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This is not
RuPaul's Best Friend Race.
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I feel very attacked!
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Ooh, yes.
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Well, we made it.
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I have had everybody in this
goddamn place coming for me.
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RuPaul: This is Untucked,
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backstage at the competition
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to become America's
next drag superstar.
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Girl, if you're not
watching Untucked,
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you're only getting
half the story.
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Director:
Break on the main stage.
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All cameras re-po.
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RuPaul: Thank you, ladies.
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While you untuck
in the werkroom,
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the judges and I
will deliberate.
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Y'all, let me
tell you something.
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The little kid inside of me
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is jumping for joy
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while sobbing
in the corner, bitch.
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It is such a surreal moment
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to have the judges
literally say
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that I'm a fucking star.
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No one can take this moment
away from me,
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not even myself.
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I feel so good.
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Hearing the judges
totally get Olivia Lux
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and get me,
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it feels like I did
what I needed to do
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in this challenge
and then some.
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When it came to the challenge,
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I fucked up,
and hearing that to me,
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was just like, oh,
you're not doing good.
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So I might be going home,
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and it fucking sucks.
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And mark.
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Ooh. Whew.
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My God, girls, we runwayed!
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Hello?
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Yes!
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First motherfucking runway.
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And my feet hurt.
[all laugh]
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Ooh.
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Oh, you're the best.
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Oh, wow, wow, wow.
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You guys, we just got critiqued
for the first time.
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-[laughs]
-We just got slayed.
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That was the first runway
on the main stage.
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-How do you guys feel?
-Ugh.
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I mean, I'm pretty pleased
with what they said.
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I was nervous about, like,
my fashion show critiques,
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because I felt that
everybody was, like,
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over the top
with their fashion show,
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and I was, like, simple,
like, fishy.
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I think you represented
yourself well, though.
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Yeah, absolutely.
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And I told you that,
so, like, girl,
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like, girls can come in here
with custom costumes,
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but, like, you know,
the costume is wearing them.
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It's how you sell the garment,
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and how the judges,
like, see you.
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And I'm sure you went on
that runway, like, stormed.
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I really appreciated
what Michelle said
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about, like, my skin color.
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Because, like, growing up,
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my skin color
was something people picked on,
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like, for being dark-skinned.
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Tonight was my favorite
look of yours,
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because your skin
is the most beautiful color.
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So when you came out
in this yellow, 24-karat gold,
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and you've got that
delicious, rich skin color,
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it just all played perfectly.
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To hear her compliment it
was just, like... [sighs].
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Like, a moment for me. [laughs]
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Not only complimented,
but she was in love, honey.
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She was in love.
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It was just like, oh, my God.
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Like, Michelle
is, like, saying this.
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And, like, with you,
everything that you do,
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it's so, like, I believe her.
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I love you.
I think you're so great.
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-Me, too.
-I think you're so great.
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I'm not gonna cry this season.
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They're not gonna get me
on camera crying, baby.
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How you feeling, sis?
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I don't know.
I don't know.
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I feel like
they are obviously,
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like, impressed
with my personality,
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like, and me, like,
as a person.
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And they liked your outfit.
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It was, like, 50/50
on the fashion show.
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And they really liked
the outfit tonight,
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but I also was the only one
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that got the worst critique
out of the entire performance.
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What did they say
that was "worst?"
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It was just, like, we could
tell that you fucked up.
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When you mess up your choreo,
don't let it show in your cara.
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The minute that happened,
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we saw you going,
like, full-on panic.
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And I knew onstage
when I was doing it,
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when I messed up,
in my head,
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I was, like, oh, fuck,
there goes my opportunity.
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I feel like they were
just saying that
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that, like, you have
such a strong personality
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that, like, I feel like you,
out of anyone,
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should be the one to, like,
yeah, I fucked up, bitch.
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Like, look at it.
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That's, I feel, like,
what they meant.
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I think I was just
so, like, in the mood
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of, like, all right,
let me impress Ru,
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let me, like, go.
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And, like, I was just
so in my own solo
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that I completely forgot
about the chorus
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and, like, joining
back into the choreo.
