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[Richard] Previously on Grey's Anatomy...

- I'm getting married to Burke.
- Ouch.

I went to the Board this morning
and told them I was retiring.

One of us could be Chief.

We were here long before
you and George started fooling around.

- He is my husband.
- Stop saying like it means something.

[man] Jane Doe, six months pregnant,
found under a pile of rubble.

She can't remember
anything before the accident.

Go 60 days with no sex, no other women.

- My mother's dead, isn't she?
- Yes.

- Why didn't you stay and fight for us?
- I... I tried.

[kisses]

Alex, I'm sorry. I can't.

[Koop playing Come to Me]

[Meredith] People have scars
in all sorts of unexpected places.

Like secret road maps
of their personal histories...

diagrams of all their old wounds.

- Alex, God!
- Oh!

Yeah, yeah, yeah. I've seen it all before.

What the hell are you doing here?

- Moving in.
- What?

[Meredith] Most of our old wounds heal
leaving nothing behind but a scar,

but some of them don't.

Alex is moving into this house?

- He's taking George's room.
- Why?

- I was asleep a minute ago.
- I was naked in the bathroom

when Alex walked in.

I'm lucky I didn't come out of the shower,
find him peeing all over the seat.

- We're up.
- What's wrong with where he was before?

- I don't know where he was before.
- Probably a whore house.

- [laugh]
- I can't have him living next door.

It's weird.

People are what matters.
Alex is one of our people,

we can't leave him in the cold.

People are what matters? You don't
like people. Is this about your mother?

No, I had a near-death whatever

and I was dead and now I'm not

so I'd like to use this chance
I've been given to being more positive.

People are what matters.

Paint with all the colors of the wind.

Oh, OK.

- You're crazy now.
- I'm alive.

Yeah, OK.

No, no. I'm not done in there yet.

Oh, don't worry,
not looking, not interested.

[Meredith] Some wounds
we carry with us everywhere,

and though the cut's long gone...

No, she's selfish is Izzie's problem.

[Meredith] ... the pain still lingers.

She's not selfish, she's generous.
But she's self-absorbed.

I mean, her problem is that she doesn't
see other people's perspectives.

- Hey, give me a bite.
- Mm.

It's weird, she's so ridiculously
compassionate with her patients,

you think she'd
roll some with her friends, but...

How about we don't talk about her anymore?

That's a fine idea.

He's in George's room,
when George's stupid marriage crashes

he's gonna want to move back
and won't be able to.

His life will be in shambles,
he'll finally notice his dad is dead,

made a fool of himself marrying someone
he doesn't love and have no place to go.

- Is that what you want?
- That's exactly what I want.

[closet closes]

- Look who found some clothes.
- Shut it.

- How you doing?
- OK, everybody, let's do this once.

I'm fine. She's cremated,
I picked out a beautiful urn,

she's in the back of my closet.

Any more questions about my dead
mother or can we get back to work?

Does anyone know
who the new chief candidate is?

Bringing a ringer in case he doesn't
give the job to your boyfriends.

O'Malley, you're with Shepherd.

Yang, Dr. Montgomery.

Stevens, to the clinic.
Karev, Jane Doe. Grey, scut.

Once again, I am fine.

You can tell everybody you're fine
till you're blue in the face.

Your mom died and you almost joined her,
you're taking it easy.

- Anybody come looking for me yet?
- No.

No match on your prints, no hits
from missing persons plus...

My face is hard to identify.

[sighs] They find something out about
your identity, I'm gonna tell you.

Dr. Sloan says I need surgery on my eye.

He wants to make sure
you don't lose vision there.

Dr. Montgomery says I should wait
a day or two because of the baby.

I don't know how
I'm supposed to take that.

Surgery can be hard on a baby but you're
on a fetal monitor the whole time,

if anything goes wrong we'll catch it.

Thank you.

I really... I really appreciate
you taking the time to...

You're all I've got in this place.

[Izzie] That hurt?

Of course it hurts.
Don't poke it like that.

- Has the lump been there a long time?
- I got shot 50 years ago.

