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-NARRATOR: Who are you
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if you can't remember
who you are?
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MAN:
Crashing Hills Memory Center.
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-Yeah. I'm here to see a patient
in the Alzheimer's ward.
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-You're a visitor?
-Yes.
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-I'm sorry, but our Solos
aren't allowed visitors.
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-Yeah, I know. I just...
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I traveled a long way.
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-They're meant to stay as Solos.
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-Yeah, I know the rules.
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Can you make an exception?
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Just this once?
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Are you Stuart Waldo Thompson?
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-Yes.
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Are you Clark Kent?
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-Yes.
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-Are you Mickey Mouse?
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-Yes.
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Hello, Stuart.
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"Install stem cells directly
into the blood stream.
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Memory regeneration should occur
within four to five minutes."
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This is gonna hurt.
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Rightfully so.
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Okay.
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Phase one... base memory.
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Okay.
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Do you hear me, Stuart?
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Fuck.
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Okay.
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Look at that light.
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What color is that?
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-Green. It's green, isn't it?
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Green.
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Yeah. Not blue, not yellow,
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not red, not white.
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That's green.
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-That's right.
-Green.
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Green like grass.
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Green like trees, leaves...
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salamanders.
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Keep going.
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Green beans, alligators...
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Oh, green beans,
I love green beans.
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Yeah.
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-And what else is green?
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-Green like peas and pickles
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and... and parakeets.
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The Incredible Hulk.
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The Grinch... the Grinch
who stole Christmas.
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-Yeah.
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Four-leaf clovers,
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praying mantis,
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the Emerald City,
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Kermit the fuckin' frog.
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-It's not easy being green.
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-That's good, Stuart,
really good.
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Now, tell me, where are we, huh?
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What's this place called?
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-This is a, uh...
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-I know you can remember.
-Um...
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Beach. This is a beach!
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-That's right.
-Yeah, we're on a beach.
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All this shit here is sand,
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just sand.
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And that?
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That's the sea, huh?
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-That's right.
-Not a river, not a pond,
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not a lake, not a puddle...
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the sea.
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-Don't stop now.
-Hmm.
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The waves.
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The waves crashing.
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Crashing like timpani drums
in Beethoven's Sixth,
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like... like... like fireworks
on the Fourth of July.
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-Twenty percent.
You're doing so well, Stuart.
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-Whoa, whoa, whoa.
-Look at me. Look at me, man.
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I can amble.
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I can... My muscles remember.
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My bones reacquaint.
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Look. I can dance.
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Soft shoe, tap, jazz,
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Macarena, Electric Slide.
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Hey, watch.
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Watch me, quick.
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Oh, yeah. Watch me Nae Nae.
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Whoop! Whoo!
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I can sing.
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Oh, I love to sing,
always have.
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Ah, yeah.
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Yeah.
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The dope jams...
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the lit bangers.
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I know again.
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And I know that I know.
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But I don't know you.
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-No?
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-Why are you doing this?
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Why are you doing this for me?
Hmm?
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-Um, I'm from the National
Health Service.
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NHS? Well, if you think
you're going to pay for this
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with my pension,
you gotta another thing coming.
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-It's covered, Stuart. Memory
regeneration is universal.
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Take stem cells,
inject them into you,
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and regenerates
total brain function,
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and soon after recovers
all of your memories.
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-My memories?
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And it's free?
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-It's free.
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-As it should be.
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I know at first that they were,
that they were selling
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this cure for Alzheimer's.
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Yeah.
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But I always said,
ought to be a human right.
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It's awful in there...
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that demented fog of dementia.
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In there it's like
being buried alive
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or cast in amber,
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but still puttering inside.
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You want to roar.
You wish to scream,
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but screams and roars
are all banned in that land.
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No crying, no mercy.
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No wishes or prayers.
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You cry out for your mother
or your father
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or your God.
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But they're all gone too.
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They've all left in the fog.
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And the terror
and the fury arises in you.
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I exist!
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You wanna shout,
"I exist!"
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I exist!
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But you surely do not.
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Not in this land.
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But then you came.
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You burned off all the fog.
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And I can remember again.
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I'm alive, my son.
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And you're to blame.
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-Phase one is complete.
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Brain regeneration is at 50%.
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Now comes the rest.
Phase two.
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Personal memory and recovery.
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Hang on tight.
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What do you remember?
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-My wife's farts at night.
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Code Red. Code Blue.
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Floating in my best friend
Nia's pool.
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Looking up at the clouds.
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Watching "13 Going on 30."
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Seeing Ming Chong
in the supermarket.
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Flying down that blue slide
into Mom's arms.