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And then when I realized,
I was, like, oh.
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But you were still you,
and that's the point they made
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is, like, all right,
you might have forgot it,
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but we couldn't take
our eyes off you.
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And they said
you're unpredictable,
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and that's something
you can't just learn.
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-No, and they liked that.
-Mm-hmm.
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You're unpredictable,
just like your test results.
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[all laugh]
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Nina, how do you feel about
everything they said to you?
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What did you say?
Did you say "Nina?"
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Ooh!
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-Did I say Nina?
-She said Nina.
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-Aah!
-Did she just call me Nina?
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Did you call me,
like, Nina West?
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-That's wild, sis.
-Who's Nina?
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Yeah, Nina West.
[all laugh]
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This is why you got
sent home three times
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in the first episode.
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[all laugh]
Damn.
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-Tina. Tina, bitch.
-Listen, Tina,
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I don't think that anyone
could have gone on that stage
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and gotten the critiques
that you got.
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-Bitch, they live for you.
-They are obsessed with the fact
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that you are on RuPaul's
Drag Race Season 13.
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-Yeah.
-I mean, I'm happy.
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Like, I really meant it,
like, when I said, like,
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I think if I would have
come at any other time,
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like, it would have been
a different journey for me.
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The one thing I always have to
take with me when I'm in drag,
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and, like, even in my career,
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is, like, you always
have to still be scared
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and still be humble,
you know what I mean?
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Like, it was such
a humbling experience.
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And, like, attention to detail
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is something that I've always
tried to instill
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in, like, any, like, my drag
family and stuff like that.
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And she's such that girl, too.
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And you know what I mean?
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I'm just, like, girl,
you don't wanna miss that beat.
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You don't wanna crush that,
you know?
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I mean, the only thing
that took away
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is me, you know, making love
to the camera, bitch.
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I'm gonna get some lubrication,
we gonna make it happen.
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I'm gonna borrow it
from your room, Kandy.
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Right, like your OnlyFans video.
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-Just think of that.
-Oh, bitch!
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Now, Miss Elliott,
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as someone who was sent home
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and got brought back
into a new group,
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which is not easy
to walk into a room
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with six other bitches,
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how are you feeling?
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I'm really overwhelmed.
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Like, you guys literally
didn't even try to bombard me
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with, like,
"Why are you here? "
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Except for her.
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She was, like, bitch,
you were sent home.
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Well, that's--
I had reason to question.
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No, but, like, as a whole,
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you guys really
didn't even hesitate
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to go, you know what?
We seven now.
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What's the tea?
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No, fuck the other bitches.
You know what I'm saying?
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I mean, it's hard
not to feel like that.
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Think of me walking into the
room with you guys like I did,
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and then instantly
us going, okay,
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which one of us
has to leave now?
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-Mm.
-Yeah.
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-Like, that's what happened.
-It's true.
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So, this, I'm so thankful for
even the little amount of time.
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Because even if I go home
tonight, again--
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[laughs]
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-Make it four times.
-Four times.
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A legendary moment for you.
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Yeah, it's crazy,
because, I mean,
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I almost have a little bit
of guilt for it,
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if it were not to be me.
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But at the same time, like,
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I want the opportunity
to compete
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just like everyone else.
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It was literally
taken away from me
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the second I rolled in, and...
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Are you all right, Kandy?
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No, Kandy.
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-Don't cry, girl.
-No, Kandy!
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Do we have some tissue?
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[exhales]
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I just worked
so hard to be here,
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and, like, the thought
of my having to lip sync
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and, like, going home tonight
is, like, terrifying to me.
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Because, like, my sister
went home first last time,
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and, like, here I am again
in the same position.
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There's just so much people
back at home rooting for me,
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and I just don't
wanna be, like--
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-Come on, girl.
-Oh, my God.
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And, like, the reality is, like,
yeah, we're in a competition,
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but, like, when
you're put in the position
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of, like, hi, yeah, like, you
fucked up in the challenge,
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it's, like, oh.
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The reality sets in.
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Like, you know, I can have
all this personality,
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but if I'm not applying it,
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then it doesn't matter
on the main stage,
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and that's what matters,
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and that's what
they're looking at.