It's been there a long time.

But it hasn't bothered you
till... recently?

It bothers me there's a bullet in there.

It'd bother you, too, but it didn't
start hurting till a couple months ago.

- You think it's a bullet?
- I don't think, lady, I know.

I wanted it out. But the Army doctors
didn't want to go get it.

So, they let me keep it in
for half a life time.

Well, let's get some pictures
and see if you're right.

I know I'm right, save your film.
Just get me something for the pain.

Mr. Scofield, I'm sure you are right,
but we're still gonna do this my way.

- Derek.
- There she is. How was your flight?

They didn't feed me,
which I don't understand.

Dr. O'Malley, Dr. Crawford,
she's a big pain in the ass.

- Pleasure.
- We worked together in New York

and I was the only one
who never had a crush on him.

No, I don't buy that.
What do we know, O'Malley?

Dr. Crawford has a pariphalseum meningioma

along the superior saginal sinus.

You operated three times,
keeps coming back.

It's in dangerous territory,
we leave a bit of the tumor,

go back every couple
of years and tune it up.

But this is the last time.

- Sorry?
- This is it Derek. I'm done after this.

- Helen...
- The recovery takes forever

and it's not like when Jake was around.
I go through this by myself now.

Don't throw in the towel.

I'm looking at the situation as it is.

I am going to do this now

then I am going to spend
the next two years of my life

- lying on a beach enjoying in the sun.
- Helen.

Stop looking at me like I killed your cat.

The decision is made.

[indistinct chatter]

You guys seen Bailey?

What are we doing?

[George] Checking out
the new chief candidate.

[Meredith] The chief sent in a ringer.
We're looking.

It was subtle when it was two,
but isn't now that it's 12.

It's someone from Stanford.
All the professors there loved me.

- They loved you?
- I was a great student.

- How you doing, Grey?
- I'm fine sir. Thank you.

- She doesn't like when people ask.
- The ringer is with the chief.

Whoever it is loves Cristina.
Everyone at Stanford just loved Cristina.

Shut up.

She's a motivated student,
there's nothing to be ashamed of.

- Thank you.
- A kiss-ass but that's hard to control.

They're coming out, look away.

[indistinct chatter]

- That's Colin Marlow.
- Like the Marlow transplant?

Like the greatest thing in
cardio-thoracic surgery in a generation.

Dr. Marlow, I'm, uh, Preston Burke.

I'm a great admirer of your work, sir.
Particularly the...

Thank you. Would you excuse me
just for a second?

Well, you gonna give me a hug or what?

- So, what was that exactly?
- He was my professor, we were close.

- Close appears to be an understatement.
- It was a long time ago.

I talk about him all the time,
you never thought to mention it?

I didn't think you wanted to hear
about every guy I ever slept with.

I have a hysterectomy to prep.

Are we done with the curiosity? Great!

[elevator door closes]

What are you doing tonight?

I don't want to go home, and find Alex
there and it's just the two of us.

It's weird and awkward and he doesn't
know if he should talk to me or not.

[laugh] It's just such
an awkward situation.

I'd rather it be group awkwardness.

I don't want to be standing there
staring at him.

- Meredith?
- Have you seen Montgomery?

No. Hey! What you doing tonight?
You want to come over?

You and I never really get a chance
to hang out. It might be fun.

- [pager beeping]
- Alex just moved in,

Meredith's brilliant idea,
he has a thing for me so...

What the hell?

This is my hiding spot.
My father is out there, go...

I need this closet.

- Colin Marlow.
- He was my professor. We were close.

He had his hand on your ass,
I sure hope you were close.

- Did you see somebody go in there?
- I did, someone's hiding from me.

Someone's hiding from me, too.

You were that girl, huh?
The girl who slept with the professor.

We had one in my class,
she only got to the radiologist though.

- No one got near the cardio god.
- Yeah.

I scored big. Hide in the bathroom.

My awkwardness with my father
is well established.

You and the cardio God on the other hand
have loads to catch up on.

- I don't want to talk to the cardio God.
- [Colin] We can hear you in there.

Loud and clear.

