my head. [panting]

OK. Just put the cap back on.

Thank you.

I'm fine.

♪ And promise not to promise anymore ♪

♪ And I will take, and I will take ♪

♪ The chain from off the door ♪

Isobel Stevens spent five hours
on her feet in surgery today,

not because she was ready to go back
to work, but because she was scared.

She's scared for her job,
and she was scared to show weakness.

You don't have to talk to me, that's fine,

but you need to got out there
and talk to your people.

- They need to hear from you.
- Don't tell me about my people!

I've been here for 30 years, Derek.
I know my people.

I've spent every hour
of the last three days

trying to save every job I could.
But some tough choices had to be made.

HR is sending out an e-mail to
the first round of people to be let go.

- Richard...
- I'm tired. I'm going home.

[sighs]

[speaking indistinctly]

- What's going on? You paged us.
- [Meredith] Check your e-mail.

- For what?
- HR.

If you got cut, you'll have an e-mail.

I didn't get one,
but I've been calm through this crisis.

I have been calm. But if one of us
gets cut, I will not be calm.

- [Inhales sharply] No e-mail.
- I'm fine.

- I'm good, too.
- [Meredith] Good! See? I knew it.

- I knew none of us would get cut.
- Yet.

There's gonna be another round.

["Brown Eyes" playing]

OK. So I'm there
in the spleen repair with Dr. Hunt,

and he's got the cautery
and he's moving it back and forth,

you know, fixing bleeders.
And then he just... hands it to me.

Like it's the most normal thing
in the world to do.

Like I repair spleens all the time.
And so I do it.

- I-
- I repair the spleen on my own.

And I just... I realized
if we just focus on our jobs,

if we focus on our patients,
we're gonna be fine.

Megan got cut.

- I didn't, but she did.
- What? How?

The Chief sent out an e-mail.

He fired three quarters of our class.

We're having a baby.

♪ Save a little something for me too ♪

[indistinct chattering]

Terry. Hey, Terry, it's been
a real pleasure working with you.

- Thanks.
- Sorry about everything.

[indistinct chatter]

- Hey, hey.
- So, what did I do wrong,

- so I can learn for next time?
- You didn't do anything wrong.

This is about the money.

[sighs]

I've been here seven years.

All my friends are here.

I'll find another job, but... seven years.

You have no idea.

If...

If you need a job recommendation,
anything, just call me, OK?

Hmm.

[sighs]

- Rough day?
- Oh, I need some sleep.

- OK. Let's go home.
- I can't. I just got kicked off Peds.

- I'm totally screwed.
- Cristina...

I can't sleep. I can't.

I can't leave if she's not leaving.

[Meredith] We're all susceptible to it.

[quietly sobbing]

[Meredith] The dread and anxiety
of not knowing what's coming.

No way.

Are you serious?

I'm gonna go to the Chief myself.

I'm gonna tell him you're the best
second-year resident I've ever seen.

I'm safe.

I didn't get cut, Mark. I'm safe.

[Meredith] It's pointless in the end.

I hate, hate, hate this merger

because I hate
long distance relationships.

I don't believe in them.
So you can't move to Portland.

When I mentioned it this afternoon,
you didn't seem to mind.

You were like, "Move to Portland."

I didn't know that I was allowed to mind.

I didn't know if we were girlfriends.
But then you said girlfriend.

You called me your girlfriend.
So I need to know.

Am I your girlfriend?

Yeah.

["In My Head" playing]

OK. Good.

So, yeah, you're not moving to Portland.
No. What you are gonna do

is you're gonna go to the Chiefs office
and you're gonna beg...

I'm not gonna grovel.

Uh, yes, you are. Seriously,
you don't want to mess with me.

[Meredith] Because all the worrying...

and all the making of plans for
things that could or could not happen...

♪ It's colder when I breathe ♪

...it only makes things worse.

I forgot he was dead today.

For a few hours in surgery,
I forgot I had cancer

and I forgot he was dead.

But George is dead.

And you do have cancer.

I want you to keep doing what you love.

You're a great doctor.

And you have a fantastic future
ahead of you.

But you gotta step up
and start taking care of yourself.

You gotta take your meds, you gotta eat,

you gotta pace yourself.

Because I can't be your nurse.

I can't.

♪ But you're not standing here ♪

♪ In fact, you're nowhere near ♪

♪ It's a dream I'm having
And I keep relapsing ♪

♪ And you're all that's in my head ♪

[Meredith] So walk your dog.

Or take a nap. Just, whatever you do,

stop worrying.

I'm sorry, I don't have time for games.

- I have to get back to the hospital.
- She's right. She does have to go back.

We're not gonna talk about the hospital.
We're here to play baseball.

And drink beer. Drink your beer.

- [Derek] What more do you want in life?
- How can I drink beer when all my friends

- just got fired?
- You know, I'm sorry, I'm leaving.

- No.
- Whoa, whoa! You need this.

Put this on. That's right.

There we go.

- Here. Here.
- [Cristina] No... No!

- Now, hit the ball!
- I don't wanna hit the ball.

- Oh, my God!
- Batter, batter...

What are you trying...

[Owen] You need to stop thinking
about what's gonna happen.

You need to focus
on what is right in front of you.

Now, hit the ball!

[all cheering]

Oh, my God! I hit it! I hit it!
Oh, my God!

- Oh, my God! I hit it!
- Wait, wait.

[Meredith] Because
the only cure for paranoia...

- I hit it!
- [Meredith] Now you like baseball.

Unbelievable. Come on, here we go,
let's go.

...is to be...

here.

Just as you are.

[closing theme music playing]