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And I just--
What's bothering me the most
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and what's, like, in my gut
is, like, if I lip sync tonight
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and end up going home,
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and those bitches
get to come back here.
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Like, I've worked my ass off.
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I made sure that in that fashion
show I went outside of the box.
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Yeah, I fucked up
in the performance,
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but you can't tell me that just
out of that little single part
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that I fucked up that I wasn't
good in the entire thing.
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I was going ham
on that stage.
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And I think that my runway look
tonight is really fucking cute.
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And I'm trying to show people
that you can be a big girl
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and be sexy
and be fashion forward,
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and it doesn't have to be
comedy and all that.
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So if I have to go home
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and some other bitches
walk in here,
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I'm gonna be pissed
the fuck off.
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We all will.
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That's 100% valid.
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Thank you.
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Coming to Drag Race,
you never really expect
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to make sisters
and really great friends.
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Although we're competitors
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and we're competing
for the crown,
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they are very supportive,
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and they really
make me feel so good
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about everything I've done
so far in this competition.
247
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So who do y'all think
out of everybody is the top
248
00:08:53,600 --> 00:08:54,834
and who's the bottom?
249
00:08:54,834 --> 00:08:57,036
-I'm definitely in the bottom.
-You think?
250
00:08:57,036 --> 00:08:59,139
I feel like if it was off
of the critiques,
251
00:08:59,139 --> 00:09:01,207
it would be, like,
me and Kandy in the bottom.
252
00:09:01,207 --> 00:09:05,345
I think you were so concerned
with your dance steps
253
00:09:05,345 --> 00:09:06,613
and remembering
the choreography...
254
00:09:06,613 --> 00:09:09,282
-Mm.
-Yes. [laughs]
255
00:09:09,282 --> 00:09:10,517
...that you were losing
the performance.
256
00:09:12,352 --> 00:09:15,021
And then I would think...
257
00:09:15,021 --> 00:09:17,056
Um, I don't know who's...
258
00:09:17,056 --> 00:09:19,259
Between you three.
259
00:09:19,259 --> 00:09:22,028
The top can really be,
like, any one of you four.
260
00:09:22,028 --> 00:09:24,431
Like, everybody
got great critiques.
261
00:09:24,431 --> 00:09:26,733
Because they really are
in love with y'all,
262
00:09:26,733 --> 00:09:28,701
and they're in love with
you two bitches over there.
263
00:09:28,701 --> 00:09:31,137
-Yeah.
-Which is wild.
264
00:09:31,137 --> 00:09:32,238
Like, that makes me so happy.
265
00:09:32,238 --> 00:09:33,306
That's great.
266
00:09:33,306 --> 00:09:35,041
Mik, how do you feel?
267
00:09:36,609 --> 00:09:38,178
Yeah, how you feeling about
your lyrics, or how do you--
268
00:09:38,178 --> 00:09:39,813
You think
you delivered them well?
269
00:09:39,813 --> 00:09:43,650
Olivia was the first person
that asked me about my lyrics,
270
00:09:43,650 --> 00:09:46,519
and it's just been
really hard for me.
271
00:09:46,519 --> 00:09:48,488
So it's now or never.
272
00:09:48,488 --> 00:09:51,558
I have to tell these girls
why I wrote those lyrics,
273
00:09:51,558 --> 00:09:55,395
why I was kind of
being weird in rehearsal.
274
00:09:55,395 --> 00:09:56,863
The time is now.
275
00:09:56,863 --> 00:10:01,334
This week was one of the most
emotional weeks of my life,
276
00:10:01,334 --> 00:10:05,605
just because when we
went into the rehearsal,
277
00:10:05,605 --> 00:10:07,307
I was just
kind of taken off-guard,
278
00:10:07,307 --> 00:10:09,609
because, I mean,
I haven't talked to you guys
279
00:10:09,609 --> 00:10:11,611
about my gender situation
and all that.
280
00:10:11,611 --> 00:10:13,980
And so just, like,
when I got out there,
281
00:10:13,980 --> 00:10:15,548
I was kind of just paralyzed,
282
00:10:15,548 --> 00:10:17,584
and, like,
so not in the moment at all.