[door opens]

- Oh, hi.
- Hi.

- Excuse me, may I?
- [cough] Yeah.

- Oh, I was just leaving actually.
- We heard about your mother. I'm sorry.

- Thank you.
- There wasn't a funeral or anything?

Oh, she didn't want that.

Everything's OK with the baby?

We're not here with the baby. We're here
to make sure you are all right.

Oh, well, that's sweet, but we don't
have to do this. I'm not in shock,

I'm not racked with grief,
I'm just moving on.

- But you're hiding in a broom closet.
- Well, if you could move my father.

I sent him to go get some coffee.

But we'd really like to...

make dinner or something... for you.

He's been really worried about you,

and he's the family
you have left Meredith.

I... I don't see it that way.

[laugh] When is this gonna stop?

Yes, he made some mistakes
but he's not a monster.

He's just an inarticulate person
who spills food on his shirt a lot.

Have dinner with us. Tonight?

I'll make some chili,
the whole thing will be over in an hour.

Think you can do that?

I can't believe you hid in a closet
when you saw me. If it wasn't tragic,

it might be adorable thing I've ever seen.

- You could have warned me.
- I thought, "Cristina Yang wouldn't hide

because she doesn't want to talk,
clearly she doesn't

because she fled like a roach in sunlight

- when she saw me coming."
- I didn't flee, I was...

I have work. I'm not
a professional on note-taker anymore.

- You grew your hair. It's lovely.
- Don't flirt with me, I have a person.

- Really, who?
- Preston Burke.

[laughs]

- You never change, it's adorable.
- Shut up!

- It is a real relationship.
- I bet it is.

I'm marrying him.

Oh. Good.

Congratulations.

I'm being genuine.

It's wonderful.

[sighs] Can I give you
a congratulatory hug?

Don't touch my ass.

My stomach is growling.

Sorry, we can't let you eat
before surgery.

That's OK. I stayed at the Archfield
last night. I had breakfast at midnight.

You should try the French toast.
It'll blow your mind.

Breakfast at the Archfield
on an intern's salary?

Yeah, I kind of live there at the moment.
My wife gets a deal there.

That's one hell of a deal.

So, our room service bill, at the
Archfield, is that part of the deal?

- Yeah, sure.
- Breakfast alone is what, $50 a day?

And they only charge us $400 a week?

Sometimes I pay them more
for room service.

OK, tell me how much it is
and we'll split it like the rest.

- Don't worry about it, George.
- I'm not gonna have you pay for food.

Just tell me how much the bill is.

We pay about, mm... $800 a week.

- Dollars?
- I told you not to worry about it.

- You can't afford that.
- Yes, I can.

- How?
- [sighs]

I'm your husband,
you're supposed to tell me this stuff.

OK, just come here. All right.

My parents have a lot of money
and so I... have more money than I make.

And we don't... have a special deal
through family friends at the Archfield,

- I just, I pay for it.
- How much?

Twenty-five hundred a week.

You're an heiress.

- OK. This is why I don't tell people.
- No, you're an heiress.

OK, stop talking, I mean it.

I didn't tell you because my parents'
money has affected every relationship

in my life, so I stopped talking about it.

No, no wait. Wait.

So I've been paying you
$200 a week for what, "fun?"

[laugh] No, I use it to tip housekeeping.

Great! Oh! I'm glad I could pitch in.

Is there anything else that I should
know about that's huge like this?

Uh, I... I used to have
a pet ferret for nine years.

George!

Oh, great.

Now stop distracting the staff.

You're pushy, anybody ever tell you that?

Um... So, what do you think
of a saginal sinus bypass?

Have you scrubbed in on
a saginal sinus bypass, Dr. O'Malley?

- No.
- It's what they call "big balls" surgery.

- Apparently, I have a...
- It's been very successful.

- When the patient doesn't stroke out.
- If it works the tumor's gone.

- Never have to go back.
- If it doesn't, I'm dead.

If you refuse to come back,
you're dead anyway.

- A decision I can live with.
- Not a decision I can live with.

O'Malley, go find her labs.