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-Blue slide.
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Where was that.
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-In the park...
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with the big trees
and a duck pond.
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-The woman... the mother...
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What does she look like?
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-It's all I can remember.
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-It can't be everything.
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-Well, yeah, yeah,
that's all there is.
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-That's all the memories?
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-Afraid so.
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-Are you sure?
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-Of course, I'm sure.
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I already said I'm sure.
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That's all there is.
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That's all I can remember, okay?
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-Do you remember me, Stuart?
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-I'm afraid we've just met.
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What... What is this?
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Is this some kind
of NHS thing, huh?
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Like a shakedown of a poor
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Alzheimer's patient's pension
fund?
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-Were you ever diagnosed?
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-Of course.
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-Alzheimer's patients
exhibit identical symptoms
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to aging memory addicts.
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If you install
too many recollections,
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over time,
your neurons were destroyed.
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So you know what I think,
Stuart?
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That after years
of stealing memories,
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your brain was dying,
not from Alzheimer's,
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but from your addiction.
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-Son, you... you must have
the wrong man.
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-I know who you are.
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-Case of mistaken identity.
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-I know what you did.
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-I didn't do anything.
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-I spent the past 11 years...
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trying to find the monster
who took the memories of my mom,
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who started by hacking
into company servers,
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and graduated to violently
assaulting people,
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who stuck an extractor
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right into their fucking brains
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and downloaded the memories.
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I've long thought
about this day...
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about the day I would find
the man who took her from me
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in that hospital hall by
the vending machine
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who stripped that little boy
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of every memory
of the mom he just lost.
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-What do you want?
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-What do I want?
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Do you know what
my earliest memory is?
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A dark shadow...
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reaching out to me.
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I can't see her face
or her body.
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She's a glitch, a blur.
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Pixelated, buffering.
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A dark fog.
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I can't even see her.
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My own mother,
and I can't even see her.
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And I can't hear her.
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Not a laugh or a cry...
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or a...
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"I love you, sweetheart."
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I can't even miss her, Stuart.
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My own, mother,
and I can't even miss her.
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And the worst part of all?
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Is that the only place
she still exists
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is in there.
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And it's a shitty feeling,
you know.
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'Cause the fucked up thing is
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now I need you.
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So what do I want, Stuart?
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I want what's mine.
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I want you to give me back
what you took from me.
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I want her.
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-I can't.
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-You give me her,
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and I won't tell
the authorities about you.
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I won't bring you in.
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You can live out your days here.
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-How do I know?
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How can I know
you'll hold up your end?
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-What choice do you have?
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Oh, well.
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-Blue. Blue eyes.
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She had blue eyes.
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-Blue how?
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-Blue like the Mediterranean
at twilight.
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Blue like a starling's feathers.
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Blue like an aster flower
just moments after bloom.
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-She had blue eyes.
-Mmm.
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And clumps of mascara.
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Always clumps.
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And when she looked at you...
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when she looked at you,
my God,
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-her eyes opened wide.
-Really?
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-Yeah. Right.
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And she cooed when she saw you.
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Involuntarily, she cooed
when you walked into her room.
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She would gasp...
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as if she thought how...
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how could this boy be
so perfect?
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How could I have made
such a beautiful kid?
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How could he be mine?
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-She'd gasp when she saw me?
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-Yeah.
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And she smelled like lavender.
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It was the detergent she used.
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-I've always loved the smell of
lavender.
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-Mm-hmm.
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-She would do this thing.
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Whenever she saw me... you...
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in the morning,
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she would hold out her hand
as if for a handshake,
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like... like we were business
partners.
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And she would say,
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"Nice to make your
acquaintance, Mr. Man."
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And she'd take you
to the playground every day
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to feed the ducks and play.
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-And there was this...
-Slide.
272
00:17:26,129 --> 00:17:28,631
-Yeah. Big blue slide.
273
00:17:28,715 --> 00:17:32,010
It was like your Everest.
274
00:17:32,093 --> 00:17:35,054
You saw her growing small.
275
00:17:35,138 --> 00:17:38,767
And then you slid down...
276
00:17:38,850 --> 00:17:40,560
-Wrapped her arms?
277
00:17:43,438 --> 00:17:45,148
-And she held you tight.
278
00:17:47,108 --> 00:17:50,487
I don't know what
came over her that day...
279
00:17:50,570 --> 00:17:55,909
but her eyes were watery,
and her little nose...
280
00:17:55,992 --> 00:17:58,161
-Her nose? What...
-Yeah.
281
00:17:58,244 --> 00:18:01,372
Like a button.
Small, red...