283
00:10:17,584 --> 00:10:18,718
I couldn't take anything in,
284
00:10:18,718 --> 00:10:19,953
just because, you know,
285
00:10:19,953 --> 00:10:23,123
like, I'm a transgender guy
that does drag.
286
00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:26,159
Even though
we did a song together,
287
00:10:26,159 --> 00:10:28,695
and her saying it in the lyrics,
it didn't hit me.
288
00:10:28,695 --> 00:10:30,797
I didn't realize
that's what she was saying.
289
00:10:30,797 --> 00:10:34,400
Now I get why
the whole rehearsal
290
00:10:34,400 --> 00:10:37,036
she was flustered and she
seemed,
like, overwhelmed.
291
00:10:37,036 --> 00:10:38,371
It was, like, oh, my God.
292
00:10:38,371 --> 00:10:41,708
And even, like, now, it's just,
like--it still is like, why?
293
00:10:41,708 --> 00:10:42,976
It was just a lot.
294
00:10:42,976 --> 00:10:46,579
Transitioning's just a really
insane emotional rollercoaster,
295
00:10:46,579 --> 00:10:48,648
and you just have to
kind of be prepared for it
296
00:10:48,648 --> 00:10:51,651
and train yourself
on how to deal with it.
297
00:10:51,651 --> 00:10:53,853
I mean, let me tell you,
you are opening doors.
298
00:10:53,853 --> 00:10:54,988
-Yeah.
-You are.
299
00:10:54,988 --> 00:10:56,956
You are a trailblazer, honey.
300
00:10:56,956 --> 00:10:59,425
Because to be the first
trans man on RuPaul's Drag Race?
301
00:10:59,425 --> 00:11:00,660
Yeah.
302
00:11:00,660 --> 00:11:03,530
-Iconic behavior.
-I'm so proud of it. Thanks.
303
00:11:03,530 --> 00:11:05,198
Trailblazer.
304
00:11:05,198 --> 00:11:06,866
You just deserve it for you,
though.
305
00:11:06,866 --> 00:11:09,402
It doesn't matter
what your past is.
306
00:11:09,402 --> 00:11:12,305
It doesn't matter--
like, you're you, you're Mik.
307
00:11:12,305 --> 00:11:15,875
Down. Seeing the vulnerable side
of Mik really is--
308
00:11:15,875 --> 00:11:17,844
it's an eye-opener for me.
309
00:11:17,844 --> 00:11:19,579
And I just wanna, like, hug him,
310
00:11:19,579 --> 00:11:22,348
just be like, it's okay
to be yourself with us.
311
00:11:22,348 --> 00:11:24,183
You're making history,
and you're gonna be
312
00:11:24,183 --> 00:11:26,786
such an icon
for so many trans men.
313
00:11:26,786 --> 00:11:29,088
They don't have
a presentation out there.
314
00:11:29,088 --> 00:11:31,391
And I really admire Mik
for really opening up to us.
315
00:11:31,391 --> 00:11:32,625
I'm just so happy to be here,
316
00:11:32,625 --> 00:11:34,060
and I'm so happy
to talk about it.
317
00:11:34,060 --> 00:11:35,361
-Yeah!
-Yes!
318
00:11:35,361 --> 00:11:36,462
But it was fucked up,
and then I just felt so bad.
319
00:11:36,462 --> 00:11:37,730
Because I was, like,
oh, my God,
320
00:11:37,730 --> 00:11:39,599
they just think, like,
I'm not paying attention.
321
00:11:39,599 --> 00:11:40,867
But I was, like,
literally paralyzed.
322
00:11:40,867 --> 00:11:42,368
It was awful.
323
00:11:42,368 --> 00:11:43,703
Sorry you felt that way,
324
00:11:43,703 --> 00:11:46,272
but I hope you just felt,
like, our love regardless.
325
00:11:46,272 --> 00:11:50,209
The minute you walked up,
I said, "Competition."
326
00:11:50,209 --> 00:11:51,578
You know what I mean?