So, what do you think?

Two years on a beach and then what?

After you piss away your savings, your
memory goes, motor skills deteriorate

and you're dying a very slow,
miserable painful death

you're gonna call me
and ask why we didn't do something,

when we had a chance. Now that is not
something I can live with.

Not... when we can do something
right now to prevent it.

Well, it looks like the bullet
has damaged your scapula.

- No wonder it hurts.
- How did you get shot, sir?

Korea, garden spot, makes a nice
vacation. Can I get a damn pain killer?

I think we'll do you one better.

- We're gonna take it out.
- My bullet?

There was no reason to remove it
when you first got hit,

but now it's infected, working it's way
into your scapula. We can't have that.

- I need to see that bullet.
- Are you gonna frame it?

No, smarty pants. I was fragged
a couple of weeks before it all ended.

- Fragged?
- Shot by one of his own men.

I made a decision they didn't like it.

Then we're facing enemy fire and I take
a hit from the wrong side of the line.

I could never prove it,
but we could prove it now.

When you pull the damn thing out of me,
get me my bullet.

- Calm down, Mr. Scofield.
- You know what it's like

when your own men turn on you?

It's not a good feeling.

[phone rings]

I just agreed to have dinner
at my father's house, tonight.

- And, Cristina slept with Colin Marlow.
- The Marlow transplant, Marlow?

They had a thing when she was a student.
How can I have a meal...

- He slept with Cristina?
- Derek!

Oh, right, sorry, OK. Um...

Have dinner at your house.
It's your place, I'll come.

I'll be your wing man, it'll be fun.

OK, it won't be fun.
It'll be... it'll be fine.

- They're your family.
- Why does everyone assume that?

You deserve to have a family
whether you like them or not.

Thought we had a deal?

We agreed I wouldn't sleep with anybody,
never said I wouldn't look.

- You didn't think I'd hold out?
- [laugh] No, I didn't.

- You're worth it.
- You bet your ass I am.

She's rich, totally rich.
Boatloads of money.

- George, that's fantastic.
- No, it's...

it's not fantastic.

- [sighs] Cristina did Colin Marlow!
- Callie's rich.

- Don't talk to her about it.
- "Her?" I don't have a name?

"Don't tell anyone," my words.

- So, she's rich.
- Just shut up about it.

Do you think that's possible?

If you give me the "people is what
matters" thing again, I will kill you.

Colin Marlow! Was it good?

Was he good?
Did he make you a better lover?

Remember the other times
I talked about my sex life?

- No.
- Exactly.

- I miss anything about her doing old guy?
- She's not talking.

- Oh, she'll talk.
- I was supposed to be back in the game.

Instead I'm planning dinner for my father
at my dead mother's house.

- I don't cook. How am I to cook for them?
- I will make your stupid dinner.

So, were there any little blue pills
involved? Or, is he untouched by time?

Dude, that's wrong, don't answer that.

I am your friend, I will show up 45
minutes into dinner with a fake crisis.

So, if it's unbearable you can abort.

- Oh, thank you.
- Mm-hm.

Come on, he's not a young man.
He wasn't getting a little help?

Popping the pill? Dad's best friend?
You're gonna give me nothing,

after everything
we've been through... nothing?

It's a miracle drug.
And someday it'll save your life.

[slurping]

- Dr. Marlow, Derek Shepherd, Neuro.
- Ah!

I'm doing a saginal sinus bypass
today if you'd like to observe.

- Really? That's quite a procedure.
- It's a good trick.

But if you're really interested to see
what this hospital could do,

I'm performing an arterial switch
operation for a TGA this afternoon.

If you gentleman are trying to intimidate
the competition, it's working.

- Good.
- I'll see both of you in surgery.

- Colin Marlow.
- The one and only.

- He... with...
- Yes. Yes.

- Wow.
- [Preston] Indeed.

[Derek] Yeah.

[Mark] Suction.

No, not like you're
driving a tractor, slowly.

Better.

What's the chance she wakes up
and remembers?

- I wouldn't count on it.
- [Alex] The baby's having decels.