282
00:18:03,374 --> 00:18:09,255
And she said,
"I will always catch you, Otto.
283
00:18:09,339 --> 00:18:11,132
I will never let you fall."
284
00:18:15,595 --> 00:18:16,846
-She sounds lovely.
285
00:18:18,556 --> 00:18:19,766
-She was.
286
00:18:21,434 --> 00:18:24,354
She really was.
287
00:18:26,064 --> 00:18:28,441
And so were you.
288
00:18:28,525 --> 00:18:29,984
-A lovely boy.
289
00:18:32,654 --> 00:18:34,864
-Why?
290
00:18:34,948 --> 00:18:36,908
Why'd you take those memories
from that little boy
291
00:18:36,991 --> 00:18:40,036
in that hospital hall
who just lost his mom?
292
00:18:54,717 --> 00:18:56,094
-I had a child once.
293
00:18:58,847 --> 00:19:01,224
A beautiful boy.
294
00:19:02,767 --> 00:19:06,646
During the Stay, I...
I began to think him a nuisance.
295
00:19:08,439 --> 00:19:10,859
An annoyance.
296
00:19:10,942 --> 00:19:15,446
An interruption
to the screens that I loved,
297
00:19:15,530 --> 00:19:17,240
to the devices I cherished.
298
00:19:21,369 --> 00:19:25,498
I made excuses
not to play with him.
299
00:19:25,582 --> 00:19:28,918
Not to help him
with his school.
300
00:19:29,002 --> 00:19:33,590
Not to show him the stars
or tuck him into bed at night.
301
00:19:36,593 --> 00:19:38,636
And then one day...
302
00:19:42,807 --> 00:19:44,267
One day he got sick.
303
00:19:47,103 --> 00:19:50,607
Virus took him in its arms...
304
00:19:50,690 --> 00:19:54,903
and he ailed and glitched and...
305
00:19:54,986 --> 00:19:58,698
begged for breath...
306
00:19:58,781 --> 00:20:00,909
until he was gone.
307
00:20:04,203 --> 00:20:05,914
And the light left my world.
308
00:20:09,375 --> 00:20:16,090
And when he passed,
I roamed the streets for days,
309
00:20:16,174 --> 00:20:17,675
wishing to disappear.
310
00:20:19,093 --> 00:20:20,929
Wishing to die.
311
00:20:22,472 --> 00:20:26,351
Wishing to leave
on a rocket ship or...
312
00:20:26,434 --> 00:20:28,478
stay locked in my Stay
313
00:20:28,561 --> 00:20:31,064
or...
314
00:20:31,147 --> 00:20:32,774
travel to the future...
315
00:20:32,857 --> 00:20:36,527
or... or be punished forever.
316
00:20:39,197 --> 00:20:42,075
Wishing I had seen
my boy for what he was.
317
00:20:44,786 --> 00:20:46,454
Which was the whole world.
318
00:20:53,127 --> 00:20:56,255
I couldn't bear the memories
of him.
319
00:20:56,339 --> 00:20:58,800
So I spiraled and tumbled and...
320
00:21:01,594 --> 00:21:02,929
That's when I started.
321
00:21:04,389 --> 00:21:06,349
Stealing. Thieving.
322
00:21:09,894 --> 00:21:15,191
I needed to stop my heart
from this god-awful bleeding.
323
00:21:18,069 --> 00:21:22,281
I stole the other memories
to rid myself of my own.
324
00:21:22,365 --> 00:21:24,158
I stole from them.
325
00:21:25,952 --> 00:21:30,039
From hundreds of victims.
326
00:21:30,123 --> 00:21:32,333
From you.
327
00:21:32,417 --> 00:21:35,795
A sweet boy, just like my own.
328
00:21:35,878 --> 00:21:42,593
And I just needed to remember
a boy's love for his parent,
329
00:21:42,677 --> 00:21:44,595
so that I could make
myself believe
330
00:21:44,679 --> 00:21:48,474
this is what my boy
must have felt about me.
331
00:21:51,602 --> 00:21:54,856
So I took your memories...
332
00:21:54,939 --> 00:21:56,691
and I watched every one
333
00:21:56,774 --> 00:22:00,445
over and over again.
334
00:22:00,528 --> 00:22:02,071
Sixty years of 'em.
335
00:22:02,155 --> 00:22:04,866
Of you.
336
00:22:04,949 --> 00:22:06,951
Her.
337
00:22:07,035 --> 00:22:08,286
And together.