It wasn't--
327
00:11:51,578 --> 00:11:53,913
It's not like--
you just have a good soul.
328
00:11:53,913 --> 00:11:57,083
And also, we're in
a drag competition
329
00:11:57,083 --> 00:11:59,252
where your talents matter.
330
00:11:59,252 --> 00:12:00,853
Yep, they matter.
331
00:12:00,853 --> 00:12:02,422
-Throw it on the table.
-Yes.
332
00:12:02,422 --> 00:12:04,390
We kind of talked about it
at the mirrors,
333
00:12:04,390 --> 00:12:05,725
and I wanna say it again,
334
00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:07,894
because I feel like
I speak for everyone
335
00:12:07,894 --> 00:12:11,698
when I say, like,
it felt so amazing on stage
336
00:12:11,698 --> 00:12:13,666
to be with you in that moment.
337
00:12:13,666 --> 00:12:17,170
Because I know that that was
a really big moment for you.
338
00:12:17,170 --> 00:12:19,539
And it just was,
like, really awesome
339
00:12:19,539 --> 00:12:21,207
to connect with you
on that level.
340
00:12:21,207 --> 00:12:22,842
-Thank you, guys.
-It's special.
341
00:12:24,377 --> 00:12:26,679
I don't know
what I was expecting,
342
00:12:26,679 --> 00:12:28,848
but everyone's
just really supportive.
343
00:12:28,848 --> 00:12:30,717
I just feel so accepted,
344
00:12:30,717 --> 00:12:36,923
so loved, so validated,
and so happy.
345
00:12:36,923 --> 00:12:40,226
I know we're, like,
only two weeks in,
346
00:12:40,226 --> 00:12:42,362
but do you guys feel like
you've learned something?
347
00:12:42,362 --> 00:12:46,032
I don't know about y'all, but
I'm learning, like, patience.
348
00:12:46,032 --> 00:12:47,166
-Oh, okay.
-Ooh.
349
00:12:47,166 --> 00:12:49,502
New York is, like,
so fast moving,
350
00:12:49,502 --> 00:12:50,803
and we're so used to, like,
351
00:12:50,803 --> 00:12:52,538
what we have
and who we do.
352
00:12:52,538 --> 00:12:53,706
And, like, in New York,
you know,
353
00:12:53,706 --> 00:12:55,708
I'm used to doing my own shows.
354
00:12:55,708 --> 00:12:57,744
So being here
in a mix with people
355
00:12:57,744 --> 00:12:59,612
and we're all, like,
on the same level,
356
00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:01,914
it's taught me
to just take a step back,
357
00:13:01,914 --> 00:13:02,949
you know what I mean?
358
00:13:02,949 --> 00:13:03,983
And, like, look at everything
359
00:13:03,983 --> 00:13:05,118
from a different light,
you know?
360
00:13:05,118 --> 00:13:07,186
-Totally.
-And it's vulnerable.
361
00:13:07,186 --> 00:13:10,490
And, like, I don't have
vulnerability in New York.
362
00:13:10,490 --> 00:13:12,258
You know what I mean?
Like, I'm safe.
363
00:13:12,258 --> 00:13:14,560
I'm in my bubble,
no pun intended.
364
00:13:14,560 --> 00:13:15,561
You know what I'm saying?
365
00:13:15,561 --> 00:13:18,398
It's, like--it's weird.
366
00:13:18,398 --> 00:13:19,832
And now I'm super-exposed,
367
00:13:19,832 --> 00:13:23,002
and I'm super-exposed
with people, you know,
368
00:13:23,002 --> 00:13:24,737
I don't really know that well.
369
00:13:24,737 --> 00:13:26,606
So it's, like, it's--
yeah, it's weird.
370
00:13:26,606 --> 00:13:28,941
I think it's also,
like, being in New York
371
00:13:28,941 --> 00:13:32,345
and seeing that type of drag
is amazing,
372
00:13:32,345 --> 00:13:34,647
and a lot of people think
going to New York, like,
373
00:13:34,647 --> 00:13:37,884
that is the hub
and the premiere drag scene.