Sometimes the monitor's not on,
you get a false read.

Vaginal bleeding, baby's in distress.

Damn it. Page Dr. Montgomery, now!

You're making an honest woman
of Cristina Yang. That's impressive.

I thought she was
collecting us like baseball cards.

- [Preston] Baseball cards?
- She likes an authority figure,

someone with something to teach,
I never thought she would commit.

She used to say that marriage
was for the weak and undirected.

I made a number of marriage proposals.
Seemed the polite thing to do.

Such a long time together,
but she wouldn't have it.

What time? You were having
a fling with a student.

Fling? Cristina and I were
together for three years.

[door opens]

The problem that I slept with my professor
or that I was committed for three years?

You told him marriage
was an idiotic institution...

- It is.
- Why did you say yes?

- To make you happy.
- Happy?

I'll do a lot of things to make you happy.

Do I give a crap about a ceremony
with a dress and a flautist? No.

But I'm happy to do it,
if it'll make you happy.

Heartwarming. Thanks.

[sighs]

[door opens]

You couldn't have waited one day?

She was 40% vision compromised,
her right eye would have been gone.

No, it wouldn't actually but there's a new
chief candidate marching around today

and you needed to be a hero.
That's what needed to happen today.

The patient was fine.
The baby's still in her uterus

and she's not losing an eye. Surgery
is risky, the patient chose this one.

Karev, don't just stand there.

The patient's baby was in distress.
Go, stay with her.

Something happen with Jane Doe?

She can see and Addison's got
a problem with it.

You rushed her in the surgery
and she almost lost the baby.

I had to sew her cervix shut.

The complications had nothing
to do with the surgery.

Why do you think Mark moved so quickly?

Because a piece of orbital bone
was floating towards the brain?

I think it's because
Mark wants a promotion.

You're not her husband, this isn't
your patient, stay out of it!

[Richard] What do you think you're doing?

You're supposed to be the leadership
of the hospital,

screaming about a patient in
the hallway? Are you out of your minds?

[Colin] Tough procedure.
It's a bold choice.

We've been fighting this one for a while.

I'm hoping this will be the end of it.

[rapid beeping]

- What happened?
- End title CO2 just dropped 30 to 16.

- Bagging manually.
- Air in the left ventricle.

- O2 stats down to 89.
- Aspirate central line.

- Bradycardiac.
- Push one of atropine.

- There's no air in the line.
- Level her, I'm gonna flood the field.

Asystole. Push one milligram of epi.
Start compressions.

Go, go, get in there, get in there, do it!

Come on.

That's been in there since the Korean War?

He's lucky it didn't
travel down to his aorta.

OK, little suction there.

Almost... I got it.

[sighs]

Make sure we get that back,
the patient wants it.

- He's got a warped sense of nostalgia.
- I get it.

Pull a bullet out of me,
I'd cast it in gold and mount it.

Yeah, well, you can afford it.

[Richard] A little more suction,
let's get ready to close.

[flatline]

She's not responding.

I'm gonna open her up.

Open cardiac massage?
You're a neurosurgeon.

You have no privileges in this hospital.

- Shall we page Dr. Burke?
- No, I got it.

Cross clamp,
you don't want air in the arteries.

Give me a ten blade, quickly.

O'Malley, get over here.

Let's roll her, ready,
one, two, three, go.

[panting]

OK, rib spreader.

Scissors.

[monitor beeping]

Massage the heart, O'Malley.

[music] [panting]

I need to aspirate.

- Any air return?
- 10 cc.

- End title CO2's starting to go up.
- Heart's starting to beat.

Pressure's 60 over 40.
It's low but it's there.

She's gonna make it.

[panting]

[sighs]

[George] Should I start closing her up?

Dr. Shepherd?

O'Malley, I just sliced my friend's
chest open, give me a moment.

[sighs]

That's very well handled, Dr. Shepherd.
Very impressive indeed.

Not something to do every day, thank you.

- What happened?
- Patient had a venous air embolism.

He had to split her chest open,
massage her heart,

and manually aspirate right
in the middle of his procedure. [laugh]

Why didn't you call me?