338
00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:14,542
But as the dementia progressed
339
00:22:14,625 --> 00:22:17,837
and the fog overtook
340
00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:20,006
and the memories grew dim
341
00:22:20,089 --> 00:22:23,426
and I could see
only dark shadows
342
00:22:23,509 --> 00:22:27,180
where people should be,
343
00:22:27,263 --> 00:22:30,641
I realize...
344
00:22:30,725 --> 00:22:33,019
the worst truth of all.
345
00:22:35,271 --> 00:22:37,982
This is what my boy
must have felt
346
00:22:38,066 --> 00:22:40,026
when he looked at me.
347
00:22:40,109 --> 00:22:44,489
A glitching father
whose face he hardly saw.
348
00:22:47,075 --> 00:22:51,245
Whose embrace he never know.
349
00:22:53,456 --> 00:22:55,083
Whose love...
350
00:22:58,753 --> 00:23:00,421
Whose love he never felt.
351
00:23:05,551 --> 00:23:10,431
I see now that I've committed
the same crime twice.
352
00:23:12,350 --> 00:23:15,478
To you and to him.
353
00:23:18,898 --> 00:23:20,858
Robbing a child of his parent.
354
00:23:23,903 --> 00:23:25,780
-Tell me about that last day.
355
00:23:27,740 --> 00:23:30,159
My last day with her.
356
00:23:30,243 --> 00:23:35,206
-Son...
-Tell me. I wanna know.
357
00:23:40,545 --> 00:23:43,005
-It was cold.
358
00:23:43,089 --> 00:23:46,717
You had on a sweater...
359
00:23:46,801 --> 00:23:48,636
and you went in to see her.
360
00:23:50,638 --> 00:23:54,100
And she was lying in bed.
361
00:23:54,183 --> 00:23:57,728
Bald, pale.
362
00:23:57,812 --> 00:23:59,438
Her nose was...
363
00:23:59,522 --> 00:24:02,275
-Red and small like a button.
364
00:24:02,358 --> 00:24:06,529
-You crept toward her and...
365
00:24:06,612 --> 00:24:08,114
as soon as she saw you...
366
00:24:08,197 --> 00:24:13,119
-Her blue eyes opened wide.
367
00:24:13,202 --> 00:24:16,581
Her eyelashes caked
with mascara
368
00:24:16,664 --> 00:24:18,624
wide like this.
369
00:24:18,708 --> 00:24:20,793
-She reached out
her hand to you.
370
00:24:20,877 --> 00:24:24,088
-To shake it as if
we were business partners?
371
00:24:24,172 --> 00:24:27,592
Which in a way we were,
her and me.
372
00:24:27,675 --> 00:24:29,177
-And she said...
373
00:24:29,260 --> 00:24:31,888
-"Pleasure to make
your acquaintance, Mr. Man."
374
00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:33,514
-Exactly so.
375
00:24:33,598 --> 00:24:35,892
Exactly so.
376
00:24:37,101 --> 00:24:38,603
And she held you tight.
377
00:24:40,897 --> 00:24:43,316
Only now it was final.
378
00:24:43,399 --> 00:24:46,277
-She smelled of lavender.
379
00:24:46,360 --> 00:24:47,820
She smelled great.
380
00:24:49,947 --> 00:24:54,202
She pulled you close
like that day on the...
381
00:24:54,285 --> 00:24:56,621
-Big blue slide.
-Mm-hmm.
382
00:24:56,704 --> 00:25:01,250
-She said she'd always be there
to catch me...
383
00:25:01,334 --> 00:25:02,752
even if she was gone.
384
00:25:02,835 --> 00:25:03,961
-That's right.
385
00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:07,215
And her breaths grew fainter.
386
00:25:07,298 --> 00:25:08,633
She pulled you close.
387
00:25:12,094 --> 00:25:13,387
She held you tight.
388
00:25:15,848 --> 00:25:18,935
-And she said...
389
00:25:19,018 --> 00:25:21,729
Tell me what she said.
390
00:25:23,606 --> 00:25:26,859
-She said, "My boy...
391
00:25:26,943 --> 00:25:32,073
it has been the privilege
of my life to be your mom.
392
00:25:32,156 --> 00:25:34,659
I'm sorry we've had such
a short visit together.
393
00:25:37,078 --> 00:25:42,333
And as the years go on,
these moments together may fade.
394
00:25:42,416 --> 00:25:44,418
But it's okay.
395
00:25:44,502 --> 00:25:48,130
It's okay if you forget me."
396
00:25:48,214 --> 00:25:49,048
-No.
397
00:25:49,090 --> 00:25:51,592
-"It's okay if
you forget me, Otto.
398
00:25:51,634 --> 00:25:53,427
'Cause you never can.
399
00:25:53,511 --> 00:25:57,056
You are literally
made up of me.