374
00:13:37,884 --> 00:13:40,053
And that's honestly
why I went to New York.
375
00:13:40,053 --> 00:13:44,557
But being here and seeing drag
from, like, everywhere--
376
00:13:44,557 --> 00:13:47,093
From L.A., from Atlanta,
from Texas,
377
00:13:47,093 --> 00:13:49,128
-it's so awesome.
-It is really fun.
378
00:13:49,128 --> 00:13:52,031
I know I'm learning something
new every single day.
379
00:13:52,031 --> 00:13:53,833
-Yeah.
-Looking at each person,
380
00:13:53,833 --> 00:13:55,668
I'm, like, I wouldn't
have thought of that.
381
00:13:55,668 --> 00:13:57,203
I wouldn't have thought
of this coat.
382
00:13:57,203 --> 00:13:58,638
Bitch, none of this
I would have thought of.
383
00:13:58,638 --> 00:13:59,906
[all laugh]
384
00:13:59,906 --> 00:14:01,774
I love looking
at everyone's looks.
385
00:14:01,774 --> 00:14:03,209
Like, it's my favorite thing.
386
00:14:03,209 --> 00:14:06,179
Just to see everyone interpret
the challenge in their own way.
387
00:14:06,179 --> 00:14:08,581
-I love it.
-Exactly, that's what it is.
388
00:14:08,581 --> 00:14:10,316
-To see how everybody thinks.
-Totally.
389
00:14:10,316 --> 00:14:13,986
Well, I learned that this was
called "la-may" and not "lame."
390
00:14:13,986 --> 00:14:15,755
[all laugh]
Aah!
391
00:14:15,755 --> 00:14:16,956
That's what I learned.
392
00:14:16,956 --> 00:14:18,157
Uh-uh!
393
00:14:18,157 --> 00:14:19,659
The challenge was lame.
394
00:14:19,659 --> 00:14:20,760
I didn't know
what that word was.
395
00:14:20,760 --> 00:14:23,830
Thank God for smart people
in my life.
396
00:14:23,830 --> 00:14:28,601
Girls, after this elimination,
397
00:14:28,601 --> 00:14:31,971
the reality is that
those other bitches--
398
00:14:31,971 --> 00:14:32,972
Yeah.
399
00:14:32,972 --> 00:14:34,240
Maybe there's a twist, though.
400
00:14:34,240 --> 00:14:35,241
Maybe it's something--
I don't know.
401
00:14:35,241 --> 00:14:36,342
No, we don't know, honey.
402
00:14:36,342 --> 00:14:38,611
Whether someone
goes home or not,
403
00:14:38,611 --> 00:14:39,679
those bitches are coming.
404
00:14:39,679 --> 00:14:41,614
Oop.
405
00:14:41,614 --> 00:14:42,749
And may the best woman win.
406
00:14:42,749 --> 00:14:43,883
-Amen.
-Hey.
407
00:14:48,888 --> 00:14:50,656
Director:
Break on the main stage.
408
00:14:53,392 --> 00:14:54,627
Kandy, how you feeling?
409
00:14:54,627 --> 00:14:57,964
She's chilling out, honey.
410
00:14:57,964 --> 00:14:59,198
How you feeling
with the lip sync?
411
00:14:59,198 --> 00:15:01,033
I mean, it's just a lot.
412
00:15:01,033 --> 00:15:02,101
It's a lot.
413
00:15:02,101 --> 00:15:04,303
It's a lot quick.
414
00:15:05,772 --> 00:15:08,574
-Against Kandy?
-Yeah.
415
00:15:08,574 --> 00:15:10,476
I mean, we're all gonna
have to do it sometime.
416
00:15:10,476 --> 00:15:13,379
That's how we all--we're all
up for elimination, you know?
417
00:15:13,379 --> 00:15:16,215
I'm pretty sure I'm gonna
lip sync at this point,
418
00:15:16,215 --> 00:15:20,186
and I'm gonna be lip syncing
against Kandy,
419
00:15:20,186 --> 00:15:21,587
and that fucking sucks.