- You were operating.
- I was next door. Could've pull me out.

There was no time. I handled it.

You think I crack people's heads open
just 'cause I think I can...

- The patient is fine.
- Patient is lucky.

- You were showboating.
- Showboating.

Are you out of your mind? I was...

We seem to go out of our way
to impress Dr. Marlow.

- I'll bet we are.
- [Richard] Gentlemen.

Good day, doctors.

How you feeling, Mr. Scofield?

Where's my bullet?

[Scofield unscrews the cap]

[Scofield sighs]

That it?

- Where's the rest of it?
- That was it.

Is that a letter? Can you read that?

I don't think it's much of anything,
it's just a scratch.

It's so small, it could just be anything.

It's been a long time,
they don't hold up that well.

Could you have your lab,
you know, analyze it?

Tell me if it's one of ours.

We're not set up for that kind
of investigation, Mr. Scofield.

You could send it to a forensic lab but
I don't know if they'll tell you much.

[sobbing] I've been stewing for 50 years.

- Maybe it's time to move on.
- To what?

I lost my whole unit over this.

I came home, my wife she didn't get it.

I've been blazing mad my whole life,

I got nothing left.

It's not too late
to let it go and start over.

[sighs] You're a sweet kid,

but you don't know what it's like to
have something change you in your soul.

I do now.

I wish I didn't, but I do.

Don't let it turn you.

[phone rings]

You look like you've had a long day.

- You know what fragging is?
- Hm.

We've got an epidemic of it today.

My attendings are gonna be
the death of me.

- Is there a front runner?
- I don't know.

What I do know is
I don't want my attendings

tearing each other's throats out
because of a power struggle.

- It's too dangerous for the hospital.
- Does that mean...

is Colin Marlow gonna be the new chief?

Good night, Dr. Bailey.

This is ready. Don't slosh it around,
it's all about the presentation.

- Come in and eat with us.
- You need to bond with your people.

- People are what matters.
- I hate people.

- Yeah. Do your own talking.
- We talked.

We talked hospital, his research,
we talked dead mother. I'm out.

Ask about the baby, ask if it poos,
people can go on about that for hours.

- Oh, chicken looks delicious.
- It's from the store.

- The green beans look great, as well.
- I didn't do those either.

[sighs]

- It's beautifully presented.
- Izzie did that.

- Oh.
- Alex!

Come, sit.

[indistinct chatter]

Eat! We're eating

- This is Susan and this is my father.
- Hi.

- Here, you can have this plate.
- Cool.

- So, how are you? How was your day?
- OK, hungry.

- Good.
- [Alex] Mmm.

- How's the baby?
- Great.

- She's smiling now sometimes.
- [laughs]

Looks exactly like Molly... when she
smiles. I mean it's amazing.

I've got this old picture of Molly
and me when she was, I don't know, five,

and she's sitting on this red sled
in the snow, this great big fir tree.

- You know, I'm not sure that...
- Yeah, it's a massive Douglas fir.

And in the picture, couldn't look more
like the baby. I mean, incredible.

That's me.

The red sled and the big fir tree
and the park at the middle school

and the ugly yellow,
plaid wool coat. [sighs]

That isn't Molly.

It's you and me.

- Oh, great.
- [Izzie] Crap. Sorry.

- I think I blew a fuse.
- Sorry.

- I'll get it.
- No, I can get it, it's...

Laundry room.

- I keep forgetting.
- What?

It's his house.

I'm going home.

Are you going home?

How did it end?

It ended. School was ending,
I was leaving.

- You were done.
- I came here,

- I fell in love with you.
- A new mentor.

- With new things to teach you.
- You think I'm in this for education...

- Do you find my knowledge compelling?
- You're blowing this out of proportion.

A man three times your age, believed
he was having a relationship with you...

- He was.
- One day, you're done, just like that.

[sighs] Yes.

Mm. No, you don't
open yourself up to anyone.

Sometimes, I think it's charming,
she's different.

She's not like other women,

the simple fact is
you have never let me in.