400
00:25:58,683 --> 00:26:01,477
I'm in every fiber,
every eyelash
401
00:26:01,560 --> 00:26:03,437
and follicle and cell,
402
00:26:03,521 --> 00:26:06,983
like the stars and the sky
and the sand and the sea.
403
00:26:07,066 --> 00:26:09,485
I'll always be with you.
404
00:26:09,568 --> 00:26:14,365
And you don't need to remember
for it to be true,
405
00:26:14,448 --> 00:26:16,867
for I will for you."
406
00:26:22,456 --> 00:26:25,835
And as you held her close,
407
00:26:25,918 --> 00:26:28,421
you looked at the respirator
beside her bed,
408
00:26:28,504 --> 00:26:32,591
the machine that hummed
and glowed with a...
409
00:26:32,675 --> 00:26:35,553
-Green light.
-Yeah.
410
00:26:35,636 --> 00:26:39,348
Until her breaths ceased.
411
00:26:39,432 --> 00:26:40,850
And she grew still.
412
00:26:43,769 --> 00:26:46,731
And the green light,
too brief, went out.
413
00:26:53,988 --> 00:26:58,075
A memory isn't simply
a thing you have.
414
00:26:58,159 --> 00:26:59,493
It's a promise.
415
00:27:02,204 --> 00:27:04,915
It's a vow to the one you love.
416
00:27:04,999 --> 00:27:07,960
Remembering is a search.
417
00:27:08,044 --> 00:27:10,921
And you found her again, son.
418
00:27:16,886 --> 00:27:18,512
She would be so proud.
419
00:27:27,688 --> 00:27:31,442
I am sorry.
420
00:27:31,525 --> 00:27:36,947
I'm so sorry for what
I've taken from you.
421
00:27:37,031 --> 00:27:38,532
For what I've done.
422
00:27:51,545 --> 00:27:53,381
-It's time, Stuart.
423
00:27:56,467 --> 00:27:57,968
-For what?
424
00:27:58,052 --> 00:28:00,054
-I have to take it with me.
425
00:28:00,137 --> 00:28:02,932
-The memories?
426
00:28:03,015 --> 00:28:05,184
The green light?
427
00:28:05,267 --> 00:28:07,019
-That's right.
428
00:28:07,103 --> 00:28:09,605
-Oh, you... you said...
-I said
429
00:28:09,688 --> 00:28:12,108
I wouldn't tell
the authorities about you.
430
00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:19,615
-No. No, no, no, no, no, no.
431
00:28:19,698 --> 00:28:20,783
No, no, please, please.
432
00:28:20,866 --> 00:28:23,244
No, don't take them.
433
00:28:23,327 --> 00:28:26,664
Don't send me back there.
Please.
434
00:28:28,082 --> 00:28:30,418
-I have to, Stuart.
-Please.
435
00:28:30,501 --> 00:28:31,752
-You know I do.
436
00:28:36,507 --> 00:28:41,846
-Can I ask just one small favor?
437
00:28:41,929 --> 00:28:44,557
-You don't deserve a favor,
438
00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:46,684
however small.
439
00:28:49,812 --> 00:28:52,481
You've hurt so many people.
440
00:28:52,565 --> 00:28:54,150
-I know.
441
00:28:54,233 --> 00:28:58,904
But can't you just leave me
one... one memory?
442
00:28:58,988 --> 00:29:00,823
Just one.
443
00:29:02,616 --> 00:29:03,659
Please.
444
00:29:07,163 --> 00:29:08,330
-Which memory?
445
00:29:10,583 --> 00:29:11,709
Of your boy?
446
00:29:13,544 --> 00:29:16,005
-Those memories are
all corrupted, I'm afraid.
447
00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:17,631
-So which one?
448
00:29:22,219 --> 00:29:23,679
-I don't know.
449
00:29:23,762 --> 00:29:25,181
I don't...
450
00:29:40,237 --> 00:29:43,741
-Hey, Stuart.
-Yeah.
451
00:29:46,285 --> 00:29:49,246
-Would you show me
what it felt like?
452
00:29:49,330 --> 00:29:50,873
-What?
453
00:29:50,956 --> 00:29:52,750
-Her hug.
454
00:30:14,939 --> 00:30:16,190
You know, Stuart...
455
00:30:20,653 --> 00:30:21,987
I imagine this is what your boy
456
00:30:22,029 --> 00:30:24,156
must have thought your hugs felt
like too.
457
00:30:27,701 --> 00:30:29,453
How about this one, Stuart?
458
00:30:31,830 --> 00:30:33,749
How about this memory?
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