420
00:15:21,587 --> 00:15:23,756
It doesn't define, like,
421
00:15:23,756 --> 00:15:25,258
how we are
with each other, though.
422
00:15:25,258 --> 00:15:26,893
-No, it doesn't.
-You know?
423
00:15:26,893 --> 00:15:28,461
It's just one of those things
that is inevitable.
424
00:15:28,461 --> 00:15:29,896
It's inevitable,
and we're all up for it.
425
00:15:29,896 --> 00:15:30,930
Nobody's--like, nobody's safe.
426
00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:32,698
What's the tea?
427
00:15:32,698 --> 00:15:35,201
Just thinking about
lip syncing against you.
428
00:15:35,201 --> 00:15:38,171
I love even when
you can go from crying
429
00:15:38,171 --> 00:15:40,072
to walking into a conversation
and just go like this.
430
00:15:40,072 --> 00:15:42,975
And you go like this:
"What's the tea?"
431
00:15:42,975 --> 00:15:45,444
Girl, it's just you and me
out there.
432
00:15:45,444 --> 00:15:47,914
-Go ham. Go off.
-I mean, I will, but--
433
00:15:47,914 --> 00:15:49,682
Don't hold back, because
I'm not gonna hold back.
434
00:15:49,682 --> 00:15:51,684
Yeah. I wouldn't.
435
00:15:51,684 --> 00:15:54,420
-I love you.
-I love you fucker, too.
436
00:15:54,420 --> 00:15:55,588
I hate this.
437
00:15:55,588 --> 00:15:56,722
Me, too.
438
00:15:56,722 --> 00:15:58,524
I love Kandy,
439
00:15:58,524 --> 00:16:00,526
so just the thought
of having to do a lip sync
440
00:16:00,526 --> 00:16:05,198
against one of my closest
friends in this competition
441
00:16:05,198 --> 00:16:07,266
is fucking scary.
442
00:16:07,266 --> 00:16:08,668
I...
443
00:16:08,668 --> 00:16:11,270
Mm. I hate this.
444
00:16:11,270 --> 00:16:12,839
Girl, if we're both good,
guess what?
445
00:16:12,839 --> 00:16:13,906
They're gonna have
to keep us both.
446
00:16:13,906 --> 00:16:15,474
True.
447
00:16:15,474 --> 00:16:16,709
There you go.
448
00:16:16,709 --> 00:16:18,110
Listen, it's gonna be a moment.
449
00:16:18,110 --> 00:16:19,145
I'm optimistic.
450
00:16:19,145 --> 00:16:20,546
I ain't going
no-motherfucking-where.
451
00:16:20,546 --> 00:16:22,582
And if I gotta go somewhere,
y'all better roll them cameras,
452
00:16:22,582 --> 00:16:24,217
because I'm gonna
go up to RuPaul.
453
00:16:24,217 --> 00:16:25,718
[knock knock knock]
Let me have a word with you.
454
00:16:25,718 --> 00:16:27,420
I'm not going nowhere.
455
00:16:27,420 --> 00:16:28,788
If you got up in my face
456
00:16:28,788 --> 00:16:29,889
and you were like,
"I ain't going nowhere,"
457
00:16:29,889 --> 00:16:31,023
I'd be like,
"You can stay, bitch."
458
00:16:31,023 --> 00:16:32,859
[laughs]
459
00:16:32,859 --> 00:16:34,894
Aah!
460
00:16:34,894 --> 00:16:36,362
10 minutes, Queens.
10 minutes.
461
00:16:36,362 --> 00:16:38,030
All right.
462
00:16:41,300 --> 00:16:44,871
This lip sync against Kandy
is the last thing I wanna do.
463
00:16:44,871 --> 00:16:48,007
Maybe one of the last people
I want to do it against.
464
00:16:48,007 --> 00:16:51,844
I'm freaking out.
465
00:16:54,313 --> 00:16:57,850
But I'm going to do
whatever it takes
466
00:16:57,850 --> 00:17:01,354
to prove that
I deserve to be here.
467
00:17:05,524 --> 00:17:08,861
I am so scared and terrified
468
00:17:08,861 --> 00:17:10,997
of the possibility
of being in the bottom two.