What, you think it's gonna make
a good marriage? Well, I don't.

I don't want you to marry me
because you're placating me.

That doesn't interest me.

Doesn't interest me at all.

- Do you think he's OK?
- He'll find it.

He probably can't see,
there's a flashlight in the closet.

I'll go get it. Excuse me.

- [sighs] I'm sorry.
- It's going fine.

I just... I don't know what to say to him.

Well, it's not easy.
It's 'cause he's afraid of you.

I shouldn't have bit his head off.

I wish I could have just...

Meredith, it's OK to get angry. [laughs]

It's you in the picture.

Izzie Stevens? I share something with
you I am feel uncomfortable about

- and you tell Izzie Stevens.
- I didn't, I told Meredith.

- Oh, so that's better?
- No, it was an accident.

It was an accident. I was pissed off.

Why can't you give me the benefit of
the doubt that maybe I'm on your side?

- You choose your friends over me.
- No, I don't.

I married you and I haven't
talked to my best friend in weeks.

Meanwhile, you lied to me
about where we live and why.

You lied about your background,
your family.

Still I'm the dog who gets whacked on
the nose with the newspaper all the time.

- When is this gonna stop?
- This is my problem?

Yeah, maybe it is.

Also the fact that your best friend
violently disses our marriage

every chance she gets, publicly,
repeatedly.

Why do you think she does that?
Have you ever thought about it?

She's having a problem with this.
I understand that.

- She has feelings for you.
- What?

[sobbing] She wants you.

She's wants you,
that's what this is about.

That's why she hates me.

[sighs]

George! George, do not laugh at me.
Do not laugh at me.

No, I'm not, I'm not. Oh, God.

[sighs] I'm not. It's just... come on.

She's Izzie. She's...

she's blonde, she's stacked,
she's a supermodel, I'm George.

- So, what does that make me?
- No, come on.

You're gorgeous and curvy and
I never thought you'd go for me.

Just shut up.

- Callie!
- This is my hotel room,

that I paid for
with my huge piles of money.

Get the hell out of it!

Sorry about the lights.

Whatever. Food's good.

- You want some pie?
- No, I gotta go.

Oh, big plans, got a hot date?

Oh.

Good for you.

I guess not interested
really meant not interested. [laugh]

Iz...

- you didn't want me.
- Yeah.

But that doesn't mean
I want you to want anyone else.

Am I gonna be alone,
pining over a dead guy forever?

I hope not, it's kind of a waste. [laughs]

Am I supposed to move on now?

Do people look at me and go "She's gotta
get over it, it's ruining her life"?

You'll move on when you're ready to.

[kisses]

[door opens]

- Why are you sitting in the dark?
- Izzie blew a fuse.

- I'm having a crisis.
- Oh, I don't need rescuing.

Susan is very nice
and we're getting through it.

- Limping through but we'll make it.
- This isn't a fake crisis.

This is a real, my-ex-is-about-
to-ruin-my-impending-marriage crisis.

- Oh.
- Hey! Hey! Where's Izzie?

Kitchen.

Sorry, it's not always like this.

[gulping] Yeah, it kinda is.

[plates clink]

- They're in the other room.
- I need to get over yourself.

I need you to start liking my wife,
because sometimes I don't

and I need you to talk me back into it,
that's the job.

- OK.
- I need to vent and to be OK.

OK.

And I need to vent with alcohol.

[bag rustles]

[glasses clink]

I got married and
I'm scared it was a bad idea.

[sighs] Nobody ever got married
and didn't think that at least once.

[door opens]

Did you find the fuse box?

- [door closes]
- Yeah, yeah, I just needed to...

Take a break?

[chuckling] I don't know how to...

what to talk to her about.

Work's a good place to start.
Yeah, she's proud of what she does.

She's good at it, too.

I'd start with that.

You get each other, that's nice.

Some days it's nice.

Some days I'd like to come home to someone

who doesn't know a thing about it.

Rough day?

[sighs]

I almost lost a friend in my own OR.

Was it your fault?

I don't know.

You were both nervous tonight.