469
00:17:10,997 --> 00:17:13,366
I don't wanna go home.
470
00:17:13,366 --> 00:17:16,302
I've worked so hard
to get to where I am right now
471
00:17:16,302 --> 00:17:18,804
and to get on Drag Race.
472
00:17:18,804 --> 00:17:21,340
And I am beating myself up
473
00:17:21,340 --> 00:17:24,377
over the fact that
I fucked up the choreography.
474
00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:27,079
But if I'm in the bottom two,
475
00:17:27,079 --> 00:17:32,752
I will be performing my ass off
on that main stage.
476
00:17:32,752 --> 00:17:34,954
All right, Queens, follow me.
477
00:17:34,954 --> 00:17:36,923
Off to the main stage.
Here we go.
478
00:17:36,923 --> 00:17:39,091
Wait, we need shoes
and stuff, right?
479
00:17:39,091 --> 00:17:40,326
I'm so happy
to be here with you.
480
00:17:40,326 --> 00:17:41,661
-Yes, girl, same, yes.
-Oh, my God.
481
00:17:41,661 --> 00:17:43,462
I'm glad they voted you
off the island, girl.
482
00:17:43,462 --> 00:17:44,897
So I can come
to the good island.
483
00:17:44,897 --> 00:17:46,198
-To the good island, okay?
-Okay?
484
00:17:46,198 --> 00:17:48,267
I don't have my slippers.
485
00:17:48,267 --> 00:17:50,670
Bitch, shut up, let's go.
486
00:17:50,670 --> 00:17:52,738
RuPaul: Welcome back, ladies.
487
00:17:52,738 --> 00:17:57,877
Olivia Lux, Symone,
con-drag-ulations.
488
00:17:57,877 --> 00:18:01,213
You are the top two queens
of the week.
489
00:18:01,213 --> 00:18:04,250
The rest of you are safe.
490
00:18:06,619 --> 00:18:11,757
Olivia Lux, Symone,
491
00:18:11,757 --> 00:18:13,960
the time has come
492
00:18:13,960 --> 00:18:16,028
for you to lip sync
493
00:18:16,028 --> 00:18:21,267
for the win.
494
00:18:21,267 --> 00:18:23,269
Symone...
495
00:18:23,269 --> 00:18:25,004
you're a winner, baby.
496
00:18:25,004 --> 00:18:30,943
Olivia Lux, you're safe
to slay another day.
497
00:18:30,943 --> 00:18:33,846
Now let the music play!
498
00:18:34,614 --> 00:18:36,415
♪ I'm a winner ♪
499
00:18:36,415 --> 00:18:38,317
♪ I'm a winner, baby ♪
500
00:18:38,317 --> 00:18:39,919
♪ I'm a winner ♪
501
00:18:39,919 --> 00:18:41,954
♪ I'm a winner, baby ♪
502
00:18:46,859 --> 00:18:48,728
♪ I'm a winner ♪
503
00:18:48,728 --> 00:18:50,563
♪ I'm a winner, baby ♪
504
00:18:50,563 --> 00:18:52,565
♪ I'm a winner ♪
505
00:18:52,565 --> 00:18:54,867
♪ I'm a winner, baby ♪
506
00:18:55,101 --> 00:18:56,335
♪ I'm a winner ♪
507
00:18:56,936 --> 00:18:58,871
♪ I'm a winner, baby ♪
508
00:18:59,071 --> 00:19:00,406
♪ I'm a winner ♪
509
00:19:00,973 --> 00:19:02,341
♪ I'm a winner, baby ♪
510
00:19:02,341 --> 00:19:04,377
♪ Losers, weepers ♪
511
00:19:04,377 --> 00:19:06,212
♪ I'm a winner, baby ♪
512
00:19:06,212 --> 00:19:08,080
♪ Finders, keepers ♪
513
00:19:08,514 --> 00:19:10,116
♪ I'm a winner, baby ♪
514
00:19:10,116 --> 00:19:12,284
♪ Losers, weepers ♪
515
00:19:12,618 --> 00:19:14,253
♪ I'm a winner, baby ♪
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