[laugh] It'll get easier.

- She was nervous?
- Yeah.

She's tough.

She tries to hide it.

She's difficult, but if you
make an effort, she's worth it.

You OK?

Not entirely.

[laugh]

She's worth the effort.

[chair squeaks]

All right.

Oh, nice.

- [pager beeping]
- Oh.

- Damn it.
- Gotta go back in?

- Yeah.
- [laughs]

Why is there an 11-inch incision
in my chest?

[sighs] You coded on the table,
air embolus.

I had to open you up and aspirate.

See, I'm sure you did a great job,

but that's why you're
gonna have real trouble

convincing me to do it again.

Helen... we got it all.

The tumor, we never have to go
back in there again.

- You sure?
- I'm sure.

You're gonna live a long, long life.

And here I thought
you were just being an ass.

I was an ass.

[sighs]

I had no right to push you like that.

No, you did not.

I was going through some stuff and...
I was just...

I was an ass.

OK, but in this moment,

you're the ass who gave me my life back.

- I am so glad we did this.
- I am, too.

Thank you for suggesting it, because...

You never would have in a million years.

[both laugh]

- Good night, sweetie.
- Thank you, good night.

[sighs]

I'm sorry about your mother.

Thank you.

Swing's still here.

Yes, it, uh, doesn't swing.
Nobody uses it.

[car door closes]

Here.

I put this in there, you used
to catch your fingers. [chuckles]

Suck it up. Go back with your tail
between your legs and just apologize.

- No! I'm always apologizing.
- Just say "I'm sorry, I'm an ass."

Blah, blah, blah and it's all over.

No, I can't be wrong all the time.

- [laugh]
- Is that really possible? No, don't.

- Hey, don't be grabby.
- I don't have any.

Bogey.

Maybe you're wrong all the time,
maybe she's just insecure.

It doesn't matter,
you still have to grovel.

- [mumble]
- Don't you feel?

Yeah, she is...

She's insecure,

that is a fact.

- She's insecure.
- [sighs]

What?

[laughing] What? Just tell me.

- Mm-mm.
- Come on, come on.

[both laughing]

No. It's, um, just... nothing, just that

she thinks you have feelings for me,
[laughs] and that's the problem.

[laugh] I love that. That's fabulous.

- And... And... And that, I...
- Oh, addicted to you.

I... I desperately want you.

[both laughing]

[both laughing]

[coughs]

[Izzie laughs] I'm crying.

[both laughing]

- [laugh] Is she crazy? [laughs]
- I think she's maybe a little crazy.

[both laughing]

- I can't breathe, I can't breathe.
- Shh. Shh.

We got to be quiet. Shh! Ow!

[laughing]

[both laugh]

- [Alex] Scary day, huh?
- Yeah.

Your amniotic sac is intact,
placentas in good position.

Dr. Montgomery sewed your cervix up
tight, nothings coming out of there.

So, the baby's gonna be OK?

We're gonna have to see how it goes.

I'm sorry.

You asked me what I thought
and I told you to go for it.

I'm...

- I'm really sorry.
- It's not your fault.

No, see, when I pulled you
out of that water at the ferry... I...

I talked to you like you were
my sister and I shouldn't have.

I'm an intern.

You've gotta get your medical advice
from an attending.

I asked you 'cause I trust you.

Why don't you sit and tell me
a bedtime story or something?

[Meredith] What's worse?

New wounds which
are so horribly painful...

Move over, you're in
the middle of the bed.

[Meredith] or old wounds we should have
healed years ago and never did.

[sighs]

[sighs]

Am I gonna screw up this engagement?

I don't know, do you want to?

I don't know.

My mom is dead.

Yeah, she is.

[Meredith] Maybe our old wounds
teach us something...

they remind us of where
we've been and what we've overcome.

They teach us lessons
about what to avoid in the future.

That's what we like to think.

But that's not the way it is, is it?

Some things we just have to learn

over and over and over again.

♪ I wanna move you ♪

♪ I wanna move you around ♪

♪ Ta-dim, ta-dim, ta-dim ♪